09-09-2016, 08:45 PM
I just now called for a contact to channel from, and began writing down the answers to my questions. after about two pages, I suddenly realized that
A) my challenge to the channeling source was half-hearted, and I did not receive a very affirmative "Yes" in response.
B) Every answer that I was receiving was dragging down my heart, slowly making me feel more depressed and glum.
I had a jolt of fear/awakeness/excitement/alertness. I closed my eyes, and clearly saw an entity, distinguishable from my regular negative thought-forms, doing something with intent, but sort of struggling at it. It was pulling and wrapping and trying to connect things with it's long noodly metaphysical arms. At first I was afraid, because this has never happened before. But then I realized it was really having a hard time, it was rather frantic, and it got more frantic once I realized what it was trying to do (attach to me more permanently, and then probably suck my energy until I rid myself of it).
I observed it for 20 seconds or so out of sheer curiosity, my mouth was gaping open. Then I realized the longer I waited, the more power it was gaining over my being, and the more fear I was experiencing. So I IMMEDIATELY furrowed my brow, and said, FIRMLY AND CLEARLY, "You Need To Leave. LEAVE." and projected as much love as I could through the center of my brain, towards it (I tried to love it as I sent it away, and I truly did love it, because it was teaching me how to use discernment in the future, and how to handle negative entities like itself). Since it was already struggling without resistance, it was gone instantly. After the "smoke cleared," so to speak, I felt a little bit drained, but also relieved and at peace. I've never felt so grateful for being alone, haha...
Okay, so that's what happened. I'm not going to try channeling again anytime soon, I'm definitely too inexperienced to do it alone. I'm kind of flustered right now, I've never encountered a negative entity, ever, not even on my mega-deep LSD or DMT trips. And now I just met one, sober.
Has anyone here had to fight off a negative entity? If so please share. I'm really thankful for the experience, now I have some sort of idea as to my strength as a metaphysical entity. I kind of feel delusional though, as in, did that really just happen? Or am I crazy?
A) my challenge to the channeling source was half-hearted, and I did not receive a very affirmative "Yes" in response.
B) Every answer that I was receiving was dragging down my heart, slowly making me feel more depressed and glum.
I had a jolt of fear/awakeness/excitement/alertness. I closed my eyes, and clearly saw an entity, distinguishable from my regular negative thought-forms, doing something with intent, but sort of struggling at it. It was pulling and wrapping and trying to connect things with it's long noodly metaphysical arms. At first I was afraid, because this has never happened before. But then I realized it was really having a hard time, it was rather frantic, and it got more frantic once I realized what it was trying to do (attach to me more permanently, and then probably suck my energy until I rid myself of it).
I observed it for 20 seconds or so out of sheer curiosity, my mouth was gaping open. Then I realized the longer I waited, the more power it was gaining over my being, and the more fear I was experiencing. So I IMMEDIATELY furrowed my brow, and said, FIRMLY AND CLEARLY, "You Need To Leave. LEAVE." and projected as much love as I could through the center of my brain, towards it (I tried to love it as I sent it away, and I truly did love it, because it was teaching me how to use discernment in the future, and how to handle negative entities like itself). Since it was already struggling without resistance, it was gone instantly. After the "smoke cleared," so to speak, I felt a little bit drained, but also relieved and at peace. I've never felt so grateful for being alone, haha...
Okay, so that's what happened. I'm not going to try channeling again anytime soon, I'm definitely too inexperienced to do it alone. I'm kind of flustered right now, I've never encountered a negative entity, ever, not even on my mega-deep LSD or DMT trips. And now I just met one, sober.
Has anyone here had to fight off a negative entity? If so please share. I'm really thankful for the experience, now I have some sort of idea as to my strength as a metaphysical entity. I kind of feel delusional though, as in, did that really just happen? Or am I crazy?