08-17-2015, 05:23 PM
you know, one of the worst things I hated when I was working full-time was the feeling that somehow a day could be wasted. There were times when I would notice that 24 hours had gone by (either at the start of a shift, or thinking at the end of a shift), and there was the depressing realisation that I hadn't really learnt anything or made any progress. Now I'm sure I was not totally evaluating the situation correctly - I don't think you can repeat a 24 hour period without exposing yourself to some new thoughts or situations - but there definitely are periods where a greater amount of change takes place, and there are situations where a smaller amount of change takes place. There is also the sense of 'being on the right path'; and if one is not progressing as one would like, much of that can be attributed to paying attention to the wrong things (wrong in the context of the goals/desires of that individual).
Things got much better once I dropped down to 4 days, and even better once I dropped to 3. The ratio of worktime to freetime was much more balanced and even; in regards to the responsibilities to the self, and the responsibilities to holding a societal function, and contributing in some small way to the greater human economy - as measured by monetary means.
But I think if we sleep well, and have a good approach to processing the catalyst that comes our way, even if the progress is incremental, it can be something we can live with.
There's nothing more depressing than feeling like you are going through the motions of your life, without any real learning or change.
Day-by-Day progress is where the spiritual journey meets the hard reality of living in an earthly society, dealing with our own and others' distortions, and co-ordinating and connecting as best we can.
When we do have massive spiritual epiphanies, that is well and awesome. But those are not scheduled events, at least from our perspective. When we are ready, the next plateau will suddenly open up - like clouds parting to reveal the bright, undiffused and warm sunlight that was always there, yet obscured by our own clouded perception.
So small progress counts for a lot; and paves the way for these larger events imo.
It's great to know that you've learnt something new, and found a way to implement it.
Things got much better once I dropped down to 4 days, and even better once I dropped to 3. The ratio of worktime to freetime was much more balanced and even; in regards to the responsibilities to the self, and the responsibilities to holding a societal function, and contributing in some small way to the greater human economy - as measured by monetary means.
But I think if we sleep well, and have a good approach to processing the catalyst that comes our way, even if the progress is incremental, it can be something we can live with.
There's nothing more depressing than feeling like you are going through the motions of your life, without any real learning or change.
Day-by-Day progress is where the spiritual journey meets the hard reality of living in an earthly society, dealing with our own and others' distortions, and co-ordinating and connecting as best we can.
When we do have massive spiritual epiphanies, that is well and awesome. But those are not scheduled events, at least from our perspective. When we are ready, the next plateau will suddenly open up - like clouds parting to reveal the bright, undiffused and warm sunlight that was always there, yet obscured by our own clouded perception.
So small progress counts for a lot; and paves the way for these larger events imo.
It's great to know that you've learnt something new, and found a way to implement it.