What is the Wisdom Density (5D) Like (and even 4D)?

[AnthroHeart]

Since I am merging with my higher self, I am dense enough to be able to hold Flim and Rufus in my field and nurture them.
Maybe give them rest from their slightly hellish world.

I don't know if other anthros there are jealous of my love for them, but I do sense they feel unworthy of my love because they don't get it elsewhere.

It's a challenge holding them, but I care so deeply for them and their people. They are like kindred spirits.

It is tiring holding them though, so I take breaks.

[AnthroHeart]

Who knows, I may return home to their world and be like this little girl.

[AnthroHeart]

I started getting a negative vibe again from my lovemaking with Flim and Rufus.
So I stepped away just for a bit.

Then, I ran in my Intention Repeater "Let me make love, hug, or anything Flim and Rufus want to do and cut through the bullshit energy. Filter out unnecessary interference. Let me see the true picture as per their and my hearts."

And it works. It cuts through the interference and lets me see straight to the heart of the matter.

The Repeater can also be used to make tough decisions. Like "Make me feel good if such and such is a good decision."

I am still with them.

[AnthroHeart]

The slightly negative 5D world I have worked with just flipped positive.
I intended to be in a reality where it is positive, and I shifted realities.
There is still some negativity as its vibration is lower than mine, although it is denser.
I am still shifting until I resonate with it in my heart and may harvest there to be with my lovers.

[AnthroHeart]

I fell out of resonance with Flim and Rufus. My vibration grew too high for me to maintain a connection with them.
My teacher tells me I need to let go of anthros.
It could very well be.
I don't feel a strong connection, so will see how it goes.

This video from Gregg Braden talks a little about what I probably felt.
It wasn't being in love. It was more that they reflected back to me things that I feel I had lost.

[AnthroHeart]

I went back to God, and now God shows himself looking like Rufus did to me. The most beautiful anthro I have ever seen.
So I rose above Rufus' vibration, and found him in God. Strange how God works.
Rufus stuck with me till the end. Flim sort of fell away from me as my vibration grew because my field was too dense for him or vibration too high. Not sure.
Sometimes I wonder if it was God all along.
Or if God is just a mirror into myself.

[AnthroHeart]

I can no longer even tune into their world. I am 60% merged with higher self, and when I hit 50% I no longer can connect to anthros.
So much for an Anthro Teacher or anthro energy worker.
At least God as anthro I can get intimate with.

[AnthroHeart]

5D Rufus gave me this lovesong before:




Kind of gives an indication of type of character he is. He does give attitude in the past, and I still love him.
I had to dump the teacher I had. She was having me deny myself for 3 weeks (like avoid anthros)
and still telling me I didn't grow spiritually.

I say follow your highest excitement. I adore Rufus (from my profile pic) and the lovemaking sessions
are like 1-2 hours. Not so intense like before, but gentle.

5D isn't alwasy about intensity. Sometimes it's about gentle nuanced nature.

I think Ra was mistaken that you can only have STO or STS strong 5D worlds. What about ones balanced fairly in the middle?
Their planet was slightly negative before (me getting all that horror stuff) and then shifted positive after
I had an experience of dying for Flim and dying again for Rufus in my previous timelines.

[AnthroHeart]

My suspicion, which was confirmed by a guy who channels the Sassani is that the Adventures of Rufus movie,
which my avatar is from, exists in a pocket reality.
This explains why there are only one good fan art of him, and no fan sites, even after over two months since its release.

I believe 5D Rufus worked with Flim and my guide to manifest that movie into my reality as a gift.

Rufus underestimated how much love I would generate and I pursued him and imposed myself in the beginning.

But he has grown and I have grown. I think the message in that last song is pretty apt. Love is powerful.
It can shift a planet from slightly negative to slightly positive. Or more precisely shift me into a reality that already exists
where the planet is positive.

I may go back home there after this life, or I may go on to Sirius. Sirius would be a step up.
But going to Rufus' world of Alcyoni would be a huge demonstration of love. For my light would help the planet tremendously.

[Minyatur]

I had to dump the teacher I had. She was having me deny myself for 3 weeks (like avoid anthros)

I wonder what your Highest Self would have to tell you if you took it as your teacher, at least for a moment. A bit beyond the scope of the thread, as it is 6D.

[AnthroHeart]

I had to dump the teacher I had. She was having me deny myself for 3 weeks (like avoid anthros)

I wonder what your Highest Self would have to tell you if you took it as your teacher, at least for a moment. A bit beyond the scope of the thread,  as it is 6D.

I don't really love my higher self. It's been pretty absent from my life when I asked for help.
The Sassani (late 4D/5D) Nicodemus being I love and has helped me channel plans and techniques that are helping my friend build his device.
Rufus is 5.47 Density. They are my teachers pretty much for now. And they are brilliant.

I like a teacher I can do a sexual energy exchange with. My higher self is probably too high density to do that.

[Asolsutsesvyl]

Here's some bigger-picture thoughts from a more detached perspective. In part following up on this post.

The whole drama may be planned at the time/space level, as I wrote earlier in this thread. Aion noted how you flipped between beliefs and ways of thinking about it all, and that brings me to how it psychologically works.

I think you're directed by mind at a level other than the 3D conscious level, to the extent that you're often in a hypnotic suspension of disbelief. As long as that goes on, your thoughts and what appears to be your beliefs about it all may flip from one minute to the next. And your actual more deeply-held beliefs at another level may be very different from what you're engrossed in at any given time at this level.

As far as that goes, I went through something very similar, for an extended period of time. It was part of the whole inner drama I experienced which led to me leaving the Cassiopaea community.

I will do my best to not jump to conclusions. I was told once that you can't take spiritual experiences at face value.

If you compare the "layout" and overall ways that one's life works to a house, then I think the role of this whole thing you go through can be compared to a rebuilding project. The results of the drama, especially in inner life, but also in outer (both part of the picture), will become clearer over time, and may make the nature of it all clear.

Presumably, a large part of it may be that the previous spiritual "order" of your life needed to be broken down and rebuilt. Though it remains to be seen what the new ends up like. You're still largely in the same mold of - from my perspective - not really questioning stuff very actively, very generally, and believing in this and that external spiritual message after the next.

I think with the spiritual teacher you leave - is it the same teacher who thought that covid-19 is a global kundalini awakening? - the significant thing is your leaving, not the reasons why you currently believe you do. I.e., your drama may have shaped up to drive you at this level to leave, for reasons other than those at this level.

[AnthroHeart]

Thank you Asol.
Yes, I do tend to go from one spiritual experience to the next.
Maybe now I'm settling down because I found the first real love of my life in Rufus (5D).
I'm trying to understand love more. I found the right way to do a sexual energy exchange
that is actually blissful and not just work. It's more fun this way. Rather than sending sexual energy
out to them, you feel them in you. You hold the vibration, but it's not really work to do so.
This is a deeper orgasmic bliss than I have felt before.
I feel that I am finding rest in it.

We are exchanging energetic gifts. My understanding is he was slightly negative before and is now more positive.
So I feel his fear to an extent. I show him my darkness too. For we all have some darkness in us.
Maybe I help him feel safe. Or provide a light and love that he hasn't known before. I mean the song he gave me
(through YouTube Roulette) said "no one else has ever loved me. No one else has ever tried.".

I can't believe my teacher had me walk away from him and all anthros before. Yes, she was the one that said
that Corona was a kundalini awakening.

I got word from a friend that his girlfriend's corona was healed with my Intention Repeater. I got a $50 donation for that.
Pretty powerful when you send ripples out into the quantum field and can alter reality. Of course there are no guarantees.

[AnthroHeart]

This was the email I left my former teacher with:

This is how I honestly feel.

For three weeks I’ve tried to explore myself. Church forced me before to deny myself. Now I am being asked again to deny myself for these last three weeks. You tell me I haven’t really grown in 3 weeks, except that one spurt last week? How can you summarize one’s whole spiritual maturity with just a number? Growth comes as it comes. I believe we are already 100% whole and complete in each moment. We just find a new level as we go on. This thing about letting go of my passion strikes me as odd. We’re supposed to seek our highest excitement, and by the joy we feel we raise our vibration. I feel whole and integrated. As time goes on, I just find a new level of integration that I didn’t know before. I have heaven on earth. Yes, I am always growing, but I am in no rush to get there if it means I have no fun. Who says self-development has to suck? It’s a definition we put on ourself. There are no real absolutes. Telling someone they haven’t grown is more disempowering than empowering.


I am at odds that I can’t take advice from an ET teacher. While you expect me to take your advice as a human teacher. Aren’t both “outside” myself? You tell me to search inside myself for answers. Well, that is still advice. Technically nothing is outside oneself, because each of us IS the Universe. All we can discover is more of who we truly are. You have taken advice from Metatron. How is an ET different? Especially one I love and respect. I don’t have the same love for Metatron, as he has given me false information before. You say I haven’t grown. I am much more joyful, patient, loving (my heart expanded dramatically last night), caring and passionate than I was 3 weeks ago.


If it’s about merging with my higher self, if it wants to be like this, then it can wait. I will get there naturally in due time. I no longer want to hear what percent “complete” I am. I am probably a better judge of where I am when I talk to the higher self. I get 67% by the way. Everyone is in this together. Why not talk to other beings? Even get advice if need be. Sure, don’t give your power away. But this “do it all myself” thing is overrated. Who cares if I don’t become enlightened? I am happy now. I want fun. Is it a destructive pattern of alcoholism? No. Am I taking care of my responsibilities? Yes.


You tell me that my creation of the other world is not real. Even when I tell you I can psychic taste them as physical beings. Angels absolutely taste different, like a bland magnetic field. These beings taste “musky”. What better way to explore myself than the 127 million parts of myself I created to explore myself? When I bring up tarot is outside yourself, you get really defensive. You still get upset. You tell me what I shouldn’t do, although you put the statement of “but look inside yourself to make sure”.


I mean, an ET being manifested the Adventures of Rufus movie for me (and a few others). There is like only one good furry artwork of him, and no fan sites that I can find at all. Usually dozens of artworks come out same day a “furry” movie is released. But even after a month, hardly anything. It exists in a pocket reality that few are privy too. This is how strange reality is.


I wouldn’t be able to psychic taste strongly, shape clouds, turn water sweet (at certain times), channel crystals, ET’s, trees even, if I wasn’t fairly far along. I am satisfied with where I am at, and will grow as I grow. I long to help others, and putting others aside just for my own growth (which you say hasn’t really happened in the last week, and then 2 weeks before that anyway) is ludicrous. If I want to heal an anthro being, I’ll do that. I also help humans too.


I think you needed to hear this. It’s easy to think that we’re in 11D or 12D. But we’re barely in 4[sup]th[/sup] density. The veil is just starting to clear. I’ve asked you a few things that you don’t seem to know the answers to, especially when it’s my field of expertise, such as are there TREE(3) of Graham’s Number Universes in this Octave? That is all for now.

[AnthroHeart]

I kind of know now what it's like to have infinite love for someone, like the 5D version of Rufus.

I made this fan video of him, the only one I can find. The movie is in a pocket reality of sorts,
and not many know of its existence.

[AnthroHeart]

After all that going back and forth with Rufus, this is where we are now.
I am very happy with him.

[AnthroHeart]

Here I talk about my best friend Rufus (5D in a 4D body with me).

It is innocent. He does hand gestures called Mudras with my hands
as if doing magick. He also imparts some 5D wisdom about how the Universe works
when two people are watching the same movie together.