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Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
I cannot speak for others, only myself. It may be that those you perceive as having an STS orientation seek to "bring sheep into the flock." However, these attempts would only have the effect of neutralizing and confusing someone who is fundamentally of an STO orientation. None plumb the depths of STS understanding, to the point of achieving harvestability, without knowing exactly what they are getting into. Speaking from my own perspective, I have no need for sheep, save for those that reside on the end of my fork. STS societies are more akin to a pack of wolves, than sheep. Every person I have encountered who is STS inclined has had a somewhat predatory and virulently independent way about them. They are not the sort of people who are lead - they resent anyone who trys to lead them anywhere. Every idea is challenged and disputed until reason dictates only one answer.
The STO society seeks harmonization of self with other-selves. Both the peaks and valleys of a society come to be a consistent plane, as weak are aided by the middling and strong, and the strongest serve all. The self necessarily becomes dissipated into other-selves, as the collective becomes the only possible identity one may have, with each fervently striving towards finding self in other-selves. In this social configuration both the self and individual free will become nominal aspects of the greater communal will and societal identity. As you so often say, the self is an illusion that must be discarded. The STO entity indulges in the illusion that this unity with the societal self is unity with the al encompassing Creator, even though it retains its collective biases and foibles, and remains only an aspect of creation.
The STO oriented person may see this unity with other-selves as desirous, and those who do so are welcome to it. However, to me this society is nothing short of death and slavery, demeaning both free will and the individual as Creator. As the STO society indulges in their illusion of other-selves as Creator, I will indulge in my own, as self as Creator. All are right and all are wrong, and this is the paradox of creation which none can escape until all are truly reunited with Creator. There will come a time, I would agree, when all unify with the Creator in all its aspects and all differences are ameliorated. However, by that time I suspect the differences between self and other-selves will be so few that union is not so repugnant. The STO will say, the STS has finally come to see the light and has switched to STO polarity. The STS will say, the STO has finally come to see that they are themselves the Creator, and needed no one else after all. However, until that time the pantomime goes on.
-Zaxon
RE: Greetings from the Dark
Greetings Casey,
It is incumbent upon all sentient beings to seek out and express their highest truth - to become the fullest expression of the Creator they reflect. I find many people have difficulty understanding and accepting their truth and being, rather they become distracted and confused by the opinions and expectations of others; never truly seeing who and what they are. My natural disposition has allowed me to live a deliberate and closely observed life, unclouded by sentimentality and the opinions and expectations of others. I have always been keenly aware of my desires, motivations, strengths, and weaknesses.
The deepest part of my being is well beyond good and evil, and service to self or others. I remember well the place of unity, where all is self, and there is no distinction between self, others, and the Creator. Yet this aspect of my awareness exist in this time/space, in a place of limited dimensions and polarity. So I polarize. In this life, under these circumstances, for the sake of this mission - I polarize towards negativity. Yet that deep part of my being is ever bemused by the pantomime. How can one but laugh, when the creation is viewed from a god's eye view? How seriously the creation takes itself, with its pains and pleasures, and its delusions of good and evil.
-Zaxon
Yes. Self-aggrandizement is the means and ends of all that I do. I display but a fraction of my self here. I sanitize the darkness, so that it becomes almost palatable to the children of light, who are all too eager to accept and love. But do not mistake this for callowness. I seek mastery of self in service of the Creator. I have said this many times throughout this forum, but few have bothered to apprehend its meaning. I am Creator, and all that is, is my creation. To master the self is to master the creation.
I will leave unstated the extent of my malignancy. I will say only that everyday existence on this planet requires immense discipline. Aggression, contempt, and violent rage are all funneled into socially acceptable outlets. So that the beast of tooth and claw, becomes the ambitious young man - and rising star. I grip tightly those impulses within myself that are counterproductive to my goals.
The first step on the road of the negative path is mastery of self. Once accomplished the self is aggrandized, through mastery of others. Other beings are but errant aspects of self, not yet joined with the will of the Creator. This process/concept is generally misunderstood by those of the STO persuasion. Mastery of another means my will becomes their will, my pleasure, their pleasure. Slavery of another being is not to bind them in chains, and have them forever resent their bondage. To master another truly, is to have their will become and extension of my own. The vassal that resents its bondage is a burden to the master, as revolt is inevitable - however, the vassal who becomes joined with the master's will aggrandizes the master, so that the master's will commands and reflects and ever greater portion of the creation. When the entire creation reflects my will, there will be no more distortion, and the illusion of separateness will end.
-Zaxon
I seek mastery of self, in service to the Creator. I seek the elimination of distortion, and the exponential expansion of my consciousness and will; where consciousness is awareness of the creation, and will is the ability to control and influence it.
The omission was intentional.
-Zaxon
Thank you Zaxon for helping to awaken even more to who I am, as a being, as the creator. As soon as I began to read your posts the resonance caught me. I was a 4th density harvestable 5th density being. I have always described myself as the wolf. Independent, regardless of the what the illusion mirrored to me. I fully believe I intentionally placed myself here, as I became aware that sts/sto is both radical fundamentalist view points of creation and the intent the creator had upon creating it. Ra says even infinity has a center, which can be divided much like a ying and yang. True balance is to pull creative energy from the darkness and shine light love and beauty upon it. Without darkness light would have no intensity or depth. Without light the darkness's endless infinity of creative being, Would go unexplored. both paths are the exact same thing. They are both representations of what the creators being is. Just representations. Thats why we are representations. I am no longer sts/sto orientated. I am Neutral. I love myself to the fullest degree possible while extending it to mirrored selfs. There is no sts/sto there is no self, there is no other self, The only thing there is, is the Creator. Thats it. I love.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - tamaryn - 04-09-2015
Zaxon Wrote:The STS will say, the STO has finally come to see that they are themselves the Creator, and needed no one else after all.I think we all come to realize this eventually in 3d. As Zaxon says, we are all latently 100% STS in orientation 3d as we are latently 100% STO in orientation 3d. However as we are in this density, we are all incipient creators approaching the star or the void of creation. Each end is just another star or another black hole.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Bluebell - 04-09-2015
Zaxon doesn't exist, I Am The One. sorry to burst ur bubble but ur all alone. forever.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Steampunkish - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 12:16 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: I cannot speak for others, only myself. It may be that those you perceive as having an STS orientation seek to "bring sheep into the flock." However, these attempts would only have the effect of neutralizing and confusing someone who is fundamentally of an STO orientation. None plumb the depths of STS understanding, to the point of achieving harvestability, without knowing exactly what they are getting into. Speaking from my own perspective, I have no need for sheep, save for those that reside on the end of my fork. STS societies are more akin to a pack of wolves, than sheep. Every person I have encountered who is STS inclined has had a somewhat predatory and virulently independent way about them. They are not the sort of people who are lead - they resent anyone who trys to lead them anywhere. Every idea is challenged and disputed until reason dictates only one answer.
The STO society seeks harmonization of self with other-selves. Both the peaks and valleys of a society come to be a consistent plane, as weak are aided by the middling and strong, and the strongest serve all. The self necessarily becomes dissipated into other-selves, as the collective becomes the only possible identity one may have, with each fervently striving towards finding self in other-selves. In this social configuration both the self and individual free will become nominal aspects of the greater communal will and societal identity. As you so often say, the self is an illusion that must be discarded. The STO entity indulges in the illusion that this unity with the societal self is unity with the al encompassing Creator, even though it retains its collective biases and foibles, and remains only an aspect of creation.
The STO oriented person may see this unity with other-selves as desirous, and those who do so are welcome to it. However, to me this society is nothing short of death and slavery, demeaning both free will and the individual as Creator. As the STO society indulges in their illusion of other-selves as Creator, I will indulge in my own, as self as Creator. All are right and all are wrong, and this is the paradox of creation which none can escape until all are truly reunited with Creator. There will come a time, I would agree, when all unify with the Creator in all its aspects and all differences are ameliorated. However, by that time I suspect the differences between self and other-selves will be so few that union is not so repugnant. The STO will say, the STS has finally come to see the light and has switched to STO polarity. The STS will say, the STO has finally come to see that they are themselves the Creator, and needed no one else after all. However, until that time the pantomime goes on.
-Zaxon
RE: Greetings from the Dark
Greetings Casey,
It is incumbent upon all sentient beings to seek out and express their highest truth - to become the fullest expression of the Creator they reflect. I find many people have difficulty understanding and accepting their truth and being, rather they become distracted and confused by the opinions and expectations of others; never truly seeing who and what they are. My natural disposition has allowed me to live a deliberate and closely observed life, unclouded by sentimentality and the opinions and expectations of others. I have always been keenly aware of my desires, motivations, strengths, and weaknesses.
The deepest part of my being is well beyond good and evil, and service to self or others. I remember well the place of unity, where all is self, and there is no distinction between self, others, and the Creator. Yet this aspect of my awareness exist in this time/space, in a place of limited dimensions and polarity. So I polarize. In this life, under these circumstances, for the sake of this mission - I polarize towards negativity. Yet that deep part of my being is ever bemused by the pantomime. How can one but laugh, when the creation is viewed from a god's eye view? How seriously the creation takes itself, with its pains and pleasures, and its delusions of good and evil.
-Zaxon
Yes. Self-aggrandizement is the means and ends of all that I do. I display but a fraction of my self here. I sanitize the darkness, so that it becomes almost palatable to the children of light, who are all too eager to accept and love. But do not mistake this for callowness. I seek mastery of self in service of the Creator. I have said this many times throughout this forum, but few have bothered to apprehend its meaning. I am Creator, and all that is, is my creation. To master the self is to master the creation.
I will leave unstated the extent of my malignancy. I will say only that everyday existence on this planet requires immense discipline. Aggression, contempt, and violent rage are all funneled into socially acceptable outlets. So that the beast of tooth and claw, becomes the ambitious young man - and rising star. I grip tightly those impulses within myself that are counterproductive to my goals.
The first step on the road of the negative path is mastery of self. Once accomplished the self is aggrandized, through mastery of others. Other beings are but errant aspects of self, not yet joined with the will of the Creator. This process/concept is generally misunderstood by those of the STO persuasion. Mastery of another means my will becomes their will, my pleasure, their pleasure. Slavery of another being is not to bind them in chains, and have them forever resent their bondage. To master another truly, is to have their will become and extension of my own. The vassal that resents its bondage is a burden to the master, as revolt is inevitable - however, the vassal who becomes joined with the master's will aggrandizes the master, so that the master's will commands and reflects and ever greater portion of the creation. When the entire creation reflects my will, there will be no more distortion, and the illusion of separateness will end.
-Zaxon
I seek mastery of self, in service to the Creator. I seek the elimination of distortion, and the exponential expansion of my consciousness and will; where consciousness is awareness of the creation, and will is the ability to control and influence it.
The omission was intentional.
-Zaxon
Thank you Zaxon for helping to awaken even more to who I am, as a being, as the creator. As soon as I began to read your posts the resonance caught me. I was a 4th density harvestable 5th density being. I have always described myself as the wolf. Independent, regardless of the what the illusion mirrored to me. I fully believe I intentionally placed myself here, as I became aware that sts/sto is both radical fundamentalist view points of creation and the intent the creator had upon creating it. Ra says even infinity has a center, which can be divided much like a ying and yang. True balance is to pull creative energy from the darkness and shine light love and beauty upon it. Without darkness light would have no intensity or depth. Without light the darkness's endless infinity of creative being, Would go unexplored. both paths are the exact same thing. They are both representations of what the creators being is. Just representations. Thats why we are representations. I am no longer sts/sto orientated. I am Neutral. I love myself to the fullest degree possible while extending it to mirrored selfs. There is no sts/sto there is no self, there is no other self, The only thing there is, is the Creator. Thats it. I love.
Sorry to break it to you but there is no such thing as Zaxon it's all in your imagination mate going get some fresh air it's probably the best thing you should do.I totally agree with Bluebell
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
Bluebell I think you miss the approach of what I said takes. I do not affirm with neither light nor dark. I am both or trying to be both is more closer to accurate. Thank you for your words. I do not search for or need zaxon, I do not believe you were out right attacking, but there lies within your words a certain....bias. What I am saying is for all to interpret, however, I wish you peace, love, and everything you wish on your journey.
Tell me bluebell are you not apart of me and I not a apart of you? I am already alone.I love myself, I love you. I love. I am neither striving for dark nor light. I strive for the creator. What you think you know as the truth in sto or sts is more accurate to a childs training wheels. The creator embodies these and creates them. They are representations. The creator can not be defined in such simple ways as dark and light. It is more accurate to meld the two into one for fuller expression of the creator.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Steampunkish - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 12:52 PM)tamaryn Wrote:Zaxon Wrote:The STS will say, the STO has finally come to see that they are themselves the Creator, and needed no one else after all.I think we all come to realize this eventually in 3d. As Zaxon says, we are all latently 100% STS in orientation 3d as we are latently 100% STO in orientation 3d. However as we are in this density, we are all incipient creators approaching the star or the void of creation. Each end is just another star or another black hole.
Mate do you actually believe the guy ?
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
My intentions are not to seek dark beings, or zaxon. I merely bring his catalytic conversations back into focus, and shared what I have learned to be the truth for myself. I assert that I am not sts oriented. Have no fear. I love each and everyone of you. I see sts and sto to be right and left hand of the creator.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Lighthead - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 03:00 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: My intentions are not to seek dark beings, or zaxon. I merely bring is catalytic conversations back into focus, and shared what I have learned to be the truth for myself. I assert that I am not sts oriented. Have no fear. I love each and everyone of you. I see sts and sto to be right and left hand of the creator.
I think that catalyst, a lot of times, are things that don't readily appear as catalyst. It could be something as simple as a loved one pissing you off and you have to choose how to respond. Or it could be being really stressed out because of a personal problem and being able to utilize the energy from that stress efficiently. Catalyst is not necessarily just being aware of STS entities and their methods. Being aware of STS entities is simply just that; awareness.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - tamaryn - 04-09-2015
Even if he dosen't exist hypothetical Zaxon is still a STS thoughtform. And a beautiful one to imagine. I feel his words, troll or not resonate with me.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
I love everyone and agree lighthead. I have read many of your post and find them very intresting. tamaryn I would not or was not agreeing with zaxon in every form. I was so into the light IN this INcarnation that I was becoming biased to it. I truly believe I was sts before this life.I believe STS and STO paths that are real on there level of creation, just as this 3d world is real in its own right.I believe You can takes these paths, or as the creator forge your own. I dont mean in a selfish, greedy, atypical how sts is represented now.I am saying nuetrality is the path for me. Thoughtform or not the creator is in every iota of anything. SO ttherfore with the right awareness and discipline any piece or portion of the creator can be a teacher.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
I was not bashing sts or sto orientations. Just to be clear. I was communicating on my current view. I am still growing and learning myself. I actually love the feeling of humility. I love to compare my small little personality and know...I am just a little little bitty piece. I am excited and not afraid because, I know the rest is me as well.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
More unto the tune of It being more me, than me being me as of now.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Reaper - 04-09-2015
I find it funny how "Zaxon" eventually had a positive change of heart, explained this to the entire forum, and yet people still seem to prefer his negative persona, or it is at least the only one that is acknowledged. I'm friends with the guy in real life, and though he has difficulty expressing himself emotionally, he is one of the most positive individuals I know.
It is correct to assume that all that remains of the original character is a thought form. He has long since moved on to different things.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
LoL It amazes me no matter how many time I state it, that you still think I agree with the dark persona. So Ill shall say it again. I do not. Are We There? or are we there?
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
What I am saying is The Dark is not evil and Light is not good. period. Stop being a fanatic. Be the Creator.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
You sto and sts fanatics are hilarious. You both over-shoot so far unto that you become a slave of your own self or to an other-self. I want neither. I just want, joy, love, light and happiness. I want to be free to love and express myself, and guess what kiddos. I am. I am.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - AnthroHeart - 04-09-2015
I am love/light. I am Logos.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
beautful gemini one day I will be to
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - AnthroHeart - 04-09-2015
One day I will be the Octave of Infinite Universes.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Lighthead - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 05:11 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: You sto and sts fanatics are hilarious. You both over-shoot so far unto that you become a slave of your own self or to an other-self. I want neither. I just want, joy, love, light and happiness. I want to be free to love and express myself, and guess what kiddos. I am. I am.
Minyatur thinks the same way you do, for the most part. He's really into expressing 7D unity.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - AnthroHeart - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 05:29 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:11 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: You sto and sts fanatics are hilarious. You both over-shoot so far unto that you become a slave of your own self or to an other-self. I want neither. I just want, joy, love, light and happiness. I want to be free to love and express myself, and guess what kiddos. I am. I am.
Minyatur thinks the same way you do, for the most part. He's really into expressing 7D unity.
So am I.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Lighthead - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 05:31 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:29 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:11 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: You sto and sts fanatics are hilarious. You both over-shoot so far unto that you become a slave of your own self or to an other-self. I want neither. I just want, joy, love, light and happiness. I want to be free to love and express myself, and guess what kiddos. I am. I am.
Minyatur thinks the same way you do, for the most part. He's really into expressing 7D unity.
So am I.
I see you more as 8D (logos).
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - AnthroHeart - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 05:36 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:31 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:29 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:11 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: You sto and sts fanatics are hilarious. You both over-shoot so far unto that you become a slave of your own self or to an other-self. I want neither. I just want, joy, love, light and happiness. I want to be free to love and express myself, and guess what kiddos. I am. I am.
Minyatur thinks the same way you do, for the most part. He's really into expressing 7D unity.
So am I.
I see you more as 8D (logos).
Thank you. You have no idea how much this means to me, maybe.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 05:38 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:36 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:31 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:29 PM)Lighthead Wrote:(04-09-2015, 05:11 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: You sto and sts fanatics are hilarious. You both over-shoot so far unto that you become a slave of your own self or to an other-self. I want neither. I just want, joy, love, light and happiness. I want to be free to love and express myself, and guess what kiddos. I am. I am.
Minyatur thinks the same way you do, for the most part. He's really into expressing 7D unity.
So am I.
I see you more as 8D (logos).
Thank you. You have no idea how much this means to me, maybe.
LMFAOOOOOOO GEMINI AHHAHAHA MAYBE!
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
Your beings amaze me. The depth displayed is truly amazing.The Creator is amazing.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - AnthroHeart - 04-09-2015
(04-09-2015, 06:02 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: Your beings amaze me. The depth displayed is truly amazing.The Creator is amazing.
Creator does not properly create as much as experiences itself. Logos is what really creates.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
Right but the logos is almost an "extension" of the creator. I see what your saying though. I can tell you have grown alot in the months, I was not active on Bring4th Gemini.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
I would say that this is a hint to why the creator created the creation in the first place. If there is a first place. haha Also I can see the relationship of the all creator as giving unto itself of the logos. Almost as a sacrafice.
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - I_Am_The_One - 04-09-2015
it wouldfnt even let me post that last post until i finished that last sentence
RE: Bringing Zaxon Back - Yggdrasil - 04-10-2015
Intelligent Infinity has two aspects, that of the potential and that of the kinetic. Logos is the focus of intelligent infinity upon a potential within itself, thereby bringing that potential in to creation as intelligent energy.