(12-03-2018, 01:49 AM)MangusKhan Wrote:

(12-02-2018, 10:06 PM)blossom Wrote: I require practical assitance. I am dealing with Orion / negative Yahweh entities. Please, help, me.

Do you live near a beach? I find the prolonged plunging of my body into that living pool of salt water we call an ocean to be of great benefit to my mood and energy. Even if the water is freezing cold, it's a great way to get some relief from all kinds of problems. Other than offering this idea, all I can do is keep you in my thoughts with love. Stay strong, brother.

(12-02-2018, 10:40 PM)Infinite Unity Wrote:

(12-02-2018, 09:20 PM)MangusKhan Wrote: Let me just butt in again to say that the spirit guide thing is indeed useful. I've been continuing the beach sessions with the calling-on of my guides, and on request I have been shown in full force the deep complex of negativity which exists within my self. There is still much work to do, and a large and painful etheric crystal to dissolve in the left side of my neck. Thank you blossom for creating this thread and providing the inspiration to begin looking seriously at my own past.

Question for Agua:
Say one had lived a blessed life, wonderful parents, wonderful childhood, wonderful everything, and yet one still had by some means developed a severe negative complex in one's mind/body/spirit, how would that person go about understanding this and healing it? You are always bringing up the function of childhood trauma in the development of negative energy patterns, but what should one do if they believe the source of their issues exists beyond the veil, in a previous life? As far back as my memory goes, all the way back to near-infancy, I have been "evil".

I don't even understand what it is I am forgiving/seeking forgiveness for, yet the feelings of grief and guilt are overwhelming.

Would you mind elucidating on the etheric Crystal in your neck? I find that interesting.

Well creator there is only one. Our nature is that when we focus on ourselves, we become increasingly imbalanced. We usually, when in this configuration, blame others For what we deem as the source of the problem.

When we focus on others, and truly try to understand them, and appreciate them. We become much more stable, much more focused. These others are stopped being seen as a source of the problem, to being the very solace and harmony we so ache for and seek. The beauty of every moment is exquisitely created in the seeming passage, and fraility. All wrapped and hidden with in Infinite potential.

To know that indeed your days our numbered. That beautiful girls as well. The dog you so love, our children....Dive in and enjoy. The fear of commitment is rooted in the fear of oneness/loneliness. As I have found all fear to be traced back to.

I personally love life, and this earth, my family friends. I love it all. However I find myself more and more resonating with my death.

Thanks for this reply, I really enjoyed your thoughts on life and death. It's been a thing in the past year for me to get overly melancholic contemplating the impermanence of all these perfect moments.

As for the etheric crystal, you could probably call it by a different name, but it's essentially just this hard, spiky-feeling blockage in that energy pathway. When I was laying there and being taken deep into my feelings, I could feel very strongly the system of blockages in my body. A slight blockage begins on my left orange ray center, becoming severe as it moves up to the left side of my solar plexus, this then leads up through my chest and feeds into this very distinct "crystal" in my front-left neck, and into a tension on my left temple. The crystal was felt most severely when I was weeping with grief, and seems to have lessened in solidity already just by allowing myself to cry so much over the last 24 hours. If the blue-ray is honesty and discernment, then I have to assume this crystal is just the crystalised habit of denying my feelings and pretending everything is just totally OK.

Now, the solar plexus distortions, the actual energy base of this crystal of ignorance... that is a more difficult one to explain.

(12-05-2018, 12:30 AM)blossom Wrote: MAKE IT STOP.

(12-05-2018, 04:44 AM)blossom Wrote: No, it doesn't show itself. It's tricking me into believing I woke up and then says nasty things to me in telepathy. I tried praying to Christ in the dream but it didn't help. I think it looked like a dark wolf, but it hid under my bed very quickly so I wouldn't look at it. Started at 3am, until almost 7am. God knows how many nightmares I've gone through in these hours.

Blossom Wrote:I feel like the positive Yahweh are no longer here.

(12-05-2018, 10:06 PM)Relaxo Wrote: how are you? I sent you a lot of good thoughts and (with your permission) Archangel Raphael ...