(05-19-2019, 07:20 AM)speedforce131 Wrote:(05-19-2019, 07:03 AM)Cyan Wrote: I can guarantee from personal experience that if you openly talk of channeling, spirits, Ra material, densities and similar to a medical professional you will be diagnosed with psychosis and sent to the wards even if you try to explain that its your religion.Right?!? I love this comment so much. If I could I'd upvote it 100 times. Puts a whole new perspective on things. When I was being called all those names and being gaslighted, it never did occur to me that from a certain perspective, those were the people that are seen by society as the mentally ill ones. Now I wonder why I even argued with them!
I should get an indian doctor, they would understand me better.
As someone who suffered from psychotic depression, which included hallucination, I've come to a point where I'm realistic about everything. I'm not prone to beliefs such as demons or whatnot. I still believe in channeling and the higher self, but it's a very drawn back and conservative viewpoint. If one, for example, believed in demons and had auditory hallucinations (what I had), then you'd be the most frightened you could ever be. Because the messages are long, invasive, and extremely negative.
I've largely recovered from this. I don't "hear" the voices that often anymore at that intensity and when I do, it's pretty mild and short. Not long drawn out like before. What's helped me, what's critical to my healing was removing limiting beliefs. That there was demons, ET's or whatever. Once I got rid of these limiting beliefs, those associated voices just disappeared. As if it never existed (and it doesn't). I think what would help a lot of people here is if they returned to the "real world". One where practicality rules the day. Where doing X + Y = Z. These channeling sessions can really hurt you if you cannot process the information. I'm sorry so say that the vast majority cannot and has not.
Wow!
As someone who was (now mis-)diagnosed with schizo-effective disorder, I relate to you even more now.
I never experienced auditory hallucinations, but I was naive in expecting my doctors and psychologists to accept my spiritual experiences as spiritual.
Spiritual stuff doesn't exist, I learned, in the medical field. That is why I went from being diagnosed bipolar to schizo-effective. My out-of-this-world experiences are clearly impossible. I even had many in public, with many many witnesses. The ones that did go to counseling were told what I was told: Definitely mass hysteria. Why? Because they are a scientist and I'm their patient. I seem troubled, and so do those that experienced it and sought counseling -- something so 'obviously impossible' is the same memorable experience many had? Then that memory is false -- or a shared hallucination. That's why.
And of course, I rebelled. I didn't realize that the karmic lessons I was experiencing at the time were due to my persistent refusal to acknowledge miracles as taboo to skeptics.
*edit*: I apologize for reviving dead conversations. I think the 'hip' way of referring to this on other forums is 'necro-posting'. I felt like my earnest lack of fear in facing uncomfortable discussions is something I could lend here. Ironically, I fear instead that I came far too late for my comments to really be relevant.