None have I ever revealed this much to! :exclamation: I am not sure ofcourse, but I am about as sure as I can be that I am a density wanderer, and believe I am of the Re complex, if not, then a wild guess would tell me Quetzalcoatl. Maybe there is another here that could help me remember.
I am a 26 year old male. My story is this, I have known from a very young age that I was different. I felt oh so different than my peers, while I was always popular and athletic, and made extremely good grades; which no would could explain because I never studied or even took my books home! I could not understand the feeling of such torment to see anyone embarrassed or put down, I naturally had a fire in me to build up all others around me in school. I wrestled with this difference all through life on the inside, on the outside no one would have ever guessed. I made the highest ACT score in my entire class, which I felt bad about because I obviously did not try as hard as the good students who took pride in their grades and because I also was talented in other areas such as sports.
I have had many supernatural experiences, dozens, many sound so minor; like those of Quo say others can not begin to feel the intensity of these experiences when told. A couple of these experiences have involved a bird, http://www.google.com/images?hl=en&safe=...80&bih=576
However I have had 3 majorly supernatural experiences that I will relate here at this time.
1) I was witness to what I now believe was a confederation craft, it was a scout ship. I thought I was the only one to see it, then I found it was all over the news and Larry King devoted two shows to this incident, and it was dubbed the "Stephenville lights" which I think is a very poor name. This is one of the factors that so strongly resonated with me when I read the the material and George Adamski, I knew he was not a hoax from the encounter I had. He described exactly why it appeared the way it did, which I have never read from any other source. I am very thankful to have seen this craft and one night I will re account this 10 second encounter I had if anyone is interested. It was great.
2) My dad died when I was 24. Being a naturally optimistic and understanding person, it didn't tear me apart immediately. However one low point hit me bad about 6 months later, it was the absolute worst I had ever felt, it was the strongest emotion I've probably ever had in my life and then as I was laying there in bed feeling horrible with images of my father decaying in his grave something magical happened to me. I think this event was about as close to breaking my free will as it could be, but the strong aroma of his cologne entered the room and swept across my face. This was to let me know he was still alive somewhere. That night I had a dream with him and I remember looking at him and saying I feel like I'm in heaven. It was so reassuring, and whenever down I remember this gift was given to me, as I suspect permission had to be asked for it to occur.
3) I met someone by such chance, one event led to another, led to another. led to to me meeting a man I had already tagged as being an extraterrestrial.
The day before I had first seen him and I thought I telepathically communicated with him. He approached me the next day and it was like he was reading my mind, we discussed the Hopi. I was with a friend, we left the lecture hall and us three had a discussion. I asked him a question, and when he answered it it so bewildered me and my friend we were swept away into what I'll call a time/space warp. It happened in real time, us three standing there, we all felt it and it was so intense, I can't describe or understand what happened. I feel like it was part of my programming to meet this old Indian. What followed were many supernatural events involving us and my friend, and this fellow we met that weekend. I don't know if he was an extraterrestrial, an incarnated guardian type, or just a crazy old man who had learned some voodoo, but he was very positively polarized in my opinion. We were being shown over and over, constantly that there was something about this guy, so much synchronicity it was shocking. He related many stories to us.
I'll throw in another experience, it is of the negative variety, please skip if you're of the paranoid type:
It involved salvia divornium. I have had four or so encounters with this plant. However the last involved me starring at two thought forms and what I feel was a negative 5th density, Orion being. I looked right at him as he was doing a spell on me involving the Salvia and thought forms, the two thought forms and the pipe containing the Salvia formed a triangle around me, and as long as I was in this triangle this entity had a strong control over me, so much so I would say my free will vanished, I couldn't help but be under his command, he was drawing me near him, I think he wanted my yellow ray body. All matter he folded up, my entire reality, and he was pulling it towards him like he was pulling planks of a stage, he was literally making the motions as if he were pulling 2 by 4s that I was standing on, 2 by 4s of reality. I had no choice but to be brought towards him, then finally my free will was restored and I stepped outside the invisible triangle of influence anchored by the thought forms and the pipe. I warn all wanderers to not use Salvia unless extremely surrounded by loving positive others to help and watch over you because you are very susceptible to influence like you wouldn't believe possible, I very much would say I had no free will for a brief period. I would love to see Quo asked about the "zipper" or "conveyor belt" feeling that many of those who use Salvia encounter, I suspect the answer may be outside the range of our free will. It usually involves witnessing entities confess to you that the reality you just left was not ever real, and they plead with you passionately to go with the zipper into their realm. There is something so strong to this that if answered would be very reveling to our learning.
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Why do I think I'm of the 6th? Well I have asked this, and it has been revealed to me. All of a sudden, when I would drink water I couldn't help but take drinks in intervals of 6. It was like OCD, which is something I have never encountered and done anything like my entire life until I asked this question. It didn't hit me at first, then I put two and two together. I am sure of this.
I have asked if I am of Ra, and I haven't gotten such a clear answer as I did with the density. However from reading his words, other supernatural experiences involving the golden wing woodpecker and the red tail hawk I wouldn't be surprised.
I feel my programming here in this incarnation, and I say with a smile to know it, is specifically balancing compassion with wisdom. Hopefully I am not showing folly in revealing so much about myself here. I have much reason to believe this as I look back over my life, it resonates so strongly. I have some thoughts on this I would like to elaborate on later, involving wisdom and polarity.
I never mediate in the conventional sense! I have such a hard time falling asleep, I spend hours usually each night waiting to fall asleep this has been my meditative time my entire life, and my dreams, I am so thankful that I almost always remember my dreams, sometimes up to 4 in one night, and I am taught so much, I can ask my higher self a question and that night I will get the answer in a vivid dream. Valerian root and melatonin can help me make the dreams even more vivid. Ambien is an excellent tool for my mediation( I have more to say on this subject), I feel I am much more in-tune to the finer frequencies after taking this substance. Of course, to each his own, please read what Quo has said involving drugs. They are very serious, however I will admit that they are very useful to me at this time.
From the beginning, when I'd sit in Baptist church I new right off the bat what parts of their teaching wasn't right. It didn't resonate with me a lot of the things I heard, and I was only 4 or 5; and growing up in the Bible belt this made me feel very bad, but I knew sermons that were being forced on me weren't correct. However I have a strong compassion, and at times it is so frustrating to see those about me being so blind. I must learn to let them be, or is time running short and it's my duty to attempt their awakening? When I read the channelings it tied together so many intuitions I had, strong experiences, books I had read, thoughts I had had, all fit together like a Picasso. I am very thankful to those who are involved with this group and those who channeled the confederation. I have more to say but will leave them for another day(never again will I talk so much about myself)
I leave you now in the music of Bob Marley:
One Drop:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74NCfS3h2JY
One Love:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sonYFxHHvaM
Please vote for Ron Paul in 2012 if you're in the USA!
I am a 26 year old male. My story is this, I have known from a very young age that I was different. I felt oh so different than my peers, while I was always popular and athletic, and made extremely good grades; which no would could explain because I never studied or even took my books home! I could not understand the feeling of such torment to see anyone embarrassed or put down, I naturally had a fire in me to build up all others around me in school. I wrestled with this difference all through life on the inside, on the outside no one would have ever guessed. I made the highest ACT score in my entire class, which I felt bad about because I obviously did not try as hard as the good students who took pride in their grades and because I also was talented in other areas such as sports.
I have had many supernatural experiences, dozens, many sound so minor; like those of Quo say others can not begin to feel the intensity of these experiences when told. A couple of these experiences have involved a bird, http://www.google.com/images?hl=en&safe=...80&bih=576
However I have had 3 majorly supernatural experiences that I will relate here at this time.
1) I was witness to what I now believe was a confederation craft, it was a scout ship. I thought I was the only one to see it, then I found it was all over the news and Larry King devoted two shows to this incident, and it was dubbed the "Stephenville lights" which I think is a very poor name. This is one of the factors that so strongly resonated with me when I read the the material and George Adamski, I knew he was not a hoax from the encounter I had. He described exactly why it appeared the way it did, which I have never read from any other source. I am very thankful to have seen this craft and one night I will re account this 10 second encounter I had if anyone is interested. It was great.
2) My dad died when I was 24. Being a naturally optimistic and understanding person, it didn't tear me apart immediately. However one low point hit me bad about 6 months later, it was the absolute worst I had ever felt, it was the strongest emotion I've probably ever had in my life and then as I was laying there in bed feeling horrible with images of my father decaying in his grave something magical happened to me. I think this event was about as close to breaking my free will as it could be, but the strong aroma of his cologne entered the room and swept across my face. This was to let me know he was still alive somewhere. That night I had a dream with him and I remember looking at him and saying I feel like I'm in heaven. It was so reassuring, and whenever down I remember this gift was given to me, as I suspect permission had to be asked for it to occur.
3) I met someone by such chance, one event led to another, led to another. led to to me meeting a man I had already tagged as being an extraterrestrial.
The day before I had first seen him and I thought I telepathically communicated with him. He approached me the next day and it was like he was reading my mind, we discussed the Hopi. I was with a friend, we left the lecture hall and us three had a discussion. I asked him a question, and when he answered it it so bewildered me and my friend we were swept away into what I'll call a time/space warp. It happened in real time, us three standing there, we all felt it and it was so intense, I can't describe or understand what happened. I feel like it was part of my programming to meet this old Indian. What followed were many supernatural events involving us and my friend, and this fellow we met that weekend. I don't know if he was an extraterrestrial, an incarnated guardian type, or just a crazy old man who had learned some voodoo, but he was very positively polarized in my opinion. We were being shown over and over, constantly that there was something about this guy, so much synchronicity it was shocking. He related many stories to us.I'll throw in another experience, it is of the negative variety, please skip if you're of the paranoid type:
It involved salvia divornium. I have had four or so encounters with this plant. However the last involved me starring at two thought forms and what I feel was a negative 5th density, Orion being. I looked right at him as he was doing a spell on me involving the Salvia and thought forms, the two thought forms and the pipe containing the Salvia formed a triangle around me, and as long as I was in this triangle this entity had a strong control over me, so much so I would say my free will vanished, I couldn't help but be under his command, he was drawing me near him, I think he wanted my yellow ray body. All matter he folded up, my entire reality, and he was pulling it towards him like he was pulling planks of a stage, he was literally making the motions as if he were pulling 2 by 4s that I was standing on, 2 by 4s of reality. I had no choice but to be brought towards him, then finally my free will was restored and I stepped outside the invisible triangle of influence anchored by the thought forms and the pipe. I warn all wanderers to not use Salvia unless extremely surrounded by loving positive others to help and watch over you because you are very susceptible to influence like you wouldn't believe possible, I very much would say I had no free will for a brief period. I would love to see Quo asked about the "zipper" or "conveyor belt" feeling that many of those who use Salvia encounter, I suspect the answer may be outside the range of our free will. It usually involves witnessing entities confess to you that the reality you just left was not ever real, and they plead with you passionately to go with the zipper into their realm. There is something so strong to this that if answered would be very reveling to our learning.
--------------------------------------------------------
Why do I think I'm of the 6th? Well I have asked this, and it has been revealed to me. All of a sudden, when I would drink water I couldn't help but take drinks in intervals of 6. It was like OCD, which is something I have never encountered and done anything like my entire life until I asked this question. It didn't hit me at first, then I put two and two together. I am sure of this.
I have asked if I am of Ra, and I haven't gotten such a clear answer as I did with the density. However from reading his words, other supernatural experiences involving the golden wing woodpecker and the red tail hawk I wouldn't be surprised.
I feel my programming here in this incarnation, and I say with a smile to know it, is specifically balancing compassion with wisdom. Hopefully I am not showing folly in revealing so much about myself here. I have much reason to believe this as I look back over my life, it resonates so strongly. I have some thoughts on this I would like to elaborate on later, involving wisdom and polarity.
I never mediate in the conventional sense! I have such a hard time falling asleep, I spend hours usually each night waiting to fall asleep this has been my meditative time my entire life, and my dreams, I am so thankful that I almost always remember my dreams, sometimes up to 4 in one night, and I am taught so much, I can ask my higher self a question and that night I will get the answer in a vivid dream. Valerian root and melatonin can help me make the dreams even more vivid. Ambien is an excellent tool for my mediation( I have more to say on this subject), I feel I am much more in-tune to the finer frequencies after taking this substance. Of course, to each his own, please read what Quo has said involving drugs. They are very serious, however I will admit that they are very useful to me at this time.
From the beginning, when I'd sit in Baptist church I new right off the bat what parts of their teaching wasn't right. It didn't resonate with me a lot of the things I heard, and I was only 4 or 5; and growing up in the Bible belt this made me feel very bad, but I knew sermons that were being forced on me weren't correct. However I have a strong compassion, and at times it is so frustrating to see those about me being so blind. I must learn to let them be, or is time running short and it's my duty to attempt their awakening? When I read the channelings it tied together so many intuitions I had, strong experiences, books I had read, thoughts I had had, all fit together like a Picasso. I am very thankful to those who are involved with this group and those who channeled the confederation. I have more to say but will leave them for another day(never again will I talk so much about myself)
I leave you now in the music of Bob Marley:
One Drop:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74NCfS3h2JY
One Love:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sonYFxHHvaM
Please vote for Ron Paul in 2012 if you're in the USA!
That being said, I do agree with what you and Unity have to say about not trying to forcefully awaken others. I've learned that lesson too! (for the most part lol)
and it in no way represented Unity100 as being warm, thoughtful, and caring as he truly is.
