Hi, iam from the uk i have come across the term "wanderer," and some of the things mentioned in the Ra material really resonated with me. for example from a young as i can remember i always felt out of place on earth i would look to the stars with a desire to be there, and i instinctively new that life existed out in the universe even before understanding what UFO’s or aliens were. I have also had this feeling that iam here to do something special with my life although i never could understand what that was.
And i never liked being on earth i use to long to go home but did not know were home was and could not understand why i was here. I also use to feel very detached from society and the behavior and attitude of people on earth it would seem very strange and odd to me. And i would often think “why cant they live in peace and unity”, i was very sensitive and unusually wise as a child when growing up. When i was eighteen me and my friend saw three UFO’s late at night they did some circular movement’s which kind of induced an awakening within me to go and research UFO’s; paranormal and ancient history and anything else that was strange and unusual. After several month of this i awoke with the intense desire to search for God after sifting thought various belief systems i ended up becoming a devoted Jehovah’s witness for over seventeen years.
Me and my wife served as fulltime ministers with the view of becoming missionaries. We really loved helping people both spiritually and emotionally, but because of our unhypocritical service my wife and i suffered terribly at the hands of this organization that offers fake spirituality. We eventually left the organization October 2008,after learning that the JW'S misquoted the bible and made-up there own doctrine and many more immoral things, this left us very depressed and disillusioned. I began a frantic search for truth and after several months i came across the Law of One.
All i can say is "WOW" i read the first three books in three weeks everything i wanted to know about life and purpose was answered, what was strange, my body had what seemed like a strong vibrational response to it and the palm of my hand’s would glow red hot only when i read the Law of One material it just made perfect sense and brought all the research together. Then i came across the term wanderer it seem to describe me, i took the test and scored over 95. Even though the test indicated that i was a wonderer i still was not sure of my identity.
Then some months pass by I then engaged in a Ayahuasca ceremony as part of the ceremony you state what you want Ayahuasca to do for you, i asked to know my identity. I drank the bitter brew and after forty minutes this soft calming female voice began speaking to me internally, she told me that i have come from far away that i was on a mission and that I was a bringer of light and i was hear to awaken and help to awaken others. She talked about the coming earth changes and how beautiful it was but time was short and many still needed awakening, she said that I was missing my family and home and that I would see them soon she transmitted much love to me, she thanked me and others for coming to earth.
The following day I woke up to meditate as I went into my meditative state a disincarnate spirit teacher appeared in my minds eye he said that they have been trying to come through to but said that my energy centre’s were blocked and used mother aya to unblock me. Incidentally several months prior to my taking ayahuasca I kept on getting this buzzing and ring sound in my left ear as if someone was trying to Come through to me. This spirit reiterated what was said to me at the ayahuasca session he said to me I must bring out my inner light more and a few other things personal to me. On reflection everything has fell into place and I feel iam at peace with myself I still miss my home but I know that iam here for a greater purpose.
Much love and light
And i never liked being on earth i use to long to go home but did not know were home was and could not understand why i was here. I also use to feel very detached from society and the behavior and attitude of people on earth it would seem very strange and odd to me. And i would often think “why cant they live in peace and unity”, i was very sensitive and unusually wise as a child when growing up. When i was eighteen me and my friend saw three UFO’s late at night they did some circular movement’s which kind of induced an awakening within me to go and research UFO’s; paranormal and ancient history and anything else that was strange and unusual. After several month of this i awoke with the intense desire to search for God after sifting thought various belief systems i ended up becoming a devoted Jehovah’s witness for over seventeen years.
Me and my wife served as fulltime ministers with the view of becoming missionaries. We really loved helping people both spiritually and emotionally, but because of our unhypocritical service my wife and i suffered terribly at the hands of this organization that offers fake spirituality. We eventually left the organization October 2008,after learning that the JW'S misquoted the bible and made-up there own doctrine and many more immoral things, this left us very depressed and disillusioned. I began a frantic search for truth and after several months i came across the Law of One.
All i can say is "WOW" i read the first three books in three weeks everything i wanted to know about life and purpose was answered, what was strange, my body had what seemed like a strong vibrational response to it and the palm of my hand’s would glow red hot only when i read the Law of One material it just made perfect sense and brought all the research together. Then i came across the term wanderer it seem to describe me, i took the test and scored over 95. Even though the test indicated that i was a wonderer i still was not sure of my identity.
Then some months pass by I then engaged in a Ayahuasca ceremony as part of the ceremony you state what you want Ayahuasca to do for you, i asked to know my identity. I drank the bitter brew and after forty minutes this soft calming female voice began speaking to me internally, she told me that i have come from far away that i was on a mission and that I was a bringer of light and i was hear to awaken and help to awaken others. She talked about the coming earth changes and how beautiful it was but time was short and many still needed awakening, she said that I was missing my family and home and that I would see them soon she transmitted much love to me, she thanked me and others for coming to earth.
The following day I woke up to meditate as I went into my meditative state a disincarnate spirit teacher appeared in my minds eye he said that they have been trying to come through to but said that my energy centre’s were blocked and used mother aya to unblock me. Incidentally several months prior to my taking ayahuasca I kept on getting this buzzing and ring sound in my left ear as if someone was trying to Come through to me. This spirit reiterated what was said to me at the ayahuasca session he said to me I must bring out my inner light more and a few other things personal to me. On reflection everything has fell into place and I feel iam at peace with myself I still miss my home but I know that iam here for a greater purpose.
Much love and light
