I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 25, 1983:

M channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I would like to say why this instrument is not channeling. Her soul is hibernating. It is going through a period of healing and cannot give information at this time. I am Hatonn. I leave this contact.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to speak with you, and we thank the one known as M for allowing us to exercise her newly acquired skill to a small extent. It is helpful when one is in a period where one is not offering oneself as instrument to allow the practice in order that the tuning and the recognition may remain fresh in the mind.

We find among those upon your planet a constantly amazing degree of slumber which is the equivalent of completely blocking the channeling of any inward view. This is unfortunate, for the outer gifts among your people are largely those of difficulty and strife. The nature of your illusion is such that the apparently logical reaction to a majority of the events in any existence is a negative emotion or a negative action. Few among your people actually desire to be negative or gain any true satisfaction from negativity. But there is a great majority of those who slumber and know not how to wake. The unblocking, the awakening of the vessel which you experience as your physical vehicle in most cases must be a conscious thing. Without a desire to become an instrument for that which is invisible and inner, the entity most usually remains clogged with the reactions which the illusion draws from the entity. We do not advise the taking of the metaphysical temperature, for judgment is impossible from your point of view, which is limited. No matter what you think about yourself, it is very likely somewhat incorrect or at very best biased. However, there are signs that you have begun to unclog your own vessel, that you have begun to function as an instrument. These signs are simple ones and include cheerfulness, calmness, kindness, love, generosity, and compassion. Most of all, above all, a joy which is the natural reaction of the self to its surroundings, which communicates to others in a radiant manner as a the signpost of the instrument which is functioning properly.

We do not use the word “instrument” in a narrow sense, meaning a local channel such as this one, for in this context each entity upon the planetary sphere may be seen to be an instrument capable of the most magnificent contributions towards the metaphysical Light which your planet needs so very much at this time, as you would call it. There is no one, probably, among your people who can honestly vow that he or she is cheerful, kind, or loving one hundred percent of the time. Your illusion was not intended to allow you to build up that kind of record. Your illusion was intended to make it a definite challenge to spend even half the time that you are awake giving instead of taking, loving instead of withholding, reaching out instead of removing. Therefore, my friends, concentrate upon simple goals, upon attaining some fair portion closer and closer to fifty percent of your thoughts and actions which are kind or intended to be loving or intended to be joyful. You do this in the face of a world in which the illusion exposes you to many unfortunate and irreconcilable disappointments. If all things are well with you, then it is a friend of a loved one who is struggling. You gaze at one with who has come face to face with the traumas of broken marriage or advanced and debilitating old age, or the loss of a mate or a child, or some other heartbreak, and there is nothing that you can say that will make the one who grieves comforted because the illusion causes many conditions to appear utterly disconsolate. But if you go back to meditation, if you return to that portion of yourself which is silent and holy, you find gifts there heaped upon one another which answer the illusion but which you cannot explain.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about how to become a conscious channel. They began by saying we find among those upon your planet a type of sleep which is the equivalent of blocking the channeling of any inward view, and this is unfortunate, for the outer gifts among your people are those of difficulty, for the nature of your illusion is that the logical reaction to a majority of the events in any existence is negative, but few among your people desire to be negative, for there is a majority of those who sleep and know not how to wake, so the awakening your body must be a conscious thing, for without a desire to become an instrument for that which is invisible and inner, the entity usually remains clogged with the reactions which the illusion draws from the entity, and we do not advise taking of the metaphysical temperature, for judgment is impossible from your point of view, so no matter what you think about yourself, it is incorrect, but there are signs that you have begun to function as an instrument, and these signs are simple ones and include calmness, love, and compassion, but above all, a joy which is the natural reaction of the self to its surroundings, which communicates to others in a radiant manner as a the signpost of the instrument which is functioning properly. Hatonn went on to say we do not use the word “instrument” to mean a local channel such as this one, for in this context each entity upon the planetary sphere may be seen to be an instrument capable of contributions towards the metaphysical Light which your planet needs at this time, for there is no one among your people who can say that he or she is loving one hundred percent of the time since your illusion was not intended to allow you to build up that kind of record, but your illusion was intended to make it a challenge to spend half the time that you are awake loving instead of withholding, so concentrate on attaining fifty percent of your thoughts and actions which are intended to be loving, for you do this in a world in which the illusion exposes you to many disappointments, so if all things are well with you, then it is a friend of a loved one who is struggling, and you gaze at one with who has come face to face with the traumas of a broken marriage or a debilitating old age, or the loss of a mate or a child, and there is nothing that you can say that will make the one who grieves comforted because the illusion causes many conditions to appear sad, but if you go back to meditation and return to that portion of yourself which is silent and holy, you find gifts there heaped upon one another which answer the illusion, but which you cannot explain. On February 23, 1985, Latwii described how to become an instrument:

Well, now, the subject is one which we could speak at length on, but we feel that there is a short answer which is most appropriate. That is to persevere, my sister. It is not that difficult to become an instrument, as you are well aware. What is most difficult is to become a foolish instrument, that is, one which is willing to step out upon the limb not knowing whether there shall be another portion to support the stepping again. If you can in your own mind and heart, then, learn to step fearlessly out with no assurance that there shall be support, you shall be developing that ability of surrender which is most helpful in this type of service.

Now, this is unfortunate, seemingly. You find gifts within you, and yet you cannot explain them. How, then, can you help others? You find your joy, you find love, you find the source of unity within you that binds all things as one. You find that comfort which faces death, disappointment and heartbreak, and says that every tear shall be dry. “This I know,” and you cannot communicate it. What then shall you do? My friends, you shall be instruments. You shall desire first in meditation for yourself to know the free-flowing beauty of Love, the infinite and merciful kindness of creative compassion, the utterly simple faith that beneath all appearances lies a consciousness that is one with you and with the universe which precludes judgment. These things shall you find, and you shall not cease in your seeking until you have found these gifts, for they are your birthright. Do not be satisfied with less. Open that door of silence and ask, for the asking is irresistible, and then in the fullness of the answer let the flow begin and become you as much and as often as you are capable of functioning in this manner. It is who you are that is the true instrumentality of your being. Your actions may seem wise or misapplied. Your intentions may be scrutinized many different ways. But your being is unmistakable. It is your metaphysical signature. Your consciousness does your work in the world for you, and those words and actions which you undertake merely underscore others’ perceptions of who you are. There is no action or word that you can do or utter that will mean an iota if you have not consciousness. And if you have consciousness, the most clumsy word or action will suffice to allow others to experience the love and the light that flows radiantly through you.

We would at this time emphasize that in your analyzing of your own behavior and your balancing of the various distortions, you pay special attention to your function as a listener. Many are the well-meaning instruments who feel moved to serve and who then err on the side of doing and talking. If you are talking, you cannot listen. If you are doing, often you cannot hear. And in serving others, the function of listening is central. Entities are seldom what you expect. Things that appear simple at first glance may be found to be coming from a bias in that person whom you wish to help which you must listen carefully to to comprehend. And only with this level of knowledge achieved can the word or the action be appropriate. Nevertheless, it is by far your central activity to be who you are. We ask that you seek diligently to find this, to articulate this, and to experience yourself as this consciousness that is you. Each of you is unique and utterly perfect. Each of you is a crystal in the sun ray. And there is a rhythm to the turning of that crystal in order that the shafts of beautiful light may flow through you in the clearest and most lovely manner, that you may, indeed, radiate to those about you, and indeed to yourself, for you are the great feeder of your own self. There is a great portion of your physical life which is almost starved unless that inner self that seeks turns to the self, accepts it, forgives it, loves it, and grants it the power to be truly whole. As you come out of meditation, acknowledge who you are and grant yourself that power, for it is only as a portion of the one infinite Creator that you could possibly have that thought, and that is just what you are.

Hatonn went on to say now this is unfortunate, for you find gifts within you, and yet you cannot explain them, and you can help others by finding your joy, your love, and the source of unity within you that binds all things as one, so you find that comfort which faces death and disappointment and says that every tear shall be dry, so you feel: “This I know,” and you cannot communicate it, for you shall be instruments, and you shall desire in meditation to know the free-flowing beauty of Love, the infinite creative compassion, the simple faith that beneath all appearances lies a consciousness that is one with you and with the universe which precludes judgment, yet these things shall you find, and you shall not cease in your seeking until you have found these gifts, for they are your birthright, so open that door of silence and ask, and then in the fullness of the answer let the flow begin and become you as much and as often as you are capable of functioning in this manner, for it is who you are that is the instrumentality of your being, but your actions may seem wise or misapplied, and your intentions may be scrutinized in different ways, but your being is your metaphysical signature, so your consciousness does your work in the world for you, and those words and actions which you undertake underscore others’ perceptions of who you are, for there is no action or word that you can do or speak that will mean anything if you have not consciousness, but if you have consciousness, the most clumsy word or action will suffice to allow others to experience the Love and the Light that flows radiantly through you. Then Hatonn said we would emphasize that in your analyzing of your balancing of the various distortions, you pay attention to your function as a listener, for many are the instruments who feel moved to serve, and who err on the side of doing and talking, but if you are talking, you cannot listen, and if you are doing you cannot hear, and in serving others the function of listening is central, for entities are seldom what you expect because things that appear simple at first glance may be found to be coming from a bias in that person whom you wish to help which you must listen carefully to to comprehend, and only with this level of knowledge achieved can the word or the action be appropriate, but it is your central activity to be who you are, so we ask that you seek to find this and to experience yourself as this consciousness that is you, for each of you is unique and perfect, and each of you is a crystal in the sun’s rays, and there is a rhythm to the turning of that crystal in order that the shafts of Light may flow through you in the clearest manner, that you may radiate to those about you, and to yourself, for you are the great feeder of yourself, for there is a portion of your physical life which is starved unless that inner self that seeks turns to the self, accepts it, forgives it, loves it, and grants it the power to be whole, so as you come out of meditation, acknowledge who you are and grant yourself that power, for it is only as a portion of the one infinite Creator that you could possibly have that thought, and that is just what you are. On October 15, 2000, Q’uo described the nature of our inner self:

Your interpretation of the sun and the moon of the inner self approaches that which was intended. There is much of the radiance and much of the magnetism, much of the male, much of the female, which each entity embodies within the incarnational life pattern. The information that was given through this group concerning the archetypical mind began to deal with some of this information, and we are glad that you have looked deeper than the surface of the, shall we say, original query.

We leave you, my friends, riding upon the waves of Light that arise in this group. We are always with you if you should desire us to aid you in achieving a deeper state of meditation. Merely mentally request our presence and we shall be with you. I am Hatonn. I leave you in the Love and in the Light, the joy and the power of the one infinite Creator. Adonai. Adonai vasu.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are pleased that you have asked us to join your group again this evening. It is our privilege to do so. We always look forward to blending our vibrations with those of this group so that we may attempt our simple service of attempting to answer your queries. We then shall ask for the first query.

M: I have a question, Latwii. K is going through a difficult divorce right now, and there’s material things to be divided, and the children’s time. Could you give her a few helpful hints that would help her sail through this time?

I am Latwii and am aware of this query and the need for the aid. We shall attempt a response in this manner: by first suggesting that the situations such as this one in which the seeker will find itself from time to time, that is, the typical situation, the potential problem where disharmony is apparent, is a situation in which the exceptions one have are of primary importance in the perception and the resolution of the seeming difficulty. This is to say that as you encounter such difficulties, it is recommended for the greatest harmony possible that a great attempt be made—through force of will, if necessary—to see each entity as the Creator and to accept each as each expresses some facet of the Creator, for you have not gathered together for the time which you have shared by chance. You have come together for that time as Creator speaking to Creator that certain lessons might be shared, that certain experiences might be enhanced, that the Creator might know Itself more fully, that you might know the Creator more fully, that you might know yourself as the Creator.

Therefore, if you can take what we might call the larger view, and see each entity as the Creator and Love and accept each entity as such, the self included, then you build a strong harmony where perhaps seeming disharmony once existed. You will then build the remainder of the situation and its resolution upon a firm foundation, that is, Love and acceptance, blessings and joy. It is most often the case that the strength of the seeming difficult catalyst will act upon the mind of those involved, and most usually produce lesser feelings, shall we say, those of resentment, of anger, of disappointment, of confusion, of jealousy, and so forth. Each of these emotions may be worked with by the seeker and may be transformed into Love. The process is aided by the conscious ability of the seeker to take the larger viewpoint of which we spoke. Such a viewpoint is as the alchemical process in which the pseudo-scientists of old attempted to change the lead to gold. The viewpoint which sees the Creator indwelling all about and within the self is the viewpoint which changes each difficult emotion and situation into an opportunity to know, to love, and to express the one Creator.

M asked: “K is going through a difficult divorce right now, and there’s material things to be divided, and the children’s time. Could you give her a few helpful hints that would help her sail through this time?” Latwii began by saying the situations such as this one in which the seeker will find itself is the situation where disharmony is apparent, and it is a situation in which the exceptions one has are of importance in the resolution of the difficulty, for this is to say that as you encounter such difficulties, it is recommended for the greatest harmony possible that an attempt be made to see each entity as the Creator and to accept each as each expresses some facet of the Creator, for you have not gathered together for the time which you have shared by chance, so you have come together for that time as Creator speaking to Creator that lessons might be shared, and that the Creator might know Itself more fully, that you might know the Creator more fully, that you might know yourself as the Creator. Then Latwii said if you can take the larger view and see each entity as the Creator and Love and accept each entity and yourself, then you build a strong harmony where seeming disharmony once existed, and you will build the remainder of the situation and its resolution upon a firm foundation of Love, blessings, and joy, but it is most often the case that the strength of the difficult catalyst will act upon the mind of those involved and produce lesser feelings of anger, confusion, and jealousy, and each of these emotions may be worked with by the seeker and may be transformed into Love, and the process is aided by the conscious ability of the seeker to take the larger viewpoint of which we spoke because such a viewpoint is an alchemical process in which the pseudo-scientists of old attempted to change lead to gold, so the viewpoint which sees the Creator indwelling all about and within the self is the viewpoint which changes each difficult emotion and situation into an opportunity to know, to love, and to express the one Creator. On January 20, 2002, Q’uo spoke about the value of taking the larger viewpoint:

You are not a solid. You are a vibration. You are an energy field that has connections to absolutely all other energy fields in the universe. You are connected to them through a series of orders of magnitude and, shall we say, reality, that are understandable only from the larger viewpoint. Many times, within the life experience you will not be able to see how a certain situation could possibly be one in which Love abides. But this is always the question to turn to, that one offered by the ones of Ra, “Where is the Love in this moment?” This is a question that is always productive, that one may ask the self in a crux in the present. And by finding where the Love lies for you in this moment and placing yourself there, there is how you affect the future. You are choosing what you desire because you desire it. That is understood, but in terms of responding to that which is given, you have the skill, and you have the chance at each offering to ask the self, “Where is the metaphysical structure of this moment? What speaks to me from a larger point of view that really informs the situation for me?”

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, I thought that was a good answer. I’m not in the situation so I don’t know if K would like to elaborate on any phase of it. You would have to ask her.

K: No. I knew I needed to come tonight. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each of you, our sisters. May we attempt another query at this time?

M: Well, I have a rather insignificant one. I found out in many situations when logic doesn’t work, I try illogic, and it works beautifully. And I would like you to explain that to me. I’ll give you a simple example. I have a lawnmower, and this friend of mine put it out facing the garage and we tried and tried until we wore ourselves out, and it wouldn’t start and I said, “I can’t understand it, it always starts for me on the second time, but I turn it the other direction.” So, I turned the lawnmower around with the house, which of course was illogical, which direction it was facing, turned it around towards the house, and it started the second time. Now the position of the lawnmower surely shouldn’t have made any difference, but it did. Now, how do you account for that illogic? It’s happened in a number of situations lately.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The general concept is that intuition shall feed the intellect. For the intuition is connected to that portion of the mind that is unconscious, and it is quite infinite in the resources which it contains. It contains the food for thought, shall we say. The intellect then takes this food and arranges this food and arranges it in what you may call a logical fashion, logical perhaps only for a certain entity, yet uses it as a food and expresses certain directions, tendencies, and actions according to the arrangement. If the intellect is not fed, then it must operate on, shall we say, an empty stomach. As you are aware, this often hinders the efficiency of any entity’s operation.

Therefore it is most helpful to blend the use of that known as intuition or more distortedly, illogic, with the use of that which is intellectual, or more distortedly, logical. To speak specifically to the situation which you have described, there may have been in this situation certain needs, shall we say, of the entity known as the lawnmower to be spoken to or addressed …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. We greet you again, and shall continue. This entity may have needed to have been addressed in a fashion which included a certain attention or compassion for its being. By the process of reversing its direction it was being shown such affection and attention, and may have responded more to such affection than to the direction of its pointing.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, I think you’ve answered it very well. I like that lawnmower and it likes me and I think that might have been a factor. I think you’ve answered it perfectly.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to have been of service. May we attempt another query at this time?

K: I have a question. I feel so fortunate to be here, and I feel like I’m taking from the group. I’m getting things that are really helping me, and I’m wondering what I can do besides learning to meditate better, what I can do to contribute to the group. I feel like I’m taking.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. My sister, we are most familiar with the feeling which you express, for we ourselves have felt that feeling often in connection with this group, for we are humble messengers and feel the greatest privilege of being asked to provide our simple service. We can only suggest to you that which we suggest to ourselves, that is that your part is merely to be whoever you are, for you are the Creator experiencing Itself and your experience, though different from each other entity within the group is just as valuable. To be, without concern as to how you are to be, is most helpful, for that which you are and which you shall express will then have a clear path into expression without having to traverse the various concerns and fears that one must be or do in a certain fashion in order to be helpful. Your very being is of infinite worth.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. May we attempt another query at this time?

Carla: I’m curious about something. Last summer when I sang to the vegetables, some of them overgrew. Can you send too much Love and Light to second density so that they grow faster than is good for them?

[The telephone rings and the answering machine message is heard.]

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We paused while your recording device performed its duty of love and service.

To answer your query, we are unaware of the possibility of sending too much Love or Light to any entity of any density. That such entities of your second-density vegetable life form may utilize such Love and Light for abundant and extravagant growth is quite understandable and possible. Such entities in receiving this abundance of nourishing Love will then produce in a manner which may or may not equal the expectations normally held for such forms of life. Yet, whatever the yield, it will be one infused with Love, and that which you have given shall return to you multiplied, and shall dwell then with you and shall rejoice in the service which you have enabled it to provide.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, would it help the plants if I told them what I was hoping for before I sang? Would that help them know how to grow?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Such speaking to these entities will be of aid in opening their receptivity, shall we say, both to the general infusion of Love, and to the manner in which you request that Love be used. Such entities when so spoken to are most often greatly delighted to be so spoken to, and will comply with your wishes to the fullest of their extent to do so.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you. I’ve got that one okay, but that phone machine reminds me of a question that I’ve been wanting to ask. What in the world do I do to these electromagnetic machines that screws them up so badly? And should I just never touch them? Or is it I? That’s what I’d really like to know? Can you tell me that? I feel that it has to be me because it happens so often, but I guess I ought to establish that first.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Your record is unblemished, my sister, in dealing with such machines. It includes a long list of electromagnetic malfunctions which have been produced by the unusual electromagnetic configuration, which is a portion of your, what might generally be described as, aura field. This unusual configuration has been programmed and utilized by your choice before this incarnation and during, in order that you might take part in the work which you now undertake. The, shall we say, discombobulating various mechanical devices of the electromagnetic nature by this unusual configuration in your electromagnetic field is an effect which takes various forms in various types of your equipment.

The machine of which you now speak has various portions within its inner working which have been affected, and are not able to fully complete their assigned tasks because of the, shall we say, shorting to some degree of the circuitry which is programmed to function in a certain manner, but which must satisfy itself with an alternative functioning due to the infringement of your ever-so-gentle touch. We would suggest, as have our brothers and sisters of the social memory complex known to you as Ra, that if the normal functioning of such machinery is desired, that such machinery does not know your touch.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister.

Carla: I do have one more question coming, though. Is there any positive use to this “ever-so-gentle touch” that screws up machines?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The touch of which we have spoken has many valuable uses upon other types of entities, those which are of need in the, what you have called, spiritual balancing. For this touch has the capacity, shall we say, used in the metaphysical sense to balance those spiritual energies which have for one reason or another found imbalance, and this you have accomplished in what you call your past.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii.

M: I have a question on the same subject. If she has to touch a machine, could she have a conversation with the machine, and tell it that she has to touch it, and would it block the sensations that she has? Would it be helpful or would the machine care?

Carla: Yeah. Would that work?

I am Latwii, and am aware of this query, my sisters. The intention would be appreciated by the machine entity, and it would be some consolation to the machine as it then proceeded with the inevitable malfunction.

[Laughter]

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we join in the humor. May we attempt another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we perceive that we have exhausted the queries for the evening. Again, may we express our great gratitude at being asked to perform this simple service. We remind each of our fallibility, and that what we have expressed, though the best and highest of our opinion, is yet but our opinion. Take that of value, and go forth both within your illusion and within yourself full of the knowledge that within your being, within the hearts of your being lies the answer to all your queries. Use our words as signposts to go further and deeper within the heart of your own being. We are with you there and travel always at your side. We are known to you as those of Latwii, and we leave you now in the Love and in the Light of our one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Our good comes through grace. This grace will appear as normal everyday channels or avenues if we do not interfere with its operation by planning how it is to be expressed. Understanding God to be the giver of all good, we do not look to one another even for those things which constitute our human or our legal rights. In circumstances warranting court action, we naturally would take the necessary human steps to obtain competent legal counsel and to present our case in the best way possible. Our faith and trust, however, would not rest in the technicalities of legal procedure, but in God as the fount of all justice. The judge, jury, lawyers, and witnesses would be regarded as instruments expressing the justice of God.

The attitude of others toward us is strictly their own demonstration. If they act in accord with good, so it is to them; if their actions are contrary to good, the reaping of discord is likewise unto them. Only in proportion as we are looking to them for good is there the possibility of their doing evil to us. No one can do good or evil to us because we have submitted ourselves to the government and control of God. We look only to God within us, and therefore, the thoughts or deeds of people can never touch us. We are responsible only for our own conduct toward all, and that conduct must be in accord with the great command: love thy neighbor as thyself; love your enemies; forgive seventy times seven; pray for them which despitefully use you. Never fear or hate those who act contrary to the divine law of the one Self; but rejoice in those who let God use them as instruments for good.

We are faced with humanity at many levels, some good, some bad, and some intolerable. As humanity, mankind is graded, falling into varying states of consciousness. Living merely as human beings, with their inner resources untapped, unaware of their true identity, life for some becomes a hopeless struggle against insuperable odds—ill health, small earnings, and high taxes. To cloak their failure and sense of inadequacy, some people assume a bravado or affect an exuberance of outer joy to conceal their disappointment and frustration. Yet these people, as do all people, hunger to love. And how do they want to be loved? As we do, first by being understood. Most of us are convinced that no one understands us; if our friends and relatives really understood us, they would forgive us more. Whenever we come in contact with differing degrees of humanhood, our attitude should be that of the Master: “Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do”; they have not been awakened to their Christhood. The measuring rod always must be: regardless of the appearance, God is their true being. God is the only law governing them, and their only qualities are God-bestowed.”

This afternoon I stopped by Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription on my way to drop off Stanley at Bachman’s Subaru to see if they can determine why smoke comes out the passenger’s side under the hood at high speeds on the interstate. They said that they would give me a call when Stanley has been repaired. Their shuttle service gave me a ride back home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 17

Unexpected Messengers Of Love

I am the spirit of Love, and I greet you in the consciousness of Christ.

It is given to us to come down like rain upon the thirsty souls of those who seek to winnow Light from darkness and spread the darkness in the nether regions, exalting Light to shine forth across the great sky of planetary consciousness.

The powerful Light-focusing abilities of the Spirit are not predictable, for the Spirit of Love has within It whisperings of Love’s wisdom which often turn the impulses of those overshadowed by Love in ways which may seem devious. Yet it is Love’s way to employ the seemingly crooked path from time to time in order that Love may break through in an entirely new place and in a completely new way. The serpent in Eden was a messenger of Love.

We leave you in peace, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 17, 1983:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you for the great blessing that you give to us by allowing us to speak with you through this instrument. We thank you for your attention and the gift of open ears and open hearts. We thank you for wishing to know the truth. Knowing the truth is an inestimably ruthless process of continually altering the viewpoint and widening your faculties of observation. What is your source? That is a question central to your quest for truth, for that from which you come binds that which you are. If you can imagine a moment incredibly far distant in time, as you call it, when you took all of creation into your hand and flung it from you, then you can imagine the impulse which guides your destiny. You are as a whole person abiding still in the Creator, but a splinter of your consciousness was flung for each, and that splinter of consciousness has become you as you now sit in meditation. The journey has been a long one. You have seen creations, and planes, and densities, and lives, and through all of them you have been under the influence of that force of yourself which flings you outward, and at the same time calls you home.

As you sit in meditation, parts of that journey flash before you, colors and visions and the sensation of speed, and any experiences you have had to come to this moment of peace. This is the precious moment of all creation. This instant is the excellent instant, far excelling past or future, for here your heart lies, and your consciousness rests, and you can receive and give forth the breath of creation, Love and Light. In and out you are filled with nothing but Light, nothing but Love. How interesting that you arranged this illusion so that it would be impossible for you to go through your incarnation in this state without renouncing nature, the nature of your body, your mind, and your emotions. Do you trust yourself? If you do, then you must know that you had good reason to hide from yourself the perfection of this moment. There were some points that you wanted to learn better than you knew them before. There were some parts of the spectrum of your Light and your Love that you wished to emphasize and explore.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about our search for truth. They began by saying we thank you for your attention and the gift of open ears and open hearts, and we thank you for wishing to know the truth, for knowing the truth is a ruthless process of altering the viewpoint and widening your faculties of observation, and your source is a question central to your quest for truth, for that from which you come binds that which you are, so if you can imagine a moment distant in time when you took all of creation into your hand and flung it from you, then you can imagine the impulse which guides your destiny, for you are a person abiding in the Creator, but a splinter of your consciousness was flung for each, and that splinter of consciousness has become you as you now sit in meditation, for the journey has been a long one, and you have seen creations, densities, and lives, and through all of them you have been under the influence of that force of yourself which flings you outward, and at the same time calls you home. Then Hatonn said as you sit in meditation, parts of that journey flash before you: colors, and visions, and any experiences you have had to come to this moment of peace, and this is the precious moment of all creation, and this instant is the excellent instant, excelling past or future, for here your heart lies, and your consciousness rests, and you can receive and give forth the breath of creation, Love and Light, for in and out you are filled with nothing but Light, nothing but Love, yet how interesting that you arranged this illusion so that it would be impossible for you to go through your incarnation in this state without renouncing the nature of your body, your mind, and your emotions, for if you trust yourself, then you must know that you had good reason to hide from yourself the perfection of this moment,  for there were points that you wanted to learn better than you knew them before, and there were some parts of the spectrum of your Light and your Love that you wished to emphasize and explore. On May 29, 1993, Oxal described our quest for truth:

When the student approaches the quest for truth, they find that they are upon that which your song discussed, the long journey, the journey without foreseeable end, the quest for truth without final or certain results, for in that spiritual walk the truth recedes infinitely before the progress of consciousness. We are not authorities, we simply have walked, as you would say, longer along the path of spiritual evolution. Our opinions and our thoughts are precisely that. Therefore, we ask each to take from our discussion those thoughts found personally helpful and to leave without a backward glance all other thoughts, for we would not be a stumbling block before any.

As you move forth from meditation, attempt to keep in mind that you did not make a mistake of any kind in choosing the circumstances and the seeming accidents of your life. You chose well, each of you. You gave yourself food, and you gave yourself an appetite. You gave yourself mental food, the food of the intellect and the mind, the food of analyzing, synthesizing, attempting to know and understand. You gave yourself emotional food, desires for Love, experiences of Love, experiences of apparent lack of those emotions you need. You wanted to catch your own attention and fix it. You wanted to make a point or perhaps several points for yourself and to yourself. It is not just the physical body that needs food. Spiritually speaking, you consume far greater amounts of experience and digest far more experience than ever you do earthly food. For it is the food of the mind, the heart, and the spirit that you have, indeed, stopped here, a splinter of Light, a split second in a long journey on this orb you call Earth to experience.

And what of your future? You are an eternal and everlasting part of the One. And although in the One there is properly no past, present, or future, in the subjective terms of this illusion which you now experience and which we share with you, time is passing, and there is a future before you. It is a future in which you call that splinter of yourself back to yourself as the lessons are understood, as the points are made, and as you experience yourself in yourself and with others, more and more you shall be drawn closer once again to the source whence you were flung with such a greedy and extravagant hand before the beginning of time. Breathe in, then, the joy of this moment, and sense the relaxation, the resting, and the peace that you share with those who dwell in meditation as do you. There are some not with you. And yet, because they are in the same condition of experience, you are together in joy, together in peace. Your time will pass, and some may read these words and will then sit in meditation and still you shall be able to join that blessed company of all those who seek and sit in the listening silence of your joyful quest.

Hatonn went on to say as you move forth from meditation, attempt to keep in mind that you did not make a mistake in choosing the circumstances and the accidents of your life, but each of you chose well, and you gave yourself mental food, the food of the intellect, the food of attempting to know and understand, and you gave yourself emotional food, experiences of Love, experiences of apparent lack of those emotions you need because you wanted to catch your attention and fix it, for you wanted to make a point or several points for yourself and to yourself, but it is not just the physical body that needs food, and spiritually speaking, you consume greater amounts of experience and digest more experience than you do earthly food, for it is the food of the mind, the heart, and the spirit that you have stopped here, a splinter of Light, a split second in a long journey on Earth to experience. Hatonn continued by saying you are an eternal part of the One, and although in the One there is properly no past, present, or future, but in the subjective terms of this illusion which you now experience and which we share with you, time is passing, and there is a future before you, for it is a future in which you call that splinter of yourself back to yourself as the lessons are understood, and as you experience yourself in yourself and with others, you shall be drawn closer once again to the Source whence you were flung with such an extravagant hand before the beginning of time, so breathe in the joy of this moment, and sense the resting and the peace that you share with those who dwell in meditation as do you, but there are some not with you, yet because they are in the same condition of experience, you are together in joy and peace, so your time will pass, and some may read these words and will sit in meditation, and you shall join that blessed company of all those who seek and sit in the listening silence of your joyful quest. On November 23, 1986, Q’uo spoke about the source of our being:

Seek in each experience the Source of Light and Love that forms experience. Seek beyond the illusion of separation that which binds all that you experience. Look, in other words, my brother, beyond the outer appearance of the illusion which surrounds you, for it is in its own way that which teaches you that the Source of all creation and experience within it is the one Creator which moves by the power of Its Love, and reveals by the power of Its Light the unity of all things.

We share your joy, and thank each of you for the great privilege of blending our joy with your own. Let your hearts be light as a fluttering gauze curtain at a window in the sunny breeze. For the wind is rich with blessings and there is music amongst the trees. I am known to you as Hatonn. I leave you in the Love, in the Light, in the joy of the infinite One. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is our privilege once again to be asked to join our vibrations with yours. We thank you for the opportunity to serve you by attempting to answer your queries. We remind each that our humble responses are merely opinion, perhaps somewhat different than yours, perhaps with a somewhat wider perspective, yet it is but our opinion. Please accept that which has value and leave that which has none. May we then begin with the first query?

Carla: I have a question. I got a telephone call this week from a friend who asked me how to remain faithful to all the ideals of Love and Light and service to others that we work on in this group when the situation looks hopeless, and there doesn’t seem to be any point in carrying on. I felt that my answer was inadequate, and so I would ask if you could perhaps comment on this question?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, when the situations which we have termed “catalyst” present themselves to the seeker, the seeker may look upon such catalyst with a polarity viewpoint, that is to say, one may look upon the situation and see people and events not in keeping with the desires of the seeker, and the seeker may wish to change those people and events and maintain faithfulness to the ideals of service to others. This is a great dilemma, for in truth, if one wishes to be pure in what you have called positive polarity, there can be no wish to change another person or event, for each must be accepted as each is, for each is whole and perfect. Each is the one Creator. This is a great lesson, which takes much of what you call time to learn. Therefore, as a portion of remaining faithful to those positive ideals which each in this group upholds, then it might be recommended that the viewpoint include the possibility that no person or situation be asked to be other than it is, that each, indeed, be accepted, loved, forgiven, that the same be done with the self, and that then the self is taken by the seeker as the primary tool for upholding the ideals of service to others, and the self is transformed by acceptance of self and others so that Love is given no matter what. In such a way does the positive polarity become purified and refined, that the beacon of Love and Light within the heart of self might shine more brightly.

Carla said: “I got a telephone call this week from a friend who asked me how to remain faithful to all the ideals of Love and Light and service to others that we work on in this group when the situation looks hopeless, and there doesn’t seem to be any point in carrying on.” Latwii replied when the situations which we have termed “catalyst” present themselves to the seeker, the seeker may look upon such catalyst with a viewpoint of polarity, and one may look upon the situation and see people and events not in keeping with the desires of the seeker, so the seeker may wish to change those people and events and maintain faithfulness to the ideals of service to others, but this is a great dilemma, for if one wishes to be pure in the positive polarity, there can be no wish to change another person or event, for each must be accepted as each is since each is the one Creator, and this is a lesson which takes time to learn, yet as a portion of remaining faithful to those positive ideals which each in this group upholds, then it is recommended that the viewpoint include the possibility that no person or situation be asked to be other than it is, that each be loved and forgiven, and that the same be done with the self, and that the self is taken by the seeker as the primary tool for upholding the ideals of service to others, and the self is transformed by acceptance of self and others, so that Love is given no matter what, for in such a way does the positive polarity become purified, that the beacon of Love and Light within the heart of self might shine more brightly. On July 19, 1990, Q’uo described how Love is given:

The Love of which we speak is beyond the description of words. But when we use words, it is well that your word “unconditional” be foremost among words used to describe that concept. For the previous kinds of Love, the conditions of closeness of relationship, of specialness of relationship, of previous experience with an entity, are primary in this kind of Love. However, the Love of which we speak has no condition tied to it, so that this quality of Love is given without any consideration of the entity, the situation, the time or any other consideration that might qualify the object of the Love to be Loved.

The Love of which we speak is that feeling tone that comes from the green ray energy center in a free and open manner and has as its focus the entire creation about one. It is a quality which is developed from within the being. The only effect in the outer experience an entity will have on this quality of Love is to become the focus for it. To develop the ability to Love, one must experience the testing. This is a kind of testing that is similar to the tempering of your metals, that known as steel, for example, by the fire, the flame, the heat. The heat of your experience as you live your incarnation and your ability to process this heat into a light-filled consciousness will then allow one to express the product of this processing, which is that which we have called Love.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, it was a beautiful answer. I think it’s probably the hardest single lesson that we foolish humans have to learn. But it’s a useful answer. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

M: I have one, Latwii. What causes people to have periods in their life when they have absolutely no desire to go forward or backward? In other words, just basically, is it a lack of energy, or is there a reason why they go through this stage?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Look for the answer to this query to the seasons and cycles that you observe upon your planet. After the fall, the harvest, there is a time of rest, then followed by a regeneration of that which was harvested. So, it is within each entity. As the lessons of your incarnation are learned, you will find within your being various cycles of seeking. There will be times as luxuriant in the seeking of lessons as your summer is in the spawning of life forms. There will be times when the difficulties rage as does the thunderstorm, the wind, the hail, the rain. And yet each portion of the cycle of seeking adds a part that becomes that which you seek. As you observe those times within yourself of peace and rest, enjoy that portion of the cycle, for, indeed, all things change, and you shall find new lessons presenting themselves within the fertile and peaceful ground of your being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, I think that was very helpful. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

M: I have another if no one else has one. What causes some people to have a nervous breakdown or become disoriented in the same set of circumstances where another person may not be affected at all?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. For the answer to this query, may we suggest the concept of the limitation of the viewpoint. For an entity to exist within your illusion there is the seeming inborn necessity to gather about the center of being a grouping of beliefs, those concepts which are relied upon to provide support as the entity journeys through the incarnation. As each entity journeys, each gathers about the self a variant set of these beliefs. We may suggest your restaurant, for example, a few from column A, a few from column B, and so forth. Some viewpoints contain a wider perspective, shall we say, and when added to others, yet further increase the perspective of the seeker.

This is another way of suggesting that that which is seen and accepted as a belief then is an ally which aids in perception and in utilizing the catalyst which comes before the attention. The fewer and more narrow the concept, the less efficient is it in this process. Some entities, therefore, are more limited by their own belief system in what they are able to accept and use efficiently as catalyst. Therefore, catalyst of a given nature, of, shall we say, intensity which requires the ability to accept a wider viewpoint would cause greater stress upon one with less ability to accept the wider viewpoint.

M asked: “What causes some people to have a nervous breakdown or become disoriented in the same set of circumstances where another person may not be affected at all?” Latwii replied we suggest the concept of the limitation of the viewpoint, for an entity to exist within your illusion there is the necessity to gather about the center of being those concepts which are relied upon to provide support as the entity journeys through the incarnation, and as each entity journeys, each gathers about the self a set of these beliefs, and we may suggest in your restaurant a few from column A, a few from column B, and so forth because some viewpoints contain a wider perspective, and when they are added to others they increase the perspective of the seeker. Latwii continued by saying this is another way of suggesting that which is accepted as a belief is an ally which aids in perception and in utilizing the catalyst which comes before the attention, but the fewer and more narrow the concepts, the less efficient are they in this process, for some entities are more limited by their own belief system in what they are able to use efficiently as catalyst, so catalyst of a given nature of intensity which requires the ability to accept a wider viewpoint would cause greater stress upon one with less ability to accept the wider viewpoint. On April 1, 1990, Q’uo described the value of the wider viewpoint:

In your content, find the divine discontent of one who seeks always the wider viewpoint, the clearer, more lucid expression of the gemlike self, which is the Christ, the great One within. And keep your quest and your questions before you. As you correctly surmise, the persistent quest of your ideal in an illusion which is not ideal is both foolish and the wisest thing you shall ever do within this illusion. Seek, seek ye, and what shall you find? If you knock, what shall open unto you? Pilgrims, we call you, take up your walking sticks and come along. It is a fine journey. And be very careful as to that which you seek and that which you desire, for you shall receive that which you desire.   

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Yes, I’m still not quite sure—take people who are unfortunate enough to hear voices, and to be paranoid, and to really have miserable lives. What’s the basis of this problem?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Such an entity may have a variety of reasons for its behavior and response to those inner voices which from time to time become available to each entity upon your planet. An entity, to take one example, may have the belief system imbedded from youth that any such voice heard within is of the devil or is what may be termed evil or satanic, and when such a voice is heard, the entity may respond as though this belief were true, whether or not such a voice was of a negative source. Repeated experience with such a voice might cause the entity to feel possessed, to feel unworthy, to feel as though it was going what you have termed insane. This need not be true, yet can be so if believed. This is but one small specific example. There is a myriad of potential examples with each having different ramifications.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, thank you, that was very helpful.

Latwii: We are pleased to have been of some small aid. Is there another query at this time?

K: I have a question. When you’re trying to understand another person’s point of view, and trying not to change them, and in the process you try to see their point of view so much that you don’t believe in your point of view, and you almost become crippled in your ability to act on what you think is right, are there some helpful suggestions to have more belief in what you’re thinking and feeling?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. To begin, may we suggest that if you look upon each point of view that you could possibly imagine within your illusion, you shall see an infinity of possibility. You are each. That you do not yet recognize that is a portion of your learning. If you feel discomfort as you pass through various beliefs, as you change your mind from time to time, as you evolve in your own understanding, consider the possibility that each individual point of view has its balance. That is to say, each lesson is paired with its opposite, for example, patience and impatience, anger and love, acceptance and rejection. This list may be continued infinitely. As you see a certain bias developing in your belief, attempt to learn also its opposite so that your learning be balanced, and develop also the ability to accept yourself, for including each point of view within your being, that the one Creator might know Itself further …

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I am Latwii. To continue. In such a fashion, then, you shall move in a balanced manner and construct the architecture of your being with a stable foundation without bias in any direction which would risk the stability of your being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

M: If I have a pain anywhere, I can tell that part of my body not to feel pain, and it won’t feel it. And I wish there was some way I could help other people to have that same talent because so many people are in pain in various parts of their body, and I don’t know whether there is something innate within me, but I don’t know why I can tell a part of my body—like a tooth for instance, if it’s acting up a little—I can tell it not to, and it won’t. Is there anything that I could do to help other people so they wouldn’t be in so much suffering, or why can I do it, and I can’t explain it to anyone else?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is always the case that the entity entering the incarnation brings certain abilities, as would the carpenter its tools to the job it wishes to complete. Some are not well understood. Many remain latent throughout most of the incarnation, their use discovered at what you would call a later date. The tool or talent of which you speak is one which you shall find an increasing understanding attached to as you explore your own use of it. It is often most difficult to impart the use of such a slightly understood talent to another. Therefore, may we suggest meditation upon this ability, not just its mechanical use, but the value which you obtain from it.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, just quickly. Is it a form of self-hypnosis?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. To describe this talent in these terms is somewhat accurate, yet somewhat misleading as well, for the focusing of the attention is necessary for both hypnosis and the use of this tool, and each requires the increasing use of the unconscious mind. Yet, you are not quite, shall we say, hypnotized or in a trance as you accomplish this talent. The ability to concentrate, which is one of the benefits of meditation, is central to this particular talent, and there must be, shall we say, a certain opening made within the veil which separates your conscious and unconscious mind. This opening is a portion of this talent brought with you and may be enhanced by the application of concentration.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Is there any chance that I could explain this talent to people that are in great pain or is it just a personal talent?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. You could, indeed, attempt such explanation, yet you would find a variety of responses from those to whom such explanation was given, for each entity varies in the ability to use that which you could explain. You would be, as we mentioned before, further hampered by the lack of your own understanding of the deeper significance of this phenomenon. Therefore, we continue to recommend meditation upon this significance.

May we answer you further?

M: No, thank you. That’s very helpful.

I am Latwii. Thank you, as well. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We feel that we have exhausted the queries for the evening, and we again extend our deepest appreciation to each entity present for allowing us to blend our vibrations with yours this evening. To join you in your seeking for truth is a joy which we eagerly anticipate at each moment in the timeless span of our existence. We remind each present that a simple request for our presence in your private meditation is all that is necessary for us to join you there and once again blend our vibrations with yours. We shall at this time leave this group, yet in truth, always are we one. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I ran some errands with my first errand being to take the seventh raccoon I have caught in my Hava-Hart trap to southern Indiana where I released in a rural area. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought more birdseed. My third stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Rainbow Blossom Health Food Store where I bought some Vitamin B Complex. My fifth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself and some plant fertilizer. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off two prescriptions and picked up one prescription. Then I bought some Hagan Daas Ice Cream and some Centrum Silver Vitamins for men over 50.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “The essential ingredient of all satisfactory relationships is love. Our love for God is made manifest in our love for everyone. We are not only one with God, but we are one with the children of God: with our families and relatives; with our church members; with our business associates; with our friends. When we recognize God as our neighbor, we become members of the household of God, saints in the spiritual kingdom; there is a complete surrender of self into the infinite Sea of Spirit. The good of God flows to us through all who become a part of our universe. To those who live in communion with God serving God through their fellow beings, the promise is literally kept: All that I have is thine.

No longer is there a need or a desire for any person or any thing. Every thing and every person becomes part of our being. What we surrender we have; what we hold in the grasp of possession we lose. Every thing we release, we draw to us; every thing we lose, we have; every thing we set free, we bind to us forever. “Loose them and let them go.” Let everyone be loosed in Christ. We trust everyone to the God of their own being. We do not hold anyone in bondage to a debt of love, hate, fear, or doubt. We do not demand even love from anyone. We agree that no one owes us anything. Only when we do not feel a debt of obligation, and only when we hold no one in a debt of obligation to us are we free, and do we set our world free.

If we maintain our relationship of oneness with God, consciously realized there will always be those in our experience who are instruments of God, sharing with us as we share with them, drawing on the same illimitable Oneness. If we expect Love from one another, we obstruct and limit its flow to us, But if we maintain our conscious union with God, through a constant realization that I and God are one, then we open the way for the activity of God to flow to us, through anyone and everyone receptive and responsive to the God-impulse. Our contact with God is our contact with every person or place that can, in any way play a part in the unfolding of our daily experience, including not only persons and places within range of our immediate environment but throughout the universe. Wherever there is good for us in the world, it finds its way to us.”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 16

Be Of Good Cheer

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

This day is a gift that is full of life. Your senses would have you believe that there is much that is not alive or responsive to the radiance of Love. On the contrary, mindfulness of the radiant Love of the Father is as relevant and important to the soul’s health in the picking up of a speck of dust as it is in the preparation of the finest treatise or most charitable action.

All things live in the consciousness of Love, and all things respond to your radiance, which can only come through you as you are mindful of the infinite Father.

Thus, be of good cheer, not compartmentalizing the day or hurrying through a chore which seems less important than another. For all is equally important to the conscious seeker of Love.

In that Love and peace we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Latwii, and Oxal channelings come from April 10, 1983:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. It has been some time since we have been able to speak through this channel, and we will speak but briefly through this channel, for he wishes to break back into the channeling process slowly as he has been sometimes in doubt. To doubt, to ask questions is but one way to learn. We are having difficulty at present and would pause for a moment to better attune ourself to this instrument. I am Hatonn. We would at this instrument’s request transfer this contact, for he feels he needs more time before he can fully operate again as a vocal channel. We will now transfer.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. We are grateful for the willingness of the instrument known as C to re-offer himself for service in acting as our instrument that we might communicate with our other selves. We are aware of the difficulties that he is experiencing, both in the facility of channeling, and the awareness of the moral significance of the action. We again are grateful for his service.

At this time, my friends, we would like to share with you a small story concerning a creature which lives beneath the watery surface of that which you call the sea. The creature is that which you call a mollusk or a clam-like shelled entity. Its awareness of itself and its universe is quite limited, for primarily its interests are limited to the acts of eating, excreting, and occasionally reproducing. The consciousness resultant from this situation, as you may well imagine, is quite limited as the entity we described is not only uninformed of the world upon which you exist, for example, but also quite uninterested. However, we shall cease describing and return to our story.

The entity was created in physical form and sought to continue its life in what must appear to those present as a very bland, eventless existence, for in truth the lack of event was that which was sought. However, this entity had the apparent misfortune to choose to incarnate near the site of that which you term a generating facility on land which resulted in sudden releases of very hot water into the clam’s environment. As this resulted in great discomfort, the entity was faced not only with the choice between remaining and possibly stewing or using its rudimentary equipment to gradually, over a period of years, remove itself from the environment. However, the entity was first forced, for such are the ways of lessons, into perceiving that an environment or universe existed beyond the limitations to which it had become accustomed, and firmly, yet dimly, regarded as the limits of the universe, for the increasingly warm temperatures could hardly be ignored.

The entity of which we speak, reflexively slowly, began to move, to attempt to push itself slowly away from the uncomfortable environment. Many of its brothers and sisters also undertook identical journeys at the same time while others elected to remain behind, clam-like in their unwillingness to perceive or even acknowledge that other forces existed besides themselves. Years passed, the journey undertaken was at last completed, and in the manner of such creatures, the clam of whom we spoke eventually relinquished its hold on its incarnation in this fashion.

My friends, this may seem to be an uneventful tale, yet we ask you to examine your own progress on your journey. For is it not true that too often one must find the temperature of one’s environment exceedingly uncomfortable before one seeks change of one sort or another, and in seeking that change find that the change must entail a change of oneself. So a journey is begun. One stretches muscles, so to speak, that one was only dimly aware of and more often than not strives only to leave behind that uncomfortable state which one once occupied in search of that which is unidentified, totally unfamiliar, yet toward which one is drawn as if following an instinctive beacon within the soul. And alongside each who follows the path, quite often unrecognized in the day-to-day struggle to climb one more rung, to circumvent one more difficulty, are brothers and sisters, quite similar, each struggling to surmount its own problem, each on a very similar path, journeys that though quite separate are yet quite common.

My friends, the creature of whom we spoke was fashioned in a manner which protects through a lack of awareness of that which surrounds. Yet, my friends, at this point the comparison fails, for each of you has been blessed with the ability to perceive the commonness, the sharing of the journey which you have undertaken jointly with those who surround you. My friends, strive to recognize within one another, within the stranger who at a corner crosses a street in time with yourself, that your journeys and yourselves are one, that his or her beacon rings forth within the soul with the same note as that within your own. It is often possible in your world to ignore the fact that your journeys are common. But, my friends, you differ from the other creatures we have described in your ability to communicate with one another. You are able to choose not only to seek or ignore your seeking, but also to aid or ignore the need for aid.

We realize the complexity of the puzzle before you, for we are aware that you consciously seek to avoid inflicting your will or your ways upon others. Yet, my friends, there is no failure, no offense in bringing forth your Light in presenting yourself openly that those who seek your help may find it. We know that each of you further has felt the doubt within the soul, the suspicion of unworthiness, the self-doubt of the value of one’s assistance. We are aware that at times those of you who seek to be of assistance by serving in the capacity of an instrument are quite rightly consumed with doubt both of your worthiness to perform the task you have undertaken and your ability to accurately represent that which is placed within your mind. My friends, we can only comfort you in these situations of doubt with a reminder of that which was said on your planet so many years ago, that if you wish to learn, that the door will open if you will but knock, that if you wish sincerely for an opportunity to serve your brothers and sisters, you have but to ask and that opportunity will be provided.

The one who spoke these words, my friends, went on to add that he who asks his father for sustenance will not be given a snake to hold in his outstretched hands. My friends, we ask you to be aware that the Creator has provided for His own, for all of His children. We ourselves are simply your loving other selves. Yet the tool that is provided by the Creator for our communication with you is a gift from that Source. We offer, therefore, for your evaluation the question: When one asks for sustenance, what will be provided? My friends, be confident in your acts of love. Accept the blessing of the opportunity to be of service and go strongly forward with your desire to do so. Be not afraid and do not feel the necessity to provide yourself with assurances and safeguards, with necessities to validate your service to yourself, but rather, in the words of the source we described, go forth with but your staff and your scrip and serve.

At this time, we will relinquish our use of this instrument that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might perform their service of answering questions. In the Love and Light of the infinite Creator, I am known to you as Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are aware that this instrument has been used somewhat extensively by our brothers and sisters of Hatonn quite recently. However, we are most anxious to refamiliarize the instrument with our vibration, and to exercise the instrument as we are less frequently able to accomplish this task lately and desire to give the old whiz-bang a tune-up. At this time, are there any questions?

K: Yeah, I have one, Latwii. You always say at the end of the session that if we just make a request that you will be with us, or you’ll hear it. Okay, I made a request this week, not for me, but for my daughter. And I don’t know whether you answered the request or … I said, if you weren’t in the business of healing or getting her through this three days, because she had a terrible cold, that would you stand around and see if you could find another entity to help. Well, anyway, it worked out beautifully, and I was just interested to know if you really did work out the circumstances or what happened.

I am Latwii. My sister, we were quite grateful to receive your contact and request. However, we must confess that we, to a large extent, passed the buck, so to speak, to our brothers and sisters that you know of as Nona, and that the entity to whom your service was directed was experiencing an amount of discomfort and stress. In reference to the details of the situation, however, we must explain that it is not our line of work to alter the circumstances that one has selected for their personal growth, but rather to encourage them in attaining that growth, which service we did attempt to provide.

Is there another question?

K: No, that’s very good. I figured that’s the way you would do it, but anyway I was just curious to know if you heard the request. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my sister, and we are quite pleased that you recognized our touch, so to speak.

Is there another question?

M: Yes, Latwii. When a person has an imbalance in their physical being or in their life, how can they tell if it’s karma or if it’s an incorrect attitude on their part?

I am Latwii. My sister, the most truthful and obvious answer is to seek within one’s own soul for the answer. We are quite aware that the simplicity of such an action seems to make it difficult to perform, yet in all honesty, that is the most accurate and effective manner.

May we answer you further?

M: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my sister. Is there another question?

K: Yes, one other question, Latwii, and we’ve touched on this before, but I’ve had some unusual dreams recently, and my question is, do we make our dreams, or are we given dreams sometimes in order to help us when we ask for help?

I am Latwii and, my sister, without frivolity we must acknowledge that the answers to your questions are yes and yes. We would take the liberty of adding further details in this manner. The mind of which you are aware is quite capable of generating dreams for entertainment or for one’s education. Using this particular instrument, one can therefore acquire dreams which provide situations for growth, for in truth is not the world within which you exist merely an additional dream? The desire for learning, for attainment, is the incentive that allows you to bring into your life that which provides catalyst, be it in the somnolent or waking state. We would further remind you, my sister, that each entity is a portion of a larger entity and that—and that which is needed will be provided.

May we answer you further?

K: That last statement, let me see if I understood that correctly. That each entity is a part of a larger entity, is that what you said?

I am Latwii. My sister, consider the smallest finger upon your hand. It is a finger in its own right. It is a portion of you yourself, which in turn is a portion of the consciousness of your planet, which in turn is a portion of the Logos within which you function, which in turn is a portion of the Creator Itself. Just as your physical vehicle provides the sustenance, the needs for the growth of each cell within your finger, so also does that of which you are a portion provide the spiritual nourishment required for your growth …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(L channeling)

Is there another question?

[Pause]

As there are no more questions, we shall relinquish our use of this instrument and gratefully thank each of you for giving us the opportunity to perform our small service. In the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, we are known to you as Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege for us to blend our life streams with yours, and we thank this instrument for catching the signal which we offered to it, for it is an unexpected contact. However, there has been a call and we would speak briefly.

Firstly, let us establish the subjectivity of being. Consider two women. One marries, and one day the honeymoon is over, and she says, “Oh, it is my fault, I have somehow destroyed the perfection of my life as I planned it.” The second woman in the identical circumstance, nodding her head in recognition of circumstance, will still say, “Thank you for the good times, for they are a gift and they teach me what it is to live fully. And thank you too for the challenge, for it teaches me to pay attention.” The first woman then becomes ill, and she says, “I have failed to take care of myself. I have had a hard life; I am afraid that my body is not what it used to be.” The second woman in the identical circumstance, smiling ruefully at the circumstance, says, “Thank you for the health that I have had, and the health that is to come, for they have been gifts, and shall be so again. And teach us how to live more fully. But thank you, too, for this challenge, for through it I shall learn better how to pay attention.” Thus, my friends, we intend to demonstrate that the circumstances of your life, though they be as they are, are subjective in meaning. That meaning is only decided by you. Therefore, all is decided by you. We reach this point in our reasoning in order that we may gently but strongly urge you to consider meditation upon the responsibility for your own thinking.

It has been written in one of your holy works that that which you bind shall be bound, and that which you unbind shall be let loose. Are you then a ruler of a universe? Yes, you are, for you are co-Creator, one with all that there is, a dazzling and perfect portion of the one Light. And as you see things, so they are. And what you see is final until you change what you see. In some cases, my children, you see not only yourself but others, and you bind others to you and you unbind them from you. And yet, they too are shafts of the same sunlight, perfect and one. Shall you then judge to bind and to unbind for another? Do not all entities do this? And is it not always to some degree an error in thinking? For are you not all one being with no judgment between parts, but only a desire to serve? No matter what you have done to another, you have done far worse in judgment of yourself, at one time or another, if you shall pardon the misuse of this term. Therefore, use your meditation to release the coils of subjectivity from about yourself and your other selves, for you in your meditation have room for only one thing and that is Love. That is what you came here to this orb in space to spend your portion of consciousness at this opportunity learning. Shall you not then grasp the opportunity? As you become more distorted and more subjective, you move further from the Love you seek so wisely to know. Seek, then, and leave subjectivity behind on a regular basis that you may be one with all eternity, that you may shine with the stars and glow as does your sun with the good and fertile brightness of life.

Oxal said that they wanted to speak upon the topic of the subjectivity of being. They began by saying let us establish the subjectivity of being by considering two women, so one marries, and one day the honeymoon is over, and she says, “Oh, it is my fault. I have destroyed the perfection of my life as I planned it,” but the second woman in the identical circumstance says, “Thank you for the good times, for they are a gift, and they teach me what it is to live fully, and thank you too for the challenge, for it teaches me to pay attention,” so the first woman becomes ill, and she says, “I have failed to take care of myself. I have had a hard life; I am afraid that my body is not what it used to be,” but the second woman in the identical circumstance, says, “Thank you for the health that I have had, and the health that is to come, for they have been gifts, and shall be so again since they teach us how to live more fully, but thank you for this challenge, for through it I shall learn better how to pay attention,” and we intend to demonstrate that the circumstances of your life are subjective in meaning which is only decided by you, for all is decided by you, so we reach this point in our reasoning in order that we may gently, but strongly urge, you to consider meditation upon the responsibility for your own thinking. Now Oxal said it has been written in your Bible that which you bind shall be bound, and that which you unbind shall be let loose, so you are a ruler of a universe, for you are co-Creator, one with all that there is, a perfect portion of the one Light, and what you see is final until you change what you see, but in some cases you see not only yourself but others, and you bind others to you, and you unbind them from you, yet they are shafts of the same sunlight, perfect and one, so: “Shall you judge to bind and to unbind for another? Do not all entities do this? And is it not always to some degree an error in thinking? For are you not all one being with no judgment between parts, but only a desire to serve?” Then Oxal said no matter what you have done to another, you have done worse in judgment of yourself, so use your meditation to release the coils of subjectivity from yourself and your other selves, for in your meditation you have room for one thing, and that is Love, for that is what you came here to this planet to spend your portion of consciousness at this opportunity for learning, and as you become more distorted and more subjective, you move further from the Love you seek so to know, so seek and leave subjectivity behind on a regular basis that you may be one with all eternity, that you may shine with the stars and glow as does your sun with the good and fertile brightness of life. In 27.12, Ra described the nature of Love:

Questioner: I would like for you to define Love in the sense… in its sense as the Second Distortion.

I am Ra. This must be defined against the background of intelligent infinity, or unity, or the One Creator, with the primal distortion of Free Will. The term Love then may be seen as the focus, the choice of attack, the type of energy of an extremely, shall we say, high order which causes intelligent energy to be formed from the potential of intelligent infinity in just such and such a way. This then may be seen to be an object rather than an activity by some of your people, and the principle of this extremely strong energy focus being worshiped as the Creator instead of unity, or oneness, from which all Loves emanate.

We leave you in joy, and we lift each of you in our arms to bless you and send you upon your way. May you be merry and full of that life of which Love is the very essence. I am Oxal. I thank you for calling us to your group this evening and for listening to our impoverished thoughts. Please accept them as imperfect and discard any concept that causes any difficulty. For truth, as you seek it, must be seen by you, not for you. Therefore, discard anything that you perceive as less than truth and use what remains. I leave you in the Love and in the Light of the One. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Living, moving, and having our being in continuous God-consciousness reveals the secret of living with other people. And what is the secret of our relationship to other people? How do we achieve harmony in our interpersonal relationships?

From a human standpoint, satisfactory relationships between groups of people and between individuals depend upon the quality of communication. All to frequently attempts at communication result in misunderstanding and “confusion worse confounded.” Often these unhappy effects are due to the prevalent belief that there are many minds with diverse interests: that we can get something from somebody, or that somebody may take something from us.

The Infinite Way, however, approaches this problem from an entirely different point of view. Our secret lies in a new concept of human relations: It is a relationship based on oneness, springing from a conviction that we are not beings separate and apart from one another; but that our oneness with God constitutes our oneness with one another.

God is individual mind; the mind of God in me addresses the mind of God in you. The one infinite Intelligence, acting through me, communicates with the one infinite Intelligence, acting through you. One Intelligence speaks; one Intelligence hears; we are one. We are in agreement, not because we agree with each other, but because God agrees with Itself. God is the only mind; so in this one mind there can be no misunderstandings. God speaks unto God. Life reveals itself unto Life. Soul speaks unto Soul. I am but an instrument through which infinite Intelligence and divine Love are being revealed to the infinite Intelligence and divine Love of those who come within range of my consciousness. In that flow of Love from you to me and from me to you, there is no separation.”

This afternoon I went outside and used a Chamois cloth and two old T-shirts to dry the raindrops of off Stanley’s windshield and the rest of the glass windows. Then I drove Stanley out to the Gene Snyder Freeway to dry off the rest of Stanley. Now Stanley is as clean as I was hoping to get him after he got rained on.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 15

The Kingdom Of Words

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love, and I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ.

There is a difficulty in the way in which we make ourselves known through this instrument. That difficulty extends to any who values too highly the citizens of the kingdom of words, for words do not equal understanding, nor is any number of words enough to grant the seeker entry to the kingdom of heaven.

When the Spirit of Christ moves purely, It moves without concept and is, rather, the clean, clear wind of Logos, a Thought which remains unmanifest regardless of how many manifestations may shape themselves through free will from the living light furnished by Love.

Depend not upon words and, even more, depend not upon created words from within your own being, for there are many ways in which the seeker after truth may build houses which seem to hold truth, houses of words and concepts which rise high yet fall as would cards when the wind of the Spirit blows across the construction of your Earthly life.

Seek first the attitude change which comes from the contact with the Spirit of Love.

We wish you sublime and lasting peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from April 3, 1983:

(S1 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. I greet you this evening, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are, as always, pleased to be with you this evening. We hope you are all experiencing the great togetherness that comes with this day of blessing. We feel an overabundance of Love emanating from your planet on this holy day. We are overjoyed to see such Love and such togetherness when many people among your planet are joined together in Love, and though this happens most often on what you call a holiday, it is nonetheless important. We seek to find the Love and the Light as it grows in brightness and we see that on days such as this the Love and the Light coming from your planet increases on days when many of you are joined together in your seeking and in your thanksgiving.

The creation is of Love and of Light and is increased by the Love and Light which joins us to you, for the Love and the Light is one, as we are all Love and Light. We often speak to you of Love and Light, and we hope that you are aware of the significance of these words, for Love and Light is all. Love and Light are without; they are within; they are everlasting; they are eternal; they surround you. You each have the ability to take the Light that is within you and send it outwards to others, for if each entity sent its Love and Light to others, what a brilliant Light it would be. It would be all-encompassing. It would be as if you were all aware in one moment that you were all a part of this Love and this Light. And while many are aware, many stumble and many do not feel or see the Light that shines within them and upon them.

So, we would hope that you would always send your Love and your Light to those with whom you come in contact, for each entity is energized by this Light, whether they are aware of it or not. Each entity is touched when they are touched by another, for to send your Light to another is to share your Love with them. They may not see this as anything more than kindness, cheerfulness, or good will, but they, indeed, see it. It is an honor and a privilege to be able to aid an entity with the Love and the Light within your heart. Each entity has within them a Light. The Light is ever expanding, ever growing, ever reaching outward. It has the ability to help others; it has the ability to heal others; it has the ability to comfort others, and though you may think your Love, your compassion, or any kindness you may expend on another entity often goes without reward, let me assure that it never goes unnoticed. There is always a result when you send your Love and your Light to others, for you are sending your love/light to creation. The Creator sends Love and Light to each of you, and in return you send Love and Light to the Creator. It is always and totally encompassing. It is unity; it is all.

It is, indeed, with a great deal of honor that we are able to speak to you through this instrument, for we have wanted to spend some time with this instrument this evening. We thank you all for your invitation and we would wish to transfer this contact to another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and having consulted with the one known as S2, we find that it is better for us to speak through this instrument in order that the one known as S2 may be comforted and rested as she has been of great service already in your recent past. We greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator and we shall continue speaking of Light—Light, limitless, ever abundant, ever echoing and reechoing in its vibrations. We speak to you of one known as Jesus whose presence is called to this planet more in your diurnal period than at any time, as you call it, except for that season which you call Christmas. We speak to you of the Light, for you are all Light. We speak to you of a man who did not allow His Light to be placed beneath a basket. We speak to you of a dark world, for such is the nature of illusion. Each of you comes into the world as a Light, but the world is in darkness, and knows you not and receives you not, and yet you shine in the darkness and though the world does not know you, you set upon your journey, your eyes twin lamps of Love, beaming as watch towers, as light houses, as warning signs to those who see or wish to see.

That teacher known to you as Jesus was on a journey. Scarred and broken, He died. But that did not stop Him for long. He went in his new body upon the road again into Galilee as is written in your holy works. He did not leave the road for long, for He wished His Light to shine, no matter how dark the world which seems to be about us all. And He met those upon the road, and He broke bread with them, and spoke to them, and shone and glistened, and then was, as each of you shall one day be, gone into other illusions, into other partial darknesses, for you shall attempt to refine, and refine, and refine once again your understanding of your own nature, for that is your nature, my friends—Light. When Love created material, the material it created was Light. Light is creation, and all that is within creation is Light. That is why Light has the power to comfort, to bind, to unbind, to heal, to do all things. Light is the very stuff of which the universe, the galaxies, the constellations, the creation itself is formed, and the energy of Love, which free will causes to move, moves within that Light and through that Light into all those which are of the Light. And my friends, there are none which are not of the Light.

In this session Hatonn spoke of the nature of Light. They began by saying we shall continue speaking of Light, limitless, ever echoing and reechoing in its vibrations, and we speak to you of Jesus whose presence is called to this planet more in your daily periods than at any time except for the Christmas season, and we speak to you of the Light, for you are all Light, so we speak to you of a man who did not allow His Light to be placed beneath a basket, for we speak to you of a dark world which is the nature of illusion, yet each of you comes into the world as a Light, but the world is in darkness and knows you not and receives you not, and you shine in the darkness, and though the world does not know you, you set out upon your journey, your eyes twin lamps of Love, beaming as watch towers, as warning signs to those who see or wish to see. Hatonn went on to say Jesus was on a journey, scarred and broken, and He died, but that did not stop Him for long, for He went in his new body upon the road into Galilee as is written in your Bible, but He did not leave the road for long, for He wished His Light to shine, no matter how dark the world which seems to be about us all, and He met those upon the road, and He broke bread with them, spoke to them, and then was, as each of you shall one day be, gone into other illusions, into other partial darknesses, for you shall attempt to refine once again your understanding of your own nature, for that is your nature: Light, so when Love created material, the material it created was Light, for Light is creation, and that is why Light has the power to comfort, to bind, to unbind, to heal, to do all things, for Light is the stuff of which the universe is formed, and the energy of Love, which free will causes to move, moves within that Light and through that Light into all those which are of the Light, and there are none which are not of the Light. On October 17, 1993, Q’uo spoke of the nature of Light:

This photon is timeless and spaceless. It is unity and infinity. It does not have number. It is solid, that is, in its estate as Light limitless, it is solid. All that there is, dwells in [inaudible] of that one original Thought. And at the level of this one great original Thought there is, eternally, the endless creation of Light or what you call the photon.

We refrain from calling the first emanation of the sun-body Light, for we wish to distinguish between the timeless, spaceless Light which is limitless and a child of this Light which is radiation of the Light as you experience it upon your level of existence and as others experience it in theirs.

At the photon level, Light is all that there is. This limitless Light is the background created by Love before any articulated creation made from Light. This Light Everlasting, shall be as always, infinitely creating in an infinite and eternal present. At this level, Light is a thought. That is, it is a perfect creation of a thought. It does not contain error but is a creature of utter Love containing the infinite intelligence without distortion.

We would say to you two things. Be aware of Light. The illusion will cause you to be aware of darkness, and darkness does not know Light, it cannot see Light, and shall not discover light. But you are Light. Choose, my friends, to enter into meditation, to come close to your nature, to find your own Light and to allow it to shine forth as you stand upon the watch tower of a dark world. The Light will see many things. Let no darkness come between you and Love. We suggest to you one more thing before we leave this instrument and that is that you are on a journey. You are on a great gamble, and you must risk yourself, or you shall not proceed upon your journey. The Light that you seek and that you are will aid you in your risk, but a risk it is, my friends, to choose. We risk and you risk. But, my friends, the game is divine. And losses are far more temporary than the inevitable lightsome outcome. Therefore, be of good cheer and encourage each other, lending praise and joy to your common endeavors, letting your Light flow endlessly, purely, and powerfully. All the world sings of Light at this time of your year. The springtime blossoms turn to the Light and rejoice. The very grasses of the meadows turn, and move, and rustle at the glad wind of the Creator that brings the sun ever nearer and keeps it in the sky ever longer. So are the seasons of your life. So are the resurrections of your journey. And so is the nature of your journey. Know always, my friends, in the deepest night, on the shortest day, there is that Light within you. Doubt it not, but find it and risk all to find it again more clearly, more lucidly, more plentifully, more abundantly, and then open yourselves and shine.

Hatonn went on to say we should be aware of Light, for the illusion will cause you to be aware of darkness, and darkness does not know Light and shall not discover Light, but you are Light, so choose to enter into meditation to find your own Light and to allow it to shine forth as you stand upon the watch tower of a dark world, so the Light will see many things, but let no darkness come between you and Love, and we suggest that you are on a journey, and you must risk yourself, or you shall not proceed upon your journey, for the Light that you seek and that you are will aid you in your risk, but the game is divine, and losses are more temporary than the inevitable outcome of Light, so be of good cheer and encourage each other, lending praise and joy to your common endeavors, letting your Light flow endlessly, purely, and powerfully, and all the world sings of Light at this time of your year as the springtime blossoms turn to the Light and rejoice, and the grasses of the meadows turn and rustle at the glad wind of the Creator that brings the sun nearer and keeps it in the sky longer, so are the seasons of your life and the resurrections of your journey, and so is the nature of your journey, but know in the deepest night, on the shortest day, there is that Light within you, so doubt it not, but find it and risk all to find it again more clearly, more abundantly, and then open yourselves and shine. On October 22, 1983, Hatonn said that we are all Light:

You are all one thing; you are Light, a manifestation of the one original Thought. That Thought is Love. This cannot be understood, but we are so grateful to be able to proclaim the Love and the Light, the infinite Creator. There cannot be too many times or too many ways to speak of that which is when all that is illusion is subtracted and all that is distorted has become Light.

We leave your radiant group, rejoicing and making merry at the lengthening days and the beautiful Light within this group and within your planet. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the Creator that is in all and is all. I am known to you as one of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

(S1 channeling)

I am Latwii. I am Latwii. I am pleased to greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We hope we did not surprise you by speaking so soon, but this instrument requires a great deal of conditioning before she will allow us to speak, so we have been preparing her for quite some time. We are honored that you have called us here this evening, and we are also honored that this instrument has wished to speak our words. She is always hoping that we will contact her. She seems to be rather fond of us. We also are fond of her. We hope to be able to be of some service to you this evening, and humbly ask that you would consider those words which have been spoken tonight by our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, for we also feel the warmth and the Love and the Light emanating from your planet today. It gives us great joy, and we are always happy when we are able to experience such a loving vibration from all of you.

We are hoping to be able to speak through this instrument more often, for it is indeed an honor to be able to speak our words through any instrument that calls upon us. We are often seen—we correct this instrument—we often seem to be a source of joy among this group, if we may be so bold as to brag a little bit. We hope to be of service to you in the answering of questions that you might have, so we would leave this instrument and allow another to complete this portion of our transmissions. We leave you temporarily in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you once again in Love and Light. We now begin our task of attempting to answer your queries. May we ask then, for the first query?

R: Yes, Latwii. My question concerns the work environment, and the feeling I’ve had recently of it being a very, not necessarily depolarizing, but just not conducive to any kind of growth. In fact it seems to be the opposite, and I don’t really know what my question is, but it’s become a problem. My meditations have become erratic, and I’m going through some kind of strange period of time. I wonder if you could offer any words of wisdom or advice, maybe?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We look at the situation which you describe. We see one who seeks truth. We see the lessons which lie before you. We see the opportunities to learn that which you wish to learn. We see also that from time to time, as in the life of any, shall we say, serious seeker, there will be those times when the training aids which you call your reality will be less efficiently used. For the entity upon the journey there are times when rest is of aid, and there are times when the journey is speeded, and less rest is needed. Be aware that each situation in which you find yourself has the potential of teaching of you just that which you wish to learn. What do you wish then, my friend? The environment in which you find yourself will be that which meets your wishes and your desires, though you may not know that this occurs as it occurs. For much is hidden from the conscious mind. Be not over-discouraged when the mysteries seem to far outnumber that which is gleaned with any clarity.

That you inhabit an illusion is obvious to your conscious mind as you continue your seeking. That the illusion shall remove itself and make clear that which guides your incarnation is not so obvious. Yet, this is the process in which you partake at the present. You look about you and you see the difficulty. With yet another eye you may see the opportunity. With yet another eye you may see the lesson learned. If for a moment or two each day you might exercise, shall we say, an objective indifference, you may develop other eyes to see. By this we mean to say, look upon yourself and your environment as though you were seeing another being. Describe that which you see in objective terms so that instead of saying, “I feel a difficulty because …” you may say, “I see an entity experiencing such and such …” This may aid the perception of the general run of the pattern of energy which tends to confuse and overload your circuits, shall we say, from time to time.

R asked: “My meditations have become erratic, and I’m going through some kind of strange period of time. I wonder if you could offer any words of wisdom or advice, maybe?” Then Latwii replied we see one who seeks truth and the lessons which lie before you, and we see the opportunities to learn that which you wish to learn, but we see also that there will be those times when the training aids which you call your reality will be less efficiently used, for the entity upon the journey there are times when rest is of aid, and there are times when the journey is speeded, and less rest is needed, so be aware that each situation in which you find yourself has the potential of teaching you that which you wish to learn, for the environment in which you find yourself will be that which meets your wishes, though you may not know that this occurs as it occurs, for much is hidden from the conscious mind, but be not discouraged when the mysteries seem to outnumber that which is learned with any clarity. Latwii went on to say that you inhabit an illusion is obvious to your conscious mind as you continue your seeking, but that the illusion shall remove itself and make clear that which guides your incarnation is not so obvious, yet this is the process in which you partake at the present, so you look about you, and you see difficulty, but with another eye you may see the opportunity, and with another eye you may see the lesson learned, and if for a moment or two each day you might exercise an objective indifference, you may develop other eyes to see, so look upon yourself and your environment as though you were seeing another being, and describe that which you see in objective terms so that instead of saying: “I feel a difficulty because …” you may say, “I see an entity experiencing such and such …” for this may aid the perception of the general run of the pattern of energy which tends to confuse you from time to time. On June 6, 1982, Latwii said how we may see the opportunity to know the will of the Creator:

In such a situation, if one can realize, firstly, that it is an illusion in which you participate, and then seek within that illusion the lesson that is being made available, then one might see the opportunity to surrender the will of the self to the will of the Creator. Ask within your being, if you can gather the presence of mind to do so in such a situation, “Creator, what is Thy will?” If your seeking be pure, your inner self shall lead you in that path which reflects the lesson you have come to learn.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

S1: Yes, Latwii. I have a question that’s somewhat of a personal nature, so I realize you may have to answer in general. I believe this last week I have discovered a main lesson that I am here to learn, and I was wondering, since this hit me in the head like a board, and I’m quite certain of it if you would be able to confirm it for me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find that you have indeed gotten your attention, and have noticed that which you have placed before your incarnation. The journey which each travels is long and has many turns. At some turn there will finally come a realization of yet another factor or characteristic of the journey, so that increasingly so the pilgrim comes to know the self, the journey, and the lessons.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: Not on that subject, but I do have another question. I’m trying to think how to phrase this. Give me a moment, and I’ll try to put it into words and get back to you in a little bit, okay?

I am Latwii. We are honored to await your query or attempt the next at this time.

Carla: Well, just to fill in the gap, I guess my question’s like R’s, just a matter of perspective, but ever since I got this tummy ache which won’t go away, I’ve wondered if there’s anything more that I can do than I’m doing. As far as I know I don’t have any energy blockages. An examination of conscience doesn’t reveal anything. I’ve attempted to follow the things within the illusion like what to eat, and things like that. What more can I do at this point to not just end my stomachache, but end the concern for me that people around me feel?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find that you have various portions to this particular distortion, as has been mentioned by those calling themselves Ra. The nature of your difficulty has many levels of metaphysical nature. We find that the close adherence to diet is that which in the short run shall provide the greatest measure of relief, in that no further irritation of the sensitive intestine tissues will be initiated. We find the work done upon the energy center blockage most helpful with few, shall we say, corners to soften. Yet the container is solid. We can only suggest the continued rejoicing and giving of …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. To continue, my friends. My sister, as we were saying, to walk with the one Creator, to rejoice at the opportunity to be and to serve, is most helpful and central in this instance. For there are so many levels of the metaphysical nature to this distortion that one must return immediately to the heart and to the Law, the only Law, and that is the Law of One. As you are one, you see the Creator. As the Creator sees, It sees Itself in many forms, and in many situations, each of which allow It to know yet more of Itself. The experience which you now face is that of the Creator. As you find yourself in the center of yourself you will find yourself able to use this experience as the Creator uses it. Rejoice in your beingness. Praise the Creator. Know that though you inhabit an illusion within an illusion, you are one with all. You are the Creator, and all is well.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, thank you. But I would ask for another. If I were to ask you for a mantra, for one phrase to focus on in order to work with as many levels as possible in the metaphysical, what phrase would you think of?

I am Latwii, and we might suggest the simple repeating of simple phrases which touch the heart of being, such as “I am Love,” “I am Light,” “I am one,” “I am whole,” “I am perfect,” “I am the one Creator.” You may decide to focus upon one or more at any time, whether in meditation or singing, as you go about your daily activities. You may find another phrase from that distortion which you find helpful in the worship which might be more meaningful. Any phrase which focuses upon the central nature of your being, that is as a being of Love, Light and unity, as a being which is the one Creator, is most helpful.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Gee, Latwii, you mean there’s no tummy ache mantra in your dogma? I guess I can do. I’m just teasing you. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. We hope our mantras do not give you indigestion. May we attempt another query at this time?

Carla: One little follow-up, and this is simply confirmation. Is this fainting bit just energizing, sort of wholesale, as long as I’m this weak, we might as well go for broke, that kind of thing? And not seeing and all that?

I am Latwii. My sister, we find that you have discovered the basic nature of the recent greetings which have given you yet further opportunities to serve the one Creator in the positive polarity.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S1: Yes, Latwii. I believe I have formulated my question into words. This entity that I have called upon and has contacted me during my meditations, I have been receiving telepathic communication from this entity. I wanted to know if you can give me any advice as to the advisability of this. Is there any potential danger in accepting this communication? It’s become a great comfort to me.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find that the entity which has been in close contact with you is one which has been called by the nature of your inner search, and which attempts to aid you at this time in the way which is most efficacious and understandable to your current perception. That telepathic contact has been made is a function of, shall we say, your training and ability developed within this circle of seekers, and has been utilized, for it is a language, shall we say, that you understand. When such contact is allowed, it is advisable that it be preceded by the tuning which you have utilized and faithfully utilize on a continuous basis. The desire which you express in your seeking for the highest and best, shall we say, information available to you is central, for it is your desire which determines that which you receive. Strive then to maintain if possible, a purity in your seeking that the information which you receive will be of equal purity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: Yes. Can you tell me if this entity is mainly here to aid me, or would it be, if this entity were to come to me in groups such as this, would you advise channeling the entity, or is the entity more or less of my own calling for basically my own information?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find in attempting to answer this query that the, shall we say, boundaries of being, of both your being and the entity’s being, are not so clearly drawn that they may be described with complete accuracy. By this we mean to say this entity has responded to your call. You are not consciously aware of the total nature of that call. The call also may with time evolve and become transformed so that it also changes. The nature of the service to be provided by this entity, therefore, would correspondingly change. Therefore, it is partially beyond our ability to perceive what you call your future, partially our desire not to infringe upon your free will, and partially due to the changing nature of the situation or its potential for change that causes us to be unable to give a clear and specific response to this query. We may suggest that at the present moment the situation appears to be one which is for your benefit in the majority.

May we attempt to answer further, my sister?

S1: Is what you’re saying, that this entity may be available for channeling at another time but for the time being I should more or less keep this entity to myself?

I am Latwii and might respond most efficaciously by suggesting that this was a significant portion of our response. Yet, might we suggest further work with this entity so that perhaps with the passage of what you call time, and the gaining of experience, the answer to this query might be made known to you by this entity and by your own choice.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: No, Latwii, that’s exactly what I was after. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We apologize for taking so long to complete our beat around the bush. May we attempt another query at this time?

Carla: Well, Latwii, if everybody’s finished, I would like to know something before you leave. At the very beginning of this meeting, I had a contact, and challenged it because it was new, and it went away. Immediately, instantly, poof. Well, that’s unusual for a negative entity. I mean, that is, I’ve never experienced that with a negative entity. There is usually a moment of resistance, and then the leaving. And when I analyzed the name that I’d been given, it’s a name that means “No one” in Latin. That was as close as I could come was, “Ne Mo,” “Nemo,” which I believe is strictly Latin, meaning “no one.” Latwii, was that you checking to make sure that I was—was that your idea of a joke by any chance, Latwii?

I am Latwii. And we find in this situation that your instrument was greeted by one which is of what you might call the inner planes, and somewhat of a lesser vibration. This entity was simply hoping that it might have an opportunity to speak through an instrument which was experienced and able to convey its simple thoughts. The entity may be seen to be of an unpolarized nature at present, looking for opportunities to polarize.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Would this be somebody’s Uncle George that doesn’t know he’s dead yet or something? That kind of unpolarized being?

I am Latwii, and may respond by suggesting that this entity is more familiar with its current state of being and has chosen to wander about the inner realms with occasional attempts made at contact with entities such as are gathered this evening, that it might speak and partake in some manner with the process of polarization which it is aware it also partakes in. This entity would be more served than would the group, in our humble opinion, yet each may choose its own path.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I surely would never channel an unpolarized entity. However, we always as a group wish to aid the planet as a whole. Would we then be aiding this entity by sending it Love and Light as a kind of healing to its nonpolarized state?

I am Latwii. My sister, it is always a service to send the Love and Light of the one Creator to any portion of that one Creator.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Nope. We’ll do it. Thank you.

I am Latwii. May we attempt another query at this time?

S1: Yes, Latwii, just out of curiosity, are you aware of this entity known to me as Morzack?

I am Latwii. As we investigate the entity of which you speak ,we are familiar with your perception of its blending of vibrations with your own and familiar with the manner in which the contact has been made. We must, in order to acquire this information, look into those portions of your being which you have given permission to look at. Though you give conscious permission for the general perception of this entity and your experience with it, we find there is a trust or a boundary beyond which we may not move. Therefore, this is our limit of what we might share with you at this time.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: I don’t quite understand what you mean by the boundary. Is the boundary within me in my subconscious?

I am Latwii. This is correct, my sister, for it is the unconscious mind of each entity which allows the experiences that will teach those lessons desired to reach each entity. Though your conscious mind perceives some portion of each experience, much is yet veiled to it. The entity of which you speak has been called to you not only by what seems to be your conscious choice, and indeed is such in port, but also by that which is your unconscious mind responding to those programs, shall we say, placed before the incarnation. There are portions of these programs which remain within the unconscious mind and are not perceived consciously, and which yet hold the ability to affect your future. Thus, we may not peer into them closely enough to describe them to you without infringement. Thus, we do not.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and as we find that we have exhausted the queries and the instrument at approximately the same time we find this happy coincidence an opportunity to thank each present for the continued invitation to those of Latwii to join you, to rejoice with you, to seek with you, and to speak with you. We are humble messengers of the vibration of Light. We remind each that our words, or any words, are but guideposts pointing directions which may or may not be traveled. Take then those words which have meaning. Think upon them, meditate upon them, use them as you will. Leave those which have no meaning, and we rejoice with you in your choice. We shall now take our leave of this group, again thanking each for the honor you bestow upon us with your invitation to blend our vibrations with yours. In Love and in Light, in unity and in the power and the peace of the one Creator, we leave you. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona, and I greet you in Love and Light. We come but briefly among you, and for a most happy request. There are several in this group who request thanksgiving. That in itself is a healing and we are most happy to oblige. The thanksgiving of [inaudible], the thanksgiving of truth perceived, the thanksgiving of sorrow known to be of the most helpful nature. We cannot tell you our gratitude, and hope that we do not pierce your eardrums, for your request to us for joy is great. We are of Nona, and leave you after the vibrations in Love and in Light.

[Carla channels chanting from Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Life by grace is lived with the understanding that tomorrow is not our concern but God’s concern. The grace of God does not bestow partial success or happiness, nor does it demand that which cannot be fulfilled. God brings the task to us, but grace also provides the understanding, the strength, and the wisdom to perform it. Whatever is necessary for the fulfillment of that task, whether it be transportation, funds, books, people, teachers, or teaching, is always forthcoming. Everything that comes by grace comes as fulfillment.

Because we have more, more is expected of us. We can fulfill any and every demand made upon us if we realize that the demand is not made upon us but upon God which sent us. “I can of mine own self do nothing,” but God within is equal to every demand. Divine grace enables us to perform everything necessary and, in its own time, frees us of undue burdens through the realization that God shoulders them. When God meets an obligation God has a way of meeting it forever, so that it is not a recurring or a continuing one.

Let us pour out our gifts of the Spirit to the multitudes, but let us never seek the multitudes. We do not go up and down the highways and byways, even of our family trying to find somebody upon whom to force this gift because if we squander the gift of the Spirit on the unprepared thought, we shall find ourselves depleted. We wait for the multitudes to come to us. Should the multitudes consist of only one person, we wait for that one to come to us. We sit quietly at home, or in our shop, or office, with our finger on our lips, keeping our treasure hidden from the world. Those who are receptive respond to the Light within us, and recognize the glint in our eyes or the smile on our face. As they come, one by one, let us accept each one as the multitude. They come to us for bread, which we give to them, and cold water and warm water too. We give them what they are seeking. We give it to them gently; we give it to them gradually; we give it to them with Love, with joy, and with the power of authority, We can draw upon the infinity of our being and anything will flow: words of truth, compassion, Love, healing, grace, finances, food, water, drink, protection, care, companionship—all these will flow forth from the Christ within us.”

At about 12:30 this afternoon attendees for our first public channeling session of the new year began arriving. Shortly after 1 pm we began our round robin sharing of those spiritual experiences that we have recently had with the circle of attendees to bring us together as a spiritual community with open hearts that would provide connection with each other that Q’uo could use as they channeled answers from the attendees through the three instruments. Some of the questions were: “How can I contact my higher self?” “How to blend our physical body with our spiritual body with our physical body as we pass into larger life?” “How do we deal with the agony of war?” “Does creativity help us to deal with the agony of war?” After the channeling session was complete small groups of attendees continued talking with each other and continuing the connections that were made in the round robin and in and Q’uo’s responses to the questions.

From A Book of Days channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 14

The Power Of Love

I come upon this instrument as the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the divine Love of perfect consciousness and peace.

How strong are your hands, how able your minds, and how you glory in your energies and your abilities! Remove your attention from these things for but a moment and find yourself prostrate before the power of Love.

This is a day among your people devoted to Love. And each chooses to give Love to others. In your prostration, realize the true nature of Love, which has not to do with ability or strength or any manner of human usefulness. But rest all your confidence in the infinite compassion and Love which is the true nature of that Love you so desire to give and receive.

Feel that Love and compassion pour through you. Abandon yourself to it and become an instrument of it. And as you receive this consolation, so the face of the Earth may be renewed.

We leave you in the infinite power, peace and Love of Jesus the Christ, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Oxal, Hatonn, and Latwii channelings come from March 27, 1983:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We graciously thank you for your gracious invitation and cannot express to you the enjoyment …

[Sound of a telephone ringing and then a recorded message.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal. We apologize for the delay. We were to wait and speak to you after our brothers and sisters of Hatonn and had sought the one known as C and the one known as L, but had found each wishing to wait before offering the service. Therefore, we shall speak in some brief manner, and then allow those of Hatonn to speak to your group through other instruments than this one.

The teacher known to you as Jesus said to his disciple, “You shall deny me.” And Simon, known as Peter, said, “I shall never deny you.” And yet, under certain circumstances this disciple did deny his teacher. Look you now into the recesses of your own minds and find the teacher within you and find the teaching within you. Shall you deny that teaching today? Let us examine this concept further. How does one deny what one has learned? Is it by a word, a gesture, some portion of your life that is less than you would wish it? These things may be examined to good accountability and yet the fruit of deeper teaching is a person, and when you deny your teaching, you are other than your teaching would have you be. When you strip your daily living of the outer masks, that which shall affirm or deny lies in what you are. And when you deny what you have become, then you are as the one known as Peter, saying, “No, I do not know the one known as Jesus. You must be thinking of someone else.”

This entity—son—was of such a quality, such a fine and good nature and kind that his leadership was known to the teacher, and his subsequent leadership has birthed both the good and the ill of that which you now know as Christianity. This was not a weak or cowardly man, and yet he denied that he knew. My friends, how easy it is not to know. How easy it is not to be. How very difficult from time to time it becomes to be who your teachings have led you to become. There was no rancor in the teacher’s voice when He told his disciple, “You shall deny me.” There was only knowledge of the difficulty of responsibility, and this is what we speak to you of this evening, my friends. Each of you is responsible for what you have learned, for what you believe you may have learned, and for what you are considering. We do not suggest to you that there is a sure knowledge, nor one that is even available to those wiser than ourselves, for our teachers do not claim to know all that may be known in what you would call any intellectual manner. It is the heart of things to which we wish to strike when we suggest that you are responsible to be yourself. We suggest further that you will find that difficult, and we suggest further that there is no unfortunate part in this apparent dichotomy, for that which you find difficult is that from which you learn.

In this session Oxal wanted to talk about how we may deny our inner teachings. They began by saying Jesus said to his disciple, “You shall deny me,” and Peter said, “I shall never deny you,” and under certain circumstances this disciple did deny his teacher, so look into the recesses of your minds and find the teacher within you and find the teaching within you, so: “Shall you deny that teaching today? Let us examine this concept further. How does one deny what one has learned? Is it by a word, a gesture, some portion of your life that is less than you would wish it?” Oxal said these things may be examined to good accountability, yet the fruit of deeper teaching is a person, and when you deny your teaching, you are other than your teaching would have you be, for when you strip your daily living of the outer masks, that which shall affirm or deny lies in what you are, and when you deny what you have become, then you are as Peter, saying, “No, I do not know the one known as Jesus. You must be thinking of someone else.” Then Oxal said this entity was of such a kind nature that his leadership was known to the teacher, and his subsequent leadership has birthed both the good and the ill of Christianity, but this was not a cowardly man, and yet he denied that he knew, so how easy it is not to know, and how difficult it becomes to be who your teachings have led you to become, but there was no anger in the teacher’s voice when He told his disciple, “You shall deny me,” for there was only knowledge of the difficulty of responsibility, and this is what we speak to you of this evening because each of you is responsible for what you have learned, for what you believe you may have learned, and for what you are considering, but we do not suggest that there is a sure knowledge, nor one that is available to those wiser than ourselves, for our teachers do not claim to know all that may be known in any intellectual manner, so it is the heart of things to which we wish speak when we suggest that you are responsible to be yourself, and we suggest that there is no unfortunate part in this apparent difference, for that which you find difficult is that from which you learn. On March 9, 2024, Q’uo said that we are the One Creator:

For what you are experiencing is a portion of the exchange of sexual energy which is moving into the indigo-ray energy center. In this energy center, it is necessary to do work in consciousness, shall we say; the work which reveals more and more of yourself, to yourself, as the One Creator. This is the work you do when you move throughout your daily round of activities and interact with various entities that you may or may not know and, in some fashion, make a connection so that there is the sharing of this Love and the One Creator.

Therefore, your difficulty in expressing what you have learned teaches you. There is a purpose to your mistakes, as you would call them; there is a reason for your confusion. You did not arrive upon this sphere intending to withdraw from this plane in the same condition and estate in which you came. You intended to know the Creator in more and more glory, and in more and more accountability. You intended a great safari, and your game is the nature of Love. That is your prey. The caliber of your weapon is the measure of how carefully you examine the difficulties that you are having in being yourself. Never judge yourself on seeming outer behavior. Continually attempt to learn. “Peter, Peter,” we say to you, “You shall deny Love a million times and in each denial you will come to know me better.” And all the strangers that say to you, “Are you not the one who knows Love?” that cause you to deny are aiding you. Do not forget to thank them in memory, for such are the ways of the learning of Love, that the paths of the creatures who learn it are twisted, and many who appear to be fair, prove difficult. And those who are most difficult are most mightily fair, for they have given you another denial and another step. Shall you find love, then? My friends, you have no choice. You cannot reckon with your own nature. Shall you find it quickly? In that, my friends, you have a great choice.

Oxal went on to say your difficulty in expressing what you have learned teaches you, and there is a purpose to your mistakes, for you did not arrive upon this sphere intending to withdraw from this plane in the same condition in which you came, but you intended to know the Creator in more glory and accountability, for you intended a great safari, and your game is the nature of Love, so the caliber of your weapon is the measure of how carefully you examine the difficulties that you are having in being yourself, but never judge yourself on seeming outer behavior, and continue to attempt to learn, so we say to you, Peter, “You shall deny Love a million times, and in each denial you will come to know me better,” and all the strangers that say to you, “Are you not the one who knows Love?” that cause you to deny are aiding you, and do not forget to thank them in memory, for such are the ways of the learning of Love, that the paths of the entities who learn it are twisted, and many who appear to be fair, prove difficult, and those who are most difficult are most mightily fair, for they have given you another denial and another step, so: “Shall you find Love, then? You have no choice. You cannot reckon with your own nature. Shall you find it quickly? In that, my friends, you have a great choice.” On January 13, 1985, Latwii described how we may take part in the learning of Love:

The lessons which have been set before your population are lessons which are rooted in the concept of Love. There have been many what you call masters who have given you various disciplines, exercises, and rituals, each designed to enhance this learning of Love. The greatest tool which we are aware of is the tool of meditation which might be utilized by each seeker to look within in order that the source of all Creation might become known as residing there, full of Love and Light, unity and joy.

I am Oxal, and I bow humbly before you and thank you. If any word of mine has offended you, remove it from your mind. It gives us great, great pleasure to be of any service to this group. And we thank those who have called us. We have come in the beatific Love and the infinite Light of the one Creator. Adonai vasu.

Carla: Would you all each continue to meditate and tune while I ask if all is all right. Are you all right, C?

C: I’m okay.

Carla: Do you need to hold on to somebody?

C: It’s just that I’ve had some trouble lately and I’m just not ready to channel.

Carla: I just wanted to make sure that you weren’t going into trance.

C: I’m feeling warmth, but I’m okay.

Carla: S, are you all right?

S: Uh-huh.

Carla: Do you want to tune a little again?

C: That would be helpful.

[The group sings quietly, “Row, Row, Row Your Boat.”]

[Someone is heard entering.]

Carla: Come on in.

H: Go right ahead.

Carla: No, there’s a chair right here, right by the TV. Hatonn is waiting on you, I guess.

Questioner: Hi, H.

Carla: Well, I guess we better tune again.

H: Sorry to interrupt.

Carla: Hatonn’s been waiting on you. I’m glad you came. How do you want to tune, H?

[Inaudible]

Carla: Well, let’s try …

[All sing, “Row, Row, Row Your Boat,” through again.]

(H channeling)

I am Hatonn. Greetings to each of you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. As always, we are glad to visit with you and to once again speak through this instrument. As you are aware, we of the Confederation are here about your planet desiring to serve in whatever small way that we can, and it is groups such as this one that enable us to carry on our work most efficiently at this time. And we of the Confederation thank you for the opportunity to meet with you, and to speak with you, and to share our knowledge, our experience, and most of all our Love with you and all of your brothers upon this planet. Each of you within this room is what you might call a channel of our energy and our Love, for all of you are instruments of the Creator. There has not been born one upon your planet that in truth is not a servant and a channel of the Creator’s Love. Everyone has a role to fulfill within their given lifespan. Most do not become aware of the role that they play until they have completed it. Few are given the knowledge and the directives that give them knowledge of what to do and whom to serve.

If you seek within your life the fulfillment that can only come through service to your Creator and your fellow beings, then open yourself to the guidance that can be provided to you directly from the Creator in your silent meditations. We have always stressed to your group that meetings such as this one are beneficial, for the group energy, the group spirit, and the group Love is well for you to experience. It is enlightening, and it is fulfilling, but it is not complete. It is for you as an individual to give time to the Creator in your meditations, for the Creator has given this life and this time to you. Most of the people upon your planet at this time wander about, living their daily lives with no awareness of what they see or where they go. Those of you within this room have begun a journey that we wish all of your people would begin, for the time of awakening, the time of tribulation is at hand. We have always spoken of it to be approaching, but the time has come that it is now at hand.

Look about your world. Witness the turmoil. Witness separatism, faith against faith, country against country. You can see that your planet is growing apart from one another, and it is only through the efforts of groups such as yours and the individual efforts of each and every person involved that can enable this planet to grow together as one and take its proper place within the universe and in service to the Creator and hand in hand with us, your friends of the Confederation. We wish not to alarm your people; we wish to enlighten them. We do not desire to see discouraging words spread amongst your people. By this we mean that it is not your duty to tell of the dangers or of the difficult times that lie ahead to your friends or your acquaintances. You need but Love them with your spirit, share with them your Light. The unspoken word is most often the most effective when it is given with your Love.

With this, I shall pass to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again through this instrument. We had intended to speak, if permission were given, through the one known as L. However, this instrument is somewhat uncomfortable, and we find that it is not, shall we say, a good opportunity to speak through this instrument. We would, therefore, close through the instrument known as K. I am Hatonn.

(K channeling)

I greet you, my friends, again in the Love and theLlight of the infinite Creator. We have just indicated through the previous instrument about the tribulation and the difficult times that lie ahead. But, my friends, levity and joy are most infectious, and you can do more for your loved ones, your friends, and even for the planet in its difficult times by remembering that all, indeed, is one, and that what appears to be catastrophe is a way of cleansing, is a manner of cleansing your planet. So, we would greet each one of you again with levity, and joy, and harmony, and peace, and all those qualities that lift the spirit of your people. And, indeed, you do have reason to rejoice. We observed in the beginning of your session a certain dourness, shall we say, that need not exist among you. So, we close this session, encouraging each of you to let the Light shine with joy, and peace, and power that is available to each of you. Listen to the inner self as the hints come from time to time of who you are and what you are. You will find that, indeed, those about you will receive a blessing. And now we leave you in the Light and in the Love of the infinite Creator with rejoicing and thanksgiving for having been with you. I am Hatonn.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Lsight of our infinite Creator. We are honored to be called to your group, and to once again to be able to offer our simple service of attempting to answer your queries. We feel there are many present this evening with such queries. May we begin with the first.

C: Latwii, of late I’ve been experiencing great difficulty. I’m unable to meditate. I’ve been experiencing some physical difficulties, emotional, and mental as well. I’ve gotten to the point where, as tonight, I’m so unsure of the contacts, I seem to be … it’s just not comfortable anymore. I was wondering if the problems I’m experiencing are due to the denial of blessings, and if so, any creative suggestions you might have would be appre.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may speak only in general terms, for when a student such as yourself faces the difficult lesson, it is most helpful for that student to find the path by means of its own efforts, that the path may be known in each portion and walked with sure feet. But we may make a general observation. That is, as you find yourself confronting the confusions, the frustrations, the angers, the doubts, the dissension with those whom you feel Love at the base of your being, know that in each opportunity lies Love. Know that the difficulty of the testing to find the Love develops the strength to find it.

As you are in the midst of those lessons you have programmed to learn, you will often feel quite helpless and despairing. At these moments it is helpful to remember that your life is whole and perfect as it is, that you experience at that moment the illusion of difficulty for the very purpose of finding the wholeness, the balance, and the Love within your being, and the being of each entity around your. Be not discouraged when the lesson is difficult, but find the heart of Love at the heart of your being through the faith and the will to continue. The Creator has given you each experience as a treasure, and through each experience do you then grow closer in oneness to that Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: I am aware of that helpless feeling of which you speak. What disturbs me is that at this time, not the feeling of being helpless, but the feeling that I’m harming those around me. It’s because I felt that I was doing harm that I’ve been away from these meditations these few weeks. Is—well … What does more harm at this time, my staying away from all participation?

I am Latwii. My brother, the source of the difficulty for any entity is the limitation of the viewpoint. If you will look upon your experience and the experience of each entity about you as the experience of the one Creator, with no separation between you, you will see that there is nothing but service, and in truth there is no harm, there is no polarity, no right or wrong, for you are one.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Not at this time, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

L: Yes, Latwii. I came down with an illness about a week ago, and I’m still suffering some of the effects from it. Can you give me any indication of why these conditions are still hanging on?

I am Latwii, and again, my brother, we may speak in general terms. When the physical vehicle experiences the illness, as you call it, one may look to the symbolic function of that illness to determine the configuration of mind which has not well used the catalyst programmed for learning certain lessons. You are a crystal being. You have the centers of energy described by the rainbow. As you look to each, and to the difficulties which your physical vehicle expresses, you may make correlations which shall show you in symbolic form the catalyst which provides further opportunity for learning certain lessons.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. Also, earlier this week I was involved in what seemed to be a pretty pointless auto accident. Is there anything you can tell me about any significance for its having occurred? Any information you can give me? I assume that it occurred for a reason, but as yet I haven’t been able to uncover any significant reason for it having happened at all.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may suggest that there are some instances in which random catalyst strikes. Yet even random catalyst has the value in teaching Love in some fashion. Therefore, one may look to each experience and attempt to find the lesson therein. For us to accomplish this for you is not our proper role, for this is your learning which we would not take from you.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, Latwii. I was reading, just this week, in the book, Unknown Reality, and I’m going to paraphrase the statement. I think I can get it pretty close, that sickness and suffering are simply the misguided use of creative energies. These energies are neutral. They can be sickness and suffering, or they can be health. So, sickness and health are simply opposite sides of the coin. And it has been said that suffering is good for the soul, but this statement says that suffering is not good for the soul unless the soul learns not to suffer. So, would you comment on that pretty powerful statement? Or at least to me it’s pretty powerful!

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest that the viewpoint spoken is helpful and is, in our humble opinion correct. Yet we would also add another side or two to the coin. To describe sickness or ill health as the use of energy in a misguided manner may also be stated as the use of catalyst to learn lessons programmed by what you call the higher self. One may use the catalyst of everyday life well or poorly. One may use such a catalyst so poorly that the physical vehicle becomes encumbered with the symbolic energy center blockage in a painful and crippling manner. This is, shall we say, to apply the board to the center of the forehead of attention. Is this misguided? Or is this simply the means by which the entity shall learn. We choose not to judge with terms of “misguidance” or “incorrect” or “wrong,” but simply observe the action of catalyst upon an entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Well, from what I read, and from what I gather you say, I sense a discrepancy. What I’m assuming, the purpose of the catalyst is to learn to be well or whole. Is that a fair assumption? To learn some kind of a lesson, shall we say?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We do not feel a discrepancy exists, but that the differing means of viewing and describing growth exists. We would agree again with your statement that to discover your wholeness and perfection is a great portion of your learning, for, indeed, you are whole and perfect, for you are one with all. Yet it is also the choice of each entity before incarnation in learning that lesson of wholeness to program certain lessons that will teach Love of all as one, and these lessons may require the application of the board, shall we say, from time to time when the attention seems to falter and the catalyst is not well used.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, I believe that answers it. Thank you.

Carla: I’d like to pursue it a little further. May I assume that no matter what the person is like, whether the person is sick or well, whatever, the person’s purpose remains constant, and that is to learn in this lifetime. I assume that’s correct?

I am Latwii. My sister, again we find agreement with the greater portion of your statement. Yet, from time-to-time catalyst is so well used that additional lessons become possible so that the basic purpose, to gain experience and to polarize in the sense that you have come to know as service to others or self, may be seen to remain as underlying themes of the incarnational patterns.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, I think you just skipped about two questions and got to the end. Where I was headed, for those who didn’t hear those other two questions, was—my reasoning was that perhaps when people were well they were using catalyst with the same amount of sensitivity, and feeling the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune and all that, with as much sensitivity as a person who was getting these slings and arrows in the form of an illness or suffering.

However, in a person who had gotten to this point, it simply did not produce suffering, it produced an observation of the problems and a learning without the addition of suffering. In other words, suffering isn’t necessary; suffering occurs because of, just as K said in the beginning, when the catalyst comes in you choose to find that it hurts instead of finding that it does not hurt. We basically have the choice, and some people have found that they do and, therefore, they learn. This was what I was assuming, without having the suffering involved. And these people are well, but they are still learning, that was where I was headed, and that’s just what you said. So, that’s not a question. I just wanted to confirm that was the direction that your answer took.

I am Latwii, and we find that we were, indeed, on similar paths. We may comment in short by suggesting that we deal with two concepts when we speak of using catalyst well or poorly. These are the concepts of the development of will and faith. As an entity constantly chooses to be of service to others or to be of service to self, to radiate light and love or to absorb light and love, the entity will develop the strength of will and faith that will make the traveling of its path ever more sure and ever more filled with the nature of that path. For the entity who chooses service to others, the constant choosing or polarizing in this direction begins to shine as a Light above such an one, that the path be lighted and grow protected. The strength of will to make that choice, and the faith to know the choice as power are the factors which guide such an entity.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, Latwii. I thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

M: Yes, I have one on the same subject. I grew up in a family where it wasn’t fashionable to be sick, and the irony of the whole thing was, nobody was ever sick. Nobody took an aspirin. And is it possible to have an attitude of good health that really is a factor in not getting sick?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is indeed possible that such a choice has been made before the incarnation, and it has become a portion or part of the great puzzle that shall be assembled by the entity during the incarnation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, thank you, that was fine.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

C: Latwii, I would like to ask a question about the colors and chakras. I’m aware of the color scheme that Ra has given forth, but there are other sources of information that have given other color schemes, not so different, but some of the chakra colors are different, and also that there are other sub-chakras in the ankles, knees, wrists, elbows, shoulders, and could you comment on this please?

I am Latwii, and am aware of you query, my brother. To begin with the last portion first. There are, indeed, a great many sub—as you call them—chakras within the physical vehicles, and within the other lighter bodies of the mind/body/spirit complex. These are for the advanced student who has mastered the basic function and purpose of each of the seven major energy centers within the physical body and has begun some work upon the penetration of the eighth, which is located above the crown chakra.

The colors of each chakra or energy center are far less important than the function of each center. Those colors given by the social memory complex known to this group as Ra proceed from lower, or groin, to higher, or crown, in the rainbow fashion of red through violet. The functions, as we mentioned, are of most importance. That is, for the red to serve as the foundation for all that proceeds in the experience of an entity, that being in a primary function the sexual reproduction, and is a center which is not usually worked upon in a conscious fashion, for it is the beginning, and it is as it is. The orange being then the further refinement of the prana, as you may call it, that enters through the red into the personal expression of being, whether it be the expression of power over others in what you have come to know as the service-to-self sense or in the beginning expression of Love and acceptance of others and self. The yellow continues the refinement of the in-streaming prana of the one Creator, so that the entity begins to expand this expression of Love into groups with which it identifies. The green being that great opening into compassion, understanding, forgiveness and acceptance. The blue further refining this energy into the clear and free communication of self with each other self. The indigo refining further the prana of the one Creator in a way which combines that of which we spoke earlier, the development of will and faith.

This is the birth of the adept, the entity who is consciously aware that it seeks unity with the one Creator. At this center activities of what might be called paranormal nature are possible. The working of what is loosely known as magic is here first begun, that is, the conscious use of the unconscious mind. With the violet ray we again complete the circuit, and find a center which is not consciously altered by incarnational experience, in that it is the register or the mark of the entity, revealing the balance of mind, body, and spirit. When the entity has sufficiently cleared each of the energy centers within the physical vehicle, then it is possible for the entity to reach from indigo ray through violet to the eighth energy level, and contact those portions of the one infinite Creator known as intelligent energy and intelligent infinity, the latter producing the experience of unspeakable joy as the entity knows the full presence of the one infinite Creator.

C asked: “I would like to ask a question about the colors and chakras. I’m aware of the color scheme that Ra has given forth, but there are other sources of information that have given other color schemes, not so different, but some of the chakra colors are different, and also that there are other sub-chakras in the ankles, knees, wrists, elbows, shoulders, and could you comment on this please?” Latwii began by saying the colors of each chakra are less important than the function of each chakra, those colors given by Ra that proceed from the groin, to the crown, in the rainbow fashion of red through violet, and the red serves as the foundation for all that proceeds in the experience of an entity, that being in the primary function sexual reproduction, and it is a center which is not usually worked upon in a conscious fashion, for it is the beginning, and it is as it is, so the orange being the further refinement of the prana that enters through the red into the personal expression of being, whether it be the expression of power over others in the service-to-self sense or in the beginning expression of Love and acceptance of others and self, and the yellow continues the refinement of the in-streaming prana of the one Creator, so that the entity begins to expand this expression of Love into groups with which it identifies, and the green being that opening into compassion, understanding, and acceptance, and then the blue further refining this energy into the clear communication of self with each other self with the indigo refining the prana of the one Creator in a way which combines the development of will and faith. Latwii went on to say this is the birth of the adept, the entity who is consciously aware that it seeks unity with the one Creator, for at this center activities of a paranormal nature are possible, and the working of magic is here first begun as the conscious use of the unconscious mind, so with the violet ray we complete the circuit and find a center which is not consciously altered by incarnational experience since it is the mark of the entity, revealing the balance of mind, body, and spirit, and when an entity has cleared each of the energy centers within the physical vehicle, then it is possible for the entity to reach from indigo ray through violet to the eighth energy level and contact those portions of the one infinite Creator known as intelligent energy and intelligent infinity, the latter producing the experience of unspeakable joy as the entity knows the full presence of the one infinite Creator. In 80.22, Ra spoke of the contact with intelligent infinity produces unspeakable joy:

We have discussed the possibilities of contact with intelligent energy, for this energy is the energy of the Logos, and thus it is the energy which heals, builds, removes, destroys, and transforms all other-selves as well as the self. The contact with intelligent infinity is most likely to produce an unspeakable joy in the entity experiencing such contact.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Thank you. I would like to ask another question concerning fourth density that we’re all moving into. I would like to know more about body functions in the fourth density. Could you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The body which shall be inhabited by those of the fourth-density positive remaining upon this sphere is a body which is much more densely filled with Light and the force of life which we have spoken of as the prana or Love/Light of the one infinite Creator. Many among your planet, in studying those things of mystery and of an occult nature, describe this body as the astral body. It is the green-ray energy center equivalent to the body you now inhabit as the yellow-ray energy center body. It is a body which responds much more fluidly and instantaneously to the will and faith developed in the indigo-ray energy center so that those actions or artifacts which are desired are much more easily constructed through the indigo-ray energy center’s contact with intelligent energy. This allows for the further development of the, what might be called, discipline of the personality which allows an entity much greater freedom in travel, in contacting telepathically all those about it, whose thoughts are seen to be quite transparent, and to do all things which serve as catalyst and as means for processing catalyst. The body is therefore much more malleable and subject to that which has created it, that is, the mind of the mind/body/spirit complex.

C asked: “I would like to know more about body functions in the fourth density. Could you comment on that? Latwii said the body which shall be inhabited by those of the fourth-density positive remaining upon this sphere is a body which is much more densely filled with Light and the force of life which we have spoken of as the prana or Love/Light of the one infinite Creator, and many on your planet describe this body as the astral body, for it is the green-ray energy center equivalent to the body you now inhabit as the yellow-ray energy center body, so it is a body which responds instantaneously to the will and faith developed in the indigo-ray energy center, so that those actions which are desired are easily constructed through the indigo-ray energy center’s contact with intelligent energy, and this allows for further development of the discipline of the personality which allows an entity greater freedom in travel, in contacting telepathically all those about it, whose thoughts are seen to be transparent, and to do all things which serve as catalyst and as means for processing catalyst, for the body is more flexible and subject to that which has created it, that is, the mind of the mind/body/spirit complex. On February 19, 1989, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the astral body as that of the fourth density:

This is the movement of consciousness into that density of Love and understanding which it is our honor and our privilege to inhabit. Within this fourth density of creation, the form of the body that has been chosen in the second-density experience of plants and of animals to be invested, then is again used, as it was in the third density, but it is used in what you might see of a somewhat different form, that is, what your people frequently call the astral body, that body which is lighter in your material gravity, shall we say, but is more densely packed with Light. This body, then, is far more responsive to thought, and may move far more freely in time and in space than your bodies move.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: When you say “travel,” does that mean teleportation?

I am Latwii. My brother, in some cases, most usually in the later progression through this particular density of Love numbering four, this is true. The ability to travel by what you have called teleportation, or what we would call the discipline of the personality, is an ability which is developed more and more by the entity which seeks to accelerate the process of its own evolution. There are many, many entities within the fourth density who are unable to travel in this manner, and must use those types of mechanical devices for travel that you now use, though such devices are also quite far advanced, yet they are mechanical and not yet of mind.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Thank you. I’m most grateful.

M: I’d like to extend that a little further. If I saw a fourth-density being, would I feel that they are similar to us, or would I feel that they are quite different?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Most fourth-density beings would seem quite different in appearance if you should see them, and we mention that seeing such an entity is possible only by such an entity’s desire to be seen, for each entity has evolved from a second-density physical vehicle, and has evolved through the third density utilizing that vehicle, and it continues the utilization of the basic form of that second-density vehicle through the fourth density, and only with the fifth density graduation is able to change the form by the power of the mind.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, thank you. That answers my question.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Ask the condition of the instrument. Is the instrument fatigued or is he okay for continuing?

I am Latwii. We find a sufficient reserve of energy available for another few queries. Yet we would suggest the drinking of the water.

[Pause]

Carla: You want me to drink it? Sorry, Latwii, didn’t see the hand coming.

L: Good thing he didn’t have to go to the john.

[Giggles from group.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We appreciate your levity, my friends, and we thank the one known as Carla for the drink and the laugh. May we ask now if there might be another query?

A: Yes, Latwii. I had two, but Carla took care of one of them. The other was pretty short. As you were giving your answer about fourth density, a story came to mind. I was just wondering if it was a rather simple analogy, and that was of Jonathan Livingston Seagull and his life of change, and is there a similarity?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, we find there is great similarity between the story of which you speak and the concept of which we were speaking. The concept is that of transformation. At each juncture in an entity’s life there comes the opportunity to be that which the entity was unaware that it was before the juncture, that …

[Side two of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and once again speak through this instrument. That the entity is more able to fully express the nature of the one infinite Creator within its own being, that this is done in steps, is most important. For within your illusion, you experience a great seeming illusion, that of inhabiting a physical vehicle with certain characteristics and abilities and seemingly without others. And to express the full nature of the one Creator in a moment is the work of many incarnations and many stages that prepare the entity’s various vehicles and energy centers for the increased flow of prana or love/light of the one Creator through its being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, one other question along that line. Were some of our forefathers wanderers from the fourth density. Well, let’s say—let’s take Emerson, for instance. Was he from the fourth density?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Though we find that this entity, the one known as Emerson, was of a nature which you have come to know as a wanderer, that the density was not that of Love, but was that of Wisdom.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Are you saying then that Emerson was from the fifth density?

I am Latwii. This is correct.

K: Then I am assuming Franklin and Jefferson and several of the men who wrote the Constitution were from the fifth density also. Is that right?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Many of those which you now know as the so-called founding fathers of this culture were, indeed, wanderers who had incarnated in what you may call a great wave of incarnations that they might offer together the concept of freedom and the freedom of choice to entities upon your planet. Most wanderers who return to planets such as your own come from those densities of five, that of Wisdom, and six, that of unity. Few come from the density of Love, the fourth density, for there is required for any such wandering entity a great deal of the strength of will and what you might call foolhardiness. That takes much experience and use of catalyst to develop. Usually, the entities of the density numbering four are not so well prepared for such a rigorous experience, for each such entity partakes of the process of forgetting which all upon your plane partake, in that the lessons learned in this, the choice-making density, might carry more weight within the total beingness of the entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that helps a lot, Latwii. For having been a student of American history, that helps me to understand where these fellows got all their smarts. Thanks a lot. I always wondered where they got all their smarts.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

M: Yes, I have one. This may sound presumptuous, but several weeks ago I was talking to this dog, and the dog told me that some humans could come back as a pet animal if all they needed was love and a lack of responsibility for, say, seven or twelve years. Was this dog correct?

[Chuckling from group.]

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We recognize the great humor in speaking to one such as that of which you have spoken, yet we remind each that you speak at all times to the one Creator, and there is wisdom all about you. It is, to the best of our knowledge, not a usual practice, shall we say, for an entity to choose to place the mind/body/spirit complex in a less advanced physical vehicle, and to further limit the potential for the expansion of the viewpoint, but it is possible for a portion of a mind/body/spirit complex to inhabit by magical means second density and first density creatures and artifacts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, thank you, but I guess then there was some merit to what the dog said?

I am Latwii. There is some merit, my sister, in all words and concepts, wherever they originate, and there is some misdirection in each as well, for the nature of the word is to limit that which is limitless.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I have known rogues who were much loved, and who did not have any responsibility, and who were quite human. Could this be what the dog meant?

I am Latwii. To a rogue, another rogue is easy to spot. May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. That’s what I thought that was probably what the dog meant, but I was also thinking about the seeming heartbreak of kids that are born with fewer marbles than the package normally contained and are, indeed, much loved and, indeed, do not have responsibility. And many times the parents will express an enormous amount of joy at continuing care of a little one, even though that child will always be no more than a two-year-old. Is this another instance perhaps, of what the dog is speaking of on a more serious line?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is, indeed, possible that an entity may choose to learn the lessons of Love by limiting the mental or physical energy complexes, and that it will enter into agreements with those about it during the incarnation to not only aid its own learning of love, but to aid their own as well as they provide that service which is necessary for the, shall we say, making up for the limitations.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Just one more question and I’ll quit. Nona just left. Did she leave because the group is getting too tired to listen to the healing sounds? Is the healing that she left still with us? Or was there some other reason?

I am Latwii. The Nona influence has departed for the moment but shall return upon request.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. Thank you, you’ve done yeoman’s service tonight.

I am Latwii, and we find there is sufficient energy for a final query at this time.

C: Latwii, could you comment about the information that’s coming through in a set of books called A Course in Miracles?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We find in this instance that we must speak again in terms that are general. For us to determine for another the path to take is not, in our humble estimation, proper. We may suggest then that the student of its own evolution look to any source of information with the broadest possible viewpoint, taking information that seems of value, leaving that which seems of less value and using that which is gleaned as feels appropriate.

For one student at one time there is a need. For that student at another time, the need is different. For each student at all times the needs are unique. One source may be helpful to some at one time, and not at another. Each processes catalyst using unique circuitry; thus all need not be the same to be equal in will and faith.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Thank you, no. That was fine.

I am Latwii. It has been a very great honor to speak to this group, and to greet new friends and old alike. We thank each present for inviting our presence. It is a privilege which we treasure. We remind each that we are but your humble and fallible brothers and sisters of those of Latwii. Take what we have offered that has value to you. Leave that which has none. We send you each our Love and our Light and our joy. In that Love and Light and joy, we leave you now. In the name of the one infinite Creator, we bid you adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. I am with this instrument. We greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We were sorry to distress this instrument, but we wished to bide with the instrument known as C. For as many in this group are in need of healing and have requested for each other that the energies be with you, we wished to offer that which we have not done before, that is that to sing in harmony. We would start with the one known as C and continue with this instrument. We thank you in love and light. I am Nona.

[Carla channels chanting from Nona in lovely two-part harmony.]

This morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home, and while I was vacuuming my new little kitten, Mystical Joy, had to find a place to hide because she is afraid of the noise that a vacuum cleaner makes. But after I was through vacuuming she came running into the kitchen and began rubbing on my legs and was purring!

This afternoon I took the sixth raccoon that I have caught in my Hava-Hart trap across the Ohio River and let it go in a rural area of southern Indiana. I have a dear friend who said that I am a magnet for raccoons, and I think that she is right! On my way home I stopped at Walgreen’s Drug Store and dropped off a prescription and bought a pint of Hagan Daas vanilla ice cream.

The quote this afternoon is from The Art of Meditation is: “In the stillness of meditation, as we touch this vision of our oneness with God, It pours Its infinite good through us. We shall find that, without any strain or struggle, leaves will unfold; little buds will bloom; and by standing still, active in the work that is given to us to do each day, the fruitage will follow. Each one of us has some kind of work to do today. If we do that work today, without concern for tomorrow, in the realization that God, through the invisible Christ of our being, is ever pouring Its essence, substance, and bounty into us, and the next day something else is given us to do.

Tomorrow there may be another mission, another work, or another activity for us. Nothing can keep our work from us. When the Christ has been realized, Its activity can never be impaired, impeded, delayed, or hindered. God has a way of wiping away very obstruction. Nothing can prevent the fruitage from appearing in our life when its time has come. When that moment comes, the God-force will thrust it into expression, just as inexorably as the unborn child is expelled from the womb, when its moment arrives to appear on the scene.

The government is on God’s shoulder. As we listen to that I, that is deep within our own being, we are led by the Spirit. We behold the hand of God reaching right up through us, in us into manifestation and placing Its glory in our experience as our activity. We witness the hand of God within us as it offers up its good, our good coming to us from within us, not from without but from the kingdom of God which is within us; not from man whose breath is in his nostrils, not from man who would give or withhold, or who could give or withhold. The hand of God does not withhold; the hand of God does not limit.

Step by step, the infinite Christ leads us from one activity to another. It may lead us from the business world to the world of music, or from a world of family duties to the ministry of healing or teaching. The Christ can make of us anything It chooses. It has no favorite occupation; no occupation is more spiritual than another so long as it is of a constructive nature. All are equal in the sight of God; all are the activity of grace appearing in infinite form and variety.”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 13

Love Overwhelms All Details

I who greet you in the full consciousness of Love am of the principle of Jesus the Christ.

It is the wish of Love that each of you should partake abundantly in the waters of blessed life and happiness. Yet perfect happiness is like strong wine, excellent to some and too strong for others. For the happiness of the peaceful and Love-filled spirit is one rounded with sorrows and other shadows, yet shot through with the gleam of recognized Love.

Thusly, even if one gazes at a battlefield or at any seeming disaster, one still has the opportunity to call upon the Spirit of Love. For in Christ’s name even a blood-strewn battlefield may contain the shape of peace and Love. The nature of spiritual consciousness is such that Love overwhelms all details and by its warming hues makes glad the hearts of those who gaze upon bleak things. Let your happiness, therefore, lie within the Spirit of Love and the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

We leave you in true peace, that peace which cannot be disturbed by misfortune. Amen.

I said the prayer for the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from March 20, 1983:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our privilege to blend our thinking that together we may sing in harmony and rejoice in creation. We show this instrument a picture of a door, a steel door with a steel handle. The walls about the door are blank, and there is no designation for this place. This is a gateway. Yet impressed upon the heart of those who face this door is a phrase taken from one of your holy works: “The first shall be last and the last shall be first.” You who stand before this door are not only capable but are also actively and continuously monitoring your supposed spiritual readiness to move through this door. And as you see those things in your existence which may seem to you to be of a simple nature, of a trouble-free nature, you may think to yourself, “I shall not spend my time thinking and analyzing upon these portions of my life experience, for then, perchance, I should miss the thinking and the contemplation that must be done for these other portions of my life which are not simple and easy.”

There is no one barometer which says that an experience is spiritually neutral, has been handled well, or in need of examination. However, we shall surely tell you this. Each of you has many, many portions of life which are greatly, in your own estimation, in need of work. And in your own estimation, perhaps you feel the time that you have for meditation and contemplation should be spent in these areas. It is as though your life, or as this instrument’s lateness to church, you are ten minutes late to an ever-running appointment with your life. You are forever behind; you are forever attempting to catch up. That which is of the spirit is not neat, nor is it tidy, and unless you are a prophet, you will not find order as you seek the Love and Light of the Creator. In prophecy is order. In Love there is divine confusion, and we come to you as messengers of Love.

In this session Hatonn spoke about how we travel our spiritual journey. They began by saying we show this instrument a picture of a steel door with a steel handle, and the walls about the door are blank, and there is no designation for this place, for this is a gateway, yet impressed upon the heart of those who face this door is a phrase taken from one of your holy works: “The first shall be last and the last shall be first,” so you who stand before this door continuously monitoring your spiritual readiness to move through this door, and as you see those things in your existence which seem to you to be of a simple nature you may think to yourself, “I shall not spend my time thinking and analyzing upon these portions of my life experience, for then I should miss the contemplation that must be done for these other portions of my life which are not simple and easy.” Hatonn went on to say there is no one barometer which says that an experience is spiritually neutral, but you have many portions of life which are in need of work, and perhaps you feel the time that you have for meditation and contemplation should be spent in these areas, for it is as though you are ten minutes late to an ever-running appointment with your life, and you are forever attempting to catch up, for that which is of the spirit is not tidy, and unless you are a prophet, you will not find order as you seek the Love and Light of the Creator, so in prophecy is order, and in Love there is divine confusion, so we come to you as messengers of Love. On January 15, 1989, Latwii described the value in seeking the Love and Light of the Creator:

At some point within the progression of incarnation, there comes the time that one may call the harvest or the graduation, for as all courses of study, there is a point at which the entity shall have learned those lessons of Love which it has set about to learn, and shall then progress in the evolution of mind, body, and spirit to those lessons which await beyond the beginning of the learning of the lessons of Love. This harvest or graduation concerns itself with the entity’s ability to welcome the Love and Light of the Creator within the entity’s being in a manner which allows the entity to utilize this Love and Light in a dynamic fashion to further expand its understanding of that great mystery towards which it moves, the nature of the creation, and the nature of the Creator, and the nature of the self.

We ask you, my friends, to look most carefully at the halcyon, tranquil and peaceful moments that make up your daily lives. There is as much work to be fruitfully done in this examination as in the constant repetition of your penitence of being ten minutes late for your appointment with life. Do you think Love wears a wrist watch, my friends? Do you think that you could miss a portion of a service, a part of a ritual designed to offer you your birthright? No, my friends, that is not possible. You made a journey to a far distant land and took upon yourself a heavy chemical body. And as if this body were a ship, you embarked upon a marvelous odyssey; and you sailed; and you sang; and you observed the stars, took your bearings and headed your course as you wished it to go. And so, you do now.

You cannot be late, nor can you miss that which is within you. It is an illusion that you are experiencing, that of missing, that of needing to be penitent. To recognize an error in calculation is sensible, and this will come from balancing your various emotional feelings in meditation. But to find what is behind the curtains of those good times that are not seasoned with the salt of Love is also a fine thing to balance in meditation. Have you loved as the Creator loves you? Have you cherished the joy of those about you? Have you nurtured those who do not yet know their own divine identity? Take your ship and let the wheel hum beneath your hand. Let the rigging sing with the sounds of the crystalline winds of creation. There is no need to accept those things which are unhappy without balance. There is surely the same need to examine good fortune. Until your experience sings with joy, there is more to do.

Hatonn went on to say look carefully at the peaceful moments that make up your daily lives, for there is as much work to be done in this examination as in the constant repetition of your sorrow for being ten minutes late for your appointment with life, so you made a journey to a distant land, and you took upon yourself a heavy chemical body, and as if this body were a ship, you embarked upon a marvelous odyssey; and you sailed; and you observed the stars, took your bearings and headed your course as you wished it to go, and so you do now. Hatonn continued by saying you cannot miss that which is within you since it is an illusion that you are experiencing, that of needing to feel sorrow, for to recognize an error in calculation is sensible, and this will come from balancing your emotional feelings in meditation, but to find what is behind the curtains of those good times that are not seasoned with the salt of Love is also a fine thing to balance in meditation, and: “Have you Loved as the Creator Loves you? Have you cherished the joy of those about you? Have you nurtured those who do not yet know their own divine identity?” Hatonn said take your ship, and let the wheel hum beneath your hand, and let the rigging sing with the sounds of the crystalline winds of creation, for there is no need to accept those things which are unhappy without balance, but there is the same need to examine good fortune, so until your experience sings with joy, there is more to do. On September 5, 2010, Q’uo asked if we have Loved today:

Every moment of your life is a gift. Relish it. Use it. Have a wonderful time with it. Ask of yourself not how much you have done today, but how much have you Loved today? Then, you are ready. You have the fuel for your Light, for it is infinite. You have the food for your feast, and you are ready to meet the chaos of the darkness of the eve of that day. What we suggest, my friends, is not simple, although it may sound so, for all of your training and the training your culture offers to everyone is counter to what we say. We offer you the truth of a fool, the fool that leaps from the precipice into mid-air—the mid-air of faith. Gather yourself and leap. You shall find the footing amazing even in that mid-air.

Now, my friends, we speak in most general terms and have not attempted to speak to the subjects of each entity with  the self or of entities within families. These are separate subjects, and the questions that come to mind as one examines these far more personal questions of the great ship, the illusion, have to do with the intensity and the rapidity of reaction of the experiences that occur. It is far easier to work spiritually with an acquaintance than with a mate, and yet the deepest work is done with mates and friends who are held in an oath of perfect honesty and perfect Love, so that there are no lies, good or unfortunate, no flattery, and no dodging. This is much more difficult, my friends.

At this point we would like to transfer this contact. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We find that each channel requests that we finish as we have begun through this instrument, and we shall most happily do so. We greet you once again in Love and Light. When you arrive at yourself, my friends, you find the most personal work of all and the one requiring the most perfect honesty. It is difficult to be responsible for your thoughts and yet, if they are unhappy, within your being shall you be balancing them. And if they are contented, within your being shall you gaze beyond those curtains of contentment to find life and joy and sometimes that which is discontentment which has been ignored, as if some leftover guest at a party had forgotten to go home.

Hatonn continued by saying we speak in general terms and have not attempted to speak to the subjects of each entity with  the self or of entities within families, for these are separate subjects, and the questions that come to mind as one examines these personal questions of the illusion have to do with the intense reaction of the experiences that occur, so it is easier to work spiritually with an acquaintance than with a mate, and yet the deepest work is done with mates and friends who are held in an oath of honesty and Love, so there are no lies, and this is more difficult. Now Hatonn said when you arrive at yourself you find the personal work requiring perfect honesty, but it is difficult to be responsible for your thoughts, yet if they are unhappy within your being, you shall be balancing them, and if they are contented within your being shall you gaze beyond those curtains of contentment to find life and joy, and sometimes that which is discontentment which has been ignored, as if a guest at a party had forgotten to go home. On June 29, 1998, Hatonn spoke of the value of our life and joy:

May you find that passion; may you rediscover that passion each day; may you become more and more purified and intense until you have moved into that kingdom where the life experience is created by the self, not by reaction to outside influence from the illusion. The key, of course, is meditation, but we are equally desirous of expressing our beliefs that for each serious thought, each deep philosophical utterance, an entity must needs observe and laugh at the absurdities of the illusion, the dear eccentricity of humankind, the ultimate, bleak, black, but funny happenstance of life lived in the shadow of death. This is your legacy of a being incarnate in third density. Each of you knows you are eternal, and it is for this reason you wish to serve. Find the passion in that and hone it as if it were a weapon, a weapon to pierce most.

You are in some ways, my friends, many people, and you stand before a door. We have described this door to you as being of steel, for though in some messages the door betwixt conscious and unconscious in the roots of mind has been called “veil,” we call it “steel.” Let us not deceive you as to the difficulty of what you attempt to do. On your side of this blank and featureless door you work with yourself consciously and prayerfully. If you have the will and the faith to reach in your dreams and open the door, you may see that those things about yourself, your family and your entire life that seemed so full of contentment, had many hidden guests. You will see that your difficulties produced much gold. One glimpse beyond the lintels of that doorway is an enormous aid.

May we ever more strongly suggest a continuing effort in meditation. And as you balance, balance all, judge nothing and view without rancor, bitterness, or bias all that occurs. Remember that you are a creature of Love. A great power created the sun, and galaxy, and universe, and consciousness, and you. Center yourself upon that point and go forth with your mind filled with Love and your heart full of Light that you may do those things which are truly prepared for you and may rejoice in doing them that you may be whom it is you wish to be, that you may smile, and dream, and laugh. For is it not your birthright to encompass all creation? And is not that creation unspeakably beautiful?

Now Hatonn said you are in some ways many people, and you stand before a door, so we have described this door as being of steel, for though in some messages the door betwixt conscious and unconscious in the roots of mind has been called “veil,” but we call it “steel,” and let us not deceive you as to the difficulty of what you attempt to do, for on your side of this featureless door you work with yourself prayerfully, and if you have the will and the faith to reach in your dreams and open the door, you may see that those things about yourself, your family and your life, that seemed full of contentment, had many hidden guests, but you will see that your difficulties produced much gold, and one glimpse beyond the threshold of that doorway is an enormous aid. Hatonn continued by saying  we suggest a continuing effort in meditation, and as you balance, balance all, judge nothing and view without bias all that occurs, so remember that you are a creature of Love, for a great power created the sun, galaxy, consciousness, and you, so center yourself upon that point and go forth with your mind filled with Love and your heart full of Light that you may do those things which are prepared for you, so you may rejoice in doing them and be who you wish to be that you may smile, dream, and laugh, for: “Is it not your birthright to encompass all creation? And is not that creation unspeakably beautiful?” On December 25, 2010, Q’uo said that we all are a creature of Love:

You cannot feel that you are one with all. You seem to be quite separate. You cannot feel that you are a creature of Love. Sometimes you feel like you are, and sometimes you feel like you aren’t. Yet, my brother, you are, indeed, a creature of Love. And as a creature of Love, you came into this miasma asking yourself to penetrate it enough to remember that you are a creature of Love, and that you wish to behave as though you were, so that your energies are those of Love, compassion and forgiveness.

We leave you now, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as Hatonn. Sail forth, O sailors of life and know that the winds are with you, and there are those who shall always answer your call. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are pleased to be asked to join your group, and, as always, we come in joy. Your numbers this evening are few, but we are most appreciative of the great feeling of harmony which you offer in the blending of our vibrations. We thank you, my friends. May we ask if we may serve you at this time by attempting to answer any queries?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii, could you tell me the nature of sexual energy? I’m interested in knowing more about what it is and how it’s used, etc., etc.—anything you can tell me about it.

I am Latwii, and we shall attempt a response to this query which does some justice to your great desire, though we feel we shall be somewhat limited by the breadth of this topic. Each entity has an energy of mind, of body, and of spirit which is that known as a vital energy. The combination of these energies enlivens the entity that it might continue learning in the vehicle which you call the body. In your illusion this is the yellow-ray chemical body. The energy of the physical vehicle is an energy which is usually described as sexual energy. This energy is available to each entity in one of two natures or modes: that of the female, which awaits the reaching of the male, which reaches.

These two expressions of the one infinite Creator are a portion of each entity, be they male or female, yet each entity, as a male or female, will express one in predominance over the other, and has this energy to give in an exchange with a sexually polarized other self. The amount of energy which is available to each to transfer in what you call sexual intercourse is a function of a number of factors, one being the entity’s ability to express and manifest its sexually polarized nature in thought and beingness, another being the amount or nature of the balance of the entity’s mind, body, and spirit complexes which is reflected in the unblocking and activation of the successive energy centers.

Questioner asked: “Yes, Latwii, could you tell me the nature of sexual energy? I’m interested in knowing more about what it is and how it’s used, etc., etc.—anything you can tell me about it.” Latwii replied by saying each entity has an energy of mind, body, and spirit which is called vital energy, and the combination of these energies enlivens the entity that it might continue learning in the body, for in this is the yellow-ray chemical body, so the energy of the physical body is an energy which is sexual energy, and this energy is available to each entity in one of two natures or modes: that of the female, which awaits the reaching of the male. Latwii went on to say these two expressions of the one infinite Creator are a portion of each entity, be they male or female, yet each entity, as a male or female, will express one in predominance over the other, and has this energy to give in an exchange with a sexually polarized other self, and the amount of energy which is available to each to transfer in sexual intercourse is a function of a number of factors, one being the entity’s ability to manifest its sexually polarized nature in thought and beingness, another being the amount of the balance of the entity’s mind, body, and spirit complexes which is reflected in the unblocking and activation of the successive energy centers. In 87.27, Ra described the nature of our sexual energy transfers:

You are correct in assuming that the energy of which we speak in discussing sexual energy transfers is a form of vibratory bridge between space/time and time/space. Although this distinction is not apart from that which follows, that which follows may shed light upon that basic statement.

Due to the veiling process the energy transferred from male to female is different than that transferred from female to male. Due to the polarity difference of the mind/body/spirit complexes of male and female, the male stores physical energy; the female, mental and mental/emotional energy. When third-density sexual energy transfer is completed, the male will have offered the discharge of physical energy. The female is, thereby, refreshed, having far less physical vitality. At the same time, if you will use this term, the female discharges the efflux of its stored mental and mental/emotional energy, thereby offering inspiration, healing, and blessing to the male which by nature is less vital in this area.

When two entities of sexually polarized nature join in what you call sexual intercourse, these two major factors then determine the amount of energy which is transferred. As you have discussed before your meditation began, the male offers the physical refreshment of the female, and the female offers the inspiration of mental and mental/emotional energy to the male. By this dynamic interchange of energy, there is the potentiating, each of the other, in a mutually enlivening fashion so that the experience which each shares with the other is enriched and enhanced in the ability to further utilize the catalyst of the illusion and learn those lessons programmed before the incarnation. Such an energy exchange may be seen as a sort of a celestial lubrication. We are happy that our pun was enjoyed.

Latwii went on to say when two entities of sexually polarized nature join in sexual intercourse, these two factors determine the amount of energy which is transferred, and as you have discussed before your meditation began, the male offers the physical refreshment of the female, and the female offers the inspiration of mental and mental/emotional energy to the male, and by this dynamic interchange of energy, there is the potentiating, each of the other, in a mutually enlivening fashion, so that the experience which each shares with the other is enhanced in the ability to further utilize the catalyst of the illusion and learn those lessons programmed before the incarnation, so such an energy exchange may be seen as a celestial lubrication. On April 9, 1995, Q’uo spoke of the nature of sexual intercourse:

The amount of sheer energy vibrating betwixt earth and physical vehicle is astounding, yet it cannot be acknowledged and used nearly so well by one who is working upon upper chakras unless that entity has the patience, the humility, and the determination to come into contact with that earth, that soil of self, for the sexual identity is as powerful and as completely unique a part of the individual spirit or soul as any other incarnationally expressed energy. This is the energy which creates a healthy plant, a healthy body—the energy that gives a primal “yes” to being. This is, moreover—as are all energies—a sacred, a holy energy, and the sexual intercourse is as the Eucharist of red ray, the holy communion of the body. This union capitulates recapitulates the oneness of earth and sky, the oneness of male and female, the oneness of reaching and waiting.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: I understand you can’t see the beard in the dark. No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, and shall keep our eyes peeled for that beard. May we attempt another query?

Carla: Well, just keeping abreast of the situation, I noticed that you said in the energy transfer—and I don’t believe we’ve ever gotten any information from Ra either on this—there is physical going to the female and mental and mental/emotional to the male. At some point, when one wants to begin studying the sacramental nature of sexual energy transfer, spiritual energy transfer has to begin. Do both male and female have that to share in transfer of sexual/spiritual energy?

I am Latwii. Indeed, my sister, each entity, whether male or female, has the energy of the spirit which may be shared. This is the work of the adept working within the indigo or gateway center. As this center is activated, the experience of joy and the sacramental nature of each moment then becomes available to each sharing this experience. Many among your people have given this experience many names. That which is known as the cosmic consciousness experience will suffice for the moment. As each enters those conscious realms which are cosmic, the deepest portion of the mind is touched. This in turn, contacts the shuttle known as the spirit complex. Then as the spirit shuttle travels the great circle of One there is the contact with intelligent infinity which each then feels as an experience of the one infinite Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: So, the keys to working at or—I hate to say work when we are talking about something that enjoyable—working at making that experience more available and working at making it more wholly sacramental would have to do with the work you did with yourself before you came to the sexual intercourse? Or would it have more to do with—in other words, I didn’t quite understand whether you were talking about, when you contacted the shuttle, whether you had prepared yourself before the experience or as part of the experience? By yourself or with your mate?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Each must prepare the self. The preparation of the self may be looked upon as the removing of blockages or distortions from those energy centers which precede the indigo-ray energy center. This preparation of the self, however, is aided and accelerated when done with a mate of a sexually polarized and oppositely polarized nature. This is a portion of the great experiment which our Logos has harvested learning, shall we say, and has found to be most efficient in the evolution of the mind, body, and spirit. When this work has been accomplished to a sufficient level, then each entity may join together and seek the experience which we have described. The process of sexual intercourse, then, becomes as what you may describe as the fruits of the labor, and each may then drink of the nectar.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Two questions. First, the way you use the terms having to do with mates. It seems to me that you’re intimating without ever actually saying it, because you haven’t been asked, that the mating is an all-important process, in other words, without the very strong polarity in Love and trust, a true mated relationship, this level of work is simply impossible. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. We would not use the term “impossible,” but would suggest the term, “difficult.” We elaborate by suggesting that for two entities to reach the green-ray energy center…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. We continue. There must be a considerable investment of what you call time made by each entity, that true caring and knowledge of the other self may be gained and even greater investment of what you call time is necessary to reach the level of honest and clear communication exemplified by the blue-ray energy center. It is most difficult for entities to activate these energy centers without having spent the time that is available to those you call mates or companions. Therefore, there is the bias towards the mated relationship on the part of our Logos, yet only a bias, for the free will of each entity is paramount, and each will discover by his own experience that method of evolution which is most efficient.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, I catch your meaning on that one, but the only other question I had is something that I’m a bit puzzled by. I know a fellow, one of the people I pray for every week. He’s right now calling himself S1, lives in Atlanta. One of the many odd things that he’s done in his life is embark on a magical system of opening up what he considered the sacramental nature of sex, and he did it by choosing at random a prostitute—the man’s married—and paying her for beginning sexual intercourse, stopping it just at the point before climax, leaving it at that point for some time, and then, I suppose, putting on his rain hat and going home. And doing this for some period of time, after which he would allow himself full experience once. The experience, according to S1, was quite sacramental in nature. I have been puzzled by the nature of this experience, and haven’t known what that particular experience was. Could you comment on it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may only suggest that each entity has an unique path which it shall travel. Though the journey will eventually end at a point which is unity, each shall find that point by traveling a seemingly separate path. When we speak of such topics as sexual energy transfer, we speak in an area which is large and diverse. We are limited by the necessity of speaking in general terms in order that a general understanding might be achieved. The methods used by the entity of which you speak are most unique and specific to this particular entity. That such divergent methods may be efficacious does not argue against the general nature of the mated relationship being most efficacious for the seeking of the adept.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, I think that’s probably a pretty good evaluation of Tantric Yoga. That was some variation on Tantric Yoga that S1 was practicing. No, I have no more questions, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

S2: Yes, Latwii. Along the same lines, when this experience happens at a rather early age, could you give me any information about that when two people haven’t really had that much time invested in the relationship, is it more or less an accident or an awakening, or what can you tell me about that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Again, to speak in general terms is most difficult when a specific situation is thought of. It is often the case that entities remember in subconscious fashion incarnations shared before the present incarnation and express this remembering in certain areas of the current incarnation. That area which you call sexual sharing is an area which is greatly subject to such remembering. The efficacy of such sharing remembered from previous incarnations then can be experienced in the present incarnation by, shall we say, beginning where the previous incarnation left off. That this is possible is due greatly to the fact that your sexual nature is not so much a function of your intellectual or thinking process as it is a function of your greater being, that being which exists before, during and after this incarnation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S2: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most pleased to have been able to share yet another type of energy transfer with you this evening. It is always our privilege to join your group. We remind each present that we are with you at your request at all times. We leave this group at this time, as you call it, rejoicing in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Wherever we are at this moment is holy ground. In this awareness, we can relax and let God reveal its plan for us. God is infinite, and that infinity manifests itself trough us as our activity, whether it be that of a minister, physician, lawyer, nurse, teacher, healer, housewife businessman or mechanic. The work assigned to us today may not be of our choosing, but if instead of kicking against the pricks, we remember that God is working out Its plan on Earth, and that we are here only to show forth the glory of God, there will be nothing limited, confined, or finite about our life or our activity. God, being infinite manifests Itself infinitely.

We have no right to interfere with the divine plan; our responsibility is to begin where we are, confident that the place whereon we stand is holy ground. That place may be a prison, a hospital, or a position of high honor; but however high or lowly, that place is holy ground, There we play the part assigned to us There we remain until God moves us. We interfere with the divine plan when we let the little “I” decide where it should function instead of being satisfied to let the Christ determine our activity.

Nothing will bring forth such an abundant sense of life as the realization of our self-completeness in God, not self-completeness in Jane, Jim, or Joel, but self-completeness in God. This self-completeness in God is made manifest as the harmony and abundance of Jane, Jim, or Joel, but it still is not their personal achievement of abundance success intelligence, or Love. The Wisdom of God manifests and expresses through every person who permits it to operate in their experience by recognizing their oneness with God. It is not too difficult to be what the world calls a go-getter, attaining an important and influential position, and thereby glorifying and magnifying the personal sense of I. It is much more difficult to wait for the world to come to us; but if we once realize that the Christ is the real mind of our being, the real soul, the real Wisdom, the real Love we shall find that everything and everybody will gravitate to that Christ, and our divine activity will be brought to our very door.”

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop being at PNC Bank where I made a cash withdrawal. My second stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug store where I bought some non-food items.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 12

The Softness Of Love

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the consciousness of divine Love.

My children, why do you grieve the Spirit of Jesus the Christ? Why must you turn from charity and harden your hearts?

This day we ask that each communication between two children of the infinite and most glorious Creator be full of the softness of Love and compassion.

My children, do not harden your hearts in any wise toward any soul for any reason but turn from the hardening effects of the surface of things and gaze deeply into the heart of each circumstance to find infinite Love abiding therein.

This is a truth found only in faith. May you, in faith, call upon the spirit of Christ.

We shall be with you in the peace of Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today that the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from March 13, 1983:

Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. We greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great pleasure to speak to you this evening through this instrument, and we would, at this time, speak to you in parable.

When a child, young in years, wearies of walking, he has in your culture the opportunity of asking for a tricycle. Originally, this tricycle was a very tall, wheeled machine known as a velocipede. Upon it, the adventurous young person would dare life and limb, for the front wheel was very, very tall, and the two rear wheels very small, and the element of skill, and concentration, and art was great. But now, those who desire that no risk be taken have offered to your culture not only the tricycle made of metal, off which a child could conceivably fall and bruise himself, but also the soft plastic safety of the big, wheeled tricycle that cannot fall over. Upon it the child cannot come to harm. Of course, the child cannot then risk himself or dare an adventure, except in imagination, but this satisfies those who keep watch over him and are concerned for his safety.

When a child reaches a certain age, if it is of an adventurous spirit that has the opportunity to request a bicycle. The element of risk returns. The child can dare the many tricks and performances common to those who cry out, “Look, Ma, no hands!” and swerve around corners at breakneck speed. They are not going anywhere, these older adventurers, they are risking themselves. Eventually, the child becomes man or woman and uses whatever means of transport is available, towards some end. He clambers into a car, or upon the bicycle, or motorcycle because it is necessary to move from one point to another, and perhaps the adult no longer dares the risks for the simple adventure of it. For perhaps now the adult sees purposes that unfold as the life unfolds before each one.

Now, my friends, as adults, the risks, the journeys, and the daring are interior. And yet, still there are those who could condemn you to the spiritual equivalent of the big, soft, plastic, three-wheeled environment. All your risk in your journey would be in your imagination. It has not been the choice of this creation and of the Creator to offer to each co-creator with safety. Not the three-wheeled, low-slung vehicle, spiritually, or otherwise. You are free to risk, to dream and to dare. You are also free to go nowhere, to go only to those places which have meaning within an illusion which is bounded by geography, physics, and the demands of your physical body. Those who find little joy in their experience are often those who have, of their own free will, chosen to limit the degree of risk in their seeking.

Let us turn in our thinking to a parable given by another. In this parable there were two sons. One son took his inheritance and spent it foolishly and sinfully, according to the notions of that day. The other son remained safely with the family, taking no risks and making no obvious mistakes. Yet, when the prodigal son had been reduced to the lowest job possible within that culture he fell upon his knees, and he realized that he had left a loving father and sinned against him, and he determined to ask of that father for the lowliest job in the household. He had risked, and he had lost everything, and yet when he came to his father’s house, the father instead said, “My son who was dead is now alive. Rejoice! Prepare a feast and bring all of our friends to celebrate the return of one who has been gone, one who has been lost.”

The other son, peddling carefully through life upon three low-slung wheels, adhering to his father’s orders, felt not love but jealousy, for he had missed his journey; he had taken no risks; and he did not know his identity nor appreciate his son-ship to the father, and said, “My father, you never gave me a party. I’ve always done everything you told me to.” What could the father say? He looked at one son, who was foolish but brave, who’d come back loving and penitent, and he looked at the other son who measured every bit of service, and he could only say, “All that I have is yours. It has always been so, but cannot I give a party when your brother, who was dead, has come alive again?”

Each of you look into your heart and searches out that which you measure, that which is low to the ground because you do not wish to risk a fall. Examine it carefully, my friends, because it may be an opportunity for you to enhance your journey. You seek to know the Creator, and you know that the nature of this seeking will be of a kind of return for you. Know that you have come from the Creator, and it is to that consciousness that you return. Therefore, must you not journey away in order to come back? Can you ever return if you do not set out? Whether it is a small thing, or a large thing, do that which is true to you, even if it is a mistake in actions. When it is due to fear that you will lose control over others or yourself, if often the intemperate and unwise choice, action brings about a catalyst that provides you with many mistakes, much learning, new understanding, and an ever abundant return to feast with the Creator in the kingdom where bread is of the spirit.

I would, at this time, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We would like once again to greet you in Love and in Light and would only say a few words in closing. We would like to express our joy in being allowed to share our message with you, the message of the Creator, the simple one of acceptance and Love. We would like at this time to transfer, if the one known as A would allow us to do so, for we feel that the contact is beneficial for her at this time. I am Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you through this instrument, once again, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are pleased with the chance to have our thoughts spoken through this instrument, and we are glad to see her climb back upon the horse. We have enjoyed sharing our thoughts with you and hope that, in some ways, it can shed a new Light for you, for in learning in this illusion, there are many ways to see a lesson, and the brighter the light, the easier it is to see the lesson.

We shall leave you now, as we came, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai. We are known to you as Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are pleased, once again, to be called to your group. We rejoice with each of you at the honor of joining vibrations. Without further adieu, let us offer our service of attempting to answer your queries. May we begin with the first query?

A: Latwii, I am hoping you can help us with our Friday night meetings, and first of all ask how we are doing on achieving purity in our contact, for it is something we strive for as channelers.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that the discussion which preceded this meeting is quite sufficient to allow the realigning, shall we say, of the policy to admit those who have some knowledge of the nature of the meeting gained by reading those books which have been prepared for such a purpose. We feel that those who are what you may call the core of this group are well aware of the necessity for tuning carefull, and do, indeed, tune as carefully as possible when the tuning time draws near. Yet, when entities have less desire and knowledge for this type of experience enter your circle, then the circle suffers some de-tuning. We feel that exposing these entities to the material available as a prerequisite to joining the circle shows respect to the tuning of the circle. The old and new entities, and, indeed, in the new entities, are a portion of the initial building of that respect which shall aid the tuning and the purity of the messages received.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: Um, I know this will really touch a lot on our free will decisions, but where was there a great deal of distortion in your message and in Hatonn’s messages in the past meetings, or is that too much on the free will?

I am Latwii. To give a complete answer to this query would indeed take from you the ability to discern that which is discernible to you. You have within your inner awareness and your intellectual capacities as well the ability to, shall we say, gain a feel for what transpires and for the nature of the messages as they are delivered. Look then to your own resources for the tools to make this discernment more readily available, my sister, and may we answer you further?

A: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you, my sister, and thank you for your care and desire. May we attempt another query at this time?

Carla: I’m a little puzzled. When we have an intensive meditation and a new channel asks about the quality of channeling, the answer is usually fairly specific. What is the difference between that question and the one that I raised?

I am Latwii. In the case of the new instrument, there is genuine doubt as to the purity of the contact. In the case just queried upon, there is not such a pure doubt and the service to be most helpful is to reinforce that which is known, not by verification in a yes or no manner, but by coaxing that which is known forward within the instrument’s mind.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: So, if A truly was in the dark and really had no clue, then she would have been able to find out about the channeled source, is that correct?

I am Latwii. This is largely correct, my sister.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, no, I am just reminded of something Ra said once about how interesting it is that people ask so many questions that they already know the answers to. I guess we want confirmation. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are very appreciative, my sister, to you, as well. May we attempt another query at this time.

Carla: I guess you want me to save the questions about things that have happened to me, and the channel, and Don for Ra, right?

I am Latwii. Our desires, my sister, are to serve in whatever manner is possible. We therefore ask if there is a way in which we might be of service?

Carla: Yes, there is, if it isn’t an infringement on free will, because I really don’t think I know the answer, and I would like to—all three of us—would like to have a Ra session soon. Two of the three of us are under the weather but feel that we can do it. Is that estimate of the situation accurate, or would we be too low on energy and, therefore, be taking too much of a risk?

I am Latwii, and shall attempt response to this query, though the instrument has some doubts as to our ability to clearly transmit that which is available. We shall begin, with the instrument’s kind permission as he attempts to stand aside. We feel that your group has the requisite energy and harmony necessary for the conducting of a session with those of Ra. Though your group does have the deficit in certain areas at this time, well known to each of you, there is the ability to function in the metaphysical sense, which is the overriding factor in such sessions.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Since Jim is the power part of the triangle, is there some danger that the kidney problem might go on longer because he is expending physical energy and visualizing white Light?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We find that this entity shall be able to function as necessary without further damage to those organs of the renal structure, for it is not a portion of the healing process that will be called upon in the activity of which you have spoken.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Just one thing, it’s the only other thing that I could think of that wouldn’t infringe for sure. Is there anything that can be done to aid either Jim or me in building ourselves back up, each in our own way, and becoming healed of the things that have been wrong with us so that we might be able to be more regular in our sessions than just having maintenance sessions and having trouble again?

I am Latwii, and to answer this query in the most helpful manner, we feel that we shall move from that which you may call the mechanical to that which we hope is the heart of your query, for there are those who are far more able than we to speak upon the mechanics, and though there are also those who are far more able than we to speak upon the heart, we shall attempt this speaking. As you prepare yourselves to travel through your illusion, whatever the destination or purpose at the moment, to be most prepared to partake fully and to be of the greatest service at each moment one may look to the heart of Love and to see that Love reflected in each moment is to know that one is prepared for all things.

As you look about you, and as you move with those about you, and as you dance with your creation, find the harmony of the moment. Find the means by which the Love within may be shared with those about you. The dance of your illusion is most important, for it is an illusion that seems to lack Love. The magic of the moment is to find that Love, for it is in each moment. It is within your being. To dance with those in Love and harmony is to be prepared to know the one Creator and to serve each of Its portions to your greatest ability.

Carla asked: “Is there anything that can be done to aid either Jim or me in building ourselves back up, each in our own way, and becoming healed of the things that have been wrong with us so that we might be able to be more regular in our sessions than just having maintenance sessions and having trouble again?” Latwii replied by saying to answer this query in the most helpful manner, we shall move from the mechanical to that which is the heart of your query, for there are those who are more able than we to speak upon the mechanics, and though there are also those who are far more able than we to speak upon the heart, we shall attempt this speaking, and as you prepare yourselves to travel through your illusion, whatever the destination or purpose at the moment, to be most prepared to partake fully, and to be of the greatest service at each moment, one may look to the heart of Love and see that Love reflected in each moment is to know that one is prepared for all things. Latwii continued by saying as you look about you, and as you move with those about you, and as you dance with your creation, find the harmony of the moment, and find the means by which the Love within may be shared with those about you, for the dance of your illusion is most important because it is an illusion that seems to lack Love, so the magic of the moment is to find that Love, for it is in each moment, and it is within your being, so to dance with those in Love and harmony is to be prepared to know the one Creator and to serve each of Its portions to your greatest ability. On December 7, 2019, Q’uo spoke the harmony of the moment:

As each seeker moves through its daily experience, noting the relative lack or presence of positive harmony and desires in its being, there may arise this concern that is the heart of the query: Does the attitude determine the value of the service? My sister, we would say that the attitude provides a kind of level ground upon which one may walk so that the steps may be more or less easily traversed when the attitude is what you call positive, feeling the joy and harmony of the moment, and sharing that joy and harmony with those whom you seek to serve. In this regard, the attitude is that which facilitates the easier exchange of energy between you and those of your co-workers, and those whom you all seek to service.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister, and may we attempt another query at this time?

Carla: If no one else has one, I’d like to ask one more unrelated. I can’t remember whether I saw it in the news, or read it in the paper, or whether it was just—but there was a woman with muscular dystrophy or multiple sclerosis who felt that she had the right to die because the nature of her life was not such that she could be of service to anyone else, basically. There has been a movie made on the same subject. A man being a sculptor who could no longer sculpt. He wanted to have the right to be taken off the machines that were keeping him alive. What are the metaphysical implications of determining, while still conscious, to end an incarnation, no matter how benign the circumstances sound? One does have the tendency to wonder whether or not it is a suicidal thought, and if it is a suicidal thought, whether that might not simply be prolonging the lesson rather than the other way around. What are your thoughts on that, Hobson?

I am Latwii, and am most happy to respond, dear. We shall begin by removing the concept of suicide, as your people call it, for we find it overlaid with emotional content that distorts. We shall, indeed, re-correct this instrument, we shall de-…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we shall continue with the concept of desire or perhaps dedication. When an entity finds itself in an incarnation lacking in that desire and dedication to learn those lessons which it has chosen to learn, and lacking in such an extent that it in some way contributes to the ending of its incarnation in what might be called a premature manner, then it shall find as it reviews the incarnation so ended that there was, indeed, the lack of desire, and it shall then find within itself the desire to complete that which was left incomplete. Therefore, such an entity may find that the lack of desire in one incarnation shall be balanced by a rededication to those lessons not learned, and that situation not well used shall enter an incarnation in which the situation, and the lessons, and the desire dance together to find that there is the learning of Love.

And may we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, just to finish up. The only variation on that theme, of course, is when there is a flat brain wave, but the body is still being kept alive by allopathic means, you know, a heart machine, a lung machine, and all that stuff. At that point, pulling the plug seems to me to have no karmic, no anything—force—it’s just simply the acceptance of what has already happened. Would you like to confirm that, or could you comment on it?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, in most cases, this may seem to be so, yet it cannot be stated unequivocally, that such is always so, for, as you know, there are no mistakes, and a random catalyst is less and less apparent to those entities now incarnated upon your planet. This is to say that the advent of those machines which you call the life-support systems may have use to some entities. It may be that some final, last portion of a lesson can be learned while utilizing such machinery.

Carla: No kidding!

Latwii: It may also be the case that there are no further lessons, so the machinery is unnecessary. We cannot state which case applies without knowing these specifics. Each entity can look to the inner knowing for that information.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, can one really? I mean, there’s a poor dumb relative with a “living will” in her hand saying this is the “living will” stating her husband’s desire is to be unplugged, if he ever gets in this situation. How does that person know how to perform the best service?

I am Latwii. We repeat that there are no mistakes. You may do as you will in each case. There are always ramifications and results from action. That is the nature of action. When you review your incarnation, you will undoubtedly find those situations which you had hoped might produce results other than were produced. This will give you the means by which you may refine the learning which you intended. It is not necessary, shall we say, that you measure up to a certain grade in each situation. Do not be overconcerned with the details of each situation that you encounter. Look instead to the overall basics that are developed and balanced, especially those concerning Love, forgiveness, acceptance, understanding and compassion. If you begin with such considerations, you begin at the heart of your lesson, and it is the heart of that lesson that you seek in each tiny experience.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I would hardly consider the decision that would bring about the death of someone—clinical death—a tiny experience. I think I get the drift. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister, and, indeed, we do not mean to call that which you call death a tiny experience, but we are speaking to the general tendency to look upon each experience as large.

May we attempt another query at this time?

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…tion that we are of the Creator, we, therefore, are of yourselves.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my sister. Is there another question?

Carla: Yes, just one other question, Latwii. These people who are living in these illusions different from ours from our point of view, who worked with them many years, and they are irresponsible and someone has to care for them. They have to be literally taken care of as though they were helpless, and oftentimes they are very disruptive to everybody around them, in fact. And my question is, do these entities, when they are crazy, to use our word—it’s as good as any that I know—do they serve as a catalyst for those around them, or do they give them an opportunity to serve the Creator?

I am Latwii. My sister, we would, if allowed, extend your question and respond by observing that those around oneself always have the potential of being both catalyst and the opportunity to be of service. There is no self who is not capable of being of service at any opportunity to another self.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my sister. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there are no further questions, we will take our leave with the observation that this has been a joyfully good time. In the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, my friends, we are known to you as Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. We greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We come at the request of one who is not present and one who is present. We are most grateful to offer our healing of vibrations through this instrument, in Love and Light.

(Singing)

[Transcript ends.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is:” Except the Lord build the house, unless God is understood to be the source of supply, there is no permanent supply. This house is our individual consciousness. When this consciousness is unenlightened human consciousness, it is barren; it lacks the spiritual substance from which supply flows.

Ye have sown much, and bring in little; ye eat, but ye have not enough; ye drink, but ye are not filled with drink; ye clothe you, but there is none warm; and he that earneth wages earneth wages to put it into a bag with holes. All this is true of you -–“ye,” the unenlightened consciousness. As human beings, we all have sown much and reaped little; we have earned wages, and often have had nothing left because all this came from an unenriched barren consciousness. Out of the barrenness of human consciousness, regardless of what we build, our efforts are not permanent or lasting. We eat, and hunger again; we drink, and thirst again; we engage in all the activities of human life, but nothing endures. It is vain to rise up early, to sit up late trying to demonstrate supply.

Then we are told: ‘Thus saith the Lord of hosts; Consider your ways.’ With this admonition comes the instruction to go up to the mountain; to go up into a high state of consciousness; to go into the high places, and from there bring wood and build the house. Every time we meditate, or fill ourselves with the meat ye know not of, or the water of life, or the wine of life, or the bread of life, meaning spiritual substance and food, we are building the house of spiritual consciousness, a consciousness of truth. When that house has been built, the Lord says, ‘I will take pleasure in it, and I will be glorified.’”

This afternoon it was again my pleasure to co-host the European Law of One Study Group. Today I read Session #60 to the group, and I made comments in various places to clarify the questions that Don asked or the responses that Ra gave. Then various members of the group asked me questions such as: “How anger causes cancer and what to do about it?” “How could we use the third spiral of the pyramid to travel?” “How do I meditate?” “What is the nature of the inner planes?” “How can we share our Love in the darkness of the world around us?” Then Daniel asked me to lead the group in a guided meditation. Next week I am looking forward to studying Ra Session #61.

After the European Law of One Study Group session was over, I looked out of the kitchen window, and I saw the fountain on my fishpond shooting as high as ever! I was totally surprised because it had only been about six inches high, and then it got covered in ice by the last two weeks of low temperatures in the single and double digits. So, I took the garden hose out of the basement and hooked it up to the outside faucet and filled the pond that had gone down about six inches. While the fishpond was filling with water, I took my daily speedwalk. When I got back the pond was full of water. Then I added a cup of AquaSafe to neutralize the chlorine in the fresh water. Then I wound the garden hose up and left it outside since the low temperatures are high enough to keep the faucet from freezing.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 2

Every Flower Rejoices

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Be it known to you that every flower that nods in the sunlight rejoices in Love; that every green leaf that shakes upon the bough lifts its voice in songs of praise to Love.

Know, too, that every cell of your body and every cell of your mind is full of the Love of the Father, full of the Christ, full of rejoicing.

It may seem to you that portions of your body or your mind have been cut off from the Love of God in Jesus Christ. Believe and know that this is in no case the final truth and press on in faith, holding the vision of Love in every cell, of rejoicing in every iota of the body and the mind. By this may the power of the Spirit of Love be called to you, be drawn upon you, and begin to heal you.

We leave you in the peace of Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from March 6, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are pleased to be with you this evening, and we are honored that you have called upon us to join you, and we are, as always, overjoyed at the oneness we find when this group is joined together as we all share in our seeking. We are often concerned about your people, but we are also filled with happiness when we know that there are those upon your planet who are endeavoring to seek the Creator, each in their own way. We all seek the same Light, though we follow different paths. Each of us goes their own way, though we all go toward the same place. We are individuals, yet we are one. We are alone, yet we are together. Our togetherness is often not seen as completeness togetherness. There is an illusion that we are separate, but it is only an illusion. For we are all a part of the creation; we are all the creation.

We constantly seek the same Light, and we seek it whether we see ourselves as one or as individuals, for there are many upon your planet who are unaware of their oneness with the Creator. Still, they seek. It may often seem that we are in the dark. We often feel alone. We often feel frightened. But if we will look for the Light, it will always be available to us. If when we are in what might be called the depths of our despair, we may only seek out a point of Light, that Light will be shown to us. It will lead us out of the darkness, and we will know the way. But first we must seek that Light. If we choose to remain in the darkness, we will remain in the darkness. It is up to each individual to strive toward the Light. It is our nature to strive toward the Light as the flowers upon your planet strive for the sun. It is something within their being that makes them grow toward the sun.

And so, it is with you, my friends. It is within you that same striving. You will seek the Light whether you are aware of your seeking or not, for it is inborn within your very soul. As you seek the Light, you find that it becomes brighter, easier to find, and easier to follow. You are never alone, my friends. You always have the light. Seek this Light when you are in those depths, my friends, for seeking the Light is finding the Light.

We will leave this instrument now and would transfer to another. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again, my friends, in Love and Light. We have been attempting to contact the ones known as M and C but find some weariness within these instruments, and therefore shall continue through this instrument. We find this evening a great concern among this group for that concept which your people call health. You have spoken this evening of many ways of viewing the healing process which is necessitated when that condition called health deteriorates in some fashion. We would hope to offer you yet another perspective. No more sure, shall we say, than any other, yet our own.

You and your people exist within an illusion within which you find a portion of yourself seemingly divided from another portion, that is to say, your conscious mind does not seem to have a ready access to that which you may call your unconscious mind. This, shall we say, darkness of knowing or veiling which separates one portion of yourself from another, in effect makes it possible for your conscious choice to be free of the great overview which the unconscious mind can provide, for the unconscious mind is your direct link to all of the creation, and were its resources fully available to you, you would have no doubt as to the nature of your being, that is, the one Creator. The advantage of not being able to tap this resource easily is that the choices you make with your conscious mind as you travel through your illusion are choices which then carry much more weight in your total beingness. The portion of the Creator that resides within you then is given greater experience with much more intensity, variety, and purity than would be possible were you to rest in the blissful state of knowing your unity with all which the unconscious mind can provide.

Therefore, as you move through your illusion, you will find your ability to accomplish the movement, the experience, the growth, the learning of the lessons of Love enhanced by the choices you make. Yet, my friends, you are well aware that not all choices are as efficacious as others. There are many factors which may lead to what you call ill health, some of which are choices which eventually are discovered to be less efficient than others. It may be that the path which one has set out before an incarnation includes the necessity of making such choices, for it is well known among your people that the, shall we say, trial and error method teaches well.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak upon the concept of health. They began by saying your people exist within an illusion within which you find a portion of yourself seemingly divided from another portion, so that your conscious mind does not seem to have ready access to your unconscious mind, and this veiling which separates one portion of yourself from another makes it possible for your conscious choice to be free of the overview which the unconscious mind can provide, for the unconscious mind is your link to all of the creation, and were its resources fully available to you, you would have no doubt as to the nature of your being the one Creator, for the advantage of not being able to tap this resource easily is that the choices you make with your conscious mind are choices which carry more weight in your beingness, so the portion of the Creator that resides within you is given greater experience with more intensity, variety, and purity than would be possible were you to rest in the blissful state of knowing your unity with all which the unconscious mind can provide. Then Hatonn said as you move through your illusion, you will find your ability to learn the lessons of Love enhanced by the choices you make, yet you are aware that not all choices are as efficient as others, and there are many factors which may lead to ill health, some of which are choices which are discovered to be less efficient than others, so it may be that the path which one has set out before an incarnation includes the necessity of making such choices, for it is known that the trial and error method teaches well. On May 21, 2000, Q’uo spoke about health and ill health:

As to the nature of those pains and questions that you have concerning the health and well-being of your physical vehicle, we would suggest that you are, indeed, very healthy, for the physical vehicle that you utilize to move about within this illusion is one which has natural health to it. However, one can alter this health by offering to the deeper mind the questions that are in the form of doubts. One can erode one’s own health by such doubts and fears, not usually in a significant sense, but in the sense that the physical vehicle will respond to the manipulations of the mind. For, indeed, the physical vehicle is a creature of the mind. It is well, therefore, not just to affirm one’s health but to claim it, to live it, to exercise it, to go forth filled with it. We would recommend that you rest in the knowledge that your physical vehicle supports you as well as you support it.

If you will look upon each choice, not with the concept of right or wrong, good or bad, but as an experience which teaches, you will then see that even a choice which leads to what you call ill health due to a certain disharmony or imbalance in the choice can teach as much if not more in many instances than choices which do not include the need for the ill health. It is often felt by the people of your planet, especially your culture, that the, shall we say, good life includes perfect health and income which supports one’s self and family in comfort, friends which gather to share in merriments, and so forth, the general being a smooth flow of experience, one after another. Yet, my friends, does anyone live such a life? If not, why? Could it be that there is more to what you call your life than the smooth and easy flow of events? Could it be that the strength of your will to seek the light is increased when you encounter difficulties?

It could be that each of you, before your present incarnation, programmed these difficulties so that when certain lessons had been learned, there would be the challenge to continue learning, for it often appears among your people in their current condition that when there is no reason to learn, learning occurs not. When there is the need to learn in order to resolve the difficulty, then learning occurs of necessity. You may see the condition of your health in some instances as a type of barometer which can indicate many things according to the individual. For one it may be a reflection of the lessons that are being well learned or attempted, for another it may be reflection of the harmony which is being experienced and radiated from that being. For another it may be that the state of health reflects certain lessons which need the recognition in order to be attempted.

Then Hatonn went on to say if you look upon each choice, not with the concept of right or wrong as an experience which teaches, you will see that even a choice which leads to ill health due to a disharmony in the choice can teach as much if not more in many instances than choices which do not include the need for ill health, for it is felt by the people of your culture, that the good life includes perfect health and income which supports one’s self and family in comfort and friends which gather to share in merriments, and your being is a smooth flow of experience, one after another yet: “Does anyone live such a life? If not, why? Could it be that there is more to what you call your life than the smooth and easy flow of events? Could it be that the strength of your will to seek the Light is increased when you encounter difficulties?” Now Hatonn said it could be that each of you, before your present incarnation, programmed these difficulties so that when certain lessons were learned, there would be a challenge to continue learning, for it often appears among your people that when there is no reason to learn, learning occurs not, but when there is the need to learn in order to resolve the difficulty, then learning occurs of necessity, and you may see the condition of your health in some instances as a type of barometer which can indicate many things according to the individual, for one it may be a reflection of the lessons that are being well learned, and for another it may be a reflection of the harmony which is being experienced and radiated from that being, but for another it may be that the state of health reflects certain lessons which need recognition in order to be attempted. On January 7, 2008, Q’uo spoke of the requirements for our general state of health:

You want all of your energies in balance and in a state of health. Therefore, you want your red ray to be strong, with its issues of sexuality and survival. Similarly, you wish for your orange ray to be strong, with its issues of relationship of self to self and the relationships that you have with others, one on one. And you want your yellow ray to be strong, with its issues of group relationships such as the birth family, the marriage family, and the work family.

In all cases, we may suggest that healing occurs in what you may call the metaphysical realms or inner nature portions of the entity, and then are manifested in the physical vehicle as the last portion of the health recovery and are triggered solely by the inner choice made by each entity. Many are the ways which your people utilize to achieve healing. Whether the way includes the visitation to your orthodox medical physicians, or the visitation to what are called psychic healers, or the change in diet, exercise, sleep and rest patterns, or whether the trigger is the simple choice of an entity to do or not do a certain act, the healing occurs first within the entity at the metaphysical level of what might be called the higher self. It is at this point and this level that the Creator within moves to restore balance when the lesson that necessitated imbalance has been learned, for you do not have random or accidental experience upon your plane, though much appears so. Each experience carries the potential for learning, and each experience has been designed and programmed for that purpose by each of you before and during your incarnation. The veil of which we spoke keeps this knowledge from you that the process might be completed successfully, for if you were aware of how, shall we say, the game was played, it would be but child’s play to complete it.

The challenge you have before you is to seek within and through that veil, that you might glean greater and greater portions of the great plan for your evolution which you have created by your choice before this incarnation. Therefore, it is always our suggestion when asked concerning how to accomplish healing that the first step be to seek in meditation the nature of the lesson which stands before you when you experience what you call disease, whether it be of mind, body, or spirit. To seek within is to look in the only direction which you shall find a clear reflection, for you have chosen the experience which you face, and it is that inner being which has chosen it. To look elsewhere is to invite a less than clear perception of what the nature of your experience is. As you continue your inward looking, you will find that the puzzling pieces of your experiences begin to fit, one upon the other, and a continuous stream of images and inspirations then become available to you so that you might continue the process of learning that which the disease symbolizes, and which the disease has brought before your attention in a manner which you cannot ignore. Meditation is one means by which you can begin to choose a more balanced path of seeking and, therefore, continue to make the choices which will heal the imbalances which other choices have set in motion.

Hatonn continued by saying we suggest that healing occurs in the metaphysical nature of the entity, and then it is manifested in the physical vehicle as the last portion of the health recovery, so healing is triggered by the inner choice made by each entity, and many are the ways which your people utilize to achieve healing, but whether the way includes visiting medical physicians, or visiting psychic healers, or the change in diet, exercise, and sleep patterns, or whether the trigger is the choice of an entity to do or not do a certain act, the healing occurs first within the entity at the metaphysical level of the higher self, for it is at this this level that the Creator within moves to restore balance when the lesson that necessitated imbalance has been learned, for you do not have random experience upon your plane, though much appears so, and each experience carries the potential for learning, and each experience has been designed and programmed for that purpose by each of you before and during your incarnation, so the veil of which we spoke keeps this knowledge from you that the process might be completed successfully, for if you were aware of how the game was played, it would be but child’s play to complete it. Hatonn completed their thoughts by saying the challenge you have before you is to seek within and through that veil that you might find greater portions of the plan for your evolution which you have created by your choice before this incarnation, and it is always our suggestion that the first step be to seek in meditation the nature of the lesson which stands before you when you experience disease, whether it be of mind, body, or spirit, so to seek within is to look in the only direction which you shall find a clear reflection, for you have chosen the experience which you face, and it is your inner being which has chosen it, but to look elsewhere is to invite a less than clear perception of what the nature of your experience is, yet as you continue your inward looking, you will find that the puzzling pieces of your experiences begin to fit, and a continuous stream of images and inspirations become available to you, so that you might continue the process of learning that which the disease symbolizes and which the disease has brought before your attention in a manner which you cannot ignore, so meditation is one means by which you can begin to choose a balanced path of seeking and to continue to make the choices which will heal the imbalances which other choices have set in motion. On November 25, 2023, Q’uo described the nature of our inner being:

The energy that knocks you down may or may not have come from your own spiritual choices as to the kind of ways you respond to growth, the growth of your own spiritual awareness in certain areas of your life experience. These areas are places within your own being which have the potential for being helpful if you can realize their origin and how they knock you down. This is a process of your inner being, which has great potential for helping you to become more spiritually aware if you are able to see where the energies have been moved by unconscious choice in many cases, that are reflective of how you deal with difficulties. The choices are those which have the ability to halt or cause the movement of awareness to become confused. Fused in a manner which blends maybe this, maybe that when there is the clear perception of the cause. Then the knocking down is removed as a possibility.

We at this time would make one final attempt at closing our contact through another instrument if there is the desire upon that instrument’s part to aid in this manner. We shall transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn. Again we greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We would close this session with you by saying a few further words about health, since the one known as Carla is absent from the group tonight, and since it is evident that all of you are concerned. My friends, on your planet and in your culture, there is a belief system about health that tends toward the illness or disease that you find all about you. You have the notion that it is widespread among your people, that you are supposed to be sick. My friends, the body is very capable of healing itself. The cells of your body are in tune with the infinite source of creativity of the universe, but you feed into your subconscious mind concepts about illness that fill you with fear and anxiety, both of which are enemies of good health. You look to others for healing rather than looking within. There are those on your planet who have been healed during the dreaming state. This is quite possible, but if your belief system says otherwise, you will not seek dreaming, the healing from the dreaming state.

We have given you food for thought. Each of you will have to resolve the question of health and illness for yourself, even as you have to resolve each decision that comes before you. However, we would leave you with the cheerful thought that your body is completely capable of healing itself. Therefore, we suggest that you continue to seek and find the answer individually. And, as always, we leave you rejoicing in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most honored once again to be asked to join your group. It is always our pleasure to blend our vibrations with yours. This group has been, for a great portion of what you call time now, our special adventure, shall we say, for we do not speak to many upon your planet, and these opportunities to speak in this manner are precious to us. Our service this evening, as always, shall be an attempt to answer your queries. We hope you realize that our humble responses are indeed nowhere near infallible, yet we offer them with some insight and with great joy. Therefore, may we ask if we might attempt the first query at this time?

M: I have a question. I don’t know whether you can help me with it, but it seems like throughout my entire life, every so often I get a divine spark of truth that satisfies my brain for awhile. And for about a month or so I’ve been looking for another spark, and I can’t find one. Would you mind giving me a divine spark of truth that will keep my brain going? It feels as if it’s starved. I’ve heard some good ideas, but I haven’t gotten a really new one in about a month, and this leaves me rather uncomfortable. I need something, some divine spark of truth that will feed my brain for about a month.

I am Latwii. We are unsure as to our ability to provide such a spark to one who is used to the flame of truth in many forms. It is most difficult to say what is a profound revelation to one entity as compared to another, yet we are aware of certain general truths which seem to hold sway, no matter to whom they are applied. We may humbly suggest that for the truth which you seek you might look at that feeling of being uncomfortable, for is not such a feeling as full of truth as the feeling of comfort which comes from inspiration?

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, I’m not exactly sure, but I’ll think about it. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. We hope that we have not made the spark too opaque. May we attempt another query?

R: Yes, Latwii, I wonder if you could tell me if the condition in one of my ears is related to my seeking in any way, or if that would be an infringement?

I am Latwii. We do not mean to be facetious, my brother, but there is no condition which you can experience which is not related to your seeking. The condition which you have spoken of is indeed most appropriately associated with your seeking, and may be evaluated by continuing your practice of meditation upon the nature of the condition, for each such condition manifests in a way which symbolizes the lessons which are being attempted, and those especially—we pause that this instrument might be comfortable. To continue. Each such symbol then, points to the lesson which most needs attention at the moment, as you would call it. If you will look at the portion of the body which has been affected and note its function, you will begin to see the connections which are being pointed at, shall we say, and from this point you may proceed further along the path which lies before you.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: Yes. What purpose are the tones in the ears, and what are the differences between right and left?

I am Latwii. When an entity has for some time been considering a certain concept, a certain path, and has been attempting to determine how to proceed with the inner seeking, and how to reflect it in the outer expression, there will often be a communication from what you might call inner planes, guides, the higher self, and various other angelic presences that will attempt to signal the conscious mind of the entity, and provide a clue as to the path which would be most efficacious. These signals take many, many forms. Most often noticed among your people is the coincidence of events where within the experience of the entity in the material world there will be manifested a, as you would call it, coincidence, that points the way. Others may term this a synchronistic event, and this is but one means of such communication. The means of which you have spoken is not as usually utilized, but is…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. To continue. For the entity to experience the tone in the right ear, is for the entity to recognize the appropriateness of the thought or action which preceded the tone. The left ear tone, then, signals the inappropriateness of the thought or action which preceded the tone. There is a third tone which an entity may experience, occurring at the crown chakra just above the top of the head, as you call it, which signifies neither appropriateness or inappropriateness, but signifies the balanced nature of thought or action which preceded the tone.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

K: Well, yes, since we’re on health tonight, and I don’t want to tire the instrument too much here, but in one of my meditations about three or four months ago, I was having so much pain in my lower back, and particularly when I sat down, that I requested healing in my meditation, and I seemed to get the response, “Well, heal yourself.” And it seemed to be pretty dogmatic and emphatic; sort of the way I would say things sometimes. Now I have been healed. Now my question is, did I heal myself? I guess I’m wanting some reassurance, but did I heal myself, or can you give me any notion of what happened?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. In this instance, as in all such healings, the healing indeed was of self by self. But as you know, there are various portions of yourself and the portion of yourself which has partaken in this particular healing is a portion which is much closer in unity to the one Creator than is the portion which is manifested as your conscious self. When healing is desired with enough strength, and has been accompanied by the appropriate amount of learning, then the conscious self may petition the higher self, as you call it, that that source of providing catalyst, shall we say, may also provide the balance which will be reflected in healing for the conscious self. As you meditate and as you meditated, your petition was noted. Advice was given. Advice was taken, and healing occurred. May we hasten to add that in all cases of such healing it is the Creator which moves within and which restores the balance. Yet are you not the Creator?

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, I believe not. It did seem like it took me a long time to learn the lesson because I sure had pain a long time, but thanks a lot, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We thank you, sister. Is there another query?

S: Yes. Latwii, can you give me any information about my friend, [sounds like] Morzack, if that’s the correct pronunciation?

I am Latwii. We may speak only in general terms in this matter, for as each seeker travels the inner journey, there will be those friends which are drawn to the seeker according to the nature of the seeking which is manifested. As you experience your incarnation, you will find the lessons that you have laid before yourself learned in such and such a manner, and you will find that there are friends which appear from time to time to aid in this process. No entity is alone. Each entity is surrounded by many presences. Which presence will manifest at which time is determined by the needs of the seeker and the nature of the seeking. To be at peace with the communications which the seeker will experience from time to time, we would suggest that each seeker determine a certain ritual that will allow the challenge of any entity making communication so that the entity making communication may be felt at all levels of being to be of a positive nature, to be of a service-to-others nature, and all such entities greatly appreciate this challenge, for it is an indication that the one whom they wish to serve is more aware of the nature of such service and more able to benefit by it.

Therefore, as you continue your journey of seeking, know that you are not alone, that there shall be those who will make themselves known to you in one way or another according to your needs.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

M: Well, I would like a little information, Latwii. I’m not particularly sensitive to any form of pain, and I don’t believe in sickness. Now is that just… Does that affect the fact, the reason I don’t have any pain, that I don’t believe in sickness? And if I have a slight pain, I tell my mind not to feel it, and it doesn’t feel it. Is that done by me, or is it done by, say, a previous incarnation that I decided to be this way? Why is it, everybody else seems to have so many pains and… I know I’m not particularly sensitive to pain because when the dentist drills my teeth he never puts any Novocain or anything on it because I don’t feel it. Is that something I’ve done or something that was planned?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. All choices are those you have made, many before this incarnation, and many, indeed, as a result of previous incarnations, for each incarnation may be looked upon as a class or course in which certain lessons are desired according to their efficiency, shall we say, in learning. The next course or incarnation is determined to be of such and such a nature so that new lessons may be learned or previous lessons may be refined. It may be that, as in your case, there is a certain need for the, as your people call it, maintenance of health upon a rather constant level so that lessons may be focused upon which do not require the use of the ill health, as your people have called it. Many upon your planet feel that people are quite similar in their experience, and each may be likened to another in its experience of the various stimuli which your illusion offers, for example, pain. Yet, if careful study were made of each entity, there would be a great diversity discovered. Your case may sound quite unusual to many, yet it is but another example of the great diversity of the one Creator throughout all creation.

May we answer further, my sister?

M: Well, maybe. In other words, did I choose before I was born not to feel pain and have bad health, or did I… is my attitude here in this life causing me not to have bad health? Was it before this life or during this life? Is it my attitude now? I don’t believe in sickness. Is that a factor or not?

I am Latwii. Your attitude, may we say, was quite carefully chosen before your incarnation.

May we answer you further?

M: No, thank you. I believe that does answer it.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S: Latwii, I have a quick one. I assume that my challenging ritual is effective. Can you confirm this for me?

I am Latwii. We may suggest that your ritual has been effective, for it is born of your heart and the desire to seek the truth.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii and we thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We see that we have passed from the silver-tongued speech to the golden silence. We thank each in this group for allowing us to speak this evening. We remind you that our words are but guideposts, hopefully pointing the way to an inner seeking which will provide you with the true treasures of your being. Take what words we speak as lightly as the wind that blows in your spring season, and move gently along the path in peace. We leave this group at this time, rejoicing with you in Light and Love, in peace and in power. We thank you, my friends. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “On our Christmas trees there are lights of all colors—red, blue, purple. Electricity transmits its light through these multicolored bulbs of all shapes and sizes. The bulbs, in and of themselves, are not the source of the light; they are merely the instruments through which the light shines. So it is that when we see human, animal, or plant life, we mistake their visible form for the life which animates and is the substance of that form. God is the life and the substance of all form, the creative principle of all that is. God is the activity governing the functions and organs of the body. It is God that animates all men and women. God is the wisdom, the integrity, and the purity of the Soul of men and women. God is the strength of men and women.

Let us not be deceived by appearances, not even by good appearances. Let us not call one person strong and another one beautiful. We must look behind the appearance to the invisible Life which makes all this beauty of form possible. Then we can enjoy every aspect of creation, every appearance, whether it is the human body, an animal species, or a plant. These are forms of life, but if we do not understand that Life which vitalize these forms, for they may appear as either good or bad, young or old, sick or well, rich or poor.

A limited human sense of life relies on shifting values and invests the forms of life with power for good or for evil; a spiritual sense of life, however, enjoys the form while recognizing the Infinite Invisible as the essence of that form. If we take our eyes away from the form long enough to look behind it into the Invisible and see God as the principle of all life, we shall understand the difference between material living and spiritual living. The truth entertained in our consciousness is the law of life, of harmony, and of resurrection unto our body.”

This afternoon I took the filter covers off of my new Kenmore de-humidifier and then put them back on both sides of the de-humidifier. Then I took the de-humidifier down to the basement and plugged it into the power outlet and tapped the “On” button. The button went from orange to white, and the de-humidifier began running.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 10

Smoke And Ashes

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

A spark goes forth from the dying embers of the fire of useless thoughts. It flies to the barren ground of the unhearing ear and dies. And all the energy that has been expended is that which has produced only smoke and ashes. This is the material of which much of your experience consists of.

Consider well that for which you shall feel passion; that for which you shall generate Love; that which shall create in you the flame, the embers, and the spark.

Consider also the ground upon which you choose to build the fire of your caring, your service, and your Love. For truly do you wish to serve. And truly shall each ember shoot forth those sparks which may, in turn, breed fires of Love.

Choose you the ready ground. Choose, in your thoughts, thoughts that temper your spirit, strengthen your Love, and bring you into the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

May the fire of your spirit burn clear and bright, and may each dying thought produce bountiful fruit.

We leave you in peace, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from February 27, 1983:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It gives us great joy to share our thoughts with you this evening, and as we touch each of you in thought we send all our blessings that your journey may be filled with Light and Love. We especially greet those new to this gathering and one who has not been with us for some great time as you reckon.

And so, you all go out seeking the adventure of learning, and so have men and women gone out seeking that great adventure since consciousness began. The track is irresistible, and yet there are many ways by which the seeker may slow down. Very often the wide paths, the most traveled and the most popular are those which accommodate those entities who desire to move at a slower pace. We are aware that each in this group desires to quicken the pace and, so we would talk to you this evening about courage. It has perhaps been suggested to you that the end of your seeking will be knowledge and understanding, that you will find the answers that you seek. Indeed, we have suggested that you will find the answers that you seek. We have never intentionally suggested that you will find a key to the understanding of those answers, only that you are heard, and that answers are forthcoming. The path which is narrow is a path the end of which is the realization that you do not know anything. The reason this path is narrow is that not knowing is uncomfortable, and continuing on for any length of time upon a path which promises further unknowing as the fruit of your current unknowing is simply not a very delectable path, and therefore it is not much traveled by your people.

But we ask you to look around you, my friends. Having considered what you may understand, we ask that you evaluate its importance in your spiritual quest. Are you seeking to know who you are? Very well, a noble and great quest is this, as it contains all of creation in its depth and breadth, for you and creation are one. Seek, my friends, to know who you are. But if you seek with integrity, you will find that your answers do not leave you smug. You do not ever know. It takes a great deal of courage to go far along on the path that you discover the feelings, and the character, and the fruits of who you are and still be able to face the ultimate mystery of your identity. Those without courage will settle upon an answer, and that answer will keep them from changing, or at least changing as quickly.

In this session Hatonn spoke of the nature of courage. They began by saying you all are seeking the adventure of learning, and so have men and women gone out seeking that adventure since consciousness began, for the track is irresistible, yet there are many ways by which the seeker may slow down, and often the most traveled paths are those which accommodate those entities who desire to move at a slower pace, for we are aware that each in this group desires to quicken the pace, and so we would talk to you this evening about courage, and it has been suggested to you that the end of your seeking will be knowledge, that you will find the answers that you seek, for we have suggested that you will find the answers that you seek, but we have never suggested that you will find a key to the understanding of those answers, only that you are heard, and that answers are forthcoming, so the path which is narrow is a path the end of which is the realization that you do not know anything, and the reason this path is narrow is that not knowing is uncomfortable, so continuing upon a path which promises further unknowing as the fruit of your current unknowing is not a desirable path, and it is not much traveled by your people. Hatonn went on to say we ask you to look around you, and having considered what you may understand, we ask that you evaluate its importance in your spiritual quest, so if you are seeking to know who you are, this is a noble quest as it contains all of creation in its depth and breadth, for you and creation are one, so seek to know who you are, but if you seek with integrity, you will find that your answers do not leave you smug because you do not ever know, for it takes great courage to go far along on the path that you discover the feelings and the character of who you are and still be able to face the ultimate mystery of your identity, and those without courage will settle upon an answer, and that answer will keep them from changing as quickly. On September 23, 2000, Q’uo spoke about the nature of courage:

Remember, each one of you, that you do not walk alone, that there are those who rejoice at every step taken with you, for this is a difficult illusion in which you find yourselves moving at this time. Your friends would seem to be confusion, doubt, fear, defeat, and being humbled daily by the difficulties of existing in such a heavy, chemical illusion. And yet, you do move with such encumbrances, and yet the courage that each shows in continuing upon the journey, moving as the Fool from the cliff with no sure footing or idea of the next step, is that kind of action which inspires entities such as ourselves greatly as we observe the valor, the courage, the faith, the will, and the determination of so many seekers such as yourselves upon this planet at this time. The seeking is most intense. The service is ever more lovingly offered. The light shines ever more brilliantly through all of the difficulties and distress that are so much more apparent upon the surface of things in this illusion. We add our Love and service to your own, as do many others, so that which you accomplish can be seen to be as the fulcrum that allows a greater leverage in the overall evolution of this planetary entity.

Let us observe the master known as Jesus. This teacher talked about himself only in the context of his relationship to the Father, to the Creator, to the One who is all things. He was, as you are, aware of that relationship. He was aware that He was both created and Creator. He did not know anything beyond that, and each step that He took was taken after meditation, and under the guidance of that which He did not previously know, which many have called the Holy Spirit and others have called the higher self. How much courage can you bring to your quest? Love is ever and always nearly manifested to those who quest, and that Love is blinding in its power, and you know it is there, and you seek more of it. Do you have the courage to accept your conscious unknown, for surely you have spent enough hours in despair because your actions were but a shadow of what you know, as you might say. You think, “My will is strong and my heart shall be light, and I shall meet all obstacles with Love, that Love that I know, that Love that I feel, that Love that I seek.” And yet, these things you do not always do. You do not know. It is the seeking, continuous, balanced between seriousness and joy, fresh each day, that accelerates your rate, speed, and leads you upon an ever narrower path.

And this, my friends, is good, for it is the narrow path, the path of courage, the path of fearlessness in the face of not knowing that will grant you more and more a sense of being able to reach into the resources of your higher self, of your deeper self, of your inner self, of Christ consciousness, and manifest the true joy of faith and will. It has often been noted that justice is blind among your people. We would further note, so is Love, so is seeking. Do not let the dimness of your mirror images ever discourage you for long. Do not let your own lack of manifestation ever discourage you for long. Do not let any error, as you may consider it, discourage you for long, for this creation is the Creator’s. You live in a creation of Love and in an illusion of mystery. See far enough to find the Love and have the courage to release yourself from the responsibility of certain knowledge. Those who are certain about philosophy and those things of the spiritual evolution have simply placed themselves on a slower path where they will be borne upon the shoulders of their comrades, given more encouragement, offered frequent rests, and sustained by many comforts. Courage, my friends. You who have it shall inherit a great mystery of being as can no one who seeks certain knowledge. You seek the wind. It is invisible, it is infinite, and it will come and go when it will. Do you suggest that you shall know it, that you shall measure it, and put it between the pages of a book? Or do you instead seek to be it? Lift your wings, my friends, and soar in the Love and the Light that is yours for the seeking, yours for the taking, and yours to manifest in glory.

Hatonn went on to say let us observe the master Jesus, so this teacher talked about Himself only in the context of His relationship to the Father, to the Creator who is all things, and He was, as you are, aware of that relationship where He was both created and Creator, but He did not know anything beyond that, and each step that He took was taken after meditation and under the guidance of that which He did not previously know, which many have called the Holy Spirit, and others have called the higher self since Love is always manifested to those who quest, and that Love is blinding in its power, and you know it is there, and you seek more of it, for you have the courage to accept your conscious as unknown because you have spent hours in despair because your actions were but a shadow of what you know, so you think, “My will is strong, and my heart shall be light, and I shall meet all obstacles with Love, that Love that I know, that Love that I feel, that Love that I seek,”  these things you do not always do, for you do not know, but the seeking which is continuous is balanced between seriousness and joy, and it accelerates your speed, and it leads you upon an ever-narrower path. Then Hatonn said this is good, for it is the path of fearlessness in the face of not knowing that will grant you more of a sense of being able to reach into the resources of your deeper self of Christ consciousness to manifest the joy of faith and will, and it has been noted that justice is blind among your people, and we say so is Love and seeking, but do not let any error discourage you for long, for this creation is the Creator’s, for you live in a creation of Love and in an illusion of mystery, so see far enough to find the Love and have the courage to release yourself from the responsibility of certain knowledge because those who are certain about philosophy and those things of the spiritual evolution have placed themselves on a slower path where they will be borne upon the shoulders of their friends, given more encouragement, offered frequent rests, and sustained by many comforts, for you who have courage shall inherit a great mystery of being as can no one who seeks certain knowledge, and you seek the infinite wind, and it will come and go when it will, so lift your wings and soar in the Love and the Light that is yours for the seeking and yours to manifest in glory. On February 6, 2000, Q’uo spoke about the nature of our deeper self:

It is not that the heart is a place of explanation, for it is not. What is in the heart is your deeper self. What is in the heart ultimately is the one infinite Creator, and this is a Creator who has learned one thing for sure so far in Its infinite creations, and that is that It Loves each and every creation that It has made with a Love that is so deep and so pure that the tiniest iota of skin, or hair, or thought, or idea that occurs is important to the one infinite Creator. You cannot bore the one infinite Creator. It is endlessly fascinated by and interested in each of Its souls.

We leave this instrument bathed in the sweetness of meeting with comrades and again thank you that we may share our thoughts with you, humble and poor though they may be. We ask that you grasp firmly the concept that we are fallible beings such as yourselves. Therefore, take what you will of what we say. Use that which seems good to you and discard the rest without a moment’s hesitation. We are here to inspire and to encourage, not to confuse. We thank you for the great service you provide us by allowing us to be of some small aid. I am Hatonn, and I leave you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are speaking slowly while we are establishing a good contact with this instrument. We ask your patience that this might be accomplished, for the instrument is somewhat fatigued and out of practice. At this time we would present ourselves in hopes of being allowed to perform whatever service we are capable of in answering the questions you may elect to offer. At this time are there any questions?

Carla: I’ve been wondering about the reason so many schoolchildren have been given such harsh diseases to cope with these last two or three years. The latest epidemic was very uncomfortable, and much worse than the usual measles and strep. Stomach cramps and what not. Is there some other reason other than chance catalyst that this was presented to this particular generation of kids?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, we would recall for you the awareness that you possess concerning the qualifications that entitle the more recent incarnations upon your planet to be allowed to incarnate. As you remember, the schedule, if you will, is based upon the likelihood of accomplishing a sufficient polarization to continue the journey, so to speak. In the case of a number of the most recent incarnates, the quantity of catalyst experienced within a relatively short period of that which you term time is necessary to allow the newly incarnate the opportunity to successfully receive the equivalent of a cram course in human experience.

May we answer you further?

Carla: You’re talking about seniority by vibration?

I am Latwii. Your assumption is correct. We would emphasize, however, that the term seniority is somewhat misleading, for there are those who are of a lesser developed state whose particular circumstances or required lessons are of a nature that would lend themselves well to being accomplished in the particular milieu experienced on your planet at this time. The odds, if you will, for these entities are greatly enhanced by the particular characteristic of that which they are likely to experience, and in so doing have the opportunity to complete the stage of work which they have undertaken.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Then you’re inferring that the supply of those who may be expected to make harvest is less than the supply of physical vehicles that are being born, so that those who have no excellent chance of making harvest, or some, are still able to incarnate. Is that right?

Latwii: To a degree that is correct, my sister. It might be examined under the light of the willingness of those non-incarnate to be of service in patiently awaiting to allow one who is less likely to be harvested an opportunity to excel, and thus achieve harvest due to the particular circumstances available within the experience range presented by the physical vehicle. For example, one whose particular requirements for growth would include an opportunity to experience great physical and emotional stress might have to wait for several eons to find such ideal circumstances as those which are currently present on your planet. And, we might add, the potential future holds a high degree of likelihood that the circumstances for intense catalyst in these areas are greatly enhanced if an entity who seeks harvest, and is approximately, yet not actually at the harvest potential, perceives an other self who would be tremendously benefited by the opportunity to incarnate at this particular moment in time, the service-oriented near-harvestable entity might be moved to delay his or her incarnation so as to extend the service of such a delay to allow the incarnation and potential harvest for the entity of lesser accomplishment who also seeks incarnation under the particular circumstances available at this time.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you. I’m impressed by the courtesy of the ones who are willing to wait another seventy-five thousand years so that somebody else can have a turn. That’s a whole new light on the word courtesy.

I am Latwii. My sister, we would not be hesitant to point out that this also is taken into consideration.

Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there are no further questions vocalized, we shall assume that those present have exhausted their supply of queries, and we shall ourselves be of service at this point in releasing our use of this instrument to allow those present to continue in their usual fashions. In the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, my brothers and sisters, we are known to you as Latwii.

Carla: In case any of the other channels are wondering whether to speak, I do feel a presence here, and I am not getting any signals, so it must be for somebody else.

C: I felt this feeling before the meditation tonight, but I’m totally unsure what it is. That’s why I’m staying quiet.

Carla: Okey-Dokey.

C: It’s that I feel strange.

Carla: Spirit, if you are new to this group, we challenge you in the name of Christ. If you come in the name of Christ, the Christ consciousness, and the one white Light you are welcome. If not, we bid you be gone now and forever. Hum. He must not have been a nice one. He went away. We are now open for prayers.

C: A quick one.

Carla: Yeah, it was a fast one, a weak little fella. You all right, C?

C: Yeah, I’m all right.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I drove Stanley down to Big O Tires in Middletown because Stanley’s left front tire was no longer holding much air. It took about ten minutes for them to solve the problem for no charge! Then I went to Feeder’s Supply and bought some bird seed and cat food. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenexes, a birthday card, and some Hagan Dass vanilla ice cream.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “The body is the temple of the living God, a temple not made with hands, not mortally conceived, but eternal in the heavens; that is eternal in time and space; eternal in life; eternal in spirit, in soul, and in substance. God made all that was made, and all that God made was made of God, partaking of the very nature of God which is eternality, immortality, and perfection. God made the body in Its own image and likeness.

God is life. An activity of God, operating in a seed, brings forth a child with all the potentialities of adulthood embodied in one tiny little form—not merely a piece of matter, but an intelligence and a soul accompanying that body. The Spirit of God does this, but in its vanity humanity has arrogated to themselves the role of a creator. Men and women have assumed that because they were fathers and mothers, they were originators, instead of knowing that they are the instruments through which God acts to express Itself—not to perpetuate you or me, or my children or your children. God operates as Love in our consciousness to produce Its own image and likeness. This expression of God we have called your child and mine, forgetting that this is God’s child, and not a personal creation or a personal possession. We pray to God to maintain and sustain our children; but they are not our children; they are God’s children. It is not necessary to pray that God maintain and sustain Its own children. It is God’s prerogative to create, maintain, and sustain Its own image and likeness.

God is the Creator of all that is. God, then, is the Creator of humanity’s bodies. “Know ye not that your body is the temple of the living God?” We Call this body your body and my body, but it is not ours. It is God’s body, formed by God for God’s pleasure, made in God’s image and likeness, governed by God’s law, and created to show forth God’s glory.”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 9

The Work Of The Spirit

We greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ and in the full consciousness of that love which creates and sustains all created things.

We are a principle and a thought and yet there are no two situations in which our breath moves in an identical manner to any other situation. For at one time it is the spirit’s work to awaken and at another time to soothe; at one time to brighten and at another time to point in shadow for the more subtle understanding.

Nay, it is not the activity which can be described which characterizes the energy of the consciousness of love but rather the life within that unique wind which blows over the situation which characterizes the nature of the spirit. For the spirit utters life when It speaks. Look, then, to the life-giving spirit. For all things are dead save in Christ.

We leave you in the living and powerful peace which is yours to enjoy, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

 I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from January 30, 1983:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We wish to speak a few words on what for you is, indeed, of great difficulty in your illusion, that being what you know as choice. You, as all entities, are free-willed in each thing. Each of your life situations is to you many different options of which you weigh and choose. Each entity’s choice becomes that entity’s responsibility. When your choice is made and the moment accepted, neither hate nor love the choice, but accept it for the moment. With each choice you are… with each choice take a step. Use your…

We are experiencing some difficulty in maintaining a good contact with this instrument. We would, as he requests, now transfer this contact to another. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again through this instrument in Love and Light. To continue. As you make your choices in this illusion, you will find that each choice brings yet more possibilities for choice. You operate within this illusion in a manner which might be called trial and error, though we would deemphasize the error aspect, for we do not feel that any choice can be error. Yet from your experience you may discern those choices which are less efficacious than other choices, but this discernment is only possible as you continue to make choice after choice. You will find that the experiences which you gather through the making of choices will offer you hints, shall we say, that will aid you in further decision making, so that the entity which is able to analyze through the use of the mind those experiences which it has encountered is then able to take the gleanings of this analysis with it in meditation, and is able to allow new thought forms and possibilities in thinking to occur within the being.

Then this entity is able to continue a process of evolution which you may simply call growth, as you continue to expand and grow in your ability to utilize your mind, your body, and your spirit complexes in an ever-expanding understanding, if we may use this term, of the nature of your illusion. Then you will find a pathway which lies before you that becomes more and more distinct. For as you choose, you become more polarized, shall we say, by the choices you have made, and this polarization then becomes likened unto a momentum within your very being. The momentum of your choices to be of service, however you have chosen, then shows to the attentive entity the path which is most efficacious within each situation that it shall face in what you shall call your future.

In this session Hatonn spoke of how we make choices to polarize our consciousness positively in service to others. They began by saying as you make your choices in this illusion, you will find that each choice brings more possibilities for choice, and you operate within this illusion by trial and error, but we would deemphasize the error aspect, for we do not feel that any choice can be error, yet from your experience you may discern those choices which are less efficient than other choices, but this discernment is only possible as you continue to make choices, so you will find that the experiences which you gather by making choices will offer you hints that will aid you in further decision making, so that the entity which is able to analyze those experiences which it has encountered is able to take the gleanings of this analysis with it in meditation and is able to allow new thought forms and possibilities in thinking to occur within the being. Hatonn continued by saying this entity is able to continue a process of evolution which you may call growth as you continue to grow in your ability to utilize your mind, your body, and your spirit complexes in an expanding understanding of the nature of your illusion, and you will find a pathway which lies before you that becomes more distinct, for as you choose, you become more polarized by the choices you have made, and this polarization then becomes a momentum within your being, for the momentum of your choices to be of service shows to the attentive entity the path which is most helpful within each situation that it shall face in the future. On October 21, 1990, Q’uo spoke of the value of the choices we have made:

When you are stymied, and your free will wishes to circumnavigate a situation, allow the choices you have made to polarize toward service to others to make you strong in your will. Allow yourself to remember your previous choices, and how, although they seemed hard, they were one hundred and one thousandfold rewarding. For it is not until there has been some time spent in sheer persistence of effort to listen to the will of the Creator that there comes a hunger for that silence that speaks louder than any words.

In a lifetime of choices you forged in yourself a life of faith, a gift for your Creator, the gift of a poem, of a tapestry, rich, lovely, filled with high ideals and high hopes, against all odds, filled not with happiness, for only those things that turn to dust are happy things, but filled instead with joy, joy within sorrow, sorrow within joy, until you are blissful, and gentle, and willfulness had become willingness to Love and serve the Creator and the Creator in every person.

Do not be afraid to choose, my friends. Do not fear that which is called the failure by many of your people, for there is in truth no such thing as failure. There may be instances wherein your choices shall not yield the results which you had hoped they would yield when you made the choices. Yet this is only a function of your imperfect understanding of what it is that will truly benefit your evolution in mind, body, and spirit. Rest within the assurance that you cannot fail as you choose, and choose, and continue to choose the path which you travel. You do not understand the complete overview, shall we say, of your journey, for this is not the density of understanding. You operate within a forgetting that increases the value, shall we say, of the choices that you make and the path that you travel in your total beingness. Therefore, forget you the fear of failure. Choose and continue to choose fearlessly then, knowing that each choice has the opportunity to teach. And if you will listen with your inner being, discern with your mind, and join the two in meditation, you shall lead yourself through your own choices along that path which is the most efficacious for the growth that you so earnestly seek at this time.

Hatonn said do not be afraid to choose, and do not fear failure, for there is no such thing as failure, so there may be instances where your choices shall not yield the results which you had hoped they would yield, yet this is only a function of your imperfect understanding of what it is that will benefit your evolution in mind, body, and spirit, so rest within the assurance that you cannot fail as you choose, and continue to choose the path which you travel, for you do not understand the overview of your journey since this is not the density of understanding, and you operate within a forgetting that increases the value of the choices that you make and the path that you travel in your total beingness, so forget the fear of failure, and continue to choose fearlessly, knowing that each choice has the opportunity to teach, and if you will listen with your inner being, discern with your mind, and join the two in meditation, you shall lead yourself through your own choices along that path which is the most helpful for the growth that you so seek at this time. On October 14, 2023, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our overview:

When there is enough of the realization of the nature of one’s own reality as being that of the Creator at various levels of experience likened to the octave of notes, then there are increasingly more visible perceptions available to the seeker, so that a wider range of view may be experienced: what you may call the overview that increases in its range and depth of perception as one is able to open the inner eye, the heart to a greater reality. This is a perception that can go on infinitely as one moves through the various densities of this octave of creation.

We would now attempt to close through another instrument, if possible. We shall now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you through this instrument. We would speak but briefly in closing to give the reminder that if ever our presence is desired, all you need to do is ask, and we shall be with you. Seek us out in your meditation. We are with you always. We shall leave you tonight in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai. We are known to you as Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our one infinite Creator. What a privilege it is once again to be with you. We sincerely appreciate the opportunity which you extend by your invitation. We are always excited to speak to this group. This group has been our longtime friend, shall we say, and to join with friends is, indeed, an honor and a great joy. May we then ask if we might be of assistance by attempting to answer queries this evening. May we ask for the first query?

C: I’ll try to get a question out of this, and try not to ramble too much, and try not to ask for anything specific. But of late I’ve been extremely nervous, and confused, and unable to make decisions. I can’t seem to distinguish what is the proper avenue to take to serve others around me. When I meditate on it, it seems that a feeling that no matter what the choice, I would be serving myself more than others. Could you talk to me about such a state of confusion?

I am Latwii, and shall attempt to penetrate to the heart of your query, my brother. Within your illusion there are many opportunities for learning. The greatest opportunities present themselves as what your people call the problem, the crisis, the trauma, for when things are going smoothly, my friend, what is being learned? Quite often, little of value. But look you then to the situation which presents the crisis. Within the self one seeks in such a situation to resolve the crisis. Yet if the crisis is of such proportions that the entity cannot put, shall we say, all the pieces together to complete the puzzle in one fell swoop, then the entity finds itself mired, shall we say, within the crisis.

To put it more properly, may we suggest that the crisis is within the entity, and the depths of the crisis begin to appear great. If you will look at any situation which might be called a crisis, any such situation has the ability to awaken the deeper portions of an entity’s being so that awareness is increased. The awareness is increased usually through what may be called pain, the suffering, the tears. The trauma of the situation which is not resolved or balanced within the thinking of the entity experiencing it begins to carve out within the entity new boundaries of perception, new potentials for experience. As the entity consciously works with the catalyst of the crisis, the opportunities for learning expand, yet are often unrecognized as the entity continues the process of working with the catalyst. Confusions often occur as the entity attempts to make decisions that shall, it hopes, end the crisis.

C asked: “But of late I’ve been extremely nervous, and confused, and unable to make decisions. I can’t seem to distinguish what is the proper avenue to take to serve others around me. When I meditate on it, it seems that a feeling that no matter what the choice, I would be serving myself more than others. Could you talk to me about such a state of confusion?”  Latwii began by saying within your illusion there are many opportunities for learning, and the greatest opportunities present themselves as the problem, for when things are going smoothly what is being learned? Then Latwii said often little of value, but look to the situation which presents the crisis, for within the self one seeks in such a situation to resolve the crisis, yet if the crisis is of such proportions that the entity cannot put all the pieces together to complete the puzzle in one fell swoop, then the entity finds itself mired within the crisis. Then Latwii said we suggest that the crisis is within the entity, and the depths of the crisis begin to appear great, so if you look at any situation which might be called a crisis, any situation has the ability to awaken the deeper portions of an entity’s being so that awareness is increased through suffering, and the trauma of the situation which is not resolved within the thinking of the entity experiencing it begins to carve out within the entity new potentials for experience, for as the entity consciously works with the catalyst of the crisis, the opportunities for learning expand, yet they are often unrecognized as the entity continues the process of working with the catalyst, so confusions occur as the entity attempts to make decisions that shall end the crisis. On March 25, 1989, Latwii described how confusions occur for us:

We ask you to become aware of the present moment. All of eternity exists now. Time is an illusion; space is an illusion; your consciousness is not. Many, many confusions occur because you live in an illusion with the x-axis of time and the y-axis of space. There are other illusions, but they are illusions. The reality is closer to you than your breathing, but one is completely unable to find it. It is your consciousness. Work with it until you are happier with yourself today than yesterday, and at the same time, as always, we caution each never to be discouraged, for each day is a new day and a new start. Each day is the present moment. Each moment intersects with eternity, and in each moment, there is the presence of the living and infinite Creator.

There are various resources and forces within the deeper mind, as well as aid from those presences which you may call angelic or guides, which provide the entity with the impulse to resolve the situation in the most efficacious manner possible according to the entity’s chosen polarity. Therefore, the entity may find the, shall we say, easier solutions quite difficult to make, for the easier solutions are not always the most efficacious. The entity is provided with aid from the inner resources that allow it to make the most helpful choice according to the polarity which it has chosen. The situation of crisis, then, allows an intensive experience of choosing to continue along a certain path of polarity to the entity. The crisis is, shall we say, the cutting edge of consciousness. The entity may go in either direction, the service to self or the service to others. The more intensive the lesson, the greater the crisis, the more opportunity for learning.

Do not fear that you shall make the wrong choice, for no choice is final, and each choice builds upon previous choices and will lead to yet further choices, so that the entire process may be looked upon as one which continues to provide the opportunity for increasing the polarity of the individual. As you move through this situation, attempt to view it as often as possible from what might be called a neutral situation or position. Perhaps within your meditation you may be able to remove yourself from the emotional colorations which lend to your confusion, and place your attention in a position which allows you to look down upon the situation, shall we say, and see yourself and all others within it as actors upon a stage. Look then to the dynamics of the movement and interaction. See that part which you play. Become the author of the script. Attempt to discover what potentials await your learning. What is the lesson that is being taught? How has it been learned? How might the learning be increased? Attempt to remove yourself periodically in such a manner so that you might gain an overview and a more full appreciation of the process which presents you with great opportunities for learning.

Then Latwii said there are resources within the deeper mind, as well as aid from those presences that are angelic or guides which provide the entity with the impulse to resolve the situation in the most effective manner according to the entity’s chosen polarity, for the entity may find the easier solutions difficult to make, but the easier solutions are not always the most helpful, so the entity is provided with aid from the inner resources that allow it to make the most helpful choice according to the polarity which it has chosen, and the situation of crisis allows an intensive experience of choosing to continue along a path of polarity to the entity, so the crisis is the cutting edge of consciousness, and the entity may go in either direction: service to self or service to others, and the more intensive the lesson, the greater the crisis, the more opportunity for learning. Now Latwii said do not fear that you shall make the wrong choice, for no choice is final, and each choice builds upon previous choices and will lead to yet further choices, so that the entire process may be looked upon as one which continues to provide the opportunity for increasing the polarity of the individual, so as you move through this situation, attempt to view it as often as possible from a neutral position because within your meditation you may be able to remove yourself from the emotional colorations which lend to your confusion and place your attention in a position which allows you to look down upon the situation and see yourself and all others within it as actors upon a stage, so look to the dynamics of the interaction, and see that part which you play, and become the author of the script, and attempt to discover what potentials await your learning, for: “What is the lesson that is being taught? How has it been learned? How might the learning be increased?” Then Latwii said attempt to remove yourself periodically in such a manner so that you might gain an overview and a more full appreciation of the process which presents you with great opportunities for learning, and in such a discipline your deeper mind and those entities which aid through it may be able to give you clearer guidance so that your choices might be more informed, so attempt to remove fear from yourself, for this distorts that which is experienced, and go forth in confidence knowing that you have great opportunity to learn and to share the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator which seeks to be known in each moment that you experience. On February 3, 2018, Q’uo spoke about the value of the overview on our spiritual journey:

It would be well if each could, shall we say, step back from the situation and attempt to grasp an overview—attempt with eyes seeking reasons and possibilities as to why the situation is perceived as it is, and experienced as it is. If this perspective can be achieved, there may be more information of a more harmonious nature that can begin to assemble the pieces of the puzzle for both. Each contains that which is necessary for grasping the overall picture so that neither entity becomes lost within the forest, shall we say, but is able to move beyond the wooded glen to the hilltop, and look behind at that which has been the difficult experience. 

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you very much, Latwii. That gives me quite a lot to work with. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my brother, for this opportunity to serve. May we attempt another query at this time?

A: Yes, Latwii, I have a question, and it has to do with my channeling. I was wondering if you could aid me at all in why I might be having difficulties in picking up a channel. At meditations now I seem to draw a blank even though the tuning seems to be well, and I’ve been mediating daily, but I’m a little confused on why I’m drawing a blank.

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Latwii: … personal origin. The concept itself is more clearly transmitted from Confederation entity to the instrument. Each process and transformation which the instrument opens the self to will require of the instrument that it increases its desire to be of such service and increases its willingness to be the fool, shall we say. Yet as these continual exercises—or mental pushups as we may call them—continue to be offered to the instrument, the entity will find the ability to transmit Confederation philosophy is quite enhanced, and the service which it wishes to offer is likewise enhanced.

May we answer in more depth, my sister?

A: No, that will give me something to work with.

I am Latwii. We would simply comment at this time in response to both queries that it is often the plight and pleasure of the seeker to find the opportunities for increasing service and oneness to be presented in situations which provide the trauma, the doubt, the confusion, and the difficulty in perceiving clearly. This is the nature of any exploration into that which may be called the unknown. Rejoice, my friends, in your doubt, in your confusion, in your frustrations, and in your anger. For they are signposts which alert you to the fact that your seeking is increasing, and the opportunities for knowing the Love and Light of the one Creator are also increased.

May we attempt another query at this time?

A: I have none, but thank you for that last bit, Latwii.

C: Yes, thank you.

I am Latwii. It has been a great privilege, my friends, to be with you this evening, even for what you might call a brief moment. All such gatherings are treasured by us who are known to you as Latwii. We cannot express to you our gratitude in the appropriate terms which would be understood clearly. We feel the appreciation within those who have had queries this evening for that which we have humbly offered in service. May we express, then, to each present the same gratitude increased manyfold, for you provide us with great service by asking for our humble service. For each, we seek to know and to serve the one Creator who resides within each portion of the one creation, and by such offerings of service have you allowed us to increase our knowledge of the One who is present in all. We shall leave you at this time in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Be at peace, my friends. Go forth in joy, for yours is the great journey into unity. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I was invited to listen to a podcast by

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “God’s Love flows out as our Love, but let us not claim it as your Love or as mine. This Love is flowing as the sun is shining, freely upon all. The sun shines without favoritism, shining freely upon all. The sun shines without favoritism, never questioning the merits or worth of the recipients of its warmth and Light. The sun shines; God loves. God’s Love flows freely to the just and the unjust, to the deserving and the undeserving, to the saint and the sinner alike. God’s Love pours into this universe, giving life to the seed, strength to the growing plants, protection to animal, vegetable, and mineral life. God’s Love is the supporting and animating influence of all creation because all creation is Love, Itself, freely flowing.

All that is, is in and of God. There are no exceptions. There must be no labels of criticism, or of judgment, or of condemnation. Above all things we must not judge after the testimony of the eyes or the ears. God is too pure to see iniquity, and when we recognize our true identity as God in expression, we shall see as God sees. As we behold ourselves spiritually endowed, we become beholders of God appearing in all and through all. But we can do this by the seeing of the eye and the hearing of the ear.

God’s infinite understanding becomes our understanding. God’s infinite Love becomes our Love. If God is the infinite nature of our being, what need is there to be envious, to be jealous, to be hateful, or to be ambitious? When we know that God is the source of our inner satisfaction, how can we long for anything eternal to our own being? In this relationship, the blessings of God unfold as our experience.

God has imparted to us Itself. In the realization of our true identity, we partake of the very Body of God; that is eating the Body and drinking the Blood. ‘I have meat to eat that ye know not of. I can give you life—waters that spring into life eternal—the invisible waters, invisible wine, invisible meat.’ This is partaking of the living God, or the living Word, and watching the Word become flesh and dwell among God incarnate in the flesh.”

This afternoon I was on a podcast with a dear friend of Carla’s and mine, Pupak Haghighi, and she was talking about the history of Iran, where she grew up, which has gone through many changes over the years culminating in the present killing of many Iranian protestors. For the last 47 years Iran has been ruled by leaders of the Islamic religion and has fallen into ruins because of the Islamic governance which has resulted in a great deal of pollution that makes it difficult to breathe, and one of the largest pristine lakes has also been destroyed. This past month the Islamic government has cut off internet access periodically which has caused many Iranians to protest these ways that their country is being destroyed. On January 8^th and 9^th 35,000 protestors were massacred, and since then about 200 people have been killed on a daily basis, and many are in prison. Now 60% of Iranians cannot afford food to eat. If anyone of my readers would like contact her or to donate to help the Iranian people you can use Pupak’s email address: hoopoesong@gmail.com

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

February 8

Seek The True Image Of Love

I am the Holy Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ, and I overshadow this instrument with the consciousness of Love.

Just in such a way may we greet each and overshadow each with the Love that is a kind of truing device, so that each spirit which seeks Love may, by asking, receive the comfort of closer and closer knowledge of the true wholeness and unity of creation.

The untrue perceptions which abound within your experience are a matter of gazing upon the streaming array of scenes and experiences about you as if through a vastly distorting carnival mirror. Seek, then, the true image of Love in whatever your gaze falls upon by invoking the Comforter, the pure consciousness of love.

We leave you in the symmetry and grace of the Love of Jesus Christ and in His peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.