(04-16-2013, 01:05 PM)TheEternal Wrote: I have been a little slow with my responses to some, and I apologize! Enourmous shift has happened in my life and I am working in a state of reality that I never dreamed of, so I have been rather engaged in the processing of all that is happening to me. Rest assured, I have not forgotten anyone and will be responding as soon as I can.

(04-21-2013, 01:08 PM)TheEternal Wrote: Wow! Thank you to those who made such generous donations, I am overwhelmed with gratitude.

TheEternal Wrote:Hello there, how are you doing?

The first impression I got from reading your field was not any holes or damage, but there does seem to be a yearning from the right side, the masculine, for energies from the left, the feminine.

This seems to me to indicate a desire by the conscious mind to have greater contact and communication with the unconscious mind. In this it feels there is a desire to draw forth greater creativity and creative energies to be expressed through the self, perhaps through some artistic or constructive endeavour.

The potentials of your unconscious are bursting forth but your conscious masculine can only accept that through the conscious choice to accept the belief structures which will allow more of the unconscious to become conscious. More of the esoteric to become unveiled, shining.

This means that a practical use of one's "higher awareness" is being called for. An attempt to walk consistently in the light of magic, divine energy and universal, cosmic awareness, but dwelling within a finite, concentrated vessel of glory and truth. This need not be elaborate, a farmer may do as such, but the point is that you no longer deny your true self and the greater reality that you have become aware of.

You can use this awareness for light by sharing and helping to bring love to others through sharing. By this love, they will share in awareness over time, and every little bit helps.

(05-27-2013, 08:32 PM)TheEternal Wrote: Also I have updated the first postttt!

(05-27-2013, 07:22 PM)TheEternal Wrote: Hmm, what comes to me is the idea of the fall, and then a return to light and glory.

Have you ever considered more deeply the current symbolic meanings, to you, of your tattoos?

(05-29-2013, 10:02 PM)TheEternal Wrote: I think younger versions of ourselves feel they would be equally baffling to future versions, and think they have them all figured out and so maybe even be a little rebellious. We may sometimes even defy our guides and perhaps more idealistic or even practical thinking to prove a point to other selves, present, past or future. We do this to stake out our individual, the point differentiating itself from the circle. This is the Luciferian treasure, one of them, anyways.

Dynamic, fractalization, stirring, motion caused by differentiation, like fire.

However, every action yields an equal reaction and as the individual point is established within the circle every other point responds and when fire moves, so too does the air, and then comes the water to balance the fire out.

Thus, the point realizes itself as both part and aspect of the circle itself and is somehow the same thing that is now both. This is how we grow, for each point is involved with the whole circle and maintains its shape by their cooperation, but also enable the circle to become any other shape.

We each have many selves within us whom are always interacting in as real of a way as we interact with people outside us, each has its own story. Our task of integration means we must realize how all those stories tie together and where each of them is going, as they are always continuing just as we are.