So it seems all 3 of my lower chakras are blocked...

[Agua]

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[flofrog]

Evolving Phoenix , I find you very wise and you probably do not see how wise you are in this here now !! Lol

Think how you are processing a loving detachment from the other person giving both of you the space to keep going.
I think that probably when we review our incarnation where we thought we were paddling desperately, we probably were just moving on and on courageously

I am reading Q’uo just now and have found this passage :

“ Pilgrimages are difficult. But you wouldn’t find yourself upon this path if you did not hunger for that which gives meaning to difficulty. You wish to be wide awake and feel every stone, eat every mouthful of dust, and sit at the end of any hopeless, empty day rejoicing and giving thanks that you have been present at this miraculous disaster.”

This is so true !!

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Evolving Phoenix ,   I find you very wise and you probably do not see how wise you are in this here now !!  Lol

Think how you are processing a loving detachment from the other person giving both of you the space to keep going.
I think that probably when we review our incarnation where we thought we were paddling desperately, we probably were just moving on and on courageously

I am reading Q’uo just now and have found this passage  :

“ Pilgrimages are difficult. But you wouldn’t find yourself upon this path if you did not hunger for that which gives meaning to difficulty. You wish to be wide awake and feel every stone, eat every mouthful of dust, and sit at the end of any hopeless, empty day rejoicing and giving thanks that you have been present at this miraculous disaster.”

This is so true !!

Wow! Thank you very much flofrog! That definitely lifts my spirits! Thanks!

Okay Agua, I get what you're saying.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

Just wanted to share a quick update:

So, yesterday, I found a Groupon site that gives you TESOL certification for 5 dollars:

https://www.groupon.com/deals/internatio...cademy-787

And determined that when Howl-O-Scream comes around,I can work that gig, which would be one fun way to save up the money for my passport renewal and other stuff.

Until then, I can look and see if making money on eLance works.

I also have decided that I want to do the French TAPIF program in France, as they're a stoner friendly culture that allows dual citizenship.

So I'll need to learn FRench well enough to pass one of these tests: TCF, TEF, DELF, or DALF

I could also take French classes at my uni, payed for with grants and scholarships. With good grades, I could probably be eligible.

So I think I have the means now to get out of here! Just not immediately. But I can immediately get to work on doing the 5 dollar Groupon thing!