The greatest irony in everyone who awaited immediate "ascension."

[Nicholas]

Gemini Wolf, if you would seek out some guidance and training I am sure so much of this would be easier for you. Some of the things you are described are things I have heard as being tasks in the higher adept ranks of the Golden Dawn and magical orders. You may not recognize it but you are doing high magical work, but it seems to be semi-unconscious.

That's an interesting point you make there Unbound. My partner has a similar 'doorway' within her mind, if that is an acceptable expression.

She has no idea of the work she is capable of, and I am bound by the law of confusion. My hands are tied pretty much but I do hope that when we get married next year this will alleviate some of her fears regarding her self identity.

[Unbound]

Gemini Wolf, if you would seek out some guidance and training I am sure so much of this would be easier for you. Some of the things you are described are things I have heard as being tasks in the higher adept ranks of the Golden Dawn and magical orders. You may not recognize it but you are doing high magical work, but it seems to be semi-unconscious.

That's an interesting point you make there Unbound. My partner has a similar 'doorway' within her mind, if that is an acceptable expression.

She has no idea of the work she is capable of, and I am bound by the law of confusion. My hands are tied pretty much but I do hope that when we get married next year this will alleviate some of her fears regarding her self identity.

Your hands are less tied than you might think.