I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling for this session come from June 20, 1982:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator. My friends, we initially attempted to contact a number of the newer instruments, yet found ourselves unable to convince those individuals of the veracity of the contact. It is our desire in the future to attempt this often at further sessions so as to familiarize each instrument with our vibration that they might perceive and be confident in our initial contacts.

At this time, we desire to extend our vibration to the one known as A, that she might again experience the sensation and be able to compare the vibration with that which she experienced earlier and so better recognize our presence. At this time, we will transfer our contact to the one known as A. I am Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument, and again we greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, we would like at this time to speak a few words though this instrument.

You are all going through a time in which you are learning many lessons, and we are well aware of the difficulties and the pain that is sometimes felt from learning the lesson. But did you not choose to learn this lesson so that you might learn more and thereby experience the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator? We wish to say that you all are doing well in seeking the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. And at those times when you feel the lesson is too hard, remember you are not alone, but that you are one with the infinite Creator and therefore you will take on any challenge you face.

We will leave this instrument now so that we may exercise some of the other new instruments. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as D1. I am Hatonn.

(D1 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

Your life and your mind are like a stream. At times you feel it is dried up and cannot go on. But a torrent of ideas and events, as a torrent of rain, will send you further along the path. At times part of your mind will go into still ponds and you do not see the end, but part will still be in the main stream and will pull you down. As life goes on and the stream gets bigger, your ideas and your understanding become larger, and you eventually will reach your destination. I now leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is well for us to remember that all of us are one in the Creator, and that the least of us is as much a part of the Creator as those that may appear great. On your planet, you have a tendency to place people on different levels, but that is not necessary with Love, because all are one and one is all.

You hear many distressing things day by day, but it is always well to remember that the Creator is indeed in all of us and you need have no concern for the things that bombard your ears day by day. We are pleased to have had the opportunity to exercise this instrument and will now transfer the contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument and once again greet you, my friends, in Love and in Light. If you will be patient, we will take a few moments to comment upon the work of the instruments that are now developing and their skills, and then we shall share a few thoughts with you. During this time, we shall be adjusting a contact with the one known as D1, so that this instrument may have an opportunity to work with us under somewhat better circumstances. May we say to each that we are very grateful for the opportunities for delving into the treasures of each instrument’s mind and experience offered to us. To the one known as A, we would say that although the progress made is very quick, it is to be relied upon and is a result of a desire which has, according to the nature of this individual, been carefully thought out. This clarity of desire is extremely helpful in preparing instruments for this or any positive service and we commend this instrument.

We commend also the instrument known as M and would only ask that this gifted instrument, that in contact with our vibration it refrain from closing the contact for a brief moment after each train of thought has been accomplished and communicated. The process by which we of the Confederation build concepts into meaningful relationships for these communications is one in which concept is built upon concept. Therefore, as the instrument begins to be aware of concepts it is then time for the instrument to be aware of the possibility that more than one concept may be prepared for communication. This was in this case a possibility. We offer this information in order that the instrument may grasp the nature of the sensations felt and may see the mechanism whereby the flow of our communication may be easily shut off at any junction at the desire of the instrument. We wish also to commend and thank the one known as K that that which we wished to communicate was well received. Each of you, my friends, is progressing at a rapid rate, and we are, along with our brothers and sisters of Laitos, in awe at the opportunity presented to us at this time and offer our thanks and our Love to each.

We are aware of a desire for some words at this time which may be of aid, for there is a majority among you whose questioning at this time is particularly keen in the area of the actual practicality or reality of living a life filled with the Creator while within an illusion of that which may seem harmless or may seem difficult but certainly seems full of the unnecessary, the ambivalent, the humorous, and the ridiculous, so where then is the profundity of the great Love of the Creator? As you sit at your traffic lights, do you see the Creator? As you attempt to clean up after your ceaselessly disordering lives, filling your refuse pails and consuming the contents of brown paper bags, do you see the Creator? My friends, if you do not, it is understandable, but it is also an area that needs work. Let us remove ourselves, not from the traffic lights or the places behind the wheels of automobiles. Not from the self as it consumes and creates garbage, but from the attitude that trivializes existence.

Let us look at the atoms that make up the scene at the traffic light. Is not everything that is created a creation full of Love? Indeed, where can you go to escape love? You tabernacle with Love as you gaze into the blank faces that await the changing of a random traffic light. If you wish to ignore the temple that is about you, this you may do. It is not necessary. Do you find your lives trivial because in some portion there is a routine of maintenance and sustenance and the removing of the husks of this maintenance and sustenance? My friends, your physical vehicle was given to you because it is a marvelously sensitive mechanism for perceiving the Creator. Listen and learn from its perceptions, and do not begrudge it its maintenance. For each thing that you must do in order to maintain life within the illusion may be reflected upon and learned from. My friends, meditation is extremely helpful, but you do not have to wait for meditation to seek the non-trivial in each moment.

In this session Hatonn wanted to say that the Creator is everywhere. They began by saying we are aware of a desire for some words at this time which may be of aid, for there is a majority among you whose questioning at this time is keen in the area of the reality of living a life filled with the Creator while within an illusion of that which may seem harmless or may seem difficult but certainly seems full of the unnecessary, the humorous, and the ridiculous, so: ‘’Where then is the profundity of the great Love of the Creator? As you sit at your traffic lights, do you see the Creator? As you attempt to clean up after your ceaselessly disordering lives, filling your refuse pails and consuming the contents of brown paper bags, do you see the Creator?’’ Hatonn said if you do not, it is understandable, but it is also an area that needs work, so let us remove ourselves from the attitude that trivializes existence. Hatonn went on to say let us look at the atoms that make up the scene at the traffic light, and: ‘’ Is not everything that is created a creation full of Love? Indeed, where can you go to escape Love?’’ Then Hatonn said you tabernacle with Love as you gaze into the blank faces that await the changing of a random traffic light, for if you wish to ignore the temple that is about you, this you may do, but it is not necessary and: ‘’Do you find your lives trivial because in some portion there is a routine of maintenance and sustenance and the removing of the husks of this maintenance and sustenance?’’ Now Hatonn said your physical vehicle was given to you because it is a sensitive mechanism for perceiving the Creator, so listen and learn from its perceptions, and do not begrudge it its maintenance, for each thing that you must do in order to maintain life within the illusion may be reflected upon and learned from, so meditation is helpful, but you do not have to wait for meditation to seek the non-trivial in each moment. On May 21, 2000, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our physical vehicle:

As to the nature of those pains and questions that you have concerning the health and well-being of your physical vehicle, we would suggest that you are, indeed, very healthy, for the physical vehicle that you utilize to move about within this illusion is one which has a natural health to it. However, one can alter this health by offering to the deeper mind the questions that are in the form of doubts. One can erode one’s own health by such doubts and fears, not usually in a significant sense, but in the sense that the physical vehicle will respond to the manipulations of the mind. For, indeed, the physical vehicle is a creature of the mind. It is well, therefore, not just to affirm one’s health but to claim it, to live it, to exercise it, to go forth filled with it. We would recommend that you rest in the knowledge that your physical vehicle supports you as well as you support it. The pains that you have felt are not of consequence. They are, rather, fulfillments of expectations, more specifically, of fears that have no substance to them at the present time. Therefore, our recommendation is of the positive affirmations that remove doubt.

You stand upon holy ground, as the one known as Moses in your holy works did. Take the shoes from off your feet; take the numbness from you feelings about your self and about your routines. When you feel that presence, that Love in the so-called trivial moment that you spend with yourselves, then, my friends, how much more ready you are to be of service to those about you. You may look for the Creator in genetic coding, in the furthest star, in the small, in the enormous. Look where you wish, my friends, your vision will not fail you. You will find the Creator that you seek, but begin by seeking where you are and within your own nature.

Hatonn went on to say you stand upon holy ground, as Moses in your holy works did, so take the shoes off your feet; take the numbness from you feelings about yourself and about your routines; and when you feel that presence of Love in the trivial moment that you spend with yourselves, then how much more ready you are to be of service to those about you, for you may look for the Creator in the furthest star, in the small, and in the enormous, so look where you wish, and your vision will not fail you, for you will find the Creator that you seek, but begin by seeking where you are and within your own nature. On November 30, 1975, Hatonn described our own nature:

Tonight, we would like to give you a few thoughts on the nature of innocence. We want you to think of your own nature, and of what you consider to be your sins, your errors, your mistakes. You who try, sometimes very hard, to be upon the spiritual path, often are very hard upon yourselves because you have erred, made a mistake. You have manifested that which was not positive. And you say, “Why have I done this? Why did I make this error? I did not mean that! Why did I do it?” And you concentrate on the error. And this does not seem to prevent you from making an error the next time.

My friends, we have said to you many times, “We greet you in Love and in Light.” We greet you in infinite perfection. We greet perfect beings who are totally innocent. We would like to suggest to you that instead of concentrating upon your mistakes, you ask yourself how much time you have spent this day investigating that portion of your unique person which is totally perfect. How much awareness have you had this day of the Love and the Light of the Creator you have within you? How aware have you been of your own innocence?

When you concentrate upon your mistakes, you dwell within the world of mistakes. And mistakes will occur again and again. If your consciousness is dwelling at a higher resonance within the realm where you know that you are a creation of the Creator, you know that you can manifest the Creator’s Love. Then the opportunity for you to make a mistake and manifest that which is not Love will be that much farther from you. Meditation is not upon your mistakes; it is not upon the past. It is upon the eternal present, and upon your innocence. You are a child of Love.

I would at this time, close this contact through the instrument known as [D2]. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn. We have been making adjustments for contact with this instrument and find that he is constantly readjusting. The method of contact this time is not fully understood or accepted and has made it much more difficult.

[Long pause.]

At this time, we have very good contact with this instrument and hope in the future he will remain open and accepting of our presence. This instrument has sensitive [inaudible] … We may need [inaudible]. This instrument does not accept the fact that we are, in effect, dissolving his defenses as his desire is greater than his own resistance. If he will accept this, life will be made much easier for us all. [Laughter] We will close this contact and hope that in the future that he is cooperative as he is [inaudible]. I am Hatonn.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. Although she is normally very talkative, she refuses to tell more than one of my ideas, and I have been flooding her with ideas. I would like for her to say that all the beautiful things that happen to you come through with you. Any flower that you smell the scent of never dies. Any baby’s laughter that you hear rings on forever. The people of your planet are not collecting beauty to bring with them. The sunset that you see never dies, but the ones you don’t bother to see for you remain. Collect beautiful moments. True, your planet has its problems. It has acid rain, but the flowers still grow. Someday things may be barren, but if you have these flowers growing in your mind you will have beauty that comes with you. How many times do you pass something beautiful, something happy, something wonderful, and ignore it? Your world has many beautiful things, and your people seem to be immune to them. They like highways; they like to go fast; but all beautiful things take time. Walking in the grass, hearing a bird sing, these are beautiful things to take with you. When you leave this planet don’t just take its trouble. You really have many wonderful things. Collect them. Cherish them, and remember that anything that you remember never dies.

This instrument will not give anymore of my ideas. I will leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as M for opening wider the channel that is indeed a gift to which we are grateful to avail ourselves. The sensitivity that this new instrument shows to manifest so quickly, we are having a chuckle at the delightful rapidity of the movement of energy within your group. We would again, if we may, attempt to close our contact through the instrument known as D2. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We are pleased that this instrument immediately recognized the conditioning and signal of contact. We may reassure this instrument that we will be as patient with him as he is with us and look forward to working with him again in the future. We leave this group saying as always in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most privileged to be asked once again by this group to serve in our capacity of attempting to answer your queries. We would, therefore, at this time open this meeting to the queries that may be asked. Is there a question at this time?

M: Yes. I was listening to the radio this morning, and it was a review of the news of the recent past, in fact, this past week, and one of comments was that it’s time for this planet to get its act together, and the next statement was that this planet is a grain of sand in the galaxy, and the commentator said he believes there are people on other planets. The thought that came to mind was that this person is probably from the fourth density or maybe even the fifth density because he seemed to have better understanding than most commentators.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We find it somewhat humorous to be asked to serve as the commentator upon a commentator. But, my friends, is this not the role which each plays upon your planet? For are not all of your entities the one Creator and does not each comment upon its particular status and experience of the one Creator? Whether it knows it or not, this is what it does. Some of your entities have for great periods of what you call time searched deep within their being and deep within the illusion for the meaning of both. Some, therefore, have drawn unto themselves those portions of their great Self which they have sought. The revelations, intuitions, the piecing together of the meaning of the life, of the nature of the one Creator and the functioning of your illusion comes little by little, yet it comes in some form to all.

Many upon your planet, whether they be those known to you as the wanderers, the teachers, the avatars, or whether they be those who are native to this planet or other planet similar to it, have found portions of the Creator in the form by which the entity could understand that which has been found. You will see in the days which follow rapidly the increasing recognition by more and more entities upon your plant of the nature of their existence. For the time and the cycle of this planet does indeed grow short and the act is being gotten together, for the players are those old souls upon your planet who have had many such roles, and this is the grand finale. The learnings of each incarnation shall be distilled and shall be radiated to all who have ears to hear. Yes, my friends, great understanding is coming to your planet. Greater understanding shall come to each entity and through each entity in the days which are to come.

M asked: ‘’ I was listening to the radio this morning, and it was a review of the news of the recent past, in fact, this past week, and one of comments was that it’s time for this planet to get its act together, and the next statement was that this planet is a grain of sand in the galaxy, and the commentator said he believes there are people on other planets. The thought that came to mind was that this person is probably from the fourth density or maybe even the fifth density because he seemed to have better understanding than most commentators.’’ Latwii began by saying we find it humorous to be asked to serve as the commentator upon a commentator, but: ’’Is this not the role which each plays upon your planet? For are not all of your entities the one Creator, and does not each comment upon its particular status and experience of the one Creator?’’ Latwii said whether they know it or not, this is what they do, and some of your entities have for periods of time searched deep within their being and deep within the illusion for the meaning of both, and some have drawn unto themselves those portions of their great Self which they have sought, so the piecing together of the meaning of life, of the nature of the one Creator, and the functioning of your illusion comes little by little, yet it comes in some form to all. Latwii continued by saying many upon your planet, whether they be wanderers, teachers, avatars, or whether they be those who are native to this planet or other planets similar to it, have found portions of the Creator in the form by which the entity could understand that which has been found, and you will see in the days which follow the increasing recognition by more entities upon your planet of the nature of their existence, for the cycle of this planet grows short, and the act is getting together, for the players are those old souls upon your planet who have had many such roles, and this is the grand finale, and the learnings of each incarnation shall be distilled and radiated to all who have ears to hear, so a great understanding is coming to your planet, and greater understanding shall come to each entity and through each entity in the days which are to come. On October 1, 2016, Q’uo spoke of the value of our having ears to hear:

We suggest the continuing of all conscious entities to bring enlightenment to those about them, to move forward one step at a time as is possible, to spread the words to those who have ears to hear and hearts to understand, and to be unceasing in the efforts of this grand and glorious quest. Perhaps that which is impossible shall become the impossible dream fulfilled.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you very much. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question or two. In your answer you spoke of very old souls. Could you speak a little about them? I’m not really sure what you mean. Are there varying types of ages or anything?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. In truth, all are one being. This one being, as you know, has chosen to evolve by dividing Itself into many portions. Each portion, therefore, given the freewill, evolves at its own pace, learning those lessons within the framework of what you call space and time, at a pace which is chosen by the entity. For those upon your planet come from many sources, for this planet, which is now finishing its third density experience, has collected into its influence those from many other planets from the third density upon their conclusion of third density, those souls who were unable to achieve the graduation at that time. These entities have come to this planetary influence in order that they might have, once again, the opportunity to learn the lessons of Love to the degree necessary to welcome the Light of that known as the fourth density of Love and understanding. Therefore, the few upon your planet that have evolved from your planet’s second density of plant and animal life, could be in one sense considered younger than those who have come to this planet from another third density planet. Yet all are one. In their evolution and by their free choice, entities determine the pace at which they pursue their return to the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner No, thank you, not at this time.

I am Latwii, and I thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. Why does Hatonn talk to me when he knows I am not going to say these things? Time’s over; is it for next Sunday? Why does he keep talking to me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is a common practice for Confederation members to provide the conditioning vibration to those requesting it as new instruments for as long as the instrument continues to express a desire for this vibration. Some of those who do not choose to serve as instruments feel this vibration as a deepening of their meditative state; some of those, on the other hand, who are new instruments, not only feel the possibility of the deepening meditation, but are aware of the possibility of transmitting thoughts at that time.

Sensitive instruments, when also being a new instrument, oftentimes are unable to determine the appropriate moment for initiating the contact. This is not unusual. With practice, each instrument may become aware of when the contact is indeed being initiated. The one known as Hatonn has, through your instrument, spoken various thoughts due to the facility with which Hatonn has been able to utilize your instrument. The one known as Hatonn has attempted to build thought upon thought through your channel. There has been the ease of contact with your instrument, coupled with the desire to purely transmit that which is felt by yourself. This desire to purely transmit thoughts has also provided somewhat a limit to the length of the contact. It is this limit which the one known as Hatonn has offered you the opportunity to lengthen. The opportunity is always there. Your ability to discriminate the appropriate moment for initiating the contact will increase with practice.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, I think you’ve answered it.

I am Latwii. We are grateful for the opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have a question sparked by the previous question. When Confederation members send a carrier wave, are there concepts involved in the basic carrier wave? In other words, is there a kind of conceptualized transmission that is answering the subconscious level which may be seeking such information that goes on pretty much all the time, if we open ourselves to it? Or is this carrier wave without concept, and M’s experience is just a specialized case where she continued to desire the conditioning and, consequently, the sensitive thoughts as well?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is not entirely easy to answer, for each experience is most unique. In general, we may say that when the Confederation entities attempt to initiate contact with any instrument there is, by the very nature of the entity involved, a framework, shall we say, of information which is available. Those of Hatonn deal primarily with the concepts of Love. When such a contact is initiated, this general framework then is blended, not only with the combined vibrations, shall we say, of the group which is being spoken to, but also is blended with the instrument being utilized; specifically, with the instrument’s desires, knowledge, whether conscious or sub-conscious, and the instrument’s facility with your language. Therefore, the carrier wave may activate within an instrument a message which blends the Confederation’s thoughts, the desires of the group, and the abilities of the instrument. An instrument which desires contact and desires to be of service in this manner may increase the contribution which it makes to that contact if its desire is great. This is acceptable to each Confederation member as long as the instrument also remains open to further communication so concepts may be built upon concepts and a balanced message might be given.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; Yes. I’m sorry to be such a pest, but I’ve been working with this contact since … twenty years ago, and this is the first time this has really come up, and I’m fascinated by it. Given that there is another instrument as sensitive as M, I would like to know what’s going on next time better. OK. How is a person as sensitive as this new instrument to determine clearly the proper time to initiate contact if the contact is of such a completely comfortable nature that communication is possible on a continual basis? This is not usually true of new instruments, and the length is one little by little until a person can communicate a series of concepts. As I understand it, the difficulty is exactly the opposite here where the new instrument is capable of continuing to communicate and continuing to receive and, consequently, how or by what mechanism can such a sensitive new instrument be able to discriminate the proper moment to initiate contact?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We greatly appreciate the opportunity to comment upon this subject, for, indeed, it is true that seldom do we have the instrument which is both new and quite sensitive and able to perceive our contact with ease. It is therefore recommended to each new instrument that some form of sign be asked for by the new instrument from the Confederation member when contact is to be verbalized. This might take any form comfortable to the instrument, whether it be the gradual opening of the mouth, seemingly at the control of the Confederation member, or the concept within the mind that it is now time to begin to verbalize the concepts, or a feeling of pulsing between the eyebrows, the feeling of energy rushing through the chest, or any other sensation which is acceptable to the instrument. This will allow the new instrument to differentiate between the conditioning vibration, which aids the deepening of the meditation and the initiation of contact through the verbalization of concepts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Only if you could give me any other pointers as a person who offers meditations for new instruments in order that I might in any other way be able to help any other new instrument who came to me with the questions M has.

I am Latwii. My sister, we feel that this group has for a great period of what you call time become most familiar with the mechanics of contact of the telepathic nature. Therefore, at this time we feel that there has been ample recognition of the nature of the contact by each new instrument, and that as new circumstances arise in what you call your future that each entity be asked to query upon any particular problem which is encountered. The asking of the questions concerning the contact should always be encouraged so that the intricacies of this contact might be made known to each entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, I thank you

I am Latwii. I am grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

A: I have a question. [Inaudible]. During meditation sessions, say when you, Latwii, are channeling an answer through an instrument, is it possible for others present to receive or communicate with others of, say, Hatonn during, say, your channeling?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query my sister. All things are quite possible. We hope that this is not too impossible to digest. If an entity during a meditation, such as this meditation, desires a contact from another Confederation member while a contact is ongoing and being verbalized at that moment, this might occur upon the mental, telepathic level. Usually such a contact is only felt as the conditioning vibration so that the meditation is deepened, allowing the entity to perceive the concepts being verbalized with as deep a portion of the subconscious mind as possible. This allows the fuller comprehension of the concepts to be enjoyed by the entity.

To seek a contact of a telepathic nature in which concepts are transmitted during a meditation in which verbalized channeling is occurring is possible but not recommended, for though your mind has great potential it is able to focus the attention only upon one train of thought at a time while in the meditative state. Therefore, a choice must be made, and it is always recommended that each entity within the circle of meditation focus the energy and the attention upon those verbalized concepts being shared by all, so that the channel may be held as clear and steady as possible, thereby aiding the group as much as is possible. To [inaudible] the attention and energy from the concepts being verbalized is to create gaps in the circle of Light which sustains the contact.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: So you’re saying also that most likely someone from the Confederation would not initiate mental contact during a meditation. Is this true?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. This is basically correct, for it is well recognized by each Confederation member that there is a need to keep the focus of attention one-pointed during such telepathic transmission of thoughts. The entities within the circle, however, by the exercise of their free will might at any time request contact, and when called, Confederation members answer in the manner which is most appropriate.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, not at this time, thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. During a Friday session, [inaudible] of this group a person known as M attempted to channel an answer to a question that was in opposition to his own personal bias concerning the subject matter. He had difficulty in transmitting the answer and immediately after had a great deal of difficulty removing the control of his body from the entity channeling through him and regaining the control of his body for himself. Would you please discuss this situation, as it was you initially that was speaking through him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. When speaking through an instrument such as the one known as M, and utilizing concepts which are in opposition to the instrument’s beliefs, there is frequently created a situation in which the instrument provides a barrier to the smooth flowing of concepts. Though the instrument’s desire may be strong to serve as an instrument, the consternation felt at the information which is being transmitted may for a time cause the instrument to lose control of its process of receiving the information and block the full reception of the concepts. This can result in another entity’s utilization of the instrument for the further diverting of the concepts involved.

This group has, by the very brilliance of the Light which emanates from it, attracted the attention of those of the opposite polarity, which is the natural balancing function and, therefore, it is recommended that the most careful tuning be utilized by, not only the group, but by each entity serving as instrument so that the efforts might be kept most pure. When concepts are blocked by the desire of the instrument to transmit only a certain set of thoughts there is set up then the possibility that this blockage might be utilized by other entities. This is quite unusual, for most groups do not attract the attention that this group has.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yes. Is this particular instrument known as M possessed of an unusual susceptibility of which he and the others of the group should be aware concerning this potential for displacement, and is there any reason that you might suggest that this instrument not channel, or, further, is there any particular process you would recommend for the protection of this individual instrument?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Instruments, which are sensitive in whatever degree their sensitivity is expressed, are, therefore, sensitive to contact by any entity whose vibratory levels fall within that range of sensitivity, be the entity positive or negative who is attempting to transmit thoughts. It is through the tuning mechanism utilized by the group and by the instrument itself that the choice is made between the positive and negative vibrations. It is, therefore, most helpful that the group not only utilize the greatest care in its tuning before the session has begun, but that each instrument utilize some means of determining the nature of the entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instruments.

It is recommended, therefore, that each new instrument creates some form of challenge to an entity who wishes to utilize its instrument in the transmission of thoughts. The challenge may take any form which is meaningful to the new instrument. The basic nature of the challenge is to ask that the entity wishing to transmit thoughts whether it is of the Confederation, whether it comes in the name of the Christ or the Christ consciousness, or the positive polarity of service to others. Each Confederation member appreciates this challenge and will answer in the affirmative. Those entities not of the Confederation or not of positive polarity are not able to meet this challenge or answer this query, and therefore, must retire. Therefore, we once again suggest the tuning of the group and the development of each new instrument of some means of challenging those entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instrument.

Questioner asked: ‘’ Is this particular instrument known as M possessed of an unusual susceptibility of which he and the others of the group should be aware concerning this potential for displacement, and is there any reason that you might suggest that this instrument not channel, or, further, is there any particular process you would recommend for the protection of this individual instrument?’’ Latwii replied instruments, which are sensitive to contact by any entity whose vibratory levels fall within that range of sensitivity, be the entity positive or negative, who is attempting to transmit thoughts, and it is through the tuning mechanism utilized by the group and by the instrument that the choice is made between the positive and negative vibrations, so it is helpful that the group not only utilize great care in its tuning before the session has begun, but that each instrument utilize some means of determining the nature of the entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instruments. Latwii continued by saying it is recommended that each new instrument create some form of challenge to an entity who wishes to utilize its instrument in the transmission of thoughts, and the challenge may take any form which is meaningful to the new instrument, for the nature of the challenge is to ask that the entity wishing to transmit thoughts whether it comes in the name of the Christ, or the Christ consciousness, or the positive polarity of service to others, so each Confederation member appreciates this challenge and will answer in the affirmative, but those entities not of the Confederation, or not of positive polarity, are not able to meet this challenge or answer this query and must leave, so we suggest the tuning of the group and the development of each new instrument of some means of challenging those entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instrument. On November 22, 2008, Q’uo described the need for instruments to find a way to challenge any entity that would like to speak through them:

The activity of channeling is one in which the seeker who chooses to become a channel secures itself in a metaphysical manner by declaring, in concrete and absolute terms, the identity of the self with that overarching principle for which he lives and for which, if necessary, he would gladly die.

Grounded and on the terra firma of that unshakable identity of the self that is recognized and respected in the unseen realms, the seeker who has offered itself as channel then asks for the source which vibrates in compatibility with that identification. This instrument, for instance, challenges always in the name of Jesus the Christ, asking for the highest and best contact that she can carry in a stable and conscious manner of that vibration. Indeed, we of the principle of Q’uo created this principle specifically to respond to this instrument’s request.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; Yes, one final question. The information that you have given in response to my questions has been given to me previously, immediately after that session. Could you define for me the source of that information at that time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this case we find that we are bound by that Law of Confusion, also known as the respecting of free will. We find it necessary to recommend that you ponder this query in your meditations and consider its source for yourself.

May we answer further, my brother?

Questioner; No, for myself and my brother M. I thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla; I would like to apologize to the instrument, but I do have a couple of questions here about M’s experience. First of all, is it possible that M’s long-time fear that precisely this thing would happen to him attracted this experience to him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall relay your apologies to the instrument. To respond to your query, it is, indeed, quite possible that what one fears shall be drawn unto the entity until the fear is balanced with acceptance. For …

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Once we have achieved this contact with our inner Being, we are free: we are in bondage to no person, no circumstance, no condition. We are free in Christ, and we can then say:

‘Christ liveth my life. What difference does it make whether or not there are periods of depression or periods of prosperity, floods, or droughts? Christ liveth my life. It leadeth me beside the still waters: It maketh me to lie down in green pastures. A thousand may fall at my left hand and ten thousand at my right hand; still it will not come nigh me. I have made that contact. I am dying daily to my humanhood; I am being reborn of the Spirit; I am being guided, directed, fed, maintained, sustained, healed, and saved by this inner Light—the inner illumination.’

The secret is the awakening of the sleeping Christ, and that is the purpose of meditation.”

This afternoon I went outside and used a garden rake, Huff and Puff, and my hands, to gather all of the small tree limbs on both sides and the back of the garage, and then I put them in a garbage can.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 10

Behind Every Thought

I am the Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ in the vibration of the consciousness of Love which is balanced fullness to this entity. We greet each in the full measure of Love which is the Father’s birthright to His children and the nature of the universe.

In measured steps did the Creator move upon the waters of your consciousness to create a consciousness of peace, an awareness of light, and a sensibility to detect and discern the creatures and ministers of Light. Behind every thought and every concept waiting behind the closed door of emotion, there waits the Spirit of a lively and all-consuming Love, a Spirit which engenders peace and joy. In no way can we sell at reduced rates the precious gift which has no price but must exact from each recipient a small awareness in welcoming.

The emotions of darkness are like a cloud around the spirit of those who cannot find enough faith to ask that Love’s consciousness be a gift in the darkness. Yet we pray and wait for the opportunity to shine like a beacon upon the inward thoughts of those who do seek peace. Though there is great mystery to the consciousness of Love, yet the mystery lies not in the mechanics of connection with it.

My peace I leave with you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from June 17, 1982:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. My friends, how wonderful to hear your voices raised in song this evening. It’s great meditating with the one Creator, for it is pleasant to see such as yourselves striving to attain that oneness with the Creator no matter how difficult and distant the road is as it lies before you.

My friends, we are pleased this evening to see that the one known as S recognized our vibration and initiated this contact within the group. We are pleased at the progress of all the entities and urge each one to continue in their seeking of the one Creator. The roads are different; the paths not smooth at times; but yet with continued striving and love the object will be attained as all roads eventually lead to the Creator.

My friends, we would leave this instrument at this time and would transfer this contact to the one known as E. I am Hatonn.

(E channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are now with this instrument. We greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We come here tonight to speak a few words through this instrument. She is doing well in picking up our vibration and is having some difficulty in not analyzing our thoughts. If she will just relax and speak a few words she perceives, it would be much easier. We would now transfer this contact to the one known as M. I am Hatonn.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We can help you find a rhythm to relieve. So many of your people on your planet get caught in longing. They do not seem able to take [inaudible]. If you realize you are here to learn lessons you will not get over-involved and live your life in jerks. You will have spirituality and will learn your lessons easily. I now leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are again with this instrument. We are pleased that she would initiate another contact. We would like to speak a few more words through her to build up her confidence because she had been feeling she had been making up the last contact. We will now transfer this contact so as to exercise the other instruments present. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite One. We confirm for the one known as M that we were, indeed, attempting to contact that instrument, and further that we were attempting to put this instrument to work through the referral of the contact to the one known as D, and then to the one known as K, for these two instruments are still building confidence in the service they have offered to provide. Therefore, you were not receiving the beginnings of a message, for we were initiating contact with you, my brother, in order to facilitate the exercising of other channels. We would appreciate the opportunity to work with you in this manner so that you may feel the ebb and flow of our contact, and become ever more confident in its initiation and in the guiding of other channels. Therefore, we would again attempt to contact the one known as M. We thank this instrument for his service and appreciate the confusion that must ensue in … The new instrument is beginning to achieve some experience at this service. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. This is a contact. This instrument is experiencing some confusion or anxiety upon initiating the contact. This will pass with practice. We wish to speak a few words through another instrument at this time, and will transfer this contact to the one known as K. I am Hatonn.

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator. This instrument has been exceedingly reticent about this contact. It is due in part to past experiences at having seen others become terribly confused. Even though the desire is there, there has been ambivalence. With some practice this ambivalence will pass, and great strength will come as a result. I am grateful for having had the opportunity to exercise this instrument, and I will now leave this instrument and transfer the contact to one known as D. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. This instrument, too, is experiencing confusion, not the sensation associated with this contact. We are now making adjustments with the contact.

[Pause]

My friends, experiences such as these require practice. It is natural for some to have some hesitation in initiating this contact, sensations in practice. This will develop. We are still experiencing some difficulty, and we transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

Firstly, my friends, we ask you to be aware and fully conscious of the mechanism of faith or belief, by which this contact is made far more accessible. Indeed, the faculty of faith has long since atrophied among many of your people, and it is understandable and to be appreciated that this faculty would be used cautiously and, in many cases, mistrusted. Whereas when we look about your people, my friends, we find that those who have exercised the faculty of faith have in many cases become overbalanced in the direction of that faith, and so have separated themselves from a great many other entities rather than using that faith to become one with their brothers and sisters.

Therefore, my friends, we ask you to use that faculty of faith as a tool and later to feel perfectly free to fully use your powers of discrimination and intellectual analysis to consider those experiences which you have had and those thoughts which have been offered for your consideration. It has never been our desire to offer to your people any dogma, or system of belief, or faith which would bind or constrict that spirit within you which is in the process of growth. Each entity has its own needs, its own food, its own garb, and its own journey. What we then ask all is to find details upon which to agree. Could we expect this to be helpful? No, my friends. Our message is simple.

Now Hatonn wanted to talk about the quality of faith. They began by saying we ask you to be conscious of the mechanism of faith by which this contact is made far more accessible, for the faculty of faith has declined among many of your people, and it is understandable and to be appreciated that this faculty would be used cautiously and, in many cases, mistrusted, but when we look about your people we find that those who have exercised the faculty of faith have in become overbalanced in the direction of faith and have separated themselves from many other entities rather than using that faith to become one with their brothers and sisters. Hatonn continued by saying we ask you to use that faculty of faith as a tool and later to feel perfectly free use your powers of intellectual analysis to consider those experiences which you have had and those thoughts which have been offered for your consideration, but it has never been our desire to offer your people any dogma, or faith which would bind that spirit within you which is in the process of growth, for each entity has its own needs and its own journey, and we ask all to find details upon which to agree because our message is simple. On March 27, 1997, Q’uo described the nature of the faculty of faith:

There are many ways to help awaken that faculty of faith, but we feel that in the mix of things needed to pursue faith paramount is a willingness to jump off into the unknown, and to believe that all is well for no reason except faith alone, for no reason except that deep feeling that there is order, that there is purpose, and that there is a rhythmic way to progress. The more jangled events and voices and tempers become, the more the intellect is locked—Carla would say grid-locked—with the nonsensical nature of such occurrences. The spirit of Love hopes that such times of crisis will trigger within the seeker the realization that this is another crux at which faith may be invoked.

Then, secondly. We ask you to be aware of the type and quality of service which you are attempting to provide. We ask you to cast your minds back to the first meeting of this kind which you attended, which spoke to you. We ask you to be aware that whoever the instrument …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

…over a period of time as you call to reach the point where you too wish to be of service as you were served. Each of you as a channel shall indeed be of unique service, for each of you will interpret our concepts with different languages, different examples, different experiences. For such is the nature of our contact that the use of your own personal vocabulary and memory is encouraged. Thus, that within you which is inspirational shall be added to our simple message. And you may one day find yourself thanked by yet someone else whose time it now is to have become aware of this particular kind of meeting, meditation, and message.

Thirdly, my friends, we ask that you put no pressure upon yourselves of any kind. For although we are endlessly grateful for your service in this particular mode, we assure you that you cannot help being of service. It has been said by this instrument that everyone is of service, even those who serve as bad examples. And although this is a somewhat casual statement, it is the gist of what we wish to convey. My friends, by the way that you live and express your being you witness to those about you. And in that witnessing lies a great service, no matter what you witness, for there is an infinite variety and need both for positive and negative witnesses. Even in your very worst moment, as you would call it, you are offering someone the opportunity for understanding, for kindness, for anger, for irritation, for indifference, for some catalyst, and as each serves as catalyst for another person, so each has aided in the growth of that person.

Then Haton wanted to share information about how to be of service. Hatonn said we ask you to be aware of the type of service which you are attempting to provide, and we ask you to cast your minds back to the first meeting of this kind which you attended, and as you reach the point where you wish to be of service as you were served, so each of you as a channel shall be of unique service, for each of you will interpret our concepts with different examples, for such is the nature of our contact that the use of your personal memory is encouraged, so that within you which is inspirational shall be added to our message, and you may find yourself thanked by yet someone else whose time it is to become aware of this kind of meditation and message. Hatonn continued by saying we ask that you put no pressure upon yourselves of any kind, for we are grateful for your service in this way, so we assure you that you cannot help being of service, and it has been said by Carla that everyone is of service, even those who serve as bad examples, and although this is a casual statement, it is the gist of what we wish to convey, for by the way that you live and express your being you witness to those about you, so in witnessing lies a great service no matter what you witness, for there is an infinite variety and need both for positive and negative witnesses, and even in your worst moment you are offering someone the opportunity for some catalyst, and as each serves as catalyst for another person, so each has aided in the growth of that person. On September 26, 1982, Latwii said that we each serve as catalyst for each other:

To an entity which is that known as pathological, it is both a service to experience in that mode, and to have others attempt to serve it by responding to it in one fashion or another. The interaction between the two serves as catalyst to teach each. Whether the entity becomes that known as normal or remains that known as pathological is of no importance. The dynamic interrelationship between such an entity and all entities surrounding it is that experience which offers the opportunity to each to learn Love.

Now, my friends, we realize that you do not wish to be of random service. We realize that you wish with all of your hearts and minds to be of positive polarized service. Do not ever think that such service begins and ends with any particular kind or degree of service. Do not feel that the service of being an instrument, of receiving material such as this instrument does, is the best or the finest service. My friends, your finest service is the very vibration that causes the atoms of your being to dance in their energy fields as you move in your own special way, through your own special light, moment by moment by moment. We rejoice in your company and give great praise to the Creator for this opportunity to share our thoughts with you, and to work with each channel.

Hatonn went on to say we realize that you do not wish to be of random service, and we realize that you wish with all of your hearts and minds to be of positive polarized service, but do not think that such service begins and ends with any kind of service, and do not feel that the service of receiving material such as Carla does is the best service, for your finest service is the vibration that causes the atoms of your being to dance in their energy fields as you move in your special way moment by moment , so we rejoice in your company and give great praise to the Creator for this opportunity to share our thoughts with you, and to work with each channel. On February 3, 2009, Q’uo described the way that we can determine the best service that we can offer another person:

Oftentimes the higher wisdom, the higher Love, translates in physical terms to that which may seem judgmental, that which may seem less than fully giving. And yet we would confirm to you, my brother, that in making use of all that insight that you have gained, all that attitude that is so hard won in you, you are doing the best service you can for another.

A way to see into your own polarity is to move away from the situation, physically, and sit in quiet solitude and then feel and sense the resonance of your choice. Do you feel radiant as you think about this choice? Do you sense your guidance and encouragement?

If, in this quiet, you still cannot come to a resonant sense of this polarity, we might suggest that you ask your guidance for help. For truly is it written, “Ask and you shall be answered. Knock and the door shall be opened to you. Seek and you shall find.” One way to ask is simply to ask yourself, “What would my highest and best self do in this situation?” Almost always, my brother, if you phrase it in that wise, you shall receive an impression immediately. Listen to that impression. If you sense a resonance and a radiance to your decision and, when you ask that question, if you also sense the support of your guidance, we feel that you can rest from your concern.

At this time, we would leave this instrument. It has been a great delight to work with you. We leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet each of you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our privilege once again to be able to join your group as you seek the One, as is our custom. We offer ourselves at this time in the capacity of attempting to answer your queries. May we now ask if there might be a question which we could attempt to answer?

Questioner; All is quiet on the southeastern front, Latwii, but we do wish you well. Yes. I have a question, Latwii. In recent weeks I’ve just had a special feeling. It just keeps coming to me over and over that we’re being prepared for some, shall I say, unknown event. And I’m torn between a little anxiety and anticipation. In other words, I feel that I’m being prepared for something, and I don’t know what it is. Have you got any enlightenment on this subject? I’m assuming that lots of other people feel the very same way.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We thank you, incidentally, for posing this query, for we were afraid that we had drawn, shall we say, a blank with this group for the first time in our memory. You are indeed being prepared for a great event. To some it will seem that this event is most unusual, even earth shaking, shall we say. We can only say to you that this event is that which each shall have—we correct this instrument—which each has incarnated to experience. The event, my friends, is the discovery of yourself. That which you know of as yourself in your present incarnation is but the tip of the iceberg, shall we say.

The self that you seek, and that soon you shall know, is much more than the great majority of your people have ever conceived of. The self which is now possible for many of your people to perceive is that great being known to your peoples as the one Creator. You as the Creator have chosen to play a masquerade in order that you shall know yourself more fully. To put on the mask of that which you know as the personality in your present incarnation, and in many past incarnations, aids the Creator in discovering facets of the Self which would have been unknown had not the free will to discover been granted through each portion of the Creator experiencing a forgetting.

You have forgotten much, and you have spent many incarnations remembering piece by piece those portions of yourself which, seen cumulatively, become the one Creator. It is now possible for many upon your planet to complete the puzzle, shall we say, and this feeling of anticipation, growing even unto anxiety, is within many of the hearts and minds of your people. It is your day of graduation. It is the day in which all that you are shall be revealed unto you. You shall know yourself as the Creator and as all other selves. This is that for which you are now being prepared.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; OK. Let me just see if I can put this in my own words. This feeling that I have of this event, and sometimes it’s joyous, and it’s as I said, sometimes there’s some anxiety about it. But it is nothing more than just self-discovery, is that what I understand? Is that right?

I am Latwii. This is correct, my sister. Each entity seeks the self through many means, and though there shall be many accompanying phenomena, many of which shall be most disturbing to those who still reside within the darkness and the ignorance of their self and their being, yet for those who truly seek the self, the truth of the Creator, so shall these, the gems of your being, be revealed unto you.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; So this is what Socrates was talking about when he said, “Know thyself”?

I am Latwii. Yes. May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; I’d like to ask about the previous one just a bit more. The answer that you gave could be seen as a very uplifting way of looking at the physical death of the body. It could also be seen as having quite a bit to do with the particular incarnation’s physical death which will undoubtedly tie in with the graduation from this density. Were you referring to either of these events tangentially?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We were indeed referring to each of these events of which you have spoken. Indeed, it could be said that that great event which awaits each entity now upon your planet could be spoken of as that entrance into what has been called the New Age of being, of understanding, of Love. For this, a great discovery of the self is that prime moving element which has set all that you see occurring upon the stage of your world in motion. Indeed, it has been well said that all the world is a stage, and each entity upon this stage plays many parts in its time, with many exits and entrances, and yet the play is the thing. And the purpose of this play, my friends, is that you shall know yourself. For you have authored the play, and you sit in the audience; you raise the curtain; you sell the ticket; you are the critic; and you are those who know not that a play is in progress.

You, my friends, shall discover yourself in all these positions and many more, for you are the Creator and all that exists so that the Creator might know Itself. As your age ends there will be many events, many lives lived successfully, shall we say, so that the self is found, many deaths to be lamented in the respect that the self still remains hidden to the entity. All that shall occur will have but one purpose—that is, to aid in the revealing of the self to each entity who seeks the self.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. Will you clear up one other concept that has bothered me, and that’s the meaning of Love. It seems to me that in the English language we use it to mean so many different things, and most of the time it’s just an emotional experience. Right now, I think of Love as the unconditional or the total acceptance of the self, of all selves, shall I say. Would you comment on the meaning of Love?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It seems that this group has once again found its voice, and we are appreciative for the queries. Love, my friends, has many meanings among your people. The meaning which we would choose to share with you at this time is that type of Love of which each of you is only dimly aware. It is an experience of acceptance, of being, and of the Creator, which may be approached through a surrender of the self to all that is. When an entity upon your planet surrenders the self to the experience of Love, then the entity opens its being to knowing what forgiveness means, for all is seen as One, and how can one hold anger for any when all is seen as the Creator? All is then accepted as the Creator knowing Itself.

Each entity is seen as the Creator. The self which is seen is also recognized as this Creator so that a band of unity binds each entity to each other entity and there is only seen the desire to be of service to the one Creator by serving the parts or portions known as other selves. The desire is great, for that which is known as Love is felt for each. The pains and sorrows, the difficulties, are seen, and it is felt deep within the self that to minister to those selves feeling such pain is a great necessity. Therefore, an entity which seeks to know Love, to know compassion, then does begin step-by-step to appreciate and to understand each other entity, as well as the self, as being the one Creator, and the great need is felt to be of service to the One through the many.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, that helps a lot. Thanks, thanks a lot.

I am Latwii. We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; It seems as if almost everyone on our planet is anxious, and, I don’t know whether I’m stupid or not, but it doesn’t seem to bother me. Is there something lacking that I’m not anxious, that everybody else is worried about earthquakes and seems to be filled with tension? Am I missing something?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We don’t feel that you lack, rather, it might be said that those who feel anxiety are more apt to communicate the same anxiety than are those who feel less anxiety, perhaps even tranquility, likely to communicate tranquility. For peace of mind is as it is and shares itself not in, shall we say, any ostentatious manner in which others are urged to feel what the self feels. Those of anxious hearts and minds feel a great desire burning within to alert others to that which has made the self anxious, and thus the anxiety is spread, much likened unto what you call disease. Those, on the other hand, who feel a tranquility by their very nature radiate, shall we say, the tranquility in a more passive means, serving as stabilizers within the field of entities which has become somewhat enmeshed in the anxiety. Therefore, those who feel the tranquility might at this time be of great service to their fellow beings when asked why they are not anxious.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No. I believe that explains it. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most appreciative towards each entity for allowing us to speak our simple words this evening. We cannot speak without your participation, shall we say, and the service you provide us by the queries you bring is a service for which we cannot thank you for enough. At this time, we shall take our leave of this group, and remind each that a simple request for our presence in your meditation is all that is necessary for us to join you there. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the One Who is All. I am Latwii.

This morning the quote from Joel Goldsmith’s The Art of Meditation is: “In the experience of every earnest student, there comes a period of initiation; that is, there comes a period of the opening of the soul. It may be achieved through something that is read, or it may come through direct contact with the consciousness of a spiritual teacher. When it comes, the student needs no further help from sources outside of themselves. Their entire teaching is received from within: their entire illumination, healing power, and regenerative power come from within. From that moment on, they become a blessing to others along their way, bringing healing and comfort to them. As they go deeper into the Spirit, they awaken in them this same Christhood: ‘I, if I be lifted up, shall draw all people unto me.

In proportion as any individual receives spiritual Light, that Light becomes a Law unto those who are within their orbit. Everyone who has ever brought about a healing through spiritual means has been the Light, and it was the Light in their consciousness that brought the healing. Whatever degree of Light we realize, automatically makes us, in that degree, a Light to all those who touch our consciousness. That is the purpose of meditation: that each one may attain a higher degree of that Light through the experience of the Christ.”

Then I vacuumed the first floor of my home.

This afternoon I went outside and removed the Sycamore Tree leaves from the two layers of netting around the fishpond by using scissors to cut the netting in three places around the fishpond at about the height of my chest so racoons would not be able to use these openings to get into the fishpond. Then I put the leaves into the garbage can at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 9

The Heart Of What You Learn

I am the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Much is not known to you. And because your minds ceaselessly seek knowledge, your ignorance is a burden. And you are concerned with learning more, gaining information and so controlling your environment.

The forces of Love are not inimicable to the forces of mind. Rather, the voice of the Spirit is that which, through and beneath all written and intellectual learnings, brings the heart of what you learn to the center of your own mind, thus ordering in a helpful and compassionate way that data which your mind would otherwise make into a maze into which it wanders, confused and uncertain.

By all means, seek that information which humankind has collected. But seek also that great judge and orderer of what is, for you and you alone, the creative and shaping force of the Spirit of Love. Thus, peace and right knowledge shall be yours, and your path shall be made clear. Trust your world, remembering to keep it in the hands of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ.

We leave you in peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Laitos channelings come from June 10, 1982:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. My friends, this is a great lesson, and we are happy to see that this instrument can perceive our thoughts and has the courage and love to serve the Creator to speak those thoughts and not think that by speaking those thoughts others would believe that those thoughts were not from us. We thank this instrument, and wish only to serve by speaking. We are Hatonn. We leave this instrument and transfer to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you through this instrument in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We thank the one known as S for the constancy with which this instrument pursues the desire to be of service to the infinite Creator by this means of what you call vocal channeling. We ask each to remember that all of us who call ourselves by the name of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator are but messengers, so that those who speak our thoughts are also messengers. That which comes through us and through you is, therefore, a sometimes simple and sometimes more complex rendering of one basic concept and its implications. The concept is the original Thought, its nature, its unity, and its creative power. Its implications are infinite, and are expressing themselves all about you and to the ends of the endless universe of the Creator.

We do not speak with any remarkable powers, with absolute knowledge, but rather out of what we are aware is a limited grasp that is just a bit wider than your own. Therefore, we turn to you to aid you as you attempt a wider grasp of the original Thought of Love. We would say to each instrument that desires to be of service that the mechanism by which we produce concepts through instruments is one which is not discernibly different than the method which your own deeper self uses to produce concepts which your conscious minds then clothe with words. As we send concepts to the higher regions of the subconscious levels of your mind, we release them to come forth into your conscious mind just as do your own thoughts, so that you with your unique background of experience of language and of attitude may clothe our simple thoughts in your own unique way so that our message may be offered to those who seek in an ever changing and ever varied manner.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the one great Thought of Love. They began by saying we ask each to remember that all of us who call ourselves by the name of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator are but messengers, so that those who speak our thoughts are also messengers, and that which comes through us and through you is a simple and sometimes complex rendering of one basic concept and its implications, for the concept is the original Thought, Its nature, Its unity, and Its creative power, so Its implications are infinite, and are expressing themselves all about you and to the ends of the endless universe of the Creator. Hatonn went on to say we do not speak with any remarkable powers, but of what we are aware is a limited grasp that is wider than your own, and we turn to aid you as you attempt a wider grasp of the original Thought of Love, and we would say to each instrument that desires to be of service that the mechanism by which we produce concepts through instruments is one which is not different than the method which your deeper self uses to produce concepts which your conscious minds then clothe with words, for as we send concepts to the higher regions of the subconscious levels of your mind, we release them to come forth into your conscious mind just as do your own thoughts, so that you, with your unique background of experience of language and attitude may clothe our thoughts in your unique way, so that our message may be offered to those who seek in an ever changing manner. On August 31, 1986, Latwii described the nature of the Thought of Love:

Each seeker of truth has discovered, in one way or another, that that which may be seen as the stream of consciousness is without beginning and without end and moves in many ways throughout all of the one infinite creation, for the one creation is held in its place by that one Thought of Love, given birth ageless eons ago by the one Creator, that the one Creator might through the movement of various portions of Its own Love come to know Itself in ways not available to It without such division of Itself into the infinite portions and expressions of Love that move throughout this same creation in order that each portion may come to know itself by gaining the experience of evolution in a unique fashion that will, at its culmination, bring the harvest of experience to the one Creator, that all may again know the heart of being as Love, and may continue the process of movement, and growth, and seeking, and gaining the experience that will reveal each portion of the Creator to each portion of the Creator as the one Creator.

And therefore, my friends, the very first concept to remember as you begin to work with our brothers and sisters of Laitos is the concept of non-analysis. We shall in the beginning be very careful to be specific in what it is that we intend to do in regard to using each as instrument. But then, my friends, because you have become familiar with our words, when you hear the familiar salutation rising to thought in your mind, you may analyze this thought and say to yourself, “I am making this up. I know that is what I should say, and so I shall not [say] it. I shall wait for further recognition.” And yet, my friends, to do this is to completely block the contact, for unless you speak the first concept, the second shall not rise. When you speak the second, the third shall rise, and so forth, until you have spoken all that you may be capable of funneling through your instrument at a given time.

Just as a musical instrument in the hands of an inexperienced player may make only a few notes in the beginning, so you shall perhaps be able to only begin slowly, although, my friends, there are natural musicians who play well immediately and there are natural channels who speak fluently immediately. So, have no expectations of yourself, good or bad. Do not hesitate to speak if you hear in your mind the rising of the thought. Do not analyze, and do not be concerned, for each in this group is here to support this process.

Then Hatonn said the first concept to remember as you begin to work with our brothers and sisters of Laitos is the concept of non-analysis, so we shall be careful to be specific in what it is that we intend to do in regard to using each as instrument, but because you have become familiar with our words, when you hear the familiar salutation rising to thought in your mind, you may analyze this thought and say to yourself, “I am making this up, and I know that is what I should say, and so I shall not say it, so I shall wait for further recognition,” but to do this is to block the contact, for unless you speak the first concept, the second shall not rise, so when you speak the second, the third shall rise, and this will happen until you have spoken all that you may be capable of funneling through your instrument at a given time. Then Hatonn said just as a musical instrument in the hands of an inexperienced player may make only a few notes in the beginning, so you shall be able to only begin slowly, although there are natural musicians who play well immediately, and there are natural channels who speak fluently immediately, so have no expectations of yourself, good or bad, but do not hesitate to speak if you hear in your mind the rising of the thought, so do not analyze, and do not be concerned, for each in this group is here to support this process. On July 31, 1984, Latwii said that channels should not analyze the message they are channeling:

Do not analyze that which comes through these channels while it is attempting to come through. Allow it to flow freely, and when the experience is over, then utilize the powers of conscious analysis in order to discern as to the nature of that which was received.

We shall be with you as our brothers and sisters of Laitos work with each new instrument. We leave you for a while. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. What a pleasure to be with you this evening. We are grateful to Carla for making itself available, for it is somewhat fatigued, and we would use it to commend itself on the constancy of its desire to serve in this manner.

We have been conditioning the one known as M, the one known as A, and the one known as K. If at this present moment there are physical discomforts connected with this channeling or vibration, we would request that you mentally ask for adjustment, and we shall immediately begin to alleviate any discomfort that you may have. We will pause for a moment in order to deepen our contact with each instrument.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument. We would at this time attempt to identify ourselves through the instrument known as M, if she would relax and allow her mind to remain calm. We shall identify ourselves by the phrase, “I am Laitos.” We shall repeat this—in order that the instrument need not be concerned with only having one opportunity—several times. At this time we would transfer this contact to the one known as M. I am Laitos.

(M channeling)

I am Laitos. I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. You have a beautiful day today. Did you appreciate it? You have a good planet. It’s a shame there is so much turmoil. You personally need to learn to rejoice. I am now leaving this instrument.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as M, and are most appreciative of the natural abilities of this instrument. With work, we look forward to a most fruitful collaboration in expressing the Love of the infinite Creator.

We would at this time turn to the one known as A. We thank this instrument for the deep consideration it has given to the development of this form of service. We assure this instrument that this is only one of many types of service, and that we are most grateful that the instrument has chosen to avail herself for this particular service. If the instrument would relax and cease from analysis, we shall again make the repetition of the identification several times, that the new instrument may have several opportunities to perceive our presence and speak. I am Laitos.

(A channeling)

I am Laitos. I am Laitos, and am now with this instrument. I am Laitos. We greet you through this instrument. We are pleased that she … I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as A for remaining open to our contact after it had become somewhat uncomfortable and difficult to transmit. The ability to perceive our contact has been well established, and we are most pleased with this excellent beginning. We shall be adjusting for better comfort and clarity of contact at this time and in future meditations as the instrument requests adjustment.

We would now like to proceed to the one known as K who we also thank with a grateful heart for offering herself in this service. As your voices, my friends, are our only means of communicating to your people those thoughts which may aid them in the evolution which they seek, we cannot speak often or deeply enough of our gratitude to those who serve. Again, we remind the one known as K to cease from analysis and relax as there is much supporting and tuned vibratory aid which protects and underlines our opening to the instrument and the instrument’s opening to us. We ask the instrument to avoid analysis and to simply speak up when the thought rises. We shall again be identifying ourselves several times. I am Laitos. We transfer now.

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. My brothers and sisters, I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I have been trying to get through for some time. I would just like to greet all of you, and I hope this instrument is comfortable with me. I have made contact. I now leave this instrument.

I am Laitos. I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. My friends, how joyful we are that we have been able to contact all those who have sought to receive our words. We feel as though we are at a banquet and that the bounty is so great that our thanks could never be sufficient. We would say to the one known as K and to the one known as A that we shall be adjusting our contact and that those experiences which especially affected the one known as K are those to be expected because of the initial, shall we say, shock to the subtle electrical body of the power of the vibration which we use. It has a very uncomfortable effect upon some. Upon others it can produce a not unpleasurable, but certainly disruptive influence at first. These sensations will subside as the instrument becomes more comfortable with our contact.

To all we ask that the practicing of the opening of the—we correct this instrument—that the opening of the instrument be attempted only when there is a supportive group of at least two other entities, one of which is preferably more experienced. We also suggest this thought to all. The one known as A and the one known as K verbalized thoughts which were almost totally from the Confederation. The one known as M, one of the natural instrumentalists of which we were hearing from our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, was able to speak a mixture of concepts, those of the self and those of the Confederation.

In all cases, what we desire is to obtain within each instrument the ability to speak that which is approximately seventy percent Confederation, thirty percent the instrument in content. In this way, my friends, we find it possible to keep ever new our simple message. Therefore, let all be comforted, for we were with each of you, and it was our vibrations that were perceived. Again, as we are full of praise to the Creator that we have been given the opportunity to serve, we are full of gratitude to you that we may be of service with your aid.

We would now turn the contact back to our brothers and sisters of Hatonn in order that any questions that may be upon your minds may be asked. I leave this instrument now, as always, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet each of you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is our privilege at this time to be able to present ourselves in a capacity in which we have not been utilized by this group for some of what you call time. It is our privilege, therefore, to ask at this time if there might be any questions which we could attempt humble reply to?

A; I have a question out of curiosity. Why have the brothers and sisters of Latwii not spoken tonight?

I am Hatonn. We of the Confederation always attempt to serve in the manner which is requested. We have perceived this evening that the blended vibrations of this particular group ask for the type of service which is more distorted towards the concept of Love and understanding. This is not unusual for those who are new instruments, for the desire to be an instrument of the Confederation is usually the type of desire which includes a great concern for that known as Love. Each gathering in which you participate is quite unique, and, therefore, each gathering shall have its unique calling. Often this calling falls within the vibrational levels of Love and understanding, and other times it includes the level of Light or Wisdom, and at that time it is the honor of our brothers and sisters of Latwii to join this group.

May we answer you in any further way, my sister?

A; No, that was interesting. I think I understand. Thank you.

I am Hatonn. We are most grateful for your care and concern. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

M; Yes. Who is this silly, funny, happy, wonderful person that is contacting me?

I am Hatonn. My sister, an instrument such as yourself which has the natural capacity to receive and transmit the thoughts of entities such as those of the Confederation, is open, shall we say to a great variety of impressions. The natural vibration of your being, being that of a joyful and carefree nature in most instances, does then attract entities of like vibration. You will note that from time to time when you are in a meditative state and have opened your instrument to contact such as you have done this evening, that you shall experience a variety of impressions if you continue to leave your channel, shall we say, or your receiver, open. The entity which contacts you now is of no specific orientation, but merely greets you in joy. We would suggest that as you perceive various impressions or contacts that you develop some means of determining the nature of the contact, so that your instrument does not become utilized by entities which are of what might be called the negative nature.

Therefore, it is helpful for new instruments to ask of any entity which attempts to transmit through the channel a general type query which would ask if that entity desires to be of service to others, or is of positive polarity, or is of Confederation origin, or by some means the new instrument might utilize some form of challenge …

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “When we no longer search for the peace that the world can give, but seek only ‘my peace,’ the gates of consciousness open to admit the spiritual Light which becomes the life of our being and our body. Many people desire spiritual power in order to enjoy more harmonious experiences. Their purpose in seeking God usually is to enjoy more and better earthly things, to catch larger fish in their nets—bigger fish, better fish. But the basis of our work is to ‘leave your nets,’ to leave this search for more and better human good and open consciousness to the spiritual realities. The things which to us in the outer world are the fruits of an inward grace. Grace can only be attained by a state of inner silence, a state of inner awareness and receptivity; therefore, it is necessary for us to prepare ourselves for the experience of receiving that grace. This is the whole purpose of meditation.

The amount of illumined force and power that flows through us is determined by divine grace. Whether or not we reach the final goal of illumination is not our problem. Some will seek and strive until they exhaust themselves and yet will not attain it; others will go along easily and steadily; and a few will spontaneously burst out all over with the springtime of the Christ-consciousness.

The experience of the Christ is one that is achieved purely through grace. In whatever degree it comes, it comes as the gift of God. It does not come because we earn it; it does not come because we deserve it; it dos not come primarily because we are god men or women—in fact, it is often likely to come to the sinful one, because the inner struggle of the sinner may be greater than the struggle of the good man, and such a struggle is often highly rewarded.”

This afternoon I went outside and used Whiplash to weed around the fishpond, and then I went over to the Moss Garden and weeded it. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the area around the fishpond clean, and then I went over to the Moss Garden and blew all of the leaves, weeds, and dead flower stalks into two piles. Then I put both piles into a garbage can and took it out to the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 8

The Holiness Of High Places

I am of Jesus Christ. The full consciousness of Love is the principle which wings my being into the nexus of your own. We who are of the principle of Jesus Christ greet you in that consciousness of Love which pervades all things.

It has long been in the consciousness of humankind that the high places, the mountains and hills, are holy. Is there superstition and false belief to the holiness of high places? Perhaps some, and yet it is most certainly true that the Spirit of the one Lord of all things dwells more purely in less cluttered atmospheres and is more prevalent in the perceptions of those who seek to rise, literally and symbolically, from the miasma of thought pollution which infects any crowded community.

We are able to speak anywhere, under any conditions. Yet the voice of Love is often silent. To hear the stillness, it is often most helpful that the distractions of noise from other minds and other hearts which seek after other faces of the Lord be somewhat removed, both literally and, shall we say, psychologically. If you cannot get yourself to a high place within your external world, be absolutely certain that the high places within your own hearts are kept.

We leave you in the peace of holy places and still thoughts, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from June 6, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We have observed your group with some humor as we attempted to speak through each of you, for each was unwilling to be an instrument due to the concern that the channeling would not be enough advanced for an advanced group. My friends, do not take yourselves too seriously. A carpenter may learn to drive a nail with ten blows, then six, then three, and then two, but he is still making a floor. When you were beginners, my friends, you were making a floor, a foundation of communication between the messengers that surround your planet and those upon the surface of your planet who have a desire at this time to seek beyond the illusion that this planet’s culture offers. When you had gained some experience, you continued building that floor, and now you seek to become better carpenters.

But, my friends, you are still attempting the same task. The message will forever be that which is designed by the Creator, to be made available to those within your density for the purpose of encouraging their seeking.In order to improve the ability to drive the nail, we shall begin a story through this instrument and rather than finish it through one instrument, we shall several times change our instrument, and through several, tell one story. My friends, there was once a great kingdom beneath the sea. Beneath the green waters and in the sand lay golden doors. And some beings there were who under enchantment could enter that majestic world. In this world, my friends, there was no aging. There was no work. There was no ugliness or lack of any kind. All were beautiful. Each meal was a banquet, the only drawback being that the entities of this enchanted land could eat nothing.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about how people could become channels of the Creator’s messages. They began by saying we have observed your group with some humor as we attempted to speak through each of you, for each was unwilling to be an instrument due to the concern that the channeling would not be enough advanced for an advanced group, so do not take yourselves too seriously, for a carpenter may learn to drive a nail with ten blows, then six, then three, and then two, but he is still making a floor, and when you were beginners you were making a floor, a foundation of communication between the messengers that surround your planet and those upon the surface of your planet who have a desire to seek beyond the illusion that this planet’s culture offers, so when you gained some experience, you continued building that floor, and now you seek to become better carpenters. Hatonn went on to say if   you are still attempting the same task the message will forever be that which is designed by the Creator, to be made available to those within your density for the purpose of encouraging their seeking, and in order to improve the ability to drive the nail, we shall begin a story through Carla, and rather than finish it through one instrument, we shall several times change our instrument, and through several, tell one story. My friends, there was once a great kingdom beneath the sea. Beneath the green waters, and in the sand lay golden doors, and some beings there were who under enchantment could enter that majestic world, so in this world there was no aging or work, and there was no lack of any kind, for all were beautiful, and each meal was a banquet, but the only drawback was that the entities of this enchanted land could eat nothing. On May 30, 1993, Hatonn described the value of seeking beyond the illusion:

We continually suggest that entities meditate upon a regular basis in order that the stabilizing quality of establishing a link with the mystery of the One Creator be available to each in times of great turmoil, both from within and from without. For in the meditative stance, one is able to begin to perceive the unified relationship of all things, and to begin to perceive the nature of one’s own being as an integrated and whole entity, reflected perfectly in the unity of the One Creator. For each entity is a facet of this great jewel, and each entity must needs retreat to that silent room within daily in a place reserved only for this pursuit, and with a desire to seek purely that connection with the divine.

Meditation offers the most available access to the everlasting waters that can quench all thirst. We heartily and happily continue to recommend meditation to all who feel any desire to seek beyond the illusion and feel any need to find a peace within that can surpass all understanding from without.

We shall now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

All was laid for the people. That which others could taste, and select from, was denied. People found that though all was theirs, save this one thing, they could not find contentment or peace, for they could not have this one pleasure. Those who had lived within the kingdom for some time tried to ignore this thing. They went about their lives with one part missing. But for some, that which they did not know became ever heavier on their minds.

We now transfer.

(L channeling)

The people reacted to their difficulty in many ways. Some chose to respond in anger, choosing at first to blame one another for their deprivation. Others chose to feel within themselves antagonism toward the deprivation itself, and sought to destroy all that was associated with the untouchable, the unattainable. Others elected to attempt to forget that which they seemed unable to control. It became an accepted practice as time passed among these people, to ignore that which lay before their eyes, to pretend that it never had existed, and to belittle any reference on the subject as mythical, as childish fairy tale, as something absurdly illogical. “For if it were true,” they said, “would we not all see it?”

We shall now transfer our contact.

(Jim channeling)

Years passed. Generations grew to maturity, died, and left to their children many stories of the forbidden and mythical prohibition. Entities soon came to feel great confusion concerning this almost forgotten tale of the great banquet set before their ancestors which could not be had. And then there arose from time to time among these people a few entities who spoke of having some knowledge of this food. Their speakings were largely ignored. Some, however, felt a type of kinship for what was spoken, perhaps because they had retained childish ways, said many. Yet, did some knowledge continue to grow, and word spread on occasion that there was indeed such a banquet, and indeed were means known to some for partaking in its plenty.

We will now transfer.

(Don channeling)

After much persuasion, one of these who knew of the means of partaking of the banquet was able to bring others to the appointed place where such a banquet was said to have been many, many years past. To the great surprise of all present, magically a banquet appeared. One reached eagerly for the delicious food, but as he touched it, it vanished. One who said he knew the means for taking of this reached out and picked a piece of fruit from the table, held it in his hand, and gave it to the one that so eagerly reached for the vanished fruit. Amazed, he ate it.

I will now transfer this contact.

(Carla channeling)

This entity, tasting the delicious fruit, took the example of the first and offered food to another, and that third offered it to a fourth, and so on until each at the table, in feeding each other instead of themselves, was satisfied. For no food had ever been so delicious, so luscious, and so delectable. My friends, those who seek dive in deep waters, and very quickly a golden door is opened unto them. All about the seeker who is in meditation there is glamour, there is nothing but beauty. In meditation, the seeker can look, can explore, can walk the universe, and every activity is wonderful. But, my friends, as the seeker does this, they have not yet found the fruits of their seeking.

I will now transfer this contact.

(C channeling)

Each who finds that they are beginning to reach the table soon finds that as an entity, they are not alone. As each gets closer, we find that to truly reach forward, they need to share that which has been found. Each does so in their own manner. Each who has received will find the giving is indeed more fulfilling.

We will now transfer.

(L channeling)

My friends, each of you, by now, is aware of the fact that your own craving for spiritual sustenance cannot be satisfied by yourself alone. Each of you has chosen a path upon which your own sustenance is derived from the sustaining of others, that your own growth occurs as a result of the efforts of others. Consider for a moment, my friends, that structure which you call a pyramid. It is composed of a number of massive, powerful, unyielding blocks of stone, each of which to the observer is quite impressive, but each of which, my friends, is but form without function when standing alone. For it is only when each stands upon the shoulders of their other selves that the form is produced through which their purpose may be accomplished, through which their service may be performed. My friends, be aware that your sustenance comes to you as a result of your efforts to assist and sustain your brothers and sisters as they grow and change. Each of you must perform his or her tasks without expectation of receiving the fruits thereof, for the fruits of service belong to another, and the fruits of their service, my friends, will belong to you.

We will now transfer our contact.

(Jim channeling)

Your journey as seekers is, indeed, one which must be pursued in solitude within the deepest portions of your being, and as you travel this path you shall find that there is a greater responsibility which shall be necessary for you to assume in the sharing of the fruits which you find on that inward journey. The seeker cannot be aided in such a manner that work is done for it. Yet, as it travels this path and removes the distortions which separate it from understanding, there must be a sharing of this growing fruitfulness, else the path shall not be able to be continued. For this path, though traveled in solitude, is one which unites the seeker with all, and the reflection and manifestation of this unity then requires the seeker to go out into that world which is hungry and naked, sick and poor, to point out the direction to sustenance, clothing for the soul, and the support of Creator to Creator.

We shall now transfer this contact.

(Carla channeling)

In the world of the meditative journey, my friends, it is so entrancing that it is like some siren beckoning sailors from their course. It can be pursued endlessly, and all experiences are good. Never forget, my friends, the one thing that is missing in that kingdom beneath the waters of your illusion in the enchanted land where the illusion gives way to the first view of reality. That one thing, my friends, is the creation. To reach for it is to lose it. If you reach in solitude, to offer it to another is to manifest it, and in the world of manifestation does the enchantment become food and drink of the spirit.

May we thank you for having this opportunity to work through each of you. We leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I went outside and used my garden hose to fill the water in the fishpond to a height so that it would not shoot water out of the pond like I noticed it had done after I had dinner last night and was going outside to turn the fountain off. While the water was refilling the fishpond I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves around the fishpond into a pile, and then I put them into a garbage can.

The quote from The Art of Meditation this morning is: “Any meditation that has within itself a single trace of a desire to get something from God or to acquire something through God is no longer meditation. Good is to be realized, yes, but not to be achieved: the infinity of good is already where I am; the kingdom of God is within  me. Locked up inside of our being is the presence and power of God, the whole of the Godhead, just as perfume is locked up in a flower. As the flower opens the perfume of the fragrance escapes. Everyone has the allness of the Godhead locked up within his own being—not just a part of it. God cannot be divided; God is indivisible. God is infinite, but God is indivisible. The Allness of God is in one tiny leaf—in every leaf: the allness of God is in every individual on the fac of the globe. Were this not true, there would have been less of God on Earth when the population was only 10 per cent of what it is today, and, by the same token, there would be twice as much of God on Earth when the population is doubled. No, there was just as much of God in the world a million years ago as there will be a million years hence. The infinite allness of God is wherever one individual is. That is why it is said that one Christ Jesus can lead a million people into heaven, because one Christ Jesus is the infinite individual Son of God and shows forth all that God is. “Son, though art ever with me, and all that I have is thine” is not addressed to a group but to an individual. God, in Its infinite allness, is embodied in the Son of God, in whom is our spiritual identity. As we learn to turn within and let this imprisoned perfume escape—this activity of the Christ, this beauty of God—then doe it come into visible being.

This afternoon I was honored to be able to co-host the European Law of One Study Group for the first time. We studied Session #55 of the Ra Contact where the main focus of the session was on the Great Pyramid at Giza, the three spirals of prana, the resonating chamber, the King’s Chamber, and the Queen’s Chamber. I look forward to co-hosting this group meeting through Session #106. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop being at AutoZone where I bought 2 containers of 50:1 2- cycle engine oil. My next stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up some prescriptions.

From A Book of Days, Channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 7

Spend Yourselves Wisely

I am the spirit of the consciousness of Love. I come in the name of Jesus the Christ, in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

It is an unhappy thing that your peopls find so much pleasure in vain recreations and idle pursuits. For the right use of the illusion may be seen to be that not of the path of least resistance but often the path of most resistance.

Yet it is no penalty to those who must rest from their labors. Rather, it shall be seen, in the context of larger life, that so much precious time was spent as a spendthrift spends money, not for gain but for gadgets.

Spend yourselves, my children, and do not count the cost. Insofar as your will is able to lead you, when the time comes for rest accept your limitations and lie down to be comforted in whatever distractions amuse you. Yet know that if there is energy within you and you spend it foolishly, you shall count it against yourself in the eternal now which is your birthright.

We wish you peace, yet peace which has the sword’s edge; peace that shall forever remove the virginity of innocent delight from your days and replace it with the worshipful gaze of the Lover. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Laitos, Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from June 6, 1982;

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am now with this instrument. We have been listening to the wonderous sound of your laughter. It is always good to laugh. Far too often you take yourselves too seriously and narrow your view to such a small screen that you miss much of the beauty from any of the feelings, all of which may aid you in your quest for awareness of the Love and the Light. We would, if we may, take this opportunity to condition and to speak a few words to those of you who are new instruments. We would at this time attempt a few words through the one known as Morris. We will now transfer to this instrument. I am Laitos.

(Morris channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. We are pleased to be here and to have the opportunity to work with new instruments. They have a great desire to serve, and this desire will make it much easier to channel these thoughts. We are now…

[Fifteen-second pause]

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. We are having some difficulty. We will transfer this contact.

(C channeling)

I am Laitos. I am once again with this instrument. The one known as Morris is making good progress, to ensure him that our contact with him is good. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as Denny. I will attempt to speak a few words through this instrument. I am Laitos.

(Denny channeling)

I am Laitos and am with this instrument. We have the same contact with this instrument with much less difficulty as he is progressing in his ability to relax and receive our message. We have been conditioning this instrument for our messages for quite some time.

[Twenty-second pause]

We will now leave this instrument and relinquish the contact so that Hatonn may bring the message. I am Laitos, I leave you in the Love and the Light of our Infinite Creator. I am Laitos.

[Thirty-second pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our Infinite Creator. It is a great privilege and pleasure to blend our vibrations with yours at this time. And as we sense there are questions in this group which are of a general enough nature for us to address generally, we shall do so. There is always a question in the mind of one who seeks as to the most appropriate method of seeking. And because you in this group have heard so often of meditation, the questions about seeking are often centered upon how best to meditate. First, my friends, let us assure you that, as far as we know, there is no best way to meditate due to the unique and marvelous character of each entity in the creation. One of you may slip into meditation by simple conscious relaxation techniques, another by visualization of a rose, another by contemplation of a saying that is inspiring to you. There are as many ways as there are people. However, my friends, there are signposts along the way which can inform you as to the nature of your meditation.

If your meditation consists of your sitting in one position for a period of time, intending to meditate, but with your mind wandering almost ceaselessly, and no recognizable state of quiet achieved, then your meditation has very great but limited benefits. The benefits are great because of your intention and because of your effort. You will progress and realizations will come to you by this method of meditation. There are somewhat deeper states, shall we say, of meditation which you may recognize when they are achieved. When you happen upon them, my friends, as a young child who first sees a flower strewn field and exclaims upon its beauty, you may be sitting in meditation and suddenly you will find what this instrument would call a sweetness and a richness within the heart and a peace that fills the mind. You have at this point reached a unity with the Original Thought that is great enough for you to feel and be practicing the presence of the Infinite Creator.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about meditation as a means of seeking the Creator. They began by saying there is always a question in the mind of one who seeks as to the most appropriate method of seeking, and because you have heard so often of meditation, the questions about seeking are often centered upon how best to meditate, so let us assure you that, as far as we know, there is no best way to meditate due to the unique character of each entity in the creation, and one of you may slip into meditation by conscious relaxation techniques, another by visualization of a rose, another by contemplation of a saying that is inspiring to you, for there are as many ways as there are people, but there are signposts along the way which can inform you as to the nature of your meditation. Hatonn went on to say if your meditation consists of your sitting in one position for a period of time, intending to meditate, but with your mind wandering almost ceaselessly, and no recognizable state of quiet achieved, then your meditation has great but limited benefits, and the benefits are great because of your intention and because of your effort, and realizations will come to you by this method of meditation, so there are deeper states of meditation which you may recognize when they are achieved, and when you happen upon them as a young child who first sees a flower strewn field and exclaims upon its beauty, you may be sitting in meditation, and suddenly you will find what Carla would call a sweetness within the heart, and a peace that fills the mind, for you have at this point reached a unity with the Original Thought that is great enough for you to feel and be practicing the presence of the Infinite Creator. On October 7, 2001, Q’uo spoke of how we may practice the presence of the Infinite Creator;

As each of you comes to that sanctuary, comes to that door of spirit, enters through it and practices the presence of the infinite Creator, each of you is coming into their own higher self and is filling out and fleshing out a nature that is already there, that has been there before the world was. Each of you is a spark of the Creator. Each of you has within you that spirit which has the genius to know what is needed in a particular moment. The greatest and most courageous feat of faith is a surrender to that spirit and to that spirit’s will for you. And that in itself is a prayer. “Send me forth. Create me. Play on me as you play on the face of the deep and create that which is a new world, that which is a new me. Let me be, for the first time, fully my true self. And let that true self become full enough of the higher aspect of self that it irresistibly begins to radiate.”

If in your meditation you seek this experience, your benefits from meditation shall be greater than if you remain upon the surface of meditation. For it is this basic experience of the infinite sweetness of the Love of the Creator that you carry with you most easily into manifestation. Manifestations, my friends, are not easily accomplished by an entity working, even with the best intentions, on their own strength. Manifestations of Love are far more successfully accomplished when contact is remembered with an infinite source of that which supplies all manifestations. You within the illusion will run completely out of the supply of what you call Love, patience, kindness. It would be unnatural were it any other way. The Creator within you is a fountainhead of Love, for this is the very thought which created all that is in manifestation. Find your first contact with this consciousness, and you will find a new level to seek in meditation. From this level, my friends, you may go on to do many things. You may seek to lose the self in an ocean of infinite Love, so that you cease being the person with a heart and a mind and become one with the Creator. In this mode, you become a creature almost incapable of judgment. There is no judgment of fellow beings or of yourself at this stage of meditation. This is a great healer of yourself and of others. And on those occasions, rare though they might be, when you are capable of reaching this particular configuration of mind, that concern which you may have brought into meditation is in contact with the greatest healing power in the universe.

We do not want to etch, and draw, and configure for you your expectations of meditation. They, like all else, vary with the individual. These two seed states, which in turn will provide many fruits, are those we wish to share with you. It is worth noting, my friends, that we do encourage the judicious reading of any material that you may find to be metaphysically helpful. We do not suggest that you read in order to believe. We suggest that you read in order to ask. Belief cannot be found in our messages, in books, or in any speech or writing. Belief is a gift which is sometimes given to those who continue to ask. That is the key word, my friends. Ask and seek and desire to know the truth. Whatever you think you know, whatever you think you believe, faith and belief itself will come to you as suddenly as a ray of sunshine after a storm, as the first bird singing at the dawn of day. Therefore, do not seek faith but wait for it. Seek to know the truth, but know that the seeking is a process in which there are no guarantees, but yet, in which all that there is to know, will eventually be discovered within your own being.

Then Hatonn said if in your meditation you seek this experience, your benefits from meditation shall be greater than if you remain upon the surface of meditation, for it is this experience of the infinite sweetness of the Love of the Creator that you carry with you into manifestation, but manifestations are not easily accomplished on their own strength, for manifestations of Love are accomplished when contact is remembered with an infinite source of that which supplies all manifestations, and within the illusion you will run out of the supply of Love, patience, and kindness, and it would be unnatural were it any other way, for the Creator within you is a fountainhead of Love, for this is the very thought which created all that is in manifestation, so find your contact with this consciousness, and you will find a new level to seek in meditation, and from this level you may go on to do many things, so you may seek to lose the self in an ocean of infinite Love so that you cease being the person with a heart and a mind and become one with the Creator, for in this mode you become a creature incapable of judgment since there is no judgment of fellow beings or of yourself at this stage of meditation, so this is a great healer of yourself and of others, and on those occasions when you are capable of reaching this configuration of mind, that concern which you may have brought into meditation is in contact with the greatest healing power in the universe. Then Hatonn said we do not want to draw for you your expectations of meditation, for they vary with the individual, and these two seed states, which will provide many fruits, are those we wish to share with you, so it is worth noting that we encourage the reading of any material that you may find to be metaphysically helpful, but we do not suggest that you read in order to believe, but we suggest that you read in order to ask, for belief cannot be found in our messages, in books, or in any speech because belief is a gift which is given to those who continue to ask, and that is the key word, so ask, and seek, and desire to know the truth, so whatever you think you believe, faith and belief will come to you as suddenly as a ray of sunshine after a storm, as the first bird singing at the dawn of day, so do not seek faith but wait for it. Seek to know the truth, but know that seeking is a process in which there are no guarantees, yet in which all that there is to know will eventually be discovered within your own being. On February 9, 2003, Q’uo spoke of the nature of faith and belief;

It is difficult to imagine, faced with the riches of one’s own complex and subtle gradations of personality and beingness, that that which you experience as yourself is only a tiny portion of your true self. And yet this is indeed true. That which you experience within a single incarnation is as that tributary that is a portion of the stream of soul that is you, but it is as that stream flowing from the beginning at, shall we say, a distance from the center of the circle of life, and flowing towards the center that is your soul stream; that is, rather, a soul ocean. And each individual life experience is at the same time, in metaphysical time, flowing towards that center of the ocean of self. Consequently, it is well that you are not able to remember or to know that which is going on in all the other radials of this circle of self, for the information would be too much to bear.

Nevertheless, it is within this rich milieu of discovered and undiscovered self that the question of faith and belief arises in its best context. For it is questions that move beyond transient material that are generally thought of as the life-and-death questions, and these are the questions that seem to ask for belief or faith as that which is used to address the uncontrollable and implacable forces of this great creative Love that births and that puts an end to life, with equal generosity.

We greet each of you and thank you for seeking and continuing to seek. We praise all efforts among your people to seek, and we thank each who is of service by offering themselves as instruments for the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator. I leave this group now, but for the moment. I am known to you as Hatonn. I leave you in the Love and in the Light of our Infinite Creator. I leave you as we seek together, for we are one. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii andgreet you in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. It is our pleasure and privilege once again to join you in your meditation. We thank you for your invitation. As always, it is our honor to add what insight we can to your questioning minds. May we at this time, therefore, ask if there might be any questions which we could attempt to answer?

C; Yes. I know I’m talking about me, but I’m only asking for what information you give me in general. In dealing with others, especially my son, it seems as though I’m trying to gain control instead of interacting with or guiding, as I may. And it seems to feed upon itself. When the control is resisted, the urge to control seems to be that much greater. Could you say a few words about how to tone down this urge to control instead of guide?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query my brother. We would say, first of all, that this situation of which you speak is one which is common to a great many of your people, for the illusion about you seems at times to be in disarray. There are those choices which each makes which necessitate a moving through the illusion in such and such a manner, it would seem, in order to accomplish those things which are deemed important. As you are aware, your illusion exists for but one purpose. And that purpose is not to help you move through it with ease, but the purpose is to teach you those lessons which you have come to learn. Therefore, each of you experiences in your daily lives those situations which seem to need the placing in order, which seem to need the focused attention of the self so that the self might accomplish the purpose which it has set before it. Quite frequently, one finds that the rest of the illusion is not so amenable to being put in order, shall we say, and seems to rebel against the ordering.

But this is as it should be, my friends. For you are here to learn the concept of Love in its broadest sense; that is, the acceptance of all of that is including, and most importantly, the acceptance of yourself. If you see about you those things which seem to need controlling, see these things then as reflections of a portion of your inner being. Look within yourself to see that which has been reflected without yourself. Look and see what your bias in this particular area is – what is it that you think you desire? What is it, then, that you truly desire? What is the distance between these two points, my friends? In your meditations, look at what you think you desire in the situation which needs control and look at that which you truly feel that you desire. See the balance point between these two extremes. Reconcile within yourself that your process of learning is as it should be. The difficulties have gained your attention. And now in meditation, you shall seek the balance so that the distortions which have caused the so-called problem might be balanced or might be accepted by your own being as part of your being. Therefore, throughout the experiences of your incarnation, you shall discover more and more finely tuned means of accepting yourself, which then shall lead to the acceptance of other selves and situations in which you find yourself at all times. May we answer you further my brother?

C asked; ‘’ In dealing with others, especially my son, it seems as though I’m trying to gain control instead of interacting with or guiding, as I may. And it seems to feed upon itself. When the control is resisted, the urge to control seems to be that much greater. Could you say a few words about how to tone down this urge to control instead of guide?’’ Latwii said this situation of is one which is common to many of your people, for the illusion about you seems at times to be in disarray, and there are those choices which each makes which require moving through the illusion in such a manner in order to accomplish those things which are deemed important, so your illusion exists for one purpose, and that purpose is not to help you move through it with ease, but the purpose is to teach you those lessons which you have come to learn, for each of you experiences in your daily lives those situations which need the focused attention of the self so that the it might accomplish the purpose which it has set before it, but frequently one finds that the rest of the illusion is not so amenable to being put in order and seems to rebel against the ordering. Latwii continued by saying this is as it should be, for you are here to learn the concept of Love as the acceptance of all of that is including the acceptance of yourself, and if you see those things that need controlling, see these things as reflections of a portion of your inner being, so look within yourself to see that which has been reflected without yourself, and look to see what your bias in this area is; ‘’What is it that you think you desire? What is it, then, that you truly desire? What is the distance between these two points, my friends?’’ Then Latwii said in your meditations, look at what you think you desire in the situation which needs control and look at that which you feel you desire, and see the balance point between these two extremes, and reconcile your process of learning until it is as it should be, for the difficulties have gained your attention, and now in meditation you shall seek the balance so that the distortions which have caused the problem might be accepted as part of your being, for throughout the experiences of your incarnation you shall discover more finely tuned means of accepting yourself, which then shall lead to the acceptance of other selves and situations in which you find yourself at all times. On October 17, 2009, Q’uo spoke of why and how we need to accept ourselves;

Naturally, you have emphasized those parts of your personality which seem good to you. Yet those sides of the personality which seem dark are just as worthy, and just as worthy of respect, shall we say. They are a part of you, and they need to be loved and honored. And this is where you come into accepting yourself. It often takes a long time to see yourself fully—the self that is the murderer, the rapist, the thief, the liar, all of those things you would never be, you would never act out. Yet you see them coming to you through the eyes, the actions, the thoughts of other people. And you say, “That couldn’t be me. That’s very disturbing.” And yet, my friends, you have those aspects within you. And they need to be acknowledged and loved and accepted. And then they need to be given orders from the daylight side, for they have their part to play in your service here.

Dear dark side of myself, you are the thief, and the rapist, and the murderer and all of those anarchic elements, and what they have in common is a kind of strength that sometimes is missing from the sweeter and more angelic side of myself. And you have that grit, that perseverance, that ability to be bloody-minded for the good, to hold your ground, to hold the Light and to remain yourself when you were a kid and were told that you were worthless. Your shadow side of my personality are the elements that give you the depth of ability to stand your ground. They give you a toughness that you would not otherwise have. And these are good things because they help us to move further into the Light together than either of us could do alone.

Consequently, we ask you as you look at yourself, as you get to know yourself, as you find these non-integrated portions of your shadow side, and to lift them up into your arms and to love them, to cradle them to you and to say, “Come work with me for the Light. Come with me into the Light.”

C; Yes. As I stated before, the need to control seems to feed upon itself. I know that when others try to control me, that I become like a wall – unmoving and unseeing. I fully realize that someone is trying to control. But then, instead of learning from that, it seems that I turn around and do it with that much more intensity to another. It becomes like a cycle. Is this just the lesson being held in front of oneself so that the self may look at it from various views?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my brother. The process of which you speak is one in which the lesson is, shall we say, fed back time and again for those engaged in the confrontation for control. This process continues until either the control is gained by one over the other, or until one or both learn to surrender. For control, my friends, is that concept which expresses the negative aspect of your illusion – that is, the separation of one from another. Surrender, on the other hand, expresses the positive aspect – that is, the surrendering of the self to the will of the Creator.

In such a situation, if one can realize, firstly, that it is an illusion in which you participate, and then seek within that illusion the lesson that is being made available, then one might see the opportunity to surrender the will of the self to the will of the Creator. Ask within your being, if you can gather the presence of mind to do so in such a situation, “Creator, what is Thy will?” If your seeking be pure, your inner self shall lead you in that path which reflects the lesson you have come to learn. May we answer you further, my brother?

C; No, thank you. Not at this moment.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

T; I have a question. Could you give a little on the pros and, more likely, the cons of expecting something out of a situation?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. For my sister, we find that this query is a refinement of the query which we have just responded to in that, when one expects anything from any situation, one has some degree of control in motion: hoping that there shall be a certain outcome instead of placing the will and the desire at the Creator’s service. To expect nothing and to accept everything is the path of the fool. But the fool, my sister, is one which has the complete trust in the power and the peace and the grace of the One Creator, and needs not look to any portion of the illusion for its sustenance. Therefore, the fool is freed to travel through the illusion and learn all lessons most rapidly, for there are no expectations to serve as blockages or hindrances in the learning. May we answer you further, my sister?

T; No, that was a very nice answer. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

D; Yes, just let me clear up one thing to see if I understand this. Let’s say I’m in a dilemma with any individual, and there’s disagreement. And I think you said that if I had the presence of mind to stop and say, “What is your will?” That I will know what to do or how to respond? Did I get that right?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that you have a firm grasp of the concept which we have attempted to share. May we answer you in any further way?

D; No, that seems like a fairly simple solution, though, if we took time to do it.

I am Latwii. Indeed, my sister. If the peoples of your planet could but take the time from their harried schedules, that become more complex with each passing day, to look to the heart of their true desires, their lives would be immensely simplified. For each entity seeks to do the will of the Creator, and the will of the Creator is everywhere present. The will in your illusion is simply that each should learn to love each other. All of the hustle and bustle of your busy days and complex ways exist to teach this one simple lesson. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

E; I have a question. From the time I was very small, I’ve always felt that I converse with God. And now that my mind has expanded, I’m wondering who this entity is with whom I converse.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. The child’s mind often perceives the truth the most clearly. Indeed, there is no other to converse with than that known as the Creator, or to some known as God. May we answer you further, my sister?

E; I have the weird feeling that I knew Him before I was born. Do you think that was possible?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Each entity has always known the One Creator. Each entity in each incarnation forgets so that the lesson might be learned in evermore rich and varied fashions, thereby driving the lesson deeper and deeper within the heart of the being, until the entity discovers deep within the self that that knowledge of the Creator is the knowledge of the self. For all are One – each self is the Creator. May we answer you further, my sister?

E; Thank you. That answers the question.

Latwii; I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

D; Yes. I’ve been reading predictions this week of Nostradamus and some psychics, and they’re pretty dire. Can we expect these predictions to come about before harvest?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Many entities in the history of your planet have been able to achieve the visions which look into what you call the future.

[Side one ends]

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. These entities have been able to pierce the veil of the illusion and to look at the collective progress of the people of your planet, and have been able to see the movement of energies, which appear as the visions of the future. Of course, there are many and diverse visions that have been seen – many seemingly mutually exclusive, shall we say. That is because your future is never completely fixed but is always flexible according to the choices that each of you make, as individuals, that all of you make as people. There are, of course, difficulties at this time in the harvest of your planet, for many upon your planet have had great difficulty in learning the lessons of Love. And many shall need another great span of what you call time in order to make another attempt at this learning. Therefore, the disharmonies which have been apparent throughout the history of your planet have reverberated to the very heart of your planetary entity. For your planet is indeed an entity, as is each in this room.

Therefore, the matching of the vibrations of the third density in the transition with the fourth density is a matching which is less than perfect, and in some cases quite inharmonious, and will result in those rending of portions of your planetary surface. My friends, that this shall occur in various ways is almost a certainty but is indeed quite unimportant. For it is merely the random effects of a difficult harvest, and each entity may be assured that the lessons which each has come to learn will be those factors which are most important in the harvesting. And no entity shall leave by any means of volcanic, earthquake, a typhoon or otherwise, until the opportunity to learn the lessons has been experienced to the fullest extent.

D asked; ‘’I’ve been reading predictions this week of Nostradamus and some psychics, and they’re pretty dire. Can we expect these predictions to come about before harvest?’’ Latwii replied by saying many entities in the history of your planet have been able to achieve the visions which look into what you call the future, and these entities have been able to pierce the veil of the illusion and to look at the collective progress of the people of your planet, and they have been able to see the movement of energies, which appear as the visions of the future, but there are many different visions that have been seen, and many seem to be mutually exclusive, so that is because your future is never fixed but is always flexible according to the choices that each of you make, but there are difficulties at this time in the harvest of your planet, for many upon your planet have had difficulty in learning the lessons of Love, so many shall need another great span of time in order to make another attempt at this learning, for the disharmonies which have been apparent throughout the history of your planet have reverberated to the very heart of your planetary entity, for your planet is an entity, as is each in this room. Then Latwii said the matching of the vibrations of the third density in the transition with the fourth density is a matching which is less than perfect, and in some cases quite inharmonious and will result in the destruction of portions of your planetary surface, so that this shall occur in various ways is almost a certainty but is unimportant, for it is the random effects of a difficult harvest, and each entity may be assured that the lessons which each has come to learn will be those factors which are most important in the harvesting, and no entity shall leave by any means of volcanic, earthquake, a typhoon, or otherwise until the opportunity to learn the lessons has been experienced to the fullest extent. In 33.12, Ra described the nature of a difficult harvest;

Questioner; Thank you. As we near the end of this master cycle there may be an increasing amount of catalyst for entities. I am wondering if, as the planetary vibrations mismatch somewhat with the fourth-density vibrations and catalyst is increased, if this will create a slight amount of more polarization, thereby getting a slightly greater positive harvest because of this catalyst, and in the same way create a more negative polarization, and then get a slight amount more negative harvest by this mechanism of transition that is, unfortunately, somewhat more catalytic than it would be if the planet had reached a higher state of consciousness. Does this happen?

I am Ra. The question must be answered in two parts:

Firstly, the planetary catastrophes, as you may call them, are a symptom of the difficult harvest rather than a consciously programmed catalyst for harvest. Thus, we do not concern ourselves with it, for it is random in respect to conscious catalyst such as we may make available.

The second portion is this: the results of the random catalyst of what you call the Earth changes are also random. Thus, we may see probability/possibility vortices going towards positive and negative. However, it will be as it will be. The true opportunities for conscious catalyst are not a function of the Earth changes but of the result of the seniority system of incarnations which at the time of the harvest has placed in incarnation those whose chances of using life experiences to become harvestable are the best.

When these lessons have been learned, or when the opportunity has been presented to its fullest extent, then it is time for the entity to move to another level, and no force may keep it here. Therefore, we would say to you that, though the various dire predictions may indeed be in motion at this time and continue so for a portion of what you call time, look to the heart of your being for those lessons which you seek to learn. The world about you shall support you in the way that is appropriate for the learning of these lessons, and no opportunity shall be lost.

Latwii continued by saying when these lessons have been learned, or when the opportunity has been presented to its fullest extent, then it is time for the entity to move to another level, and no force may keep it here, so we would say to you that, though the various dire predictions may be in motion at this time and continue for a portion time, look to the heart of your being for those lessons which you seek to learn, and the world about you shall support you in the way that is appropriate for the learning of these lessons, and no opportunity shall be lost. On January 2, 2016, Q’uo described the heart of our being;

It is what is at the heart of your being that constitutes how you prioritize that which you seek in your life; that which you enjoy in your life. It is what you are most desirous of obtaining; what you, shall we say, paint your daily picture from which you place yourself as the artist and as the subject as well.

May we answer you further, my sister?

D; Then I’m assuming that I should go on as just one human being walking around on the planet rejoicing in the Love of the Infinite Creator, and just take what comes as it comes without any concern about it. Is that right?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Again, we feel that you have a firm grasp of the concept which we are attempting to share. It might seem quite foolish to many people to practice such a concept. But when you look upon the scene now enacting itself upon the surface of your planet, from a distance of many millions of years and thousands of incarnations, the scene resolves itself as one of infinite perfection, in that the lessons of each entity are now finding the opportunities to be learned, as your planet passes, the last days of its cycle in the third density. Many have incarnated to learn these lessons and desperately wish to experience the catalysis necessary for their learning.

Each entity before incarnation saw the possibilities which awaited. That these possibilities in your present frame of reference may then have appeared quite different than they do now. And now you see earthquakes, rumors of wars, sickness, starvation, as the dire results of neglect, of separation, poverty and so forth. Before the incarnation, an entity might see these same situations as the most appropriate means of learning the lessons that are left to learn so that graduation might be achieved. Indeed, my sister rejoice in the creation, for the creation exists so that you might move through it in joy, and in peace, and in praise. May we answer you further, my sister?

D; Yes, I think this is sort of a foolish question to ask, but this idea came up this afternoon in a group. This one individual said, I believe, “If in small groups of meditation, we could agree to prevent the atoms from exploding in an atomic bomb, that we could prevent nuclear warfare.” And it was a nice concept, but I wonder if it has any validity.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, we feel this concept has merit, but to many its application might be quite varied and different from others’ application. The lessons of your density are the lessons of Love. When enough of your people learn to Love one another, then the entire creation sings and resounds with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation. Therefore, by whatever means is available to the entity, each entity might, therefore, send the Love and Light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is. May we answer you further, my sister?

D; Yes, let me get this right down to the nitty gritty of living. Let’s say I rejoice, and I praise the Creator in my apartment. Does this affect everything in my apartment; my plants, everybody who comes into my apartment, and every stick of furniture, and everything in my apartment? Does everything respond to my rejoicing?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, it is so. Even the caribou in the tundras of Alaska feel your joy. May we answer you further, my sister?

D; Lord, that’s overwhelming! That’s fantastic! No, I think that’s enough to last me for a little while.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

E; Yes, have people been harvested individually in the last 100 years or so, or do they have to be harvested in large numbers?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, there have been but few individually harvested in the portion of time of which you speak. It is possible at any time in any cycle within your third-density illusion for an individually… we correct this instrument… for an individual who has consciously pursued the path of the adept to make contact with that which has been described as intelligent infinity, and thereby make available to the self the opportunity for the harvest.

Most entities upon the positive path, as you are aware, when they achieve this contact with intelligent infinity, choose to return and aid the fellow entities in a similar contact. Those upon the negative path most often choose to leave and to continue in service to self upon another fourth-density negative planet. It is at the end of the great cycle of your planet’s third density that each entity shall be harvested whether there has been contact with intelligent infinity or not. Some at this time will qualify themselves for remaining with your planet in its fourth-density positive conditions. Some will qualify themselves for moving on to a fourth-density negative planet. At this time, it appears that the great majority of your people will qualify for neither of these paths, and, therefore, must repeat the great cycle of learning now ending upon your planet, but repeated upon another third-density planet just beginning its first 25,000-year cycle. May we answer you further, my sister?

E; Has this planet had less harvestable entities than most planets?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, it has been the case with this planet, which you now inhabit, that many have had great difficulties in learning the lessons of Love and in polarizing sufficiently in either the positive or negative sense to make the harvest. This is felt to be a result of the majority of the population of your planet, having itself come to this planet from other third-density planets, seeking the opportunity to repeat again the third density. There have been a great many sources for the current population of your planet, sources located throughout the universe, as you know it. Therefore, the melding of these various influences has been less harmonious than upon a majority of third-density planets, and even a majority of third-density planets with a population composed primarily of those seeking a repetition of the third-density experience. May we answer you further, my sister?

E; No, that’s excellent.

I am Latwii. We are pleased to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

D; Yes, in one of Cayce’s readings he refers… he says in the latter part… I think I can get this just about accurate… In the latter part of this century, that a light will appear in a cloud, similar… a light, as a light appeared in the past. How can we… How can I understand that? What does he mean?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. The one known as Edgar was reading a record which your people refer to most frequently as the Akashic Records. This is the collective consciousness of the people of your planet. And as with such a consciousness, there is seen by those who have the psychic ability various possibilities for what you call your future. The one known as Edgar saw many vortices of energy.

The vortices… we correct this instrument… the vortex of energy which you now speak of is one which may be taken in many different ways, but which can be seen as the coming of the Light, ever brighter, as the fourth-density experience increases upon your planet, and the entities upon its surface obtain greater degrees of harmony and shine this Light within their beings, so that indeed, beacons of Light begin to appear in various places upon the surface of your planet and Light the way for those who still exist within the darkness. May we answer you further, my sister?

D; No, that answers my question. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

E; Since no one has another question, I would like to ask one. Where would a man such as Gandhi go after his death?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. Many are the entities upon your planet who perform great services, such as did the one known to your people as Gandhi. An entity during its incarnation attempts those lessons which will lead to the graduation. An entity, therefore, may find that there is the need for a great service in order to attempt the learning of the lessons for graduation. Another entity may find that the attempt must be focused in another manner upon another level.

The entity known to you as Gandhi was an entity which had already achieved its a graduation, shall we say, within another density and has proceeded to remain within the inner planes of this particular planet so that guidance may be given to many of those who were under its care during its incarnation. This entity shall return to its origins when this cycle is… we correct this instrument… when the cycle is appropriately completed for this planet. May we answer you further, my sister?

E; So, am I to understand that he has not gone on to the fourth density, but is helping the third density?

I am Latwii. This is correct, my sister.

E; Thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Thirty-second pause]

I am Latwii. We have, as always, been most honored to be able to blend our vibrations with those of this group. We remind each that a simple request for our presence in your meditations is all that is necessary for us to join you. We look forward to each blending of vibrations. We thank each entity for being open to our contact and for bringing with you the queries which enable us to express the Love and Light of the One Infinite Creator. We leave you now in that Love and Light, rejoicing and praising the One Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I kept an appointment with my new dermatologist to see if he could provide any way to get rid of the itchy areas on my back, chest, and stomach. He had his assistant give me a steroid shot, and he prescribed a medication as well. On my way back home, I stopped at Walmart and bought some printer paper. Then I stopped at Kroger’s and bought some Quiche. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up some prescriptions.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation is; ‘’Let no one take credit for being on the spiritual path. Were it not for the grace of God, one would not be reaching out toward the realization of their spiritual sonship. In the experience of every person, there comes a certain moment when they are penetrated by a ray of God, where a touch of God breaks through into their consciousness, not because of them, but in spite of them. From the moment that ray touches them, the end is inevitable; they will find their way right to the throne of God.

To human sense, the spirit life seems impossible of achievement, ephemeral, and intangible. But in reality, the most tangible thing, the most real thing in all the world is Spirit or God. Once this is perceived, the things of this world—the dollar bills we use for exchange, our homes, and our relationships—take their rightful place as outer symbols of grace or effects of Spirit. It is these symbols or effects which schange. As long as men and women live by bread alone, by the strife and struggle of human activity; as long as they are dependent exclusively on effects, they will discover that these worldly effects will waste away, are consumed, and are as nothing. We see the effects of dependence on material things as we look into the faces of the men and women who are living by these effects, placing their reliance on the health of their bodies, the wealth of their pocketbooks, and the things of this world.

In contrast with these people, a few stand out here and there, who have an inner Light by which they live, an inner hope, expectation, or glory. This spiritual Light is easily detected. We see it in the eyes; we hear it in the voice; we observe it in the vitality and the vigor of the body. Although this Presence is invisible, It is within every person; no one in the world is without It; It is available to everyone who has ears to hear and eyes to see, to everyone who is receptive to divine grace.’’

Then I went outside and raked up more flower stalks in the Refuse Garden and put them in a garbage can. Then I nailed a small, plastic board on the corner of the fishpond where the fountain was shooting water out of the fishpond so it would keep the water in the fishpond. Then I took the fossils and geodes off the area below the bird bath and put two bags of topsoil where the fossils and geodes had been. Then I used my leaf rake to rake the topsoil level. Then I replaced the fossils and geodes on the new topsoil.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 6

Yielding To Unmastered Destiny

I am the Comforter of this child, the principle of the full consciousness of Love. I come in the name of Jesus Christ and greet you in the consciousness of Love.

Aforetimes it has often been said that men will do as they do for reasons unknown even to them and that the world is a various place, full of difficulties and unexpected pitfalls. And so, there is no need to plan for the future; no need to attempt the goodness of Spirit or a trusting quality in personality. For are not all things blown by the wind and destined to perish?

Indeed, this yielding to destiny will always be a temptation for those who strive to know the Love of Jesus Christ. Such is the appearance of your mundane world. This is why the door is so often closed against our advent into your consciousness. The world you perceive is too much with you and the world you wish to perceive is invisible. What need would there be of faith if you could see the wind and fire of Spirit and transformation?

Yet we ask that as each perception of unmastered destiny rises before you, you open the door to a new perception of that same destiny in order that your present moments may find all things possible and all hope gladdening your heart and encouraging your thoughts.

Seek us. Seek Love. Seek the truth. For only through determination can such a measure of intelligence come through the doors of your perception.

May you seek and practice peace and may peace be yours, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from May 30, 1982;

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, as always in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is indeed a privilege tonight to be able to speak a few humble words to those who are new to this group. So often it seems that too few wish to become aware of the Love and the Light. So, as the time does begin to run short, more and more are trying their many ways to establish a contact with the Creator. There are still many who walk blindly and alone. That is why new ears are opened. We are more than happy to serve in what way we can. We would say, as we have before, that meditation is indeed the most useful tool at your disposal. In the quiet you may hear, you may feel those things which people in their hurried life pass by, give no heed to. Meditation—begin to touch that part of you that seeks, that wishes to stretch out, to experience the Love and Light.

Those few precious moments in which you allow yourself to open may have more effect than all the deliberate thought, all the logical methods of solving problems. So often people believe that everything may be rationalized, and everything fits into those qualifications that they establish to fit the concepts of the solution. By doing so, people limit that which they may reach. We would remind that this is an illusion in which you exist, and this illusion does have its limits. It is for you to become aware that the Love and the Light of the Creator is infinitely more than your illusion. Through your meditations, you may begin to pierce the illusion, to feel, to hear, to truly see the Light. It is for you to grow, to learn, to experience. It is for you to choose whether you seek to be of service to others or seek to be of service to self. Your task is the same, to become aware of the Light, the Love.

We of Hatonn are always ready to aid any who would but request our aid in your meditations. You need but ask. We would at this time pause and allow our brothers and sisters of Laitos to pass among you and allow you to feel their conditioning vibration. If you would but request, they will work with you. We would then transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, the desire for growth is strong among you. It is this desire that has brought you together. It is this desire that will continue to bring yourselves and many others—correction—many other selves into contact with one another as you progress through your illusion that you may achieve through interaction a fuller appreciation of the oneness of creation.

My friends, your illusion is perhaps the most complex facet of your universe. For although what you perceive as stars and planets, galaxies, constellations, all seem to exist in one manner to you, they actually exist in a much simpler form, as does indeed the rest of the universe which surrounds you. Those objects which you would call the manifestation of your God’s creation are in complexity quite simple in comparison to that creation of your own within which you often feel as one who is drowning. My friends, realize that your creation is simply an illusion, and that, like the waters, one may elect to submerge oneself or one may simply make use of the waters, the illusion, to the scant degree necessary to accomplish physical survival. It is not necessary to remain submerged, my friends. The choice is your own, just as the waters of your illusion are your own.

At this time, it is our desire to exercise those other instruments present who are willing to perform this service. At this time, we will transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are enjoying greatly the unity of this group, and have been attempting to contact each of the new instruments, but have found that each is somewhat reluctant to speak, fearing that the signal from us was not being perceived correctly. Therefore, we shall attempt to give a bit more aid. We would at this time transfer our contact to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument, and I greet you once again, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, it is indeed wonderful to be able to speak through this instrument this evening and to so many that we Love, to send forth our thoughts, but we know that many do not wish to hear. And so, when we are called upon to speak, it is indeed joyous to us. We thank you for this opportunity to speak to you, and wish only to send our vibrations to those who request it. And now we would transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We are most pleased at the excellent progress by which our channel through the instrument known as S is being opened. Those who wish to be of service are indeed a breed apart, my friends, and we cannot speak our gratitude enough. For it is only through the free will of those who wish to speak of the one original Thought of the infinite Creator that we may fulfill our mission as messengers of that thought of Love.

We would at this time speak a few words through the one known as D, if he would relax and mentally request that that portion of the subconscious which governs memory be released and that trust be restored concerning those contents which this instrument has experienced in the past, but doubted. We have good contact with this instrument, but are very appreciative of the difficulties of such a blockage and can only suggest that a mental suggestion to the self and a refraining of analysis will enable a free flowing of our vibrations. We would now transfer to the one known as D. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn and am with this instrument. The blockages that occur are to adapt to the confusion and the inability to accept this contact. Progress is being made in the ability to differentiate our thoughts from those that are his own. Will now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. May we thank the instrument known as D for having the courage to recognize desire and to pursue it despite many doubts and confusions. For who are we, my friends, that we should erase doubts and confusions as to our ability to exist and to speak through instruments? We cannot convince, nor would we wish to, for we come to speak of those things which can only subjectively be accepted or used. We have no proof to offer, and those who seek service by their desire to seek the Creator are taking a step which can never be justified in any intellectual manner as being a certain or sure method of acquiring or offering that which you call knowledge.

Ah, my friends, the mind of people on Earth is a fine and wonderful thing, and through its good graces, many a plan and many a life has been executed. However, my friends, there is one great disadvantage to the workings of the conscious mind, and that is that even as the conscious mind seeks the truth, it seeks a quantity of truth. The mind finds the idea that there is no quantity of truth quite outrageous. It seems logical, does it not, my friends, that truth should be of a certain kind and of a certain quantity so that by knowing all of the truth one may come to the end of the truth and firsthand know the Creator. For is not the Creator truth, and should know Love in its entirety, for is not the truth Love?

And yet, my friends, we say to you that the mind of people will not know truth, will not know the Creator, and will not know love. And in our poor estimation, we come as messengers of a quality of thought—never a quantity. We come as messengers of one original Thought that is infinite. We cannot finish learning that unity. We do not know any end to the journey which you have begun. We know only that the journey is good, that the piercing of the illusion is inevitable, and that the desire to pierce that illusion, to find the truth, and to be of service in your own way, shall speed you upon that journey, and cause you to meet many an intimate stranger, and hear many a much needed word.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak of the conscious mind’s difficulty in perceiving the nature of the Creator’s Love. They began by saying the mind of people on Earth is a wonderful thing, and through its good graces many  plans and lives have been executed, but there is one disadvantage to the workings of the conscious mind, and that is that even as the conscious mind seeks the truth, it seeks a quantity of truth, for the mind finds the idea that there is no quantity of truth outrageous, and it seems logical that truth should be of a certain kind and quantity, so that by knowing all of the truth one may come to the end of the truth and know the Creator, for is not the Creator truth, and should It know Love in its entirety, for is not the truth Love?  Hatonn went on to say the mind of people will not know truth or the Creator and will not know Love, and we come as messengers of a quality of thought—never a quantity, for we come as messengers of the one original Thought that is infinite, and we cannot finish learning that unity, and we do not know any end to the journey which you have begun, but we know only that the journey is good, that the piercing of the illusion is inevitable, and that the desire to pierce that illusion, to find the truth, and to be of service in your own way, shall speed you upon that journey, and cause you to meet many an intimate stranger, and hear many a much needed word. On March 19, 1974, Hatonn spoke of the spiritual value of our seeking the truth:

This is what is necessary if an individual is to realize the truth of the creation. It is necessary that they seek this truth. There will be many in the very near future who seek to find the truth of the creation. There have been many who have sought to find the truth of our craft, but they have not been rewarded with this information because their seeking has been of a nature that will result in no real gain for them. The seeking that is necessary for an individual to actually make gainful progress is seeking in the spiritual nature. We have attempted to provide an atmosphere in which seeking is a generated result of our presence. We have then attempted to provide answers, answers to seeking of a spiritual nature.

As you seek and as you desire, my friends, more and more of the illusion will resound with that which beneath the surface may be felt to have a meaning which you may use in your spiritual pilgrimage. It takes courage to come to the end of the intellect and leap forward into a true seeking for the infinite unity of the one original Thought. As you sit in meditation, you are in an extremely appropriate environment in which to seek that thought. We offer ourselves in any way that we may be of aid in your meditations, and through channels such as this one, and we thank each of you for your desire and the courage with which you pursue it.

Then Hatonn said as you seek and as you desire, more of the illusion will resound with that which beneath the surface may be felt to have a meaning which you may use in your spiritual pilgrimage, and it takes courage to come to the end of the intellect and leap forward into a true seeking for the infinite unity of the one original Thought, for as you sit in meditation you are in an appropriate environment in which to seek that thought, so we offer ourselves in any way that we may be of aid in your meditations, and through channels such as Carla we thank each of you for your desire and courage with which you pursue it. On December 25, 1994, Q’uo spoke of the value of our desire and courage:

There is that within you which is the seed of new life. Huddle yourself to support, and love, and cherish that self that is being born each moment. Bide impatience; release expectation; and know for this little time of darkness and shorter days that there is a condign and worthwhile function which the darkness and inclement weather create an enhanced possibility for the seeker to enjoy. Flow into that darkness, and move into the solidity of earth, and cold, and contraction, and allow the rest, the sleeping, the rekindling slowly of hope, desire, and courage for that which is to come, for days there shall indeed be, and all too soon, when that which you have stored up in the winter shall be called upon in the day. May your winter thoughts be sweet, for spring is soon to be with you.

We would at this time wish to close our message and would transfer this contact to the one known as M. We apologize for having offered to this instrument some, shall we say, interesting sensations as we are acclimating ourselves to the particular vibratory complex of this instrument. We believe we have adjusted appropriately at this time. If there is still discomfort, may we ask that the instrument known as M mentally request further adjustment. We would transfer at this time. I am Hatonn.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We are pleased to be here with this instrument, and will close so that those of you that have questions can ask them of Latwii. We are always happy to be among you, my friends. It is for only a short time, it seems, that we can be with you, but a joyous time for us, my friends. We leave you now in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is a great honor to be asked to join your group this evening, and, as always, it is our privilege to offer ourselves in the attempt to answer those queries which you have brought with you. Is there a question at this time?

Carla; I have a question, Latwii. It’s from R, who couldn’t be here this evening. He called and has a question that is very important to him right now. He’s not the same person that he was when he began coming to this group, and yet in his daily life the work that he does as a disc jockey is based upon his ability to act out a persona which, up until he came to this group, matched his true personality. Now he has experienced a good many transformations and has a great desire to be of service in more ways than are available to a rock and roll disc jockey. He wishes to be able in his life to have some outward and visible signs of his inward and spiritual gifts, but he doesn’t know how to bring them through into his daily life, and especially into his work …

[Side one of tape ends.]

Carla; …He would pretty much like to hear any comments that you might be able to make regarding this situation in his life.

I am Latwii, and am aware of this query, my sister. It is indeed a dilemma for each entity upon your planet who seeks the one Creator within the illusion within which the entity moves, for the Creator seems to be most difficult to pursue and to find. And yet, there is the finding in stages for each pilgrim, and with the joy of the awakening to another truth comes the responsibility of putting that truth into motion in the life, in the daily round of activities in which the entity finds itself. If this is not done, then the progress remains without movement, and the seeking loses its drive. When the entity of which you speak began this particular portion of its seeking, its desire was quite strong and has resulted in that transformation of which you have spoken. Now the entity finds that the truth which is becoming more apparent within its inner being must needs be manifested without as well. To such an entity we might say that to seek to make this truth known to those about it is not only a noble effort, and one which requires courage, but is one which must be done with some finesse, shall we say. For to take that truth which has been dearly won and to lay it out for others plain, without their seeking for it, is not to provide the service which is possible. To be of the greatest service and to remain true to those gems of truth which have been found within requires of the entity a discernment to match the desire to be of service.

As you well know, we cannot speak specifically as to what this entity must do, for to do so would be to infringe upon this entity’s free will. The choice must remain with the pilgrim. But, might we suggest in general those things which could be of use to any entity in such a situation. The seeking, my friends, began within. Within the states of meditation, the outer self comes to know and to blend with the greater self that lies within. It is also within these states of meditation that the path which now needs be traveled shall be revealed unto the inner eye. There is the tendency for seekers who have undergone transformations of any kind to become, shall we say, somewhat of in a panic as to how to manifest that truth and that transformation. Quite often it is forgotten how it was achieved.

Carla asked a question for R: ‘’ It’s from R, who couldn’t be here this evening. He called and has a question that is very important to him right now. He’s not the same person that he was when he began coming to this group, and yet in his daily life the work that he does as a disc jockey is based upon his ability to act out a persona which, up until he came to this group, matched his true personality. Now he has experienced a good many transformations and has a great desire to be of service in more ways than are available to a rock and roll disc jockey. He wishes to be able in his life to have some outward and visible signs of his inward and spiritual gifts, but he doesn’t know how to bring them through into his daily life, and especially into his work … He would pretty much like to hear any comments that you might be able to make regarding this situation in his life. Latwii began by saying it is a dilemma for each entity upon your planet who seeks the one Creator within the illusion, for the Creator seems to be difficult to pursue and to find, yet there is the finding in stages for each pilgrim, and with the joy of the awakening to another truth comes the responsibility of putting that truth into motion in the daily round of activities in which the entity finds itself, but if this is not done, then the seeking loses its drive, for when the entity of which you speak began this portion of its seeking, its desire was strong and has resulted in that transformation of which you have spoken, and now the entity finds that the truth which is becoming apparent within its inner being needs to be manifested without as well, and to this entity we say that to seek to make this truth known to those about it is one which requires courage, but it is one which must be done with finesse, for to take that truth which has been dearly won and to offer it without their seeking for it is not to provide the service which is possible, so to be of the greatest service and to remain true to those gems of truth which have been found within requires of the entity a discernment to match the desire to be of service. Latwii went on to say we cannot speak specifically as to what this entity must do, for to do so would be to infringe upon his  free will, but we suggest those things which could be of use to any entity in such a situation, for the seeking began within state of meditation where the outer self comes to know and to blend with the greater self that lies within, and it is also within the state of meditation that the path which now needs be traveled shall be revealed unto the inner eye, so there is the tendency for seekers who have undergone transformations of any kind to become in a panic mode as to how to manifest that transformation, for often it is forgotten how it was achieved. On January 12, 2008, Q’uo spoke of the nature of transformation:

Transformation is a somewhat overused term among those who seek in the ways of spirit. Both your established religions and your alternative spiritual practices tend to speak of transformation, until it has almost become diminished, as a word, from having been overused.

In its roots, my friends, it means to change form, to cross over from one form to another. In a different word with the same root, transformation often follows an intake of information to form new mental and emotional formations, thus precipitating the deeper self into the need to accommodate new information. By information we do not simply mean that which is taken in through the process of reading books, attending seminars, or listening to inspired speakers. We speak of the whole intake process of a working, conscious, awakened spirit in incarnation on Planet Earth.

There is a tremendous amount of information which flows into the five senses and moves through the awareness and the thought processes of each entity, all things being grist for the mill. So, transformation is a move from one stage or phase of life to another. It almost has the connotation or the inference of being that of a shape shifter, where you actually change your spiritual or metaphysical shape.

May we say firstly that to continue the seeking in meditation is most important. Also to be encouraged is the contemplation of the possibilities which present themselves to such an entity within the frame of its daily round of activities. Each entity has been placed by its own choice in those situations which shall allow it the greatest expression of its own being and the truth which shines through it. Therefore, let the entity look upon that situation in which it has placed itself to see what new means of expression might be created for the sharing of the truth of the love and light of the one Creator which the entity wishes to offer. There is no problem without solution to this entity. May we simply suggest that its continued seeking in meditation, in contemplation, and in experimentation in its daily round of activities shall provide those solutions to the problems which now beset it.

Then Latwii said that to continue the seeking in meditation is important, and also to be encouraged is the contemplation of the possibilities which present themselves to this entity within the frame of its daily round of activities, for each entity has been placed by its own choice in those situations which shall allow it the greatest expression of its own being and the truth which shines through it, so let the entity look upon that situation in which it has placed itself to see what new means of expression might be created for the sharing of the truth of the Love and Light of the one Creator which the entity wishes to offer, for there is no problem without solution for this entity, and we suggest that its continued seeking in meditation, in contemplation, and in experimentation in its daily round of activities shall provide those solutions to the problems which now beset it. On November 21, 1982, Latwii spoke of how seeking in meditation can work for us:

The confusion that exists upon your planet at this time is most important, for it then requires that each seeker attempt to sort through that confusion, to take that which has value within its seeking in meditation, and to enlarge upon it using it as a signpost and to discard that information which has no value. In this way, the seeker’s strength of being is exercised, and the seeker grows spiritually. If the seeker did not use the discrimination which confusion necessitates, the seeking would be less effective. The truth exists within each entity no matter what source is information.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; No. I thank you for R. I ask that you be with him, as I know he would ask, in the coming days as he works on this problem.

I am Latwii. We are with each when requested. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

C; Yes, I have a couple. When I began channeling, I would see a flash of color as I started. The color I saw was green. The last few times I’ve channeled, the color has changed. More of a purplish color. Can you tell me anything about why I’m seeing something different or if it is anything at all?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The channeling process, as you have called it, and as you are aware, is quite unique to each entity. As an entity offers itself as an instrument, there shall be those times wherein the tuning of the entity shall be of such and such a nature because of the concerns which the entity is attempting to work upon in balancing its own being. Therefore, when the conditioning vibration is offered to such an entity there is the necessity of blending the vibration with the entity’s own unique configuration.

As you know, each of your energy centers is composed of an individual color. Those concerns which you are undertaking, therefore, are associated with these energy centers and the corresponding colors. As we blend our vibrations with any instrument, and this is true for each member of the Confederation, we must make an attempt to blend our vibration so that a match is made. Often this blending shall be visible to the entity’s inner eye. The changing colors, therefore, my brother, are simply your changing concerns reflected in your own unique vibrations.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C; Yes, on another question, again dealing with channeling. In the beginning as I began to receive concepts, it seemed like I also was able to pick up words to help express them. As I have begun to channel more and have received more practice at it, it now seems that I get the concepts, and I feel I understand, but I feel now that I don’t pick up any words with the concept. And I’ve been undergoing some fears that due to limits of my particular vocabulary that I’m not fully or totally accurately expressing the concept that I’ve received. Can you give me any idea of how accurately I am relaying these concepts?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. With new instruments it is most usually the practice to exercise more of that that you know as control so that each word is provided in order that the concept be expressed. As the instrument progresses in this process, the concepts are provided in more of a whole manner, and the instrument is therefore left freer to interpret these concepts. This is a natural progression of the channeling process of this nature, that is, the telepathic vocal contact. In your case, you have become able to discern the concepts with a great enough degree of accuracy to be able to choose your own descriptive terminology for them. As with all transitions, as we said previously, there comes the fear, shall we say, as to how to utilize the new information or ability. If at any time you should wish to return to the technique of perceiving the words in a more concrete manner, this may be accomplished with a simple request mentally. We appreciate your concern and assure you that your progress has been most rapid and accurate.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C; Thank you. That was very reassuring. I would ask one more question, again on a similar subject. I was wondering if you could speak a few words on the state of being we call depressed. It’s something that seems to be very prevalent at this time.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Entities upon your planet experience the depressed qualities of being when they have recognized within themselves, perhaps at a subconscious level, that they are not taking advantage of those opportunities for learning the lessons for which they incarnated, and therefore feel a drawing within the self so that the self might examine more carefully the purpose for the incarnation, and the lessons which are being presented to the self. This state of depressing the awareness within the being hopefully, then, with guidance from others, will result in a new direction being chosen, and a new desire to proceed in that direction.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C; It seems that more and more who experience depression never really come out. People in such a state have turned to suicide, various other methods of totally escaping from the illusion. How may one best aid someone, who has gone to such an extreme, to stay?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The aid that might be given to such an entity is an aid which can only point in the direction of the inward search. Each entity making that journey inward, whatever the motivation, shall find two paths, either of which might be chosen. There is that path that leads toward the light. This path looks at all which surround it—correction—looks at all which surrounds the entity as an opportunity to grow in understanding, and to use the illusion as a tool for evolution, and this path requires a certain maturity, as you are aware. It is a path frequently not chosen.

The other path which an entity discovers within is that path which you have called the escape. The escape from the illusion, the escape from the lessons, the escape from the ability to respond to the challenge. To aid an entity who has chosen this path most efficiently, we might suggest the recounting of those times within the past of your own being in which you have encountered the difficulties, and share your point of view as to how these difficulties aided your own growth. By providing an example or a pattern, if you will, to such an entity, you might once again allow the entity to see some glimmer of Light, and to turn its feet to another path.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C; No. Thank you very much.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

J: Some people tend to block out believing in meditations and so on. How come most people tend to do this?

I am Latwii, and am aware your query, my sister. Each entity has complete free will as to how it shall seek the one Creator. Each entity therefore chooses those methods which seem most useful to it. Some of what you might call errors are occasionally made and other paths or methods then chosen. But it is necessary, my sister, that each entity be allowed the total free will choice as to how it shall seek, or if it shall seek the one Creator. It is necessary to understand that each entity is quite unique. It is this uniqueness that gives your illusion and your Creator the richest experience possible, for if all entities sought in the same way, then the variety, the richness, the depth of experience would be greatly reduced.

May we answer you further, my sister?

J; Why must we always choose between one thing and another, instead of all going on one path?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. To the best of our understanding, that which you know as the creation of the one Creator exists so that the one Creator might know Itself in as many ways as possible. Therefore, to each of Its portions has It given free will that choices might always be made in free will as to how to know the one Creator and how the one Creator might then know Itself. Never forget, my sister, that though the illusion which you inhabit seems to provide an infinite array of paths, all lead to the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

J: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

M: I have one for my mother. Looking at your probability vortices, what are the chances of the Falkland situation expanding beyond its present scope?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We perceive many possibilities with this particular situation. It is not possible to give you an accurate percentage for each, for there are many forces in motion at this time, and their choices are many, and each choice, therefore, affects the possible outcome, and each choice affects other choices so that we might humbly say that all possibilities are viable at this time.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, Latwii, thanks anyway.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

D: I have a couple of questions, Latwii. First, it is my understanding that each of the members of the Confederation who work with the people on Earth have a particular area of responsibility of attention. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Each Confederation entity has certain skills. It is these skills that determine where the services might be offered, and not the entities, the situations or the areas which determine the responsibility.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: Yes. What are the skills of the entity, Oxal, that are brought into play when that entity is working with people on Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Our brothers and sisters of Oxal have a particular penchant for seeing and sharing the infinite perfection within all creation so that the entities which are contacted by Oxal might gain a greater insight into the workings of the one Creator. The entities of Oxal have chosen to offer their services to entities who wish to gain that which is known as Wisdom in a balancing action with that known as Love.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: Yes. To what would you attribute the fact that the Friday Night group and this group are so seldom contacted by the entity, Oxal?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The entities of Oxal, as we have mentioned, have the service of Wisdom in great purity to offer. Wisdom is, to our best understanding, the ability to see each entity, each situation, and each thought within your illusion as absolutely perfect and in no need of alteration of any kind. The ability to see each situation in this Light is to some entities somewhat of a cold approach to your illusion and its needs, for those entities which gather in this group are greatly distorted towards compassion and understanding, that vibration known to you as Love. The Love vibration sees all creation as one thing, but sees the many portions of the Creator in various states of need of service, and within this understanding, and compassion, and Love, then, is generated the desire to serve and alleviate what is seen as pain, sorrow, sickness, ignorance.

These same conditions, seen through the eyes of Wisdom, are revealed as being the perfect situation for the entities inhabiting them to learn the lessons which they incarnated to learn. This group perceives the need for Love at this time upon your planet, and seeks therefore the offerings of those entities of Hatonn and Laitos and of our service in the answering of queries.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: Yes, on a different, more personal subject. For about the last week, I’ve been experiencing some pains in the right half of my brain, and I have an amount of tenderness in an area surrounding my right eye. I don’t recall doing anything to produce either of these effects. Could you explain to me what the causative agent is?

Latwii; I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We are afraid that we must invoke the great Law of Confusion so that we do not infringe upon your free will as you attempt to pursue that path which you have freely chosen. We can only suggest, as always in these cases, that inward meditation is that path which will reveal unto you the roots and the fruits of this affliction.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: Yes. I don’t want to try to browbeat you into giving me information, but could you answer this question, or perhaps I should say, would you evaluate the statement that I am on some level causing this myself for some reason?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. As all are one, this is quite true. May we answer you further, my brother?

D: No, and I commend you on your slickness. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We hope that we have not become too slippery. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

K: Yes. I was at a funeral this afternoon, and where is this entity now?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. When an entity passes from that which you call the incarnation and goes through that door known as death, there is a certain period in which the entity is somewhat, shall we say, disoriented, in that it is aware that its consciousness has continued, but its environment has greatly changed. At this time, the entity then begins a series of questions which resonate to the depths of its being, and causes those guides and angelic presences which watch over it to join it in whatever fashion it will allow itself to perceive them. The entity’s conscious recognition of these guides and presences will allow it to utilize their service so that it might begin the review of the life which has just been completed. When this review has been accomplished, then there is the placement of the entity by its own choosing within the proper configuration of illusion, shall we say, until another attempt or incarnation is made to learn those lessons which it has agreed to undertake with the aid of its guides and higher self. The time spent in the condition of the confusion is entirely dependent upon the entity’s grasp of this process, and its desire to seek a clearer understanding of its functioning. There may be a time, as you call it, required in healing certain imbalances and actions that were obtained in the preceding incarnation. This time is also dependent upon the nature and degree of the imbalances obtained.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Do I understand that the greater preparation we have made before death, and the better understanding we have before death helps in this period of disorientation? Is it possible for us to be prepared in such a way that the disorientation …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I kept my appointment with my new Primary Care Physician. She reviewed my blood pressure readings and suggested that I keep taking my blood pressure at home until my next appointment with her in three weeks. I also let her know that the rash on both of my ankles had responded to the ointment that she gave me to rub on it three times a day. Then I said that within the last couple of weeks I have developed places on my upper body that itch a lot. And around midnight on New Year’s Day, I went to the ER at Baptist Hospital where they gave me a pill and an injection. They also recommended that I rub Hydrocortisone Ointment on it three or four times a day. She suggested that now that the itching is less that I apply it twice a day. On the way home I stopped at Feeder’s Supply and bought some bird seed. Then I stopped by Walgreen’s Drug Store and dropped off two prescriptions to be refilled. Then I bought some Kleenexes and some vanilla ice cream.

This afternoon my quote from The Art of Meditation is:“We cannot be separated from God because there is no we. Actually, there is no such thing in all the world as you or me as individuals standing alone. God being infinite, God is all there is. God constitutes you and me. God constitutes our life, mind, soul, and being, just as gold constitutes the ring. Gold is the substance; the ring is the form. God is the substance; the individual is the form as which God appears. God is the essence of our being—the life, soul, mind, spirit, law, continuity, and activity. God is the all and all of individual being, whether of saint or sinner. The degree of sainthood expressed by an individual is wholly dependent upon the degree of conscious realization of oneness with God. The capacity for sin in an individual is dependent upon the degree of their sense of separation from God. As a matter of fact, this sense of separation is all there is to humanhood.

We are not human beings as we seem to be. We are pure spiritual beings. It is not that there are two separate beings, the human being and the spiritual being; it is only that a human being is entertaining a sense of separation from God. We cannot be separated from God, but we can entertain a sense of separation from God. The moment that sense of separation begins to appear, Christhood or divine sonship is revealed. The return of the prodigal takes place wholly within one’s self as an activity of consciousness, and the moment one sees their feet in the direction of God’s house, they have entered the spiritual path.”

Then I went outside and used my trimmer, Whip Lash, to trim some more of the flower stalks that I didn’t trim last Saturday. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow them into piles which I put into a garbage can which I put at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 5

The Home Of The Heart

I am of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, the vibration of the full consciousness of Love which comforts this instrument. I offer greetings to you who come in the name of Love, greetings of Love, of wisdom, of understanding, of power, and of all the mysteries that cannot be grasped or solved within the world of your minds, hearts and hands.

Yet I come without a home, seeking the only home which the consciousness of Love may ever have: the home of the heart, the mind, and the hand which seeks, accepts and worships those mysteries which, through faith, seem lovely and true.

Into your home we come to dwell, thanking you for your hospitality and sharing with you those Light qualities that may illumine your home and structure and manifest the full consciousness of Love into the world which you know and of which you must expect the giving and taking of many confused perceptions.

The Spirit and you who seek the consciousness of Love are one, incomplete without each other, united before time and after time. We thank each who invites Love and to each we shall come in joy.

May peace be yours now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos, Hatonn, and Latwii channelings come from May 27, 1982;

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you for the great blessing you have offered us in asking us to come and work with those who have gathered here in the name of the Creator, the Source. We attempted for a time before we contacted this instrument to make contact with the one known as S1. We say this in order that this instrument may know those sensations that she was feeling were those of contact. We shall continue for a short period working with each instrument as we speak through this one.

My friends, in these groups in which we concentrate so much upon service, sometimes we of Laitos may stress too much that great pillar of “the life lived in knowledge of,” and forget to stress with the most abundant emphasis the joy that permeates the universe of this Creator whom we serve. Too much we stress responsibilities connected with being a pilgrim and not enough do we share with you the reality of freedom that that service brings, for in each attempt to serve the Creator you have freed yourself from the opinion of a disillusioned illusion, you have removed yourself from a dimly lit, habitually angry, and negative set of circumstances which persist despite all the beauties of the creation around you, and you have with your eyes in your inner selves glimpsed the reality of an infinite merrymaking, an eternal joyousness, the Love that is without end.

Because of the medium of speech, we do not seem to you to be constantly joyful, and because of those things which we wish to teach, those skills which we wish to share, we seem bent single-mindedly upon the great responsibilities of service, and it is true, my friends, that those who wish to become shepherds must rise up and take the shepherd’s crook, and stand by the sheep in daytime, and in dark, in safety, and in peril. You do not know when you shall be called upon to channel in your own way. Consequently, we speak frequently on the service that is to be kept in mind. But, my friends, if we could but skip and jump and rejoice among you, laughing and shouting and making merry, for we are drunk on the very joy of the universe! We shall never be able to bring this into your language or your illusion, yet as you meditate, this feeling may come to you at any moment as you touch the Kingdom of the Creator and Its reality. As we charge you to meditate, to seek the truth, to attempt to be of service, if that is your desire, we invite you also to a grand party. Everyone is there. It is just, my friends, that some do not yet know it.

In this session Laitos wanted to talk about serving the Creator. They began by saying in these groups in which we concentrate so much upon service, sometimes we may stress too much that great pillar of “the life lived in knowledge of,” and forget to stress with the most abundant emphasis the joy that permeates the universe of this Creator whom we serve, and too much we stress responsibilities connected with being a pilgrim and not enough do we share with you the reality of freedom that service brings, for in each attempt to serve the Creator you have freed yourself from the opinion of a disillusioned illusion, so you have removed yourself from a dimly lit and negative set of circumstances which persist despite the beauties of the creation around you, and you have, with your eyes in your inner selves, glimpsed the reality of an eternal joyousness, the Love that is without end. Laitos went on to say because of the medium of speech, we do not seem to you to be constantly joyful, and because of those things which we wish to teach we seem bent single-mindedly upon the responsibilities of service, and it is true that those who wish to become shepherds must rise up and take the shepherd’s crook and stand by the sheep in daytime, in dark, in safety, and in peril, for you do not know when you shall be called upon to channel in your own way, so we speak on the service that is to be kept in mind, but if we could but skip and jump and rejoice among you, for we are drunk on the joy of the universe, and we shall never be able to bring this into your language or your illusion, yet as you meditate, this feeling may come to you at any moment as you touch the Kingdom of the Creator and Its reality, and as we charge you to meditate, to seek the truth, to attempt to be of service, we invite you to a grand party, and everyone is there, but some do not yet know it. On October 24, 1987, Latwii spoke about our relationship to the Kingdom of the Creator;

And so you must mount once again to the watchtower which gazes upon the Kingdom of the Creator which dwells within that Kingdom. It is something that you must do by yourself, yet that Lover which you pursue, that divine Love which you seek, sought persistently shall become to you real, intimate, and very dynamic. And more and more as you seek consciously immediate experience of the Love of the one infinite Creator, what you seek shall come to you. And as you seek that which is the highest of all things to seek, thus all else begins to fall into perspective.

And more and more, regardless of what happens in the intimate relationships, and in all areas of incarnation, your experience shall be that of joy, for the Creator has tucked joy into every atom of the infinite universe, has woven joy into sunlight and starshine, has plaited joy up in the leaves, branches and roots of your trees, the gurgling of the rivers, the busy hum of life. Each bee moves upon its way hearing the rhythm of the dance within. That great central sun which is the Creator in manifestation speaks as clearly to you and gives direction from within.

May you be blessed in your seeking. May you seek persistently the highest that you know, for that which you shall seek you shall find, and all else, once the highest begins to unfold, unfolds before you in reflection. Perhaps it shall be a sustained effort—as we said, some lessons are designed to be greatly challenging. Yet keep always the goal in mind, and seek not simply to serve others, but more to serve the Creator in others. And the reflections of life which come back to you shall more and more dance and sing with joy.

You in the watchtower, you who suffer, you who watch, and weep, and walk this day and night, you are not alone, for within you lies the greatest Love, the only reality. Seek it in earnestness, experience in joy and laughter and lightness, and become the lamp set upon a hill. Not in and of yourself, but only as one in Love, knowing the peace of the most intimate of all relationships—yourself and the Creator, your heart and Love itself.

We would at this time again transfer this contact to the one known as S1. I am Laitos.

(S1 channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. She was afraid to speak before, thinking that it was her own thoughts and not ours she perceived, but this is not true. She was receiving our thoughts, and she will find it easier as she practices. I am Laitos. I will now at this time transfer this contact to the one known as D. I am Laitos.

(S1 channeling)

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. The one known as D did not wish this contact at this time. We will, therefore, continue to work with him in hopes that he will in the future rely more on his feeling than his analysis. I am Laitos. I will transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you again in Love and Light. We would say to the one known as D that those of Hatonn are joining us in twisting your arm, and we shall contact you again later in the evening.

We would at this time ask your patience as we wish to spend some time familiarizing the one known as M with our vibrations. We would attempt to speak a very, very simple phrase through this instrument in order that the words themselves do not constitute a difficulty, but merely the experience of channeling will be the focus of the experience. We shall repeat, “I am Laitos,” and this repetition will seem as though it is the thought of the instrument. Nevertheless, my friends, none of you goes through life say to himself, “I am Laitos.” This is not a normal thought.

Consequently, we ask the one known as M to comfort himself, and not to analyze this thought when it appears within his conscious mind. We urge him, rather, simply to speak this thought and then await another thought. We shall repeat this transmission several times in order to familiarize the instrument with the experience of speaking our concepts. We ask that the instrument relax and refrain in the most rigorous manner possible from analysis, as analysis will block our transmissions. We would at this time, with the permission of the instrument, transfer this contact to the one known as M. I am Laitos.

(M channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. We are glad to speak to this instrument. We have had a desire for a long time to work with the one known as M, but due to his reluctance we have not been able to do so. We are glad to be with this instrument. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We are extremely pleased to be able to make such rapid contact with the one known as M. The way has indeed been made plain for us by this instrument’s desire. This instrument has an extremely strong ability to concentrate upon the tuning which is so great a part of this type of contact. For this, we are most grateful also, for it shall greatly accelerate the speed with which we are able to open this particular channel. The one known as Hatonn has been conditioning the one known as D, and at this time we would step aside, that those of Hatonn may offer their greeting through this instrument. We would now leave this instrument temporarily. I am Laitos.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. It is with great difficulty we use this instrument, due to his concentration. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument. At this time, we would like to share with the one known as J and the one known as R with the vibrations of ourselves, and of Hatonn, in order that we may deeply share in consciousness, and more deeply share in meditation. We now pause.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am Laitos. We would now exercise the instrument known as S2. It is with great pleasure that we move with this contact to that instrument. I am Laitos.

(S2 channeling)

I am Laitos. I am pleased to greet you once again with this instrument. It has been quite some time since we have been able to speak our words through her. She is most frequently used by those known to you as Hatonn, and we are, indeed, happy that she has all us to be—correction—to speak through her today. We of Laitos are pleased with the progress of all those who are attempting to improve their abilities to speak our words, and are amazed at the speed with which all of you are beginning to, what you might call, grasp our thoughts out of thin air. It is often confusing to those who are not so experienced to distinguish between those thoughts of the instrument and those thoughts which we are attempting to send them. However, we wish to let you all know that you are correctly receiving these messages which you have been speaking.

We are aware of some of the difficulties you have when we are not able to direct our beam of thought in the precise manner in order to make a clear and concise contact. We are grateful for your patience with us, and we will try to zero in on each of you individually as we become more accustomed to your own particular frequency.

[Side one of tape ends.]

I am Laitos. We apologize for the interruption, but as you know, we were unable to speak momentarily. As we were saying, it is now with a great deal of pleasure that we would turn our contact over to those known to you as Latwii, as we know that there are many of you who are anxious to communicate with Latwii. We would leave you now, my friends, in the Love and in the Light which we arrived in. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am surprising this instrument in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, for we wish to speak a few words through her, and also depart greatly from established custom in this group. However, there is one in this group which has been toying with the idea of attempting contact with the Confederation, and this particular instrument has its wiring strung somewhat delicately, and it was a thought, as we counseled together, those of us who serve you at this time, that the one known as A would perhaps best comfortably be able to communicate a few words with our particular vibration, which this instrument feels with a strength akin to the two-by-four, but which to other vibratory complexes is far more comfortable than even that vibration of old, easy-going Hatonn. Therefore, we would at this time ask your patience as we repeat with the one known as A the exercise of the repetition of our simple identity so that the one known as A may have the experience, if she wishes it, of this channeling. We ask the instrument to relax, and to mentally inform us if there is discomfort, and we shall adjust accordingly our vibration. We would transfer at this time. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. I fear that we have, shall we say, inadvertently blown some circuitry, even as we were attempting to be most careful not to. Also, the desire to be of service in this particular manner is not yet a fixed star, but rather one which twinkles on and off. So be it.

We thank the one known as A, and may we say to each of you, we shall, along with our brothers and sisters, be with you at any time you may wish to work with our vibrations. We leave this instrument now in order to get on with the answering of any questions that you may have. We leave this instrument in Love and Light. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all once again in Love and Light. We are privileged at this time to be able to offer ourselves in the capacity of attempting to answer your queries, for we are aware that there are those questions upon some minds which might prove useful in the answering. May we at this time, therefore, ask if there is a question which we might attempt to answer?

R; Yes, Latwii, I’ve asked this before, and the answer is bothering me quite a bit. I’m curious, an experience I had—I’m wondering how much damage there is, or how thwarted my abilities to receive mentally your conditioning, and conditioning in general is for the Confederation. Is there any way I can take care of that, or is there any way back, or do I just have to learn to function with whatever I have left of those abilities? Can I undo the damage?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The experience of which you speak was one which was most intense on those minor circuits of your metaphysical body, shall we say. This body might be likened unto that which is not visible, and is that body which is activated at the times in which you are engaging in what you call meditation, a deep contemplation, and for many entities, the activity of prayer. It has been somewhat affected, shall we say, in its ability to make its manifestations known to your physical vehicle, as you are in the meditative state. The circuitry has suffered some impairment of connections. These connections might be most fruitfully repaired by your conscientious observance of regular periods of meditation, and the continued strengthening of your seeking of the one Creator.

The experience of which you speak has had beneficial effects as well, for it has made various portions of your metaphysical body more finely tuned, shall we say, and able to receive impressions and transmissions from other sources such as the Confederation. This occurred in, shall we say, somewhat of a premature manner, and therefore resulted in that impairment of the transmission of these perceptions to your physical conscious vehicle. But we are of the opinion that your continuation in strengthening your desire to seek the one Creator in the meditative state shall be most beneficial in the repairing of these circuits.

R asked; ‘’ I’m wondering how much damage there is, or how thwarted my abilities to receive mentally your conditioning, and conditioning in general is for the Confederation. Is there any way I can take care of that, or is there any way back, or do I just have to learn to function with whatever I have left of those abilities? Can I undo the damage?’’ Latwii replied by saying the experience of which you speak was one which was intense on those minor circuits of your metaphysical body, and this body is like that which is not visible, and is that body which is activated at the times in which you are engaging in what you call meditation, a deep contemplation, and for many entities, the activity of prayer, so it has been affected in its ability to make its manifestations known to your physical vehicle, as you are in the meditative state since the circuitry has suffered some impairment of connections that might be repaired by your observance of regular periods of meditation and the strengthening of your seeking of the one Creator. Latwii went on to say the experience of which you speak has had beneficial effects, for it has made various portions of your metaphysical body more finely tuned and able to receive transmissions from other sources such as the Confederation, and this occurred in a premature manner and resulted impairment of the transmission of these perceptions to your physical vehicle, but we are of the opinion that your continuation in strengthening your desire to seek the one Creator in the meditative state shall be beneficial in the repairing of these circuits. On November 10, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our metaphysical body;

Both your physical body and your metaphysical body, or your energy body, are designed to take advantage of and make use of this catalytic effect of the day-by-day occurrences of life. A great deal of the catalyst of life comes from the relationships which you have, first with yourself and then with other people. And as the spirit grows in maturity, it becomes more able to see through the illusion of suffering. It becomes more able to penetrate the devices and desires of its own surface being to see the patterns of learning that lie within those surface movements of the emotions and the reactions of the mind and the body.

It does not become more in control of what occurs within life. Rather, it becomes unafraid of not being in control. And this is grace. When all about one is pressured and stressful, and yet there is that within the heart that remembers the true nature of the self, then that spirit is in a state of grace and may maximize its learning and its service within third density.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R; No. Thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla; We have a couple of friends that do work with crystals, and both of them seem to be good crystal healers to me. Would R’s particular metaphysical difficulties be aided by this type of healing?

I am Latwii. My sister, we feel that the type of healing which you have referred to as crystal healing would have at best what might be described as short-term benefits, for the impairment of the circuitry connecting the metaphysical and physical vehicles is that which was made in free will, and which must also be repaired by that same free will. It is, of course, possible that this free will could seek an avenue of expression through a response in a positive nature to this crystal healing of which you speak. This is possible, though our recommendation for the continuation of the meditative periods and the strengthening of the desire to seek are our best suggestion.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; No, thank you, Latwii. I believe I have you pegged. Take two meditations and call me in the morning.

I am Latwii. My sister, we hope you shall not report us for practicing without one of your licenses. May we answer another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes, Latwii. What can you tell me in general, and I won’t mind if you’re brief, about the benefits of going through hypnotic regression?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The process of enhancing the memory of previous experiences through that which you have called hypnotic regression is a process in which information is added to an entity’s conscious mind from those levels of the unconscious which are not normally available to the conscious mind. Therefore, information of this sort is usually of such an unique nature that its use is often not discovered until much of what you call time is passed. This is usually the case unless an entity has quite specific purposes for seeking information from previous incarnations. Most entities are unaware of the most beneficial type of information which could be sought. Therefore, the information which is received is usually not of much use.

Were an entity to look upon that life which is presently being experienced and see in that life those lessons which are being attempted, and attempt to trace those lessons in a previous incarnation so as to see their roots, then it might be possible for the entity to use that information in a more beneficial manner, for each bias which an entity develops during any incarnation shall at some time need to be what you call balanced with its opposite bias. This usually occurs in a future incarnation. Therefore, if one is able to look upon the current incarnation as a balancing effort set in motion by a previous incarnation’s gaining of bias, then there might be information of a most helpful nature which could be obtained by using the tools of regressive hypnosis.

Questioner asked; ‘’ What can you tell me in general, and I won’t mind if you’re brief, about the benefits of going through hypnotic regression?’’ Latwii began by saying the process of enhancing the memory of previous experiences through hypnotic regression is a process in which information is added to an entity’s conscious mind from those levels of the unconscious which are not normally available to the conscious mind, and information of this kind is of such an unique nature that its use is often not discovered until much time has passed, so this is usually the case unless an entity has specific purposes for seeking information from previous incarnations, but most entities are unaware of the most beneficial type of information which could be sought, and the information which is received is usually not of much use. Latwii continued by saying were an entity to look upon that life which is presently being experienced and see in that life those lessons which are being attempted and attempt to trace those lessons in a previous incarnation so as to see their roots, then it might be possible for the entity to use that information in a more beneficial manner, for each bias which an entity develops during any incarnation shall need to be balanced with its opposite bias which usually occurs in a future incarnation, for if one is able to look upon the current incarnation as a balancing effort set in motion by a previous incarnations’ gaining of bias, then there might be information of an helpful nature which could be obtained by using the tools of regressive hypnosis. On May 16, 1982, Latwii spoke of the value of hypnotic regression;

There are certain situations in which this might occur and those, generally speaking, are based upon the intended acts of service that will be performed by the wanderer as a preincarnate condition for incarnating. For example, a wanderer might incarnate upon your planet, and later in life experience a hypnotic regression that enables the incarnate wanderer to recall certain experiences that occurred on different planets or in different densities. This generally is to serve the purpose of motivating the wanderer to initiate the acts of service previously agreed upon before incarnation. The remembrance in this situation is of a type that is somewhat vague and hazy, thus resulting in a lack of confirmed belief by the wanderer. The wanderer is aware that there is an amount of confusion or perhaps imagination involved in the memories. In this fashion the wanderer is motivated on cue, so to speak, but is never given what might be called an unfair advantage in that the attainment of polarity accomplished in performing their service would be greatly lessened if the wanderer were operating under conditions of confirmed status as a wanderer. The wanderer therefore must always function in an atmosphere of some doubt so as to attain their own polarization.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Might I say, “Aha, that’s exactly what I was after.” Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M; Yes, Latwii. In recent months I’ve read volumes of back issues of meditations, and something I’ve noticed in many of the question and answer periods are some extremely long answers to what sometimes seem as relatively simple questions, and as I read over these, it seems as though the length and some of the things you go into in your answer actually add confusion to the answers. Why are you not more concise more often?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In responding, we may respond in two ways, hopefully with brevity. Firstly, the question which is asked by any entity has components which often reach into unspoken portions of inquiry. In order to be of the most service to such an entity, we feel a responsibility to speak to these portions which have not been verbalized, but have, shall we say, been tacked on in a nonverbal manner. Often, we speak to another portion of the mind complex of the questioner. Secondly, the instrument through which we speak has an effect upon the upon the type of response, and even its length, for some instruments have certain strengths, certain characteristics and means of expressing thoughts. When we present our responses to queries, most often they are in a somewhat seed or crystallized form, not yet at the level of the spoken word. It is therefore up to the instrument to clothe these thoughts in the words considered most appropriate for their transmission. Some instruments feel more inadequacy, shall we say, in able—we correct this instrument—some instruments feel more inadequacy in being able to clothe our thoughts in the most precise words, and therefore use what might be called the shotgun approach on occasion, hoping that by expressing the thought in more than one way that it shall be correctly expressed in its total summation.

May we answer you further?

M; No, Latwii, that makes a lot of sense. I knew you had good reasons all along.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my brother, for your patience and your good humor. We hope that we shall be able to provide each entity with those thoughts which are most coherent and crystallinely pure as we respond to your queries. We realize that we are quite frequently unable to do this to the satisfaction of all present, yet we shall continue in our efforts, for we find great joy in being able to provide this service, even if it is occasionally clothed in more verbiage than the prevailing styles of speech would allow.

May we ask if there is another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We find that we have exhausted the questions, but hopefully we have left your minds somewhat more intact. We appreciate the invitation to join this group, and we look forward to each meeting. We are with each of you in your meditations as requested. We remind each that a simple request will bring us joy. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from Joel Goldsmith’s The Art of Meditation is; ‘’Let us set our whole heart, and soul, and mind on the realization of God rather than on the attainment of some form of good. As we attain that realization, we enjoy all the good things of life which come forth, without becoming slaves to them or becoming attached to them and without fear of losing them. No one can ever lose their wealth, their health, or their life once they have attained a touch of the Christ. Let our prayer be;

One thing have I desired, that I might know Thee. One thing. My heart cries out, ‘’God, open Yourself to me, reveal Yourself to me. I care not whether You reveal Yourself in wealth, or in health, in poverty, or in sickness; only reveal Thyself. In Thy Presence is security, safety, peace, and joy.’’

In meditation we are seeking the grace of God and nothing but the grace of God. This grace is not found in the human mind, nor is it found in such peace as the world can give. Making statements and reading books about it do not bring it forth. They may be of assistance in leading us to a point where we are prepared in the silence to receive the grace of God, but it is meditation which lifts us to a state of spiritual apprehension where divine grace takes over.’’

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Walmart. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Walmart where I bought an Air Purifier. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at The Home Depot where I bought two bags of topsoil. My last stop was at Kroger’s on Westport Road where I bought some more food for myself.

This afternoon I went outside and raked up the dead flower stalks that I used my trimmer, Whip Lash, to cut down yesterday. Then I put them into one garbage can, and I put it at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 4

The Cold Of Human Commonplace

I am of that principle which is the essence of divine Love. I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love which is in Jesus the Christ.

How tightly are the seeds furled against the cold of winter this day. And how tightly are your hearts guarded in their hope for growth. They contract, shrinking from the cold of the human commonplace.

Yet we say to you that within the Spirit of the consciousness of Love lies an eternal springtime. Seek in each daily activity this day the dance of joy which the Spirit offers to unfurl the heart within and to join work and Love.

May your day dance. May your heart know both winter and the goodness of nurturing and waiting and the eternal springtime of right action led in hope, Love, and peace. For as you call the Spirit, so these qualities come in answer.

We leave you in that great peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channeling for this session comes from May 23, 1982;

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you again in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. There are, indeed, lessons to view the blessings in song, in harmony, and with all of those present we see to the one divine purpose, see on the planet many people who are living the emotion you call fear. Many have begun to look too far ahead at things which might be, which could be occurring. You live in a time when the threat of what you call global destruction appears somewhere, and someone, who does that one thing that starts the dominoes to fall bringing an end to your world. Others live in the fear that the changes that your planet is undergoing, and they fear those events occurring in nature will begin to intensify; the earthquakes, severe storms, volcanoes, and other natural disasters as you call them, will sweep over your planet and bring great death and destruction.

All these things, my friends, may happen, and they may not. The things that you do now are those things that [inaudible] of what you call the future. If one dwells too long on the things that have not yet happened, or even those things that have already passed, one runs the risk of not living the moment that they’re in. My friends, each moment offers you choices. Each moment holds the lesson for you to see, to learn from. Each moment provides an opportunity to start the journey to begin seeking the brightness of the Love and of the Light. As you begin you will have an effect on your planet. Small [inaudible], whether you are aware of it or not, it is the combined effects of your people which will help to shape the planet’s future. In these times many of your planet have begun to journey, have begun to seek the Creator, the Love, the Light, and it’s beginning. It’s happening. But, as this effect is pondered, it is also affecting the planet of those combined energies of those who dwell in a [inaudible] of darkness shall dawn who love in the same way those who seek to serve the [inaudible].

There is at this time an ever-shifting balance between these two effects. We ask that you remain with the moment. Allow yourself to experience, to feel the Love and the Light, to allow for time so that you do not rush into the future. But allow yourselves to slowly be in each moment and deal with those things that are in the moment. Realize that to be in the moment in your illusion is, indeed, a difficult task. You’ve been living constantly bombarded by all the aspects of the world. You are constantly pressured by those who would attempt to sway the thinking, but you are always free to examine and for yourself choose that which you do. We hope that you will allow yourself the time to be Love and Light, to open yourself in your meditations to the Love and the Light and allow yourself to Love. We would now transfer this contact to another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you once again, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We offered the contact to the one known as L but discovered that this instrument was too [inaudible] for the present. This is well, for this instrument has some [inaudible] and we thank this instrument [inaudible].

We would continue with some thoughts for our subject which has been [inaudible] in the eyes of many of you at this time. We are aware, my friends, that you seek not only to know the truths of the one original Thought but also to establish a company with whom you make this pilgrimage [inaudible] companions on the way, support upon the journey. The questions on how to structure a community which is centered in spiritual seeking is one which it is impossible for us to answer, for each group of entities is an unique blend of needs. However, our own community is one based upon just such things, and, therefore, we may offer some thoughts which may aid you. We surely hope that this may be true.

As you sit in community in this domicile this evening, you are experiencing the height of that which community is. The shared experience, a shared ideal, a shared desire. As these means of unity pass and as you discover each other’s individual needs, the community who comes as [inaudible] as the entities within it. There may be one who needs sympathy, an outstretched hand. There may be another who needs the understanding soul too and the support of that soul to be protection, and yet these two entities are seeking the same idea. All have the same privilege of sharing the same experience. There are some who identify with the community with those who work closely together. There have been several within this group of companions who have striven to cause this to come about.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about how a spiritual community could be started to help its members travel on their spiritual journeys. They began by saying we are aware that you seek not only to know the truths of the one original Thought but also to establish a company with whom you make this pilgrimage with companions on the way, support upon the journey, and the question on how to structure a community which is centered in spiritual seeking is one which it is impossible for us to answer, for each group of entities is an unique blend of needs, but our own community is one based upon such things, so we may offer some thoughts which may aid you. Hatonn went on to say as you sit in community in this home this evening, you are experiencing the height of that which community is; the shared experience, a shared ideal, a shared desire, so as these means of unity pass, and as you discover each other’s needs, the community which comes as together as the entities within it, so there may be one who needs sympathy, and there may be another who needs an understanding soul and the support of that soul to be protection, and yet these two entities are seeking the same idea, for all have the same privilege of sharing the same experience, and there are some who identify with the community as those who work closely together, and there have been several within this group of companions who have worked to cause this to come about. On January 12, 1986, Latwii spoke about how we can help each other be of service to others more as a community than by ourselves;

As this process of seeking and joining the wills of many in the seeking continues, it is of a self-generating nature, that is to say, that the seeking of each then is enhanced as is the ability of each to be of service to the other and to other selves that lie beyond the grouping of the community. Thus is the nature of any joining of minds and beings for any purpose. The being which is produced by the unified joining of efforts is one which is much greater than the sum of all those so joining. Thus is the seeking of the One and the serving of the One enhanced.

This sharing, rightly understood, is greatly helpful. But there is a sharing of periodical communities such as these meetings which is also extremely helpful. And the structures necessary to offer this community then form the structures necessary to offer a completely common human experience. There is a greater community, the community of those who know that this group sits in circle and shares the Light. And my friends, these entities are [inaudible] and they form a community also. Shall we say, a community of [inaudible]. They accept with great thankfulness the products of the service which you offer, as you sit in meditation and share your energy in unity that channels such as this one may speak to you and not only to you but to the larger community. And there is that one last great community without which no ideal community is complete and that is those who do not yet know of this community.

To have a structure available for those who wish to know about this community is a service that aids greatly in a community’s polarity towards service to others. It is well that this particular companionship is open to any who wish to attend. It is well that you ask only that simple preparations of reading and studying be accomplished. For there will be those attracted to this group and an entrance to be fashioned to greet them, one as full of friendliness, Love and Light as the one which greeted each of you. We have spoken through instruments such as this upon the simple subject of the original Thought for many of your years, and in that time many are those who have listened and have gone forth keeping the knowledge of these thoughts within their hearts. As you seek, as you meditate, become sensitive to your needs, become sensitive to those who share your path at this time.

Hatonn went on to say this sharing is greatly helpful, but there is a sharing of occasional communities such as these meetings which is also helpful, and the structures necessary to offer this community form the structures necessary to offer a common human experience, so there is a greater community of those who know that this group sits in circle and shares the Light, and these entities are [inaudible] and they form a community of [inaudible] for they accept with thankfulness the products of the service which you offer as you sit in meditation and share your energy in unity that channels such as this one may speak to you and to the larger community, and there is that last great community without which no ideal community is complete, and that is those who do not yet know of this community. Now Hatonn said to have a structure available for those who wish to know about this community is a service that aids in a community’s polarity towards service to others, so it is well that this companionship is open to any who wish to attend, and it is well that you ask only that preparations of reading and studying be accomplished, for there will be those attracted to this group and an entrance to be fashioned to greet them that is full of friendliness, Love, and Light as the one which greeted each of you, for we have spoken through instruments such as Carla upon the simple subject of the original Thought for many years, and in that time many are those who have gone forth keeping the knowledge of these thoughts within their hearts, so as you seek, as you meditate, become sensitive to your needs and become sensitive to those who share your path at this time. On January 6, 1980, Latwii said that the original Thought will bring us all together as seekers;

That is the position of your world. It does not seem possible that you could live without law. But we say to you, my friends, that there is a greater law. And it is a law that extends beyond man’s concept of law. It is the law of the original Thought. If you could understand the original Thought, you would know what there is to know, and your soul would no longer journey; it would no longer seek; nor harvest; nor share. For it would be one with all seekers, all harvesters, and all sharing. If you could understand the original Thought, you would be Love. You would not be seeking Love. The original Thought is within you. It is not without you. When you look at the world with the original Thought in your heart you can see Love. If you look at the world without the original Thought you can only see the illusion of disharmony, and naturally you will desire to ease the situation by using laws. But when you understand the original Thought, you find yourself viewing this same world with eyes that see Love.

[A baby is heard crying.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. It has been written, my friends, that the kingdom of heaven is within. The community of that kingdom is one of the great blessings of the shared experience. Rejoice in the strangers with whom you may share your love and your light, and rejoice most of all because the comfort, the confidence, and the power which supports those who desire to love each other is abundant in every atom of the creation. I would at this time leave this instrument. I am Hatonn. I leave you as a voice upon the rooftop that you must know, my friends, that we are always with you. As all of those who desire to wait and hearken to the call. We leave you in that great companionship, that great community that is yours for eternity. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

Hatonn continued by saying it has been written that the kingdom of heaven is within, and the community of that kingdom is one of the great blessings of the shared experience, so rejoice in the strangers with whom you may share your love and your light, and rejoice most of all because the comfort, the confidence, and the power which supports those who desire to love each other is abundant in every atom of the creation, and I would at this time leave Carla, and I leave you as a voice upon the rooftop that you must know that we are always with you as all of those who desire to wait and hearken to the call, so we leave you in that great community that is yours for eternity. On January 26, 1986, Hatonn said that the kingdom of heaven is within our hearts;

Rejoice and shout in the joy that is freedom, the true freedom of unmanifest Love and of manifest service. You are in the kingdom of heaven within your heart, and yet you stride a planet and have the opportunity to manifest the giving, the forgiving, the freeing, and the spending of ineffable and infinite Love.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you all in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most honored to be able to join your group this evening. We thank each of you for extending the invitation to us once again, to blend our vibrations with yours. We, as always, offer ourselves in the capacity attempting to answer those queries which have meaning to those requesting information. We would at this time therefore open this meeting to the questions. May we ask for the first question?

Questioner; What is meant in the New Testament, why the statement that if we resist the devil he will slowly charm us? And also what is meant by devil?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We believe that this statement has been misstated. For it is our understanding, humble and simple though it be, that to resist that known as the devil, to resist any influence considered dark or evil, is to intensify the ability of that influence to make its effect felt upon the one resisting. The concept is based upon the fact that all is one, and that those who pursue that path of darkness, or the serving of the self, are also part of that oneness, and to fight against, and to propose an opposition against such a force is to reinforce that power of separation by reaffirming separation. The forces of darkness obtain their power by separation from and control over others. To resist, in any degree, is to affirm that there is a separation and, therefore, it is to affirm the base of power of which the forces of the darkness draw their being.

Therefore, it is more in conformity, shall we say, with the principle of unity to accept all entities that are of a dark or light nature as part of the self, recognizing the one Creator in all. Accepting, forgiving and loving these entities therefore provides the entity with, what might be called, the shield of Light, and does provide that protection which entities may seek in the resistance of that called evil. The devil, my sister, is simply that dark portion of creation which seeks separation and pursues its path to the Creator by the separation from, and control over, other selves. But this, of course, is a path of limited Light, for it is not in total agreement with the underlying unity that is the fabric of all creation. And this path must therefore at some point, if it wishes to continue in evolution, join in the path that accepts all, loves all, forgives all, and sees all as the one Creator.

Questioner asked; ‘’ What is meant in the New Testament, why the statement that if we resist the devil, he will slowly charm us? And also, what is meant by devil?’’ Latwii began by saying we believe that this statement has been misstated, for it is our understanding that to resist the devil, to resist any influence considered dark or evil, is to intensify the ability of that influence to make its effect felt upon the one resisting, for the concept is based upon the fact that all is one, and that those who pursue that path of serving the self are also part of that oneness, and to fight against and to propose an opposition against such a force is to reinforce that power of separation by reaffirming separation because the forces of darkness obtain their power by separation from and control over others, and to resist, in any degree, is to affirm that there is a separation, and it is to affirm the base of power of which the forces of the darkness draw their being. Latwii continued by saying it is more in conformity with the principle of unity to accept all entities that are of a dark or Light nature as part of the self, recognizing the one Creator in all, so accepting, forgiving, and loving these entities provides the entity with the shield of Light and provides that protection which entities may seek in the resistance of that called evil, for the devil is that dark portion of creation which seeks separation and pursues its path to the Creator by the separation from, and control over, other selves, but this is a path of limited Light, for it is not in total agreement with the underlying unity that is the fabric of all creation, and this path must, at some point, if it wishes to continue in evolution, join in the path that accepts all, loves all, forgives all, and sees all as the one Creator. In 36.15, Ra spoke of how negative entities must reverse their polarity and become positively oriented;

Questioner: Well, then let’s say that when Himmler, for instance, reaches sixth-density negative at the beginnings of sixth-density negative, at this time would it be the case that an entity would realize that his higher self is sixth-density positively oriented and for that reason make the jump from negative to positive orientation?

Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The sixth-density negative entity is extremely wise. It observes the spiritual entropy occurring due to the lack of ability to express the unity of sixth density. Thus, loving the Creator and realizing at some point that the Creator is not only self but other-self as self, this entity consciously chooses an instantaneous energy reorientation so that it may continue its evolution.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Well, just let me see if I’ve got this clear. So, the statement, resist the devil and he will [inaudible]. I’m not sure which one it is and he will flee from you so that’s not really not a good path to follow, is that right?

I am Latwii. It is our suggestion that that path would not prove effective for those who would wish to be protected from the influence of negative forces. This is correct, my sister.

Questioner; Thank you.

I am Latwii, we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Do people who say that rosary and prayer wheels and other prayers for people, do they accomplish something?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Such entities do indeed accomplish something. That which is wished to be accomplished, the aiding in Love and Light of another entity is that which is in some degree accomplished by the activities which you have described. The purity of the seeking to be of service and the strength with which the will is turned in this direction are the factors which determine the degree of success of this desire. There are, as you are aware of, many methods by which such service …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

…might be rendered, for the entity wishing to undertake such a service needs be most concerned with the will and the purity of the desire. The manner in which this is manifested is of concern only to those entities who wish to make this type of service a more refined and regularized, shall we say, offering of service. Such entities may then wish to employ other techniques.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Thank you, you answered me very well.

I am Latwii, we thank you, and we are pleased that we have been able to serve. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes, Latwii, would a major nuclear confrontation affect existence in other places, or other dimensions, or other worlds of awareness or would it be confined to this planet’s third density?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. There is a unity, as each of you know, and when any portion of that unity is affected by any action, the rest of the unity is also affected, for are not all one? If such an action which you have described and discussed this evening were to be accomplished upon your planet as it has been accomplished elsewhere, even within your own solar system, there would indeed be an effect which would be felt, and there would be certain balances that would be, for the moment, awry and would therefore need to be balanced by another action upon the various levels of what you call the creation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; Yes, would the Confederation interfere in any way …? We were discussing information from various sources that it would not be allowed to happen. Is that true?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator seek to be of service to those entities who call us. We see the creation as one thing; we see needs; we see perfection; we see the Creator knowing Itself in all activities, and we see each portion of the Creator pursuing its path in reuniting with the one Creator. Each entity, each portion of the creation, must be allowed to pursue this path within free will insofar as this is possible. We see many possibilities on your planet at this time. Each possibility must be granted the opportunity to be expressed. For those entities now upon your planet have, at this time, many balances which are in the process of becoming complete.

There are, as you are aware, entities from a great number of planets which have found the necessity to repeat this third-density cycle. Many have found this necessity because they have experienced that which is now feared upon your planet, and the destruction of the planet. These entities and these actions now are attempting to reach a reconciliation, a balance, if you will. And this activity must be allowed to become completed. Therefore, whatever choices your people make as they seek this balance, individually, in community, and in global terms, therefore, must be allowed to find full and free expression and shall be allowed to do so. The stage from which the drama is played is one part of the creation. It has evolved from many sources. Whatever its final curtain [inaudible] upon this planet, it shall continue in some manner and continue in its evolution of characters, of scripts, and expression of the one Creator. There is no end to the experience.

Questioner asked; ‘’ Yes, would the Confederation interfere in any way …? We were discussing information from various sources that it would not be allowed to happen. Is that true?’’ Latwii replied we of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator seek to be of service to those entities who call us, for we see the creation as one thing; we see needs; we see perfection; we see the Creator knowing Itself in all activities, and we see each portion of the Creator pursuing its path in reuniting with the one Creator, so each entity must be allowed to pursue this path within free will insofar as this is possible, and we see many possibilities on your planet at this time, and each possibility must be granted the opportunity to be expressed, for those entities now upon your planet have many balances which are in the process of becoming complete. Then Latwii said there are entities from a number of planets which have found the necessity to repeat this third-density cycle because they have experienced that which is now feared upon your planet as the destruction of the planet, and these entities and these actions now are attempting to reach a reconciliation, and this activity must be allowed to be completed, so whatever choices your people make as they seek this balance, individually, in community, and in global terms, must be allowed to find full and free expression, for the stage from which the drama is played is one part of the creation which has evolved from many sources, but whatever its final curtain call upon this planet, it shall continue in its evolution of characters, of scripts, and expression of the one Creator, for there is no end to the experience. On August 31, 1986, Latwii spoke about the nature of reconciliation;

Those of the nation known to you as Israel—and may we say that not all that are a part of this nation are within its boundaries—are entities which have in a general sense found the need to incarnate in a situation which offers experience of a most intensive nature within this incarnation, that of forming what seems to be new out of that which is timeless and of great experience upon your planet and take this new formation and through it begin to express the reconciliation of difficulties between entities, between religions, between nations, between beliefs.

This is not an easy task, my friends, for those within this general region have accepted the honor and duty of reenacting and continuing to enact patterns of energy that have had an ageless and difficult expression upon this planetary surface. This general region has been the focus of much, as you would call it, catalyst, for humankind. It is within this region that many great teachers have walked and have found the need to express, each in his or her own way, the attempt to reconcile what may be best described as the lack of love within entities and states, beliefs, and religions. For within the third-density experience as you know it, my friends, the basic lesson is that which is described by the word you know as Love, that which is quite difficult to define, but which includes the ability to accept more of the creation without condition and to see it as the self and to see it as one thing, even though many portions of it present the illusion of separation, difference, and disharmony.

Those of the nation and way of thinking of Israel have then taken upon themselves the opportunity and the duty of first experiencing these difficulties of reconciling seemingly opposite points of view. When the difficulties have been appreciated by a growing number of individuals, then this widened point of view that has found its place of birth within these individuals may begin to expand so that there is the general perception of the possibilities of reconciliation, of forgiving that which seems unforgivable, of accepting that which seems unacceptable, of loving that which seems unlovable.

When this opportunity, then, has been presented in a wider and more profound manner, not only within the boundaries of the nation known as Israel, but has continued its progress throughout the various populations, nations, religions, and beliefs of the various portions of your planet, the opportunity for each person to experience the reconciliation of difficulties and disharmonies is increased, and the opportunity to learn those lessons of Love are enhanced.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii, we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Does the presence of entities from other planets which have destroyed themselves increase our chances of this type of thing happening here since they had to balance that experience somehow?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query my brother. Indeed, this may be so, but it is also true that many of those entities that have experienced this destruction are also desirous now, upon the subconscious levels, to make a reconciliation for this action, and it might then be said the possibilities of such an action could also be less. With some entities, their purposes being manipulation and control upon a conscious level, the likelihood then becomes increased; with other entities, who wish to make a balance in the actions—whether on a conscious or unconscious level—then is generated the possibility that such would not occur. But therefore are—we correct this instrument—therefore all possibilities continue as possibilities with some awaiting in favor of one activity at certain times, another activity at other times.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; No, thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Are there any entities upon this planet presently who experienced the demise of Atlantis?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, there are many entities upon this planet which experienced that action. Indeed, almost every entity which was a part of the population of that continent known in your history as Atlantis now resides upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; And I’m assuming they’re both of the positive and negative polarity?

I am Latwii. In general, my sister, this is correct, although the greatest portion of your people have not yet chosen their polarity but swing back and forth between the two, both upon the conscious and unconscious levels.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; So then these entities really aren’t helping us very much within the crisis we think we’re in, is that right?

I am Latwii. May we ask for a more specific naming of the entities referred to?

Questioner; Are there more entities who have chosen the positive polarity than there are who have chosen the negative polarity?

I am Latwii. My sister, this is correct. The number of entities at this time who have chosen the positive polarity is quite small considered in relation to the entire population of your planet. Yet this number far exceeds those entities who have chosen the negative polarity. The entities, however, who have chosen the negative polarity are more to be seen in the positions of power, shall we say, for this is the natural habitat, shall we say, of such a negative polarity.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Then I’m assuming some of them are rulers today? Or they’re at least in government positions of power.

I am Latwii. This is correct, my sister, and to this we would only add that many such entities are not publicly visible, though many are. May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii, we are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Could you tell us something about yourself [inaudible]?

I am Latwii. As an introduction, may we say that we are most pleased to be asked about our meager existence—meager, shall we say, when compared with the great variety of experiences that your people now enjoy upon the surface of your planet. Our existence has become quite simplified for many thousands of your years, and even greater spans of years have we been of one mind, shall we say. We of Latwii inhabit that density known to you as the density of Light, the density of wisdom, numbering five. We seek the density of unity which will allow us to balance the compassion which we as a social memory complex gained in our experience of the fourth density. With the reason that we are now learning in the fullest extent. This attempt that we make at evolution has been aided greatly by our intense desire to seek the one Creator. For it has been our experience to know a great variety of the paths, shall we say, of evolution. For we of Latwii have [inaudible] of those you know of as wanderers to many parts of this galaxy and have become acquainted with a great array of planets, of peoples, and of processes of evolution. All this we have taken into our beings and have learned therefore that the one Creator is that experience of unity which all entities seek.

We of Latwii experience an illusion similar in some ways to your own in that we yet have much catalyst to work with and much experience to complete before our graduation to the next density. Yet our illusion is somewhat more finely constructed than is your own. For it is an illusion that is made of Light, as are all illusions, but we are able to form that Light at will so that our simple needs might be met by our own actions in a more easily observable fashion. This, of course, is true upon your own planet and within your own density, yet it’s not so apparent to the people of your planet, for they still dwell within the veil of the forgetting. We of Latwii have utilized this veil of forgetting in the third density and now proceed in our evolution at what might be considered a slower pace but a pace in which we are able to see that each part of our illusion is the fabric of our own creation.

Questioner asked; ‘’ Could you tell us something about yourself.’’ Latwii said that our existence has become simplified for thousands of years, and in even greater spans of years have we been of one mind, so we inhabit that density of Light, the density of Wisdom, numbering five, and we seek the density of unity which will allow us to balance the compassion which we gained in our experience of the fourth density, so this attempt that we make at evolution has been aided greatly by our intense desire to seek the one Creator, for it has been our experience to know a great variety of the paths of evolution, for we have come as wanderers to many parts of this galaxy and have become acquainted with a great array of planets, people, and processes of evolution, and all this we have taken into our beings and have learned that the one Creator is that experience of unity which all entities seek. Latwii continued by saying we experience an illusion similar in some ways to your own in that we have much catalyst to work with and much experience to complete before our graduation to the next density, yet our illusion is more finely constructed than is your own, for it is an illusion that is made of Light, as are all illusions, but we are able to form that Light at will so that our needs might be met by our own actions in a more easily observable fashion, and this is true upon your planet and within your density, yet it’s not so apparent to the people of your planet, for they still dwell within the veil of the forgetting, and we have utilized this veil of forgetting in the third density and now proceed in our evolution at what might be considered a slower pace but a pace in which we are able to see that each part of our illusion is the fabric of our own creation. On January 9, 1990, Q’uo spoke of one portion of their being was of the density of Wisdom;

When our energies are stepped down to those of Latwii, an energy this instrument feels most comfortable with, we are able to offer concepts that are to some degree more precise, and may we say, perhaps more interesting to the advanced student of metaphysics, than that which is called Latwii would be by the self, for Latwii is of the fifth density, the density of Wisdom, and as you can feel, our vibrations are the vibrations not only of unconditional Wisdom, but compassion as well.

We at times exist within what you would call a sun body but, being unable to balance Wisdom and Love at this time, we are not able to remain in that configuration for an extended period of what you would call time. Our normal environment, shall we say, is within the realms of Light and consists of that focus of Light which we find a need for in order to learn certain lessons, these lessons having to do with the refinement of Wisdom. Therefore, our environment is not what you would call constant. We periodically make forays, shall we say, into other planetary environs such as your own in order to study the configurations of Light that are the basis for a certain portion of the evolutionary process of your people and other people. We are what you might call more scientifically oriented than our brothers and sisters of Hatonn or Laitos who find philosophical explorations more to their liking and nature.

Latwii continued by saying we at times exist within a sun body, but, being unable to balance Wisdom and Love at this time, we are not able to remain in that configuration for an extended period of time, but our normal environment is within the realms of Light and consists of that focus of Light which we find a need for in order to learn lessons having to do with the refinement of Wisdom, but our environment is not what you would call constant, for we periodically make forays into other planetary environs such as your own in order to study the configurations of Light that are the basis for a certain portion of the evolutionary process of your people and other people, so we are more scientifically oriented than our brothers and sisters of Hatonn or Laitos who find philosophical explorations more to their liking and nature. On May 15, 1983, Latwii described their nature as being of the density of Light;

The nature of our existence at this, what you would call, time is such that we inhabit the analog of a space/time physical vehicle within the density of Light. Therefore, the vehicle which we inhabit, though it is an analogue of the vehicle which you inhabit, would not be able to be perceived by the great majority of your people in any way because of the, shall we say, density of Light contained within it, which to your physical senses are quite without substance or perceptibility. When we communicate through instruments such as this instrument, we transmit in a time/space or thought form, so that our space/time physical vehicle generates a form of thought that may penetrate the interlocking densities and planes within each density to reach the instrument which opens itself to our thought form.

Therefore, to answer your query, our normal, shall we say, existence is within a space/time physical vehicle of Light, but when we communicate with groups such as this one, we partake in the analog to your meditative state and transmit our thoughts in a thought form vehicle.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Are they in the same density as you are?

I am Latwii. Though we are in the same creation, our density is one density removed from those of Hatonn and Laitos, their density being the fourth density, that of love and understanding.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Thank you that was very [inaudible].

I am Latwii. We thank you and are pleased that our chance to, shall we say, strut our stuff has pleased you. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes, would you evaluate the accuracy of the channeling that occurs on Friday nights?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We prefer to make a general statement in this case, for it is necessary for entities engaging in this process of refining the channeling process to seek such a refinement as a result of inner revelation. We would say in general that we are most pleased that we have been able to speak at your meetings held upon another evening and in another location, as you call it, and are very happy to offer ourselves in this endeavor. We are happy that the entities engaging in this meeting process have asked for our services, and that these entities continue to seek whatever stronger desire to know the one Creator. We assure each this desire shall continue to refine that process which is now taking place.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; Yes, have you any suggestions to offer for our examination that would possibly lead to a more refined and accurate channeling?

I am Latwii. My brother, again we must speak generally. Each entity which wishes to refine the process of seeking may do so in any number of ways. The most important ingredient is the strengthening of the will and of the desire to seek. We have mentioned this many times. These are the foundation stones, shall we say, upon which the seeking of any entity rests. For as the entity seeks so shall they find, for the seeking is as the magnet which attracts the filings. You are part of one creation; as you seek, you respond. Your greater selves are aware that that portion of yourself which you project as a personality, through its desire thereby seeks greater illumination. Therefore, may we suggest simply the reaffirming of each moment of which you are conscious of your seeking of the desire to seek in ever more pure and ever more positively polarized matters. This is a suggestion which each may find aid in utilizing.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; I have a question on a different subject. I’m currently experiencing a lesson which involves the decision to whether it is best to communicate or not communicate with another self. I’ve reached what I feel is the best decision, but I would be very interested in any advice that Latwii might be willing to offer on that.

I am Latwii. My brother, we can only advise you to do that which you feel is best to do. For within your own being resides those biases which seek the balance; and to advise an entity to do anything other than that which it wishes to do is to advise an entity to do that which will not aid its evolution as greatly as will its own volition. You cannot make mistakes, my brother. You can learn from all experiences.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; No, thank you for your answers.

I am Latwii. We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla; I had to tie up about three questions that I had more questions about when you finished answering. First was L’s question about channeling. I’ve wondered also what one could do to refine one’s channel. Don has always talked about the possibility of what a teacher would call “master classes.” That’s when teachers teach other teachers. Would this sort of channelers’ channeling meditation be of aid to the channels involved in refining the channels of those who desire to take part? Or can you comment?

I am Latwii. My sister, we can indeed comment. Our comment is, yes. May we answer you further?

Carla; Yes, to work on C’s question a little bit more. I do understand your idea about not resisting evil because obviously if evil—or the devil if you want to personify it—being a part of yourself since we are the creation—is to be loved and accepted as a part of the self and thereby made non-powerful because it is a part of the self; it is understood; it is forgiven. I could understand that, but many is the time when I’ve talked with someone who has a very specific problem like wanting to stop eating too much or wanting to stop smoking; or my own particular weakness is wanting to stop purchasing garments that I don’t need to wear. It does seem to be a simple prayer “resist,” will get me through one specific instance. Is there virtue in that limited kind of resistance or am I talking about evil or just the [inaudible] choices?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. There is a significant difference in those activities of which you speak having to do only with the self in relationship to the self and those activities which have to do with the self in relationship to other selves. As an entity seeks to balance its own biases and distortions, there are those activities which are subject to the will, which may be undertaken and prove efficacious in that balancing. It is possible to exercise the will to such an extent that the simple losing of the desire to do those things which are not deemed proper might be accomplished.

When dealing with an other self, on the other hand, it is not deemed proper for one wishing to proceed on the path of positive polarity to exercise the will in such a fashion over another entity if this entity has been seen to be that of what is called the negative polarity. For to do so is to engage in a battle which is fought upon the negative entity’s turf, shall we say, and is to engage in a contest of wills which will inevitably lead to the depolarizing of the positive entity. It is better for such an entity to not exercise the will in opposition to such an entity but to withdraw from the contest and, within the meditative state, seek to send the negative entity the love and the light which is truly felt for another part of the great self.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; I believe I understand. What you’re saying is that, for instance, when Jesus said, “Get thee behind me Satan,” he was dramatizing not the reality of the devil but His ability to use His will to decide not to accept a certain temptation and then to pray for those who did persecute, as he did for the forty days before he went to be crucified. His statement then is misleading as it’s written in the Bible which is basically saying because the emphasis is wrongly placed on the personification which seems to be evil instead of the rule to choose one thing instead of another.

Is this correct? Is this what you’re saying?

I am Latwii, my sister. In general, we agree with your summary. We may comment further by suggesting that the entity known as Jesus, when speaking of that concept of negativity called Satan in your holy works, was speaking of those temptations that were being offered it by those forces which wished to depolarize the one known as Jesus so that its work would remain undone. The one known as Jesus, though it accepted fully those forces of negativity or darkness within its heart of being, loved them, forgave them, and had compassion for them, yet did say to those forces that He wished to pursue another path and that those temptations which were being offered were not acceptable to this entity, though the entities offering them were indeed accepted, loved, and cherished. Therefore, the entity known as Jesus was, in refusing these temptations, not opposing those forces of darkness but was loving them in the fullest while at the same time refusing their offerings.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; Not on that subject, that was most helpful, thank you. I wanted to just pursue some questions that were asked about lots of UFO rumor mongering that’s been going on—that’s about the best I can call it—when the UFO research community, for years and years, ever since I’ve been involved in these meditations, the big rumor has always been the UFO involvement in what the Bible has called the rapture. This rapture business has been going on for the last eighteen hundred or so years, and I’ve always been curious as to what germ of truth it held, the remnant that shall remain and the being taken up, whether it was simply the small harvest at the end of the cycle or what. And I’ve always figured when UFOs become a part of the scene it was only natural that UFO channels who were familiar with the Bible would then latch onto the idea of the rapture and figure that it was going to be accomplished by means of the mechanisms of spaceships. I wonder if you could comment on this for our group because I think that in many ways this whole concept has been a very damaging one in that it concerns people and it distracts them from your message. This whole idea of the mechanical salvation by UFOs?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We are very pleased to be able to make a comment upon this subject which we also have found to be quite disconcerting. The, shall we say, kernel of truth as we see it within this concept is the fact that there shall be those of the fourth-density vibration who shall greet those entities upon your planet who are harvested into the fourth density of Love and compassion. These entities who shall serve as the greeters, the guides, and the teachers from the newly harvested of your planet, are those entities of the similar configuration to the one known as Jesus and shall be those who shall fulfill that known as the Second Coming in one aspect. That is the greeting. These entities stand ready at all times to greet those upon your planet who, in their daily round of activities,  seek ever more purely the one Creator. Love and Light are sent, a direction then possible is offered, and as your planet makes the appropriate passage into that density of Love and understanding which it is now entering, these entities shall be those who make ready the passage and who …

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This morning I went outside and used my trimmer, which I call Whiplash, to trim all of the dead flower stalks down in all of the flower gardens in my yard. At 11 am I was once again honored to be a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group, and I attempted to answer questions such as; ‘’What would I do with a billion dollars.’’ ‘’What is the difference between intelligent energy and intelligent infinity.’’ ‘’What does the Deep Underground do.’’ ‘’Did Carla and I have a New Year’s Day celebration.’’ ‘’What do I like about the book The Art of Meditation.’’ This was another inspiring experience of joining my heart with all of my great friends who also love the Law of One and moving a few more steps forward on our spiritual journeys together.

This afternoon my quote from The Art of Meditation is; ‘’We must realize that we have no objective other than the achievement of the kingdom of God, that we have no demonstration to make except the demonstration of our spiritual Selfhood; but that we must demonstrate first of all for our own development; and secondly, as a witness to the world that God is individual Selfhood, and that this state of being may be attained by all those who are ready to give up the world, not by removing themselves to some remote spot, but by giving up their desires for that which the world can give.

 As students of spiritual wisdom, the important question is; what is the best way, if there is a best way, of achieving this realization of our true Selfhood. Is there a short cut. Is there a path that leads to God-realization, a path that can be trod here on Earth. Can it be achieved here on Earth. The answer is yes. Not only is there a way of accomplishing this objective, but there is a shortcut. That short cut, so simple and yet so very difficult, is to perform a bit of mental surgery on ourselves and cut away all our desires. Let us take a good sharp scalpel and cut out of ourselves all desire for person, place, thing, circumstance, or condition. Every desire must be cut away in order that only one remains; to know Thee, whom to know aright is life eternal.’’

Then I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the dead flower stalks in all of my gardens in a pile beside each flower garden.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 3

A Day Of Forgiveness

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in whole and divine Love. The Master calls each to a day of forgiveness.

Let this be such a day.

During this day, note each to whom your heart has become hard, that you may take this opportunity to call and pray for grace; that you may know how to forgive; that you may learn the gentility, the transformation, and the peace of forgiving.

For what is there to forgive between children in the same family? Do not all families learn from rubbing against each other, perhaps even causing friction but always working as a family? Such is your condition as a soul in the creation in which all of consciousness are children of one Father.

Let this day be your day of forgiveness of others, of yourself, and of your Father. Many things are beyond understanding. But the Love and the peace of forgiveness are food for the heart and drink for eternity.

We leave you in forgiveness, peace and divine Love, this day and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Laitos channeling today comes from May 13, 1982;

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you for the privilege of having been called to this meeting, for it is our special delight to work with those who desire to familiarize themselves with the channeling vibration, and who serve as couriers of a very simple message, a message which has been available to your people for many, many of your years, but which in all times and places finds new ways of reaching those whose ears have not yet been opened to the words of Love.

Before we begin to work with you, my friends, we would like to say a few words about this service of being a vocal channel, a messenger of Love, a voice for those who serve the Creator with all their strength. First, we wish to acquaint you with the concept that a messenger is a servant, one who is humble and who bows the knee before those to whom they speak. A messenger is not involved in the outcome or the result of the message. The responsibility of the messenger is to the source of that message, that it may be given as truly and as well as the messenger has the capability of doing so. Therefore, in any situation, all are messengers, all speak from a source. All are channels, my friends. You are offering to be a channel to aid the Confederation in the service of the one infinite Creator. It differs from these unconscious channelings of your race in that you have a conscious desire to focus your message in such a way that it reflects a deeper source, that you may speak more truly, and that your message may originate within the realms of service to others. This is, indeed, a very blessed decision, for the desire to serve will open the door to that service.

My friends, there is no question as to your ability to function as channels once your desire has been summoned. We have especially been aware for many weeks that the one known as D was contemplating a closer acquaintance with this service, but until this entity had concluded the decision-making process, we felt that it would be an infringement to offer our services. We would say one more thing before we begin, and ask you to consider this in your meditations. As you serve, you grow, and as you grow, it may seem to you that you have been blessed with more information, more depth of understanding, more realization of that great source of Love which is within you, than some others. We ask that when these thoughts come to you, you bless them, and then release and remember instead that each understanding brings with it a responsibility. Each responsibility brings with it an understanding. Therefore, my friends, avoid either praising or not praising your progress. Simply continue to seek. That service which has been prepared for you will be yours as you take it up moment by moment and day by day.

In this session Laitos wanted to speak to the group about being a vocal channel for Love. They began by saying we would like to say a few words about this service of being a vocal channel, a messenger of Love, a voice for those who serve the Creator with all their strength, so first we wish to acquaint you with the concept that a messenger is a servant, one who is humble and who bows the knee before those to whom they speak, for a messenger is not involved in the outcome or the result of the message since the responsibility of the messenger is to the source of that message, that it may be given as well as the messenger has the capability of doing so, and in any situation all are messengers that speak from a source, and all are offering to be a channel to aid the Confederation in the service of the one infinite Creator, for it differs from these unconscious channelings of your race in that you have a conscious desire to focus your message in such a way that it reflects a deeper source, that you may speak more truly, and that your message may originate within the realms of service to others, so this is a blessed decision, for the desire to serve will open the door to that service. Laitos went on to say there is no question as to your ability to function as channels once your desire has been summoned, and we have been aware for many weeks that D was contemplating a closer acquaintance with this service, but until this entity had concluded the decision-making process, we felt that it would be an infringement to offer our services, so we would say one more thing before we begin, and we ask you to consider this in your meditations, for as you serve, you grow, and as you grow, it may seem to you that you have been blessed with more realization of that great source of Love which is within you, than some others have been, and we ask that when these thoughts come to you, you bless them, and then release them and remember instead that each understanding brings with it a responsibility, and each responsibility brings with it an understanding, so avoid either praising or not praising your progress, but simply continue to seek, and that service which has been prepared for you will be yours as you take it up moment by moment and day by day. On May 19, 1985, L/Leema spoke of the value of our continuing to seek;

We can state that as you continue to seek the one Creator and the unity of all things, you shall become more and more aware, as you have stated. It is not necessary to speak with those unseen or to have communications of this variety in order to become more aware of your process of seeking. To desire such knowledge and experience is all that is necessary, for it has been written in that holy work previously mentioned that as you seek, you shall find; as you ask, it shall be answered; and as you knock, the doors shall be opened, for this is a law of the universe which functions without exception, for that which you seek is within your own being. You are all things.

Again, we are so very happy to be working with you. We shall begin at this time with a period of conditioning concentrated in the area of the head, the face, and the throat. This is to make you aware of the presence of those of Laitos, and to give you a true feeling of our ability to communicate with you. We shall pause for this exercise at this time. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We are beginning to blend our vibrations with yours and would at this time like to work with the one known as S if she would relax. We will be sending one single thought. That is our identification. We ask that this entity to relax, allow her mind to rest undisturbed, and wait for the thought, “I am Laitos.” We will repeat this several times in order to assure the one known as S that she is not creating this voice within her own being. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We have good contact with this instrument, but we find that the one known as S has some blockage due to some slight indecision about the actual speaking of our words. We shall continue to work with this instrument and return to this instrument after work with the one known as D, that it may consider what it wishes to do at this time. We are most happy to be of service, whether as offerers of the channeling vibration alone, or as offerers of thoughts. We thank the one known as S and would now work with the one known as D.

It would be suggested to the one known as D that quietness and a refraining from analysis be employed so that we may transmit our single thought, “I am Laitos.” When the instrument thinks this particular concept, it will seem much like his own thought. That is the nature of our channeling process as we work within a deeper portion of the mind. Therefore, we ask the instrument not to attempt to analyze the source of the concept, but when the thought occurs, speak it without hesitation. We shall repeat the thought several times. We will now transfer to the one known as D. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

We are adjusting our contact with this instrument to provide more comfort and efficiency and shall continue working with this instrument as we move back again to the one known as S and attempt once more to make our vibrations available to her. We shall again offer the possibility of the simple channeling exercise. We transfer this contact at this time. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. I am Laitos. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos and am again with this instrument. It is with great joy that we make contact with this instrument. We realize the rush is a bit of an experience at first, but assure the instrument that the accompanying sensations subside to a far more pleasant configuration as we learn better how to channel the energy that we have been given through the physical vehicle of each instrument. Each instrument is unique and with each instrument we go through a process of adjustment.

We would at this time attempt again to speak through the one known as D in hopes that the adjustments we have been making have been helpful. Again, we ask for the instrument to completely relax and to speak what comes into the mind spontaneously. We transfer now. I am Laitos.

(D channeling)

I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We see that our adjustments have been in the right direction, and we shall continue to endeavor to make this contact more comfortable for the one known as D. Again, we assure the instrument that the experiences and sensations which accompany channeling do not remain at the level of intensity of first contact, for we do attempt to channel our vibrations in a way which enables the instrument to remain comfortable. Also, each instrument becomes more comfortable with the process, and thus a certain amount of what is experienced is dropped as the surprise element, shall we say, of our reality ceases to become a factor.

We are so very happy and pleased to be able to make contact with the one known as D and the one known as S. We are full of Love for both instruments, and wish each to know that we shall be with you at any time you wish. We would advise, however, practicing the actual channeling of a vocal nature only in a group with a more experienced channel, for the tuning, as this instrument would call it, is quite important to the quality and content of the message received. We have begun a journey, my friends. We greet you, and as we leave the shores, we rejoice in the power of that pilgrimage, which we all make together, to Love and serve the one infinite Creator.

At this time I would transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am now with this instrument, and greet you once again in Love and Light. At this time, we would open this meeting to questions which those present may have on their minds. May we answer any question at this time?

D; Yes. The sensations that I felt I’ve been feeling for years. Is that possible?

I am Laitos. My brother, your experience with this group in its initial stages enabled you to become familiar with this type of vibration, and to become aware that the process which you have now begun was always possible, for many entities of the Confederation wish to avail themselves of the contacts such as this contact in order to make the philosophy of Love and Light and unity available to more people on your planet. Therefore, you have at this time tapped the potential which has been available to you since your beginning experience with this group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D; No, that’s fine.

Laitos; We are most grateful for this opportunity. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

D; Yes. I have a question. In practicing …

[Side one of tape ends.]

…In practicing this type of thing, should I focus my consciousness or release?

I am Laitos. We would suggest, my brother, that you use whichever method is most helpful to you, for each has its strength, and each has its weakness. Your own unique configuration of mind, body, and spirit will determine through practice that technique which is most useful. The releasing of the attention so that a blankened focus of mind is achieved allows for the easier perception of the vibration for most entities, but also does allow for the random thought to be equally considered as well. The focused attention does allow for a more precise perception and is usually useful in the later stages of the channeling process. But many instruments find this is helpful at each beginning stage as well.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D; So, when I become accustomed to the conditioning vibrations, the focus will probably be better? Is this what you’re saying?

I am Laitos. In general, this is correct, my brother. May we answer you further, my brother?

DL No, that’s fine. Thank you.

I am Laitos. We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

S; Yes. You were saying that you used the energy in the physical vehicle to channel. Is there a way, the science through meditation, that this energy could be increased and directed?

I am Laitos. My sister, the technique of meditation is that technique which focuses the seeking of an entity so that the seeking might be used for a more refined purpose, in this case, the purpose of the vocal channeling. The refinement or enhancement of this type of focus of energy might be accomplished by any activity which the entity undertakes as a means of expressing the seeking, the desire to know the one Creator. Any activity, therefore, might aid this focus of energy. There are those activities such as meditation which are far more efficient, shall we say, in the focusing of this energy. One might also engage in that known as prayer, or that known as contemplation, or the philosophical discussion on an intellectual basis of those concepts which are felt to be crystallized portions of the understanding of the one Creator. Many are the ways which are available to the seeker to gain leverage, shall we say, in the application of this focus of energy.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S; No, not on that, but I do have another question. It seems that there are a lot of questions inside that I cannot seem to quite get at. Is there a reason for this? How can I go about unblocking these? It seems to me that meditation would be the best thing to do. Is this true?

I am Laitos. My sister, again we find another facet of the previous query, and again we would respond by saying that your assumption is correct, that meditation is the most efficient means of discovering those portions of the self which seek to make themselves known to the conscious mind so that the conscious mind might grow further in its grasp of understanding of unity with all that is. You may see these unformed queries in your mind as the seeds of your future growth, and you may see the practice of meditation, contemplation, prayer, and the seeking in general as those means whereby the seeds shall receive the water of your attention, which is necessary for them to sprout and to bloom forth into their full glory, for they contain that part of yourself which is yet unborn, and which seeks to become born.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S; No, thank you.

I am Laitos. We thank you, as well. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla; I was surprised at the strength of energy that I felt when each of the new channels began to channel. I thought it was an unusually strong sensation. I wondered if you could comment on it?

I am Laitos. My sister, we would concur with your recognition of the strength of desire that is present this afternoon within this group, for the desire that has been manifested by the new instruments is a desire to be of service to others, and has within each entity had much of what you call time in which to be nourished and has now been manifested in the conscious actions which have been undertaken this day. We are always most honored to be able to participate in this process of the desire to serve finding a means whereby it might be fulfilled, and within this new grouping of instruments we find that desire is quite strong indeed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; No, thank you.

I am Laitos. May we attempt another answer at this time?

[Pause]

I am Laitos. We have been filled with joy this afternoon as each entity has participated in the process of serving as vocal instruments. We look forward to the continued progress of each new instrument, and assure each that we shall be with each in his and her meditations. A simple request for our presence is all that is necessary. Again, we remind each that the actual attempt to vocalize the thoughts which we send is best carried out within the parameters present, that is, the presence of an experienced instrument, so that tuning might be most helpful. We leave each entity at this time in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We thank each. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

This morning, just before midnight, I had been lying in bed for over an hour unable to sleep because the dozens of itchy areas on my upper body itched too much for me to be able to sleep. So, I drove to Baptist Hospital’s ER where the staff asked me how long this itching had been going on, and I told them about two weeks. So, they gave me a pill and an injection in my arm along with a prescription of Hydrocortisone Ointment that they called into the Walgreen’s Drug Store in Middletown. After I got home I had breakfast, and I meditated. At 9 am I drove to Walgreen’s Drug Store and picked up the prescription which suggested rubbing the ointment on the itchy areas three times a day. Fortunately, the itching has already reduced significantly, and the itchy areas are smaller as well.

This afternoon I would like to share more concepts from The Art of Meditation; ‘’It is not really we who pray or meditate at all; the Spirit meditates within us, and we simply open our consciousness to let the Spirit reveal our need and its fulfillment. Therein is the secret. How different that is from doing mental work, declaring or affirming that this or that shall come to pass, and now, this minute. Rather, in going into meditation, our attitude should be that of the little Hebrew boy, ‘Speak, Lord, for thy servant heareth.’ That is the true attitude with which to enter into meditation—opening our consciousness to God and letting God fulfill Itself within us. Let God utter Its Word within our being—not our words, but the Word. We shall find that Word to be quick, and sharp, and powerful; it does not return unto us void. It does the work whereunto it is sent, but it must be the Word of God, not your desire or my desire. The true aspirant on the spiritual path has no desire other than the fulfillment of God, the realization of God, the experience of the Christ. How could there possibly be an unfulfilled need if the Christ is operating in our consciousness. The Christ must fulfill Itself. One desire alone is legitimate, and that is the realization of this activity of the Christ in our consciousness.’’ Then I went outside and took the tarp off of the leaves that I used Huff and Puff to blow into a pile last Wednesday. Then I put the leaves into two garbage cans to put them at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 3

A Day Of Forgiveness

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in whole and divine Love. The Master calls each to a day of forgiveness.

Let this be such a day.

During this day, note each to whom your heart has become hard, that you may take this opportunity to call and pray for grace; that you may know how to forgive; that you may learn the gentility, the transformation, and the peace of forgiving.

For what is there to forgive between children in the same family? Do not all families learn from rubbing against each other, perhaps even causing friction but always working as a family? Such is your condition as a soul in the creation in which all of consciousness are children of one Father.

Let this day be your day of forgiveness of others, of yourself, and of your Father. Many things are beyond understanding. But the love and the peace of forgiveness are food for the heart and drink for eternity.

We leave you in forgiveness, peace and divine Love, this day and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from May 9, 1982;

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, as always, it is our pleasure to be able to join your group and participate with you in your meditations, and, as always, we are honored by the service you do us in requesting our service, small and insignificant as it may be.

There are many aspects, my friends, to the study of meditation, and for many these aspects are never readily perceivable, for there is seldom sufficient striving to attain the depth necessary for the perception of the distinctions between the types of meditation. For example, when one of your brothers or sisters who has not participated for a long period of time in a group such as this, or in other forms of meditation, there is a sense of puzzled wonderment when the subject is raised. It may be assumed by many that the act of meditating is in some way the attainment of a mystical state that is available to but a few, and for that reason there is no reason for the individual to pursue the attainment as one would practice to achieve a level of attainment in a sport or other field of endeavor on your planet.

My friends, do not be dismayed by your perceptions, for perceptions are based upon a limited amount of knowledge, and only through your striving will the truth be opened to you. The attainments in meditation do not come painfully, but rather they come consistently. As one practices regularly and with frequency one begins to perceive the potential paths that open before oneself, as a fan of leaves open from the branch of a tree, each leading farther and farther in a different direction, but striving still in unity toward the Light. My friends, we do not speak on this subject as a lector or professor who will define and detail for you the various aspects of meditation, but rather as an encouraging participant or co-student who, having discovered a small amount of the splendor attainable, would rush back to share the surprise with his brothers or sisters. We cannot encourage you sufficiently, my friends, to undertake the regular practice of meditation, for it is your sincere desire, we believe, to seek attainment, and find that this path above all others will enable you to achieve that end.

At this time, we would transfer our contact to the one known as Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again in Love and Light. It is our privilege to utilize this instrument, which we have not been able to speak through for some time.

It is always, my friends, the lot of the seeker that the seeking shall be strewn with those situations which you call difficulties. So, it is with the method of seeking known as meditation. As one seeks in meditation there are a number of parameters, shall we say, that must be met which may offer that known as the difficulty from time to time, for the purpose of teaching the seeking entity how best to meet them. The first parameter is the honing of the desire to actually make the time for meditation in the busy schedule. It seems so often that there is not enough time to accomplish those activities which acquire the attention in the outer world of the entity for its survival and sustenance. This is the basic requisite, shall we say, for the desire to seek in this manner must be of a certain strength before the seeking shall have the opportunity to begin. A meditator then finds that when time has been made for this activity that the outer world is not easily shed and remains, indeed, within the head or mind. Quieting this muscle of stray thoughts and leftover concerns from the day’s activities then becomes the next step for the seeker in meditation.

This is approached by each entity in an unique fashion. Many use various means to quiet the mind: the chanting, the visualizing of a blank space, the seeing of the thoughts settling to the bottom of a pool, the watching of the thoughts as they pass through the mind’s eye without giving them undue attention are some means that may be used. These thoughts shall continue in their progression for quite some time, shall we say, for each meditator, for each entity so seeking in meditation is always engaged in some degree in the outer world. For this outer world seems to be that which is most real and which requires the seeker’s attention. When a stillness of a sufficient nature has been achieved then the entity may utilize this stillness for a great variety of purposes. It may be that the meditator has a need which must be met in the spiritual, emotional, or mental sense, which then might be the theme or topic of the meditation. This need might be allowed to travel its natural course, shall we say, as the seeker seeks its solution. It might be that the seeker would use this stillness to meditate upon a concept such as Love, wisdom, mercy, etc. It might also be the case that the seeker simply wishes to remain in that stillness and feel the presence of its guides and the higher vibrations of these entities so that a subconscious sustenance or food might be gained.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the practice of meditation. They began by saying as one seeks in meditation there are a number of parameters that must be met which may offer difficulties from time to time for the purpose of teaching the seeking entity how best to meet them, and the first parameter is the honing of the desire to make the time for meditation in their busy schedule, for it seems often that there is not enough time to accomplish activities which require the attention in the outer world of the entity for its survival, and this is the basic requirement, for the desire to seek in this manner must be of a certain strength before the seeking shall have the opportunity to begin, so a meditator then finds when time has been made for this activity that the outer world is not easily shed and remains within the mind, so quieting these stray thoughts from the day’s activities becomes the next step for the seeker in meditation. Hatonn went on to say this is approached by each entity in an unique fashion, for many use various means to quiet the mind: chanting, visualizing of a blank space, the seeing of the thoughts settling to the bottom of a pool, watching of the thoughts as they pass through the mind’s eye, without giving them undue attention, are some means that may be used, and these thoughts shall continue in their progression for some time, for each entity seeking in meditation is always engaged in some degree in the outer world, for this outer world seems to be that which is most real and which requires the seeker’s attention, but when a stillness of a sufficient nature has been achieved, then the entity may utilize this stillness for a variety of purposes, and it may be that the meditator has a need which must be met in the spiritual, emotional, or mental sense which then might be the topic of the meditation, so this need might be allowed to travel its natural course as the seeker seeks its solution, and it might be that the seeker would use this stillness to meditate upon a concept such as Love, wisdom, and mercy, or it might be the case that the seeker wishes to remain in that stillness and feel the presence of its guides and the higher vibrations of these entities so that a subconscious food might be gained. On April 14, 1996, Q’uo spoke of how we may use this stillness within us to make contact with the Creator;

Each entity may take refuge in this sacred room and feel the presence of the one Creator there. Within this sacred room there is protection; there is Love; there is Light; there is unity; and there is direction through the maze of choices that this illusion offers that both confuses and illuminates, that opens doors and shuts doors. Within this sacred room there is the clear inspiration of the one Creator which moves through each entity’s life patterns, for the most part unnoticed because ignored. If entities seek regularly within this place of unity, there is support and direction.

A visualization of certain symbols sacred to the seeker might also be accomplished within the bounds of this stillness. These are but a few of those uses for the meditative state. Each seeker, whatever the use made of this state, does in some way seek the one Creator. Meditation can never fail, my friends. You may feel that your mind loses its concentration as often as a leaf in a wind, yet the very act of seeking in meditation carries a metaphysical charge or power, shall we say, which is always of aid to the seeker, though seldom perceivable.

Hatonn continued by saying a visualization of certain symbols sacred to the seeker might also be accomplished within the bounds of this stillness, and these are but a few of those uses for the meditative state, for each seeker, whatever the use made of this state, does in some way seek the one Creator, and meditation can never fail, and you may feel that your mind loses its concentration as often as a leaf in a wind, yet the act of seeking in meditation carries a metaphysical charge which is always of aid to the seeker, though seldom perceivable. On November 21, 1983, Latwii spoke of how we can use the stillness within us to move forward on our spiritual journey;

The confusion that exists upon your planet at this time is most important, for it then requires that each seeker attempt to sort through that confusion, to take that which has value within its seeking in meditation, and to enlarge there upon it using it as a signpost and to discard that information which has no value. In this way, the seeker’s strength of being is exercised, and the seeker grows spiritually. If the seeker did not use the discrimination which confusion necessitates, the seeking would be less effective. The truth exists within each entity no matter what source information is. No channeled information can match the truth which lies within each being.

We would at this time close this particular discussion through the entity known as C. We would now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you now through this instrument. We would but say that though there are those who do not understand and see meditation as a passive state, we would but remind you of the dynamics occurring for reaching, as you, through your meditations, become more in touch and activate those parts in you which aid as you seek and grow. We will join with you and aid in what ways we can. You need but request, and we shall be with you. We are known to you as Hatonn, and at this time we shall take our leave of this group that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may aid you in that which is their particular specialty, and answer as they may questions of those things that have begun to be turned over in your minds as you have become more aware of. We leave you now in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the love and in the light of the infinite Creator. As always, we are very happy to be here, particularly on such a day that produces such wonderful feelings and contentment in those who attend the meetings, for we find it is much more pleasurable to share oneness with you when you are happy than when you are depressed or soggy.

At this time, we would offer our services of attempting to answer any questions that you may choose to offer within our feeble realm of ability. Are there any questions?

Questioner; This week I attended a funeral, and a practice sort of stuck in my mind that I was wondering the significance of. That is the practice of using incense as part of the ceremony. It seems to be something that is used worldwide, and I was just wondering what value the use of incense is?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. My brother, the substance that you describe as incense has the ability to perform tasks on several levels of perception. We would describe them as follows. First, and most generally, the substance being recognized as a symbol within the physical realm of a religious event or occurrence has the ability to key both the conscious and subconscious mind to a particular state of mind. Such as, “I am at a funeral. I shall be attentive and solemn.” We are sure that this is quite easy to understand.

However, we would offer also the information that just as certain sounds such as the chanting of the “om” may have an effect upon the subconscious mind in the performance of an attunement, so also may the sense of smell be activated in such a manner, and some of these substances generally referred to on your planet as incenses may perform this function. There has been in your past a misunderstanding of these concepts and some confused information. These concepts were translated into the idea that an omnipotent entity somehow craved the odor of this substance. We would suggest that this seems quite unlikely to us, and is simply a misunderstanding of the concept that the Creator which is within and without all of us is desirous of reunification, and the state of mind which is signaled by the smelling of the substance incense is desirous for the Creator in us all.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; If I get all that right it is that incense is mainly a tool for focusing?

I am Latwii. That is primarily correct. It also functions in a metaphysical manner, but this is not the substance incense itself, but rather the process of using a tool to accomplish an end. It is very functional as a tool for certain purposes.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Not at this time, thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner; I have a friend who I am very close to, and my brother and I explained to him a little of the meditation, and he doesn’t understand. He thinks it’s all weird, and he says that it isn’t right. Some people say it is, and I need a little help on it. I was wondering if maybe you could help me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. My friend, it is often very difficult to be in the position of possessing some wonderful knowledge and yet being unable to share that knowledge with those who are dear to us or whose companionship we desire. It is always appropriate to desire that a friend or loved one be enabled to attain this particular type of knowledge. However, it is important to remember that one must first ask before one receives. That one must knock before the door is opened. If this were not so then the gifts and the answers that are given would not be fully appreciated and would very likely be disregarded. My friend, there are times when you will want to share your knowledge with others and must hold back out of love for your friends, for to share with them too soon would reduce their appreciation of that knowledge because it is knowledge that they have not sought, and because they were not looking for it, they are not impressed or satisfied when they find it.

It is easier to understand that they find this type of communication to be unusual or suspect it of being a deception or lies because for those who do not yet seek there are no answers yet provided. They have not yet been given the information that you have already discovered. If we could offer advice, my friend, we would simply say that rather than share your knowledge with those who may not be prepared to accept it, share instead your love, for that is a language which is always understood, and it is a form of communication that will not be seen by your friends as weird or somehow wrong. Love your friends, and should they ask of you at that point it would be better to share your knowledge, for by asking they will identify themselves to you as seekers.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, I think I understand and thank you for your advice.

Latwii; My friend, we thank you for your question. Is there another question?

Questioner; Yes. As I see things, our own country as well as the world is in such a dilemma financially that there are no solutions, and I am assuming that because of the harvest being near that we’ll have to muddle through until harvest time about the way we’re going. Am I right in that assumption?

I am Latwii. We would state that you are incorrect in that there are an infinite number of solutions available at this time to the people of your planet. They might range from the solution of eradicating the problems by eradicating your planet, to sharing responsibility by solving your difficulties by sharing responsibility for distributing those forms of physical needs to the areas in which they lack, and in this way expressing love for one’s other selves.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Yes. Let me push that a little farther. For instance, in Africa, where people reproduce so fast, it seems that there is no way to meet that need. What do we do in cases like that?

I am Latwii. My sister, we might point out that the need is currently being balanced to a large extent by a substantially early withdrawal of many entities from your planet in a form you refer to as physical death, at often a very young age, from a lack of food substances. This is neither good nor bad, but simply that which occurs, and might be regarded by some as an acceptable solution to the problem. We would extend our analysis of this answer even further to hazard the assumption that this is what your people are doing to solve the problem. This is very likely regarded by your people as an acceptable and workable solution to the problem.

However, your planet and your people have at this time the capability to feed extremely well all of those who currently inhabit your planet. That is not a matter of finding the food, or finding locations within which to produce the food, but rather finding those people who will share what they have. It is also possible on your planet to control and regulate the population of your planet, and when this becomes a sufficiently desirable solution to some of your people who do not regard it as such at this time, it will likely be implemented in those areas.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Is there any one form of government on the planet at this time that is capable of distributing wealth where it is needed?

I am Latwii. My sister, the distribution of substances can be accomplished by any group motivated by Love. The effective distribution over substantially wide ranges may only be accomplished by a substantially large group motivated in this same manner. The form under which the group operates or the government under which this distribution takes place is not important. What is important is a sufficient number of sufficiently motivated people. Just as rocks may be worn away by the constant barrage of raindrops and grains of sand, so also can the most substantial problems be overcome with enough determination and with enough motivation.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, that is sufficient. Thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner; Yes. One other question. It’s very personal. My grandson, D, is having a very hard time. Can you make any comments about his condition, or what his dad can do, or what we can do?

I am Latwii. My sister, is not permissible for us to speak in terms of particular individuals or, as you understand, this is antagonistic to our own purpose in communicating with you. In speaking generally, however, of relationships between those individuals who find difficulty in one another’s presence, we would simply say that if the people desire to Love and understand one another, if their desire is to extend Love unconditionally without placing demands upon others, then their path would become much easier, and their companionship less abrasive. The difficulty lies not in the fact of loving or not loving, but rather in the placement of rules or limitations upon that loving. If one person says to another, “I will only love you if you do this, or I will cease to love you if you act in that manner,” my friend, how valuable is love that can be bought and sold in such a fashion?

We would offer instead a suggestion that one attempt to view one’s brothers and sisters with the understanding of, “If you do that, I will Love you still. If you act in that manner, I will try to Love you more, and I will try to understand. And if unable to understand, I will try to remember that your path is not mine, and that it is not my responsibility or right to guide your steps.” For such is permissible only to the individual himself or herself. The journey must be made, but the direction and the speed can only be determined by he or she who walks the path.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; That’s very good, thank you.

Latwii; My sister, we thank you for the opportunity to offer our services, and we desire that you find peace in this manner.

Questioner; Thank you.

Latwii; Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. As there are no further questions at this time, we will take our leave. May the Love and the Light of the Creator be ever in your awareness, my friends, just as you are always in their presence. Adonai vasu borragus. I am known to you as Latwii.

This morning I changed out the green sheets and pillowcases on my bed for the blue ones. Then I put the green sheets and pillowcases in the laundry. When they were dried, I ironed the flat sheet and pillowcases, and then I put them in one of the cupboards in my bathroom.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation comes from Chapter Two; ‘’The purpose of meditation is to attain divine grace. Once this grace has been attained in a measure, it takes over our experience and lives our life, performs those things which are given us to do and makes the crooked places straight. We no longer live by bread alone, but by this inner grace.

Satisfying relationships, abundant supply, successful business activity, and creative endeavor are the tangible effects of grace. First must come the inner grace before the things of this world can be added to us, but we can never receive the grace of God so long as we seek it for the purpose of demonstration, that is, seeking God in order to possess some person or thing, or to achieve some place. That is the reason meditation can never be used to demonstrate an automobile, more money, or a better position. Meditation is for the purpose of realizing God. In meditation God is revealed as the life of individual being. God is the embodiment of all good. In achieving the experience of God, our good appears as whatever the need may be. We fail if we attempt to gain any thing separate and apart from God. God, Itself, is the good. Prayer or meditation for material things and persons cannot be answered by a God of Spirit. Such an objective defeats the purpose of meditation.’’

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 1

The Banquet Of Life

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the consciousness of divine Love.

I greet you this day in merriment and laughter, joy, and freedom. I invite you to the banquet of life. Gaze at the table spread before you: the delicious zest of challenges yet unmet; the wonderful nourishment of companions, friends, and family; the spice of those whom you shall meet but not understand—those most contrary flavors that often make the meal and bless the feast—and, above all, the beauty of the banquet hall.

Gaze about you today in prayerful thanksgiving for the beauties that Love has made.

You are a perfect and divine part of a perfect and divine creation. And that which you see before your eyes may be feast or famine. Ask of yourself that you choose what you shall see. And if you choose to see the riches of the creation of the Father, great riches indeed shall you see.

We leave you in peace, joy and laughter, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.