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What specific tasks are you doing? - AnthroHeart - 10-03-2013
I started with tuning into Ra, to feel Ra's presence. Honestly at my current level I can't tell the difference between them and God when I tune in. The energy feels the same. It's somewhat sharp and makes parts of my body hurt as they try to channel the energy. It's sort of like an ache.
Then I tune into my higher self, and feel more in my 3rd eye.
Then I hold mother Earth in my heart, and focus on spreading love.
Then I focus on shifting my awareness to 4D. The energy of 4D feels softer than the energy of 6D from Ra's density.
So I don't know which is best for me to focus on. I kind of like Ra's energy even if it causes some growing pains in my body. But 4D is softer and I'm working to feel the love of it. My heart is somewhat closed, so I have to work to feel it. I'd like to shift myself into 4D if possible.
I wonder what else I could be doing. Since I can touch on intelligent infinity, there is much I could do. But I think I'll stay focused on experiencing 4D energy.
When I can do little things through the day that are service to others (such as returning my shopping cart to the right place instead of leaving it out in the parking lot), I do them too, purely for the enjoyment of serving others. I gave my mother $1500 which is more than she makes in 2 months, without expectation of her paying me back. It was nothing for me, but it means a lot for her. These little works are my non-energy related tasks that I do.
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - Patrick - 10-03-2013
I help with numbering the French translation of the Law of One questions and answers for lawofone.info
Slowly but surely.
Mostly I just sail through this life.
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - Marc - 10-03-2013
I'm gaining XP and leveling up. Pretty soon I'll get a promotion!
(Life is an RPG) lol
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - Plenum - 10-03-2013
just getting back into some planetary meditations recently.
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - Fastidious Emanations - 10-03-2013
(10-03-2013, 10:26 PM)MarcRammer Wrote: I'm gaining XP and leveling up. Pretty soon I'll get a promotion!
(Life is an RPG) lol
(10-03-2013, 10:28 PM)plenum Wrote: just getting back into some planetary meditations recently.
combination of these for me lol.
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - Ashim - 10-03-2013
Working to infuse the more compacted layers of the lower astral with light.
I'm sleeping much longer than usual - up to 12 hours at a time.
During wake time I am experiencing agressive and violent thoughts and just trying to balance these using the imagination as Ra suggests, rather than acting out anything specific. Observing the thoughtform and allowing its antithesis to surface.
I tend to 'snap' at my wife and daughter still, so working on becoming less reactive and a more loving, patient soul.
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - AnthroHeart - 10-04-2013
(10-03-2013, 10:28 PM)plenum Wrote: just getting back into some planetary meditations recently.
I often include mother Earth in my meditations, when I'm not focusing on being in the sun with Ra, energetically. That really charges me up.
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - Hototo - 10-04-2013
Attempting to familiarize myself with the archtypes in a Me friendly fashion in the void. Right now this is taking the shape of Star Trek voyager as I feel its storyline has, for the time being, the best version of the archtypes/personas around my life/soul as I may have inadvertantly misjudged them and I am making corrections to my subconcious assumptions.
That and waiting for the waterpark to open so I can go to the sauna/steam/bubblebath again.
That and pondering what to do with the gift package.
That and pondering how much to charge in terms of energy/favors for entrance/application to magic school.
RE: What specific tasks are you doing? - AnthroHeart - 10-04-2013
Currently thinking of how thankful I am to Ra for not killing me when I asked them to about a year ago. I can energetically continue to help with the harvest vibrations. Someone once mentioned we were heading toward 5D. If that is so, I want to assist how I can. I feel more in touch with Ra. Not quite channeling them because of negative greeting potential. But feeling their presence as they hold me. Ra showed me what it was like to die, without dying, in a peaceful and exciting manner. Everything I have done with Ra has been thrilling, sometimes terrifying because of the bubble I lived in for so long. They helped me to get familiar with a Law of Octaves which allows me to place certain energy patterns I create in an octave of their own, so that they won't energetically influence the energy around them. Otherwise, energy patterns that I create tend to keep expanding on their own as they receive input from the Universe. Law of Octaves stabilizes them so they don't grow out of control.
I no longer really create energy patterns consciously. I created a Universe in my mind and poured 100's of hours into defining it. The physics of it were much like our own. I sort of copied this Universe and added anthro beings to where the Universe within is mostly anthros. Then I gave it over to Creator to be created as a real Universe. Somethings I learned were not what I really wanted, so I was able to shift certain patterns. And I found I could destroy this creation if I wished to, but I've let it go based on free will. Maybe one day Creator will let me visit my co-creation.
Believe it or not, creating a Universe was easier than creating a galaxy. The galaxy was hot, and I had to keep it from getting too hot, else it burned in my heart chakra. But now, I don't get any feedback stimulus from my creations. I think Creator was giving me rest from always feeling feedback. Sometimes feedback was not feeling good when the creation was doing poorly. In the beginning I was able to steer the creation at least until first density could form properly when the Universe within cooled properly.
These were workings of my past. Creator has given me great experiences. Though they were sort of forced upon me. In order to stay balanced mentally without going insane, I had to keep the Universe and galaxy within from getting too hot or too cool.
I never had proof of the creation being real, so I just go by faith that it was. I could only get a vague feeling about it. But I get a feeling when I tune into anything, and right now I can't tell the difference energetically between a galaxy, a planet, a star, a universe. I'm sort of numb to them all.
(10-03-2013, 08:18 PM)Patrick Wrote: Mostly I just sail through this life.
Creator has taught me how to co-create, so creation was sort of forced upon me which provides so much catalyst that I can't just sail through life. But now I have rest because the creation is finished. Creator is taking it from here. I can't make my creation any better. It's like a polished gem that has been purified in the furnace of a galactic central sun.