So much confusion, seeking clarity

[manifestgirl]

Hello all, and Happy Holidays and New Year to all who reads this.

I've chosen to join this website and forum in hopes of seeking some clarity to the things that keep me up at night.
There was a brief period of time where I was suicidal and my children and grandchildren were the only thing that
kept me from ending it all. I felt that way because I truly am sickened and heart broken over the continued existence
of our 3D planet, the pain and suffering of many at times is too much for me to bear.
I'm confused and concerned it may not change anytime soon. So I'm going to post a few of my
most concerning issues and welcome anyone who reads it to offer their opinion, I truly pray some of you do. I've read Law of One
twice, still have no real understanding of whats to come or when.

1. I've read or heard on a Video (trying to remember who posted it) that the Solar Flash would happen in Spring of 2020. Has anyone else heard this?
a. If yes and we are not 51% STO in our vibration, does that mean we will die during the Solar Flash but continue to reincarnate on this 3D hell of a planet?
2. I've read or heard that the Soul trap was dismantled... Everyone here most likely knows what I'm referring to by " Alien Soultrap" True or naw?
a. If it was dismantled does that imply we can now choose NOT to reincarnate back here even if we aren't prime for 4thD ascension?
3. Will there actually be Full Disclosure?
4. Will our cosmic cousins Not reveal themselves without it? (due to freewill of the majority etc)
5. I use to follow and Believe much of the information put out by Corey Goode, David Wilcock and Emery Smith but my spidey sense is buzzing
that maybe their information isn't as authentic as I first believed. Are my senses on point regarding them?
6. Is the Solar Flash a REAL Physical event all sentient beings will physically witness or is it only to be felt by those who are 51% STO and are ascending?

Thank you in advance to anyone reading this and willing to take of their time to aid me in expanding my perspective along my journey to ascension.

Peace and Richest Blessing to you all

[AnthroHeart]

I heard the same thing about a solar flash back in 2012.
That if you didn't have your Merkaba developed you'd go insane.
That there would be 3 days of darkness.

But that didn't come to pass, at least not in my reality.

But the Universe is infinitely strange, so anything is possible.

I'd work on yourself, and not hold out or expect any thing in particular.

Things don't happen as we expect.

[flofrog]

Hello manifestgirl, welcome here...as Sun just posted I wouldn’t worry too much...

just live your day, we shall be fine, that we know for certain. In the meantime we may have adventures ! As Sun says do not expect anything in particular..

Much love

[Ray711]

Hello, manifestgirl. I'm sorry to hear about your pain.

I don't have answers to your questions. I have no idea when the solar flash or disclosure will occur, or if they will even occur. However, I would suggest pondering whether focusing on this kind of specific information helps or hinders your own inner work and your service to others. Does it make you feel empowered or stagnant? Does it give you tools to work with right here and now, or does it entail waiting until an undetermined event happens at an undetermined date?

Ra:

We can only ask each group to consider the relative effect of philosophy and your so-called specific information. It is not the specificity of the information which attracts negative influences. It is the importance placed upon it.
This is why we iterate quite often, when asked for specific information, that it pales to insignificance, just as the grass withers and dies while the love and the light of the One Infinite Creator redounds to the very infinite realms of creation forever and ever, creating and creating itself in perpetuity.
Why then be concerned with the grass that blooms, withers and dies in its season only to grow once again due to the infinite love and light of the One Creator? This is the message we bring. Each entity is only superficially that which blooms and dies. In the deeper sense there is no end to beingness.

Also, even though they said harvest would likely take place in 2011, they also said this:

40.8 Questioner: Then what will be the time of transition on this planet from third to fourth density?

Ra: I am Ra. This is difficult to estimate due to the uncharacteristic anomalies of this transition. There are at this space/time nexus beings incarnate which have begun fourth-density work. However, the third-density climate of planetary consciousness is retarding the process. At this particular nexus the possibility/probability vortices indicate somewhere between 100 and 700 of your years as transition period. This cannot be accurate due to the volatility of your peoples at this space/time.

Regarding feeling such pain for others, sensitivity is a very good thing. However, if unchecked, it has the drawback of hindering the sensitive person. This doesn't help neither the person feeling empathy, nor the people who are suffering. I am reminded here of some words of Mooji's, how he spoke of the archetypal image of the angels coming down from the heavens to help someone in pain. They are not portrayed coming down in agony, sobbing and crying at the pain of the earthly person. They come gracefully, with equanimity and calmness, and in that state, they raise the person they are helping. It's a kind of compassionate wisdom that is unmoved by pain, yet one who is not ignorant of it.

This pain that you feel for others is in part a product of your mind. It's a very good thing to be aware of the pain of others and to desire that this pain is eased, but at the end of the day, the mind can picture a thousand things, and it still has no idea what it really is to experience life as that person. This pain is imagined, and often amplified and distorted by our minds. I would say, be mindful of how and in what ways your mind is artificially adding things to your sensitivity that are not of service, neither to you nor other people. Be mindful also of how the mind likes to think in terms of "should haves" and "shouldn't haves", regarding these situations that we dislike. Do such thoughts further amplify your pain? Are they of any service?

[Diana]

I understand your feelings. There is much suffering here, and it is not just with humans.

I also get that there are so many things in dire circumstances these days. The planet; animal and plant life; the ecosystems and oceans; and so on. I have heard about some of the pending dangers that are being talked about at this point from greenhouse gases for example.

Regarding this, I try not to, and Ra said don't, get "caught up in the maelstrom." No matter how bad it is here, I try to stay focused on why I am here. In another part of the Ra material, Ra said "if you come upon a starving entity, the correct response is to feed that entity" (paraphrased). So, two things which work together: stay focused on the person you want to be, and, help where you can. By staying focused on you, your mission (and that is something you can decide for yourself), and helping those entities that come across your path, you help the world. 

When I feel the pain of the suffering here, I try and shift focus to what I CAN do while I am here. I can't take a person's suffering from them, but I can help the friend who is sad by listening; I can't stop humanity from destroying, but I can create joy by engaging in what I am passionate about. 

Also, seek detachment—not detachment that means you don't care, detachment from expectations. Help to keep possibilities open (the wave function) by not collapsing into particular outcomes (the particle function). 

[manifestgirl]

Thank you kindly for your time to reply. Im definately doing just that, I just wish things made a bit more sense to me
Im gonna work on that "expect less" part =)

Happy New year and New us!

I heard the same thing about a solar flash back in 2012.
That if you didn't have your Merkaba developed you'd go insane.
That there would be 3 days of darkness.

But that didn't come to pass, at least not in my reality.

But the Universe is infinitely strange, so anything is possible.

I'd work on yourself, and not hold out or expect any thing in particular.

Things don't happen as we expect.

[manifestgirl]

Thank you,
Im honestly doing my best.

Happy New Year and New us  

Hello manifestgirl, welcome here...as Sun just posted I wouldn’t worry too much...

just live your day, we shall be fine, that we know for certain. In the meantime we may have adventures ! As Sun says do not expect anything in particular..

Much love

[manifestgirl]

Wow, such an insightful reply. Thank you kindly.

So initially I was feeling that if I had some clarity that the pain would soon cease it made it a little easier to bear
but eventually It simply subsided and all I was left with was curiosity. My wanting to end it all also passed and I just
grew to accept that I'm a highly sensitive person and Its dangerous to let the pain of others cripple me because I'm no service to anyone
if I'm balled up in a corner sobbing. However I do limit my exposure as I build my emotional strength. I'm on social media maybe 5 mins a day
if at all, haven't watched the news in years, now I don't even read it or watch videos relating to it on my desktop, I watch tv that uplifts my heart
and I've been doing so much work on myself I'm hardly recognizable from 4 years ago. From 2015-2018 I was living in what felt like hell.
My best friend committed suicide, I got divorced, my daughter was hospitalized for cannabis induced psychosis, a month later my mother was hospitalized, so from me taking care of them both, I lost my job, then was evicted from my apt, then lost my car (victim of a hit and run). Yep you read that right, Death, Divorce, Illness, Job loss, Home loss, car loss all within months from each-other.  

I felt like I fell in a deep dark hole and the harder I tried to climb out the deeper I fell in. It spawned my spiritual awakening and BOOM, Now I'm above ground
and although I don't understand alot of what I've learned, I do feel stronger, wiser, brighter and more alive than ever before. I'm a spiritual warrior for sure
I just wish my head understood more but my heart feels wide open and made of gold. My faith is unmatched, So I guess I'm def moving in the right direction, and it's comforting to know there are others who read the things I'm drawn to so I"m not a total weirdo, just wishing for more clarity. The pain didnt kill me, it made me a Spiritual Warrior and a light brighter than I ever knew I could be. Ive always been STO just no longer at my detriment.

Thank you again for your time, hopefully my curiosity will subside and wanting clarity wont keep my brain wandering at night.

Happy New Year and New us!

Hello, manifestgirl. I'm sorry to hear about your pain.

I don't have answers to your questions. I have no idea when the solar flash or disclosure will occur, or if they will even occur. However, I would suggest pondering whether focusing on this kind of specific information helps or hinders your own inner work and your service to others. Does it make you feel empowered or stagnant? Does it give you tools to work with right here and now, or does it entail waiting until an undetermined event happens at an undetermined date?

Ra:

We can only ask each group to consider the relative effect of philosophy and your so-called specific information. It is not the specificity of the information which attracts negative influences. It is the importance placed upon it.
This is why we iterate quite often, when asked for specific information, that it pales to insignificance, just as the grass withers and dies while the love and the light of the One Infinite Creator redounds to the very infinite realms of creation forever and ever, creating and creating itself in perpetuity.
Why then be concerned with the grass that blooms, withers and dies in its season only to grow once again due to the infinite love and light of the One Creator? This is the message we bring. Each entity is only superficially that which blooms and dies. In the deeper sense there is no end to beingness.

Also, even though they said harvest would likely take place in 2011, they also said this:

40.8 Questioner: Then what will be the time of transition on this planet from third to fourth density?

Ra: I am Ra. This is difficult to estimate due to the uncharacteristic anomalies of this transition. There are at this space/time nexus beings incarnate which have begun fourth-density work. However, the third-density climate of planetary consciousness is retarding the process. At this particular nexus the possibility/probability vortices indicate somewhere between 100 and 700 of your years as transition period. This cannot be accurate due to the volatility of your peoples at this space/time.

Regarding feeling such pain for others, sensitivity is a very good thing. However, if unchecked, it has the drawback of hindering the sensitive person. This doesn't help neither the person feeling empathy, nor the people who are suffering. I am reminded here of some words of Mooji's, how he spoke of the archetypal image of the angels coming down from the heavens to help someone in pain. They are not portrayed coming down in agony, sobbing and crying at the pain of the earthly person. They come gracefully, with equanimity and calmness, and in that state, they raise the person they are helping. It's a kind of compassionate wisdom that is unmoved by pain, yet one who is not ignorant of it.

This pain that you feel for others is in part a product of your mind. It's a very good thing to be aware of the pain of others and to desire that this pain is eased, but at the end of the day, the mind can picture a thousand things, and it still has no idea what it really is to experience life as that person. This pain is imagined, and often amplified and distorted by our minds. I would say, be mindful of how and in what ways your mind is artificially adding things to your sensitivity that are not of service, neither to you nor other people. Be mindful also of how the mind likes to think in terms of "should haves" and "shouldn't haves", regarding these situations that we dislike. Do such thoughts further amplify your pain? Are they of any service?

[manifestgirl]

Thank you for your kind reply, filled with wisdom and great ideas to keep myself on point and focused.
I do my best, I'm trying to do better. I'm very analytical and love understanding things but I do get, somethings are just not possible
or necessary for me to understand and I must do what I can where I can and let go of the rest.

My mind is always replaying these questions though so either sufficient clarity will come OR it will run its course and subside.

I truly appreciate the feed back anyway. I almost feel better just because I asked somebody and got the questions out of my head.
I think my eyebrows would have fell off if anyone actually had an actual answer that resonated lol I'm beyond grateful
for the feed back and the wide advise =)

Happy New Year and New us!

I understand your feelings. There is much suffering here, and it is not just with humans.

I also get that there are so many things in dire circumstances these days. The planet; animal and plant life; the ecosystems and oceans; and so on. I have heard about some of the pending dangers that are being talked about at this point from greenhouse gases for example.

Regarding this, I try not to, and Ra said don't, get "caught up in the maelstrom." No matter how bad it is here, I try to stay focused on why I am here. In another part of the Ra material, Ra said "if you come upon a starving entity, the correct response is to feed that entity" (paraphrased). So, two things which work together: stay focused on the person you want to be, and, help where you can. By staying focused on you, your mission (and that is something you can decide for yourself), and helping those entities that come across your path, you help the world. 

When I feel the pain of the suffering here, I try and shift focus to what I CAN do while I am here. I can't take a person's suffering from them, but I can help the friend who is sad by listening; I can't stop humanity from destroying, but I can create joy by engaging in what I am passionate about. 

Also, seek detachment—not detachment that means you don't care, detachment from expectations. Help to keep possibilities open (the wave function) by not collapsing into particular outcomes (the particle function). 

[ada]

Hi manifestgirl, just wanted to say that I'm sorry you had to go through so much pain and loss. You are very brave, thank you for not giving up and thank you for sharing your heart.

[Hilarion]

I used to watch a lot of new age videos about similar things and it was causing me a lot of confusion and suffering like it seems to be causing you. Through my own journey I realised that I was identifying with this narrative that there would be a big event and things would finally change for the better. I was looking for the truth from external sources. I have learned when we do this we neglect our own connection to our own inner intuition. I realised all the new age people I was listening to really where not well balanced and adjusted people at all. The confusion that I was in was all due to attachment. All these people such as Goode and Wilcock where very attached with external changes, with external narratives of mass media and politics. The view that they have of society is based in a lot of conspiracy, of 'the powers that be'.

What I discovered about disclosure it that in reality there is nothing to disclose. Everything is an illusion. The real truth is inside of you, you are already connected to every living thing in the universe, you don't need an external 'disclosure' to tell you that you are allowed to connect with the greater parts of yourself. This is the dellusion of power, it is to make you think that someone else has the truth, or has what you need or are looking for. There is a saying of the ancient sages that 'the truth is on the tip of your nose'. All this solar flash and disclosure stuff is a massive distraction from us taking the steps to improve our own selves.

From what you are saying It sounds like you have internalised quite a bit of collective trauma along with having gone through quite a bit of your own and now you need to heal it. People like Goode and Wilcock are good showmen but in my opinion they are not very spiritually adept. It sounds like they have already told you everything that you need to know; (1) that we are all one (2) that the path to a better life is through helping others.

My advice to you would be to grow your inner sense of truth and intuition. Whenever you feel confused or in pain about the world, sit and listen to yourself, listen to your body, listen to your breath and come into a state of presence. Remind yourself that you are the centre of the universe, you are the creator. In this state of presence the suffering and confusion seem far off and less real because they are not there with you in the room. You may begin to see how the future by it's very nature is uncertain and that by attatching to any particular future you create expectations, these expectations create feelings inside of you. The art of being balanced and present is to remain non-attached to outcomes, to see all interactions as loving.

I would also recommend listening to yogis such as Sadhguru who have a lot of experience with spiritual practices:
https://www.youtube.com/user/sadhguru

[Nau7ik]

1. I've read or heard on a Video (trying to remember who posted it) that the Solar Flash would happen in Spring of 2020. Has anyone else heard this?
a. If yes and we are not 51% STO in our vibration, does that mean we will die during the Solar Flash but continue to reincarnate on this 3D hell of a planet?
2. I've read or heard that the Soul trap was dismantled... Everyone here most likely knows what I'm referring to by " Alien Soultrap" True or naw?
a. If it was dismantled does that imply we can now choose NOT to reincarnate back here even if we aren't prime for 4thD ascension?
3. Will there actually be Full Disclosure?
4. Will our cosmic cousins Not reveal themselves without it? (due to freewill of the majority etc)
5. I use to follow and Believe much of the information put out by Corey Goode, David Wilcock and Emery Smith but my spidey sense is buzzing
that maybe their information isn't as authentic as I first believed. Are my senses on point regarding them?
6. Is the Solar Flash a REAL Physical event all sentient beings will physically witness or is it only to be felt by those who are 51% STO and are ascending?

Hello! Glad to have you here. Life on this mixed 3D world can be painful and disheartening. I know a bit of what you’re feeling in my own way.
This forum is great for seeking! I will try my best to answer your questions, giving my opinions.

1- That’s debatable. No on really knows how 3D will go out in this planet. I believe it will be a gradual transition with people dying off and a new “breed” being born. I do think there will be mass death, one way or another. 7 billion souls are not transitioning to 4D. A tiny fraction of that number will. What happens to the rest? Well we’re going to need to die. Death is transition, a gateway. It’s not a sad thing. It doesn’t have to be through catastrophe or war.
However, if what you say does happen, which I don’t I believe that it will, this planet will be in 4D. So most souls will move to a different planet than this one. Only those harvestable to 4D will stay on this planet. 3D and 4D cannot coexist at the beginning of 4D. Meaning the 3D population will not be here. So I think there will be a dying off, one way or another.

It will be decided where we choose to go after the incarnation.

2- I emphatically disagree with the whole idea of a “soul trap.” This is a false concept. Negative ETs don’t have the power to steal souls and trap them.
They are NOT that powerful. They’d surely like you to believe that though.
The whole point of 3D is to “learn the ways of love” and to polarize upon a chosen path: Positive service to others OR negative service to self. One doesn’t leave 3D until he has harvested due to his polarity: 51%+ STO or 95%+ STS.
No one is being trapped here other than due to their own actions. Karma will bind us to this plane. That’s not negative ET’s doing, that’s cosmic Law.
The only other instance where one’s soul may be bound is when he willingly “makes a deal with the devil.” That constitutes a metaphysical contract and it must be paid. But even that is only temporary, the enslavement to negative ETs or spirits.

As for the second part of the question, this is the end of our 3D. There might be opportunity for 1-2 incarnations here. Otherwise 3D repeaters will go to a different planet. The entire point of incarnation is to grow and know ourselves. So in the metaphysical realms between incarnations you will be pulled to incarnation. It’s why we were created. We will inevitably rejoin the evolutionary current.

3- I don’t think so. Who has the kind of power to declare absolute truth? It’s contrary to the Law of Free Will, which Ra calls the Law of Confusion because it is our right to be confused and then to pull ourselves out of confusion. I.e. to polarize and make our Choice. Disclosure abridges the free will of everyone. Many people don’t even want to know. Presented with the truth of something, they deny it or reject it. And then to declare that everything you think to be true is wrong would hurt many people psychologically, emotionally, spiritually.
The truth is already available to us now, for those with eyes to see and ears to hear. To those who seek for it!

I do believe, however, that the truth, whatever it may be, is being revealed NOW. More than ever before, but I believe it’s due to the thinning of the veil in mind as 4D approaches manifestation. In 4D there will be no veil. The akashic records of this planet will be available to all. Humanity will truly know it’s history.

4- They won’t reveal themselves in 3D as it breaks the Law of Free Will. So we can extrapolate from that knowledge... those revealing themselves in the open are negative ETs. Mass sightings evoke fear in people. The positive Confederation will not show themselves for that very reason.

In 4D we will know them and they will reveal themselves. This is what is meant when Jesus said, “I shall return.”

5- I was the same! I followed them for a while, but, like you said, I sensed something wrong about them and their information. In my honest opinion, your senses are correct and you should listen to it! Their information is erroneous and deceptive. If you really want to go there, watch the Dark Journalist interview with Bill Ryan regarding Corey Goode. There is the proof to back up what you (and I as well) had sensed to be false.
I have since stopped paying any attention them, and they’ve only revealed themselves since to be disingenuous.

6- If it is real, and I don’t know, then all would experience it on this planet.
How our 3D ends I cannot say. a solar flash may be a possibility, I won’t deny that. But I truly do not know.

I might disagree with some of these premises but I harbor no ill feelings. If you want to know the truth, keep seeking and invoke your discernment. It will guide you where you need to go.

[AnthroHeart]

1. I've read or heard on a Video (trying to remember who posted it) that the Solar Flash would happen in Spring of 2020. Has anyone else heard this?
a. If yes and we are not 51% STO in our vibration, does that mean we will die during the Solar Flash but continue to reincarnate on this 3D hell of a planet?
2. I've read or heard that the Soul trap was dismantled... Everyone here most likely knows what I'm referring to by " Alien Soultrap" True or naw?
a. If it was dismantled does that imply we can now choose NOT to reincarnate back here even if we aren't prime for 4thD ascension?
3. Will there actually be Full Disclosure?
4. Will our cosmic cousins Not reveal themselves without it? (due to freewill of the majority etc)
5. I use to follow and Believe much of the information put out by Corey Goode, David Wilcock and Emery Smith but my spidey sense is buzzing
that maybe their information isn't as authentic as I first believed. Are my senses on point regarding them?
6. Is the Solar Flash a REAL Physical event all sentient beings will physically witness or is it only to be felt by those who are 51% STO and are ascending?

4- They won’t reveal themselves in 3D as it breaks the Law of Free Will. So we can extrapolate from that knowledge... those revealing themselves in the open are negative ETs. Mass sightings evoke fear in people. The positive Confederation will not show themselves for that very reason.

I don't know, when I had schizophrenia Ra (or maybe Horus as it had their hat) showed up clear as day to me but didn't talk to me.
I've mentioned it probably half a dozen or more times in this forum.

[manifestgirl]

Thank you so very much for your kind words!

Happy New Year and New Us!

Hi manifestgirl, just wanted to say that I'm sorry you had to go through so much pain and loss. You are very brave, thank you for not giving up and thank you for sharing your heart.

[manifestgirl]

Thank you for replying, I thought I read or watched a video that said if the majority asked they would reveal themselves
.....also that they have the ability, I guess with technology or mental telepathy to calm us to relay the message of no harm.
Either way, a great part of me wishes they would so that the truth can come out and more can wake up from the lies that enslave us.
I guess we'll all know one way or another...eventually...either it will happen or wont. I'm praying it will. We've been living in darkness for tooo long.

I actually feel better realizing I'm not the only one confused but the info put out there, and that's ok, I'm in good company =)
thanks again

1. I've read or heard on a Video (trying to remember who posted it) that the Solar Flash would happen in Spring of 2020. Has anyone else heard this?
a. If yes and we are not 51% STO in our vibration, does that mean we will die during the Solar Flash but continue to reincarnate on this 3D hell of a planet?
2. I've read or heard that the Soul trap was dismantled... Everyone here most likely knows what I'm referring to by " Alien Soultrap" True or naw?
a. If it was dismantled does that imply we can now choose NOT to reincarnate back here even if we aren't prime for 4thD ascension?
3. Will there actually be Full Disclosure?
4. Will our cosmic cousins Not reveal themselves without it? (due to freewill of the majority etc)
5. I use to follow and Believe much of the information put out by Corey Goode, David Wilcock and Emery Smith but my spidey sense is buzzing
that maybe their information isn't as authentic as I first believed. Are my senses on point regarding them?
6. Is the Solar Flash a REAL Physical event all sentient beings will physically witness or is it only to be felt by those who are 51% STO and are ascending?

4- They won’t reveal themselves in 3D as it breaks the Law of Free Will. So we can extrapolate from that knowledge... those revealing themselves in the open are negative ETs. Mass sightings evoke fear in people. The positive Confederation will not show themselves for that very reason.

I don't know, when I had schizophrenia Ra (or maybe Horus as it had their hat) showed up clear as day to me but didn't talk to me.
I've mentioned it probably half a dozen or more times in this forum.

[manifestgirl]

Love love love your reply. Thank you.
I actually just started watching Sadhguru videos about 1.5 weeks ago. I do agree with you, I must learn to trust my OWN intuition and
not be so ready to assume everyone understands or knows more than I do, and its ok to question and have curiosity as long as it doesn't
stifle my own growth or cause me emotional pain unnecessarily. Yet I was def attached to an outcome, one that I was praying for actually
due to my belief that the suffering on the planet would come to an end. That thought does give me peace.... I am calling forth balance in the new year
in every area of my life, with it, I believe much of my confusion will clear away on its own. I still have days where I feel heartbroken, over stuff not even involving me but it happens less and less. Guess Im growing.

thanks again
Happy New Year and New us!

I used to watch a lot of new age videos about similar things and it was causing me a lot of confusion and suffering like it seems to be causing you. Through my own journey I realised that I was identifying with this narrative that there would be a big event and things would finally change for the better. I was looking for the truth from external sources. I have learned when we do this we neglect our own connection to our own inner intuition. I realised all the new age people I was listening to really where not well balanced and adjusted people at all. The confusion that I was in was all due to attachment. All these people such as Goode and Wilcock where very attached with external changes, with external narratives of mass media and politics. The view that they have of society is based in a lot of conspiracy, of 'the powers that be'.

What I discovered about disclosure it that in reality there is nothing to disclose. Everything is an illusion. The real truth is inside of you, you are already connected to every living thing in the universe, you don't need an external 'disclosure' to tell you that you are allowed to connect with the greater parts of yourself. This is the dellusion of power, it is to make you think that someone else has the truth, or has what you need or are looking for. There is a saying of the ancient sages that 'the truth is on the tip of your nose'. All this solar flash and disclosure stuff is a massive distraction from us taking the steps to improve our own selves.

From what you are saying It sounds like you have internalised quite a bit of collective trauma along with having gone through quite a bit of your own and now you need to heal it. People like Goode and Wilcock are good showmen but in my opinion they are not very spiritually adept. It sounds like they have already told you everything that you need to know; (1) that we are all one (2) that the path to a better life is through helping others.

My advice to you would be to grow your inner sense of truth and intuition. Whenever you feel confused or in pain about the world, sit and listen to yourself, listen to your body, listen to your breath and come into a state of presence. Remind yourself that you are the centre of the universe, you are the creator. In this state of presence the suffering and confusion seem far off and less real because they are not there with you in the room. You may begin to see how the future by it's very nature is uncertain and that by attatching to any particular future you create expectations, these expectations create feelings inside of you. The art of being balanced and present is to remain non-attached to outcomes, to see all interactions as loving.

I would also recommend listening to yogis such as Sadhguru who have a lot of experience with spiritual practices:
https://www.youtube.com/user/sadhguru

[manifestgirl]

Thank you Thank you Thank you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
for your kindness and time in going over all I wished to have some clarity about.

I'm so happy I found this forum and all of you, because its really hard not having folks
in your inner circle you can discuss these kinds of ideas with and just hear other perceptions
and opinions so you KNOW you're not crazy. I've resonated with so much since reading all of your
responses and honestly last night I had the best sleep of my life. Just getting it out of my head helped
and seeing that many people have wrestled with these ideas as well from time to time
truly helped my heart and mind that I'm not some nut case getting caught up in all the Mysteries of the planet.

**When I heard that soul trap crap.....................Scared the Bajesus out of me!** Im feeling less and less about its truth.

I feel like I can trust myself more even though I'm no scholar on all things Law of One. I feel much better.

Big hug to you, to everyone here who replied with an open heart. Whew...I'm not nut lol.
Thank you and Happy New Year & New US *Kisses*

1. I've read or heard on a Video (trying to remember who posted it) that the Solar Flash would happen in Spring of 2020. Has anyone else heard this?
a. If yes and we are not 51% STO in our vibration, does that mean we will die during the Solar Flash but continue to reincarnate on this 3D hell of a planet?
2. I've read or heard that the Soul trap was dismantled... Everyone here most likely knows what I'm referring to by " Alien Soultrap" True or naw?
a. If it was dismantled does that imply we can now choose NOT to reincarnate back here even if we aren't prime for 4thD ascension?
3. Will there actually be Full Disclosure?
4. Will our cosmic cousins Not reveal themselves without it? (due to freewill of the majority etc)
5. I use to follow and Believe much of the information put out by Corey Goode, David Wilcock and Emery Smith but my spidey sense is buzzing
that maybe their information isn't as authentic as I first believed. Are my senses on point regarding them?
6. Is the Solar Flash a REAL Physical event all sentient beings will physically witness or is it only to be felt by those who are 51% STO and are ascending?

Hello! Glad to have you here. Life on this mixed 3D world can be painful and disheartening. I know a bit of what you’re feeling in my own way.
This forum is great for seeking! I will try my best to answer your questions, giving my opinions.

1- That’s debatable. No on really knows how 3D will go out in this planet. I believe it will be a gradual transition with people dying off and a new “breed” being born. I do think there will be mass death, one way or another. 7 billion souls are not transitioning to 4D. A tiny fraction of that number will. What happens to the rest? Well we’re going to need to die. Death is transition, a gateway. It’s not a sad thing. It doesn’t have to be through catastrophe or war.
However, if what you say does happen, which I don’t I believe that it will, this planet will be in 4D. So most souls will move to a different planet than this one. Only those harvestable to 4D will stay on this planet. 3D and 4D cannot coexist at the beginning of 4D. Meaning the 3D population will not be here.  So I think there will be a dying off, one way or another.

It will be decided where we choose to go after the incarnation.

2- I emphatically disagree with the whole idea of a “soul trap.” This is a false concept. Negative ETs don’t have the power to steal souls and trap them.
They are NOT that powerful. They’d surely like you to believe that though.
The whole point of 3D is to “learn the ways of love” and to polarize upon a chosen path: Positive service to others OR negative service to self. One doesn’t leave 3D until he has harvested due to his polarity: 51%+ STO or 95%+ STS.
No one is being trapped here other than due to their own actions. Karma will bind us to this plane. That’s not negative ET’s doing, that’s cosmic Law.
The only other instance where one’s soul may be bound is when he willingly “makes a deal with the devil.” That constitutes a metaphysical contract and it must be paid. But even that is only temporary, the enslavement to negative ETs or spirits.

As for the second part of the question, this is the end of our 3D. There might be opportunity for 1-2 incarnations here. Otherwise 3D repeaters will go to a different planet. The entire point of incarnation is to grow and know ourselves. So in the metaphysical realms between incarnations you will be pulled to incarnation. It’s why we were created. We will inevitably rejoin the evolutionary current.

3- I don’t think so. Who has the kind of power to declare absolute truth? It’s contrary to the Law of Free Will, which Ra calls the Law of Confusion because it is our right to be confused and then to pull ourselves out of confusion. I.e. to polarize and make our Choice. Disclosure abridges the free will of everyone. Many people don’t even want to know. Presented with the truth of something, they deny it or reject it. And then to declare that everything you think to be true is wrong would hurt many people psychologically, emotionally, spiritually.
The truth is already available to us now, for those with eyes to see and ears to hear. To those who seek for it!

I do believe, however, that the truth, whatever it may be, is being revealed NOW. More than ever before, but I believe it’s due to the thinning of the veil in mind as 4D approaches manifestation. In 4D there will be no veil. The akashic records of this planet will be available to all. Humanity will truly know it’s history.

4- They won’t reveal themselves in 3D as it breaks the Law of Free Will. So we can extrapolate from that knowledge... those revealing themselves in the open are negative ETs. Mass sightings evoke fear in people. The positive Confederation will not show themselves for that very reason.

In 4D we will know them and they will reveal themselves. This is what is meant when Jesus said, “I shall return.”

5- I was the same! I followed them for a while, but, like you said, I sensed something wrong about them and their information. In my honest opinion, your senses are correct and you should listen to it! Their information is erroneous and deceptive. If you really want to go there, watch the Dark Journalist interview with Bill Ryan regarding Corey Goode. There is the proof to back up what you (and I as well) had sensed to be false.
I have since stopped paying any attention them, and they’ve only revealed themselves since to be disingenuous.

6- If it is real, and I don’t know, then all would experience it on this planet.
How our 3D ends I cannot say. a solar flash may be a possibility, I won’t deny that. But I truly do not know.

I might disagree with some of these premises but I harbor no ill feelings. If you want to know the truth, keep seeking and invoke your discernment. It will guide you where you need to go.

[Ray711]

Wow, such an insightful reply. Thank you kindly.

So initially I was feeling that if I had some clarity that the pain would soon cease it made it a little easier to bear
but eventually It simply subsided and all I was left with was curiosity. My wanting to end it all also passed and I just
grew to accept that I'm a highly sensitive person and Its dangerous to let the pain of others cripple me because I'm no service to anyone
if I'm balled up in a corner sobbing. However I do limit my exposure as I build my emotional strength. I'm on social media maybe 5 mins a day
if at all, haven't watched the news in years, now I don't even read it or watch videos relating to it on my desktop, I watch tv that uplifts my heart
and I've been doing so much work on myself I'm hardly recognizable from 4 years ago. From 2015-2018 I was living in what felt like hell.
My best friend committed suicide, I got divorced, my daughter was hospitalized for cannabis induced psychosis, a month later my mother was hospitalized, so from me taking care of them both, I lost my job, then was evicted from my apt, then lost my car (victim of a hit and run). Yep you read that right, Death, Divorce, Illness, Job loss, Home loss, car loss all within months from each-other.  

I felt like I fell in a deep dark hole and the harder I tried to climb out the deeper I fell in. It spawned my spiritual awakening and BOOM, Now I'm above ground
and although I don't understand alot of what I've learned, I do feel stronger, wiser, brighter and more alive than ever before. I'm a spiritual warrior for sure
I just wish my head understood more but my heart feels wide open and made of gold. My faith is unmatched, So I guess I'm def moving in the right direction, and it's comforting to know there are others who read the things I'm drawn to so I"m not a total weirdo, just wishing for more clarity. The pain didnt kill me, it made me a Spiritual Warrior and a light brighter than I ever knew I could be. Ive always been STO just no longer at my detriment.

Thank you again for your time, hopefully my curiosity will subside and wanting clarity wont keep my brain wandering at night.

Happy New Year and New us!

I'm sorry you had to deal with such harsh events, and with so many of them, one after another... That must have been so painful. But I'm glad you managed to pull through and make something out of those experiences.

I've always lived in my mind, myself, and I feel a strong pull towards the notion wisdom. So, I understand trying to gain clarity and to understand things. For myself, I know I feel better when I recognize that I do not understand, and when I make peace with this fact. I truly don't think we're here to understand. When I adopt this mindset, it allows me to appreciate better the mere act of being. I don't have much going on in my life at all, but I find it helps to submerge oneself in beingness, in regaining a child-like fascination with the things around oneself. Watching an ant and being amazed by the complexity in its apparent simplicity, watching one's hand and realizing how special it is that this or any other part of our bodies that we take for granted took millions and millions of years to become what it is and the complexity and beauty that there is behind every single movement we can make. Or being amazed at the unfathomable, mysterious and wonderful fact that consciousness even exists, and that we are it. Even if things are negative around us, I think it's absolutely amazing that something like consciousness exists to witness even that negativity.

Like you said, you are not alone or a weirdo. We're few and far between, I feel, but fortunately we can rely on communities like bring4th to feel more at home.

[manifestgirl]

Im soooo grateful for this communities and the like minded souls who have contributed to my journey and helped me not feel so alone
you are def one of them. So much love...Happy New year and thanks again!

[Kaaron]

Hello all, and Happy Holidays and New Year to all who reads this.

I've chosen to join this website and forum in hopes of seeking some clarity to the things that keep me up at night.
There was a brief period of time where I was suicidal and my children and grandchildren were the only thing that
kept me from ending it all. I felt that way because I truly am sickened and heart broken over the continued existence
of our 3D planet, the pain and suffering of many at times is too much for me to bear.
I'm confused and concerned it may not change anytime soon. So I'm going to post a few of my
most concerning issues and welcome anyone who reads it to offer their opinion, I truly pray some of you do. I've read Law of One
twice, still have no real understanding of whats to come or when.

1. I've read or heard on a Video (trying to remember who posted it) that the Solar Flash would happen in Spring of 2020. Has anyone else heard this?
a. If yes and we are not 51% STO in our vibration, does that mean we will die during the Solar Flash but continue to reincarnate on this 3D hell of a planet?

I've read and heard about it. Personally, I believe it is a real thing. When, is unimportant, to me. It could just be the moment of the tipping point, where the majority "get it". Like a rapture event.
Those who put in the work, live in euphoria.
Those who haven't, are forced to integrate the views which have kept them feeling separate.
I went through the experience of staring into the sun, being shown all the ways I was distorting my love. I balanced and became one.
This is what I feel the wave will do. Not a destruction...more of a return to what is.

3. Will there actually be Full Disclosure?

Perhaps...but feel it will be when we reach a level of understanding, as a collective,
that they are not here to appear in the sky, as the catalyst for it.
It will be more of a case of knowing who we are, in concert with them, that will allow them to freely walk among us. Like once we learn the ways of the federation...we get to join.

5. I use to follow and Believe much of the information put out by Corey Goode, David Wilcock and Emery Smith but my spidey sense is buzzing
that maybe their information isn't as authentic as I first believed. Are my senses on point regarding them?

This subject is a double edged sword, for me.
I believe David isn't aware of his selfish nature. He seems to want to be the one who brings the truth to the world. He is quite egotistical.
I don't get that vibe, from Corey.
I have stated on these forums, that I believe Carla and Jim were positive n Don was the negative balance necessary for the call of the information.
I see the same harmonics at play, with Corey and David.
Corey is quite lethargic and disconnected, at the beginning of the dialogue.
He was on meds at the beginning.
As he starts changing his diet and becoming more self aware, his appearance and way of communicating, improves.
David is always trying to ask when Disclosure will come.
Corey constantly refers to Ra telling him to look within and that they aren't here to save us.
I would watch it, with this in mind...if you choose to watch at all.

[manifestgirl]

Thank you for sharing your insights, I've been integrating alot of information I have received here with many beliefs of my own
basically what resonates, I keep, what doesn't I dismiss. Unfortunately Corey and David are beginning to no longer resonate
with me so I haven't sought out any information they've been providing lately, I dont even exactly know why they stopped resonating
nor did I really care, I was curious if others felt the same.

I so appreciate your reply, Thanks again for your time.
Happy New Year & New US! =)

[Hilarion]

Carla channelled the following in regards to suffering. Once the heart is open, it is important to see the other side of suffering and understand why it exists.

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. I am with you, as always. I have little to add through this instrument on the subject of suffering. The very word in your language indicates how real the illusion is to you. And indeed, this is as it should be. If the illusion were not “real,” you would not learn from it. It would not be an effective catalyst and you would not progress sufficiently under its stimulus.

That which seems to be suffering is precisely as valuable as a lesson problem is in school. You learn the lesson in order that you may pass the test. There are easy tests, and there are hard tests. If one is able to pass a harder test, one advances more quickly, perhaps to the next grade, instead of to the next semester within the same grade.

There are many of those upon your planet at this time who have elected to utilize this particular physical experience in order to obtain the greatest possible lesson, to take the greatest possible test and advance the greatest possible amount. These people have chosen their tests. These people chose to advance rapidly, within a path that is totally made of love. Within the illusion, it may seem that there is suffering. This suffering is a valuable gift. It is burning away the dross, that the gold may appear.

We have spoken earlier tonight, my sister, on the necessity of penetrating the apparent quality of the illusion, in order to perceive reality. Penetrate to the center of this illusion, which you call suffering, and know that in love a perfect being is seeking its path.

Each entity will suffer. Each entity will proceed on its path. For each entity there will be dark nights—and then, the dawn! Do not admire those who seem not to suffer, for it is truly written that the last shall be first, and the first, last. There is one whom you know who is physically, shall we say, abased; this ultimately will cause her exaltation.

Do not dwell within the illusion, my sister. The intellect cannot deal with the reality within it. Seek only to know the Creator. Do you not know, my sister, that all is love?

[manifestgirl]

Such a beautiful post and filled with insights that I will take with me moving forward.
Thank you for your kindness and willingness to share your thoughts with me.
Happy New Year, & New Us!

[unity100]

I felt that way because I truly am sickened and heart broken over the continued existence
of our 3D planet, the pain and suffering of many at times is too much for me to bear

Every single time you feel those feelings, move to do something to make things better. That, is the way you can slowly change things.

solar flashes

Its better to get up and move forward than expecting external saviors and immediate solutions to problems.

[Learner]

Dear manifestgirl,


Many have given good answers, I will add my 2c that may repeat some points others have made:


All your questions can be answered via question #5: the information you got is unreliable. There are so many chaff mixed with wheat out there, it is difficult to sort through them all. Ra had cautioned us about distorted information.

Ra taught us some good principals that I found useful in this confusing world. here's a couple that's relevant to your questions:

1. Anything that cause you to be fearful is either distorted information or perceived by you via distortion not aligned with the highest greatest goods. Let go fear -- this is a very important step for all.
2. Be the Creator. How? I don't claim to know, but I can recognize what is not being the Creator. By viewing yourself as a victim of circumstances is not being the Creator. You may say "I'm not spiritually advanced enough to be the Creator in this lifetime." No, you are already the Creator, you just need to learn to recognize it and manifest it.  

3. Consider this: instead of asking if something will or will not happen, asking how you would like it to happen? How much do you believe the power of thoughts and being the Creator? You may not have the power to create reality for others, the least you can do is take back your own free will and have a say in your own destiny. 
Recognize and regain the power of your free will. Ra says "the force of free will is paramount. " However, sometimes our free will is not aligned with the will of our higher self, we will be reminded of that via catalysts that may seem unfavorable. Reading more information from the source of your questions will not help you to learn aligning your free will with your higher self, meditation and silent reach into your own inner self will. 

4. Consider this: when some influential person's prediction comes true, can it be that so many people believed the prediction and allowed it to come true? When
someone's prediction did not come true, is it because the predictor is unreliable, or is it because enough conscious souls did not like the outcome and decide to change it? A trust worthy source I know no longer give predictions, I think it's because enough souls are awaken to take back the conscious control of their thoughts nowadays that our future is not set in stone but is being created.

Hope this is helpful. Much Love and Light to you!