Red ray blockage?

[GentleWanderer]

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[Nicholas]

Yet that means nothing to me, I don't want this to be my year, I don't want it ever to be my year.

I know exactly how that feels. I wonder why I feel tired after work sometimes and my usual second wind is lacking. What compounds it even more with me is that my fiancee would fair much better if I was bringing more of myself into the home. Instead I want to go and have a nap so night time feels more extended. Just recently I conceded to my partner that I am also vulnerable and I can't always be the strength she has come to recognise and expect. 

I'm not quitting though because the past has shown me that the bounce back is merely a thought away.

Hugs to you 

[Aion]

I don't have time to grab quotes, but I recall Ra saying the red ray is the fundamental 'strengthening' ray of each density and refers to the 'vital body'. Therefore, it is a foundation to the smooth functioning of all of the other centers and it can be blocked through resistance. Ra says this energy needs to be accepted. This is also the first center which is energized by the energy from the Creator which Ra describes as coming in at the 'feet' of the magnetic field and then moving in to red it then progresses upwards. However, I think that when there is a detachment from foundation, home, land, this fundamental energy from the Earth/Creator is resisted because of charges or emotions which disrupts the acceptance of direct experience.

In that, I think coming to terms with where you live, how you live and why you live as such are all relevant to this center. Knowing and accepting the limitations and excellency of the body is another aspect I believe is relevant and so nutrition, care and relationship between body and mind also affect this state of resistance. It's a complex issue for many people and is one of the most prominent 'blockages' or configurations you might see.

[Agua del Cielo]

Hi jeremy,
I wonder how you re doing meanwhile?

I would like to offer some thoughts. I have suffered from severe depression from early childhood on and i think i am quite familiar with red ray blockage :/
Some good advice has been offered like going out into nature, music and many more.

blockages of any ray arein my opinion a result of unprocessed catalyst. In the red ray case i would suspect experiences which were a serious threat to your survival.
Threat in either a very physical way ( like violence, extreme negletance..) or emotional (the emotional pain of being abused physically, sexually or emotionally) leading to " i cant/ dont want to live this life anymore".
You could also call it trauma.

As long as the catalyst or the experience is unprocessed, the blockage will persist.

In a case such as the above mentioned a two-fold approach did help me to extent of not being depressive anymore except rare occasions:

Meditation helped to gradually stabilize more and more. Nature also helped a lot, being surrounded by loving entiTies that wont ever do you any harm was helpful in relaxing and developing trust, it took quite a while though...
For "activating" the corresponding chakra and bringing "frozen" emotions into flow, several types of breathwork were the key for me. If you want any suggestions, let me know.

When those heavy emotions started to flow, walking outside while canstantly focussing on deep breath and the emotion helped me process the old feelings that surfaced.
At first it took very long, after more practice it would return to "normal" faster and faster.

In my case working with a real good therapist helped to speed up the process considerably, also much work could be done alone.

I wish you all the best and may your blockage soon resolve, so you can enjoy life as it was intended for you, dear jeremy

[Minyatur]

I've been working on my red ray a whole lot lately but it seems like my misalignment in the ray comes from times I've hurt myself as a child. Mainly from falling from heights which messed up the area and my balance at some point and had me grow in a distorted way I've been fixing from top to bottom in the last months.

Still I am able to perceive this was programmed catalyst meant to shut down the ray early on in my life so that I may grow to be what I set myself to become in this life and now I am at the portion of the play where I fix this and re-align and open what once was aligned and open.

[Fastidious Emanations]

is it not true that any blockage is a 'type' of red-ray blockage as it is that this is the 'basis' or primary building block for the spectrum of 'reality'?

[Minyatur]

is it not true that any blockage is a 'type' of red-ray blockage as it is that this is the 'basis' or primary building block for the spectrum of 'reality'?

Could be said about the crown, any blockage blocks an aspect of the divine within you.

[AnthroHeart]

I've noticed that there are some energies that come in through the crown, and other energies that come in through the root chakra.
They both tend to meet in the middle at the heart.

I think by allowing them to flow freely, I can feel where blockages are.

It's exciting because I'm seeing a lot of magic. I even passed a street named Magic today.

[Infinite Unity]

is it not true that any blockage is a 'type' of red-ray blockage as it is that this is the 'basis' or primary building block for the spectrum of 'reality'?

I would agree. As the foundation any blockage could probably find root (pun intended) in the red ray.

[Fastidious Emanations]

does the crown sit 'relative' to the root?

is it 'harder' to 'see' yellow light if you're disincarnate?

which aspect of 'intelligent infinity' is ignorant?

hot/cold?

I suppose you can say that in an infinite continuum of 'time' (a relatively finite idea) all that is possible in terms of individuated concepts is experienced by 'the Creator'. Foreverness is an endless concept. ;/

[Agua del Cielo]

does the crown sit 'relative' to the root?

is it 'harder' to 'see' yellow light if you're disincarnate?

which aspect of 'intelligent infinity' is ignorant?

hot/cold?

I suppose you can say that in an infinite continuum of 'time' (a relatively finite idea) all that is possible in terms of individuated concepts is experienced by 'the Creator'. Foreverness is an endless concept. ;/

What exactly does this mean? I confess i dont understand a single word :/

[ricdaw]

I have been off work for a couple months now, doing nothing, resting I would call it. I just don't know how to get my red ray fired up again.... I am weak, I tire of breathing even.

Let me offer my experience and maybe some of it will help.

When I quit my job of 15 years, it was also a resignation from my profession.  And even though the major motivation for the separation was the desire to study metaphysics and to explore Why We Are Really Here, I found myself listless and tired too.

Imagine my surprise, while at a Monroe Institute program, during the free early morning yoga session (I had never done yoga) I was overcome by an emotional response to a particular yoga pose.  The instructor asked us to place a yoga block (cork, 3x4x8ish) under our shoulder blades using the medium face (low face is laying flat, high face is standing up 8 inches tall, medium face is on its side) and then to let your arms relax.  Essentially, you are bent over the thing backwards.  The instructor called it a "heart opening" pose.

I burst into tears.

And I couldn't stop.

I didn't even know WHY I was crying because I was not sad.  It was surreal.  I was heaving and sobbing with no known cause, like my body was not my own.  Where was this stuff coming from?

Well, in the remaining progress of the program, I learned intuitively that I was in mourning.  Mourning for my lost job.  Mourning for my daily purpose.  Mourning for my abandoned sense of self worth from my profession.  And all of that unprocessed mourning, having skipped my intellect, was being processed instead by my body.

I returned home, not whole, but on the road to energetic recovery.  It took more time, but I eventually got my mojo back.

Your comment on having difficulty breathing is a classic symptom of grief.  So let me redirect your focus from Red Ray to unprocessed emotions instead.  Yoga is an amazing way to get the body to process emotions.  I highly recommend it.  If you have never taken a class, find an introductory course that does Hatha yoga (pose holding in a normal temperature environment).  It is the one that will help you express stuck emotions, if those happen to be affecting you like they did me. 

I also suggest downloading the on-line free tutorial for EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) where you tap on various acupressure points with your fingers, in a certain order, with an affirmation.  It is amazing for releasing stuck energies and revitalizing you from hidden unprocessed emotional issues.

Lastly, breath is the key.  Sadness is held in the lungs.  Go online and find the Ted talk by Max Strom.  Follow his guidance for the simple exercise he puts the audience through.  If you feel any relief from it, then dig in deeper and find other on-line resources or a breathwork practitioner near you.

Ok, not lastly.  There is also reiki.  (I am a reiki master.)  Find a practitioner and go for a session.  Share the theory that grief might be a cause . . .

You are not alone in experiencing what you are experiencing.  I've been there. 

I hope this is some comfort.

And contact me directly if you need clarification or other private advice.

--Rick

[Agua del Cielo]

Thanks for sharing, ricdaw!

Concerning "redirect focus from red ray to unprocessed emotions" i would like like to add something:

It might well be a red-ray blockage.
Please nobody feel offended when i m being very honest now:

Honestly i find a lot of discussion concerning blockages highly intellectual, thus, in my opinion, completely missing the point.
any Blockage of any ray has to do with unprocessed emotions. There is no intellectual processing of catalyst.
Catalyst causes emotions, emotions that cannot be processed result in blockage.

In my experience, intellectualizing emotional subjects is a means of control and avoidance.
It transfers the whole matter to the level of intellect. So nothing is being felt anymore.
I dont believe any blockage can be resolved this way.
I d guess one has to find trust, strength and courage at one point so one can face all the unwanted emotion buried deep down.
At least that was my experience with that.

I found emotions are stacked on top of each other, some call it coex-systems, sytems of condensed experience.
I found one unprocessed which was maybe five years old, in the next step i found "oh, theres something underneath" maybe 15 years old, but similar emotion...And so on and on. In most cases i could trace this further and further back and always came out at childhood or even earlier traumas.
Only when the very core of it was unveiled i found the blockage being resolved.

But maybe we should start a new thread on this matter, since originally this one was about jeremy.

[Minyatur]

does the crown sit 'relative' to the root?

I'd say in term of mind/body/spirit complex, the crown becomes manifest in relation to the root. If you had a different crown, you'd be a different mind/body/spirit complex, and if you had a different root you'd also be a different mind/body/spirit complex. One changes the spirit and the other the body, and the mind is the ego reflection of the other two meeting.

is it 'harder' to 'see' yellow light if you're disincarnate?

It is probably harder to evolve your yellow light, but your perception could only be wider.

which aspect of 'intelligent infinity' is ignorant?

The infinite facets of it's intelligence born from separation, what is never ignorant is the transcendant gaze that contains them all.

hot/cold?

Relativity, like big/small are relative perspective of what could be understood as an infinite spectrum.

I suppose you can say that in an infinite continuum of 'time' (a relatively finite idea) all that is possible in terms of individuated concepts is experienced by 'the Creator'. Foreverness is an endless concept. ;/

It seems to be how it all holds together, each portion makes it whole and if it wasn't whole then it wouldn't be. I think this is why the first distortion is referred to as the distortion of Free Will.