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The time when you flipped your lid. - Cyan - 01-23-2019
So, I've been thinking of my past and there is only one case where I truly flipped my lid and went through the steps of reforming myself for the sole purpose of harming a group.
I wont go into the details of the event for years, out of respect for the people involved in it, and its not my abuse case just to clarify that, but eventually I'll write a book about it, one of those dirty reveal all type books, but that wont be for a long while now.
Still, even now thinking back to it, I'm so proud of myself and how I behaved I dont have words to describe it.
So, in short, if you have a time when you really flipped your lid and unleashed on something with all you had, please feel free to share. It maybe a good idea to get some of our shadows into the open. Still, if this feels too dark then please ignore I'm in a contemplative mood so I may not be getting my signals correct, all in all, in short, if you have a story you'd like to share of delving in the dark emotions for a good purpose and catalysting anger into something beneficial for the whole of humanity then please feel free to share. I may eventually share my story here, I feel it itching to get out eventually.
RE: The time when you flipped your lid. - MangusKhan - 01-23-2019
Please share your story, if only for me.
One time I burgled a guy's house for ripping me off $100, just to get my money's worth. I can't say that was for a good cause though, just for sweet justice. I was mad as hell.
RE: The time when you flipped your lid. - AnthroHeart - 01-23-2019
The maddest I've been was when my mom had been outdoors yelling about me for over an hour,
and then she came in and turned off the tv I was watching.
I walked over to her, and was ready to punch her. I had my fist back.
She told me she would call the police if I did. I didn't punch her.
But later she apologized.
Even now I feel my body reacting to this memory, trying to tighten up in my solar plexus.
I just let it be ok, and I allow the feeling to arise, and don't fight it.
Soon enough it will go away on its own.