what do you want?

[AnthroHeart]

To provide experience for the hierarchy of creators that resulted in my individuation.

By hierarchy of creators, you mean Logoi, correct?

[kainous]

Yessir, I do. I had a thought conversation the night before. At first, I THOUGHT that I'd asked to speak directly to God, and the question came up on my mind, that if my purpose of existence was to provide experience, then did "you as God" ever think about your purpose. The response was something like, yes I think about it, and I'm trying to understand it myself. So, I responded, that as a sublogoi, I would work my @$$ off to help him figure it out. Then above the voice I was talking to, one came saying, thank you so much, as that is what the Logos wants to understand. I already know my purpose, but the one that you speak to is learning for himself. You and yours can help him more than you realize.

[AnthroHeart]

You're lucky Kainous it was a positive entity you contacted. I was tricked by a negative entity, thinking it was God back in December 2012.

I've given every creation I make back to Creator as appreciation for being, and I never once got a thank you, or appreciation that he really was happy for the sacrifice I made. I went through lots of darkness to create these gifts for Creator. I haven't gotten a sense of appreciation back from him. And these were 100's of hours of work that I just handed over to Creator when I was done, in order that he might make it real. Forgive me if I'm speaking off, as I had a bad weekend.

[Fastidious Emanations]

to do my best at that which I am best.
To accept all the resources offered and understand that there is no cost to asking for more.

[Hototo]

You're lucky Kainous it was a positive entity you contacted. I was tricked by a negative entity, thinking it was God back in December 2012.

I've given every creation I make back to Creator as appreciation for being, and I never once got a thank you, or appreciation that he really was happy for the sacrifice I made. I went through lots of darkness to create these gifts for Creator. I haven't gotten a sense of appreciation back from him. And these were 100's of hours of work that I just handed over to Creator when I was done, in order that he might make it real. Forgive me if I'm speaking off, as I had a bad weekend.

Well at last checking the creator has given you three thousand one hundred and two gifts in response.

[Jeremy]

I just want to find my way back prior to this ever expansive slump I've been in. It's going on 4 months now and I'm just lost tbh. I can't even bring myself to read transcripts, meditate, or look at the illusion as I used to. I'm battling quite the habit of drinking at the moment that I can't seem to shake for more than a few days at a time. Issues that normally wouldn't affect me in the least is causing quite the frustration along wih anger even which I haven't experienced in a long time now.

It's like I'm back at square one for some reason and it's quite disturbing after all the work I had done and how much I had accomplished.

[Melissa]

I just want to find my way back prior to this ever expansive slump I've been in. It's going on 4 months now and I'm just lost tbh. I can't even bring myself to read transcripts, meditate, or look at the illusion as I used to. I'm battling quite the habit of drinking at the moment that I can't seem to shake for more than a few days at a time. Issues that normally wouldn't affect me in the least is causing quite the frustration along wih anger even which I haven't experienced in a long time now.

It's like I'm back at square one for some reason and it's quite disturbing after all the work I had done and how much I had accomplished.

Same here, though I've had periods like these before. This too shall pass.

[Hototo]

Put some bikes on that downhill and you got yourself a sight.

[AnthroHeart]

You're lucky Kainous it was a positive entity you contacted. I was tricked by a negative entity, thinking it was God back in December 2012.

I've given every creation I make back to Creator as appreciation for being, and I never once got a thank you, or appreciation that he really was happy for the sacrifice I made. I went through lots of darkness to create these gifts for Creator. I haven't gotten a sense of appreciation back from him. And these were 100's of hours of work that I just handed over to Creator when I was done, in order that he might make it real. Forgive me if I'm speaking off, as I had a bad weekend.

Well at last checking the creator has given you three thousand one hundred and two gifts in response.

Thank you. I've done the same with every creation I made in my mind. Every thoughtform I invested a lot of time into. I'd say at least 3-5 separate occasions (maybe more) I have given it to Creator because Creator can make it more beautiful, and I was at my mind's limit for creating. I don't know how you know this, but thank you. I have a pretty good life. Though sometimes I'm in a rush to leave it. I've tried many times giving myself back to Creator. So far hasn't worked on a conscious level. By creating to the limit it was like being on the center of a see-saw, and having to stay balanced. I went to the point where I was just beginning to lose control of the creation, and had to hand it over. It was also a polished gem I gave over many times.

[kainous]

Gem, you may not be aware at how grateful your creator is for everything that you have done for it. I can guarantee that YOU are the very polished gem that the creator is receiving, but continuing to polish as time continues. You may not realize, but with each polish and cut, you are becoming more, despite feeling that you are becoming less. I wish I could even begin to impart on you the love that I can perceive the father has for you personally, but it seems as if the problem is that you don't realize your own desire to feel unworthy. I know that you actually want it, but subconsciously, you fear what would happen if you "let go" and allowed the love to just come forcefully streaming in.

Regardless, you have a special connection, one that will break through when you are ready. He has accepted every gift, but has turned each of those gifts into potential for you.

This is a harsh world, and many of us are having difficulty staying here now, in these heavy meat-bags. The lessening yellow is being replaced by a growing green that cannot be properly utilized by these chemical bodies, and the pain is more obvious in every day. Don't let the pain of the cycle's end allow you to believe that you have been abandoned by the father. The sun never sleeps, although the clouds cover the sun and the Earth moves to conceal it. The light is never gone, though difficult to see as it may become. Such is his love for you.

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I should note that I find it difficult myself sometimes to feel as if the creator loves me, but when he wants to nurture others, he always provides at that time enough for myself and some to share, so that I may give to the other, and then have some left over as well. The more love I give to others, the more comes in return for the same purpose.

I'm not sure how this works with thought-forms, but maybe there is something to be said about dedicating it in service to another in the name of the Creator. It would be something that he could easily do himself with his infinite wisdom of where it could be put to use, but would be more meaningful coming through your choice of where it goes, for it then has your intention on it, and your will. These two things are already bound to you in order to create the thought-form to begin with.

Ultimately, I don't know, because I'm in the process of learning myself, as we all are, but what I DO know is that you are both acceptable and accepted, as are your works of creation.

[norral]

i want us the human race to realize that we are all interconnected and related to one another so that we would view each other as family, in the best sense of the word. not a dysfunctional family ha ha but a loving family that will do anything to ensure each others welfare. once that occurs it will be impossible to live divided from one another or to do things that would harm one another.

norral

[AnthroHeart]

Gem, you may not be aware at how grateful your creator is for everything that you have done for it. I can guarantee that YOU are the very polished gem that the creator is receiving, but continuing to polish as time continues.

Thank you Kainous. It's good to know that Creator is appreciative of my hard work. I've slowed down my hard work because I got burned out. I'm not seeking Creator as heavily and densely as I used to. It was quite uncomfortable what I put myself through.

[Plenum]

I have a pretty clear intention now.

I desire to be the best and highest healer I can be.

thank you.

[Nuria Luz]

I want total enlightment, truth realization, know myself.

Then, I totally agree with wanting this:

I desire to be the best and highest healer I can be.

Also I want to learn lots of new things.

And I want do all this having lots of fun!

I want it all, I want it all, I want it all, na na na na and I want it now!

[Billy]

Deep, profound, meaningful and palpable connection and greater clarity.

[isis]

i want to know all there is to know. i can remember telling my mom this when i was about 3yrs old & it made her laugh & she replied with something like, 'well, that's why u've gotta go to school'

recently, i want privacy. i'm tired of feeling like i'm being observed by ghosts or aliens or god(s) or my higher self or the collective or the all-seeing eye or the nsa or what have u. i want to have it but more importantly i want to know for certain that i have it

[tsh]

I want to fuse with Intelligent Infinity, and still preserve my sanity as it is in this 3D

[AnthroHeart]

I want to feel unconditional love in my heart once again.

[Unbound]

I want to feel unconditional love in my heart once again.

So start lovin' unconditionally.

[AnthroHeart]

I want to feel unconditional love in my heart once again.

So start lovin' unconditionally.

So easy to forget it's that simple. Yet it isn't.

[Conifer16]

At this moment in my life, my deepest desire is to have total and passive financial stability.

I would like to be at a place in life from which I do not have to even think about if I will have the money to pay for any living expenses. A place where if I want to go traveling, or go see a show, or buy a friend a gift; I don't consider the cost. I just know that I have the money. My entire childhood was spent with the knowledge that often times my parents were almost unable to make enough to pay for the basics. Food, water, shelter, power.

I have so many things I want to do.

-Wingsuit diving
-Sailing
-Piloting an airplane
-Traveling Europe
-Traveling to as many U.S national parks as I can
-Figuring out how the Atlanteans used crystals for energy and other purposes from a technological bent
-Skiing
-Snowboarding
-Being able to help my friends and family financially whenever they need it. No matter the amount needed.
-Being able to help other people struggling to make a life for themselves.
-Being able to spend money and time on charities that actually make a difference.
-Etc..

And currently I feel constricted. Confined.

I feel like the weight of having no money is pushing back at me. That because of the poverty cycle I was born into, somehow all of the freedom of time and money I described above is closed to me.

I am doing my best to stay positive. Even in the face of my family and some of my friends saying that I will just have to struggle like everyone else.

I am working towards building a small E-commerce business through Amazon for right now.

In my head I am determining what other avenues of income I could go after.

I spend all my time researching various ways I could make money.

I spend my time reassessing my personal relationship with money. And am actively working on making this relationship a positive one.

What I want right now...

Freedom of schedule. Total financial stability and flow. Friendship.

[Ankh]

I want to fuse with Intelligent Infinity, and still preserve my sanity as it is in this 3D

isis made a great post about it here!

[Dekalb_Blues]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbCTIagAJ-M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZk570Yud5M

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wq2jhs19_V8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ssd3U_zicAI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MsYlU-fGx3M

https://vimeo.com/25996242

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GPq6eGCXXP8

http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Fn47aYRQX3E/Tz...-gomez.jpg
(You know who you are! http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-TYBsNn7HfIg/Tf...o1_400.jpg )

[sunnysideup]

I wish I was little bit taller, I wish I was a baller..

[isis]

I wish I was little bit taller, I wish I was a baller..

lol

[Raz]

I don't have wants so much as wants have me
as I can be without want but wants cant be without me

[isis]

i want whatever i need

[Phoenix]

A girl like you isis.

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Man I have no idea in the 'larger scheme' though. I suppose a career in music as a singer songwriter would be good if and only 'if' it is my path.