So I really think the free will whether it be real or illusion is the exhausting part of life.
We feel we have a choice which implies we can do something to ease all suffering, but really 3d is a place of suffering so no choice will do this, only death can end it or a blessed incarnation.
So if I have free will why can I not give up my free will and just get led along on the river of life, going and doing exactly what is intended.
How is it free will to be forced to have free will?
Edited for clarity
I say this as a somewhat awakened person who knows full well my mortal plan would be garbage compared to the one my highest self could plan. I don't need or want free will.
We feel we have a choice which implies we can do something to ease all suffering, but really 3d is a place of suffering so no choice will do this, only death can end it or a blessed incarnation.
So if I have free will why can I not give up my free will and just get led along on the river of life, going and doing exactly what is intended.
How is it free will to be forced to have free will?
Edited for clarity
I say this as a somewhat awakened person who knows full well my mortal plan would be garbage compared to the one my highest self could plan. I don't need or want free will.