10-23-2012, 02:27 PM
I had a long discussion today with 2 of my guides (one playing the god / giving archtype and one the destroying end archtype trying to teach me something about the triangle / singularity that i am stuck in that i did not get. There was something they were telling about the way out that i really did not get. It was about "the law" but there was a problem that i didnt understand when my friend was making a point about how its odd that i follow the law of the system i am in if i have all power despite the fact tha ti dont follow the law because of my hallucinogenic use, my view is that any laws that apply to what i do to myself that isnt inherantly harmful to others is abject slavery and i refuse it.
I had the viewpoint that this is what they were telling me when they said there is a triangle that i mirror mysel finto that has 3 edges each referring toe ach other as the reason why it wont work, classical pyramid shape. My answer was that i am looking for somethin gwithin it. Which i feel is kind of my courage or what not. A kind of disneyesque story.
Now i was watching johnny bravo and thinking about the reactions between chemicals and the chemical body and its giving rise to all other things and what not. And i was watching an ep that i reflected to be "about me" and something Mr. T said made me feel like i got it. "dont underestimate the power of a healthy snack, its in the law foo"
and i started thinking about the reactive math basis of "the law" as a kind of fractaline repeatable shape.
And it occured to me that while i may not be able to change my heart or my soul, i can follow a different application of "the law" which they said everyone should always try to follow (which i somewhat disagree with, but i didnt realise which part they were referring to)
And i think, the point is.
Its nutrition.
I think that what "ra" is trying to say, kind of, is that the easiest way to work "here" is to change nutrition (chemical balance)
Because that change is within "the law" that we all follow which we shouldnt rebel against (isnt it strange that an angel would say that, what angel respects laws like say, laws to go to war?)
Law of cause and effect, law of food consumed and energy state generated by emotions caused...
Easiest way to change anything woul dbe to change the energy input?
Does this make sense because it felt like it did.
I had the viewpoint that this is what they were telling me when they said there is a triangle that i mirror mysel finto that has 3 edges each referring toe ach other as the reason why it wont work, classical pyramid shape. My answer was that i am looking for somethin gwithin it. Which i feel is kind of my courage or what not. A kind of disneyesque story.
Now i was watching johnny bravo and thinking about the reactions between chemicals and the chemical body and its giving rise to all other things and what not. And i was watching an ep that i reflected to be "about me" and something Mr. T said made me feel like i got it. "dont underestimate the power of a healthy snack, its in the law foo"
and i started thinking about the reactive math basis of "the law" as a kind of fractaline repeatable shape.
And it occured to me that while i may not be able to change my heart or my soul, i can follow a different application of "the law" which they said everyone should always try to follow (which i somewhat disagree with, but i didnt realise which part they were referring to)
And i think, the point is.
Its nutrition.
I think that what "ra" is trying to say, kind of, is that the easiest way to work "here" is to change nutrition (chemical balance)
Because that change is within "the law" that we all follow which we shouldnt rebel against (isnt it strange that an angel would say that, what angel respects laws like say, laws to go to war?)
Law of cause and effect, law of food consumed and energy state generated by emotions caused...
Easiest way to change anything woul dbe to change the energy input?
Does this make sense because it felt like it did.