Healing Others

[Whitefeather]

I'd like to share an experience I had a few days ago.

Back in 1996 I crushed a vertebrae in my back, T8. I did significant damage to the nerves, and also cracked three ribs on each side. I could not breath in an upright position for a few months, and getting anywhere was a long slow process. ... each year, about once a year since, my back reminds me of that event by going into a spasm/seizure which leaves me laying in bed debilitated for three to five days.

Three days ago, my back went into this spasm. It had an actual sound like something crunching/tearing, and the pain shot straight through me to my core. I was afraid to move in case I couldn't. I was afraid for my daughter since I have her to look after, and no one else to do this for me. I immediately rejected that this could/would happen to me at this time, and thought to change my reality. I grounded myself and prayed to change the reality to one in which this was not happening, and within an hour, there was nothing left of what at one time would have been days immobilized in bed.

Faith didn't move a mountain, but it did something more important for me at this point in time. I am thankful.

Sorry to hear from your back and, well done, Peregrinus!
Actually I believe that you could heal yourself perfectly, while in your meditation. It is not easy though for STOs to decide to do healings on oneself. I have such a problem of avoiding to healing myself, i humbly confess.
When I disapear from the forum for a long time, it is because of crashed discs in my back and neck and, the consequence of the limitation this causes, as you describe in your own story. Besides, my arms being almost totally immobilized, I have often difficulties breathing on account of the wrong posture which follows and, my walking is greatly impaired.

Now, You partially healed yourself, I believe. So I am going to do something because you wrote this post.
If you promise me that you heal -or at least that you attempt to heal - yourself, I'll too attempt to heal my crashed back and neck.
What do you say? You need to go on healing yourself. It would really encourage me if you heal yourself.
I think we ow this to our respective family who needs us, as you mentionned.
If we cannot, ...(let me know and I may try to heal you at distance)... hum we'll see, but I think that we will succeed. It may take the time it needs but I feel confident.
Are you in?

L/L
W.