03-22-2012, 09:49 AM
Soooo I wanna share this story with you and get some insight.
A few days ago I lay down on the bed and tried to get into my peaceful place, I normally meditate with the aid of mediation cd's or music but I think that didn't really make any difference.
A few mins into meditation and I get this weird faint light which I initially thought was the sun. we don't get much sun in Holland but it's been coming out of the clouds a lot for us in the past few days.
So i get this feeling of faint light hovering above my eyes (that's when I thought it was the sun) but right after that the light focused a bit more and became stronger to the point that it looked like it was a reflection of a beam from a mirror/ a flash. Then I realise that the flash of light was coming from the bottom of a thing that looked like a UFO flying into focus. Then suddenly I see two hands grabbing the saucer/UFO and turning it towards me (kinda like turning the bottom side of it towards me). At that point it looked as if the dude holding the saucer was myself and was holding an actual shiny saucer right above my eyes and aside the fact that I got scared i was also kinda blinded so I immediatelly opened my eyes and the whole scene dissapeared.
I'm pretty sure I had not fallen asleep because I was consiously thinking "wow so muuuuch sun today,it's unbelievable", when i felt the faint light appearing.
I consider it a positive/good thing. I got the feeling that myself/the dude who was pointing the light towards me was essentially trying to get me to realise that the flash I could see into the saucer/mirror was me. Not sure how i got to this conclusion, but it pretty much felt like that.
Thoughts?
I'm not that good at describing so please, if you could be bothered reading this far down and have questions, ask for clarification.
A few days ago I lay down on the bed and tried to get into my peaceful place, I normally meditate with the aid of mediation cd's or music but I think that didn't really make any difference.
A few mins into meditation and I get this weird faint light which I initially thought was the sun. we don't get much sun in Holland but it's been coming out of the clouds a lot for us in the past few days.
So i get this feeling of faint light hovering above my eyes (that's when I thought it was the sun) but right after that the light focused a bit more and became stronger to the point that it looked like it was a reflection of a beam from a mirror/ a flash. Then I realise that the flash of light was coming from the bottom of a thing that looked like a UFO flying into focus. Then suddenly I see two hands grabbing the saucer/UFO and turning it towards me (kinda like turning the bottom side of it towards me). At that point it looked as if the dude holding the saucer was myself and was holding an actual shiny saucer right above my eyes and aside the fact that I got scared i was also kinda blinded so I immediatelly opened my eyes and the whole scene dissapeared.
I'm pretty sure I had not fallen asleep because I was consiously thinking "wow so muuuuch sun today,it's unbelievable", when i felt the faint light appearing.
I consider it a positive/good thing. I got the feeling that myself/the dude who was pointing the light towards me was essentially trying to get me to realise that the flash I could see into the saucer/mirror was me. Not sure how i got to this conclusion, but it pretty much felt like that.
Thoughts?
I'm not that good at describing so please, if you could be bothered reading this far down and have questions, ask for clarification.