Greetings from the Dark

[Liet]

Further, all love is somewhat conditional here. It is part of the 3D experience. Root chakra makes sure of that. We typically cannot be free of it.

How exactly is the root chakra related to condictional love (hint: its not, ur thinking of the solar plexus...)
Besides, if you reduce the energy flow of your root chakra to zero..... you die.
No melody = no music..
(in terms of music, the root is related to melody, the ammount of emphasis it is given)

[abstrktion]

Further, all love is somewhat conditional here. It is part of the 3D experience. Root chakra makes sure of that. We typically cannot be free of it.

How exactly is the root chakra related to condictional love (hint: its not, ur thinking of the solar plexus...)
Besides, if you reduce the energy flow of your root chakra to zero..... you die.
No melody = no music..
(in terms of music, the root is related to melody, the ammount of emphasis it is given)

Ha! Got me--Chakras are not my specialty--but I was thinking that the Root had to do with survival and security. We, as physical beings, will worry about staying alive and being secure and to a certain extent this will influence our ability to give and receive love to/from other selves. Am I wrong about the root chakra's function?

[Zaxon]

Sagittarius,

Negative/destructive tendencies are not a necessary and/or inevitable aspects of STS progression, as both orientations can have negative/destructive manifestations as well as positive ones. I believe most of what you would call evil/destructive tendencies are a result of entities/societies afflicted with conflicting polar impulses.

The lower order STS entity will be oriented towards service to self, without the restraining wisdom of seeing self as part of the whole. Similarly, the STO entity will be oriented towards service to others, without the restraining wisdom of seeing the self as part of the whole. At one extreme you have the martyr/victim, on the other you have the tyrant/victimizer. Neither extreme is a desirable outcome, but movement through each extreme leads to wisdom.

Only in a few cases has my teaching/learning experience with another entity been ongoing. Two of the entities were of an STO orientation and one was of an STS orientation. All three were significantly hindered by karmic distortions that prevented understanding of self. I had considerable success with the STO female, and she appears to be on a path towards Awakening and polarizing strongly as STO. The male STO, however, was beyond help and the association was terminated. I took the female STS as a mate, and she is currently expressing symptoms of strong awakening.

I disagree with the Ra entity as to the particular density this Earth entity is moving into. I believe this Earth entity to be in transition from 3rd density to 4th density. The energy created by this transition will with the entities imbedded in the Earth entity opportunity to move forward as well - but this is not necessary for the Earth entities progression. Seeing as I am a walk-in I will likely discorporate when the transition occurs.

-Zaxon

[Liet]

Ha! Got me--Chakras are not my specialty--but I was thinking that the Root had to do with survival and security. We, as physical beings, will worry about staying alive and being secure and to a certain extent this will influence our ability to give and receive love to/from other selves. Am I wrong about the root chakra's function?

yup..
The intense will, "not to die" comes about wtih the solar plexus.

Although, different parts of the root chakra will branch up in an (almost) non-linear fasion to reach the entire rest of the body as if they were the same.

Emphasis on the soil will cause everything rooted within it to grow, thus eventualy causing more tree crowns to come about, which is what the heavens root within.

The uppermost parts of the roots are the tools requiered for the initial unrooting and is thus connected to the solar plexus "the active/mobile" (Thighs - solar plexus - forehead/pineal/crown progressively escalading the same "ungrounding" theme)

The commonly refered to as "the root chakra" location (lower back) is actualy more femenine than maskuline when it has grown some.. its the least grounded aspect of the root.
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http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/...-tree.html
The roots contain all information needed about its "visible portion" in order to reconstruct it.
The roots are the most energy-rich part of plants.

[drifting pages]

Zaxon what is your definition in metaphysical terms of positive and negative ?

[Zaxon]

Drifting Pages,

Negative = Void/Entropy
Positive = Being/Order

-Zaxon

[Unbound]

Polarity is an illusion when we free ourselves from the wheel of time. Do not worry about your origins, only remember where you are now, and what you will do with this life. Blessings, adonai!

[Plenum]

Polarity is an illusion when we free ourselves from the wheel of time. Do not worry about your origins, only remember where you are now, and what you will do with this life. Blessings, adonai!

yes, I am starting to think this too.

the goal is UNITY, and there are two paths back to there.

we are forced to choose, but there is no wrong choice really.

see you guys back in the One Infinite Circle!

- -

[Meerie]

yes... for whatever reason, the concept STO / STS always makes me feel uncomfortable
especially if it is used to judge one path being "the correct" one.

[3DMonkey]

yes... for whatever reason, the concept STO / STS always makes me feel uncomfortable
especially if it is used to judge one path being "the correct" one.

" It is to be noted in this context that it is quite impossible to judge the polarity of an act or an entity, just as it is impossible to judge the relative goodness of the negative and positive poles of the magnet." -Ra

[AnthroHeart]

Awesome find there 3D. I like to hope that I'm on the STO path, but I've had my share of being unloving.

I hope when it's all said and done we look back and laugh at ourselves for how seriously we took it all.

" It is to be noted in this context that it is quite impossible to judge the polarity of an act or an entity, just as it is impossible to judge the relative goodness of the negative and positive poles of the magnet." -Ra

[kycahi]

yes... for whatever reason, the concept STO / STS always makes me feel uncomfortable
especially if it is used to judge one path being "the correct" one.

Yes, and Ra repeated this a few times. All are one, on whatever path and with whatever awareness they have right now. Everyone in the third density did or eventually will choose one of the two paths, and everyone will go onward into fourth density and beyond.

The more we can grok this, the closer to the One we will have awareness of being.

---

I like to hope that I'm on the STO path, but I've had my share of being unloving.

I hope when it's all said and done we look back and laugh at ourselves for how seriously we took it all.

Wolf, we will howl with laughter at our folly, courtesy of the veil, and none of us will be spared.

[3DMonkey]

but I've had my share of being unloving.

We have probably all tortured ourselves with this thought. I know I have. ... We know it isn't healthy, so, be comforted that you are not alone if you are caught in this swirl of depression. I've been there. You've been there. She's been there. He's been there.

"Don't worry about it, we are all in this together."

....
OMG, my apologies, I think I derailed.

[Zaxon]

I had an interesting experience last night that I would like to share. I will preface this by saying that I do not believe everything that happens in dreams comes from psychic attacks and/or communications by other entities. So it is very possible that what I am about to tell you was a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind.

Though I am STS biased, I have found that I am capable of changing polarity by shifting energy to various chakras and focusing my attention on one or the other aspects of the paradox of the Creator. When polarizing as STS I ignore the blue and green chakras and move my energy directly from the solar plexus towards the pituitary and indigo rays. This comes easily to me, and results in a single minded feeling of power, while other-selves are barely noticed in my conscious mind. When in this orientation I also focus my attention on myself as Creator, rather than on the Creation as a whole. Though this is the easier orientation for me, through effort and meditation I have found that I can switch that polarization to STO without losing significant polarity. When I do this shift I focus on balancing each chakra with emphasis on the green ray heart chakra, which then climbs to blue and up to the pituitary gland and indigo ray. Where the STS orientation fills me with hunger, the STO orientation fills me with a sense of peace, joy, and well being. I find it very difficult to function in daily life while in this state, as the sense of compassion can sometimes be overwhelming and my physical vehicle feels weak and passive.

For some time I have been toying with the idea of attracting an Orion entity to my dreams. They will not approach me when I am in a highly polarized STS state, so I spent much of yesterday polarizing to an STO orientation, finishing the process before sleep. Within an hour or so of falling asleep I found my dreaming that I was walking through a garden filled with shrines of the various Earth religions, surrounded by various people I have met throughout my life - and was utterly at peace. However, I soon felt that one of the people around me was a stranger, and felt animosity emanating from him. So I singled the entity out and slammed him against a garden wall, and while looking directly in his eyes, said with words enforced with will, "I am Creator, you are creation. We are Unity." The entity was frightened by these words, as they were said with the force of threat. I then continued my walk through the garden and went to a room where I sit in wait for the entity to follow me. Someone stumbled into the room terrified, and yelled, "He is coming!" I sat unmoved and utterly at peace. The one I had threatened came busting in after him, and put on a great show of darkness and light, as if to frighten me. I grabbed the entity by both wrists, peacefully, then dramatically shifted my energy to negative polarity, at which time I saw the creature for the pathetic shadow thing that it was, laughed a cold electric laugh full of menace, and after the briefest battle of wills, I drained the entity of all its energy until it was nothing more than skin covering reptilian bones. I then commenced to consume his remains. I awoke immediately after, feeling quite peaceful and still in the meditative position I had fallen asleep in. I would note, that I was lucid throughout the dream, to the extent I was aware I was manifesting my environment. Only the entity I described had any volition outside of my control.

I reiterate, this very well could have been a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind. However, there is a belligerent aspect to my being that relishes combat, and has lately desired pitting my will against one of the Orion group. For what it is worth I thought I would share this experience, and ask if anyone else has found that they are able to consciously change their polarity, without experiencing depolarization?

-Zaxon

[Ankh]

Thank you for interesting reading this far, my brother. And welcome to this forum.

Where the STS orientation fills me with hunger, the STO orientation fills me with a sense of peace, joy, and well being.

When reaching the heart area, in for instance sexual energy transfer, there is also satisfaction that is out of this world, while if the energy transfer does not reach the green ray, but stays below, it feels unsatisfactory. My understanding then is that if polarizing STS, you can't afford feelings like that. You have to learn how to shut all this peace, joy and well being off. You have to learn how to control *all* your feelings and thoughts, and use them in total devotion towards service to self polarization; take conscious control of them and your thoughts. I remember for instance that you were writing about your girlfriend, and that the love between you is conditional and must be earned every day. If polarizing STS, I think that there is a question here - how this love is of benefit for you, and if not, to use it for your benefit, if possible, otherwise abandon it. There is no love, even conditional, that is of benefit for an STS entity? The only thing of importance is the realization of the self as the Creator. Right?

I find it very difficult to function in daily life while in this state, as the sense of compassion can sometimes be overwhelming and my physical vehicle feels weak and passive.

I understand you. I have the same difficulties when polarizing STS. I have been raised in STS environment, and since that is what I learned as a child, I tried to do that during early years. But as you, I found the other polarity to be incongruent with myself. So when my heart closes, I find it very difficult to function. I feel weak and passive.

For some time I have been toying with the idea of attracting an Orion entity to my dreams. They will not approach me when I am in a highly polarized STS state,

They could also be playing power games with you, like: "Dude, do you really think that you can tell us what to do, huh?"

For what it is worth I thought I would share this experience, and ask if anyone else has found that they are able to consciously change their polarity, without experiencing depolarization?

STS polarization is as difficult as STO polarization, according to the Ra material. See how all STO Wanderers and other entities suffer and stuff? Being negatively greeted and everything else that happens to them? You don't. Negative entities have no reason to greet you other than sharing their philosophy, and if you don't feel bad seeing other's sorrows and suffer - what is it then that is so difficult? What makes polarization towards STS being as hard as polarization towards STO? I am not sure, dude, but I think that if you want to graduate in STS, you have to either open the gateway to intelligent infinity, or approach almost totality in your polarization, which means, imo - no love, dude. No feelings. No activation of the green center, for peace, or joy or whatever. You must have total devotion towards service to self, only. This is my understanding of course. Would enjoy to continue reading yours. =)

[godwide_void]

I also thank you for this extremely interesting view and insight, Zaxon.

- Have you/would you ever consider yourself a solipsist or ever displayed solipsistic tendencies in your thoughts?

- Did you ever confuse yourself for being upon the STO path while in reality had been polarizing STS?

- When you encounter another aspect of the Creator, how do you view them and interact with them? Do you ponder upon how they may be of value to you and engage in relations with others only to further your own gain, or are there times when you display compassion to others to benefit them as opposed to yourself?

- Would you prefer others lived in harmony or only if the harmony of others benefited yourself?

[Zaxon]

Ankh,

I believe the purpose of polarization is the focusing and refinement of will, for both polarities. Either the will to love all and serve all, or love self and serve self to the exclusion of all. Both require an immense concentration of will that permeates the mind/body/spirit complex. I've found that I can achieve high levels of indigo activity in either orientation, because when I shift orientations it is in a very fundamental way, and to the same extent in the opposite direction as the polarity I am transitioning from. I am very much a different person when I shift polarities, though I am able to outwardly control my responses and appearance. The difference within me is that akin to the duality found in the Hindu god Shiva. Though, I will concede that I fear continuing to do this too often will cause me to lose polarization as the memory of one eventually makes me feel conflicted about the current state. In this way, changing too often weakens the will and decreases polarity.

I polarized strongly STS organically through my life catalysts. It was only after doing this to a high degree, that I became consciously aware of the process, and found within myself the will to move between dualities. I was originally motivated to do this because I could not stand the thought of their being an aspect of myself I could not, or had not mastered. I had mastered my emotions to the point that I can turn them off completely. I had done this over the course of years largely unconsciously. So was interested to see if I could turn them on, while controlling the reflexive will to block them out. I found that I could.

I determined a few years ago that it would be socially and professional advantageous to take a mate. Having an appropriate mate heightens the perception of stability and normalcy, also choosing a mate of appropriate pedigree may have socio-economic benefits. This was my primary motivation. As I stated previously, the love of my mate has been to the extent that she reflects the self. Before we were together I dated one or two normal girls of appropriate pedigree and attractiveness, but soon learned that once they got a peak under the mask they were terrified. The easy charm and perfect smile that comes so easily to the STS oriented entity is not very effective in intimate relationships.

That being said, for the time being I am in a STO orientation.

-Zaxon

[Sagittarius]

I had an interesting experience last night that I would like to share. I will preface this by saying that I do not believe everything that happens in dreams comes from psychic attacks and/or communications by other entities. So it is very possible that what I am about to tell you was a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind.

Though I am STS biased, I have found that I am capable of changing polarity by shifting energy to various chakras and focusing my attention on one or the other aspects of the paradox of the Creator. When polarizing as STS I ignore the blue and green chakras and move my energy directly from the solar plexus towards the pituitary and indigo rays. This comes easily to me, and results in a single minded feeling of power, while other-selves are barely noticed in my conscious mind. When in this orientation I also focus my attention on myself as Creator, rather than on the Creation as a whole. Though this is the easier orientation for me, through effort and meditation I have found that I can switch that polarization to STO without losing significant polarity. When I do this shift I focus on balancing each chakra with emphasis on the green ray heart chakra, which then climbs to blue and up to the pituitary gland and indigo ray. Where the STS orientation fills me with hunger, the STO orientation fills me with a sense of peace, joy, and well being. I find it very difficult to function in daily life while in this state, as the sense of compassion can sometimes be overwhelming and my physical vehicle feels weak and passive.

For some time I have been toying with the idea of attracting an Orion entity to my dreams. They will not approach me when I am in a highly polarized STS state, so I spent much of yesterday polarizing to an STO orientation, finishing the process before sleep. Within an hour or so of falling asleep I found my dreaming that I was walking through a garden filled with shrines of the various Earth religions, surrounded by various people I have met throughout my life - and was utterly at peace. However, I soon felt that one of the people around me was a stranger, and felt animosity emanating from him. So I singled the entity out and slammed him against a garden wall, and while looking directly in his eyes, said with words enforced with will, "I am Creator, you are creation. We are Unity." The entity was frightened by these words, as they were said with the force of threat. I then continued my walk through the garden and went to a room where I sit in wait for the entity to follow me. Someone stumbled into the room terrified, and yelled, "He is coming!" I sat unmoved and utterly at peace. The one I had threatened came busting in after him, and put on a great show of darkness and light, as if to frighten me. I grabbed the entity by both wrists, peacefully, then dramatically shifted my energy to negative polarity, at which time I saw the creature for the pathetic shadow thing that it was, laughed a cold electric laugh full of menace, and after the briefest battle of wills, I drained the entity of all its energy until it was nothing more than skin covering reptilian bones. I then commenced to consume his remains. I awoke immediately after, feeling quite peaceful and still in the meditative position I had fallen asleep in. I would note, that I was lucid throughout the dream, to the extent I was aware I was manifesting my environment. Only the entity I described had any volition outside of my control.

I reiterate, this very well could have been a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind. However, there is a belligerent aspect to my being that relishes combat, and has lately desired pitting my will against one of the Orion group. For what it is worth I thought I would share this experience, and ask if anyone else has found that they are able to consciously change their polarity, without experiencing depolarization?

-Zaxon

Um can I switch now. I want to battle reptilians in my dreams. Why do the bad guys always have the most fun .

[Ankh]

I am not sure I am following your process of thought, in regards to polarization/depolarization.

Take these two quotes as an example:

... and ask if anyone else has found that they are able to consciously change their polarity, without experiencing depolarization?

That being said, for the time being I am in a STO orientation.

I believe that *each* time you shift your polarity, you *actually* shift your polarity. How can you, in the logical sense, polarize in service to self, when you shift *that* very service? Doesn't make any rational sense to me...

Why do the bad guys always have the most fun .

I would say that creating a time lateral Earth track, together, in one loving harmony of your social memory complex - would beat the heck out of battling some reptilians.

[Liet]

If you now are capable of preforming such intense energy fluctuations at will, why dont you just zoom in at a balance between both?...
For me, anything other than golden white equals unnessessary pain and/or difficulties.
why have them if you know how to (and can) cure them?

I suppose the thing you are doing could be similar to that which is possible within most role playing games..
You have the ability to redistribute your stat-points...
Same ammount of them, just spent in a different manner.

[Amiyou]

yes... for whatever reason, the concept STO / STS always makes me feel uncomfortable
especially if it is used to judge one path being "the correct" one.

Yes, the whole STS, STO thing leaves a bad taste in my mouth too.
It simply doesn't make sense.
To serve me is to serve me, and to serve you is to serve me.
I don't like the word, 'serve'.
I have always had a strong desire to put a glass of water in the hands that do not have one, food in the mouth, clothes, etc. Nothing else is up for discussion in politics/economy, etc, until that is achieved first, from my view.

It is the overwhelming and sometimes painful purpose of this little 'me' to be that way, I cannot change this foundational feeling that seems to be so built into me that the concept of the physical matter of the body being actually, made of pure will, emotion and desire, seems more normal than ever, the desire to see achieved a world where we are all housed, fed, watered, etc, seems somehow to be the very stuff that makes up my body.
But in examining my desire to, be that, see that happen, I also realise that it is a service to myself.
I want to see these things happen because apart from the pain of seeing others suffer, I know that when the moment comes that we are ALL (apart from those who may for whatever reason choose to be without these things) in the basic comforts, I will feel a happiness like nothing ever felt before (from my current perspective), a feeling beyond happiness, a global contentment, something that cannot really be described well enough.
All of us would feel something so great in waking up each and every day knowing that the foundation is good and solid, and we can really begin creating together.
Anyway, I think I have said what I wanted to already.

[native]

All of us would feel something so great in waking up each and every day knowing that the foundation is good and solid, and we can really begin creating together.

Working on practical solutions to everyday social ills does seem like the thing to do.

The spiritual preparation seems only to be half of the task, and the formation of a social memory complex must highly depend on working together with those who have similar values.

[abstrktion]

I had an interesting experience last night that I would like to share. I will preface this by saying that I do not believe everything that happens in dreams comes from psychic attacks and/or communications by other entities. So it is very possible that what I am about to tell you was a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind.

Though I am STS biased, I have found that I am capable of changing polarity by shifting energy to various chakras and focusing my attention on one or the other aspects of the paradox of the Creator. When polarizing as STS I ignore the blue and green chakras and move my energy directly from the solar plexus towards the pituitary and indigo rays. This comes easily to me, and results in a single minded feeling of power, while other-selves are barely noticed in my conscious mind. When in this orientation I also focus my attention on myself as Creator, rather than on the Creation as a whole. Though this is the easier orientation for me, through effort and meditation I have found that I can switch that polarization to STO without losing significant polarity. When I do this shift I focus on balancing each chakra with emphasis on the green ray heart chakra, which then climbs to blue and up to the pituitary gland and indigo ray. Where the STS orientation fills me with hunger, the STO orientation fills me with a sense of peace, joy, and well being. I find it very difficult to function in daily life while in this state, as the sense of compassion can sometimes be overwhelming and my physical vehicle feels weak and passive.

For some time I have been toying with the idea of attracting an Orion entity to my dreams. They will not approach me when I am in a highly polarized STS state, so I spent much of yesterday polarizing to an STO orientation, finishing the process before sleep. Within an hour or so of falling asleep I found my dreaming that I was walking through a garden filled with shrines of the various Earth religions, surrounded by various people I have met throughout my life - and was utterly at peace. However, I soon felt that one of the people around me was a stranger, and felt animosity emanating from him. So I singled the entity out and slammed him against a garden wall, and while looking directly in his eyes, said with words enforced with will, "I am Creator, you are creation. We are Unity." The entity was frightened by these words, as they were said with the force of threat. I then continued my walk through the garden and went to a room where I sit in wait for the entity to follow me. Someone stumbled into the room terrified, and yelled, "He is coming!" I sat unmoved and utterly at peace. The one I had threatened came busting in after him, and put on a great show of darkness and light, as if to frighten me. I grabbed the entity by both wrists, peacefully, then dramatically shifted my energy to negative polarity, at which time I saw the creature for the pathetic shadow thing that it was, laughed a cold electric laugh full of menace, and after the briefest battle of wills, I drained the entity of all its energy until it was nothing more than skin covering reptilian bones. I then commenced to consume his remains. I awoke immediately after, feeling quite peaceful and still in the meditative position I had fallen asleep in. I would note, that I was lucid throughout the dream, to the extent I was aware I was manifesting my environment. Only the entity I described had any volition outside of my control.

I reiterate, this very well could have been a manifestation of my conscious or subconscious mind. However, there is a belligerent aspect to my being that relishes combat, and has lately desired pitting my will against one of the Orion group. For what it is worth I thought I would share this experience, and ask if anyone else has found that they are able to consciously change their polarity, without experiencing depolarization?

-Zaxon

A struggle with your own Shadow? (Jungian archetypes).

[Sagittarius]

Why do the bad guys always have the most fun .

I would say that creating a time lateral Earth track, together, in one loving harmony of your social memory complex - would beat the heck out of battling some reptilians.
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Yeh however no matter how much I will it to be now it is not now and passing the time by fighting reptilians sounds pretty good to me.

[Brittany]

For what it is worth I thought I would share this experience, and ask if anyone else has found that they are able to consciously change their polarity, without experiencing depolarization?

I fluctuate between the polarities on pretty much an hourly basis. It was the resistance to this state of being that caused massive depolariztion, ongoing depression, and a deep, unquenchable feeling of pain. When I allowed the energy to shift naturally and gave up the notion that I had to choose one or the other or otherwise "not make the harvest grade", I began to feel full, powerful and utterly content with my life. Accepting that my state of existence is not defective or inadequate has allowed me to progress into levels of awareness that were previously completely unattainable.

[Aaron]

That being said, for the time being I am in a STO orientation.

I believe that *each* time you shift your polarity, you *actually* shift your polarity. How can you, in the logical sense, polarize in service to self, when you shift *that* very service? Doesn't make any rational sense to me...

Chiming in here even though the question wasn't asked to me...

You're essentially asking "How can one shift polarity back and forth in one lifetime and not lose contact with the roots of their being?" right?

I read somewhere (I believe it was a post on these forums) that defined polarity as "the ability to do work in consciousness". This definition helped me to understand it better. Also, the dictionary definition of polarity (the one that closely matches the spiritual concept) is "A state, or the production of a state, in which rays of light or similar radiation exhibit different properties in different directions." So in other words, a polarized lens (you) will refract/distort or make use of an increasingly larger percentage of light coming through the sun.

So, here's my working theory. You could say that polarity is the amount of self discovered/developed from the unconscious mind (unmanifested self) and utilized towards service in one direction or the other. If one's unmanifested self is of love (for example 4th density positive wanderer), then, generally, one would discover the unmanifested self, as it is made manifest through the use of catalyst, as one of unconditional love, and polarize thusly. So, what if one is of 6th density? You discover the potential for both... And 6th density wanderers polarize, yet their social memory complex moves forward in evolution away from polarization. Somehow, there is the potential for massive polarization without it steering the course of evolution of the complex.

I can only conclude that polarity is the ability held in the present moment to perform service with the creator's light, based on the potentials contained within the unmanifested self, and drawn forth within that lifetime by the entity's conscious will.

[Wander-Man]

I drained the entity of all its energy until it was nothing more than skin covering reptilian bones. I then commenced to consume his remains.

This made me lol. Thank you.

:idea:

You seem a lot like my favorite T.V. character:

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_eLZccgjR5n0/TC...xter01.jpg

Do you like Dexter?

[Shin'Ar]

Zaxon, you say your origin is in the negative 6th dimension or beyond.

How do you know this, and why would one from higher planes reverse their course?

We know that there are Ascended Masters that have deliberately sacrificed our advanced opportunity to remain with those whom we strive to assist on this journey to transcendence from the darkness.

Yet you claim to be from the darkness, and to also practice self gratification. So it seems that what you claim and what you profess are in contradiction with each other.

Also, one of the higher planes would already be aware of the higher realities and have no need to learn anything from this dimension.

So I am left considering what your actual intentions here are.

You have stated that we would probably consider you an enemy to our teaching, and that you have come from the darkness. However the true masters teach us that we are already residing in the darkness. the fact that your words are contradictory and confused leads me to ask you to be more specific, which is what you have been waiting for anyway.

[drifting pages]

Do not condition infinity. Take what is yours and leave the rest.

My thoughts

[Shin'Ar]

Let us place ourselves in the circumstance of being the last two sentient beings in the universe. We share a love for each other and one of us is dying. When the other dies we will be the only. There will be no one esle with which to share life and existence.

But we become aware that we have an opportunity to save the life of our mate by forfeiting half of what would have been the rest of our own existence.

The choice becomes, shorten our own existence which we would be able to share with a loved one, or live a longer existence alone without interaction or ability to express love or share intelligent thought.

This is the bare bones difference between STO and STS, and the reason why STO is how we evolve as intelligence.

What would be the experience of a being that only sees one side of anything? What would one being know of any other point of view if all it had was its own perspective? Sharing this existence is nothing more than looking into creation with another set of eyes so that we can see what is on the other side. The memory of the One cannot be collective if it is singular. The sharing of experiences is how the One becomes the All. And this is why STO is the path to growth, and why STS becomes a dead end.

It is always a matter of balance and choice. But it is also always a matter of growth versus decay, or walking into an existence that is becoming more enlightened rather than walking the other way. Some deliberately choose to remain in the darkness, because they are addicted to the lusts of the flesh and refuse to leave those satisfactions behind. They walk back into the cave because that is where they know they can find satisfaction by the fire and near the food. The unknown offers only mystery. But to remain in the cave, the darkness, is to never know what other opportunities await you.

Those from the higher dimensions do not return to the cave for STS, they return for STO, despite the opportunities that await them.

That is the defintion of love and service to others.