Asked Ra for a furry video

[AnthroHeart]

I asked Ra once to show me a video that represented them relating to furries.

This was the video I got.

*warning* contains gay themes. But no NSFW things.

[sjel]

I don't understand you, IndigoGeminiWolf.

But that means I'm learning from you, so thank you

[AnthroHeart]

I don't understand you, IndigoGeminiWolf.

But that means I'm learning from you, so thank you

I think sometimes if we ask Ra for something that resonates with us, they will deliver.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Homosexuality.

Sometimes, when I'm especially fed up with female energies or being ugly or unwanted I'll consider trying to make the few homosexual experiences I have worthy enough to consider dating guys.

But it just doesn't seem possible.  Some men are cute, but attractive isn't the word I'd use.  Most men are like most girls.  I just don't like their personalities.  No one cares about the things I do unless its more obsessively than I, in which there's no time for me anyways then.

I don't really ask of Ra or Quo or any of them, and they seem to mostly respect this (or wholly, hard to tell...).  I personally still struggle accepting that the things Quo says are helpful, or that Quo is even real.  In a similar way I often wonder if Ra is as helpful as they appear or just like us, with a bit more available to them, or I mean, I wonder if Ra is really more informed than us in ways considered reactive.  It seems they, as humanity, are capable of making some big mistakes too.  And while I try not to hold that to them, it makes me cautious of mostly every single thing they've said beyond the first few sessions.

I remember the first thing I ever read that put me on my face was how homosexuality wasn't natural but aura infringement seen especially in densely populated areas.

That didn't seem right.  Everything is natural in regards to sexuality, all the energy comes from the same natural place.  Kink's and such are a turn from those natural configurations but I wouldn't call homosexuality a kink, as much as a for some a choice and for others a simple learned preference.  Its not wrong and I hope 4D energies will help enlighten society on the lessons available and viability of homosexuality.

Cause like, two girls are better than one, two guys are better than one.  When society denies you, take life into your own hands.

How would one reconcile transgender people?  Or gay men who cross dress?  Maybe there's something wrong with them, born confused or what not.

Or maybe they choose to ignore their limitations, and choose to be the way they want to be regardless.

Who knows where the road leads...

[AnthroHeart]

Women are difficult. Because women in my life have slapped me, commanded me, and threatened to fire me.

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

Men are difficult too, for literally all of those same things too.

...And women, for me too.

I wonder if that means I should look for a spiritual lover rather than a physical one sometimes.  Just seems like it'd go along with my life desires to live spiritually a bit easier.  Hmm.

You make some pretty insightful remarks sometimes.  Thanks for your thoughts

[sjel]

Men are difficult too, for literally all of those same things too.

...And women, for me too.

I wonder if that means I should look for a spiritual lover rather than a physical one sometimes.  Just seems like it'd go along with my life desires to live spiritually a bit easier.  Hmm.

You make some pretty insightful remarks sometimes.  Thanks for your thoughts

Yes I've been thinking about that, my desires/fantasies for physical intimacy always are coupled with desire for spiritual intimacy. I feel severely lacking in both departments. But it's probably that perception that perpetuates the lack.

All my physical fantasies involve deeply intense eye contact in which there is a transmission of spiritual love and understanding. More often I'll simply fantasize about just the eye contact, the 'green energy transfer' I think is what I'm imagining. Spiritual non-physical fantasies, haha...

God I'm so lonely

[Coordinate_Apotheosis]

You're literally like my reflection talking to me.

Hello fellow brother in sorrow. You just described my fantasies word for word.

...I think you are the first person I've ever referred to as brother, strange day for me.