2026-01-01

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from May 9, 1982;

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, as always, it is our pleasure to be able to join your group and participate with you in your meditations, and, as always, we are honored by the service you do us in requesting our service, small and insignificant as it may be.

There are many aspects, my friends, to the study of meditation, and for many these aspects are never readily perceivable, for there is seldom sufficient striving to attain the depth necessary for the perception of the distinctions between the types of meditation. For example, when one of your brothers or sisters who has not participated for a long period of time in a group such as this, or in other forms of meditation, there is a sense of puzzled wonderment when the subject is raised. It may be assumed by many that the act of meditating is in some way the attainment of a mystical state that is available to but a few, and for that reason there is no reason for the individual to pursue the attainment as one would practice to achieve a level of attainment in a sport or other field of endeavor on your planet.

My friends, do not be dismayed by your perceptions, for perceptions are based upon a limited amount of knowledge, and only through your striving will the truth be opened to you. The attainments in meditation do not come painfully, but rather they come consistently. As one practices regularly and with frequency one begins to perceive the potential paths that open before oneself, as a fan of leaves open from the branch of a tree, each leading farther and farther in a different direction, but striving still in unity toward the Light. My friends, we do not speak on this subject as a lector or professor who will define and detail for you the various aspects of meditation, but rather as an encouraging participant or co-student who, having discovered a small amount of the splendor attainable, would rush back to share the surprise with his brothers or sisters. We cannot encourage you sufficiently, my friends, to undertake the regular practice of meditation, for it is your sincere desire, we believe, to seek attainment, and find that this path above all others will enable you to achieve that end.

At this time, we would transfer our contact to the one known as Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again in Love and Light. It is our privilege to utilize this instrument, which we have not been able to speak through for some time.

It is always, my friends, the lot of the seeker that the seeking shall be strewn with those situations which you call difficulties. So, it is with the method of seeking known as meditation. As one seeks in meditation there are a number of parameters, shall we say, that must be met which may offer that known as the difficulty from time to time, for the purpose of teaching the seeking entity how best to meet them. The first parameter is the honing of the desire to actually make the time for meditation in the busy schedule. It seems so often that there is not enough time to accomplish those activities which acquire the attention in the outer world of the entity for its survival and sustenance. This is the basic requisite, shall we say, for the desire to seek in this manner must be of a certain strength before the seeking shall have the opportunity to begin. A meditator then finds that when time has been made for this activity that the outer world is not easily shed and remains, indeed, within the head or mind. Quieting this muscle of stray thoughts and leftover concerns from the day’s activities then becomes the next step for the seeker in meditation.

This is approached by each entity in an unique fashion. Many use various means to quiet the mind: the chanting, the visualizing of a blank space, the seeing of the thoughts settling to the bottom of a pool, the watching of the thoughts as they pass through the mind’s eye without giving them undue attention are some means that may be used. These thoughts shall continue in their progression for quite some time, shall we say, for each meditator, for each entity so seeking in meditation is always engaged in some degree in the outer world. For this outer world seems to be that which is most real and which requires the seeker’s attention. When a stillness of a sufficient nature has been achieved then the entity may utilize this stillness for a great variety of purposes. It may be that the meditator has a need which must be met in the spiritual, emotional, or mental sense, which then might be the theme or topic of the meditation. This need might be allowed to travel its natural course, shall we say, as the seeker seeks its solution. It might be that the seeker would use this stillness to meditate upon a concept such as Love, wisdom, mercy, etc. It might also be the case that the seeker simply wishes to remain in that stillness and feel the presence of its guides and the higher vibrations of these entities so that a subconscious sustenance or food might be gained.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the practice of meditation. They began by saying as one seeks in meditation there are a number of parameters that must be met which may offer difficulties from time to time for the purpose of teaching the seeking entity how best to meet them, and the first parameter is the honing of the desire to make the time for meditation in their busy schedule, for it seems often that there is not enough time to accomplish activities which require the attention in the outer world of the entity for its survival, and this is the basic requirement, for the desire to seek in this manner must be of a certain strength before the seeking shall have the opportunity to begin, so a meditator then finds when time has been made for this activity that the outer world is not easily shed and remains within the mind, so quieting these stray thoughts from the day’s activities becomes the next step for the seeker in meditation. Hatonn went on to say this is approached by each entity in an unique fashion, for many use various means to quiet the mind: chanting, visualizing of a blank space, the seeing of the thoughts settling to the bottom of a pool, watching of the thoughts as they pass through the mind’s eye, without giving them undue attention, are some means that may be used, and these thoughts shall continue in their progression for some time, for each entity seeking in meditation is always engaged in some degree in the outer world, for this outer world seems to be that which is most real and which requires the seeker’s attention, but when a stillness of a sufficient nature has been achieved, then the entity may utilize this stillness for a variety of purposes, and it may be that the meditator has a need which must be met in the spiritual, emotional, or mental sense which then might be the topic of the meditation, so this need might be allowed to travel its natural course as the seeker seeks its solution, and it might be that the seeker would use this stillness to meditate upon a concept such as Love, wisdom, and mercy, or it might be the case that the seeker wishes to remain in that stillness and feel the presence of its guides and the higher vibrations of these entities so that a subconscious food might be gained. On April 14, 1996, Q’uo spoke of how we may use this stillness within us to make contact with the Creator;

Each entity may take refuge in this sacred room and feel the presence of the one Creator there. Within this sacred room there is protection; there is Love; there is Light; there is unity; and there is direction through the maze of choices that this illusion offers that both confuses and illuminates, that opens doors and shuts doors. Within this sacred room there is the clear inspiration of the one Creator which moves through each entity’s life patterns, for the most part unnoticed because ignored. If entities seek regularly within this place of unity, there is support and direction.

A visualization of certain symbols sacred to the seeker might also be accomplished within the bounds of this stillness. These are but a few of those uses for the meditative state. Each seeker, whatever the use made of this state, does in some way seek the one Creator. Meditation can never fail, my friends. You may feel that your mind loses its concentration as often as a leaf in a wind, yet the very act of seeking in meditation carries a metaphysical charge or power, shall we say, which is always of aid to the seeker, though seldom perceivable.

Hatonn continued by saying a visualization of certain symbols sacred to the seeker might also be accomplished within the bounds of this stillness, and these are but a few of those uses for the meditative state, for each seeker, whatever the use made of this state, does in some way seek the one Creator, and meditation can never fail, and you may feel that your mind loses its concentration as often as a leaf in a wind, yet the act of seeking in meditation carries a metaphysical charge which is always of aid to the seeker, though seldom perceivable. On November 21, 1983, Latwii spoke of how we can use the stillness within us to move forward on our spiritual journey;

The confusion that exists upon your planet at this time is most important, for it then requires that each seeker attempt to sort through that confusion, to take that which has value within its seeking in meditation, and to enlarge there upon it using it as a signpost and to discard that information which has no value. In this way, the seeker’s strength of being is exercised, and the seeker grows spiritually. If the seeker did not use the discrimination which confusion necessitates, the seeking would be less effective. The truth exists within each entity no matter what source information is. No channeled information can match the truth which lies within each being.

We would at this time close this particular discussion through the entity known as C. We would now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you now through this instrument. We would but say that though there are those who do not understand and see meditation as a passive state, we would but remind you of the dynamics occurring for reaching, as you, through your meditations, become more in touch and activate those parts in you which aid as you seek and grow. We will join with you and aid in what ways we can. You need but request, and we shall be with you. We are known to you as Hatonn, and at this time we shall take our leave of this group that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may aid you in that which is their particular specialty, and answer as they may questions of those things that have begun to be turned over in your minds as you have become more aware of. We leave you now in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the love and in the light of the infinite Creator. As always, we are very happy to be here, particularly on such a day that produces such wonderful feelings and contentment in those who attend the meetings, for we find it is much more pleasurable to share oneness with you when you are happy than when you are depressed or soggy.

At this time, we would offer our services of attempting to answer any questions that you may choose to offer within our feeble realm of ability. Are there any questions?

Questioner; This week I attended a funeral, and a practice sort of stuck in my mind that I was wondering the significance of. That is the practice of using incense as part of the ceremony. It seems to be something that is used worldwide, and I was just wondering what value the use of incense is?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. My brother, the substance that you describe as incense has the ability to perform tasks on several levels of perception. We would describe them as follows. First, and most generally, the substance being recognized as a symbol within the physical realm of a religious event or occurrence has the ability to key both the conscious and subconscious mind to a particular state of mind. Such as, “I am at a funeral. I shall be attentive and solemn.” We are sure that this is quite easy to understand.

However, we would offer also the information that just as certain sounds such as the chanting of the “om” may have an effect upon the subconscious mind in the performance of an attunement, so also may the sense of smell be activated in such a manner, and some of these substances generally referred to on your planet as incenses may perform this function. There has been in your past a misunderstanding of these concepts and some confused information. These concepts were translated into the idea that an omnipotent entity somehow craved the odor of this substance. We would suggest that this seems quite unlikely to us, and is simply a misunderstanding of the concept that the Creator which is within and without all of us is desirous of reunification, and the state of mind which is signaled by the smelling of the substance incense is desirous for the Creator in us all.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; If I get all that right it is that incense is mainly a tool for focusing?

I am Latwii. That is primarily correct. It also functions in a metaphysical manner, but this is not the substance incense itself, but rather the process of using a tool to accomplish an end. It is very functional as a tool for certain purposes.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Not at this time, thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner; I have a friend who I am very close to, and my brother and I explained to him a little of the meditation, and he doesn’t understand. He thinks it’s all weird, and he says that it isn’t right. Some people say it is, and I need a little help on it. I was wondering if maybe you could help me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. My friend, it is often very difficult to be in the position of possessing some wonderful knowledge and yet being unable to share that knowledge with those who are dear to us or whose companionship we desire. It is always appropriate to desire that a friend or loved one be enabled to attain this particular type of knowledge. However, it is important to remember that one must first ask before one receives. That one must knock before the door is opened. If this were not so then the gifts and the answers that are given would not be fully appreciated and would very likely be disregarded. My friend, there are times when you will want to share your knowledge with others and must hold back out of love for your friends, for to share with them too soon would reduce their appreciation of that knowledge because it is knowledge that they have not sought, and because they were not looking for it, they are not impressed or satisfied when they find it.

It is easier to understand that they find this type of communication to be unusual or suspect it of being a deception or lies because for those who do not yet seek there are no answers yet provided. They have not yet been given the information that you have already discovered. If we could offer advice, my friend, we would simply say that rather than share your knowledge with those who may not be prepared to accept it, share instead your love, for that is a language which is always understood, and it is a form of communication that will not be seen by your friends as weird or somehow wrong. Love your friends, and should they ask of you at that point it would be better to share your knowledge, for by asking they will identify themselves to you as seekers.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, I think I understand and thank you for your advice.

Latwii; My friend, we thank you for your question. Is there another question?

Questioner; Yes. As I see things, our own country as well as the world is in such a dilemma financially that there are no solutions, and I am assuming that because of the harvest being near that we’ll have to muddle through until harvest time about the way we’re going. Am I right in that assumption?

I am Latwii. We would state that you are incorrect in that there are an infinite number of solutions available at this time to the people of your planet. They might range from the solution of eradicating the problems by eradicating your planet, to sharing responsibility by solving your difficulties by sharing responsibility for distributing those forms of physical needs to the areas in which they lack, and in this way expressing love for one’s other selves.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Yes. Let me push that a little farther. For instance, in Africa, where people reproduce so fast, it seems that there is no way to meet that need. What do we do in cases like that?

I am Latwii. My sister, we might point out that the need is currently being balanced to a large extent by a substantially early withdrawal of many entities from your planet in a form you refer to as physical death, at often a very young age, from a lack of food substances. This is neither good nor bad, but simply that which occurs, and might be regarded by some as an acceptable solution to the problem. We would extend our analysis of this answer even further to hazard the assumption that this is what your people are doing to solve the problem. This is very likely regarded by your people as an acceptable and workable solution to the problem.

However, your planet and your people have at this time the capability to feed extremely well all of those who currently inhabit your planet. That is not a matter of finding the food, or finding locations within which to produce the food, but rather finding those people who will share what they have. It is also possible on your planet to control and regulate the population of your planet, and when this becomes a sufficiently desirable solution to some of your people who do not regard it as such at this time, it will likely be implemented in those areas.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Is there any one form of government on the planet at this time that is capable of distributing wealth where it is needed?

I am Latwii. My sister, the distribution of substances can be accomplished by any group motivated by Love. The effective distribution over substantially wide ranges may only be accomplished by a substantially large group motivated in this same manner. The form under which the group operates or the government under which this distribution takes place is not important. What is important is a sufficient number of sufficiently motivated people. Just as rocks may be worn away by the constant barrage of raindrops and grains of sand, so also can the most substantial problems be overcome with enough determination and with enough motivation.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, that is sufficient. Thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner; Yes. One other question. It’s very personal. My grandson, D, is having a very hard time. Can you make any comments about his condition, or what his dad can do, or what we can do?

I am Latwii. My sister, is not permissible for us to speak in terms of particular individuals or, as you understand, this is antagonistic to our own purpose in communicating with you. In speaking generally, however, of relationships between those individuals who find difficulty in one another’s presence, we would simply say that if the people desire to Love and understand one another, if their desire is to extend Love unconditionally without placing demands upon others, then their path would become much easier, and their companionship less abrasive. The difficulty lies not in the fact of loving or not loving, but rather in the placement of rules or limitations upon that loving. If one person says to another, “I will only love you if you do this, or I will cease to love you if you act in that manner,” my friend, how valuable is love that can be bought and sold in such a fashion?

We would offer instead a suggestion that one attempt to view one’s brothers and sisters with the understanding of, “If you do that, I will Love you still. If you act in that manner, I will try to Love you more, and I will try to understand. And if unable to understand, I will try to remember that your path is not mine, and that it is not my responsibility or right to guide your steps.” For such is permissible only to the individual himself or herself. The journey must be made, but the direction and the speed can only be determined by he or she who walks the path.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; That’s very good, thank you.

Latwii; My sister, we thank you for the opportunity to offer our services, and we desire that you find peace in this manner.

Questioner; Thank you.

Latwii; Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. As there are no further questions at this time, we will take our leave. May the Love and the Light of the Creator be ever in your awareness, my friends, just as you are always in their presence. Adonai vasu borragus. I am known to you as Latwii.

This morning I changed out the green sheets and pillowcases on my bed for the blue ones. Then I put the green sheets and pillowcases in the laundry. When they were dried, I ironed the flat sheet and pillowcases, and then I put them in one of the cupboards in my bathroom.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation comes from Chapter Two; ‘’The purpose of meditation is to attain divine grace. Once this grace has been attained in a measure, it takes over our experience and lives our life, performs those things which are given us to do and makes the crooked places straight. We no longer live by bread alone, but by this inner grace.

Satisfying relationships, abundant supply, successful business activity, and creative endeavor are the tangible effects of grace. First must come the inner grace before the things of this world can be added to us, but we can never receive the grace of God so long as we seek it for the purpose of demonstration, that is, seeking God in order to possess some person or thing, or to achieve some place. That is the reason meditation can never be used to demonstrate an automobile, more money, or a better position. Meditation is for the purpose of realizing God. In meditation God is revealed as the life of individual being. God is the embodiment of all good. In achieving the experience of God, our good appears as whatever the need may be. We fail if we attempt to gain any thing separate and apart from God. God, Itself, is the good. Prayer or meditation for material things and persons cannot be answered by a God of Spirit. Such an objective defeats the purpose of meditation.’’

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 1

The Banquet Of Life

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the consciousness of divine Love.

I greet you this day in merriment and laughter, joy, and freedom. I invite you to the banquet of life. Gaze at the table spread before you: the delicious zest of challenges yet unmet; the wonderful nourishment of companions, friends, and family; the spice of those whom you shall meet but not understand—those most contrary flavors that often make the meal and bless the feast—and, above all, the beauty of the banquet hall.

Gaze about you today in prayerful thanksgiving for the beauties that Love has made.

You are a perfect and divine part of a perfect and divine creation. And that which you see before your eyes may be feast or famine. Ask of yourself that you choose what you shall see. And if you choose to see the riches of the creation of the Father, great riches indeed shall you see.

We leave you in peace, joy and laughter, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-31

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings come from May 2, 1982;

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my brothers and sisters, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We have been observing your planet for a long, long period of what you call time, and we find much happiness at this time of your year as your planet, with the Light of your sun, renews its cycle. On your planet the cycles are short, and your time, you’ll find, is often short. In your nature, the shortness each season is used fully by your second-density creatures for their purposes. Their time, they realize, cannot be wasted. They exist with a purpose in mind to perpetuate themselves as best they can in the time that they have. They do not utilize choice as you do, though their free will may have an instinct that drives them.

You, my friends, with your increased awareness and utilization of choice, often do not realize the shortness of your time. Your lives are a small fraction of even a millisecond, to use your terms, in the universe. So often on your planet the time available in each incarnation is not used. So many wander aimlessly, not feeling the light, engrossed in attempting to gather as much physical comfort as they can, with little regard for that part of themselves that seeks, pushing it aside and falling back. Though the time is short you have ample time if you would but attempt to allow even a small portion of this short time for quiet thought and meditation, to allow your being to become aware of the light of the Creator.

The physical vehicle needs to be maintained, and no one can neglect it and hope to be able to utilize fully the spiritual self. They are connected, one affecting the other. But in caring for the physical self, the spiritual self also needs caring, and needs to grow as does the physical. The growing is much like going from infanthood through the stages up to where, to use the analogy, adulthood is reached and you have achieved the level of awareness that is possible within this illusion. If you would but look around you can see people, other beings, who are wasting time. Worry not about their wasting, but stop and sit quietly and think and meditate on what you are doing with the time available to you.

On your planet, physical death awaits each. Not to interfere, but just merely a point in time which shows you that your time is limited, and each incarnation is short. Use your time wisely. Take care of each part of yourself. Love each part of yourself. Strive to properly maintain the physical and spiritual. Allow time for each, for you exist in time and for you time is something to be aware of. So often your people have the habit of saying that they will begin at a later time; they have other concerns for now. My friends, if there is any doubt about when to begin, start then, even a small step, but begin. We do not mean to sound as though we are trying to scare or rush you, but for your planet time is growing increasingly short.

Many more of your people, becoming aware, are easily distracted, and do not follow up after the initial awareness begins. We hope that even more of your people become aware, but also hope they use what time is left wisely and truly begin the slow process of awakening, and truly become aware of the Love and the Light of the Creator. We of Hatonn are always waiting to be of service to any who would but ask, for we are anxious to help. If you would but ask, on any level of your meditation, we shall be with you, as will any and all of your brothers and sisters of the Confederation. We grow as you grow, and are one with you.

We would at this time pause to allow the brothers and sisters of Laitos to pass among you and ask that each who wishes to feel their conditioning vibration would ask. We are known to you as Hatonn and now take our leave of this group. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We would say but a few words to those of this group, for we know that Latwii, is waiting to speak to you. We were going to speak on the subject of the physical vehicle and its aid to you, and due to the member of your circle which is using its physical vehicle at this time for one of its functional uses we would choose this subject on which to speak. We speak to you on the subject of sleep. This is an underrated activity of the physical vehicle. Indeed, my friends, many more of your people sleep in the waking state than achieve true unconsciousness while in the sleeping state. We ask you to picture your physical vehicle as it is, a creature of both time and space. Your physical vehicle has a great web of energy receptors which during the day are put to use to a degree which is governed by the desire of each entity. There are those whose desire to be sensitive to the incoming vibrations of all those things about it are such that it receives almost no positive value from the physical vehicle, and in addition receives many distortions of the incoming energies of planets, of stars, of the universe, and most of all, my friends, of those other entities with whom you come in contact.

In fact, by the time that your day is done, and you are prepared to take your rest, nearly all entities have developed a certain system of distortions during that day, due to the free choice of various thoughts which are not in harmony with the energy influxes, primarily of other entities with whom you have come in contact. The more sensitive the entity is, the more possible it is to avoid great distortion of these energy influxes. However, when the physical body enters the sleep, the distortions that have occurred within the energy web of the body may be healed to a greater or lesser extent, depending upon the depth of sleep, the length of the sleep, and the manner with which sleep is respected. If it is a sleep of exhaustion, a sleep without gratitude, a sleep entered into without purpose, the positive functions of sleep are much less apparent, and it is possible to even awaken in a weary state.

Laitos wanted to speak to the group on the topic of our physical body’s need for sleep. They began by saying we speak to you on the subject of sleep which is an underrated activity of the physical vehicle, and more of your people sleep in the waking state than achieve true unconsciousness while in the sleeping state, so we ask you to picture your physical vehicle as a creature of both time and space, for your physical vehicle has a web of energy receptors which, during the day, are put to use to a degree which is governed by the desire of each entity, so there are those whose desire to be sensitive to the incoming vibrations of all those things about them are such that they receive no positive value from the physical vehicle and in addition receive distortions of the incoming energies of planets, stars, the universe, and most of all of those other entities with whom you come in contact. Hatonn went on to say by the time that your day is done, and you are prepared to take your rest, nearly all entities have developed a certain system of distortions during that day, due to the free choice of thoughts which are not in harmony with the energy influxes, primarily of other entities with whom you have come in contact, and the more sensitive the entity is, the more possible it is to avoid distortion of these energy influxes, but when the physical body enters sleep, the distortions that have occurred within the energy web of the body may be healed to a greater or lesser extent, depending upon the depth of sleep, the length of the sleep, and the manner with which sleep is respected, for if it is a sleep of exhaustion, a sleep without gratitude, a sleep entered into without purpose, the positive functions of sleep are less apparent, and it is possible to even awaken in a weary state. On March 2, 1986, Latwii spoke of one value of sleep;

The difficulties which you experience in your waking state and in your sleeping state may be looked at for the deeper meaning and this meaning then used as the programming for further revelation, whether in dreams or in meditation, that will further enhance the piecing of the puzzle shall we say, thus to grasp the bull by the horns, to use a phrase, may enable your attempt to relieve the distortions in a fashion that utilizes both the conscious and subconscious experiences of sleep and waking.

The potential of sleep itself for lifting the distortions of the day are very great. We would suggest that as you enter sleep be aware that this function is tremendously helpful to you, for your physical body has great wisdom and in every cell is built a governing factor which will of itself control the proper functioning of the intake of the energies which are available. In sleep it is possible to affirm that the distortions of the day will be lifted. In sleep it is possible to request that those angelic presences who guide you shall be with you. Yes, my friends, thankfulness and gratitude and a certain amount of understanding of the functions of sleep will enable you to lie down to your rest with far less weariness, far more a sense of another portion of your learning experience upon which you are about to embark, which is every bit as valuable to you as your daily experience. My brothers and sisters of Hatonn have spoken to you of the virtue of not wasting time. As you enter sleep, know that this, too, is time not to be wasted. For there is a great deal of healing and learning and a stretching of, shall we say, those inner muscles of self, which may be achieved during this blessed activity you call sleep.

Laitos went on to say the potential of sleep for lifting the distortions of the day are great, so we would suggest that as you enter sleep be aware that this function is tremendously helpful to you, for your physical body has wisdom, and in every cell is built a governing factor which will of itself control the proper functioning of the intake of the energies which are available, so in sleep it is possible to affirm that the distortions of the day will be lifted, and in sleep it is possible to request that those angelic presences who guide you shall be with you, for thankfulness, and gratitude, and a certain amount of understanding of the functions of sleep will enable you to lie down to your rest with far less weariness, far more a sense of another portion of your learning experience upon which you are about to embark, which is every bit as valuable to you as your daily experience, so my brothers and sisters of Hatonn have spoken to you of the virtue of not wasting time, and as you enter sleep, know that this is time not to be wasted, for there is a great deal of healing, and learning which may be achieved during this blessed activity you call sleep. On February 23, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of our angelic presences;

One’s seeking in one’s incarnation is that which attracts to the self those friends and, as you have called them, guides and angelic presences which attempt to serve as a result of the call or seeking of the entity involved. This call or seeking, therefore, can be of an infinite variety of possibilities. There are many entities who can and do respond to such seeking. They may be of your own planetary influence, and may be those who have as yourself incarnated a number times upon a certain planetary influence and who between the, shall we say, incarnations, serve as the guide now with a wider perspective. There are guides and friends also attracted from influences and density levels, thus you have at your disposal, according to your seeking, entities of a great variety of sources, yet all are the one Creator in certain distortions or frequencies, seeking to be of service to the One.

We would at this time make way for the one known as Latwii. We thank you, my friends, for allowing us to speak through this instrument. It has been a great privilege. I am Laitos. Should you desire our companionship at any time, you have only to ask. I leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. I leave you in the great infinity of the one original Hope. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all in the Love and in the Light of the Creator. It is a great honor to once again be asked to join your group in meditation. At this time, as is our custom, we open this meeting to queries which those present may have brought with them. Is there a question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. To follow up with the idea of sleep, if I can make sense out of this. A couple of nights just this past week I had dreams that were frustrating. I couldn’t quite remember them when I woke up, but they were dreams that left me frustrated, and I was tired, and the thought occurred to me in meditation that the dreams, or whatever caused the dreams, had blocked energy, and that was the reason I was tired. And so, I thought if I unblocked this energy, I would be able to release it, and I began to imagine that I was sending blessings to everybody I knew, and then extending it out to the ends of the Earth in meditation for maybe fifteen minutes, and tried to think or imagine this. And I was totally rested at the end of the meditation, and was rested all day. And my question is, did I unblock energy, or what happened in that experience? That was the first time that a thought like that had come to me, that I had blocked the energy, and I could release it.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. In responding, may we suggest that indeed when any entity sends that known as Love, Light and healing energies to any other entity it is opening within its own being a channel for the flow of life-giving energies to open such a channel. To be of service to others does have ramifications for the entity opening that channel, these being the energizing of that entity’s mind, body, and spirit complex of vehicles. Thusly, you may see that truly it is said, “To give is better than to receive.” For in truth when one gives to others, oneself cannot help but receive.

This exercise may or may not have a connection with a particular dream experience. They may be two different experiences. Or they may be related in that the meditative sending of Love and Light and healing energy does then respond to the symbolic blockage experienced in the dream state. We cannot be specifically accurate in this instance, for this is a matter for your own inner inquiry. But we might suggest that you did, indeed, open a pathway by sending the life-giving energies to others.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; As I did this, did others really benefit from this energy?

I am Latwii. My sister, when such an activity as you have described and carried out is effected, no matter the length of the visualization or the depth of the meditation, there is an increase in the vibratory level of your planet. There is a substantial increment in the amount of Love, Light and healing energies which is available to each entity so requesting. The amount may be small, but when engaged in as a periodic or regular activity by an entity, the action then is doubled with each sending, and when engaged in by more than one entity, the activity is doubled with each entity. Therefore, each sending does have its effect in raising the vibrations of your planet. The planet itself resounds with the joy of your effort.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No. That’s fantastic. That’s all for right now. I’ll have to live with that one a minute.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Is there ever a time when giving is not of benefit to people?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. There are a number of ways to look at this activity called “giving.” If one looks at such an activity in, shall we say, a small frame of reference, one may see the giving of answers to another, which the other seeks, could be a disservice if the answers could have been found by the other’s own efforts, for to find such answers by the effort of one’s own seeking increases the strength of seeking. Yet, if one expands the frame of reference, in this instance, to consider a much larger view, it might be found that the effect upon the entity receiving such answers is but momentary, and shall lead to other lessons having to do with the seeking of answers, and the finding by one’s own efforts. And therefore, it might be seen that this action has but minuscule effect on both entities. There is no right or wrong behavior which one can engage in, in the larger view, for all experience teaches whether the lesson is planned as a part of that experience or not, for there is but one Creator and many portions of that one Creator, and there is but one experience, that of the Creator. Yet, that experience has many facets. Each entity, as a facet of the Creator, therefore, will look upon a situation, a thought, or an action in the frame of reference with which it is currently dealing and within which it experiences its lessons.

Most entities upon your planet at …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. I am once again with this instrument. To continue. The incarnation, as you would call it, is that period of time with which entities upon your planet are primarily concerned, and therefore is that frame of reference which is usually considered as that frame which shall be used to discern that which is learned and that which is not well learned. This, then, provides the criterion for the discernment of the helpful nature of an action, and is primarily concerned with those lessons chosen before the incarnation. An entity in the waking state of an incarnation cannot know whether an action is helpful or not, unless it knows what lessons were programmed before the incarnation. We apologize for taking this long route to arrive at that statement, but find that the subject is so large that some background is necessary to understand what the result of analysis in this area is.

Questioner asked;’’ Is there ever a time when giving is not of benefit to people?’’ Latwii replied by saying there are a number of ways to look at this activity called giving, and if one looks at this activity in a small frame of reference, one may see the giving of answers to another, which the other seeks, could be a disservice if the answers could have been found by the other’s own efforts, for to find such answers by the effort of one’s own seeking increases the strength of seeking, yet  if one expands the frame of reference to consider a larger view, it might be found that the effect upon the entity receiving such answers is momentary and shall lead to other lessons having to do with the seeking of answers, and the finding by one’s own efforts, and it might be seen that this action has little effect on both entities, for there is no right or wrong behavior which one can engage in, in the larger view, for all experience teaches whether the lesson is planned as a part of that experience or not, for there is but one Creator and many portions of that one Creator, and there is but one experience, that of the Creator, yet that experience has many facets, so each entity, as a facet of the Creator, will look upon a thought or an action in the frame of reference with which it is currently dealing and within which it experiences its lessons. Latwii went on to say the incarnation is that period of time with which entities upon your planet are primarily concerned, and it is that frame of reference which is usually considered as that frame which shall be used to discern that which is learned and that which is not well learned, so this provides the principle for the discernment of the helpful nature of an action, and it is concerned with those lessons chosen before the incarnation, but an entity in the waking state of an incarnation cannot know whether an action is helpful or not unless it knows what lessons were programmed before the incarnation, and we apologize for taking this long route to arrive at that statement, but we find that the subject is so large that some background is necessary to understand what the result of analysis in this area is. On May 14, 1989, Q’uo spoke of  when our actions are helpful;

Whether an action is helpful in the overall sense of one’s soul development or is not helpful is a conclusion which is most difficult to reach within your third-density illusion, for much is veiled from the conscious mind, so that what seems helpful in one sense may be just the opposite in another sense when seen from a larger perspective, and vice versa is also true. That is to say, that which seems unhelpful in the short run of things, as you would say, may in the overall sense be quite beneficial.

One may look at one’s tendencies or the possibilities which exist as one interacts with those about one. One may choose a certain action and attempt to carry it out in a conscious fashion, feeling that this is the most helpful action that might be chosen. This is a part of the overall learning of any entity, and it will eventually bring the entity to that point which is appropriate in its own process of learning, and that is that its true feelings will be discovered, whether they were known in any degree before the action was decided upon or not.

That which is most helpful to an entity in utilizing the catalyst of the daily round of activities is the spontaneous and unrehearsed thought, word, or deed which is carried out to its logical or appropriate conclusion, then reflected upon in a conscious fashion and utilized within the meditative state, so that any biases that are not deemed consonant with the highest ideals of the seeker might be noted and marked for future reference, so that the lesson which is embodied might be clarified and a certain set of actions might be associated with that lesson.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Are you saying that the experience of seeking is perhaps more meaningful than the result, that they’re equal or …? I’ve said enough of the question. I thought I heard you say that experience of seeking was the most vital aspect of living in this incarnation, and that the result was there were no right or wrong answers exactly. Am I understanding you correctly?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We would agree that your basic assumption is correct, and would add that in reality the seeking and the result of the seeking are but parts of one process. That process is the experience of the Creator. For the seeking yields the result, and the result asks yet another question. For the process of that which you call learning has no end as far as we can tell. Therefore, there is an equality in the seeking and in that which is found. For each feeds the process of experience for the entity which is seeking the Creator within.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; The only part that I’m slightly unclear about is that there is the choice of either telling someone the answer, perhaps, or not giving them the answer, but allowing them to experience their life and come up with an answer. And I guess what I’m hearing you say is that it’s OK. Is it preferable to encourage them to seek the process rather than to just give them the answer, as a sort of shortcut?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator take that view that to give answers to questions which might provide answers to the seeker by the seeker’s own efforts is not a desired service. We use this frame of reference in dealing with groups such as this one, but also recognize—but from a much larger point of view, that of the Creator—that it matters not what we do or what any entity does, for all actions provide experience and all experiences teaches lessons.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, thank you. That is very clear. Thank you very much, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, and once again apologize for our occasional wordiness. We do enjoy these opportunities for expressing our humble understanding of the experience which each entity undertakes.

May we ask if there might be another question at this time?

Questioner; I have not a question, but a request. That is that you be available to my grandfather as he makes the transition from this world.

I am Latwii. My brother, we assure you that each entity which passes from this plane in that process which is known to your peoples as death does have a great number of those angelic beings which wait upon it: those entities known as guides, those dear souls which have been closely associated with the one transitioning this life in previous life experiences, and those entities of the Confederation which oversee such processes. Each entity which makes this transition is well protected and attended. And those entities which remain in the third density illusion might be of the greatest aid by wishing the entity “God speed,” shall we say, and sending joy, Love, and Light to the entity and rejoicing at the process which allows the entity to move from one level of lessons to yet another level of lessons. Be ye therefore full of that joy and peace which is the result of each entity’s unending existence within the one Creator.

May we ask if there might be another question at this time?

Questioner; I have a question. Are there new third-density beings and old third-density beings at the same time on this Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. This situation has indeed occurred upon your planet for most of its time, as you call it, within this cycle which is now ending. At this time however, there are no “new,” shall we say, third-density beings upon your planet, those being those entities passing from the second density into the third by virtue of their own graduation. This is the case since at this time upon your planet that process of incarnation by the seniority of vibration has been in effect for many, of what you call, the years, being necessitated by the ending of the cycle and the providing of the opportunity for those entities to graduate from this density to the next by virtue of their own lessons learned throughout many incarnations.

These lessons take a good deal of what you call time. Therefore, it would not serve an entity well who had just, shall we say, arrived in this density to incarnate at this time. Nor would it serve well those who might have an opportunity to achieve the graduation with but one further incarnation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Thank you. That answers the question.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. I have another question. I have a lot of friends who talk about the second coming of Christ. You talk about the harvest. Are these similar events? Can we talk about them—when we refer to the harvest, and refer to the second coming of Christ, are we talking about the same thing? I think this is what I’m trying to ask.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Basically, this is correct, but there is an addition which we feel might be helpful. That known as the harvest, or the graduation, is a process which occurs at the end of each cycle of evolution upon your planet of 75,000 years. All entities at this time are harvested, for the planet itself has its own evolution, and will for a short period be unsuitable for third density existence. Therefore, each entity shall be given the opportunity to pass on to another level of existence, either in the positive orientation, that known as the service-to-others path, or the negative orientation, that known as the service-to-self path. For these two groups there is also that known as the second coming of the Christ consciousness, which is the experience of each entity of the increase in vibration which accompanies the opening of the red, orange, yellow, and green energy centers, for the positive vibrations, and the red, orange, yellow and momentary opening of blue, for the negative vibrations. This second coming of the Christ consciousness simply refers to the fourth-density level of understanding expressed in the entities who are being graduated to the next density of learning.

Those entities who have not achieved this level of understanding are between the polarities, shall we say, and though harvested have not experienced the second coming of the Christ consciousness, and, therefore, shall be allowed another great cycle of experience upon another third-density planet just beginning its 75,000 year cycle. The one known as Jesus, the Christ, was the pattern for this experience of the coming, shall we say, of the Christ consciousness. This entity was able to open its energy centers, red through green, quite easily at an early age and spoke of this experience when it said, “The Father and I are One.” Such an experience is available to any entity which truly seeks the one Creator, and shall be experienced by those who have achieved this goal, whether it be in the service-to-self or service-to-others polarization.

Questioner asked; ‘’ I have another question. I have a lot of friends who talk about the second coming of Christ. You talk about the harvest. Are these similar events?’’ Latwii said I am aware of your query, and this is correct, but there is an addition which might be helpful, for the harvest is a process which occurs at the end of each cycle of evolution upon your planet of 75,000 years, and all entities at this time are harvested, for the planet itself has its own evolution and will for a short period be unsuitable for third density existence, and each entity has the opportunity to pass on to another level of existence, either in the service-to-others path, or the service-to-self path, for these two groups there is also the second coming of the Christ consciousness, which is the experience of each entity of the increase in vibration which accompanies the opening of the red, orange, yellow, and green energy centers for the positive vibrations and the red, orange, yellow, and momentary opening of blue for the negative vibrations, so this second coming of the Christ consciousness refers to the fourth-density level of understanding expressed in the entities who are being graduated to the next density of learning. Latwii continued by saying those entities who have not achieved this level of understanding are between the polarities and, though harvested, have not experienced the second coming of the Christ consciousness and shall be allowed another great cycle of experience upon another third-density planet just beginning its 75,000 year cycle, for Jesus the Christ was the pattern for this experience of the coming of the Christ consciousness, and He was able to open His energy centers, red through green, quite easily at an early age and spoke of this experience when He said, “The Father and I are One,” and such an experience is available to any entity which truly seeks the one Creator and shall be experienced by those who have achieved this goal, whether it be in the service-to-self or service-to-others polarization. On November 10, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of the Christ consciousness;

I am Latwii, and shall attempt response to this query by suggesting that there have been a larger number of entities upon your planet in its past who have achieved that state of awareness which has come to be called the Christ consciousness. The number of entities described in the book of which you speak is a number which has been given to a specific portion of your planetary surface, most notably that area of the desert known as Sinai. There has been, however, throughout other portions of your planetary surface, the gaining of the perspective, shall we say, which is known as the Christ consciousness. Various traditions, cultures and practices have been utilized over a great portion of your planet’s third-density experience by various individuals who have sought the heart of the lessons of this illusion and have found in great part that heart of Love within their own experience.

The entity known to your peoples as Jesus of Nazareth was an entity of this nature who had in previous incarnations achieved various levels of consciousness as a portion of His mission as what you would call a wanderer, and in this progression of incarnations sought to be of service in a manner which then was culminated in the incarnation of which you are aware.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Yes, you said this planet would not be—oh, I am not sure that I can repeat that—fit for habitation of third-density entities. Does that mean that no one will be living on this planet for a period of time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. There will be those fourth-density positive service-to-other entities living on this planet who have either been graduated from the third-density cycle now ending upon this planet, or who have transferred to this planet from another third-density planet ending its cycle of evolution, after having achieved the graduation upon that planet. There shall not be third-density entities as you know them now, for it will take some period of what you call time for the fourth-density inhabitants of this planet to learn the ways of the density of love and compassion. It is necessary that such entities learn the ability to shield their physical vehicles from the sight or perception from any third-density entity such as yourself, for it is considered an infringement on the free will of a third-density entity to be aware of those experiences of density above third, for it is necessary upon your planet to make the choice of polarity, either the positive or the negative, and this choice must be made within the confines of the third-density experience only, uncontaminated by any density’s experience which exceeds the third density. After a period of what you call time the fourth-density entities who have been newly harvested, and who inhabit this planet shall be able to achieve the shielding effect, and at this time there shall be the reemergence of the third-density life experience as you know it now.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, I believe that answers the question, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; What becomes of people like Hitler who seem to have caused a lot of trouble on our planet?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. When such an entity is successful in pursuing the negative polarization to the degree which shows a great desire to serve the self at least 95% of the time, shall we say, then an entity is also able to achieve that known as the graduation in the negative, or service-to-self sense and is then able to choose a planet of fourth-density negative vibration with which to join its vibrations in a social memory complex of a negative nature. The entity which you have referred to, the entity known as Adolf, was not able to achieve this effect in his consciousness, and did suffer some depolarization and was unable to make the graduation during its previous incarnation, and has been undergoing a process of healing for some of what you call time within the middle astral planes of your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Yes. Do some people become negative and positive and go back and forth, or do the people that are negative tend to remain negative through all the densities?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Within your third-density illusion, indeed most of your population swings between the positive and negative poles, neither polarizing in service to others or in service to self. These entities, therefore, must repeat the great cycle of learning now ending upon your planet, for it is necessary within this octave of creation for an entity to choose one path or the other in order that evolution might occur. After this choice has been made and successfully achieved in the degree of its purity, the entity then pursues that path of polarization for many of what you call years or time, and through a number of your densities.

Yet those of the negative path find that the path they pursue must join the positive path by the time the sixth density is achieved. At some point within the density there is the realization that the experience of what is called spiritual entropy occurs for the negative polarization, and therefore there must be a switch, shall we say, or a release of the negative potential so that the orientation becomes that known as the positive, for the negative path pursues that part of the illusion which is not, shall we say, for it is the understanding of negative entities that to manipulate and control others, even for their own good, is the best way to evolve in mind, body, and spirit. Therefore, they omit that great universal Love which is associated with the green-ray energy center, and this omission allows evolution to occur only up until the point of the early sixth density experience. At this time, it is necessary to add this component if further evolution is desired.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; I think that is as much as I can comprehend at this time.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful for your query and hope we have not overtaxed your patience or your interest. May we ask if there is another query at this time?

Questioner; Just one more, and I don’t want to wear you out. Recently in my meditations, I have had most unusual thoughts come. And one that just sort of overwhelmed me was, “My mind is at home among the stars.” I wrote it down, I was so overwhelmed with the thought. Where does such a thought come from?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Such a thought comes from the heart of your being, for each entity upon your planet is indeed at home among the stars. Few there are, however, who become aware of that fact within their lifetime. Each lifetime has as one portion of its goal the realization of that truth. It is the birthright of each, and each incarnates to claim it.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, that’s fine, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful. Is there another question?

Questioner; I have one more thing I want to talk about for a second, and that is I have a friend that I have loved for a long time, about four years, that I have had very much of a struggle becoming close to. And I’m about to leave her and probably never see her again. I feel like I want to reach her, and I’m really having a struggle with it. I don’t know if there is anything you can tell me that would help, but I thought I would tell you about it anyway.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your concerns, my sister. Each entity upon your planet experiences those times of what is usually described as a difficult nature. Usually, such difficulty occurs with a specific entity or a number of entities, for each entity has the ability to teach in relation to its ability to provide the opportunity for another to learn. Opportunities come most frequently with what you call problems, for, to learn, an entity must have something to push against, shall we say.

When an entity experiences the difficult times, the problems, and the disharmonies, these experiences then point out to the entity the areas where learning might be found, the learning to resolve the disharmony, the learning to solve the problem, the learning to make smooth that which is difficult, the learning to love, to accept, to forgive, to have compassion for another entity and for the self. When an entity experiences the difficult times, then deep within that entity’s being comes the realization that the pre-incarnative choices for lessons has once again provided a means for being fulfilled. The yearning within the heart of being calls then to the conscious mind and points to the opportunity for learning so that the learning might be achieved. Your feelings of wishing to reach out are simply those feelings which describe to you your desire to learn, to love, and to accept.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No. I think I have a better understanding now, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. I have often wondered where my husband went. He died four years ago and he was afraid to die. He had no idea where he was going, and as far as I know he had no beliefs. And although he was a good man, he hated the question why, and I don’t think he ever asked himself why anything happened. Would a person like that probably be reincarnated before the harvest?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is most difficult from the perspective of your illusion to perceive the great variety of lessons which may lead to the graduation from this density, for each entity is a unique facet of the one Creator. And each entity has specific lessons which enable that entity to proceed in its own evolutionary process. It cannot be said even with a general statement where an entity such as your husband has incarnated next, whether it be this density or the next, for each entity does pursue those lessons which will allow it to achieve that graduation. For each entity upon your planet, and upon all planets in all densities, there is as much time and experience and incarnations as is necessary for the process of evolution to have its effect within the heart of being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, I think that is sufficient.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. One quickie. I’m full of questions tonight. In talking about service to others, is volunteer work, where—like, you’re working in a hospital, where you’re not particularly needed—service to others?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, such an activity, when undertaken with the conscious desire to be of such service, is indeed service to others. It is a most difficult task to make the distinction between what is of service to others and what is not, for there is nothing but the one Creator, and all serve the one Creator. Therefore, all engage in service to others, and yet all engage in service to self. For are not all entities part of the one Creator?

The distinction to be most applicable to those within your density between service-to-others activity and that activity which is not of service to others needs to be considered within the light of what is the conscious choice. The entity which engages in activities by conscious choice that are of service to others, therefore does more effectually polarize in consciousness than does the activity which an entity undertakes with no conscious thought as to whether others are served or not. Therefore, it is not always an easy distinction to make. But we offer this framework of thought for your consideration.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are aware that this group has provided us with the queries most important for the current questioning, and are most grateful for this opportunity to be of whatever service it is possible for us to be in providing our meager responses, though they are always provided with enthusiasm. We hope each will realize that our responses are framed within a reference which is not all-knowing, but does have those elements which we consider to be the kernels of our truth, as we also seek the solutions to the mystery of being as do each of your entities on your planet, and within this meeting room. We are most grateful at each request, and at each question for the opportunity to blend our vibrations with yours, and to provide that service which it is our honor to provide. We remind each entity that a simple request for our presence within the meditative state will bring us, rejoicing in our blending of vibrations within your own.

We would at this time take our leave of this group and leave each therefore in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator, who resides within the heart of all who chooses. We are known to you as Latwii. We leave you now. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I drove to Bachman Subaru to pick up Stanley after waiting nearly three months for him to have his engine replaced and three windows repaired so that they would open. But I discovered that my credit card was only programmed to pay one third of the bill, so I called one of my Glenview Trust team members to have a special distribution made to my account at PNC Bank. When I got to PNC Bank, I was told that it could take a few hours before the special distribution would be in my account, so I should come back sometime after noon to see if the money was in my account. On the way home I stopped at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. Then I stopped at Walgreens’ Drug Store to buy some Kleenexes and Pepsi-Zero.

This afternoon my quote from The Art of Medtiation is;

The secret of grace is contact with the Infinite Invisible, the universal center of being within us. This is the experience of the Christ. In mystical literature, this spiritual experience is called Illumination, Cosmic Consciousness, or Christ-Consciousness; in the New Testament, it is spoken of as being ‘’born again,’’ or rebirth. Reading and studying inspirational literature and scripture, as well as frequent pondering and meditating on God and God’s creation, lead to actual communion with the Father, which brings to our consciousness this touch of the Christ. Keeping the mind stayed on God leads to an awareness; sometimes, there is even a voice, and we know that ‘’he performeth the thing that is appointed for me to do.’’ Those who have attained this Light have no further problems of existence, since now they are fed, clothed, and housed by the infinite fountain of life which we call the Christ. This moment of grace cannot be adequately described, since it appears in different ways to different people; but all who have received this Light understand the experiences of the illumined of all ages.

The activity of the Christ, resulting in a life by grace, is by no means limited to the past. Today, many men and women are experiencing the Christ and are living lives of beauty, health, harmony, and joy—by grace. With truth now available to all who can read, spiritual illumination is a possibility to every earnest seeker. ‘’Acquaint now thy-self with him and be at peace.’’ The awareness of the Father within is the beginning of a life by grace.

This afternoon I drove back to the PNC Bank to see if the special distribution from Glenview Trust was in my checking account. And it was in my checking account, so then I drove out to Bachman Subaru and paid the bill to have Stanley’s engine replaced, window’s opening repaired, and too many other minor repairs to even name. As I drove Stanley home, I felt such joy and inspiration to be driving the car that Carla bought twenty years ago, and I just couldn’t believe how the tears of Love came flowing out of my heart.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

December 31

The Tightrope Of The Present Moment

I am the Spirit of infinite Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

What has the Spirit to say to one who gazes upon the seeming end of one experience and the seeming beginning of a new experience? The Spirit of Love says at all times—and we would emphasize it this day—that each day is the New Year. Each day is the end of what has been.

These divisions of dark and Light, warmth and cold, joy and penitence have been formed by the human mind and heart in response to the unimaginable complexities of the cycles of the natural world which you enjoy.

Yet we speak with the voice of Love. Let this day, then, be to you all that it truly is: the ending of that which is past, the release of that which has caused pain and the forgiveness of that which has caused displacement from Love in yourself and in all whom you meet.

Let this day be a celebration of peace. For within you all that keeps you from peace is your hard heart condemning the past and fearing the future. Release those judgments. They have nothing to do with the Spirit and everything to do with those blockages that keep the seeking heart from the revelation of comfort and peace.

Know ye that outer peace shall never evolve until enough of your people find peace within. Balance, my children, upon the tightrope of the present moment in glad and fearless balance. For in this the Spirit is your guide and your balance. We ask you to trust, not in what has been, not in what shall be, but in the being of all that there is. Bless it and celebrate it at the present moment.

Now may you in this day truly rejoice.

We leave you in the peace of the infinite cycles of time, space and spirit, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-30

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 25, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. What a blessing and privilege it is to be with you this evening. We especially send our greetings to the one known as S, whom we have not spoken to through this instrument for some time. We thank you for your patience, my friends. We are again with this instrument. We wished to delay for some brief moments while each of you is made more comfortable.

This evening we would speak to you of your rainbow beings and that which you call sin. As you proceed in your meditations and in your reflections upon your daily lives you will no doubt grasp the fact that when you achieve something in your inner life it does not seem to be apparent on the outer planes of manifestation. This self-judgment is not only unnecessary but, in some cases, unhelpful. When you are in meditation you are within a point of Light such as you visualized at the beginning of this session. This white Light, so full of Love and purity, enfolds you with peace and calmness, and, indeed, does lift up your consciousness into a realm which may be considered to be the kingdom of heaven. When you return from this state to your daily life you return to a dazzling rainbow of experience. All the colors of experience, all the hues of feeling and emotion are available to you. The white Light has been splintered into a visible range of a variety of experiences.

The nature of what you call sin is twofold. Firstly, there is that which the entity which you may call your society names as sin. We examine this instrument’s mind. Within this instrument’s mind it is a sin to wear checked material with patterned material when donning the clothes which your people feel are necessary to cover their bodies. This, my friends, is an apparent sin which has no meaning whatsoever. Many, many of those things which you do which are not acceptable to others fall in this category, having no spiritual reality. The other category of what you call sin is inherent of the nature of your rainbow being. You must understand yourself as containing everything. Whatever you see about you or hear in one of your news programs is a mirror to yourself. Do you hear of a rapist? You are him. Do you watch the trial of a murderer? You stand with that person waiting to be sentenced. Do you see about you those whose argumentative qualities are such that trouble follows them as a wake follows a fast-moving ship? You see the ripples of your being also.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about our rainbow being and sin. They began by saying this evening we would speak to you of your rainbow beings and sin, for as you proceed in your meditations and in your reflections upon your daily lives you will grasp the fact that when you achieve something in your inner life it does not seem to be apparent on the outer planes of manifestation, so this self-judgment is not only unnecessary but unhelpful, and when you are in meditation you are within a point of Light such as you visualized at the beginning of this session, and this white Light, so full of Love and purity, enfolds you with peace and lifts up your consciousness into a realm called the kingdom of heaven, so when you return from this state to your daily life you return to a dazzling rainbow of experience, and all the colors of experience, all the hues of feeling and emotion are available to you, for the white Light has been splintered into a visible range of a variety of experiences. Hatonn went on to say the nature of sin is twofold, so first there is that which is called sin, and we examine Carla’s mind, so within her mind it is a sin to wear checked material with patterned material when wearing clothes which your people feel are necessary to cover their bodies, but this is an apparent sin which has no meaning, for many of those things which you do which are not acceptable to others fall in this category, having no spiritual reality, and the other category of sin is part of the nature of your rainbow being, for you must understand yourself as containing everything, so whatever you see about you or hear in one of your news programs is a mirror to yourself, so: “Do you hear of a rapist? You are him. Do you watch the trial of a murderer? You stand with that person waiting to be sentenced. Do you see about you those whose argumentative qualities are such that trouble follows them as a wake follows a fast-moving ship? You see the ripples of your being also.” On October 9, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the nature of sin:

For the most part, one’s sense of one’s progress must be left to faith. In the world around you, much of spiritual progress is rather pushed upon one from behind, by the context of guilt, sin, and correction of that guilt and sin, by doing something perceived as virtuous or good. This has almost nothing to do with spiritual progress.

In truth, we believe that progress is an organic process that uses everything that you are, weaving and reweaving context on the one hand, and every thought of substance that you think on the other hand, to create a shifting kaleidoscope of color, texture and form.

Therefore, as you meditate, trust that you do not need to be pushed from behind to make progress. The Creator is calling to you from the alpha and the omega of the circle of oneness. Spiritual gravity is building up within you, and you are called from beyond yourself ever forward with the inevitably of weather, taxes and so forth.

Each entity is potentially capable of all things. It is a function of your biases, your preferences, and the circumstances of your particular situation as to what will test you and what will call forth from you the reactions which you will later judge. In all cases it is undeniable that each entity will at some point fail to polarize totally towards service to others. We speak not only of those in this room. We speak of all those in your density. All will fail from time to time. It is as understandable as one who enters your school system as a young child and is asked to count two plus two. The child works upon its fingers and says the answer is five. This is the nature of what you call sin. It is an error. There is no judgment necessary for an error.

We would ask, my friends, that as you look at yourselves, instead of judging yourselves you simply make note of any errors that you feel you may have committed, any defaults that you may have sustained in striving towards Love and Light, so that at the next testing you will not repeat the error. And yet, my friends, if you repeat the error again you are only exhibiting one hue of a magnificent rainbow. You are still a portion of the Creator. You still have the birthright of the great wholeness and perfection of that white Light, and you can at any moment, by an act of will and faith, remove your consciousness from that of judgment of self and others into that vision of the white Light which sees all things as whole.

Hatonn went on to say each entity is capable of all things because it is a function of your biases and the circumstances of your situation as to what will test you and what will call forth from you the reactions which you will later judge, and in all cases it is undeniable that each entity will fail to polarize totally towards service to others, but we speak not only of those in this room, but we speak of all those in your density, so all will fail from time to time, and it is as understandable as one who enters your school system as a young child and is asked to count two plus two, so the child works upon its fingers and says the answer is five, and this is the nature of what you call sin, for it is an error, and there is no judgment necessary for an error. Now Hatonn said as you look at yourselves, instead of judging yourselves, make note of any errors that you have made in striving towards Love and Light, so that at the next testing you will not repeat the error, and if you repeat the error you are exhibiting one hue of a magnificent rainbow, but you are still a portion of the Creator, and you still have the birthright of the perfection of that white Light, and you can, by an act of will and faith, remove your consciousness from judgment of self and others into that vision of the white Light which sees all things as whole. On March 27, 1983, Latwii spoke of how we can use our will and faith;

We may comment in short by suggesting that we deal with two concepts when we speak of using catalyst well or poorly. These are the concepts of the development of will and faith. As an entity constantly chooses to be of service to others or to be of service to self, to radiate Light and Love or to absorb Light and Love, the entity will develop the strength of will and faith that will make the traveling of its path ever more sure and ever more filled with the nature of that path. For the entity who chooses service to others, the constant choosing or polarizing in this direction begins to shine as a Light above such an one, that the path be lighted and grow protected. The strength of will to make that choice, and the faith to know the choice as power are the factors which guide such an entity.

My friends, it is written in the holy work that you call the Bible that the master known as Jesus was an advocate for your sins. This sentence, and those like it, have caused many among your people to fear greatly the great array of possibly sinful acts, and to put their trust and their hope in one who was both man and Christ consciousness. We offer to you the possibility for your consideration that the entity known to you as Jesus, being the perfect example of one who saw the white Light during a great portion of His life, may then offer to you the shining lodestar, that which may be seen as example and inspiration, for this Christ consciousness, as you may call it, is within you also just as all the errors and all the mistakes have their place in your being.

You may call, in your mind, upon an outside influence. You may put your trust and your faith outside of yourself, but we say to you, my friends, to the best of our understanding all is within yourself including the master known to you as Jesus. Why is it that among your people it is so easy for you to see yourselves as sinful, which is true within the bounds of your language, and is so difficult for you to see yourselves as perfect, which is also true within your language? Have you looked kindly upon yourself this day, my friends? And have you looked kindly upon others? Have you seen the rainbow? Ah, my friends, the colors are so lovely and beautiful, and it is with the greatest Love that we rejoice in each of you just as you are in what you would call an imperfect state. Let yourselves too rejoice in the uniqueness of your being and doggedly, and quietly, and confidently continue that patient path of finding the white Light that has been splintered into every color that you see about you.

Hatonn continued by saying it is written in the Bible that Jesus was an advocate for your sins, so this sentence, and those like it, have caused many of your people to fear sinful acts and to put their trust in one who was both man and Christ consciousness, so we offer you the possibility for your consideration that Jesus, being the perfect example of one who saw the white Light during a great portion of His life, may then offer you the shining lodestar, that which may be seen as inspiration, for this Christ consciousness is within you just as all the mistakes have their place in your being. Hatonn went on to say you may call, in your mind, upon an outside influence, and you may put your trust and your faith outside of yourself, but we say to you that all is within yourself including the master Jesus; ‘’Why is it that among your people it is so easy for you to see yourselves as sinful, which is true within the bounds of your language, and is so difficult for you to see yourselves as perfect, which is also true within your language? Have you looked kindly upon yourself this day, my friends? And have you looked kindly upon others? Have you seen the rainbow?’’ Hatonn said the colors are so beautiful, and it is with the greatest Love that we rejoice in each of you just as you are in what you would call an imperfect state, so let yourselves rejoice in the uniqueness of your being and quietly and confidently continue that path of finding the white Light that has been splintered into every color that you see about you. On December 30, 1984, Latwii spoke of our relationship to the white Light;

As you work upon your own thinking and perceiving and widen the viewpoint, you remove blockages so that which has been called the prana, or the cosmic influx of Love and Light which enters your being at the lower chakra, may pass through your various energy centers in a more and more pure manner. That is to say, as you remove blockages or balance distortion, you allow the Light, the prana, the cosmic energy of the one Creator to enter and move through your being in a manner which promotes or allows the white Light to remain white and allows your beingness to be infused with the fullness of the one Creator. When this process has occurred through each chakra or energy center, beginning at the base and moving through the crown of the head, that experience which many in your mystical traditions of seeking have called by various names—enlightenment, nirvana, samadhi—then occurs as the entity comes to know itself as that which it has been from before time began, the one Creator.

At this time, we would like to exercise the one known as S. If he would relax, we shall work with him at this time. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I wish only … I wish only to say a few words so that the one known as S can develop his confidence in his service to others. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as S for making himself available to us. We assure him that we shall continue to work with him. Before we leave this group, we would like to work briefly with each who wishes the conditioning wave. We ask that each mentally request this wave if you would wish it, and we and our brothers and sisters of Laitos will be with you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We shall leave you with this thought. You are rainbow beings. You may consider yourself as you wish. You may spend your life concerning yourself with how far you have fallen short of the perfection of the Creator. You may scold yourself unceasingly, and, having made yourself miserable, may spend a most productive life creating misery for others. Or you may look deeper. How deeply do you wish to look within the colors and the hues? Do you fear that you will find darkness? Be unafraid. You are creatures of the one infinite Creator, creatures of the Light that is so powerful that the universe is one and you are one with it. How then can you fear? Whatever you do and have done and whatever you shall do does indeed fall short of yourself. How many people vary from your requests of them. Look closely, and deeply, and carefully and find the source of the rainbow. Every cell of your body is greatly composed of water. Infused with the white Light that surrounds you, how brightly shall you radiate rainbows of being?

I leave you now, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of our Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn and speak only as we hope and trust the Creator has given us to speak. Do with these words what you will, for we are but fallible beings, yet we offer them to you along with our Love. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet each of you in the Love and the Light. It is our privilege once again to join this group to offer our service in attempting to answer the questions which each of you have brought with you this evening. We would now ask if there might be a question which we might attempt to answer?

K; Yes, let’s talk about the white Light. If I judge myself because I have failed in something, and if I judge my fellow man, I understand that I diminish the white Light about me, and I am somehow of a negative influence as I move about people. Do I understand that pretty well?

I am Latwii. My sister, we may say that in general your grasp of this concept is correct, and we may comment further by suggesting that the activity that you may call judgment does provide a barrier through which efforts to proceed in the evolutionary process are halted for as long as that barrier restrains them by its existence. By this we mean to say when an entity judges the self or any other entity, the entity, then, is affirming the illusion of separation in that the entity is saying one person or activity is less than another and is to be shunned, when in truth all beings and activities are one. To accept the self, no matter what the activity or behavior or thought, is to accept the self or another entity as part of the one Creator.

This is not to say that certain behaviors or thoughts cannot be improved upon to reflect, ever more closer, the unity with all beings, but is to say whatever the experience an entity encounters, whether within the self or within an other self, the entity is seeing the Creator experiencing Itself. The entity is seeing the opportunity for growth into further realization of that unity presented. To fully utilize that opportunity for growth one must, if one travels the positive path, accept the activity, the self, and any other self involved, for this acceptance then reaffirms the unity of all creation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. That’s a good answer. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

J: Lately I have been having dreams that have been coming true, and I was wondering maybe if I may have a certain ability. Could you explain this a little to me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We may comment only generally upon this most interesting topic. We might suggest that, indeed, as does each entity, you have certain abilities. These abilities are focused about the general concept of being of service to others. In your particular case, you have a certain openness, a certain receptivity, to messages from planes of existence which are normally considered outside the one which you presently inhabit. You are now developing this receptivity in order to be of service to those about you, and this development is, shall we say, making itself known in certain ways which are becoming more familiar to you, but these ways are not themselves the heart of your ability but only reflections of that ability, much as though one would see a scene reflected in a mirror.

Your abilities lie deeper within your being, and are of a nature which shall be most helpful in your future, as you would call it, as you begin to bring through certain inspirations and ideas from deeper parts of your own being and other realms, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my sister?

J: No. I think I understand. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We thank you very much. Is there another question at this time?

S: I have a question. I need some information about this, and I also would like to have your recommendations on this about a friend of mine who I believe to have a contact with the Orion group. Could you explain to me how I should encounter him or interact with him in daily activities and explain to me what his contact is?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. First of all, we may not, shall we say, engage in judgment of the source of any type of contact such as that which you now speak of, for to do so would be to lend an heavy, shall we say, opinion upon the mind of another entity and weight the judgment or discernment in such a fashion as to abridge the entity’s free will.

Concerning the second portion of your query, we might suggest when you meet any entity which is of special concern to you that you treat such an entity as being your own self, which is to say the acceptance of such an entity is of paramount importance. If you feel, in your daily round of activities and interactions with this entity, that you might be of service by sharing those concepts which are cherished by your own being, this you may do. There might be some suggestion concerning your understanding of how information can be helpful to entities hearing it. You might share, as with any entity, those feelings which are part of your being but all the while remembering that you speak to yourself, you speak to the Creator, and all words have only the value which the ear hearing them gives them, and each ear and each entity has the right to hear and to act according to its own desires, for each entity is the one Creator experiencing the creation and learning those lessons it deems important.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: That’s helpful, what you have said so far. I have another query in the same area. Should I feel any kind of fear in this interacting towards . . .I was reading in the Ra work about a possible lessening of our positivity because of this interaction. Should I be afraid of that or should I look at this as possibly a catalyst in helping myself learn and possibly this other individual?

I am Latwii, and we are aware of your question, my brother. To begin, there is no need for fear, for fear is that energy which is most used and fed upon by those entities you describe as negative. The method or means of interaction with any entity, to be most helpful to all concerned, must needs be that action which reflects love, acceptance and compassion for all concerned, for this reaffirms the path of positivity, the reality of the unity of all creation. To fear is to assume that the illusion of separation is correct, for to fear is to engage in that separation by feeling some part of the unity stands apart from yourself and is other than yourself and has some intention of harming you. Though there are those within the creation of the Creator which pursue this path and would intend such harm, it is but an illusion to those who travel the path of positivity, for those on this path, within the heart of their beings, know that all is one and that there is no need for fear of the self.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: That’s a big help. Is there, by interacting with this individual . . will any harm come to our group?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. To continue. We may not predict your future, for we are unable to determine the path which an entity may take. Therefore, the effect is unknown, though we might suggest the chances are quite small, given your present orientation, that there would be any deleterious effect on this group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: Thank you. It helps a lot.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. May we ask if there might be another question at this time?

K: Would you comment on the prevalence of cancer? I have so many friends who have died of cancer and there seems to be no cure that we know of so far. Why so much cancer?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The cycle of evolution which is now ending upon your planet shall be finished, shall we say, by those entities which have the greatest chances of graduating from this cycle into the next. These entities now incarnate and have been incarnating upon your planet for some time. Such entities, before incarnation, realize that there is a certain distance, shall we say, that must be traveled, certain lessons that must be learned before the graduation may be achieved. Therefore, these entities are most likely to program great opportunities for learning into their incarnations. These opportunities serve as catalysts for growth in a great variety of ways. At this time upon your planet there are catalysts of great intensity being provided by such entities for the learning of the lessons needed for graduation. One of these catalysts, as those who have read further in what you term the Ra material have discovered, is that catalyst known as cancer. The cancerous growth is usually a result of an entity’s inability to balance the emotion which you call anger with the emotion that you call love. Those entities who feel the anger, the frustration, the heat of the emotion of separation for any other entity or for the self, or even a situation, are providing themselves with the catalyst known as cancer.

If the entity is unable to accept, forgive, and love that entity or situation for which the anger was first felt, the anger is like the cells within the body which begins in one location. Fed by the great reservoir of energy known as anger the cells begin to grow and spread, nourished by the heat of the anger, and when this anger, then, is not balanced with love the cancerous condition does begin to consume the entity which first began the generation of anger, for each entity upon your planet is every other entity, and when anger is felt toward any it is reflected to the self, and this reflection of the heat of anger does then begin to consume the entity which began it. The simple cure, as you would call it, for that catalyst known as cancer, then, is the acceptance, the forgiveness, the loving of that which first felt the anger.

K Asked; ‘’ I have so many friends who have died of cancer and there seems to be no cure that we know of so far. Why so much cancer?’’ Latwii began by saying the cycle of evolution which is now ending upon your planet shall be finished by those entities which have the greatest chances of graduating from this cycle into the next cycle, so these entities have been incarnating upon your planet for some time, and such entities, before incarnation, realize that there are certain lessons that must be learned before graduation may be achieved, and these entities are likely to program opportunities for learning into their incarnations since these opportunities serve as catalysts for growth in a variety of ways, for at this time upon your planet there are catalysts of intensity being provided by such entities for learning the lessons needed for graduation, and one of these catalysts is that catalyst of cancer, so the cancerous growth is usually a result of an entity’s inability to balance anger with love, for those entities who feel anger for any other entity or for the self, or even a situation, are providing themselves with the catalyst known as cancer. Latwii went on to say if the entity is unable to accept, forgive, and love that entity or situation for which the anger was first felt, the anger is like the cells within the body which begin in one location, and fed by the reservoir of anger the cells begin to grow and spread, nourished by the heat of anger, and when this anger is not balanced with love the cancerous condition begins to consume the entity which began the generation of anger, for each entity upon your planet is every other entity, and when anger is felt toward any it is reflected to the self, and this reflection of the heat of anger begins to consume the entity which began it, so the simple cure for cancer is forgiveness, the loving of that which first felt the anger. In 40.13, Ra spoke of forgiveness of self and other self as the means of curing cancer;

Questioner; Then you are saying that cancer is quite easily healed mentally and is a good teaching tool because it is quite easily healed mentally, and once the entity forgives the other-self at whom he is angry, cancer will disappear. Is this correct?

I am Ra. This is partially correct. The other portion of healing has to do with forgiveness of self and a greatly heightened respect for the self. This may conveniently be expressed by taking care in dietary matters. This is quite frequently a part of the healing and forgiving process. Your basic premise is correct.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. I had a notion that that was true, but I have a lot more insight now. And one further. It’s almost a follow-up on this question. Because I have had this back pain for so long—sometimes worse, sometimes better—I asked the Christ consciousness a couple of weeks ago to remove it and heal my body because the New Testament indicates that that is possible. And the thought came, “Heal yourself.” Would you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Any ailment, be it physical, mental, or even that known as spiritual has a lesson to teach. The lesson most generally has to do with the acceptance of the creation, some aspect of yourself, some aspect of the creation with which one is intimately concerned. Certain ailments reflect those lessons which have been programmed before the incarnation to serve as, shall we say, training aids so that the entity might not forget the need to learn that lesson. Other ailments are, when in the physical vehicle, simply symbolic representations of the frame of mind which has not yet been able to accept a portion of itself. In each case the injunction to heal the self is another means of saying to the self that there is some portion of the self that needs to be accepted as part of the self, whole and perfect, and when this acceptance is made deep within the heart of the being, then the entity shall realize the unity of that portion with the self and with all creation and shall be healed of that known as the ailment which served to point out that which needed to be accepted.

Oftentimes, all that is necessary is faith, shall we say, in an entity known as a healer. At other times it is necessary that more work be done upon the self by the self. The intensity of the lesson to be learned determines the intensity of the effort necessary for the entity wishing to be healed to make.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: That’s what I thought, but you’ve given extra information. That’s helpful. Thanks a lot.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

S: I have a couple of other questions that won’t take too long. The first question is that for the last day or so I have felt extremely warm, and my hands have gotten real cold, and this has happened on other occasions, and I have wondered if somehow I might be sending Light because of the Falkland Island crisis. In the past I have felt extreme warmth when the President had that assassination attempt and the other time when there was an assassination attempt on him.

Is this warmth somehow sending Light to these crisis situations?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Though each entity has its own unique means of dealing with those situations which your people call crises, we may not comment upon the particular means of any specific entity in its response to such a situation, for it is most important for each entity to look upon those experiences of its complex of mind, body, and spirit for its own inner guidance. We may suggest beginning with the supposition which you have just articulated in your meditative state and allowing that supposition to travel its own path in your mind, thereby revealing to your own awareness the cause of the sensations which you have explained.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: That explains that. Thank you for that. I have another question. I was reading in the Ra materials about blockages that occur in our energy centers. This will probably be in violation of my free will, and you can’t answer it, but can you tell me if I have any major blockages now?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may begin by agreeing that to comment upon the specific configuration of an entity’s energy centers would be an infringement, for each entity must find these blockages and begin the process of balancing through its own efforts. Otherwise, there would be no reward for the entity to reap. The reward, then, would go to our complex, and we would not wish to take this from another.

We might suggest in general that if an entity exists upon your planet in the third density the entity has blockages in the energy centers, for this is simply another way of expressing the fact that each entity has incarnated to learn certain lessons. Before a lesson can be learned there must be the distortion called a blockage of knowing or learning of that lesson. A bias must exist in one direction before it might be balanced with a bias in another direction. Each entity, therefore, seeks to learn what configuration of blockages is unique unto its own being. When an entity becomes consciously aware that it seeks to evolve in mind, body, and spirit then the entity is ready to travel that path through the energy centers which shall reveal to the entity those areas that are blocked, those areas that are open, and shall reveal to the entity the path of its own unique spiritual journey.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: As a start towards discovering my blockages or maybe analyzing these biases better, which I recognize right away that I’ve had them, that I consciously recognized this in the past—probably through my daily meditation I can better understand these blockages and study these biases.

As for my third question—in the Ra materials it talks about one of the ways the Confederation makes contacts now is through the dreams, what we call dreaming, and I was wondering . . . friend of mine this week … The last couple of months I have noticed a very definite spiritual growth, and this last week he did some sleepwalking and woke up with somewhat of a positive message. Was this an example of what I referred to in the Ra materials?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We do not mean to be short, shall we say, of information but again find it an infringement to comment upon a specific experience, for experiences of this nature occur to entities for the very purpose of providing a mystery which must be solved. The entity so experiencing this mystery, then, hopefully shall be intrigued to pursue the mystery to its solution. The path of pursuing this mystery does then provide the entity with an exercising of the spiritual desire to seek the truth. To exercise this desire is to strengthen it, and in the seeking shall come the fruits of the seeking, and when the mystery has been solved then that portion of the seeking will have served its purpose for the entity.We might suggest in general that experiences such as this experience are those which can be used by Confederation entities, by personal guides, shall we say, and by other portions of the entity’s own being, those portions being within the subconscious mind. Each of these particular types of communication has a purpose in that it provides a mystery which then inspires the seeking further.

S asked: “In the Ra materials it talks about one of the ways the Confederation makes contacts now is through the dreams, what we call dreaming, and I was wondering . . . friend of mine this week … The last couple of months I have noticed a very definite spiritual growth, and this last week he did some sleepwalking and woke up with somewhat of a positive message. Was this an example of what I referred to in the Ra materials?” Latwii began by saying we do not mean to be short of information but find it an infringement to comment upon a specific experience, for experiences of this nature occur to entities for the purpose of providing a mystery which must be solved, so the entity experiencing this mystery shall be intrigued to pursue the mystery to its solution, for the path of pursuing this mystery provides the entity with an exercising of the spiritual desire to seek the truth, for to exercise this desire is to strengthen it, and in the seeking shall come the fruits of the seeking, and when the mystery has been solved, that portion of the seeking will have served its purpose for the entity, and we might suggest that experiences such as this experience are those which can be used by Confederation entities, by personal guides, and by other portions of the entity’s own being within the subconscious mind since each of these types of communication has a purpose in that it provides a mystery which inspires seeking further. On October 4, 1976, Q’uo spoke about the advantage of our seeking further on our spiritual journeys;

And so, you came into this illusion. Perhaps one might think of what is in the mind of this channel: that in your armed forces, parents hope that their child will become a man. Service under these conditions is more difficult, yet under difficult conditions, one developed more rapidly.

And so it is with you, my friends. This was your motive. Whatever else you needed to do while you were here, your basic motive was to penetrate the things of this illusion with your discrimination so that you could see the Love and the Light, as you would call it, the heaven that penetrates all that there is. In order for you to see those things that are lasting, it is necessary for things not to always go, on the physical plane, perfectly well, for if your day-to-day existence was not at all troubled, you would perhaps be satisfied to live out your physical existence without seeking further knowledge. It is when things become difficult that you seek to know the reason.

My friends, in all space and time, wherever polarity of good and evil exists, those entities which the Creator tossed into the void have forever and ever turned back to the Creator with an instinct that cannot be denied. Whatever entities have attempted, however much separation they have attempted to put between themselves and the Creator, there is an instinct which cannot and will not be denied forever. Perhaps this is, in a nutshell, the answer to the riddle of why we are all aware beings. We are a timeless answer to a timeless question.

In your tribulation, in your difficulty, know that this is an opportunity for you to discern, to seek out that which will not rust and will not spoil, to unlock from within your heart those feelings which will long exist, while all more petty and mundane feelings pass away. As always, we suggest meditation, for this is the kind of assignment which one cannot do by oneself.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: I just want to thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: I have a question. I should be grateful because I never have any physical pains, but I would like to get more energy. Is there any particular pattern or method that a person can use to obtain more energy?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. That which you seek as the increase of the energy level of your complex of mind, body, and spirit has many potential sources of increase. We could spend a great deal of time explaining each, but this would be the work of many sessions such as this one. In general, we may comment by suggesting that the care of the vehicle that you inhabit in its physical and mental forms by the proper and unique configuration of food intake, of rest, of exercise, and of the stimulation of the mind complex in its developing of a framework for the spiritual energies to pass through are, of course, the most general and helpful means of increasing the energy levels of your complex of mind, body and spirit.

As an entity undertakes the path of the spiritual seeker these general suggestions may be altered, for each entity shall experience those sensations of the vehicle which it inhabits which reflect the, shall we say, efficiency of learning those lessons which it has incarnated to learn. Therefore, as an entity becomes more conscious of its own spiritual seeking those suggestions which we have given as general guidelines might be greatly altered depending upon the entity’s unique means of learning lessons and upon the entity’s success in learning those lessons. For example, it might be that as an entity becomes more sensitive to its environment as it becomes more attuned to the unity of all creation that certain foods in their grosser forms might need to be eliminated from the diet, when in the beginning stages of the seeking these foods were felt to be most helpful and provided the necessary ingredients for the energizing of the vehicle.

M asked: “Is there any particular pattern or method that a person can use to obtain more energy?” Latwii replied by saying that which you seek as the increase of the energy level of your complex of mind, body, and spirit has many sources of increase, and we could spend a great deal of time explaining each, but this would be the work of many sessions such as this one, so we may comment by suggesting that the care of the vehicle that you inhabit in its physical and mental forms by the proper configuration of food intake, of rest, of exercise, and of the stimulation of the mind complex in its developing of a framework for the spiritual energies to pass through are the most helpful means of increasing the energy levels of your complex of mind, body, and spirit. Latwii continued by saying as an entity undertakes the path of the spiritual seeker these general suggestions may be altered, for each entity shall experience those sensations of the vehicle which it inhabits which reflect the efficiency of learning those lessons which it has incarnated to learn, so as an entity becomes more conscious of its spiritual seeking those suggestions which we have given as guidelines might be altered depending upon the entity’s means of learning lessons and upon the entity’s success in learning those lessons because it might be that as an entity becomes more attuned to the unity of all creation that certain foods in their grosser forms might need to be eliminated from the diet, when in the beginning stages of the seeking these foods were felt to be helpful and provided the necessary ingredients for the energizing of the vehicle. On May 15, 1983, Latwii described how some of us might learn our lessons;

It is most common among your people’s perception of the way of the incarnation that the incarnation shall begin with a, as is called, normal pregnancy, birth, childhood, adolescence, and some portion of the adult years experienced before the passing from the illusion is accomplished. Yet, if one could look with unfettered eye at the experiences which are truly occurring within your illusion, one would see a great array and variety of means of being and learning those lessons which this density has to offer.

The experience of which you have spoken is not as uncommon as one might believe, many are the entities at this time in your planet’s evolution which seek but specific and short-term experiences within your illusion. The lessons which are then learned are of great value for most of the time such lessons are of the nature of completion, that is, the graduation is at hand and but one course credit remains.

Therefore, we cannot say specifically what would be most helpful for increasing the energy levels of your own complex of mind, body and spirit, for to do this would be an infringement upon your own seeking which you now undertake. We may comment in general upon your desire to increase this level of energy by suggesting that within your meditative state you may be able to discern those means of increasing that energy level by certain activities. This type of meditation might begin by viewing the entity which is yourself as it proceeds through its day and encounters that known as fatigue and view this process as a series of lessons that are being attempted. By gaining the overview, shall we say, of your particular means of learning you may also increase those levels of energy you now feel are in deficit.

Then Latwii said we cannot say what would be most helpful for increasing the energy levels of your own complex of mind, body, and spirit, for to do this would be an infringement upon your seeking which you now undertake, so we may comment upon your desire to increase this level of energy by suggesting that within your meditative state you may be able to discern those means of increasing that energy level by certain activities, and this type of meditation might begin by viewing the entity which is yourself as it proceeds through its day and encounters fatigue and view this process as a series of lessons that are being attempted, for by gaining the overview as your means of learning you may also increase those levels of energy you now feel are in deficit. On October 14, 2023, Q’uo spoke of the value of the overview on our spiritual path;

When there is enough of the realization of the nature of one’s own reality as being that of the Creator at various levels of experience likened to the octave of notes, then there are increasingly more visible perceptions available to the seeker, so that a wider range of view may be experienced: what you may call the overview that increases in its range and depth of perception as one is able to open the inner eye, the heart to a greater reality. This is a perception that can go on infinitely as one moves through the various densities of this octave of creation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. Thank you for answering me very well. Thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most gratified to have been able to speak with your group this evening. We thank each entity present for allowing us to attempt to respond in our meager way to those concerns that are upon your minds. We wish each to know that we value greatly each query for our possible response. We know that each entity present brings these queries as treasures of their own being in which they feel there is lack of completeness and which they seek to complete in perfection. We wish each entity to know that the perfection of the being which you are at the heart of your seeking is that perfection which has always existed within your being and shall always be there. The questions which you ask are simply the means by which you shall eventually realize that perfection. We are honored that you have asked us to join you in that seeking, and we ask each entity to remember that the true answers to any question that you may ask already exist within the heart of your being and you shall find them as you continue to ask your questions.

We leave this group now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We shall look forward to being with you again. We are known to you as Latwii. We leave you now. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I would like to share another quote from The Art of Meditation by Joel Goldsmith; ‘’There is an area of consciousness revealed in meditation through which we are instantly one with God and with all spiritual being and creation, and through which we find all form of good instantly available. This area of consciousness has been described as a Sea of Spirit, the Universal or Divine Soul or the Father within. In achieving conscious contact with this Sea of Spirit or the Father within, we find Divine Love pouring Itself into expression, so that we no longer live by personal effort alone but by grace. Rather than seeking our good from persons or things, we tap this universal Soul and become beholders of Its activity, pouring forth as the ideas which become the human forms of good necessary to our present experience. It is only as we learn to look within to this Infinite Invisible that we begin to understand the nature of grace.

Instead of seeking or desiring something already existing as form or effect, let us learn to turn within and let our good unfold from the divine Source, the Infinite Unseen. Let the business and professional person look to the Divine within let the sick and the sinner seek healing and perfection from within; Let each one of us ever be alert, watching consciousness unfold as new and richer forms of good, experiencing the abundance of life by grace. To understand that Soul is the eternal storehouse of all good is to permit the activity of the Christ to function in our experience. Let us draw our good from the infinity of our own being, from the kingdom within. Touching that center, the Father reveals our heritage as ‘heirs of God and joint-heirs with Christ’ to all the heavenly riches. This is to live by grace, the gift of God. The children of God always live by grace.’’ Then I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in my front yard into a pile, and then I put them in a garbage can.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves out of the pet cemetery and the area between the pet cemetery and the fishpond into a pile, and then I put them in a garbage can. Then I went into the backyard and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves into a pile. Then I put a tarp over the leaves with weights to hold it down because I ran out of garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

December 30

Drop The Rags Of Everyday

I am of the Spirit of that principle of Love which was in Jesus the Christ. I greet you in that full consciousness of divine Love.

How this instrument wrestles with its seeming imperfections! How reluctant is this instrument to bathe in the clean waters of forgiveness and move, then, cleanly and clad in white, into the sanctuary of the Spirit’s meeting with self, body, and spirit.

How many words it takes to deny the clear and shining perfection, the result of one moment of dreaming, to the cleansing, the whitening, the purification of the channel which is your physical, mental, emotional and spiritual self!

Shall you now let go of woe?

For this instant, see yourself as you are seen by the Christlight, as a holy, perfect, and acceptable infinite portion of an infinite creation that is, nevertheless, all one being.

We say to you in meditation, “Drop the rags of everyday. Dip in the pool of returning. Clad yourselves in robes of sufficiency and perfect love, and then, my children, wait. For that which comes to you may come in an instant, in an hour, or in a lifetime.”

Move yourself to the clean body, the cleanly desire and the focused Love of Creator with child and of child with most beloved parent. These things you do, you do for yourself. Each turn to holiness you do as a celebration of Love.

We leave you in the peace which lies beneath the struggle to see the sun. In sure knowledge that this peace shall come upon you as you turn to the Light of Christ, we leave you in the Light of that peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-29

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 18, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We were listening to the sounds that surround you, the singing of your birds which has begun again in your season of spring. The cycle has turned, and new life begins. The world echoes the sounds of nature—beautiful, musical peace. My friends, if you would but take a little extra of your time to sit and quietly listen, the world around will speak of many things and you, if you listen, may begin to become more aware of the simple, the profound lessons that the world around you offers. My friends, you are part of an illusion and learning experience that allows you to become aware of the Love and Light of the Creator.

In your illusion, as awareness is slowly achieved, a balance will become more and more evident to you as you begin to find your place in the workings of your world. Each person has a place on the scale, a scale that has many of your years been unbalanced, ever teetering, but is slowly beginning to change this as more and more seek to be a part of the world instead of centered simply on what they perceive as their physical needs. This scale, though leveling, is still unbalanced, yet your world, you, are slowly riding this. Each of you, as you become aware, aid the planet and your own self in your growth in this period of transition. We join you and would aid in whatever way that we may. You need but call, and we shall be with you in your meditations. We are your brothers and sisters.

We would now at this time pause to allow our brothers and sisters of Laitos to pass among you so that those who wish may feel their conditioning vibration. We will pause now, and then will transfer to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. I continue through this instrument. I and Laitos thank you for the opportunity of blending our vibrations with yours. It is a great blessing to share consciousness with you. Please know that if this sharing is of value to you, you need only ask for it at any time.

To conclude our thoughts for this evening we would continue to speak upon the subject of those times that are in what you call your immediate future. We are aware that this topic is upon the minds of many, and we wish to thank each of you that you have not single-mindedly attempted to discover details of prophecy concerning specific events which are part of your planetary entry into the full dimension of Love. My friends, it is not that we cannot speak to you of these things. We would take this opportunity to attempt to express to you our perceptions of the difficulties involved in the transference of specific information through conscious channeling. The contact such as we have through this instrument is a free will contact. This instrument receives impressions of concepts of a crystalline nature, that is, they are below or other than words. This instrument then cloaks these concepts in the vocabulary with which this instrument is most comfortable. In any free will contact of this nature, we expect and encourage a certain amount of communication by the instrument through the instrument, as well as communication by the Confederation through the instrument. This portion by the instrument consists of those biases, concepts, and ways of approaching subjects that are unique to that instrument, and, therefore, make our very simple message more varied, more inspiring, and more interesting to those who seek and who listen to these communications.

This same free will, my friends, causes specific information to be quite difficult to transmit, for as we transmit, we ourselves are functioning in free will. We cannot know that which is the future to you, but can only know probabilities, for it is your free will which determines which future your people shall achieve. Therefore, when an instrument is repeatedly asked for specific information, for dates, for places, and for plans of catastrophe, there are others willing to be less than truthful, willing to give specific dates, and places, and plans, and so we lose our instrument. It is a gradual process, and one which we are very glad has not yet begun with this group at this time, for, my friends, there are important concerns in your immediate future, as you call it, that have to do only peripherally with the undoubted fact that the topography of your Earth will change somewhat as a result of the stresses within it at this time as it must adjust to the new vibrations of the New Age, as you call it. That which is important to you, my friends, is your own inner balance, your own inner awareness of your identity, your essence, and your beingness, for as long as you breathe the air of this planet you will be able to offer under any circumstances whatever that beingness, that essence, that identity.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the times of change occurring on Earth. They began by saying we would continue to speak upon the subject of those times that are in your immediate future, for we are aware that this topic is upon the minds of many, and we wish to thank each of you that you have not single-mindedly attempted to discover details of prophecy concerning specific events which are part of your planetary entry into the full dimension of Love, but it is not that we cannot speak to you of these things, and we would take this opportunity to express to you our perceptions of the difficulties involved in the transference of specific information through conscious channeling, for the contact such as we have through Carla is a free will contact, so she receives impressions of concepts of a crystalline nature that are other than words, so she cloaks these concepts in the vocabulary with which she is most comfortable, and in any free will contact of this nature, we encourage a certain amount of communication by the instrument through the instrument, as well as communication by the Confederation through the instrument, so this portion by the instrument consists of those biases, concepts, and ways of approaching subjects that are unique to that instrument, and, therefore, make our message varied, inspiring, and more interesting to those who seek and who listen to these communications. Hatonn continued by saying free will causes specific information to be difficult to transmit, for as we transmit we are functioning in free will, but we cannot know that which is the future to you but can only know probabilities, for it is your free will which determines which future your people shall achieve, so when an instrument is repeatedly asked for specific information there are others willing to be less truthful, willing to give specific dates, places, and plans, and so we lose our instrument, so it is a gradual process, and one which we are glad has not begun with this group, for there are concerns in your future that have to do only with the fact that the topography of your Earth will change as a result of the stresses within it at as it must adjust to the vibrations of the New Age, for that which is important to you is your inner awareness of your identity, for as long as you breathe the air of this planet you will be able to offer under any circumstances whatever that essence is. On October 18, 1978, Hatonn spoke about the nature of the New Age:

There are those upon your planet who are capable of receiving specific information, and so they do, but they will show to you that the higher truth is far more important than earthquakes and fires, and all that you may be subjected to from the physical development of the New Age, will be the spiritual development of the people of your planet. To help them, you cannot pray for them but only attempt to become a pure vessel, shall we say, of that which we call Love. Love is that which is indescribable. It is more strong and powerful than the word would suggest in your language, and certainly you have no other word which is as expressive. We have attempted at times to use the word “desire” to indicate that which communicated life to the cosmos, but desire today among your people expresses upon a physical level, and this we do not mean. Thus, we ask that you find Love within you, and then open those eyes which are windows to that Love, and let it shine forth to the best of your ability. Do not be sad because you have failed at any moment, but only try again. That is all that we can do.

One of your great poets, many, many of your years ago wrote, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I shall fear no evil.” This was, of course, a translation from another language, but the concept, my friends, is infinitely important compared to the details of Earth changes. We ask you to be aware that at each moment presences guard you in life and in death. Your consciousness is not subject to this death. You have, before incarnation, chosen some things which you may wish to do. You did not make these plans with the intention of knowing them ahead. You made these plans knowing that at each point that something was required of you, you would have the free will to choose the manner of your beingness.

We realize that in your daily illusion the events, the cataclysms, the mounting strangeness of the times in which you live, may well seem to be far more important than your own disciplined understanding of who you are, but, my friends, your seeking of that understanding is the only burden to carry in those days to come, for the more of your identity that you are able to fathom, the greater your Light will shine in a very dark world, and like the great lighthouse which guides the ships to harbor and warns of a craggy rock and a dangerous gale, those within the view of your simple beingness will gain a kind of safe harbor until they themselves can begin to seek for themselves. The days to come, my friends, are indeed a life and death situation, but these are the ingredients of which your illusion has always been made. That which is different is that the harvest is upon you. Prepare that part of yourself, therefore, which shall endure. Prepare not for catastrophe, but for joy; not for darkness, but for Light; not for fear, but for hope, and never doubt that you are one with many, many brothers and sisters who share with you the hope of Love and Light for all of the peoples of the Earth.

Then Hatonn said one of your great poets, many of years ago wrote, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I shall fear no evil,” and this was a translation from another language, but the concept is infinitely important compared to the details of Earth changes, so we ask you to be aware that at each moment presences guard you in life and in death, for your consciousness is not subject to death, and you have, before incarnation, chosen things which you may wish to do, but you did not make these plans with the intention of knowing them ahead of time, for you made these plans knowing that at each point something was required of you, and you would have free will to choose the manner of your beingness. Hatonn continued by saying the cataclysms of the times in which you live may be more important than your disciplined understanding of who you are, but your seeking of that understanding is the only burden to carry in those days to come, for the more of your identity that you are able to fathom, the greater your Light will shine in a dark world, and like the lighthouse which guides ships to harbor, those within the view of your beingness will gain a safe harbor until they can begin to seek for themselves, for the days to come are a life and death situation, but these are the ingredients of which your illusion has always been made, and that which is different is that the harvest is upon you, so prepare that part of yourself which shall endure and prepare not for darkness, but for Light, and never doubt that you are one with many brothers and sisters who share with you the hope of Love and Light for all of the people of Earth. On February 18, 1979, Latwii spoke of how we can use our Light:

Therefore, what you can basically do is on another plane, and it is, of course, just as important, and that is to be a good person within yourself, to meditate, and to Love. And in that way, you can add your Light, and as so often said among your people, a little Light in a great darkness shines a long way. Therefore, attempt to be a little Light even though there is great darkness, and that will be the greatest help that you can be.

I am Hatonn. I leave you, my friends, in the love and the light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in Love and Light. We have been waiting patiently for our opportunity to speak to this group, and this evening our wait has been much easier than usual, for we also have been most engrossed in the message our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have shared with your group. We, at this time, hope that our encore, shall we say, shall be of equal value or some value approaching that of the message you have heard this evening. We would now ask if there would be any questions which we may attempt to answer this evening?

M: Yes. I have one, I believe. It is not terribly important, but a curiosity. It seems that a few years back the messages of then were that the harvest was coming, and that there was very little time, not very many people were going to make it, and for the first time I can recall Hatonn spoke to us about the balance, and more and more people were going to the other side, understanding what this experience was all about. Is this in fact accelerating our people of the Earth understanding our purpose more?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The people of your planet are now experiencing those times which have long been foretold by those whom you call prophets, the so-called last days of your great cycle of evolution. It is during these days that the experiences, the catalyst, and the opportunities for growth shall be increased manyfold so that each entity upon your planet who seeks in any degree might have available to him or her much more of a fulcrum of energy, so to speak, that shall act as a lever within the consciousness and move it great distances in comparison to where it was and where it could have been moved prior to this time.

The reason for this is, as many of you know, manyfold. The entities now incarnating on your planet have, for some period of time, maximum possible polarization. Those entities who were nearest the harvest, and only those entities could benefit by now being incarnate on your planet, and this fact, when combined with the fact that the inconveniences, shall we say, have well begun and do themselves provide much more opportunity for the seeking creates a situation in which if an entity wishes to know the truth of its being, this truth is ever closer and less veiled, shall we say, to the entity who seeks it, for those experiences which seem to be of major or minor cataclysmic effect, those experiences of the, shall we say, sagging economy, of the threats of nuclear war, of the prophecies of great Earth changes, of the difficulties in interpersonal relationships, in the confusions of the personal journey of seeking, all these experiences and events magnify for an entity who seeks the truth the ability to find that truth, for each such experience does pose the question for the entity, the question being, “What is the meaning of this life in which I experience and see these events?”

M asked: “It seems that a few years back the messages of then were that the harvest was coming, and that there was very little time, not very many people were going to make it, and for the first time I can recall Hatonn spoke to us about the balance, and more and more people were going to the other side, understanding what this experience was all about. Is this in fact accelerating our people of the Earth understanding our purpose more?” Latwii replied by saying the people of your planet are experiencing those times which have been foretold by prophets as the last days of your great cycle of evolution, and it is during these days that catalyst, and the opportunities for growth, shall be increased so that each entity upon your planet who seeks in any degree might have available to him or her more of a fulcrum of energy that shall act as a lever within the consciousness and move it great distances in comparison to where it was and where it could have been moved prior to this time. Latwii went on to say the reason for this is manyfold, for the entities now incarnating on your planet have maximum possible polarization, so only those entities who were nearest the harvest could benefit now by being incarnate on your planet, and this fact, when combined with the fact that the inconveniences have begun, and they provide more opportunity for seeking that creates a situation in which, if an entity wishes to know the truth of its being, this truth is closer and less veiled to the entity who seeks it, for those experiences which seem to be of major or minor cataclysmic effect: those experiences of the sagging economy, of the threats of nuclear war, of the prophecies of great Earth changes, of the difficulties in interpersonal relationships, in the confusions of the personal journey of seeking, all these experiences magnify for an entity who seeks the truth, for each experience poses the question for the entity which is: “What is the meaning of this life in which I experience and see these events?” On March 28, 1982, Latwii spoke of the meaning of this life of ours:

We of Latwii can only suggest to one such as yourself who seeks deeper meaning of this life in which you experience each moment, that in the meditative state you might come closer to that which is poorly called happiness, for what, my sister, could make one happier than to know that one is an integral part of all Creation, and more—the one Creator. What could make an entity more fulfilled than to know the heart of Love resides within its own being? What could fulfill one more than to know that the plan of the one Creator is not complete without the participation of the one who seeks that known as happiness?

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii and we thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I have a question from L. L was asking if gypsies were a race apart from others, and perhaps like the Chinese who come from Deneb, from a certain star system or a certain origin that was different than the other peoples of the Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. To recount the origins of those whom your people call the gypsies is, indeed, a difficult task, for one aspect of these entities that those here are aware of, that being the wandering nature, is a facet which has colored these entities for their entire history, shall we say, upon your planet. These entities, therefore, are of many roots, the majority of which coming from the areas of your Mediterranean sea, have from times long passed been the caretakers of the codes and systems of secret knowledge, that which follows the mystic path. Many schools of seeking the one Creator have evolved upon your planet in its past. Each path has been fortified more or less, and its tenets have been propounded within the walls of the secret schools. There have been, from time to time, attempts by other forces to purge various cultures of these mystery schools and their secret rites, for they were considered other than a normally accepted society, and as is the case even unto this day in your own society such entities who are too far removed from normal acceptance are often shunned and ostracized.

Therefore, these entities known to you as gypsies have as their origins a variety of lands in the area which borders the Mediterranean Sea, some of these lands being Egypt, Turkey, and Greece. When these mystery schools were attacked, and when efforts were made to cease their functioning, those in charge of the teachings would remain viable and could be passed on in what is called the future to other entities also seeking the same truth. Therefore, those who you call the gypsies have been wandering from home to home and land to land and from age to age throughout the history that has been written upon your planet, and few there are of these entities remaining true to the teachings which they sought to preserve unto this day, for all teachings are subject to distortion, to loss, and to forgetting.

Carla asked a question for L: “L was asking if gypsies were a race apart from others, and perhaps like the Chinese who come from Deneb, from a certain star system or a certain origin that was different than the other peoples of the Earth?” Then Latwii said these entities are of many roots, and the majority come from the areas of your Mediterranean sea and have, from times long passed, been the caretakers of the systems of secret knowledge which follows the mystic path, so many schools of seeking the one Creator have evolved upon your planet in its past, and each path has been fortified more or less, and its tenets have been studied within the walls of the secret schools, but there have been attempts by other forces to purge various cultures of these mystery schools and their secret rites, for they were considered other than a normally accepted society, and as is the case even unto this day in your own society such entities who are too far removed from normal acceptance are often shunned and ostracized. Latwii went on to say these gypsies have their origins in lands in the area which borders the Mediterranean Sea, some of these lands being Egypt, Turkey, and Greece, so when these mystery schools were attacked, and efforts were made to cease their functioning, those in charge of the teachings remained viable and passed on the teachings in the future to other entities also seeking the same truth, and these gypsies have been wandering from home to home, and land to land, and from age to age throughout the history that has been written upon your planet, and few there are of these entities remaining true to the teachings which they sought to preserve unto this day, for all teachings are subject to distortion, to loss, and to forgetting. On march 24, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of one of the mystery schools:

Those of the Melchizedek thought, shall we say, are those entities who have found a particular philosophy to be of service to them in their own evolutionary process. Many have been the masters, as you call them, who have walked the surface of your planet in third-density vehicles. These entities are of various origins, many without your planetary influence. The one known as Melchizedek was a, as you call it, master who had consciously followed a certain philosophical path which served to discipline the mind and the personality which expressed the mind so that third-density entities could in a conscious fashion accelerate the evolutionary process that each either consciously or unconsciously upon your planet takes part in.

These entities are a grouping which is usually placed within the ancient mystery schools, those places of learning which existed from times within various cultures’ histories upon your planet, for always there have been the seekers of truth, and from time to time and in various places these seekers have organized themselves in societies and schools which have sought to preserve and pass on those truths, shall we say, that they have been honored to gather.

The one known as Jesus was as one who sought from many schools the knowledge and the expression of the one Creator that is called Love. Many were the places and schools which this entity visited and at which this entity learned as a portion of its evolutionary process.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Two questions. If I remember my Ra correctly, Turkey was a repository both of people from Mu and for people from Atlantis after both of those lands sank, but mysteries schools were Atlantis’ strong suit. It would be logical, then, to suspect that it is Atlantean mystery schools that were the basis of the gypsies’ store of knowledge. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. This is basically correct, for the lineage of most of these mystery schools is traced to the Atlantean era, its middle and latter portions, though some few of these schools were in existence as a result of other cultural influences, specifically speaking now of the Egyptian culture, which was able to maintain an identity unique even in the times of the Atlantean culture.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. The other question is the teachings of these systems which are called mystery schools. Are they at heart a purely service-to-others oriented school of teaching?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once more with this instrument. These mystery schools may be generally classified under the areas which you are already familiar with as the tarot, the astrology, and the Tree of Life, or that which is more commonly known as ritual magic. Each attempt at codification of the path of seeking the one Creator has as its foundation the service-to-others polarization. Through the ages each system has undergone various distortions as those in whose trust they were placed have altered these teachings, some alterations also being of service-to-others polarization, others being of the negative polarization, what you would call the service-to-self polarization.

The amount of distortion within each system presents the greatest difficulty to the student of the system, for many other additions, shall we say, or fields of knowledge, have been blended with each of these three systems, and has resulted in a system in each case which is quite far removed from the original, therefore, both the distortions present in each system and specific distortions of negative orientations present the student of each system with the greatest difficulties in penetrating the symbolism involved in each way of knowing.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. I think I’ve caught right up with you.

I am Latwii, and we are pleased that we have not left any in our ancient dust. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

M: Yes. I have a question. Why is it that some people I know are so afraid of the supernatural or the unknown? They feel that somehow it’s something evil, and to me it’s just knowledge. Why do we have that different opinion?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The unknown, to those who do not seek it, is a great mystery, a great challenge, and represents to such an entity the part of its own being which is yet unexplored, and is unexplored, for there is some reason within this entity to fear that part of itself which it has not chosen to explore. For each entity holding the view that that which you call the supernatural is evil there is an unique reason for this view. Many entities fear that which they have begun to find within their own being, that which expresses to them some ramification of this supernatural realm, but which they have had some difficulty in comprehending.

Many entities have had some kind of experience of a supernatural nature early in their incarnation, and have been unable to assimilate its occurrence and its meaning within their being, and this new information has so overwhelmed their ability to assimilate it that they have, in fact, shoved it aside and forgotten it on the conscious level, yet it remains in their unconscious as a possibility for further exploration, if only they would journey that path, yet the fear of further journey remains, and only this fear filters into the conscious mind so that the similar experience of another will again trigger this fear within their own being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, they don’t really fear evil, they just fear fear itself. Is that it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The fear is the result of the difficulty with the experience at a previous time, and that which is feared might also be forgotten, so that only the fear surfaces. The fear, over a long period of time, might itself begin to fade so that only the coloration of what the entity then describes as evil remains. That which is feared is most often called by your people evil.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Thank you. You’ve answered me.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We find this group rather quiet this evening, and we also enjoy your peaceful vibrations. We thank each for allowing us to enter this group and to blend our vibrations with each. We look forward to each encounter. We leave this group now, rejoicing in Love and Light. We leave you in that Love and Light of the one Creator. We shall be with you again. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and am now with this instrument. We have been called, for there is concern of those who are close, a part of this group who are at this time experiencing difficulties with their physical vehicles, and we are called for concern of this group for your planet and the conditions faced in this period of your time.

[C continues to channel Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation by Joel Goldsmith is; ‘’Our search for God, for the kingdom of God, is an evidence of our own faith in the presence and power of God, even though we do not yet have a knowledge of it through actual experience. Those who are not on the spiritual path do not have that confidence. Only those who have attainted an inner conviction that there is a God are led to the search for God. These seekers may not necessarily have attainted the realization God, but at least there is that inner certainty; ‘This is the way; this is a God.’

So, the search begins, and it begins in different ways. How it begins depends upon our background; it depends upon where we happen to be at any given moment and what is going on in our particular world. There have been people whose search began in orthodox churches, and some of them have found the answer. They have discovered the kingdom within themselves but have continued working in the church as a form of service and sometimes as a form of gratitude. Some have found God through an intellectual approach, and a few have found a purely spiritual way. Others have come through teachings that are a combination of the intellectual and the spiritual. There are those who have come to the spiritual path through books, and there are those who have come through living teachers, while others have made contact with the spiritual saints and seers who have never died.

To know the truth as so many words, quotations, passages, or theories is one thing; but it is an entirely different thing when, through meditation, the Word takes root in our consciousness and comes forth as spiritual fruitage. We are told that the fruits of the Spirit are ‘love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith.’ It is really true that when the Spirit has been touched, or when It has touched us, then the fruitage comes forth in the form of harmony, wholeness, completeness, and perfection. The purpose of this book is to help students practice the art of meditation by which the Word takes root, so that they come into an actual awareness, an actual consciousness of living in the Spirit. Our object is to attain a measure of that mind which was in Christ Jesus and then let It do with us as it will.’’

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop at PNC Bank where I made a cash withdrawal. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Bachman’s Subaru to ask when Stanley would be ready since I was told two weeks ago that he would be ready by Christmas. Adam told me that the engine had been installed, and Stanley had been taken for a test drive which went very well. So, Adam said that Stanley would be ready in two or three days. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription and to buy a pint of Haagen Daas vanilla ice cream. When I got home, I put away all of my purchases, and then I went around all of my yard and gardens and picked up enough small tree limbs to fill two garbage cans.  

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 29

Blessings

We of the principle of Love are with you, and we greet you in the name of Love: Love unconditional; Love divine; Love infinite.

It is sometimes difficult in the daily round to perceive the glory of the creation. Take time this day to touch in mind and heart the beauties of scenery, character, grace, and wit which refresh the weary soul.

Indeed, there are naught but blessings for the faithful. And all those things which seem difficult are blessings, much as the life experience itself, though difficult, is indeed a time of blessing, learning and achieving for the Spirit within.

Let not those things which are below lose the reflection of that which is divine. For all things are instinct with the divine life of unconditional and perfect Love.

We leave you in the name of Jesus Christ, in that Love and peace, to create your experience this day as one of blessing and affirmation, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-28

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from April 15, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege, as always, to be with you. Our brothers and sisters of Laitos have been with you, and have been conditioning each. However, we wished to work with the one known as S if this is agreeable to that instrument. We should first condition that instrument and then speak a few words through that instrument if she would relax. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We apologize for disturbing your pet. We shall speak a few general thoughts through this instrument before we leave as we know that there are many things upon your minds, and it is sometimes possible that, by turning over in the mind a few concepts, a path may become remarkably clearer than previously seen.

We would like to observe the seeming delicacy of all that surrounds you, the extreme delicacy of the parameters which guard the ability of your physical vehicles to dwell in safety upon this sphere in space, the fragile chain of life which the creation of the Creator has provided for all creatures from the smallest to the greatest. Yet we would like to point out that this seeming fragility houses an imponderably huge and immense role of an evolution which goes so far beyond the evolution of the physical form that there are no words to describe this everlasting evolution. It may seem at times that each is a fragile, and easily wounded, and torn entity, yet there is no possibility of true harm, for there is no ending to consciousness. Physical death cannot touch it, and any experience can only aid it.

Moreover, it may seem that in addition to fragility the third-density experience has a great loneliness, a great separation of being from being, brother from brother, sister from sister, Creator to Creator. We have often said that this can be gone beyond, shall we say, in the depths of meditation, that the roots of being and of consciousness can be seen to be one. But, my friends, even in your everyday existence, in the greatest illusion possible, you may see signs of the oneness of all things. How many times, my friends, just when you thought that this illusion held no ideals, have you heard of some entity who acted in such a way that the Light of the one infinite Creator and the Love of this marvelous unity radiates to the world?

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak upon the delicacy of our being. They began  by saying we would like to observe the seeming delicacy of all that surrounds you, the delicacy of the parameters which guard the ability of your bodies to dwell in safety upon this sphere in space, the fragile chain of life which the creation of the Creator has provided for all creatures from the smallest to the greatest, yet we would like to point out that this fragility houses a huge role of an evolution which goes far beyond the evolution of the physical form that there are no words to describe this everlasting evolution, for it may seem that each is a fragile entity, yet there is no possibility of true harm, for there is no ending to consciousness, and physical death cannot touch it, and any experience can only aid it. Hatonn went on to say it may seem that in addition to fragility the third-density experience has a great separation of being from being, brother from brother, sister from sister, Creator to Creator, and we have said that this can be gone beyond in the depths of meditation, that the roots of being and of consciousness can be seen to be one, but even in your everyday existence, in the greatest illusion possible, you may see signs of the oneness of all things, so how many times, just when you thought that this illusion held no ideals, have you heard of some entity who acted in such a way that the Light of the one infinite Creator and the Love of this marvelous unity radiates to the world? In 43.8, Ra spoke about a fragile entity:

Thusly the entity is concerned, if it be upon the path of positive harvestability, with the regularizing of the various energies of experience. Thus, the most fragile entity may be more balanced than one with extreme energy and activity in service to others due to the fastidiousness with which the will is focused upon the use of experience in knowing the self. The densities beyond your own give the minimally balanced individual much time/space and space/time with which to continue to refine these inner balances.

You may see stories upon stories of the difficulties and the travails of your planet, and travails there will be, for this is the proper time for such to occur. Yet in the midst of these you will see again and again the story that you are lucky enough to hear of one just such as yourself, who has turned from being the sheep and has awakened into the shepherd, and tends the flock. What might this flock be? It might be a person defending the beauty of an ideal against those who would misuse it for money’s sake or for power. It might be a person who has given much to aid a group or a cause at great personal sacrifice, or it might be one person who serves one other person with such selflessness that all who see it may marvel. This is the creation of the Creator. The illusion can be pierced.

Now, just as you have the ideals within you which are your birthright, you have also these things which are called travails by the world. Accept them in yourself and in the world, these seeming imperfections, and, no matter how great the error, attempt to see yourself in each circumstance that comes before your vision. Imagine yourself in the place of one who has greatly erred, and then forgive yourself, for although you have been wrong, yet you are still the child of an infinite Creator and there is time enough and more to mend any error.

Hatonn went on to say you may see stories of the difficulties and the travails of your planet, for this is the time for such to occur, yet in the midst of these you will see the story that you are lucky enough to hear of one such as yourself, who has turned from being the sheep and has awakened into the shepherd and tends the flock, and what might this flock be? Hatonn said it might be a person defending the beauty of an ideal against those who would misuse it for money’s sake or for power, or it might be a person who has given much to aid a group or a cause at great personal sacrifice, or it might be one person who serves one other person with such selflessness that all who see it may marvel, for this is the creation of the Creator where the illusion can be pierced. Then Hatonn said just as you have the ideals within you which are your birthright, you have also these things which are called imperfections by the world, so accept them in yourself and in the world, and, no matter how great the error, attempt to see yourself in each circumstance that comes before your vision, and imagine yourself in the place of one who has greatly erred, and then forgive yourself, for although you have been wrong, yet you are still the child of an infinite Creator, and there is time enough to mend any error. On May 9, 2009, Q’uo spoke of the value of our forgiving ourself:

However, in the process of being a loving and compassionate person, you shall inevitably discover that there are those things for which you would wish to be forgiven. And so that loving heart of yours opens and says, “Please forgive me.” Most importantly, in terms of karma, rather, that loving heart opens towards the self, and you are able to forgive yourself. This stops the wheels of karma.

It is often far easier to forgive others than to forgive the self. Therefore, as you discover within yourself those suspicions that you may have karma with another, and that you wish to stop the wheel of karma, remember that in addition to forgiving the other, and in some cases, in asking forgiveness of another if that other is in relationship, and is alive, and can speak with you, it is crucial always to forgive yourself.

In terms of karma, it is to be remembered that when the wheel stops, there is still the work to do of remembering that you have forgiven, for imperfect memory will attempt, as a habit, to bring up old and settled scores as if they have not been settled, as if they have not been forgiven. When this temptation occurs, invoke perfect memory. Recapture that moment when you did forgive and you were forgiven and let that replace the anxiety of old memory.

We thank you, my friends, for providing us with the great service of your presence and the blessing of your vibrations. We would at this time make room for our brothers and sisters of Latwii. Consequently, we leave this instrument, wishing all about you the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Transcript ends.]

This morning I decided to stop sharing concepts from The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts as part of my Camelot Journal entries because I feel that they were becoming too repetitive and, occasionally, confusing. The reason that I began sharing these concepts was that when I was a junior in college this was the first book of a spiritual nature that I had ever read, and I thought it might be helpful to share with a friend that I have had an email communication with for a few years who has had a difficult life.

Now I would like to share concepts of The Art of Meditation, by Joel Goldsmith with my readers because it is a book that I have read many times in the last few years which has helped me with my meditative practice. The first concept that I would like to share is, ‘’The original principle taught by the Master Christian revealed that the kingdom of God, the presence and power of God is within us. Jesus called this presence and power ‘’Father’’— ‘’The Father that dwelleth in me, He doeth the works.’’ Paul, using a different term, said, ‘’I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.’’ By whatever name it is called—God, Father, or the Christ—It is to be found within. The kingdom of God is within us; the whole of the Godhead is to be found within our individual being, not in holy mountains, nor yet in the temple at Jerusalem, but within us. As we begin to recognize our good as the gift of God, we let the reasoning, thinking, planning mind relax. We listen for the still, small voice in meditation, ever watching for the angel of the Lord, the Christ, the Father within. It will never leave us or forsake us. It is our permanent dispensation.’’

This afternoon I went downstairs and brought the garden hose out of the basement. Then I took the insulation off the faucet. Then I hooked the garden hose to the faucet on the north side of my home and used the sprayer on the hose to clean the two filters on the fishpond. Then I took the garden hose back down into the basement. And then I replaced the insulation on the faucet. Then I transplanted three Mother-in-Law Tongue stalks into a small container and placed them in the living room.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 28

Let Jesus’ Heart Be Yours

I am of the principle of Love, and I greet you in the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

All praise and glory be to the Lord of creation! Imagine the immensity of the galaxies, the infinity of the reaches of orderly, free-wheeling space and see in this immensity the great glory of the Holy One.

Know that you are part of that glory, for you, too, are a creation of the holy Father and a child of the Creator of all things.

Let Jesus’ heart be yours, then, and let the glory of the Father come upon you like the fire of the Spirit of Jesus; move along your limbs like fire; move along your lips like fire, that you may utter those things which may be of service, and that you may reach your hands in that same service, therefore adding to that great glory which daily grows, the glory of God in Christ.

May you be today a servant of Love itself. And may Love change the face of the earth.

In love, joy and peace, we leave you. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2027-12-27

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 11, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. For many of your people this is a holy time of your year, a time in which hope and faith is renewed, as they remember the one known to you as Jesus and how He overcame what you term death to live. My friends, each in their own fashion finds as they forget, as they begin anew to learn, as each as they incarnate, are reborn begin to experience again a start of the road that will take them back, and will enable them to remember that forgotten. Each of you has begun to see a small part of that which was forgotten, each seeing that which they need. Awareness of forgetting. It is a valuable step for your journey. Your life will … We are experiencing difficulty with our contact with this instrument and will now, at his request, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument, and I again greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, that which you celebrate at this time of your year is a rebirth and reemergence of life upon your planet and within your souls. It is fitting that the death in the physical form of that one which you call Jesus coincides with this time of rebirth, for just as a change in form occurs throughout those areas of your planet experiencing what you call spring in that an old form, that of the concealed, that of the waiting, that which seems withered and dead externally but merely conceals and protects the life within, is suddenly abandoned and a new life leaps forth, a life form which was unseen and inconceivable in its previous incarnative form. A new life spreads literally with the speed of Light across your planet, for is it not Light that summons the new life forth and feeds, nourishes, and sustains it as the trees and flowers begin to grow, climbing ever higher ever further, extending their buds as arms and hands reaching to grasp the Light, almost as if desiring to take hold of it and pull it back into the center of their souls.

My friends, accept, recognize, and celebrate your spring. Let your growth proceed in harmony with the flower and grasses that surround you, and let your hearts climb ever higher, striving to obtain that Light, to ingest it, to make it ever a part of you. There is in your need—correction—in your world a need for this substance, and just as on the physical realm the Light is passed through the food chain from plant to animal, from animal to animal, in truth from person to person, so also within the spiritual realm, my friends. Be aware of your need to share your light and of your friend’s need to partake of your light that you may both be sustained.

At this time, we would pause that our brothers and sisters of Laitos might pass among you and extend their conditioning vibration to those of you who mentally request it. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I am once again with this instrument. My friends, it is our desire at this time to take our leave that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might perform their service of answering your questions. Adonai, my friends. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am very, very pleased to be with you this evening, and very pleased that we are able to say a few words through this instrument before we get to the task at hand which is our great privilege. We are always pleased to be able to use this instrument.

My friends, we would like you to consider an aspect of this which you call the resurrection of an entity known to you as Jesus of Nazareth. To some extent this occasion has been upon each of your minds this day, and we take this opportunity to use this story to the purpose for which it was intended, as example for your consideration. My friends, what would you feel if one to whom you were very devoted had been killed in a most barbarous manner and his body placed in a cave behind a great rock? It is daybreak, my friends, and you go to tend the dead. You are mourning, yet you know death, for it comes to all, but there is no corpse. What do you feel, my friends, when a being whiter than any normal being, and more full of Light says to you, “He is not here. He is alive.”

My friends, there were reasons why the women did not disbelieve the livingness of their beloved. Undoubtedly, your first impulse would be to say, “There is trickery involved here, and someone has robbed a grave,” but if you knew that the dead one was now alive, what would you feel? My friends, the women were afraid and most troubled in mind because the possibility of life had suddenly been presented to them. My friends, we ask you why are you afraid of dying and take your living for granted? Would it not be more helpful to you to have a fear and awe and a wonder of the living that you are somehow miraculously doing? So many of your people, my friends, pass through this life in a dream, scarcely waking ’til they die. Let your life become less familiar to you. Try to see how totally amazing it is. Find that which has been called in your holy works “life more abundant.” Because, my friends, there is so much to do, to see, to feel. There is so much joy in the universe. Why waste a day, a moment, upon indifference? We rejoice with you that we share consciousness. You are all alive, and you shall be now and forever. Stand in awe of the great consciousness of the Creator and try not to slip too quickly into indifference.

Latwii wanted to speak about the resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth. They began by saying we would like you to consider an aspect of the resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth, for this occasion has been upon each of your minds this day, and we take this opportunity to use this story for the purpose for which it was intended, so: “What would you feel if one to whom you were devoted had been killed in a most barbarous manner and His body placed in a cave behind a great rock? It is daybreak, my friends, and you go to tend the dead. You are mourning, yet you know death, for it comes to all, but there is no corpse. What do you feel, my friends, when a being whiter than any normal being, and more full of Light says to you, “He is not here. He is alive.” Latwii went on to say there were reasons why the women did not disbelieve the livingness of their beloved, so your first impulse would be to say: “There is trickery involved here, and someone has robbed a grave, but if you knew that the dead one was now alive, what would you feel?” Then Latwii said the women were afraid because the possibility of life had suddenly been presented to them, and we ask you: “Why are you afraid of dying and take your living for granted? Would it not be more helpful to you to have a fear and awe and a wonder of the living that you are somehow miraculously doing?” Latwii said many of your people pass through this life in a dream, scarcely waking ’til they die, so let your life become less familiar to you, and try to see how amazing it is, so find that which has been called in your Bible, “life more abundant” because there is so much to do, to see, to feel, and there is so much joy in the universe, so we rejoice with you that we share consciousness together, for you are all alive, and you shall be now and forever, so stand in awe of the consciousness of the Creator and try not to slip too quickly into indifference. On October 15, 1974, Hatonn said that we contain the consciousness of the Creator:

We share with you the thought that through others you may see the Creator, and others may see the Creator through you. Yet of yourselves, you cannot give or receive the Love of the Creator. It is only through the consciousness of the Creator Itself that you and your brother are one. Of yourself, you cannot do what you wish to do. You cannot depend upon your own resources. Yet you have infinity behind you, the storehouse of talents, and power, and ability so great that you can never exhaust it. Your cup may always run over with all that you need, but remember whence Love comes.

Love does not come from others, nor can you call it from within your own heart. The Creator that is within you, and that exists as your heart and soul, is your link to total and infinite Love. Never depend upon yourself. Never shame yourself if you have been inadequate. Know only that you simply failed to ask the Creator, and next time, remember. In this way, you may meet each situation in life as a rich man who has so many assets that he cannot count them. In this quiet confidence, many, many things can be met with Love and with graciousness, whereas if you were to analyze the situation in terms of your own abilities, you would say, “I cannot handle this situation,” and, feeling poor in spirit, the situation would overcome you. This is never necessary, for you have all that you need from the Creator.

I shall, at this time, leave this instrument that we may proceed with any questions which you may wish to ask at this time. I leave this instrument in the Love and the Light of the Creator. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you all once again in the Love and the Light of the one Creator. It is now our privilege to begin the question-and-answer portion of this meeting. May we at this time ask if there are any questions?

C: As I began to channel tonight the contact was good but I realized after it started that I assumed a position too close to a heating vent and felt some physical discomfort. But tonight, I had—when I usually channel it seems I have concept with words. It’s sort of like it had a little caption there, and I see the words as I try to speak them, but tonight I had a concept, but it seemed there were no words, and I felt a bit of nervousness, like I had no words to express the concept, and I was just wondering if tonight Hatonn was trying to help me further develop as a channel by having me draw upon myself more, or whether the contact was just weakened by me being, my attention being distracted by physical discomfort.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We might suggest that your latter assumption is more nearly correct, for the mind which is divided does not pay the necessary attention to the concepts which are presented to it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

R: Yes. Can you tell us if the Easter Shroud of Turin is the actual burial cloth of Christ? And also, what created the image on it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We shall, we are afraid, have to invoke that great Law of Confusion at this time, for we do not feel it would be appropriate for us to answer the riddle which is presented by this artifact which you have called the Shroud of Turin, for such mysteries are most important to your people at this time in their evolution. Such mysteries pose questions of the eternal for the conscious minds to consider. Each entity upon your planet now seeks in ever greater degree to proceed with its evolutionary path, and such mysteries as this one do serve as a stimulus to provoke the questioning and increase the seeking.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes, first for myself and those present I’d like to wish you a happy Easter. Beyond that, I’ve noticed in myself that my dedication, if you wish to call it that, tends to wax and wane with no particular stimulus or lack of stimulus that I can discern. Would you discuss this subject?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We would first of all thank you for your Easter wishes, and hope that we do not lay any eggs this evening. We now address your query. The seeker shall, as it proceeds on what you might call the path of enlightenment, discover those light areas and those dark areas in its seeking. These may be likened unto times when the seeker is most clearly aware that it is seeking and might feel some pride, shall we say, in the success of the seeking. There might be the comparison of current attitudes, thoughts and desires with those of the entity’s past, and there might be some, shall we say, rejoicing at the progress that has been made. There are other times when the entity is not aware that progress has been made in other areas of its being. There might be, for instance, the repeating of patterns of thoughts, desires and behaviors which do not satisfy the entity, for they seem the same as always, and no growth is there apparent.

We can only suggest to the ardent seeker that in each instance the estimation which we have rendered might be just the opposite, for in those times in which the seeker feels the progress has been made, it might indeed be true that the progress has been made, but in that area for the present moment there is no further growth, the growth having been accomplished. In the area in which the seeker feels the frustrations and disappointments at the, shall we say, maintenance of the status quo, there is yet the growth in motion and in potential, and there is the possibility for the developing of new thoughts and behaviors. To summarize our somewhat lengthy statement, may we say that at each moment the seeker shall be experiencing some facet of the growth process, but in your illusion you shall not be fully appraised of the exact nature of your growth until it is well behind you, for the illusion which you inhabit is quite dense, and does provide many times of confusion, many opportunities for growth, and as you seek the light you seek the darkness of your own forgetting that is necessary to propel you towards the light.

L asked: “I’ve noticed in myself that my dedication, if you wish to call it that, tends to wax and wane with no particular stimulus or lack of stimulus that I can discern. Would you discuss this subject?” Latwii began by saying the seeker shall, as it proceeds on the path of enlightenment, discover those Light areas and those dark areas in its seeking, and these may be like  times when the seeker is aware that it is seeking and might feel pride in the success of the seeking, so there might be the comparison of thoughts and desires with those of the entity’s past, and there might be some rejoicing at the progress that has been made, but there are other times when the entity is not aware that progress has been made in other areas of its being, for there might be the repeating of patterns of thoughts and behaviors which do not satisfy the entity, for they seem the same as always, and no growth is apparent. Latwii went on to say we suggest to the seeker that in each instance the estimation which we have made might be the opposite, for in those times in which the seeker feels the progress has been made, it might be true that progress has been made, but in that area for the present moment there is no further growth, the growth having been accomplished, but in the area in which the seeker feels the frustrations at the maintenance of the status quo, there is yet the growth in motion, and there is the possibility for the developing of new thoughts and behaviors, so may we say that in each moment the seeker shall be experiencing some facet of the growth process, but in your illusion you shall not be fully appraised of the nature of your growth until it is well behind you, for the illusion which you inhabit is dense and provides times of confusion, opportunities for growth, and as you seek the Light, you seek the darkness of your own forgetting that is necessary to propel you towards the Light. On November 9, 1980, Hatonn described the potential of our growth process:

It is sometimes unfortunate that during the growth process, that which could be saved is lost, but almost always, this loss is for the purpose of freeing the individual for a relationship or an understanding that he needs more.

Therefore, what this instrument would call initiation through purification exists for those entities who are ready to work upon themselves. And the currency of this work is most often pain. It is in time balanced by joy. The nature of this illusion is polarity. Thus, your perception that spiritual union with a partner is not obsolete is certainly a proper one. However, this does not indicate that everyone will always have a partner, for there are times when solitude is necessary for growth process.

Remember that you are a continuing soul or spirit, and that this particular incarnation, in this particular illusion, in this particular space/time, is merely one small part of the circle of yourself. Thus, it does not always make sense day by day, but you must look at the greater picture and see the greater cycles that you experience knowing that that which you need will come to you and be unmistakable.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I desire to question you on a different subject, the subject of healing. I am aware that certain procedures that I have developed in the past were simply tools or constructs that were for the purpose of enabling me to develop a rudimentary understanding of the process so as to work with it, and I’m aware that those constructs are but tools and not the reality itself. My understanding of the reality of healing is incomplete. I do know that there are points in time where I can apparently generate or tap into a form of energy and apparently can project this, but I do not understand how it works or what purpose it accomplishes, in that to my understanding the actual purpose of the healer is simply to act as a go-between, a focusing object, or the person desiring healing and intelligent infinity. I realize this is a pretty vague introduction for the question, but would you discuss the subject of healing in relation to this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We are also aware that this is quite a large subject, but we shall attempt to make some general statements that we hope may be of service to you.

First of all, we shall begin with the normally accepted realm of healing as it is experienced within your density, this known as the allopathic method of healing, where the healer assumes the greatest amount of responsibility for the one to be healed and its healing process. You may see this as an action from outside of the one to be healed and as some kind of salve upon the wound, the presence of the healer therefore being necessary in order for what is loosely described as the healing process to occur.

Now we move to that realm of healing which has just begun to surface in the conscious knowledge of this group, that being the contact with intelligent infinity, by which the healer offers to the one to be healed the opportunity to accept a new configuration of mind/body/spirit more congruent with that configuration known as health. In this process the healer has no will, but offers itself as an instrument or a channel for the intelligent infinity present in each entity to …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. To continue—this shell, then, having been pierced, the one to be healed then has the opportunity to accept the new configuration that offers health, shall we say. This process then having been successfully completed does then allow for what you call the healing to occur.

L asked: My understanding of the reality of healing is incomplete. I do know that there are points in time where I can apparently generate or tap into a form of energy and apparently can project this, but I do not understand how it works or what purpose it accomplishes, in that to my understanding the actual purpose of the healer is simply to act as a go-between, a focusing object, or the person desiring healing and intelligent infinity. I realize this is a pretty vague introduction for the question, but would you discuss the subject of healing in relation to this?” Latwii began by saying we shall begin with the normally accepted realm of healing as it is experienced within your density, this known as the allopathic method of healing, where the healer assumes the greatest amount of responsibility for the one to be healed and its healing process, and you may see this as an action from outside of the one to be healed and as some kind of salve upon the wound, the presence of the healer therefore being necessary in order for what is loosely described as the healing process to occur. Latwii continued by saying now we move to that realm of healing which has just begun to surface in the conscious knowledge of this group, that being the contact with intelligent infinity, by which the healer offers to the one to be healed the opportunity to accept a new configuration of mind/body/spirit more congruent with that configuration known as health, so in this process the healer has no will, but offers itself as a channel for the intelligent infinity present in each entity to . . . this shell, then, having been pierced, the one to be healed then has the opportunity to accept the new configuration that offers health, for this process allows for the healing to occur. On December 13, 1981, Latwii described how the one to be healed is healed:

It is necessary for the one to be healed to know that there is an healing activity which is occurring and which will, if the one to be healed wishes it, have an effect upon that one to be healed. The actual penetrating of that shell of protection about each entity is the, shall we say, foundation of purpose upon which the touching rests. The proximity to the one to be healed of the one attempting the healing—the healer, shall we say—is necessary for this same reason for most entities. This is not so with those entities who wish to be healed with a very great desire and have, with their own efforts and desires to be healed, traveled that path which shall result in the healing. The proximity of the healer to the one to be healed is, therefore, also connected to that which is known as the placebo effect, for if the one to be healed does truly desire to be healed with enough purity of desire, and if the one to be healed has, through its own effort, succeeded in working with that catalyst which has not been previously worked with successfully, then it is not necessary for there to be any other self attempting healing, nor would it be necessary for any laying on of hands, but only necessary for the one to be healed to open the self completely to that Love/Light of the one Creator which, in the end, does all the healing.

Between these two types of healing lie many steps. Those seeking to become healers travel this path that joins these two points. At each step along this path the healer does become transformed so that it does practice upon itself what you might call the healing process, so that the injunction which is old among your peoples of physician, “Heal thyself,” is indeed accomplished. This healing of the one desiring to become a healer does then allow this entity to provide other entities with this same opportunity. As this process continues, as the healer does become what is called healed or—what might be more clearly defined as—balanced in its energy centers, and balanced in mind, body and spirit, then it is able to provide this opportunity to other selves.

Then Latwii said between these two types of healing lie many steps, and those seeking to become healers travel this path that joins these two points, so at each step along this path the healer becomes transformed so that it practices upon itself the healing process, so that the injunction which is old among your people of physician, “Heal thyself,” is accomplished, and this healing of the one desiring to become a healer allows this entity to provide other entities with this same opportunity, for as the healer becomes healed, or what might be more clearly defined as balanced in its energy centers, and balanced in mind, body, and spirit, then it is able to provide this opportunity to other selves. On May 24, 1981, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the healing process:

Because each entity is part of a Oneness, each entity participates in the transfer of energy from one part of the Oneness to another. The healer, so called, is the means by which this energy is transmitted. The one to be healed must recognize that there is, within its own being, that part which is not in balance. This part must be accepted, this part must be recognized, and this part must be forgiven for its imbalance. Then, with this state of openness created within the one to be healed, then may the energy from the infinite Creator flow through the channel to the one to be healed, and then may the healing process occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. One last question. In seeking to heal, obviously one of the prime requisites would be to assist in whatever manner possible the person desiring healing to identify the novel condition that is projected from intelligent infinity. Obviously, this is something I need to do for myself as well. Have you any advice on how to go about this?

I am Latwii. My brother, we would wish to correct what we believe to be a misapprehension, and that is that the one seeking to be a healer is one wishing to serve the one Creator without a will of its own, making its will subservient to the will of the Creator. Therefore, the one seeking to be the healer does not aid the one to be healed in the preparation of the configuration of the mind of the one to be healed, for this is the task solely of the one to be healed, and the one seeking to be that known as a healer then offers itself for whatever the outcome as a catalyst, shall we say, for the healing to occur or not to occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. I thank you for your assistance and your patience.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

K: Yes. I hesitate to ask this question, and I’ll certainly understand if the answer is not appropriate. When I was in my 30’s, as I can recall, I had a completely overwhelming experience in a classroom during the worship service. The classroom was in another building even from the worship service, and I was totally overwhelmed with a presence in that room, and I certainly did not understand the experience, and I had no one to whom I could go that did understand, and I’ve lived with that—still am—without understanding it. I felt a pain in the heart for years and wonder, if it’s appropriate, would you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may speak in general upon this subject, for such experiences are not as unusual among your people as many would believe, for this seeming random contact with what we have called intelligent infinity does from time to time make itself known to various entities for a great variety of reasons. In your particular case, the pain which you have felt within the heart of your being acts much like the grain of sand within that creature you call the oyster. It does motivate you, shall we say, to ask the reasons for this occurrence, the meaning of this occurrence, and does in some way then affect the way in which you seek. The sand is likened unto the pain, and produces that likened unto the pearl of great price, and as you seek the meaning of this occurrence, you shall, within your being, produce that pearl which you have incarnated to produce.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Well, it was so very, very painful and overwhelming that I tried to forget it for a long time, and it comes back to me from time to time. Would you comment on why I insisted on forgetting it?

I am Latwii, and again may speak only generally. It is often the case that an experience which is so overwhelming and out of the ordinary shall be too intense for an entity to consider at once and must needs be spread out, shall we say, over the period of the lifetime for its meaning to be fully revealed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, thank you. That’s fine. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you, as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. Could you tell me how one becomes an instrument?

I am Latwii, and may suggest that the desire to be that known as an instrument is the greatest factor in becoming such. There is within this group a practice which allows such entities to devote a specific period of time to developing this ability, and we might simply refer you to those entities present which will aid you in this process if it should be your desire. The process is quite simple and requires the attaining of the meditative state with the desire to receive such information after the tuning in a group has been accomplished, as it has been this evening, and the beginning transmissions experienced.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: You’ve answered me. Thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

L: Latwii, as there do not seen to be any more questions, I would just like to say that in view of the fact that this is Easter, that your answers have been “eggsactly “what we’ve been “dyeing” to hear, and we shall look forward to hearing from you again.

I am Latwii, and am most pleased with these puns, and we shall file them for future reference.

L: I hope you enjoyed my “yolks.”

Latwii: We are very pleased to have other groups with which to share them and shall give this group the proper credit. May we ask if there are any questions before we leave this group? We are not always able to provide answers which are as potentially enlightening, shall we say, as those questions this evening have elicited, and we would not wish to leave any question unanswered.

K: Yes. One other question. The sixties and the seventies—I’ve lived a long time, and I think I’m aware of this, but the sixties and the seventies have been, it seems to me, times of reappraisal, and a kind of an awakening or at least a seeking. Is that true?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are in agreement with your estimation, and may comment somewhat further by suggesting that as this cycle of learning is ending for your people, those entities incarnating are incarnating for what may well be the last opportunity for completing the lessons of this cycle, and, therefore, have programmed before the incarnation a great deal of learning which it is hoped shall occur during the incarnation. This fact is increased in its intensity when it is realized that the entities now incarnating are also those entities most likely to achieve the graduation, the, shall we say, cream of the crop which your planet has produced in its cycles of evolution, and this fact added to the previous fact does then increase that experience which occurs in the incarnate state. The periods of years which you have described are an accurate reflection of the increased vibratory rates of the people of your planet and the learning which is being attempted, and you might be prepared, shall we say, for the future years being of an increased vibratory nature as well, as both polarities seek to make their graduations upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Yes. I’ve had some friends in the seminary who think that the year 2000 is a climactic time, and is that an accurate statement also?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. When speaking of time periods, it is increasingly difficult to accurately describe the time in which any event shall occur the further the event is from that you call the present. You may see your present situation as a point in space and time with an infinity of possibilities surrounding that point—possibilities for future events. You may also see the course which has been traveled by your people and its direction of further travel, but to project that force further into your future becomes more and more difficult, for each entity upon your planet fully exercises that known as free will, and as this is exercised the possibility of predicting its course becomes more and more difficult as what you call time progresses. It might be generally stated that the year 2000, and subsequent years following that year, are more likely to be decisive points, and become that culmination of points of experience which is often called the graduation or the harvest for your people.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: When you talk about the harvest—we use the concept of the end of a dispensation, or is that the same?

I am Latwii, and we find that there are many terms which have been applied to this which is loosely called the harvest by many of your people over great periods of what you call time. When we speak of harvest, we are speaking of the end of this planet’s third density experience and the beginning of its fourth-density experience, that experience which is likened unto a quantum leap in evolution.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. That helps a lot. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. I have a friend that is disgustingly happy all the time, and she doesn’t seem to have much depth. Now, I don’t know whether or not to envy her happiness or whether I feel sorry for her because she takes everything, what seems to me, lightly or maybe it’s because I’m not as happy. Is her happiness good or not?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We can respond to this query most helpfully, we believe, by suggesting that the response depends upon one’s point of view. In truth, it has been said there is no right or wrong, no good or evil, but only the experience of the Creator by the Creator. Each entity, as a portion of the one Creator, incarnates to learn certain lessons. Some lessons require the application of a great amount of what you might call pain and difficult experience in order to get the attention, shall we say, of the self which is attempting these lessons. Other lessons may not require so great an application of the pain. It cannot be said without knowing the full scope of an entity’s pre-incarnative choices whether the entity is learning the lessons programmed, or whether these lessons are being ignored, or whether they have indeed been learned. There is an infinite array of lessons, of portions of the one Creator and experiences available within the one creation. Each is a portion of the Creator, and is experienced by the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. I think you have answered the question.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

M: Maybe you can tell me a little bit more about her. She paints happy faces on everybody around her and that makes her happy, and is she ignoring the misery around her, or is it a good idea to paint happy faces on people?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Again, we must respond by suggesting that it is not possible to say whether an action such as this is good or not good, but can only be seen as an experience of the Creator in which lessons are being attempted. Within your illusion each entity has his or her own set of biases, of preferences, of their definitions of what is good and what is not good. These are an illusion, as we have said, for there is no good or evil in truth, but these are necessary illusions to provide the catalyst for growth among your people. As you meet entities in your daily round of activities such as this entity, you shall view such an entity through the framework of your own preferences and biases. You shall, therefore, interact with this entity in a manner which does then produce a catalyst for experience and growth. You shall see the entity in such and such a manner, and the entity shall see you likewise. This shall produce an interchange and interplay of thoughts, ideas, behaviors, and feelings for both of you and those surrounding you. All of these thoughts and feelings shall either add to the biases which you have, or shall in some way produce the balancing effect, so that that concept which is known to you as judgment is evened or smoothed in its effect and acceptance of the other self. The other self’s behavior and your own self is then aided, for this is the greatest lesson of your illusion, the acceptance of all entities including yourself, the acceptance of all experience, for all is the experience of the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, I’m not sure. I think I would like to find some of her happiness, but I don’t particularly like shallowness if it has to go with it. Can happiness and shallowness be separated?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest that those distortions which you have called happiness and shallowness are two facets of the jewel of the one creation and Creator, and are not greater or lesser than any other experience. Each then does provide a lesson. All lessons aid the Creator in knowing Itself, and aid each portion of the Creator in knowing the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, if she’s getting as much out of it as I am, then I think I would like to have some of her happiness. From what you’re telling me, she’s accomplishing just as much. Am I understanding that correctly?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Depending upon one’s point of view, this is entirely correct. It is difficult to know whether an entity is accomplishing what it set out to accomplish before its incarnation during its incarnation, but whether or not lessons are learned, there is an infinity of time for each entity to learn all lessons and all lessons are lessons which aid the Creator and the entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. I think you have answered the question at this time as much as I can understand.

I am Latwii. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each present this evening for extending to us the opportunity to speak this capacity of attempting to answer your queries. We realize that each seeks the solution to many inner mysteries. We of Latwii do not presume to be able to answer these queries fully. We hope in our answers that you might find further stimulus for seeking within the true solutions to each mystery. We can only offer directions and comments, for any answer we give contains the distortions which are inherent in any language which attempts to convey thoughts in words which are unable to hold the thoughts. Therefore, we ask each entity present to remember that we are also seeking solutions to mysteries which we share with you.

We would at this time take our leave of this group. We leave each of you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We shall be with you again in what you call your future, and look forward to each opportunity to be with you in your meditations. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I continued to the end of Chapter Six of The Wisdom of Insecurity, where the concepts discussed were; ‘’Our gentleness an flexibility will help us to live our life more meaningfully just as the springy boughs of a willow tree bend under the weight of snow instead of breaking like the rigid branches of a pine tree that breaks from the weight of the snow. And ‘’Our eyes are opened to a new world when we do not attempt to define it but simply to look and experience the new world in the present moment.’’ And ‘’The mystery of our life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced in the present moment.’’ And ‘’It is here that our life is alive, vibrant, vivid, and containing depths which we have hardly begun to explore.’’

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves behind the garage and in the back yard into two piles. Then I put them into four garbage cans for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 27

Where Christ Awaits You

I am of that principle known to you as Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love divine.

We find this instrument’s mind this day a muddle of year-end business: things to be done, things to finish up for the old year, things to begin for the new. Her mind is not resting in the past or the future or the present but footling between them, attempting to make perfect that which has already been imperfectly perceived, while the attempt goes on in the future also to shape and position each prop and piece of business, that the stage of the future may be set well and performed upon perfectly. The present moment hardly exists in such a frame of mind.

Truly we grasp that in the darkness of your winter cycle it is well to put the old to rest and to welcome the new. But this day we ask you, in the spirit of divine love, to seat yourself first upon the holy ground of the present moment where Christ awaits you, meekly, humbly and without noise, silently, in the depths of your heart, in the inner room of the present moment. This is Christ the King, kneeling patiently and waiting for you to open the door.

May this feeling of presence be with you in love and in peace everlasting. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-26

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 9, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, my loved ones, this is a day traditionally associated on your planet with the remembrance of one known to you as Jesus, Joshua, or known to us as Amira. The mission and accomplishments of this entity while on your planet have been greatly misunderstood by most, in that an effort was made by a number of your people to interpret his words and actions within the framework of that which was earlier understood and yet was so sorely lacking as to require his sojourn upon your planet. The interpretations of his words and actions were by some misunderstood while in others a conscious effort was made to misrepresent those words to create confusion and augment the numbers on your planet who would either polarize in what you describe as a negative sense or would fail to polarize due to confusion. However, my friends, it is never possible for confusion to overwhelm knowledge, just as darkness, being but the absence of Light, is unable to overwhelm Light.

My friends, there is always one source of information that you may draw upon, and that is that still, quiet voice that speaks to you from the depths of your soul when presented a heartfelt question. It is often difficult to perceive that voice behind the clamorings of those voices of the mind, and for this reason, among others, we encourage strongly the frequent use of that tool which you call meditation, for it is only through the attainment of skill with this tool that the voice may be perceived and thereafter recognized. My friends, the attainments of Amira are worthy of your attention and emulation, for He was able to accomplish much of which on your planet was long overdue, yet it is important, my friends, that you realize that His accomplishments are not unattainable to yourselves. If anything, they are more attainable as a result of his efforts. Seek, my friends, and you shall find. Knock, and it shall be open to you, and if you but ask, that for which you ask you shall receive, for such is the way of the universe.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the life of Jesus. Then began by saying my loved ones, this is a day traditionally associated with the remembrance of Jesus, Joshua, or known to us as Amira, and the mission of this entity while on your planet has been misunderstood by most, since an effort was made by a number of your people to interpret His words and actions within the framework of that which was earlier understood and yet was so lacking as to require His birth upon your planet, for the interpretations of His words and actions were misunderstood while in others an effort was made to misrepresent those words to create confusion and increase the people on your planet who would either polarize in a negative sense or would fail to polarize due to confusion, but it is never possible for confusion to overwhelm knowledge, just as darkness, being but the absence of Light, is unable to overwhelm Light. Then Hatonn said there is one source of information that you may draw upon, and that is that still, quiet voice that speaks to you from the depths of your soul when presented a heartfelt question, but it is often difficult to perceive that voice behind the loudness of those voices of the mind, and for this reason we encourage frequent use of meditation, for it is only through the gaining of skill with this tool that the voice may be heard, so the achievements of Amira are worthy of your attention, for He was able to accomplish much which was long overdue, yet it is important that you realize that His accomplishments are not unattainable by yourselves because they are more attainable as a result of His efforts, so seek; and you shall find; knock, and it shall be open to you; and if you ask, that for which you ask you shall receive, for such is the way of the universe. On May 18, 1985, L/Leema said that if we seek, we shall find:

It is not necessary to speak with those unseen or to have communications of this variety in order to become more aware of your process of seeking. To desire such knowledge and experience is all that is necessary, for it has been written in that holy work previously mentioned that as you seek, you shall find; as you ask, it shall be answered; and as you knock, the doors shall be opened, for this is a law of the universe which functions without exception, for that which you seek is within your own being. You are all things.

These are not merely grand statements deprived of an eloquence of a man thought to be two thousand years dead, but rather statements of fact, of simple laws that guide the functioning and development of your universe. If it is your will to attain that growth which was achieved by that man, Jesus, if you would have his knowledge, If you would share his wisdom, then, my friends, these goals are within your grasp, these answers will be given. This wisdom will be obtained if you but constantly seek, my friends, if you but constantly ask. If your knock at the door of knowledge is ceaseless, if you maintain your hunger, refusing to be satisfied with that of which you are aware and continue to strive toward that which is still unknown, then, my friends, your quest will be fulfilled, just as that of the one you call Jesus. You may recall, my friends, the final statement attributed to him on the day that you are recalling. That statement, “It is consummated.” My friends, give yourselves to your striving, do not yield to distraction, to boredom, or to the influences of those who do not understand your seeking, but maintain your efforts and do not be satisfied until you have reached that point where you may confidently acknowledge that your task of learning on this plane has been completed.

Hatonn went on to say these are not grand statements of an eloquence of a man thought to be two thousand years dead, but rather laws that guide the development of your universe, and if it is your will to obtain that growth which was achieved by Jesus, and if you would have His knowledge, then these answers will be given, so this wisdom will be obtained if you constantly seek, and if your knock at the door of knowledge is ceaseless then your quest will be fulfilled, just as that of Jesus was, for the final statement attributed to Him on the day that you are recalling was: “It is consummated,” so give yourselves to your striving, and do not yield to distraction or to the influences of those who do not understand your seeking, but maintain your efforts until you have reached that point where you may acknowledge that your task of learning on this plane has been completed. On January 22, 1985, Laitos spoke of the value of our constantly striving to awaken our senses that are a portion of the Creator:

You may utilize any means which you desire to utilize in expanding your own sensory perceptions, and, as they are called, extrasensory perceptions. The means of such utilization is not the important factor in what you would call a success. The most important factor is the desire and discipline in using whatever means is chosen. For, indeed, the initial results shall be quite nebulous, and in order to make the results more formed and apparent, one must constantly seek in a disciplined manner to do this. Many fall short of the desire and discipline necessary and move quickly from one technique to another shortly to convince themselves that either the techniques do not work or their own mind is too dense. Yet both assumptions are false, for any entity with the proper desire and discipline may utilize any means of awakening those senses which wait within each portion of the one Creator.

At this time, we would pause that our brothers and sisters of Laitos might pass among you and share their vibration with those of you who might request it. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We of Hatonn would like to thank you for your patience while we have spoken. We are aware that at times our words are ponderous and unyielding, yet we would ask you to be aware that our intention is but to serve, just as the one who fiercely and seemingly without compassion braided himself a whip and drove those which you call money changers from a place of worship. The eyes can’t see it but the heart can recognize the Love within the action and the Love within our communication when we attempt to share our thoughts with you.

We will now relinquish the use of this instrument so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may share their thoughts with you. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, as always, it is a great pleasure to be able to perform our small service for those of you who desire to ask questions from this unworthy source of information. Is there a question that we may attempt to answer tonight?

S1: As always, I have a question. What would our life probably be like in the fourth density?

I am Latwii, and, as always, I have an answer. My friend, we assume that your question deals with the everyday details of your fourth-density existence, and not with the physical structures or bodies involved therein, and, my friend, we would very candidly answer you by saying, my friend, your life will be what you make of it. There is no defined society, no cities, no interstates awaiting your arrival. However, as you may have surmised, there will be a great quantity of Love and Light within the larder so that you will not feel completely abandoned.

May we answer you further, my friend?

S1: Yes, from what I’ve learned in the past, we will probably leave the Earth to go to another destination. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and I would answer your question by replying that this is correct for certain entities who have not fully polarized, and for others who will fully polarize by the time of harvest but will polarize in such a fashion that their service-to-self orientation will require their removal from this planet. The remaining entities will initiate their fourth-density experience upon this planet, although it will be substantially altered by that time.

May we answer you further?

S1: Well, I’m curious. I will probably still have my physical body at that time. What will happen to the physical carrier, and will I have a physical carrier during and after the change?

I am Latwii. My brother, we are going to answer your question with reticence, for it is not our intention to violate your free will by revealing to you details about your personal future. We will therefore speak in general, and caution those present against making broad assumptions about their personal future based upon generalized statements.

There is what may be referred to as a fourth-density body which will be for those in fourth density a carriage or physical vehicle, but for those in third density this same carriage or vehicle would be invisible and completely indistinguishable. Those entities who are alive and functioning, you might say, in fourth density will be doing so solely in this type of body. There will be a transition period in which certain entities who currently are in existence in a third-density vehicle will be in the process of a transformation, for they are also at this time simultaneously in possession of a fourth-density vehicle of which they are unaware, and a process will be experienced by which the butterfly will shed its cocoon and leave it behind. It remains to be seen by yourself, however, as to your own personal future.

May we answer you further?

S1: You may not be able to tell me this because of it being a violation of my free will. Am I on the right path to being able to graduate to the fourth density?

I am Latwii. My friend, there is no wrong path for attainment to fourth density or any other density for all paths lead in one direction. The object of your concern, however, might be the sufficient polarization of a chosen polarity and the maintaining of that condition so as to be sufficiently polarized to attain harvest on the particular occasion as opposed to several harvests down the road.

May we answer you further?

S1: Will I be harvested at the next harvest, or do you think it will be further on?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and apologize for the delay and lack of coordination of the instrument. Our intention was not to keep you in suspense, my brother, until the next episode. As you surmised, my friend, that is a question we may not respond to in any fashion that would imply to you or identify any level of accomplishment that you have attained or failed to attain, for to do so could drastically affect your polarization and efforts thereto.

May we answer you further?

S1: I may have asked you this in the past. Besides meditating more often, is there anything else I can do toward polarizing more positively than I already am so that I can attempt to make harvest?

I am Latwii. My brother, if we may paraphrase one who has previously spoken on your planet, we would suggest that you Love all that is of the Creator and Love your brothers and sisters as yourself. Beyond this there is very little else that can be accomplished that will affect your polarity in the direction in which you currently strive.

May we answer you further?

S1: Well, if I could just make a comment. I hope that I will be able to reach polarization. I may not understand things too well, but I feel that having these lifetimes in the physical body is a waste of time in a way because when you’re born you forget all you’ve accomplished in a previous life on a conscious level. Like right now I wish I could finish my third density so that I would not have to go through another lifetime and possibly mess everything up. Do you understand my frustration here?

I am Latwii, and we are aware of your question. My brother, we are aware of your feelings, and we counsel you in this fashion. There are no mistakes within the will of the Creator. If it is your quest to attain the level of polarity necessary to successfully be harvested as a fourth-density positively-polarized entity, as Hatonn pointed out, your sustained seeking will attain fruition. The efforts and accomplishments of those who are unable to sustain a seeking will result in a confused response to a confused seeking. We would not suggest for those present that either is the case, for only in each entity’s heart is there an awareness of their performance and their level of desire, for we would suggest that there are no mistakes within creation, and each will attain at the harvest that end toward which his striving has led them.

May we answer you further?

S1: It takes a moment for all of this to sink in. I’m trying to realize all of what you’ve said. Maybe it’s that I’m very happy with my present situation. I’ve been going through a lot of questioning in my environment right now trying to decide what my future will be in my interactions in my daily life. That was just an observation I made. I feel that my major striving should be to help myself and others in their spiritual paths, and trying to keep this thought in mind while considering the daily interaction, trying to understand how to put that in perspective in my immediate future. Do you understand sort of what I’m going through right now?

I am Latwii. My brother, moments ago you spoke of your lack of understanding of the Creator’s will and the waste of time involved in experiencing a physical incarnation. My brother, for the edge of a sword to remain keen it must first be stressed and tempered, for that which comes easily is easily lost, while that which is bought dearly is dearly held. My brother, we understand that your polarization and that of all others is dearly bought and often seems to be of unfair cost. We can only reply, my friend, that you shall not, at a future date, reminisce and wonder at what point your polarity was obtained and strive to recall the foggy details, for your past striving and attainments will ever be a lamp that you will proudly hold high and shine brightly as a sword whose edge was painfully brought to keenness or even as the pearl described for which the individual sold all that he had so as to obtain it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S1: No, I’m understanding that better. I guess I’ll have to learn more patience in this area, and just keep trying, re-learning my lessons, and keep trying to polarize myself so that when the time comes, I’ll be ready for whatever the Creator has set forth for me. Thank you for your help, and it helps to talk to someone that I feel has all the answers that I don’t have. Thank you.

I am Latwii. My brother, we would sincerely respond that we find great pleasure in our ability to learn with you and from you as well as to share what meager advice we might offer, and for this, my brother, we thank you and urge you to contact us at any time for however brief a time that we may, with our presence, attempt to sustain you in your striving.

Is there another question?

G: Yes, I have a question. My son, T, is having difficulty in school maintaining average grades, and I’m pushing, and he seems to be resisting. Is there another way to go about helping him get better grades, or do the younger children realize nowadays that that’s just not their goal?

I am Latwii. My sister, you must first understand that we are restricted in our ability to respond to your question due to the nature of your question itself, in that we do not wish to imply a certain decision must be made. However, with the understanding that we speak in general terms we would respond that those entities which are currently incarnating into your world are more aware of the transience of their incarnation, in that a subconscious knowledge exists of the relatively small period of time remaining until the harvest occurs. For this reason, there is difficulty in performing the large number of nominal and repetitive tasks that are associated with your educational systems. However, we would also suggest that those entities who incarnate in your illusion do so to experience fully that illusion and to experience the illusion with an attitude of, “We will selectively experience those parts which are enjoyable but not those parts which are less desirable,” is not as prone to stimulate growth as another approach might be.

May we answer you further, my sister?

G: No, thank you.

Latwii: As always, it is a pleasure to be of service to you. Is there another question?

S2: Yes, I have a question, Latwii. Could you explain the chakras and their activation a little for me, please?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, as you consider the progression of Light energy through the physical body then you must first examine the path which is followed. The energy traditionally associated with the Earth follows generally in a path up the legs, the base of the spine and up the spine itself to the skull. This may seem misleading in reference to Light energy but nonetheless this is the path that is followed as all of creation exudes Light in 360 degrees, and that Light is not limited to solar bodies such as your Sun. The various energy centers, or chakras, may be regarded as contact points between the physical vehicle and what might be referred to as the spiritual body, each contact point representing a stage of development akin to levels on a staircase. As the Light progresses through each stage, it will stimulate a retention of Light or emittance of Light through each of these centers. The proper configuration for a fully developed entity would be a configuration in which each of the chakras is unblocked and fully emitting Light energy that it is receiving as described previously.

The sequence of the chakras in receiving Light corresponds to the learning experience sequence generally encountered by those in your illusion. For example, the first chakra, being primarily involved in the survival of the single entity, would take progression in sequence before that of the development of interpersonal relationships. The difficulty in the Light flow through the chakras which is referred to as blockages are the results of the individual choosing to reduce or deny the admission of Light to the individual center or centers or the refusal to emit Light through those centers for whatever reasons the individual possesses. These reasons may be involved with particular emotions or may be the result of experience received by the entity which must be balanced in the entity’s perceptions. These are but two explanations of many effectors of the energy centers or chakras.

S2 asked: “Yes, I have a question, Latwii. Could you explain the chakras and their activation a little for me, please?” Latwii replied by saying as you consider the progression of Light energy through the physical body then you must examine the path which is followed, for the energy associated with the Earth follows a path up the legs, the base of the spine and up the spine itself to the skull, and this may seem misleading in reference to Light energy but this is the path that is followed as all of creation exudes Light in 360 degrees, and that Light is not limited to solar bodies such as your Sun since the chakras may be regarded as contact points between the physical vehicle and what might be referred to as the spiritual body, each contact point representing a stage of development akin to levels on a staircase, so as the Light progresses through each stage it will stimulate an emittance of Light through each of these chakras, and the proper configuration for a fully developed entity would be a configuration in which each of the chakras is unblocked and fully emitting Light energy that it is receiving as described previously. Latwii continued by saying the sequence of the chakras in receiving Light corresponds to the learning experience encountered by those in your illusion, so the first chakra, being primarily involved in the survival of the single entity, would take progression in sequence before that of the development of interpersonal relationships, but the difficulty in the Light flow through the chakras which is referred to as blockages are the results of the individual choosing to reduce the admission of Light to the individual centers or the refusal to emit Light through those centers for whatever reasons the individual possesses, and these reasons may be involved with emotions or may be the result of experience received by the entity which must be balanced in the entity’s perceptions, so these are but two explanations of blockages of the chakras. On December 30, 1984, Latwii spoke of how we may remove blockages in our chakras to become the one Creator:

You may look at your being, including your physical vehicle, as a crystal. Each of your energy centers, or chakras, as they are called by your people, are as a facet of a crystal which contains more or less blockage at each center. These blockages are your lessons, shall we say, in coded form. As you work upon your own thinking and perceiving and widen the viewpoint, you remove blockages so that which has been called the prana or the cosmic influx of Love and Light which enters your being at the lower chakra may pass through your various energy centers in a more and more pure manner. That is to say, as you remove blockages or balance distortion, you allow the Light, the prana, the cosmic energy of the one Creator to enter and move through your being in a manner which promotes or allows the white Light to remain white and allows your beingness to be infused with the fullness of the one Creator. When this process has occurred through each chakra or energy center, beginning at the base and moving through the crown of the head, that experience which many in your mystical traditions of seeking have called by various names—enlightenment, nirvana, samadhi—then occurs as the entity comes to know itself as that which it has been from before time began, the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S2: Not at this time Latwii. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there seems to be no further questions we will relinquish our use of this instrument, and will leave you to your own devices, so to speak. We would, however, caution a number of those present against the levitation by hand of many of those devices that, what is referred to as [inaudible], as this seems to result in certain inconsistencies within the structural framework that supports your vehicle, and although we recognize the pleasure derived from assisting one another in readjusting of the structural frameworks, we are always reluctant to see those dear to us experience physical pain, however minor. With this reminder we would bid you farewell ’til our next …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food. My second stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be filled.

This after noon I began working on Chapter Six of The Wisdom of Insecurity where concepts were discussed such as ‘’If we are asked who we are, while we are singing  a song, the best answer would be for us to sing the song that we are singing.’’ And ‘’But most of the time we will respond by giving our name, address, our profession, and these are all answers of who we were, so who we really are at any moment is what we are thinking or feeling, being warm or cold, being happy or sad.’’ And ‘’But we must experience these feelings in the present moment and not as memories because our memories are in the past. So every experience we have in the present moment is real because it is new and unknown, and if we experience it without resisting or naming it, the sense of conflict between our ‘’I’’ and the present reality disappears as we are more able to absorb any pain and give into it a similar to the art of judo, the gentle [ju] way [do] of mastering an opposing force by giving in to it.’’

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 26

Christ’s Divine Care

I am the spirit of the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in the divine Love of Jesus the Christ.

It is considered desirable by you to retain your spiritual point of view as you go through the experiences of your daily rounds of activity. And, indeed, we have always encouraged this attempt.

It may perhaps be seen that the reciprocal needs also the attention. That is, it is well to bring the seemingly mundane, everyday experiences of daily life into the holy atmosphere of divine meeting and contemplation.

For if life can be lifted up by thought, then its means of lifting comes not only from the higher idea to the lower manifestation but from manifestation gazing back upon that which is unmanifest and perfect.

In this way, those things which do not feel blessed may be brought into the circle of Christ’s divine care. And raveled and frayed though things may be, yet still all is comforted within that divine purview of Love.

May we offer and leave you in the peace and the joy of the Love of Jesus Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-25

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 4, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one Creator. We extend our Love and our greeting to each of you as you can receive it, and we especially thank the instrument known as L for his recent increased dedication to service as a channel for our thoughts and those of the Confederation other than ourselves. We were attempting to begin the evening with a few thoughts using that instrument but understand the instrument’s desire to listen rather than channel and will, therefore, speak through this instrument and offer again an opportunity at a later time.

My friends, there is a cave that is a subterranean maze full of darkness, half-darkness, and into this cave, this cavern, your mind so often travels. There are so many among your people who fear these travels that they constitute an enormous majority, and their fear of these deep and secret places of their minds is such that they would do anything which can be done to avoid these places, to not think, to not search, to not be awake. And thus you see around you, my friends, many whose intellects you know to be above adequate who are working quite hard to distract themselves from that great cavern of being which lies below the surface of the comfortable, everyday illusion, and we share with you, my friends, the perception that this search through the mind for truth is risky. One does not stumble upon Love, illumination, enlightenment, and blinding joy within ten days after saying, “I shall seek the truth, or your money back.” Indeed, there is never a time, no matter how many times you have been into the dark places of your mind and come through them safely when you are not potentially at the entrance to another blind alley, another difficult station, another mistaken perception, another point in your growth when it will seem to you that all has come to zero and that there is no more use in seeking, that there is no more hope for Love and laughter and easiness of heart.

My friends, those who seek shall indeed be given what they seek, but the truth of your being is such an enormous and gigantic truth that it is difficult to accept. The truth of your being is a truth of unity—not apparent unity, not conditional unity, but unity with the dark and with the Light, with the shadow and with the angel. One Love created all. One Love creates you. One great Thought is you and all else in the creation. Do you wish to know yourself? You have many choices to make, for again and again it will be easier to decide to know nothing more than to again affirm your desire to know. And each affirmation will bring with it a resolution, a lightening, and often that sudden burst of joy.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the dark caves within our being. They began by saying there is a cave that is a subterranean maze full of darkness, and into this cave your mind often travels, and there are many among your people who fear these travels, so they constitute a majority, and their fear of these deep and secret places of their minds is such that they would do anything which can be done to avoid these places, to not search and to not be awake, thus you see around you many whose intellects which are above adequate who are working hard to distract themselves from that cavern of being which lies below the surface of the everyday illusion, and we share with you the perception that this search through the mind for truth is risky, for one does not stumble upon Love, enlightenment, and joy within ten days after saying, “I shall seek the truth, or your money back,” but there is never a time, no matter how many times you have been into the dark places of your mind and come through them safely, when you are not at the entrance to another blind alley and another point in your growth when it will seem to you that all has come to zero, and there is no more use in seeking for Love, laughter, and easiness of heart. Hatonn continued by saying those who seek shall be given what they seek, but the truth of your being is such an enormous truth that it is difficult to accept, for the truth of your being is a truth of unity with the dark and with the Light, with the shadow and with the angel, for one Love created all, and one Love creates you, so the one great Thought is you and all else in the creation, so do you wish to know yourself? Hatonn said you have many choices to make, for again and again it will be easier to decide to know nothing more than to affirm your desire to know, and each affirmation will bring with it a resolution and that sudden burst of joy. On April 15, 1990, Q’uo spoke of the true nature of our being:

My children, each of you can be perceived as less than perfect, but each of you has an honor and a duty to perform. Love yourself, and if you do not love yourself, work to love yourself. Love the Creator more and more passionately, spending time with the Creator in silence, and Love and forgive all with whom you come in contact, for you are as powerful as any other human, fallible being. There is that within you which is of the consciousness of Love, and your wellness, your wholeness, and the truth of your being is wrapped up in the concept of yourself as an extension of brother or sister, a fellow heir of the one infinite Creator. Forgive, console and Love, the Creator, yourself and others.

We speak to you, my friends, not of those things that are apparently occurring about you, for you may apparently be most contented and comfortable or most unsettled, but of those tides which ebb and flow in the heart of your being. We can offer to you only the comfort that you could offer a child, for you are as children, and as you grow there are not only scrapes and bruises but very real dangers, most of which work out quite, quite well. See yourself in your inner journey as a child. Know yourself as naive, unsophisticated. Yet know that you are not alone, for there is always guidance, and this guidance is with you constantly.

It is not our place to give to this particular group inspiration without a more serious note, for you have gone too far on this road. You know that the comfort of unity is not an illusion, and you have experienced much, but as you experience you experience also that which is most painful and that, my friends, is transformation. We, therefore, stand beside you as brothers and sisters, not wishing to inspire and then send you upon your way, but wishing instead to inspire in a deeper sense and be with you. Each of you is strong, and in quiet times may feel that strength. Seek ye then, my friends, the times of quiet, for all truly shall be well. Even in a night when there are no candles, the dawn comes. We offer to you by these thoughts a root, that which is below the surface, just as in your conversation you spoke of the planting of flowers. The bloom comes and goes, and so your transitory experiences bloom and fade ever so quickly, and whether the blooming is effortless or labored, it passes and your true essence goes down again into the roots to be nurtured, to be affirmed, and to be fed by your desire, by your faithfulness to the will to seek the love of the Creator.

Hatonn continued by saying we speak to you, not of those things that are occurring about you, for you may be comfortable, but of those tides which ebb and flow in the heart of your being we can offer to you the comfort that you could offer a child, for you are as children, and as you grow there are not bruises but dangers, most of which work out well, so see yourself in your inner journey as a child, and know yourself as naïve, yet know that you are not alone, for there is guidance that is with you, but it is not our place to give to this group inspiration without a more serious note, for you have gone too far on this road, and you know that the comfort of unity is not an illusion, for you have experienced much, but as you experience that which is painful, and that is transformation, so we stand beside you as brothers and sisters, not wishing to inspire and then send you upon your way, but wishing to inspire in a deeper sense and be with you, for each of you is strong and in quiet times may feel that strength, so seek the times of quiet, for all shall be well, and even in a night when there are no candles, the dawn comes, so we offer you these thoughts, a root which is below the surface, just as in your conversation you spoke of the planting of flowers, for the bloom comes and goes, and your transitory experiences bloom and fade quickly, and whether the blooming is effortless or labored it passes, and your true essence goes down again into the roots to be nurtured and to be fed by faithfulness to the will to seek the Love of the Creator. On December 25, 2015, Q’uo described our true essence:

What is it to be a soul dwelling in the darkness of a physical body? What kind of care does that infant soul need? We would ask that you turn your body into a temple, that you fill it with Light, feed it the food that makes it be its lightest, offer it the studies and the thoughts that bring it Light, and offer that soul the attention that it needs by remembering to embrace that soul nature that is your very heart, not just on a holy day or on a Sunday, but on every day and in every moment of your year and of your life.

For in truth, you are far more the essence of the Christ than you are the essence of the temple which is your body, your personality, and your outer self. Christmas gives you a chance to move through all of the darknesses of self to find, sturdy and strong and ever living, that consciousness of unconditional Love that lives at the heart of yourself and is your true essence.

We would pause at this time, and, with those of Laitos, move among you that we way share our vibrations with each of you. If you will mentally request our presence we shall be with you at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We thank you for the opportunity of working with each of you and would now, at this time, transfer the contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, it is often difficult to find the stimulation to proceed forward. Inspiration seems to wax and wane, and yet the path is ever present. It is quite easy to become discouraged, to feel that one is willingly falling by the wayside when the lack of inspiration seems to encourage one’s feet to tarry, or to stumble, or even to stop. My friends, my loved ones, discouragement, anticipation, joy, and depression are all emotions. They are but tools that you may call upon in your quest for growth and learning.

Therefore, when you sense discouragement and disillusionment, perceive these emotions for what they are. They are the instruments which are available for your use to evaluate your progression, to adjust, if necessary, those facets of your being that appear to be retarding your progression, and, most important of all, they may be used to detect, to discern those areas within which adjustments of perception must be accomplished that your growth may continue. Therefore, when these emotions become evident to you, experience and discern that which is being revealed. But just as one would not, in a suddenly non-functioning motor vehicle, state to oneself, “I am a dead car,” do not take the identity of the tool upon your self with the acceptance in the manner of, “I am discouraged.” Rather, experience the sensation with the awareness of, “I sense discouragement within myself,” and make use of this powerful tool to further your striving.

My friends, the power of a group of a sharing such as this one is little realized by its members, yet who among you has not, many times during your days, discerned suddenly dramatic differences between your individual self and those other-selves with which your life is shared away from this group. My friends, realize that as each of you is like a molecule of which the cell of your group is composed, so also is your group a cell among many of which a larger entity is composed. These cells composing a hand within your individual body can accomplish little on their own, yet perceive for a moment the marvelous instrument their composition achieves. In your moments of discouragement or disillusionment, my friends, when you sense yourself as somehow failing to meet your desires or expectations, pause for a moment and realize what a mighty force is accomplished through your own will aligned with that of your loved ones. There is no failure, my friends. Those who set foot on the path do so by choice, the choice to seek the Light. It is a choice not made lightly and, once made, cannot be abandoned, for how may a child among your people decide at one moment never again to grow, never more to learn?

Therefore, my friends, believe in yourselves, love yourselves, and continue confidently in your efforts. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, it is, as usual, a great privilege and pleasure for us to be here in that we both enjoy the sensation of your group’s vibration, and also because we have been impatiently waiting for our somewhat stodgy brother of Hatonn to finish his dissertation. At this time, we would offer our services, inadequate though they may be, to attempt to answer any questions you may desire to pose. Are there any questions?

R: Yes, Hatonn. What can you tell me of witchcraft?

I am Latwii. I assume that your question was directed to me, in that Hatonn does not seem capable of answering it at this time, so I will attempt to answer the question for them, or for me, as the case may be.

R: Forgive me.

I am Latwii. We are all forgiven, my brother. At this point I will attempt to answer your question. Witchcraft can consist of many different attempts to perform specific tasks. There are facets of the general subject referred to as witchcraft which are functional, and, as you may suspect, other facets which do not seem to accomplish a great deal. Those that tend to accomplish their desired ends may be further divided into the areas generally referred to as white magic or black magic. We assume that black magic is the subject of your interest and will address that topic.

Just as your own group is endeavoring to progress along a path of service to others, so are there also individuals who desire to progress along a path of service to self. This, of course, you are aware of. What you perhaps are not aware of is the fact that the desire to exert one’s will upon another or a number of other individuals is one of the strong suits, shall we say, of those involved in that effort, and there are many facets or fields of study within that realm through which the will of an individual may be projected in dominance over the wills of others. There are many rituals that can be used as tools to assist in this endeavor, those rituals being valuable solely in the effort of enabling the aspiring magician to focus his will and intention.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: I don’t really know how to phrase what I am thinking, but I am curious if people who practice that, whether it be white or black, are basically doing the same thing that we are doing here, with it all leading towards the same thing, the same goal, just different methods?

I am Latwii. My brother, consider the individual who desires to progress from what we shall describe as point A to point B in as rapid a manner as possible. The individual who is endeavoring to serve others would most likely choose a route which will disturb or endanger as few as possible whereas the individual who is engrossed in service to self might choose to drive the vehicle which you refer to as a tank through a crowded stadium in an effort to achieve his goal. Both have progressed from A to B, but by substantially different methods and with substantially different results, due to their orientation. We hope that this might clarify the distinction between groups such as this and those who would, in an effort to serve themselves, exert their will over other individuals to accomplish personal growth.

May we answer you further?

R: No, thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: As always, we thank you. Is there another question?

K: What about the “Moral Majority”? It seems to me that they try very hard to force their will on other people, and yet they seem like they are trying to accomplish good ends. Could you speak to that?

I am Latwii. It is difficult to address this question in that it refers to a specific group of individuals, and there are limitations upon the amount of information we are allowed to give due to the possible infringement upon your freedom of choice. It is always possible to select specific groups that seem to be significant because of the stridency of their voices and regard these groups as being perhaps more significant than they are. We would simply say that the majority of the true accomplishments performed on your planet is seldom accomplished through groups which deal with the illusion but rather through the efforts of groups that deal beyond the illusion, such as this group, or through the efforts of special individuals whose responsibility to strive toward certain objectives was taken on prior to incarnation.

May we answer you further?

K: No. That’s answered the question. Thank you.

Latwii: As always, we thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I wouldn’t mind mopping up a little bit on that one because it was an interesting one. …

[Side one of tape ends.]

…potential as far as the potential for service of any kind?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, picture, if you will, that form of blanket or coverlet which is woven of yarn and referred to often as an afghan. If there are individuals who require the warming comfort of such an object to sleep comfortably, it would be an act of service for one or more people to lift that object and remove it to the location where the one desiring the comfort of warmth may have it placed upon them. However, if a number of individuals are all desiring to move that comfort in different directions to serve different purposes, although each has a hand on the blanket and claim honestly in his or her heart to be attempting an act of service, the conflicting desires may result in a composite accomplishment of service that borders on nothing, although each truly sought to act in service. The difficulty within your illusion that is constantly encountered by groups of any sort desiring service is not the heartfelt desire to serve but rather the lack of communion between its members within which dissension evaporates in the light of common purpose.

May we answer you furthers my sister?

Carla: Well, you haven’t plumbed the depths of that one, but I’ll let it be. I have a couple of questions from S in Denver. She would like to know first about the comparison, if it is possible for you to give one, between an experience she had while under age regression hypnosis into another life where she was initiated in a temple, and the experience of the initiate in the Queen’s chamber as described by Ra. Could you comment on any similarities between those two experiences?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. The desire of the individual originating the question was to be assured, first of all, of the linearity or congruence of the two individual types of experience, and indeed there are similarities between the two. The experiences are both what may be referred to as illuminations in which the common factors of consent, rituals and devices are shared to accomplish a specific balancing and attunement of those areas known as chakras.

In each situation the structure within which the illumination occurred serves a specific purpose in focusing the channeled Light energy due to the configuration of the structure. The facet referred to as consent of course was necessary in the experience recalled during the regression as it also is in the Queen’s chamber experience. The ritual aspect of both is to serve the purpose of allowing individuals of attainment to assist in the illumination process for the individual. The result in both cases is the opening and balancing of those areas referred to as chakras due to the individual’s acceptance of the Light energy which is funneled through the individual.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I’ll let S see this, and see if she has any other questions. Her other question was probably much shorter and easier to answer because it is sort of a yes or no question. She wanted to know if the higher self could have two instead of one mind/body/spirit complexes on the same plane of being in the same density at the same time, and, if so, if they could be as close as mother and daughter or father and son?

I am Latwii. The higher self referred to is associated with not only the specific individual at the unique time and place within your illusion but of course also the various incarnations of that particular individual throughout the incarnate experiences. It must be remembered that all individuals are a part of a larger, unified self, and that although the higher selves are associated only with specific individuals, they are more attuned to the consciousness of their unity than the mind/body/spirit complex within your illusion tends to be.

It is often the case that individuals will repeatedly incarnate over a period of several incarnations so as to encounter and re-encounter, that the recognition might be a stimulus to the desire to extend one’s consciousness beyond the limits of the forgetting. This can be a very powerful tool toward assisting both individuals to recall their purpose in incarnating, thus receiving an earlier stimulus toward a focusing of their effort.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No. Again, I thank you for S. I still see very rich ground for discussion on the subject of how the various groups who think so much alike and feel so much alike, and believe so much alike, and have so much community are the very ones who judge and are so abrasive in their contact with those who don’t think as they do.I will save that for another week because I am sure that the instrument is getting very tired.

I’ll just ask, how are you, Latwii?

I am Latwii. I am in the condition referred to as fine, and thank you both for your salutation, and the heartfelt affection that we are aware initiated the salutation, and we also hope that your condition is similar to our own.

Carla: I am fine too.

Latwii: That is well. Is there another question we may answer?

K: You can probably answer this with a yes or a no. I’ve recently read two books by Capra. One was The Tao of Physics, and the other was The Turning Point, which I haven’t quite completed. Is Capra being used by the Confederation to guide and help the planet?

I am Latwii. My sister, there are many definitions and many titles for those areas of assistance or tools for that purpose that are perceived by those of your planet. It is wise perhaps to recall that all originates with the Creator, and regardless of what name is attached to a particular object of interest or definition, the source is the same.

May we answer you further?

K: No. I’ll accept that answer.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there is a reluctance to pose further questions due to concern for the well-being of the instrument we shall take our leave and hope for the opportunity to serve in answering those questions at a future time. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus. I am Latwii.

This morning I continued reading The Wisdom of Insecurity in Chapter Five where the main concepts were: “We need to understand our problems in order to solve them, and some of our problems are how do we find security and peace of mind in a world where its nature is insecurity and unceasing change?” “So, to understand this problem, or any other problem, we need the light of our awareness by seeing and feeling our problems as they are and not as they are named.” “We can accomplish this by realizing our life is momentary, that there is neither permanence or security, and there is no “I” which ca be protected.” “So, to understand joy or fear we must be completely aware of them, but if we give them names like ‘I am joy.’ Or ‘I am fear.’ We are not being aware of them.” “So, we need to have a single and undivided mind which is expressed by the old saying: “If thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.” This phrase comes from Matthew 6:22 (Sermon on the Mount), means that a pure, focused, and generous heart, unburdened by greed or worldly desires, brings spiritual clarity, goodness, and purpose, illuminating one’s entire being

This afternoon I went outside and gathered some small stones, from the pet cemetery and Little Locust Creek, to begin the process of evening out the small stone wall between the fishpond and the Hydrangea Garden. I was able to get about three feet of the wall leveled out before it was time to take my speed walk.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 25

The Folly Of Christmas

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Love that is in Christ Jesus, and I greet you in the full consciousness of our common divinity.

You have experienced the ritual bringing forth, into the world of sense and shadow, the unchangeable Light which the darkness cannot quench. And to many who feel saddened this day, we say that it is acceptable to rejoice when the time is at hand and the ceremony of deity and man is celebrated.

But my children, know you this: faced with your humanhood and your clear perception of deity, it is a natural tendency for the Spirit within you to be impatient that all days might be those birthdays wherein the Spirit is born anew in every conscious being.

Beware of the folly of Christmas and rest your joy not only upon an occasion but upon a continuing and sometimes difficult to fathom stream of events and occasions within which the full Spirit and caring of Jesus the Christ shines through. Be you those channels who do not need the occasion to rally themselves to the Love of Jesus the Christ.

We leave you in the discipline and the freedom of Christ’s own peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-24

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from March 28, 1982:

(C1 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Tonight we would speak a few words on compassion, a term not fully understood by your people and difficult to express with words. Each of you here is on a path of service to others, and each has felt lacking at times in relation to the ability to help others, may see the difficulties that others may face as they learn or try to learn the lessons chosen or that they have chosen. As each seeks to be of service, each need not treat themselves harshly if at times they come short of their expectations of how they should help others, or if others fail to respond to your attempts at service as you would have expected them to. The attempt is often worth more if it is tried without the expected results occurring, for in these times you are afforded the opportunity to reflect on reactions, the attempts, and can learn to deal with oneself softly. As you do this you are better able to touch another softly, for as you know the softness, the touch, the warmth conveyed tends to be a more direct linking and the other is grabbed, pulled, pushed. One need but be open, flowing in order to more fully be in touch with another, to be able to see more clearly from the perspective of the other.

So often in your illusion the urge to take charge of a given situation often creates more blockages than existed prior to that situation. As you learn to be soft the walls become less high, narrower, and open slowly and allow the touching and exchange. The softness is something that you learn, though it has always been within you. It is something you must learn to develop, to be sought, to be able to see as others see. Though being soft, touching may lead at times to hurt, for as you touch you are brought closer and share the feelings, emotions. This sharing, even through the hurt, is a very valuable lesson. Be soft, my friends, gentle. Be open to experiences and those of others. Lay judgment aside [inaudible]. We too are learning to be soft. We join with you [inaudible].

I am known to you as Hatonn, and will at this time transfer this contact to another. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. I and my brothers and sisters of Laitos would at this time pause in order that we may move among you, and if you request it may offer you the vibration that is known to you as conditioning. If you wish to be made aware of our presence, please mentally request it at this time and we shall be with you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. We thank you for allowing us to be of service to you. It is a great privilege to work with each of you and if, at any time, you might desire the same conditioning vibration, mentally request this, and we shall be with you. If at any time as you are experiencing conditioning you are in any way in discomfort we ask that you mentally request that we adjust the conditioning or remove it completely. We shall do so immediately. We shall continue now, with your kind permission.

Let us tell you a small story, a story in which the hero is a man bent upon learning the meaning of compassion. He seeks first a very, very famous and successful mental and spiritual guide to many. This famous man greets our hero. His home is palatial, his manner most civilized. His entire being radiates a sureness of character and the confidence of wealth and yet, so many who are themselves influential in the ways of your society have spoken highly of this gentleman, but our hero feels perhaps he will know the meaning of compassion, having helped so many. “Ah,” the rich man says, “all these things that I own are necessary in order that I may offer my services to those who in turn have the power to help so many others. True compassion is knowing whether to put your energies, and I have offered my aid to those who will be able, in turn, to be of the greatest help to the greatest number.”

Our hero moves from this interview understandably unsatisfied and walks into the middle of the city, into the meaner portions of its dark streets, passes warehouses, bolted windows, and those among your peoples who have not a supply of money for protection against the elements, and he comes to a terribly dirty, falling down storefront which is marked, “Mission.” Inside, there is a rather gaunt woman ladling soup for those indigents who have no money, and he asks her with hope in his eyes and in his voice, “Can you tell me what compassion is?” “Certainly,” says the woman, lifting her tired eyes from the kettle. “Compassion is a plate of soup for a hungry man. Compassion is seeing beauty and perfection in those things which are apparently not lovely, in seeing love in that which is not loved.” “How many do you serve in this manner?” asked our seeker. “I do not know,” replies the gaunt woman. “As many as I can supply with soup. Not many, I suppose,” she says, “but it is all that I can do.”

Hatonn wanted to tell a small story, and they began by saying the hero is a man bent upon learning the meaning of compassion, so he seeks first a famous mental and spiritual guide to many, and this famous man greets our hero, and his home is palatial, and his manner civilized, for his being radiates a sureness of character and the confidence of wealth, yet many who are influential in the ways of your society have spoken highly of this gentleman, but our hero feels perhaps he will know the meaning of compassion, having helped so many, so “Ah,” the rich man says, “all these things that I own are necessary in order that I may offer my services to those who in turn have the power to help so many others because true compassion is knowing where to put your energies, and I have offered my aid to those who will be able to be of the greatest help to the greatest number.” Hatonn went on to say our hero moves from this interview unsatisfied and walks into the middle of the city, into the meaner portions of its dark streets, passes warehouses, bolted windows, and those among your people who have not a supply of money for protection against the elements, and he comes to a dirty, falling down storefront which is marked, “Mission,” and inside there is a gaunt woman ladling soup for those indigents who have no money, and he asks her with hope in his eyes and in his voice, “Can you tell me what compassion is?: “Certainly,” says the woman, lifting her tired eyes from the kettle. “Compassion is a plate of soup for a hungry man. Compassion is seeing beauty and perfection in those things which are apparently not lovely, in seeing love in that which is not loved.” “How many do you serve in this manner?” asked our seeker. “I do not know,” replies the gaunt woman. “As many as I can supply with soup. Not many, I suppose,” she says, “but it is all that I can do.” On January 21, 2001, Q’uo described the nature of compassion:

The choice which is made by any in third density as to the nature of the polarity is one of such a fundamental nature that there is constant refinement of the desire to serve as the compassion is gained that allows one to develop a method of propulsion, shall we say, where the desire to give Love to the Creator is foremost upon the mind and within the heart.

Our seeker by this time is quite confused. The two faces of compassion both seem so compelling. One is logical; one moves the heart. Both seem to be a means of comforting those who seek comfort, and is that not what compassion is? Wandering aimlessly in the bright sun of the mid-afternoon, the young man spies a tree in the midst of a small park. There is a circular seat beneath it, and he is tired and without thinking he goes to it and rests upon it that he may consider what compassion might be. After spending some time in aimless and unproductive musing, he glances to one side and then the other. Upon one side sits a most wealthy man busy with his work, the signs of wealth in his dress and his accouterments. Upon our hero’s other side rests one of those from the soup kitchen, a man unable to function within the limits of society based upon money. The seeker looks up at the tree and suddenly knows what compassion is, for the tree is shading all three entities from the harshness of the afternoon sun.

My friends, in compassion there is no judgment. The actions that you may take because of your compassion are many and various, for you have many faculties of mind and spirit at your command, and your actions are yours to discriminate, but the Love that is within you, if you wish to be compassionate, shall shine as gently as sunlight filtered through the living green of the shading leaves of a great tree. As always, we cannot emphasize enough to you our perception and our belief that it is not to be expected of each entity that it be able to have such compassion without aid, and, as always, the aid which we suggest is that of meditation, for you have these things as a birthright which you seek. They are locked within you as treasure within a chest and meditation is the key. We ask you to be gentle with yourselves as well as with others, and to allow the process of compassion to work its magic within your own life.

Hatonn continued by saying our seeker by this time is confused, for the two faces of compassion seem compelling, so one is logical, and one moves the heart, but both seem to be a means of comforting those who seek comfort, and is that not what compassion is? Then Hatonn said wandering aimlessly in the bright sun of mid-afternoon, the young man sees a tree in the midst of a small park, and there is a circular seat beneath it, and he is tired, and without thinking he goes to it and rests upon it that he may consider what compassion might be, so after spending some time in unproductive musing, he glances to one side and then the other, and upon one side sits a wealthy man busy with his work, the signs of wealth, but upon our hero’s other side rests one of those from the soup kitchen, a man unable to function within the limits of society based upon money, so the seeker looks up at the tree and suddenly knows what compassion is, for the tree is shading all three entities from the harshness of the afternoon sun. Then Hatonn said in compassion there is no judgment, for the actions that you take because of your compassion are various, for you have many faculties of mind and spirit at your command, and your actions are yours to discriminate, but the Love that is within you, if you wish to be compassionate, shall shine as gently as sunlight filtered through the living green of the shading leaves of a great tree, but we cannot emphasize enough to you our belief that it is not to be expected of each entity that it be able to have such compassion without aid, and the aid which we suggest is that of meditation, for you have these things as a birthright which you seek, so they are locked within you as treasure within a chest, so meditation is the key, and we ask you to be gentle with yourselves as well as with others and to allow the process of compassion to work its magic within your life. On February 25, 1990, Q’uo said that meditation is the key to finding Love within us:

There is too much catalyst to process for any entity to process completely, and so a series of choices is constantly being made as to what in the environment of the self shall be heeded as to where the mind shall be placed, the attention drawn. We encourage meditation with the regularity that must seem endless to those who hear our words, but meditation is the key that unlocks the door to that shuttle into that molten passion of Love within, awareness of which inspires and enlivens each portion of the experience of your illusion.

If you wish to radiate to others you must first allow the radiance within you to come forth, and if you block this radiance by some feeling of disappointment within yourself, then you must stop and return to meditation until you can see that in the view of Love it matters not what mistakes, what conditions, what experiences you may have had. It matters only that you are a portion of the infinite Creator. This is your reality. The remainder is illusion. We ask you to feel as we leave you the joy and the freedom of a lack of judgment for yourself and for others. Not a lack of judgment that implies a lack of discrimination, for it is only by discrimination that you can learn better how to be of service, but as you attempt to be of service lay the judgment aside and as the tree gives shade, let your love and the Love that shines through you gently touch each and every entity about you with the glorious oneness.

Now Hatonn said if you wish to radiate to others you must first allow the radiance within you to come forth, and if you block this radiance by some feeling of disappointment within yourself, then you must stop and return to meditation until you can see that in the view of Love it matters not what mistakes you may have had, and it matters only that you are a portion of the infinite Creator, for this is your reality, so the remainder is illusion, and we ask you to feel the joy and the freedom of a lack of judgment for yourself and for others, but not a lack of judgment that implies a lack of discrimination, for it is only by discrimination that you can learn better how to be of service, but as you attempt to be of service lay the judgment aside, and as the tree gives shade let your love and the Love that shines through you gently touch each entity about you with the glorious oneness. On September 14, 1986, Q’uo spoke of how we should have a lack of judgement for ourselves and for others:

And though the conscious mind and the thinking being may move itself in many ways and find fruitful experience in any direction, there is great value in the lack of judgment for the self or others, and the surrender of the will in a basic sense to the greater will which moves through one’s being and which becomes apparent to one who has done this and experienced the fruits of such surrenders, for there is a delicate balance between the exercise of the will and the surrender of the will that the seeker of its own evolution must achieve. There is, shall we say, a cycle or season for each and a purpose for each that may be determined by each entity, and a unique balance for each thus achieved.

I am Hatonn. It has been a great privilege to be able to greet each of you. We thank you for allowing us to share our thoughts with you. And at this time, we leave you through this instrument in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn, Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are greatly honored to once again be able to join this group and to be asked to partake, as always, in the capacity of attempting to answer those queries which those present may have the value in asking. At this time, we would open this working to questions. Are there any questions at this time?

C1: I’ll try not to get into anything as lengthy as I did last week, but here of late D’s had some aches and pains, and I’ve tried to use touch to alleviate them and it seems to be working fairly well, but one night after we’d gone to bed—I was told of this, I remember none of it—as she was experiencing a muscle cramp, and then I used touch to alleviate it and spoke with her without ever fully waking up, because I have no knowledge myself what happened, just what I was told, and I was wondering if you could explain to me a little bit about what takes over in your sleeping that you can operate in that capacity?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In this regard we might suggest that this particular situation is one which reflects not so much another aspect taking over your conscious being, but your conscious awareness removing itself from your unconscious. Therefore, this allows those latent abilities which you are attempting to develop to make themselves more apparent, and they do become more apparent because you have consciously sought to develop them, and at that particular moment of which you speak the unique situation occurred in which your conscious mind was laid to rest and those belief patterns which inhibit such activity normally were not in effect.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C1: Is this type of activity a common thing? I know that—I mean that I’ve been told about it, but I really don’t remember—for quite a number of years a functioning while being what we refer to as asleep. Is this something that is common or is it something that in particular happens to work with me?

I am Latwii. May we say in this regard that such activities as you have described are common to a great number of your people but are less commonly expressed as you have expressed them. The ability of each entity to function within the state commonly called the hypnogogic state is well known and widespread while the entity sleeps. To manifest this condition in what seems to be a waking state to those present and witnessing the action is not so common but does occur on occasions for entities who have prepared their minds, shall we say, in a certain manner which meditation does allow. This is to say, there is an opening, or a channel made between the conscious and unconscious minds, a piercing, shall we say, of the veil which divides these two portions of your mind complex. This, then, allows the communication between the two portions of your mind to flow more easily without the restrictions common to those of your people who have yet to seek the mysteries and their solutions.

[Side one of tape ends.]

C1: Today I was with some others as they were trimming a tree, and at this time of year, especially as the weather gets warm, there’s a lot of—the sap starts to run. Today, as the tree was trimmed, it ran freely, almost as if rain dripping from the tree, but this is not really what seemed unusual to me, but at this same time another tree some ten feet away from the first which had been trimmed several weeks before began also to run as the one being trimmed today began, and I was curious because there are times when we refer to people having sympathy pains, as when one of a mated pair is suffering or experiencing discomfort, then the other does. I was wondering, if in second density that this same thing can occur?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may agree that in the second density of your plants and your animals there is quite frequently that relationship which is sympathetic, and as one entity vibrates, so does the other harmonically resonate in sympathy. In the situation of which you speak it is more likely that it was simply the time for the movement of the fluid which you call the sap of the tree to progress in an upward fashion as the season of your year beckons it thusly, and because there were wounds upon both trees then the sap did emanate from these wounds. This is not to say that these particular entities which you call the trees were not also resonating with an harmonic vibration, for both were experiencing the same flow of the fluid called sap and had also experienced the same removal of lower limbs and then did share two experiences quite closely.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C1: In this situation, in the time between today and when this first tree was trimmed, there was much warmer weather more conducive to sap flow, but it did not occur until the—it occurred as the other tree was being cut. Today the sap was not flowing until the wounding of the tree today, which seems to be one of those chance situations that happened too simultaneously to be solely chance.

I am Latwii. We have not perceived a clearly stated query. May we ask if there is a further question along this line, my brother?

C1: No, I really guess not. I have a bad tendency to talk and not really formulate a distinct question, and at times it helps me think in motion, so to speak. Since being really connected with these meditations I’ve begun to see what I used to refer to as coincidence and become more aware that there are reasons behind such things and that there’s more pattern than I was aware of previously, and I guess I was thinking aloud. Thank you for your answer, and I’m sorry I couldn’t get a question formulated, but my ramblings sometimes help me, so have patience with me at times.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, my brother, for your patience with us as well, for often we also tend to ramble. May we ramble upon another subject?

C2: Yes. My husband has lost his mother in the last couple of months, and they were very attached to each other, and he’s having a very hard time. I wonder what I can do to help him that I’m not doing.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In such cases where a dearly loved friend does pass from this illusion to another it is often the case that the one remaining shall suffer that which may be described as grief, loneliness, and pain, for the one which has passed meant a great deal to the one which remains. In such cases it is often difficult to move the perspective beyond the immediate feeling of loss and grief, but if it is possible to do so we may suggest the enlarging of the perspective by compassionate communication with the grieving entity so that this entity does begin to perceive a larger pattern in the flow of life, so that there is seen not the loss, but a gain, so there is seen not the pain of the passing, but the joy in the passing.

In this regard we would suggest that in such a situation the beliefs of the entity remaining be discussed in such a fashion that the basic view of life is uncovered and the view is then allowed to progress in such a way as to include the possibility that each incarnation which is experienced is likened unto a class in a great school of learning, that each experience of each incarnation does provide those lessons which shall allow the entities to prepare for the great graduation, the graduation into that density of Love and of compassion which awaits those who have completed their lessons within this illusion.

C2 asked: “My husband has lost his mother in the last couple of months, and they were very attached to each other, and he’s having a very hard time. I wonder what I can do to help him that I’m not doing.” Latwi began by saying in such cases where a loved friend passes from this illusion to another it is often the case that the one remaining shall suffer grief, loneliness, and pain, for the one which has passed meant a great deal to the one which remains, and in such cases it is often difficult to move the perspective beyond the immediate feeling of loss and grief, but if it is possible to do so we may suggest the enlarging of the perspective by compassionate communication with the grieving entity, so that this entity begins to perceive a larger pattern in the flow of life, and there is seen not the loss, but a gain, so there is seen not the pain of the passing, but the joy in the passing. Latwii went on to say we suggest that in such a situation the beliefs of the entity remaining be discussed in such a fashion that the basic view of life is uncovered, and the view is allowed to progress in such a way as to include the possibility that each incarnation which is experienced is likened unto a class in a great school of learning, that each experience of each incarnation provides those lessons which allow the entities to prepare for the great graduation into that density of Love which awaits those who have completed their lessons within this illusion. On May 29, 1983, Latwii spoke about the density of Love:

It is our perception that the vibration of change of the atomic structure of your illusion has indeed made the transition to what is called variously the New Age, the Age of Aquarius, or the density of Love. Due to this transfiguration of the nature of your illusion the, what are normally called paranormal experiences, are much more common upon your planet at this time, for it is the density of Love and understanding in which you now reside, and it is the nature of this density to express itself through entities such as those upon your planet in a manner which utilizes the power of the mind to create, to communicate, and to become one with its environment.

If an entity can realize that this illusion is but an eye blink in eternity, and that it has helped another to learn the lessons that will permit graduation, then the entity remaining might see with clearer perspective that there is only the feeling of joy as a residue to be felt when a loved one has learned the lessons programmed before the incarnation and has joyfully passed the test, shall we say, and passed through that transition which is called death. In such a situation we would also suggest that the joy and feeling of gratitude at having experienced the incarnation and the love and the learning with the entity which has passed be felt by the one which remains and that this feeling of joy and gratitude be sent daily to the one who has passed from this illusion by the one which has remained to learn further lessons, for it is necessary for the loved ones of those passing to release the hold, shall we say, the emotional and psychic bonds which bind those who are close in the incarnation, so that when the passing has been achieved there might be the free movement to the next level of lessons without the calling back to the classroom which has been left.

Latwii continued by saying if an entity can realize this illusion is but an eye blink in eternity, and that it has helped another to learn the lessons that will permit graduation, then the entity remaining might see with clearer perspective that there is only the feeling of joy as a residue to be felt when a loved one has learned the lessons programmed before the incarnation and has joyfully passed the test and passed through that transition of death, and in such a situation we would suggest that the joy at having experienced the incarnation and the Love and the learning with the entity which has passed be felt by the one which remains, and this feeling of gratitude be sent daily to the one who has passed from this illusion by the one which has remained to learn further lessons, for it is necessary for the loved ones of those passing to release the hold of the emotional and psychic bonds which bind those who are close in the incarnation, so that when the passing has been achieved there might be free movement to the next level of lessons without being called back to the classroom which has been left. On May 2, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of the transition of death:

My brother, we assure you that each entity which passes from this plane in that process which is known to your people as death does have a great number of those angelic beings which wait upon it: those entities known as guides, those dear souls which have been closely associated with the one transitioning this life in previous life experiences, and those entities of the Confederation which oversee such processes. Each entity which makes this transition is well protected and attended. And those entities which remain in the third density illusion might be of the greatest aid by wishing the entity “God speed,” shall we say, and sending joy, love and light with the entity, and rejoicing at the process which allows the entity to move from one level of lessons to yet another level of lessons. Be ye therefore full of that joy and peace which is the result of each entity’s unending existence within the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: No, that was very good. I thank you. Now, one other question. I’ve had a spinal curvature all my life and I’ve lived with it, and I’ve had a great deal of pain. I have pain now. Is there anything I can do that I’m not doing to relieve the back pain?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We might suggest that there could be benefit gained from the use of what you might call the swirling water upon the erect spine to relax those muscles which attempt to hold the misplaced curvature, shall we say. There might also be benefit gained from the manipulation which is called massage to deeply move these muscles so that once again they might be relaxed from their tight grip. There is also the possibility of benefit to be gained from the mild exercise of the walking on a daily basis.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: No. Thank you. That helps.

I am Latwii. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes. I would like to know if you ever appear in visual form to those requesting it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We of Latwii, as members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, do occasionally appear in dream states and less frequently in meditative states to those who have requested our presence or the presence of entities which are willing and able to provide a certain type of lesson. It is often the case that an entity so requesting will not remember the appearance in the dream state, for there are certain necessities, shall we say, of maintaining the free will of such entities. This is not always the case. Quite often there will be a remembering of such a dream or vision, and it will be remembered as a situation which was quite inspiring to the one requesting.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: In a dream state is it the message received in symbolic form or literally?

I am Latwii. In this case of the dream appearance the message is given in whatever form the entity requesting the message is able to receive it. Those entities able to receive a clear transmission are then aware of less symbolic imagery. Those not able to assimilate a directly transmitted message will be given those symbols which will serve as [inaudible] or somewhat of an enigmatic mantra for the mind.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Does the entity of Jesus ever speak through dream state?

I am Latwii. In this particular query we find that the answer is in the affirmative and is not limited to only the dream state. Many entities of the Confederation do appear in this dream state in meditation and do provide messages of a wide variety of contents to those requesting such messages.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you. You’ve answered my questions.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another query at this time?

M: Could you discuss how a person could find a small degree of happiness?

I am Latwii. My sister, we find that your query does reflect the great desire to penetrate, shall we say, the grosser nature of this illusion which each of your people inhabits. Each entity on your planet moves in its daily round of activities seemingly unaware of the meaning of the movement. Each completes a seemingly prescribed set of tasks. Each feels a multitude of feelings. Each rides the roller coaster of pain, joy, sorrow, boredom, etc. Few seek the reason for the ride. Few seek to find that which is loosely defined as happiness. Most feel that happiness can be bought. Some feel it can be worn. Some feel it can be traded for. Some have given up all hope of finding happiness. Most have no concept of what it might be composed of.

We of Latwii can only suggest to one such as yourself who seeks deeper meaning of this life in which you experience each moment, that in the meditative state you might come closer to that which is poorly called happiness, for what, my sister, could make one happier than to know that one is an integral part of all Creation, and more—the one Creator. What could make an entity more fulfilled than to know the heart of Love resides within its own being? What could fulfill one more than to know that the plan of the one Creator is not complete without the participation of the one who seeks that known as happiness?

M asked: “Could you discuss how a person could find a small degree of happiness?” Latwii replied by saying we find that your query reflects the great desire to penetrate the grosser nature of this illusion which each of your people inhabits, so each entity on your planet moves in its daily round of activities unaware of the meaning of the movement, and each completes a prescribed set of tasks, so each feels a multitude of feelings, for each rides the roller coaster of joy, sorrow, and boredom, but few seek the reason for the ride or to find happiness because most feel that happiness can be bought, worn, or traded for, but some have given up hope of finding happiness since they have no concept of what it might be composed of. Latwii continued by saying we suggest that you  seek a deeper meaning of this life in which you experience each moment, that in the meditative state you might come closer to that which is poorly called happiness, for what could make one happier than to know that one is the one Creator, so: “What could make an entity more fulfilled than to know the heart of Love resides within its own being? What could fulfill one more than to know that the plan of the one Creator is not complete without the participation of the one who seeks that known as happiness?” On June 8, 1974, Hatonn said that we can find happiness by becoming one with the Creation of Love:

There are various expressions of what you would call happiness. My friends, this happiness seems to be something that is sought as being of great importance upon your planet. We ask you, my friends, if you look at this happiness that you may gain through use of the cycles and polarity of your physical manifestation, if you can in any way compare this so-called happiness with the experience of being one with an unchanging Creation of Love.

We can only suggest that the palest shadow of happiness can be found in the daily round of activities. Remove for but a moment each day yourself from this round of activities which too often confuses and distracts, and place your being within the silence and peace of meditation. Seek within this state to know that which you wish to know. Seek within your being that which you called happiness. That which you have called happiness can only be found at the depths of your heart, for there the Creator which is yourself has planted a seed that needs the nourishment of your seeking and your attention to grow into the tree of life that will sustain the fruits of your incarnation.

Now Hatonn said we suggest that the palest shadow of happiness can be found in the daily round of activities, so for a moment each day remove yourself from this round of activities which confuses you, and place your being within the silence and peace of meditation, and seek within this state to know that which you wish to know and seek happiness, for happiness can only be found at the depths of your heart, for there the Creator which is yourself has planted a seed that needs the nourishment of your seeking to grow into the tree of life that will sustain the fruits of your incarnation. On June 17, 2005, Q’uo described how the depths of our heart we have Love and Light:

The road, my brother, indeed, goes on forever. Nothing is finished, it merely spirals upward, ever seeking the Love and the Light that lies not without you, for you call it down into yourself by your seeking and seat it in the depths of your heart. Therefore, in that mid-air of faith, know that you rest in your own open heart.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Thank you. You’ve answered me very well.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful, as well, to you. Is there another question at this time?

C2: Yes. We read in the New Testament that Jesus said that it was necessary for him to leave in order for a Comforter to come, and we interpret that as the Holy Spirit, of course. Is the entity known as Jesus looking over the planet today in its distress? Does he still have responsibility for the happenings on this planet?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The entity known to your peoples as Jesus of Nazareth does continue His vigil over this planet, as do countless souls who are members of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Infinite Creator. There are those of this Confederation, such as the one known as Jesus, who have become much more well known to your people than have great multitudes of the heavenly hosts which have never ceased their surveillance and compassionate caring for those of your people who have sought their service. No entity upon your planet is without such aid. Each who calls for the service of Love, of Light, of unity, is answered in some way. Those of your people who are most familiar with the entity known as Jesus are also answered by this entity in whatever manner they are capable of understanding, for it is the understanding of each entity within this Confederation that your people must have their free will respected fully, and all responses to calls for service must be made in such a way as to allow the entity so called to be aware within the limits of its perception that the call has been answered.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: Paul talks about a crowd of witnesses. That’s the way I’m remembering it right now. He said something about seeing that you are encompassed about with a great crowd of witnesses. Now, is that what he’s talking about? Say you’re referring to members of the Confederation, is that what Paul’s talking about when he talks about a crowd of witnesses?

I am Latwii. That is correct, my sister. May we answer you further?

C2: No, thank you. That answers the question very well.

I am Latwii. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner: Yes. I would like to inquire about an [inaudible] master, Saint Germaine, and a group called the Brotherhood of the Royal Teton. Are they in contact in physical form with entities on this Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. The entity known to you and to your people as St. Germaine has made contact through various entities and organizations, as you call them, for the purpose of providing the services which have been requested, most usually dealing with the ability to open the heart of being in Love and compassion for the entities surrounding one. This entity has maintained a constant vigil, shall we say, and shall continue in its serving of those entities who called. We cannot be more specific and state whether this or that organization has been in contact with this or that entity, for we do not wish to infringe upon any entity’s free will, and direct their attention towards or away from any organization.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, that will be all. Thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

C2: Yes. One short question. Does Buddha still assume some care and responsibility for the planet also?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Each master, shall we say, that has blended its vibrations with this planet at any time in its evolutionary history does by that shared experience create the bond, shall we say, which persists until the lessons which must needs be learned have been learned by those who were the students of the teacher. This is true in every case of which we are aware.

May we answer you further, my sister?

C2: No. That’s very comforting.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: L has a question. L has a two year old boy, and he realizes that in the past his son has been too restless to take part in these meditations, and would like to know if it would be possible for the child to take part in meditations at this time or follow still the recommendation that the child wait until he can more fully grasp and desire the information? L wants to attend the meditations.

I am Latwii. We greet the one known as L in absence, shall we say, and do look forward to his returning to this group. In response to the query of whether or not it is possible at this time for the young entity known as A to attend these sessions, we can only suggest that until an entity such as this young child is able to perceive the basic contents of these meditations it is not advisable for such an entity to be present, for it is our foremost desire not to infringe upon the free will of any entity of your peoples. The young child spoken of is not yet able to perceive those concepts which are most likely to be shared in this group, therefore it would not be included in the level of understanding which is necessary for the partaking in these meditations.

We of Latwii, as do each Confederation member speaking at these meetings, wish to include as purely and as closely as possible each entity which joins this group. We attempt in our messages and responses to queries to construct our message in such a way as to be available to each entity which is present. This requires, shall we say, a certain skill which we are unable to perfect to the degree necessary to allow an entity of limited vocabulary and concept understanding to participate within. We are always attempting to expand our own capacities in presenting these messages, but at present are unable to include an entity which is of the configuration of mind of the one known as A.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, just a sideline. We have a couple of newborns in the group, and it seems to make no difference whatsoever that the newborn who does not understand the language and doesn’t care where it is as long as mama is there is included. Is this due to the fact that the faculty of will has not been activated?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In general, we would agree that you have correctly stated the situation. The newborn entity has, shall we say, a self-contained world which does not extend very far from its own physical vehicle. It, therefore, is unaware of the activities of the other entities within the same room and is therefore not infringed upon when present at such a meeting as this. An entity which has begun the concept and practice of moving beyond its own immediate being and has begun to interact with those around it then has developed the will to expand its field of perception and experience, and, therefore, must be accounted for by those present in the room with it, and this then requires our attention as well, for such an entity is seeking with the group in that instance.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. How are you tonight?

I am Latwii, and we are doing quite well with our abilities to verbalize in your language this evening and feel a great joy at having our state of being queried. We thank you for your interest, as always, and do always look forward to the lighter side, shall we say, of the queries.

May we answer another query at this time?

C2: One quickie. We talk about accidental death. Is there ever an accidental death?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Within the illusion which you inhabit there appear to be many accidents. There are, in reality, very few accidents. There are what appear to be random occurrences, but with such a situation as you would describe as the death of any nature, it is very unlikely that such a situation would occur truly by accident, for there is a far greater comprehension, shall we say, of the total life pattern, by that portion of the self known to you as the higher self, than can be perceived by most entities of your plane of experience. There is at the level of the higher self seen the great road map of the being and its progression through the incarnation. Each entity does, before incarnation, make certain agreements and preparations for the incarnation with each of those with whom it shall experience the illusion. It is, therefore, highly unlikely that the passing from the illusion would occur …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I cleaned two thirds of the silver-plated cups, saucers, bowls, and plates with Tarn-x. Then I finished Chapter Four of The Wisdom of Insecurity, where the concepts discussed included: “Our news media bombards us with a great variety of images of crashed planes, burning buildings, sexy women, handsome athletes, animals, politicians, etc., and this is designed to produce more desire in us for more of the same.” “But this requires us to do work that is of no interest to us, so we can buy fancy cars, more magazines, clothes, and television sets.” “These desires of our minds make it difficult to be down to earth and real, so we continue in this endless circle when we use our brain/mind in ways that creates feelings of our separation between who we really are, and what we are experiencing in the present moment.”

This afternoon I completed cleaning the last third of the silver-plated cups, saucers, bowls, and plates with Tarn-x. Then I put them back in the office and the living room.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 24

The Manger Within

I am of the principle of divine Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love.

We find this instrument’s mind revolving not about things of the Spirit but about the processes the day shall bring, each item more wonderful and precious than the next, for this day is the eve of the Mass of the Christ child, the Mass welcoming the new child to birth, the new soul to its walk in the valley of death from which death alone may free Him or any which dwell in this body of dust and clay.

May you truly rejoice to know that within yourselves lies a manger. Most of your mangers are poor. Most of them are humble. Most of you have not prepared a way and so must improvise when the Son of Man comes, when the gates of your heart are opened.

This is a time of coming into being. This is a time for you to make anew the welcome of the self towards that tiny, delicate, precious, new spiritual being which shall indwell each spiritual womb.

May you find the peace of Jesus’ mother and know that your spirit follows not the commands of the world but the commands of that consciousness in which He and all of your spirits partake.

May you wend your way in peace and the hope of glory within, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-12-23

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings come from March 26, 1982:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. It is a great pleasure and privilege to join you in your simultaneous acts this evening of service and pleasure. We are privileged to be admitted into your presence in this creative time for it is too seldom on your planet that members of your race are capable of perceiving the pleasure and satisfaction resultant of service, but rather perceive only sensations of discord, jealousy or doubt as they find that their efforts too often are grudgingly given under the suspicion that they may be actually allowing themselves in some manner to be taken advantage of.

My friends, it is no small achievement to be able in your illusion to lovingly give of yourselves in this manner. It is our pleasure tonight to share with you some thoughts on the subject of giving. It is appropriate to understand the reasons for which this service is performed if one is to seek attainment through the use of giving as a tool. Too often giving is regarded as a finite act, a sort of stopgap effort similar to that of a gear on a watch which at regular intervals detains a rotating wheel or gear for an increment of time as to prevent a surge of energy to burst out of control, accomplishing nothing as the hands of the watch spin uselessly at a high rate of speed. Many on your planet regard giving as a way of temporarily preventing their life from spinning uselessly out of control by the periodic application of spiritual brakes, so to speak.

My friends, giving extends much further than service to self. There is a point at which the act of giving can be regarded as finite, thus limiting the effect of the action. There is also a point at which the same act of giving may produce an infinite amount of effects, all oriented toward the service to one’s brothers and sisters. It is said on your planet that it is better to give than to receive. This is because the act of receiving is a simple service to another, yet the act of giving can and should be a constant and daily process as one performs those tasks necessary for participation within your illusion.

For example, many of those present serve in the capacity as assistants for the physical, emotional, and educational maturation of recently arrived members of your race. It is quite easily understood that one who serves as a mother, for example, may spend an entire day engrossed in the function of giving to those recently arrived entities in that their requirements for physical and emotional attention are quite stringent. The pattern of giving then becomes not a simple jerky stopgap which punctuates the parents’ day, but rather flows continuously from early morning until late night, and as we have noticed, regrettably, late into the night and early into the morning as well. It is one of the lessons of your experience within this illusion that this example of a continuous flow of giving of service may be extended beyond the more obvious requirements of the young child to the more subtle needs of those individuals—often strangers—which one encounters through the passage of one’s waking hours.

It is possible to spend an entire waking day performing a myriad number of services for literally hundreds of individuals within your developing social memory complex, thus reinforcing those developing ties which will eventually link each individual to his or her fellow members of that developing complex. As this in itself is a major accomplishment for those currently in physical existence upon your planetary surface, and as the development of positively-oriented social memory complexes is beneficial on a more grand scale to the entirety of creation, it may be understood that the simple act of wishing good morning to a stranger, holding a door open, picking up an object that another has dropped, may all be combined into a major accomplishment. That which unifies these seemingly insignificant individual events, my friends, into a continuous flow of giving is the conscious, although generally non-verbal, expression of love for those one encounters during the day combined with the loving acceptance of those same individuals.

The statement has been made on your planet that one should judge not lest one be judged. This is significant, my friends, in that the act of judgment is the act of simultaneously separating oneself and the self of another individual from that developing complex as one chooses to place themselves in a role of judicial separateness and the recipient of the judgment in the role of being detected as a portion of the complex which has attained insufficiently in certain aspects so as to no longer be capable of full participation. My friends, this act of judgment in separating both yourself as judge and your subject as an inadvertent victim of your judgment from that same developing social memory complex toward which your striving could possibly be more focused. Therefore, my friends, we urge you to abandon the seat of judgment to those less suited for the position of a loving member of a family, that family being the unified group which struggles to attain the necessary levels of unification of intention, wisdom and compassion to accomplish a unified polarization.

At this time, my friends, we of Hatonn will leave this instrument, that our brothers and sisters of Laitos may in turn communicate with those present. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. My friends, we too thank you for the opportunity to share in your efforts this evening. We are aware that there has been a calling for our vibration within those members of your group this evening, and at this time it is our desire to share our conditioning vibration with those of you present who wish to experience our contact. If it is your desire, simple mentally request that you might receive our conditioning vibration and we will gratefully perform this service to the best of our ability. At this time, we desire to pass among you for this service. I am Laitos.

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We are grateful for the opportunity to provide our small service and desire to remind you that we are available for this same purpose to any of you who might request our aid, no matter how brief the period of time you might have available to you. We thank you for providing us this opportunity to perform our small service. At this time, we in turn shall relinquish this instrument that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might perform their service of answering whatever questions are within their abilities and limitations to answer. Again, we thank you. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, we are very happy to be here tonight, for we have been observing your actions this evening, and we must say that they seem from our vantage point to be quite enjoyable and you, in turn, seem to be taking full advantage of the opportunity to be enjoying your experience, and for this, my friends, we congratulate you for far too many of your brothers and sisters of your planet seem to take advantage of opportunities when among others of your race to pursue the path of boredom or superficiality or moroseness. Fortunately, we do not find it necessary to extend more than a passing glance in those directions as the calling for our services are very, very limited in those situations. Again, we are grateful that we are called to such a pleasant atmosphere and wish to thank you for that reason. At this time we would open the floor, so to speak …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. We are again with this instrument and with you. Are there any questions we might attempt to answer at this time?

S1: I have a question. I read about a young man a couple of years ago by the name of Carlos Castaneda. He was doing some research work with an Indian brujo in Mexico, supposedly using some hallucinogenic drugs to communicate with the gods, so to speak. Could you shed a little light, on the ancient Indian rituals and how they came about?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, we would, with your permission, attempt to answer your query in several segments as we feel that there are some implied queries within your statement that we would like to answer as well as your phrased question. So, with your permission, we will answer as follows.

First, the performance of rituals or the ingestion of any substance is not necessary to accomplish a communication with the gods. It is very common on your planetary surface for individuals of even the more conservative religious groups to acknowledge communication with that which they conceive as an omnipotent spiritual being. There seems to be some disagreement as to whether the communications for the masses of participants is one-way or two-way but there seems to be a general consensus among those leaders of those groups that the communication between those leaders and that which they refer to as a “God” is definitely both ways.

We will not attempt to evaluate the accuracy to this form of communication. Rather, we would choose to emphasize communication with that concept referred to as a “God” is considered quite common on your planet in many forms. We would add on this subject, prior to exhausting it, that if you wish to communicate with the Creator, simply address, whether yourself, your brother, or sister or any object within reach, for all are a part of the Creator. The rituals developed by the ancients of your race were developed to attain the state of spiritual closeness or oneness with the Creator because the understanding of the Creator and the universe for these individuals was somewhat limited. The tool of ceremony and its lesser tools of drugs, instruments, drawings, etc., were all to serve the purpose of assisting the individuals and establishing and maintaining a contact with the creative consciousness of your universe. The duplication of these rituals or the ingestion of the previously described substances would not be recommended for one who is seeking this same contact any more than driving a motorized vehicle or facing oneself for a period of time beneath the surface of a body of water to perform a ritual for that same purpose. The purpose of any ritual is simply to function as a tool, and the tool generally is designed and selected by its owner to fulfill his or her specific need.

S asked: “I read about a young man a couple of years ago by the name of Carlos Castaneda. He was doing some research work with an Indian brujo in Mexico, supposedly using some hallucinogenic drugs to communicate with the gods, so to speak. Could you shed a little light, on the ancient Indian rituals and how they came about?” Latwii replied by saying the performance of rituals or the ingestion of any substance is not necessary to accomplish a communication with the gods, and it is common on your planet for individuals of the conservative religious groups to acknowledge communication with that which they conceive as an omnipotent spiritual being, but there seems to be some disagreement as to whether the communications for the masses of participants is one-way or two-way, for there seems to be a general consensus among those leaders of those groups that the communication between those leaders, and that which they refer to as a “God” is definitely both ways. Latwii continued by saying we will not attempt to evaluate the accuracy of this form of communication, for we would emphasize communication with that concept referred to as a “God” is considered common on your planet in many forms, so we would add to this subject that if you wish to communicate with the Creator, speak to yourself, your brother, or sister, or any object within reach, for all are a part of the Creator, and the rituals developed by the ancients of your race were developed to attain the state of spiritual oneness with the Creator because the understanding of the Creator and the universe for these individuals was somewhat limited, and the tool of ceremony and its lesser tools of drugs, instruments, drawings, etc., were all to serve the purpose of assisting the individuals and establishing a contact with the creative consciousness of your universe, but the duplication of these rituals or the ingestion of the previously described substances would not be recommended for one who is seeking this same contact any more than driving a motorized vehicle or facing oneself for a period of time beneath the surface of a body of water to perform a ritual for that same purpose, so the purpose of any ritual is to function as a tool, and the tool is designed by its owner to fulfill his or her specific need. On March 9, 1992, Q’uo spoke about the nature of spiritual oneness:

Love one another, my friends, for it is the outward expression of being in love with yourself. All that you wish to know, and, indeed, the Creator in all of It’s infinite intelligence, lies in mystery within you, and you shall not know anything. But you shall seek, and you shall learn more and more about loving and allowing the being loved to occur as a reflection of an unjustified and utterly appropriate spiritual oneness with the Creator.

Relax into unknowing. Find the faith to seek without ever hoping to know and prove it, and in mid-air you shall find the relationships that are so central to your comfort and peace becoming more and more full of the Love that is the special and exquisite freedom of a quiet and faithful mind and heart.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S1: No, I think not. Thank you.

Latwii: As always, my sister, we thank you for the opportunity of being of service. Is there another question?

S2: [Inaudible]

I am Latwii. It is our desire, my brother, that you would attempt to clarify your question. There are limitations upon our ability to answer on this particular subject without further clarification of your inquiry.

S2: [Inaudible]

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My brother, you must understand that the limitations under which we function include a restriction against revealing to an individual that which is more appropriately learned by the individual as a portion of their educational experience while participating within this illusion. It is possible to explain to you, my brother, that the ability to receive this image reveals within you an ability in the area normally referred to as clairaudience which may be developed and refined. However, we are unable to divulge to you the significance of the image you have received, for that is more appropriately an answer to be sought within your own self.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S2: Would you explain the concept of clairaudience?

I am Latwii. Clairaudience may be described as the ability which all possess but most in an unrefined state to perceive mentally the communication of other entities such as the instrument’s channeling. The clairaudience may be of a conscious nature—as again in the example of channeling—or of an unconscious nature in which the individual does not recognize that communication is being received but rather recognizes only the sudden perception of hunches or ideas that are actually the revelation of information from an outside source without the individual perception of the information as a communication.

May we answer you further?

S2: No, that answers that. My second question is, I’ve tried to ask before about what I believe to have been a UFO sighting when I was five years old. Can you tell me now, would it be any different, was what I saw a UFO?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My brother, the function of various elements of information may possibly be to act as keys in the unlocking of areas of understanding. There are the times when the key may be given from one to another. There are other times when the individual already possesses the key and must locate and use that key which is already possessed. We would not desire to make a factual statement but rather an evaluation or opinion in saying that we believe your situation in reference to the subject you described is of the latter group and that the likelihood of an outside source revealing to you that which should be revealed from within is very nominal.

We would suggest that further development in the area of meditative communication with oneself might be beneficial. We would also suggest, my brother, that it is not always beneficial to constantly focus one’s attention on past events, for this often prevents one from extending their attention to that which occurs presently. We would therefore suggest that in your particular case, benefits might be achieved in the pursuit of understanding of the lessons which you currently are experiencing rather than lessons which may have occurred or may not have occurred at a period of time of approximately twenty of your years ago.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S2: Well, if I could just explain. It has puzzled me about the path that I’ve taken in my life, and the specialized studies that I’ve taken all my life, that has brought me to this time, and I’ve often felt that that might have been the start of it, by that one occurrence of seeing the UFO, and it’s always puzzled me how I’ve been on an almost directed path, and I’ve felt this path was within me all along, and the deeper desire to study these specialized areas was always there. That’s why I question it. I realize you’re saying that I should devote more energy to the area of the future, which I’ll try to do, but it still feels like something has guided me to this. Maybe it’s what is referred to as my higher self. I really don’t know. It will remain a question.

I am Latwii. My brother, we can empathize with the thoughts that you have expressed. We would concur with you that the guiding force of your life is not an outer force or external entity but rather that which you refer to as the higher self. We would also suggest to you, my brother, that many events in one’s life are like signposts which assist one in following a predetermined route. Occasionally one may pass a signpost and either correctly or incorrectly read that which is presented. Often the misconceived signpost functions very well in guiding the traveler along the route that the subconscious, in its wisdom, prefers to that which the conscious mind thinks it prefers. In other cases, the signposts are read correctly and followed with great diligence to a consciously perceived objective. The experiences of most individuals, regrettably, are to travel in small circles, not realizing that the signposts exist.

We would encourage you, my brother, in following your path in the diligent manner that you have displayed. However, we would again suggest that the signposts be perceived as just that, and that one might better concentrate on the road which one’s attention is focused forward on instead of on signposts of the past.

May we answer you further?

S2: That’s good advice. One other thing that has puzzled me that you probably couldn’t tell me is I’ve often wondered if maybe I’ve been what is sometimes referred to as a wanderer, that I’ve come from a higher density to assist the people of this density to reach a higher density. Is that within the realm of possibility, or should I just continue thinking about your advice following more on the present and future than the past?

I am Latwii. My brother, it is correct to assume that all things are within the realm of possibility. It is not our privilege to define the number or identity of those individuals known to you as wanderers for the simple reason that the path …

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This morning I collected all of the crystal and China figurines and dinner plates from my living room, office, hallway, and bathroom and put them in the dishwasher.

Then I took a break and wrote more about the concepts in The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts which included: “The wisdom of our body is how our body breathes, sees, swallows, digests food, circulates our blood, and resists diseases and how our organs function.” “But we have created a block between our brain/mind and our body’s natural functioning because we have been taught to neglect and violate our bodies and to put all of our faith in our brain/mind.” “This means that we are at war with ourselves as with our brain desiring things that our body does not want like overeating and causing indigestion or too much weight gain, and our body desiring something that our brain/mind does not allow, so our body gives our brain/mind responses by getting a disease.” “This occurs because our brain/mind is looking for a future to fulfill its desires rather than living in the present moment, so what we call happiness consists of our hopes for our future being realized rather than the reality of our present moment’s needs.”

This afternoon I put all of the crystal and China figurines back in their places in my living room, office, hall, and bathroom.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 23

To Smile Or To Frown

I am of the principle of divine Love. I greet you in the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

What have we to say about the world as you gaze at it this day? Perhaps today we would wish you to see that which is behind the daily matters which shall parade this day before your eyes.

Many things shall occur within this day, and you shall have many opportunities to smile or to frown; to speak the kind word or the harsh one; to react impulsively or to take it easy and gaze at a situation long enough to gauge its total nature.

Perhaps, this day of all rushing Christmas days, we would suggest to each to take the time to slow down and to consider, in all the hustle and bustle, in all the choices that are made, that the great choice is always for merriment and for the expressions of Love and sharing. All other considerations of preparation and business have not the priority of offering and manifesting the love of Christ in God.

May you stop and sense that abiding, deep, magical, and peaceful presence. And in each choice that you make this day, may that feeling of peace empower and strengthen your ability to choose well your manifestation to the outer world.

You are children of the Most High. May you experience your birthright this day.

We leave you in Love, joy and peace, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.