I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from August 15, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. The sounds we have heard tonight are, indeed, beautiful, your voices, the voices of the nature that surrounds you, the song of your planet, the harmony that exists. Though there be notes of discord, the theme is there, the parts are all being sung, each part gaining in strength, blending into a sound that fills many on our planet, touches many others, and is whispering to still more, if you will listen, if you take time, quiet time, if you would meditate, if you would be open, if you would but listen, experience. Your planet is growing as are you. You grow together, each drawing strength from the other. As more of your people become aware of the love and the light of the Creator, they grow. As the people grow, so does the planet, but like all people, it grows at its own rate. Though you are connected with it, it grows at its own rate. It has times when it surges ahead. It has times when it falls back. It has times to remain still.

Your people affect your planet’s growth. It feels the energies of the lives upon it. It reacts to the energies. Its consciousness develops. With development and awareness, it changes. You are well aware that the time of transition, of harvest, is not that distant. At that time your planet will have changed. We of Hatonn wish to be of service to you. We remain open and willing to share, to aid as we may. My friends, as you meditate, you need but ask, and we shall be with you. We listen. We ask that you allow us the time, and listen. Feel, for more and more of your people have chosen, have started their journeys. We wish that more of your people would listen. Take some of your time to listen and feel, for you, your illusion, time, your concept of time, is so short and so limited. We would remind you that time is limited. There is more than enough, more than enough so that you can take that time. Allow yourself to listen. Be open to the light, the love.

We know that …

[C has been speaking with deep intensity of feeling.]

(Carla channeling)

…mentally requests our presence. We wish everyone may know this marvel, to be especially reassured as to it, and as this entity seems to depart to another geographical location, we wish to say there is one creation and one Creator, and we are available to each of you wherever you meet in this illusion which you share, agonizing and enjoying. We have spoken this evening of devout things, of the ability to listen, to feel and to be and have spoken of allowing those things which are past to be released so that each may live in the present moment with all its infinity and wonder.

My friends, each of you has been given a physical vehicle. You are not disembodied experience. You are embodied, and in these bodies we learn. We stress tonight for each of you the value of acquiring that state of mind and heart wherein you are in the eternal present, and your body for the moment makes no demands upon you. The great additions, and multiplications, and subtractions ,and divisions of life are gone. Those enemies which you may face are hence from you, and the joys which you contemplate are similarly lost from your world, and you dwell in endless bliss. This is what awaits the inner ear, and we ask you to be content with no less, to continue seeking, if it be until this incarnation’s end, for those moments when you are in the present, when you have found eternity. For it is in those moments that you are adding to that eternal self which is the kind of learning which you shall carry with you beyond this illusion.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak about how we live in the present moment. They began by saying we wish everyone may know this marvel, to be reassured about it, and as this entity seems to depart to another geographical location, we wish to say there is one creation and one Creator, and we are available to each of you wherever you meet in this illusion which you share, agonizing and enjoying, and we have spoken this evening of the ability to listen, to be, and of allowing those things which are past to be released, so that each may live in the present moment with all its infinity and wonder. Hatonn said each of you has been given a physical vehicle, so you are embodied, and in these bodies you learn, and we stress for each of you the value of acquiring that state of mind and heart wherein you are in the eternal present, and your body makes no demands upon you, for the additions, subtractions, and divisions of life are gone, so those enemies which you may face are from you, and the joys which you contemplate are similarly lost from your world, and you dwell in endless bliss since this is what awaits the inner ear, and we ask you to be content with no less, to continue seeking, if it be until this incarnation’s end, for those moments when you are in the present are when you have found eternity, for it is in those moments that you are adding to that eternal self which is the kind of learning which you shall carry with you beyond this illusion. On August 24, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our eternal self:

It is possible, and indeed probable within your culture, for entities to rest comfortably within this level of awareness and to participate in what seems to be a full and rich life without ever waking up to the drama of infinity, eternity, and timeless themes of investigation which, when pursued, offer to the discerning entity an infinite array of opportunities to plunge into the depths of the infinite and eternal self. This infinite and eternal self has various aspects. One aspect is almost completely chaotic, and it is maintained as chaotic and over against any attempt to organize or structure these deeper truths of being, in order to offer a continuing freshness and originality to the investigation of self by self.

However, it is usual for entities to find ways to structure or organize this deep well or kingdom, shall we say, this realm of information which can fruitfully be plumbed or mined in order to work with the dynamics of various threads of interest which have sprung naturally from greeting life experience and the coincidences of everyday life.

And, my friends, after this moment is over and you are back in the illusion faced with the great arithmetic of living—its sorrows and its joys—we ask that you consider and constantly analyze why it is that you might be in this body and in this circumstance. Each body is imperfect, and yet are you not all perfect? And are not all circumstances full of the possibilities of perfection, of learning, of gaining knowledge, and of giving to those about you? How important it is, my friends, to be aware of both these things at once—that you are eternal and that your lessons are those of eternity, and that you are in manifestation at this time to learn and to teach. Stand in the present moment, my friends, as much of the time as you can. The public world about you in this illusion will seem to be somewhat negatively polarized. This is the nature of your illusion. This is the nature of your opportunity. We wish you all of the awareness of Love and Light that is within you and the amount of that awareness of the original Thought is infinite. It is with infinity that you may meet the arithmetic, the terrible subtractions, and additions, and disengagements, and confrontations of the solution. It is with the infinite Creator that you go forth. Could you in all eternity ask for a better opportunity?

Then Hatonn said after this moment is over, and you are back in the illusion faced with the great arithmetic of living: its sorrows and its joys, and we ask that you consider why it is that you might be in this body and in this circumstance, and each body is imperfect, and yet: “Are you not all perfect? And are not all circumstances full of the possibilities of perfection, of learning, of gaining knowledge, and of giving to those about you?” Hatonn said it is important to be aware of both these things at once—that you are eternal, and that your lessons are those of eternity, and that you are in manifestation at this time to learn and to teach, so stand in the present moment as much of the time as you can, for the world about you in this illusion will seem to be somewhat negatively polarized, for this is the nature of your illusion and of the nature of your opportunity, and we wish you the awareness of Love and Light that is within you, and the amount of that awareness of the original Thought is infinite, and it is within infinity that you may meet the nature of arithmetic, the subtractions and additions, and the nature of the solution, for it is with the infinite Creator that you go forth, so could you in all eternity ask for a better opportunity? On January 9, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the present moment:

It seems to us a fair and lovely thing for each of you to use the tools which you know to craft that which is your very best effort at sharing the Light and the awareness that lie within you. We find all that this group has discussed this day to be appropriate. We do not have any desire to limit you in how you wish to present the information. We would only say to you that to balance the intensive dedication of each of you to manifesting, it is a good idea to spend a significant amount of your time becoming aware of the present moment, relaxing all tension or worry, and simply spending time knowing that all is well, and that all will be well. Lighten up and find the light touch, the laughter, the bliss, and the joy that are only available when you are focusing on the present moment. Have fun with this, my friends, just as we are having the time of our lives working with you.

We are your brothers and sisters. How much we have enjoyed sharing this meditation with you. We greet and love each, and so we leave you. We leave you through this instrument in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends, Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is once again our great honor and privilege to join your group in your meditation. As always, it is our honor to be asked the queries upon your mind, and we offer ourselves at this time in that capacity. Is there a question we may attempt to answer?

L: I’d like to ask a question, Latwii. In a recent discussion, a couple of us were in disagreement concerning information that we had received from the Confederation, specifically, should our race attempt a nuclear war that would hypothetically destroy all of our race or the planet itself, would this be allowed to occur?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator observe that Creator in all possible manifestations. And should your planet manifest that condition of the Creator wherein the so-called destructive elements of your nuclear bombs be released, we would with our full abilities attempt to maintain each entity as an entity, and this would be our service. We would allow the expression known to you as destruction by nuclear war, for this is a great lesson, one that teaches much. It has, as you are aware, been begun upon another entity, or as you call it, planetary sphere within your own solar system and seeks now its balance upon your own planet.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. I’ve noticed that there is in our own communications industries a large amount of attention given to the subject of nuclear war. The orientation of this attention seems to have changed in the last few years away from a very non-participatory examination of potential effects to a very self-involved examination of the consequences, a great deal of attention to the likelihood that no one would be likely to survive unscathed. Are we receiving any particular attention or communication on a planetary basis to aid us in realizing more fully the effects of this kind of event?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. As we mentioned in our previous response, there is upon your planet the attempt by many entities to balance actions begun upon other spheres both within and without your own solar system. The third-density illusion which you inhabit offers the opportunity for the choice of any lesson which is found to hold a potential for increasing polarization. Upon your sphere at this time reside those entities who have experienced this devastation upon other spheres. Many now seek the balancing action; many seek to repeat the action. The lessons that have been chosen by each entity will be enacted within the bounds of your illusion with free will offering an infinite array of opportunities. There are many who are aware of the results of such an action. Therefore, these entities from the depths of their being seek another path.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, thank you for your assistance.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you. Is there another query at this time?

E: I have a query, Latwii, and that is that you said, you indicated that those of us on this planet desire that lesson of nuclear war, or there are many that do. And my question is, would a nuclear war be the war to end all wars? Would we learn to make war no more, that is, would we become polarized towards service to others through such an experience, or would we tend to be polarized towards service to self by such an experience, or can you say?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We see many possibilities for what you call your future. Indeed, the possibilities are infinite, though many have more potential for manifestation than others do. We cannot say what will occur, for free will assures a great variety of possibilities. Indeed, whatever the outcome of this particular path of action, there is always the possibility for the polarization in either direction, the positive or negative.

Indeed, upon your planet at this time, the circumstances of living are becoming altered to the extent where more of what you call the stressful factors are becoming apparent. As the conditions surrounding your survival become more perilous, there is the greater possibility that each entity upon your planet might find the desire to seek within and increase polarization, for as the environment surrounding an entity is less and less supportive, shall we say, the entity then of necessity must seek within the self for the meaning of that experience which it finds itself in. Such seeking offers the greater possibility that polarization shall be increased. Do not fear, my friends, that a birthing is not occurring. Though there be pains with the birth, yet the child emerges and shall breathe the air of life and love.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: No, thank you, not on that. But I do have another question on something else. That is, my radio has been giving me a lot of trouble recently, and it seems as though there is a lot of interference which seems to be coming from the sun, and what I would like to know is, is there any connection between the turmoil that we’re going through on this planet and the interference that I seem to be getting from the sun?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We are aware that there are many factors which affect the people of your planet at this time, and though there is, indeed, an effect which is the result of activity upon the entity known to you as your Sun, we find that the great majority of causes for the actions of your of your people resides within the mass mind of your own planet and planetary consciousness, for as your people have inhabited this planet for the duration of this cycle in a manner which has been somewhat less than harmonious, these vibrations have become a part of the planet itself and the planetary consciousness, and then, as the transition into that density of Love and understanding which approaches occurs, the blending of the vibrations of your planet and this density of Love and understanding becomes less than easy. Your planet begins to give off the vibrations which it has been bathed in, shall we say, and finds that there is some difficulty in the releasing of these vibrations.

Therefore, the entities which walk its surface do respond to the accumulated experience of the planetary mind which itself has interacted with the experience of each entity throughout the ages of your planet’s third-density experience. Therefore, though there are many effects which originate from without your planet, such as those which you have mentioned, they are quite small in comparison to the causes of the actions of your people which are a result of the free will having been exercised in a less than harmonious manner over the many thousands of years of your planet’s third-density experience.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother, and may we say it is with joy that we greet you this evening, as it has been some measure of what you call time since we have had the honor of joining you in this group.

E: Thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

M1: I have something you may not be able to answer, but if you can, I would appreciate it. This whole evening a cold breeze has been on my feet and part way up my legs, and when I decided to ask you about it, it stopped. Is there some particular significance to it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Is it not always the case that the symptoms disappear when one approaches the doctor’s waiting room? But to be more to the point, my sister, may we suggest that there is, as far as we can tell, no special significance to the various breezes and movements of air which inhabit this dwelling.

May we answer you further?

M1: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes, I have one other question. The social memory complex Ra, in one of the books, made what seemed to be some rather ambiguous statements concerning those individuals currently being born into our density who simultaneously maintain a third and fourth density body or vehicle. The question I propose is this. In the transition from third to fourth density for these individuals, would they perceive the release of all third-density vehicles as a physical death?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Yes, these entities shall experience the physical death as you know it.

May we answer you further?

L: Then, may I assume that all who would pass from third to fourth density in our planetary experience will experience that physical death?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Again, this is correct. May we answer you further?

L: One final question on the same subject. The time period of approximately thirty years remaining before the transition occurs on our planet has been offered by members of the Confederation. It would then be correct to assume that all of those still possessing physical vehicles in this third density at that time will experience a physical death. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. This is, in general, correct, though one must not assume that the population at that time will include the great numbers that your current population would suggest, for the deaths that shall occur between the present moment and the final harvesting shall accrue, so that the population becomes more slowly reduced due to the harvesting in the various manners.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. I just had same confusion as to what was actually likely to occur. I appreciate your clearing it up for me. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my brother. Is there another question at this time?

M2: Yes, along that same line, to make sure I understood it, if someone is born into this world with fourth-density activated physical vehicle, will they make the transition without physical death?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. These entities of the dually activated bodies shall experience the physical death in the same manner as any other third-density entity, yet their transition shall be of a somewhat different nature, for they shall already have been harvested from other planetary spheres and shall not need to repeat the harvesting procedure, but they may then immediately inhabit the fourth-density sphere which your planet is rapidly growing to become.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M2: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are thankful to you. Is there another question at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. This has probably been answered before, but when an entity reaches fourth density, is the veil of forgetting lifted?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is correct, although the veil is not such a simple device that one might assume its removal would be as simply accomplished as the pulling of a curtain. Various portions of the mind/body/spirit complex of each entity upon your planet have been veiled, shall we say, so that the knowledge, experience and expression of the self as the Creator is hidden from the entity. There are various portions that shall be revealed in their due course. When the entity has fully passed into that density of Love and understanding, known as the fourth density, then shall all veils be removed so that the entity is more fully aware of its beingness as the one infinite Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you …

[Side one of tape ends.]

[A question was asked by M1 prior to the tape recorder being turned back on.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. We are once again with this instrument. We are aware of your query, my sister, and may respond by suggesting that certain entities are more able to express the nature of the physical body’s polarity, for there are various portions of your physical vehicle which are positively and negatively charged, this in the electrical sense. Therefore, the emanations which proceed from the right hand are of a positive nature and may affect certain devices within your illusion such as the television mechanism. The right hand emitting these positive vibrations of electrical nature, therefore, might in some cases enhance the colored nature of your television in its projecting of the image. The left hand, then, might, through its receptive abilities remove these same particles, thereby causing the appearance of the lack of color. Many upon your planet might experience this phenomenon if the proper experiment was attempted.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M1: No, thank you, I think you’ve answered me very well.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question. Is there a Confederation brother or sister by the name of, something like Ritonn, I don’t think that’s right, but it sounds something like that? Or Rittye?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We cannot be one hundred per cent accurate in the reproduction of sound vibration complexes of Confederation members, for various members choose various sound vibration complexes for the transmission of thoughts to various groups, as various groups are more receptive to certain of the names, as you call them. The naming procedure is not always chosen by Confederation members. Indeed, most exist without that which you call the name or sound vibration complex, the name being chosen primarily for use in the communication with entities upon your sphere or similar spheres of the third density. Therefore, we cannot be accurate by suggesting that such an entity does or does not exist as a Confederation member.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M1: Yes, I’ve been visiting in a nursing home, and the nurse has given me a patient who does not even know her last name, and she asks the same question over again and again. For instance, she asks me where I live several times while I’m with her. And just generally, what can be the value of a visit with someone who—I guess senile is the word, I suppose—who is as senile as this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The value of such offering of love cannot often be seen in such a situation, but do not doubt that the love which you offer such an entity is felt. Many times, those entities which inhabit the homes for the aged within the state of mind known to your peoples as senility are attempting to make an orientation upon another plane while remaining within the physical vehicle. Therefore, their awareness has been withdrawn to the outer eye and dwells in other realms, so that the entity might become familiar with certain lessons and recapitulations of lessons of the life which is drawing to a close.

Therefore, when one such as yourself visits and shares Love with an entity who is not apparently aware of a large variety of beingness, there is, nevertheless, an absorption and appreciation of that Love, for though the awareness of the entity is not fully with the physical vehicle, yet it is nourished by the love given to that vehicle.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M1: Well, then, does the visit make her transition easier, or does it help her in her transition to another, well, in preparation for death?

I am Latwii. My sister, Love is always a great enabler and enobler of all beings at all times. May we answer you further?

M1: No, that answers it. It seems so useless, but I can see your point of view. I can understand. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M1: I have a question. If people die singly, or in the millions, many millions at one time, does it affect their advancement in any way?

I am Latwii. May we ask that the query be restated. We have some difficulty in penetrating the heart of your query.

M1: I want to know if large numbers of people, millions of people die at once, or if a person dies in the normal course of their life, one person at a time, does it affect their advancement? Can millions of people be advanced at the same time, or is it better if they go one at a time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are not aware of any effect of the number of people dying which would be a factor in the advancement or the progress upon the evolutionary path, for upon your planet each day, thousands of your entities pass. When looked at as a whole, your planet passes many entities each day, though each entity might make the transition as an individual.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M1: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I have a question concerning questions. Don Elkins has suggested to me that we make a change in the questioning and limit the questions only to philosophical questions in order that we might further improve the contact and the quality of the material that you are able to convey to us. Could you comment on the suggestion, especially concerning its merit?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The factor which affects the type of information which we may share with groups such as this group is the tuning of the group as a whole, which is in turn affected by the tuning of each individual within the group. By tuning, my friends, we mean that each entity focuses the attention of the mind upon a certain point or array of points. When the group is looked at as a whole, the focus of each entity is seen to lend itself in the formation of the focus of the group. When you join in Love and Light and sing, or chant, or pray you continue a tuning that has begun in each entity’s personal life. When each entity, then, refines that tuning through whatever means of a personal nature have meaning, the tuning thus is further enhanced.

The tuning may further be affected by the types of queries which are offered, for we may give only that information which is a response to the interests of the group, and which does not infringe upon the free will of any within the group. Therefore, the suggestion that questions of a philosophical nature only be offered is a suggestion which would enhance the type of information which we of the Confederation might then offer. This is assuming, of course, that by enhancement one would agree that the evolution of mind, body, and spirit is the primary purpose for which each entity has incarnated. But we cannot suggest to this group that this be done or that any other particular path be chosen, for it is the free will of this group that is paramount as we transmit our thoughts to you through instruments such as are gathered here this evening.

Carla asked: “Don Elkins has suggested to me that we make a change in the questioning and limit the questions only to philosophical questions in order that we might further improve the contact and the quality of the material that you are able to convey to us. Could you comment on the suggestion, especially concerning its merit?” Latwii began by saying the factor which affects the type of information which we may share with groups such as this group is the tuning of the group which is affected by the tuning of each individual within the group, and by tuning we mean that each entity focuses the attention of the mind upon a certain point or array of points, so when the group is looked at as a whole, the focus of each entity is seen to lend itself in the formation of the focus of the group, for when you join in Love and Light and sing, or chant, or pray you continue a tuning that has begun in each entity’s personal life, so when each entity refines that tuning through whatever means of a personal nature have meaning, the tuning thus is further enhanced. Then Latwii said the tuning may further be affected by the types of queries which are offered, for we may give only that information which is a response to the interests of the group, and it does not infringe upon the free will of any within the group, for the suggestion that questions of a philosophical nature only be offered is a suggestion which would enhance the type of information which we of the Confederation might then offer, but this assumes that by enhancement one would agree that the evolution of mind, body, and spirit is the primary purpose for which each entity has incarnated, but we cannot suggest to this group that this be done, or that any other path is chosen, for it is the free will of this group that is paramount as we transmit our thoughts to you through instruments such as are gathered here this evening. On December 9, 1987, Hatonn spoke of the necessity of tuning before accepting contact with any entity:

Thus, it is not possible when a contact speaks in the consciousness to determine solely from that word, that name, the identity of the contact. Therefore, the instrument must be prepared to tune for a matter of minutes after the original tuning of the group even though it seems obvious that to channel a being would be the same wherever one picked it up.

The conjecture is, in fact, erroneous. The Light, which is the prana or life, of all the universe is offered equally to those upon the service-to-self path and those upon the service-to-others path who have obtained a certain degree of confidence in accepting and rejoicing in the Light of Love, of Wisdom, and of courage. It may seem strange to wrap the mind around the concept that those who are of service to self are equally or perhaps more suffering than those which choose service to others, for the Law of Reflection requires that you shall be treated as you treat those about you, with the exception, of course, of those times when the balance betwixt two entities has lasted for several lifetimes. For souls who have been with each other repeatedly it is always the constant feeling of déja vu.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. I think we’ll probably have to talk about it as a group.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, it has been a very great honor to be asked to join your group this evening. As always, it is our privilege to do so. We remind you once again that a simple request for our presence in your meditations is all that is necessary for us to join you there. We leave this group at this time in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Be merry, my friends. Rejoice in your beingness. The opportunities for your growth are ever more abundant. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from Joel Goldsmith’s book The Art of Meditation is: “Very little progress can be made on the spiritual path of life until we have caught some vision of what God is, of what our relationship to God is, and of what God’s function is in our life. This cannot be a vicarious experience; it must be individual. And it must be approached in a completely relaxed manner. We must be unwilling to accept any authority other than our own interior revelation. So, we ask ourselves questions about God, which will lead into meditation on God: What is God? What does God mean to me? What is the place and function of God in my life?

How many people have ever had a God-experience? How many have felt the flow of the Spirit in their minds, in their souls, in their bodies? The number is small, only a few hundred or at the most a few thousand in a generation; and yet God is available to every man, woman, and child. God demands our entire love and devotion; we must give ourselves to God in order that God may reveal the eternal givingness to us. We must love God supremely with our whole heart, mind, and soul; love God so much that out only prayer is: ‘I must feel God; I must let God fill my soul, my heart, my mind, my being my very body.’

We speak of God as impersonal Intelligence, Mind, Principle, but God is personal too. The relationship between an individual and God is closer than their relationship with their own mother. It is like reaching out and feeling a presence always there, gentle and reassuring in Its very quietness: in joy, peace, and warmth. The moment we have a God-experience, that gentleness is there; that peace is there; that warmth is there; and with it comes a love toward everything in this world, a sense of companionship and joy in one another.”

This afternoon drove to Porter’s Paint to buy a gallon of outdoor white pain. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store in Middletown where I picked up two prescriptions, some Dove soap, and two pints of Hagan Das vanilla ice cream.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 19

Your Relationship With Your God

I am of the Spirit of the Love of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in that full consciousness which is Love in living form.

Since before the beginnings of time you have been with your Creator. And until the very last tick of creation’s clock, you shall still be one with the Creator. This is the bedrock of your relationship with your God.

We are aware that your daily life does not often show evidence of this primal relationship. Yet if you may open your heart to the Spirit of Love, that Spirit, asked within, may use that invitation to awaken, engage, and fire the active relationship of humankind to deity.

May you, in humility, seek not things but principles, the principles of truth, Love, and peace. To ask the Spirit of Jesus the Christ to move within your heart this day is to ask that you be used to set on fire the world around you with the power of Love. Though this power is quiet and may be expressed by soft words and gentle smiles, the impact of the Spirit of Love is transformative.

And so, you may be a source of Love. In spite of all human frailty, you have only to ask. You have only to trust. You have only to be at peace with who you really are and why you really are here. May you as children of the One Father be about the family business of sharing Love with all that there is.

Peace to you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from August 12, 1982:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are extremely happy to be here this evening. It has been long since we have been with this group in what you call the intensive session. It is our pleasure and great joy to be with you this evening, and to exercise the instruments so that they, through their desire to serve, can perfect or attempt to perfect the technique of channeling. We are pleased to see the one known as G this evening and to feel and blend with her vibration. She is at this time not quite sure of the process known as channeling, so we will condition and work with her, and we thank her sincerely for the opportunity.

At this time, we would transfer this contact to the one known as A in order to exercise the instrument. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn, and once again we greet you through this instrument. On this night we wish to work with the new instruments, for they feel they are out of practice and have lost some of their touch on channeling. We wish to say that if the desire is there, there is no need to worry about losing the touch. We are happy to be here tonight so that we may learn [inaudible] our vibrations with each, and to also bring forth a small message to all. It is a message of peace and of hope, and it is like a small reminder that you are all on this planet by choice, and that while you are here you have many, many lessons to experience, to learn from, to grow from. Be patient and do not try to figure out the whole future at once. It is there, and it is now, and so we ask of each of you to be patient with those things that you do not understand. Once you have overcome the confusion you will very easily see the lesson that was at hand.

We have made this message short, or shall we say, this reminder short and would now wish to transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We ask your pardon for the delay, but we are requesting as to whether the channel known as Don might be available for work with us at this time. This instrument prefers to listen at this time, and so we are very pleased to speak through this instrument to close the message. For indeed it has been some time since we spoke through this instrument, and it is a privilege to speak through this as through all of the instruments.

We would like to say a few words in particular to the one known as G, but, in general, toward the subject of dedication. When an entity such as each of these instruments decides that he or she desires to be of service by receiving concepts and passing them on, these concepts being of a recognized spiritual quality, the decision for this service has an emotional content. In some cases, this emotional content is not great, and in these cases, as the novelty wears off, the instrument ceases that particular service and moves on. This is, of course, perfectly acceptable to us and we are grateful for being able to work with any instrument for any length of time.

Others who come to recognize our vibrations discover within themselves an emotion which can be described as dedication. In these particular instruments there has been developed a love of service which does not grow on compliments nor fatten on praise, but rests instead on the desire to be of service as each instrument has been served in his or her own turn. And we say to the one known as G, and to each, it does not matter greatly whether or not an entity determined to be of service by learning the skill of more and more precisely tuning the receiver so as to transmit our messages. What matters, my friends, is that in whatever service you are attempting to perform, there lie beneath the surface an inner dedication that is not a veneer which washes away with constant use nor is rubbed away with idle chatter and stray thoughts, but instead remains, a kind of inner lodestar, guiding the servant on to seek an ever more precise rendition of whatever service he or she has undertaken to perform.

The array of services in your illusion, my friends, is staggering. The emotion with which one faces any service is a constant. In the vicissitudes of your daily round, look then to that which lies below the surface of your reactions. Analyze carefully the depth of your dedication to service. And, my friends, if you are not satisfied, continue to seek from within that great sun service of Love, and hope, and strength which will give you the energy of vital and careful dedication. In being so serious, my friends, we do not wish to unbalance your lives as you ponder the mysteries of service, for, indeed, very often the greatest service you can offer another is your own smile, your own Light word, your own cheerful touch. Therefore, let your dedication be careful and deep. But do not forget to let the sunshine flow through all your thinking, and lighten it that your service may be pleasant and of good cheer. For it is with those about you that you shall wend your way as pilgrims. It is with those about you that the ever-changing present will come. Therefore, my friends, let your souls be merry and glad together, that in loving the one infinite Creator you may love each other with the gentleness and forbearance requisite for each unique being in your life.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share their thoughts about how we can be of service. They began by saying those who come to recognize our vibrations discover within themselves an emotion which can be described as dedication, and in these instruments there is a love of service which does not grow on compliments, but it rests on the desire to be of service as each instrument has been served in his or her own turn, and we say to G, and to each, it does not matter whether or not an entity determines to be of service by learning the skill of more precisely tuning the receiver so as to transmit our messages, but what matters is that in whatever service you are attempting to perform, there is beneath the surface an inner dedication that is not a veneer which washes away with constant use, nor is it rubbed away with idle chatter and stray thoughts, but instead it remains, a kind of inner lodestar, guiding the servant on to seek an ever more precise rendition of whatever service he or she has undertaken to perform. Hatonn went on to say the amount of services in your illusion is staggering, and the emotion with which one faces any service is a constant, so in the difficulties of your daily round, look to that which lies below the surface of your reactions, and analyze carefully the depth of your dedication to service, but if you are not satisfied, continue to seek from within that great sun of the service of Love, and hope, and strength which will give you the energy of careful dedication, but in being so serious we do not wish to unbalance your lives as you ponder the mysteries of service, for often the greatest service you can offer another is your smile, your Light word, your cheerful touch, so let your dedication be careful and deep, but do not forget to let the sunshine flow through all your thinking, and lighten it that your service may be of good cheer, for it is with those about you that you shall wend your way as pilgrims, and it is with those about you that the ever-changing present will come, so let your souls be merry together, that in loving the one infinite Creator you may love each other with the gentleness and forbearance requisite for each unique being in your life. On April 26, 1982, Q’uo spoke about how our desire to be of service is the most important part of our being of service:

It is said that the uninformed desire to serve is, at its heart, foolish in nature, for it is not informed by what you would call Wisdom, for Wisdom is a lesson that is learned in a higher density after the lesson of compassion and Love has been accomplished. It is necessary that the foundation of service be placed upon Love, with Wisdom refining it at a later time, in order that that quality which is strongest and most important in the seeking and serving of the Creator be emphasized and placed in its proper place.

As you become aware of or informed by Wisdom, it may be that your service becomes more effective, but until one has the pure heartfelt desire to serve and to offer oneself in service at each opportunity available, Wisdom is useless. The desire to serve is that which begins the process in a manner which is, in the overall sense, most effective. That your service may or may not be effective according to your estimation from what you call “hindsight” is relatively unimportant. The important factor is that the desire is generated to serve. This desire is that which you have incarnated to find and to nourish as the seedling which later becomes the great oak.

We thank you for requesting our presence at this meeting, and at this time, will take our leave through this instrument. We leave you riding upon the winds of the present moment. Lift your arms, my friends, and ride those winds with the grace with which you are capable, with the faith which is within you, with the Love and the Light which are yours as part of an infinite creation of Love and Light. In that unity, we leave you. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in Love and Light. We are most privileged once again to be able to blend our vibrations with yours. We are always honored to be asked to join your meditations and offer ourselves in the capacity of attempting to answer your queries if it is within our capabilities. May we then ask at this time if there is a question?

Carla: I have a question, but I’m not sure if it makes any sense or not. I was recently gone for two weeks, and my oldest cat was repeatedly reported to have suffered. Did Gandalf indeed suffer in some way that I could have helped, because of my two week’s absence?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find that the entity known to you as Gandalf has a great deal of what your people describe as devotion for your presence and your care. You are not unfamiliar with this quality in this being, and should not be discouraged to discover that when you have removed yourself for a period of time from his presence that there is the feeling of loss within this entity. You, yourself, know that feeling in a recent manifestation of your own experience. We do not find a particular need for corrective action in this instance, for your presence is once again known to this entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. What I was trying to ask was, is there any way that I could have explained to this second-density entity, who is so bright for being a cat, that I would be back at the end of the two weeks so that he didn’t have to worry?

I am Latwii. My sister, we find that there is a limit, shall we say, to the conceptualizations possible for this particular entity, though it is indeed quite, as you would call it, intelligent. The nature of this entity is not a nature which includes the perceiving of time in the same manner in which your people describe it. So that, though there is benefit to the entity to have your vibrations assured of your return, it is not perfectly understandable to this entity that a certain period of what you call time must be experienced before the return occurs. Therefore, we feel that it has been well accomplished on your part to impart to this entity, as you did, that you would return.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you, as well. May we attempt another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. The sounds of your evening are a great source of peace to all present. We rejoice in sharing these vibrations with you. Before we leave, we shall ask for any queries which might be upon the mind, but which have not yet found their way to the tongue.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, it has been a great honor to join with you this evening, though it has been for but a brief moment, as you would call it. Be not discouraged in any way that any moment is too brief, for within the one creation that we share as one being, all moments are part of the great eternity which opens in every portion of what you call time. We thank you, my friends, for asking for our presence, and we assure each present that we shall be most honored to join you in your private meditations should you but request that we do so. We leave you now in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator, and we rejoice with you in the eternal present. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “I will never leave thee. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you. Withersoever thou goest, I will go; I will be right there with you. Only remember to look for Me; expect Me. Do not look for any sign; do not look for anything outside. Look only to Me. If you look only to Me, one day when you think you need water, it will come out of a rock, or when you think you need food, it will come out of the sky, but never look for it. That is the sin, looking for it. Look only to Me. I am walking beside you. I am sitting within you. I am resting in your heart. I am in your mind, in your consciousness. I am right here in your arms, down in your fingertips. Do you feel Me? I am with you. I go before you to make the crooked paces straight. I will never leave you. Look unto Me and be saved. Seek Me while I may be found, and all these things shall be added unto you. Seek Me.

From the moment that awareness is ours we have demonstrated Paul’s statement, “I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me.” Then, this atmosphere of the Christ is with us always, and our very physical presence becomes a benediction to everyone with whom we come in contact. Because we are there? No, because the Christ is there as the Light of our being. The way is to pray without ceasing. We consciously open ourselves to the radiation of the Christ until the time comes when you and I no longer have to do it consciously, because there is no longer a you or an I to do it. Look unto Me, the Christ, and be ye saved.

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed, AquaSafe, and Kitty Litter. My second stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway Gas where I put air in all of Stanley’s tires.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 18

You Have Good Gifts

I am the Spirit of the full consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this instrument. I greet you in the Love of Jesus Christ.

The nature of the Comforter is both particular and personal. Yet it does not expend itself in the movement from the winds of opportunity to the heart of one who prays that the Holy Spirit may therein enter.

The same principle which enlivens your heart and engages your attention in a spiritually rewarding manner may also then be used by you to show forth the glory of God to others. There is no deadness in the Spirit, for all are alive in Jesus Christ.

Therefore, know that you have good gifts and are not going to find it necessary to act for your Lord without the help of the Holy Spirit. It was truly said that until the ending of the age Jesus would never leave His flock, for we are the principle of Jesus Christ and of the nature of Christ’s consciousness. Thusly you and we work together to shine the light of peace and understanding upon a world which does not yet understand that all that exists is, alike, holy.

We wish you peace, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from July 25, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is, indeed, a great privilege for us to welcome the new participants in this group tonight and to welcome an old friend returned. Groups this large are, indeed, rare, and we treasure every opportunity to speak our few humble words to them.

Tonight we would seek to remind each and all that by the fact that there are so many in this one place tonight that you are not alone. You have many brothers and sisters to walk with you, near you on your journey. You need not put excessive burdens upon yourself, for there are those who would, if you would but open yourself to them, help. The journey is so much more pleasant when the burden is shared. Each offers opportunities to learn and each offers opportunities to teach, to share. We of the Confederation would at any time, when in your meditations you request, join with you and aid, as we may, your journey. As you grow, your awareness of the Light and of the Love of the infinite Creator increases, and as your awareness grows, so grows that Light within you, the Love that is you. Reach out and touch others, and bring to you ever more opportunities to learn, to share and grow.

We of Hatonn can feel many requests this evening for us to work with various instruments within this group who are seeking to enhance their ability to receive our vibration and would at this time transfer our contact to the instrument known as M1 so that we may continue through him. If he would but relax. I am Hatonn.

(M1 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. As always, it is our pleasure to work with each of the new instruments, for we delight in seeing them grow in their abilities. My friends, we are here tonight with each to share, to learn, and to grow in every experience with you. For in teaching, surely we learn, and in giving, surely we receive. In sharing each experience with you, are you not sharing your experience with us? These are opportunities we rejoice in—the opportunity to gain a oneness with you, one portion of the creation.

It is such a beautiful experience that you are living in, one certainly difficult to appreciate at times, as the experience grows ever so challenging. But each challenge placed before you, my friends, is an opportunity to triumph, to grow at an ever-faster rate, to grow closer to that oneness with the infinite Creator, the awareness of that oneness with the one infinite Creator. My friends, whenever possible when facing the challenges, the roadblocks, the problems along the way that appear to make you stumble, look at them always as opportunities. The barrier is not a wall, but a steppingstone and take each one that way. For each is an opportunity given you, even requested by you long before coming here. It is an opportunity for you to grow.

At this time we transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(M2 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Change is very good for everybody. A film is lifted from your eyes. When you go to some other place than your usual habitat, you look, you really see. You smell, you feel. And when you return home you have clearer eyes, a sharper smell, and a greater sense of touch. So much of life passes you by when you stay in the same place. You forget to look up at the sky. You don’t smell the scent of the forest. You don’t touch those. When you come home you see them all with these new eyes. If you can’t travel, it might be fun for one day a week to think that you will only be able to see for this day. You will only be able to smell for this day. You will only be able to touch for this day. If one day every week you could bring this excitement into your life, you would see the beauty you are missing. So many of the wonders of the world are taken for granted. On a trip the same sky looks different because your eyes are different. Make a point of seeing the beauty of the world. Don’t let it pass you by.

I now leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. It is a pleasure to speak once again through this instrument, and we wish to speak of the wealth that each of you possess. In your world there are many types of wealth, but that which is most desirable is the wealth of knowledge within your inner being, and the greatest tool that you possess is the ability to go within yourself, to learn of your true existence, to learn of the origin from which you have come. Any person living upon your planet that has gone within and come to rest and knows that they are of the Father, or the Creator, then they are the most wealthy of all. For that of your world, that which you touch, is only a tool. It is only a toy, and as you pass through this life you lay many of them aside and desire others. But constantly people look for something, knowing not what it is until they look within.

You seek to know what there is other than that which you have learned upon this planet, and for that reason you are here. To seek is the first step. But to participate and to turn within yourself in a group such as this is an even greater step, for together your energies can mesh and accomplish a great deal more than you can alone. Yet we of the Confederation stress that if you truly seek to know the Creator, if you seek the wealth of the universe, seek it with your friends as well as alone. Both are vital. For within a group as this, you receive information upon an intellectual basis as well as spiritual energies, as you might call them. But when you are alone, and you go within yourself, and you reach the core of your being, you are all people and all things. You are in unison with the Creator. And Its words shall not be heard; they shall emanate within your life. Its energies can flow freely as you open the doors and cross the barriers that you have placed between you and the universe.

My friends, your life is but a mask that you wear. It is good for your growth. But it is only a tiny portion of the truth that you seek. Learn the lesson of Love while upon this planet, and you shall graduate into an environment that is Love. Seek and ye shall find. Seek Love, my friends, and your reward shall be that.

I shall now leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. We would condition the instrument known as K, and would after that close our message through the one known as S. But first we wish, along with Laitos, to touch the unique vibratory essences which comprise each of those here who may wish to feel our presence at this time. We may say to the one known as A that the one known as Latwii will be working with that instrument. We would pause now that this conditioning may take place for each of those who may mentally request it. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn. Again we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. And again, we wish to emphasize the joy that we feel of being with this group, and of the sincere efforts of each one and especially of the new instruments. We wish to go with each one of you this week so that you may rejoice in the infinite Creator, perhaps in a greater sense than you have before.

I now leave this instrument and transfer the contact.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. We would like once more this evening, my brothers and sisters, to greet you in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. My friends, many times have we spoken this phrase this evening, and many more will we speak it. For to know the Love and the Light of the Creator is why you are here. The Love and the Light of the one Creator is the reason we speak through each of these instruments, for their wish to serve is culminated in this service to the Creator. Each one in their daily lives serves many people and many things in small ways, my friends. Ways that may not at the moment seem worth anything, but by serving the smallest of the creation you serve the Creator. Microcosm affects the macrocosm, my friends. The least that you do will blossom, though you may not see or know the end result of your action.

Ah, my friends, what good you could do by thinking one beautiful thought towards another self, towards doing one small service to another self. My friends, by doing this you serve yourself, for everything is one. We are all one within the One, and this purpose is what we seek and why you are here this evening, drawn by things you may not realize, reasons beyond your comprehension at the moment. You are drawn to serve the Creator, my friends. Remember the saying of your holy book, “Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.” So simple, my friends, and so true. Think upon this as you go about your daily lives, for Love is so very simple, and yet at the end of a life you may consider full of struggles and strife, by seeking the one Creator and striving to serve the Creator, you will find this very simple message of Love.

We leave you now in this same Love and Light and wish you every happiness that can be bestowed by the Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii, and am very pleased to be here this evening. We would thank this instrument, even though we caught her by surprise, we think, and would say we appreciate her picking up our vibration, but only do so to accustom her a bit more to our vibrations, and will not continue this contact any longer. We thank her again, and would now transfer this contact. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Again, may we thank our sister known as S for her great desire to be of service, and may we congratulate her on her ability to perceive our vibrations. As always, it is a great privilege to be asked to join this group in the capacity of attempting to answer those queries which those present may have the value in the requesting. Therefore, may we ask if there are any questions at this time?

C: Latwii, I’m having difficulties here of late when attempting to meditate privately. I think my main problem is really a matter of tuning, but I was wondering if you could make any comments about what it is I am doing wrong, because it leaves me quite drained and really quite irritable afterwards.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may suggest, my brother, that at any time you wish to pursue your seeking through meditation, that the first portion of your meditation be given to some inward devotion to the one Creator. Whether this be a prayer, a chant, a mantra, a visualization, makes no difference. Use this device to refine your desire to seek the truth in the positive sense. If then you have but a moment in which to meditate, fear not that time is too short, for a moment given to the one Creator cannot be measured in time. Rest in that moment as you surrender your small self and your will to the will of the Creator. Know that in that moment you have drunk of the essence of your being. Then go forth, refreshed, full and whole. Your desire, my brother, will see you through. You have no shortage of that most important ingredient.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes. In visualization, I’ve had a vision that I had before I knew what meditation was, and continue to use. But I’m having doubts as to this particular visualization actually being beneficial. I guess the doubts arise from the various feelings the visualization is a part of. The other visualization, when it started occurring to me, was simply a matter of falling, but has developed into a falling, not bodily, but simply a motion through some sort of tone at an extreme rate of speed. Whenever this occurs to me, which it does without conscious trying, it results in a feeling of really almost of rushing from myself. Is this causing part of my problem?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. As always, it is our lot to make only the general comment for the specific practice of the seeker. In this regard, therefore, may we suggest that if you find the visualization which you have used to be of an unsettling nature in any degree, that you investigate each portion of the experience and replace those portions which have the unsettling effect. It is the seeker’s responsibility to determine the nature and content of all practices which are used in seeking. You have within your conscious mind the information which is necessary for the construction of a technique which will be most useful in your seeking. We do not mean to be shy of information but feel we might be of the most service at this time by directing your query back to your own being.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Not at the moment. And I’m fully aware of that what you may say, and I only hoped for general information so that I may really gain some reassurance. Thank you.

I am Latwii. My brother, we are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

M2: I’d like to inquire a little more about the same thing. Could he be experiencing a negative influence?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. As this group is well aware, there are those influences of the negative nature which accompany this group, and any seeker which has sought in a purified fashion the truth of the one Creator. We cannot say for any seeker whether such and such an experience …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. To conclude our response, it is necessary for each seeker to find the path which is the purest expression of its positive polarity. We remind each in this group that the offerings which are made to you by those sources and forces which you might describe as negative are great services, my friends, for each offers you the opportunity to choose once again to serve the one Creator in a positive fashion.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M2: Thank you. I think you’ve answered my question very well.

I am Latwii. We are pleased that we have been of service. We thank each for each query that offers us this opportunity. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: Latwii, could you speak to love, wisdom, and martyrdom?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. You have asked a query which covers a great deal of ground, shall we say. We hesitate for a moment to find the focus. The Love which is the salvation of your density of illusion is that Love which sees creation as one being. This being has many facets. This being is in each face, is in each experience, and any pain, sorrow or suffering that an entity observes in an other self then resounds to that entity who feels the Love of the Creator as a pain, a sorrow, a suffering which must needs be attended. The entity feeling this Love, then, if it feels the Love purely and without any addition of wisdom, seeks by whatever means are deemed possible to heal the suffering, to calm the sorrow, and to make whole that which was broken. The self which gives this Love to the other self that suffers is willing to give all with no reservations in order that an other portion of the creation might be healed and soothed.

The entity, on the other hand, which seeks and experiences the ways of wisdom also sees each portion of the one creation as being indeed the one Creator, but differs somewhat from the entity viewing this creation in Love in that it sees sorrow and suffering as being a perfect means whereby the entity’s experience in the sorrow and suffering might learn those lessons which they have determined before the incarnation to undertake. Each experience, therefore, is seen as a perfect portion of an illusion which has but one purpose, and that is to teach Love. The entity which sees the creation purely through the eyes of Love without the eye of wisdom may, in the service to others, became that known as the martyr, for the self is given without reservation, and without the discernment which would allow the perception of the perfection of all suffering, sorrow, and tragedy in the lives of those who experience these traumas. The entity who travels the path of the martyr cannot be said to serve less well than the entity who travels the path of wisdom. Each path sees Creator and the creation in unity. The martyr is the perfect expression of Love for the Creator and the creation in each other self. The martyr, however, limits the amount of service or the quality, shall we say, if it completes its service in the path of martyrdom, giving of itself until there is no self left within the illusion to give. The entity who balances the Love of all with Wisdom, therefore, has an additional tool to utilize in the serving of others in that the entity is able to see that, indeed, there is service that can be given to others, but there are times when it is of a greater service, shall we say, to allow others to experience the illusion in such and such a way, whether it include sorrow or not, in order that they might most purely learn their lessons. The wisdom to know when to serve is most helpful to an entity who wishes to serve in the deepest pattern possible for it.

Carla asked: “Latwii, could you speak to love, wisdom, and martyrdom?” Latwii said the Love which is the salvation of your density of illusion is that Love which sees creation as one being, and this being has many facets, and it is in each face, each experience, and any suffering that an entity observes in an other self then resounds to that entity who feels the Love of the Creator a suffering which needs attention, so the entity feels the Love purely and, without any addition of wisdom, seeks by whatever means are deemed possible to heal the suffering and to make whole that which was broken, so the self which gives this Love to the other self that suffers is willing to give all with no reservations in order that an other portion of the creation might be healed. Latwii continued by saying the entity which experiences the ways of wisdom also sees each portion of the one creation as being the one Creator but differs from the entity viewing this creation in Love in that it sees suffering as being a means whereby the entity’s experience in the suffering might learn those lessons which they have determined before the incarnation to undertake, so each experience is seen as a perfect portion of an illusion which has one purpose, and that is to teach Love, for the entity which sees the creation purely through the eyes of Love without the eye of wisdom may, in service to others, become a martyr, for the self is given without discernment which would allow the perception of the perfection of all suffering in the lives of those who experience these traumas, but the entity who travels the path of the martyr cannot be said to serve less well than the entity who travels the path of wisdom, for each path sees Creator and the creation in unity, and the martyr is the expression of Love for the Creator and the creation in each other self, but the martyr completes its service in the path of martyrdom, giving of itself until there is no self left within the illusion to give, but the entity who balances the Love of all with Wisdom has an additional tool to utilize in the serving of others in that the entity is able to see that there is service that can be given to others, but there are times when it is of greater service to allow others to experience the illusion in such a way, whether it includes sorrow or not, in order that they might purely learn their lessons, for the wisdom to know when to serve is helpful to an entity who wishes to serve in the deepest pattern possible for it. On April 15, 1984, Hatonn described the nature of the martyr:

 We know that each of you wishes to serve to the utmost. And so, we wish this evening to ask that you balance the grasping of the worth of the self and its life in love as against the giving of that life in love to others. An unbalanced giving is martyrdom, an unbalanced worth of the self severely limits your potential for progress upon the positive path that each of you seeks to travel. Grasp you then the balancing pole. Fix firmly in your mind the sense of the illusion through which you may laugh and cry and still know the illusion. Then, looking neither forward or backward, step out and lift your own heart.

That which is your service will be known to you day by day. What is your service this day? What has been your manifestation? It is worthwhile to spend some time in the asking of these two questions at the ending of each of your days. But whatever the answer, however far you may have been unbalanced between self-worth and giving, the morning will bring more Light, more Love, and a new opportunity to find that perfect balance that you may give and give and give again, dancing, balanced on your center of Love so that all comes through you, and a bit remains with you, just enough for today. There is no hoarding of the self possible, indeed, if you hoard your worth and your giving, you shall diminish yourself. If you give all and keep no yeast to leaven new dough, tomorrow shall be difficult.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Latwii. I really needed to hear those words. I’m working on that subject, and I would ask especially for your aid in my meditations in the coming weeks.

I am Latwii. My sister, as always, it is our honor to address this subject, for we realize that you and each within this group seeks to be of the greatest service possible, and that type of service is not always obvious. We shall indeed be with you and with each as requested.

Is there another question at this time?

M2: Yes, then in that context, Jesus could have been of greater service had he not chosen to be a martyr, is that right?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The response which we made to the previous query was a general response which is not always applicable to specific situations. The entity known to your people as Jesus had a specific purpose for its incarnation. As you are aware, this entity was that known as a wanderer, and incarnated for the purpose of giving a pattern to your people that would be useful in the daily round of activities for many of your years to come. The pattern was that of Love of other selves in as pure a fashion as possible. To make this statement in a fashion which would have the necessary force, shall we say, to survive throughout your ages, the one known as Jesus determined before incarnation to travel the path of Love in as pure a fashion as possible. This fashion, as we have mentioned, is that of the martyr.

Indeed, it has been said that greater Love hath no man than he who would lay down his life for another. It was the determination of the one known as Jesus that the people of your planet needed a pattern such as he determined finally to offer in order that some distortion of that pattern would remain and have an influence upon those who would follow, in some portion, His footsteps. If the entity had decided, for example, not to complete the purpose of its mission and become that known as the martyr, then there would be much less emphasis given to those teachings which the entity offered during its incarnation. This entity had a specific purpose in its incarnation and fulfilled it well. We cannot say what is most appropriate for any one entity, but only give those guidelines which each entity then may interpret in his or her own fashion.

M2 asked: “Yes, then in that context, Jesus could have been of greater service had he not chosen to be a martyr, is that right?” Latwii replied the response which we made to the previous query was a general response which is not always applicable to specific situations, for Jesus had a specific purpose for Its incarnation, and Jesus was a wanderer, and He incarnated for the purpose of giving a pattern to your people that would be useful in the daily round of activities for many years to come, so the pattern was that of Love of other selves in as pure a fashion as possible, and to make this statement in a fashion which would have the necessary force to survive throughout your ages, so Jesus determined before incarnation to travel the path of Love in as pure a fashion as possible which is the path of the martyr. Latwii went on to say it has been said that greater Love hath no man than he who would lay down his life for another, and it was the determination of Jesus that the people of your planet needed a pattern such as He determined to offer in order that some distortion of that pattern would remain and have an influence upon those who would follow, in some portion, His footsteps, but if Jesus had decided not to complete the purpose of Its mission and become a martyr, then there would be much less emphasis given to those teachings which the entity offered during its incarnation, for this entity had a specific purpose in Its incarnation and fulfilled it well, so we cannot say what is most appropriate for any one entity but only give those guidelines which each entity then may interpret in his or her own fashion. On June 20, 1990, Q’uo described the nature of the martyr:

The word martyr, on the other hand, is a very specific word, meaning that entity which chooses to allow itself to be used, even unto death. Death is not necessarily the end of the martyr, as one may live a life of martyrdom, but in essence the attitude is that the self is unimportant, and that the will of a greater self is that by which the martyr seeks self-immolation, and it gladly hopes for the destruction of anything that stands in the way of service to that more important self. Many are those entities among your people who are martyrs to idols. Many would call blasphemous the martyr’s love of the mother for the family to the point that this nurturing entity abandons all personal hope, dreams, originality of existence and authenticity of opinion, in order to best serve in any way that is requested by the demands of this greater self. In other words, to many martyrs, the greater self is very much alive, and is living in bodily form as an human being, and often in family relationships.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M2: No, that answered me quite well. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

M2: Latwii, do you think the cat eating the string was an accident or a planned event?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find some degree of humor in this particular query, for there are, indeed, those activities which are of the unusual nature occurring within this group which might be said to have a planned and somewhat negative influence. But we find the young entity of the feline variety is without the necessary mental apparatus to allow such programming, therefore we might suggest that this young entity was pursuing its trade as a cat, which will eat almost anything.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M2: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

K: Yes. I guess this is a little humorous also, but we’ll try it anyway. My daughter was ill on the trip. She had a sore throat and her nose stopped up and she couldn’t breathe, so I had to see that she got to the emergency room at the hospital, and it cost her seventy dollars plus the tax. And about three or four nights later we were in Las Vegas, and she won seventy dollars playing a little game called Keno on the first try. And it did seem a little odd that she should have one expense of seventy dollars, and then win seventy dollars. Was that accident?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We might suggest to each entity, as that journey is traveled which culminates in the various lessons being learned, there shall appear from time to time those coincidences which may suggest to the entity that there are indeed no such things as accidents. There are, to the seeker, a continuing array and panorama of events which seem random until the heart of the event is determined. To an entity such as your daughter, it might be considered appropriate from time to time to learn of certain lessons by the method which you have described. It might be, for instance, that such an entity might need to know that the creation supports it, and the Creator is within it, and there is no need to fear the chance happening, shall we say, of the injury or loss to self in any degree, for there is always that portion of the Creator which stands ready to teach the opposite lesson.

It might be helpful, therefore, for such an entity to receive this information within its own experience in a fairly short period of what you call time in order to become aware of the essence of balance within the creation. This occurs for each entity from time to time as the deeper portions of the self determines that it is appropriate to present the lessons in this fashion.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that answered it. And she really did need to learn that lesson, and I think she learned it. So, I’m glad to hear that explanation. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

M2: You might answer one question for me. Why is my happy little fellow—that’s the only name I know for him—dancing around Hatonn’s words when two of the people spoke, but not quite coming in?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We cannot always present those explanations which are what you might call perfectly clear, for entities of this nature. For each entity has that known as free will, and does present itself to those open to its vibrations in such and such a manner. It might be its choice to act in this manner in order to, shall we say, capture your attention, and present the riddle of sorts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M2: No, thank you. I think you’ve answered it.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

A: Yes, Latwii, I have a question I hope you can answer. Lately I’ve been confused and hurting, and I don’t know if you can help, but the question I have is, why?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We also hope that we might be of service in this regard, but we find that such an experience of pain and confusion is one which has great lessons to teach, and to speak too specifically would rob the seeker of those lessons. May we then suggest that if it is possible within your meditations, or within your conscious contemplation upon this experience of pain and confusion, that you look as from above upon yourself within the situation in which the pain and confusion is generated. See those forces in motion. Look at them in their symbolic form, if possible, without becoming lost in specific identities. See yourself as actor, and as that which is acted upon. Look at the result of the action. If possible, intensify in your mind that activity so that its logical conclusion, shall we say, might be experienced within your being.

As you find portions of this experience which have meaning to you on your journey, meditate upon them to unlock further keys and understandings, that your journey might continue. For, my sister, there is no experience within your illusion that does not have the purpose of teaching a certain lesson and opening yet another door, that you might pass through and continue your journey. Look, my sister, then within yourself and within that experience, and you shall find those treasures which at present are covered and hidden. Yet do not doubt that treasures await, for your illusion is filled with them, yet they are camouflaged to many.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Latwii, are members of your Confederation aware of channeling with Michael Pace and panel?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query. We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Infinite Creator do observe those activities which you describe. There are many such activities occurring at this time upon the surface of your planet for the sole purpose of awakening those entities who seek the message of Love that they might know in further degree the truth of Love, Light and unity with the one Creator. We are most honored to be but a small portion of that awakening.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Yes. Is this channeling always positive?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query. We find that in answering this query we are restricted by that great Law of Confusion that prohibits the infringement upon the free will of any other being. We cannot determine, therefore, for any such instrument or channel the positive or negative nature of the experience, for this is most important to each seeker, and especially to those who serve as instruments. It is necessary that each seeker be able to discriminate for itself the nature of information which is garnered, whatever its source might be. In this way the pearls of wisdom, shall we say, truly then belong to the seeker, for they have been won by the seeker’s own efforts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you. I think that’s all right.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

M2: Yes. I’ve had some unpleasant experiences happen to me, and I really think I should be miserable. But I don’t seem to be able to hold on to misery. Is there something wrong with me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. And in one sense, we rejoice with you, for it would seem that to be unable to retain the experience of misery would be a most desired state of being. It might, on the other hand, be determined by another portion of yourself that another try, shall we say, be made so that you might experience that known as misery, not to become distorted towards unhappiness within yourself, but perhaps to be able to feel compassion for others who experience the distortion known as misery. We cannot say what the particular purpose of your inability to retain this state of being is, but can only suggest that there are no mistakes, and your ability or lack of same has its own purpose and you are learning this well.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M2: Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

M2: If no one else has a question, do you think I’m taking my misery too lightly?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query. We cannot make such a judgment, for it would be an infringement, my sister, upon your free will to make that discernment for yourself.

May we answer you further?

M2: No. I guess you mean I have to figure it out for myself.

I am Latwii. You state it much better than I do.

[Group laughter.]

R: I’ve had some problems arising in a new business, and these problems that have arisen have been brought on by one or two people, not that they’re vindictive or anything. One particular person brought me to a standstill, but I was able to acquire what I needed through another company, and we just received them. And the first one that stopped me and brought me to a standstill now seems to be having some worries about what he’d done. Will he be successful in carrying on?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We feel we might be of most aid in this regard by responding in a general sense. My brother, it is an illusion which you inhabit, an illusion in which you have forgotten, as do each—we correct this instrument—as does each entity which passes through this illusion, that it is the one Creator. It is most helpful to forget this great truth, in order that experiences of a great variety might then be available to teach this truth in a manner which reaches to the depth of the being. When difficulties, as you call them, are encountered of any nature, you might then look at the situation as a situation which has an opportunity for growth, for within the difficulty is a lesson. Each such lesson, though it is uniquely tailored, has the purpose of teaching the ability to be tolerant, the ability for the light touch, shall we say, and the ability to find the Love and the Light of the one Creator within each experience, and each entity one encounters. Therefore, we would suggest that it is of small concern as to whether or not successes will be encountered in this or that endeavor. For what does your illusion teach? To Love, my brother. To know Love, to give Love, to be Love, and in that endeavor we can assure you that each shall be most successful.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: [Inaudible]

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We thank each present this evening for asking that we join our vibrations with yours during your meditation. As always, it is the greatest of honors for us to participate with your group in seeking the Love, the Light, and the unity of the one Creator. We remind each entity that we are but brothers and sisters who travel the same path that you now tread. It may be true that we have traveled somewhat further upon this trail than you have at this time, and it is, therefore, our honor to share our insights and those lessons which have been most useful to us, as you request them. But we do remind each that we are not in any way infallible. We are your brothers and sisters in the truest sense. We share what truths we have found. We seek yet further, and we know that we are all one. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator who resides within all. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We have been conditioning this instrument, as she was reluctant to lengthen the communiqué. However, there is a request from the inner planes and from some of those present for the healing of our sound vibrations. We would ask each of you to visualize one who has recently passed from your illusion as we sing through this instrument one melody which has great meaning for this entity’s guide, and one melody which has great influence upon the moving into greater realms for the entity passing.

[Carla channels a melody from Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In meditation the meaning of grace may be revealed to one of us in one way, and to another in an entirely different way; but to both, it may come with such force as to open the windows of heaven and pour out a blessing that there shall not be room enough to receive it. To each one something different will unfold from that which is given to anyone else.

If we are in earnest, we shall take the statement ‘My grace is sufficient unto thee’ into consciousness many times during the day. If we abide in that statement of truth we shall be meditating and thus fulfilling one of the most important teachings that has ever been given to the human race: ‘If ye abide in me, and my words abide in you, ye shall ask what ye will, and it shall be done unto you.’ If we keep the Word alive in our consciousness by dwelling on it four, five, eight, ten, twelve times a day, and also when we awaken in the middle of the night, we shall find that we are meditating. We are letting the Word of truth abide in us, and Christ becomes the activity of our consciousness.

What is Christ? If you really desire to know what the Christ is, begin with this very humble acknowledgement: ‘Father, I know so little about the Christ; help me to understand the Christ.’ Then close your eyes and keep your attention on the idea of the Christ. Every time the mind tries to wander, gently bring it back. Keep your attention centered on the Christ, Ultimately, you will catch the vision of the real meaning of the Christ, a meaning that you will never quite be able to explain to anyone else; but you, yourself, will know it. The Christ will be an actual presence in your consciousness. It will be a power, an influence, a being. Yet, It will be something that you cannot define. No matter what you might say about the Christ, It would not be that.

This afternoon I drove over to New Albany, Indiana with Dianne to visit our friend, Connie, to see how she was doing. We had the best visit ever as we talked about Carla giving angels to people who needed help on their spiritual journeys, when Connie first started coming to our public channeling meditations, how my mom and dad shared all of the cooking, house cleaning, gardening, and they both worked at a grocery store where my dad was the manager, and my mom kept the books and ran the cash register, and Dianne and I thought that Connie was looking better after taking her medications. We did our usual meditation together, and then we told Connie that we loved her, and she told us that she loved us.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 17

The Eyes, Ears And Heart

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

You have heard many times of eyes which cannot see and of ears which do not hear. The principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ moves in Spirit where it is called to open the eyes, open the ears, and unstop the heart. For the world seen without the Spirit of Love is a world of illusion and shadow.

With all of your heart, pray that the Spirit may come upon you this day, that you may gaze at the beggar and see Christ; that you may gaze at the woman in rags and see a woman in fair, clean cloth; that you may gaze at the starving child and see the most gentle and worthy of beings; that you may gaze upon your landscapes which have been so torn by war and see the peace that will swallow such degradation with Love; and that you may have the eyes of Christ and the ears of Christ.

Pray and open your heart to the Spirit of Love. We are the way out of illusion.

We leave you in that peace that the world of illusion can never know, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from July 23, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our Infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be with each of you this evening. And we especially greet the one known as H, whose presence is old within this group, but whose physical vehicle enters this domicile for all too few meetings. It is a great joy to blend our vibrations with this entity’s. We ask your consideration, your continuation of tuning this evening, as we must tread very carefully, as there is some attempted interference. However, we have a strong group. We were attempting to begin this contact through the instrument known as D, and will again attempt to do so at a later time, as you might say.

How pleasant it is, my friends, to enter the dwelling place of the Almighty and to drink from the fountains that spring from the river of Love. A bounty is [inaudible]. What great cause for thanksgiving, to experience rest in what seems to be the dwelling place of the Father. For each has a desire in the heart to enter into that courtyard and to sing the praises of the One Creator. And each would give all in order to accomplish this task. But my friends, if your soul has a desire and a longing to dwell within the courtyard of the One Creator, that desire brings that courtyard to you. There are many times, my friends, when even the most single-minded and faithful of seekers is wont to turn aside in discouragement and to rest upon a stone of discontent. And to say, “Why is my time not yet? And why is my [inaudible]?” And if we say to you, my friends, that your work is well begun, that each of you dwells at this very moment, and at all moments, in the courtyard of the Almighty.

In this session Hatonn spoke of how we are able to sing and dance in the courtyard of the One Creator. Hatonn began by saying it is a privilege to be with each of you this evening, and we especially greet H, whose presence is old within this group, but whose physical vehicle enters this home for too few meetings, and it is a great joy to blend our vibrations with this entity’s, so we ask your continuation of tuning this evening as we must tread carefully, for there is some attempted interference, but we have a strong group, and we were attempting to begin this contact through the instrument, D, and will again attempt to do so at a later time. Hatonn went on to say how pleasant it is to enter the dwelling place of the Almighty and to drink from the fountains that spring from the river of Love, and a bounty is [inaudible], so what great cause for thanksgiving, to experience rest in what seems to be the dwelling place of the Father, for each has a desire in the heart to enter into that courtyard and to sing the praises of the One Creator, and each would give all in order to accomplish this task, but if your soul has a desire to dwell within the courtyard of the One Creator, that desire brings that courtyard to you, for there are many times when even the most faithful of seekers is likely to turn aside in discouragement and to rest upon a stone of discontent and to say: “Why is my time not yet? And why is my [inaudible]?” And if we say to you that your work is well begun, that each of you dwells at this very moment, and at all moments, in the courtyard of the Almighty. On April 17, 2005, Q’uo spoke of our relationship with the Almighty:

Once you have faced yourself squarely in the mirror of the other, sitting together in the lap of the Creator, surrounded with arms of Love, tickled by the beard of the Almighty, blessed upon the breast of the Mother, loved at last for all that you are, then at last you are free to begin what is sometimes a lengthy process but a joyful one. And that is the moving on from the open heart to the articulated heart. That is what this entity would describe as the energy of the blue ray or the throat chakra. Once you have begun the process of open communication with another, you find that miraculously that which used to divide you now begins to unite you. You find that the truth which seemed before to beat you down and to make you feel less now blesses, and redeems, and heals, and clears the way for you to be.

The dancer, my friends, spirals and spins. And the music weaves a tapestry about the dancer. And to the audience, it does not seem that there is purposeful movement; for the audience the dance is enchantment, the perfection sprung from nothing. Yet, to the dancer, my friends, the dance was the end result of endless days and weeks of exercise, discipline, and practice. Each movement, each attitude of the hand, each arch of the spine, and each cat step of the delicate kind, as it flows past in rhythmic rapidity, has been planned and practiced [inaudible], and the spontaneity is at heart envisioned. Within this illusion which you call the third density, you sit in an audience and watch the dance of your life, and you marvel at the changing at the changing tones and subtle colorations of music and dance in front of you. But you, yourself, before incarnation, have planned this dance. Yet this is no bondage to predestination, for that which you give to the motion is emotion. And with that emotion, the steps are the steps on one [inaudible].

Your faculty of joy, your faculty of expressing Love, radiance of the infinite Love of the Creator, is that great expression of your freedom with which no plan can [inaudible]. Thus, my friends, it behooves you to look at two facets of your incarnation as you seek to accentuate the progress of your seeking. It is well to plumb the depths of the dance, and to practice and perfect those steps, those lessons, that you are here to learn and to perform to perfection. But, my friends, even more so is it well that in each moment, you seek that which free will offers you: your state of mind, your state of being, your polarity, your will. In all these things, my friends, you are good [inaudible] with great strength. It is as though there were a great host of those who [inaudible] dwelling from the outside of many, many a door, waiting for your hand, waiting for your [inaudible]. But, my friends, no positive entity can open that door alone. You must turn the handle. Open the door. Open that heart of being in Love to the positive energies of the universe. This is your free will, also.

Hatonn went on to say the dancer spirals and spins, and the music weaves a tapestry about the dancer, and to the audience it does not seem that there is purposeful movement, for the audience the dance is enchantment, the perfection sprung from nothing, yet to the dancer the dance is the result of endless days and weeks of discipline and practice, so each movement, as it flows past in rhythmic rapidity, has been practiced, and the spontaneity is at heart envisioned, for within this illusion of third density, you sit in an audience and watch the dance of your life, and you marvel at the changing tones and subtle colorations of music and dance in front of you, but before incarnation you have planned this dance, yet this is no bondage to predestination, for that which you give to the motion is emotion, and with that emotion, the steps are one after another. Now Hatonn said your faculty of joy, of expressing the radiance of the infinite Love of the Creator is that great expression of your freedom with which no plan can anticipate, thus it is well for you to look at two facets of your incarnation as you seek to accentuate the progress of your seeking, and it is well to plumb the depths of the dance and to perfect those steps, those lessons, that you are here to learn and to perform to perfection, but it is well that in each moment, you seek that which free will offers you: your state of mind, your polarity, and your will, so in all these things you are good [inaudible] with great strength, for it is as though there were a great host of those who are dwelling from the outside of many doors, waiting for your hand, but no positive entity can open that door alone, so you must turn the handle, open the door, and open that heart of being in Love to the positive energies of the universe since this is your free will. On November 7, 1976, Hatonn described the heart of our being is the Love of the Creator:

And so, it is a circular problem. For to be alone is in the end impossible, for you are one with all that there is. For to be with a group is impossible for there is only one. So, you are within the physical. It is a mystery. Yet, through meditation you may find the heart of being alone and the heart of being part of the community. For in both states you are inspired by the Creator and the Creator’s Love which you have called the Word.

In your solitude, realize first that you are in direct relation to Love, and that this Love is your whole existence, and all else is the appearance of Love. In your communion with others, realize that the blessings and the troubles are possible only through the relationship of Love between you.

To know yourself, in yourself and in others, is a great task. But you are all part of the body of Light which is all creation. And to know yourself in the end will be a continuing job.

At this time, we would again condition and attempt to establish a clear transfer of contact with the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. The one known as Don does not wish to be used as an instrument. Therefore, we shall close through this instrument. As always, we wish to bring to the forefront the concept of our fallibility. For all words which we say are only words, and their use is limited to that which may be helpful to the individual seeker. We are messengers of one simple thought, a primal and universal thought. A thought which you have in your group called [inaudible]. We come to your people to offer this one thought, to encourage your people to seek this One Original Thought, under the most beneficial circumstances which can possibly be availed. That is, of course, my friends, the meditative state. All that we say of service, of confidence, of peace, of strength, and of courage, has as its wellspring the great power and creative energy of that One Original Thought, which binds us all in the great warmth with the Love of the Creator.

We thank you for listening once again to our simple words. We are aware that, to this group, there is little possibility of offering information upon the subject of [inaudible] which has not already been heard. But we are also aware that this group still calls for the solace, and the strength, and the inspiration which comes from that all-encompassing concept. And so, it is our greatest privilege to share it with you, as brothers and sisters in an infinite universe. In that infinity of Love and Light, we leave you at this time. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our Infinite Creator. It is our privilege, once again, to be asked to join your group to blend our vibrations with yours in the capacity of attempting to answer your queries. As always, we feel great joy to be able to provide this service, for we learn much about the ways of your people and therefore the ways in which the Creator might be known as we blend our vibrations with yours. Therefore, let us ask if there might be a question that we could attempt to answer at this time.

A: I have a question. If you wouldn’t mind looking into my mind and tell me if this a proper time to discuss my dream. I think if you wouldn’t mind probing. I’m afraid really to say a great deal because of some of our friends that are around.

I am Latwii, and I am aware, my sister, of your query and your concern. We do not feel it proper to invade another’s mind in order to sift the thoughts and make determination as to their propriety. But we may suggest in general that as you gather together in the name of the One Creator in service-to-others polarity, that you may feel quite free to discuss those concerns that have meaning for you, and to know that at each moment as you seek to be of service to others, you provide in that seeking your own protection as you praise the Creator for the opportunity to seek and to know the truth. Therefore, my sister, please feel at ease and be aware that your own joy and service is your protection.

May we answer your questions at this time?

A: Okay. A few years ago, you were not speaking to this group, but some of the brothers and sisters had answered a problem I was having with a particular dream that was recurring. There was a problem of–to put it shortly–it seemed that I was walking through a wall to get to another dimension instead of opening the door. And I was having a great deal spiritual and physical, in this physical density, distress. And I seized up and stopped having these dreams when it involved one of my children. I’m not sure if I’m making myself clear. But anyway, this happened a few years ago. I am now asking if it would be appropriate now in my path to pick up where I left off, if I’m able now to open the door instead of walk through the wall? Or if I have passed that point, if I have already opened the door? Or if it would be beneficial to go back to that point of trying to get to the next dimension that I was trying to get to but seemed to have trouble?

I am Latwii, and I am aware, my sister, of your query. We again find that there is the difficulty of the infringement when information is given that suggests to the seeker that one path is preferable over another at such and such a time. For, my sister, it is the task of each entity which inhabits your illusion to look about the self and to look within the self, and to take that which is seen and that which is sought, and make of this a fabric of the being. And then, to clothe the self in that simple fabric as the pilgrim on the journey. For another entity to look at the elements of another’s life and to make the decision as to which portions should be pursued at one time or another, is to take that opportunity or the discernment from the seeker and to replace it with a crutch. Thus, the seeker hobbles hither and yon according to the dictates of a voice from without, and does not seek as purely as possible the inner voice, which always calls to the conscious mind.

We can look at that which you describe and see you have in what you call your past investigated those areas of your being, which at those times, as you call them, were most appropriate to investigate. We can see the difficulties which you encounter. We can see the responses which you felt necessary to make. We look now upon the array of possibilities that presents itself to you at this time and can only assure you that as ye seek, so shall ye find. And fear not the mistake, for it is not possible to make it. You will learn as you yearn, and you will travel that path which is the most beneficial for your growth at this time. We do not mean to offer the suggestion that to seek always within your being is the most profitable, shall we say, path that can be followed. We do not mean to make light in any respect in the seeking which you have already undertaken, but can only remind the seeker that words such as ours are a mere pittance when compared to the guidance you shall find within your being.

A asked: “A few years ago, you were not speaking to this group, but some of the brothers and sisters had answered a problem I was having with a particular dream that was recurring. There was a problem of–to put it shortly–it seemed that I was walking through a wall to get to another dimension instead of opening the door. And I was having a great deal spiritual and physical, in this physical density, distress. And I seized up and stopped having these dreams when it involved one of my children. I’m not sure if I’m making myself clear. But anyway, this happened a few years ago. I am now asking if it would be appropriate now in my path to pick up where I left off, if I’m able now to open the door instead of walk through the wall? Or if I have passed that point, if I have already opened the door? Or if it would be beneficial to go back to that point of trying to get to the next dimension that I was trying to get to but seemed to have trouble?” Hatonn replied there is the difficulty of infringement when information is given that suggests to the seeker that one path is preferable over another, for it is the task of each entity within your illusion to look within the self, and to take that which is seen and make of this a fabric of its being and clothe the self in that fabric as the pilgrim on the journey, for another entity to look at the elements of another’s life and to make the decision as to which portions should be pursued at one time or another, is to take that opportunity from the seeker and to replace it with a crutch, so the seeker hobbles hither and yon according to the dictates of a voice from without, and it does not seek as purely as possible the inner voice, which always calls to the conscious mind. Latwii continued by saying we look at that which you describe and see you have in your past investigated those areas of your being, which at those times were most appropriate to investigate, and we can see the difficulties which you encountered and the responses you felt necessary to make, so we look now upon the array of possibilities that present themselves to you at this time and can assure you that as ye seek, so shall ye find, so fear not the mistake, for it is not possible to make it, for you will learn, and you will travel that path which is the most beneficial for your growth at this time, but we do not mean to offer the suggestion that to seek always within your being is the most profitable path that can be followed, and we do not mean to make light of the seeking which you have undertaken, but we can only remind the seeker that words such as ours are pitiful when compared to the guidance you shall find within your being. On December 21, 1981, Latwii described how we can use the guidance within our being:

To continue our response in terms of a general nature, we may say that at any time when you find a choice of paths which is not clear in your own mind, in your own heart, in your own being, that retiring yourself into yourself in meditation is the most helpful avenue of choice. Meditate upon each path, examine all possibilities, feel within your being a choice of yes and no for each path. Travel the “yes” and “no” for each path in meditation in your own being. Visualize as clearly as possible the results of traveling each path. See in great detail the ramifications of each choice. Experience your feeling about each choice. Allow these distillations of feeling to permeate your being. Imagine each as real.

Find, then, within your being the patience necessary to make no choice until a choice must be made. Then, make your choice when it must be made, from the depths of your being, after having traveled all possibilities in your visualized reality. The response most appropriate for you at each turn shall become evident, for as ye seek, ye shall find. Many times this has been said to your people. Again, we repeat, for those who seek there shall be that finding of a new goal, for as the magnet draws the iron, so does the seeker draw the sought.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Yeah, just a curiosity kind of question. When we leave this density, do we go on back to our own planet? Or at that same place and time that we left to come here? Or do we also graduate to another density?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. For those entities which are commonly known among your seekers as wanderers, there are as many possibilities as there are wanderers. For many of those Lighted beings who have chosen to forget their heritage so that others might remember theirs, there is often a great history of beingness within this third-density illusion. Many have come for many, many incarnations. It has been their decision to offer themselves in this particular type of service until the planet has been birthed, shall we say, into the fourth density. Others have come more recently, as you might say, within the last major cycle, and even those times within your past century. And some have come to this illusion for the first time within the last few decades, as you reckon time. Each has made a choice which is an agreement. Each agreement has been approved by those g-Guardians which watch over your planet. When the agreement and the honor have been fulfilled, then the entity shall return to its own density and home planet, as you have called it. Therefore, it cannot be said for any one entity what shall occur when it passes from this illusion.

May we answer you further, my sister?

No, accept I just really had thought to you, as you’re vocally here, something that’s really bothered, well, not bothered me. But if it keeps cropping up in my curiosity that I am an experiment. I don’t want any kind of comment because you can’t comment on it without infringing. But I just wanted to say that. And also, to send a lot of Love and Light to the people who are around me right now and wish them well, but that I really do not need their services. But I do thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii and shall offer but one brief comment, and that being: each entity from whatever source is an experiment, for is there any other but one source? And does not that source attempt to increase the experience of itself through those situations known as experiments? For unity to be anything other than unity, there must be the experiment. And the great experiment which has allowed the illusion which you inhabit to exist has also allowed the expression of the One Creator in the polarities which each of you illustrate. And though some illustrate one polarity in a purer fashion than another, yet is there any other than the One Creator? Therefore, my friends, bless and love and praise that One Creator in each portion as you are greeted.

Is there another question at this time?

B: I would just like a comment, if you wouldn’t mind, coming to touch me for a minute. If I [inaudible].

I am Latwii, and I am with you, my sister, in Love and in Light this night and always.

B: Thank you, my dear.

I am Latwii. Our gratitude to you is boundless. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I just have a question which you might not even be able to comment on. If the group moves to a new location, I’ve always felt that it’s valuable for me personally to have an open public meeting once a week so that any bozo that had read enough material to know that they were interested in what you had to say could give access to. Could you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We see that each seeker, bozo or otherwise, is quite aware of its own needs. Our sister with the question is no exception.

May we anything further, my sister?

Carla: When did the confederation start getting into puzzles?

I am Latwii. We have long been interested in the puzzle and the mystery of being, and seek with each in this room to penetrate the puzzles and the mysteries which compose each portion of the creation. We find the riddle a most helpful instrument for instruction, for it only appears to originate from outside the seeker.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

A: I’m just curious if you could briefly describe the scenario that’s going on around here, just out of curiosity? I’m very serious. I’d like to know what exactly all of those that are in service to others are doing with the ones that are service to self right now. I’d like to see a kind of cosmic picture of what’s going on right now.

I am Latwii, and I’m aware of your query, my sister. My sister, it is only within your illusion that the scenario takes on a complex of actions, for within your illusion there is the forgetting, and there is the struggle to remember. As an entity remembers that it wishes to be of service upon one path or another, then there is the purification of that service and that path.

[Tape one ends]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument once again. To continue, for those who have made this great choice and who have made harvest upon harvest, shall we say, and who have past the illusion of forgetting and have entered other lessons, there is the purifying of the service that has been chosen for the Confederation of Planets in Service of the Infinite Creator. There is the simple sending of Love and Light to all of creation. This, a general service and has many aspects, as you are aware. At this time upon your planet, there is a great effort to aid each entity which calls for the service of knowing and experiencing the Love and Light of the One Creator.

As the entity seeks, there is the answer given in whatever means may be understood by the entity seeking, and by whatever means does not infringe upon that entity’s free will. Therefore, it may be simply said that we of the Confederation of Planets only amplify that which is. Each seeker, therefore, is part of that which is. And as we answer the call of that which is, we increase the beingness of that which is: the Love and the Light of the One Infinite Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No. That’s fine.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

B: Yeah, how are you all tonight?

[Laughter]

I am Latwii, and we may say that our experience of the infinite mystery of creation expands in each moment into a greater understanding and into a greater yearning to understand yet further. The joy and the mystery of all creation is that which sustains our being. To share even a small portion of that joy and mystery with seekers such as yourselves amplifies our beingness. And for the service which you provide us, we cannot thank you enough.

May we answer you further, my sister?

B: No. That’s fine.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Again, my friends, it has been our great honor and privilege to be asked to join our vibrations with yours this evening. We are most appreciative at each opportunity to do so. We remind each entity present that a simple request for our presence is all that is necessary for us to join you in joy, in love, and in light. Do not fear that the time which you have to ask for our presence is short or too short to ask. For there is an infinity of time in each moment, and it is our great joy to be with you throughout that infinity of time, as you call it.

We leave you now in the infinity of Love and Light of the One Infinite Creator. Be at peace, my friends. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Let us remember that our object is to develop a state of receptivity to the still small voice. In meditation we do not think about our problem; we turn within and wait and wait and wait. We wait for three, four, or five minutes. If, at the end of the time, we have not felt a response within ourselves, we get up and go about our customary duties. An hour or two later we again meditate, waiting silently—waiting until the voice of God utters Itself within us. The thoughts that race through our mind do not concern us; we are  not interested in them. We are waiting until we feel the activity of the Christ stirring within us. If we do not feel the touch of the Christ within three or four minutes, we return to our daily tasks, but two or three hours later we meditate again. If it is necessary, we continue this practice for years; but if we are persistent, the day will come when there will be an inner response, which will give us the assurance that there is that within us which the Master called the Father, that which Paul knew as the Christ.

The beginner should meditate three times a day or, if that is not possible, at least twice a day, in the morning and at night. There is no one who should find this too difficult to do because everybody gets up, and everybody goes to bed. Everybody can spare a few extra minutes in the morning and at night, even if they cannot find one other minute for this purpose during the twenty-four hours. For serious students, however, there will always be another interval sometime during the day. Gradually, these periods of meditation become a regular part of our existence, and we are meditating at any or every hour of the day or night, sometimes for only half a second or for several minutes at a time; sometimes while driving a car or doing housework. We learn to open consciousness, if it is but for a second, and find ourselves in a state of receptivity.” Then I went outside and used the garden hose to fill the fishpond to its proper height since the fountain had thrown about 100 gallons of water out of the fishpond. While the fishpond was refilling, I used Huff and Puff to blow leaves and the dead blooms from the Vanilla/Strawberry Hydrangeas into a pile. Then I put them into a garbage can.

This afternoon I drove to Mount Sterling, Kentucky where my neighbor who used to live across the street from me is now living in a care home. When I knocked on her door, there was no answer and no answer when I opened the door and called her name. The lady at the front desk said that my friend had gone out for lunch with friends and had probably forgotten that her son told me that he would let his mom know I was coming to visit her. So, I wrote her a note to let her know what I was hoping to share with her, but I would be glad to wait until the end of January or the first part of February to do so. Then I drove back to my home.

Now I would like to share a special essay that a friend of Carla’s and mine wrote about Jesus because she knew that Carla had a special relationship with Jesus that began when she was two years old:

HANDS

     Sunrise in a manger. A young mother kisses her first born son’s starfish hands.

     Following his father through a dusty village, a boy carries wood and mallet clutched in his graceful hands. His dog walks beside him.

     After a long day at sea, a young fisherman lights a fire on the shore of Lake Galilee. Wet and barefoot, he welcomes his friends ashre with outstretched hands.

     A beggar devoured by leprosy cries out for mercy to a kind stranger. Suddenly, he feels enveloped by brilliant healing Light as the man blesses him, then raises him up, with callused hands.

     With a touch, water becomes sparkling wine. Demons are case way. Even the dead are raised to life by the grace and forgiveness of His powerful hands.

          Nightfall in the garden of Gethsemane. His little group of apostles sleep while an exhausted man prays “Thy will be done.” And covers his face with trembling hands.

   Midnight in the upper room, hands that have shared everything now pour the first wine and break the first bread of a timeless covenant. For the last time with a graceful sweep of his hand he grants his peace to twelve upturned faces.

     A severely beaten man is forced down on a massive wooden cross. For a moment, he hears the sound of hammers driving iron spikes through both of his wrists. “Eli, Eli!” He screams. Those hands that once healed and loved now clench in bloody agony. He is swept away by a black of unconsciousness.

     Cold, still hands in the darkness of the tomb. Sunrise, Sunset, Starlight . . .  Sunrise !!!

     Fingers move . . .Hands open and reach out to us. Then, we hear a voice whisper: “Yea, I am with you even until the ends of the Earth.’

Come, take my hand.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 16

The Holy Ground Of Consciousness

I am the principle of Jesus the Christ which speaks to the world today. I am all those things that you think that I am, but most of all I am your own inner voice; your own inner comfort; your own inner peace.

Let us contemplate the holy ground of your consciousness.

Because of the troubles of daily life, the surface consciousness is littered with debris. The undercurrent of mind is littered with unspoken thoughts, unnamed fears, and unrecognized emotion.

Insofar as you may be able this day, return again and again, momentarily, to the holy ground upon which your consciousness, the very essence of your being, stands. It is no passing thing. It is, indeed, the representation of all that there is in creation.

Within you, abidingly and faithfully, that principle of Love which is the Creator is your essence and constitutes the bedrock upon which you, as a timeless being, shall stand for eternity.

Return again and again to the peace, the strength, the power, the wisdom, and the Love of Love Itself. And from that spot within you comes a balance that shines in your vision and heals in the world outside of your eyes and inside your heart.

We leave you, healed, in the peace and Love that abides within, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from July 18, 1982:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. My friends, your meeting this evening is especially blessed with the birth of a new entity into your plane of existence. This life will sow many things. It will reap many things. The guidance that is given this child through its parents, its friends, its loved ones, in this group and other groups will sow many lifetimes of learning. The reaping is upon each and every one that is here. The learning that is now culminating in these last few years will experience many things.

We apologize, my brothers and sisters. This instrument is having difficulty this evening and would prefer not to finish the message we have started. We appreciate her efforts and would at this time transfer to another contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We would apologize, my friends, through this instrument, for the circumstances that cause us to, at this particular time, request each instrument to continuously tune towards the appropriate amplitudes and harmonies of Love and Light. It is not, my friends, a usual difficulty that we of the Confederation of Planets experience when we are working with free will groups such as this one, but we say to you that we are experiencing at this time an interference, not of each of you in this group, but rather of the group itself in its identity, as that group which functions as messenger for the Confederation entity known as Ra. This group has undertaken work which has borne fruit in the form of a blossoming of Light, and for such Light much thanksgiving may be given. Within this particular group, however, you are experiencing, without any conscious request or intent, visits from those of what you would call a darker polarity, whose desires can have no effect upon the properly tuned instrument, but whose effects can disturb the, shall we say, morale of a group such as this one.

We, therefore, sympathetically apologize for the inconvenience. But, my friends, as Light shines in darkness, it is said in your holy works that the darkness does not know it. Yet that darkness, my friends, is the darkness of ignorance. There are those who do know the Light and wish to absorb it. They shall never succeed. For as Love vanquishes all that comes before it, so shall the Light never be extinguished unless it is with the conscious choice of entities such as yourselves to cease the careful tuning of which we have spoken so often in these last few meetings.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the process of becoming a channel. They began by saying we apologize through Carla, for the circumstances that cause us to request each instrument to continuously tune towards the appropriate harmonies of Love and Light, for it is not a usual difficulty that we of the Confederation of Planets experience when we are working with free will groups such as this one, but we say to you that we are experiencing at this time an interference, not of each of you in this group, but rather of the group itself in its identity, as that group which functions as messenger for the Confederation entity known as Ra because this group has undertaken work which has borne fruit in the form of a blossoming of Light, and for such Light much thanksgiving may be given, but within this group you are experiencing visits from a darker polarity whose desires can have no effect upon the properly tuned instrument, but whose effects can disturb the morale of a group such as this one. Latwii continued by saying we apologize for the inconvenience, but as Light shines in darkness it is said in your Bible that the darkness does not know it, yet that darkness is the darkness of ignorance, for there are those who know the Light and wish to absorb it, but they shall never succeed, for as Love vanquishes all that comes before it, so shall the Light never be extinguished unless it is with the conscious choice of entities such as yourselves to cease the careful tuning of which we have spoken in these last few meetings. On December 26, 1982, Oxal said that the darkness does not know the Light:

We would like you to consider the passage from your Bible which speaks of the Word which was made flesh and dwelt among you. It then compared that happening to the Light that shines in darkness. The darkness does not know the Light, but it cannot overcome the Light. There is much to consider in these phrases concerning each entity’s spiritual birth within incarnational experience. Each at some point within the incarnation consciously chose to be born in spirit, or each would not be within this circle. For we are called by an harmonious and unified circle of those who seek. In the same sense that the Light came into the darkness does the spiritual self consciously come into being within, that manifestation of being which is each entity within the illusion. And so, each of you experienced the conscious acceptance of a portion of the self being born that was not there before and that is to the remainder of the conscious self as a Light in the darkness.

We would not presume to predict the actions of other entities, but we believe that you shall find, as those who have worked with the Ra entities have found, that these disturbances are only visits, that they are the visits of entities who are friends, brothers, and sisters, entities to whom Love may be given, unqualified and full. As you experience the offering of Love in positive oneness with these visitors, they shall rapidly become less interested in experiencing contact with this group, for Love, my friends, is to one which desires cold and darkness an uncomfortable and unhappy reaction.

We are sorry to have spent so much time, as you call it, speaking on this subject, but without giving it too much importance, we wish to give you assurances as to our continued contact in answer to your continued calling, and as to your own ability, through the Love and the Light of the infinite One, to bear with grace and beauty those small difficulties which are caused by the unfamiliar greetings of friends whom you might not think of as such. They are one with the Creator, and if you can, see them, greet them, bless them, and send them on their way knowing that you cannot help them, nor they you. Your rest in the Christ consciousness, as this instrument would call it, will grow and expand and become more articulated from this experience so that you will learn more about Love. Not the love of humanity, my friends, but the love of the Creator.

Then Hatonn said we would not presume to predict the actions of other entities, but we believe that you shall find, as those who have worked with the Ra entities have found, that these disturbances are only visits, that they are the visits of entities who are friends, brothers, and sisters, entities to whom Love may be given, unqualified and full, so as you experience the offering of Love in positive oneness with these visitors, they shall rapidly become less interested in experiencing contact with this group, for Love is to one which desires cold and darkness an uncomfortable reaction. Then Latwii said we are sorry to have spent so much time speaking on this subject, but without giving it too much importance, we wish to give you assurances as to our continued contact in answer to your continued calling, and as to your own ability, through the Love and the Light of the infinite One, to bear with grace and beauty those small difficulties which are caused by the unfamiliar greetings of friends whom you might not think of as such, for they are one with the Creator, and if you can greet them, bless them, and send them on their way knowing that you cannot help them, nor they you, then your rest in the Christ consciousness will expand and become more articulated from this experience so that you will learn more about Love–not the love of humanity–but the Love of the Creator. On July 28, 1985, Latwii described the nature of the Christ consciousness:

The query concerned the proper density for holding that state of consciousness which has come to be known as the Christ consciousness. There is some difficulty with this query, for the term “Christ” within many of the cultures of your peoples is a term which is closely associated with an entity known as Jesus of Nazareth. This entity, the one known as Jesus, is one who through Its own efforts at seeking the one Creator was one able to attain a state of consciousness that may be described as the Christ or Christed consciousness. This is a level of awareness and experience of being which is available to all portions of the one Creator in a more or less distorted fashion. The distortion is most usually a function of the density or vibratory frequency within which it has been attained. Thus, within your third-density illusion, though much is available to any attaining this crystal pure consciousness, there is by the very density itself some distortion that might be expected.

As the vibratory frequency becomes more filled with Light, shall we say, or the energy of creation, to put it another way, the ability of an entity within such a vibratory frequency to experience the Christ consciousness is enhanced and, therefore, suffers less distortion. In some fashion, any entity achieving this Christ consciousness will have experienced unity with the one Creator and will be thus enspirited and inspired to be of further service to those about it, for each is seen as a portion of the one Creator to know that it is, indeed, Loved and Love itself. One who has known this facet of the one Creator, that is, Love, then seeks to share that experience and power with those who call for it. Within your illusion, the lessons which all pursue in a unique fashion focus about the concept of Love.

We would continue to speak upon the subject of the thanksgiving that we share with you at the birth of the young entity who bides now at his mother’s breast. So much, my friends, is before each entity in incarnation, and as you cast your mind backwards in time, you too can recapture those moments before each decision was made which caused you to be the entity which you are at this moment. My friends, we would ask you to look now at yourself as that newborn, for you have the same incredible possibilities in your grasp as does the young one, just opening its eyes in this incarnation. As you grow in years and experience, you, or at least many of your people, became convinced that there is a rigidity to existence that demands certain behavior, exhibits certain truths, and delineates the human possibility. My friends, the spirit within you does not know any limits. That which governs your heart, your life, and your soul throughout eternity does not speak the language of society, family, government, or even planetary considerations. It recognizes a law that is so far beyond the laws of your science and the dogmas of your religion that most have great difficulty in grasping the mechanisms of the spirit.

The one known to you as Jesus the Christ offered the heart or ethic of this law, saying, “Love your God with all your heart, all your mind, all your soul, and all your strength; and love your neighbor as yourself.” The law, my friends, is love. It is a law of freedom, not restriction, of flexibility, not rigidity, of wisdom, not knowledge, of possibilities, not dogma. And we ask that as you give thanksgiving for this wondrous miracle, this infinite, immortal and precious spirit that has come among you to be cherished, to be guided and to be set free, that you see yourself also as infinitely precious and infinitely miraculous. Do you lift up your heart in thanksgiving at a baby? No less lift it up for yourselves, for your neighbors, for your brothers and sisters, for are you not each eternal facets of the one infinite Creator?

Then Hatonn said we would continue to speak upon the subject of thanksgiving that we share with you at the birth of the young entity who bides now at his mother’s breast, so much is before each entity in incarnation, and as you cast your mind back in time, you too can recapture those moments before each decision was made which caused you to be the entity which you are at this moment, and we would ask you to look at yourself as that newborn, for you have the same incredible possibilities in your grasp as does the young one, just opening its eyes in this incarnation, so as you grow in experience you may become convinced that there is a rigidity to existence that demands certain behavior and exhibits certain truths, but the spirit within you does not know any limits, for that which governs your heart, your life, and your soul throughout eternity does not speak the language of family, government, or planetary considerations, for it recognizes a law that is so far beyond the laws of science and the dogmas of your religions that most have difficulty in grasping the mechanisms of the spirit. Now Latwii said Jesus the Christ offered the heart of this law, saying, “Love your God with all your heart, all your mind, all your soul, and all your strength; and love your neighbor as yourself,” and the law is Love, but it is a law of freedom, not restriction, of wisdom, not knowledge, and we ask that as you give thanksgiving for this miracle, this infinite and precious spirit that has come among you to be cherished, to be guided and to be set free, that you see yourself also as infinitely precious and infinitely miraculous, so: “Do you lift up your heart in thanksgiving at a baby? No less lift it up for yourselves, for your neighbors, for your brothers and sisters, for are you not each eternal facets of the one infinite Creator?”On February 18, 1979, Latwii said that that the Law is Love:

We have said to groups such as yours many times that the Law of the Creator is One, that the understanding of that Law is all wisdom and truth, and that the best word for that law is Love.

We can take you on a great trip to show you that your thinking is local. You can best understand this concept by considering the Love within the creation of humanity which varies from place to place. As your cycle changes, you have seen the laws of nature, so-called, violated many times by those who are able to use a less-local illusion or reflection of the Law of the Creator. Thus, metal is bent, objects are moved, people are healed. We can take you away from your time and your space, and you can see that they are, indeed, not laws at all. We can remove you from mass and show you that that, too, is an illusion and not a law.

How far can we go with you, my friends? Through how many dimensions can we take you until you are in a place of Light where things begin, where things end, where things are. You see, my friends, we wish to answer your questions as best we can, but we wish you to realize more than all else that questions and answers are meaningless. Feelings and emotions are meaningless. All of the tools with which you are familiar at this time are not helpful outside your locality. You have one useful attribute, and that is the quality of your Love. Have you Loved today?

We would at this time transfer the contact gratefully back to the one known as S, that this instrument may feel more clarity and reassurance as to the accuracy and the stability of this contact. We thank each of you for the continuous tuning that you have been doing. We would now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again through this instrument. We are sorry to have had the difficulty previously and would want this instrument to realize that it is not to be taken upon herself the total blame for this difficulty. We appreciate the efforts of all the new instruments within this group for channeling our thoughts and helping to spread the message of the Creator and the Creator’s Love and Light. This instrument wishes very much to serve in this fashion, as do the other new instruments within this room, and the pleasure we share with each is quite extensive, my friends. Our joy is unbounded. We will now leave this instrument in order that we may exercise the other instruments within this group. Your continuing efforts are encouraged, even though you may have doubts. We would urge you to continue in your service. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument and greet each again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Having worked with the one known as K and the one known as M, we find requests from each to pass them by at this particular time that they may do the working which they desire to do in this particular service at what you would call a later time. We find within the one known as A the same confusion but a desire to speak. Therefore, we would ask that the group join once again in the one Light while we condition the instrument known as A. We would then close our message through this instrument. We thank each instrument for fidelity, for laughter, for joy, and for the dedication to seeking which is our life light and in whose pursuit we are here in service to each of you. We would now transfer. I am Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument, and greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We would just like to speak a few words and a closing through this instrument so as to reaffirm our contact with her, for there was some confusion as to if it was our vibration she felt. We are appreciative to the tuning we are given, for it aids in the contact through which our thoughts may be sent. And now we will close in saying that we are always there and you but need to ask for our presence. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most honored to join your group this evening, and we extend to each the blessings which are sent forth from this group, for it makes our contact a great joy and privilege to pursue. Again, it is our honor to present ourselves in the capacity of attempting to answer your queries. Therefore, may we ask if there is a query at this time?

C: Not a question, but I would like to say thank you for yours and the presence of the other members of the Confederation whose aid was felt at the hospital. So, I just want to say thank you.

I am Latwii. My brother, an honor such as aiding a new entity to enter into the illusion which you now inhabit is an honor which we cannot describe, but for which our gratitude is also immeasurable. We thank you. Is there a question at this time?

A: Yes, Latwii, I have a question. I was wondering what is the significance of the blue light?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. As each entity pursues the path of the seeker there is the awakening, step by step, of various levels of perception, shall we say. These have been codified and described by many of your people as the system of chakras or energy centers, which when activated and balanced each with the other, culminate in the Christ identity. As an entity releases those blockages which inhibit this full functioning of each energy center, there is, according to the center being worked upon, the experience of various sensations, according to the nature of the center.

The blue light which might be experienced in meditation or seen as a symbol within dreams is a correspondence which emanates from the throat chakra, that energy center which has as its basic characteristic the clear communication of an entity with fellow entities and with itself. This center is most important for the transmission of thoughts in as undistorted a manner as possible for entities upon your planet. It is a center not frequently worked upon by many of your people, for the lessons of your illusion deal primarily with the center of the heart and the green-ray vibrations of universal Love, compassion, forgiveness, and understanding. These lessons of the heart, when mastered to a sufficient degree, may then be communicated as a form of inspiration to others by an entity’s very being as well as the more obvious words and deeds of that entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: Yes. The information that I heard while I was channeling it from Hatonn about there being some so-called negative interference with members of the group besides Jim, me, and Don has me a little puzzled. I can understand why they would want to communicate to us and lessen our polarity, but I cannot understand why they would want to do that to the people in this group which will never sit in a Ra session. Seems like they’re just picking on people. Could you comment?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find in this situation that the entities who sit within this meditation seek ever more purely the one Creator. These entities, then, create a beacon of Light, and this beacon of Light shines to those who call for service to others. Yet this group is part of yet another effort which also is as a beacon of Light. Both beacons of Light call …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. To continue. The calling of both beacons of Light to those of positive polarity is answered, and this group has its guides and protectors. Yet such a beacon of Light also serves to attract the attention of those of negative polarity, for there is the necessity of the balance within the density of forgetting which you inhabit.

Those entities, therefore, of the dark light seek in whatever manner presents itself to depolarize and to extinguish those Lights, for as you are aware, it is the way of the negative polarity to seek control and mastery over others that others might serve the self. There is power in the Light of a magical nature. To then take that power and attempt to control it, if successful, would give the negative entities an increase in their own polarity and power. Any target of opportunity, shall we say, is quite fair game, for where there is the love for others and concern for others, then there is the possibility that that concern might be utilized to cause the worry, the frustrations and the eventual detuning of various entities within the group. Therefore, this group becomes as a body, a unit, each entity forming a portion of the wall of Light. Therefore, any entity might also become a target for the Light to be dimmed.

Carla asked: “The information that I heard while I was channeling it from Hatonn about there being some so-called negative interference with members of the group besides Jim, me, and Don has me a little puzzled. I can understand why they would want to communicate to us and lessen our polarity, but I cannot understand why they would want to do that to the people in this group which will never sit in a Ra session. Seems like they’re just picking on people. Could you comment?” Latwii replied by saying we find in this situation that the entities who sit within this meditation seek more purely the one Creator, so these create a beacon of Light, and this beacon of Light shines to those who call for service to others, yet this group is part of another effort which also is as a beacon of Light, and the calling of both beacons of Light to those of positive polarity is answered, and this group has its guides and protectors, yet such a beacon of Light also serves to attract the attention of those of negative polarity, for there is the necessity of the balance within the density of forgetting which you inhabit. Then Latwii said those entities of the dark light seek in whatever manner presents itself to extinguish those Lights, for it is the way of the negative polarity to seek control over others that others might serve the self, for there is power in the Light of a magical nature, and to take that power and to control it would give the negative entities an increase in their own power, so any target of opportunity is fair game, for where there is the love for others then there is the possibility that concern might be utilized to cause frustrations and the eventual detuning of entities within the group, for this group becomes as an unit, each entity forming a portion of the wall of Light, so any entity might become a target for the Light to be dimmed. On March 22, 1982, Hatonn spoke of how to an instrument might avoid being detuned:

We are aware that this instrument has had difficulty perceiving our contact, as it is intended to be a broader range contact and therefore easier to receive. It is, therefore, less easy to receive by one such as the one known as C which has become very sensitive to a somewhat narrower band of sensation preceding contact. We therefore would initiate, to the best of our ability, a simple opening of the mouth—somewhat as a yawn, as you call it, would feel, although, unlike a yawn, the need to breathe deeply and exhale deeply is not present—as a signal that the instrument has been contacted by the one known to you as Hatonn. We hope that we are able to affect this simple mechanical movement, and that this in turn will give the instrument the confidence which it desires.

There has been good contact at all times, however, it is very meritorious that the instrument does not speak if there is doubt as to the origin of the contact. It is far better to remain tuned and silent than to accept a possible detuning by channeling an entity of whose identity you are not sure. We will again attempt to contact the one known as C using this recognition mechanism as a conditioning mechanism. We hope that it will be gentle without being so gentle that it is impractical.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, I’d just, to clarify, then, what you’re basically correcting is my assumption that because these people are not physically present at Ra sessions, they are not part of the Ra sessions. What you’re saying is everyone in this living room, in this meeting, because of the fact that we love each other, we are the Ra group, all of us. Is this what you’re trying to tell me, because the reality seen in terms of Light is metaphysical, not physical. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. My sister, this is correct. You have within this group a family of Light beings and each, therefore, has the opportunity to accelerate its polarity and its evolution by means of the utilization of the information generated in these meditations and in the meditations which have resulted in the Ra contact. Therefore, the Law of Responsibility holds sway, so that where the opportunity to accelerate evolution upon the positive path comes into being, there must also be the balancing opportunity for the entity to choose the opposite path.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Carrying that further then, anyone who studies this material carefully and conscientiously works with it, therefore, becomes a part of this same opportunity for increased spiritual evolution and also increased opportunities to view the other opportunities, the other polarities. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. My sister, this is quite correct. The burden of the seeker is that it shall bear the responsibility for the purity of its seeking. The path in union with the one Creator is a path which is hard-won, the traveling of which is not always easy. The pearl of great price, as it has been called, has as its price the constant seeking and the constant choosing to be of that positive polarity. To refine the seeking to the purity necessary to achieve the pearl requires that there be the constant opportunity to have a choice, the constant opposing force, shall we say against which to push. It is a testing. It is a choosing. It is a seeking and a refining. And those of the positive path rejoice in this process, for each opposing force which acts within the life of the seeker presents yet one more opportunity to increase the desire to seek the truth. If there were no force against which to push, there would be no motion, no movement, no evolution. Rejoice, then, my friends, for your opportunities of seeking are greatly enhanced, yet you must bear the responsibility of this seeking and of the increased opportunities.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

K: Yeah, to follow that just one step further. Are you saying that the more we seek, the more likely we are to encounter a stumbling block that may at times appear, well, too difficult, or at least at times it seems that we’ve had a real set-back, so the harder we seek, the … well, I guess, what I’m trying to say and I’m not doing it very well, the more we seek and the greater the desire, the more likely we are to encounter a real stumbling block. Is that right?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In general, we might agree that you are quite correct, for when the seeker seeks, what is it that the seeker seeks? Do you not wish to know the truth more clearly? Do you not wish to increase the purity of your seeking? If this be true, then how can that truth be known? How can that purity be gained if there not be that obstacle which tests the ability of the seeker to continue to seek and to refine the purity?

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that helps a great deal. I think I understand.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yeah, Latwii. I have an opportunity to perhaps help some people, and I’m not just sure how to do it. I’m working in a situation where a company’s offering a great sum of money for blue-sky research. I’ve got an opportunity to push some blue-sky ideas. I want to somehow be able to get in touch with some part of my being that’s—that can somehow help me conceptually understand something that would be of benefit to the people of this world, rather than something that’s just going to earn more money for the stockholders, so to speak. I want to be able to get in touch with that creative part of me to come up with something the world really needs while that opportunity is here. How can I do that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. It is only in the general sense in which we may respond—we correct this instrument—in which we may respond to this query, for to specifically guide the footsteps of the seeker is to walk the path for the seeker. Therefore, may we suggest that in your meditations you begin each meditation which is dedicated to the solution of this problem, shall we say, with the consideration of what it is you wish to do and with what given opportunities you have to work. Consider well the boundaries of your situation. Analyze to the best of your intellectual ability how to proceed. You have within the experience of your being many memories which will be helpful. Blend them, my brother. Then let them go and seek within your meditative state the inspiration from your higher self, your guides, or whatever forces of Light you wish to call upon. Wait for that inspiration that will guide your own actions.

My brother, to simply say, “Look within,” seems much too simple for the seeker. Many people upon your planet have devised the most intricate of procedures by which to decide upon one action over another. Most entities dwell within the details and confusions of the mind that consciously attempt to figure and calculate, weigh, balance, and scheme. We suggest to the seeker that the simple removing of the self into meditation so that those matters of import might rise from the subconscious levels of your being as inspirational insights that might then be acted upon. Seek within, my brother. Your direction is well known to you.

May we answer you further?

M: No, thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

K: Yes, one more. As I’ve watched the news and the terrible destruction in Beirut and Lebanon, the thought has occurred to me: did those people who have suffered and are still suffering so much, did they choose to incarnate in order to experience that suffering?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Each entity before the incarnation draws up the general guidelines, shall we say, of the upcoming incarnation. These plans may call for the entity to bear a great deal of that known as unhappiness or suffering in order that the entity might find the Love of the Creator within that suffering, for the Creator’s Love is not absent from any moment or situation. It may not be specifically planned that the suffering shall result from that which you know as warfare. It may be that such suffering can be beneficially experienced as a disease of the body, a disease of the mind, a condition of strained relationships with those near and close to the entity’s heart. It may be that such suffering can be achieved by an entity who feels great empathy for a world in pain. That such suffering is programmed before the incarnation is quite correct. How it shall be encountered is often not specifically delineated.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that answered it. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, we cannot express in a complete enough sense our great joy at being able to join you this evening. The path each of you travels is one which is pointed surely and steadily at the one Creator. Your path has many pitfalls; it is so for each true seeker. We rejoice with each of your efforts. They are most valiant, for the conditions under which you labor are conditions which hide a great portion of the truth from you. The truth of your oneness with each of your brothers and sisters, the truth of your oneness with the Creator, and the truth of the Love, and the Light, and the power of that one Creator within each of your beings is a truth which is hidden from you so that your desire to find it might be enhanced. We rejoice with each of you as you rekindle that desire. Seek, my brothers and sisters, for as you seek, so shall you surely find, for that which you seek is already within your being.

We leave you now, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one Creator who is the All. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “I can of mine own self do nothing . . . The Father within me, He doeth the works. The meaning of the first part is immediately apparent; but what is meant by the statement that the Father within me doeth the works? What is the Father within me? Who is this Father within me? We know that when Jesus made that statement, He was referring to God. It must mean, then, that God within me doeth the works. Jesus said that it is your Father and my Father, so He seems to be telling me that there is a God-power—something that doeth the works. The same Father that was in Christ Jesus is also in me. This Father within me, this He, is greater than he that is in the world, greater than the problems of the world. The Life, Intelligence, and Wisdom that is within me is greater than he that is in the world, greater than my enemies, greater than my ills, greater than my ignorance, greater that my fears, greater than my doubts, even greater than my sins.

‘I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.’ This Christ is the Father within me, the divine Power within, which Jesus said ‘will never leave thee nor forsake thee.’ The Fater within, the Christ which strengtheneth me, will never leave me nor forsake me. Before Abraham was, this Father was within me, and It is with me even unto the end of the world. It is a Presence and a Power that has been with me from the beginning of time, even when I did not know It was there, and It will be with me throughout all eternity.

It will be with me regardless of where I am: If I make my bed in hell, . . . if I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, . . . this Father is ever with me. It is a Presence that never leaves me, a Power that always strengthens me, that goes before me to make the crooked places straight and the rough places plain. I feel Thy hand in mine. I know. I know that there is a Power that can do all things. I know that there is a Presence that can live my life for me, make my decisions and show me the path of life. The whole kingdom of God is within me. Thou wilt never leave me nor forsake me. I can never doubt thy Presence. All this Thou revealed to me from within myself.

I thank Thee, Father, that Thou has hid these things from the wise and prudent and has revealed them to me, a babe in truth, a beginner on the spiritual path.”

This afternoon I went outside and took apart two pet carriers, and then I put them in the recycle bin.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 15

The Perception Of Manyness

I am the Spirit of Jesus Christ, the principle of the full consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

In your minds you know that all things come from one source and go to one source. And yet in your hearts you who peer into the gloom of the shadows of the world’s day perceive often that many things come not from one source but from many, and likewise that the fruits of action are scattered to the twelve directions, not moving once again into unity but shattering again and again into the chaos of unintended effect.

Yet we say to you that one of the great and overriding benefits of consciousness with which the consciousness of Love has been intermingled is a realization of the incorrectness of the perception of manyness, either of the source or of the final disposition of the energies which move within your notice and awareness.

Seek first to know the consciousness of Love when you wish, secondly, to know the nature of those things which occur to you which are played out in front of you and which depart from you. Only in that transformed consciousness shall your eyes see truly and your heart resound with the unity of Love.

Peace be with you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from July 15, 1982:

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We greet you, brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great pleasure for us to be with you this evening. We always rejoice at the opportunity to share this time with you, to feel your vibrations, to share your love. We look forward this evening to working with each of the new instruments in their endeavor to learn to pick up our channeled messages. It is a great service you perform for us, to give us this opportunity to, in a sense, speak to many more brothers and sisters upon your planet. We are most eager for this opportunity. We are not infallible, of course, but we do have an understanding of some concepts of the Creator which we want to share with you through your channeling which gives us the opportunity to reach others who are seeking who might otherwise not have the benefit of our years of learning similar lessons as we passed through the density of separation.

We are pleased with the progress that each of you has made at your attempts at channeling. Your strong desire, my brothers and sisters, has been the key to your rapid success. This intense desire coupled with the intense love you have for your fellow entities truly makes you effective instruments of the Creator, a potential to perform a valuable service for your fellow entities. We are all too pleased to have this opportunity to work with such as you. At this time, we will pass to another instrument, so they may practice the pursuance of this contact. We leave this instrument in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are now with this instrument, and we greet you again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. My brothers and sisters, we wish to say to you a few words that might help ease you on your journey along the path, for at times you may become tired, and the path may look longer than it has in some time. But do not worry, for even though it may seem to get harder and the climb to be steeper, you will know that which you need to know, for you know that the future will come, and that time will not stop. And so, as you move on your journey …

We will start again, and we thank this instrument for pausing. For as you go on this journey through what you know as time, you feel that time will not stop, and that you must go on. And for you this is true. But at all times you are one with the Creator, and all you must do is ask and the Love will be there. And if you become tired and confused, we suggest that meditation might be of aid in easing the confusion of living in this time.

We would now like to say to this instrument we are pleased that she finished our thought and started over so that we might more completely give our message. And that it was okay to stop and to rechallenge our contact. And now we will transfer this contact so as to exercise the other instruments present. We leave you again in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

(S1 channeling)

I am Hatonn. It is a pleasure, my friends, to greet you once more this evening in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. It seems that often we greet you several times during one evening, but each time we indeed feel the Love and the Light that we greet you in. We are pleased to feel the Love surrounding all of us as we join together in our efforts to serve the one infinite Creator. It is a journey that we are on as well as you, for are we not all walking in the same direction? Are we not all seeking the same thing? Do we not all see the same Light and enjoy the same Love? And we are always aware that you are with us. And we also hope that you are aware that we are with you. We are honored by the calls we receive from each of you and are indeed pleased to spend some of what you call time with you, as it is very rewarding for us. It lets us know that we are serving in our way, and we are indeed happy for the opportunity that you allow us. For, were there no seekers that were calling upon us, we would, indeed, be in somewhat of a fix, for we would have no one to aid. It is in this—correction—it is for this reason we are indeed humbly grateful to you for sharing your love, your light, your time, and your meditation with us. May we thank you once again. We would leave this instrument at this time in the same Love and Light that we have greeted and left you many times this evening. I am Hatonn.

(S2 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. My friends, my loved ones, your purpose this evening is to serve your many brothers and sisters through the act of channeling. Many of these brothers and sisters have never heard of this act of service which you perform—and perform so well, we might add. But in the coming years time grows short, and more and more of your peoples, your brothers and sisters in the Light, will be becoming aware of the Light, in different stages perhaps, but all will reach the point they are destined to reach, and you, my loved ones, our brothers and sisters of the Creator, and in the Creator, will help those many people that are now in darkness. Will help them to become aware that there is a glorious and beautiful Love and happiness awaiting each and every one at the end of a sometimes dark and weary road that somehow never seems to end. Until one day, you will say, “I can see the Light. I am one with the Light.”

My brothers and sisters, we are still striving for this also. We are not very much further along that path than you. That is why, in your act of channeling, in your service of channeling, you allow us to share with you that little knowledge we have gained a little further along the path. My friends, the Love and Light of the Creator is a glorious thing to share with your brothers and sisters. Be happy and do so. Share, and it will be returned many times over.

I leave you now that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may have the chance to serve in their fashion of answering your many questions. We leave you softly and gently in Love, deeply felt for each of you, my friends. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. What an honor it is to once again be asked to blend our vibrations with yours. We cannot thank you enough for this wonderful opportunity, and it is our privilege to once again ask if there might be a question at this time which we could attempt to answer?

S2: Latwii, I have a question, but it’s quite difficult. Now, I realize that we all are a part of the Creator, but if one entity, an individual, says that they are channeling God, how should we react to this?

I am Latwii; I am God. My sister, there is no difference. When an entity partakes of any activity, you see the Creator in movement. You see the movements as the Creator. You see all about you as the Creator. When you see an entity which then says that it has, shall we say, the corner on the market of the Creator, then you know there is some type of distortion apparent within that perception, for each entity at all times channels the Creator. We do not suggest that you render any judgment whatsoever towards one who might be of this distortion, for it is not necessary to rank the levels of distortion of those about you, and to separate in your mind further one entity from another. The separation of your illusion is most efficient, and will provide you with the learning catalyst that you need.

It is the task of each entity within your illusion to seek and find the Creator within all beings. Each entity begins at a certain point of viewing, shall we say. The growth of the entity is determined by its ability to move from that point, and to see the Creator in all other points of viewing. This is the process of the growth of the soul, of your mind, your body, and your spirit. Therefore, observe the entities about you in their various distortions. Learn to love each, for each is a pure expression of the one Creator, whether it calls its expression “God” or “Fred.”

May we answer you further, my sister?

S2” No. Thank you very much, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

S1: Yes, Latwii. Lately, I have, in my conditioning at these meditations, every once in a while received what I might call a false alarm. Can you give me any information about this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The new instrument will most often find some difficulty in determining when contact has been made for the purpose of the vocal channeling as opposed for the—we correct this instrument—as opposed to the conditioning which is necessary when asked for as a preparation for this vocal channeling. We suggest, therefore, that each new instrument ask for some type of signal from the Confederation entity providing the conditioning vibration that will signify to the new instrument that the vocalizing of the thoughts is now appropriate. This may be a simple intensification of the contact in whatever means it has been experienced, a dropping of the jaw, a rushing of the pulse of the heart, an increase in the sensations of the forehead. Whatever is a new instrument’s unique configuration, then let this be that signal for the beginning of the contact in its vocalized form.

Do not be discouraged, my sister, if this technique also takes time to learn. The new instrument that is full to the brim with the desire to be of service in this manner has opened itself to such a degree that the sensitivity is quite finely tuned, and therefore the next step becomes necessary, that is, the discrimination of the sensations which are experienced. With practice, you shall become most adept at this as well.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: I thought that was what was going on, but thank you for confirming it for me.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister, for the service which you provide. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes, Latwii. I’m not quite sure how to ask it. I’ve got a couple, but the first has to do with how one should react perhaps to a given condition. The situation that I’m thinking of is there are a couple of people in my life that I’m no longer in contact with on a daily basis that were very difficult people to interact with, and I would think of them in all the Love and Light of the infinite Creator, and I think of them as my brothers and really try to shed a lot of Light on the situation, and in my meditations I could do that and feel good about them. But in daily contact, they were such negative people that I really could not enjoy their company, and yet I felt like somewhere along the way I was missing the concept of brotherhood and being one by not being able to Love them even when I was around them. I don’t even know what I’m asking, other than, is it a distortion of the oneness to not be able to feel close to everyone when you desire to?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Of course, my brother, it is a distortion. This density of illusion is most useful in that it allows each entity to refine the distortions of the one Creator into a seeking of great purity. Do not be discouraged, my brother, when you meet those challenges in your daily round of activities which you are unable to successfully, shall we say, complete, for if you were always able to Love without end each entity and situation that presented itself to you, where then would you find the opportunity for growth? There must be for each entity the full range of experience so that there might be those times of knowing the Love and unity for and with all your creation. There must be those times where for the moment you falter, so that you might see yet one more way in which to be of service. There must also be those times for each seeker in which great despair is felt. For, are you not all things, and do you not seek to know the Creator, which is all things? Can you not then see the opportunities presented to you in what you call failure, in what might be a momentary stumbling on that path of the pure seeking?

My friends, this illusion was not created to be a smooth experience. Catalyst within your illusion is most intense, and by this we mean to say, it seems from time to time there is no unity. It seems there is no Love. It seems that each is separate, struggling and full of despair, and that your world falls to pieces. It is an illusion, my friends, for in truth, there is only unity. But to know that unity in its fullest extent, you must then experience its polarity, that is, the illusion of separation. To experience that illusion is to prepare the foundation within your being to know the unity, for it is all one, my friends.

M asked: “I don’t even know what I’m asking, other than, is it a distortion of the oneness to not be able to feel close to everyone when you desire to?” Latwii replied by saying of course it is a distortion since this density of illusion is useful in that it allows each entity to refine the distortions of the one Creator into a seeking of great purity, but do not be discouraged when you meet those challenges in your daily round of activities which you are unable to successfully complete, for if you were always able to Love without end each entity and situation that presented themselves to you, where would you find the opportunity for growth? Then Latwii said there must be for each entity the full range of experience, so that there might be those times of knowing the Love and unity for and with all your creation, and there must be those times where for the moment you falter, so that you might see one more way in which to be of service, and there must also be those times for each seeker in which great despair is felt for: “Are you not all things, and do you not seek to know the Creator, which is all things? Can you not then see the opportunities presented to you in what you call failure, in what might be a momentary stumbling on that path of the pure seeking?” Latwii went on to say this illusion was not created to be a smooth experience, and catalyst within your illusion is intense, and by this we mean to say it seems sometime there is no unity, and it seems there is no Love, so it seems that each is separate and full of despair, so that your world falls to pieces, but it is an illusion, for in truth there is only unity, but to know that unity in its fullest extent, you must then experience its polarity, the illusion of separation, so to experience that illusion is to prepare the foundation within your being to know the unity, for it is all one. In 1.7, Ra said that there is only unity:

That which is infinite cannot be many, for many-ness is a finite concept. To have infinity you must identify or define that infinity as unity; otherwise, the term does not have any referent or meaning. In an Infinite Creator there is only unity. You have seen simple examples of unity. You have seen the prism which shows all colors stemming from the sunlight. This is a simplistic example of unity.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: That was real purty, Latwii.

Thank you. I am Latwii. We are pleased with your pleasure as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: One, perhaps you can answer briefly. Tonight, I’ve been experiencing, I guess it’s conditioning, that feels different than any conditioning I’ve ever received before. Could you shed some light on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We would suggest with any new conditioning that the entity so experiencing the conditioning begins that process which you have lately come to know as the challenge. Offer unto that entity which conditions your instrument the challenge so that it might reveal itself to you its source. We cannot, as you know, provide that service for you, for to do so would be to rob you of the opportunity of growth that each such situation presents.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We see that our silver words have been replaced …

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “These periods of silence, reflection, introspection, meditation, and finally communion prepare us to receive the inner grace. Even though we seem to be making no progress in these three or four minute periods of meditation during the day or night, and even though we seem to feel no response, let us not become discouraged, because we have no way of judging the results of our efforts in terms of a single period of meditation or even after a week or a month of this practice. To expect immediate results from the practice of meditation would be the same as expecting to play Bach or Beethoven after the first music lesson. Would it not be absurd, after the first six hours of practicing the scales, to give up in despair because we have not achieved immediate proficiency in an art which requires a high degree of technical skill? If we were serious in our desire to master this art, we would recognize that from the moment we began the practice of our scales, something was taking place in both mind and muscle. It might require a whole year of practice before any degree of skill was attained. The final achievement cannot be measured in terms of the hourly or daily or even monthly periods of practice.

So, it is with meditation. We have made a beginning the very first time that we close our eyes and realize:

I am seeking the grace of God; I am seeking the Word that proeedeth out of the mouth of God. I know not what to pray for, so I do not pray for anything of this world. I listen for Thy voice. I wait for Thy Word.

This form of meditation repeated a dozen times a day would eventually change our entire life, and it is possible that changes might be evident within a month. Every time we turn to that inner center, we are recognizing that we, of our own self, can do nothing; we are seeking the kingdom within. This is true humility, true prayer, an acknowledgement of the nothingness of human wisdom, human power, and human strength. It is acknowledging that wisdom, power, and strength come from the Infinite Invisible. These periods of silence create an atmosphere of Spirit in which the activity of Spiri, without our knowing it or having any awareness of it, goes before us to make the desert blossom as the rose.”

This afternoon I co-hosted the European Law of One Study Group. Today we were discussing Session #57. After we went through all of the questions and answers I was asked about: “Don’s ability to hear what Ra channeled through Carla even thought their words were spoken so slowly that I couldn’t understand what Ra said until I transcribed the session.” “How my expression of anger manifested at Don for wanting to self-publish the third book of The Law of One with the first two books of The Law of One because I kept the books for us and told Don that we couldn’t afford to do that, so my anger manifested when a knock on the door of the living room, where we held our Sunday night group meditations, gave me the opportunity to express my anger by hurdling a couch that we used to make our long living room smaller, so our Sunday night meditation attendees could hear each other better. But I never talked to Don to resolve my anger, so while I was asleep that night a wood spider bit me on my elbow, and our friend of negative polarity intensified the strength of the bite to equal the bite of a water moccasin which resulted in my having renal problems and gaining 20 lbs. of weight in two weeks.” “How we can use the balancing exercise of dealing with catalyst by reliving the experience of the catalyst in meditation and mentally intensifying it until it is greatly enhanced. Then imagining the opposite emotion, for just a moment, and then let it get as large as the original catalyst. Then we accept ourself for both of the forms of catalyst so, after doing this with all catalyst for the rest of our lives, we might be able to become a 360 degree being, the one infinite Creator.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 12

Lost In Love

I am the principle of Jesus the Christ that speaks to the world this day. I greet you in Love, peace and joy; the full consciousness that is divine Love.

Each of you has this same divine Love, this same voice, this same inspiration, and this same consciousness. This principle that speaks through this instrument is the immanent Creator. And each may open the heart and limber the ears inwardly to listen to that consciousness which is the Father.

To seek inspiration from sources which you trust is a good and blessed activity. But each of you is a child of the Father. And to each of you the Holy Spirit may come. Indeed, that Spirit is with you. It is your choice whether or not to pray to hear that principle of Jesus the Christ which is the essence of the consciousness of love.

Value this within yourself. Honor, treasure, and use it. Then you may move through your day and through your life in a blessed and purposive path, a joy to others and a growing joy to the self, lost, at last, in the Father and in Love.

 We leave you in Love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today Hatonn channeling comes from June 26, 1982:

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I would like to explain what happened last Sunday. I was not with this instrument when she translated the concept into words. She is not aware that she does not understand words. I will explain this to you. If you say right to her, she cannot understand it. She will say mentally, “You mean turn the machine not to the left but to the right?” This is a concept and she can understand it and follow it. I would not suggest that you say “fire” to her because she has to translate it into, “The building is on fire,” into a concept and then she will respond. If I gave her words, she would have to translate the words into a concept and translate the concept back into words. It is much easier for me to give her a concept. I will not give her a concept late in the meeting. She may be involved that she forgets to translate it into words. This would not happen again because she would understand that she was translating the concept after I left. She was so fascinated with the concept that she wanted to tell you what I had told her.

I was explaining to her that television machines and cooling systems are negative influences. Before television and cooling systems people sat on their front porch and became involved with their other selves. The drama was not as condensed on the front porch but it was real, and they did not feel isolated the way they do in front of their TV set. Even refrigeration is negatively oriented. In the days of the icebox people went down to the drugstore for ice cream. They went to the grocery store because perishables would not keep. They became involved with their other selves. These machines are negatively oriented. You must be very careful not to use them extensively. That is one reason that there is so much crime on the streets. People are isolated. They do not care. Be aware of the negative influence of these machines and make a point of not using them too much.

I now leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you once again in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It was not our original intention to speak through this instrument at this time, but as we have communications of two types to offer, we shall take this opportunity to do so. We would first say to our sister, M, that the brilliance and the clarity of this instrument’s personality is quite unusual among your people upon this planet. Unlike many of your people who seek, this instrument’s seeking takes place in an atmosphere which you may call the brightest of noon, and is not shadowed by the many shadings of doubt and confusion that complicate the seeking of many of your people.

This has both aided and, may we say, somewhat hindered our initiation of contact with this gifted instrument. It has aided our contact in that we are able to communicate so openly, for this instrument has been well tuned, shall we say, to a specific spiritual frequency of positivity, Love and Light for a great portion of this instrument’s incarnation. However, we would caution the instrument known as M that we, as Confederation members, never instruct but always suggest, that we always desire to leave the room for the doubting, the pause for the consideration. Therefore, when this instrument receives a portion of a concept that is a conclusion that brooks no contrary opinion, this communication contains a large portion of that which is the loving and brilliant deeper mind of the instrument. We desire to keep as a part of all free will channeling a portion of that character that makes each entity a unique and inspiring instrument. However, we say to you, my sister, and to all new channels, we do not wish to instruct your people, for we are your brothers and sisters. Therefore, if you receive such, shall we say, cut and dried concepts, ask for more clarity. Ask for a purer contact, and we shall be there making the adjustment necessary to blend our thoughts with yours in order that the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator may be offered to your people in words that inspire without the ordering.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about how they work with talented instruments such as M. They began by saying it was not our intention to speak through this instrument at this time, but as we have communications of two types to offer, we shall take this opportunity to do so, and we say to our sister, M, that the clarity of this instrument’s personality is unusual among your people upon this planet, but unlike many of your people who seek, this instrument’s seeking takes place in an atmosphere of the brightest noon, and it is not shadowed by shadings of doubt that complicate the seeking of many of your people. Hatonn went on to say this has aided and hindered our initiation of contact with this gifted instrument, for it has aided our contact in that we are able to communicate so openly, for this instrument has been well tuned to a specific spiritual frequency of positivity, Love, and Light for a great portion of her incarnation, but we would caution M that we, as Confederation members, desire to leave room for doubting, so when M receives a portion of a concept that is a conclusion, this communication contains a portion of that which is the brilliant deeper mind of the instrument, and we desire to keep, as a part of all free will channeling, a portion of that character that makes each entity an unique and inspiring instrument, but we say to you, and to all new channels, we do not wish to instruct your people, for we are your brothers and sisters, so if you receive such cut and dried concepts, ask for more clarity; ask for a purer contact; and we shall be there to make the adjustment necessary to blend our thoughts with yours in order that the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator may be offered to your people in words that inspire without the ordering. On December 17, 1995, Q’uo said that the process of channeling uses portion of the deeper mind to channel:

We are part of a logical structure by which you as a conscious individual attempt to address the deeper metaphysical questions. Are we real? Do we come from a physical planet to you? Are we a portion of this instrument’s deeper mind? Are all things outside this instrument’s mind illusions? All of these questions can be answered positively. It is difficult for your minds to grasp. Nevertheless, it is deeply true, in our opinion, that all spiritual circumstance is simply aimed at by word and concept. The truth, the reality, of who we are, who you are, and what your basic nature is is beyond mental acquisition. Those who seek the truth of being are those who are destined to follow a mystery, and much is gained by the entity who simply decides to trust that mystery, to trust the basic nature of the self, and to ask not to become something they are not, but rather to become that which they most truly are, for each of you has the pure and perfect Light within. Each of you dwells in a state of grace at a very deep level at all times in all places whatsoever.

We would, in addition, wish to continue that message which was begun so that we may express through each instrument the same thought that you may perceive in two ways—one intention and one meaning. We spoke to you, my friends, of some of what you may call your gadgets—your televisions and your refrigeration. My friends, we could go on and remind you of many of the elements of those days which are in your memory or in the memories of those who bore you into this incarnation, memories of the time when there were more than two or three in a household, where domiciled together there were many more other selves, and where, because of the relative lack of movement geographically among your people, there was a far longer term of interaction between yourself and those to whom each person was close. In this particular time, as you call it, your people lacked the luxury of those several other selves with whom to spend an incarnation. And we say a luxury, my friends, because each entity who reflects a loved one in Love and without stint or grudge becomes a mirror so that the growth of the entity may accelerate greatly.

For example, my friends, you may hear the babe crying and feel some emotion when that babe is part of a drama upon your television, but need you go and comfort it? Need you nurture it? No, my friends. It is gone to be replaced by another which likewise will only touch you briefly. But to hear the babe crying and to go to it—ah, my friends, there lies service. There lies the opportunity. There are some of you who come in contact with many, many other selves in your daily lives and yet do not receive the mirror until you meet those other selves that cause you concern, that cause you to ponder, to meditate, to pray, and to care. We ask that you thank the Creator for each opportunity that you have to experience the contact with other selves that teaches you your nature, that gives you the mirror for yourself.

It has been said in your holy works that the love of money is the root of all evil. We would paraphrase this and say that the love of distraction is the root of the slowing of the spirit. It is not that anything is negative in itself, but if an inanimate object, if a convenience, if that which gives you solitude, is loved and sought when you have the opportunity to look in the mirror of your other self, then, my friends, that inanimate object has become a blockage to the positive growth of yourself as a seeker. Seek ye then that truth and that Love which can only be found in the experiences of meditation and of the serious consideration of all those thoughts that concern you in your dealings and in your attempts to be of service to your brothers and your sisters.

Now Hatonn wanted to speak of former days when there were more family members in our homes. They went on to say we wish to continue that message which was begun so that we may express through each instrument the same thought that you may perceive in two ways: one in intention and one in meaning, for we spoke to you of some of your gadgets, and we could remind you of many of the elements of those days which are in the memories of those who bore you into this incarnation, memories of the time when there were more other selves living together, and where, because of the relative lack of movement geographically among your people, there was a longer term of interaction between yourself and those to whom each person was close, so in this time your people lacked the luxury of those other selves with whom to spend an incarnation, and we say a luxury because each entity who reflects a loved one becomes a mirror, so that the growth of the entity may accelerate greatly. Hatonn continued by saying it has been said in your Bible that the love of money is the root of all evil, but we would paraphrase this and say that the love of distraction is the root of the slowing of the spirit, but it is not that anything is negative in itself, but if an inanimate object or a convenience gives you solitude, and it is loved and sought when you look in the mirror of your other self, and then that inanimate object has become a blockage to the positive growth of yourself as a seeker, so seek that truth and Love which can only be found in the experiences of meditation and of the consideration of those thoughts that concern you in your attempts to be of service to your brothers and sisters. On August 24, 1984, Latwii said that the mirroring effect allows us to look into the mirror of our other selves allows us to remove blockages and accelerate our learning process:

To speak to the second portion of your query, it is a most efficient means of learning for an entity to learn with another in order that this mirroring effect might be utilized to accelerate the learning process. It is quite possible to learn as a solitary being, but without the mirrors of other selves to show the self the intricacies of the self, the self then is more likely to miss the refining ability that mirrors provide.

In closing we thank you for your patience, and we thank the one known as M. Indeed, we do not wish to seem to be giving this instrument a hard time but because of this instrument’s ability we have a desire to aid this instrument in its nurturing that those words which through her come may be to the fullest extent be that which she wishes—a true channel for the Love and the Light, and it is in that Creator and in that creation that we leave you. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Let us begin by sitting in a comfortable position. Some people prefer a straight chair, even a hard one, so that they are compelled to sit in an upright position; whereas others find themselves more comfortable in an armchair. Keep the feet flat on the floor; hold the body erect, with the hands resting in the lap In this natural, relaxed, but alert position, begin your meditation with some passage of scripture that may come to your thought, or, if you like, you my open the Bible or a book of spiritual wisdom and read for a short time. You may read only one paragraph, or you may need to read ten pages before some particular thought attracts your attention. When this occurs, close your book and take that thought into your meditation. Think about it; hold it right in front of you; repeat it to yourself. Ask yourself: Why did this particular quotation come to me? Does it have an inner meaning? What is its significance to me at this time?

As you continue meditating another statement may come to your attention. Consider both of these thoughts: Is there any relationship between them? Is there any coherence? Why did this quotation follow the first one? By this time probably a third idea and then a fourth will have come, and all three thoughts will have come out of your awareness, out of your consciousness. In this short period of meditation which may have been of only a minute’s duration, you have experienced God revealing Itself; you have opened yourself to divine Intelligence and Love. This is the Word of God which is quick, and sharp, and powerful.

To have received one statement of truth from the depths of our own being is evidence that we have had a degree of realization of God; peace and quiet descend upon us; and a sense of well-being and assurance well up within us. This form of meditation, if practiced faithfully, opens our consciousness to permit God to function in our life, to permit Christ to live our life—but it must be practiced. It is necessary, therefore, to return to our meditation at our first opportunity, and to repeat the process in the middle of the day and again in the evening. We may find that we are unable to sleep continuously throughout the night. In the middle of the night the demand come, ‘Meditate.’”

Then I ran some errands with my first stop being at Walmart where I bought some bananas and Pepsi-Zero. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some kitty litter and some kitten cat food. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription and bought some Kleenexes, so Moisturizing Cream, and two vanilla Hagan Daas ice creams.

This afternoon I returned to the Purrfect Cat Café, and I adopted a kitten by the name of MJ. She had an eye infection which required many medications, and it was recommended that I make an appointment with my vet two weeks from now. When we got home, I let her out of the cat carrier, and she began eagerly exploring every room of my home. I got her food and water bowls and her litter box set up in the back part of my kitchen, and I am sure that she will be visiting all of them sometime this evening. Every time I petted her she began purring and rolling around on the floor, and that is just what I was looking for!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 13

Prepare A Way For Light

We are of the principle of divine Love, and we greet you in the Love of Jesus the Christ.

My children, it may seem to you that the road ahead this day contains within it a situation which calls upon the very greatest that is within you. For there is within your life a personal situation which seems resistant to prayer and outside the realm of the Holy Spirit.

Yet we say to you in the name of Love that it is you who may make the difference this day for that person, for that situation. For when you behold a person in conflict and despair and lost from the Light and the peace of God, you behold someone who has within the mind the picture that is jarring and painted in such a way as to disturb.

Let the Spirit fill your mind with a positive and beautiful picture for that person and for that situation. It is not a difficult thing to do, for it is not done within yourself but by calling upon the Spirit of Love to illuminate and lighten the darkness of confusion and human concern.

It is said, “Let your light shine.” Know you that it is necessary only to prepare a way for the Light of the perfectLlove of Jesus the Christ to shine through you and all situations, all entities, may be bathed in that love as you pray to be a channel for Love this day.

We leave you in the utter peace of the Love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day.
Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from June 20, 1982:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator. My friends, we initially attempted to contact a number of the newer instruments, yet found ourselves unable to convince those individuals of the veracity of the contact. It is our desire in the future to attempt this often at further sessions so as to familiarize each instrument with our vibration that they might perceive and be confident in our initial contacts. At this time, we desire to extend our vibration to the one known as A, that she might again experience the sensation and be able to compare the vibration with that which she experienced earlier and so better recognize our presence. At this time, we will transfer our contact to the one known as A. I am Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument, and again we greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, we would like at this time to speak a few words though this instrument.

You are all going through a time in which you are learning many lessons, and we are well aware of the difficulties and the pain that is sometime felt from learning lessons. But did you not choose to learn this lesson so that you might learn more and thereby experience the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator? We wish to say that you all are doing well in seeking the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. And at those times when you feel the lesson is too hard, remember you are not alone, but that you are one with the infinite Creator and, therefore, you will take on any challenge you face.

We will leave this instrument now so that we may exercise some of the other new instruments. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as D1. I am Hatonn.

(D1 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Your life and your mind is like a stream. At times you feel it is dried up and cannot go on. But a torrent of ideas and events, as a torrent of rain, will send you further along the path. At times part of your mind will go into still ponds, and you do not see the end, but part will still be in the main stream and will pull you down. As life goes on, and the stream gets bigger, your ideas and your understanding become larger and you eventually will reach your destination. I now leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is well for us to remember that all of us are one in the Creator, and that the least of us is as much a part of the Creator as those that may appear great. On your planet, you have a tendency to place people on different levels, but that is not necessary with Love, because all are one and one is all. You hear many distressing things day by day, but it is always well to remember that the Creator is indeed in all of us, and you need have no concern for the things that bombard your ears day by day. We are pleased to have had the opportunity to exercise this instrument and will now transfer the contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument and once again greet you, my friends, in Love and in Light. If you will be patient, we will take a few moments to comment upon the work of the instruments that are now developing and their skills, and then we shall share a few thoughts with you. During this time, we shall be adjusting a contact with the one known as D1, so that this instrument may have an opportunity to work with us under somewhat better circumstances. May we say to each that we are very grateful for the opportunities for delving into the treasures of each instrument’s mind and experience offered to us. To the one known as A, we would say that although the progress made is very quick, it is to be relied upon and is a result of a desire which has, according to the nature of this individual, been carefully thought out. This clarity of desire is extremely helpful in preparing instruments for this or any positive service and we commend this instrument.

We commend also the instrument known as M and would only ask that this gifted instrument, that in contact with our vibration, it refrains from closing the contact for a brief moment after each train of thought has been accomplished and communicated. The process by which we of the Confederation build concepts into meaningful relationships for these communications is one in which concept is built upon concept. Therefore, as the instrument begins to be aware of concepts, it is then time for the instrument to be aware of the possibility that more than one concept may be prepared for communication. This was in this case a possibility. We offer this information in order that the instrument may grasp the nature of the sensations felt and may see the mechanism whereby the flow of our communication may be easily shut off at any junction at the desire of the instrument. We wish also to commend and thank the one known as K that that which we wished to communicate was well received.

Each of you, my friends, is progressing at a rapid rate and we are, along with our brothers and sisters of Laitos, in awe at the opportunity presented to us at this time and offer our thanks and our Love to each. We are aware of a desire for some words at this time which may be of aid, for there is a majority among you whose questioning at this time is particularly keen in the area of the actual practicality or reality of living a life filled with the Creator while within an illusion of that which may seem harmless or may seem difficult, but certainly seems full of the unnecessary, the ambivalent, the humorous, and the ridiculous. Where, then, is the profundity of the great Love of the Creator? As you sit at your traffic lights, do you see the Creator? As you attempt to clean up after your ceaselessly disordering lives, filling your refuse pails and consuming the contents of brown paper bags, do you see the Creator?

My friends, if you do not it is understandable, but it is also an area that needs work. Let us remove ourselves, not from the traffic lights or the places behind the wheels of automobiles. Not from the self as it consumes and creates garbage, but from the attitude that trivializes existence. Let us look at the atoms that make up the scene at the traffic light. Is not everything that is created a creation full of Love? Indeed, where can you go to escape Love? You tabernacle with Love as you gaze into the blank faces that await the changing of a random traffic light. If you wish to ignore the temple that is about you, this you may do. It is not necessary. Do you find your lives trivial because in some portion there is a routine of maintenance and sustenance and the removing of the husks of this maintenance and sustenance? My friends, your physical vehicle was given to you because it is a marvelously sensitive mechanism for perceiving the Creator. Listen and learn from its perceptions and do not begrudge it its maintenance. For each thing that you must do in order to maintain life within the illusion may be reflected upon and learned from. My friends, meditation is extremely helpful, but you do not have to wait for meditation to seek the non-trivial in each moment. You stand upon holy ground, as the one known as Moses did in your holy works. Take the shoes from off your feet; take the numbness from you feelings about your self and about your routines. When you feel that presence, that Love in the so-called trivial moment that you spend with yourselves, then, my friends, how much more ready you are to be of service to those about you. You may look for the Creator in genetic coding, in the furthest star, in the small, in the enormous. Look where you wish, my friends, your vision will not fail you. You will find the Creator that you seek, but begin by seeking where you are and within your own nature.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about how we can live a life within the Love of the Creation while we are within the third-density illusion. Hatonn began by saying each of you is progressing at a rapid rate, and we are, along with our brothers and sisters of Laitos, in awe at the opportunity presented to us at this time and offer our thanks and our Love to each, and we are aware of a desire for some words at this time which may be of aid, for there is a majority among you whose questioning at this time is keen in the area of the reality of living a life filled with the Creator while within an illusion of that which may seem harmless or may seem difficult, but seems full of the humorous and the ridiculous: “Where is the profundity of the great Love of the Creator? As you sit at your traffic lights, do you see the Creator? As you attempt to clean up after your ceaselessly disordering lives, filling your refuse pails and consuming the contents of brown paper bags, do you see the Creator?” Hatonn went on to say if you do not, it is understandable, but it is also an area that needs work, so let us remove ourselves, not from the traffic lights or the places behind the wheels of automobiles, not from the self as it consumes and creates garbage, but from the attitude that trivializes existence, and let us look at the atoms that make up the scene at the traffic light: “Is not everything that is created a creation full of Love? Indeed, where can you go to escape Love?” Then Hatonn said you tabernacle with Love as you gaze into the blank faces that await the changing of a random traffic light, but if you wish to ignore the temple that is about you, and this you may do, but it is not necessary, so: “Do you find your lives trivial because in some portion there is a routine of maintenance and sustenance and the removing of the husks of this maintenance?,” and your physical vehicle was given to you because it is a sensitive mechanism for perceiving the Creator, so listen and learn from its perceptions and do not begrudge it its maintenance, for each thing that you do in order to maintain life within the illusion may be reflected upon and learned from, and meditation is helpful, but you do not have to wait for meditation to seek the non-trivial in each moment, for you stand upon holy ground, as Moses did in your Bible, so take the shoes off your feet; take the numbness from you feelings about yourself and about your routines, and when you feel that Love in the trivial moment that you spend with yourselves, then how much more ready you are to be of service to those about you, for you may look for the Creator in genetic coding in the furthest star, in the small, in the enormous, so look where you wish, for your vision will not fail you, and you will find the Creator that you seek, but begin by seeking within your own nature.  In 30.5, Ra said that the Creator is in every part of the creation:

Questioner: I would like to know how the mind/body/spirit complexes originate. How, going back as far as necessary, does the— Do they originate by spirit forming mind and mind forming body? Can you tell me this?

Ra: I am Ra. We ask you to consider that you are attempting to trace evolution. This evolution is as we have previously described, the consciousness being first, in first density, without movement, a random thing. Whether you may call this mind or body complex is a semantic problem. We call it mind/body complex recognizing always that in the simplest iota of this complex exists in its entirety the One Infinite Creator; this mind/body complex then in second density discovering the growing and turning towards the light, thus awakening what you may call the spirit complex, that which intensifies the upward spiraling towards the love and light of the Infinite Creator.

The addition of this spirit complex, though apparent rather than real, it having existed potentially from the beginning of space/time, perfects itself by graduation into third density. When the mind/body/spirit complex becomes aware of the possibility of service to self or other-self, then the mind/body/spirit complex is activated.

I would at this time, close this contact through the instrument known as D2. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn. We have been making adjustments for contact with this instrument and find that he is constantly readjusting. The method of contact this time is not fully understood or accepted and has made it much more difficult.

[Long pause.]

At this time, we have very good contact with this instrument and hope in the future he will remain open and accept our presence. This instrument has sensitive [inaudible] … We may need [inaudible]. This instrument does not accept the fact that we are, in effect, dissolving his defenses as his desire is greater than his own resistance. If he will accept this, life will be made much easier for us all. [Laughter] We will close this contact and hope that in the future that he is cooperative as he is [inaudible]. I am Hatonn.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. Although she is normally very talkative, she refuses to tell more than one of my ideas, and I have been flooding her with ideas. I would like for her to say that all the beautiful things that happen to you come through with you. Any flower that you smell the scent of never dies; any baby’s laughter that you hear rings on forever. The people of your planet are not collecting beauty to bring with them. The sunset that you see never dies, but the ones you don’t bother to see for you remain. Collect beautiful moments. True, your planet has its problems. It has acid rain, but the flowers still grow. Someday things may be barren, but if you have these flowers growing in your mind you will have beauty that comes with you. How many times do you pass something beautiful, something happy, something wonderful, and ignore it? Your world has many beautiful things, and your people seem to be immune to them. They like highways, they like to go fast, but all beautiful things take time. Walking in the grass, hearing a bird sing, these are beautiful things to take with you. When you leave this planet don’t just take its trouble. You really have many wonderful things. Collect them. Cherish them and remember that anything that you remember never dies.

This instrument will not give anymore of my ideas. I will leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as M for opening wider the channel that is indeed a gift to which we are grateful to avail ourselves. The sensitivity that this new instrument seems to manifest so quickly, so we are having a chuckle at the delightful rapidity of the movement of energy within your group. We would again, if we may, attempt to close our contact through the instrument known as D2. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We are pleased that this instrument immediately recognized the conditioning and signal of contact. We may reassure this instrument that we will be as patient with him as he is with us and look forward to working with him again in the future. We leave this group saying as always in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most privileged to be asked once again by this group to serve in our capacity of attempting to answer your queries. We would, therefore, at this time open this meeting to the queries that may be asked. Is there a question at this time?

M: Yes. I was listening to the radio this morning, and it was a review of the news of the recent past, in fact, this past week, and one of the comments was that it’s time for this planet to get its act together, and the next statement was that this planet is a grain of sand in the galaxy, and the commentator said he believes there are people on other planets. The thought that came to mind was that this person is probably from the fourth density or maybe even the fifth density because he seemed to have better understanding than most commentators.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We find it somewhat humorous to be asked to serve as the commentator upon a commentator. But, my friends, is this not the role which each plays upon your planet? For are not all of your entities the one Creator and does not each comment upon its particular status and experience of the one Creator? Whether it knows it or not, this is what it does. Some of your entities have for great periods of what you call time searched deep within their being and deep within the illusion for the meaning of both. Some, therefore, have drawn unto themselves those portions of their great self which they have sought. The revelations, intuitions, the piecing together of the meaning of the life, of the nature of the one Creator and the functioning of your illusion comes little by little, yet it comes in some form to all.

Many upon your planet, whether they be those known to you as the wanderers, the teachers, the avatars, or whether they be those who are native to this planet or another planet similar to it, have found portions of the Creator in the form by which the entity could understand that which has been found. You will see in the days which follow the increasing recognition by more and more entities upon your plant of the nature of their existence. For the time and the cycle of this planet does indeed grow short and the act is being gotten together, for the players are those old souls upon your planet who have had many such roles and this is the grand finale. The learnings of each incarnation shall be distilled and shall be radiated to all who have ears to hear. Yes, my friends, great understanding is coming to your planet. Greater understanding shall come to each entity and through each entity in the days which are to come.

M asked: “I was listening to the radio this morning, and it was a review of the news of the recent past, in fact, this past week, and one of the comments was that it’s time for this planet to get its act together, and the next statement was that this planet is a grain of sand in the galaxy, and the commentator said he believes there are people on other planets. The thought that came to mind was that this person is probably from the fourth density or maybe even the fifth density because he seemed to have better understanding than most commentators.” Latwii began by saying we find it humorous to be asked to serve as the commentator upon a commentator, but: “Is this not the role which each plays upon your planet? For are not all of your entities the one Creator and does not each comment upon its particular status and experience of the one Creator?” Then Latwii said whether it knows it or not, this is what each entity does, and some of your entities have for periods of time searched deep within their being and the illusion for the meaning of both, so some have drawn unto themselves those portions of their great Self which they have sought, for the revelations, the nature of the one Creator, and the functioning of your illusion comes little by little, yet it comes in some form to all. Latwii continued by saying many upon your planet, whether they be those known to you as wanderers, teachers, avatars, or whether they be those who are native to this planet or another planet similar to it, have found portions of the Creator in the form by which the entity could understand that which has been found, and you will see in the days to come the increasing recognition by more entities upon your planet of the nature of their existence, for the cycle of this planet grows short, and the act is being gotten together, for the players are those old souls upon your planet who have had many such roles, and this is the grand finale where the learnings of each incarnation shall be distilled and shall be radiated to all who have ears to hear, so a great understanding is coming to your planet, and greater understanding shall come to each entity, and through each entity, in the days which are to come. On May 25, 1997, Q’uo spoke about the nature of greater understanding:

The points of pain that trigger the emotional response are those areas that may be seen both physically and metaphysically as a knotting or tying into knots of portions of the physical and metaphysical vehicles so that when one is able to find such a point one may focus the attention upon the untying or releasing of pain.

In this experience lies an entire field of discovery, for each entity has woven into the life pattern a number of these points which may then lead to a greater and greater understanding of the nature of the entity, leading eventually to the fully experienced presence of the one infinite Creator, many steps along this path.

I am Latwii. May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you very much. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question or two. In your answer you spoke of very old souls. Could you speak a little about them? I’m not really sure what you mean,  so are there varying types of ages or anything?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. In truth, all are one being. This one being, as you know, has chosen to evolve by dividing Itself into many portions. Each portion, therefore, given the freewill, evolves at its own pace, learning those lessons within the framework of what you call space and time, at a pace which is chosen by the entity. For those upon your planet come from many sources, for this planet, which is now finishing its third density experience, has collected into its influence those from many other planets from the third density upon their conclusion of third density, those souls who were unable to achieve the graduation at that time. These entities have come to this planetary influence in order that they might have, once again, the opportunity to learn the lessons of Love to the degree necessary to welcome the Light of that known as the fourth density of Love and understanding. Therefore, the few upon your planet that have evolved from your planet’s second density of plant and animal life, could be in one sense be considered younger than those who have come to this planet from another third density planet. Yet all are one. In their evolution and by their free choice, entities determine the pace at which they pursue their return to the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you, not at this time.

I am Latwii, and I thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. Why does Hatonn talk to me when he knows I am not going to say these things? Time’s over; is it for next Sunday? Why does he keep talking to me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is a common practice for Confederation members to provide the conditioning vibration to those requesting it as new instruments for as long as the instrument continues to express a desire for this vibration. Some of those who do not choose to serve as instruments feel this vibration as a deepening of their meditative state; some of those, on the other hand, who are new instruments, not only feel the possibility of the deepening meditation, but are aware of the possibility of transmitting thoughts at that time.

Sensitive instruments, when also being a new instrument, oftentimes are unable to determine the appropriate moment for initiating the contact. This is not unusual. With practice, each instrument may become aware of when the contact is indeed being initiated. The one known as Hatonn has, through your instrument, spoken various thoughts due to the facility with which Hatonn has been able to utilize your instrument. The one known as Hatonn has attempted to build thought upon thought through your channel. There has been the ease of contact with your instrument, coupled with the desire to purely transmit that which is felt by yourself. This desire to purely transmit the thoughts has also provided somewhat a limit to the length of the contact. It is this limit which the one known as Hatonn has offered you the opportunity to lengthen. The opportunity is always there. Your ability to discriminate the appropriate moment for initiating the contact will increase with practice.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, I think you’ve answered it.

I am Latwii. We are grateful for the opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have a question sparked by the previous question. When Confederation members send a carrier wave, are there concepts involved in the basic carrier wave? In other words, is there a kind of conceptualized transmission that is answering the subconscious level which may be seeking such information that goes on pretty much all the time, if we open ourselves to it? Or is this carrier wave without concept, and M’s experience is just a specialized case where she continued to desire the conditioning and, consequently, the sensitive thoughts as well?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is not entirely easy to answer, for each experience is most unique. In general, we may say that when the Confederation entities attempt to initiate contact with any instrument there is, by the very nature of the entity involved, a framework, shall we say, of information which is available. Those of Hatonn deal primarily with the concepts of Love. When such a contact is initiated, this general framework then is blended, not only with the combined vibrations, shall we say, of the group which is being spoken to, but also is blended with the instrument being utilized; specifically, with the instrument’s desires, knowledge, whether conscious or sub-conscious, and the instrument’s facility with your language. Therefore, the carrier wave may activate within an instrument a message which blends the Confederation’s thoughts, the desires of the group, and the abilities of the instrument. An instrument which desires contact and desires to be of service in this manner may increase the contribution which it makes to that contact if its desire is great. This is acceptable to each Confederation member as long as the instrument also remains open to further communication so concepts may be built upon concepts and a balanced message might be given.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I’m sorry to be such a pest, but I’ve been working with this contact since … twenty years ago, and this is the first time this has really come up, and I’m fascinated by it. Given that there is another instrument as sensitive as M, I would like to know what’s going on next time better. OK. How is a person as sensitive as this new instrument to determine clearly the proper time to initiate contact if the contact is of such a completely comfortable nature that communication is possible on a continual basis? This is not usually true of new instruments, and the length is one little by little until a person can communicate a series of concepts. As I understand it, the difficulty is exactly the opposite here where the new instrument is capable of continuing to communicate and continuing to receive and, consequently, how or by what mechanism can such a sensitive new instrument be able to discriminate the proper moment to initiate contact?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We greatly appreciate the opportunity to comment upon this subject, for, indeed, it is true that seldom do we have an instrument which is both new and quite sensitive and able to perceive our contact with ease. It is, therefore, recommended to each new instrument that some form of sign be asked for by the new instrument from the Confederation member when contact is to be verbalized. This might take any form comfortable to the instrument, whether it be the gradual opening of the mouth, seemingly at the control of the Confederation member, or the concept within the mind that it is now time to begin to verbalize the concepts, or a feeling of pulsing between the eyebrows, the feeling of energy rushing through the chest, or any other sensation which is acceptable to the instrument. This will allow the new instrument to differentiate between the conditioning vibration, which aids the deepening of the meditation and the initiation of contact through the verbalization of concepts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Only if you could give me any other pointers as a person who offers meditations for new instruments in order that I might in any other way be able to help any other new instrument who came to me with the questions M has.

I am Latwii. My sister, we feel that this group has for a great period of what you call time become most familiar with the mechanics of contact of the telepathic nature, therefore, at this time we feel that there has been ample recognition of the nature of the contact by each new instrument and that as new circumstances arise in what you call your future that each entity be asked to query upon any particular problem which is encountered. The asking of the questions concerning the contact should always be encouraged so that the intricacies of this contact might be made known to each entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, I thank you

I am Latwii. I am grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

A: I have a question. [Inaudible]. During meditation sessions, say when you, Latwii, are channeling an answer through an instrument, is it possible for others present to receive or communicate with others of, say, Hatonn during, say, your channeling?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query my sister. All things are quite possible. We hope that this is not too impossible to digest. If an entity during a meditation, such as this meditation, desires contact from another Confederation member while a contact is ongoing and being verbalized at that moment, this might occur upon the mental, telepathic level. Usually such a contact is only felt as the conditioning vibration so that the meditation is deepened, allowing the entity to perceive the concepts being verbalized with as deep a portion of the subconscious mind as possible. This allows the fuller comprehension of the concepts to be enjoyed by the entity.

To seek a contact of a telepathic nature in which concepts are transmitted during a meditation in which verbalized channeling is occurring is possible but not recommended, for though your mind has great potential it is able to focus the attention only upon one train of thought at a time while in the meditative state. Therefore, a choice must be made, and it is always recommended that each entity within the circle of meditation focus the energy and the attention upon those verbalized concepts being shared by all, so that the channel may be held as clear and steady as possible, thereby aiding the group as much as is possible. To [inaudible] the attention and energy from the concepts being verbalized is to create gaps in the circle of Light which sustains the contact.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: So you’re saying also that most likely someone from the Confederation would not initiate mental contact during a meditation. Is this true?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. This is basically correct, for it is well recognized by each Confederation member that there is a need to keep the focus of attention one-pointed during such telepathic transmission of thoughts. The entities within the circle, however, by the exercise of their free will might at any time request a contact, and when called, Confederation members answer in the manner which is most appropriate.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, not at this time, thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. During a Friday session, [inaudible] of this group known as M attempted to channel an answer to a question that was in opposition to his own personal bias concerning the subject matter. He had difficulty in transmitting the answer and immediately after had a great deal of difficulty removing the control of his body from the entity channeling through him and regaining the control of his body for himself. Would you please discuss this situation, as it was you initially that was speaking through him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. When speaking through an instrument such as the one known as M and utilizing concepts which are in opposition to the instrument’s beliefs, there is frequently created a situation in which the instrument provides a barrier to the smooth flowing of concepts. Though the instrument’s desire may be strong to serve as an instrument, the consternation felt at the information which is being transmitted may for a time cause the instrument to lose control of its process of receiving the information and block the full reception of the concepts. This can result in another entity’s utilization of the instrument for the further diverting of the concepts involved.

This group has, by the very brilliance of the Light which emanates from it, attracted the attention of those of the opposite polarity, which is the natural balancing function and, therefore, it is recommended that the most careful tuning be utilized by, not only the group, but by each entity serving as instrument so that the efforts might be kept most pure. When concepts are blocked by the desire of the instrument to transmit only a certain set of thoughts there is set up then the possibility that this blockage might be utilized by other entities. This is quite unusual, for most groups do not attract the attention that this group has.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yes. Is this particular instrument known as M possessed of an unusual susceptibility of which he and the others of the group should be aware concerning this potential for displacement and is there any reason that you might suggest that this instrument not channel, or, further, is there any particular process you would recommend for the protection of this individual instrument?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Instruments, which are sensitive to whatever degree their sensitivity is expressed, are, therefore, sensitive to contact by any entity whose vibratory levels fall within that range of sensitivity, be the entity positive or negative who is attempting to transmit thoughts. It is through the tuning mechanism utilized by the group and by the instrument itself that the choice is made between the positive and negative vibrations. It is, therefore, most helpful that the group not only utilizes the greatest care in its tuning before the session has begun, but that each instrument utilizes some means of determining the nature of the entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instruments. It is recommended, therefore, that each new instrument creates some form of challenge to an entity who wishes to utilize its instrument in the transmission of thoughts. The challenge may take any form which is meaningful to the new instrument. The basic nature of the challenge is to ask that the entity wishing to transmit thoughts whether it is of the Confederation, whether it comes in the name of the Christ or the Christ consciousness, or the positive polarity of service to others. Each Confederation member appreciates this challenge and will answer in the affirmative. Those entities not of the Confederation or not of positive polarity are not able to meet this challenge or answer this query, and, therefore, must retire. Therefore, we once again suggest the tuning of the group and the development of each new instrument of some means of challenging those entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instrument.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yes, one final question. The information that you have given in response to my questions has been given to me previously, immediately after that session. Could you define for me the source of that information at that time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this case we find that we are bound by that Law of Confusion, also known as the respecting of free will. We find it necessary to recommend that you ponder this query in your meditations and consider its source for yourself.

May we answer further, my brother?

Questioner: No, for myself and my brother M, I thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I would like to apologize to the instrument, but I do have a couple of questions here about M’s experience. First of all, is it possible that M’s long-time fear that precisely this thing would happen to him attracted this experience to him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall relay your apologies to the instrument. To respond to your query, it is indeed quite possible that what one fears shall be drawn unto the entity until the fear is balanced with acceptance. For …

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This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “As we ponder the glory of God, contemplate God’s wonders, our mind is stayed on God.  Fewer and fewer extraneous thoughts thrust themselves upon our consciousness. We are able to sit for many minutes, sometimes for as long as an hour, finding ourselves at peace in our contemplation of God and the beauty of the spiritual universe. Contemplation lifts our consciousness into an atmosphere of receptivity, into a consciousness where miracles can take place. The conscious thinking mind comes to a stop, and as the invisible Presence and Power is permitted to operate in consciousness, we are merely functioning on the mental level.

The human mind cannot be the avenue for the activity of the Soul: a higher consciousness must be reached. Through this higher consciousness, through that mind which was in this higher consciousness, through that mind which was in Christ Jesus, the Soul reveals Itself and its activity as our individual experience That which imparts itself to us from the inner consciousness is power, not the thoughts we think, not our statements or beliefs; but that which reveals itself from within on the inner plane is the power, with signs following. This inner consciousness is without boundary and, by rising to a higher level of consciousness, we become aware of that which lies far beyond our immediate knowledge. This higher consciousness is unlimited and imparts its wisdom to us infinitely and eternally. It is that insulated place within our own being, where the ceaseless activity of the outer world does not intrude.

If we are faithful in the practice of contemplation and the simpler forms of meditation, this practice will lead us from one form of meditation to another, until we arrive at the actual experience of hearing the still small voice, of receiving divine guidance from within and of being divinely led every step of the way.”

This afternoon I went outside and pulled Sycamore Tree leaves from the bottom of the Cotton Ball Hydrangeas just outside my bedroom windows, and then I put them in a garbage can for yard waste pickup Thursday morning.

I would like to let everyone know that the itching problem that I have had is 99% gone thanks to my new Primary Care Physician’s prescribing Triamcinolone Acetonide for me to rub onto the itchy places twice a day. And I am so grateful for her help in getting rid of those itchy places!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 12

Lost In Love

I am the principle of Jesus the Christ that speaks to the world this day. I greet you in love, peace and joy; the full consciousness that is divine love.

Each of you has this same divine love, this same voice, this same inspiration, and this same consciousness. This principle that speaks through this instrument is the immanent Creator. And each may open the heart and limber the ears inwardly to listen to that consciousness which is the Father.

To seek inspiration from sources which you trust is a good and blessed activity. But each of you is a child of the Father. And to each of you the Holy Spirit may come. Indeed, that spirit is with you. It is your choice whether or not to pray to hear that principle of Jesus the Christ which is the essence of the consciousness of love.

Value this within yourself. Honor, treasure and use it. Then you may move through your day and through your life in a blessed and purposive path, a joy to others and a growing joy to the self, lost, at last, in the Father and in love.

We leave you in love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings for this session come from July 4, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We would speak through this instrument in order to express your compassion and that of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator for your planet. We are aware as we look into the thoughts of this instrument that this day has meaning to your nation. It is a day called Independence Day, my friends, as so many things have been won upon your planet, by killing and forcing one group’s opinion upon another in what seems to be a planetary love of hostile struggle. We know that you as well grieve for those strangers who you have never met, who die violently in unknown lands mouthing the ideals that have been taught them. We know that within your thoughts there lies great concern for those who have killed but have not been killed.

My friends, in the end, the victors and the victims merge into one pitiable panorama of carnage and experience, hard won. We would not say to you, my friends, that those who are the victims of what you call war have not profited in their spiritual growth, for all experience is useful, and death is but the end of a parenthesis in endlessness. But we would say to you, my friends, that because of the nationwide preoccupation with ideals that presuppose hostile actions, and because of planetary belief systems which are likewise dangerous, your planet is in great need of healing and in potential need of far more healing, for there are many within your planetary sphere who would not be adverse to global warfare.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of war. They began by saying we would speak through this instrument in order to express your compassion and that of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator for your planet, and we are aware as we look into the thoughts of Carla that this day has meaning to your nation since it is Independence Day, and as so many things have been won upon your planet by killing and forcing one group’s opinion upon another in what seems to be a planetary love of hostile struggle, for we know that you grieve for those strangers who you have never met, who die violently in unknown lands mouthing the ideals that have been taught them, so we know that within your thoughts there lies great concern for those who have killed but have not been killed. Hatonn went on to say in the end the victors and the victims merge into one panorama of experience, but we would not say that those who are the victims of war have not profited in their spiritual growth, for all experience is useful, and death is but the end of a parenthesis in endlessness, but we would say to you that because of the nationwide preoccupation with ideals that presuppose hostile actions, and because of planetary belief systems which are likewise dangerous, your planet is in great need of healing and in potential need of far more healing, for there are many within your planetary sphere who would not be adverse to global warfare. In 51.6, Ra spoke about the nature of the death of the physical body:

In fact, the process of the physical death is as we have described before: one in which there is aid available, and the only need at death is the releasing of that entity from its body by those around it and the praising of the process by those who grieve. By these means may the mind/body/spirit which has experienced physical death be aided, not by the various perceptions of careful and repeated rituals.

Therefore, as your hearts go out to those of whom you may know who have died attempting to be of service by killing and being killed, we take this opportunity to suggest to you that at any time that you may feel this compassion which we share for your planet that you share with your planet your peace and your love. Peace, my friends, is not a word used to indicate a positive force but rather the absence of a negative. Peace has been used by your people to mean an absence of active hostility. My friends, there is a peace that is an active principle. It is the other face of power, and it is part of the nature of the unity of all creation. That peace is no weak alternative to an ideal. That peace offers power of a spiritual kind which dissolves the seeming impossibilities of your geographical hostilities and their harmonious relationship. We ask you to call upon that peace, that active and living principle of a Creator of Love. Whenever you see brother against brother, may we suggest that you become inwardly active, invoking that principle of peace. The power of that principle is as great as your ability to comprehend the functions, the activities, and the being of yourself and all about you as one thing.

Hatonn went on to say as your hearts go out to those you know who have died attempting to be of service by killing and being killed, we take this opportunity to suggest to you that at any time that you feel this compassion which we share for your planet that you share with your planet your peace and your love, for peace is not a word used to indicate a positive force but rather the absence of a negative force, and peace has been used by your people to mean an absence of active hostility, but there is a peace that is an active principle that is the other face of power, and it is part of the nature of the unity of all creation, and that peace is no weak alternative to an ideal, for that peace offers power of a spiritual kind which dissolves the seeming impossibilities of your geographical hostilities and their harmonious relationship, so we ask you to call upon that peace, that active and living principle of a Creator of Love, and when you see brother against brother, we suggest that you become inwardly active, invoking that principle of peace, for the power of that principle is as great as your ability to comprehend the activities and the being of yourself and all about you as one thing. On April 3, 1985, Latwii spoke of how we can achieve peace instead of war:

I am Latwii, and we may suggest that within each nation upon your planet there are those whose love of peace far supersedes the love of war, and within each nation then there are those entities who move towards the resolution of conflicts in the peaceful manner. To these entities one may send the Love and Light of the one Creator that in the metaphysical sense they might receive the support that then they could, shall we say, channel or manifest within your third-density illusion. Remember, my brother, that all is truly one, and when you send the Love and Light and thoughts of peace to any entity, that entity is as yourself and receives your message as clearly as if you had sent it to yourself.

At this time, Laitos shall begin conditioning each newer instrument, and we shall transfer this contact to the one known as S1. I am Hatonn.

(S1 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument, and I greet you again, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, this Love is a blessed thing—to share this Love with your brothers and sisters no matter who they are or where you meet them, in your work day, in your daily lives, on the streets of your world, in the structures of your planet, remember they are your other selves, your brothers and sisters, and share this Love which you feel within this group, this small number of entities. Think on this, my friends. Were you to share with one other entity this feeling and they were to share, how quickly the feeling would grow and become larger and larger toward the end which we all seek and strive for.

My friends, remember as you go about your daily lives that we are with you, should you ever call—correction—should you but ask our assistance, and it will be joyfully and cheerfully given, for we know that in your density the striving is quite difficult at times, and the confusion of your world tends to get you down, so to speak. But, my friends, the Love that we have for you and share with you this evening is always there. Our humble words that we share with you through these instruments are only given to guide you and help you along your way. They are not meant to direct you or confidently tell you how your path should or must be. For only you, my friends know what your path is and what you are most comfortable with. This is beginning to know yourself and know your desires and where your path leads. My friends, our Love is always with you at a thought. We share your dreams, my friends. I leave you now, quietly, peacefully, as we hope your day has been, as we hope all your days will be, my brothers and sisters. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I have been with this instrument for some time. She loves to talk with me, and I know that she will tell it to you, even though she prefers not to. We have been discussing freedom, as it is your day of freedom. Freedom is an interesting concept. Plants, trees, and flowers have limited freedom because they cannot move. They can only live, die, become smaller or larger. But animals, such as the squirrel, have more freedom, but it can only be a squirrel. It cannot be a cat or a dog. You, as a human have, much more freedom than a squirrel. You have the opportunity to understand larger ideas. You can choose, but many of your choices are not consequential. It is similar to choosing vanilla or chocolate. In the long run it really doesn’t matter.

Many people feel they have great freedom. But part of their freedom is ignorance. They do not realize that they were patterned as a squirrel and flower. The other people are their other selves. They can hurt them. They can help them. They can learn at a slow rate, a fast rate, or whatever is their rate. But they are linked to the Creator. They are linked with their other selves, and this does limit their freedom, as a squirrel’s freedom is limited to being a squirrel. The more knowledge they see, the less freedom they really have. Freedom is precious in one sense and dangerous in another. Everything you do affects other people. If you have the freedom to love, you are directed in a positive way. You also have the freedom to hate, and that is not necessarily bad. It certainly is negative, and you are hurting your other selves. You do have these choices. So, your freedom is large in some sense and very small in others. I am Hatonn. I now leave this instrument.

(S1 channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. I come this evening to share with you our conditioning vibration and to blend our vibration with yours in the hope that we may be of service to you, brothers and sisters. In blending our vibrations and sending our conditioning to you, you allow us to be of service, and our Love is strongly visible in this way.

My friends, this day on your planet has been one of seeking in the hearts of many for the meaning of freedom—of freedom of will, freedom of your countries, and the dangers they face in the upcoming times. Many people on your planet wish to know the joy of freedom that you experience this evening within this group—the freedom and joy of loving one another, of sharing yourselves with one another, and being as one. So many of your people, my loved ones, do not share this feeling, this source of freedom. To love and share that love with one another is a source of freedom.

We wished only to say a few words through this instrument and will now leave you in the Love and Light of the Creator. But remember, my dear ones, should you but ask, and we will be with you to share our conditioning vibration to help you in your meditation, to share our love with you. Should you but ask with your mind, and we will be there. We leave you now, that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may perform their service of answering any questions you may have brought with you this evening. In so doing, you allow them also to serve you in the Love and Light. Again, my friends of our infinite Creator, we leave you now. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are adjusting to relax this instrument’s neck. We do not wish to be a pain in the neck. We enjoy channeling through this instrument and seldom have a reason to do so especially, but wished to aid our brothers and sisters in this meeting which we have been witnessing with our usual enjoyment and anticipation of our art. We are aware that each instrument wishes to know the progress of its opening of its instrument, and we wish to assure that we have refrained from working with the ones known as D and S2 this evening due to feelings that it would be more efficacious in an intensive session, as there were some thoughts that were called for by the group this evening, and we wished to have, what you call, the time to express them without wearing out your seats.

We would say to the instrument known as S1 that we look forward to working with this instrument, and commend this instrument on the quality of its work. It is proceeding quite accurately and needs only release a very small bit more of the personality to flesh out our concept in order to be re—we correct this instrument, which has a tied tongue—in order to reach the desired ration of deeper self to Confederation concept.

To the one known as M we would also commend the conscientious and continuing efforts. We would, however, attempt to clarify this evening’s experience, that this gifted instrument may learn the techniques of what you may call the surrender of the personality in order that the appropriate ratio of Confederation concept may be reached. The conditioning was of the one known as Laitos. We are aware that this is difficult sometimes for the new instrument to perceive, that is, which entity is contacting it. But it is well to request identification. Also, there are often clues in the rhythm of the meetings, such as the statement by our brothers and sisters of Hatonn that the Laitos entities were working with the new instruments. Also, it is rare for our somewhat professorial brothers and sisters of Hatonn to leave a meeting with the appropriate closing and then immediately return as if they had left their spectacle case.

These are intended to be helpful, and not to be critical, for as the instrument known as M may see to, we hope, her delight, the gist of the message was as given by Laitos with only the exception of the portion given by the entity, S1. This portion was a substantial portion, as it redefined freedom moving from that fixed position which each entity finds itself in in a very thick illusion and transferring the concept of freedom to the vastness of the inward reaches of self and its identification with Love. In Love and in service, my friends, there is perfect freedom. This is a patent paradox. It is only in the working out of this paradox that the experience of true freedom is found.

We thank this instrument and all the new instruments for the great service that they provide us, and, as always, offer to you our heartfelt joy at being requested to share our thoughts with you. Since this instrument is restricted from the question and answer portion, we have the privilege of using another instrument at this time, one whose patience with us is well known. We, therefore, would transfer this contact at this time to the instrument known as Jim. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument. We greet you once again in Love and Light. It is our privilege at this time to offer ourselves in the capacity of attempting to answer your queries. Are there any queries at this time?

S2: Yes, Latwii. Excuse me for being vague, but this is a rather private question. I have a perception that is bothering me quite a bit. Can you tell me if this perception is correct? If you cannot do that, can you give me any information about it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, vague though it is. To private queries we give general responses. We say firstly that …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am with this instrument once again. The supposition which you have perceived is that which may provide for you a catalyst for further growth, my sister. To look upon such a possibility with the eyes of the usual responses and perceptions of your culture is to see only within strict boundaries. May we say, these boundaries are not necessary. There is the possibility of a great freedom which also is paramount within this perception. We hope that we have not been too vague, but this is our lot in such a situation.

May we respond further, my sister?

S2: Yes. Am I incorrect in perceiving this as potentially dangerous?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We can only respond by suggesting that though the danger may exist, its manifestation is not necessarily the outcome of the situation which you have perceived. There are other possibilities included.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S2: I’ll have to think on it for a minute. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you for allowing us this service. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: Well, I’d like to follow up this vague question that I couldn’t figure out much of a general answer to. So, let’s just say for the sake of a possible other question that someone has a perception of some metaphysical stumbling block or even a metaphysical difficulty which may be seen as negative. You said that anything which may be perceived as dangerous may also be perceived as not dangerous. There would seem to be some transformation suggested. Is this in the mind of the perceiver?

I am Latwii. My sister, we feel that you have grasped the heart of our response. We apologize for the vagueness that is necessitated by the type of query which we have responded to. Any perception which an entity has within the mind, whether it be that which seems most unavoidable and imminent within the future, as you call it, or that which is vaguely feared as a possibility at a distant date, there is the possibility within the entity’s mind to rearrange the thinking, shall we say, by looking at that which is feared. There is the possibility of allowing that feared perception to grow in the mind, run its full course, and find the balance within the same mind so that no longer is fear the response towards the possible occurrence. Thus, indeed, might a transformation occur within an entity’s mind, for all experiences upon your planet within this illusion have the purpose of transformation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Not on that point. That’s a great answer. Thank you. I would like to ask you a question that’s not vague, in that I don’t mind talking about it, but it’s kind of hard to put into words. In the past month or so I’ve been feeling an increasing desire to have a vacation of some kind after about a year and a half of pretty steady, heavy-duty metaphysical work with the Ra contact, and I’m dealing with a lot of feelings of guilt at the thought of just letting the Ra contact go for the amount of time it would take me to be away for a while, and to a lesser extent, the feeling of just not being available for the people that might need to talk with me or be with me. I wonder if you could talk to me about the concept of selfishness and service because I’m not feeling balanced on that point, and even after meditation I’m not feeling balanced.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. To respond most helpfully, we feel that we should begin by suggesting that the configuration of the mind is that which determines the entity’s responses, perceptions, and actions. It is this configuration of the mind that each entity has incarnated to work upon in a balanced manner. The activities which an entity undertakes to be of whatever service it can be are activities which have been determined before the incarnation. Therefore, when an entity gives itself to a service which it hopes will be of benefit to others, there is then the feeling within the entity that a completion of purpose has been accomplished. Along the path of this service, however, it might be noted that the entity may discover certain needs that from time to time may apparently detract from that service if the needs are fulfilled. To an entity who sincerely desires to be of service to others, it is often the case that the personal needs become neglected, for an entity does not wish frequently to focus overly much on those needs that may at first seem somewhat selfish. Yet, must not an entity maintain its being in a manner which is able to serve others most efficiently? Can one ask the self to never consider its own needs, and yet continue to serve others?

In many cases, the answer is obvious. Would you refuse to eat when your body needs nourishment in order that one more effort be made in the service of another? This could be done for some portion of your time. It could not be continued overly long. Would you refuse the sleep that is necessary for the maintenance of your physical vehicle? Again, only for a limited time. Each entity must look within the self to discover those needs which indeed are unique to its own being. It may be that an entity would be greatly benefited, and the service it performs benefited as well by the variation of the pace, shall we say, in the service to others. It is often the case that an entity becomes overly idealistic in the serving of others, and gets in its own way, shall we say, by refusing to see that the self has needs which must be met.

Carla asked: “In the past month or so I’ve been feeling an increasing desire to have a vacation of some kind after about a year and a half of pretty steady, heavy-duty metaphysical work with the Ra contact, and I’m dealing with a lot of feelings of guilt at the thought of just letting the Ra contact go for the amount of time it would take me to be away for a while, and to a lesser extent, the feeling of just not being available for the people that might need to talk with me or be with me. I wonder if you could talk to me about the concept of selfishness and service because I’m not feeling balanced on that point, and even after meditation I’m not feeling balanced.” Hatonn replied by saying we feel that we should begin by suggesting that the configuration of the mind is that which determines the entity’s responses, perceptions, and actions, and it is this configuration of the mind that each entity has incarnated to work upon in a balanced manner, and the activities which an entity undertakes to be of whatever service it can be are activities which have been determined before the incarnation, for when an entity gives itself to service which it hopes will be of benefit to others, there is then the feeling within the entity that a completion of purpose has been accomplished, but along the path of this service it might be noted that the entity may discover needs that may detract from that service if the needs are fulfilled, so to an entity who desires to be of service to others that the personal needs are neglected, for an entity does not wish to focus overly much on those needs that may seem selfish, yet: “must not an entity maintain its being in a manner which is able to serve others most efficiently? Can one ask the self to never consider its own needs, and yet continue to serve others?” Hatonn continued by saying: “Would you refuse to eat when your body needs nourishment in order that one more effort be made in the service of another? Would you refuse the sleep that is necessary for the maintenance of your physical vehicle?” Then Hatonn said only for a limited time, for each entity must look within the self to discover those needs which are unique to its own being, and it may be that an entity would be greatly benefited, and the service it performs benefited as well by the variation of the pace in the service to others, so it is often the case that an entity becomes overly idealistic in the serving of others and gets in its own way by refusing to see that the self has needs which must be met. On March 7, 1992, Latwii spoke of the many ways that our needs may be met:

Many calls, shall we say, are answered in sleep and dreams, providing inspiration and answers to problems. Many calls are answered by intuitive hunches or inspirations of the moment which seem to occur and appear out of the blue, shall we say. Other answers are of what might be called the coincidental, or synchronistic nature where you may wish to proceed along a certain path, to undertake a certain activity, and do not know exactly how it shall be done, and within a short period of time an answer appears in the form of another self with a proposal, or with a part of your solution, or a situation which fulfills your needs. Many are the ways in which calls are answered. Each entity which calls does take part in the answering of the call by making the call, by desiring the answer, and by arranging the, shall we say, landscape of the inner being so that the proper sequence or scene of events might be painted upon that landscape.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: That’s a really helpful answer, but how do you tell when those are needs that have to be met, and when those are needs that are just sort of whimsical, or extra, or selfish?

I am Latwii. My sister, when you do not eat, how often does your body tell you that you are hungry? When you do not sleep, how often do you hear a call of sleep until, indeed, you do sleep? Any need which strikes to the core of your being, and continues in its call may be considered that which is not of a frivolous nature, for those needs of a frivolous nature tend to come and go with the wind, with time, and with forgetting.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. That did it. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

M: Yes, Latwii. Could you tell me why my messages are different than other people’s?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Each entity which wishes to serve as an instrument for the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Infinite Creator is quite unique. Most entities who wish this service, as you are aware, begin a process which is somewhat different than your own, though each is quite unique. Your process, as has been observed by our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, is one which is quite open and available. This openness allows for a much easier contact and the fluid transmission of concepts, but at the same time offers a difficulty in that due to your desire to transmit clearly those thoughts which you receive, you have the need to, shall we say, become aware of a greater amount of the message before you are willing to act as instrument and transmit the concepts. This desire on your part is respected by each Confederation entity, for it is of paramount importance that the free will of each instrument be maintained.

In your particular case, as we have mentioned, this desire to transmit clearly which has resulted in the desire to know the major portion of the message before its transmission, allows for a clear perception of transmission, yet puts certain boundaries upon that transmission, for to add to those concepts which you have become aware of is then difficult after you have initiated the contact, since additions lie beyond the boundaries which are acceptable to you. It is therefore quite easy for the shorter message of a unique nature to be transmitted through your instrument, but it is more difficult for the development of concepts. This creates the bright star effect, shall we say, where the contact blooms rapidly and then ends as rapidly. We might suggest, if you wish to expand these gifted abilities, that in subsequent contacts, when you feel the message is near its end as you perceive it, remain with the contact. Allow the mind to become completely blank, virgin, unblemished with any preconceived idea. And then speak those concepts which begin to appear upon the horizon of your mind. This then will allow the development of concepts which would not be possible otherwise.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. I think you’ve answered me very well. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

S1: Yes, Latwii. Why would someone not remember their dreams?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. That state of your being known as the dream state is seldom given much value by the entities upon your planet. There is a great cultural bias which suggests that dreams be ignored as being unreal and useless. Therefore, it takes a great deal of effort on the part of any entity wishing to utilize this state of being for growth to utilize it. An entity needs to make the inner commitment each night before retiring to your sleep that it shall remember those events in which it partakes during its sleeping time. When this commitment has been intensified to the sufficient degree that the subconscious is convinced that the conscious mind wishes a communication with it, then the subconscious mind shall aid in the remembering of the dreams.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: Well, I have a question for a friend. Is there any spiritual value in, or could spiritual value be applied in developing the area of telekinesis in an individual?

I am Latwii, and amaware of your query, my sister. Each area which is of potential interest to an entity, whatever the area, does, indeed, have the possibility of providing spiritual sustenance, for is not the one creation the one Creator, and does not all experience teach this simple lesson? But we must also say, my sister, that there are certain areas which some of your people find of interest only for the novelty that that area offers. Those abilities described as telekinetic by your parapsychological researchers are of such a nature.

Most entities, in attempting to research or develop such abilities, lose sight of the relationship between that ability and the evolution of the mind, the body, and the spirit. It is as though a trinket was placed in front of the eyes and the entity became hypnotized, and was unable to see beyond the trinket. If an entity enters into such an endeavor to study this particular area, or any other, with the desire to seek the truth, to use the study to seek the means to enhance that seeking, then the seeking indeed may well be enhanced. In short, may we suggest that it is the attitude of the entity which determines whether fruits shall be found upon one tree or another.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. When in the dream state, does the subconscious mind leave the three-dimensional plane, and, if so, where is it? Does it leave the body and the three-dimensional plane, and, if so, where does it go during the dream state?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. That known to your people as the subconscious mind exists in realms and reaches far greater than has ever been perceived by those who have studied the phenomenon of dreams. Your conscious mind dwells in this illusion for the purpose of utilizing the catalyst which may teach it the lessons necessary for graduation. The subconscious mind, on the other hand, is directly linked to the creative forces which are the foundation not only of this illusion but of all illusions within this octave of experience. The subconscious mind, therefore, includes a great array of resources which the conscious mind might draw upon for inspiration and information to expand the boundaries of its perception.

The subconscious mind has the basic purpose of allowing this expansion of perception and increase in the ability to learn by providing the catalysts which provoke, shall we say, new lessons and learnings. The subconscious mind is directly connected to the planetary mind, that is, the mind that contains the total experiences of all entities who inhabit your planet at this time. Beyond this are reaches of the mind which are greater yet. These mind reaches included that known to your people as the basic motivating force of the universe, that being the Logos or Love. It is through this connection that each individual upon your planet reproduces the nature of the one infinite Creator, that is, to experience and to grow from experience. Therefore, each entity is connected to the one Creator through the deep reaches of the mind as though the one creation could be seen as a great wheel with each spoke being a portion of yet another entity’s deep mind.

Questioner asked: “When in the dream state, does the subconscious mind leave the three-dimensional plane, and, if so, where is it? Does it leave the body and the three-dimensional plane, and, if so, where does it go during the dream state?” Latwii replied by saying the subconscious mind exists in realms greater than has been perceived by those who have studied the phenomenon of dreams, and your conscious mind dwells in this illusion for the purpose of utilizing the catalyst which may teach it the lessons necessary for graduation, but the subconscious mind is linked to the creative forces which are the foundation not only of this illusion but of all illusions within this octave of experience, so the subconscious mind includes a great array of resources which the conscious mind might draw upon for inspiration and information to expand the boundaries of its perception. Then Latwii said the subconscious mind has the basic purpose of allowing this expansion of perception and increase in the ability to learn by providing the catalysts which provoke new lessons, and the subconscious mind is connected to the planetary mind that contains the total experiences of all entities who inhabit your planet at this time, and beyond this are reaches of the mind which are greater and include the basic motivating force of the universe, that being the Logos or Love, for it is through this connection that each individual upon your planet reproduces the nature of the one infinite Creator to experience and to grow from experience, so each entity is connected to the one Creator through the deep reaches of the mind as though the one creation could be seen as a great wheel with each spoke being a portion of yet another entity’s deep mind. On February 2, 1997, Q’uo explained the purpose of our subconscious mind’s role when we work with dreams:

The subconscious portions of each entity’s mind are filled with the patterns of the incarnative experience and send various portions of these lessons and experiences to the conscious mind in the form of the dream, that there might be a dialogue with the conscious entity seeking to uncover the treasures of the subconscious mind. In order to be able to work with these dream images it is well that the seeker sends a message to the subconscious mind that it is ready to work upon those messages in dreams. This may be done by reminding the self before bedtime to attempt to remember one dream this night, to further reinforce this desire by placing the appropriate instruments to record the dream whenever one is able to remember the dream, whether it is shortly after the dream or upon waking in the morning. It is through the constant repetition of the self, the subconscious mind, that one wishes to work with these dreams that the subconscious mind will become convinced that the conscious self is serious and serious in this desire, and will then begin to release to the conscious mind dreams which will be able to be remembered.

Thus, it is a matter of setting up a dialogue with the subconscious mind and to express one’s sincerity to continue this dialogue by the continued repetition of remembering the recording devices, whether they be the tape recorder, the pencil, the pad, the flashlight, or whatever. In this repetition, then, lies the building of a bridge betwixt the conscious and subconscious portion of one’s own mind.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, that gives me a lot to think about. But I must have missed the answer to my question, and right at this point in time I’m not exactly sure what my question was. What I really think I was getting at was where … I feel like when I’m in the dream state I do have some recall of dreams, but they’re usually disjointed and fragmented and very bizarre and confusing and they seem to surpass time, the dimension of time as I know it, and I don’t see what it can teach me or where, and I feel like I’m someplace else when I’m dreaming. And I can’t really seem to piece together or interpret anything from my dreams other than the little fragments I remember as being very bizarre, things happening to people I know, or very unrealistic or unreal. Well, that’s all I can come up with right now. I can’t remember what my question was.

I am Latwii. We shall, if it is agreeable with you, attempt once again to phrase our response in a manner which might be more helpful. The subconscious mind in the dream state operates within the framework which you might call the metaphysical. The illusion which you inhabit in your conscious waking state is the physical. It is that which provides the catalysts and experiences which teach. In the metaphysical or time/space portion of your being, all things are possible, for thoughts are things. This is not normally so in your waking consciousness. Your subconscious mind is able to show to the conscious mind the lessons which have not been well learned or which have been ignored. Yet, to preserve the free will of the conscious mind, these lessons must be in symbolic form in most cases.

Therefore, each entity who wishes to utilize the dream state for accelerating growth must make a concerted effort to determine what the language and landscape of its subconscious mind represents. Each entity has conscious memories of experiences which were vivid and imprinted within its past. One entity, for example, might see a bug as being a symbol of fear. Another entity might see the same bug as being a symbol of its nature or survival instincts. Each entity has language which its subconscious uses in expressing those lessons which might be of benefit if looked at in another manner. When you are in that dreaming state, you are indeed beyond the normal space/time continuum. You exist at that time within a realm which is quite fluid and flexible, and your subconscious mind may then utilize the great power of its being to express its perception of your progress in the evolution of your mind, your body, and your spirit.

Questioner asked; ‘’ I feel like when I’m in the dream state I do have some recall of dreams, but they’re usually disjointed and fragmented and very bizarre and confusing and they seem to surpass time, the dimension of time as I know it, and I don’t see what it can teach me or where, and I feel like I’m someplace else when I’m dreaming. And I can’t really seem to piece together or interpret anything from my dreams other than the little fragments I remember as being very bizarre, things happening to people I know, or very unrealistic or unreal. Well, that’s all I can come up with right now. I can’t remember what my question was.’’ Latwii said the subconscious mind in the dream state operates within the framework of the metaphysical, and the illusion which you inhabit in your conscious waking state is the physical, and it is that which provides the catalysts which teach, so in the metaphysical or time/space portion of your being, all things are possible, for thoughts are things, but this is not so in your waking consciousness, for your subconscious mind is able to show your conscious mind the lessons which have not been well learned or which have been ignored, yet to preserve the free will of the conscious mind, these lessons must be in symbolic form in most cases. Latwii continued by saying each entity who wishes to utilize the dream state for accelerating growth must make an effort to determine what the language of its subconscious mind represents, for each entity has conscious memories of experiences which were imprinted within its past, so one entity might see a bug as being a symbol of fear, and another entity might see the same bug as being a symbol of its nature or survival instincts, and each entity has language which its subconscious uses in expressing those lessons which might be of benefit if looked at in another manner, so when you are in that dreaming state, you are beyond the normal space/time continuum, and you exist at that time within a realm which is flexible, and your subconscious mind may then utilize the power of its being to express its perception of your progress in the evolution of your mind, body, and spirit. On September 26, 1999, Q’uo described the nature of the dreaming state:

Indeed, within the dreaming state there is the opportunity for each entity to feel a revitalization, a rejuvenation, a rededication and an inspiration which will move one beyond one’s previous self. In experiences as the one described today where there is a connection made with the self that is profound and powerful, one may look to the addition of those latent powers, those essences of the subconscious mind that become available to the conscious seeking self. Thus, in this particular experience the shadow may well represent those hidden attributes that this entity has programmed previous to the incarnation as additions that would be sought at some point within the incarnation and made available as doors to the subconscious mind, that dark and hidden place of power, are opened to the conscious mind. Thus does the subconscious mind join with the conscious mind in the conscious seeking during the incarnation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Not at this time. Thank you for your answer.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

S1: Yes, Latwii. Would you elaborate a little on one of your opening statements about releasing the personality in order to grasp the Confederation concept?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In regard to your instrument, this statement was meant to suggest that in your desire to be a clear channel, you have restricted somewhat the additions to the message which your deeper self could offer, for each contact with new instruments begins to approach the ideal percentage ratio when the new instrument is comfortable enough with the contact to speak clearly those concepts which appear in its mind, whether these concepts are recognized as being a portion of the instrument’s own experience, or are recognized as being other than the instrument’s experience. New instruments are often hesitant to speak those concepts which are familiar to them, for they fear they speak only their own minds, and are fabricating the entire contact. In your particular case, it was our suggestion that you are restricting those portions of your deeper mind which could add to and make more unique the contact that is transmitted through you from Confederation sources.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: I would suppose that only through meditation, and prayer, and contemplation would this be opened a little faster, right? Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. These techniques may indeed prove quite useful. One might also benefit from simply relaxing, and not worrying about the process.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: What color are you in tonight?

I am Latwii. The color in which we find ourselves this evening is that which you would describe as a light chartreuse. We examine this color for its healing properties.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: When engaged in planetary healing, is this a good color to image?

I am Latwii. For the healing of the planetary entity, it might be more useful to envision the white Light encircling the planet, and continue this image in the mind for as long as it comfortable.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Silly me, I knew that. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you very much for your silliness. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Latwii, may I have a few suggestions about getting rid of self-consciousness and awareness of self so that I can more readily open my mind and be less aware of who I am, or who I think I am in this particular density, third density?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We might suggest that there is a great difficulty in simply ridding the self of a perception of the self. We might instead suggest that in your meditative state you look at that image which seems to be yourself, expand upon it in every degree …

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This morning the quote from, The Art of Meditation is: “There are many forms of meditation leading to the awakening of the sleeping Christ within. There is no one way suitable to all people. Each person must ultimately find the way which appeals to their particular consciousness. All methods call forth that deep sense of humility which knows ‘I can of mine own self do thing.’ Satisfactory meditation requires a letting go of personal selfhood, with its egotistic claim to possessing a wisdom of its own, in order that the Power which we call God within can take over. This Power is within us, not within our body, but within our consciousness, and through mediation we permit It to escape from within, that It may act on the without and become the saviour to our experience.

The initial stage of meditation may be a contemplation of God: the beauty of God’s universe, the law of God, and the activity of God. Our life becomes that of a beholder, beholding the glory of God in all things: in the green grass, in the gentle breeze, in the turbulence of the ocean, and in the calm of the night. In this contemplative state of being, we cannot behold anything in this world, without at the same moment recognizing its cause, the invisible spiritual activity, which produced it. We should never look at a sunrise or a sunset, without instantly realizing the spiritual nature of that which brought it into expression: God, the creative Principle of the mountains, the skies, and the air with birds and stocks the seas with fish. If we live continuously in the contemplation of the invisible Presence and Power underlying all things, this very place whereon we stand is holy ground.”

This afternoon I drove over to southern Indiana with the fifth racoon that I have caught in my Hava-hart trap, and I let it go in a rural area. I have a good friend that said that I am a racoon magnet, and I think that she may be correct. About half an hour later I drove to the Purrfect Pet Café to see if one of their kitties might be the right one that I could have within my home, have it sit in my lap and purr as I pet it. So, when I had the chance to interact with the kitties I decided to see if I could find kittens that I could relate to earlier in their lives so that it would be more likely that we could develop a bond of love between us. On my way home I saw the street sign that said “Douglas Blvd.”, and I remembered that it was at 2123 Douglas Blvd., in the apartment on the left side of the third floor, that I first met Don and Carla. So, I took a picture of the Apartments to help me remember those great times that we had together there. On my way home I stopped at Feeder’s Supply and bought some bird seed and cat food. My second stop was at Kroger’s to buy some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway where I filled Stanley’s gas tank with premium gas.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 11

A Call To Action

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

This instrument asks me, “Am I ready? Am I tuned?” and we say, “No, my child. You are not ready, but you shall begin.”

And this is our call to those who live and hope to be pure, a call to action in knowledge that those who live are never ready. Those who are finally ready have no more acting to do.

Therefore, my children, be at peace with the actions which you undertake this day, seeking always to know the mind of Christ and to dwell in realms of peace.

And then so act that you may continue to be surrounded in the plenty and the bounty of peace in action. Those who are tranquil in activity are not necessarily wiser, yet they surely may act with more clarity. May you find that clarity. May you be, in action, at peace.

In this peace we leave you, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling for this session come from June 20, 1982:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator. My friends, we initially attempted to contact a number of the newer instruments, yet found ourselves unable to convince those individuals of the veracity of the contact. It is our desire in the future to attempt this often at further sessions so as to familiarize each instrument with our vibration that they might perceive and be confident in our initial contacts.

At this time, we desire to extend our vibration to the one known as A, that she might again experience the sensation and be able to compare the vibration with that which she experienced earlier and so better recognize our presence. At this time, we will transfer our contact to the one known as A. I am Hatonn.

(A channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument, and again we greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, we would like at this time to speak a few words though this instrument.

You are all going through a time in which you are learning many lessons, and we are well aware of the difficulties and the pain that is sometimes felt from learning the lesson. But did you not choose to learn this lesson so that you might learn more and thereby experience the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator? We wish to say that you all are doing well in seeking the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. And at those times when you feel the lesson is too hard, remember you are not alone, but that you are one with the infinite Creator and therefore you will take on any challenge you face.

We will leave this instrument now so that we may exercise some of the other new instruments. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as D1. I am Hatonn.

(D1 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator.

Your life and your mind are like a stream. At times you feel it is dried up and cannot go on. But a torrent of ideas and events, as a torrent of rain, will send you further along the path. At times part of your mind will go into still ponds and you do not see the end, but part will still be in the main stream and will pull you down. As life goes on and the stream gets bigger, your ideas and your understanding become larger, and you eventually will reach your destination. I now leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is well for us to remember that all of us are one in the Creator, and that the least of us is as much a part of the Creator as those that may appear great. On your planet, you have a tendency to place people on different levels, but that is not necessary with Love, because all are one and one is all.

You hear many distressing things day by day, but it is always well to remember that the Creator is indeed in all of us and you need have no concern for the things that bombard your ears day by day. We are pleased to have had the opportunity to exercise this instrument and will now transfer the contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument and once again greet you, my friends, in Love and in Light. If you will be patient, we will take a few moments to comment upon the work of the instruments that are now developing and their skills, and then we shall share a few thoughts with you. During this time, we shall be adjusting a contact with the one known as D1, so that this instrument may have an opportunity to work with us under somewhat better circumstances. May we say to each that we are very grateful for the opportunities for delving into the treasures of each instrument’s mind and experience offered to us. To the one known as A, we would say that although the progress made is very quick, it is to be relied upon and is a result of a desire which has, according to the nature of this individual, been carefully thought out. This clarity of desire is extremely helpful in preparing instruments for this or any positive service and we commend this instrument.

We commend also the instrument known as M and would only ask that this gifted instrument, that in contact with our vibration it refrain from closing the contact for a brief moment after each train of thought has been accomplished and communicated. The process by which we of the Confederation build concepts into meaningful relationships for these communications is one in which concept is built upon concept. Therefore, as the instrument begins to be aware of concepts it is then time for the instrument to be aware of the possibility that more than one concept may be prepared for communication. This was in this case a possibility. We offer this information in order that the instrument may grasp the nature of the sensations felt and may see the mechanism whereby the flow of our communication may be easily shut off at any junction at the desire of the instrument. We wish also to commend and thank the one known as K that that which we wished to communicate was well received. Each of you, my friends, is progressing at a rapid rate, and we are, along with our brothers and sisters of Laitos, in awe at the opportunity presented to us at this time and offer our thanks and our Love to each.

We are aware of a desire for some words at this time which may be of aid, for there is a majority among you whose questioning at this time is particularly keen in the area of the actual practicality or reality of living a life filled with the Creator while within an illusion of that which may seem harmless or may seem difficult but certainly seems full of the unnecessary, the ambivalent, the humorous, and the ridiculous, so where then is the profundity of the great Love of the Creator? As you sit at your traffic lights, do you see the Creator? As you attempt to clean up after your ceaselessly disordering lives, filling your refuse pails and consuming the contents of brown paper bags, do you see the Creator? My friends, if you do not, it is understandable, but it is also an area that needs work. Let us remove ourselves, not from the traffic lights or the places behind the wheels of automobiles. Not from the self as it consumes and creates garbage, but from the attitude that trivializes existence.

Let us look at the atoms that make up the scene at the traffic light. Is not everything that is created a creation full of Love? Indeed, where can you go to escape love? You tabernacle with Love as you gaze into the blank faces that await the changing of a random traffic light. If you wish to ignore the temple that is about you, this you may do. It is not necessary. Do you find your lives trivial because in some portion there is a routine of maintenance and sustenance and the removing of the husks of this maintenance and sustenance? My friends, your physical vehicle was given to you because it is a marvelously sensitive mechanism for perceiving the Creator. Listen and learn from its perceptions, and do not begrudge it its maintenance. For each thing that you must do in order to maintain life within the illusion may be reflected upon and learned from. My friends, meditation is extremely helpful, but you do not have to wait for meditation to seek the non-trivial in each moment.

In this session Hatonn wanted to say that the Creator is everywhere. They began by saying we are aware of a desire for some words at this time which may be of aid, for there is a majority among you whose questioning at this time is keen in the area of the reality of living a life filled with the Creator while within an illusion of that which may seem harmless or may seem difficult but certainly seems full of the unnecessary, the humorous, and the ridiculous, so: ‘’Where then is the profundity of the great Love of the Creator? As you sit at your traffic lights, do you see the Creator? As you attempt to clean up after your ceaselessly disordering lives, filling your refuse pails and consuming the contents of brown paper bags, do you see the Creator?’’ Hatonn said if you do not, it is understandable, but it is also an area that needs work, so let us remove ourselves from the attitude that trivializes existence. Hatonn went on to say let us look at the atoms that make up the scene at the traffic light, and: ‘’ Is not everything that is created a creation full of Love? Indeed, where can you go to escape Love?’’ Then Hatonn said you tabernacle with Love as you gaze into the blank faces that await the changing of a random traffic light, for if you wish to ignore the temple that is about you, this you may do, but it is not necessary and: ‘’Do you find your lives trivial because in some portion there is a routine of maintenance and sustenance and the removing of the husks of this maintenance and sustenance?’’ Now Hatonn said your physical vehicle was given to you because it is a sensitive mechanism for perceiving the Creator, so listen and learn from its perceptions, and do not begrudge it its maintenance, for each thing that you must do in order to maintain life within the illusion may be reflected upon and learned from, so meditation is helpful, but you do not have to wait for meditation to seek the non-trivial in each moment. On May 21, 2000, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our physical vehicle:

As to the nature of those pains and questions that you have concerning the health and well-being of your physical vehicle, we would suggest that you are, indeed, very healthy, for the physical vehicle that you utilize to move about within this illusion is one which has a natural health to it. However, one can alter this health by offering to the deeper mind the questions that are in the form of doubts. One can erode one’s own health by such doubts and fears, not usually in a significant sense, but in the sense that the physical vehicle will respond to the manipulations of the mind. For, indeed, the physical vehicle is a creature of the mind. It is well, therefore, not just to affirm one’s health but to claim it, to live it, to exercise it, to go forth filled with it. We would recommend that you rest in the knowledge that your physical vehicle supports you as well as you support it. The pains that you have felt are not of consequence. They are, rather, fulfillments of expectations, more specifically, of fears that have no substance to them at the present time. Therefore, our recommendation is of the positive affirmations that remove doubt.

You stand upon holy ground, as the one known as Moses in your holy works did. Take the shoes from off your feet; take the numbness from you feelings about your self and about your routines. When you feel that presence, that Love in the so-called trivial moment that you spend with yourselves, then, my friends, how much more ready you are to be of service to those about you. You may look for the Creator in genetic coding, in the furthest star, in the small, in the enormous. Look where you wish, my friends, your vision will not fail you. You will find the Creator that you seek, but begin by seeking where you are and within your own nature.

Hatonn went on to say you stand upon holy ground, as Moses in your holy works did, so take the shoes off your feet; take the numbness from you feelings about yourself and about your routines; and when you feel that presence of Love in the trivial moment that you spend with yourselves, then how much more ready you are to be of service to those about you, for you may look for the Creator in the furthest star, in the small, and in the enormous, so look where you wish, and your vision will not fail you, for you will find the Creator that you seek, but begin by seeking where you are and within your own nature. On November 30, 1975, Hatonn described our own nature:

Tonight, we would like to give you a few thoughts on the nature of innocence. We want you to think of your own nature, and of what you consider to be your sins, your errors, your mistakes. You who try, sometimes very hard, to be upon the spiritual path, often are very hard upon yourselves because you have erred, made a mistake. You have manifested that which was not positive. And you say, “Why have I done this? Why did I make this error? I did not mean that! Why did I do it?” And you concentrate on the error. And this does not seem to prevent you from making an error the next time.

My friends, we have said to you many times, “We greet you in Love and in Light.” We greet you in infinite perfection. We greet perfect beings who are totally innocent. We would like to suggest to you that instead of concentrating upon your mistakes, you ask yourself how much time you have spent this day investigating that portion of your unique person which is totally perfect. How much awareness have you had this day of the Love and the Light of the Creator you have within you? How aware have you been of your own innocence?

When you concentrate upon your mistakes, you dwell within the world of mistakes. And mistakes will occur again and again. If your consciousness is dwelling at a higher resonance within the realm where you know that you are a creation of the Creator, you know that you can manifest the Creator’s Love. Then the opportunity for you to make a mistake and manifest that which is not Love will be that much farther from you. Meditation is not upon your mistakes; it is not upon the past. It is upon the eternal present, and upon your innocence. You are a child of Love.

I would at this time, close this contact through the instrument known as [D2]. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn. We have been making adjustments for contact with this instrument and find that he is constantly readjusting. The method of contact this time is not fully understood or accepted and has made it much more difficult.

[Long pause.]

At this time, we have very good contact with this instrument and hope in the future he will remain open and accepting of our presence. This instrument has sensitive [inaudible] … We may need [inaudible]. This instrument does not accept the fact that we are, in effect, dissolving his defenses as his desire is greater than his own resistance. If he will accept this, life will be made much easier for us all. [Laughter] We will close this contact and hope that in the future that he is cooperative as he is [inaudible]. I am Hatonn.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. Although she is normally very talkative, she refuses to tell more than one of my ideas, and I have been flooding her with ideas. I would like for her to say that all the beautiful things that happen to you come through with you. Any flower that you smell the scent of never dies. Any baby’s laughter that you hear rings on forever. The people of your planet are not collecting beauty to bring with them. The sunset that you see never dies, but the ones you don’t bother to see for you remain. Collect beautiful moments. True, your planet has its problems. It has acid rain, but the flowers still grow. Someday things may be barren, but if you have these flowers growing in your mind you will have beauty that comes with you. How many times do you pass something beautiful, something happy, something wonderful, and ignore it? Your world has many beautiful things, and your people seem to be immune to them. They like highways; they like to go fast; but all beautiful things take time. Walking in the grass, hearing a bird sing, these are beautiful things to take with you. When you leave this planet don’t just take its trouble. You really have many wonderful things. Collect them. Cherish them, and remember that anything that you remember never dies.

This instrument will not give anymore of my ideas. I will leave this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as M for opening wider the channel that is indeed a gift to which we are grateful to avail ourselves. The sensitivity that this new instrument shows to manifest so quickly, we are having a chuckle at the delightful rapidity of the movement of energy within your group. We would again, if we may, attempt to close our contact through the instrument known as D2. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We are pleased that this instrument immediately recognized the conditioning and signal of contact. We may reassure this instrument that we will be as patient with him as he is with us and look forward to working with him again in the future. We leave this group saying as always in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most privileged to be asked once again by this group to serve in our capacity of attempting to answer your queries. We would, therefore, at this time open this meeting to the queries that may be asked. Is there a question at this time?

M: Yes. I was listening to the radio this morning, and it was a review of the news of the recent past, in fact, this past week, and one of comments was that it’s time for this planet to get its act together, and the next statement was that this planet is a grain of sand in the galaxy, and the commentator said he believes there are people on other planets. The thought that came to mind was that this person is probably from the fourth density or maybe even the fifth density because he seemed to have better understanding than most commentators.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We find it somewhat humorous to be asked to serve as the commentator upon a commentator. But, my friends, is this not the role which each plays upon your planet? For are not all of your entities the one Creator and does not each comment upon its particular status and experience of the one Creator? Whether it knows it or not, this is what it does. Some of your entities have for great periods of what you call time searched deep within their being and deep within the illusion for the meaning of both. Some, therefore, have drawn unto themselves those portions of their great Self which they have sought. The revelations, intuitions, the piecing together of the meaning of the life, of the nature of the one Creator and the functioning of your illusion comes little by little, yet it comes in some form to all.

Many upon your planet, whether they be those known to you as the wanderers, the teachers, the avatars, or whether they be those who are native to this planet or other planet similar to it, have found portions of the Creator in the form by which the entity could understand that which has been found. You will see in the days which follow rapidly the increasing recognition by more and more entities upon your plant of the nature of their existence. For the time and the cycle of this planet does indeed grow short and the act is being gotten together, for the players are those old souls upon your planet who have had many such roles, and this is the grand finale. The learnings of each incarnation shall be distilled and shall be radiated to all who have ears to hear. Yes, my friends, great understanding is coming to your planet. Greater understanding shall come to each entity and through each entity in the days which are to come.

M asked: ‘’ I was listening to the radio this morning, and it was a review of the news of the recent past, in fact, this past week, and one of comments was that it’s time for this planet to get its act together, and the next statement was that this planet is a grain of sand in the galaxy, and the commentator said he believes there are people on other planets. The thought that came to mind was that this person is probably from the fourth density or maybe even the fifth density because he seemed to have better understanding than most commentators.’’ Latwii began by saying we find it humorous to be asked to serve as the commentator upon a commentator, but: ’’Is this not the role which each plays upon your planet? For are not all of your entities the one Creator, and does not each comment upon its particular status and experience of the one Creator?’’ Latwii said whether they know it or not, this is what they do, and some of your entities have for periods of time searched deep within their being and deep within the illusion for the meaning of both, and some have drawn unto themselves those portions of their great Self which they have sought, so the piecing together of the meaning of life, of the nature of the one Creator, and the functioning of your illusion comes little by little, yet it comes in some form to all. Latwii continued by saying many upon your planet, whether they be wanderers, teachers, avatars, or whether they be those who are native to this planet or other planets similar to it, have found portions of the Creator in the form by which the entity could understand that which has been found, and you will see in the days which follow the increasing recognition by more entities upon your planet of the nature of their existence, for the cycle of this planet grows short, and the act is getting together, for the players are those old souls upon your planet who have had many such roles, and this is the grand finale, and the learnings of each incarnation shall be distilled and radiated to all who have ears to hear, so a great understanding is coming to your planet, and greater understanding shall come to each entity and through each entity in the days which are to come. On October 1, 2016, Q’uo spoke of the value of our having ears to hear:

We suggest the continuing of all conscious entities to bring enlightenment to those about them, to move forward one step at a time as is possible, to spread the words to those who have ears to hear and hearts to understand, and to be unceasing in the efforts of this grand and glorious quest. Perhaps that which is impossible shall become the impossible dream fulfilled.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you very much. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: I have a question or two. In your answer you spoke of very old souls. Could you speak a little about them? I’m not really sure what you mean. Are there varying types of ages or anything?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. In truth, all are one being. This one being, as you know, has chosen to evolve by dividing Itself into many portions. Each portion, therefore, given the freewill, evolves at its own pace, learning those lessons within the framework of what you call space and time, at a pace which is chosen by the entity. For those upon your planet come from many sources, for this planet, which is now finishing its third density experience, has collected into its influence those from many other planets from the third density upon their conclusion of third density, those souls who were unable to achieve the graduation at that time. These entities have come to this planetary influence in order that they might have, once again, the opportunity to learn the lessons of Love to the degree necessary to welcome the Light of that known as the fourth density of Love and understanding. Therefore, the few upon your planet that have evolved from your planet’s second density of plant and animal life, could be in one sense considered younger than those who have come to this planet from another third density planet. Yet all are one. In their evolution and by their free choice, entities determine the pace at which they pursue their return to the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner No, thank you, not at this time.

I am Latwii, and I thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. Why does Hatonn talk to me when he knows I am not going to say these things? Time’s over; is it for next Sunday? Why does he keep talking to me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is a common practice for Confederation members to provide the conditioning vibration to those requesting it as new instruments for as long as the instrument continues to express a desire for this vibration. Some of those who do not choose to serve as instruments feel this vibration as a deepening of their meditative state; some of those, on the other hand, who are new instruments, not only feel the possibility of the deepening meditation, but are aware of the possibility of transmitting thoughts at that time.

Sensitive instruments, when also being a new instrument, oftentimes are unable to determine the appropriate moment for initiating the contact. This is not unusual. With practice, each instrument may become aware of when the contact is indeed being initiated. The one known as Hatonn has, through your instrument, spoken various thoughts due to the facility with which Hatonn has been able to utilize your instrument. The one known as Hatonn has attempted to build thought upon thought through your channel. There has been the ease of contact with your instrument, coupled with the desire to purely transmit that which is felt by yourself. This desire to purely transmit thoughts has also provided somewhat a limit to the length of the contact. It is this limit which the one known as Hatonn has offered you the opportunity to lengthen. The opportunity is always there. Your ability to discriminate the appropriate moment for initiating the contact will increase with practice.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No, I think you’ve answered it.

I am Latwii. We are grateful for the opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have a question sparked by the previous question. When Confederation members send a carrier wave, are there concepts involved in the basic carrier wave? In other words, is there a kind of conceptualized transmission that is answering the subconscious level which may be seeking such information that goes on pretty much all the time, if we open ourselves to it? Or is this carrier wave without concept, and M’s experience is just a specialized case where she continued to desire the conditioning and, consequently, the sensitive thoughts as well?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is not entirely easy to answer, for each experience is most unique. In general, we may say that when the Confederation entities attempt to initiate contact with any instrument there is, by the very nature of the entity involved, a framework, shall we say, of information which is available. Those of Hatonn deal primarily with the concepts of Love. When such a contact is initiated, this general framework then is blended, not only with the combined vibrations, shall we say, of the group which is being spoken to, but also is blended with the instrument being utilized; specifically, with the instrument’s desires, knowledge, whether conscious or sub-conscious, and the instrument’s facility with your language. Therefore, the carrier wave may activate within an instrument a message which blends the Confederation’s thoughts, the desires of the group, and the abilities of the instrument. An instrument which desires contact and desires to be of service in this manner may increase the contribution which it makes to that contact if its desire is great. This is acceptable to each Confederation member as long as the instrument also remains open to further communication so concepts may be built upon concepts and a balanced message might be given.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; Yes. I’m sorry to be such a pest, but I’ve been working with this contact since … twenty years ago, and this is the first time this has really come up, and I’m fascinated by it. Given that there is another instrument as sensitive as M, I would like to know what’s going on next time better. OK. How is a person as sensitive as this new instrument to determine clearly the proper time to initiate contact if the contact is of such a completely comfortable nature that communication is possible on a continual basis? This is not usually true of new instruments, and the length is one little by little until a person can communicate a series of concepts. As I understand it, the difficulty is exactly the opposite here where the new instrument is capable of continuing to communicate and continuing to receive and, consequently, how or by what mechanism can such a sensitive new instrument be able to discriminate the proper moment to initiate contact?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We greatly appreciate the opportunity to comment upon this subject, for, indeed, it is true that seldom do we have the instrument which is both new and quite sensitive and able to perceive our contact with ease. It is therefore recommended to each new instrument that some form of sign be asked for by the new instrument from the Confederation member when contact is to be verbalized. This might take any form comfortable to the instrument, whether it be the gradual opening of the mouth, seemingly at the control of the Confederation member, or the concept within the mind that it is now time to begin to verbalize the concepts, or a feeling of pulsing between the eyebrows, the feeling of energy rushing through the chest, or any other sensation which is acceptable to the instrument. This will allow the new instrument to differentiate between the conditioning vibration, which aids the deepening of the meditation and the initiation of contact through the verbalization of concepts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Only if you could give me any other pointers as a person who offers meditations for new instruments in order that I might in any other way be able to help any other new instrument who came to me with the questions M has.

I am Latwii. My sister, we feel that this group has for a great period of what you call time become most familiar with the mechanics of contact of the telepathic nature. Therefore, at this time we feel that there has been ample recognition of the nature of the contact by each new instrument, and that as new circumstances arise in what you call your future that each entity be asked to query upon any particular problem which is encountered. The asking of the questions concerning the contact should always be encouraged so that the intricacies of this contact might be made known to each entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, I thank you

I am Latwii. I am grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

A: I have a question. [Inaudible]. During meditation sessions, say when you, Latwii, are channeling an answer through an instrument, is it possible for others present to receive or communicate with others of, say, Hatonn during, say, your channeling?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query my sister. All things are quite possible. We hope that this is not too impossible to digest. If an entity during a meditation, such as this meditation, desires a contact from another Confederation member while a contact is ongoing and being verbalized at that moment, this might occur upon the mental, telepathic level. Usually such a contact is only felt as the conditioning vibration so that the meditation is deepened, allowing the entity to perceive the concepts being verbalized with as deep a portion of the subconscious mind as possible. This allows the fuller comprehension of the concepts to be enjoyed by the entity.

To seek a contact of a telepathic nature in which concepts are transmitted during a meditation in which verbalized channeling is occurring is possible but not recommended, for though your mind has great potential it is able to focus the attention only upon one train of thought at a time while in the meditative state. Therefore, a choice must be made, and it is always recommended that each entity within the circle of meditation focus the energy and the attention upon those verbalized concepts being shared by all, so that the channel may be held as clear and steady as possible, thereby aiding the group as much as is possible. To [inaudible] the attention and energy from the concepts being verbalized is to create gaps in the circle of Light which sustains the contact.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: So you’re saying also that most likely someone from the Confederation would not initiate mental contact during a meditation. Is this true?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. This is basically correct, for it is well recognized by each Confederation member that there is a need to keep the focus of attention one-pointed during such telepathic transmission of thoughts. The entities within the circle, however, by the exercise of their free will might at any time request contact, and when called, Confederation members answer in the manner which is most appropriate.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, not at this time, thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. During a Friday session, [inaudible] of this group a person known as M attempted to channel an answer to a question that was in opposition to his own personal bias concerning the subject matter. He had difficulty in transmitting the answer and immediately after had a great deal of difficulty removing the control of his body from the entity channeling through him and regaining the control of his body for himself. Would you please discuss this situation, as it was you initially that was speaking through him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. When speaking through an instrument such as the one known as M, and utilizing concepts which are in opposition to the instrument’s beliefs, there is frequently created a situation in which the instrument provides a barrier to the smooth flowing of concepts. Though the instrument’s desire may be strong to serve as an instrument, the consternation felt at the information which is being transmitted may for a time cause the instrument to lose control of its process of receiving the information and block the full reception of the concepts. This can result in another entity’s utilization of the instrument for the further diverting of the concepts involved.

This group has, by the very brilliance of the Light which emanates from it, attracted the attention of those of the opposite polarity, which is the natural balancing function and, therefore, it is recommended that the most careful tuning be utilized by, not only the group, but by each entity serving as instrument so that the efforts might be kept most pure. When concepts are blocked by the desire of the instrument to transmit only a certain set of thoughts there is set up then the possibility that this blockage might be utilized by other entities. This is quite unusual, for most groups do not attract the attention that this group has.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yes. Is this particular instrument known as M possessed of an unusual susceptibility of which he and the others of the group should be aware concerning this potential for displacement, and is there any reason that you might suggest that this instrument not channel, or, further, is there any particular process you would recommend for the protection of this individual instrument?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Instruments, which are sensitive in whatever degree their sensitivity is expressed, are, therefore, sensitive to contact by any entity whose vibratory levels fall within that range of sensitivity, be the entity positive or negative who is attempting to transmit thoughts. It is through the tuning mechanism utilized by the group and by the instrument itself that the choice is made between the positive and negative vibrations. It is, therefore, most helpful that the group not only utilize the greatest care in its tuning before the session has begun, but that each instrument utilize some means of determining the nature of the entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instruments.

It is recommended, therefore, that each new instrument creates some form of challenge to an entity who wishes to utilize its instrument in the transmission of thoughts. The challenge may take any form which is meaningful to the new instrument. The basic nature of the challenge is to ask that the entity wishing to transmit thoughts whether it is of the Confederation, whether it comes in the name of the Christ or the Christ consciousness, or the positive polarity of service to others. Each Confederation member appreciates this challenge and will answer in the affirmative. Those entities not of the Confederation or not of positive polarity are not able to meet this challenge or answer this query, and therefore, must retire. Therefore, we once again suggest the tuning of the group and the development of each new instrument of some means of challenging those entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instrument.

Questioner asked: ‘’ Is this particular instrument known as M possessed of an unusual susceptibility of which he and the others of the group should be aware concerning this potential for displacement, and is there any reason that you might suggest that this instrument not channel, or, further, is there any particular process you would recommend for the protection of this individual instrument?’’ Latwii replied instruments, which are sensitive to contact by any entity whose vibratory levels fall within that range of sensitivity, be the entity positive or negative, who is attempting to transmit thoughts, and it is through the tuning mechanism utilized by the group and by the instrument that the choice is made between the positive and negative vibrations, so it is helpful that the group not only utilize great care in its tuning before the session has begun, but that each instrument utilize some means of determining the nature of the entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instruments. Latwii continued by saying it is recommended that each new instrument create some form of challenge to an entity who wishes to utilize its instrument in the transmission of thoughts, and the challenge may take any form which is meaningful to the new instrument, for the nature of the challenge is to ask that the entity wishing to transmit thoughts whether it comes in the name of the Christ, or the Christ consciousness, or the positive polarity of service to others, so each Confederation member appreciates this challenge and will answer in the affirmative, but those entities not of the Confederation, or not of positive polarity, are not able to meet this challenge or answer this query and must leave, so we suggest the tuning of the group and the development of each new instrument of some means of challenging those entities wishing to transmit thoughts through their instrument. On November 22, 2008, Q’uo described the need for instruments to find a way to challenge any entity that would like to speak through them:

The activity of channeling is one in which the seeker who chooses to become a channel secures itself in a metaphysical manner by declaring, in concrete and absolute terms, the identity of the self with that overarching principle for which he lives and for which, if necessary, he would gladly die.

Grounded and on the terra firma of that unshakable identity of the self that is recognized and respected in the unseen realms, the seeker who has offered itself as channel then asks for the source which vibrates in compatibility with that identification. This instrument, for instance, challenges always in the name of Jesus the Christ, asking for the highest and best contact that she can carry in a stable and conscious manner of that vibration. Indeed, we of the principle of Q’uo created this principle specifically to respond to this instrument’s request.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; Yes, one final question. The information that you have given in response to my questions has been given to me previously, immediately after that session. Could you define for me the source of that information at that time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this case we find that we are bound by that Law of Confusion, also known as the respecting of free will. We find it necessary to recommend that you ponder this query in your meditations and consider its source for yourself.

May we answer further, my brother?

Questioner; No, for myself and my brother M. I thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla; I would like to apologize to the instrument, but I do have a couple of questions here about M’s experience. First of all, is it possible that M’s long-time fear that precisely this thing would happen to him attracted this experience to him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall relay your apologies to the instrument. To respond to your query, it is, indeed, quite possible that what one fears shall be drawn unto the entity until the fear is balanced with acceptance. For …

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This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Once we have achieved this contact with our inner Being, we are free: we are in bondage to no person, no circumstance, no condition. We are free in Christ, and we can then say:

‘Christ liveth my life. What difference does it make whether or not there are periods of depression or periods of prosperity, floods, or droughts? Christ liveth my life. It leadeth me beside the still waters: It maketh me to lie down in green pastures. A thousand may fall at my left hand and ten thousand at my right hand; still it will not come nigh me. I have made that contact. I am dying daily to my humanhood; I am being reborn of the Spirit; I am being guided, directed, fed, maintained, sustained, healed, and saved by this inner Light—the inner illumination.’

The secret is the awakening of the sleeping Christ, and that is the purpose of meditation.”

This afternoon I went outside and used a garden rake, Huff and Puff, and my hands, to gather all of the small tree limbs on both sides and the back of the garage, and then I put them in a garbage can.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

January 10

Behind Every Thought

I am the Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ in the vibration of the consciousness of Love which is balanced fullness to this entity. We greet each in the full measure of Love which is the Father’s birthright to His children and the nature of the universe.

In measured steps did the Creator move upon the waters of your consciousness to create a consciousness of peace, an awareness of light, and a sensibility to detect and discern the creatures and ministers of Light. Behind every thought and every concept waiting behind the closed door of emotion, there waits the Spirit of a lively and all-consuming Love, a Spirit which engenders peace and joy. In no way can we sell at reduced rates the precious gift which has no price but must exact from each recipient a small awareness in welcoming.

The emotions of darkness are like a cloud around the spirit of those who cannot find enough faith to ask that Love’s consciousness be a gift in the darkness. Yet we pray and wait for the opportunity to shine like a beacon upon the inward thoughts of those who do seek peace. Though there is great mystery to the consciousness of Love, yet the mystery lies not in the mechanics of connection with it.

My peace I leave with you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.