I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from November 18, 1979:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. Greetings, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is indeed enjoyable to speak to you, each of you, through this instrument, once again. I and my brothers and sisters are great in number, and we gather close to you at this time. For as you are witnessing, day by day, the changes predicted throughout the centuries of your world are occurring more and more rapidly. We draw near to your people with the passing of each moment. For Love, and our willingness to assist you, increases, as does your willingness to open yourself to the truth of this Creation.

We speak to the best of our ability of the truths and of the laws that govern this universe. But we wish to stress that these truths and laws have been handed down from many sources and introduced into your societies throughout the entire civilization of your planet. We offer nothing new. We have come to give freely of our services, and we of the Confederation are pleased to be invited to speak through an instrument such as this, throughout all of the lands of your planet. We would speak to you briefly upon the changes which you are witnessing. We of the Confederation have spoken many times of that which is to occur on your planet. We do not wish to deal in particular with precise occurrences, yet with their meaning we wish to speak to you about.

Changes within this universe are beneficial, no matter how grievous they may appear, for as in your life experience, with each change comes a greater understanding of the complexity of not only your life but of the universe. To the best of our knowledge, the universe itself is endless. So, therefore, are the changes you may experience throughout your travels upon this plane of existence and upon all planes which you may enter into. You have heard the saying that, “Each cloud has a silver lining.” A simple truth! With each apparantly destructive occurrence within your society today, though the activity may be negative in nature, it is presented to mankind, one, because they have created it unknowingly through their own thought processes, and two, so that they may witness that which is undesirable and desire to change once again, and experience that which would be more desirable and of a positive nature.

Yet, mankind, as it is known upon your planet, continually insists upon experiencing the negative aspects of this Creation. Many of your religions have taught you to fear the wrath of your God. It is shameful, in a sense, that humans must be taught with fear. For God is not fear and should never be feared by you. God is to be respected; the Creator is divine and all-loving and all-knowledgeable. Because God has seen your continued stubbornness, shall we say, to learn or progress, as God would wish you to do, God has reluctantly introduced fear into Its teachings. Mankind must learn to releases the fears and in so doing, they shall free themselves from an intensely negative atmosphere which they have created, thus allowing the energies of the universe, which are all the essence of truth and Love, to more evenly penetrate their being. Consider yourself to be as a sponge and the truths of the universe as the liquid of life. You have a cellophane coating about you; remove it without fear, and you shall absorb all the truth that you have so long sought to realize.

Mankind is divine, as is the Creator. The extent of your divinity is unlimited, as long as you choose not to limit that divinity through your own creative abilities, by accepting fear and all things that are associated with it into your life. Know thyself and you shall know thy Creator! Fear thy Creator and you fear thyself! With these words, I pass on this communication to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument, and again I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator, the One who is that source of us all and that central sun to which we shall return in the fullness of infinite life. We shall continue through this instrument.

When you consider, my friends, what it is that you are, you may then see that there is nothing to fear either outside or within yourself. For you are a being of infinite life, and whatever occurs to your physical envelope which you call your body is but a transitory alteration in your condition of consciousness. However, we realize that at this time, although you have some knowledge of yourself as one with the Creator, although you have a good grasp of the ideals of the ethics of Love, but you are at this time enduring difficulties associated with living within the gross or coarse reality which is your Earth plane. Therefore, we would like to make a distinction for you in order to enhance your understanding of that which you see about you. There are two types of that which you would call negativity.

The first type is extremely beneficial. Night, for example, is the negative of day. Night is very beneficial, giving us rest from our labors and a happy end to the troubles of the day. Cool is the negative of warm, and when you have experienced your planet’s sunlight for too long a period of time, there is nothing as refreshing to you as the coolness of water as you bathe in it and enjoy its beauty. You will find these same negatives in people. You will find temper which is the negative of patience, and yet, you will find that temper brings honesty, and honesty brings understanding. You will find illness as the negative of health, and yet, with illness comes the only chance for healing and thus understanding the power of that which you call the Holy Spirit.

Hatonn wanted to talk about the nature of the people of Earth. They began by saying when you consider what it is that you are, you may then see that there is nothing to fear either outside of or within yourself, for you are a being of infinite life, and whatever occurs to your physical envelope which you call your body is but a transitory alteration in your condition of consciousness, but we realize that although you have knowledge of yourself as one with the Creator and a good grasp of the ideals of the ethics of Love, but you are enduring difficulties associated with living within the coarse reality which is your Earth plane, so we would like to make a distinction for you in order to enhance your understanding of that which you see about you, for there are two types of that which you would call negativity. Then Hatonn said the first type is beneficial, so night is the negative of day, and night is beneficial, giving us a happy end to the troubles of the day, and cool is the negative of warm, and when you have experienced your planet’s sunlight for too long a period of time, there is nothing as refreshing to you as the coolness of water as you bathe in it and enjoy its beauty, and you will find these same negatives in people when you find temper which is the negative of patience, and you will find that temper brings honesty, and honesty brings understanding, so you will find illness as the negative of health, yet with illness comes the only chance for healing and thus understanding the power of that which you call the Holy Spirit. On March 11, 1990, Q’uo described the role of the Holy Spirit in our lives:

To become more aware of that which you have called the Holy Spirit is to widen the doors of perception, shall we say, and to invite this spirit within one’s inner dwelling. We find again that the meditative state is that state most conducive to opening these doors, and to begin to perceive that the Holy Spirit does indeed move through these doors upon your invitation and dwells with you within your inner room. Practice this feeling of the presence of complete nurturing and inspiriting in a regular fashion, so that your inner feelings begin to permeate your consciousness to such a degree that the daily round of activities is then touched, colored, and transformed in some degree by that feeling of wholeness within the heart that is the product of this presence as it is practiced in a regular fashion.

All of these so-called negatives are a valuable and gentle necessity of existence. And when they are part of your life, it would be well for you to analyze them and understand the balance that they make for you. For beauty and joy are not one-sided, but occur only because there are gradations of beauty and gradations of joy which extend into their negatives, a lack of beauty and a lack of joy. When you are sad, realize that you are natural; that you are part of a balancing force. Just as a pendulum will move, so will your spirit seek its balance. Not by standing still, but by rocking. Joy, sadness! Joy, sadness! This is the earthly way.

There is another way, my friends, and that is available to you only through meditation. And when you enter into this supernal joy of infinite life and are one with angels and spirits of high divinity, praising the Creator, then there is no balancing necessary. For this is a joy without what you call emotion. It is so wholehearted, as you would call it, that there is no balancing necessary in order to sustain the energy of the feeling. In fact, joy is not a feeling but a creative force. And another word for that is Love. And that is what we greet you with, and that is what we always leave you with.

Then Hatonn said all of these negatives are a necessity for existence, and when they are part of your life, it would be well for you to analyze them and understand the balance that they make for you, for beauty and joy are not one-sided but occur because there are gradations of beauty and gradations of joy which extend into their negatives, a lack of beauty and a lack of joy, so when you are sad, realize that you are natural and part of a balancing force, and just as a pendulum will move, so will your spirit seek its balance, but by rocking in joy and sadness, for this is the earthly way. Hatonn went on to say there is another way, and that is available to you only through meditation, and when you enter into this joy of infinite life and are one with angels and spirits of high divinity, praising the Creator, then there is no balancing necessary, for this is a joy without what you call emotion, and it is so wholehearted that there is no balancing necessary in order to sustain the energy of the feeling because joy is not a feeling but a creative force, and another word for that is Love, so that is what we greet you with, and that is what we always leave you with. On November 15, 1990, Laitos describe the nature of joy:

The subject of joy is one of which you heard us speak upon many times before, as it is the outgrowth of the life which is lived in a balanced fashion and which has successfully weathered many metaphysical storms, shall we say. It is that natural state of being for the uncreated universe in that portion of yourself, that maintains contact with the Creator, that has yet to be moved into action and separation of any kind. Thus, at the foundation of each entity’s being there is this quality which undergirds all which does move and seek within creation. This kind of joy is that which is, shall we say, virgin, pure and undiluted. It has as its motivating factor, shall we say, the thrill of being, the exaltation that each tiny portion of the creation

Wepreviously mentioned that there was another kind of negativity, one which you need not fear, but which you might need to understand. And that is an unnatural negativity. One which is not balanced, but is chosen, purposely and perversely by those who would separate themselves from ongoing unity with the Creator. It is a choice of separation, and it is what we would call positive negativity, in that it is positively sought and encouraged. Yes, my friends, there are those among you who are quite simply unnaturally negative. This is their path, and they have chosen it. We do not wish to ask you to have any particular feeling about these people, one of whom is certainly in your mind at this time, for he is in the minds of all those whom we scan in your culture. We refer to the one known as Khomeini. We do not ask you to love, forgive, or condone, for these are choices which you must make for yourself. We cannot help you choose your own spiritual reality. But we can hope to enhance your understanding of the fact that although even such a one as he is somewhat negative at this time, by his own choice, you must understand that the path of evolution is ultimately spiritual and is ultimately inevitable.

A negative person may choose at this time to make no progress. He will, however, at a later time have as many choices and opportunities as he needs to choose again. In your holy works there is something called, “The Day of Judgment,” and those who are evil, as we have spoken, are to be condemned forever. And yet, it is also written in your holy works, “Yea, though you go to the very doors of hell, I shall be with you.” My friends, you may believe the teacher and not the judgmental statements that follow the teacher. Your heaven and your hell exist within you at this moment. And when you leave your physical body, your existence in the heaven worlds will depend completely upon your vibration in this incarnation. Thus, we ask that you use that balancing act of positive and negative, so that you are constantly learning, constantly moving in an evolutionary spiral that will lead you to a place where in your infinite existence, after this brief life experience in this density, you will be comfortable, comforted and able to give comfort to others.

Hatonn continued by saying we mentioned that there was another kind of negativity, one which you need not fear, but which you might need to understand, and that is an unnatural negativity, so one which is not balanced, but is chosen, perversely by those who would separate themselves from the ongoing unity with the Creator, and it is a choice of separation, and it is what we call positive negativity, in that it is positively sought and encouraged, and  there are those among you who are unnaturally negative, for this is their path, and they have chosen it, but we do not wish to ask you to have any feeling about these people, one of whom is in your mind at this time, for he is in the minds of all those whom we scan in your culture, and we refer to Khomeini, but we do not ask you to love, forgive, or condone, for these are choices which you must make for yourself, and we cannot help you choose your spiritual reality, but we can hope to enhance your understanding that even such a one as he is somewhat negative at this time you must understand that the path of evolution is ultimately spiritual and inevitable. Hatonn continued by saying a negative person may choose to make no progress, but he will have as many choices as he needs to choose again, and in your holy works there is something called, “The Day of Judgment,” and those who are evil, as we have spoken, are to be condemned forever, yet it is also written in your holy works, “Yea, though you go to the very doors of hell, I shall be with you,” you may believe the teacher and not the judgmental statements that follow the teacher, for your heaven and your hell exist within you at this moment, and when you leave your physical body, your existence in the heaven worlds will depend upon your vibration in this incarnation, so we ask that you use that balancing act of positive and negative, so that you are constantly learning and moving an evolutionary spiral that will lead you to a place where in your infinite existence, after this brief life experience in this density, you will be comforted and able to give comfort to others. On October 8, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the heaven worlds:

The planet upon which you live is not one Earth but many, interpenetrating each other at various levels of fineness of vibration, so that there are actually seven inner Earths to one physical Earth. Entities who live on Earth and have incarnations upon your planet move into the inner planes, the heaven worlds, upon death, and live in whatever niche they have earned by their vibration.

We searched for a word other than “earned” because it is not a matter of studying hard and passing a test. It is a matter of that absolute honesty of self that your violet ray is. Whatever your violet ray expresses, it will bring you to the appropriate place in the inner planes where everything is vibrating in harmony with your vibration at that time.

At this time, I would pause that Laitos may send energy to each of you in this group that desires to know of our presence and wishes to feel the conditioning. That is our basic service to you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument and would open the meeting at this time for questions.

Questioner: Is there actually a place outside our own? A hell… a place where spirits are cast out as spoken in the Bible [inaudible].

Hatonn: We may answer that in two ways, my sister. There are planets who have completed for themselves a hell, which without outside interference will continue to be totally terrifying.

Carla: [Commenting about the noise at the door.] That’s S, go ahead and let him in.

[Pause]

Carla: Hi, Scott. Why don’t you get the chair by the desk and haul it into the doorway?

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

Hatonn: I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. May we greet the one known as S, and welcome him to our gathering. We will continue through this instrument. As we weresaying, there are planets which have no more ability to extricate themselves from a condition of complete terror. They are so frightened that in their soul condition the souls cling to each other with such intensity that they consist of an impenetrable knot of fear, each feeling completely separated from the other and from the Creator. Your planet is not down that road, yet. There are many among your people who are very positive. There is no chance at this time that your planet would become one of these. Furthermore, among our ranks there are those whose task it is to release planetary entities such as these from their terror, so that they will let go of each other and be able to be led away to what you would call a hospital for spiritual rest, until they are able to once again take up the task that awaits us all; that of evolving into the original Thought from which we spring.

This is the closest to a hell that exists, to our knowledge, in the universe. We, however, are not perfect, nor is our information complete. We simply have seen somewhat more than have you. But it is our understanding that the evolutionary process continues onward grade by grade, or octave by octave, and at the end of each grade those who are able proceed to the next. Those who are not able repeat that octave or existence until they have learned the lessons of that existence. Thus, the terms heaven and hell are quite subjective. And what is heaven to you would not seem so to us. And what is heaven to us would be incomprehensible, likewise, to you. For each of us have our own, shall we say, psychological makeup which has been developed through many eons of development in the spirit.

Questioner asked: “Is there actually a place outside our own? A hell… a place where spirits are cast out as spoken in the Bible [inaudible].” Hatonn began by saying as there are planets which have no ability to remove themselves from a condition of terror, and they are so frightened that in their soul condition the souls cling to each other with such intensity that they consist of a knot of fear, each feeling separated from the other and from the Creator, but your planet is not down that road yet, but there are many among your people who are very positive, so there is no chance at this time that your planet would become one of these, and among our ranks there are those whose task it is to release planetary entities such as these from their terror, so that they will let go of each other and be able to be led away to what you would call a hospital for spiritual rest, until they are able to once again take up the task that awaits us all which is evolving into the original Thought from which we sprang. Hatonn continued by saying this is the closest to a hell that exists in the universe, but we are not perfect, nor is our information complete, so we have seen more than you have, but it is our understanding that the evolutionary process continues onward grade by grade, and at the end of each grade those who are able proceed to the next, but those who are not able repeat that octave until they have learned the lessons of that existence, so the terms heaven and hell are subjective, and what is heaven to you would not seem so to us, and what is heaven to us would be incomprehensible to you, for each of us has our own psychological makeup which has been developed through many eons of development in the spirit. On February 18, 1996, Q’uo described the nature of the evolutionary process:

The energy which enters the feet and base of the spine is an intelligent kind of energy that is most likened to what you would call Love, that creative energy which enlivens all creation. It is the enlivener, the energizer, and is the daily gift of the Logos to all within its care. A kind of manna, shall we say, which each entity will use in an individualized fashion. This is a tool of the soul, as you have called it. The soul essence of each entity is that focus of consciousness which exists from time immemorial and moves into the evolutionary process as a portion of the one Creator. It utilizes the various densities and incarnations within each density to achieve certain levels of awareness and expressions of energy within them. Thus, the intelligent energy or prana of the Logos is that which propels the creation. The soul is that portion of consciousness which can use this universal energy for personal evolution.

The finality with which heaven and hell occur seemingly in your holy work known as the Bible is the result of a difficulty in speaking to people who cannot easily grasp the fact that they must change their lives. Thus, although it is unfortunate, as we have said before, the one who saves, known to you as the Christ, is also represented as the one who will judge. This is intended to make his followers become worthy of the judgment. It has not succeeded. The truth that we are saying to you are inner truths which are not obvious, and we do not ask that you believe that which you cannot believe, but only that you listen and take what you need from what we have to say.

Then Hatonn said the finality with which heaven and hell occur in the Bible is the result of a difficulty in speaking to people who cannot easily grasp the fact that they must change their lives, so the one who saves, the Christ, is also represented as the one who will judge since this is intended to make His followers become worthy of the judgment, but it has not succeeded, so the truth that we are saying to you are inner truths which are not obvious, and we do not ask that you believe that which you cannot believe, but only that you listen and take what you need from what we have to say. On October 15, 1995, Q’uo described the nature of perceiving our inner truths:

We share with you the great joy of the blending of our vibrations, and we can assure you that all seekers of truth are able to pursue the path that their desire opens for them, for it is always the case that an entity will find about it that which it seeks and that which it needs for the next step on this infinite journey of seeking. It may take some effort of recognition, some facing of inner truths, yet when a seeker utilizes the daily round of activities as a focus for thought, prayer or, contemplation, then this entity opens wider the door of opportunity, of possibility before it that the teacher, the fellow seeker which it needs will be presented to it whether in a physical form such as a person, a book, a program, or as a thought, an experience, a coincidence of events.

Just so, each seeker will find that the day which it has lived is fruitful in the catalyst presented for possible growth. The simple desire to seek, the opening of the self to new experience, is all that is necessary. Groups such as this, of course, aid that process by providing the support necessary to encourage continual seeking, and the mirroring effect where entities may speak in terms understood by fellow seekers to be helpful as means of seeing the self in new ways.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: Yes.

Hatonn: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Can you talk to us about the meaning of the disappearance of the Australian pilot? It was claimed he was contacted by a UFO.

Hatonn: No.

Questioner: Can you tell us about the prisoners in Iran, [inaudible] or how that will come out [inaudible]?

Hatonn: We are aware of your question. The previous question we could not answer due to a spiritual necessity for maintaining silence. This question we cannot answer due to the uncertainty of the movements of those who hold the power of life and death over your fellow countrymen. We do not know what they will do. Our fear, however, is not with the Iranian, as you call them, for they do not wish to kill others as much as to show their bravery by exposing themselves to martyrdom, a concept unfamiliar to you, yet part of their culture. Our concern at this time is for countries such as yours, lest you overreact and cause war. There is that potential in this situation and it is for that reason that we ask you pray, as always, that peace may fill the hearts of those who are in this world. We ask you please to ignore the evidence that such a peace does not fill many a heart. For if it fills your heart, you have done a tremendous amount for your planet. We do not know what will happen, for many things may still happen, and we can see each of the realities branching off and they will continue to branch off till one path is chosen and completed.

Does this answer your question? We are sorry we cannot do better.

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible] I belong to a group [inaudible] this afternoon we saw a movie on [inaudible] was called The Long Search [inaudible] religious trend [inaudible] Indonesia, where these people are making animal sacrifices, eating meat, etc. etc. But these people are very innocent beings, not insidious or calculating, [inaudible] say of people in our culture [inaudible]. I wonder, is it very necessary if you aspire to spiritual truth to be a vegetarian and not be kind of a meat [inaudible]?

Hatonn: We are aware of your question, my sister. It is a clear question, and we can answer it, however, the answer is not as simple as the question. It is written in your holy books and truthfully that to some eating certain items is very necessary and would be harmful to them did they deviate; to others, anything maybe eaten. It is, you see, a function of the mind. As to the spiritual consequences of eating, you must understand that your bodies are a basic system of electromagnetic fields, and they do not function as you believe that they function, but rather because of thought.

Thus, what you think controls a great deal of what you feel and how your body reacts. In general, it is safe to say that if a person feels a calling to become vegetarian, that is precisely what that person should do and will indeed help that person, because that is what that person feels that they shall do. It is as simple as that. Each person will have a different calling. Not all shall be vegetarians and not all shall be meat-eaters. It is totally a matter of your spiritual set, which is part of a thought nexus or system of thinking which you have developed over many lifetimes, giving you certain biases. In other words, you may have spent time in other bodies which were used to a vegetarian diet and thus find yourself in this incarnation quite unable to tolerate or digest the rich diet of your culture. Others find no problem in doing so whatsoever. Thus, the truth simply is it is not that which goes into a man that shows his nature, but rather what comes from him in the way of thoughts, words and deeds.

Can we answer your question further?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

[Pause]

If there are no more questions, I will speak very briefly and close through another instrument. We realize that there are several of you in the room who are wondering about the one known as Jesus. This instrument, for instance, is a confirmed and believing Christian, and while we feel that sometimes her concepts are naive, we do not find her Christianity to be a difficulty to us in using her as a channel. Conversely, she does not find us a threat to her Christianity. However, this understanding is not given to all, and they may wonder if we of the Confederation can speak of all religions and all cultures as being one, who then is the one known as Jesus. And we would answer that question as best we can by discussing with you the concept of karma, with which most of you are quite familiar. Karma being a type of cause and effect in which energies are put into action by former thoughts and deeds which culminate in a present necessity for some kind of atonement or balancing. Thus, if someone or a group of people have been very negative…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. As we were saying, my friends, before we were electronically interrupted, when an entire culture has developed a very large amount of negative karma there is an opportunity for a consciousness, such a one as you know as Jesus. This consciousness is a special one and is indeed so close to that of the original Thought that it is almost difficult to understand an incarnation of such a being into your chemical illusion. However, such was the desire of this consciousness and as the supreme transmuter, as the one known as Jesus was upon his cross, he transmuted the collected negative karma of the past so that it was no more.

Hatonn wanted to speak about Jesus. They began by saying we realize there are several of you in the room who are wondering about Jesus, and Carla is a confirmed and believing Christian, and while we feel that sometimes her concepts are naive, we do not find her Christianity to be a difficulty to us in using her as a channel, and she does not find us a threat to her Christianity, but this understanding is not given to all, and they may wonder if we of the Confederation can speak of all religions and all cultures as being one, so who then is the one known as Jesus? And we would answer that question as best we can by discussing with you the concept of karma as a type of cause and effect in which energies are put into action by former thoughts and deeds which culminate in a present necessity for some kind of atonement or balancing. Hatonn went on to say when an entire culture has developed a large amount of negative karma there is an opportunity for a consciousness, such as Jesus because this consciousness is a special one and is so close to that of the original Thought that it is almost difficult to understand an incarnation of such a being into your chemical illusion, but such was the desire of this consciousness and as the supreme transmuter, as the one known as Jesus was upon His cross, He transmuted the collected negative karma of the past so that it was no more. In 34.5, Ra described how we can deal with karma:

Questioner: If an entity develops what is called a karma in an incarnation, is there then programming that sometimes occurs so that he will experience catalyst that will enable him to get to a point of forgiveness thereby alleviating the karma?

Ra: I am Ra. This is, in general, correct. However, both self and any involved other-self may, at any time through the process of understanding, acceptance, and forgiveness, ameliorate these patterns. This is true at any point in an incarnative pattern. Thus one who has set in motion an action may forgive itself and never again make that error. This also brakes or stops what you call karma.

Two thousand years ago, as you say in your language, your people began with a slate that was wiped clean of karma. However, my friends, your people have been creating another situation that lies somewhat on the negative side. We hope for your sake as well as for ours that you can curb your instincts towards war. And by remembering the Creator and others in each moment of your life, alleviate that karma, little by little, so that there never need be another crucifixion. This is our understanding of the one known to you as Jesus. We know Him also and feel that as a teacher, as one who is one with the Father, and as one who saved His flock fearlessly, He has no equal. This is our understanding of the one you know as Jesus.

But we must remind you, that worship must be not of a man but of a Creator. As Jesus has said to you in his holy work, “It is not I, but my Father in me, that doeth these things.” So let it be with you, my friends, not you but the Creator can live your life also. And each of your days, whatever the external circumstance, may be filled with a special kind of sunshine and Love that comes from being at one with the harmony of the creation.

Then Hatonn said two thousand years ago your people began with a slate that was wiped clean of karma, but your people have been creating another situation that lies somewhat on the negative side, and we hope for your sake as well as for ours that you can curb your instincts towards war by remembering the Creator and others in each moment of your life and alleviate that karma, little by little, so that there never need be another crucifixion, and this is our understanding of Jesus, for we know Him also and feel that as a teacher who is one with the Father, and as one who saved His flock fearlessly, He has no equal, so this is our understanding of Jesus. Then Hatonn said we must remind you, that worship must be not of a man but of a Creator, and as Jesus has said to you in his holy work, “It is not I, but my Father in me, that doeth these things,” so let it be with you, and not you but the Creator can live your life also, and each of your days, whatever the external circumstance, may be filled with a special kind of sunshine and Love that comes from being at one with the creation. On May 17, 1987, Q’uo spoke of what it means to be at one with the creation:

As succeeding energy centers or circuit areas within the energy centers of the seeker are opened and balanced to a minimal degree through a great portion of time and experience, the prana or Love of the Creator will move further and further up the, as you have called it, path of the kundalini until there is the mating with the guiding Light or Polaris of the self, where the seeker is already at one with the creation, so that an experience of conscious unity with the creation becomes available to the seeker. This completing of the circuit of the series of energy centers has been described by many of your people using various terminology, the enlightenment, the contact with intelligent infinity, the nirvana, as some call it.

I would like to close this contact through the instrument known as B, if she would accept our contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(B channeling)

I am with this instrument. It has been a great privilege to be with you this evening. We share our thoughts and understandings with you. We of the Confederation are here at this time to be of service to you in any way that we can. You need only to will yourselves to our contact, and we will be with you. Meditate, my friends, for this is the way to the Creator. And only through meditation and prayer can the negativity which is enveloping your planet be pierced so that the light can neutralize and overcome it. This is still in your power to do. This is part of your service at this critical time for your planet. We are here to help you in this effort. Our Love is with you and our support. You need only avail yourselves to us and we are here. We go in peace, my brothers and sisters. My Love is with you each moment of your existences. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Kroger’s where I bought some sugar free Mango juice and some aluminum foil. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed and fish food. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s where I picked up a prescription for Mupirocin, some Pepzi-Zero, and some non-food items.

This afternoon I was honored to have Heidi from West Virginia drive here to join me for a couple of days so that we can talk about her meeting and working with Don and Carla before I knew them. She has given me some pictures of them that I enjoy seeing as they are so much younger than I remember them. We talked about how they all knew Andrija Puharich during the times of his Mind Link experiment in helping the “space kids,” who we would call wanderers today, develop their telepathic abilities.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 18

The Wonder Of Creation

I am the Spirit of the living God, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love which is the Love of Jesus Christ.

We ask today that your eyes be transformed, that you may gaze in wonder at the majesty of creation.

Hold your hand before your face. Is it not wonderful? By simple thought flex each finger. See the movements. Do not understand them. But gaze in wonder. Touch thumb to finger and reflect upon the excellence of these tools given by the infinite and glorious Creator to those images of Itself that It sends into the world of manifestation.

Look further up into the sky, around the countryside and, most of all, at the excellence of yourself. And be thankful that the Lord has given to His people not only Love and the consciousness of love but a way to manifest and encourage that Love to grow and bear fruit.

We leave you in awe, wonder and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from November 3, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We were attempting to contact both the instrument known as B and the instrument known as M, so that if either of these instruments felt that they were being contacted, they were correct. We urge each of you to improve in your self-confidence, and we will again try to contact you later in the meeting.

Maywe say to you, my friends, that it is a great privilege to be with you this evening. For we speak now to those who do not need to hear our words, for you, my friends, are already awake to the consequences of eternity, and do not need our attempts at inspiration and the provoking of the healing curiosity for more information which we normally need to deal with in our contact with your people through channels such as this one. Thus, we can speak to you, shall we say, face to face, without shading our words as we so often do and we find this to be an enormous honor. And we thank you for the great privilege of being asked to speak to you, who already are conscious of much that we have to say. Thus, with you we may go a bit further. We have been aware of your conversations this evening, and we send to you our comfort and our blessing that you may not be overly concerned for the future. For eternity exists only in the moment. And prudence is not necessarily an ingredient of spiritual good health.

You must of course dwell within your physical vehicles and cope in such a way with your physical existence, that you do not become a stumbling block before others, nor a liar, nor a dissembler. This much attention we must give to our daily habits, and duties, and responsibilities, and we would never encourage anyone to forgo such indicators of a balanced and stable worker along the path. But we say to you, my friends, that you must be mindful of a certain story which has been written in your holy works, and in that story a teacher, known to you as Jesus, was approached by a young man who asked to become a disciple of the great rabbi.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the nature of eternity. They began by saying that it is a privilege to be with you this evening, for we speak to those who do not need to hear our words, for you are awake to the consequences of eternity and do not need our attempts at inspiration and the provoking of the healing curiosity for more information which we need to deal with in our contact with your people through channels such as this one, so we can speak to you face to face, without shading our words as we often do, and we find this to be an honor, so we thank you for the privilege of being asked to speak to you, as you are conscious of much that we have to say, and we may go a bit further, for we have been aware of your conversations this evening, and we send you our blessing that you may not be overly concerned for the future, for eternity exists only in the moment, and prudence is not necessarily an ingredient of spiritual health. Hatonn went on to say you must dwell within your bodies and cope with your physical existence so that you do not become a stumbling block before others, and we must give attention to our daily habits and duties, and we would never encourage anyone to forgo such indicators of a balanced worker along the path, but we say to you that you must be mindful of a certain story which has been written in your holy works, and in that story a teacher, known to you as Jesus, was approached by a young man who asked to become a disciple of the great rabbi. On August 4, 2009, Q’uo spoke about the nature of eternity and how we can achieve it:

That moment of cessation, when the breath is expelled and there is no immediate need to take another breath, is a vacation from being physical. It is an entry into timelessness, infinity, and eternity. It is not complete, in that the heart remains beating and the pulse is flowing through the body. But when it occurs, whether naturally or through yogic exercise, it is an opportunity for the experience of the timeless. There is a tremendous peace and release when it is unnecessary to breathe in or breathe out, and even if it occurs for an instant, it is a precious and helpful resource to the serious seeker to experience that cessation of the breath.

He had listened to the one known as Jesus, and he believed in what He said, and he wished to devote himself to learning more and more. The one known as Jesus turned to him and said: “You are a very good student, and you must do only one thing more if you want to follow me; sell all that you have and give it to the poor, and come and follow me.” You are aware of course, my friends, because you are not introductory students, that this was a parable and not to be taken literally. It is not those things which you have that you must sell; rather, my friends, it’s those things which have you, which chain you in some way and block you from understanding yourself and your true desires that you must shed, as a snake would shed an old and faded skin. These things need not necessarily be physical things. They may be nothing more than ideas and attitudes.

You have heard it said this evening—know yourself! That is the most important thing. And we ask you to consider, not for the future, but now, in each moment, what do you desire? It is said of many in the world that they are selfish because they do what they desire. And what they desire may not meet the models of the society in which they live, and yet we say to you, if you do not do what you desire, you will never be content; you will never be secure; you will never know the present moment to its fullest. There is a misconception, that is greatly spread among your people, that you are beings who are shaped by circumstance. This is not so, my friend, unless you allow it to be so.

Now Hatonn said he had listened to Jesus, and he believed in what He said, and he wished to devote himself to learning more, so as Jesus turned to him and said: “You are a very good student, and you must do only one thing more if you want to follow me; sell all that you have and give it to the poor, and come and follow me,” and you are aware that because you are not introductory students, that this was a parable and not to be taken literally, for it is not those things which you have that you must sell, but it’s those things which chain you in some way and block you from understanding your true desires that you must shed, as a snake would shed an old and faded skin, but these things need not be physical things, for they may be nothing more than ideas and attitudes. Hatonn went on to say you have heard it said this evening: know yourself as that is the most important thing, and we ask you to consider in each moment what you desire, for it is said of many that they are selfish because they do what they desire, and what they desire may not meet the models of the society in which they live, yet we say to you, if you do not do what you desire, you will never be content, and you will never know the present moment to its fullest, for there is a misconception that is spread among your people, that you are beings who are shaped by circumstance, but this is not so unless you allow it to be so. On November 26, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our desire:

As to the imaging of that which you desire, we exhort you to be extremely careful, as you create what you desire and focus upon it, for you shall receive it. However, there is always, as in many of your myths and fairy tales, the difficulty of attempting to control what occurs. The difficulty is this: for every desire there are unsatisfactory side-effects which will occur when the desire has been met. You are then involved in an unbalanced fashion, and some call this karma, with that which you have created as a life and desired within the life pattern.

Therefore, unless the intuition is most deep, heartfelt, and worthy to the self of being held all through the incarnational life experience, we strongly suggest that you are faithful in listening, and when you go forth from your meditation you carry with you the desire to love. One’s path is taken one step at a time, one expression of love at a time, one expression of honesty which may lance a boil of misunderstanding and heal. To communicate with the heart and the Love of the infinite One is to heal, and by the power of that Love the Creator may, if all love, transform and renew the creation of the Creator.

If you are able to remain in contact with the Creator, your life can be totally devoid of circumstance. That is a big “if,” my friends, and it requires constant remembrance of your oneness with the original Thought, so that you become full of joy. Not your own joy, my friends, but the joy of creation, the joy that brings things to life. The joy that transfigures death into resurrection. Such a joy is real and is realistic, and can touch all circumstances and all those about you. If you can maintain to any degree this contact with the Creator, the Creator, working through your higher self, will find Its own way to allow you to become aware of what is right for you. You will not know ahead of time; you may not know an instant before. It will not be an intellectual process; it will occur. And there will be an inner conviction and with that conviction, a peace!

We realize, my friends, that you are sad because your clan has not been able to work at full efficiency during your incarnations so far. If you could only see the number of people that you have touched in your work, in your daily contact, in your friendships, you would know that you have not deviated nor forgotten that love which you came to bespeak to the multitudes. It is possible, and indeed we feel very probable, that the time for drama is over. For your people would not accept it. And thus, you could not do it.

Hatonn continued by saying if you are able to remain in contact with the Creator, your life can be totally devoid of circumstance, but that is a big “if,” and it requires constant remembrance of your oneness with the original Thought, so that you become full of joy–not your own joy–but the joy of creation, the joy that brings things to life, the joy that transfigures death into resurrection, for such a joy is real, and it can touch all circumstances and all those about you, so if you can maintain this contact with the Creator, the Creator, working through your higher self, will find Its way to allow you to become aware of what is right for you, but you will not know ahead of time because it will not be an intellectual process, for it will occur, and there will be an inner conviction and with that conviction, a peace! Now Hatonn said we realize that you are sad because your clan has not been able to work at full efficiency during your incarnations so far, but if you could see the number of people that you have touched in your work and in your friendships, you would know that you have not deviated nor forgotten that love which you came to speak to the multitudes, and it is possible and probable, that the time for drama is over, for your people would not accept it, and you could not do it. On October 15, 1976, Hatonn spoke of the nature of our higher self:

The vibration in which we exist, and the vibration of your higher self is one. We speak to you, and your higher self speaks to you from a vibration which you would call a spiritual one. Our information is not ours, as such, for we are acting as conscious instruments of the Creator. We and your higher self are both imperfect. We do not pretend, nor would your higher self, to know the total truth. Yet our understanding has the benefit of more experience than your consciousness. Therefore, the contact is a valuable one.

There were those who would have helped you, but they could not. For they were not ready to pick up the responsibility of the knowledge that they held. Their inability was due to a simple human failing, and that is what we spoke of earlier. And one could sum it up in the word “greed.” There was something, an ego problem, a personality problem, a favorite activity. Something as small as that which eliminated them from the life of constant service. But you must remember that the space/time continuum is forever flexible and forever changeable, and in your local world each moment is discreet and separate, thus giving you a nearly infinite number of chances to be of perfect service to the Creator.

We are aware of your great hopes, and we honestly do not know what the future may hold, for there are many futures, and we do not know which one you will choose. But we say unto you, that those who love and seek the Creator will find the satisfaction of missions well accomplished, no matter how the plan has evolved, no matter what decisions have led to other decisions, and thus we ask you to live today in a loving way and always to say, “I shall obey the voice of meditation; those thoughts I will weigh.”

Then Hatonn said there were those who would have helped you, but they could not, for they were not ready to pick up the responsibility of the knowledge that they held, and their inability was due to a human failing, and one could sum it up in the word “greed” because there was an ego problem, a personality problem which eliminated them from the life of constant service, but you must remember that the space/time continuum is forever flexible, and in your local world each moment is discreet, thus giving you an infinite number of chances to be of perfect service to the Creator. Hatonn said we are aware of your hopes, and we do not know what the future may hold, for there are many futures, and we do not know which one you will choose, but we say to you that those who love and seek the Creator will find the satisfaction of missions well accomplished, no matter how the plan has evolved, no matter what decisions have led to other decisions, and thus we ask you to live today in a loving way and always to say, “I shall obey the voice of meditation; those thoughts I will weigh.” On September 27, 1981, Hatonn said that meditation was the best way to seek the Creator:

My brother, it is often the case with those expressing great desire to seek the Creator that the meditative state will at first resound with this great calling and this great desire. It is not unusual and should not be given too much emphasis or concern. Remain steady in your seeking, and know that at each moment that you seek in the manner of meditation, that there is a work that is being done within your being, whether you are aware of its fruits or not.

The art of meditation, stated most simply, is that the seeker becomes more and more aware and conscious of this work that is done while meditation is undertaken. If at first you have few glimpses as to the nature of this work and in fact feel that little work could be accomplished amidst such clamor, rest your concerns and your mind will also rest.

We would leave you to silence for a few moments, and then we would attempt to transfer this contact to the one known as B. I am Hatonn.

(B channeling)

[Inaudible]

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument… [inaudible].

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I would with your permission work with the instrument known as K for a brief period, for we would like to make contact with her and make her familiar with our conditioning wave. We would attempt to say a few words to her, if she is willing this time. If not, we wish only to make our presence known to her. If she will relax, we will attempt to do so, at this time. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We were attempting to calibrate our vibration to properly coincide with the basic spiritual vibration of the one known as K. We will continue to work with our sister at any time she may request it. It has been a great privilege to be with you, and we thank you for your patience. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

[Carla makes a tuning sound, twice.]

Jesus: I greet you in the Love and the peace of the infinite Father. I come at your request, and I am known to you as Jesus. Your vibration has reached out to me this evening. And I perceive that you are true disciples, and that you are all too aware of my words, that you must take up your cross and follow me. It is well, my friends, my beloved children, to meditate upon that which is your cross so that you may the better take it up. But I ask you to remember that it is through the cross that you can achieve redemption for all those about you, through your great love and sacrifice and ultimate resurrection. What I wish to say to you now is that you will be aware more and more as you grow towards the consciousness, which you choose to call Christ Consciousness, of the endless wonder of existence in the creation of the Father; to live, my friends, in a constellation of beings who are individual, unique and miraculous; to have, through grace and the Holy Spirit that dwells among you, all power for good and for Love. Think you that you are unworthy of wonder and joy?

Shed your unworthiness! You do not need it, and it does not need you. Enter then into the kingdom which awaits you. A kingdom that is here, my friends, in this illusion, on this plane of existence. Enter into the kingdom of those who have washed in the waters of healing. Know that which is your cross, and love and accept that which is your cross, and so shall you be healed. It may not seem so to the world, but it is your soul that is of significance, and it is your soul that must be healed and washed and, once clean, you shall be called holy and you shall be called chosen. Not by others and not by yourself, but by the impersonal and loving judgment of light. For your souls are the stuff of Light. Thus, heal your souls by constantly standing in consciousness of Love, and wash and wash with that Love until you are clean. Let this be private and secret and speak to no man. For the world will not understand that which you do in the name of the Father.

Jesus wanted to share His path with the group because the group had requested His presence. He began by saying I greet you in the Love and the peace of the infinite Father, and I come at your request, and I am known to you as Jesus, so your vibration has reached out to me this evening, and I perceive that you are true disciples, and that you are all aware of my words, that you must take up your cross and follow me, so it is well my beloved children, to meditate upon that which is your cross so that you may take it up, but I ask you to remember that it is through the cross that you can achieve redemption for all those about you, through your love, sacrifice, and ultimate resurrection, for what I wish to say to you is that you will be aware more as you grow towards the consciousness, which you choose to call Christ Consciousness, of the endless wonder of existence in the creation of the Father, and to live in a constellation of beings who are unique and miraculous; to have, through grace and the Holy Spirit that dwells among you, all power for good and for Love, so think you that you are unworthy of wonder and joy? Then Jesus said shed your unworthiness, for you do not need it, and it does not need you, and enter into the kingdom which awaits you, a kingdom that is here in this illusion, so enter into the kingdom of those who have washed in the waters of healing, and know that which is your cross, and love and accept that which is your cross, and so shall you be healed, but it may not seem so to the world, but it is your soul that is of significance, and it is your soul that must be healed and washed and, once clean, you shall be called holy, and you shall be called chosen, not by others and not by yourself, but by the impersonal and loving judgment of Light, for your souls are the stuff of Light, so heal your souls by constantly standing in consciousness of Love, and wash with that Love until you are clean, but let this be private and secret and speak to no one, for the world will not understand that which you do in the name of the Father. On October 22, 1986, Q’uo described the nature of the consciousness of Love:

We suggest to you, my friends, that there is one consciousness, which in its original and undistorted form may be called Love. The consciousness of Love is the great original Thought, crystal clear and pure, and by its profound, generative nature, the Creator of all that there is.

Thus, the consciousness that is your identity and nature is some distortion, one representation of that one great original Thought of Love which created all that there is. When the conscious mind of man is used without the aid of the deeper mind, very little of the consciousness of Love can be channeled through you from consciousness to manifestation. The person who lives in mind and not in heart lives a dry and arid life, unrelieved by the beauty of Love or the joy of passion, for, indeed, it is those with a passion and joy for knowing the truth, for celebrating friendship, and for seeking Love, that creates the full potential of consciousness for each of you.

But that which is within will come out. And thus, you will become an instrument for Love. What Love I have in me is yours, my brothers and sisters. You are my beloved brethren. And you are next to my heart, as are all conscious beings. Know that you can, and you will be healed of whatever keeps your soul in bondage. And seek always that holy ground which lies beneath your feet wherever you stand. I am with you in prayer. I am by your side in meditation. My love goes with you, my peace I give to you. I am known to you as Jesus. My peace to you, my friends.

Then Jesus said but that which is within will come out, and you will become an instrument for Love, and what Love I have in me is yours, my brothers and sisters, for you are my beloved brethren, and you are next to my heart, as are all conscious beings, so know that you will be healed of whatever keeps your soul in bondage, and seek that holy ground which lies beneath your feet wherever you stand, for I am with you in prayer, and I am by your side in meditation, so my Love goes with you, and my peace I give to you, so I am known to you as Jesus, and my peace to you, my friends. On June 2, 1985, L/Leema spoke of the nature of holy ground:

It is always your choice, each of you, whether or not you shall be afraid, whether or not you shall see, whether or not you shall hear, whether or not you shall understand. This is the work of the self, of the discipline of the self, of the growing love of the self, not on the mundane level, not because of anything that could be considered within the confines of the clay vessel, but because you are upon holy ground, you are sanctified. You are perfect.

This step is so central as the beginning step of service to others and is so difficult compared to action that we emphasize it. You will find that action is far easier than the discipline of the turning of the mind to the Creator, to those things which a child of the Creator may feel as his or her birthright, those things being joy, lightness, power, courage, perseverance, patience, and the compassionate forgiveness that is endless.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am Latwii. I am Latwii. We are sorry, we always have trouble with this instrument, for she is very delicate, and we begin too strongly and have to lighten in our vibration. It is an unusual one, and yet she is very good at receiving it; and we are not used to this because we do not have great success with your people in communicating with them. Therefore, we assume that this entity has a certain amount of light vibration in her makeup. That is perhaps due to her weight—ha, ha! We are aware of the question at hand, and it is somewhat complex. Indeed, due to this instrument’s abominable knowledge of very little geography, we will only attempt to speak about the question at hand. The vibrations in the Earth are somewhat generalized, however, the one known as Hatonn had been, until very recently, in China, due to an extremely complex situation internationally. We will attempt to sort it out, but you must be aware, that our answer is somewhat simplistic.

The entity known as China is a backward nation with many people. They do not have the monetary strength of their northern neighbor, which is Russia. And although it would seem that they would be natural allies, China has a set of leaders at this time which are in fiercest enmity with the leaders of Russia. You must understand that we consider such things as ideology perfectly ridiculous since all of your people fail to live out Love. Even in your own America you consider the pursuit of happiness and not the pursuit of understanding of Love as the most important right of each human being. Thus, you have a nation which disports itself instead of becoming disciplined and wise enough to use the great resources that are at your disposal.

Latwii wanted to speak about the difficulties between China and Russia. They began by saying that due to this instrument’s lack of knowledge of geography, we will attempt to speak about the question at hand, so the vibrations in the Earth are generalized, but Hatonn had been, until very recently, in China, due to a complex situation internationally, and we will attempt to sort it out, but you must be aware, that our answer is somewhat simplistic. Latwii continued by saying China is a backward nation with many people, and they do not have the monetary strength of their northern neighbor, which is Russia, and although it would seem that they would be natural allies, China has leaders which are fierce enemies with the leaders of Russia, so you must understand that we consider ideology ridiculous since all of your people fail to live out of Love, for even in America you consider the pursuit of happiness and not the pursuit of understanding of Love as the most important right of each human being, so you have a nation which enjoys itself instead of becoming disciplined and wise enough to use the resources that are at your disposal. On August 27, 1976, Hatonn spoke of how we may benefit by seeking an understanding of Love:

As you seek the mind of the Creator, which is Love, you are seeking something entirely different. You are not seeking something which has a limitation, which offers limitations. You are seeking just the opposite, for true knowledge and understanding gives freedom—always. And as you seek to loosen the bonds of those things which imprison your soul, you are seeking a Love which is so articulated, so fastidiously realized, that it is indeed that which is a perfect knowledge, a perfect understanding, and yet the energy of this understanding, far from being a separator or divider, is a unifier. Love unites all things, Love combines all things, ameliorates all difficulties, heals the wounds that you may have. A complete understanding of Love, fully realized in your life, will heal you on whatever level you need to be healed—and many, many are the hurts, my friends, that do not show, yet are grievously painful within your life experiences. To gain an understanding of Love is a process which is greatly aided by what we call meditation, what you are doing now.

There is some wisdom in China but not at this time in its leaders. They seek to undermine the advances of Russia in world events. They seek to do this by many means. They have started a conflagration in your Indo-China area which even now is burning out of control. They have attempted to make allies of the United States by offering great incentives to invest capital and technology in China while at the same time planning, at the nearest and most convenient opportunity, to use nuclear tactics to destroy both Russia and the United States. For in China the leaders believe very closely in the classical ideology of Marx in which there is a worldwide struggle, out of which come the victors, that is, the Chinese. Their hatred of Russia stems from their observation that Russia has relaxed its relentless drive towards world domination and is content simply to be a very powerful communist influence. The Chinese play a cleverer game of international politics than their Russian counterparts. And their influence spreads as far towards your West Coast as the Philippines in which there is some unrest which is fomented at times by Chinese encouragement.

Thus, the one known as Hatonn was extremely interested in sending vibrations of Love to these leaders. For if pressed too far, if Russia had then realized what China was seriously considering, it in turn might very easily have attacked Western Europe, because at this time, Western Europe lies almost defenseless against their weapons. The great difficulty here, of course, is that it is unlikely that any soldier would allow the nuclear destruction of one side without automatically returning fire and destroying the other side. What would be left would be a maimed and ruined physical illusion, for we do not feel that it is within our rights to violate the free will of those upon your planet if they wish to bomb each other.

Questioner: Does every person have an angel? Latwii went on to say there is some wisdom in China but not at this time in its leaders, for they seek to undermine the advances of Russia in world events, and they seek to do this by many means, so they have started a fire in your Indo-China area which is burning out of control, and they have attempted to make allies of the United States by offering incentives to invest capital and technology in China while at the same time planning to use nuclear tactics to destroy both Russia and the United States, for in China the leaders believe in the classical ideology of Marx in which there is a worldwide struggle, out of which they will be the winners, and their hatred of Russia stems from their observation that Russia has relaxed its relentless drive towards world domination and is content to be a very communist influence, but the Chinese play a cleverer game of international politics than their Russian counterparts, and their influence spreads as far towards your West Coast as the Philippines in which there is some unrest which is fomented at times by Chinese encouragement. Now Latwii said Hatonn was interested in sending vibrations of Love to these leaders, for if pressed too far, and if Russia had realized what China was considering, it might have attacked Western Europe because at this time Western Europe lies almost defenseless against their weapons, and the difficulty here is that it is unlikely that any soldier would allow the nuclear destruction of one side without automatically returning fire and destroying the other side, and what would be left would be a ruined physical illusion, for we do not feel that it is within our rights to violate the free will of those upon your planet if they wish to bomb each other. In 21.17, Ra said that there were Confederation planetary entities who send Love and Light to planets like Earth:

I am Ra. There dwell within the Confederation planetary entities who from their planetary spheres do nothing but send Love and Light as pure streamings to those who call. This is not in the form of conceptual thought but of pure and undifferentiated Love.

As we have said before, we work only to save the soul, not the body. We will and have successfully neutralized before the disintegrating effect of nuclear weapons upon the etheric or electrical body—or as you might call it, the spiritual body or soul—of entities who are subjected to a physical transition due to atom or nuclear bombing. Furthermore, the Chinese are interested in the outcome of Russian interests in Third World countries and have engaged in active espionage which involves the theft of fissionable material for use in unauthorized nuclear devices. Among nations who are ruled by those who do not have the mental capacity to understand what they might unleash, but only understand the prestige of owning a nuclear device, this so-called nuclear proliferation is very dangerous. And each new source of nuclear attack increases the potential for this becoming a reality. Thus, Hatonn, who is one of our Confederation’s most strongly loving entities, has turned its planetary consciousness entirely several times towards these leaders and at times those of Russia.

Then Latwii said we work only to save the soul, not the body, and we will and have successfully neutralized before the disintegrating effect of nuclear weapons upon the spiritual body or soul of entities who are subjected to a physical transition due to atom bombing, so the Chinese are interested in the outcome of Russian interests in Third World countries and have engaged in active espionage which involves the theft of fissionable material for use in unauthorized nuclear devices, and among nations who are ruled by those who do not have the mental capacity to understand what they might unleash, but they only understand the prestige of owning a nuclear device, so nuclear proliferation is very dangerous, and each new source of nuclear attack increases the potential for this becoming a reality, so Hatonn, who is one of our Confederation’s most strongly loving entities, has turned its planetary consciousness entirely towards these leaders and at times those of Russia. In 26.22-.23, Ra explained how they neutralized the effect of atomic weapons on the soul or spirit in Hiroshima or Nagasaki:

Questioner: I don’t fully understand what you mean by that. Could you expand a little bit?

Ra: I am Ra. The use of intelligent energy transforming matter into energy is of such a nature among these weapons that the transition from space/time third density to time/space third density or what you may call your heaven worlds is interrupted in many cases.

Therefore, we are offering ourselves as those who continue the integration of soul or spirit complex during transition from space/time to time/space.

 Questioner: Could you please give me an example from, let us say, Hiroshima or Nagasaki of how this is done?

Ra: I am Ra. Those who were destroyed, not by radiation, but by the trauma of the energy release, found not only the body/mind/spirit complex made unviable, but also a disarrangement of that unique vibratory complex you have called the spirit complex, which we understand as a mind/body/spirit complex, to be completely disarranged without possibility of re-integration. This would be the loss to the Creator of part of the Creator, and thus we were given permission, not to stop the events, but to ensure the survival of the, shall we say, disembodied mind/body/spirit complex. This we did in those events which you mention, losing no spirit, or portion, or holograph, or microcosm of the macrocosmic Infinite One.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We are glad and are sorry that we cannot be more specific through this instrument but her knowledge of geography is truly the pits. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We would be glad to, my sister, for our vibration is a simple one. We have gone through your experiences, and we have gone through the experiences of the ones of Hatonn, and our level of experience is one level closer to the original Thought, so that we no longer have bodies as you know them, but are Light beings normally moving about as balls of Light which can appear to you as UFO’s. We are of a vibration in which many of your so-called angels also move, and therefore we find great delight in singing, laughing, music of all kinds and the great beauty of colors, and shapes, and harmonies. It is our particular purpose, at this time within the Confederation, to monitor and begin to understand the various vibrations upon your planet in each density, so that we may better be able to aid those upon your planet. Thus, we spend a great deal of time examining the spectrum of vibration in each of your densities. We enjoy this tremendously, and as we focus on each color, we immerse ourselves in it and float about in it as bubbles on a string.

Your planet is very beautiful, and despite many a dark shadow due to negativity, we find it a very beautiful place and put every effort towards preserving that which is beautiful in the thoughts of so many. When you laugh, when you hum, when you think a half a thought, know that we are with you and are joining in your laughter. Does this answer your question? May we ask you, especially—if you are sad, to call upon us? You cannot be sad when you are full of Light, and that is our vibration. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner may have asked about the nature of Latwii. They replied by saying we have gone through your experiences, and we have gone through the experiences of the ones of Hatonn, and our level of experience is one level closer to the original Thought, so that we no longer have bodies as you know them, but are Light beings normally moving about as balls of Light which can appear to you as UFO’s, and we are of a vibration in which many of your angels also move, and we find delight in singing, laughing, music of all kinds and the beauty of colors, and shapes, and harmonies, for it is our purpose to monitor and begin to understand the various vibrations upon your planet in each density, so that we may better aid those upon your planet, so we spend time examining the spectrum of vibration in each of your densities, and we enjoy this, and as we focus on each color, we immerse ourselves in it and float about in it as bubbles on a string. Latwii continued by saying your planet is beautiful, and despite many a dark shadow due to negativity, we find it a beautiful place and put every effort towards preserving that which is beautiful in the thoughts of so many, so when you laugh, or when you think a half a thought, know that we are with you and are joining in your laughter. On January 18, 1981, Oxal said that we are also Light beings:

When there is that which spins, you may call it a top or a gyroscope, there is always a center which allows the whirling to continue to be balanced. As you are Light beings, the energy which spins you is called Love. The balance must come from the coordination of Light and the polarities of Love. Therefore, please think upon the virtues of the balanced gyroscope, which is always aware of the level and true path. And in your meditation seek always to know your own center.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct, my sister. Angels are assigned to people.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: That is correct.

Questioner: Does every person have an angel?

Latwii: Most have more than one angel, depending upon how much of a stinker they really are. The ones who are kindly affectioned, one to another, have as many as twelve, that is normally the complete assortment of angels that one individual will have. Angels exist as part of the higher personality of each individual in order to give guidance, self-confidence and a feeling of support. Very few among your people know how to call upon their angels, and yet they are there, and they are as full of Love and Light as are we. But they are members of your planetary sphere, and thus they have the right to do a little bit more for you than we can. In other words, they have the right to be with you, whether you request it or not.

Their rights only stop at the point where the person denies that there are such beings, denies the deity, the Spirit, and Love itself. This does not remove the angel from the person, but it renders the angel completely helpless, and so the angel patiently and consistently will set up again and again a situation, in which the person who does not believe will see something which, if they think about it, can open the door to belief. This much an angel may do; we cannot. We can only come when we are specifically called. For we are not of your planetary sphere, and thus must obey the law of Creation, which is total free will.

Questioner asked: “Does every person have an angel?” Then Latwii said most have more than one angel, depending upon how much of a stinker they really are, and the ones who are kindly, one to another, have as many as twelve, which is normally the number of angels that one will have, for angels exist as part of the higher personality of each individual in order to give guidance and a feeling of support, and few among your people know how to call upon their angels, yet they are there, and they are as full of Love and Light as are we, but they are members of your planetary sphere, so they have the right to do more for you than we can, so they have the right to be with you, whether you request it or not. Latwii went on to say their rights stop at the point where the person denies that there are such beings, denies Spirit, and Love Itself, but this does not remove the angel from the person, but it renders the angel helpless, and so the angel patiently will set up again and again a situation in which the person who does not believe will see something which, if they think about it, can open the door to belief, so this much an angel may do, but we can only come when we are called because we are not of your planetary sphere, and we must obey the law of Creation, which is total free will. On November 16, 1980, Latwii spoke of the law of Creation: 

There is a law in your physics that says there is an equal and opposite reaction, and this can be true unless a higher law of Creation is invoked. And that law is forgiveness. If you can forgive yourself, or if you can forgive another you have eliminated that much karma. You have nulled the action, and there will be no reaction. This is what the master known as Jesus was exemplifying. He stopped the wheel of karma and so may you, without being quite so dramatic.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: It depends upon your state of belief as to whether angels can physically aid you. If you believe in their reality, they can do almost anything, for grace is given unto those who believe. And the angels are the ministers of that grace. They are people such as you, who have learned through many lifetimes to glorify and praise the Creator. Thus, having learned, the angel can pass on the power and the invocation of Light. There is nothing more powerful than the Light of the Spirit. Thus, if you pray and hear the rustle of angels’ wings, so be it. You have made contact with a part of your personality that links you with the perfection of the Creator.

It is, however, incumbent upon the angel to know the limits of the laws of Creation and the will of the Creator. Thus, the angels’ laws are not those of your illusion but those of reality, and so it may seem at times that your requests are not being met. And if this is so, it is because it is not the will of your higher self which shares the perfection of the Creator. For remember that you yourself are the co-Creator with the Creator and thus a perfect being, who in some part of yourself knows what you must learn, and how you must learn it in this particular experience. Those who make complete use of their meditation, their prayer, and their faith lead the life of harmony that you would expect of one who lives with the knowledge of the Love and the plan of the Creator. The angels are simply messengers of this Love, as are we.

Questioner seems to have a follow up question about angels. So Latwii said it depends upon your state of belief as to whether angels can physically aid you, so if you believe in their reality, they can do almost anything, for grace is given unto those who believe, and angels are the ministers of grace, and they are people such as you, who have learned through many lifetimes to glorify and praise the Creator, and having learned, the angel can pass on the power and the invocation of Light, for there is nothing more powerful than the Light of the Spirit, so if you pray and hear the rustle of angels’ wings, so be it, for you have made contact with a part of your personality that links you with the perfection of the Creator. Then Latwii said it is necessary for the angel to know the limits of the laws of Creation and the will of the Creator, for the angels’ laws are not those of your illusion but those of reality, and so it may seem at times that your requests are not being met, and if this is so, it is because it is not the will of your higher self which shares the perfection of the Creator, for remember that you are the co-Creator with the Creator and thus a perfect being who, in some part of yourself, knows what you must learn, and how you must learn it in this particular experience, for those who make complete use of their meditation, their prayer, and their faith lead the life of harmony that you would expect of one who lives with the knowledge of the Love and the plan of the Creator, so the angels are messengers of this Love, as are we. On February 12, 2011, Q’uo gave a detailed description of various kinds of angels:

The hierarchy of the angels of which you have asked us is just as regular and predictable. You have angels at the level of Creator, and you have angels at the level of personal angels. You have everything in between. They carry responsibilities according to their hierarchy. What makes angels unique is that they have never left the vibration of the Creator. They have never departed from the one original Thought of unconditional Love. They have never incarnated, and they never will. While they have characteristics that can seem to be like a personality, to say that angels have a personality is to anthropomorphize incorrectly.

Angels are Love. Angels are Love responsible for realms in a hierarchical manner. There are those which work with your sub-Logos, the sun, in creating the archetypal mind and the blueprint for the densities in this particular creation. There are angels who are attracted to vibrations and flock to those whose vibrations are beautiful to them. You may not feel beautiful, dear ones, especially when you are struggling, yet to those who vibrate in unconditional Love, the qualities of one who is seeking to learn and to serve are irresistible. It takes a great deal of courage to persist in a spiritual preoccupation, and each of you is very beautiful to us and to the angels.

There are two basic energies which angels have to offer. One is the simple energy of Love Itself, and the other is a feeling of safety, which could be called a healing energy. Both of those aspects are the resources which angels have to offer. Angels also have connections with the four elements and the four directions,  so that as you become more and more aware of the correspondences between certain archangels and certain energies, certain powers and certain directions, you become more able to cleanse your habitation or the area around you with the help of the archangels.

There is another class of angels that is indeed angelic and yet these angels have had incarnations. Those are the entities who have chosen to be angels but were not angels from the Creator. Yet between incarnations it became apparent to these souls that the work that they wished to do was angelic. And so, these entities were incarnated and lived for a short time on this terrestrial ball you call Earth. And then, seemingly far before their time, they were taken. Instead of moving into the healing of the incarnation and the choosing of another incarnation, these particular entities move into the angelic realm. They are able to become angels because of their innocence within incarnation. These little ones are especially fond of those whose hearts are open and are very grateful to rest in that open heart that will accept them.

As this instrument mentioned before the meditation began, it is critical, if you wish to work with angels, to thank them, and to ask them to participate in your life, to be with you and to share their Love and their healing and their feeling of safety. If you do not ask them, they cannot break free will. Therefore, it is important to remember each day to thank the angels that are around you and to ask them to continue helping you.

Does this answer your question?

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Latwii: We thank you, my sister, for without you we would be talking to thin air. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

We at this time, before we leave you, would like to share with you a color which we are now experiencing. It is a violet vibration, and we find it extremely beautiful and very much in tune with you at this time. If you will pause for a second, we will send this to you. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I will leave this instrument at this time. It is a great pleasure to be asked to speak with you. We are always surprised to be asked, for we do not speak to many groups but only those who are ready for our somewhat demented attitudes. We hope that we can help with these few foolish words, and we leave you in the greatest Love and Light which is that of the Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard into two piles. Then I put them into three garbage cans for yard waste pickup tomorrow.

This afternoon I went outside and used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the front yard and side yard into the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery. Then I used my big mower, Venus, to mulch the leaves into dust.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 17

God’s Active Voice

I am of the principle of Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love in Christ.

My voice is a cry upon the wind heard by the heart and spoken through lips such as those who shape these words. Yet my nature is inseparable from the great Creator and preserver of all life. Thus, beneath our words is the energy of life, the constant apprehension of unity.

We are God’s active voice in the world of physical incarnation. We are that great stock of inspiration and imagination from which any soul may draw. We are the living water of the consciousness of Love. And we come to you as you will and as you ask, and sometimes as an angel unawares do we appear.

May you seek to live more fully this day, calling upon and resting in the vivifying energy of Love. In peace we leave you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling today comes from September 27, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator, in whose name we come among your people to speak to you of the joy and the power that is yours as a birthright. We would like to greet one who is new to our group this evening, one who is known as S, and wish him well. There is some difficulty in transmission this evening due to the necessity of our using relay computers in order to speak with you. However, we hope that you will be patient with us. For we are expending a great deal of energy at this time working with some of the leaders of your world’s people in hope that we may improve their desires for peace and brotherhood among the nations of your sphere.

We are sure that it has occurred to you, my friends, to ask the same question that has been asked by the one known as David who wrote in your holy works, “Who is man that thou art mindful of him, that thou visiteth him?” Who are you, my friends, and what is your relationship to the Creator? When we can speak to you of the things that are natural in your world, it is so much easier for you to understand your relationship to the Creator. For in your present society, your relationship to the Creator has become very tenuous and very difficult to grasp.

Were you a farmer, as you strew your seeds in the spring you would be doing the creative work given to you by the Creator. And you would be with the Creator as a co-Creator, spreading life, being of service, living in such a way that you could see the production of fulfillment which comes as a result of labor. In your present society, my friends, instead of your taking that which the Creator has provided and regenerating it, for the most part your society destroys it. Those of you who can properly understand your relationship with your Creator, you must go to the creation and study the interrelationships of the various parts of a delicately balanced and infinitely flexible arrangement that that creation constitutes.

Hatonn asked who we are and what our relationship is to the Creator. Hatonn began by saying we are sure that it has occurred to you to ask the same question that has been asked by David who wrote in your holy works: “Who is man that thou art mindful of him, that thou visiteth him?” Who are you, my friends, and what is your relationship to the Creator?” When we can speak to you of the things that are natural in your world, it is easier for you to understand your relationship to the Creator, for in your society, your relationship to the Creator has become difficult to grasp. Hatonn went on to say were you a farmer, as you planted seeds in the spring you would be doing creative work given to you by the Creator, and you would be with the Creator as a co-Creator being of service and living in such a way that you could see the fulfillment which comes as a result of labor, and in your present society instead of your taking that which the Creator has provided and regenerating it, your society destroys it, so those of you who can understand your relationship with your Creator must go to the creation and study the interrelationships of the various parts of a balanced and flexible arrangement that that creation constitutes. On February 13, 1998, Q’uo spoke of the nature of creative work:

This instrument, for instance, desires to be led by what she calls the Holy Spirit. In choosing the Holy Spirit this entity has done two things. Firstly, she has chosen, within the mythical system she has felt most kinship to, to trust and cast her loyalty upon a certain kind of entity. Secondly, she has called upon herself, for guidance comes from the deeper or higher self. Each mythical system gives one a way to realize these connections. Without choosing a mythical system to work with the seeker must create a way of proceeding. Shall it be to name the name and to call upon that name? Shall it be to call upon a certain vibrational level that is desired? This is creative work in consciousness for the individual seeker.

Who are you that the Creator may visit you? You, my friends, are part of the Creator. It is as simple as that. You and all those things which are alive constitute a consciousness, the sum of which is the Creator. At any one time, there is a great pool of unconscious love spreading forth from the Creation as brightly and indiscriminately as does your sun spread Light to your planet. But you, my friends, are not part of that pool of consciousness that is undifferentiated. You are part of that great circle of learning and evolution which marks the traveling back to the Creator hence you came. Thus, we ask you to appreciate it. Because of the Creator’s Love of you as that of identity, the Creator loves those parts of Itself, which of their own free will are traveling back towards the Creator, however slow or fast their trip may be. The Creator loves Itself as It must. And as for you, my friends, what shall you do? In that same poem in your holy works the one known as David exclaims, “How excellent is thy name in all the world.”

If you can but feel the closeness of the Creator, the reality of the Love of the Creator, so that you too wish to exclaim how excellent are your works, you may feel then a compassion and an understanding for the unhappy creations of man, which have so complicated your picture within your chemical illusion at this time. You as people have a great responsibility for you are part of a planetary consciousness which desperately needs those who can love rather than feel negative feelings, who can feel compassion rather than judgment, who can be a mirror edged with hope rather than a black hole, sucking all that is good from the creation by sheer gravity.

Then Hatonn said you are part of the Creator, and it is as simple as that, for you and all things which are alive are a consciousness, which is the Creator, so at any time there is a pool of unconscious Love spreading forth from the Creation as brightly as does your sun spread Light to your planet, but you are not part of that pool of consciousness that is undifferentiated, for you are part of that circle of evolution which marks the traveling back to the Creator where you came from, so we ask you to appreciate it because of the Creator’s Love of you is that of identity, and the Creator Loves those parts of Itself, which of their own free will are traveling back to the Creator, however slow or fast their trip may be, and the Creator loves Itself as It must, and as for you: “What shall you do? In that same poem in your holy works the one known as David exclaims, “How excellent is thy name in all the world.” Now Hatonn said if you can feel the reality of the Love of the Creator, so that you too wish to exclaim how excellent are your works, you may feel compassion for the unhappy creations of humanity, which have complicated your picture within your chemical illusion at this time, so you as people have a great responsibility for you are part of a planetary consciousness which desperately needs those who can love rather than feel negative feelings, who can feel compassion rather than judgment, who can be a mirror edged with hope rather than a black hole, sucking all that is good from the creation by gravity. In 49.8, Ra described the way that we can affect planetary consciousness:

The type of meditation which may be called visualization has as its goal not that which is contained in the meditation itself. Visualization is the tool of the adept. Those who learn to hold visual images in mind are developing an inner concentrative power that can transcend boredom and discomfort. When this ability has become crystallized in an adept the adept may then do polarizing in consciousness without external action, which can affect the planetary consciousness. This is the reason for existence of the so-called White Magician. Only those wishing to pursue the conscious raising of planetary vibration will find visualization to be a particularly satisfying type of meditation.

Contemplation or the consideration in a meditative state of an inspiring image or text is extremely useful also among your people, and the faculty of will called praying is also of a potentially helpful nature. Whether it is indeed an helpful activity depends quite totally upon the intentions and objects of the one who prays.

In daily meditation where you go without a group, you may go into a place where you can be in touch with a place of excellence that is not only within yourself, but is part of an infinite life stream, inhabited by many, many beings of great knowledge and understanding from your own inner planes and from the similar spiritual planes of other dimensions. We ask you to come to that place, using your own judgment and discrimination, not because we advise you. For we do not know the absolute truth, but can only give you the guidance as we understand it to be right, that we know. We tell you these things in the spirit of helpfulness, and because we truly desire that as many of your people as possible be found. For many are lost from your flock, and if you can find them and bring them into the fold of understanding of the original Thought of the Creator, there is a joy that will ring in the very heavens, for each soul is precious to the Creator.

And what will happen, my friends, to those who are not to be brought into the fold at this time, to those who indeed desire to be distracted and numbed and removed from all thought of those events which may take place outside the compass of their very circumscribed and short earthly life? Do not worry, my friends, nor pass any judgment, for they will have an infinite amount of time in which to pursue their ultimate destiny. For the road can only go one way and that is towards knowledge of Love. People may learn quickly, they may learn very slowly. They may spend an entire incarnation declining to learn, but they will not lose what they have learned before and there are an infinite number of chances to learn again. For the Creator is truly compassionate.

Hatonn continued by saying in daily meditation you may go into a place where you can be in touch with a place of excellence that is not only within yourself but is part of an infinite life stream, inhabited by many beings of understanding from your inner planes and from the spiritual planes of other dimensions, so we ask you to come to that place, using your discrimination, not because we advise you, for we do not know the absolute truth, but we can give you guidance as we understand it to be right, and we tell you these things because we desire that as many of your people as possible be found, for many are lost from your flock, and if you can find them and bring them into the fold of understanding of the Original Thought of the Creator, there is a joy that will ring in very heavens, for each soul is precious to the Creator. Hatonn continued by saying: “What will happen to those who desire to be distracted and removed from all thought of those events which may take place outside the compass of their short earthly life?” But do not pass judgment, for they will have an infinite amount of time in which to pursue their destiny, for the road can only go one way, and that is towards knowledge of Love, so people may learn quickly, or they may learn slowly, and they may spend an entire incarnation declining to learn, but they will not lose what they have learned before, and there is an infinite number of chances to learn again, for the Creator is compassionate. In 82.10, Ra described the Original Thought of the Creator:

The One Original Thought is the harvest of all previous, if you would use this term, experience of the Creator by the Creator. As It decides to know Itself It generates Itself into that plenum, full of the glory and the power of the One Infinite Creator which is manifested to your perceptions as space or outer space. Each generation of this knowing begets a knowing which has the capacity, through free will, to choose methods of knowing Itself. Therefore, gradually, step by step, the Creator becomes that which may know Itself, and the portions of the Creator partake less purely in the power of the original word or thought. This is for the purpose of refinement of the one original thought. The Creator does not properly create as much as It experiences Itself.

It is only you, my friends, who are so judgmental. We ask you not to build the Creator in your image but to build yourself in the Creator’s image insofar as you can. Giving love, giving a kind ear, giving a gentle thought, perhaps simply giving a refraining from negative answers and above all, remembering to sow the seeds that the Creator has given you to sow when you feel that the ground is fertile. Never forcing yourself on stony ground, upon sand, but always responding to the question, to the interest, to the wonder, in such a way that that person may be alerted to the thought that there may be more to the life they are now experiencing than they had previously thought.  

It is this inspiration, my friends, that we hoped to give you and ask you to share. For each of you has talents. They are not yours, they have been given you by an infinite Creator. Each talent is different, and each one creates a responsibility. We ask you to use your talents in love and in compassion. To do this, you must meditate, for there is no other way to remember the excellence of the name of the Creator. Not in the world, my friends, where things are not upon the surface entirely excellent. You must go beneath the surface and find the world of the Creator and the Law of Love which totally annihilates the world of humanity and the law of power.

Now Hatonn said it is you who are judgmental, so we ask you not to build the Creator in your image but to build yourself in the Creator’s image as far as you can by giving love, a kind ear, a gentle thought, and refraining from negative answers and remembering to sow the seeds that the Creator has given you to sow when you feel that the ground is fertile, but never force yourself on stony ground, but always respond to the question, in such a way that that person may be alerted to the thought that there may be more to the life they are now experiencing than they had previously thought.  Hatonn said it is this inspiration that we hoped to give you and ask you to share, for each of you has talents, but they are not yours, for they have been given you by an infinite Creator, and each talent is different, and each one creates a responsibility, so we ask you to use your talents in love and compassion, and to do this, you must meditate, for there is no other way to remember the excellence of the name of the Creator in the world where things are not upon the surface excellent, so you must go beneath the surface and find the world of the Creator and the Law of Love which totally annihilates the world of humanity and the law of power. In 1.7, Ra described the nature of an Infinite Creator:

That which is infinite cannot be many, for many-ness is a finite concept. To have infinity you must identify or define that infinity as unity; otherwise, the term does not have any referent or meaning. In an Infinite Creator there is only unity. You have seen simple examples of unity. You have seen the prism which shows all colors stemming from the sunlight. This is a simplistic example of unity.

I would pause at this time so that Laitos may speak. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument, and I thank you for allowing me to speak with you this evening. I greet you in Love and in Light. We were attempting to contact the one known as M, and with her permission we will again attempt to say a sentence or two to her. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(M channeling)

I am…

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We had good contact with the one known as M, for which we thank her very much. We would like to get just one or two more sentences from her, so that she will build her confidence in her ability to give a more extended message, and so if she will be patient with us, we will again attempt to speak just a few sentences to her. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(M channeling)

I am Laitos. I… I… I… I… [inaudible].

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We are most pleased with the one known as M, for we feel we have made a great breakthrough in working with her. Whereas before there was a serious doubt in the instrument’s mind as to whether she wished to pursue the service, she is now dealing only with the problem of analyzing our thoughts as they come to her and therefore stopping the flow of ideas. However, we did give this instrument a word-by-word description of what we were going to say through her, and she received correctly until she stopped. This is said to give the instrument confidence that she may continue, shall we say, to let it all hang out, and thereby be of service to others. For when the lock is broken of fear of speaking without sense, then the instrument will have begun to help in the same way that she herself perhaps feels that she has been helped. And we are very grateful for each channel that we may use.

We thank our sister M, and will continue to work with her in deepening her conditioning wave at any time she would request it. We would at this time like to condition the one who is somewhat near to this group, known as S. And due to the fact that we are not totally familiar with his vibratory pattern, we will be experimenting somewhat with the vibration.

Therefore, if the vibration becomes somewhat intense, we would ask that he mentally request that we moderate the vibration. This vibration’s use is twofold. First of all it is intended as a kind of carrier wave for the meditative strength of the individual, so that his own meditation may be deeper. Secondly, if he wishes to become an instrument, it is a vehicle for the conditioning pattern which normally involves the sensation of, the movement of the parts of the mouth and throat which are normally used for speaking. This is to indicate that we are present and that the incident is not occurring only in the instrument’s head. We will not attempt to speak to him this evening but only to give him an idea of how our vibration feels. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument and would wish to thank the one known as S. We, as we have said, are with those who ask for our presence mentally, at any time that they do so. If at any time you would wish us to leave, you have merely to request mentally that we do so. For it is our desire not to interfere at any time with the free will of those who dwell upon your planet, but only to make available to them our love and our thoughts. I am Laitos. I will leave you now in love and light. Adonai.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am very glad to be with you and speak to you in Love and Light. We were attempting to say hello to you through the one known as M and although we made contact, she was somewhat perplexed due to the fact that we have not spoken to her before, and our vibration is quite different from that of Hatonn. We merely wish to say greetings and Love as we enjoy understanding the fifth dimension of your planet at this time. We are on watch here cataloguing the various vibrations of that plane and from this point we look upon your people with great Love. We send you that Love. We pass the meeting now back to Hatonn, who has waited patiently for us to stick our noses into his meeting. Adonai, my friends. Adonai, in the name of the Creator.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I return to this instrument, as always, with the name of the Creator upon our lips. We will pause only to ask if there are questions at this time. Please feel free to ask about anything about which you may be curious at this time. Are there any questions at this time?

[Pause]

We are aware that there are questions, but we do not feel that we can interrupt the free will of those who would ask but who have decided not to at this time, by answering them. We apologize for the somewhat slow nature of this communication. As we say, it has been through what you would call a machine that we have sent our thoughts. But Latwii is as busy as are we at this time, and so we are attempting to speak to you ourselves, although we are not in your skies at this time.

We ask you, my friends, to remember those things which are true and beautiful in your life, in your dreams, in your thoughts, and to refrain from being discouraged at this great reservoir of experience which does not meet the ideal to cherish. You must understand that all upon which you look is a part of yourself. If you are unhappy with what you see, the only alternative is to learn to love it. Not foolishly, but with understanding. Only Love can give you that divine understanding and only meditation can give you access to the original Thought of the Creator which is that Love.

I leave you, my friends, in that Love and the infinite Light which It has created throughout this great creation of many universes, many dimensions, and many times. We leave you with the Creator. We are your brothers and sisters, and we are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I had my biannual doctor’s appointment with my Rheumatologist. Then I went to my Dermatologist and got a year’s refill of Mupirocin.

This afternoon I changed out the sugar syrup in my two hummingbird feeders and my neighbor’s hummingbird feeder. Then I set the sprinkler in three locations around the fish pond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 16

A Home In Each Willing Heart

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of Christ’s love.

What a blessing it is for the spirit to find ears willing to hear and hearts open to receive the spirit of the Lord! For though the spirit broods over every living thing, fulfilling in every possible way the promise of infinite love and infinite life, yet still many hearts are shut to us. And those who open to us do not linger long ofttimes.

How grateful we are to find a home in each willing heart, to find consciousnesses who wish the gifts of the spirit. Though your lives be busy, may you linger long today at odd moments within the holy ground of your own heart, to know and feel the love and will of God in Jesus Christ and to reach forth an arm filled with the strength of perfect love to bring into manifestation the fruits of that love.

Whether these acts be the act of the mother with the child, the hand of the businessman with a customer, or the hand of a head of state with the fate of a nation, yet are all these acts potentially filled with perfect love.

We leave you in that peace which cannot be explained yet which is more powerful than that peace which is only the absence of violence, the peace of Christ, now and forever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling today comes from September 18, 1979:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in Love and in Light of the infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege, once more…

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It is only a short time now till we meet.

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I am sorry about the delay. We are having some difficulty at this time.

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I am sorry about the delay. We will continue. I will sign.

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Sorry, this instrument has [inaudible]. Conditions are not perfect at this time for contact. I shall start over.

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I am Hatonn. I am very privileged to be with you this evening. It is unfortunate that I am unable at this time to contact the rest of your group, for we have something important to tell you this evening.

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Carla: May I ask a question?

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Is it possible for you to continue through the instrument known as Don?

Hatonn: I am sorry for the delay. We are having difficulties.

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(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in Love and Light. We are using this instrument, although she is reluctant to channel at this time, due to her desire to hear our channeling through another instrument. Due to the fact that the one known as Carla is often the only channel, shall we say, in a group, she does not have the opportunity to experience the listening to our words, which has been her inspiration for many years. We are aware that she misses this. And, thus, we were attempting to use the instrument known as Don, both to please the one known as Carla and also due to the fact that we have information which could be channeled through a more scientifically-oriented instrument, which this instrument will only be able to touch upon in the most general sense, due to her lack of understanding in these areas.

Before we continue through this instrument, therefore, we shall once again attempt to make once again contact with the one known as Don, if he would refrain from analyzing our words, and if he is willing, we would so desire. I would now try to transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

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(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We must use this instrument, and so we will attempt to speak as clearly as possible, using her vocabulary and understanding. You are aware, of course, of a situation of your outer illusion, and perhaps you are also aware that—almost unnoticed by the great majority of your people—your entire planet is hurtling headlong into the greatest crisis possible. The consumption of creative energy has increased the entropy of your planet and its resources and decreased the available creativity and regenerative abilities of the planet itself. Meanwhile, your people ignore those forces of nature which cannot be depleted. My friends, your people do not deserve the beautiful creation of the Creator which constitutes the surface of the sphere on which you dwell.

But this is not the important point, my friends, for with the increased entropy of your physical material there is a corresponding entropy of mental and spiritual creativity; and those who dwell within your culture have more and more become creatures lacking in creativity and imagination, due to the fact that they are one with your planet as they must be, one with the machines that they have created, with the governments that they have created and with the polarities that they have created. Because of their paucity of understanding, you stand at this point at the brink of many disasters. It is only due to the meditation of those sending Love and Light to the planetary consciousness, that the many, many natural disasters of recent years have not taken an even greater toll in lives. This will continue to increase as the polarity of your people becomes more and more evident. Polarity or separation is indicative, my friends, of one thing—a lack of creativity. For what is creativity, my friends, but an understanding of creation. And what is the creation—but Love! And what is Love—but unity!

Hatonn wanted to discuss the difficulties that the planet and is population were having. They began by saying you are aware of a situation of your outer illusion, and you are also aware that—almost unnoticed by the great majority of your people—your planet is hurtling into the greatest crisis possible, for the consumption of creative energy has increased the entropy of your planet and its resources and decreased the available creativity and regenerative abilities of the planet itself, and your people ignore those forces of nature which cannot be depleted, so your people do not deserve the beautiful creation of the Creator which constitutes the surface of the sphere on which you dwell. Then Hatonn said this is not the important point, for with increased entropy of your physical material there is a corresponding entropy of mental and spiritual creativity, and those who dwell within your culture have become creatures lacking in creativity due to the fact that they are one with your planet as they must be, one with the machines that they have created, with the governments that they have created, and with the polarities that they have created, but because of their lack of understanding, you stand at this point at the brink of many disasters, for it is only due to the meditation of those sending Love and Light to the planetary consciousness that the many natural disasters of recent years have not taken an even greater toll in lives, but this will continue to increase as the polarity of your people becomes more evident, so polarity is indicative of one thing—a lack of creativity, for what is creativity but an understanding of creation, and what is the creation—but Love, and what is Love—but unity! On June 6, 1974, Hatonn said that Love was all things:

The simple and eternal question is always, “What is love?” Love is all, my friends. The Creator is Love. Be one with Love and allow the divine Love of the Creator to flow through you. In this way, my friends, you know the ecstasy that comes with being one with all that there is.

Thus, it is absolutely inevitable that where your people have accepted the fundamental dicta of government, society and culture, regarding differences in ideology, religion, social behavior and other artificial walls, you will have endless and proliferating polarities. Thus, we move from natural disaster to manmade disaster. You know already of the small disasters that are taking place gradually. So, gradually that people become numbed and do not react to them. The disasters of what you call your inflation and all the many ills of a society, where work is thought of as the lowest form of making a living; and your so called wheeling and dealing where no work is done but only the manipulation of people and money, is thought of as the highest form of work, this disaster and all of its accompanying and corollary problems is breaking your society apart. For those who actually work are very angry, and they band together and demand more and more and they are locked into a self-defeating and endless struggle for survival. And the same thing, my friends, happens with your governments. Except that with your governments there are many leaders, not a few, but many, who would consider the possibility of planetary annihilation rather than relinquish an ideology, a piece of land, or power whether it be economic or political.

Your people are so unaware that all of these things are not only possible but there is a statistical probability that is growing, that one of your leaders upon your planetary sphere will attempt to use nuclear force to gain an advantage. This, my friends, is the deepest trouble of this cycle upon your planet. You must understand it in terms of what we began with. The spent energy, the unavailability of creative energy of a planet itself being reflected in the habits of the people and in the thoughts of your leaders. It is not creative to consider the destruction of a planet as a diplomatic tool; it is indeed suicidal. But your leaders have become numbed to that fact, because they have played the game too long, and because the culture around them is so consistent in its deep sleep of attempting to grab more and more of what is left of the energy of the planet, instead of attempting to restore more and more energy to the planet.

Hatonn went on to say it is inevitable that where your people have accepted the fundamental rules of government and culture regarding differences in religion and social behavior you will have endless polarities, so we move from natural disaster to manmade disaster, and you know of the small disasters that are taking place gradually, and people become numbed and do not react to them, for the disasters of inflation and all the many ills of a society, where work is thought of as the lowest form of making a living, and the wheeling and dealing where no work is done but only the manipulation of people and money is thought of as the highest form of work, so this disaster and all of its accompanying problems are breaking your society apart, for those who actually work are angry, and they band together and demand more, and they are locked into a self-defeating and endless struggle for survival, so the same thing happens with your governments except that with your governments there are many leaders who would consider the possibility of planetary annihilation rather than relinquish an ideology, a piece of land, or power whether it be economic or political. Hatonn went on to say your people are unaware that all of these things are not only possible, but there is a statistical probability that is growing that one of your leaders will attempt to use nuclear force to gain an advantage, and this is the deepest trouble of this cycle upon your planet, so you must understand it in terms of what we began with because the unavailability of creative energy of a planet itself being reflected in the habits of the people and in the thoughts of your leaders, but it is not creative to consider the destruction of a planet as a diplomatic tool since it is suicidal, but your leaders have become numbed to that fact because they have played the game too long, and because the culture around them is so consistent in its deep sleep of attempting to grab more of what is left of the energy of the planet, instead of attempting to restore more energy to the planet. On November 24, 2002, Q’uo spoke of the energy of our planet:

The unpotentiated, resting energy of the creation is so powerful that the power released in your hydrogen bombs is very small in comparison to the power that could be released from undistorted, unpotentiated time/space. When there is the creation within third density of life forms such as yourselves, there is an entry into a world of limitation and polarity.

Within the inner planes of third density, however, this limitation is not there, for the inner planes resonate within the energy of the planet itself which creates, at the moment of its beginning, all of the planes in completion as a pattern which, through the illusion of space/time, seems then to begin to appear and to develop and so forth. This again, in the visual world, is one of the limitations of your space/time.

What can you do, my friends? We come to you only through the help of a machine which you would call a small computer. For we are on station at this time over your Oriental skies, as you would call them, attempting to deal with those who govern that part of your planet which you call China. They are watching what is happening in the Middle East with great intent to turn the rather complex diplomatic struggle of several nations to their advantage. Their leaders are completely ruthless and would not hesitate to use nuclear weapons if they thought they could win. Nor would others, which are involved in this conflict at this time.

We may say that your own portion of the planet is to a lesser degree bloody-minded. For it has used nuclear weapons and is correspondingly aware of the ferocity and the horror of using them again. Thus, shall we say, you who are Americans are a strong force spiritually against war. For you do truly desire peace, and the spirit of neighborliness and brotherhood is not dead among you as a people. Thus, we ask you please at this time to include in your meditations a prayer for the peace and the brotherhood of your planet, for it’s truly needed at this time. Again, we apologize for speaking through this instrument, for we could have been much more specific about the relationships between the laws of physics and the laws of men and metaphysics, had we been able to use the vocabulary of the one known as Don. However, we thank the one known as Don and assure him that we understand that when a channel has not been used for some time it is often very difficult to reestablish a good contact due to the fact that an intelligent and analytical mind will inevitably and instinctually analyze our thoughts and thus stop the transmission.

Hatonn continued by saying we come to you through the help of a machine which you would call a small computer, for we are on station at this time over your Oriental skies attempting to deal with those who govern that part of your planet which you call China, and they are watching what is happening in the Middle East with the intention to turn the complex diplomatic struggle of several nations to their advantage, for their leaders are ruthless and would not hesitate to use nuclear weapons if they thought they could win, nor would others, which are involved in this conflict at this time. Now Hatonn said we may say that your portion of the planet is to a lesser degree bloody-minded, for it has used nuclear weapons and is aware of the horror of using them again, so you who are Americans are a strong force spiritually against war, for you desire peace, and the spirit of neighborliness is not dead among you as a people, so we ask you to include in your meditations a prayer for the peace of your planet, for it’s truly needed at this time, and we apologize for speaking through this instrument, for we could have been much more specific about the relationships between the laws of physics and the laws of nations and metaphysics had we been able to use the vocabulary of Don, but we thank Don and assure him that we understand that when a channel has not been used for some time it is often very difficult to reestablish a good contact due to the fact that an intelligent and analytical mind will instinctually analyze our thoughts and thus stop the transmission. On October 5, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the danger of using nuclear weapons:

We might respond by suggesting that there is the release of energy of such a nature within the process of detonation of one of your nuclear weapons that not only does the physical material of your illusion suffer great disfiguration, but it is possible that the mind/body/spirit complex which might be referred to as the soul, if you will, can also undergo a type of disintegration if there is not the immediate aid of those able to harness this released energy and other energies for the preservation of the integrity of the mind/body/spirit complex.

We have not said things through this instrument that we would have to the instrument known as Don, because we cannot. And this, my friends, is the reason that we welcome each and every channel who would be interested in this service. I would leave you now, so that another may speak.

Questioner: What… [inaudible].

Hatonn: Yes, my brother.

Questioner: Which country is it that is possibly endangered [inaudible] nuclear?

Hatonn: We will attempt answer through this instrument. There is the union of Soviet Socialist Republics. Their leaders are divided, but the majority wishes at this time to roll over Europe much as in your conflict called by you World War II. The one known as Adolph rolled over much of Eastern Europe and well into Russia. They are aware that this is a tactical time to do so, and they have weapons to deploy which are not nuclear, but which they feel would do a fast and furious job, that would annihilate the forces which are called NATO by your peoples. However, they are unwilling in the extremity to deploy tactical nuclear weapons.

There is also a desire by the chosen people, as they are called, to ignore their great heritage. For it has been written in your holy work, called the Old Testament, that the Jewish nation should always love the stranger in their midst, for were they not strangers in the land of Egypt? This quotation they have apparently removed from their holy book for they have such fierce hatred for a group of people who are genetically very like them, known as Palestinians, that there are those among those called Israelis that would, if they thought they could, use nuclear weapons. It is less likely that this would happen due to the fact that the Israelis have a very limited economic stance with the rest of the economic community and are heavily dependent upon the opinion of others for their wellbeing. This is not true of either Russia, as you know it, or China, as you call it.

Questioner asked: “Which country is it that is possibly endangered [inaudible]. nuclear? Hatonn said there is the union of Soviet Socialist Republics, and their leaders are divided, but the majority wishes at this time to roll over Europe much as in your conflict of World War II when Adolph rolled over much of Eastern Europe and well into Russia, so they are aware that this is a good time to do so, and they have weapons to deploy which are not nuclear, but which they feel would do a fast and furious job, that would annihilate the forces which are called NATO, but they are unwilling in the extremity to deploy tactical nuclear weapons. Hatonn continued by saying there is also a desire by the chosen people to ignore their great heritage, for it has been written in the Old Testament that the Jewish nation should always love the stranger in their midst, for were they not strangers in the land of Egypt, but this quotation they have removed from their holy book, for they have a fierce hatred for a group of people who are genetically like them, the Palestinians, and there are those among the Israelis that would use nuclear weapons, but it is less likely that this would happen due to the fact that the Israelis have a limited economic stance with the rest of the economic community and are heavily dependent upon the opinion of others for their wellbeing, but this is not true of either Russia or China. On March 21, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the common heritage of the Israelis and the Palestinians:

The very beginning of your cycle of third density upon planet Earth was nearly 76,000 of your years ago, by your counting. The Martian population incarnated in what you would call the Middle East and parts of Africa first, their thickest area of population in that area of the planet. Gradually they become the populations that you now know of as the Moslems, the Jewish people, the Palestinians, and others of Middle Eastern heritage.

There are other countries which do not even have nuclear weapons. They are scattered throughout what you know of as the Third World nations. If their leaders were able to lay their hands upon tactical nuclear devices it is very probable that they would do so. It is entirely unpredictable what the result would be, and your espionage world, as you call it, has never been more active, nor more tense, for they know that the stakes are very high at this time. There are those in almost every nation of the world who are angry enough, if put in the proper position, to consider the use of nuclear weapons. For instance, if the proper people in your continent, among those which are called those of Quebec, could be brought to power and had access to the arsenal of nuclear weapons, it is very possible that they might consider threatening to use them in order to achieve independence.

We are attempting to tell you just how widespread and difficult this situation is, for it is not impossible to build a nuclear device. The greatest difficulty is in formulating what this instrument would call a detonating device to detonate the nuclear device. We are sorry we cannot be more specific through this instrument, but she does not have the knowledge. Thus, among people who have not the ethical and spiritual consideration to think their position through on behalf of all mankind, you have great danger to your planet at this time. And we are working specifically at this time with the leaders of China, for we find their leaders to be quite devoid of scruples.

Now Hatonn said there are other countries which do not have nuclear weapons, and they are scattered throughout Third World nations, but if their leaders were able to lay their hands upon tactical nuclear devices it is very probable that they would do so, and it is unpredictable what the result would be, so your espionage world has never been more active or tense, for they know that the stakes are very high at this time, for there are those in almost every nation of the world who are angry enough to consider the use of nuclear weapons, so if the proper people among those Quebec could be brought to power and had access to the arsenal of nuclear weapons, it is possible that they might consider threatening to use them in order to achieve independence. Then Hatonn said we are attempting to tell you how widespread and difficult this situation is, for it is not impossible to build a nuclear device, and the greatest difficulty is in formulating what this instrument would call a detonating device to detonate the nuclear device, so we are sorry we cannot be more specific through this instrument, but she does not have the knowledge, for among people who have not the ethical and spiritual consideration to think their position through on behalf of all mankind, you have great danger to your planet at this time, and we are working at this time with the leaders of China, for we find their leaders to be devoid of ethics. On December 30, 1990, Q’uo described the nature of spiritual consideration:

Yet within the present moment there is only beginning, and there is nothing but the present moment in any spiritual consideration. So, look to the loving and acceptance of the higher power which you may call as you wish. Look to your relationship with that Love that created you. Allow within yourself the birth in the manger of your heart of your own spiritual beingness, true, imperishable, consciousness.

Is there a further question?

Questioner: Which of this is the greatest threat at this time, nuclear threat?

Hatonn: Your people are not predictable. The most volatile situation is centered about the confrontation between Israel and the rest of the Egyptian community which you may call the oil nations. China is watching this. Russia is watching this. Others of our brothers and sisters are sending vibrations of Love to the leaders of Russia, to the leaders of each of the countries in Egypt and to Israel. We can only say that the least scrupulous of them, with tactical ability, is China. This ability is not great, and it is this very lack of supremacy which makes this people the more willing to take risks. Thus, we are working with them, sending them Love and thoughts of peace. However, we do not know what will occur in this situation day-by-day and therefore cannot predict what will happen or when. We can only say that the statistical chances of your planet being destroyed in a war that will truly end all wars for this cycle, due to the fact that it will remove sentient life from the surface of the planet, is growing. We ask for your prayers.

We are attempting to give this instrument another thought, if you will be patient. The difficulty began many years ago when the homeland of Israel was created. This is a historical and fateful creation and fulfills many prophecies. If you can read these prophecies, you can see the possibility of difficulties in the future. However, my friends, this future has come. Not too many years ago the world as a whole was not polarized enough to become so intensely involved in the difficulties of Israel and Egypt as a whole, or Arabia perhaps we should say, for the instrument is very weak in geography, but we are attempting to include all of the nations which surround Israel and which do not appreciate Israel’s presence. But the polarity between all of your people and your peoples’ ability to be separated from the Love of the Creator has become so marked and noticeable that now those countries with oil have become very strong, for other nations wish to destroy…

Questioner asked: “Which of this is the greatest threat at this time, nuclear threat?” Hatonn replied that our people are not predictable, and the most volatile situation is centered about the confrontation between Israel and the rest of the Egyptian community of the oil nations, and China and Russia are watching this, so our brothers and sisters are sending vibrations of Love to the leaders of Russia, Egypt, and to Israel, and we can say that the least scrupulous of them is China, but this ability is not great, and it is this lack of supremacy which makes this people the willing to take risks, but we sending them Love and thoughts of peace, but we do not know what will occur in this situation and cannot predict what will happen or when, for we can say that the statistical chances of your planet being destroyed in a war will end all wars for this cycle, due to the fact that it will remove sentient life from the surface of the planet, so we ask for your prayers. Then Hatonn said the difficulty began many years ago when the homeland of Israel was created, and this is an historical and fateful creation and fulfills many prophecies, so if you can read these prophecies you can see the possibility of difficulties in the future, but this future has come, so not too many years ago the world was not polarized enough to become intensely involved in the difficulties of Israel and Egypt as a whole, or Arabia perhaps we should say, for Carla is weak in geography, but we are attempting to include all of the nations which surround Israel and which do not appreciate Israel’s presence, but the polarity between all of your people and your their ability to be separated from the Love of the Creator has become so marked and noticeable that now those countries with oil have become very strong, for other nations wish to destroy your planet and its resources. On April 3, 1985, Latwii spoke of the value of sending thoughts of peace to end wars:

I am Latwii, and we may suggest that within each nation upon your planet there are those whose love of peace far supersedes the love of war, and within each nation then there are those entities who move towards the resolution of conflicts in the peaceful manner. To these entities one may send the Love and Light of the one Creator that in the metaphysical sense they might receive the support that then they could, shall we say, channel or manifest within your third-density illusion. Remember, my brother, that all is truly one, and when you send the Love and Light and thoughts of peace to any entity, that entity is as yourself and receives your message as clearly as if you had sent it to yourself.

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(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are sorry for the interruption; we will begin again.

Other nations had a desire to continue the destruction of your planet and its resources by destroying that which is called oil. Thus, suddenly the entire world has become riveted by the conflict between those nations and Israel. There is a fateful significance to this confrontation. And we are sure that you will think upon it deeply, for you may see in the chosen people, as they are called, a great body of good, bad, right, and wrong in some the essence of humanity itself. But the role of the oil-producing nations, my friends, that is the question!

It has not been written in stone, shall we say. The future is open and can go along an infinite number of lines. Thus, we ask your prayers in each present moment, at the end of each meditation, for the peace of the world. We would like to see it last long enough to fulfill its journey as a planet into the next vibration. Then those among its people who must repeat again this particular vibration may peacefully leave and do so, leaving the planet for those to rebuild who are ready for the vibration of Love. Is there another question?

Then Hatonn said other nations had a desire to continue the destruction of your planet and its resources by oil, and suddenly the world has become riveted by the conflict between those nations and Israel, so there is a fateful significance to this confrontation, and we are sure that you will think upon it deeply, for you may see in the chosen people a great body of good, bad, right, and wrong in some the essence of humanity itself, but the role of the oil-producing nations is the question. On February 24, 2024, Q’uo spoke of the chosen people:

It is that result of the one known as Yahweh who made a transfer of entities to this planetary sphere at the beginning of its master cycle, and utilized various means of cloning to help them discover more of the ways of Love upon this planetary sphere. However, it was considered an abrogation of free will so that these entities would not be able to work within their own personalities, shall we call them, of the mind/body/spirit complex, and travel this path of polarization in the ways of Love upon their own choices. Thus, the one known as Yahweh was able to find another means by which to describe itself, as “He comes,” because its own name of “Yahweh” had been abrogated by the negative entities, and then was utilized to become the chosen, shall we say, god, of the entities from Mars. And they would then become the chosen people of the ones of Yahweh.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Hatonn: That is inevitable, my sister. For the seeds have been planted long ago among your people. You have been a warlike people. You have not listened to your leaders in the spirit as a people but to your growing polarity, your growing desire to possess territory, money, and power. From the very smallest unit, a person, to the very greatest unit, which in your culture is the multinational corporation, this is true. And it is through many centuries that your tradesmen, your bankers, and your governments, and your diplomats have forged an ever-growing stream of differences between one people and another. How many times, my sister, have you seen a map in which a mass of land is colored pink, and blue, and brown, and green, and yellow? My friends, we ask you sincerely, how can the Creator’s land be so divided by men and so fought over?

You see, it’s in the hearts of men that this difficulty has been nurtured. Thus, the planet itself and you, as part of the planetary consciousness, become more and more intensely polarized as a new vibration begins to take hold. This has been predicted and is entirely to be expected. It is indeed nothing to worry about, for whether you live a natural and peaceful life or whether you are prematurely removed from the physical, we of the Confederation are here, to make quite sure that no souls will be shattered, even if there is a deployment of nuclear weapons. We are not concerned with the shadow of death. We are only concerned with the reality of souls, and those we shall protect. We make this vow to you, so that you will know that there is no such thing as death, only the removal of a chemical body, that is not always totally without difficulty in the first place. So, it is no tremendous loss to leave such an illusion. That is the worst that can happen, if the vibrations become so intense that nuclear weapons are deployed.

Questioner: [Inaudible]. Hatonn went on to say that is inevitable, for the seeds have been planted long ago among your people who have been a warlike people who have not listened to your leaders in the spirit as a people but to your growing desire to possess territory, money, and power, and from the very smallest unit, a person, to the greatest unit, which is the multinational corporation, this is true, and it is through many centuries that your bankers, your governments, and your diplomats have forged an ever-growing stream of differences between one people and another, and: “How many times, my sister, have you seen a map in which a mass of land is colored pink, and blue, and brown, and green, and yellow? My friends, we ask you sincerely, how can the Creator’s land be so divided by men and so fought over?” Hatonn continued by saying it’s in the hearts of men that this difficulty has been nurtured, and the planet itself and you, as part of the planetary consciousness, become more intensely polarized as a new vibration begins to take hold, for this has been predicted and is to be expected, but is nothing to worry about, for whether you live a natural life, or whether you are prematurely removed from the physical, we of the Confederation are here to make sure that no souls will be shattered, even if there is a deployment of nuclear weapons, and we are not concerned with the shadow of death, for we are only concerned with the reality of souls, and those we shall protect, so we make this vow to you, so that you will know that there is no death, only the removal of a chemical body, that is not always without difficulty in the first place, so it is no loss to leave such an illusion, and that is the worst that can happen if the vibrations become so intense that nuclear weapons are deployed. On April 15, 1979, Hatonn described the nature of our chemical body:

You are seeds which are sown in the dead ground of a chemical body that you may experience the thunder and the lightning, the rain, the snow, and the wind that only a chemical body can give you, for it is in those circumstances that your emotional reactions are intensified, invariably. And it is through this intensification of emotions, it is through this often painful process of emotional reaction and thought and contemplation that you grow that within you which is alive, eternal, and loving.

Don: Nuclear explosion [inaudible] the spiritual body.

Hatonn: That’s why we came in the first place, my brother. We came because of the creation of an atomic weapon. This meant that not only would you have a difficult shift into the next cycle, for we knew that already; it meant also that it was possible that your people might actually destroy souls.

Don: What happened in Nagasaki and Hiroshima?

Hatonn: We were there, and no one was lost. The effect otherwise would have been to destroy souls. We were able to neutralize the portion of the explosion which disturbed the inner planes of your planet. We did not see fit to remove or neutralize the physical destruction. For, among other things, we felt that your people would then see what they had done and perhaps not do it again. However, we did not lose any souls in those explosions. Our only danger was in not being here in force when the first testing began. It was a matter of luck that we did not lose anyone in the early stages of that development.

Don: How do you go about nullifying the effect?

Hatonn: We are attempting to give information to this channel, but she cannot grasp it. It is technical. We give her the image of a screen which is acting as a filter, but the screen is made up of vibration in the form of light. When the waves of destruction hit this web, they travel along the lines of force of the screen, while the souls of those who leave their physical bodies are not affected by the screen because of their different vibratory rate. The light screen is made up of something which we might call…

[Pause]

We are attempting to give the concept to this instrument. It’s very difficult to work with her mind. We would call it negative energy light. The destructive energy of the explosion is attracted to these lines of force like a magnet, and thus removed from the sphere or plane to which souls repair upon leaving their physical vehicles.

I am sorry, we cannot be more specific and as we say, if we could have spoken through an instrument such as you with a knowledge of physics and mechanics, we would be able to be more fluent. However, we think that we have been able to give through this instrument, without undue distortion, the general idea of our mechanism for neutralizing the inner sphere destructive power of nuclear weapons.

[Pause]

Is there another question?

S: [Inaudible].

Hatonn: We are aware of your question, and we would say that your brother, Gandalf, is also somewhat disturbed. We would, with your permission, turn this meeting over to one of our group, who has been waiting to brief you and has a message waiting. Would that be satisfactory to you?

S: Yes.

Hatonn: If there are no further questions from the one known as Don, I will then leave you.

S: Actually [inaudible] message [inaudible] other [inaudible] ask [inaudible].

Hatonn: In that case, my sister, we will await your question. We will pause now. In Love and Light, I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and I wish to add my foolish voice to the wise voice of my brother Hatonn in greeting the one known as S who we have not been able to speak to before. Yet, we were aware of her presence, and we are most grateful to be allowed to share a few words with you at this time. We are aware that things look a little down on planet Earth at this time. But, let us tell you that things do not look so bad from where we are. Because from where we are, you are only where you are for a moment. And in that moment, you are working very hard. And after that moment you will play; and before that moment you will play; and what we would like you to do, my sister, is learn how to play during the moment in which you are working very hard.

We ask you simply to release all the burdens of your great responsibilities to the enjoyment of your distinguished feelings of positivity and happiness. Whatever burdens that you may carry, they will become weightless if you put them down. You do not have to carry them. You need only be the best person that you can be. Love the Creator with all your heart, and let your heart touch others in a spirit of Love. If Light is shining from your eyes, the Light of the Creator, that is your entire responsibility. You did not come into this world that the world might be entirely altered. You came into this world to display a talent. That talent is to show the Love of the Creator. That talent is yours because you have studied, and learned, and loved through many lifetimes. That talent is yours instantaneously. The talent cannot be employed by worrying or grief or realizing with great grief the horrible plight of your planet. It is not that these things are not true. It is that your role in them is to love. No matter what may occur, your role will be to love. It is true that you came into this world to save it, for that was the desire that you had when you volunteered to come and that is true of those in this room.

Latwii also wanted to talk about the difficulties on Earth. They began by saying I wish to add my foolish voice to the wise voice of Hatonn in greeting S who we have not been able to speak to before, yet we were aware of her presence, and we are grateful to be allowed to share a few words with you at this time, so we are aware that things look dark on planet Earth at this time, but let us tell you that things do not look so bad from where we are because from where we are, you are only where you are for a moment, and in that moment, you are working very hard, but after that moment you will play; and before that moment you will play; and what we would like you to do is learn how to play during the moment in which you are working hard. Latwii went on to say we ask you to release the burdens of your responsibilities to the enjoyment of your feelings of positivity and happiness, and whatever burdens that you may carry will become weightless if you put them down since you do not have to carry them, but you need only be the best person that you can be, and Love the Creator with all your heart, and let your heart touch others in a spirit of Love, so if the Light of the Creator is shining from your eyes, that is your entire responsibility, for you did not come into this world that the world might be entirely altered, but you came into this world to display a talent to show the Love of the Creator because you have learned and loved through many lifetimes, and that talent is yours instantaneously, and it cannot be employed by worrying about the horrible plight of your planet, but it is not that these things are not true, for it is that your role in them is to Love, and it is true that you came into this world to save it, for that was the desire that you had when you volunteered to come, and that is true of those in this room. On October 15, 2016, Q’uo described how we may Love the Creator:

If you go forth with the Light of Love within your heart and seek to share as best you can that which is yours to share, then you have done what you can. What more can you do? Go forward to see the Creator in all; to Love the Creator in all; to be a person with a large enough mind and an open enough heart to include all within your prayers. Pray for those who feel they are your enemy; pray for those who despitefully use you. Pray that that entity may become one with you and you with it, for all are truly one. Eventually this truth will be born within your illusion. The fourth-density population of this planet will come forth. How long it will take depends upon the choices your people make.

It depends upon your definition of saving as to whether you have saved the world or not. You have surely made it a better place. You have raised the planetary consciousness through your lifetimes here. You have loved and remembered both the Creator and your mission. So, we ask you to pick up your heels and be as loving as you really are. When you find negativity in yourself, know that that is the world pressing in upon you, and that it is not you. It is not what you came into this world with. That is not your personality. You may not be able to shrug it off, for you have had many years of training in your planetary society; and it is thriving on negative feelings all the time. But each time that you can, neutralize a negative feeling and replace it with a conscious Love that comes from knowing who you are, what Love is, and whence love comes. In each of those times, you have improved not only yourself but the climate of the planet itself.

We ask you to look upon these times as you would a movie. Say you have some inside information. Very well then, use it as such. Nudge somebody on the bus and say, “I told you so.” They won’t know what you mean. When the next tidal wave hits; when the next diplomat storms out in anger; you may nod your head knowingly, for you have heard it here first. But it is meaningless, my friends, unless you understand it in terms of time. Time is an illusion in which you are now taking part. And in this illusion of time, you are completing a cycle, and there are things which are going awry due to difficulties in the vibration of your people. And you will do what you can, and you will love as best you can. And when it is over, you will look back upon it, and it will be a very interesting movie that you have enjoyed. And it will have lasted the normal movie time, and you will have come out of this movie saying, “What did you think of that movie? That was an interesting movie. Did you like the ending? What did you think of the plot? How about the heroes? Did you like the costumes? “This is just how much this will mean to you when you reach reality, or shall we say, comparative reality. It will be in any event the reality of the spirit, as opposed to the reality of the flesh. Both of which are illusions, but one of which is more real and that is the spirit.

Latwii went on to say it depends upon your definition of saving as to whether you have saved the world or not, so you have made it a better place, and you have raised the planetary consciousness through your lifetimes here, and you have loved and remembered both the Creator and your mission, so we ask you to pick up your heels and be as loving as you really are, and when you find negativity in yourself, know that is the world pressing in upon you, and that it is not you, for it is not what you came into this world with, and that is not your personality, but you may not be able to shrug it off, for you have had years of training in your planetary society, and it is thriving on negative feelings, but each time that you can, neutralize a negative feeling and replace it with a conscious Love that comes from knowing who you are, what Love is, and whence Love comes, and in each of those times, you have improved not only yourself but the climate of the planet itself. Hatonn went on to say we ask you to look upon these times as you would a movie where you have some inside information, so use it as such, and nudge somebody on the bus and say, “I told you so,” but they won’t know what you mean, and when the next diplomat storms out in anger, you may nod your head knowingly, for you have heard it here first, but it is meaningless unless you understand it in terms of time, for time is an illusion in which you are taking part, and in this illusion of time you are completing a cycle, and there are things which are going awry due to difficulties in the vibration of your people, and you will do what you can, and you will love as best you can, so when it is over, you will look back upon it, and it will be an interesting movie that you have enjoyed, for it will have lasted the normal movie time, and you will have come out of this movie saying:  “What did you think of that movie? That was an interesting movie. Did you like the ending? What did you think of the plot? How about the heroes? Did you like the costumes?” This is just how much this will mean to you when you reach reality, or comparative reality, for it will be in the reality of the spirit, as opposed to the reality of the flesh both of which are illusions, but one of which is more real, and that is the spirit. On September 10, 2000, Q’uo spoke of the reality of the spirit:

However, as we said, it is part of the plan of a school of life and Love that depends on faith alone and not knowledge that all knowledge that can be proven of the reality of the spirit be removed from the conscious mind so that during incarnation the spirit that each of you is faced with a journey that is strictly a journey of faith. There is really no way to prove spiritual principles, except by subjective experience and subjective conclusions drawn from subjective thinking. In other words, there is no objective spiritual proof possible. This is a protected illusion in which faith alone can bring the seeker through. The mechanism of destiny set by each before incarnation will periodically bring great confusion and trouble into the patterns of energy of each seeker, and it will attempt in a mechanical and rather blunt instrument sort of way to move the thinking of that person from head to heart, from intellect to openhearted Love, and it will or will not have an effect depending on something that cannot be taught, or bought, or predicted, or encouraged, or manipulated, and that is the condign pre-set alarm clock of each individual within the Earth plane.

Thus, seek always to know who you are in spirit. Seek always to know the heart of the present which is Love, and you will not be openly disturbed because your mission is taking a turn you did not expect. Flow with it. Watch the plot develop around you; and soon you would be talking about this movie, which has been your life and the life of those about you. We encourage you to be a good heroine in that movie, to be as wise as you can be, as loving as you can be, as analytical of your own faults and as confident of your own virtues as you can be. What more could you ask from a heroine, my sister?

We are all the heroes and heroines of our own motion pictures, when we have begun a lifetime in an illusion such as yours. Thus, let the movie be one which you will be glad to watch later. Now, you are an actor. But let yourself also be the observer, the director, that keeps your part on an even keel. You are indeed an agent of the Creator’s, for you are part of the Creator. And always remember that identity with the Creator and with Its creation. Whatever the rest of the planet may be doing, you can be co-Creator, yours can be the imagination and the love and the individuality that others may lack.

Then Latwii said seek to know who you are in spirit, and seek to know the heart of the present which is Love, and you will not be disturbed because your mission is taking a turn you did not expect, so flow with it, and watch the plot develop around you, for soon you will be talking about this movie which has been your life and the life of those about you, so we encourage you to be as wise as you can be, as loving as you can be, as analytical of your own faults and as confident of your own virtues as you can be, so what more could you ask from a heroine, my sister? Hatonn continued by saying we are all the heroes and heroines of our own motion pictures when we have begun a lifetime in an illusion such as yours, so let the movie be one which you will be glad to watch later, for you are an actor, but let yourself also be the observer, the director, that keeps your part on an even keel since you are an agent of the Creator’s, for you are part of the Creator, and always remember that identity with the Creator and with Its creation, so whatever the rest of the planet may be doing, you can be co-Creator, and yours can be the imagination, and the love, and the individuality that others may lack. On April 12, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of our observer:

The conscious mind, the conscious entity, moves through its life observing itself and its interaction with others. This, many have called the observer, that which talks to the self, critiques, motivates, reacts. Just so, the unconscious mind has such an observer quality that has a far broader point of view and a greater wealth of resources to offer in its commentary upon the conscious life. Thus, through the dreaming process is this commentary made available to the conscious self in order that both the conscious and unconscious portions of the mind—that male and that female quality—might be utilized in a fashion when well done is of a balanced nature. Therefore, to rely only upon the conscious mind and its analysis of the life pattern is to utilize only half of the resources which are available to each entity within your illusion.

When the time comes you will be in the company of those who, like you, were attempting to be of help. And we will meet you then! We and our brothers sisters of the Confederation, and it will be a grand meeting, and we shall all laugh and rejoice together; for we will have been through quite a bit together. We will look for you there, my sister, in person. And you will see us as Light, and we will see you as Light. And in the meantime, we are with you in spirit as you deal day-by-day with your illusion. Do not become entrapped in that illusion, but remember always the original Thought of the Creator, which is Love. You are a Light being. You are not an earth being. Do not be trapped, my sister.

We ask each of you, pray your prayers; do your deeds. But do not be trapped by them. Act only upon your ideals, on your faith, and your love of the Creator in your heart. Let those things be your all in all. The rest of the world and all of its traps, let them go by. They do not cause you to laugh, they do not cause you great joy. But only what is in your heart can cause you to laugh and cause you to have great joy. We are not saying that it is not right to have possessions, position, power. All these things are neutral, if in your heart you remember the Creator, and you love one another.

Latwii went on to say when the time comes you will be in the company of those who, like you, are attempting to be of help, and we will meet you then, and it will be a grand meeting, and we shall all laugh and rejoice, for we will have been through quite a bit together, so we will look for you there in person, and you will see us as Light, and we will see you as Light, so in the meantime we are with you in spirit as you deal day-by-day with your illusion, but do not become entrapped in that illusion, but remember the original Thought of the Creator, which is Love, for you are a Light being, not an earth being, so be not  trapped, my sister. Then Latwii said we ask each of you to pray your prayers and do your deeds, but do not be trapped by them, so act only upon your ideals, on your faith, and your love of the Creator in your heart, and let those things be your all in all, and let the rest of the world and all of its traps go by, for they do not cause you to laugh or bring you great joy because only what is in your heart can cause you to laugh and have great joy, but we are not saying that it is not right to have possessions and power, for all these things are neutral if in your heart you remember the Creator, and you love one another. On June 6, 1982, Latwii suggested that we love one another:

The lessons of your density are the lessons of Love. When enough of your people learn to Love one another, then the entire creation sings and resounds with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation. Therefore, by whatever means is available to the entity, each entity might therefore send the Love and Light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is.

The lessons of your density are the lessons of love. When enough of your peoples learn to love one another, then the entire creation sings and resounds with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation. Therefore, by whatever means is available to the entity; each entity might therefore send the love and light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is. May we answer you further, my sister?

Now Latwii said the lessons of your density are the lessons of Love, and when enough of your people learn to love one another, then the entire creation sings with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation, so by whatever means is available each entity might send the love and light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is. On February 22, 2020, Q’uo described the process when we take part in the unification of all that is:

This contact with intelligent infinity becomes that which blends the microcosm with the macrocosm, the seeker with the One, which it has always been since before time. Thus at this point, the individual will of the entity, though still available as a potential or a possibility, is given over to the will of the One Infinite Creator, so that the entity then begins to move about in its daily round of activities as a vessel or vehicle of the One Infinite Creator, going about the Father’s work, shall we say, being cognizant of the need to share the Love and Light of the One with all around one.

This is a type of illumination that is most rare for entities upon your planet, although more and more entities are achieving that at this time. The one known as Jesus was able in His lifetime, as you are aware, to move into this type of experience where He was able to say that “I and my Father are one. When you see me, you see Him who sent me.” Thus, at this point, the individual consciousness can be set aside, shall we say, and replaced with the greater consciousness which has its place in the unification of all that seems separate, in the healing of all that seems wounded, in the making whole of all that seems broken.

[Pause]

I am with the instrument. I am Hatonn. We were attempting to contact the one known as Don, but he is more fatigued than the one known as Carla. Thus, we will use this instrument. Please go ahead with your questions.

Questioner: I was very flabbergasted when you said that the bombs could destroy souls. [Inaudible] forgotten it a great deal [inaudible] images as you were saying it [inaudible] created [inaudible] goes beyond the boundaries of free will [inaudible] confusing to me [inaudible]. I don’t even know how to phrase the question. I hope you can perhaps open my mind [inaudible] my confusion [inaudible].

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Hatonn: I will attempt to use this instrument. The classification of the people you see upon this Earth [inaudible] is somewhat inherent [inaudible]. Mortals are precisely identical to immortals, if you are assuming these two classifications. What you call a mortal is the chemical appearance of what you call immortal. It is the clothing of the immortal for a short period of time [inaudible] physical plane of existence. The immortal is always the active force. The mortal is only temporary [inaudible] very intense. Therefore, the action of the mortal is always the action of the immortal.

The immortal is the Creator. The mortal is Its physical appearance in this particular plane of existence. Is it possible then for the Creator to destroy Itself or cause, shall we say, termination of the continuity for a portion of Its experience? This is possible. It is possible through the association of the intelligent configuration [inaudible] vibratory nature [inaudible] the individualized consciousness which is a portion of the infinite Creator. This is possible with a form of technology which you know of, the nuclear explosive device. This device has effect not only on the physical clothes of the entity, that is, the chemical body, but also the subtle body, which you call the soul.

The Questioner may have asked about the difference between a mortal being and an immortal being. Hatonn began by saying the classification of the people you see upon Earth [inaudible] is somewhat inherent [inaudible]. Mortals are identical to immortals, so what you call a mortal is the chemical appearance of what you call immortal, for it is the clothing of the immortal for a short period of time [inaudible] physical plane of existence, so the immortal is always the active force, but the mortal is only temporary [inaudible] very intense, so the action of the mortal is always the action of the immortal. Latwii went on to say the immortal is the Creator, but the mortal is Its physical appearance in this particular plane of existence, so: “Is it possible then for the Creator to destroy Itself or cause, shall we say, termination of the continuity for a portion of Its experience?” Hatonn said this is possible through the association of the intelligent configuration [inaudible] vibratory nature [inaudible] the individualized consciousness which is a portion of the infinite Creator, and this is possible with a form of technology which you know of as the nuclear explosive device, and this device has effect not only on the physical clothes of the entity, that is, the chemical body, but also the subtle body, which you call the soul. On March 11, 1978, Hatonn spoke of the nature of our immortal soul:

You have felt that you are in the wilderness, and yet it is precisely in the wilderness that you must be alone, for you have the challenge of being aware of that which is paradise totally within yourself rather than being in the position of dwelling in paradise and attempting to remember the wilderness. We say to you the experience of wilderness is extremely important to growth of what you would call your soul.

As the immortal soul plunges into a cycle of experience such as you have committed yourself to in this density, the darkness of not remembering the Creator’s Thought and all… All senses are stilled. Slowly the wisdom, kept like a seed within the soul, begins to put forth tiny sprouts and through many life experiences those sprouts are encouraged to grow.

The reason for this is the very nature of the nuclear device. Energy generated from this device is spinning energy, what you call the atom. The atom is a vibratory arrangement, motion manifested in both what you know as the physical plane and several planes beneath, shall we say, the physical. The spiritual or soul body is composed of, shall we say, a more subtle vibratory arrangement. From your point of view in the chemical body, this vibratory arrangement is highly energetic. A large portion of the energy [inaudible] from the nuclear explosion is contained at this level of vibration. For this reason, the detonation of a nuclear device affects more subtle planes of existence, as you would call it. We were first attracted to your planet in great numbers because of the threat, shall we say, to a portion of the individualized consciousness of the infinite Creator. We were, shall we say, quite [inaudible] invading threat. We were successful and shall be successful in the future.

Then Hatonn said the reason for this is the nature of the nuclear device, so energy generated from this device is spinning energy, what you call the atom, and the atom is a vibratory arrangement, motion manifested in both what you know as the physical plane and several planes beneath the physical, but the spiritual or soul body is composed of a more subtle vibratory arrangement, and from your point of view in the chemical body, this vibratory arrangement is energetic, and a large portion of the energy [inaudible] from the nuclear explosion is contained at this level of vibration, and for this reason, the detonation of a nuclear device affects more subtle planes of existence, for we were first attracted to your planet because of the threat to a portion of the individualized consciousness of the infinite Creator, so we were quite [inaudible] invading threat, but we were successful and shall be successful in the future. On January 30, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our soul body:

Indeed, all is illusion within your density, a deeper illusion than the densities from which we speak. Yet all within our densities are also illusions, yet more rarefied and refined illusions. However, the paradoxes remain. The mystery remains. The purpose of there being such a thick veil between you as your physical body and you as a soul body is that your density is the Density of Choice. The choice that you have before you as a human being, once you realize that you are inevitably and most deeply an ethically orientated entity, is to choose your manner of service.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Walmart’s where I found a container that I can use to put bird seed in since I lost the old one. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway where I filled Stanley’s gas tank with premium gas.

This afternoon I welcomed the L/L Research staff and a number of the attendees from our recent Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin hill that were here to return some of the chairs, drinks, and presentation boards that were used at the Gathering.  

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 15

The Desire To Dwell In Love

I am a voice speaking with the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in that Love manifested by Jesus the Christ to all of humankind.

At your prayers and meditations, we find you relaxing and resting the body and yet not relaxing and resting the mind. How fretful is the mind of humankind, steeped in everyday concerns!

Can it not be perhaps possible that the mind also might rest, relax, find comfort and open the doors within in seeking? For those doors reveal Jesus the Christ and those qualities of consciousness which were manifested unto you and may again and always be manifested unto you if there is a pure and profound desire to dwell innerly in Love. These gifts are yours if you can but make room for them. There is no hurry. These gifts are eternal.

Peace be with you now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from September 13, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are sorry for the delay in achieving contact with this instrument. But we are on station elsewhere in your sky and are having to work through a series of what you would call computers in order to relay our thoughts to you. Normally, the one known as Latwii would speak to you, but because of the special group that we have tonight with the presence of the one known as S, we wished to speak to you ourselves. For there is much that we would say to you that would be inappropriate to say to a larger group. We are able to reach this instrument due to the fact that there are several other members of this group who have not been able to reach your physical domicile at this time but who are meditating with you in their own dwelling places. Thus, we can achieve a good contact.

This instrument has often wondered why the planetary entity that has most often spoken to her from the inner planes, during what you would call séances, was named Moses. We would like to bring out some points about the reason for the one known to your people as Moses being one of your inner guides upon the Earthly plane. It was many, many years ago, several thousand of your years to be exact, or more exact shall we say, when you and your little charge of courageous pilgrims, desiring to help the people of this Earth, stood before the Council that governs this solar system and requested permission to incarnate into this solar system in this cycle. Permission was granted. It was not granted to all that applied and to those that won the approval of the Council there still remained mixed feelings, for you knew what you must lose in order to enter such a dense and unloving vibration as the Earth plane.

You have tried through many incarnations to be of service to the people of this planet. It was hoped very much by you before you began this incarnation that this would be the incarnation in which you succeeded in that plan. In other words, my friend, you, like Moses, have been attempting to lead your people through a desert toward a promised land of Love and Light, which you can see clearly in a distance and know as a reality, but which those around you either doubt or disclaim completely. And now, my friends, you find yourselves moving through the incarnation, giving of yourself to the best of your ability and to the best of your judgment finding yourself still in the desert. We can only say to you, my friends, that your sacrifice has not been in vain nor will it ever have been for nothing. Even if you do not lead your people into the promised land; even if, as some have rather crudely put it, you cannot save your planet, you have shown by your life and by your works to the best of your ability that Love and the Light that awaits those who praise the truth of the Creator’s Love.

Hatonn wanted to let Carla know why Moses was one of her guides on the inner planes that spoke to her during séances. Hatonn began by saying that we would like share some points about the reason for Moses being one of your inner guides upon the Earthly plane, for it was several thousand years ago when you and your courageous pilgrims, desiring to help the people of Earth, stood before the Council that governs this solar system and requested permission to incarnate into this solar system in this cycle, and permission was granted, but it was not granted to all that applied, and to those that won the approval of the Council there still remained mixed feelings, for you knew what you must lose in order to enter such a dense and unloving vibration as the Earth plane. Hatonn went on to say you have tried through many incarnations to be of service to the people of this planet, and it was hoped by you before you began this incarnation that this would be the incarnation in which you succeeded in that plan, so you, like Moses, have been attempting to lead your people through a desert toward a promised land of Love and Light, which you can see clearly in a distance and know as a reality, but which those around you either doubt or disclaim completely, so now you find yourselves moving through the incarnation, giving of yourself to the best of your ability and to the best of your judgment finding yourself still in the desert, and we can only say to you that your sacrifice has not been in vain, nor will it ever have been for nothing, for even if you do not lead your people into the promised land, and even if you cannot save your planet, you have shown by your life to the best of your ability that Love and the Light that awaits those who praise the truth of the Creator’s Love. On April 6, 2006, Q’uo described the nature of the promised land:

Those who have been incarnating lately, for the most part, are those entities who have volunteered proudly and sacrificially to enter this waning third-density environment as pilgrims of fourth density. They are like unto those led by Moses in the desert. They shall not see the promised land, but they shall create the Garden of Eden upon your planet once again to the best of their ability.

Thusly, treasure this incarnation and realize the gift that it represents for each of you. This is your last opportunity to make and sustain the choice of polarity that shall lead you through graduation and into your taking up higher-density work. Those who do not make a choice of polarity and sustain that choice until polarity is built up to the point where you are able to bear the Light of higher densities shall experience another cycle of third-density incarnations upon another planet and shall once again take up the lessons of Love.

Remember that you are not alone in this great effort to heal a planet and its millions and millions of souls. What you have done prepares the way, at the very least, for another generation of those who seek the promised land, as long as your gaze is steady, as long as you know the reality of the eventual goal. The fact that you cannot yourself bring the planet with you to the completion of that goal should not sorrow you, for you must realize that the free will of each soul is supreme. What you must realize for your own sanity is summed up in your holy works, in the parable of Moses and the burning bush. The bush was burned, and yet it was not consumed, and out of the bush a voice addressed the one known as Moses, there in the desert as he stood, foot-weary and dusty and helpless.

“Take off your shoes,” said the voice, “for that place whereon you stand is holy ground.” You cannot bring people to an understanding. You can only bring yourself to people. And if you have the realization that you are constantly in the holy tabernacle, dwelling in serenity and intimacy with the Creator, which is the Spirit of Love among people, then you will be able to bring that holiness ever so quietly into the atmosphere about you. We realize that you do not consider yourselves to be saints, that you could not possibly be holy. We realize all this. We can see your hearts and that you quake with the sadness of all of your indiscretions, heated words, wrong feelings, actions which you considered indiscreet and actions which you fear may be indiscreet in the future. But we say to you, my friends, we are not speaking here of the human personality. For there is a level beneath the human personality in which true sainthood and true holiness abides. You do not so much need to tame your human personality as to learn to discard it, to understand the shallowness of its emotions, to understand that as the bedrock of your character lies that with which you came into this solar system, and that which the Council of Saturn passed. Yes, my friends, compared to those who dwell upon this planet from a previous age, you are indeed saints, subconsciously.

Hatonn went on to say remember that you are not alone in this great effort to heal a planet and its millions of souls, for what you have done prepares the way for another generation of those who seek the promised land, as long as your gaze is steady, as long as you know the reality of the eventual goal, so the fact that you cannot bring the planet with you to the completion of that goal should not sorrow you, for you must realize that the free will of each soul is supreme, but what you must realize for your own sanity is summed up in your holy works, in the parable of Moses and the burning bush, and the bush was burned, yet it was not consumed, so out of the bush a voice addressed the one known as Moses as he stood, foot-weary, dusty and helpless. Hatonn continued by saying: “Take off your shoes,” said the voice, “for that place whereon you stand is holy ground,” for you cannot bring people to an understanding since you can only bring yourself to people, and if you have the realization that you are constantly in the holy tabernacle, dwelling in serenity and intimacy with the Creator, which is the Spirit of Love among people, then you will be able to bring that holiness quietly into the atmosphere about you, but we realize that you do not consider yourselves to be saints, that you could not possibly be holy, and we can see your hearts, and that you quake with the sadness of all of your actions which you considered indiscreet and actions which you fear may be indiscreet in the future, but we say to you we are not speaking here of the human personality, for there is a level beneath the human personality in which true sainthood abides, for you do not need to tame your human personality to learn to discard it, to understand the shallowness of its emotions, to understand that as the bedrock of your character lies that with which you came into this solar system, and that which the Council of Saturn passed, and compared to those who dwell upon this planet from a previous age, you are saints, subconsciously. On April 28, 1985, L/Leema described how the Council of Saturn functions:

We asked a selected group of the Confederation for permission to use this instrument as it is necessary to gain special permission to use an instrument which has been in agreement with those which have gone before the Council of Saturn. We were given permission to do what we could with this instrument at this time, and we hope that as we ramble we may move you and fill you with joy and with the intensity of desire that we feel for you.

The longer you spend in meditation the more you will begin to feel comfortable with the fact, not to be proud but only to be able to manifest it in your life by feeling the presence and the power of the Creator Who is with you; no matter how the emotions of your daily life may turn about you; no matter how distracted you may become by the petty concerns of petty people. Yet, you have that to fall back on which they may not, and it is that which makes you a shepherd, and it is the lack of that which makes them the sheep. And thus, your relationship is defined. You will recognize other shepherds when you see them. For you will hear in them the world weariness and yet the total sweetness that comes with the subconscious knowledge that this is truly not reality for you but merely an illusion that you have selected in order to do a job.

We are aware that each of those in your little band has become increasingly desirous of bringing, shall we say, to a head, the business of setting the planet aright. We wish, my friends, that we could give you the personal guarantee of success that you would so like to hear. But you have a planet that’s moving rapidly and completely into the new vibration, and its people are not. Its people are becoming more and more polarized, are desiring to stand upon ground which is not holy, are desiring to distract themselves from that which may be of depth and meaning to them, so that they will not have to think of the consequences of being unholy, unkind, ungenerous, unloving.

Hatonn continued by saying the longer you spend in meditation the more you will begin to feel comfortable with the fact, not to be proud but only to be able to manifest it in your life by feeling the presence and the power of the Creator who is with you, and no matter how the emotions of your daily life may turn about you; no matter how distracted you may become by the concerns of people, yet you have that to fall back on which they may not, and it is that which makes you a shepherd, and it is the lack of that which makes them the sheep, so your relationship is defined, and you will recognize other shepherds when you see them, for you will hear in them the world weariness and yet the total sweetness that comes with the subconscious knowledge that this is truly not reality for you but merely an illusion that you have selected in order to do a job. Now Hatonn said we are aware that each of those in your group has become desirous of bringing to a head the business of setting the planet aright, and we wish that we could give you the guarantee of success that you would like to hear, but you have a planet that’s moving rapidly and completely into the new vibration, and its people are not because its people are desiring to distract themselves from that which may be of depth and meaning to them, so that they will not have to think of the consequences of being unloving. On September 21, 1974, Hatonn described the new vibration that we are moving into:

There is much joy and much beauty in constant presence of the Creator of us all very apparent within the new vibration. The new vibration is Love, as is the old vibration and yet, my friends, the truth of Love becomes a little more obvious with the higher vibrations.

My friends, you love one another, and you truly try to love those with whom you come in contact. We can only ask that you dig a little deeper into your subconscious, into the knowledge with which you came into this vibration so many long years ago. You have the opportunity to remember the sweetness and the simplicity of constant contact with the oneness of all things. You merely doubt from time to time that these things are so because you are lost in the wilderness where there are so few shepherds and so many sheep, and the herding of them is almost intolerable. Therefore we say to you, be of good courage and do not think of goals but only of the mile which you are walking at this time. We do not know how long the wilderness lasts in terms of time. If it lasts past your lifetime, then you will have been a shepherd along the way. You will not be in at the finish. You will not see the end written across the skies. The movie will not be over for you when you leave this incarnation. This is of no concern to you.

Do not be concerned with your accomplishments. Be concerned only with the amount of time that you spend dealing with individuals upon the sturdy and heartfelt basis of the Love of the Creator. Be concerned only with the analysis of your own thoughts, that you may reject those thoughts which are not helpful to your spiritual growth or to the growth of others. Most of all, allow your intuition to play the part in your life that it deserves. For with daily meditation, your intuition will point you in a direction that you ought to go. There will always be, to those who pray and meditate, a path that becomes obvious. It is not always what one would desire consciously, but when it becomes obvious, seize it and embrace it, for it is your next lesson. And by learning these lessons and learning them with Love, you and your powerful personalities, well-schooled in Love, are raising the planetary consciousness to a goodly degree.

Then Hatonn said you love one another, and you try to love those with whom you come in contact, and we can ask that you dig deeper into your subconscious, into the knowledge with which you came into this vibration so many years ago, for you have the opportunity to remember the sweetness of constant contact with the oneness of all things, but you doubt from time to time that these things are so because you are lost in the wilderness where there are few shepherds and many sheep, and the herding of them is almost intolerable, so we say to you, be of good courage, and do not think of goals but only of the mile which you are walking at this time, for we do not know how long the wilderness lasts in terms of time, so if it lasts past your lifetime, then you will have been a shepherd along the way, but you will not be in at the finish, and you will not see the end written across the skies because the movie will not be over for you when you leave this incarnation, and this is of no concern to you. Hatonn went on to say do not be concerned with your accomplishments, but be concerned with the amount of time that you spend dealing with individuals upon the heartfelt basis of the Love of the Creator, so be concerned only with the analysis of your own thoughts, that you may reject those thoughts which are not helpful to your spiritual growth the growth of others, but allow your intuition to play the part in your life that it deserves, for with daily meditation, your intuition will point you in a direction that you ought to go, and there will always be, to those who pray and meditate, a path that becomes obvious, but it is not always what one would desire consciously, but when it becomes obvious, seize it and embrace it, for it is your next lesson, and by learning these with Love, you and your powerful personalities, well-schooled in Love, are raising the planetary consciousness to a goodly degree. On September 4, 2016, Q’uo spoke of the value of our intuition:

The conscious seeker, however, has the great advantage in that it is a conscious seeker, and it is willing to put itself forth in this great quest to discover that which is hidden not only in the illusion around you, but within your very self—to find that pathway through your intuition, through that still small voice of the Creator that resides within you, to give you hints and clues and indications of directions to take; and then, if you have the faith and the will to take them, and the strength and perseverance to continue, you will find great rewards available to you.

We are aware that the one known as S has continued to feel isolated, and it is our hope that we have been able to put into the mind of at least one other person in that area the desire to form a meditation group. We do not know if we have been successful. Due to the fact that we do not directly do these things but do them only through instruments, and in this case we used the book written by this entity and the one known as Don, and an inquiry about people in the area of the one known as S, in order that this instrument could write a little note with a telephone number of the one known as S. If this is to be, it will be. We do not know, for it is totally dependent upon the free will of those concerned. But it has always been our desire that the one known as S not be isolated. However, it was felt by us that it was important for the spiritual strength of the one known as S that she be able to go through the wilderness unafraid and without regret.

We are satisfied at this time that she is aware that we are with her, and we feel that her remaining desire to be in touch with us through channels, such as this one, is simply an understandable desire for the closeness of contact. Indeed, this desire is also felt by this instrument who has never tired of these messages. We ask you to realize that we are very grateful to you, for you have been sent into a world that is hostile. And you do not have visible help. You have a great deal of invisible help, but you must always be strengthening your faith in order to be able to lean on this help as you would upon the help of a friend. Not that we or the Creator could ever tell you what to do.

Now Hatonn said we are aware that S has continued to feel isolated, and it is our hope that we have been able to put into the mind of at least one other person in that area the desire to form a meditation group, but we do not know if we have been successful because we do not directly do these things but do them only through instruments, and in this case we used the book written by Carla and Don and an inquiry about people in the area of S, in order that Carla could write a note with a telephone number of S’s, for if this is to be, it will be, but we do not know, for it is dependent upon the free will of those concerned, but it has always been our desire that S not be isolated, for it was felt by us that it was important for the spiritual strength of S that she be able to go through the wilderness unafraid and without regret. Hatonn went on to say we are satisfied that she is aware that we are with her, and we feel that her desire to be in touch with us through channels is an understandable desire for the closeness of contact, and this desire is also felt by Carla who has never tired of these messages, so we ask you to realize that we are grateful to you, for you have been sent into a world that is hostile, and you do not have visible help, but you have a great deal of invisible help, but you must be strengthening your faith in order to be able to lean on this help as you would upon the help of a friend,  not that we or the Creator could ever tell you what to do. On November 21, 1999, Q’uo described the nature of our invisible help:

All is well. This may be your mantra. All will be well. This will be your hope. Allow yourself to fail. Allow yourself to be upset. There is no disaster here, but only the opportunity for learning and growth. And know that help is always nearer than your breathing, closer than your own features or the breath in your body. Entities of great Love and wisdom surround you, Love you, want to support you. Lean into that invisible help and know always that all is well.

But when you lean upon the spiritual truth of Love, Love will live your life, and you need only follow the path of Love. And due to the best of your ability those good works that have been laid out for you to do. They may be as humble as a smile in a crowded supermarket, a sweet thought on a winter’s day, the noticing of the beauty of nature. Yes, my friends, these are good works, these things improve the planetary consciousness. There are dramatic good works, yes, but they are far and few between. That which Love has for you to do will be governed completely by the capacity of the planetary consciousness to absorb the Love which you have to give. If you cannot give it to all, you may give it to some; if you cannot give it to some, you may give it to a few; if you cannot give it to men and women, you may always, my friends, give it to children. For they are simple and open and understand Love.

Your tour of duty, shall we say, is almost over, and we feel that it would not make you unduly proud to say that you have done well. We wish only that your heartaches could be less and that your joy could be more. For this is what you came into this world to share, the joy of living under the highest law, the law of Love. We wish you the greatest of peace, and strength, and confidence in your day-by-day attempts to express this Love in your life, to show this Love and this joy in every smile and laugh, in every refusal to be bitter, in every forgiveness and every forgetting of a wrong. In a way you are not special, for you are children of God as are all. It is only that you have more experience, and this gives you responsibility. We hope that this responsibility may weigh lightly upon you and that you may find grace.

Now Hatonn said when you lean upon the spiritual truth of Love, Love will live your life, and you need only follow the path of Love, and due to the best of your ability those good works that have been laid out for you to do may be as humble as a smile in a crowded supermarket or the noticing of the beauty of nature, for these improve the planetary consciousness, and there are dramatic good works, but they are few and far between, so that which Love has for you to do will be governed by the capacity of the planetary consciousness to absorb the Love which you have to give, but if you cannot give it to all, you may give it to some; if you cannot give it to men and women, you may always give it to children, for they are simple and open and understand Love. So Hatonn said your tour of duty is almost over, and we feel that it would not make you too proud to say that you have done well, for we wish that your heartaches could be less, and that your joy could be more, for this is what you came into this world to share: the joy of living under the law of Love, so we wish you the greatest of peace and confidence in your day-by-day attempts to express this Love and joy in every smile, in every refusal to be bitter, in every forgiveness of a wrong, for in a way you are not special since you are children of God as are all, and it is only that you have more experience, and this gives you responsibility, and we hope that this responsibility may weigh lightly upon you, and that you may find grace. On May 17, 1981, Hatonn how we may live the law of Love:

Perfect Love is perfect freedom. Perfect Love is an entrance into a fresh field of flowers from the dark dungeon of fear. Love does not bind or unbind according to one man-made law. We speak to you in this wise, because we understand your desire to go further than the surface of seeking. Therefore, it is time, if you will allow us to use this term, for each to take the responsibility for the use of discrimination in the ascertaining of those actions which are appropriate, not in the eyes of others, or of a society which is faceless, but in the eyes of the self facing itself in meditation.

This is the law of Love that binds and unbinds. This is the law, which when used correctly causes the entity to take upon itself the raiment of the co-Creator that each of you really is. Only when you choose the responsibility of seeking in Love your own answers, your own formulations of questions, can you become one who acts rather than one who reads. The abilities of one who allows the original Thought to energize their being are many. The ability to serve others is immensely enhanced when the seeker ceases pondering the rightness and wrongness of action, but rather takes it to meditation and releases it, allowing then the original Thought of Love to have a clear channel through which to work.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We apologize for the delay, but the noise of the tape recorder which ended lightened this instrument’s concentration upon our words, and we felt that she would better finish this message if she were able to turn it and begin another side. We would at this time pause and ask if the one known as S has any questions at this time.

S: [Inaudible]. Our evolution [inaudible] at this time, a great sense of a [inaudible] sadness in your words, impression that in fact [inaudible] we are not making progress that was once hoped [inaudible].

I am Hatonn. Your impression of the sadness in our voice is correct, my sister. However, it is not sadness because of your failure to be shepherds of the flock. For indeed, there have been many more who remembered the Love of the Creator and served that Love in their lives than we ever expected or hoped for when this planet was seeded with people such as yourselves who lay down their lives for their brethren, in Love. We are very, shall we say, grateful and impressed. The problem, my sister, lies in a planet which is only with the greatest difficulty avoiding becoming evil. It is holding on to its mixed neutrality only by some effort, and that effort is that which is put out by those such as you.

As we watch the peoples of the world in which you now reside, we do not see any lessening of nationalism and all of the pride and vain glory which that causes, of the desire for war as a tool of diplomacy in order to gain advantage over other nations and ideologies. These things are increasing, in spite of the great tragedies that have happened within the last hundred years. The vibrations are very strong in your planet. It is as though the people were vampires, desirous of blood. You have tried very hard, and so have we, and individuals among the sheep will pass the graduation test and thus you will have done your job, and for that, you too can be grateful and feel satisfied. But you were fighting against great odds, and so are we. We still fight on, and so do you. And we do not consider the situation hopeless; for there is an eternity in which to work it out. However, the fact remains that at this moment we cannot even be on station over your skies, working with groups such as yours, in what you call your United States. It is only through a request to the central computer that we have been able to speak with you this evening.

Hatonn answered S’s question by saying your impression of the sadness in our voice is correct, but it is not sadness because of your failure to be a shepherd of the flock, for there have been many who remembered the Love of the Creator and served that Love in their lives than we ever expected when this planet was seeded with people such as yourselves who lay down their lives for their brethren, in Love, and we are very grateful and impressed, so the problem lies in a planet which is barely avoiding becoming evil, and it is holding on to its mixed neutrality only by some effort, and that effort is that which is put out by those such as you. Then Hatonn said as we watch the people of the world in which you reside, we do not see any lessening of nationalism and all of vain glory which that causes the desire for war as a tool of diplomacy in order to gain advantage over other nations, and these things are increasing in spite of the tragedies that have happened within the last hundred years, so the vibrations are very strong in your planet, and it is as though the people were vampires, desirous of blood, but you have tried very hard, and so have we, and individuals among the sheep will pass the graduation test, and you will have done your job, and for that, you too can be grateful and feel satisfied, but you were fighting against great odds, and so are we, and we still fight on, and so do you, for we do not consider the situation hopeless because there is an eternity in which to work it out, but the fact remains that at this moment we cannot be on station over your skies, working with groups such as yours, in your United States, so it is only through a request to the central computer that we have been able to speak with you this evening. On July 5, 1981, Hatonn described the Love of the Creator:

My sister, we would answer you by saying that to seek the Love of the infinite Creator in each moment of your life is the greatest service and the greatest learning that can be accomplished upon your plane, for it is the lesson of this dimension to discover the Love of the Creator within all that is experienced within the self, within the life, within the family, within the community, within each activity, each experience and there is, shall we say, an infinite amount of time to discover this Love.

For we are attempting to send words of peace and Love into the leaders of those in your old world, those in the Orient, those in what you call Russia, those in the Middle East. They seem to be so determined to blow up what they cannot have. And what they do not realize is that they will destroy not only themselves, but souls, if they are allowed to use nuclear weapons. Thus, we are sad this evening. For we are those who Love, and Love breeds sadness. Thus, we too must meditate and remember the joy of the Creator. However, we do not shrink from what we see to be the truth. We simply accept it and realize that all those who at this time are not progressing, or progressing very slowly, will simply progress in another time, in another place of their own free will, for the process is inexorable.

We do not then ever despair, for we know that no souls can be lost. They can only be longer in the darkness, and this we wish to help you to avoid on your planet. And we know that you too wish to help your people in this way. We are afraid that in the vibration of Love as we know it, there is a dynamic of joy and sadness. Joy from the Creator; sadness because of the separation of those who are separated from the Creator. For those who love wish only to serve others, and when you cannot serve, you must then feel sad. Perhaps that is the hardest thing about loving, is to know that you cannot change people; they must come to you; they must be ready; then the seed is planted and joy begins again in new ground. For this you may hope, for this you may still and always hope. For although this planet will not as a whole successfully enter the next density, there are those who will. And even now, you can help them develop. It does not have to be by the dialectic of spoken words. As we said before, it can be by smiles, by writing, by singing, by touching, by all the ways that you can show Love.

Hatonn continued by saying we are attempting to send words of peace and Love to the leaders of those in the Orient, those in Russia, and those in the Middle East since they seem to be determined to blow up what they cannot have, and what they do not realize is that they will destroy not only themselves, but souls if they use nuclear weapons, so we are sad this evening, for we are those who Love, and Love breeds sadness, so we too must meditate and remember the joy of the Creator, but we do not shrink from what we see to be the truth, so we accept it and realize that all those who at this time are not progressing, or progressing slowly, will progress in another time, in another place of their own free will, for the process is inexorable. Now Hatonn said we do not despair, for we know that no souls can be lost, so they can only be longer in the darkness, and this we wish to help you to avoid on your planet, for we know that you wish to help your people in this way, so we are afraid that in the vibration of Love as we know it, there is a dynamic of joy and sadness, joy from the Creator and sadness because of the separation of those who are separated from the Creator, for those who Love wish only to serve others, and when you cannot serve, you must then feel sad, and the hardest thing about loving is to know that you cannot change people, for they must be ready, and then the seed is planted and joy begins again in new ground, for this you may hope, so although this planet will not as a whole successfully enter the next density, there are those who will, and even now you can help them develop, but it does not have to be by the logic of spoken words, but it can be by smiles, by writing, by singing are all the ways that you can show Love. On August 16, 1979, Hatonn said that there is an infinity of ways to show Love:

There will come before you things to do. You each have your own talents. They are each different and unique. You cannot be anyone but yourself. Yet, in your own way, you can be one who shows Love. There is an infinity of ways to show Love. It is your own judgment that will help you to know what your opportunities are, what you can and cannot do. But when you see an opportunity, my friends, turn it not down, but go forward. You will feel in your heart that which is right, and only can know the feelings of your heart.

We are aware that many times both of you to whom we speak at this time have had the gift of listening. That is a great act of love. We encourage it in you. You may feel that you are not helping by listening, but if you listen with love, you can be the transformative element in the equation. You need not say anything in order for the look in your eye to reflect an attitude, in which the voices of others become aware of what they are saying and so begin to tell the truth, and so begin to find themselves. But we share our sadness with you at this time, because we want you to know that you are not alone, that we are not without compassion for your feelings. However, we wish you to understand that there is a deeper reality in which you must not and cannot feel sad. For as we said, the place whereon you stand at this very moment, wherever you are, is holy ground. You do not need to reach the promised land. You have the promised land in your heart. Simply because other people cannot see it does not mean that it is not there. You must visit it in meditation and then you will know. Does this answer your question, my sister?

We are aware that many times both of you to whom we speak at this time have had the gift of listening, and that is an act of love, but you may feel that you are not helping by listening, but if you listen with Love, you can be the transformative element in the equation, so you need not say anything in order for the look in your eye to reflect an attitude, in which the voices of others become aware of what they are saying is truth, and so they begin to find themselves, but we share our sadness with you at this time because we want you to know that you are not alone, that we have compassion for your feelings, but we wish you to understand that there is a deeper reality in which you cannot feel sad, for the place whereon you stand is holy ground, so you do not need to reach the promised land, for you have the promised land in your heart, and you must visit it in meditation and then you will know. Does this answer your question, my sister? On November 24, 2002, Q’uo described the nature of our deeper reality:

The conditions in time/space are quite different, and consequently there is not the bar against remembering and being completely aware of the metaphysical nature of what this instrument would call a deeper reality and the passing nature of all things which participate within this world of life and death. The energy of, say, the tree or a person may be seen in the context of this deeper reality as a minor distortion in the flow of unpotentiated time/space. The illusion that is so pointed and so emphatic to the physical eyes which you enjoy is in fact very little different from, but quite pointedly different from, unpotentiated time/space.

This means that each being of third density has, barely leashed within her energy system, the ability literally to move mountains or to make any physical changes by consciousness alone that her imagination and will can focus upon to a great enough extent, with great enough purity of desire and with a great enough sense of purpose. The limited intake of information within third density is that limitation which affects the conscious mind. It does not affect the subconscious mind except in the higher levels of the subconscious mind. Therefore, it is seldom that entities do see those beings of the inner planes with their physical eyes. Indeed, most of those who do see the inner planes entities while conscious are those who this instrument would call children, those who have not been trained to say that such things are impossible to see.

S: Yes. Although I [inaudible] active imagination [inaudible] broadest transformation [inaudible] part of it [inaudible] perhaps I may not be part of that [inaudible] my [inaudible]. Waiting [inaudible] problem [inaudible] so afraid to do something [inaudible] if it’s my ego or not [inaudible] back and wait [inaudible].

I am Hatonn. I am aware of your sentiments. May we say again, that you are not the only one of your band who feels the intense pressure of action at this time. This was indeed to be the time of movement. And it is possible yet that your little band may be able to do a few things. The one known as M, the one known as K, the one known as B, and especially the one known as Don have all suffered terribly in these last months because of an urgent and continuing feeling that they have not taken hold of their responsibilities. This instrument, who is less susceptible to this pressure, has also felt that this is a critical time, although it has not distressed her as much. Your perception is totally and perfectly correct. This and the years to come, your year 1980 and 1981, 1982, are your critical years in your incarnations. These were the years that you had all set aside to be mature enough and ready enough to work together to aid your planet. The planet which you adopted so bravely.

It will be a measure of the determination of each as to how much of this is realized. However, it is our observation that the outcome of even the most successful campaign on your part is simply questionable. As we said, we have come to the conclusion that we can save individuals and be careful and consciously cautious in beginning their spiritual path by inspiration and so may you be. But we have come to the conclusion that we cannot, as a whole, transform this planetary consciousness. At best, we can simply keep it from tearing up the planet, this very beautiful planet on which you now reside. And that is now our goal and what we continue to ask light groups, such as yours, to pray for. That the weather be asked by your higher selves to be calm, that the leaders of your world be asked by your higher selves to be in peace, in Love, and harmony. These may seem to be foolish thoughts in the face of the weather that you are now experiencing and the difficulties that your international scene now presents. But we say to you that each prayer is heard.

So Hatonn replied by saying you are not the only one of your band who feels the intense pressure of action at this time, for this was to be the time of movement, and it is possible that your band may be able to do a few things, so M, K, B, and especially Don have all suffered in these last months because of a feeling that they have not taken hold of their responsibilities, and Carla, who is less susceptible to this pressure, has also felt that this is a critical time, although it has not distressed her as much, but your perception is correct, so this year, 1980, 1981, and 1982, are critical years in your incarnations, for these were the years that you had all set aside to be ready to work together to aid your planet. Hatonn said that it will be a measure of the determination of each as to how much of this is realized, but it is our observation that the outcome of the most successful campaign on your part is questionable because we have come to the conclusion that we can help individuals be cautious in beginning their spiritual path by inspiration, and so may you be, but we have come to the conclusion that we cannot, as a whole, transform this planetary consciousness, so we can keep it from tearing up the this beautiful planet on which you reside, and that is our goal, and what we continue to ask light groups to pray that the weather be asked by your higher selves to be calm, that the leaders of your world be asked by your higher selves to be in peace, in Love, and harmony, and these may seem to be foolish thoughts in the face of the weather that you are now experiencing and the difficulties that your international scene now presents, but we say to you that each prayer is heard. On September 4, 1980, Hatonn described the planetary consciousness of Earth:

The reason that the transition will include difficult Earth changes for your people is that the thinking of this planetary consciousness is very awry. There are many upon this planet that are of highest caliber of service to others. However, there are just as many who are very strongly polarized towards separation. As a buffer zone you have an extremely weak, though large, segment of the population that cares about very little, learns very little, and contributes very little to the planetary consciousness.

What you do can change things on the inner planes. Already, light groups like yours have saved many in California and we ask your help with what you would call earthquakes. At the time that we asked that, rather than one large earthquake, there were several small ones and there was no loss of life. We continue to fight small battles such as this one, in lieu of the important and great battle, which we feel that we have lost, the battle for the planetary consciousness of your people. Many of your people will simply have to repeat the cycle of time which they have just experienced. It is not a true sadness that we feel, for we know that all will be well. It is simply a disappointment, that we cannot share the Creator and the joy of the Creator’s Love with all people who have that joy within them, waiting to be unblocked, waiting to be unlocked! But it cannot be if the person does not desire to use the key. So be it!

We shall see, and we will be in touch with your group. You may depend upon it—in the months to come and the years to come—to witness with you and to send our Love and support for your own program to give love and information to those who desire it on your planet. We know that you will do the best that you can. We do not fear for any ego problems from any of you, for we feel that life itself has taught you enough at this point that you can analyze your own thoughts and work with them yourselves. Each of you in the group, that has come to planet Earth at this time together, is a highly disciplined person.

Hatonn continued by saying that what you do can change things on the inner planes, for Light groups like yours have saved many in California, and we ask your help with earthquakes, and at the time that we asked that, rather than one large earthquake, there were several small ones, and there was no loss of life, so we continue to fight small battles such as this one, instead of the great battle which we feel that we have lost for the planetary consciousness of your people, and many of your people will have to repeat the cycle of time which they have just experienced, but it is not a true sadness that we feel, for we know that all will be well, so it is a disappointment that we cannot share the Creator and the joy of the Creator’s Love with all people who have that joy within them, waiting to be unlocked, but it cannot be if the person does not desire to use the key, so be it! Then Hatonn said we shall see, and we will be in touch with your group, and you may depend upon it—in the months and years to come—to send our Love and support for your program to give Love and information to those who desire it on your planet, for we know that you will do the best that you can, and we do not fear any ego problems from any of you, for we feel that life has taught you enough at this point that you can analyze your thoughts and work with them yourselves since each of you in the group, that has come to planet Earth at this time together, is a highly disciplined person. On November 3, 1985, Hatonn spoke of the value of Light groups:

When groups of entities meet together, the Light blazes far, far brighter than by merely addition, for each gives each strength, clarity and purity of being, each giving unto each the gift of Light. That is why your so-called Light groups are crucial, always have been, and always shall be. They are centers, if you will, of focus for that which is lightest in all people to have a safe place to be vulnerable and to shine forth in the darkness.

We who have served with the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator within your sphere of influence for some time as you call it have seen more and more and more Lights glowing in the darkness. Their radiance is growing brighter and there are beginning to be networks formed, networks of Light, traceries like lace encircling the darkened spiritual metaphysical planes of your Earth world. However, we do not want to emphasize overly much the function of the group, for each entity goes forth from the group and yet is still an entity holding as in the holograph all of the Light of consciousness, all of the fresh and living radiance of the one original Thought.

Ego is useful for being a chemical being upon a chemical planet. To be totally without ego would be somewhat awkward. We do not fear ego or ask you to dismantle it. We ask you to be aware of the way it works in your life. And when you feel that you have become offensive because of it, correct that action. That is all you need to worry about, in ego. If you are giving information to others, you may become tired of the sound of your voice. You may feel that you are showing off your information or your knowledge. But we ask you, why do you think that you had that information? Be humble in your heart and know that you are nothing without the Creator but clay and dust. But know also that you are a perfect created being. Do not be proud of the dust, but be unafraid to share the joy of being a child of God.

We ask you in all sincerity to have confidence and not to worry about your ego, but simply to analyze your actions in each case. And when you have determined whether your ego or your love was working, adjust your behavior accordingly. For you are not in a situation where others will understand you, and it would do you no good to speak to others. Thus, you must be your own disciplinarian. You are always able to speak at any time on the physical plane with those others of your group with whom you came. If there is a question that you cannot penetrate, we urge you to speak to the one known as Don or any of the others in your group. And we assure you that we will send you our thoughts, if you ask us. But most of all, you must have the confidence to realize that you know the score, and that you are too much a student of life to allow something that has been a rather beautiful and loving existence up to this point to become marred by excessive egoism.

Now Hatonn went on to say ego is useful for being a chemical being upon a chemical planet, and to be without ego would be somewhat awkward, so we do not fear ego or ask you to dismantle it, but we ask you to be aware of the way it works in your life, and when you feel that you have become offensive because of it, correct that action, and that is all you need to worry about, in ego, so if you are giving information to others, you may become tired of the sound of your voice, and you may feel that you are showing off your knowledge, but we ask you, why do you think that you had that information? Be humble in your heart, and know that you are nothing without the Creator but clay and dust, but know also that you are a perfect created being, so do not be proud of the dust, but be unafraid to share the joy of being a child of God. Then Hatonn said that we ask you to have confidence and not to worry about your ego, but to analyze your actions in each case, and when you have determined whether your ego or your love was working, adjust your behavior accordingly, for you are not in a situation where others will understand you, and it would do you no good to speak to others, so you must be your own disciplinarian because you are always able to speak at any time on the physical plane with those others of your group with whom you came, and if there is a question that you cannot penetrate, we urge you to speak to Don or any of the others in your group, and we assure you that we will send you our thoughts, if you ask us, but most of all, you must have the confidence to realize that you know the score, and that you are too much a student of life to allow something that has been a beautiful and loving existence up to this point to become marred by excessive egoism. On August 14, 1988, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the student of life:

Thus, each student of life may learn of that which is great by looking at that which is small, may learn of that which is without by looking at that which is within, may also learn in the reverse order, as correlations can be made from small to large, from within to without. Those connecting fibers and pathways which bind each to the other and each to the planet and each planet to the creation are those pathways which lead from understanding of one kind to understanding of another. Thus, may each discover that which one sees within the realm of one’s own being.

We are aware that you have been egotistic in the past; so has everyone that is incarnate in a chemical universe. Ego is a defense mechanism, it is a separator. Without ego you would become the proverbial doormat. Know who you are, let your ego speak, but then let it be quiet. Simply see the balance between too little and too much. We are aware that many Eastern religions encourage the total abolishment of ego. This is all very well and good in a culture where the holy are fed. In your particular culture, the holy are normally considered quite insane, thus, retain your protective coloration and your ego as part of that. For you cannot function unless the society perceives you as normal. But know in your heart who you are. And let not your ego tell you that you have limitations.

Then Hatonn said we are aware that you have been egotistic in the past; so has everyone that is incarnate in a chemical universe, for ego is a defense mechanism, a separator, and without ego you would become the proverbial doormat, so know who you are, and let your ego speak, but then let it be quiet, and see the balance between too little and too much, for we are aware that many Eastern religions encourage the total abolishment of ego, and this is all well in a culture where the holy are fed, but in your culture, the holy are normally considered quite insane, so retain your protective coloration with your ego as part of that, for you cannot function unless the society perceives you as normal, but know in your heart who you are, and let not your ego tell you that you have limitations. On September 7, 1980, Hatonn described the nature of our ego:

Your ego, your personality, your intellect, can never display to others that which you wish. Therefore, my friends, let it all go and rest in Love, with no name, no reputation, no learning, for Love is the greatest force and the greatest knowledge that you can possibly attain, and you cannot reach it with your mind, with your ego, with your personality. It is a matter of desire.

Has this helped you, my sister?

S: Yes. [Inaudible] I may also pray [inaudible] I hope you will send your light [inaudible] appear to [inaudible]. I guess that goes along [inaudible] with incarnating [inaudible] physical body. [Inaudible] fear of what [inaudible] said [inaudible] as much as I have tried to tell myself this is an illusion [inaudible] and I know there is a greater reality, I still have the fear of my own physical being, the physical being that I have given birth to, and it is sometimes hard to get back to the basics and a [inaudible] feel that fear [inaudible]. I need all the help I can get [inaudible] quiet and get back to reality [inaudible] experience.

I am Hatonn. I will give you words of comfort, my sister, by urging you to never look ahead. For one of your singular imagination that is not a profitable activity. The day in which you are living at this point is enough meat for your thoughts to digest. To live in the future is as mistaken as to live in the past. That which you have is only yours for a moment and then is replaced by something else that is only yours for a moment. As you say, in the greater reality all times are one, and you need not fear the future, because it is no longer the future but a great circle of reality, encompassing all that ever was or ever will be. But in this illusion you must train your mind…

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This morning I ran some errands with my first stop at Thieneman’s Nursery to buy some fertilizer. The second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway to fill Stanley’s tank with premium gas.

This afternoon I drove to Terrapin Hill where our Homecoming Gathering is entering its last day. Everyone was on a break, and most attendees were not around the Pavillion. So, I found some friends to hang out with for about half an hour before everyone gathered in the Pavillion to have our Round Robin sharing of what we were hoping to take home with us as memories of our time together. After that Gary, Trish, Austin and I drove to a wooden Gazebo where we went through the tuning process in preparation for our channeling session. When we returned to the Pavillion we watched a 9-minute video about wanderers coming to Earth to be of service to Earth and Her population. Then each instrument channeled Q’uo’s answer to one question. Then we all got the chairs and tables arranged for our last meal together.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 14

The Sanctified Nature Of Cycles

I am the Holy Spirit of the nature of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you with the full consciousness of Love.

Make up your minds to look about you today and open your heart to what you see. You shall see that which is barely growing, that which is in bloom, that which is ending its manifestation, and that in which there seems to be no more life.

This is true of growing things in nature, of pilgrim souls upon their journeys and of each institution made by man and by God. Perhaps you will begin to see the sanctified nature of the cycles of birth and death which are appropriate and beautiful in the continually changing and evolving creation of Love.

Growth means change, and change is perceived as difficult. May you, today, see the rightness of the rhythms of your experience, celebrating in them the beauty of perfection.

We leave you in the peace of the understanding of the harmonious plan of a Loving God, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from September 6, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to speak with you this evening, and we have been requested to do so by the group consciousness known to you as Hatonn, who again at this time has been stationed over your Oriental skies, as you would call them, in order to attempt to send vibrations of Love and peace to the leaders of those nations, for there is some danger at this time to your peoples that national tempers will rise to the point of armed conflict. Thus, the entity known as Hatonn and we of the Confederation ask that you meditate upon the peace and harmony of the creation of the Creator and send those vibrations into the planetary consciousness at the end of each meditation, for the world needs your love at this time very much. The entity known as Hatonn also wishes to thank those in this group who have meditated at times upon the calming of the waters, as it was asked previously that you do. For indeed it has helped to avert even worse disasters in the oceans and storms of those oceans.

The power of what you might call faith or Love is so great that even a small group of people, can be effective if they are genuinely concerned and give of themselves in prayer and meditation first of all to seek the truth and secondarily to send love and light to those who are in need and to the planet itself. This energy is extremely powerful, and we thank those who have lent themselves to this great work at this time. We are at this time very far from you and speaking through two densities of thought to this instrument. However, the conditions for reception are very good, and she is receiving very well, although our contact is causing her to feel a bit electrically stirred; the hair upon her body is somewhat electrically charged. However, we can continue through this instrument and will do so with your permission.

Latwii wanted to talk to this group about the concepts of peace and war. They began by saying it is a privilege to speak with you this evening, and we have been requested to do so by the group consciousness known to you as Hatonn, who at this time has been stationed over your Oriental skies in order to attempt to send vibrations of Love and peace to the leaders of those nations, for there is danger at this time to your people that national tempers will rise to the point of armed conflict, so Hatonn, and we of the Confederation ask that you meditate upon the peace and harmony of the creation of the Creator and send those vibrations into the planetary consciousness at the end of each meditation, for the world needs your love at this time, and Hatonn wishes to thank those in this group who have meditated upon the calming of the waters, as it was asked previously that you do, for it has helped to avert even worse disasters in the oceans and storms of those oceans. Then Latwii said the power of faith or Love is so great that even a small group of people can be effective if they are concerned and give of themselves in prayer and meditation to seek the truth and to send love and light to those who are in need, and to the planet itself, for this energy is powerful, and we thank those who have given themselves to this great work, so we are far from you and speaking through two densities of thought to Carla, and the conditions for reception are good, and she is receiving very well, although our contact is causing her to feel electrically stirred since the hair upon her body is electrically charged, but we can continue through Carla and will do so with your permission. On April 15, 1979, Hatonn spoke of how the planetary consciousness has been affected by war:

You have us there, due to the fact that we do not ourselves know what will happen, for the free will of the planet will have a great deal to do with the severity of Earth changes that take place due to the gravitational force exerted upon the crust of the planet Earth at that time. You are incarnate on a planet which is very busy being born, going through a cycle.

The Earth changes have intensified as have the polarity of the tempers of the people of the planet. We are sure that you have observed that many have become more loving and, at the same time, many have become far less loving and more prone to the bloodiness of battle within the last thirty years.

These changes in the planetary consciousness are at one with the changes in nature, and natural catastrophes and difficulties of all kinds have increased dramatically within the last thirty years. This change will continue to worsen both on the human and physical levels for approximately the next fifteen years.

We, as always, are amazed at the serious attempt of your people to live by the laws of ethical rightness as you know them. My friends, we would speak to you about these laws, for they are sometimes harmful. It has been written in your holy works that when the teacher known as Jesus was asked why His disciples sat to eat without washing their hands, as was the custom among the people of that time, for religious purposes, the teacher answered, “It is not what goes into the mouth of any man that defiles him, but rather those things which come out of the mouth of men.” And we would reacquaint you, my friends, with this thought, for it is very important in your understanding of the Law of the Creator. Yes, my friends, there is a law and that Law is Love.

Humanity has created many systems of ethical considerations, so that people may live with each other without warfare. And this is, of course, to the good of the people. For it is not comforting to know that you might at any time be killed for no reason at all, or dragged before a firing squad, or imprisoned, or the other difficulties facing one who lives in a society which has fallen into the hands of an unscrupulous government. Thus, to the extent that these laws of your people, legal and ethical, preserve the common peace and aid the spiritual development of each human being, these laws are to the good. But when they are interpreted literally and rigidly and do not allow for compassion, understanding, and the redemption of Love then these laws are harmful to the spiritual development of the individual.

Latwii went on to say we are amazed at the serious attempt of your people to live by the laws of ethical rightness as you know them, and we would speak to you about these laws, for they are sometimes harmful, and it has been written in your holy works that when Jesus was asked why His disciples sat to eat without washing their hands, as was the custom among the people of that time the teacher answered, “It is not what goes into the mouth of any man that defiles him, but rather those things which come out of the mouth of men,” and we would reacquaint you with this thought, for it is very important in your understanding of the Law of the Creator, and that Law is Love. Then Latwii said humanity has created systems of ethical considerations, so that people may live with each other without warfare, and this is to the good of the people, for it is not comforting to know that you might be killed for no reason at all, or imprisoned, or the other difficulties facing one who lives in a society which has fallen into the hands of an unscrupulous government, so to the extent that these laws of your people, legal and ethical, preserve the common peace and aid the spiritual development of each human being, these laws are to the good, but when they are interpreted literally and do not allow for compassion and the redemption of Love, then these laws are harmful to the spiritual development of the individual. On August 2, 1979, Hatonn said that the Law of the Creator is the Law of Love:

There are many occult sciences, shall we say, such as astrology, which have some use. They have been largely misused among your people as a way of prophesying, and this has overtones of infringing upon free will by suggestion. This is not in line with the Law of the Creator, which is one of Free Will and Love. Your world is not deterministic, and your stars, shall we say, are merely pointers pointing the way, as you know, to the basic structure of your Earthly personalities. You are also provided with a will which, following the laws of the Creator, can totally transform the basic Earthly personality.

How many of your people, my friend, have been subjected in their childhood to a long list of things about which they must feel guilty if they not do? These laws cover everything from what one must put on one’s body to be well clothed to how one must keep one’s dwelling place, how one must speak, who one must speak to, and how one must judge others according to their appearance. All of these ideas of your people are erroneous, in that the appearance of people, the habits of people, and all of those things which go with a cultural upbringing are merely window dressing for that which is deep within the heart of each person, and that is that spark of Love which is the divine Thought which created them.

If you cannot deal with a person because of their differences from you, intellectually, morally, spiritually or simply by appearance or way of speaking, then you have not drawn from your meditation the deeper understanding that all people are the same. That they are all on a path towards the Creator. Some are going at a fast rate of speed, some at a slow rate of speed. Some seem to be taking a vacation from the journey to the Creator or even taking side trips in which they are getting farther away from the Love of the Creator. But, my friends, if you take the long view you must realize that it does not matter because if you have eternity in which to develop each soul, and if you understand the inevitability of the progress or, shall we say, the eventual progress of each soul, then you know that each person is either progressing along a spiritual path now, or that they will do so in the future. It is this portion of the personality of each being that you meet that must be of importance to you in your dealings with them.

Then Latwii said how many of your people have been subjected in their childhood to a list of things about which they must feel guilty if they not do? These laws cover everything from what one must put on one’s body to be well clothed to how one must keep one’s dwelling place, how one must speak, who one must speak to, and how one must judge others according to their appearance, but all of these ideas are erroneous in that the appearance of people, the habits of people, and all of those things which go with a cultural upbringing are window dressing, for that which is within the heart of each person is that spark of Love which is the divine Thought which created them. Latwii continued by saying if you cannot deal with a person because of their differences from you, intellectually, morally, spiritually, or simply by appearance or way of speaking, then you have not drawn from your meditation the deeper understanding that all people are the same, and that they are all on a path towards the Creator, for some are going at a fast rate of speed, some at a slow rate of speed, and some seem to be taking a vacation from the journey to the Creator or even taking side trips in which they are getting farther away from the Love of the Creator, but if you take the long view you must realize that it does not matter because if you have eternity in which to develop each soul, and if you understand the inevitability of the progress or the eventual progress of each soul, then you know that each person is either progressing along a spiritual path now, or that they will do so in the future, so it is this portion of the personality of each being that you meet that must be of importance to you in your dealings with them. On October 8, 1989, Hatonn described the long view:

Take the long view, my friends. Find the lightness of heart that this gives you, the balance of opinion, and the thoughtfulness, and eventually, the faith that it offers. For when there is no reason to anything within the illusion, then it is that that which is mysterious outside of the illusion has the only possibility of being real. Gaze at that pontificated reality, and realize that that reality, that mystery, is Love, an energy indescribable. The infinite intelligence of the one Creator is Love, unpotentiated, unpolarized, unaware. It merely Loves. The active principle of free will is chosen again and again by the Creator, Who chooses to make a creation and form active principles of Itself that It may learn of Its own nature. We already know the answer: the nature of the Creator is Love; the nature of you is Love; the nature of your circumstances is Love. Whatever they may be, all is as it should be; all offers the catalyst that is required at the present time.

If you are unable to tolerate a person, as understandable as it may be, you must still continue to meditate until you can see that person as the Creator, for that is the Law of Love. You have upon your planet many who do not understand nor wish to seek the Law of Love, and it is indeed hard to imagine being able to love some of these people. We would name, for instance, Adolf Hitler, whom it would be difficult to see as a child of the Creator. Yet, my friends, this man is a child of the Creator and this soul, although he has a long, long journey, will in the end become a spiritualized and seeking being. Other political figures of your time, such as the entity this instrument calls the Ayatollah of Iran, seem to be totally lost in totally foolish and shameful acts.

But we say to you, my friends, you must see each person as part of the Creator. It is only in doing this that you free yourself to have a right relationship with each person that you meet. These are extreme examples, of course, but in your daily life you meet so many whom you could inspire because of the joy in your heart and your acceptance of them without judgment. They would then wish to know what you had that made you different, my friends. And you would have dropped a seed of Love; whether it fell on stony ground or on fertile soil, your service would have been accomplished.

Latwii continued by saying if you are unable to tolerate a person you must still continue to meditate until you can see that person as the Creator, for that is the Law of Love, but you have upon your planet many who do not understand nor wish to seek the Law of Love, and it is hard to imagine being able to love some of these people, and we would name Adolf Hitler, whom it would be difficult to see as a child of the Creator, yet this man is a child of the Creator, and this soul, although he has a long journey, will in the end become a seeking being, and other political figures of your time, such as the entity Carla calls the Ayatollah of Iran, seem to be totally lost shameful acts. Now Latwii said you must see each person as part of the Creator. It is only in doing this that you free yourself to have a good relationship with each person that you meet, so these are extreme examples, but in your daily life you meet so many whom you could inspire because of the joy in your heart and your acceptance of them without judgment, for they would then wish to know what you had that made you different, and you would have dropped a seed of Love, so whether it fell on stony ground or on fertile soil, your service would have been accomplished. On April 6, 1997, Q’uo described the seed of Love that we all have within us:

There is inside of each of you a seed that will send forth its roots, and stem, and leaves, and flowers. Nourish that seed, my friends. It is the seed of Love, the seed of hope and faith, the seed of unity, the seed of whatever quality you feel is highest and best in your experience at this time. We feel through each here a feeling of renewal, a feeling of rededication, of purpose and place, a centering within all that is. We encourage each to be the gardener: to pull the weeds, to water the seeds, to give praise and thanksgiving to the One who provides all that is necessary for this growth and movement through this illusion.

Thus, we say to you, know the Law of Love and understand that it supersedes the laws of mankind. And if you can apply the Law of Love in any situation, do not hesitate to relax your grip upon the laws of people. For more important than your understanding of the wrongness of others’ actions, or even your own, is the understanding that forgiveness is the divine act. And it is within your own heart, through the grace and power of Love, that you may forgive yourself and others when you find yourself or the people in error.

How much you desire to be of service to each other! We appreciate that, my friends, for we wish to be of service to you also. But we are aware that we can only do just so much, and then we must relax and let our thoughts drift towards the golden Love and Light of the infinite Creator. What we can give you, we do! If we can give you an inspiration; if we can give you a piece of joy from the feelings that we give you in meditation with us; if we can encourage you to meditate in any form whatsoever on a daily basis, we are very pleased. This is what we are here to do. If we fail, we simply wait until we can try again. And we hope that you can develop that kind of patience and understanding of your people.

Now Latwii said know the Law of Love and understand that it supersedes the laws of mankind, and if you can apply the Law of Love in any situation, do not hesitate to relax your grip upon the laws of people, for more important than your understanding of the wrongness of others’ actions, or even your own, is the understanding that forgiveness is the divine act, and it is within your heart, through the power of Love that you may forgive yourself and others when you find yourself or the people in error. Latwii continued by saying how much you desire to be of service to each other, for we appreciate that for we wish to be of service to you also, but we are aware that we can only do so much, and then we must relax and let our thoughts drift towards the golden Love and Light of the infinite Creator, but what we can give you, we do, so if we can give you an inspiration; if we can give you a piece of joy from the feelings that we give you in meditation with us; if we can encourage you to meditate in any form whatsoever on a daily basis, we are pleased, for his is what we are here to do, but if we fail, we simply wait until we can try again, and we hope that you can develop that kind of patience and understanding of your people. On March 22, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the power of patience and understanding:

You cannot do this yourself, for you are as you are in this illusion, but there is that within you which is more yourself than that self which you now know, and that deeper self can do all these things that you may wish to do. It can love. It can show forth patience and understanding, and, my friends, it can sing alone in the darkness and offer to those who grope, the seeking for Love, that beacon which may guide them to their own paths, toward Light.

Life, you see my friends, is truly a humorous condition. If you could look at your life as though it were an old-time silent movie with all of the gestures exaggerated and subtitles under each episode, you would then be able to see your life’s dream in its true form. It is a movie on your particular screen for your particular understanding and entertainment. You can be an actor, totally lost in the drama of your existence, or you can also be in the audience watching the drama, understanding what there is to understand in each situation and finding the comedy and the laughter that is inherent in the ridiculous assumption that a soul could take on a heavy chemical body and move about and find the importance of things like money, possessions, homes, and all of the trappings of your society, when the only important things are love, compassion and service to others. Can you not find the humor of your own thoughts? When you find your mind too much with your worldly goods and ideas, step back, my friends, and watch the action as though it were on a movie screen, have a good laugh and feel refreshed in the knowledge that you are beginning to truly understand the nature of your existence on planet Earth.

Latwii said life is a humorous condition, and if you could look at your life as though it were an old-time silent movie with all of the gestures exaggerated and subtitles under each episode, you would then be able to see your life’s dream in its true form because it is a movie on your screen for your understanding and entertainment, so you can be an actor, lost in the drama of your existence, or you can be in the audience watching the drama, understanding what there is to understand in each situation and finding the comedy and the laughter that is inherent in the ridiculous assumption that a soul could take on a chemical body and move about and find the importance of things like possessions, homes, and all of the trappings of your society, when the only important things are love and service to others, so can you find the humor of your thoughts? When you find your mind too much with your worldly goods and ideas, step back and watch the action as though it were on a movie screen, have a good laugh, and feel refreshed in the knowledge that you are beginning to understand the nature of your existence on planet Earth. On August 7, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the value of a good laugh in our lives:

Certainly meditation, contemplation and all of the rich array of mind tuning techniques can help you. But sometimes the best resource is a good laugh, and a realization that not only are you an object of ridicule, silly, wrong-headed and erroneous, but that is fine; that is funny; that is the human condition. Feel the judgment and the tension fade away.

At this time we would pause so that Hatonn may speak. I am Hatonn—we would correct this instrument—I am Latwii. I am speaking for the one known as Hatonn.

I am Laitos, my friends, and again I greet you in Love and Light. This instrument is somewhat fatigued but we do have a good contact with her, and so we will work with each of you at this time. We would like to condition the one known as M, if she would relax and if she wishes it, we will send a couple of sentences so that she may speak in order to feel our contact. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We had good conditioning contact with the one known as M, and we are aware of her reservations on the subject of channeling. We thank the one known as M that we were able to work with her, and if she would wish our help in deepening her own meditation at any time, she need only mentally request our presence and we would be glad to send the conditioning ray to her. We would now condition the one known as C. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We thank the one known as C for the privilege of working with her also. And along with our brothers and sisters ask you please to meditate as frequently as you can. For it gives you a window upon a world which is more beautiful than this one in which you dwell. And through that window you can see much that is of a higher reality than you can experience in a normal state of consciousness. Thus, we ask you as often as possible to meditate and find your unity with the Creator, and in that unity seek to know the Love and the sweetness of that unity. I am Laitos, and I will leave you now. Adonai.

I am Latwii, and I am again with this instrument. I return to this instrument only to ask if you have questions at this time.

[Pause]

If you do not wish to ask questions at this time we will leave you. We leave you, my friends, in a very beautiful creation and we ask that you look at it as you move through it, for the creation of the Creator that is all about you is full of lessons of Love and of service. For the beauty of the plants and the wisdom of the winds and the rain keep all things in balance and make your lives upon this sphere possible. You must understand that the phrase, “Butterflies are free,” is important, my friends. Beauty is another manifestation of truth. Truth is not an intellectual perception but is heartfelt. And if you can feel the beauty of nature or of people’s inspiration as co-creator with the Creator, such as music, painting, architecture, and the written word, you will come that much closer to an understanding of the Love that is the original Thought of the infinite Creator.

We leave you nestled like children in the arms of that Love. May your path be full of Light, my friends. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I filled Stanley with gas at Speedway and drove to Terrapin Hill for the third day of our Homecoming Gathering. I enjoyed Austin’s presentation on Meditation. Then I was part of a Q & A session, and I was asked an hour’s worth of questions such as: How did Don, Carla, and I prepare for sessions with Ra? What kind of practice did I have that no one else knew about? [That I talk to myself a lot, and sometimes I crack myself up!] Why did Don call Carla Alrac? Have I ever had contact with Carla since she passed into larger life? How we could protect ourselves from our negative friend? How we decided that Carla was in good enough physical condition to have a session with Ra?

This afternoon I attended a presentation by Austin where he was talking about different kinds of meditation. Then I attended a presentation by Nico on how practicing wisdom was unwise.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 13

The Powers Of Death

I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ which speaks to the world today. I greet you in the full Consciousness of divine Love.

The powers of death have held great sway over the minds of your peoples in all times, for it is to the powers of death that all that which is negative tends. Yet all the sighs and sorrows in reaction to the experiences of the day guide one ever so subtly away from vitality and towards distraction and distress.

There is no need for the powers of death to have hold upon your mind and your heart. For even where there is perceived an unquestionable catastrophe, yet at the same time the softening voice of Spirit speaks to those who listen.

We ask you to tap into this source of peace and life, for there is abundant life in any circumstance, insofar as the will and faith of the struggling seeker may open the inner eye and reach the inner hand to the spirit of truth within.

We leave you in the ineffable peace and Love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for August 16, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am known to you as Telonn, and I come at the special request of your group to lend my vibration to your seeking at this time. We would help to balance and improve the vibration of your group by asking you to join us of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator who serve in Love and Light. In that Light at this time picture, my friends, a globe of Light that is pure and white, that is in the middle of your circle; and when you see it clearly in your imagination, allow it to grow until it fills the room and has engulfed your consciousness. Within that Light which you invoke in the name of the Creator we are all one, my brothers and sisters. I am Telonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Telonn. We ask now that you maintain a balance of oneness with the universe, and allow your consciousnesses to become seated again in your physical vehicle. We are aware that a few of you felt a slight sensation that you might describe as a rise in temperature. However, this was not intended, for Light and heat are two different things. And in divine Light there is no heat, just as in divine Love there is all warmth. The sun that is the great star that feeds your race with heat and Light has as its attributes the two great attributes of creation. Heat is Love, and Light is the material that Love takes to transmute into all the vibrations that exist in the universe. Thus, we ask you to meditate upon the Light and the ever warm Love of the Creator of us all.

I am Telonn, and I leave you through this instrument but not in spirit, for you may call upon my vibration by merely requesting it at any time. We are here to serve you. There is no other reason for our mission. Therefore, feel free to call upon us. Adonai, my friends. I am Telonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of the Confederation of Planets are always happy to greet those who are new to this group, and we greet the one known as P as well as all of those who have been here so faithfully before, for it is a great privilege to speak to each of you and to share our humble thoughts with you.

This evening we would like to tell you a story, for you see, my friends, in stories there are sometimes the seeds of truths that cannot be spoken straight but must be approached through what you would call the parable. Once there were two sisters. These two sisters were without husbands, for they had both lost them as years went by. Being alone in the world, they sought each other, loved each other, and lived together, taking care of each other and supporting each other in times of distress. As they reached the age of seventy, both of them began to feel the failing senses of old age come upon them. One sister reacted by becoming somewhat bitter. She began to feel that she was, indeed, in a tragic situation and became less and less able to deal with the simple functions of her life and was melancholy indeed, waiting for a death that she did not want, and living a life whose days and nights went slowly and sometimes fearfully.

The other sister reacted in quite a different manner, for even in the same family each individual child is a unique entity. The older sister began to think of the shortness of her remaining years. She began to realize for the first time that, although she had been of great assistance to her husband, and to her children, and to her sister, in her adult life she had narrowed her world until she was no longer of assistance to those beyond her doorstep, and she determined to crusade beyond her doorstep and see what she could see of the world and do what she could do for the world.

And so this lady began to take a walk—just a short one around the block—and she opened her ears, and she opened her eyes, and within a very few months she had had conversations with many people, had talked about the Creator with confused children, had found from another one that there was a crying need in hospitals for visitors, had found from yet another friend she had met along her way that in prison those who sit in darkness have no visitors and quite often are grateful to speak with anyone, even a 70 year old stranger. Taking her courage in her hands, as though it were a precious gift, she did that which she had never done before, for she had been a timid woman; and where she was guided, she went. She sat by hospital beds where people were dying and talked to them. She came to prisons once a week and had friends that she made in that unlikely place. And on she walked, and soon the neighborhood began to know of her, and people came to her.

One day, my friends, both women lay dying, for such is the end of the mortal life, and it will certainly happen to you all. And because they had been stricken by the same virus and were dying at the same time, it was possible for them to be in the same room when they went into the hospital for the last time. The older sister had so many clustered about her bed that she could not possibly count them or speak with them all, for she was very ill. She begged them, “Please, go talk to my sister, for she is in great need of friendship and love.” And some would go over to the sister’s bed, introduce themselves, and try to speak words of comfort. But the younger sister was very bitter, and she could not accept the love of strangers. “Go back to my sister,” she would say. “She is the one you came to see.”

In the end the sisters died, and as the older one died she reached out to the youngest, and they were able to hold hands. The last words of the older sister were very simple: “I love you, sister,” she said. The friends still came, though there was an empty bed, and they clustered around the younger sister. And suddenly for the first time the younger sister understood that the legacy of love is an endless repetition and echo of that vibration in others. And as she died, her bitterness left her, and she was able to leave this plane in the vibration of love that her sister had finally been able to share with her.

We ask you, my friends, to be so seated in your hearts that you can do those things which become before you to do in the name of the Creator and in the voice of Love. In this vibration were you all made; and this you share, not only with those of your planet but with all sentient beings throughout the universe, in all galaxies of your universe that fill the dimensions of the great creation. We are all one, my brothers and sisters. There will come before you things to do. You each have your own talents. They are each different and unique. You cannot be anyone but yourself. Yet, in your own way, you can be one who shows Love. There is an infinity of ways to show Love. It is your own judgment that will help you to know what your opportunities are, what you can and cannot do. But when you see an opportunity, my friends, turn it not down, but go forward. You will feel in your heart that which is right, and only can know the feelings of your heart.

We ask only one thing. Instead of becoming bitter as the lessons of life hurt you and pain you, physically, emotionally, and mentally—remain open to the healing power of Love, which is best done, as we have always said to you, my friends, through daily meditation. It does not matter what type of meditation that you use. You may pray; you may read scripture or other holy works and contemplate the truth of what you read; you may sit in silence in passive meditation; you may engage in magical rituals, such as your so-called holy communion, and by that imagery find peace. But however, my friends, that you can become close to the one original Thought that created all of us, to the one Creator that is Love, that is what you should do daily; for you cannot be a loving person by yourself.

This session Hatonn wanted to share the concept of the Love of the Creator with this group. They began by saying we ask you to be so seated in your hearts that you can do those things which come before you to do in the name of the Creator and in the voice of Love, for in this vibration were you all made, and this you share, not only with those of your planet but with all sentient beings throughout the universe, in all galaxies of your universe that fill the dimensions of the great creation, and we are all one, so there will come before you things to do, for you each have your talents that are unique, and you cannot be anyone but yourself, yet you can be one who shows Love, for there is an infinity of ways to show Love, and it is your judgment that will help you to know what you can and cannot do, but when you see an opportunity go forward you will feel in your heart that which is right. Hatonn went on to say we ask that instead of becoming bitter as the lessons of life hurt you physically, emotionally, and mentally—remain open to the healing power of Love, which is best done through daily meditation because it does not matter what type of meditation that you use, for you may pray; you may read scripture or other holy works and contemplate the truth of what you read; you may sit in silence in passive meditation; you may engage in magical rituals such as holy communion, and by that imagery find peace, but you can become close to the one original Thought that created all of us, to the one Creator that is Love, and that is what you should do daily, for you cannot be a loving person by yourself. On June 16, 1985, Latwii spoke of the value of daily meditation:

If we may be most general, we may suggest that each entity you meet and each situation that comes before you be seen as the Creator. Frame the entity or the situation and label it the Creator, and if you fall short in your perception and appreciation of any entity or situation and are unable to feel it as the Creator, unable to love it as the Creator, then use that falling short as your daily meditation, as your meditation for that day, so that whatever keeps you from loving and seeing the Creator in all might then be smoothed, and your journey made more efficient, shall we say.

Humanity is very limited in its ability to love, for they have not, through the centuries as a planetary consciousness, spent a great deal of time in concentrating upon love but rather in concentrating upon other things, such as the acquisition of goods, the acquisition of geographical territories, the acquisition of people, and the disruption of human life in order to gain these goals. Thus, your planetary consciousness does not have love as its strongest suit. To get into contact with the infinite source of Love that may be compared to the star body that is your sun, you must meditate and find within yourself that small part of yourself, which is your real self, and which is part of the original Thought of Love. Once you have found this, you can always deal with situations in such a way as to never betray that within you which is your best. However, my friends, if you fail, do not reproach yourself but go on and try again, for it is expected of a student of life that they will not be perfect in all of their examinations. Thus, encourage yourselves to seek again and yet again the peace of the presence of Love.

Then Hatonn said humanity is limited in its ability to love, for it has not, through centuries as a planetary consciousness, spent much time in concentrating upon love but rather in concentrating upon other things, such as the acquisition of goods, geographical territories, people, and the disruption of human life in order to gain these goals, so your planetary consciousness does not have love as its strongest suit, and to get into contact with the infinite source of Love that may be compared to the star body that is your sun, you must meditate and find within yourself that small part of yourself, which is your real self, and which is part of the original Thought of Love, for once you have found this, you can always deal with situations in such a way as to never betray that within you which is your best, but if you fail, do not reproach yourself but go on and try again, for it is expected of a student of life that they will not be perfect in all of their examinations, so encourage yourselves to seek again and again the peace of the presence of Love. On August 10, 1977, Hatonn described some of the nature of our real self:

Perhaps while you are within the physical illusion you can never be totally sure that it is truly an illusion, and that your real self is completely infinite and has eternal life. It is for reasons such as these that a word known as “faith” was conceived by your people. The word has unfortunate connotations, yet it is not foolish to have faith. There are many things which are not seen, but which you for some reason have inner conviction will come to pass. My friends, they will come to pass whether or not you have inner convictions. But your own personal progress along the lines of seeking will be much more rapid if you allow yourself to trust that intuition that tells you that our words are true. As you allow yourself to have as much faith as you may feel comfortable with, that small amount of faith will express itself to you in reflection in many privately convincing ways so that gradually you will not have to go on faith anymore for you will have been shown in ways that are clear to you that that which you had faith in is, indeed, true.

At this time, I would pause so that Laitos may condition each of you in the room, if you will relax and request their presence. They will make themselves known to each of you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We are deepening this instrument’s contact, for we have a very good contact tonight, for which we thank you. At this time, we would open the meeting to questions. If you have a question, please ask it at this time.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and we awareof a question in the mind of this instrument, and thus we will answer her question. She was asked previous to this meeting by a friend if there was a relation between our planetary consciousness, which is Hatonn, and the deity that was worshipped in Egypt called Aton or Aten. We are not a deity, and Hatonn is not our real name, due to the fact that we do not have a name. Our planetary consciousness is unique, and we each are unique, and because we dwell in a dimension where these vibrations of thought are visible, we do not need names any more than you need names to distinguish between red and yellow and blue. You would know the colors, whether you could speak or not. Thus, we know each other without the need for names, and we can see the harmonies of each other without the need for names.

However, upon your planet you are very fond of names. They seem very important to you; and therefore, we chose a name when we first came to your planet nearly 30 years ago. We chose a vibration which very closely matches the vibration of Love which is the planetary consciousness which we now enjoy. That unity vibrated on your planet by the name Aton. Thus, we adopted that signal for identification for use in speaking with your people. We are aware of the vibratory power of names and are aware, as a matter of fact, that some, having been named in vibration that is unlike their true self, go through life having to deal with the disharmony between their name and themselves. It is too bad that children cannot choose their own names when they are old enough, shall we say, to vote; for by then they know themselves with a fair degree of honesty and can choose the vibration with which they wish to go through life. That is the nature of our name, and that is our connection with the Egyptian name Aton. We are not in any way, shape or form a deity—nor are we Egyptian! However, we did make use of that vibratory name.

Hatonn wanted to answer Carla’s question about whether Hatonn was related to the Egyptian diety of Aton or Aten. Hatonn said we are not a deity, and Hatonn is not our real name, due to the fact that we do not have a name, for our planetary consciousness is unique, and we each are unique, and because we dwell in a dimension where these vibrations of thought are visible, we do not need names any more than you need names to distinguish between red and yellow and blue since you would know these colors, whether you could speak or not, so we know each other without the need for names. Then Hatonn said upon your planet you are fond of names, and they seem important to you, so we chose a name when we first came to your planet nearly 30 years ago which closely matches the vibration of Love which is the planetary consciousness which we now enjoy, and that unity vibrated on your planet by the name Aton, so we adopted that name for use in speaking with your people, for we are aware of the vibratory power of names and are aware that some, having been named in a vibration that is unlike their true self, go through life having to deal with the disharmony between their name and themselves, and it is too bad that children cannot choose their own names when they are old enough to vote, for by then they know themselves with a fair degree of honesty and can choose the vibration with which they wish to go through life, and that is the nature of our name, and that is our connection with the Egyptian name Aton, but we are not a deity, nor are we Egyptian, but we did make use of that name. On November 28, 1982, Latwii described the vibration of Love that Hatonn chose for their name:

To continue, you have experienced a contact which corresponds to the energy center which you know as the heart chakra. The vibration of Love is the vibration of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, and therefore, when we follow those of Hatonn, you may experience a resonating harmony between the two energy centers which you may then interpret in any number of ways, the term, uplifting, being such a description.

Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Questioner: I don’t know exactly how to ask it, but… one of the meetings you all came to, it seems like I asked Latwii a question, and he had to like switch over so he could consult a computer and found out something… he said Laitos was like the planetary consciousness that dealt with me and [inaudible]. Why do they deal with certain people… certain consciousness… I don’t know how to explain it. Do you understand what I mean?

Hatonn: Yes, my sister. We are with this instrument, and we do understand your question. The concept of a computer is very useful to us in describing to you the consciousness that is the collective consciousness of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator. We have nearly 600 planetary envoys to your planet at this time. They are from different dimensions and different times, but all come because they have heard the cry of “Help!” which is going up into all creation at this time from those upon your planet who greatly desire to know the truth.

We cannot communicate to each other in time, as you would understand it. We must communicate to each other in the condition which you might call no time. Thus, we have pooled our thoughts into something which you might best understand by our calling it the computer. It is actually an organized collection of our thoughts to which we have access telepathically in no time, as opposed to real time. Thus, if another Confederation group has been working with a person or a group upon the surface of your planet, or if some entity has asked a question that can be answered by reference to the history or the current status of your planet in some way, we do refer to our collective body of knowledge, which we add to each time that we speak with your people.

Questioner asked: “I don’t know exactly how to ask it, but… one of the meetings you all came to, it seems like I asked Latwii a question, and he had to like switch over so he could consult a computer and found out something… he said Laitos was like the planetary consciousness that dealt with me and [inaudible]. Why do they deal with certain people… certain consciousness… I don’t know how to explain it. Do you understand what I mean?” Hatonn began by saying the concept of a computer is useful to us in describing to you the consciousness that is the collective consciousness of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, for we have nearly 600 planetary envoys to your planet at this time, and they are from different dimensions and different times, but all come because they have heard the cry of “Help!” which is going up into all creation at this time from those upon your planet who greatly desire to know the truth. Hatonn went on to say we cannot communicate to each other in time, but we must communicate to each other in the condition which you might call no time, so we have pooled our thoughts into something like a computer, but it is an organized collection of our thoughts to which we have access telepathically in no time, as opposed to real time, so if another Confederation group has been working with a person or a group upon the surface of your planet, we do refer to our collective body of knowledge, which we add to each time that we speak with your people. On July 23, 1982, Latwii spoke of our desire to seek the truth:

But we may suggest in general that as you gather together in the name of the One Creator in service-to-others polarity, that you may feel quite free to discuss those concerns that have meaning for you, and to know that at each moment as you seek to be of service to others, you provide in that seeking your own protection as you praise the Creator for the opportunity to seek and to know the truth. Therefore, my sister, please feel at ease and be aware that your own joy and service is your protection.

We also have those who observe your planet, and whose job it is to feed the current status of your people emotionally and spiritually—into the collective consciousness which you would call a computer. Thus, if we have need of that knowledge, it is there. However, we must pause in our transmission through an instrument, such as this one, for you see, the instruments are living in so-called real time, as a computer person would say, and cannot deal with a no-time transmission. Therefore, we pause—switch gears, shall we say—and then when we have the knowledge that is needed, we again transmit through the channel, such as this one.

As to various consciousnesses, such as Laitos working with new instruments who are thinking seriously about attempting to learn to channel, Laitos is almost always the one who works with such new channels, due to the fact that this is their service to your people. Thus, when a desire comes for the learning of this service, the call goes to Laitos, and the vibration of Laitos responds by attempting through a conditioning wave to strengthen the new channel’s own spiritual vibration. Laitos’ vibration is very easy to pick up, in comparison with some of the entities who have spoken through your group. Telonn, for instance, is not at all as strong or, shall we say, a broad band channel, and a new instrument would find it difficult to pick language from such a contact, although she may see vibrations of Light, for Telonn is a Light vibration, as opposed to a Love vibration. However, your need for Laitos as you attempt to learn to channel is simply shared with all new channels and is not special to you, but is simply the procedure by which we of the Confederation normally go about helping those who wish to channel. Occasionally we will find a person who vibrates in such a way that another planetary consciousness is more appropriate, and in those cases, we use another entity. However, for the most part Laitos is the one to request if you wish to receive conditioning.

Hatonn continued by saying we also have those who observe your planet, and whose job it is to feed the current status of your people emotionally and spiritually into the collective consciousness which you would call a computer, and if we have need of that knowledge, it is there, but we must pause in our transmission through an instrument, such as Carla, for instruments are living in real time as a computer person would say, and cannot deal with a no-time transmission, so we pause,  switch gears, and then when we have the knowledge that is needed, we again transmit through the channel, such as Carla. Now Hatonn said as to contacts such as Laitos working with new instruments, who are attempting to learn to channel, Laitos is the one who works with new channels, due to the fact that this is their service to your people, so when a desire comes for the learning of this service, the call goes to Laitos, and Laitos responds by attempting to strengthen the new channel’s spiritual vibration, for Laitos’ vibration is easy to pick up, in comparison with some of the entities who have spoken through your group, such as Telonn who is not as strong a broad band channel, and a new instrument would find it difficult to pick language from such a contact, although she may see vibrations of Light, for Telonn is a Light vibration, as opposed to a Love vibration, but your need for Laitos, as you attempt to learn to channel, is shared with all new channels and is not special to you, but is the procedure by which we of the Confederation normally go about helping those who wish to channel, but occasionally we will find a person who vibrates in such a way that another planetary consciousness is more appropriate, and in those cases, we use another entity, but for the most part Laitos is the one to request if you wish to receive conditioning. On January 4, 1981, Latwii described themselves as living in a Light vibration:

Our situation is, however, as follows. We are our environment. We are a sun body as a community. The body of the sun being what some call photon energy and what others call angelic energy. Thus, we live in a Light vibration and form our environment, which in your terms is a very simple one since our entire society radiates in Light and our, shall we say, families are products of the polarity between the compactness of the Light body and the great receptivity and expansiveness of, what you would perhaps call, a sunbeam. Thus, we perpetuate ourselves in a manner not understood by your scientists and this is true of many of your sun bodies.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Questioner: I’d like to ask if in the near future will there be more people on the Earth that are being more interested in contacting in our other planets in outer space?

Hatonn: There are, my sister, already so many people interested in the possibility of life elsewhere and the possibility of contact that this desire has come into your popular culture. Movies have been made about it, songs have been written, and it is perhaps the most powerful desire among the peoples of your time. We are the messengers of a transformation that is now taking place upon your planet. In the people of your planet, many of them have incarnated for the specific purpose of experiencing this transformation, for during this time of changing vibrations there is an especial intensity of thought and a great polarity of emotions. Thus, those who vibrate in Light and Love have their work cut out for them, for they must encounter with Love both mediocrity, indifference, and that which you call evil but which upon greater understanding can be called separation. Many, many of your people are sort of, shall we say, on the fence. They know that there is something that they wish to seek, but they do not know what it is. We are here to attempt to tell them what it is—and that, my friends, is Love.

There will increase among the children that are born at this time the knowledge of that Love that will become more and more obvious to those who will observe your young people that more and more there is an awareness of the life that is in the universe and of the possibilities that abound within the confines of the physical life. We hope that we can help as many as possible to turn toward the Light, to seek Love, and to begin to understand their deepest desires; and we are here because there is an increasing of those people, and they will continue to be so.

Questioner asked: “I’d like to ask if in the near future will there be more people on the Earth that are being more interested in contacting in our other planets in outer space?” Then Hatonn said there are many people interested in the possibility of life elsewhere and the possibility of contact that this desire has come into your popular culture, and movies have been made about it; songs have been written; and it is perhaps the most powerful desire among the people of your time, so we are messengers of a transformation that is now taking place upon your planet, for many of the people of your planet have incarnated for the purpose of experiencing this transformation, for during this time of changing vibrations there is an intensity of thought and polarity of emotions, so those who vibrate in Light and Love have their work cut out for them, for they must encounter with Love indifference and evil, but which upon greater understanding can be called separation, and many of your people are on the fence because they know that there is something that they wish to seek, but they do not know what it is, so we are here to attempt to tell them what it is, and that is Love. Hatonn continued by saying there will increase among the children that are born at this time the knowledge of that Love that will become more obvious to those who will observe your young people that there is an awareness of the life that is in the universe and of the possibilities that abound within the confines of the physical life, so we hope that we can help as many as possible to turn toward the Light, to seek Love, and to begin to understand their deepest desires, and we are here because there is an increasing of those people. On June 20, 1976, Hatonn spoke of the changing vibrations of our planet into the New Age of the fourth density:

I am sure that you have noticed, my friends, that within the last—perhaps two of your years, perhaps a little longer—we have ceased to speak so strongly of the negative aspects of the coming changes. The reason for that is simple. The change is now with us and instead of the negative aspect of warning, it is now possible to inform you instead of the already changing vibrations of your planet, to simply say to you, “They are within your reach now and if you meditate, and if you seek them, and if you add your strength to them, you may aid your planet with your love and your light, and from within help to go into this New Age.” You can now be full of strength, with no further need for the destructiveness.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Hatonn: We very much appreciate the ability to share our thoughts at this time. Is there another question?

[Pause]

If you are ready at this time, my friends, to close the meeting, we will do so. You, my friends, are in a prison of your own, a prison of your mind. We hope to stimulate your imagination and your emotional commitment to that which is good, true, and beautiful, that you may seek that Love which opens the door of your prison. There is never a need to be unhappy or distressed, whatever your condition; and we say to you forthrightly—be at peace with yourself. Love will abide. We leave you in that Love, in that Light. I am known to you as Hatonn, a messenger of Love. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I filled Stanley’s gas tank with premium gas at Speedway, and then I asked Siri to take me to our Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill. I arrived there just in time to hear Heidi Jurka give a presentation on her ability to communicate telepathically with her dog when she was four years old, with a dolphin that she held on to with her hands as it took her to places where she only thought of when she was 19 years old. She was part of Andrija Puharich’s mind link experiment back in the ‘70’s when telepathic communication was the skill that all of the kids her age were attempting to refine. She met Carla when Carla was 19 years old, and they developed a close relationship and remained in contact for much of Carla’s life as they both enjoyed working with Andrija Puharich.

This afternoon I drove one of the Homecoming attendees to my home who was having some neurological problems with her body so her husband could drive her back to her home in Cincinnati.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 12

Open That Door

I am of the principle of divine Love, and I greet you in the consciousness of full compassion.

Have you far to go this day? Do the miles seem long and weary to travel? Is there little bread and bitter herbs to eat when you come home? So, it is in many souls’ experience.

The Comforter does not stop occurrences from happening within your day and within your life. It is a companion. We as a force are with you always. You cannot run faster than we can follow, and we shall always bear you up within, if you but seek the comfort of divine Love within.

The principle of Love, the Spirit of Christ, awaits you behind the door of your heart. Open that door. Go into the inner room. Feel the holiness of that ground within. And then take it to the dreary task and the difficult day and find it transformed by Love.

We wish you peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

This Camelot Journal entry would have been posted yesterday afternoon, but yesterday was the first day of our Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill in central Kentucky which is an hour and a half drive from my home. The opening ceremony lasted an hour and a half longer than when I was planning to leave, so I will try to leave in time for the last three days of the Homecoming Gathering so that I can post my Camelot Journal around 7:30 pm Eastern Time.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling comes from August 9, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We thank you for summoning us on this evening, and we express our appreciation to you for inviting us into your domicile at this time. We are aware that each of you has had a busy and a trying day, and to know that you are making room for meditation is very heartwarming to us, for to find companions on the spiritual path is, indeed, a great pleasure, as always.

This evening we would talk to you about the strength and the keenness of your desire. We will talk to you about something that you do not think about enough, and that is how complete the illusion is in which you now exist. Your physical vehicles are, at this point, in what you would call a seated position, held downward by a force which you do not explore but simply take for granted. What would occur, my friends, if suddenly gravity were reversed and you were flying toward the ceiling? Could you think fast enough that your heads would not come into contact with the ceiling before your feet whirl around? Would you land on your feet?

When you walk down the street you expect that no buildings would fall upon you, that people’s heads will remain attached to their bodies and will not come hurtling at you. You do not find a high risk in simple actions. Do you realize, my friends, how carefully the illusion has been planned so that you do not have to be aware of the safety of your physical vehicles? You have your gravity; you have your energy fields; you have your physical universe in which your very fragile physical can make its way with a minimum amount of danger. Why do you think this is, my friends? And why is it that so many people, instead of taking the opportunity of this safety from imminent danger to meditate and to try to penetrate the desire of their lives, simply find more and more comfort to enrich the luxury of their lives, if you would call it that?

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about their strength and desire. They began by saying this evening we would talk to you about the strength and the keenness of your desire, and we will talk to you about something that you do not think about enough, and that is how complete the illusion is in which you now exist. Your physical vehicles are, at this point, in what you would call a seated position, held downward by a force which you do not explore but simply take for granted, but: “What would occur if suddenly gravity were reversed and you were flying toward the ceiling? Could you think fast enough that your heads would not come into contact with the ceiling before your feet whirl around? Would you land on your feet?” Hatonn went on to say when you walk down the street you expect that no buildings would fall upon you, that people’s heads will remain attached to their bodies and will not come hurtling at you, so you do not find a high risk in simple actions, but do you realize how carefully the illusion has been planned so that you do not have to be aware of the safety of your physical vehicles? Hatonn said you have gravity; you have energy fields; you have a physical universe in which your fragile physical vehicle can make its way with a minimum amount of danger, and:” Why do you think this is? And why is it that so many people, instead of taking the opportunity of this safety from imminent danger to meditate and to try to penetrate the desire of their lives, simply find more and more comfort to enrich the luxury of their lives, if you would call it that?” On May 2, 1993, Q’uo described the purpose of our energy fields:

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is a feature, shall we say, of choiceless awareness that that quality of working with energy fields and ideas that you call creativity is given the greatest opportunity for expression, for this energy of thought and inspiration runs ceaselessly through each entity’s life experience and is available for inspiration as the entity is able to open the self in an unguarded and vulnerable way to this energy. Whether this choice to experience awareness without choice is made in the conscious sense or in the subconscious sense, the entity is able to feel the pulse of its own being and to express this sensation in any avenue available, whether it be of the physical creation, or of the mental creation, or of the simple experience and expression of awareness internally.

There are people that dwell upon your sphere who live in a very high-risk situation at all times. No, my friends, gravity is not reversed, nor do things hurtle at them from others, except in war. But there are other dangers: there is hunger and thirst, being too cold and too hot, and too wet and too dry, passing the parameters of your physical vehicle. And in these high-risk situations many among your species pass from existence in your dimension. But you yourselves, my friends, you are not in such an area. You have incarnated into a physically easy, simple, comfortable number of parameters of existence.

What shall you do with this opportunity, my friends? Much has been taken from your worry that you may turn your will and your desire more deeply into the mystery of who you are and where the truth lies that suffuse your identity. Do you really wish to know? Have you sought in meditation today, even for a few seconds, that link with the Creator that gives you the key that unlocks the door to knowledge of yourself? What do you know of yourself besides the fact that you are comfortable, and that you enjoy comfort? You have been placed into this world by yourselves for experience, but you are not to be hungry and at risk by bullets, by tidal waves, by heat, by exhaustion. For what, then, were you put into this world?

Hatonn went on to say there are people that dwell upon your sphere who live in a high-risk situation at all times, for gravity is not reversed, nor do things hurtle at them from others, except in war, but there are other dangers: hunger and thirst, being too cold and too hot, and too wet and too dry, passing the parameters of your physical vehicle, and in these high-risk situations many among your species pass from existence in your dimension, but you are not in such an area, for you have incarnated into a physically comfortable number of parameters of existence. Hatonn continued by saying much has been taken from your worry that you may turn your desire deeply into the mystery of who you are and where the truth lies that suffuse your identity, so: “Do you really wish to know? Have you sought in meditation today that link with the Creator that gives you the key that unlocks the door to knowledge of yourself? What do you know of yourself besides the fact that you are comfortable, and that you enjoy comfort? You have been placed into this world by yourselves for experience, but you are not to be hungry and at risk by bullets, by tidal waves, by heat, by exhaustion. For what, then, were you put into this world?” On August 26, 2006, Q’uo described who we are:

When you move into that part of yourself where the seeds of these questions truly lie, and from which they grow into that bloom which is yourself within incarnation, you move into common ground. You move into nested realities of who you are. You are you, of course, within incarnation. You are the only you that ever was and ever will be. But you are nested into your soul stream along with all of the “you’s” that you have created in many blooming incarnations. You are a full garden of beings in one. You are nested into your soul group, which is nested into the entire societal clan which decided to come to planet Earth to be part of the Light and the Love of the one infinite Creator.

And this is nested into your being a part of Earth itself, the tribe of Earth which you became when you took flesh and laced your soul carefully into the substance of the mind, the body, and the spirit of that entity which sits within our room this evening and is able to share energy with us.

And all of this is nested into order of magnitude after order of magnitude, until you are the one infinite Creator. All is run not simply from the top down but from the tiniest iota of being upwards. And each iota of that universe of the creation contains the creation within it.

When we translate that reality back into your question, we say that within you lie rivers and oceans of purified emotion that constitute an archetypical world. You can touch into emotion that has moved through all of its more shallow expressions and into that which is beautiful and pure of its kind, leached of pity and impurity, sorrow and anger, until the emotion you experience is the essence of sorrow, the essence of pain, the essence of impatience.

When you move into those archetypal rivers of purified emotion, you become more and more aware of what kind of being you are. What an exotic, complicated, and unimaginably complex, multilayered being you are! It is stunning! And when you can see how stunning you are, you see that all of your imperfections add power. You begin to see how beautiful everyone else is because you have forgiven yourself for that imperfection. And now you are ready to see the beauty of everyone else too.

As you get to this level you begin to see that who you are changes, the deeper that you go. At the bottom of that digging is a place in your heart where you are unconditional Love. In that place, the Christ waits for you. To some entities the Christ is a being, a person, with eyes and hands, and a voice. To some entities Christ is the energy, the creative principle that created the world, wrapped into a cloak which any entity may choose to prepare the self to wear.

The cloak of Love that is unconditional may be seen as a crown. It may be seen as a mother nursing its child. It may be seen as the figure of the Christ washing the feet of his disciples and saying, “Follow me and be the servant of those you love.”

It is difficult to discuss being itself. Words fail. And we can use only metaphors, stories, and well known and even clichéd figures to describe the world in which that energy resides. Who you are and where you came from are things that evolve into your conscious awareness very naturally, little by little, throughout an incarnation, if you are interested.

Many are the laws of Love which you have discovered, and for that we congratulate you. But we tell you that you have only scratched the surface of your own consciousness. We tell you that there is a vast geography beneath the surface of your knowledge of yourself, and in this area of yourself lies an understanding that goes beyond comfort, beyond the physical body, beyond the physical life that you know. How can you seek less, my friends, even for one day? We do not ask you to lose your sense of humor, to deny yourself any comfort that you may find pleasant. We ask only that you see the place of these things and the importance of these things relative to the real business of your lives: finding and sharing the truth that is within you.

We find within this instrument regret that she has, during this day, failed to be of perfect service to one of her own species. And we say to you in this regard, yes, you must share what you know, but if you cannot share what you know you must not regret your lack. For if what you know is incomprehensible, then to attempt again and again to share it is, as it says in your holy works, to throw pearls before swine. They cannot understand; they will only sicken on such a diet. Thus, allow yourself only to desire to know the Creator in yourself and others. But if the moment has not come for you to be able to demonstrate a teaching, then, my friends, it simply has not come. You were not sent out into the world to change those who were not ready. You must only see in them the possibility that exists for them to, at any time, as you call it, to become aware of that which you may know; thus, never shutting your heart against another, you may bide your time, as you say, and plant those seeds of information, those thoughts of Love, when they are asked for, not before.

Then Hatonn said many are the laws of Love which you have discovered, and for that we congratulate you, but we tell you that you have only scratched the surface of your own consciousness, and we tell you that there is a geography beneath the surface of your knowledge of yourself, and in this area lies an understanding that goes beyond the physical life that you know, so how can you seek less even for one day? We do not ask you to lose your sense of humor, to deny yourself any comfort that you may find pleasant, but we ask that you see the place of these things and the importance of these things relative to the real business of your lives: finding and sharing the truth that is within you. Hatonn went on to say we find within Carla regret that today she has failed to be of perfect service to one of her own kind, and we say to you that you must share what you know, but if you cannot share what you know you must not regret your lack, for if what you know is incomprehensible, then to attempt again and again to share it is, as it says in your holy works, to throw pearls before swine, for they cannot understand, and they will sicken on such a diet, so allow yourself to desire to know the Creator in yourself and others, but if the moment has not come for you to be able to demonstrate a teaching, then it simply has not come because you were not sent out into the world to change those who were not ready, so you must only see in them the possibility that exists for them to become aware of that which you may know, never shutting your heart against another, you may bide your time and plant those seeds of information, those thoughts of Love, when they are asked for, not before. On February 5, 2006, Q’uo spoke of how we can come to know the Creator:

You cannot know the Creator except by being the Creator or seeing the Creator in others. So, you cannot think your way to devotion. Indeed, your best approach to becoming more able to be devoted is to see yourself approaching your own heart. Within your heart, at the very core of your being, lies that part of yourself which is completely and wholly the Creator. The object of your devotion, then, waits for you at the very core of your being.

Within incarnation it is likely that you will not know that you are the Creator without some point of infinite realization, which comes as a gift and not as a plan. But you are well able to approach that within yourself and to know that waiting for you is an entity who Loves you with an energy that is indescribable and complete. The devotion is already flowing. You are approaching that place where devotion flows. It flows first from the Creator to you, and it is only reflection, then, to allow that energy to flow back to its source.

If you think only the word “Creator,” you may become very close to being able to experience that devotion. If you think the word “devotion,” it may move you to the same place. Play with the words, the feelings and the various aspects that you can get a handle on in your daily, ordinary mind and thinking.

The important thing, my friends, is to remain untouched by success or failure in contact with others. You do not know in a true sense what your manifestation may have been to another, for that is not in your saying within another’s experience. You know only what you feel, and that you have as much control over as you do over yourself as a whole. Therefore, let your heart be glad; let your tongue be honest; and let your thoughts dwell upon the Creator. More than that you cannot do. Less than that you should not do.

[Pause]

I am conditioning each of you, and would like at this time, although the instrument is very fatigued, to say a few words to the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. Please pardon us. We felt this… would endeavor to speak through this [inaudible] at this time, for he is open to our contact with ease. We of the Confederation have some [inaudible] words to be handled. We have been attempting to be of service so that you may speak the truth to those who desire to know the truth. We do not need many words. We use them to aid an understanding, but in reality, my friends, what you seek is very simple. It is so simple, it is not simple. What you desire to know, you already know. The Love you yearn to feel surrounds your body and your thoughts at all times; it has never left; it is always here with you.

At this time, we will attempt to step up our conditioning rays, so to speak, to bring you closer together as a group during this meditation. We will pause for a moment.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. Again, I am with you. The illusion that you now live, my friends, will distract you very easily, as you know, but in reality it is an illusion. Your progress spiritually cannot really be intellectually described, but we say only the desire must be there. If you desire truly to know Love, you will, my friends, because you already know. Meditation calms you to a point where you can sometimes [inaudible] this knowledge and recognize it. It is always available to you.

At this time, I will transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We had again attempted to contact the one known as Don, for we wished to exercise him, due to the fact that he is somewhat out of practice, and it is sometimes a little difficult to regain the fluency one has had in the past immediately. Therefore, we wished to practice just a few sentences with him. We will attempt again a little later.

At this time, we would open the meeting to questions.

[Pause]

This instrument has a question, due to the fact that she has been perceiving a concept which is somewhat beyond her abilities, because it is a geographical concept. But we can assure her that we felt that the earthquake activity which was recently felt in California was a great victory for those who do meditate and attempt to lighten the consciousness of your planetary sphere, in that no one was, shall we say, removed from the physical who did not wish to be; and once again some pressure of new transition is eased somewhat. However, due to your continued difficulties in your Middle East and elsewhere in your world, there will be continued difficulties in your oceanic tides and storms. Therefore, we urge you to continue meditating for peace for the world, for there is some danger.

We have difficulty giving this instrument the geographical location, but it is west of your nation and south. Thus, we ask your help in your planet’s deliverance from a very difficult [inaudible] into a new age. We thank you who have attempted to be messengers of Love and Light in these times, which do not lend themselves to messengers of that type, and, as we say, we urge you to continue.

Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. The energy this evening is somewhat low, and thus we are not at our very best contact level, although this is a very good group, as one of your comedians has often said. The energy level of the group is somewhat low; thus, it is less easy for us to make contact, and we thank you for the energy that you give us at the end of such a busy day. We ask you to remember that in Love there is no limitation; there is room for all things to be done in full measure. Thus, if you are physically weary you may draw from an infinite supply of energy which has been called cosmic, but which we tell you is simply the Love that created you and that created all that there is.

We will again attempt to contact the one known as Don, that we may close through him. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

We thank the one known as Don that we are able to work with him, for we are having good success in conditioning him, but we are not making good contact with him, due to the fatigue and his analysis of our thoughts. Before we leave this group we would condition the one known as G and the one known as M. We are attempting a new, gentler conditioning for the one known as M in hopes that it will be more comfortable for her. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I leave you, my friends, in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. Again we bless each of you and assure that at all times we are with you if you wish us. May your days be full of light and your sleep full of comfort. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[The tape recorder was stopped and then started again.]

(N channeling)

I am Oxal. I greet you in Love and Light, my friends. I will not detain you, for I know you are tired. But I wish you to feel a higher note, so to speak. The seriousness that surrounds problems in your individual lives is not so serious as you may think. We ask you to try to view yourself as a grain of sand on the beach of a vast ocean. You are an individual, and you are one of many millions like you forming one great stretch of sand, and every so often the waters of the ocean come in and waves surround you, and the water may be softly turned a little to go back put to sea. As this perpetual motion goes about, you are taken along the path.

My friends, we ask you to think of yourself as a grain of sand, because in the eyes of the Creator you are one of many. But, as with the grains of sand on the beach, not much real harm can come to you, not much can really hurt you, except being bounced around with other grains of sand. If the Creator overlooked creation, it is perfect, and at no time would the Creator let harm come to His creation. The illusion makes it seem that way sometimes, but as a father and mother love their children, they watch and protect us.

It has been a great privilege to speak with you. I am Oxal.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I greet you. I was afraid I would not get to speak with you before you had not gotten your second wind, but now I will speak only a few sentences to say that I send you Love and Light in the name of the Creator and, as always since our meeting several of your months ago, watch over you with the greatest of love. I am Latwii.

As you go about your business remember, my friends, whom you serve. Only one thing do you serve, my friends: Love. Invoke the Light of that Love, and all things will come into harmony in their own time. I leave you. I am so glad to have been able to speak with you. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends.

This morning Josh, Jon, and I went on an errand run with out first stop being Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. Our second stop was at Speedway where I filled Stanley’s tank with premium gasoline. Our last stop was the house on Watterson Trail in Jefferson Town where Don, Carla, and I were part of the Ra contact. Then we came home and had lunch.

This afternoon we drove down to Terrapin Hill, and the rest of the afternoon was filled with many inspiring experiences. I met and talked with some friends that I knew well. Then I met Heidi who was a friend of Carla’s for many years before I knew Carla. She gave me a picture of Carla that she took 47 years ago and a book that she wrote about training to be a psychic. Then, when it was time to begin our Homecoming Gathering, I talked for a few minutes about how Carla had decided to have Homecomings beginning in 1995, so that spiritual seekers could talk to everyone in the gathering about their spiritual journey, and no one would think that they were crazy, and she wanted everyone to have the experience of being able to open their hearts and love each other without any conditions. Then Gary gave everyone some information regarding the goals and procedures that would be used so that each seeker could take part in the schedule of presentations, meals, and time together. Then Austin surprised Gary by letting everyone know that this gathering was the 20^th year that Gary had been participating in facilitating these gatherings, and it was also the 50^th gathering that he had facilitated. Then he gave Gary a large picture of the cover of the book Tilting At Windmills that he wrote after interviewing Carla and me in 2014 with 400 questions about the Ra Contact and our spiritual journeys. Austin also gave Gary a glass pyramid with the L/L Logo of the painting of Don Quijote by Pablo Picasso. I shared the many times that Gary had been of service to me in helping me with my lawn service, how he had asked advanced spiritual questions from the beginning of his joining our public channeling sessions in 2003, how he helped me get out of a couple of scams a few years ago, and how he had facilitated a meeting with my Glenview Trust team to scale back my donations to the Red Cross until December. The last part of the opening of our Homecoming Gathering was the Round Robin where we went around the circle of 68 seekers and gave each seeker the chance to express in one sentence what it was that they wanted to take with them during the Homecoming presentations and time spent together.

From A Book of Days channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 11

Mountains Of Smoke

Greetings in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am the consciousness and Spirit of the Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

You have many seeming difficulties which rise before you like mountains of smoke, seemingly dense and impenetrable and yet seemingly unable to be grasped. It is of no avail to struggle against these difficulties, for opposition strengthens illusion.

Rather neglect them by turning your attention to your Creator and the preserver of your life, offering praise and thanksgiving to the mystery which you behold.

When you turn again in this consciousness the mountains will be there no longer, and the straight plain will offer your path no hindrance.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from August 2, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We, of the Confederation of Planets In the Service of the Infinite Creator, can greet you only with these words, for they describe all that there is, my friend—Love and Light; for the Creator is Love, and it is our understanding that that Love, working through motion, or vibration, or, as you may call it, Light, has created all that there is in an infinite panoply of beauty and order and unity, so that we are all one divine and unified being, with but one purpose, my friend. And that purpose is to give back that which has been given us so freely.

And what is it that has been given us, my friend? For we are all so different, and so many different things have been given us. Yes, my friends, we are aware that your circumstances differ. Some may have more of a supply of worldly goods than others, some a greater supply of what you on your planet term the intellect, some a greater supply of strength, some a greater supply of courage; and, certainly, all feel they have a greater supply of difficulties and problems. But we are not speaking, my friends, of this one gift, when we speak of any of these, for these are not gifts at all, but limitations that you have chosen for this experience. What you have in common, my friends, is consciousness. Could you but strip away the layers and layers of concept and illusion that furnish your mind, you would find that the original Thought in which you are molded is that of Love made conscious of itself. Each of you, my friends, is Love.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the nature of the universe and the various nature of the being of the population of Earth. They began by saying we can greet you only with these words, for they describe all that there is as Love and Light, for the Creator is Love, and it is our understanding that that Love, working through vibration, or Light, has created all that there is in an infinite collection of beauty and unity, so that we are all one divine and unified being, with but one purpose, and that is to give back that which has been given us so freely. Then Hatonn said we are all so different, and so many different things have been given us, so we are aware that your circumstances differ, for some may have more of a greater supply of the intellect, some a greater supply of courage, and all feel they have a greater supply of difficulties and problems, but we are not speaking of one gift, when we speak of any of these, for these are not gifts at all, but limitations that you have chosen for this experience, for what you have in common is consciousness, and if you could strip away the layers of concept and illusion that furnish your mind, you would find that the original Thought in which you are molded is that of Love made conscious of itself, for each of you is Love. On October 27, 1996, Q’uo said that each of us is Love:

And the truth which cannot be got at by knowledge can be attained through Love, for each of you is Love. Each of you is created as Love, in Love, for Love. That which is you, that which is most deeply yourself, is that portion of self that is Love. That ground of being for each of you is the same. There is only one life. There is only one being. There is only unity which expresses and manifests in distortion within your density, within each succeeding density, though each succeeding density is more densely filled with Light and the lessons become finer tuned, yet still we move from illusion to illusion, growing and learning.

How can this be a practical piece of knowledge? How can you use this in your life? That is why we are in your skies at this time. That is why we are attempting to speak through instruments such as this one, to those people of your planet who are hungry for some words that make sense amidst so many words that do not. All of you are aware of the transforming power of Love. Each of you has seen it at one time or another, the touch of a hand, the difference a smile or a kind gesture might make to a stranger. And we say to you that there is a method by which you can tap into the infinity of the universal supply of this Love. We do not say a great deal about the Creator to you, because we do not know about the Creator.

We are, as you, fallible, imperfect, unsure—but a little surer than you, my friends, for in the vibration which we now enjoy we can see that our brothers and sisters are one with us, so that to do harm to them is only to do harm to ourselves. We cannot lie, for our thoughts are visible to those about us, just as your clothing is obvious to those about you. Our vibrations are visible; thus, there is no deception, and there can be no confusion between people. We no longer even have names, for we do not need them. We were aware of your conversation earlier about names, and it made us smile ,for, indeed, in our society we do not need to name an individual, for each individual vibrates in a unique manner and could not possibly be mistaken for another person. Seeing the vibration that is based upon the great octave of Love in each person, we thus love each person. But that is easy for us; it is not easy for you.

Then Hatonn said: “How can this be a practical piece of knowledge? How can you use this in your life?” That is why we are in your skies at this time, and that is why we are attempting to speak through instruments such as Carla, to those people of your planet who are hungry for words that make sense within so many that do not, for all of you are aware of the transforming power of Love, and each of you has seen it at one time or another: the touch of a hand, the difference that a smile, or a kind gesture you might make to a stranger, and we say to you that there is a method by which you can tap into the infinity of the universal supply of this Love, but we do not say a great deal about the Creator to you, because we do not know about the Creator. Then Hatonn said we are–as you–imperfect but a little surer than you, for in the vibration which we enjoy we can see that our brothers and sisters are one with us, so that to do harm to them is only to do harm to ourselves, for we cannot lie as our thoughts are visible to those about us, just as your clothing is obvious to those about you, so our vibrations are visible, and there can be no confusion between people, so we no longer have names, for we do not need them, yet we were aware of your conversation about names, and it made us smile, for in our society we do not need to name an individual, for each individual vibrates in an unique manner and could not be mistaken for another person since seeing the vibration that is based upon the octave of Love in each person, we Love each person, for that is easy for us, but it is not easy for you. On September 18, 2022, Q’uo described the transforming power of Love:

For this is the great challenge, to take that which is known to be true and to reflect it on a daily basis, however difficult it might be, so that all may see, and you may feel the transforming power of Love and Light blended together and balanced into the power of moving into the One Infinite Creator.

Through meditation on a daily basis the people of your planet, even though they are in the midst of incredible turmoil of one kind of another, can gradually erode and remove the illusion of that turmoil and discover that which is calm, peaceful and yet ever moving; that which is the fountain of Love within each being. We do not promise you great power, although some souls have been known to find great power through simple meditation. We do not promise great riches, although we can promise you that those who are aware of the moment receive what they need in that moment. We cannot promise you peace of mind, though you will constantly go back into the world. You cannot stay in meditation, unless you wish to stop learning. Coming from meditation with your heart full of Love, it is then time to meet the world on its own terms, but with a smile on your lips in the face of that which may make you upset were you not centered in the awareness of yourself in this present moment, safe in a harbor of Love that extends throughout the universe.

So many people you meet, my friends—and we are aware of this—are polarized, shall we say, in a negative way. This is not their fault. In their own minds they are trying as hard as they can. In their own minds they are not attempting to be negative, for the most part. They are victims of their own conditioning. And yet, when you meet them, you must deal with them, whether they be in stores, or in cars, or among your friends when they are having a bad day. Even you yourself may be met by you the observer with some horror as you say to yourself, “Can that be me? Can I be this upset, this angry?” Let the part of you that has been found in meditation, that part which is infinite in Love, be the self that meets that situation. Find the humor that is hiding in the situation. See the Love that is hiding in the person, and make available to that person for the first time the seed of an idea, the idea that it might be possible that there is something that they do not know that they may want to know, that it might change them to know.

Hatonn continued by saying through meditation on a daily basis the people of your planet, even though they are in the midst of turmoil of one kind of another, can remove the illusion of turmoil and discover that which is the fountain of Love within each being, but we do not promise you great power, although some souls have been known to find great power through simple meditation, and we do not promise great riches, although we can promise you that those who are aware of the moment receive what they need in that moment, so we cannot promise you peace of mind because you will constantly go back into the world, but you cannot stay in meditation unless you wish to stop learning, so coming from meditation with your heart full of Love, it is then time to meet the world on its own terms, but with a smile on your lips in the face of that which may make you upset were you not centered in the awareness of yourself in this present moment, safe in a harbor of Love that extends throughout the universe. Now Hatonn said many people you meet are polarized in a negative way, but this is not their fault, for in their minds they are trying as hard as they can, and they are not attempting to be negative, for they are victims of their own conditioning, yet when you meet them you must deal with them wherever they are when they are having a bad day, and even you may be met by you the observer with some horror as you say to yourself: “Can that be me? Can I be this upset, this angry?” So, let the part of you that has been found in meditation, that part which is infinite in Love, be the self that meets that situation, and find the humor that is hiding in the situation, and see the Love that is hiding in the person, so make available to that person for the first time the seed of an idea so that it might be possible that there is something that they do not know that they may want to know, that it might change them to know. On September 17, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the value of finding humor in any situation:

You live in darkness, but your hope is your Light. As you hope to become more and more of service to others, let the hope shine as a beacon before you, drawing you ever onward, reminding you to step back from situations and to find the humor, the pathos, the sympathy, those positive emotions which one may fruitfully share with another.

We do not say to speak, to testify—as some of your religions call it. No, my friends, you are sent into the world—as it is written in one of your holy works as sowers to sow a seed here and a seed there. Many will fall where they will not grow. But the seeds of Love are the most valuable and precious seeds in your universe. The Creator has sown them all about you; the beauty of the trees breathe with Love, the wild life, the flowers, and all of your beautiful grasses, herbs, and foods cherish humanity, make it possible for it to live and send it Love. The very skies give you wind, and rain, and sunshine so that you may live and grow your crops and enjoy your existence. This much the Creator can do. Beyond that, you are the Creator, and it is the look in your eye or the touch of your hand or the way you can give Love in an unlovely situation that produces the future crop of Love in those about you.

And so, we say to you, my friends, go into meditation in whatever fashion you may wish. Consciously ask to know the truth. If we have not told you the truth, then find yours, for we tell you only what we know, and we are imperfect. But in all good faith, we ask you to seek for yourself. And then, after you have sought in your daily life, seek then to know the moment, each simple, discreet moment. It will not come again, your chance to be a creature who is a child of Love in that moment will not come again, so we ask you to remember from moment to moment what you have learned in the silence.

Now Hatonn said we do not say to speak as some of your religions call it, for you are sent into the world to sow a seed here and a seed there, but many will fall where they will not grow, but the seeds of Love are the most valuable seeds in your universe, and the Creator has sown them all about you in the beauty of trees that breathe with Love, the wild life, and the flowers cherish humanity and make it possible for it to live and send it Love, for the skies give you wind, rain, and sunshine so that you may live and grow your crops and enjoy your existence, so this much the Creator can do, and beyond that you are the Creator, and it is the way you can give Love in an unlovely situation that produces the future crop of Love in those about you. Hatonn continued by saying go into meditation in whatever fashion you may wish, and ask to know the truth, for if we have not told you the truth, then find yours, for we tell you only what we know, and we are imperfect, but we ask you to seek for yourself, and then, after you have sought in your daily life, seek to know the moment, for your chance to be a creature who is a child of Love in that moment will not come again, so we ask you to remember from moment to moment what you have learned in the silence. On May 3, 1998, Q’uo said that each of us is a child of Love:

However, in the spiritual sense the only control is in how to surrender the small will and the small self to an infinite One whose wish for all is to give and to receive Love. Each time, then, that you find yourself having imaginary conversations, moving into circles of concern and worry, and, in general, finding oneself knocking up against the corners of life, find ways to stop the momentum of that relationship with what is. Stop and remember that you are a child of the Creator, a child of eternity, and a child of Love Itself. You need do nothing but welcome the rhythmic and rightful destiny that awaits.

We are aware that we have outlined a course of action which, were it to be compared to a sea voyage, would be a lifetime voyage. That is all right, my friends. It is our understanding that it is for that voyage that you set out on this incarnation. At least, you are now thinking about taking ship. Some of you have already embarked. You shall become, then, those with the far-away eyes who can touch and help those upon the land who do not yet know that life is a voyage and that there is a purpose: a new world to be found at the end of it. This experience of yours, my friends, in this illusion will end. Each of you will leave, and then you shall see what you have done in this experience. This is a precious time for you, my friends. This is a time when, under the most difficult of circumstances, you can try to help. That help can be given effectively only from one person to another, in the illusion. We who are within what you might call the inner planes or the outer planes of existence can only seek to inspire you yourselves to act in such a way as to seek the truth.

Hatonn said we are aware that we have outlined a course of action which, were it to be compared to a sea voyage, would be a lifetime voyage, but that is all right, and it is our understanding that it is for that voyage that you set out on this incarnation, so you are now thinking about taking a ship, for some of you have already embarked, so you shall become those with the far-away eyes who can help those upon the land who do not know that life is a voyage, and that there is a purpose: a new world to be found at the end of it, so this experience of yours in this illusion will end, and then you shall see what you have done in this experience, for this is a precious time for you, a time when, under the most difficult of circumstances, you can try to help, and that help can be given effectively only from one person to another, and we who are within the inner planes or the outer planes of existence can only seek to inspire you to act in such a way as to seek the truth. On December 16, 1984, Latwii suggested that we seek the truth:

So, my brother, you need not worry about the expense or the time required to seek the truth. If you have the desire to seek the truth, you may do so each moment of your existence as you see yourself in each entity that you meet, as you see yourself as the Creator in each situation in which you find yourself. There is no end to the opportunities for seeking the truth, the Creator, and your self, for all are one thing. You live in that one thing as that one thing.

At this time we will pause and condition each of those within the group. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I greet you once more in Love and Light. We thank each of you for making yourselves available to us for conditioning, and we ask that if, in any case, our vibration is too strong you simply request mentally that we adjust our vibration.

At this time we would open the meeting for questions.

[Pause]

M: I have a question. I was wondering if you have any insight or comments on any possible reason why I might have such problems getting up physical energy. I feel I exercise regularly and feel like my diet is fairly under control, and still I feel almost like it must be some mental or psychic problem more than physical even, maybe.

I am Hatonn. I am aware of your question, my sister. We see in your body no significant difficulty. However, there is a certain amount of indecision at this time which is very deep. We do not specify this, for we do not wish to infringe upon your free will. However, this type of emotional difficulty is very common for those of, shall we say, a certain transitional period which comes and goes within the life span, as you would call it, of beings of your planet. It occurs many times in a lifetime, and we feel strongly in saying that you are, shall we say, all right and should be confident that the problems of transition will run their course as you stay centered, as you have said, physically, mentally, and spiritually. Some things simply take time, as you would call it on your sphere, and it is good meanwhile to be very kind to yourself, assuring yourself that to have less energy than at another time is simply a way of conserving the energy that you need to meet an inner source of difficulty.

As for the psychic part of the question, there is a small component of the transitional phase having to do with previous conditioning of a spiritual nature, and we feel that you are making good progress in integrating what was best of that experience with what is best of your present life, which is a more balanced one in many ways. Thus, taking the good from the past and having every hope of the future, we feel that you may balance yourself in a period of what you call time and feel much more energetic when the other problems are resolved. At that point you will feel more [inaudible] in an outer way and more serene in an inner way. As we have said, this is a cycle and, as all things within the illusion, it is part of an experience that you have designed for yourself in order to teach you certain lessons. Again, we would not infringe upon your free will by speaking of the lessons which you have set for yourself. But we know that you are working to understand, and we encourage you and, above all, ask that you be confident and not require more of yourself than you would be able to give at any particular moment. You are doing what you should if you do it with Love, however little or however much it may seem to you.

M asked: “I was wondering if you have any insight or comments on any possible reason why I might have such problems getting up physical energy?” Hatonn replied by saying I am aware of your question, and we see in your body no significant difficulty, but there is some indecision which is very deep, but we do not specify this, for we do not wish to infringe upon your free will, so this type of emotional difficulty is common for those of a transitional period which comes and goes within the life span of beings of your planet, and it occurs many times in a lifetime, and we feel that you are all right and should be confident that the problems of transition will run their course as you stay centered physically, mentally, and spiritually, for some things take time, and it is good to be very kind to yourself, assuring yourself that to have less energy than at another time is simply a way of conserving the energy that you need to meet an inner source of difficulty. Hatonn went on to say as for the psychic part of the question, there is a small component of the transitional phase having to do with previous conditioning of a spiritual nature, and we feel that you are making good progress in integrating what was best of that experience with what is best of your present life, which is a balanced one in many ways, so taking the good from the past and having hope for the future, we feel that you may balance yourself in a period of time and feel more energetic when the other problems are resolved, and at that point you will feel more [inaudible] in an outer way and more serene in an inner way, for as we have said, this is a cycle that is part of an experience that you have designed for yourself in order to learn certain lessons, but we would not infringe upon your free will by speaking of the lessons which you have set for yourself, for we know that you are working to understand, and we encourage you and ask that you be confident and not require more of yourself than you would be able to give at any moment, for you are doing what you should if you do it with Love. On March 19, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the value of doing whatever we do with Love:

It is not that Love will tell you what to do. It is that Love will tell you how to do it with Love. As you do ordinary, everyday things with this intense, overshadowing Love, something magical occurs. As you seek to pull that enhanced vision of a life lived in Love into yourself from the regions of the divine, you activate powers within you that are incredibly strong. And you begin emitting Light. It is not coming from you but rather it is coming through you. You’ve turned the switch by turning your mind to Love.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

M: Yes. You’ve even stated the question better for me than I have; you heard my question better than I said. Thank you.

Hatonn: Oh, we thank you, my sister, as always, for the opportunity to share our thoughts. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

This instrument has a question which we will restate for her and answer, for she has been wanting to ask it; we have not had another channel for some time. The question has to do with the number of UFO movies and television shows which are appearing at this time, and she has been wondering if we are influencing Earth people or if there are extraterrestrials among you. The answer is, of course, that we are with each of you who ask to hear our thoughts, but that there are some among you who have come through incarnation into this illusion, but whose basic personality is, shall we say, extra-terrestrial or extra-dimensional; this would probably be the more accurate term. And, indeed, the generation that is responsible for much of the new activity in these areas within the popular culture of your society is extra-dimensional in nature.

We are not capable, without infringing upon free will, of actually writing, shall we say, television scripts or influencing the minds of people in the business of producing such things to create such scripts as those which have been seen by your people. However, we are very pleased that so many of those who came to the Earth sphere during this time have remembered or are beginning subconsciously to remember why they came, for it is very usual in such cases for at least nine out of ten of these incarnated extra-dimensional people to forget for their entire incarnation why it is that they have such a feeling of not belonging, why it is that they do not fit in, why it is that their natures seem so often at odds with society.

Carla wanted Hatonn to speak to her question of: “The question has to do with the number of UFO movies and television shows which are appearing at this time, and she has been wondering if we are influencing Earth people or if there are extraterrestrials among you.” Hatonn went on to say the answer is that we are with each of you who ask to hear our thoughts, but that there are some among you who have come through incarnation into this illusion, but whose basic personality is extra-dimensional, and the generation that is responsible for much of the new activity in these areas within the popular culture of your society is extra-dimensional in nature. Now Hatonn said we are not capable, without infringing upon free will, of writing television scripts or influencing the minds of people in the business of producing such things to create scripts as those which have been seen by your people, but we are pleased that so many of those who came to the Earth sphere during this time have remembered why they came, for it is usual in such cases for at least nine out of ten of these incarnated extra-dimensional people to forget why it is that they have such a feeling of not belonging, why it is that they do not fit in, why it is that their natures seem so often at odds with society. On September 15, 1996, Q’uo spoke of these entities that do not fit in:

We would recommend that interaction with these entities is most important, that the relationships of the family be emphasized and be supported in all their many expressions of excitement, interest, and dedication. These entities, as each generation notes, seem to be of another order so that the ways of the culture, though providing many foundation stones for the new building, yet do not fit in every instance, so that there is the need for the individuality of each entity to be recognized, nourished, and directed with a means of giving praise and thanksgiving to the one Creator in a regular fashion and in a way which gives the young entity a sense of wonder for the immensity and the infinity of all creation. The young entity needs to find his or her place within this infinite creation, and as the family and friends of each young entity provides support, the young entities are able to test their new legs in a safe and supportive environment.

We feel that this has answered the instrument’s basic question. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

D: What could you all… do you see any value in using astrology as a tool to understanding cycles—the sort of cycles you spoke about earlier?

I am with the instrument. I am Hatonn. We are aware of your question. It is a difficult one to answer. There are many occult sciences, shall we say, such as astrology, which have some use. They have been largely misused among your people as a way of prophesying, and this has overtones of infringing upon free will by suggestion. This is not in line with the law of the Creator, which is one of Free Will and Love. Your world is not deterministic, and your stars, shall we say, are merely pointers pointing the way, as you know, to the basic structure of your Earthly personalities. You are also provided with a will which, following the laws of the Creator, can totally transform the basic Earthly personality, if it so desires; most often it does not. Therefore, the system or language, such as astrology, has its purpose in simply helping the aspiring student to begin to understand what it is they are dealing with, what their basic problems are, what their assets might be, etc.

In the determination of cycles, we might compare the value of astrology to the value of an almanac in determining the planting and the reaping of a crop. There is some technical value to knowing what the new moon is, what the full moon is, but you must know what you plan to plant, and this astrology does not tell you any more than the almanac can tell you by a simple explanation of the phases of the moon. An almanac, like astrology, can be mistaken about the precise placement of storms, be they weather storms or storms of emotion that sweep over those in your illusion. Consequently, astrology, just like the almanac, can lead you astray if you are too literal-minded, if you do not rely most completely on your own hunches, on your own intuition, on your own feelings.

D asked: “What could you all… do you see any value in using astrology as a tool to understanding cycles—the sort of cycles you spoke about earlier?” Hatonn began by saying there are many occult sciences such as astrology which have some use, but they have been misused by your people as a way of prophesying, and this has overtones of infringing upon free will, so this is not in line with the law of the Creator, which is one of Free Will and Love, for your world is not deterministic, and your stars are merely pointers pointing the way to the structure of your Earthly personalities, so you are provided with a will which, following the laws of the Creator, can transform the Earthly personality, if it so desires, but most often it does not, so the language of astrology has its purpose in helping the aspiring student to begin to understand what it is they are dealing with, what their basic problems are, what their assets might be. Hatonn continued by saying in the determination of cycles, we might compare the value of astrology to the value of an almanac in determining the planting and the reaping of a crop, for there is technical value to knowing what the new moon is, what the full moon is, but you must know what you plan to plant, and this astrology does not tell you any more than the almanac can tell you by a simple explanation of the phases of the moon, so an almanac, like astrology, can be mistaken about the precise placement of storms, be they weather storms or storms of emotion that sweep over those in your illusion, so astrology, just like the almanac, can lead you astray if you are too literal-minded, and if you do not follow your intuition. On April 23, 1989, Yom described how we may use our intuition:

Thus, listen with the inner ear as well as the outer to what we have to say, and above all, as always, refrain from thinking of us as an information source that is always right. We consider ourselves fallible, and we hope you do too. Trust your own intuition, your own sense of recognition of the truth. If it does not ring true for you, it is the truth which does not work for you. Simply toss it aside and move on. You will meet it again one day, and it will be helpful, or you have gone past it already. Waste not time in worry about whether what we have to say is true or untrue, for you shall recognize truth as if remembering it.

Perhaps the best use of astrology and many of the other disciplines, such as tarot, numerology, and others, is as a focusing point, shall we say, for the psychic power of the individual. It may be quite small to begin with, but by working through this particular system, your own power of intuition begins to develop, and you see more than what is in the stars or in the cards or in the numbers, and you see better. You, unlike the stars, are creatures of compassion and Love. The stars in their courses are, indeed, determined. You, my friends, have free will. Thus, we ask you to approach astrology as everything else, in a cautionary manner, trusting most reliably on your own senses, both outer and inner—your common sense and your intuitive sense.

Hatonn went on to say perhaps the best use of astrology is as a focusing point for the psychic power of the individual, so it may be small to begin with, but by working through this system, your power of intuition begins to develop, and you see more than what is in the stars, or in the cards, or in the numbers, and you see better because you are creatures of compassion and Love, but stars in their courses are determined, but you have free will, so we ask you to approach astrology as everything else, in a cautionary manner, trusting your common sense and your intuitive sense. On September 4, 2010, Carla said that we are creatures of Love:

The Creator has certain characteristics that are innate. It’s in our spiritual DNA that we’re the creatures of Love because Love is all there is. The one great original Thought was a Thought of Love. And when Light came into being and manifestation took place, it linked that Thought into everything it manifested. So, the most distorted things that you see are still Love. They’ve just greatly distorted. But the heart of everything is Love. Jesus said it well, when he said, “I am the vine, and you are the branches.”

Does this answer your question?

D: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

We are aware of a couple of unasked questions in the minds of a few of you, but we are unwilling to break into your thoughts, shall we say, and raid the storehouse of your memory. Consequently, we will only say that we are available to you at any time that you may ask for us. We are your very humble companions. But what little help we can give you, we offer you freely. If at any time we are with you and you request that we leave, we will instantly. And on that note, we will close this meeting. We will attempt to transfer this contact to the one known as H. I am Hatonn.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I put the sprinkler in two different places around the fishpond and then on the flowers in the Sun Mandala behind the garage because it has been over a week since we have had any rain.

This afternoon I enjoyed a visit with three friends who are from Germany and will be attending our Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill this weekend. We talked for a while about what has been happening in our lives recently, and then we took a tour of my yard and gardens.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 10

Your Essence Is Spirit

I am the Comforter, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

May peace fall like dew upon you this day, no matter what the outer situation. May you experience, and continue to experience, the inner peace which no disaster of humankind can destroy.

Within the Father’s Love there is a peace which comes from eternity and which is the vehicle for your own imperishable spirit. Rest quietly in the knowledge of that peace, no matter how quickly you run, no matter how many tangles of human relationships you encounter.

Touch always the peace within, for the Comforter does not fail. It is only those whose hearts are puzzled and befuddled by that which occurs that are not able to hear words of comfort and to feel the presence of that peace which passeth all understanding.

We feel that it would help each if each would think of itself not as one attempting to be a spiritual being but as one who is, in essence, spirit. That being accepted, the point of view may shift so that the spiritual door may be opened to peace more easily and the hubbub and turmoil of a wrangling world may be set off from you by the buffer of comfort, peace and faith.

For we are of the principle of Jesus the Christ. We are of the Spirit of living Love. And we are eternal, as are you, and exist only to interact with you in positive ways that bring each spirit more and more light and less and less confusion.

We leave you in peace, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from July 26, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. As always, it is our privilege to speak with you, and we thank you for inviting us into the midst of your group. We share our thoughts with you, insubstantial though they may be, one life speaking to another, one seeker speaking to another, for are our lives not like clouds as they cross the moon, visible only for a brief time, before and after lost in the darkness of the eternal heavens? Yet, we are now here, you and we, and it is with deep appreciation that we join our thoughts to yours in this transient moment.

Yes, my friends, your lives are very transient, and yet your spirit is indomitable. There is nothing that you cannot seek, nothing that you cannot will to know, if it be done honestly and courageously and without selfishness. And so even though your brief life may sometimes seem to be relatively meaningless, your activities mundane, your thinking confused, we say to you that if you can each day find some moments to meditate, to center your will upon the desire to know the Love of the Creator, that wish for the original Thought will be unto you as a beacon, guiding your spirit far into the stormy seas of night when you have crossed the moon and there is no light.

We are sorry that we have had to delay our speaking to you this evening, but there was a desire in one of those present that we not speak. [There was a storm raging outside.] And this, my friends, is a perfect example of that which we deal with now: the transience of experience. There is a saying in one of your holy books, “All flesh is grass.” We are not being mournful. We are attempting to be emphatic about the direct and important knowledge that you must have that you yourself are not your bodies, your pains and pleasures, or your experiences, but are instead a vibration which is temporarily and transiently housed in a chemical body. That vibration has certain characteristics which show forth to a greater or smaller amount in the physical amount in the physical body.

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about their transient lives as seekers. They began by saying your lives are transient, and yet your spirit is indomitable, and there is nothing that you cannot seek to know, if it be done courageously and without selfishness, so even though your brief life may sometimes seem to be meaningless and your thinking confused, if you can each day find some moments to meditate, to center your will upon the desire to know the Love of the Creator, that wish for the original Thought will be unto you as a beacon, guiding your spirit far into the stormy seas of night when you have crossed the moon and there is no light. Hatonn went on to say we are sorry that we have had to delay our speaking to you this evening, but there was a desire of one of those present that we not speak. [There was a storm raging outside.] And this, my friends, is a perfect example of that which we deal with now: the transience of experience, and there is a saying in one of your holy books, “All flesh is grass,” but we are not being mournful, for we are attempting to be emphatic about the important knowledge that you must have that you are not your bodies or your experiences, but you are a vibration which is temporarily in a chemical body, so that vibration has certain characteristics which show forth to a greater or smaller amount in the physical body. On January 20, 2002, Q’uo spoke of how we are a vibration

You are not a solid. You are a vibration. You are an energy field that has connections to absolutely all other energy fields in the universe. You are connected to them through a series of orders of magnitude and, shall we say, reality, that are understandable only from the larger viewpoint. Many times within the life experience you will not be able to see how a certain situation could possibly be one in which Love abides. But this is always the question to turn to, that one offered by the ones of Ra, “Where is the Love in this moment?” This is a question that is always productive, that one may ask the self in a crux in the present. And by finding where the Love lies for you in this moment and placing yourself there, there is how you affect the future. You are choosing what you desire because you desire it. That is understood, but in terms of responding to that which is given you have the skill, and you have the chance at each offering to ask the self, “Where is the metaphysical structure of this moment? What speaks to me from a larger point of view that really informs the situation for me?”

Eachcharacteristic shows forth as the degree of loving kindness of your nature, the degree of generosity, of compassion, of kindliness, that you have within your character. It may show forth in your ability to help people by healing, by the preparation of food, by working with your hands, by singing, or by telling stories, or by raising the young who are entrusted to your care that they, too, may know the Creator as do you. These biases come through from your vibratory personality into the physical illusion. However, you must not take this illusion any more seriously than you would take the passing of a cloud across the moon on a stormy night, such as this one. You know that there will be other clouds and other nights, other sequences of activities. These are unimportant. Your only important effort should be placed in centering yourself in the knowledge of the original Thought of the Creator, which is that of infinite love expressed in light. This light has formed all of the Creator’s creatures: the planet in which you live, the skies which surround us in different vibrations. All things are Light. As you begin to have this ability to be detached from the transient experience and to be rooted in the knowledge of the original Thought, your power as a personality will develop, so that those circumstances which may seem to you to be inharmonious will of themselves become more harmonious, for your attitude will become such that nothing can disturb you.

Then Hatonn said each characteristic shows as the degree of loving kindness and of generosity that you have within your character, and it may show forth in your ability to help people by the preparation of food, by singing, or by raising the young who are entrusted to your care that they, too, may know the Creator as do you, for these biases come through from your vibratory personality into the physical illusion, but you must not take this illusion any more seriously than you would take the passing of a cloud across the moon on a stormy night because you know that there will be other clouds and other nights, but these are unimportant, for your only important effort should be placed in centering yourself in the knowledge of the original Thought of the Creator, which is that of infinite Love expressed in Light that has formed all of the Creator’s creatures: the planet in which you live, the skies which surround us in different vibrations, for all things are Light, so as you begin to have this ability to be detached from the transient experience and to be rooted in the knowledge of the original Thought, your power as a personality will develop, so that those circumstances which may seem to you to be inharmonious will of themselves become more harmonious, for your attitude will become such that nothing can disturb you. On October 16, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of our power:

We would say to you that it is most helpful for powerful entities such as you are to realize where your power comes from. Your power does not come from you except insofar as you choose the manner of your being. Your basic source of power comes through you and is a function of your awareness of the Creator within.

If you are attempting to fulfill your obligations and pursue your ideals from a concept of self which involves the self by itself as a powerful thing, then your power will not last long. You shall run out of available power, exhaust yourself, burn yourself out as this instrument would say it, and find yourself empty and hollow, weary and exhausted, sitting by the side of the spiritual road gasping for breath.

It is the entity that realizes that the source of the magic within is that energy which is coming from the infinite Creator that will have the staying power to persist through these cyclical times of deconstruction and re-imagining your universe.

I would pause at this time so that Laitos, may speak. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. If you will permit me, it will be my privilege to work with each of you. I would first condition this instrument, for she is experimenting with a deeper, shall we say, meditative state.

[Pause]

We thank the one known as Carla for working with us, and we find that she is more and more capable of working with the Light vibration of some of your contacts, such as Latwii, due to her growing ability to deepen her meditative state.

We would now attempt to condition the one known as M. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

We thank the one known as M for working with us, and now we would like to condition the one known as J. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We thank each of you for being able to work with you. If we can help you to deepen your meditative state, that is our only desire among your people, for if we can but help the people of this planet to meditate and feel the oneness of all creation we will, indeed, my friends, have a part in the delivery of a tiny infant. That is the new age dawning upon your planet. At this time, it needs all the midwifery that it can get. Please ask for us at any time that you may wish for us to, shall we say, underscore your own meditative state. I am Laitos. Adonai.

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We are sorry for the delay, but the one known as Oxal was attempting to contact the instrument known as Carla. However, she was not able to perceive this. Therefore, we will continue for Oxal, saying to this instrument greetings from the one known as Oxal. The one known as Oxal is concerned lest they be misunderstood in this group, for there has been in this group, shall we say, an impostor using their name. Therefore, the group consciousness of Oxal asks each of you to be in total at-one-ment at any time that the name of Oxal is heard in this group, for it is not wise to allow astral entities to deal with this group in its present configuration. We must explain that there is nothing intrinsically wrong with astral beings in general, but specifically mimicking a Confederation member by an astral being is very confusing to those who would believe the channeling of such beings. Thus, we ask your help in the future, as you call it, and we thank you.

At this time, we would open the meeting to questions.

[Pause]

If there are no questions requested of us at this time, we would leave you with only a few thoughts, my friends. You know that Love is all that there is. You may think of it as the great medicine that is needed by your people. You may think of yourself as a healer, for the one who loves heals. There are different methods and different levels of healing, peace-making, and calming the troubled waters of your ever turbulent society. Among the millions of you who are incarnate on the planet Earth, some have the power to heal nations through what you call your politics. Some have the ability to heal the hunger for knowledge through what we call teaching. Some have the ability to heal sickness and ill health. Some can heal melancholy, some loneliness, but all work through the vibration of Love. There is a great sea of Love around you, my friends. Float on it, rest in it. There is nowhere you can go that is not full of Love, if you have but the eyes to see and the heart to understand. In meditation, may your hearts be opened to that understanding.

Before leaving the group Hatonn wanted to share some thoughts on healing. They said if there are no questions requested of us at this time, we would leave you with only a few thoughts, for you know that Love is all that there is, and you may think of it as the medicine that is needed by your people, and you may think of yourself as a healer, for the one who loves heals, so there are different methods and levels of healing, peace-making, and calming the troubled waters of your turbulent society, for among the millions of you who are incarnate on the Earth, some have the power to heal nations through politics, and some have the ability to heal the hunger for knowledge through teaching, and some have the ability to heal sickness and ill health, but all work through the vibration of Love, for there is a sea of Love around you, so rest in it, for there is nowhere you can go that is not full of Love if you have the eyes to see and the heart to understand, so in meditation may your hearts be opened to that understanding. On December 12, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the vibration of Love:

The vibration of Love, in the sense of unconditional Love or Logos, is a particular vibration that has created all that there is. Consequently, we cannot say that Love and truth are absolutely equal. For in the sense of the Logos, that is a way of describing the Creator Itself.

I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am of the group consciousness of Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer to weed around the flower gardens in the front yard and on the south side of my home.

This afternoon I spent about an hour and a half searching all around my neighborhood for a sweet little black and white kitty cat that may be a year or two old. He showed up in my front yard ten days ago, and I began feeding him cat food on a paper plate on the ground in front of my porch. Within two days he was coming up on the porch to get his food. He only let me get a few feet away from him, but I enjoyed talking to him, telling him that I loved him, and just sitting and watching him eat. I named him Hopeful because I was hoping that we could become friends, and that he could come into my home and be an indoor/outdoor cat like Dan D. Lion was. This morning, I gave him a can of cat food, but he only ate half of it, and throughout the day I was looking on the front porch to see if he was there eating food as he has been doing for the last ten days, but he never came back. My last hope is that he will be waiting for me tomorrow morning when I go out to get the newspaper.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 9

Each Is Your Brother

I am the spirit of the living Christ which speaks to the world this day, greeting you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

The many preparatory and studious engagements of those serious, spiritual seekers who labor to learn the Love of the Christ are well meant and may yet yield fruit. Yet, paradoxically, it is not the one always who strives the hardest, thinks the most or works more laboriously than others to whom the inspiration, the Love, and the clarity of vision that infinite Love offers, comes.

Many times, it is the one who is unassuming and humble, who accepts the basic unworthiness of free will while recognizing the necessity of it, who may choose and choose and choose again the way of Love, the way of the Christ.

Therefore, stride self-confidently into the world but be ye humble and not over-assuming, for each entity is likewise the Father within, just as you are. Each is your brother. Each is your sister. None contains that which you do not contain. Sometimes it is possible to try too hard to be loving and blessed, sanctified and giving. Relax into the rhythm of spontaneous service, and life shall become merry and light.

We leave you in love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.