Thank you for your Love

[AnthroHeart]

Thank you all forum members who have helped me by answering my many questions in the past without judgement.
I know I have been a great source of catalyst to you all.
Ah, if I could only be happier. I rarely smile.

I've had desires, but when I think about them I actually get fearful and almost dread them happening.
I really hope my guides know me better than I know myself.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

May all the Love in the World be there for you <3

[AnthroHeart]

I think my purpose is to love my mother while she is living with me. At least for the next year or so till she moves.
She gets angry easily, and it's so easy for me to get angry back and just not cooperate. I can be passive aggressive.
It's hard when she's shouting profanities. But I won't say more about her because I don't want to be any more negative than necessary.
Though she does help people with hypnosis, including getting spirits out of them that are stuck to them, and sending them home. Something I don't even do.

But sometimes I think that "Oh, I'm just doing this for positive polarity." or something along those lines.

My brain keeps making up selfish reasons when I try to be good.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Doing Good is a selfish act for the sake of our other-'selfs', so I'd consider it a worthy and even noble choice.

I don't think your brain does what it's done without some kind of reason for making it do so.

I think we share this purpose, as I too recently caught myself getting swept up in the negative perceptions I have of my mother and thinking I too am where I am now to extend love to my mother.  So, I think it's cool that we share the same purpose or life theme in our lives.

[earth_spirit]

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[AnthroHeart]

I did about an hour of sending Love to my mom. Doing so my body began to hurt.

Then my mom posts on Facebook:

"I feel deathly ill today. Just attacks of what ever. Pain all through my pelvis. Bed wridden today. Just want to cover my head and crawl under a rock. My head is all messed up to."

So I had to stop. Who knew that Love could make your body hurt?

[Raz]

Sometimes things get worse before they get get better. if you do a parasite/candida cleanse (and there actually is something to cleanse) you will get much worse at first, but after the body gets rid of the toxins from the dying parasites you get much much better


my point is; just keep on doing your ho'oponopono with some patience and diligence and you might be pleasantly surprised, sooner than you think

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