I lost my backpack at a diner, Tuesday, with my wallet in the pocket. I was heartbroken because "I am a servant of the Light." "Why would this bad thing have happened to me?" But, if I believe myself to be a servant of the Light, I have to trust the Light. If I had needed that backpack, as a servant of the Light, I would still have it. If, as an instrument of the Light, I needed to have left that backpack behind so that another self could have an experience that the Light desired him or her to have, then I must trust in myself as an instrument. If God himself had descended from the heavens and asked me to leave my backpack behind, I have to believe I would have. I am a servant of the Light and I believe it.