10-12-2012, 07:12 PM
Guys I've been thinking
is it truly enough to have just the intention to be STO?
Because I've been thinking what if 4D isn't much like what we have today
Its not enough to have the right intention, we need to have the wisdom to carry out that intention.
I've been struggling with the issue of maybe I'm not worthy to ascend STO simply because of so many of the day to day things I do.
I used to work at starbucks and i would take home all the sandwiches we were throwing out for the day and i'd go bring it to the homeless. This was before I even read the LOO
And I realize then as much as I do now, we need to make changes with "action" besides just having the intention no?
Whether those changes come from doing an act or meditating and bringing more galactic energy from the central sun to our planet.. We still need to do something!
They say that the 4d beings are martyrs because they are always willing to go so far in the name of STO.
I keep thinking about my past life coming here with the confederation we thought, i thought hey those guys are living like savages let's just give them our technology and they'll do fine. wrong! that's exactly what we shouldn't have done and well i don't know about you but i've been on a karmic issue on this my whole time on earth in all of my incarnations
all of them had to do with ego.
noninterference, forgiving myself and others, trusting others to make the WRONG decision, so that they may grow wiser in the end, instead of giving them their candy and letting them get spoiled.
does this make sense?
Perhaps I'm penetrating into 5D problems ascending into 6th. because i do see the necessity of STS in regards to catalyst and making people want to polarize STO.
Perhaps these thoughts alone will ascend me back into 6th. if i even come from the 6th.
but it's simply not enough to want to save the world, we need to do something.
this rock stands still on a table, and there is no wind to push it, there is nothing to change it's location, and nothing to affect that change until we pick it up and put it somewhere else.
i know that's very simple, and a very crude example.. but how are we supposed to be of service.
i keep wanting to be of service in a big way, and find more often than not my service is relegated to uplifting the spirits of some random stranger as opposed to signing the deal that would end capitalism forever.
I'm ambitious to do anything to make this harvest happen sooner rather than later, and I know it's supposed to happen as the clock reaches the hour, and it's more of a set thing in time that is supposed to happen.
I'm impatient.
is it truly enough to have just the intention to be STO?
Because I've been thinking what if 4D isn't much like what we have today
Its not enough to have the right intention, we need to have the wisdom to carry out that intention.
I've been struggling with the issue of maybe I'm not worthy to ascend STO simply because of so many of the day to day things I do.
I used to work at starbucks and i would take home all the sandwiches we were throwing out for the day and i'd go bring it to the homeless. This was before I even read the LOO
And I realize then as much as I do now, we need to make changes with "action" besides just having the intention no?
Whether those changes come from doing an act or meditating and bringing more galactic energy from the central sun to our planet.. We still need to do something!
They say that the 4d beings are martyrs because they are always willing to go so far in the name of STO.
I keep thinking about my past life coming here with the confederation we thought, i thought hey those guys are living like savages let's just give them our technology and they'll do fine. wrong! that's exactly what we shouldn't have done and well i don't know about you but i've been on a karmic issue on this my whole time on earth in all of my incarnations
all of them had to do with ego.
noninterference, forgiving myself and others, trusting others to make the WRONG decision, so that they may grow wiser in the end, instead of giving them their candy and letting them get spoiled.
does this make sense?
Perhaps I'm penetrating into 5D problems ascending into 6th. because i do see the necessity of STS in regards to catalyst and making people want to polarize STO.
Perhaps these thoughts alone will ascend me back into 6th. if i even come from the 6th.
but it's simply not enough to want to save the world, we need to do something.
this rock stands still on a table, and there is no wind to push it, there is nothing to change it's location, and nothing to affect that change until we pick it up and put it somewhere else.
i know that's very simple, and a very crude example.. but how are we supposed to be of service.
i keep wanting to be of service in a big way, and find more often than not my service is relegated to uplifting the spirits of some random stranger as opposed to signing the deal that would end capitalism forever.
I'm ambitious to do anything to make this harvest happen sooner rather than later, and I know it's supposed to happen as the clock reaches the hour, and it's more of a set thing in time that is supposed to happen.
I'm impatient.
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