12-17-2011, 06:04 PM
I was wondering:
Is anyone else having dreams about being caught in a tsunami (similar or grander the the one in Japan)?
So far I have had 3 re-occurring dreams about this (within the past 6 months)...and I am still trying to figure out what to make of them.
(wondering if it has something to do with the 'shift')
A little history about me: When I was young...around the age where people started asking me what I want to be when I grow up...I remember telling my mom numerous times I don't think I will live to be 'Old'. I would see just pure white light when thinking about my future. Later on in life I got these feelings I would 'die' young.
I think alot, and when thinking about which death I would find less painless: I've always thought drowning wouldn't be such a bad way to die because you go unconscious fairly quickly when under water for a while. (or so I imagine)
Now, I find myself living in a town in Costa Rica right next to a bay...
Lately I have felt like I am 'dying' on an intuitive level...I have had feelings of not being able to go on much longer and just the over all feeling of 'life as I know/knew it' coming to a close (i still don't know what to make of this). I have been thinking almost everyday about physical death...not so much in a depressing manner...more having thoughts like: "If I were to die now, am I ready to leave this life behind?". I am finding myself de-attaching from material things more and more. I also feel sometimes as If I am living within my thought and everything external is becoming less and less real.
Now I want to make it clear I haven't been paranoid about any of this...I haven't LOOKED for/chased this situation throughout my life...it is more: now that I look back I can see little things that seem to fit together to where I am in life right now. I feel like these pieces of my 'puzzle' are something to take notice of.
I feel like something is coming and I am on edge...I don't know what is coming but for the past two days have been very difficult for me. Any Light sent this way would be greatly appreciated.
Love
Zach
Is anyone else having dreams about being caught in a tsunami (similar or grander the the one in Japan)?
So far I have had 3 re-occurring dreams about this (within the past 6 months)...and I am still trying to figure out what to make of them.
(wondering if it has something to do with the 'shift')
A little history about me: When I was young...around the age where people started asking me what I want to be when I grow up...I remember telling my mom numerous times I don't think I will live to be 'Old'. I would see just pure white light when thinking about my future. Later on in life I got these feelings I would 'die' young.
I think alot, and when thinking about which death I would find less painless: I've always thought drowning wouldn't be such a bad way to die because you go unconscious fairly quickly when under water for a while. (or so I imagine)
Now, I find myself living in a town in Costa Rica right next to a bay...
Lately I have felt like I am 'dying' on an intuitive level...I have had feelings of not being able to go on much longer and just the over all feeling of 'life as I know/knew it' coming to a close (i still don't know what to make of this). I have been thinking almost everyday about physical death...not so much in a depressing manner...more having thoughts like: "If I were to die now, am I ready to leave this life behind?". I am finding myself de-attaching from material things more and more. I also feel sometimes as If I am living within my thought and everything external is becoming less and less real.
Now I want to make it clear I haven't been paranoid about any of this...I haven't LOOKED for/chased this situation throughout my life...it is more: now that I look back I can see little things that seem to fit together to where I am in life right now. I feel like these pieces of my 'puzzle' are something to take notice of.
I feel like something is coming and I am on edge...I don't know what is coming but for the past two days have been very difficult for me. Any Light sent this way would be greatly appreciated.
Love
Zach