Well, my story goes back to 1999, when I was 17 years old.
At the end of my teens, I had been through a melancholic period linked with some platonic loves I had, some music I heard, some philosophical questioning.
I had a shy childhood, much linked to the stars and to nature, I had very few friends, but a very dreamy childhood and teens, like to grow flowers, play games, see the stars at night... and also write and paint many paper drafts... I even have a memory of hearing some celestial music, crazy as it may sounds
And I had a memory of a link to life in other planets. Neptune was one of those spheres I remember.
I also had many dreams with cosmic events, earth changes, and futures.
Then, at age 17, when I was having that melancholic end of my teens, I saw an UFO (since I frequently went to the countryside to see stars through a telescope). That was a shock to my cool and detached personality
I transformed over the years from a scientic perspective to one more spiritual.
That awaked more the quest to learn more. I entered university and was again a bit of an outsider. I began reading much first philosophical material, then Ra, spirituality, dream recall. All of this started in the year 2000 following a kind of short emotional depression. It was a gradual awakening. Some intense dreams also began, astral travel once in a while, hearing more my intuition, developing ethical values I did not had, connecting to nature, listening to serve others, and start meditation (by age of 21). I had a kind of "hippie" like couple of years by that time.
Now I am 27 years old and here I am. In the past few years, I finally made some peace with the emotional and relational issues, with the spiritual values. I do not see myself as a wandered. I have some vague memories of past lifes in places of earth. Some cosmic memories too. I feel humble in face of life.
I live some struggle with my professional purpose, still seeking a better way of contributing to the social welfare, using my vocations. I have visited some spiritual communities in the last years, studied some spiritual themes, starting writting and painting, develop a more ecological and earth-connected lifestyle, a life of simplicity, and I returned to my longtime gardening hobbie. But maybe I still feel a deep yearning to connect more with others around.
At the end of my teens, I had been through a melancholic period linked with some platonic loves I had, some music I heard, some philosophical questioning.
I had a shy childhood, much linked to the stars and to nature, I had very few friends, but a very dreamy childhood and teens, like to grow flowers, play games, see the stars at night... and also write and paint many paper drafts... I even have a memory of hearing some celestial music, crazy as it may sounds
And I had a memory of a link to life in other planets. Neptune was one of those spheres I remember.
I also had many dreams with cosmic events, earth changes, and futures.
Then, at age 17, when I was having that melancholic end of my teens, I saw an UFO (since I frequently went to the countryside to see stars through a telescope). That was a shock to my cool and detached personality
I transformed over the years from a scientic perspective to one more spiritual.
That awaked more the quest to learn more. I entered university and was again a bit of an outsider. I began reading much first philosophical material, then Ra, spirituality, dream recall. All of this started in the year 2000 following a kind of short emotional depression. It was a gradual awakening. Some intense dreams also began, astral travel once in a while, hearing more my intuition, developing ethical values I did not had, connecting to nature, listening to serve others, and start meditation (by age of 21). I had a kind of "hippie" like couple of years by that time.
Now I am 27 years old and here I am. In the past few years, I finally made some peace with the emotional and relational issues, with the spiritual values. I do not see myself as a wandered. I have some vague memories of past lifes in places of earth. Some cosmic memories too. I feel humble in face of life.
I live some struggle with my professional purpose, still seeking a better way of contributing to the social welfare, using my vocations. I have visited some spiritual communities in the last years, studied some spiritual themes, starting writting and painting, develop a more ecological and earth-connected lifestyle, a life of simplicity, and I returned to my longtime gardening hobbie. But maybe I still feel a deep yearning to connect more with others around.
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What do you mean that they are human too? Trying to understand.