Waking life becoming a psychadelic experience (without entheogens)

[Minyatur]

I should probably put more emphasis on my meditation. But I do have a meditation-like state of mind under the Sun, Moon and Stars everyday since quite a while, just not for the purpose of meditation directly.

I've only done small trips, the biggest one was 4,7 grams.

[Observer]

bigger trips are most definitely more powerful, the immersion level is increasingly intense. my last really big trip, I was sitting on the tailgate of a truck in my yard, watched the transformation of night (about 4 AM) to daylight (about 7 AM-8AM) and truly just enjoyed it, thought about life, watched the clouds transform, watched the sky transform, felt the warm embrace of the sun, and for that moment, and from that moment, i fully understood life, and fully understood that we are underneath a veil, because I thoroughly saw through the veil at that moment, clouds were very very abstract, and the sky had deep energy lines, sun was incredible to bear witness to. I was on a quarter (7 grams) so it was a very vivid and powerful spiritual experience. I have never once used mushrooms in a non spiritual way, so each time I do, its extremely powerful, its almost like a magickal ritual, as soon as I begin to trip, I enter gnosis. And its even greater now because i've learned to enter gnosis without substance, and with just a mindset like "I want to enter gnosis" or "I want to understand this at a deeper level" my focus shifts, and things become very clear, details become very vivid, and even the smallest of insects has the largest amount of life and spiritual energy. We truly are one my friend, not just us, but everything. We have all come here at this time to just BE. The primordial OHM has extreme importance as it echos its indigo ray vibration through all of creation. What a wonderful life we are gifted with, and what a wonderful experience we truly were placed into.

[Minyatur]

What was your experience with mirrors while on a psychedelic effect. Mine were pretty much like my avatar but were hard to maintain in themselves. At first I could only stare at myself in the mirror for a few seconds because it became too intense and now a few minutes.

It felt like I was creating a deep and strong connection with a self I am not aware of. At the first the essence was formless or of many forms but now it is taking certain traits which makes it much more like my avatar.

[Observer]

First time I stared into a mirror while in gnosis I found myself staring at the faces of all beings, all creation, through my eyes there was an infinite loop of beings staring right back at me, thats when I had my first ego death experience

[Minyatur]

I've seen many faces, but I thought they were my own. Which then became formless, which then became an other self.

I usually only get visual effects with a mirror.

[Minyatur]

Has anyone eye color changed because of psychedelic drugs?

With each trip that I do there's more colors emerging from the center of my eyes, like a sun.