(04-09-2015, 12:16 PM)I_Am_The_One Wrote: I cannot speak for others, only myself. It may be that those you perceive as having an STS orientation seek to "bring sheep into the flock." However, these attempts would only have the effect of neutralizing and confusing someone who is fundamentally of an STO orientation. None plumb the depths of STS understanding, to the point of achieving harvestability, without knowing exactly what they are getting into. Speaking from my own perspective, I have no need for sheep, save for those that reside on the end of my fork. STS societies are more akin to a pack of wolves, than sheep. Every person I have encountered who is STS inclined has had a somewhat predatory and virulently independent way about them. They are not the sort of people who are lead - they resent anyone who trys to lead them anywhere. Every idea is challenged and disputed until reason dictates only one answer.

The STO society seeks harmonization of self with other-selves. Both the peaks and valleys of a society come to be a consistent plane, as weak are aided by the middling and strong, and the strongest serve all. The self necessarily becomes dissipated into other-selves, as the collective becomes the only possible identity one may have, with each fervently striving towards finding self in other-selves. In this social configuration both the self and individual free will become nominal aspects of the greater communal will and societal identity. As you so often say, the self is an illusion that must be discarded. The STO entity indulges in the illusion that this unity with the societal self is unity with the al encompassing Creator, even though it retains its collective biases and foibles, and remains only an aspect of creation.

The STO oriented person may see this unity with other-selves as desirous, and those who do so are welcome to it. However, to me this society is nothing short of death and slavery, demeaning both free will and the individual as Creator. As the STO society indulges in their illusion of other-selves as Creator, I will indulge in my own, as self as Creator. All are right and all are wrong, and this is the paradox of creation which none can escape until all are truly reunited with Creator. There will come a time, I would agree, when all unify with the Creator in all its aspects and all differences are ameliorated. However, by that time I suspect the differences between self and other-selves will be so few that union is not so repugnant. The STO will say, the STS has finally come to see the light and has switched to STO polarity. The STS will say, the STO has finally come to see that they are themselves the Creator, and needed no one else after all. However, until that time the pantomime goes on.

-Zaxon


RE: Greetings from the Dark
Greetings Casey,

It is incumbent upon all sentient beings to seek out and express their highest truth - to become the fullest expression of the Creator they reflect. I find many people have difficulty understanding and accepting their truth and being, rather they become distracted and confused by the opinions and expectations of others; never truly seeing who and what they are. My natural disposition has allowed me to live a deliberate and closely observed life, unclouded by sentimentality and the opinions and expectations of others. I have always been keenly aware of my desires, motivations, strengths, and weaknesses.

The deepest part of my being is well beyond good and evil, and service to self or others. I remember well the place of unity, where all is self, and there is no distinction between self, others, and the Creator. Yet this aspect of my awareness exist in this time/space, in a place of limited dimensions and polarity. So I polarize. In this life, under these circumstances, for the sake of this mission - I polarize towards negativity. Yet that deep part of my being is ever bemused by the pantomime. How can one but laugh, when the creation is viewed from a god's eye view? How seriously the creation takes itself, with its pains and pleasures, and its delusions of good and evil.

-Zaxon


Yes. Self-aggrandizement is the means and ends of all that I do. I display but a fraction of my self here. I sanitize the darkness, so that it becomes almost palatable to the children of light, who are all too eager to accept and love. But do not mistake this for callowness. I seek mastery of self in service of the Creator. I have said this many times throughout this forum, but few have bothered to apprehend its meaning. I am Creator, and all that is, is my creation. To master the self is to master the creation.

I will leave unstated the extent of my malignancy. I will say only that everyday existence on this planet requires immense discipline. Aggression, contempt, and violent rage are all funneled into socially acceptable outlets. So that the beast of tooth and claw, becomes the ambitious young man - and rising star. I grip tightly those impulses within myself that are counterproductive to my goals.

The first step on the road of the negative path is mastery of self. Once accomplished the self is aggrandized, through mastery of others. Other beings are but errant aspects of self, not yet joined with the will of the Creator. This process/concept is generally misunderstood by those of the STO persuasion. Mastery of another means my will becomes their will, my pleasure, their pleasure. Slavery of another being is not to bind them in chains, and have them forever resent their bondage. To master another truly, is to have their will become and extension of my own. The vassal that resents its bondage is a burden to the master, as revolt is inevitable - however, the vassal who becomes joined with the master's will aggrandizes the master, so that the master's will commands and reflects and ever greater portion of the creation. When the entire creation reflects my will, there will be no more distortion, and the illusion of separateness will end.

-Zaxon

I seek mastery of self, in service to the Creator. I seek the elimination of distortion, and the exponential expansion of my consciousness and will; where consciousness is awareness of the creation, and will is the ability to control and influence it.

The omission was intentional.

-Zaxon

Thank you Zaxon for helping to awaken even more to who I am, as a being, as the creator. As soon as I began to read your posts the resonance caught me. I was a 4th density harvestable 5th density being. I have always described myself as the wolf. Independent, regardless of the what the illusion mirrored to me. I fully believe I intentionally placed myself here, as I became aware that sts/sto is both radical fundamentalist view points of creation and the intent the creator had upon creating it. Ra says even infinity has a center, which can be divided much like a ying and yang. True balance is to pull creative energy from the darkness and shine light love and beauty upon it. Without darkness light would have no intensity or depth. Without light the darkness's endless infinity of creative being, Would go unexplored. both paths are the exact same thing. They are both representations of what the creators being is. Just representations. Thats why we are representations. I am no longer sts/sto orientated. I am Neutral. I love myself to the fullest degree possible while extending it to mirrored selfs. There is no sts/sto there is no self, there is no other self, The only thing there is, is the Creator. Thats it. I love.