I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from July 8, 1984:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are pleased, as always, to greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most honored to be able to join your group this evening, and we are pleased to be able to speak through this instrument. We are filled with joy as we join you this evening, and are filled with the Love that is so overflowing this evening. We wish to spend a few moments of your time as we attempt to share a few thoughts with you. We are aware of the abundance of confusion that those upon your planet experience. It seems that when one finds itself in a so-called ball of confusion, the escaping this ball is often difficult, for often the confusion has a tendency to feed itself, and we might suggest that at those times when you find yourselves somewhat enclosed by this bubble, you take a moment of your time to sit down and relax and close your eyes and see yourself rising to the top of the bubble and turning into a form of gaseous light and entirely escaping, and in so escaping, you might see the confusion for what it is. It is not real, it is a—we correct this instrument—it is an illusion, and you may at any moment escape to your meditative state and find yourself in the palm of the Creator where the confusion is no longer apparent.

The ability to look down upon the confusion rather than sitting in the middle of it might aid you in collecting your thoughts and seeking the simple truth, and in seeking the oneness of the Creator, you might find that all that is confusion simply falls away, for the one Thought may not be confused, it is a simple Thought. There is no confusion to this Thought. To put yourself in the palm of the Creator is to seek that which is One, that which is unity, and dwell, my dear friends, in the Love of that oneness.

We wish to express our appreciation to this instrument for bearing with us and allowing us to spend a larger amount of time than usual with her. We would transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again through this instrument in Love and in Light. It is a great privilege to use each instrument, and we do thank each and thank you for calling us and allowing us to share our thoughts with you. Those of you who call us are confused, troubled, and disturbed. My friends, it is quite often those who do not call us, and are not yet ready to listen to what we have to say, that are not at all disturbed, confused, or troubled by the mysteries of those things which are evident to anyone with their eyes open. For this reason, let us tell you a bit about our own feelings about our mission at this time among your people.

We attempted earlier in what you would call your century to contact individuals, governments, societies, and people of influence because we were quite aware that this particular third-density planet was not only ready for harvest, but was also capable of a great deal of destruction, and by this we refer to the atomic bomb as you have called it. We found our attempts to be far less than satisfactory. We found that those in power among your people were not those people whom we indeed needed to contact. We found that our concepts, our very being, had a different meaning for them than for those who are seeking. We found that you have developed within your planetary societal web a system of unfriendly companions, each of which chose to put the heart of the sphere with which they identified above the care of the whole of the sphere with which we identify.

That is not our hometown, or our county as this instrument would call it, nor our state, or province, or parish, or country, or nation. We are those of a planetary consciousness. We speak to those who realize that there is one consciousness, and that this consciousness is equally available and useful to all those upon your planet. We have chosen to serve in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator by sharing our thoughts with groups such as your own who call out to us. This is our service and our pleasure, and our beings thrill with the joy of being able to serve you, for you are ourselves. Just so, my friends, you are we, and we all are the Creator. To put it in quite another way, the unimaginable vastness and complexity of the universe is honed on the sharpness of the one Thought and that is Love. That word, Love, has been greatly harmed by overuse among your people, so that when we say that all is Love, it may not mean what we wish it to mean. Therefore, we try to find infinitely various ways of saying that all is Light, that all is One, that all is the Creator, that all that you have to do within your illusion is serve each other, for in serving each other you serve the Creator.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share their thoughts about the difficulties on our planet, and what their solution was to solve these difficulties. They began by saying we attempted earlier in your century to contact individuals and governments because we were aware that this third-density planet was not only ready for harvest, but it was also capable of a great deal of destruction  by the use of the atomic bomb, but we found our attempts to be less than satisfactory because we found that those in power among your people were not those people whom we needed to contact, for we found that our concepts, our very being, had a different meaning for them than for those who are seeking, and we found that you have developed within your planetary societal web a system of unfriendly companions, each of which chose to put the heart of the planet with which they identified above the care of the whole of the sphere with which we identify. Then Hatonn said that is not our country as Carla would call it, for we are those of a planetary consciousness, and we speak to those who realize that there is one consciousness, and that this consciousness is equally available and useful to all those upon your planet, and we have chosen to serve in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator by sharing our thoughts with groups such as your own who call out to us, so this is our service and our pleasure, and our beings thrill with the joy of being able to serve you, for you are ourselves, yet you are we, and we all are the Creator, yet to put it another way, the unimaginable vastness of the universe is honed on the sharpness of the one Thought of Love, but that word, Love, has been harmed by overuse among your people, so that when we say that all is Love, it may not mean what we wish it to mean, so we try to find various ways of saying that all is Light, that all is One, that all is the Creator, that all that you have to do within your illusion is serve each other, for in serving each other you serve the Creator. On March 19, 2011, Q’uo said that when we serve each other we serve the Creator:

Your people have banded together in spiritually oriented groups whose goals are to serve the Creator by serving each other. The tribe of humankind is more and more awakening to the possibilities of the evolution of the spirit. And this increasing desire to serve has brought people together into groups that respond to the less fortunate developments upon your planet with the balm of their Light, and their prayers, and their loving thoughts. We, indeed, thank those who are engaged in such groups and who are proactively sending Light and Love to all those places and all those entities who need the balm of that Light and that Love.

We wish to move back now to the confusion of which we spoke earlier. This confusion is a tool, much like a saw or a hammer. It is the thing which you may grasp about yourself and about your life at any given moment; normally it is confusion. You use a saw to saw wood; you use a hammer to nail things together. You use your confusion to work upon yourself, for you in the midst of that confusion are waiting to learn from that confusion. You are waiting for that trouble to bubble up until you escape, look back, and learn from your experience. The rapidity with which you learn from this experience, from this confusion, will depend upon your willingness to work with yourself. But at least, my friends, you have the sense to be confused. You are not asleep; you are not dreaming; you are not distracted in the half world in which nothing is very important, and no question is truly worth answering. To these people we cannot offer any help whatsoever. These people shall again and again experience this illusion until they become aware of the process that is shaping their destinies.

We do not suggest to you that a, shall we say, “trouble bubble” is an easy thing to completely and utterly solve, to rise above, to understand. We say only to you that the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator is with you in your attempts to balance your confusions, to gain objectivity and to learn. What a fine tool confusion is, my friends. What a wonderful illusion you have. We are aware that you would prefer the security of simple rules, and there is one simple rule, and that is to Love wholly and freely and without reserve. But, my friends, it takes a lifetime for each entity to choose the manner by which it shall show Love and to whom it shall be given. Needs are all about you. If you wish to start with the simplest needs, there are the hungry, and thirsty, and cold upon your planet. Your sphere is full of such confusion, my friends—such a hubbub, such a babble.

Hatonn went on to say we wish to move back to the confusion which is a tool, much like a saw or a hammer, and it is the thing which you may grasp about yourself, and it is confusion, so you use a saw to saw wood; you use a hammer to nail things together, and you use your confusion to work upon yourself, for you are waiting to learn from that confusion, so you are waiting for that trouble to bubble up until you escape, look back, and learn from your experience, so the speed with which you learn from this confusion will depend upon your willingness to work with yourself, but you have the sense to be confused, but you are not asleep, and you are not dreaming, and no question is worth answering, so to these people we cannot offer any help, for these people shall experience this illusion until they become aware of the process that is shaping their destinies. Hatonn continued by saying we do not suggest to you that a “trouble bubble” is an easy thing to understand, for we know the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator is with you in your attempts to balance your confusions and to learn, for what a fine tool confusion is, yet what a wonderful illusion you have, but we are aware that you would prefer the security of simple rules, and there is one simple rule, and that is to Love freely, but it takes a lifetime for each entity to choose the manner by which it shall show Love and to whom it shall be given, so needs are all about you, for if you wish to start with the simplest needs, there are the hungry, and thirsty, and cold upon your planet. On April 20, 1986, Latwii suggested that we Love freely:

Again, without meaning to sound simplistic, we can suggest that to Love and to give Love freely is that which aids any entity or effort in service. That Love then can be used by the entity in whatever way has meaning to that entity.

What shall you do; where shall you go; what is your discipline to be? We ask you to return to the one original Thought on a daily basis. It does not matter if this returning or meditation be for five minutes or for fifty. What matters is that you have the discipline to turn again and again, day by day, to the Creator. That which will precipitate from your daily meditation shall be unique, for each particle of consciousness is unique. No two people can face the same problem ethically, morally, economically, socially, or in whatever way, and find within himself precisely the same answer. The universe is, indeed, confused, and the lessons are subjective. When you have found enough truth to tell from the rooftops, you shall not be able to do so by any proof, for proof is the farthest thing from your needs as individuals. Each of you needs to find their own way. Each of you needs to find their own truth.

 There are some constants, such as confusion, Love, charity, compassion, sorrow, and weariness. These things each person can understand, and yet how that will be weighed in a person’s life, how they will be used to shape a consciousness is a question that must be answered by each. We would not dream of informing you of one overriding absolute truth, which if believed will carry you to some heavenly kingdom. No, my friends. We are in a heavenly kingdom, as we are in the fourth density, that density of Love, and from this density we can see the Creator in each of you and in each of us. But we cannot give this vision to you, nor would we wish to. We wish only to enspirit you so that you may go forth and seek your own answers. We may promise you that at any time that you wish to meditate we are with you.

Hatonn continued by saying as you to return to the one original Thought on a daily basis, it does not matter if this meditation be for five minutes or for fifty, so what matters is that you have the discipline to turn again to the Creator, for that which will precipitate from your daily meditation shall be unique, for each particle of consciousness is unique, and no two people can face the same problem and find within them the same answer, for the universe is confused, and the lessons are subjective, yet when you have found enough truth to tell from the rooftops, you shall not be able to do so by any proof, for proof is the farthest thing from your needs as individuals, so each of you needs to find their own truth. Then Hatonn said there are some constants, such as confusion, Love, charity, and weariness, and these things each person can understand, yet how that will be weighed in a person’s life, and will be used to shape consciousness is a question that must be answered by each, but we would not dream of informing you of one absolute truth, which if believed will carry you to a heavenly kingdom, for we are in the fourth density of Love, and from this density we can see the Creator in each of you and in each of us, but we cannot give this vision to you, nor would we wish to, for we wish only to enspirit you, so that you may go forth and seek your own answers, and we promise you that at any time you wish to meditate we are with you. On May 17, 1981, Hatonn said that we should seek our own answers:

This is the Law of Love that binds and unbinds. This is the Law, which when used correctly causes the entity to take upon itself the raiment of the co-Creator that each of you really is. Only when you choose the responsibility of seeking in Love your own answers, your own formulations of questions, can you become one who acts rather than one who reads. The abilities of one who allows the original Thought to energize their being are many. The ability to serve others is immensely enhanced when the seeker ceases pondering the rightness and wrongness of action but, rather, takes it to meditation and releases it, allowing then the original Thought of Love to have a clear channel through which to work.

As we close, let us bring you in meditation closer to ourselves until we truly feel oneness. Through this instrument’s ears we hear the lonely sound of the train going from somewhere to somewhere else, much like you, my friends, on a lonely journey. And yet you are together, held on a straight and narrow track, for your vision is of Love and your desire is for mercy. We are one with you. Where is the Creator? Ah, my friends, there is the great question. Shall we say the Creator is you? You shall not be satisfied, for you are not satisfied with yourself. Shall we say that the Creator is in the seeking? You will not be satisfied. Shall we tell you that your journey has no end, and that that endless journey is the Creator? Perhaps, my friends, we come closer to that which you desire to hear this evening. We leave you upon the wind of chance and change. And yet, how solid is your caring for each other and for Love and for seeking.

Now Hatonn said as we close, let us bring you in meditation closer to ourselves until we feel oneness, and through Carla’s ears we hear the sound of the train going from somewhere to somewhere else, much like you on a lonely journey, yet you are together, held on a straight and narrow track, for your vision is of Love, and your desire is for mercy, so we are one with you, yet: “Where is the Creator? Shall we say the Creator is you? You shall not be satisfied, for you are not satisfied with yourself. Shall we say that the Creator is in the seeking? You will not be satisfied. Shall we tell you that your journey has no end, and that that endless journey is the Creator?” Now Hatonn said we come closer to that which you desire to hear this evening, and we leave you upon the wind of chance and change, yet how solid is your caring for each other, and for Love, and for seeking. On January 20, 2002, Q’uo spoke of the wind of change:

Each of you is here upon Earth, as are we, within the influence of your Earth’s inner planes, because of the exciting and interesting times in which you live. Each is aware of the powerful wind of change. Each is aware of the potential of the future for good or for ill. How shall you react to this present moment? How shall your beliefs create your future?

We are known to you as those of Hatonn. We leave you in the Love and the Light along the endless track of an endless journey of the infinite Creator. We leave you in that which is perfect in all ways. We leave you. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “The world has made great strides forward in religion and metaphysical teachings since those early days of Jesus, Buddha, and Lao-tse; but too much of this teaching has remained mere speculation in the realm of the intellect. Somehow, somewhere, a group known by their fruits must come into active expression, a group who actually live the Christ life. They must keep their fingers on their lips, not talking truth, not teaching truth, but living truth, and their every act a demonstration of the presence and power of God. As discord or inharmony flash across their horizon, they will resist the temptation to affirm truth, and instead turn to that center where the Christ is enthroned and let It make the crooked places straight. It, not they, will be the blessing.

The answer, the solution to all problems, is the realized Christ; let us call It the Risen Christ. Christ buried in the tomb of the mind will not come forth and do wonders, but Christ risen in our consciousness, Christ raised up from the tomb through meditation and communion—that is the miracle worker of the ages. It may begin with us and express in the improvement of our health, supply, and environment. Then, as the Christ becomes active in our consciousness on behalf of those who are receptive to It, It will begin to be an influence in their experience. Thus, going from one to another, touching a few here, a few more there, eventually, it will encircle the globe.

Every person who has prepared themselves for the awakening of the Christ may become an integral part of this circle of Light. It is not, however, an experience that is possible for every person at this present moment, just as it is not possible for everyone to earn a degree in engineering or law, without the required preliminary study. Much as all those who are interested in the deep things of the Spirit would like to include their friends and families as their companions along the Way, this is not always practicable. Often the members of one’s own family or others closely related by ties of friendship, love, or association are the very ones who are the most antagonistic to truth. They are the rocky or barren soil to which the Master referred. It is not for anyone to judge or to know who is ready for Soul unfoldment. That is something between every person and their God. Eventually, every knee must bend, and ultimately, all will come into their spiritual heritage.”

This afternoon it was once again my pleasure to co-host the European Law of One Telegram Group with Daniel Hodapp. I read Ra Session #65 to the group and made comments where I had opinions or experiences to share with the group. Then, some of the questions I was asked were: “What is the history of the printing of the different titles of the Law of One books?” “What difficulties is our Earth going through at this time?” “What are my short- and long-term goals for being of service to others?” “How does the pyramid work?” and “What do I know about Edgar Cayce?” I really enjoyed giving my opinion as I answered these questions, and I am looking forward to our session next week when we will be studying Session #66 of the Ra contact.

Then I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed the Moss Garden in the back yard. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the weeds across Little Locust Creek to be mulched by my big mower, Venus.

From A Book of Days channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 18

Dwell Upon Your Christhood

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, and I greet you in the name of Jesus, that which is so evocative of the full consciousness of Love.

Dwell upon your Christhood this day. For the Son of Man invited all to partake in the suffering, renewal, resurrection, and transformation that lies beyond the point of deepest suffering, of completest loss.

Gaze within in awe and wonder at the Star of Hope lying above your own stable, that heart’s manger wherein lies the tiny, infant Christ within, that Christ which is powerful enough even in infanthood to raise all within to glory.

Rest back, out of the surface illusion of your daily life. Dive beneath those murky waters and find and acknowledge today your nature and your destiny. Then know that Christ has given into your hands the companion of that infant Christ within, and seek the grace and the peace of the living Spirit of Christ in each and every day.

We leave you in the peace of Christ, both now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from July 1, 1984:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are privileged to be asked to join your group this evening. Though your group is small, we observe a great desire to know more of that which you call the truth. My friends, we share that desire with you, and cannot claim to know all that there is to know of the truth, but our experience has been such that we have gained some knowledge of this truth. And what we have gained thus far indicates in every degree that the greater portion of truth is what you call Love. The foundation of all knowing is that quality of being known to your people so imperfectly as Love. This quality of being is hidden within each portion of your creation and within each entity in order that each might have the opportunity to find it, for it has been our experience that there is nothing but the Love of the one Creator with which the Creator has made all that is made, and that each portion of the one Creation seeks at its heart to purely manifest the Love of which it is made and by which power it moves and has its being.

Many do not know that they are Love, and that they seek Love. This is to say, many do not know that they seek themselves. Yet at some point, my friends, this great yearning to know Love and to seek the self becomes apparent to each person so that a person becomes a seeker, a conscious pilgrim upon the great path of evolution, as you might call it. And when the seeker who consciously seeks that called truth, and that we have described as Love, continues for some of what you call time upon this path of seeking, and then comes the testing, the obstacles, and the seeming difficulties upon the journey.

In this session Latwii wanted to share the concept of Love, and how we are seeking ourselves. They went on to say we share that desire with you and cannot claim to know all that there is to know of the truth, but our experience has been such that we have gained some knowledge of this truth, and what we have gained thus far indicates that the greater portion of truth is Love, for the foundation of all knowing is that quality of being known as Love, so this quality of being is hidden within each portion of your creation and within each entity in order that each might have the opportunity to find it, for it has been our experience that there is nothing but the Love of the one Creator with which the Creator has made all that is made, and that each portion of the one Creation seeks at its heart to purely manifest the Love of which it is made and by which power it moves and has its being. Latwii went on to say many do not know that they seek themselves, yet at some point this yearning to know Love and to seek the self becomes apparent to each person so that a person becomes a seeker upon the path of evolution, and when the seeker who consciously seeks the truth of Love continues upon this path of seeking, and then comes the testing, the obstacles, and the seeming difficulties upon the journey. On November 13, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the truth of Love:

It is not that you have become one who controls your life. It is that you have become one who enjoys the surprises of life and who knows that even in the darkest hour, there is Light and Love aplenty for one whose mind is stayed upon the truth of Love. Each time your heart beats and sends the blood through your veins, it beats in Love. Love is the essence of your being at all levels. Love is the health of your body, the strength of your spirit, the deepener of your emotions. Seek to Love and remember to allow yourself to be loved in return. No push, no pull, but a resting, a contemplation of beauty, and a devotion; a thirst and hunger for the Creator’s presence in your life and, my brother, you will make that habit, and you will feel comfortable inside your skin at last. Ask for help. You know we are there and you know many others are as well.

It is at such times that the seeker is provided an opportunity to demonstrate the degree of its own understanding of Love and to assess in some measure for itself the further studies, shall we say, that are necessary in order to continue to more and more purely manifest the Love which is its Source and destination. The difficulties appear to be of a threatening nature, just as your illusion appears to be many parts, each separate from the other. The illusion in these facets is necessary in order that each seeker is able to gain the spiritual strength from meeting the difficulty that would not be possible were the illusion clearly perceived as an illusion. It must seem very real—that difficulty and those tests—in order that the seeker will participate. For when it is clearly known and experienced by the seeker that all is Love, then the testing is no longer necessary, and likewise the illusion is no longer necessary, for the lessons available in that illusion have been taken advantage of, have been learned, and then the seeker passes on to another class, we may say.

And what shall power the seeker through the testings and the difficulties when it seems that there is not Love anywhere, not within the self, not with the other, not within the life experience, within any portion. The testings are of what you may call a gradual nature so that no seeker is given more than the seeker can bear, and as the experience is gained, there develops those qualities that we might call the faith and the will that serve to power the seeker when all seems lost and Love seems no more. The faith, my friends, is that which cannot be adequately defined, yet it is a kind of knowing, for the roots of the being of each entity are one root in truth and feed each entity as the entity travels the path of the seeker. This knowing takes the form of what we might call faith, the knowing that somehow, in some way and in some degree, all is well and shall be well. This we may call faith. And as the experience continues for each seeker, growing with faith is another concept which we may call the power of the will. As the experience is gathered, then the will is given the opportunity to be strengthened in order that the journey might continue. The desire of the seeker is most important to guide the will as it is exercised; then the faith holds that seeker’s focus firmly upon the path of Love.

Then Latwii said it is at such times that the seeker is provided an opportunity to demonstrate the degree of its own understanding of Love and to assess for itself the further studies that are necessary in order to continue to manifest the Love which is its Source and destination, but if the difficulties appear to be of a threatening nature, just as your illusion appears to be many parts, these facets are necessary in order that each seeker is able to gain the spiritual strength from meeting the difficulty that would not be possible were the illusion clearly perceived as an illusion, for it must seem real in order that the seeker will participate, for when it is known by the seeker that all is Love, then the testing is no longer necessary, and the illusion is no longer necessary, for the lessons available in that illusion, and then the seeker passes on to another class. Latwii continued by saying what shall power the seeker through the difficulties when it seems that there is not Love anywhere, and the testings are of a gradual nature, so that no seeker is given more than the seeker can bear, and as the experience is gained, there develops those qualities of faith and will that serve to power the seeker when all seems lost, and Love seems no more, for faith is that which cannot be defined, yet it is a kind of knowing, for the roots of the being of each entity are one root and feed each entity as the entity travels the path of the seeker, so knowing takes the form of faith, the knowing that in some way that all is well and shall be well, for this we call faith, and as the experience continues for each seeker, growing with faith is another concept called the power of the will, for as the experience is gathered, then the will is given the opportunity to be strengthened in order that the journey might continue, yet the desire of the seeker is important to guide the will as it is exercised, and faith holds that seeker’s focus upon the path of Love. On December 13, 2008, Q’uo described the value of the desire of the seeker:

When the desire of the seeker has been self-understood and honed to a focus that is lucid and coherent, it is able to use its will, that powerful faculty that moves all of the creation, to reach for that which may come through the gateway of intelligent infinity to enlighten, inform, or inspire. That intention, honed through desire to will, moves first into the blue-ray chakra, the chakra of communication and understanding, and thence onward to the indigo-ray chakra, the chakra of faith.

In the environment of faith, driven in a certain vector by will, the gateway to intelligent infinity is then opened. And the energy of the Infinite, personified and shaped into specificity by the nature of the will and desire of the seeker, comes rushing down into the indigo-ray chakra through the violet-ray chakra, there to meet the upward-spiraling energy that is the constant environment of the energy body.

Therefore, my friends, as you journey upon your own individual path, know that you do not journey alone, though you are unique. There is a great company of seekers, both seen and unseen, who travel with you, so that your faith and your will are shared by many and each encourages each as you continue those experiences which so adeptly hide the Love implicit in each, yet make it available to those whose desire is on nothing else. My friends, these are humble words which we share with you, and words which may at a glance seem but common sense, and, indeed, we feel that is so. We feel that the most common sense of being which seeks Love, seeks to give and to receive that known as Love. Therefore, we give this simple message as a reminder that your journeys and your experiences, though seemingly of a very complex nature, are at their heart quite, quite simple. You stand upon the foundation of Love. You are that Love. You seek that Love. And all about you is some form of that Love made manifest and hidden within that illusion in order that you might have the opportunity of finding it.

Now Latwii said as you journey upon your path, know that you do not journey alone, though you are unique, for there is a great company of seekers, both seen and unseen, who travel with you, so that your faith and your will are shared by many, and each encourages each as you continue those experiences which hide the Love implicit in each, yet makes it available to those who desire nothing else, for these are humble words which we share with you, and words which seem to be common sense, and we feel that the most common sense of being which seeks to give and to receive Love, yet we give this message as a reminder that your experiences, though seemingly of a complex nature, are at their heart simple, for you stand upon the foundation of Love; you are that Love; and all about you is some form of that Love made manifest and hidden within that illusion in order that you might have the opportunity of finding it. On April 16, 1989, Yom described the foundation of Love:

As you explore the equations of your relationships, on the qualities of your experience, you will find that the components of these equations can be reduced to your ability to accept more of yourself, of the creation, and of your experience as being whole and perfect within itself, lacking nothing. There is within each human heart the ability to express this acceptance in a direct ratio with the sincere desire to know what you call truth, for as you sincerely seek the truth of your experience and of yourself, you will find that all has the foundation of Love and the qualities of Light as it vibrates in a specifically defined field that gives you a framework or an environment in which to exercise your Love. Thus, the creation has been made that you might play, as it were, study, romp as does the young kitten in the fields of experience that are made possible by the vibrational frequencies of the Light which enfolds you and the Love which empowers you.

We thank you, my friends, for calling for our humble assistance, and we remind each that we are available in your meditations at your request, and we would be most happy to join you should you so request. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are also very privileged to be able to join this group this evening, and we put one of your group to sleep by our didactic method, and we hope that we are not fated to put the other members to sleep and shall ask if there might be a query with which we might attempt a response, and hope that we might keep this one awake.

J: May I ask a question about my dogs, Latwii?

I am Latwii, and we would be happy to attempt a query, my friend.

J: I am having problems with my female wanting to breed. Can you tell me what is wrong?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my friend. We hope that we can transmit some information which might be helpful through this instrument, though information of a specific nature of this type is somewhat difficult to transmit with the telepathic contact, for we utilize a portion of this instrument’s knowledge and blend it with our own in order to transmit concepts with which he or any instrument might be familiar. There might be those concepts which we are unable to transmit, but we shall attempt to do at this time what we can.

The entity of which you speak, that entity being your dog as you call it, is an entity which has an identity which is quite unique, as you well know. It is often the case with such an entity that it will desire certain, shall we say, non-instinctual qualities or preparations before it will accomplish that which you call the mating process. This is not so with many of this creature’s type, for they operate primarily from that level which you may call instinctual and do not have these requirements. But this particular entity has been endowed, or shall we say, inspirited by your loving kindness, and has picked up, shall we say, certain desires of its own in relation to the mating process. This entity requires a certain kind of sensitivity on the part of the male, as you call it, a sensitivity which is somewhat like that of its own, and is, as you might say, finicky, if we might use that term when it comes to the mate with which it is presented. We cannot give you direct information as to precisely what to do, but we might suggest providing another mate of a more sensitive nature for this entity to mate.

May we answer you further my brother?

J: Thank you. That was very interesting. I would like to ask you a question about my male dog. We’ve been having lots of trouble with ear infections, and we just can’t seem to cure it. Can you give me any information about that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Here we find that our ability to give information is even more reduced, but we shall make our meager attempt. In most entities of your own kind, that being the human type of being, the disease serves as a reminder that certain lessons have not been well learned. However, there is less of this quality in those of what you might call the second-density plant and animal kingdom. However, this particular male entity is experiencing a difficulty in the ear as you call it, which are a result of the infestation of an even more minute form of animal of what you might call the microscopic nature. It is often the case that such creatures as this male dog entity will serve as a host for the microscopic creatures of second density which seek to perform their service in a manner which is somewhat irritating to the dog entity, and is somewhat difficult to eradicate, if we might use that pun. We feel that it might be helpful for this creature to be included in your meditative circle of healing energy, for we feel that it is responsive to such energies due also to the enspiriting of this entity with those vibrations of Love. Other than these suggestions we are afraid that we are of little aid in this area.

May we attempt another response my brother?

J: Thank you. I would like to do automatic writing. Do you have any suggestions as to how I may go about this?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This area of seeking is one which requires a great deal of the, shall we say, purity of seeking, and that which this group has come to call the tuning. The area of seeking information from levels of being which are not your ordinary conscious levels of experience is a type of seeking which can be most helpful to the sincere seeker. Yet to one whose desires are tainted with less than the highest desire to serve others, this type of experience can be difficult and, shall we say, misleading.

We suggest when the desire is for this type of experience that the one with such desire find some form of what we have described as tuning mechanism to begin the session. We suggest that any song, prayer, chant, or visualization which has a personally inspiring connotation to the seeker be utilized in order to focus as finely as possible that desire to seek truth in order to be of service to others. Then, that some form of meditation be entered into in order to open the channels between the conscious and unconscious minds, and that any impression which is felt be allowed to find expression. Then, with the, in this particular case, automatic writing, that all judgment be set aside for the moment, the moment during which this experience occurs. Do not analyze that which comes through these channels while it is attempting to come through. Allow it to flow freely, and when the experience is over, then utilize the powers of conscious analysis in order to discern as to the nature of that which was received.

Again, we shall summarize by suggesting tuning is the most important ingredient in this type of seeking. To utilize it before it begins, and then as the contact is made, to make the challenge to whatever entity attempts to transmit information in order that you are assured that the most positive type of entity and information possible is, shall we say, on the line. And then to open the self completely to all impressions which are received, reserving analysis until the experience has ended.

May we answer you further, my brother:

J: Thank you. I’d like to ask you about my fifteen-year-old son. We’re having a lot of problems with him. I can’t figure out what’s going on with him. Can you tell me anything about him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We in this particular case can only speak in general terms, for if we laid this particular case out plain, then there would not be that challenge which exists at present and provides the opportunity for growth by its very existence. We can speak in general terms, however.

This entity is at that particular stage which those among your species, and most especially the male of your species, finds most challenging for the entity is no longer the child but is not yet the man. In your particular culture there is no opportunity that is culturally presented in order that this entity might prove itself to be worthy of the state of manhood which it is about to enter. This entity, as others of its kind, finds a great deal of what we may loosely term its energy of being available to it at this time, seeking expression in some fashion, seeking the great challenge that will provide the identity for the entity which it seeks. It is seeking the nature of its human being, and it would be helpful if it had some, as you might call it, trial or test in order that it might be able to exercise this great reservoir of energy in a useful fashion, for without such test, the entity is, shall we say, on its own, and must fashion its own type of testing which is not always approved by the culture or by the family unit.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another query at this time?

C: Latwii, it seems I’m not used to being around … It seems that all of a sudden there’s a rash of people that I know are either hurting at home or in the hospital [inaudible] different sicknesses during the last several months. I … Tell me, is there anything in particular going on at this time?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We can speak of that which is occurring by describing in brief the great cycle of evolution which is now ending upon your planet. During this great span of what you call time each entity upon your planet has had many of what you call incarnations in order to learn those lessons of Love which it seeks to learn. As the cycle begins to draw to its close, the remaining few years which you have before you are those which are filled with what becomes the last chance to learn those lessons, and to provide those services which each has come to do. The opportunities, though limited, are greatly intensified in order that the time which remains might be utilized most efficiently and the graduation, as you might call it, might occur.

To offer such an opportunity to be graduated, it is, shall we say, a great honor to accept, but the brow weighs heavy, for such opportunities are usually not recognized as opportunities, for they come as the difficulty in some form. The opportunity to find love may come when one becomes what you call divorced and seemingly without that called love. Yet such an experience may cause one to seek even more fervently that known as love. When health becomes less than functional or normal, then it may be that certain experiences are symbolized by the illness and provide the entity which is ill the opportunity to see how to focus its own desire more finely towards that seeking of love. Most opportunities of this nature are not well-observed or taken advantage of, shall we say. Only in some portion is the opportunity accepted. Therefore, the opportunity continues to allow the full acceptance by the entity however the entity is able to do so. Yet, as we mentioned before, the opportunity may be the difficulty which is in truth the disguise of love.

C asked: “It seems that all of a sudden there’s a rash of people that I know are either hurting at home or in the hospital [inaudible] different sicknesses during the last several months. I … Tell me, is there anything in particular going on at this time?” Latwii began by saying we can speak of that which is occurring by describing the great cycle of evolution which is now ending upon your planet, and during this span of time each entity upon your planet has had many incarnations in order to learn those lessons of Love which it seeks to learn, so as the cycle begins to draw to its close, the remaining years which you have are those which are filled with the last chance to learn those lessons and to provide those services which each has come to do, for the opportunities, though limited, are intensified in order that the time which remains might be utilized most efficiently, and the graduation might occur. Latwii continued by saying to offer an opportunity to be graduated is an honor to accept, but the brow weighs heavy, for such opportunities are not recognized as opportunities since they come as difficulties, and the opportunity to find Love may come when one becomes without Love, yet such an experience may cause one to seek Love even more fervently, but when health fails, then certain experiences are symbolized by the illness and provide the entity which is ill the opportunity to see how to focus its desire towards seeking Love, but most opportunities of this nature are not taken advantage of, so only in some portion is the opportunity accepted, and the opportunity continues to allow the full acceptance by the entity however the entity is able to do so, yet the opportunity may be the difficulty which is in truth the disguise of Love. On June 5, 1983, Hatonn spoke of the value of seeking Love:

The decision that you may make which will profoundly affect the many choices that you make is the decision to seek Love—not any kind of love, not any description of love—to seek Love. To seek Love is to seek one of the primal distortions from the infinite Creator. To seek Love is to seek the great intelligence that fills the energetic consciousness of the universe with purpose. To seek Love is to seek that which is omnipotent, omnipresent, and closer to you than anything that you will ever experience or seek to experience. The experience of finding that Love is rare. Even so, that Love is so close, and so near, and so transparent, and so powerful that it will pick up your life and move it at an ever-increasing acceleration towards truth. The reason for this is that people expect Love to mean something, a physical thing, a mental experience, an emotional onslaught, a sweet peace, the great “Aha!” of philosophy. Whatever people expect, it is not what Love is, because Love is in this moment, and has been in every moment that you have experienced this day.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Something popped into my mind, something that I heard … some information years ago when I first started coming on psychotronic weaponry being used on the planet. Could you comment about what is occurring with these devices these days?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may comment by suggesting that the use of these and other devices is of small concern, not because they do not have great effect upon your physical illusion, but because they are merely one of many, many sources of catalyst, sources of experience which provide opportunities for those of your people to learn that which we have called Love. The difficulties that might come from such devices’ use provide the opportunities—again the disguise—of Love.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: The current weather patterns we’ve been experiencing over the last three or four years, is there a correlation of this particular cycle and the use of those devices?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We can suggest that these devices are altering that which the people of your planet have sown as seed and is now producing the harvest. This is to say that throughout the great cycle of your planet’s evolution there has been enough of that which we might call disharmony that this disharmony has permeated the crust of your planet, and is now having its effect upon your planet and its weather systems as the heat of anger and disharmony is released in a fashion which is more intense than has been known for many, many of your planet’s years and evolutionary cycles around your sun. This release of heat is having its effect on its own, shall we say, and it is this effect that is being somewhat manipulated by those who have access to technology with which to do such.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Is anyone deriving anything positive from such devices at this time?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We might state in short that such is quite so. All experience, or as you might call it, catalyst, provides the opportunity for the seeker to find the infinite Love and Light of the one Creator. An entity may also ignore such catalyst. An entity may also use such catalyst to become more separated from others, and more distrustful, and, as you might call it, self-centered and seeking. It might be, for instance, that in a certain location there is that known as the drought. The crops do not grow, and food is short. One entity may use this situation in order to share what it has with all who ask and are around it, and in such a manner share the Love and Light which initiates such action. Another however, may utilize the same …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am again with this instrument. To continue. The same situation then, my brother, has provided catalyst of the same nature to two different entities, and these entities have expressed the polar opposite responses. So it is with all the seeming difficulties that the seeker encounters. The heart of the seeking, then, is the most important ingredient which determines how the seeker shall utilize the catalyst, the situation, the difficulty. If the heart has chosen to serve others, and to share always that Love and Light which is found in each moment, then each moment, no matter what its disguise, will be yet another opportunity to share the Love and Light that exists in infinite amount in each moment that it encounters. If, on the other hand, the choice has been made to serve only the self, then the catalyst may be used to do just that. It may also be the case that a choice has not been made, and an entity may swing from serving others to serving self, back and forth and remain confused upon its path. Yet all respond to the same catalyst, and the same opportunities are presented to each. It is the desire of each which determines that benefit which shall be derived.

C asked: “Is anyone deriving anything positive from such devices at this time?” Latwii said such is so, for all catalyst provides the opportunity for the seeker to find the infinite Love and Light of the one Creator, but an entity may ignore such catalyst, or an entity may use catalyst to become more separated from others, more self-centered, and it might be that in a certain location there is a drought, and crops do not grow, so food is short, and one entity may use this situation in order to share what it has with all who are around it, and in such a manner share the Love and Light which initiates such action. Then Latwii said the same situation then has provided catalyst of the same nature to two different entities, and these entities have expressed the polar opposite responses, so it is with all the seeming difficulties that the seeker encounters, for the heart of the seeking is the most important ingredient which determines how the seeker shall utilize the catalyst, and if the heart has chosen to share that Love and Light which is found in each moment, then each moment will be another opportunity to share the Love and Light that exists in infinite amount in each moment that it encounters, but if the choice has been made to serve only the self, then the catalyst may be used to do just that, yet it may also be that a choice has not been made, and an entity may swing from serving others to serving self and remain confused upon its path, yet all respond to the same catalyst, and the same opportunities are presented to each, so it is the desire of each which determines that benefit which shall be derived. In 10.14, Ra said that each moment contains Love:

The moment contains Love. That is the lesson/goal of this illusion or density. The exercise is to consciously seek that Love in awareness and understanding-distortions. The first attempt is the cornerstone. Upon this choosing rests the remainder of the life-experience of an entity. The second seeking of Love within the moment begins the addition. The third seeking powers the second, the fourth powering or doubling the third. As with the previous type of empowerment, there will be some loss of power due to flaws within the seeking in the distortion of insincerity. However, the conscious statement of self to self of the desire to seek Love is so central an act of will that, as before, the loss of power due to this friction is inconsequential.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

J: Yes, Latwii. I would like to ask you about previous incarnations of mine?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother, and though we readily acknowledge the great desire to know in order to serve others, we are unable to provide information which deals with what you call the previous incarnations, for it is our humble understanding that to do so may be to infringe upon your own free will, for it is the case with each upon your planet that the greater portion of your being which is loosely called the higher self or oversoul has, with your assistance, placed you where you are in each incarnation in order that certain lessons and services might be learned and provided, and to be most purely learned and provided it is most helpful if they remain untainted by knowledge of previous experience which could guide one on a slightly deviant path. Yet we know there are many who give information of this kind and it is, as we know, quite possible to use it to benefit the evolutionary process. We do not feel it appropriate for our service to include such information, and we humbly beg your forgiveness for not being able to give this kind of information.

May we attempt another query, my brother?

J: Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have exhausted the queries, though we have happily brought one from sleep perhaps less exhausted than before. We thank each of you, my brothers, for asking for our humble presence and service. Our attempts to answer your queries bring us great joy, and we hope for some small aid to you. We shall now leave this instrument and this group, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator which indwells in all. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Is it reasonable to expect that there can be a whole group of people in modern times so dedicated to the Christ-life that they will live by actual spiritual contact? Is it conceivable that a body of students or earnest aspirants on the spiritual path will evolve, who will seriously accept the hypothesis that they of themselves are nothing, but that God is all? Is it within the range of possibility that a group of people will appear on this Earth, who have arrived at that point of realization where life is lived by the Spirit? Such a group would establish a pattern for the whole world.

Always there have been isolated individuals who have achieved Christhood by grace, but at no period in the history of the world has it been either realized or maintained by a group. No one has been able to impart it to a group because up to this moment no effective way of transmitting the Christ-consciousness to large numbers has been found—at least none that has been effective. It was imparted by Jesus to the twelve disciples, and out of the twelve only three or four were able to maintain it. It was taught to several students by Buddha, but only two of them understood it, and of Lao-tse’s disciples, only one was able to carry on.

Today the wisdom of all ages is again coming to light in human consciousness: “Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God is one Lord.” This teaching of oneness is the ancient secret of the mystics revealed throughout all time by every one of the great spiritual Lights of the world. Every great religious teacher has caught this vision of oneness. This it is which enables us to unite in that selfsame realization that if I am in God, and God is in me, then you are in me, and I am in you; and we are all one in God, united in one consciousness.

Despite the diverse forms of religious worship and teaching prevalent today, men and women of whatever persuasion should be able to unite in this age-old wisdom of oneness. The teaching of oneness is universal and in no way interferes with the continued practice of our present manner of worship. In reality, there is no cleavage between “your” teaching and “my” teaching. There is one Spirit, and that Spirit is God, permeating human consciousness wherever human consciousness is receptive. This Spirit of God works through me for your blessing and through you for my blessing since we are one in Christ Jesus.”

This morning I had a 10 am appointment with my rheumatologist, and it was my bi-annual checkup to see how my osteoarthritis is doing. It was a short visit because I was able to demonstrate how different parts of my head and neck had a full range of motion. On the way home I stopped at AutoZone to buy two containers of 50:1, 2-cycle engine oil. Then I stopped at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought a pint of Hagaan Dasz Vanilla Bean Ice Cream.

This afternoon I went across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used Huff and Puff to blow leaves that recent winds had blown down into two piles. Then I put the leaves into two garbage cans and the small tree limbs into one garbage can and put them at the end of my driveway. Then I used my hedge clippers to cut down the three Tall Striped Grass plants.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 17

The Winds Of Circumstance

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Just as your angry oceans in the teeth of the gale, so are your hearts within you as you attempt to deal with the things which are of your mundane world. The angry ocean rages within each cell of any body which attempts to move against the direction of the prevailing winds.

And one who chides and discriminates against its own body or circumstances does so needlessly. For the wind of circumstance is not apart from the pilgrim but much influenced by the subconscious thoughts of that pilgrim.

And the ocean of illusion is molded more than can be seen on the surface by the thoughts which are created by worry and fear.

Seek, then, the positive, forward-moving winds of the spirit which lie within and beyond all mundane bodies and circumstances, so that the winds are no longer angry and, more and more, those things mundane may breathe the fresh breeze of Spirit which comes to all who may be blessed by such grateful wind.

We leave you in the full blessing of the consciousness of Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn, Yadda, and Latwii channelings are from June 24, 1984:

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn. This instrument was exceedingly reluctant to begin this evening, but we are glad she finally consented. We rejoiced while you were laughing. As we have said before, laughter is good medicine, and as we have indicated also in the past, the people of this planet are far too serious. You work at everything too hard instead of living and working freely in the creative mind and Spirit of the universe. You will remember that the one you call Christ said, “My yoke is easy and my burden is light.” He also said, “I came to give you abundant life, a joyful life.” You could benefit, my friends, by being joyful, and we adjure you to think of yourself as walking in the Light.

And you were just speaking of magic. And what is magic but the tuning in to the Light, the beauty, and the caring of the universe. The universe is indeed rich to all those who trust in its beauty, and even its magic. As some of your seers have demonstrated, one can lay up in peace even under dire circumstances because one can tune in to the harmony, and the balance, and the peace of the universe just as one can tune in to the hate and all the other negative emotions. It is a matter, my friends, of choice, a matter, if you please, of willing, because the power of the universe does indeed work with you.

We wish to thank this instrument for permitting us to speak through her, and we leave you now and transfer to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We have passed among each of the other instruments, and have found the request, “Not this time, not this time,” and so we come to this instrument. We find this instrument much involved in the challenging of a new entity. Therefore, we are giving this instrument time to tune to us that we may speak of that power which is that in the universe which is always sought in one way or another by those who dwell upon your surface.

Some say they seek money, my friends, and some say they seek truth. Some seek position, and some seek justice, and some search rubble for history, but all are in search of that which is powerful, that which works within your minds, your bodies, and your spirits to feed, to clothe, and to inspire. The value of seeing all kinds of power as roughly equal is that it enables you to choose more clearly and lucidly the kind of power you wish to pursue. Money is power, and you may pursue the making of it with great vigor. Those without money are certainly powerless in the most fundamental way. Position is power. There are things which position may gain one which money cannot. And you will frequently find that those who have money may yet desire power, the power that they cannot have. The wisdom of knowing what has been is power, for that which has been and that which will be are linear. And except for flashes of lightning, shall we say, which herald the dawning of each new age, human behavior can be predicted and extrapolated, and needs can be met humanely.

Truth is the ultimate power, and yet, my friends, it has the least effect upon your illusion. When you seek truth, you must face the fact that you are seeking something that is not eminently practical. We search this instrument’s mind to discover the most appropriate analogy, and we find that all other kinds of power are polyester, but truth is cotton. It will not bend itself to you; it takes care, and it is costly. That which is truth lies beyond space and time. Therefore, that which you know shall always be less than that which there is to know. And yet, with the power of truth, with the mere seeking of this truth, you uncover for yourself a connection beyond space and beyond time with that which was before the world began its stately movement through space and time. In other words, my friends, you gain the advantage of the very wide viewpoint of infinity. Those who seek money, power, prestige, or knowledge seek puny things which shall be killed off and which shall rot with the bodies which have sought them. And the world of your third density shall repeat, and repeat again, and repeat once again, the great cycles that teach.

In this session Hatonn spoke of the nature of seeking money, power, Love, and truth. They began by saying some say they seek money, and some say they seek truth, and some seek position, and some seek justice, but all are in search of that which is powerful, that which works within your minds, your bodies, and your spirits to feed, to clothe, and to inspire, for the value of seeing all kinds of power as roughly equal is that it enables you to choose more clearly the kind of power you wish to pursue, yet money is power, and you may pursue the making of it with vigor, so those without money are powerless in a fundamental way, for position is power, and there are things which position may gain one which money cannot, and you will find that those who have money may desire the power that they cannot have, and the wisdom of knowing what has been is power, for that which has been and that which will be are linear, and except for flashes of lightning, which herald the dawning of each new age, human behavior can be predicted, and needs can be met humanely. Hatonn went on to say truth is the ultimate power, yet it has the least effect upon your illusion, for when you seek truth, you must face the fact that you are seeking something that is not practical, so we search Carla’s mind to discover the most appropriate analogy, and we find that all other kinds of power are polyester, but truth is cotton because it will not bend itself to you; it takes care; and it is costly, but truth lies beyond space and time, and that which you know shall be less than that which there is to know, yet with the power of truth and the seeking of this truth, you uncover a connection beyond space and time with that which was before the world began its movement through space and time, and you gain the advantage of the viewpoint of infinity, but those who seek money, power, or knowledge seek puny things which shall rot with the bodies which have sought them, and the third density shall repeat and repeat once again, the great cycles that teach. On September 13, 2008, Q’uo shared their viewpoint of infinity:

As long as one is questioning whether one is completely in the awareness of infinity, one has not yet come to the full awareness of infinity. Infinity cannot be measured. The attempt to visualize infinity inevitably puts limits on infinity and falsifies the word. It is difficult, using words, to express the utter endlessness of possibility that is wrapped up in this word. But we may say that when an entity is within the awareness of infinity, there is an awareness of perfection and completeness. The world is whole, the world is one, and there is no attempt to find one’s place in it. One is one with all.

These poor words have so little ability to share the essence of intelligent infinity! It is as though we give this instrument these ragtag words knowing that what your spirit will hear is the space around them and between them. It is the energy in the spaces between the words in which we are able to share with you the fullness of concept and the absolute reality of the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator.

And what do they teach, my friends? They teach finally, for those who pay close attention, that the truly powerful thought, knowledge, power and birthright is the one original Thought, which connects that which is incarnate with that which is infinite. Many and many are the lessons of Love which involve the ultimately frustrating fact that all wisdom, money, and power are equal to folly, foolishness and ignorance in the handling of a certain situation. To be wise and to be foolish are as one, for some situations are unacceptable and shall remain so, and it is against the hard wall of this fact of the illusion that you must press the mind and your spirit until ultimately all gives way to the understanding that in Love, in the original Thought, all things are acceptable. All things have an acceptable time and an acceptable space, for all things that are endured are also outlasted; all teach love.

If you are not learning Love against the wall of your illusion, seek within, for we say to you, my friends, that it is there, and its power is great enough to remove you from your distress. That which you can do with money, with wisdom, or with power you shall do. Those who seek to serve others shall day by day use each tool to do so. But the race is not to the swift nor victory to the wise, for all things are equal: the lesson is Love. We ask you to move in meditation with us now as we ask you to do each day, and yet at this time we shall be with you. We ask that you move far, far away from the domicile, the birdsong, and the pleasant evening air into the deepest reaches of starlit space, until you are beyond the stars, and find yourself clad only in the thick darkness of that which is your mother and your father—the one original Creator, the one Creation, the beating heart of which you are a part. You are no longer isolated, but wrapped in soft darkness, and you feel the rhythm and the movement of timelessness. Ah, my friends. To say we are one is to repeat ourselves. To spend some time each day within the vastness of infinity, within your own inner quiet, is most highly recommended for those who wish to pursue the least powerful and the most powerful of all powers, the truth.

Hatonn went on to say that the powerful thought, power, and birthright is the one original Thought which connects that which is incarnate with that which is infinite, and many are the lessons of Love which involve the frustrating fact that all wisdom, money, and power are equal to folly and ignorance in the handling of a certain situation, for to be wise and to be foolish are as one, for some situations are unacceptable and shall remain so, and it is against the hard wall of this fact of the illusion that you must press the mind and your spirit until all gives way to the understanding that in the original Thought of Love all things have an acceptable time and space, for all things that are endured are also outlasted, and all teach Love. Now Hatonn said if you are not learning Love against the wall of your illusion, seek within, for we say to you that it is there, and its power is great enough to remove you from your distress, and that which you can do with money, wisdom, or power you shall do, for those who seek to serve others shall use each tool to do so, but the race is not to the swift, for all things are equal: the lesson is Love, so we ask you to move into meditation with us now, and we shall be with you, and we ask that you move far away from the domicile, the birdsong, and the pleasant evening air into the deepest reaches of starlit space, until you are beyond the stars and find yourself clad only in the thick darkness of that which is your mother and your father—the one original Creator, the one Creation, the beating heart of which you are a part, so you are no longer isolated, but wrapped in soft darkness, and you feel the rhythm and the movement of timelessness, but to say we are one is to repeat ourselves, so to spend some time each day within the vastness of infinity, within your own inner quiet space, is highly recommended for those who wish to pursue the least powerful and the most powerful of all powers, the truth. On May 4, 1986, L/Leema said that our lesson is Love:

Within your illusion, the lesson is Love. This lesson is begun when the conscious seeker becomes aware that it is the lesson. To begin the lesson, one may look at carefully the relationships and feelings that have developed within them that one has formed throughout the incarnation. Within each relationship, there will be a mixture of feelings and experiences that will sum into what you may call the core or foundation of feeling. Each entity seeking to Love and to understand the concept of Love will then compare what is felt with what is imagined to be Love. And here we must state that few within your illusion are capable of truly Loving and of knowing what Love is, for there is only the ability within your illusion to begin this lesson.

We remind you that that which we give you is our experience and our opinion. In your life and your thoughts, use those things which we have said which may inspire, but quickly discard those things which do not seem proper, for we would not be a stumbling block to you but only an aid as we gain in service by being able to serve you. We thank you for the opportunity to polarize in service to others. It is our great delight. We thank each who did not wish to be instruments and acknowledge the great service each provides. And we thank each who call to those of Hatonn, for it is a great pleasure to share our thoughts with you. We shall be with you if you request our presence mentally. And now, my friends, we must leave this instrument to her challenging. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

(Carla channeling)

I am Yadda. I am requested by this instrument to greet you in the name of Love and Light of Creator. We do. We have had some time here challenging. This instrument challenging us in the name of Christ. We say, “Challenge us any way you like. All Creator. How about Buddha?” She say, “No. Christ.” We say, “Okay.” We greet you in Love and Light of Creator. We Yadda.

We come because call. Not usually speak to groups of this kind. Very honored to be called, and only called because request of “Who are you?” That is question: “Who are you?” We say to you, you are not anything like you think you are. You are not what you do. You are not nine o’clock, ten o’clock, eleven o’clock, twelve o’clock. You must remove from yourself ideas this kind. Not help you. There is intense seeking in this group to know who you are. Remove from yourself all your clothing, your name, your nationality, your society, your neighborhood, your wife, your kiddies and your golf cart—all gone. Now who are you? We are not taking away from you, we wait for you to add to yourself the Creator.

You have heard of the masters. Do you think people become masters because they do not know who they are? Do you think you can take course to find out who you are or any kind of teaching? Not so. Not so, my children. Move along to a clearer perception of who you are. This is fundamental question which you must answer in order to do work. If you have machinery, you got to plug it in; you got to know amperage and voltage; you got to have right plug—male/female. You got gasoline engine, you got to know it’s gasoline; you got kerosene, you got to know the fuel.

Now, you are a spiritual engine. You were made to do work. What is your fuel? Who are you? We thank you for calling us, and we thank this instrument, and thank the instrument also for the challenging, although we find the insistence upon Christ somewhat naive. We also feel it to be essential, and recommend the practice in some form that is workable to each who does work in channeling. Never receive without the tuning and the challenging. Otherwise you get pretty strange programs. No need to confuse you. I am Yadda. We suggest to this instrument that it do research. There has been this contact before. Not to this group. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the One that Is. Adonai. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and greet you, my friends, in Love and Light. We also are most appreciative of being asked to join your group this evening. As usual, we come in great joy and anticipation at being able to blend our vibrations with yours and attempt answers to your queries. Without further delay then, may we ask for the first query?

C: Latwii. In the last few weeks, I’m getting a very depressing type of feeling in the house we now dwell in. Would you comment on whether or not anything—what’s going on?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We scan your recent memory and find that there is the parting of the dwelling and your own selves which produces a type of pain that might be described, as one of your poets has done, as a sweet type of sorrow, for that dwelling in which you have spent a great portion of your being and time is an entity as are you, and there has been much experience shared which shall not again be shared.

May we answer you further my brother?

C: This feeling’s anything but sweet.

I am Latwii, and can only make the additional comment in response to your comment that there are other energies of a parting nature apparent and seeking expression.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Maybe later.

I am Latwii. We thank you for your patience and great desire. Is there another query?

K: Yes, Latwii. I am, I think, on a mailing list that is referred to as networking. I first read about that concept in Marilyn Ferguson’s book, The Aquarian Conspiracy, and then I heard it in Chicago a year ago this past April when I was at a seminar. Would you comment on the concept of networking?

I am Latwii and cannot refuse the pun that that would be the query of the fisherman, but shall, in a more serious vein, attempt response by suggesting that as those entities such as yourselves, which populate your country and your planet, begin to seek the Light and Love of the one Creator and begin to radiate that Light and Love, and then is formed a great series of centers or sources of Light. As these continue to seek in service to others, bonds or lines of communication are established, often by the exchange of letters, lectures, books, and in-person contact. As the energies are exchanged from center to center, there is then formed the network formed by Light, and the desire to share that Light with others.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Okay, then, is this Light or band of Light that we’re talking about, is it all over the planet or is it just localized in this country?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We joyfully …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am again with this instrument. You may see each entity, using an analogy, as a light bulb. Some have not been connected to their energy source in a conscious fashion, and some have. The conscious connecting is analogous to screwing in the light bulb so that contact is made and this contact is being made throughout each country, as you call it, of your planet.

May we answer further, my sister?

K: So, then, this is really a raising of consciousness, or these entities are becoming more aware of their mission or more aware of who they are. Is that what we’re talking about?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. These are, indeed, ways or means of describing the process which is occurring and has been occurring upon your planet for a great measure of time, for as each planetary sphere is inhabited with those of the third density form, there is the progress along the evolutionary path at each moment, but there are some points along that path which are of primary interest. These points are then able, because of their potential, to provide a greater radiance to the seeker which has passed the point. One of those points is that of seeking in a conscious fashion the answers to the great questions of your illusion, those questions, “Who am I?” “What is this life that I live?” “Where do I go from here?” and so forth. As the seeking becomes a conscious process, then the bulb is securely connected to its source and begins a radiance which was not previously possible.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Yes. Just pursuing the same line of questioning. It seems to me that psychology has tuned in, or at least some psychologists have tuned in to, I guess I could say, a mysticism. And psychology itself seems to me, has made fairly rapid strides or improvement in the last, oh, shall I say, five to ten years. Would you comment on that? Or at least it certainly seems to be—a lot of it seems to be different than what it was when I studied.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. It is correct that the field which you describe as psychology, as well as many other fields, has made great strides within the recent of your time called past. Many upon your planet in each walk of life, as it is called, have done a similar thing, that is to take what has been known in the field of study in which the entity finds itself and add the great desire to know the truth. Then that information which has gone before may either be seen in a new light or may be altered so that it provides a clearer picture, though still perhaps quite distorted, of the entity and its nature, the universe in which it finds itself, and the means by which the entity may move through that universe in an evolutionary manner.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, Latwii. It’s all very exciting. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. Could you comment on the advisability of channeling what would seem to be local entities or spiritual guides of some sort, whether it be working with the tarot or in working with the Oriental couple that apparently worked with me and R, providing that one’s intentions are to seek knowledge and truth and that one is especially careful of tuning?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we believe that you have answered your own query, for if, indeed, one is desirous in the utmost sense of seeking and serving the one infinite Creator, and wishes to more specifically to seek and to serve in the means of the channeling experience, then it is of little concern whether the entities that are channeled are of distant galaxies or your own neighborhood, shall we say. The primary point of concern is, as you have noted, the tuning of your own reception through your desire, and the refined tuning of whatever means you utilize so that the entities which are then able to channel through you are of the greatest positive polarity possible.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, I just wanted confirmation. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always. May we answer another query at this time?

Carla: Yeah. I’d sort of like to follow up on C’s second answer. Because he kind of suggested that when there have been positive and negative energies put into a house or experienced within the house during the stay there, when you leave, the positive and negative energies are both there. I was wondering if it would be a responsible act on C and D’s part to cleanse the house of the negative portion of the energies as they leave, and maybe to dedicate the new house for positive energies as well?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest looking upon the dwelling place which you call a house the same as one would look upon an entity, a companion, a friend, a loved one, with which one has spent a great deal of time, and with whom one has shared a great many experiences. What would one do if one should part with such an entity? This is the query which we believe the answer must come from those who part. And we provide this query and this perspective in order that that those who leave any entity might express whatever feelings of gratitude and honor, thanksgiving and respect, are truly felt.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Because what C said was, the way he felt in the house was anything but grateful, sweet, or any positive word, that he had felt negativity in the house, the energy seemed to be negative in the house. And so, what I was wondering was, is this little entity called the house kind of schizoid or is it just a perception or is there another force besides the house itself that is entering into it …

[Sound of cat meowing]

Carla: …not A.

I am Latwii, and are very grateful that we are more easily found than the one known as A.

[Laughter]

Yet the call goes out as well for us, and we hear your call. We would respond to the query which you have asked with great sincerity by suggesting that there are those portions to this query which we have alluded to and may only allude to. We feel that additional comments have been offered in the light of the viewing the house as an entity which indeed it is. There have been experiences within this dwelling which have shaped those who have had the experience and the dwelling which has housed the experience. As the parting of these entities occurs, there is the drawing out of those experiences which have been left, shall we say, undone. We do not mean to make a large point of this particular issue, for there are, indeed, other factors to consider, but we wish to state that it is a natural progress or process of relationship for the unfinished work to be drawn, shall we say, to the surface when the parting is nigh.

This is not always the case, but for those who have developed certain sensitivities there will be noted the experiences which are somewhat unusual in the normal frame of reference. In this particular case, there is the opportunity to resolve certain difficulties which have been experienced, though the opportunity presently seems to be of a negative nature, the digging below the appearance or surface shall uncover the potential for great positivity.

May we respond further, my sister?

Carla: That was really clear. I thank you for that. I would like to ask a couple of other questions, and I hope they’re not too frivolous, but I’ve always been curious. Are all houses, and cars, and things like that that are made by men alive in their own way? I have always felt that they were, and as a matter of fact, have gone through life naming and talking to them. But that’s just been my own way. Are they?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. As a beginning to this query, we may suggest that, indeed, each portion of the one Creation is quite alive and intelligent, for the one Creator is all that there is. With this easily understood, then we may move to the portion of your query which we feel that you deal with here, and that is the individualizing process which occurs most notably within your third density illusion. This process begins as soon as there is a created portion of the universe. Therefore, rocks, dirt, trees, flowers, plants, and, indeed, places may become what you call enspirited or invested with an identity as they are able to give and receive that which you call Love. This Love we would describe as the sharing of experience in an open and harmonious manner. Therefore, any place or thing or even idea may be so enspirited, so that it exists as an entity, and assumes an identity, and continues on the evolutionary path as an individualized portion of the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: So what you’re saying is that cars and houses aren’t necessarily alive, it’s just that if they’ve been invested then they have become entities, and a car or some other piece of machinery—a typewriter which is often talked to—could actually be something that has aliveness to it and can respond. Is that what you’re saying?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that you have a great portion of the gist of our response. We may add that some of these entities which you have named will have what we have loosely termed an identity only for the, shall we say, length of their incarnative type existence. Here we find words are most difficult to use in the description of this process, but we wish to present the concept that, indeed, an entity such as one of your automobiles may exist as an entity for the length of its use as an automobile, and will perhaps, shall we say, dissolve its identity when no longer of an integrated nature, and shall find a new identity in another form.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yeah. I’ve just always wanted to know this. Do houses appreciate being cleaned?

I am Latwii, and can answer in the emphatic affirmative, for, indeed, how does one feel when one is bathed and refreshed after a hard day’s work?

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yeah, I have another question, but that closes out that one. I got a tape from a friend who owns some very expensive taping equipment. He bought the taping equipment because he’s a hi-fi nut, and he bought an expensive microphone to plug into this expensive equipment so he could tape letters to me some time ago. It seems I have blown not just one but two of his machines, or at least they won’t work when I send my tapes and he tries to play my tapes. One of them won’t work at all anymore, and has to be sent back to the factory. The other one will work as long as my tapes aren’t playing through. But if one of my letters which are on tape is inserted into the machine, it will not run. What’s going on?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister, and feel that you are aware also of the answer to your query, for your effect upon those mechanical devices that are of a electromagnetic nature is well known.

Carla: But Latwii, long distance? He’s in Michigan. I don’t understand.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. He is, indeed, some distance from you, but your tape itself is with his machine and carries the charge in the form which you have given it, and, therefore, the effect upon his machinery is quite the same as your effect upon your own.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Is there any way to stop this effect from occurring? I mean while using the machinery?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We know of no particular means which might provide relief from this bothersome situation other than attempting to send the messages in another form.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yeah, there sure is. I don’t want to wear you out but I’m really quite confused. I’ve read Seth from A to Z, and Seth says that we make our own environment, whatever my environment, I have made it myself. And that like attracts like. Like attracts like. So, I take this seriously, and my husband and I don’t agree on very many things. And when I am having discord with my husband, I don’t blame him anymore. I say, well, I’ve got myself in this jam, so I can’t blame anybody else. I really have decided that whatever environment I’m in I’ve made it for myself, and I’m the one to learn from it.

Now, from what—I guess I haven’t understood this quite because it sounds contradictory to me about the house affecting me, it seems, anyway. I accept the fact that I’m responsible for whatever environment I’m in. If it’s misery, I put myself in misery to learn from it. Now, am I the one who’s confused? Oh, yes, and by the way, Seth also says that even a nail in the house has some kind consciousness. I remember the first time I read that I about flipped. But I certainly think my car has some kind of consciousness, and I tell it all the time, you know, how grateful I am that it serves me so well. But let’s get back to this environment. Do I create my own environment?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The one Creator is all that there is. Therefore, each portion creates itself and its environment in cooperation with each other portion. You are a portion and are the one Creator who creates in cooperation with all other portions all that is created.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Yes, I understand that, I think.

Carla: I think she meant, if a house is an entity, is she not creating it? Is that right?

K: I guess I’ve read too many different things. So, I guess maybe I’ve got to live with this a little while and think about it. But I am what I think I am. If I think I’m evil, I’m evil, if I think I’m good, I think—you know, I am what I think. I really can’t be anything else, I believe. I think that’s what I’m trying to say. If I think I’m in an evil environment, then I’m in an evil environment. Or if I think I’m living in a beautiful environment, then I’m in a beautiful environment. That’s what I’m trying to say, I think. Could you comment on that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. You are not only what you think you are, you are all things. There are no boundaries other than the ones that you choose for the purposes of learning and serving in specific ways.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, I believe I’m going to accept that. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you. Is there another query at this time?

C: What I have in mind, I’d like to bounce a name off of you, and if you could, could you tell me if it’s just a meaningless, made-up word or whether this is some type of entity and if so, what kind? It is called “Crete” [The consonant is unclear].

I am Latwii, and although we have examined this sound vibration for pertinence in your particular incarnative existence, we can find no collection of meaning which can be transmitted, and are not aware of such.

May we attempt further response, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and thank you. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii and would now once again wish to express great appreciation for being able to join with this group this evening. We of Latwii are of a nature which experiences great joy at being asked to speak those concepts which have some aid in another’s evolutionary progress. We have, through our humble experience, traveled a significant portion of that path which we share with you. On this journey we have found many things to be of aid in the traveling, but none aids as does the sharing of the Love and the Light of the one Creator with another seeker. We could tell you of great adventures, astounding experiences, and the most incredible of sights, but we could not compare any of these experiences with the joy and meaning that we find as we attempt to share our humble understanding with this group and those of like minds. We cannot thank you enough, my friends, yet thank you always we will, for we travel with you on this great journey, the journey of the One to the One. On that journey, for the moment, we leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “These momentsof union are priceless. They are few, but they are precious because they reveal the world as it is. If it is possible to experience this union for a few days or even for an hour, it is possible to experience it forever. There is only one necessity: getting ourselves out of the way. The day will come when the Earth will be so full of the presence of the Lord that there will be no mortal or material sense of existence left. Illumination will have dissolved every shadow cast by the individual who has thrust themselves between the sun and its beam of Light.

When illumination comes, we no longer need anything found in the outer world. Everything and everyone become part of our being. Never again is it necessary to take thought because now God lives our life. There is always the consciousness of a Presence; It sings within us over and over: I will never leave you nor forsake you. It lives our life, and we become beholders of It, watching It unfold as our very experience. There is that within which draws to us all that is required for our fulfillment. In the silence of our consciousness the creative power of God comes forth. When we feel that answering response, we are not only one with God. We are one with every spiritual being in the universe. Wherever or whatever there is of good for us in the universe, finds its way to us.

It is the goodness of God which pours through us to the world. No longer do we of ourselves own anything. It takes from us all sense of personal possessions, personal acquisitiveness, personal powers. And in their place bestows upon us Allness, the abundance of God in its infinite fullness. The whole glory of God is revealed in and as our life: as the harmony of our relationships, as the abundance and satisfaction found in our affairs, as the radiance of our countenance, as the buoyance and strength of our body, as the very garments with which are clothed. All the joy and fulfillment which surge through our being is a silent testimony that I in the midst of thee am mighty.”

Later this morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at The Home Depot where I bought some netting and some grass seed. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Speedway where I filled Stanley’s tires with air. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription and bought some Haagen Dasz Vanilla Ice Cream.

This afternoon I went outside and used Whip Lash to trim back the Striped Liriope in my back yard. Then I used Whip Lash to trim back the Liriope on the west side of my fishpond. Then I used Whip Lash to trim back the Liriope on both sides of the sidewalk in front of my home. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the Liriope plants and weeds in all three areas.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 16

The First Item On The Agenda

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Stand upon the rocky crag and gaze out over the broad land of this precious day. You have the long view now. Perhaps you have an agenda, a list, a plan for the day. But have you placed first the divine order of Love in action?

Love in action creates a system of natural laws. Any person with an agenda which does not recognize first the source of inspiration which makes all things beautiful is going to experience a day less blessed, less full of Love, and less inspired.

As you set your agenda, let your first item be to seek first the natural order of the divine Father, for this allows the inspiration, the breath of the soul, to make vital that inner self which knows so much more than the agenda-maker who sat upon the bare rock of a morning and only gazed at his agenda and not at the divine beauty of the larger view and the natural order.

Let peace flow through your veins as heavenly blood. Let inspiration be your heavenly bread. And let your day be blessed with inspiration and peace, as you know that you are doing the Father’s will for you today.

We leave you in that Love and peace, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn, Latwii, and Nona channelings are from June 17, 1984.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one Creator. It is, indeed, a privilege to speak to you tonight and welcome a new friend to this circle. It is always a privilege to blend our humble words to be spoken to one who seeks. On your journey you will not be alone. Always you will find that as you travel you will contact kindred spirits. They may not come from where you expect them. If you follow a certain path prescribed by one of your religions, those who may share the journey may not necessarily come to you from those who follow your specific faith. To know those with whom you may share, one must open themself, offer meditation of Love, for as a small light in a darkened room, you will find that others were drawn as you may be drawn to another life. I am Hatonn. At this time, if we may, we would transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We shall once again attempt to speak through the one known as S when we have used this instrument for a while. We are giving this instrument word by word communication rather than using the concepts because at times this form of communication is helpful to the group, and this instrument is the only one at present which has experience of using this form of communication. It is somewhat difficult, and, therefore, there is the need to remain, shall we say, in practice, much as the baseball player must pick up his mitt from time to time or he begins catching too far off the palm and the ball begins to fall on the ground. So, it is with word-to-word, or for that matter, concept communication. The catching must be renewed so that the practice will be fresh and the communication therefore clear.

We take you as in a story to a castle. You look at the ruins of a castle. It is gray. No smoke rises now from the once bright turrets. No rushes now adorn great halls. Battle has passed by; centuries have passed also. There is no life within the castle any longer, no nobility, no slave, no joy and sorrow. And yet the life that was is read by one who studies the ruins, by one who sees laid out upon the plain the stone delineation of each wall, the stark skeleton of the battlements, the suggestion of the once great flying buttresses and castellated points of defense, the now heaped moat, dry, and full of earth. Many wonder why there are those who are drawn to ruins, and, yet, my friends, you will be drawn magnetically to your life when once you have lived it. You shall not see each stone of your own castle, each battle, each year, each joy, each sorrow. What you shall see is what you have built. You shall see the floor plan, as it were, of a life that has been lived, that has been created by you within your incarnational experience. You are at this time building. You may find yourself tearing out walls, adding sections, adjusting, reshaping, accepting. Above all, we hope that you find yourself loving, for that is what makes your floor plan, your life, that which you may gaze upon in retrospect without feeling that you have wasted the materials and the tools of your illusion.

Some build small lives and some great, just as some prefer the cabin and some the castle. Each fights their own battles, some are fiercely inward, some are quite visible to those about the entity. But the sum total is not supposed to be any shape, any size, any number of rooms, any degree of complexity. The supposition with which you came into this incarnation was simple. You supposed yourself to be a part of the one infinite Creator, and as such you supposed yourself to be capable of coming into a new relationship towards yourself. That is, you supposed yourself to be capable of learning. Learning, my friends, begins with the supposition that there is a hope of knowledge. If one believes there is a certainty of knowledge, it may be said that one perhaps is too smug, for this is not an illusion of certainty. But those who hope and seek knowledge are building well.

In this session Hatonn wanted to share an allegory for seeking the truth. They began by saying we take you in a story to a castle, and you look at the ruins of a castle that is gray, but no smoke rises from the once bright turrets, and no rushes now adorn great halls, so battles and centuries have passed, but there is no life within the castle any longer, yet the life that was is read by one who sees laid out upon the plain the stone delineation of each wall, the stark skeleton of the battlements, the now heaped moat, dry, and full of earth, and many wonder why there are those who are drawn to ruins, yet you will be drawn magnetically to your life when once you have lived it, but you shall not see each stone of your own castle each joy, each sorrow, but what you shall see is what you have built is the floor plan of a life that has been lived, that has been created by you within your incarnational experience, so you are at this time building, and you may find yourself tearing out walls, adding sections, and reshaping, but we hope that you find yourself loving, for that is what makes your floor plan, your life, that which you may gaze upon in retrospect without feeling that you have wasted the materials and the tools of your illusion. Hatonn went on to say some build small lives and some great, just as some prefer the cabin and some the castle, and each fights their own battles, and some are fiercely inward, yet some are visible to those about the entity, but the sum is not supposed to be any shape, size, number of rooms, or any degree of complexity, for the supposition with which you came into this incarnation was simple since you supposed yourself to be a part of the one infinite Creator, and as such you supposed yourself to be capable of coming into a new relationship and to be capable of learning, for learning begins with the supposition that there is a hope of knowledge, for if one believes there is a certainty of knowledge it may be said that one is too smug, for this is not an illusion of certainty, but those who hope and seek knowledge are building well. On September 16, 1990, Q’uo spoke of our being capable of learning:

Without fear you are capable of moving as you feel to move, capable of learning that which you feel you need to learn. Little by little, the disciplining of that free will, which is your very nature, yields to meditation, contemplation, and experience, and you take the wind within yourself, the disciplined wind of the most perfect free will, that will to seek, know, and be a transparent exhibit of the Love that flows through all.

Each day there are times, whether those times be infinitesimally small—the ticking of a clock or the wail of a siren—or quite long—an evening period late at night when you may turn in true and pure seeking, regardless of how busy you may be because of those things which you must do to live within the illusion—to that which is sought. What do you seek? And how purely and carefully and lucidly do you pursue it? We ask you these questions as we ask them of ourselves. We know that we seek service; you may not. We have an advantage; we are not of your density. You have the chance to choose service to others, not in knowledge but in the hope that it is possible to serve others. You will spend the rest of your incarnation, if so you choose, attempting to untie the Gordian knot of service to others. It is very difficult; it may often seem impossible. It is the way you build your life.

Thus, you see, my friends, there is no time that you must consider lost, for in the beat of your heart, in the striking of the noon whistle, in any moment you may turn fully for that moment to affirm your seeking, and that moment will fill you for hours or for days. If you awaken in the reaches of the night and have no one with whom to speak and yet you seek, you are immediately not alone, for there are countless millions who seek. There is no second of time when one of those upon your sphere seeks alone. Always, as you seek you seek with a mighty company of those within your incarnational experience, those upon your sphere at this time and those in your so-called inner planes, angelic presences and teachers who rush to assist those who seek so that there is no solitude in the negative sense, but a solitary peace which comes from joining your own river to the sea of seeking consciousness, that which waves and waves upon itself, always in motion, never still, always seeking, but always full. You see, my friends, you were born, and you shall die and, therefore, it seems to you that you are much like a building, the castle of which we spoke, that your life has a framework, and that you work upon it and look back upon it, and all this is so, and yet, at the same time you are one with that which was before time began. You have never left the great ocean of the one original Thought, the one great Logos, that which we call Love.

Hatonn went on to say each day there are times, whether those times be infinitesimally small or quite long when you may turn to pure seeking, regardless of how busy you may be because of those things which you must do to live within the illusion to that which is sought, so: “What do you seek? And how purely, and carefully, and lucidly do you pursue it?” Then  Hatonn said we ask you these questions as we ask them of ourselves because we know that we seek service, but you may not, for we have an advantage since we are not of your density, so you have the chance to choose service to others in the hope that it is possible to serve others, and you will spend the rest of your incarnation attempting to untie the Gordian knot of service to others, for it is difficult, and it may seem impossible, yet it is the way you build your life. Hatonn continued by saying there is no time that you must consider lost, for in any moment you may turn to affirm your seeking, and that moment will fill you for hours or days, for if you awaken in the reaches of the night and have no one with whom to speak, yet you seek, and you are not alone, for there are millions who seek, and there is no second of time when one of those upon your sphere seeks alone, so you seek with a company of those within your incarnation and those in your inner planes: angelic presences and teachers who rush to assist those who seek, so there is no solitude in the negative sense, but a solitary peace which comes from joining your river to the sea of seeking consciousness, that which waves upon itself, always in motion, always seeking, always full, for you were born, and you shall die, so it seems to you that you are like the castle of which we spoke, that your life has a framework, and that you work upon it and look back upon it, and all this is so, yet at the same time you are one with that which was before time began, so you have never left the ocean of the original Thought of Love. On May 3, 1998, Q’uo said we have been the Creator before time began:

In that world within the self is a pilgrim seeking entrance to an inner sanctum in which the Creator already dwells in full glory and strength; from before time began until there is no more time, and this is so. Before you were, before the world was, before all things, the Creator rested in Its universe. And as you are part of this universe of Love, so that Love incarnate dwells within you. See yourself as a pilgrim walking up to the door of that inner sanctum, inserting the key of silence, walking in and sitting, not with other human beings, however worthy they may be, but with the infinite Creator. This communion awaits you constantly. It is not that the Creator is not with you, for the Creator is your companion from the instant of your beginning until the last fell knoll of life’s bells. It is the self within incarnation that does not remember where to go to tabernacle with the infinite One. We would encourage each who wishes to move into the heart to attempt daily to sit in silence and allow the Creator within to make Itself known to you with no words, with no dramatic fanfare but that still, small voice whose message is far beyond concept, but whose surety is absolute.

At this time, we would transfer to the instrument known as S. We have been conditioning the one known as R and would spend some time as we transfer with each of those in the circle, if each desires. You have but to ask mentally, and we shall be with you as always. We transfer now. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we greet you, dear friends, once again. We are most pleased to be with this instrument, for it has been some time since she has felt comfortable with our presence. She is most accepting of us this evening and we are grateful to her. Dear friends, we hope that we are able in some small way to aid you as you travel what may often seem a long and difficult path. The path at times may seem nearly unpassable but we also realize that each is aware that at any moment one may diligently clear those obstacles which may be ahead of you at any particular moment, and often you find that the path is cleared with much less effort than perhaps you had anticipated. And often a boulder that may look very large and very heavy is not what it seems in that the boulder that may look very large and very heavy often is moved aside with a very light touch.

We wished only to exercise this instrument for a short time this evening. She is somewhat distracted by what she feels is an oncoming sneezing attack and is somewhat anxious that she does not disrupt us with this. We would therefore leave, and as we depart, we thank each present for the gracious invitation, and we also are aware of the unity which your group has shared with us, and we feel especially at one with you this evening. We leave you, dear friends, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most honored to be asked to join your group once again in the attempt to answer those queries which you may have upon your minds. We would preface our service with the reminder that our words are but opinions. We suggest weighing them accordingly, reserving those which have meaning and discarding those which do not. May we then begin with the first query, my friends?

R: Yes, Latwii. First, I’d like to say just “Hello.” It’s been so long. I feel like a stranger to you. I have to thank you inadvertently for something that happened this week, reading the transcripts from a few Sunday meetings ago, and it’s had a very interesting effect on just things that have been happening for the last five days or so last week. I really have a question, but, since, you know, since you were involved basically with what was going on, I wonder if there is any general comment or statement you could make to just confirm or deny the positive/negative/positive/negative/positive/negative problem that I guess not only I have but everyone in this room has from time to time?

I am Latwii and am aware of your general concern, my brother. We are most honored to greet you once again and attempt some small service. We can affirm that each entity shall encounter those experiences which are most promising, shall we say, in the developing of those biases which each wishes to develop. The experiences will seem to be of a positive or negative nature according to the current attitude of the entity’s mind or perceptions, for, indeed, and in truth, each experience is of no, shall we say, particular charge but is of a neutral nature containing the Creator in full. How the experience is perceived is a function of the mind and perception of the one who is within the experience.

One may take the most cruel and harsh experience and find within it the infinite Love and Light of the one Creator, for, indeed, it resides there as that Love and Light resides within all experience. We can suggest that the perception of an experience as being of a negative nature is not necessarily less efficient or does not demonstrate less understanding than does the perception of the experience as being positive, for it may be most helpful for an entity to experience what seems quite negative and to use that experience to carve out a great potential, shall we say, within the inner being so that experiences of a wider variety and range may be available then to that entity. This would then increase the eventual positive perceptive ability of that entity.

R asked: “I wonder if there is any general comment or statement you could make to just confirm or deny the positive/negative/positive/negative/positive/negative problem that I guess not only I have but everyone in this room has from time to time?” Latwii began by saying we can affirm that each entity shall encounter those experiences which are most promising in developing those biases which each wishes to develop, for the experiences will seem to be of a positive or negative nature according to the current attitude of the entity’s perceptions, and in truth each experience is of no particular charge but is of a neutral nature containing the Creator in full, but how the experience is perceived is a function of the perception of the one who is within the experience. Latwii went on to say one may take the cruelest experience and find within it the infinite Love and Light of the one Creator, for it resides there as that Love and Light resides within all experience, so we can suggest that the perception of an experience as being of a negative nature does not demonstrate less understanding than does the perception of the experience as being positive, for it may be helpful for an entity to experience what seems negative and to use that experience to carve out a great potential within the inner being so that experiences of a wider variety and range may be available then to that entity, for this would increase the positive perceptive ability of that entity. On December 26, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of our inner being:

In other words, the actions of the other self do not generate within the one feeling the unconditional Love or the indifference an emotion which moves the entity from the center of self. Yet the entity feeling the indifference has some portion of the self which has been held in reserve, shall we say. This holding of the self in reserve is a slight distortion of the inner being which, therefore, requires the balance, the balance being the releasing of the self which has been held that it might be expressed. The entity expressing the unconditional Love has no action within that is held, but allows the free expression of the compassion similar to that which one might feel for the newborn infant in its innocent actions. Such an infant is easily seen as worthy of unconditional Love. When one can feel such, shall we call it, emotion, for any entity at any time for any reason, then that balance of unconditional Love has been achieved.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: Briefly, Latwii. I wonder if you could comment on an observation that negative being more … I don’t know what the … maybe easy or more glittery or something, but that we all have that capability of negative or positive or that energy. Is that perhaps why your initial response to catalyst sometimes, or maybe most times, will be negative, but then, if your second response is allowed to come through, it would be a very balanced level-headed positive type attitude so that you’d go for the quick one for the thrill, but the real basic truth, I guess, is that second response.

I don’t know—these are weird questions I’m asking you. I understand and appreciate your putting up with it. Could that be true or false though, that first response/second response to catalyst being negative/positive?

I am Latwii and feel some grasp of your query, my brother, and shall attempt a response. We may suggest that, indeed, the negative response may seem quite easy at first. By this, we mean it is easy to think of the self before thinking of another. It is easy to make the sharp response to an imagined insult. Yet, upon reflection one might make what is called the magical transformation of the moment and refrain from such sharp response and turn towards the serving of the other self by seeing that other self as the Creator and observing the situation that is shared as an opportunity to share the Love of the Creator with the other self which seems a threat.

It is easy to begin the travel upon the negative path and to begin to serve the self, but that path is a most difficult path to continue to the point of harvest. Though it is more difficult to make the response and seek to serve the other self, that path, in truth, is the most easily traveled of the two paths, though its initiatory stages are most difficult.

Might we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, you’ve answered very clearly, as always. Thanks again, and thanks again for making me laugh this week, reading your words.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. We are most happy to hear that our words have also provided joy and happiness, for we are of that vibration, and feel great joy with each experience of the Creator, and seek to share that in some small way through our humble words.

May we attempt another query at this time?

Carla: Could I just run down what R said, because I was really interested in how you answered it. I just had a couple of thoughts and wanted to check them. First of all, you answered about the negative/positive by saying that a lot of times your first vision of another person is negative, and then you see the other person as the Creator the second time around. When I analyze responses that I’ve made to people that are what I think are less than great, the person that I’ve found not recognizable as the Creator actually is myself. I have some lack of self-confidence, some dislike of myself, or some feelings that I’m not worthy, or something screws my thinking up enough so that I perceive the other person as not the Creator, whereas, if I were being the way I often am, then I would just see the person as a nice person, and you’d have to work real hard to convince me otherwise, which I suppose can happen.

First of all, is that a distinction worth making, that a lot of times it begins within the self-confidence of the worthy/unworthy portion of the work that’s being done spiritually by the person that’s having these negative/positive experiences that causes them? It’s the attitude of the self before it even gets out towards the other?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel we might be of the most service by affirming that, indeed, the purpose of each experience is to find the Creator. The finding of the Creator may occur in various ways. The beginning for some people is to see that Creator and to find the Creator’s Love within another being. Yet each being and each experience that one encounters is a mirror. One will finally see the self within that mirror. If one has been able to see the Creator in that mirror, one may then see the Creator in the self. Others, on the other hand, may begin by finding the Creator within the self and then radiating that image onto the entities and experiences that it encounters. The finding of the Creator …

[Side one of tape ends.]

Carla: …Well, that’s really neat. That means that they are just two different tools, but the same thing, and depending on your personality you can either start from yourself and work out, or start with people and work in.

The other question that I had, sometimes I have heard my friends, well, this hasn’t happened lately, but I’ve heard it often enough, complain about the attention that they get from men. Women friends complain about the attention that they get from men, and I’ve often wondered why that is perceived as an insult when actually it’s a normal [inaudible] response, and that’s why they’re using the eye makeup, and that’s why they’re brushing their hair and wearing pretty clothes. And I have this feeling that a lot of times probably guys feel guilty about the same thing, you know. “Gee, I shouldn’t be thinking that girl’s pretty, and I’m in a married situation here,” when actually it’s just a normal response, and if you just accept it, it would just fall into place as a part of love and not a part that has to be acted out, just a part that’s understood. But it seems like it gets in people’s way, and I wonder if that is a real sub-negative/positive class of its own, just sort of a blockage of recognition that those feelings aren’t threats. You don’t have to do anything about those feelings but accept them? Did I make that too complex?

I am Latwii, and feel that we may pluck from the words the gist of the query. We would suggest that when one is both punished and rewarded for the same action there may be confusion in the participation in that action. That is so in many realms of your people’s experience and is a portion of the confusion which each has the opportunity to wend its way through, for within such confusion one must exercise the inner strength and become strong. If there were no confusion there would then be less opportunity to gain that spiritual strength by which one may evolve in mind, body, and spirit.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: I’ll have to read that. I’m not sure what relationship that had to my query. Thank you so much, it’s very good hearing you again. Bye.

I am Latwii, and we greet you also, my sister, in great joy and thank you for allowing us to attempt to serve in our small way. May we attempt another query at this time?

S: Yes, just briefly, Latwii. I was wondering if you could comment or give me some advice about fasting. What I mainly want to know is, do you know of any way, first of all, to make this less painful? I thought that any words you gave me, I could think over in moments of stress to help get me through it, and also how to get the most out of the experience in a spiritual way?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. To take the last portion of your query first, we might suggest that the greatest harvest can be achieved by making the fast a symbol for some spiritual pursuit. By attempting the gross cleansing of the physical vehicle, it is possible for the entity to also cleanse the mind and spirit portions of the complex by which it moves through evolution. If one then can set this purpose in symbolic form for the fast firmly within the mind, then the pains of the fast which accompany the practice may have a purpose which can be understood and used as a strength to propel the entity through the experience. When one undertakes such an experience it is well to use the same type of tuning that is used for these meditations in a periodic fashion in order to reinforce that purpose for which the fast has been undertaken.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, as always, you’ve been perfect. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. May we attempt another query at this time?

Carla: When one is speaking verbally to a person who for some reason has a diminished mental capacity, is one on any level able to leave a message of any kind, and if so, what’s the best way to leave that message?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Yes, it is quite possible to leave a message to one who is somewhat impaired in the understanding of verbal communication, and this method is what we might call the intention. The desire within your being to communicate is that which shall be communicated upon a level which one might call the unconscious, yet it shall reach into those levels of the conscious mind, and take whatever form is understood by the entity with whom you wish to communicate. Therefore, if you feel that words fail, do not give up the words, but place them upon the firm foundation of a strong and pure desire which you shall communicate by your very being, your presence, your feelings, the movement and motion of your hands and eyes and the Love which flows from your heart.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. When such a person is so devoted to a healthy person that that entity would be perfectly happy to live the entire life through the healthy person, this being part of his mental impairment, is Love expressed to that entity by the healthy person on any level by the severe withdrawal from constant company with that person, the intention, of course, being to enable that person’s own health to come back?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Yes, this experience which you describe does contain Love, but it is that Love which has attempted a balance with Wisdom, for to give purely in Love might mean the martyring, shall we say, of the self. This would allow certain lessons to be learned and services to be offered yet would end the ability to do such at some point which might be called premature. To balance this great Love with that known as Wisdom would then offer another type of service and lesson, neither type being what we might call good or bad, or better or worse, yet their natures differ. To seek to aid another in such a manner might result in, as you have described it, the regaining of the health of the other self and the continuing of the life pattern in a means which is more balanced, shall we say. To withdraw completely might also provide certain lessons and services again not of a good or bad, better or worse character, yet of a certain nature.

The path which one will follow and needs to follow according to its own choices for serving is a path which is found after great desire has been expended and prayer, and contemplation, and meditation. We affirm the great underlying nobility of the intention of the desire to serve. The manner of service is a person’s choice.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. May we attempt another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and as it appears that we have exhausted the queries for this session we shall take our leave of this instrument and this group. As always, we leave each in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator, and remind each that we are available for your meditations upon request, and would be most honored to blend our vibrations with yours at any time you should so request. Again, we remind each that we are but humble messengers of the one Creator, and our words are as the shifting sands, and support those who travel as we travel. We recommend once again to leave those words which do not travel as you wish and take those on your journey which are fair companions. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona, and I come to you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are so happy that we are able to speak through this instrument. It has been some time. Many times, we have been called by this group and have not been able to use this instrument, for it did not have the proper tuning; it was not strong within; and we wished to speak only long enough to point that in the healing work the worry, the fretting, is not the praying. The worrying causes a weakening of the truth stirring within so that energies such as that of Nona devoted wholly to healing cannot possibly come through. Therefore, this instrument had then to release the worrying to some extent in order that healing might come through this instrument. This is true of all healing and all prayer to the extent that we are aware. We now respond to many weeks of requests for our hearings vibrations and know that we think in Love and in Light.

[Carla channels a healing vocal melody from Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In communion the activity of the Christ becomes a continuous experience—one realized not only at rare intervals but ever present. Eventually, a transitional point is reached in which a radical change takes place. We no longer live our own life; Christ lives our life for us and through us; we become nothing more nor less than an instrument for this  divine Activity: we have no will of our own; we have no desire of our own; we go when and where we are sent; we have no supply of our own; we do not even have health of our own. God is living Its life as us. When God lives our life, the robe of Spirit envelops us. Then whenever anyone touches our consciousness, they touch the robe of the Christ, and if but the hem of the robe is touched, then there is healing and redemption. Enfolded in this robe, it is unnecessary to go anywhere to carry the Christ-message to the world; the world will reach out for It wherever we are, but we must be robed with the consciousness of the Christ.

Communion, carried to its ultimate, results in the final relationship which is union with God. In communion, such a high state of consciousness is reached that it is possible to turn within at any time of the day or night and feel the presence of the Lord. It is as if It were saying, “I am walking beside you, but now I am within you”; finally, you hear It say, “Heretofore, I have been within you, but now I am you; I think as you; I speak as you; I act as you; your consciousness and My Consciousness are one and the same because there is now only My Consciousness.”

When that stage is reached, there is no longer communion because there are not two. There is only one, and that one is God expressing itself, revealing Itself, fulfilling Itself. It is the mystical marriage in which we witness ourselves being wedded to the Christ, and we become that which God hath joined together in the indissoluble union which has existed from the beginning. “I and the Father are one.” That is the divine union. In this mystical union, every barrier is dissolved, and even our intellectual opinions melt into the universal wisdom. There is a complete surrender of self into the universal One: All that I have is Yours; my hands are Yours; my very body. I have no need of any person, place, or thing; within me is the bread, the water, the wine. I have only fulfillment.

This is the height of spiritual experience. In the Song of Solomon this is the experience which is described almost as if it were a story of human love, but of course it is not that at all. Always there are at first the two. It is in the communion stage that it is the two who love each other, the Father and the Son. Jesus said, “As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you.” In this relationship of communion, we feel our love flowing out to God and God’s love flowing to us as a mother’s love enfolds her beloved child.

All this ends with union. When union takes place, there is no longer any “I.” There is only God, and as we look out on the world, we see only what God sees; we feel only what God feels because there is no other Selfhood. There is no you; there is no I; there is only God being.”

I went outside this morning and used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters on the fishpond. Then I began pumping out half the water in the fishpond. As the water was being pumped out, I found a thin stone to put under the tube that the water runs through to create the fountain so that the fountain can be taller without going out of the pond. Then I walked all around my home and picked up the small tree limbs that have blown down in the last week or so and put them in two garbage cans.  Then I began refilling the pond with water, and while the pond was being refilled, I used a pair of scissors to trim off the dead leaves from my seven Lenten Roses in the back yard. Then I raked up the few Tall Striped Grasses that have fallen off of the main Tall Striped Grasses that are still rooted in the ground but are also dead, and I put them in another garbage can. When the pond was full of water, I added two cups of AquaSafe to neutralize the chlorine in the water. Then I took the garden hose back to the basement. Then I used packing tape to tape four wash rags to the outdoor faucet because there are freezing temperatures forecast for tonight and 18 degrees for tomorrow night.

This afternoon I went across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used Spray and Clean, and a brush, and her garden hose to clean the mildew off of the northwest corner of her home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 15

Realization And Confusion

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Woe to the pilgrim who sits down upon the way, having decided that the wisdom which has come to him shall be the basis from which he shall view the world. For realization cannot be attained. It can only be accepted.

Realization cannot be retained, but only experienced anew in each infinitely small moment.

Thus, it is the pilgrim who walks on with appreciation both for realizations and confusions; who walks the straight and narrow path placing one foot before another, not because of the surety of the point of view but because of the faith of one who laughs at unseen steps, knowing that the path is protected, as is all creation, by the very nature of the creation of Love, which is the ultimate reality.

We leave you in the peace of alpha and omega, the joy of Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos and Latwii channelings for this session comes from June 3, 1984:

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. It is indeed a privilege to be again with you. We have received a request for our conditioning and would at this time pass among you and be with each who requests. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and I am once again with this instrument. We would at this time speak but briefly to you to remind you that this is indeed an illusion, and that you now exist in, and you many times forget this and allow yourselves to feel stress pressures that need not necessarily be there. My friends, take your time. Allow yourself those few, quiet, precious moments. We will be with you at any time. You need but request ours or any of our brothers’ and sisters’ presence. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. We have not spoken through this instrument for a considerable amount of your time. We are attempting to gear to this instrument’s requirements. We greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator, and we are exceedingly happy to greet each of you and to be using this instrument, which is a rare pleasure for us since we normally listen to the confused perplexities of this instrument rather than speaking through the instrument using its unperplexed vocabulary.

We would speak to you this evening upon the subject of Love. This is an old favorite, and we enjoy coming back to it again and again. In this particular application, my friends, we want you to consider Love as work, and work as movement, and movement as initiation, and initiation as transformation. It is quite common for those who are seeking upon the spiritual path to feel that they are going through transformations of one kind or another. Quite often these so-called transformations are surface ripples upon a very shallow pond, and the seeker, rather than being transformed, is entertaining itself, playing a sort of game which passes the time without motion being accomplished. This often can only be seen by the seeker in retrospect and sometimes cannot be seen at all.

Conversely, it is true that sometimes the deepest transformations are not immediately recognizable. However, the motion of a true transformation has certain characteristics. Among these characteristics are direction and speed, in other words, my friends, the components of motion. It is not well to judge yourself or another spiritually, but when you wish to understand as well as you can the nature of what some call initiation, and what we would prefer to call transformation, you may first look for the indications of movement. Do you see direction? Do you see a rate of speed in which motion in that direction is being accomplished? These practical considerations may well inform you as to whether your own transformation or another’s about whom you are curious is apparent or real.

In this session Laitos spoke about the nature of Love. They began by saying we would speak to you this evening upon the subject of Love, for this is an old favorite, and we enjoy coming back to it again, so in this application we want you to consider Love as work, and work as movement, and movement as initiation, and initiation as transformation, and it is common for those who are seeking upon the spiritual path to feel that they are going through transformations of one kind or another, yet often these transformations are surface ripples upon a shallow pond, and the seeker, rather than being transformed, is entertaining itself, playing a sort of game which passes the time without motion being accomplished, but this often can only be seen by the seeker in retrospect and sometimes cannot be seen at all. Laitos went on to say it is true that the deepest transformations are not immediately recognizable, for the motion of a true transformation has certain characteristics such as direction and speed, in other words the components of motion, but it is not well to judge yourself or another spiritually, but when you wish to understand as well as you can the nature of initiation, and what we call transformation, you may first look for the indications of movement, so: “Do you see direction? Do you see a rate of speed in which motion in that direction is being accomplished?” Laitos said these practical considerations may inform you as to whether your transformation or another’s about whom you are curious is real. On September 18, 1983, Latwii spoke of the nature of transformation:

The seeker is one who is conscious of the process of evolution. Though each person learns as the one Creator, many do so in a manner which you may consider unconscious. To use our brothers and sisters of Hatonn’s analogy, there is the stumbling into the spotlight, the falling into the orchestra pit, and eventually the entity begins to write the script, which is another way of saying begins to seek in a conscious manner the keys which shall unlock door after door within the inner self, and reveal those treasures of being that await such seeking.

At some point in this process there is another transformation which occurs. This is the transformation in which the seeker not only knows intellectually with the conscious mind that it and all it observes are the one Creator, but experiences more and more the being of the one Creator within its own being. The one Creator is found within, and the entity is found everywhere within the one Creator. As this process becomes more apparent and becomes that which is experienced more and more within the incarnation, the seeker discovers that it is that which it seeks.

This is more than semantics, my friends. To seek is to suggest that the one who seeks spends the efforts looking for that which it is not, yet wishes to become. To know that the self is that which is sought, is the one Creator, is to de-emphasize the seeking and to be that which was previously sought. In this transformation the entity looks upon a new creation. The entity looks upon itself as it surveys that which it is and which formerly would have been seen as that in which it existed. In this transformation there is a greater responsibility assumed by the one which formerly focused its efforts upon seeking. Now this entity, our former sturdy seeker, is that which it sought, and shoulders the responsibility of being all that is. This is not an event which is lightly undertaken and is most properly placed within that realm of what you may consider the advanced nature of being.

We encourage this rather practical consideration because it is well that all transformation be, shall we say, down to earth, with roots as well as wings. Otherwise, the transformation, as we have mentioned, is only apparent, only a ripple upon the face of the personality, and will not bring either the burial or the resurrection for which one hopes in any transformational experience. Perhaps the greatest question is why should there be initiatory periods or experiences in one’s incarnational measure of space/time? Is there not a steady state of progress, the process by which one learns the laws of Love? This is often seen as the case; however, it is not. There are levels or portions of experience, kinds of understanding or knowledge of Love which, once having been learned, opens a plateau and mesa experience, and for some of your space/time there will seem to be a steady stream of learning, assimilating, and manifesting that which you have learned.

However, the seeker who is hungry and, my friends, all seekers, if they are alive are hungry and thirsty for the truth, reach the end of that particular mesa, or plane, or level, or portion of Love. It is not a question of going onward. It is a question, rather, of breaking through into another portion, another understanding of knowledge, of Love. It is a question of ever so subtly changing the illusion itself. The illusion in which you live is semi-permeable. In initiation you bring forth that which is new from that great well of wisdom which is within you, and as a beginner, young and green and inexperienced, you start to explore the territory that you have with so much difficulty spread out for yourself. Your geography is not simply onward or further than you have been before; your geography is that of a different plane of experience.

Laitos went on to say we encourage this practical consideration because it is well that all transformation be, shall we say, down to earth, with roots as well as wings, for otherwise the transformation is only apparent, and it will not bring either the burial or the resurrection for which one hopes in any transformational experience, but the question is: “Why should there be initiatory periods or experiences in one’s incarnational measure of space/time? Is there not a steady state of progress, the process by which one learns the laws of Love?” Then Laitos said this is often seen as the case, but it is not since there are levels of experience and understanding of Love which, once having been learned, opens a plateau experience, and for some of your space/time there will seem to be a steady stream of learning and manifesting that which you have learned. Laitos continued by saying all seekers, if they are alive are hungry for the truth, and they reach the end of that portion of Love, but it is not a question of going onward, for it is a question of breaking through into another understanding of the knowledge of Love, and it is a question of subtly changing the illusion itself, so the illusion in which you live is semi-permeable, and in initiation you bring forth that which is new from that well of Wisdom which is within you, and as a beginner you start to explore the territory that you have with difficulty spread out for yourself, for your geography is not further than you have been before, but your geography is that of a different plane of experience. On May 24, 1981, Hatonn described how the knowledge of Love may manifest:

The one known as Jesus said, in your holy works, “I am the way, the truth, the life. No one comes to the Father but by me.” This saying, my friends, has been much misunderstood and is very central to that which we have to say. This entity known to you as Jesus often went to be by Himself, to seek within Himself that knowledge which is not justification, but rather the knowledge of Love, and when He became one with that Love He also became one with the knowledge of what creative actions He might take to be in harmony with the rhythms of His particular way of existence, His particular means of sharing that Love among your people in what you call your life. And when this entity was in that state of Love, He was one in consciousness with the Creator, with Love Itself. And you also, my friends, when you find that consciousness, when you find that selfhood, that “I” which is beyond justification, concerns and worries, that “I” which may move mountains, you too will be the way, for Love is the way, the truth. For is not Love the truth? And the life? And you will be one with the Father, for there is no road to the Father but by Love.

If you could learn a new language it would help you to understand the nature of initiation, because even if you go through transformation in one place, the next time you say “cloud,” you will perceive cloud differently, as though you said cloud in a foreign tongue and perceived it as that culture perceives cloud, and not as you have in the past perceived it. Each portion of the laws of Love has its own needs, its own difficulties, and its own offerings to add to a bounty of experience which is in the end One. And it is infinitely more possible to choose initiation while incarnate as you are at this time in third time, in third density, than at any later, or as you would say, higher density, due to the fact that the illusion, as our brothers and sisters of Latwii have said, is so very excellently devised to be difficult to penetrate. You must in some way pierce the veil that separates you from your birthright as you move into initiation.

This would seem to suggest that you should hurry right out and get an initiation right away. But, my friends, you have planned this important experience before this incarnation. If you are working on what this instrument would call indigo ray you have already reached the point where you are capable consciously of choosing your incarnational experience in a large sense, not, of course, in a day-to-day sense. Your initiation will visit you; you do not call it. You prepare by using the experience that you have in order to find the one transformation that all transformations are about. That, my friends, is the original Thought. That, my friends, is Love. If you are seeking in this moment to find Love, you are ready for your initiation, whatever it may be. We cannot tell you and would not if we could. If you are not seeking Love in this moment, you will not proceed with your initiation. We may comfort you with the knowledge that your initiation will break through and will appear when you are ready. We may assure each that that extremely difficult but rewarding state is available to each in this group, and, indeed, each in this group has at one time or another been offered and, to one extent or another, accepted the responsibility of transformation.

Laitos continued by saying if you could learn a new language it would help you to understand the nature of initiation because even if you go through transformation in one place, the next time you say “cloud,” you will perceive cloud differently, as though you said cloud in a foreign tongue and perceived it as that culture perceives cloud, and not as you have in the past perceived it, for each portion of the laws of Love has its own needs and difficulties to add to a bounty of experience which is in the end One, and it is more possible to choose initiation while incarnate as you are at this time in third density, or a higher density due to the fact that the illusion is excellently devised to be difficult to penetrate, and you must pierce the veil that separates you from your birthright as you move into initiation. Then Laitos said this seems to suggest that you should hurry and get an initiation right away, but you have planned this experience before this incarnation, and if you are working on the indigo ray you have already reached the point where you are capable consciously of choosing your incarnational experience in a larger sense but not in a day-to-day sense, for your initiation will visit you, but you do not call it, so you prepare by using the experience that you have in order to find that all transformations are about, and that is the original Thought of Love, yet if you are seeking in this moment to find Love, you are ready for your initiation, whatever it may be, but we cannot tell you and would not if we could, for if you are not seeking Love in this moment, you will not proceed with your initiation, so we may comfort you with the knowledge that your initiation will break through and will appear when you are ready, and we may assure each that that difficult but rewarding state is available to each in this group. On February 22, 2022, Q’uo spoke of the nature of initiation:

The initiation of the surrendering of the self to the will of the One is that which is carried out with such an intense desire that it is difficult to adequately describe how this is accomplished. It is motivated and initiated by the seeker itself which has desired this union for a great portion of what you would call time, and has through various means of spiritual expression been able to accomplish a kind of replica or preliminary experience of this unity, so that there is a taste of that which is to come.

The initiation itself is that which can happen in the eye blink of a moment, or in prolonged meditation, or in the daily round of activities, for there is no determining the exact timing or characteristics necessary when the desire of the seeker will have built to such a level, both on the unconscious mind and the conscious mind.

This will and desire become balanced by the faith that such a will and desire will be manifested when the faith is as strong as the will, and they move together in union. Then there is the blending of these two strands of rope which is used to take the seeker into the highest realms of the fully-experienced presence of the One Infinite Creator in order to be able to do the will of the Creator, having become one with the Creator, and knowing the will because of that unity between the two that is no longer two, but one.

Your experience of time as a river is greatly muted by the illusion. Time is set up within your illusion as discrete moments; certain numbers of these moments are also discrete and form a kind of clock within which time/space is linked to your daily existence. The more that you are in touch with Love, the more closely that you are able to tune to the moments of true time, and, thereby, move into time/space to do that work which, done while incarnate, will be the richest and the most rewarding. We are aware that there have been many questions about initiation, mostly from this instrument. We surprised this instrument by speaking through it when it thought it was very perplexed. We assure this instrument that it is, indeed, very perplexed, however, it is a good channel, and we thank this instrument. We encourage each of you to move ever closer to the tuning of Love, the reaching, the finding, and the sharing of the one original Thought with yourself and with each other. To love one another is to be the Creator. On the other hand, my friends, you are stuck with the job anyway.

Now Laitos said your experience of time as a river is muted by the illusion, for time is set up within your illusion as discrete moments; certain numbers of these moments are also discrete and form a clock within which time/space is linked to your daily existence, so the more that you are in touch with Love, the more closely that you are able to tune to the moments of true time and move into time/space to do that work which, done while incarnate, will be the most rewarding, and we are aware that there have been questions about initiation, and we surprised Carla by speaking through it when it thought it was perplexed, but we assure her that she is perplexed, yet she is a good channel, and we thank her, and we encourage each of you to move closer to the tuning of Love, the finding and sharing of the one original Thought with yourself and with each other since to love one another is to be the Creator. On September 15, 1996, Q’uo spoke of the tuning of Love:

To our mind, we cannot conceive of running out of time to do one’s main job because one’s main job is to experience in as clear and undistorted way all of those catalysts which come before you with that vibration which is most essentially yours which is closest to the tuning of Love. This tuning, which one may think of as a constant such as the speed of Light—let us say, the speed of Love—is the same for all entities. However, each entity is unique, and so each entity’s path is unique. And each entity’s way of tuning the self moment by moment must be their own and not something taught to a group by rote, each person doing precisely the same as each other. The path to the clearest self-awareness is unique for each seeker.

We again express our delight in speaking to you, and would at this time transfer the contact to the entity known as Jim. We transfer in Love and in Light. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. The one known as Carla was, indeed, somewhat perplexed at our speaking through it. We thank that entity for its graciousness in transmitting our thoughts to this group.

Carla: What was your name again?

Latwii: We are those, as you know, of Latwii and greet this group once again in Love and Light. It is our privilege to assume a service which we are seldom able to assume for this group. This evening it is appropriate that we do so, and that is that we attempt to answer those queries which may be upon the minds of those present. May we then begin with the first query?

Questioner: Yes, I have a question. Something you said a moment ago prompted me to think of this. I read a long time ago or heard somewhere that any work done on this side of the veil, of physical existence, as versus work done on the other side, that anything done on this side is basically multiplied in its effect on our spiritual self simply because we have such adversity in the physical to overcome in order to accomplish anything. Could you comment on that?

I am Latwii and would be happy to attempt this query. It is true, my brother, that each of you within your illusion labors under quite, as you would say, adverse conditions, for each of you is the Creator, yet that truth can only be felt to most of your people through faith, for that great veil of which you speak does, indeed, exist. That veil shields your knowing of your true identity from your conscious mind with great efficiency so that you are as the one who plays the game of cards. You do not know the rules, yet you hold the hand, and on the other side of that veil you could see clearly each card, each rule, each play, and would do what was most loving with each action and thought. Yet, in your present position, you struggle through a darkness of forgetting, searching for the card, perplexed at the game and learning the rules, shall we say, by trial and by error.

Yet, we say there are no errors, for each experience is a grand effort of the Creator to know Itself, and as you move through your illusion little by little the Light of truth which you see illuminates more and more of your path. The great obstacles which stand before you due to your own ignorance of your identity allow you to achieve a spiritual strength which would not be possible should there be no veil and should you know that you are the Creator and should you know that without doubt.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother, for allowing us this humble service. Is there another query?

Questioner: I have a question that’s similar to his, that’s related to his, and that is, are you saying that it’s not a matter of learning to Love so much as getting back in touch with Love, that we already basically know it, but that the veil hides us from our knowledge? Is that essentially what you’re saying?

I am Latwii . That is correct, my sister. There are many ways in which this simple truth might be stated, and you have chosen two which are most clear.

May we attempt further response?

Questioner: Thank you very much, that’s sufficient.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. May we attempt another query?

Carla: Are you sure you’re Latwii?

I am Latwii, and I am reasonably sure that we have used the same vibration for some period of time and timelessness. We speak to this group this evening concerning the basic vibration of Love, for this particular group is vibrating in that mode, shall we say, with a great and deep frequency.

May we attempt another query?

Questioner: I have another question. Several of us in this group have a good friend named Don, and he appears to be very confused in his thinking, and we are having a great struggle supporting him to grow in a good way, and I was wondering if you had any comments or statements to make about our dilemma to help us?

I am Latwii and would make a simple analogy concerning this entity’s current condition. If you will look at any entity which is being born into the world from your own human species to those of your animal, as you call it, kingdom, the young of each species is a most pitiful and bedraggled creature as it enters your illusion, quite helpless, and in need of great succor and support from its parents, shall we say, and in need of nurturing from its environment. Yet, as it gains its strength, it becomes able to move with its own power, to walk on strengthening legs and limbs, and to find its own food. Yet, did not this entity at one time exist within another illusion, in a form quite whole and mature, and did it not then choose to wrap itself in what one might call the cocoon of the womb that it might be born into another illusion in order that it might continue its great evolutionary journey of unity with the one Creator?

So does the one known as Don now seek to break from its cocoon of confusion as that which is old begins to fall away. Yet, still being aware of the old portion of the self as a portion of the self, it is difficult for the new entity being born to let go of that which is no longer needed. Yet, as that process occurs in what you call time, the new is born within the confusion of the old and the Love of those which surround is that which nurtures it, even though it may not understand the form of that Love, and may not know that it hungers for the food which is placed before it.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Questioner: I think that is very sufficient, and thank you very much. It really clears up a lot of questions.

Latwii: We are most pleased to be of some small service. May we attempt another query?

Carla: If two people are going through initiation at the same time and they are in the same family, are those two initiations …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument once again. The condition of which you speak, my sister, is a condition which does, indeed, reflect a unity which is always present, yet is present to a much finer and fuller degree in the current situation. The process of initiation is one which is periodically made available to the conscious self by the pre-incarnative programming, shall we say, and the incarnative placement through time and space by the unconscious entity or mind, and it is this placement of opportunity which has now occurred within the entity known as Don and within your own being.

These initiations, as they have been called, have been placed simultaneously in order that there might be a greater opportunity for each to aid the other since each is, indeed, a great unified portion of the other in ways which are most difficult for us to enunciate using your words.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. May we attempt another query?

S: Yes, Latwii. I think I’d like to jump on this conditioning bandwagon this evening. Were you attempting to get ahold of me? I felt my heart jump up to ninety miles a minute and I thought, “Well, who the heck is that?” And of course, after you came, I thought, “Well that’s probably what it was,” but would you confirm that for me?

I am Latwii, and I would be happy to confirm that we have, indeed, attempted to blend our vibrations with yours but found that there was some reservation upon your part concerning the speaking of our words, and, therefore, we retired to another instrument.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you. I’ll keep a closer eye out for you. It’s just been so long since you were with me, I didn’t recognize you.

I am Latwii, and I am most pleased to once again be able to speak to this group and to blend our vibrations with each present, and we hope that our great desire to share the concept of Love and our perception of it might be a mark which is noted as ours and our service to you.

May we attempt another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and those of our group wish to express great appreciation to each for inviting our presence this evening. We are honored to share our humble service with you as each seeks the Love and the Light of the one Creator. We join you in the praise and in the thanksgiving which we find in each heart even through the difficulties which face many. Seek that Love and Light always, my friends, for it is the heart of your being and the heart of each moment through which you pass, and if you can but keep a glimmer within your consciousness, you will have a guidepost which shall not fail you, even though the world about you may seem to crumble into tears, into dust, and into confusion. All that shall pass away for it is but illusion, yet the Love and Light of the one Creator shall never leave you, for you are It. We leave you in that Love and Light. Adonai my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “It is necessary that we maintain secrecy. This is the one thing we dare not tell the world. The very moment the world senses in any person a pure devotion to the Christ, it would unhesitatingly speak evilly of them and attempt to tear them loose from their moorings. The Antichrist, or suggestion of a selfhood apart from God, enters with the subtlety of a serpent to arouse doubt and to undermine faith. It must be kept secret, therefore, until the time comes when the Christ-consciousness is so developed that It has become rooted and grounded in consciousness as the very activity of daily life. Then we can stand before the world and reveal It and not be concerned or affected by any abuse or doubt the world may heap upon us. It is only when we are presenting the Christ to the world that we are in danger of losing It ourselves. When the Christ has taken over sufficiently, It presents Itself to the world silently, secretly, gently, and so quietly that no one in the world recognizes or knows what It is, but everyone feels Its influence.

After the first glimpse of illumination many temptations beset us. Even Jesus was faced with the temptation of lack, the temptation of fame, and the temptation of personal power. All these He resisted and overcame. These same temptations come to all of us, but any temptation that a human being has ever had is multiplied many times as soon as they obtain even a degree of spiritual illumination. As they go on to greater illumination, however, these temptations fall away one by one until only one temptation remains—egotism, the temptation to believe that “I” of my own self can do something or be something. That, too, must finally yield to the risen Christ.

There is no limit to the depth of Christhood. Illumination leads to communion in which there is a reciprocal exchange, something flowing out from God into our consciousness and back again from our consciousness into the consciousness of God. It is meditation carried to a deeper degree than has been experienced thus far, but we do not carry it. God carries it. It cannot be brought about by any effort on our part; it cannot be forced. We can only be patient and wait for It, and then find that It takes over, and there is a peaceful, joyous interchange in which we feel the Love of God touching us, and our love for God returning to God.”

Later this morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves and Hydrangea blooms in the side yard into a pile, and then I filled a garbage can.  Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in front of my home, and then I filled half of a garbage can with them.

This afternoon it was once again my pleasure to host a public channeling meditation. There were three instruments and eleven attendees. We began our session with a round robin where each person was able to share any spiritual thoughts or activities that had a special meaning to them. After the instruments were tuned, then a tuning song was played, and the channeling of Q’uo began. Some of the questions that were asked were: “What is the best way to heal diseases?” “What is the best way to work with dreams?” and “How can music be used to heal?” It was wonderful to meet so many new friends and to see so many long-time friends!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 14

The Power Of Choice

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Gaze at time. Gaze at the time that you have to spend within your next day. Gaze at the “talents,” the riches, of hours and minutes that you hold now at the beginning of the day in your cupped palm. Gaze at hours to fill and spend in any way which delights your soul, your mind, and your heart and know the power of choice.

Gaze now at those things not held in the hand, those things held by others’ hands and hearts, those things quite out of one’s control. In spending the minted money of God’s time, it is known by the buyer what is intended to be bought in terms of energy expended upon relationships and towards cooperation in work and planning, but it is not known how it shall be received. Know that your spending plan of time shall not be judged in respect of those things which could not be controlled by the self. Rather, the spending of your precious time shall be adjudged according to the intentions for service.

Know, then, that the riches and consolation of time in the Holy Spirit of the living Christ may, together, move forward with each precious minute and hour so that one spends it in such a way as to magnify time and the wisdom and consolation of grace. May you see the plenitude of your power in Christ! And may you spend wisely, this day and every day.

We leave you in the grace which alone may contemplate true peace and selfless service, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from May 20, 1984:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We come in the name of Love, and we come with its blessing which has been bestowed upon us—not by merit, for we are but foolish travelers—but by the happenstance of birthright, a happenstance that we share with all of creation. We are having to speak somewhat slowly through this instrument as this instrument is fatigued. However, this instrument is glad to be used, and so we gratefully make use of her.

There was once a young man, an ambitious young man of great attractiveness and many desires. Very early in the young man’s adult life he fell in love with the enchanting smile of the woman who became his wife. He pursued her relentlessly, for she was indeed an elfin and enchanting creature, and once having enchained her, he tucked her into appropriate accommodations and largely forgot about her nature, for his desires were for power, and money, and success, and he used every portion of his mind and will to work towards those goals. He disliked college because it took so long to get the paper that he needed for what he wished to do. Furiously, he would rage at his wife, “It is such a waste of time!” His wife would smile her enchanting smile and go about her domestic duties.

There then came a time when this young man, having achieved his education, went to work for the most calculatedly prestigious law firm in the great city which he called his home. He did not spare any effort. He worked early and he worked late. But the cases that he was given for several years were unimportant and he would rage at his wife, “This is a waste of time,” and she would smile that totally enchanting smile and shrug her shoulders and be gone about her work, tending her garden, visiting the sick. And while he worked in the law, he planted his roots politically, for he wished to be a mover and a shaker, a statesman; he knew he could be the best. He worked at many odd jobs and began to hold small offices as a politician, and with his first election came the constant campaigning that was to consume much of the rest of this entity’s life. And as he was saying the same speech for the forty-third time, repeating the words that were only mumbled nonsense, his mind dulled from repetition, all ideals gone, something inside him would rage internally, “This is a waste of time.” And sometimes he would turn just to look at his wife, and the elfin grin that he was waiting for would come, the lines a bit more deep-set, the hair beginning to turn gray, her charming smile intact.

Hatonn began this session with the story of a young man’s life. They said there was once an ambitious young man of attractiveness and many desires, and early in the young man’s adult life he fell in love with the enchanting smile of the woman who became his wife, so he pursued her for she was an enchanting creature, and once having enchained her, he tucked her into their home and largely forgot about her nature, for his desires were for power, money, and success, and he used every portion of his will to work towards those goals, but he disliked college because it took so long to get the paper that he needed for what he wished to do, so he would rage at his wife, “It is such a waste of time,” and his wife would smile her enchanting smile and go about her domestic duties. Hatonn went on to say then came a time when this young man, having achieved his education, went to work for the most prestigious law firm in the city which he called his home, and he did not spare any effort, for he worked early, and he worked late, but the cases that he was given for several years were unimportant, and he would rage at his wife, “This is a waste of time,” and she would smile that enchanting smile and shrug her shoulders and go about her work, tending her garden and visiting the sick, and while he worked in the law, he planted his roots politically, for he wished to be a statesman; he knew he could be the best, so he worked at odd jobs and began to hold small offices as a politician, and with his first election came the constant campaigning that was to consume much of the rest of this entity’s life, and as he was saying the same speech for the forty-third time, repeating the words that were only mumbled nonsense, his mind dulled from repetition, all ideals gone, so something inside him would rage internally, “This is a waste of time,” and sometimes he would turn to look at his wife, and the elfin grin that he was waiting for would come, the lines a bit more deep-set, the hair beginning to turn gray, her charming smile intact. On December 22, 2002, Q’uo spoke of the difficulty of becoming a politician:

The practice of politics is, shall we say, not designed to create such opportunities for positive polarity but rather such practice as those of a politician may well lead to service-to-self energies being fairly freely encouraged under the guise of helping groups of people for their own good.

The man did, indeed, become a great statesman, or so people said, for this entity late in life turned and looked at all he had done and was appalled to discover that in his own estimation that which he had accomplished was nothing at all. And he said to his wife, “My darling, you have been with me for so many years. Why did you never tell me that the goals I sought were a waste of time?” Age had not dulled her impish smile. “My dear,” she said, “In my opinion you have done many wonderful things. You have been telling yourself all your life that your activities were a waste of time. Look at me,” she said, “I have never earned a penny. I have not served my country. I have not made great laws or understood international positions, made and broken treaties. You have done things. I’ve just been along for the ride and I’ve enjoyed it.” And she smiled.

The statesman, so old in years now and so young in wisdom, gazed at his wife and saw her for the first time. “You have never wasted your time,” he said, “because every time you smile, all that is about you is lit with love.” She smiled at him. “And so it is with you,” she said. “So it is with you.” Occasionally, as those who are seeking look carefully into their worldly day by day existences, they may find within themselves not the smile, but the folly. We urge you to balance your perceptions of yourselves. The characters, that which we have told you, are not real. They are easy, simple, archetypical figures, understood within your culture because of the marked difference between that which nurtures and that which is aggressive. Perhaps you are too full of your own folly, and make of it a terrible shame. But remember that when you smile, you illuminate creation through the boundless power and Love of the infinite Creator.

Then Hatonn said the man became a great statesman, for this entity late in life at all he had done and was appalled to discover that in his own estimation that which he had accomplished was nothing, and he said to his wife: “My darling, you have been with me for so many years. Why did you never tell me that the goals I sought were a waste of time?” Hatonn said age had not dulled her impish smile and she said: “My dear in my opinion you have done many wonderful things. You have been telling yourself all your life that your activities were a waste of time. Look at me,” she said, “I have never earned a penny. I have not served my country. I have not made great laws or understood international positions, made and broken treaties. You have done things. I’ve just been along for the ride and I’ve enjoyed it.” Now Haton said she smiled. Hatonn continued by saying the statesman, so old in years now and so young in wisdom, gazed at his wife and saw her for the first time, and he said: “You have never wasted your time because every time you smile, all that is about you is lit with love,” and she smiled at him and said “and so it is with you.” Hatonn said as those who are seeking look carefully into their worldly day by day existences, they may find within themselves not the smile, but the folly, so we urge you to balance your perceptions of yourselves, for the characters which we have told you are not real, but they are archetypical figures, understood within your culture because of the marked difference between that which nurtures and that which is aggressive, yet you are too full of your folly, and you make of it a terrible shame, but remember that when you smile, you illuminate creation through the boundless power and Love of the infinite Creator. On August 4, 2009, Q’uo describe the potential of a smile:

It is, however, not something that is necessarily a goal to achieve, although there is value in deepening the breathing and feeling the breath coming all the way down into the belly and exhaling all the way from the belly, in that there is a subtle interplay of the physical and the metaphysical. Just as when you smile you change the chemistry of your body, so when you deepen your breathing you change the feeling-tone of your physical vehicle.

Regardless of whoyou are, regardless of your circumstances and regardless of what folly you may, indeed, have accomplished, it is sometimes helpful to focus and concentrate upon a present moment, especially in times when folly seems to be uppermost in your mind, either the folly itself or your judgment of yourself. This illusion was not created so that you would act without folly, without error, without bias. You are expected to be biased, you are expected to err with regard to balance. These are the tools with which you learn. Sometimes it takes a great deal more than a short meditation for a seeker to rediscover his own smile, his own joy, his own inner light. Nevertheless, look in your closets, search the upper shelves. You stored it somewhere. Get it out, dust it off, put it on.

It is perhaps the greatest gift of consciousness that those who are conscious of themselves may choose not only to experience catalyst but to create attitudes. If your heart is breaking, if you have completely exhausted yourself, if you are unsatisfied, if you fall short of your own measure and have not found what you seek, if the world before you seems to be so dark an illusion that you cannot see, yet you may choose to smile and to laugh and to find your joy precisely in that which breaks your heart, that which saps your strength, that which you seek but do not yet find. Human frailty, as this instrument would put it, is an often hilarious condition. Find your joy. In the midst of acknowledging the time you have wasted, and the things you have left undone, and the things you have done incorrectly, an exercise of utmost importance, my friends, is the finding of your smile, for as you smile, you are healed, and as you heal you become able with more and more vigor, more and more joy to go forth in life committing whatever folly or error brings each closer to the learning of the lessons of Love.

Hatonn continued by saying regardless of who you are, and regardless of what folly you may have accomplished, it is helpful to focus upon a present moment, especially in times when folly seems to be uppermost in your mind, either the folly itself or your judgment of yourself, for this illusion was not created so that you would act without folly, so you are expected to be biased and expected to err with regard to balance, and these are the tools with which you learn, but sometimes it takes more than a short meditation for a seeker to rediscover their joy and inner Light, yet look in your closets, and search the upper shelves, for you stored it somewhere, so get it out, and put it on. Now Hatonn said it is the greatest gift of consciousness that those who are conscious of themselves may choose not only to experience catalyst but to create attitudes, for if your heart is breaking, and you have not found what you seek, and if the world seems to be so dark an illusion that you cannot see, yet you may choose to smile and to find your joy in that which breaks your heart, and that which you seek but do not yet find, for human frailty is an often hilarious condition, so find your joy in the midst of acknowledging the things you have left undone, and the things you have done incorrectly, for this is an exercise of importance to find your smile, for as you smile, you are healed, and as you heal you become able with more vigor, and more joy to go forth in life committing whatever folly or error brings you closer to the learning of the lessons of Love. On September 5, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the value of finding our joy:

You are not the boss of anyone. You do not have to correct anyone. Let the world wag. Look to your inner tuning. Look to how you are living your life. Examine it, for things that truly count are truly important to celebrate: the dawning of a new heaven and a new Earth. Find your joy. Find your laughter. Find that place within you that Loves yourself. And accept yourself, because that makes of you a co-Creator that will Love others and accept others. This is the key to harmonization of the varieties of human thought and experience.

The tidiness of your universe is on paper. In actuality, it is a very untidy metaphysical world. All is in complete balance but all is illusory. The only balance is within you. There is no circumstance that will be without folly, that will be without error, that you will face without misgivings, unless you hone in on your own enchanting smile, a symbol of the one original Thought. Within joy and laughter, all that is untidy becomes unimportant. All things become simple because they are unified with acceptance and peace. Find and keep your smile, my friends, as we endeavor to do. Find and keep the thanksgiving that is within you, that you are here in these fine moments of the present to act, to learn, to love, and to laugh.

We have one other thing to say, but are having difficulty using this instrument. If you are patient, we will condition this instrument. We shall be using one word at a time, for this instrument is not prepared to channel this part of the message. However, this instrument has challenged us and is aware that we are of Hatonn and accepts the communication. It is not earth-shaking.

We wish to say that we feel that it is good to say at this time, because we have a very small group, that those who are present may consider well those things with which they may be through, those things which they wish to begin. In a larger group we would need to be far more general. The birth and the death have much in common, that is, transformation. These transformations are painful, and a mother will tell you of the pain of birth, and we have no need to tell you of the pain preceding dying. However, the moment of birth and death is always, when it is healthy, joyous; when it is hindered, it is not joyous. Therefore, if you sense a transformation, hinder it not and allow the joy of transformation to be experienced as is natural. First the pain that precedes, then the joy of the moment, and then much rejoicing at that which is near.

Now Hatonn said the tidiness of your universe is on paper, but it is an untidy metaphysical world, so all is in balance, but all is illusory, for the only balance is within you, but there is no circumstance that will be without folly, that you will face without misgivings unless you hone in on your smile, a symbol of the one original Thought, for within joy and laughter all that is untidy becomes unimportant, and all things become simple because they are unified with acceptance and peace, so find and keep your smile, and find the thanksgiving that is within you, that you are here in these fine moments of the present to learn, to love, and to laugh. Hatonn went on to say because we have a small group, those who are present may consider well those things with which they may be through, those things which they wish to begin, for in a larger group we would need to be more general, yet birth and death have much in common, and that is transformation, but these transformations are painful, so if you sense a transformation, hinder it not and allow the joy of transformation to be experienced as is natural: first the pain that precedes, then the joy of the moment, and then much rejoicing at that which is near. On September 18, 1983, Latwii spoke of the nature of transformation:

The seeker is one who is conscious of the process of evolution. Though each person learns as the one Creator, many do so in a manner which you may consider unconscious. To use our brothers and sisters of Hatonn’s analogy, there is the stumbling into the spotlight, the falling into the orchestra pit, and eventually the entity begins to write the script, which is another way of saying begins to seek in a conscious manner the keys which shall unlock door after door within the inner self, and reveal those treasures of being that await such seeking.

At some point in this process there is another transformation which occurs. This is the transformation in which the seeker not only knows intellectually with the conscious mind that it and all it observes are the one Creator, but experiences more and more the being of the one Creator within its own being. The one Creator is found within, and the entity is found everywhere within the one Creator. As this process becomes more apparent and becomes that which is experienced more and more within the incarnation, the seeker discovers that it is that which it seeks.

We thank this instrument for allowing itself to be put in a somewhat deeper state. It is not often that we find that we may speak generally and yet somewhat specifically. We ask you to understand that our opinion is only opinion and that you must not take us literally but allegorically, for we cannot be responsible for your actions; we only give you food for thought.

There are stages of maturity, spiritually speaking. Each stage involves transformation and initiation. The unhindered will still have pain. When change is resisted or muddied by worry, the process can become quite unnecessarily painful. We urge each of you to minister to each other and to love each other and to let love abound and grow and take root wherever it may. We encourage each relationship, encourage each new-found realization, and we encourage careful attention to and analysis of emotional and spiritual pain, for the powers of transformation are great and the rewards are enormous. Nevertheless, transformations occur well to those with courage and a great sense of love.

Then Hatonn said there are stages of maturity, spiritually speaking, and each stage involves transformation and initiation, but the unhindered will still have pain, for when change is resisted by worry, the process can become unnecessarily painful, so we urge each of you to minister to each other and to Love each other and to let Love abound and grow wherever it may, so we encourage each relationship and each new-found realization, and we encourage analysis of emotional and spiritual pain, for the powers of transformation are great and the rewards are enormous, yet transformations occur well to those with courage and a great sense of Love. On January 4, 2020, Q’uo spoke about the sense of Love that brings the wanderer to Earth:

Thus, the feeling of being here on a mission, shall we say, becomes a focal point for the wanderer, in that it expands the point of view. The point of view, then, becomes that which is discussed internally and examined internally in contemplation and in meditation. This, then, informs the mind, the body, and the spirit that it has a function to perform that is of great service to others, and this becomes the guiding Light, shall we say, that inner Light which shines upon the heart, and opens the heart, in a more dependable sense so that the wanderer may feel a kind of loving acceptance, not only of the self, but also of all other selves, that it finds in its daily round of activities.

Thus, the growing sense of Love and sense of personal mission then combine to provide a kind of spiritual food for the being of the wanderer that then expresses itself through the mind, through the body, and through the spirit, thus aiding the wanderer in it.

We thank each of you for asking us to be with you. Our comments are poor and we are most grateful that we are allowed to share them with you. We are with you at any time that you wish to meditate with our company. I am of Hatonn, and I leave you in the Love and the Light and the laughter of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in Love and Light. We are pleased to be called to your group once again. We hope that we may be of some small service this evening by attempting to answer those queries which may be of interest to those present. May we begin, then, with the first query?

C: Latwii, several nights a week I play and sing to my son B prior to his going to sleep at night, and I have found that he has a definite favorite as far as music I play goes. And I was wondering if his particular favorite song—what it is about it that draws someone this young to it? Is it the particular arrangement of the various sounds and vibrations? Why would someone that young be totally engrossed in one particular piece of music?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The young entity of which you speak is one like many who has brought certain sensitivities, and abilities, and experiences, shall we say, into this incarnation in order that they might become the means by which it learns, experiences, grows, and serves the one Creator. The songs, and especially the one of which you speak, serve as a means for this young entity to recognize some of those abilities that lie before it, knowing that it wishes to travel in a certain manner and to utilize these abilities. The young entity is especially appreciative of the reminder, the means by which it becomes consciously aware of that which it made unconsciously available to its current self before the incarnation began. Certain phrases within this song and certain vibrational sequences of sound serve to remind this young entity of the great path which it has chosen to travel.

It may seem unusual that a certain song could have this effect upon any entity, but we remind each present that the illusion you inhabit is quite dense and filled with veils, yet each veil is permeable and will be penetrated by the action of the unconscious and conscious awarenesses attracting each other according to similarity. These words and vibrations have, shall we say, struck a chord within this young entity and the remembrance, though faint, is awakened.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you. There is another question that hit me today. In our foodstuffs we use a new sweetening agent, aspartame, or what is called Nutrasweet, and I know on me, personally, it has a physical effect. I was just wondering if that particular chemical combination has any kind of effect on your spiritual self as far as doing damage to it?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We might suggest that the great Self which is your spirit, as you have called it, is quite indestructible. It is this center which has sent you out into this world of experience which you now inhabit. This world of experience has many factors and agents which will work upon the mind and the body of an entity. You may see your world as one which is full of, what might be called, experiential friction. This friction is the rubbing together of the entity and its surroundings, experiences and situation in general.

This rubbing effect is for the purpose of creating a smoothness of being where there was once roughness. It is for perfecting the shining surface of the jeweled facets which are potentially within each. Yet there are in each entity’s experience those grains of sand, shall we say, which tend to scratch and mar the smooth surface. This surface yet is a portion of the mind and body and is subject to the greater Self, that which you have called the spirit. There are many agents within your illusion which may be taken within the body or mind complex, and which will have what seems to have a deleterious effect. Yet each experience, however deleterious or efficacious, can be worked with by the entity and serve to glorify the one Creator which …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. The response which we had hoped to be of service by sharing was at an end with the tape, and we shall now ask if there is a further way in which we may respond, my brother.

C: No. I have one more question that’s been on my mind. It seems that here the last several years I’ve found that, well, it used to be I used to like be able to, say, go to different fairs and things and ride the rides, and enjoy everything in town, and be able to not have certain emotions bother me. But in the last few years just the act of spinning at all … I seem to be very susceptible to get sick or feel extremely drained almost to the point of passing out if I have anything to do with them. And I was just wondering if some particular imbalance within myself is causing this?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We examine this phenomenon within your experiential being and can find no difficulty which it is a symptom of. We apologize for the preposition at the end of the sentence, but this instrument is somewhat fatigued and is not quite sure where to place such prepositions. To continue our response. Each entity upon this planet is quite unique, as you are aware, and may express certain symptoms as you have mentioned and yet be whole and balanced within its mental and physical and spiritual being. We use the term balance in the sense that the entity has prescribed before the incarnation so that the phenomenon of which you speak can be said to be one which is not terribly unusual or of any deleterious nature. It is simply that which you experience as a portion of your being as many would experience other seemingly distracting phenomena.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to you. We hope that our responses are somewhat helpful. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Well, I didn’t understand the last answer, and so I wondered if I could go into it more or just ask you to restate it. Reprise it for me, why dizziness would be acceptable and the guy is real healthy, but he is dizzy as he gets older, but it’s okay. That there’s nothing wrong with him. So why is he dizzy? Could it be tension, stress, something like that? Bad eyesight? Should he get his eyes checked? I mean, when you’re saying he isn’t balanced, are you leaving out bad eyesight and stress, or are you just saying that that’s programmed into the incarnation at this point?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall attempt a more succinct answer, yet we do not wish to give too much emphasis to the small details of your daily existence, for the concentration upon detail is not that which you have come to expend energy upon.

Carla: No. The point that interested me was the suggestion that a seeming imbalance like being dizzy, if fixed before incarnation, would be part of what the spiritual being would consider being a balanced being. That was the suggestion that I think I heard, like a pre-incarnative choice.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Let us put it this way. The entity before incarnation decides to provide itself with certain opportunities to learn and to serve. Certain capabilities are then programmed. It may be that in this programming there shall be certain side effects which shall be considered, shall we say, inconsequential. This, shall we say, dizziness is such a side effect. For the entity to have, perhaps, certain physical abilities it will be necessary for the musculature and the skeletal system and internal organs to function in such and such a way, coordinated by the central nervous system and the brain. And for these capabilities to be expressed, then there will be certain side effects which shall be basically inevitable within your third-density illusion, given the way that the illusion functions.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, I give. I still don’t understand exactly what you’re trying to say.

C: And we’ve also now become confused.

I am Latwii, and we do apologize for the confusion which our response has generated.

Carla: I apologize for being stupid.

Latwii: We shall attempt one small analogy. An engine is built of certain parts within your illusion. The purpose of the engine is such and such. It shall do certain work. As the work is accomplished there is friction here and there within the moving parts of the engine. Yet the engine accomplishes its task. The friction here and there may be attended to by one who is aware of it by the application of that which you call oil or perhaps the repositioning of a certain part. The friction is not of a major concern, yet is there. Just so is the effect of which was spoken. The dizzying effect is there, is within the engine of the entity’s being, and may be attended to, not because it is of great concern and shall cause harm to the entity. It may be attended to by the avoidance of circular motion or by the ability to withstand the discomfort.

May we attempt further response?

Carla: Then, you’re basically saying that people get older, and their parts wear out, and that’s the way it goes. Is that what you’re basically saying?

I am Latwii. Ah, my sister. We believe you are more succinct than we. Yes, indeed. As one grows older within your illusion you will find the furnace which fires the physical vehicle develops certain, shall we say, idiosyncrasies.

May we attempt further response or another query?

Carla: No, thank you. Of course, I’ve got Don on the brain, but I don’t know what to ask. If you would like to comment, you’re welcome. Such questions as how we can help; how can he help himself; do people really get better on that medication; am I worrying too much, and other questions like that. You can pick any of those. What is the nature of depression? What causes one person to be hurt terribly by exactly the same circumstances that two other people go through bitching and moaning the whole time but retaining sanity?

I am Latwii and believe we have queries enough to attempt a choice of one. We shall then choose the latter, which seems to have the greater degree of interest. The depression which is experienced by the one known as Don has the purpose, as all catalyst does, of allowing balance to be achieved. One may look at that called depression and see that the potential for its opposite is being created. For one to be in despair, to be pressed down by the weight of one’s own fears, is an action which has as its balance the transformation of the fear and the self so that there shall be a rising up in joy and faith. The greater the pressing down, the greater the potential for the rising up.

This is a great transformative experience for any to attempt. Yet remember, my sister and my friends, that within your illusion truth is still the truth. The one Creator exists within each moment and being in full at all times. And this entity which now moves through the moment of the illusion of depression shall present to itself the opportunity to move into a moment in which it is fully realized that the one Creator has always been present, is present now, and shall always be present, and the rising up in joyful thanksgiving for this knowing is that which awaits the one which has pressed itself down with its own fears that it is alone and is not enough to meet the occasion which it feels must be met.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we are grateful to have been asked to join your group this evening. We hope that we have not been overly wordy and have not confused those present overly much. A little confusion, perhaps, is helpful in the seeking, yet we do not mean to be too helpful. We look forward to each gathering of this group, for we are greatly honored to be invited to each gathering. We remind you that we shall join you in your meditations at your request. We shall leave this group, or so it shall seem, but in truth are always one with you. We are of Latwii, and we leave you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Meditation leads to that illumination which becomes first, communion with God, and finally union. Illumination is an individual experience. In no way is it related to any outward observance or form of worship; it is entirely dependent upon the realization of our relationship to God. It is an experience which takes place within ourselves, separate and apart from every other person. It cannot be shared with anybody—husband, wife, child, or trusted friend. It cannot be sought in the company of others. No two people can seek it together. Each must retire to the inner sanctuary of their own being and find their God-experience there. In a measure, it is possible to share our unfoldment with others who are either illumined or who are on the path of illumination, but let us always remember, a God-experience is an individual one. If It were to come to us in the midst of thousands of people, It would still remain a solitary experience. There can be no partner in this experience. We can share the unfolding truth which may lead others to the experience and, if we have a sufficient degree of enlightenment, we may help to lift them to the point where they also can experience God. Further than that we cannot go; the experience itself must take place within them.

No one should attempt to teach or share the truth which has been revealed to them until they have let it work within their own consciousness and has, thereby, achieved a measure of Light. After that they will be directed as to how, when, where, and under what circumstances they should share this revelation. God will make known the part God is to play and the way in which God is to play it.

Illumination is possible to every individual in proportion to the intensity of their desire for it; but while they are striving to make the God-contact, they would do well to keep that first spark hidden from the world until it is kindled into a flame. After the first glimmerings of illumination, the wise student holds this new-born Christ to their bosom, secret from the world. Figuratively, they go down into Egypt to hide the Christ-Child. They do not speak of It. They do not in any way reveal It to the world because the world, in its ignorance and thoughtlessness, may attempt to damage It. The world may uproot It, may even destroy their own confidence and assurance in Its presence and Its power. For this faith, the world would unhesitatingly crucify one. Always the world seeks to destroy the Christ. Prophecies, from the earliest scriptures known to people down through the ages, indicate that whenever the Messiah comes, He will be sacrificed. There is that in human nature which does not wish to be destroyed, and it knows that the one Power that can annihilate human wickedness, arrogance, and egotism is the presence and the power of the Christ realized.”

This morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home.

This afternoon I went back across the street to my neighbor’s yard and put the two piles of leaves that were under two tarps into three garbage cans. Then I went around her side and back yards and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves into one pile that had been blown by the wind today into one pile which filled half of another garbage can.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 13

The Invocation Of Love

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love. Each day you go forth to run the straight race, to move in rhythmic grace through the workaday world.

Each day you begin with highest hopes and many days spin themselves out like rainbows, a blessing to yourself and others, seemingly effortless, peaceful and beautiful.

Yet, we would ask you this day to remember that phrase, “Lift up thine eyes unto the hills. Whence cometh thy help? Thy help is in the name of the Lord.”

Perhaps this particular day there may be part of that grace of everyday life that seems heavy and less than pleasant. Lift up your eyes. Remember whence help truly comes. It is in the lifting of the viewpoint, in the invocation of Love, unity, consolation, and peace.

Let this be a comfort unto you when it is needed, for that consolation lies all about each seeker, to be touched into lightly in the happy times and to be sought without worry and with sureness of everlasting safety in difficult moments.

We leave you in peace and Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from May 13, 1984:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We thank each for inviting us to join in your meditation. We are aware that there was some ambivalence at the beginning of this meditation as to the preferred tuning being possible for a good contact, and we would like to take that opportunity to say that all that is necessary for a good contact is an open mind and an inquiring heart, that we are comfortable speaking to any level of understanding, and that we do not feel the need to give advanced information, but rather we feel the need to give service. We do not deny that some information may be considered advanced and some concepts refined compared to the basic message which we of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator offer. Yet the heart of each message is the same, and that is that the one original Thought, when sought with a full heart, yields the spiritual path which will be most helpful to the sincere seeker. We begin by stating this in order to assuage fears that exist in this circle that one is more advanced than another or one’s state of meditation may not be acceptable. All seeking modes are acceptable, and, indeed, closed minds are also very acceptable to us. However, we cannot by the Law of Free Will communicate through channels effectively when such an entity is present in the circle. In this instance we find that it is well to go over some very basic material. We will begin by speaking of lettuce.

There was once a farmer who planted a bountiful harvest of lettuce. When spring rains came and nourished the ground he rejoiced, and each weed was carefully removed. When the beautiful sun warmed and encouraged his young lettuce, he gloried in every leaf. Each new day brought new joy to the grower of this beautiful crop, for there were new furls and petals to this beautiful plant each and every day. This farmer had only one problem, and that was that he was reluctant to take the lettuce from the earth and claim it as his bounty. Oh, every once in a while, he would pluck a precious head of lettuce from its bed and would have a wonderful salad for his family. But for the most part the lettuce remained in the ground. And one day the farmer discovered that the frost had come and destroyed that which had grown, leaving him with nothing of lettuce except the brown remains of his beloved crop.

All things about you, my friends, live and have essence just as any crop. They respond to Love. Whether we speak of crops, animals, children, people, or stones, this is true. The thanksgiving, and prayer, and praise of our hearts moving into the surrounding vibrational vortex affects that all that therein is and incubates all that will be, and then that which we have incubated and that which we have nurtured comes to maturity. It is with an equally full heart that we plant and that we harvest. If you enjoy planting but not harvesting, then half of the learning available to you in this illusion is not being used. Indeed, were this another group with other personalities, the analogy might be the opposite, for in many cases there are those souls who would seek to harvest that which they have not nurtured, that for which they have not cried, laughed, planned, and longed.

In this session Hatonn is speaking about how we can harvest a crop of Love. They began by saying there was once a farmer who planted a harvest of lettuce, and when spring rains came and nourished the ground he rejoiced, and each weed was carefully removed, so when the sun warmed and encouraged his lettuce, he gloried in every leaf, for each day brought joy to the grower of this crop, for there were new furls and petals to this plant each day, but this farmer had one problem, and that was that he was reluctant to take the lettuce from the earth and claim it as his bounty, but once in a while he would pluck a head of lettuce from its bed and would have a salad for his family, yet for the most part the lettuce remained in the ground, and one day the farmer discovered that frost had come and destroyed that which had grown, leaving him with nothing of the lettuce except the brown remains of his beloved crop. Hatonn went on to say all things about you live and have essence as any crop, for they respond to Love, so whether we speak of crops, animals, people, or stones, this is true, and the prayer and praise of our hearts moving into the surrounding vibrational vortex affects all that is and incubates all that will be, and then that which we have incubated, and that which we have nurtured, comes to maturity, and it is with a full heart that we plant and that we harvest, so if you enjoy planting but not harvesting, then half of the learning available to you in this illusion is not being used, for were this another group with other personalities, the analogy might be the opposite, for in many cases there are souls who would seek to harvest that which they have not nurtured. On May 3, 1998, Q’uo spoke of the value of our full heart of Love:

For though one seeker may find fruits upon the journey and wish to share the nourishment of them with others it is difficult to do unless those others with whom one wishes to share have a similar desire, for each has the lessons of Love to learn. And the greatest sharing that each seeker can make with others is to travel his or her own journey with a full heart, with alive compassion, and with the sincere desire to know that which you call the truth. The radiance that comes from within for each seeker so traveling is as a beacon, a Light to others that, when they wish to inquire as to the nature of the journey, it is most appropriate to share with them that which you have found.

But in this circle, my friends, are planters. You have planted much that is full of joy. You are aware of the Love of that original Thought, and you are able to avail yourselves of it in meditation, and you are attempting to do this daily. It follows, then, that there will be a harvest each and every day, that there will be Love that has been nurtured, cared for, cried for, and that you may harvest that love this day, this moment. You may ask, “What sort of crop is Love? I would never let lettuce lie in the ground, but I do not understand what you mean.” If that is the case, my friends, turn your eyes towards yesterday, and see if you find that which was not harvested and which has become as something which is dead and available no more. Turn back then to today, this present moment, and open your senses to the possibilities. You have given them to yourself; you have nurtured each and every possibility, each day is harvest day. There is no lack or limitation of the original Thought. Therefore, reach out your hands, whether mentally or physically, and accept with praise and thanksgiving and joy the harvest that is yours this day, and let your hearts be happy, for there is a principle which we have found is as steady a rudder for your density as is possibility, and that principle is Love.

There is no farthest and remotest point, no depth or height, no distance whatsoever that you may go by foot or in your mind that is not governed by the laws of Love, and that law is that you are free in Love. You are lovely, you are beloved, and you are loving, all in perfect freedom. This is your rudder, and by this you steer. And where shall you steer, my friends, what shall you plant today that you may have a crop tomorrow or, to move backwards to our previous metaphor, what course shall you plot, what vector shall you take from this present moment? Love is not limited, but rather expansive. You may choose freely of those things that are of service, and then you may plant by word, by deed, but most of all by intention. Each day spend some time touching with the center of your being in meditation and sometimes surrounding that planting, and sometimes surrounding that attempting to become aware of the harvest of light.

Hatonn continued by saying but in this circle are planters, and you have planted much that is full of joy, so you are aware of the Love of that original Thought, and you are able to avail yourselves of it in meditation, and you are attempting to do this daily, for it follows that there will be a harvest every day, that there will be Love that has been nurtured, and that you may harvest Love this day, so you may ask: “What sort of crop is Love? I would never let lettuce lie in the ground, but I do not understand what you mean.” Now Hatonn said if that is the case turn your eyes towards yesterday, and see if you find that which was not harvested and which has become as something which is dead and available no more, and turn back to this present moment, and open your senses to the possibilities, for you have given them to yourself; you have nurtured each possibility, and each day is harvest day, for there is no limitation of the original Thought, so reach out your hands, whether mentally or physically, and accept with praise and thanksgiving the harvest that is yours this day, and let your hearts be happy, for there is a principle which we have found is as steady a rudder for your density, and that principle is Love. Hatonn went on to say there is no depth or height, no distance whatsoever that you may go by foot or in your mind that is not governed by the laws of Love, and that law is that you are free in Love, for you are beloved, and you are loving, all in perfect freedom, so this is your rudder, and by this you steer, and: “Where shall you steer, and what shall you plant today that you may have a crop tomorrow or, to move backwards to our previous metaphor, what course shall you plot, what vector shall you take from this present moment?” Now Hatonn said Love is expansive, so you may choose freely the things that are of service, and then you may plant by word, by deed, but most of all by intention, and each day spend time in meditation and attempt to become aware of the harvest of Light. On April 3, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the value of setting our intention: 

The value of coming together, knowing ahead of time that there is a sacred space that has been prepared by intention, is great. For it allows the self in the midst of its everyday aspects to enter into a transformational space, a potentiated time, a dedicated nexus of opportunity. How humbly each of you brings yourself to this time, this space, and this nexus! Each of you knows the self to be unworthy. A glory of the decision to enter this opportunity is that you have come anyway. You have chosen freely and firmly to give yourself the opportunity for transformation. You have not judged yourself and found yourself unworthy. Faith lives within you: faith in your own self, bare of any pretension, faith in the value of sacred spaces and times, and faith in the group.

We would at this time transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We thank each of those who attempted to avail themselves to our contact, but there is what this instrument would call a great amount of intemperance, therefore we shall end through this instrument, which is a strong one.

My friends, you know who we are, for we are the Creator. Have you identified yourselves? Oh, harvesters, go forth into your fields, for the crops are high, the bountiful plenty awaits, and there are so few who are aware. Therefore, harvesters, go forth with open eyes and sensitive hearts and see the bounty of the Creator. Feel the Love and find in each moment the great architecture of the one original Thought that sings throughout all that is Light and all that is Love and all that is.

Hatonn went on to say you know who we are, for we are the Creator, so harvesters go forth into your fields, for the crops are many, and the bountiful plenty awaits, and there are few who are aware, so go forth with open eyes and sensitive hearts and see the bounty of the Creator, and feel the Love and find in each moment the great architecture of the one original Thought that sings throughout all that is Light, and all that is Love, and all that is. On November 21, 1982, Latwii described the nature of the one original Thought:

Consider that what you seek is a portion of the one original Thought. That Thought is unity. That Thought of the one Creator has allowed each portion of Itself to travel through free will within the creation of the one original Thought. The journey takes many turns. Yet within each moment, Love exists. Within each moment, the Creator resides in full at all times. That this is not recognized does not diminish its truth. Such difficulties provide the stimulus for the inner seeking as the outer world begins to fade, for it becomes apparent to the seeker that Love may best be found within the heart of the being. Love then found there might be radiated, as a beacon shines light in the darkest portion of the night. Sorrow and suffering then motivate those feeling the suffering to seek more and more within, more and more in that portion of your illusion which Love inhabits purely and always readily available.

We leave you in the All that is in Love and in Light. We are in the service of the one infinite Creator, and for your benefit we call ourselves Hatonn. Adonai. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most honored to once again join this group by your gracious invitation. We would at this time ask if there might be a query that we might attempt an answer to, as is our usual way of serving this group?

Carla: A friend of mine is very depressed and having a lot of trouble functioning right now. Would you comment on the condition and help me to understand better what it is he’s going through?

Latwii: I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The entity of which you speak is one which has long moved along that path known to the seeker. That path seldom remains the same in all characteristics. The offerings of that path are of one basic nature, that is, to provide the food for the evolution of the being. This food is, however, provided in many ways. Among your people it is sometimes recognized that each situation has the opportunity for a transformation of some kind, a transformation of thinking, for as you think, so are you for that portion of time in which you inhabit what you call an Earthly incarnation. The entity of which you speak now sits at what might be called a feasting table, yet few call it such, for there are few seekers in your illusion who have penetrated the heart of being and who have eyes to see, ears to hear, and hearts to understand. The illusion you inhabit is quite heavy. The sight is difficult. [There is a loud whistling sound.] We shall pause.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. The table at which this entity sits is one which is heavy laden with exotic foods, exotic to most seekers, for they are not usually tasted. The difficulties which seem present are the difficulties of assimilating this food. When the seeker is unsure of that into which it has placed its teeth, then perhaps the chewing shall be somewhat slow. And if some foods do not taste quite right, it must be decided whether it is the food or the tasting ability which for the moment seems lacking. We may suggest that there is one great food which shall aid each seeker upon the path, no matter what table has been set. That food, as you know, is Love—that state of being and accepting which Love generates is that state which shall aid each seeker to digest whatever food is placed before it, for are not all foods portions of the one Creator?

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. I think that helps me understand what Hatonn was saying.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. I would like you to comment on something. I’ve been wondering lately about what most people call prayer, and using this prayer for someone who is in need, and that part makes sense to me. What I’m wondering about is people who are either praying for something for themselves or something that they see is a need or a want, maybe not entirely selfishly, for themselves or their families. And the part I’m wondering about is, while we are here, we are supposed to receive everything that we need, and if we are praying for something that we have previously decided that we don’t need before we got here, then it makes sense to me that that prayer will not be answered. But, since we get everything that we need, if it is decided that this is a need, won’t we get it without praying? So, my real question is, what is—how does that work? It doesn’t make sense to me.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall attempt a response by suggesting that, indeed, each entity has, shall we say, programmed the basic journey that shall be traveled, has examined the general terrain over which the journey shall take place, has, indeed, agreed with companions to journey together, and has set before itself a certain series of lessons and services which it wishes to learn and to offer. These are general guidelines, my friend, and if it be realized that the free will of each entity during the incarnation is equal to the programming before the incarnation, then it may be discovered that there is what one might call a dynamic tension or balance that exists between that which has been determined before the incarnation and the free will that is exercised during the incarnation.

The free will, of course, also is covered by the programming, yet the programming may also be altered by the free will. Thus, an entity at any time within the incarnation may be moved by two seemingly separate forces, the programming and the free will. The actions of the entity will be the product of the, shall we say, mating of the free will and pre-incarnative programming. To attempt to discover how much a part each plays in forming the actions, the thoughts, and the disposition of the entity is difficult, for both forces, shall we say, are plaited up together as one might see a rope to be, yet each plays its part. An entity may, at any time, use certain ritualized techniques to express both the programming and the free will. The techniques may include that which you have described as prayer or may include what have been called positive affirmations, and may include, for those who are seekers of the rituals to a finer degree, that called the ritualized magical performance, shall we say. In each instance the seeker is calling upon the one Creator in some form to aid the service or the lesson. As this call is made, those pre-incarnatedly programmed abilities and propensities lend their portion as do the incarnational free will choices. Thus, the product of the ritual is that which includes both forces. The free will may, shall we say, finely tune the general parameters of the pre-incarnatedly programmed path or attitude.

S asked: “While we are here, we are supposed to receive everything that we need, and if we are praying for something that we have previously decided that we don’t need before we got here, then it makes sense to me that that prayer will not be answered. But, since we get everything that we need, if it is decided that this is a need, won’t we get it without praying? So, my real question is, what is—how does that work? It doesn’t make sense to me.” Latwii began by saying we suggest that each entity has programmed the basic journey that shall be traveled, has examined the terrain over which the journey shall take place, has agreed with companions to journey together, and it has set before itself a series of lessons and services which it wishes to learn and to offer, and these are general guidelines, and if it be realized that the free will of each entity during the incarnation is equal to the programming before the incarnation, then it may be discovered that there is a dynamic tension that exists between that which has been determined before the incarnation and the free will that is exercised during the incarnation. Latwii went on to say free will is covered by the programming, yet the programming may be altered by free will, and an entity within the incarnation may be moved by two seemingly separate forces, the programming and the free will, so the actions of the entity will be the product of the mating of free will and pre-incarnative programming, but to attempt to discover how much a part each plays in forming the actions and the thoughts of the entity is difficult, for both forces are plaited up together as one might see a rope to be, yet each plays its part, yet any entity may use ritualized techniques to express both the programming and the free will, so the techniques may include prayer or positive affirmations, and may include, for those who are seekers of the rituals to a finer degree, the ritualized magical performance, for in each instance the seeker is calling upon the one Creator in some form to aid the service or the lesson, and as this call is made, those pre-incarnatedly programmed abilities lend their portion as do the incarnational free will choices, so the product of the ritual is that which includes both forces, yet free will may finely tune the parameters of the pre-incarnatedly programmed path. On May 21, 2000, Q’uo described the nature of positive affirmations:

However, one can alter this health by offering to the deeper mind the questions that are in the form of doubts. One can erode one’s own health by such doubts and fears, not usually in a significant sense, but in the sense that the physical vehicle will respond to the manipulations of the mind. For, indeed, the physical vehicle is a creature of the mind. It is well, therefore, not just to affirm one’s health but to claim it, to live it, to exercise it, to go forth filled with it. We would recommend that you rest in the knowledge that your physical vehicle supports you as well as you support it. The pains that you have felt are not of consequence. They are, rather, fulfillments of expectations, more specifically, of fears that have no substance to them at the present time. Therefore, our recommendation is of the positive affirmations that remove doubt.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: Well, yes. I’ve had someone tell me they were sending out thought-forms of wanting to acquire something, and they acquired this thing but somewhat at a cost because they either had not been specific enough or maybe didn’t realize what else was going to have to occur for this to come about. Now, at this point this seems kind of hard for me to believe. So, what I was wondering, in this instance, do your intentions or your polarity protect you at all against something maybe you haven’t thought or hadn’t realized as a repercussion of that which you’re trying to attain?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In this particular instance it may be generally agreed that one’s polarity is a great protection when the surprises, shall we say, that accompany seeking within your illusion occur to the seeker. To be more specific, we might suggest that when the polarity of that entity is specifically expressed in the form of what you would call praise and thanksgiving, the finding of joy in the moment and the radiating of the one infinite Creator’s Love and Light to all are means of this protection and are refinements, or shall we say, products of the polarity, and the seeker then may be seen to have an armor of Light surrounding its being as it proceeds with its choices to learn and to serve.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, you’ve been very helpful, and now I can understand praying. That makes sense. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we discover that we have once again exhausted the queries which have been brought this evening. We thank each for the service provided to us by asking for our presence with your group this evening, for in attempting to be of service to you do we learn more of our own journey of seeking. We shall continue with this service if it be your pleasure in what you call your future …

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “There is nothing which cannot be bought forth from the depths of our own inner being because God is the mind of individual people. Everyone has the full capacity of the Godhead, and in proportion to the stillness and quietness of the thinking reasoning mind does infinity flow through into expression. Both mind and body are instruments of God. Just as we use the arm and hand for writing, so does God use our minds and bodies for making Itself visible and tangible in human experience. As God reveals to us Its harmony, the mind and body serve as instruments to bring God’s harmony into visible form and expression. Any inspiration received from God carries with it fulfillment. For example, if an inventor realizes that his work is the activity of God, all that is necessary for the fulfillment of the idea embodied in his invention will be available—the financing, the advertising, the buying, and the selling. This is true of a God-created idea. The source of its inspiration is the same activity which brings it to its full fruition.

Nobody could earnestly follow for any length of time the instruction in meditation as set forth in this book without noticing a change of a radical spiritual nature. From the moment that there is a turning away from material reliances to an invisible, humanly unknown way of life, it is inevitable that this change will willow. “The fruit of the Spirit is Love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance; against such there is no law.” Such fruit does not come to those who have not yet learned to value the Christ—Its presence, power, and jurisdiction. Years of consecration and devotion in which one has, in some measure, left all for Christ must precede the harvesting of this fruit. But when that time comes, we shall never again be alone. We shall never again fear. We may go through the valley of the shadow of death, but even there the Presence is with us. We rest in the center of our being while the storms pass overhead. We are beholders of God, guiding, maintaining, and sustaining Its own. God fulfilling Itself as individual being. Then we “see God as God is” and God appears as the wholeness, the abundance, the harmony, the peace, and the joy of our experience.”

Later this morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed and some cat food. My second stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Tylenol.

This afternoon I drove to Mount Sterling, Kentucky to visit my neighbor who is living in a care home there. When I got to her room the first thing that I did was to share some videos and pictures of my kitten, Mystical Joy, and she thought they were very funny and that Mystical Joy was very cute. Then I shared a quote from Carla’s Autobiography where Carla spoke about her childhood with her mom was working as an assistant for Dave Garaway, and her dad was a chemical engineer by day and a jazz drummer at night. When she was 3 years old her dad taught her to read by pointing to words in the newspaper and teaching her how to say them. I also let my neighbor know that since I heard that she and her son had decided to rent her home at some point in the future, that I had been putting the leaves and small tree limbs in garbage cans that were picked up by yard waste this morning. After about 45 minutes my neighbor was getting sleepy, so I gave her a hug and told her that I would be back to see her next month.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 12

All That Is Needed Is Given

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Passionately does this instrument pray at this time to be of service to others.

For all who would wish to be of service, we would recommend that passion be turned into surety; that hope be filled with faith. For whence indeed cometh help? Is it not written in the Psalter that help cometh from the Lord who made heaven and earth? Cannot this great principle of creation, which created all that there is, create those channels of help which are needed at the time that they are needed and not before?

You who have walked the pilgrim’s path have surely noted that all that is needed is given in its time and all that is not given is that which is not needed for the learning and flowering of that individual soul.

Rest back into the strength and the passion that created all and trust yourselves, you who seek to serve, as adequate channels needing only to be open when help is requested. So, you shall serve and infinity flow through you. Worry not that your supply may fail.

We leave you in peace, Love and trust, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from May 6, 1984:

(Charlie channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, as always, in the Love and the Light of the One Infinite Creator. We have been listening to the sounds of nature that you hear around you this evening. We have been enjoying the music that your surroundings continuously play for you, my friends. Many are the lessons with which you now face. As you grow, each new lesson seems harder, but each new lesson is another facet of the ones you have been dealing with. The new facet will help you to further open yourself to the Love, the Light. The music surrounds you – it is you.

We of Hatonn will always be available to aid as we may. We will be with you in calling. We are, like yourselves, continuously learning, and find great joy and comfort when we aid as we may. My friends, we wish that you might take a few moments and listen to your surroundings. Hear the beauty of your planet. We are known to you as Hatonn. We will now leave this instrument so that you may listen and feel Love around you. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in Love and Light. We thank the one known as Charlie for allowing us to speak through his instrument. It is a great honor to utilize any entity who wishes to be of service, as we wish, to the One Creator.

We would speak a few words through this instrument as well. To continue our thought, we would speak briefly upon the concept that you call faith. We are aware that, as you move through your lives, there are those portions upon which you feel you may count: the sunrise each day; your people move about in interchange of energy and ideas. In some way you will partake, and somehow all will be well. Within these general parameters, you move and have your being. Yet from time to time, as you search for what will follow that which is now, a question arises in your mind, especially if your experience should become heavier, shall we say, with the difficulties of learning and serving. The question arises: How can one survive? How will one continue? What will be the source of the solution to this or that problem?

My friends, as you look about you, you see a creation which is whole and perfect. Yet it may not seem so at times, for you may look with an eye which sees in a narrow fashion. An eye which does not perceive wholeness nor perfection, but sees perhaps that which is incomplete, and that which is difficult, and that which threatens – seemingly – the wellbeing of the self or of loved ones.  As you continue to experience such a situation, the strength of your will and your faith will be your allies, shall we say. For each of you shall meet those times which are difficult, as each of you have met them in your past, as you call it. And though each previous difficult experience has then successfully been met in your past, you may feel somewhat unsure as to your success in meeting the present difficulties. You inhabit an illusion in which there is no sure knowledge. You move within a forgetting that you might begin to remember. You have no sure guidepost, yet each of you continues to move in some fashion. We suggest that your faith is that which shall carry you upon the uncertain trail, as you continue your journey of seeking the truth.

In this session Hatonn spoke about the concept of faith. They began by saying we would speak upon the concept called faith, and we are aware that, as you move through your lives, there are those portions upon which you feel you may count: the sunrise each day; your people move about in interchange of energy and ideas; so in some way you will partake; and all will be well; for within these parameters, you move and have your being, yet from time to time, as you search for what will follow that which is now, a question arises in your mind, especially if your experience should become heavier with the difficulties of learning and serving, so: “The question arises: How can one survive? How will one continue? What will be the source of the solution to this or that problem?” Hatonn continued by saying as you continue to experience such a situation, the strength of your will and your faith will be your allies, for each of you shall meet those times which are difficult, as each of you have met them in your past, and though each previous difficult experience has successfully been met in your past, you may feel unsure as to your success in meeting the present difficulties, for you inhabit an illusion in which there is no sure knowledge, so you move within a forgetting that you might begin to remember, but you have no sure guidepost, yet each of you continues to move in some fashion, yet we suggest that your faith is that which shall carry you upon the uncertain trail, as you continue your journey of seeking the truth. On January 2, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of faith:

What is faith? It is not faith in anything, it is simply faith, a kind of knowing that all is well. The one known as St. Paul described it as the hope in things unseen. In that moment where you wonder where your faith is, reach inward and touch your own living heart because it beats. In the sense of the world it beats, moving blood through the body and giving life to that organism. In the energetic sense, it beats the beats of eternity, and it says, “All is well. All is well, and all is love.”

“Faith in what?” you may ask. Shall one place faith in a friend? Shall one place faith in an institution? Shall one place faith in that which was a successful method of operation in what you call your past? Shall one place faith in what one knows or thinks one knows? Shall one place faith in a philosophy of this or that religion, group, or culture? Where shall the faith be placed, my friends? Where shall you focus that great energy? It is as though you have a great power at your command, yet how shall one use it? My friends, we cannot give you a sure-fire answer, shall we say, for each shall use the gift of faith in whatever manner the entity feels is most appropriate. Each of those avenues which we have mentioned, and many others as well, are possible considerations as for where the faith shall be placed.

We are aware that each of you knows that the unity of your being with all creation is a concept in which faith may be placed. It is a concept which we have found to be efficacious. It is a concept which we have found, through great periods and times of testing, as you would call it, to be the soundest of which we know. If it is true that you are one with all, and if you place your faith in that seemingly foolish concept, you will not immediately see the fruits of that faith and that placement. For your illusion is so constructed that your experiences will seem to be the experiences of individual and separated entities, one from the other. You will be given countless seeming affirmations of that illusion. It will seem that one cannot count upon a friend, upon a stranger, upon an unseen Creator, upon a concept of unity that supposedly permeates all that is. And yet my friends, what is responsible for bringing you to the point at which you now find yourselves? Was it luck, the use of cold intellect, or perhaps chance?

Hatonn continued by saying: “Faith in what?” you may ask. Shall one place faith in a friend? Shall one place faith in an institution? Shall one place faith in that which was a successful method of operation in what you call your past? Shall one place faith in what one knows or thinks one knows? Shall one place faith in a philosophy of this or that religion, group, or culture? Where shall the faith be placed, my friends? Where shall you focus that great energy? It is as though you have a great power at your command, yet how shall one use it?” Then Hatonn said we cannot give you a sure-fire answer, for each shall use the gift of faith in whatever manner the entity feels is most appropriate, and each of those avenues which we have mentioned, and many others as well, are possible considerations as for where the faith shall be placed. Hatonn continued by saying we are aware that each of you knows that the unity of your being with all creation is a concept in which faith may be placed, and it is a concept which we have found to be helpful, and it is a concept which we have found, through periods and times of testing to be the soundest of which we know, for if it is true that you are one with all, and if you place your faith in that seemingly foolish concept, you will not immediately see the fruits of that faith and that placement, for your illusion is constructed so that your experiences will seem to be the experiences of separated entities, one from the other, so you will be affirmations of that illusion, but it will seem that one cannot count upon a friend, a stranger, an unseen Creator, upon a concept of unity that permeates all that is, yet: “What is responsible for bringing you to the point at which you now find yourselves? Was it luck, the use of cold intellect, or perhaps chance?” On May 19, 1985, L/Leema described the concept of unity:

It would seem to many of your people that there is only separation, one entity from another, one group from another, one continent from another, one type of this or that from another, and indeed, within an entity, one desire separate from another, one way of thinking at one time separate from another. Throughout your illusion, separation seems the only verifiable fact. Indeed, so powerful is this illusion that many pass an entire incarnation without finding even a small degree of the unity of thought which binds all things within each portion of your illusion. Yet, my sister, the concept of separation is a great opportunity to learn the balancing concept of unity. That portion of your experience which seems separate, quite unaligned with any other portion, is that portion which offers the greatest of opportunities to find the unity which binds together all portions of your experience.

My friends, we suggest that the creation of unity and the One Creator, which underlies all created forms, supports you at every instant, though at times you will not recognize that support. At times, it will seem that you drift aimlessly and are quite adrift without any apparent aid at hand. Yet the nature of your illusion is such that in such times, great opportunities present themselves for the learning of the Love and the joy that exists limitlessly within each moment, no matter what the illusion the moment rides upon. Yes, my friends, this process does work, whether you have faith in it or not. The purpose then of faith is to make your acceptance of this process of learning easier. But it does work, my friends. For you are the One which moves seen and unseen through all your experiences. You are the One which seeks. You are the One which finds. You are the One that is found. And though understanding of this process is quite limited in your illusion, your faith in it will make its working more accessible to you as you move upon your path.

Then Hatonn said we suggest that the creation of unity and the One Creator, which underlies all created forms, supports you at every instant, though at times you will not recognize that support, for at times it will seem that you are adrift without any aid at hand, yet the nature of your illusion is such that in such times great opportunities present themselves for learning of the Love and the joy that exists limitlessly within each moment, no matter what the illusion the moment rides upon, for this process works, whether you have faith in it or not, so the purpose of faith is to make your acceptance of this process of learning easier, but it does work, for you are the One which moves seen and unseen through all your experiences; you are the One which seeks and finds; you are the One that is found; and though understanding of this process is limited in your illusion, your faith in it will make its working more accessible to you as you move upon your path. On December 30, 1984, Latwii said that we are the One Creator:

To many upon your planet it would seem that the world you inhabit is, indeed, full of those who have fallen from the grace of the one Creator, for sorrow and suffering abound and ignorance as well, ignorance of what the source of all experience is. From our point of view, humble and limited as it is, we do not see fallen angels when we look upon your people. We see the one Creator in each. Specifically, we see the greatest of opportunities existing in each incarnation, for the one Creator, which each of you is, to gather those experiences that would not be possible should you not exist as you do. You have forgotten that you are the one Creator in order that you can gain these experiences and thereby glorify the one Creator by experiences which are richer, deeper, more intense, and of greater variety should you not have forgotten that you are the one Creator.

We thank each of you for allowing us to speak our humble words, and we shall be with you whenever requested. We shall leave this group at this time so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may perform their service as well. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the Infinite Creator. We also thank you for allowing us to join your group this evening. It’s always an honor to speak to those who, like us, seek the One Creator. Our service is that of attempting to answer those queries which you have brought with you and which you ponder within your meeting. Again, we remind you that our words are but mere opinion, and we suggest that you weigh each with that in mind. It is with great joy that we ask if we might begin with the first query.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we seem to have drawn a blank, my friends. This is quite unusual. We are aware that the entities which usually serve as the starters, shall we say, for this process are not present this evening. Yet we felt there was a question or two which we might attempt a response to. If not about your recent Derby, then perhaps another topic. We shall again ask if there might be a query to which we might attempt a response.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we are aware that, though there are some concerns which could be formed into that called the question, that at this time there is no question which is pressing upon the mind. The great silence and loving unasked queries then shall receive our great silent loving response. We thank each of you for allowing us a presence within your meeting, and remind you that we are most grateful for each request to join you, whether in group meeting or in your private meditations. We are most honored to seek the One with you, for in truth, the One we seek is everywhere within our seeking.

We are those of Latwii and shall be with you again. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Let us be willing to wait until the very second before a decision must be made, even if it is a minute later than necessary, we wait and wait. Let us be patient, very patient. It will come, and once we have had this experience, we shall have witnessed the miracle of watching God operating in our affairs. When this awareness has become an actual experience, we shall never again know what it is to be without a consciousness of God’s government because we shall have discovered that God does respond, that God does take over. In the 23^rd Psalm we read that we are to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of our life, all days: forever and forever I will dwell in this recognition of God’s wisdom and God’s government. Once we have had the distinct feeling of being led by God, of Christ impelling us to act, we shall never again be satisfied to make a decision without recourse to spiritual guidance.

Many successful people testify to the importance of periods of quiet in which to draw on their inner resources for inspiration and direction. They have discovered that ordering their day so as to permit short but frequent intervals of rest and relaxation from the cares of the world releases them from a sense of pressure, refills their reservoirs, and they go forward with renewed vigor and interest. There is a limit to what the human mind and body can accomplish in twenty-four hours. The person on the spiritual path, however, who has learned to open to the activity of the Christ through meditation knows no limitation. There is no limit to what the Christ can perform through a human being in twenty-four hours. The Christ does not measure Its activity in terms of individual capacity. It operates through Its capacity, for which we are but the instruments.”

Later this morning I went outside and transplanted the last two flats of Pansies along the parking area in front of my home. Then I put netting over them to protect them from the deer.

This afternoon I was once again honored to co-host the Law of One Europe Telegram Group. After reading Session #64 of The Ra Contact and making comments about some of the questions and answers I gave my opinion on a few questions such as: “How did we discover that when Ra said that the candle was .2 of a centimeter out of alignment with its normal 20 degrees east of north referred to the line of questioning?” and “How does the allopathic type of healing cause more problems with the chemicals that are used to heal diseases?” and “How does the adept’s cycle work?” and “What kind of channeling is available at L/L Research these days?” Then I led the group in a guided meditation. This was a great session, and I look forward to sharing Ra Session #65 with the European Law of One Telegram Group next Wednesday!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 11

Calming The Storms Of Change

I am the Spirit of the living Jesus, incorporate in the mystery of Love and the principle of the consciousness of Love. I greet you in the essence of divine Love.

It is not known how many shall be blown by the winds of change this day. What is well known to those who seek the Spirit of truth and Love is that the winds of change are favorable, however stiff the gale may seem to be.

For those who have the consciousness of Love and the deep inner knowledge of peace, those storms of the life experience are calmed without great conscious effort by the remembrance of that inner peace and the turning to faith in the ultimate harmony and propriety of the Creator’s plan.

Yes, each of you has an agenda. That agenda may be stable for a large portion of your life experience. Or you and the Creator together may have molded a life experience of much service and also much change. Let there be in your mind less and less difference between the status quo and that which is untried and perhaps seen to be lesser, for the soul which flows with the changes of circumstance, discovering in each circumstance the peace and Love therein, is free in the service of the Father through the grace of Jesus Christ.

May you be filled with peace, both now and evermore. Amen.

This afternoon I was honored once again to co-host the European Law Of One Telegram Group. Today I read Session #64 and gave my opinion as to what Ra meant in a few passages. Then we had our question and answer session. Some of the questions that I was asked were: “

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

This morning I did the Morning Offering and got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling comes from April 29, 1984:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn and I am now with this instrument. We greet you my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one Creator. My friends, were you touched today by the rain? Did you feel gladness? Did you feel elation? Did you sit back and feel the life, the Love? Did you have the thought of new life coming forth? Were you hurried? Did your thoughts lead you to a darkness? Each of those conditions exists. Which you see depends each you may …

We pause. It has been some time since this instrument has channeled, and we must readjust for contact, for he was beginning to slip away somewhat. We would pause briefly at this time to readjust.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and we are once again with this instrument. We will again try to speak through him but will cease if he feels uncomfortable again and start through another.

My friends, all things you perceive in the world around you are symbols which may be seen from many different sides, as with the rain which fell. It brings to some sorrow, for they see it is something to convince them to perceive it as a barrier. It seems they cannot climb. It shuts them in with their thoughts with which they must deal. Others see the rain as a great joy. They feel the life-giving waters upon themselves and are refreshed. They open themselves to thoughts and experience both feelings that are very real. Both are lessons with which we must deal. When the rain comes into lives, feel it. Let the rain touch you as you would the sun.

I am Hatonn, and we would now, at this instrument’s request, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument We greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. And again, may we thank each of you for wishing to share meditation and contemplation with us. It is our great joy to be able to be of any service we may be of to you. The transparency of your experience is dependent upon your willingness to use the tools which are yours as a birthright but which take discipline and energy to use. To one who is completely unaware of any need to pierce the illusion, the world is an opaque thing. The sky is sunny or stormy. Friends are good or false, and circumstances vary. It is the work of those who seek truth, upon arriving at each portion of what you may call truth, to apply it towards the lightening of the opacity of your experience. Each of you has often had a significant and memorable dream and have upon awakening repeated it and told of it to others, and searched within the dream for the meaning that may be applied to better grasping what the subconscious self was attempting to communicate through this medium to the conscious mind.

Once you have planted your feet upon the path which a seeker walks, in a very specific sense you are not of this world. There is no need for you to be of this world, and the degree to which you take this world to be opaque is your choice, for you know that this world is an illusion. It is possible and, indeed, profitable to view portions of your experience in a waking state precisely as you do an interesting dream and attempt to determine what it was that your subconscious mind was attempting to tell your conscious mind, for, indeed, just as much as any dream, that experience which you have during your day is a quite accurate representation of what your deeper self wishes for you to engage your attention upon.

In this session Hatonn spoke about how we can use dreams and meditation to enhance our spiritual seeking. They began by saying the transparency of your experience is dependent upon your willingness to use the tools which are yours as a birthright but which take discipline and energy to use, and to one who is unaware of any need to pierce the illusion, the world is an nontransparent thing, and the sky is sunny or stormy, and friends are good or false, and circumstances vary, so it is the work of those who seek truth, upon arriving at each portion of truth, to apply it towards the lightening of the opacity of your experience, for each of you has had a memorable dream and have upon awakening told it to others and searched within the dream for the meaning that may be applied to grasping what the subconscious self was attempting to communicate through this medium to the conscious mind. Then Hatonn said once you have planted your feet upon the path which a seeker walks, you are not of this world, and there is no need for you to be of this world, and to the degree to which you take this world to be nontransparent is your choice, for you know that this world is an illusion, yet is possible and profitable to view portions of your experience in a waking state as you do an interesting dream and attempt to determine what it was that your subconscious mind was attempting to tell your conscious mind, for just as much as any dream, that experience which you have during your day is a accurate representation of what your deeper self wishes for you to engage your attention upon. On February 20, 2020, Q’uo spoke about the value of dreams and meditation on our spiritual journey:

In general, the utilization of the dream state is one which is most helpful upon a regular basis, so that the seeker begins to develop a certain kind of vocabulary for its dream images. This allows then a more accurate interpretation of dreams in the long run.

However, if you are utilizing one dream and only one dream at this time, we would recommend that you utilize the meditative state, so that you may relive the dream in the meditative state. Then, having relived the dream, look within yourself, to see if there is resonance with any portion of the dream to any part of your being, to any part of your spiritual journey, to any thoughts that you are thinking, to any feelings that you have felt, to any difficulties you have experienced. Then assign the meaning to each portion of the dream so that there may be a picture presented that is much like a puzzle. This will allow you to see the overall message of the dream. However, we recommend that such a dream that has made a strong impression upon your mind may also be a dream which is symbolic of other levels of your experience at a later time. Thus, we would recommend that you begin a dream journal, so that you record each dream that makes such an impression upon you with the hopes of seeing correlations and progressions in your own seeking of truth.

Further, it is likely that you, as your great Self, hope that in this incarnational experience you not only find transparency in the illusion and begin to read the daily experience, but also you begin to act in accordance with your understanding. Please understand, the fruits of the work of the seeker are secondary to the original intention of grasping the truth. However, one who seeks and begins to find the truth then finds that unless that which is learned is now manifested, further learning will be slow, and the lessons will seem to repeat themselves. The process is from opacity of experience to transparency of experience, and with your feet planted firmly in the Kingdom of Heaven, moving back into the world of illusion with eyes which see, ears that hear, hearts that understand, hands that can reach without reserve in service to others.

Your own training is designed so that you may first be your own stumbling block, then remove yourself as a stumbling block and replace that self with a greater Self that is filled from a Source which is beyond this illusion which you call third density. To fix your feet firmly so that you may do these things so that you may be of help, so that you may truly listen, truly see, truly hear, it is necessary not only to meditate but also to do any other exercises that you find necessary in order to keep a sense of your center, your source, and your peace. If you find that in meditation you are peaceful but after meditation you are not, you must seek then to discover what it is within you which cries out to be helped. You must work within your own self. Treat yourself as the precious Creator which you are. If there is difficulty, work on it, accept it within yourself. Deal with it to the best of your ability and release it into that great Light which is the form of all that has substance.

Then Hatonn said it is likely that you, as your great Self, hope that in this incarnational experience you not only find transparency in the illusion and begin to read the daily experience, but also you begin to act in accordance with your understanding, and understand the fruits of the work of the seeker are secondary to the original intention of grasping the truth, for one who seeks and begins to find the truth then finds that unless that which is learned is manifested, further learning will be slow, and the lessons will seem to repeat themselves, so the process is from nontransparency of experience to transparency of experience, and with your feet planted firmly in the Kingdom of Heaven, moving back into the world of illusion with eyes which see, ears that hear, hearts that understand, hands that can reach without reserve in service to others. Hatonn went on to say your training is designed so that you may first be your own stumbling block, then remove yourself as a stumbling block, and replace that self with a greater Self that is filled from a Source which is beyond this illusion of third density, and fix your feet firmly so that you may be of help, for it is necessary not only to meditate but also to do any other exercises that you find necessary in order to keep a sense of your Source and your peace, but if you find in meditation you are peaceful, but after meditation you are not, you must seek to discover what it is within you which cries out to be helped, so you must work within your own self, and treat yourself as the precious Creator which you are, yet if there is difficulty, work on it, and accept it within yourself, and deal with it to the best of your ability, and release it into that great Light which is the form of all that has substance. On May 31, 1981, Hatonn described the nature of our Source:

We would assure the one known as S that those feelings which have made an impression upon her are from the heart of her being, and always we would advise each entity to follow the feelings that come from the heart, for the lesson of your plane of existence is to follow the ways of the heart, to know from the depth of your being that Love is your Source, and Love is your path in whatever way you choose to manifest Love.

There are times, of course, when there are breakthroughs, and you find that you have jumped several levels of perceptions very quickly. When this is the case, it is most usual that the lesson will not be a permanent incarnational experience but will fade to be replaced once again by the difficulties. Creation was designed in what this instrument would call true Murphy’s Law fashion. It is designed to go wrong, to break down, to seem inadequate and to cause you to be uncomfortable. This density is designed to make you to become aware of that about which you previously were unaware. It is not designed for the complacent or the smug or full spiritual belly. Whenever you get too comfortable, be aware that your deep self is undoubtedly fattening you in order that your next experience will be one that you can find the challenge in, discover the heart of, and take with joy into all of your being. Indeed, my friends, of sun and rain, whether it be the weather or your emotional climate or any other circumstance of this polarized world, are illusions to be greeted, each with thanksgiving, indeed, with joy.

We do not mean at all to suggest that there is no such thing as a overriding sense of peace, that those who have peace have fixed their mind upon that which lasts beyond the seasons, that which does not die, that which does not become corrupt. Those who have peace have what some would call faith. Faith is not a tool which one brings to bear upon difficulties when the going becomes treacherous. Faith is a necessity. It is in faith that you move into a transparent light-filled illusion which you may at your leisure ponder and study, dream upon dream and day upon day, creating your life instead of reacting to it.

Hatonn continued by saying there are times when there are breakthroughs, and you find that you have jumped several levels of perceptions quickly, and when this is the case, it is usual that the lesson will not be a permanent incarnational experience but will fade to be replaced once again by the difficulties, for creation was designed in what this instrument would call Murphy’s Law fashion, and it is designed to break down and to cause you to be uncomfortable, for this density is designed to make you aware of that which you previously were unaware, but it is not designed for the complacent or the smug spiritual belly, and whenever you get too comfortable, be aware that your deep self is fattening you in order that your next experience will be one that you can discover the heart of and take with joy into all of your being, for whether it be your emotional climate or any other circumstance of this polarized world, are illusions to be greeted with thanksgiving and with joy. Now Hatonn said we do not mean to suggest that there is no such thing as an overriding sense of peace, that those who have peace have fixed their mind upon that which does not die and that which does not become corrupt, for those who have peace also have faith, but faith is not a tool which one brings to bear upon difficulties when the going becomes treacherous, for faith is a necessity since it is in faith that you move into a transparent Light-filled illusion which you may study, dream upon dream and day upon day, creating your life instead of reacting to it. On January 2, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of faith:

So, the key in times of inner rain and bad weather is memory. The key is to remember who you are and why you’re here. Part of a path of faith is to retain faith in yourself. The world will take the view of what you think you are and make fun of you, and the world will be right for the world. But you are not on the world’s path; you are on a path that you have chosen for yourself. And because you have determined that path for yourself, no one can tell you that you are wrong. Sometimes, to be a person of faith is simply to stand firm and to remember that you are a person of faith. And to a person of faith, all is well. Right now, in the midst of seeming imperfection, all is well.

In the fullness of time, and it could be five minutes or half an hour, your inner weather will part, and your faith will naturally reestablish itself. But that will not be the triumph for you. The triumph for you is to stand on your faith at that moment when all seems rainy, and cold, and uncomfortable, and decidedly not a matter of faith. That is the moment of your triumph, and it is simply to remember that, for a person of faith, simply saying the word “faith” is enough to bring you back to the center of that wonderful grace.

What is faith? It is not faith in anything, it is simply faith, a kind of knowing that all is well. The one known as St. Paul described it as the hope in things unseen. In that moment where you wonder where your faith is, reach inward and touch your own living heart because it beats. In the sense of the world it beats, moving blood through the body and giving life to that organism. In the energetic sense, it beats the beats of eternity and it says, “All is well. All is well and all is Love.”

We would like to close through another instrument. We are aware that the one known as K has some reservations and will return to the one known as Carla if the one known as K feels the contact is not yet at an acceptable level. I am Hatonn.

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn. Again, we greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite One. Many changes have taken place in your lives since your last encounter. Let me assure you that you have grown in wisdom and in spirit during this period since you were last together, and may we also assure you that even in the midst of difficulties, there is always joy. Even though at times it appears to be well hidden in the clouds, even with the rain brings beautiful spring flowers. The rain and the sorrow in your own lives bring the same beautiful flowers. We look forward to being with you each time we have the opportunity, so we bid you adieu tonight and leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our great joy to once again greet this group and to attempt to offer our service by answering those queries which you have brought with you. We are most pleased to welcome those who have long been absent, in your measure of time, from this group, for they are those which have given us great joy in the many queries which they have presented us. May we begin with the first query?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. I am the President-Elect of the Women’s Club of St. Matthews, and I would not have accepted this position under any circumstances had I not thought that I had some kind of a mission, and I don’t like to use that word mission, but nevertheless, in the lack of a better one. There is so much illness, and so much stress among the members, and I really would like to be of help, but I have a sense of fear and trepidation that I may go too fast and offend rather than help. Would you comment on my frustration?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We do not mean to sound simplistic when we say that you will be as you will be, and those within whom you find yourself in comradeship shall be as they shall be, and together you shall find those deeper levels of meaning which you have come to find. It may not be that you shall find these levels of meaning and fulfill such purposes in ways which you plan, for your plans are of your conscious mind more or less, and it is through such indirect avenues that the deeper mind and greater Self moves with what you might call the current of your being.

That you fear or feel anxiety for your ability to be of assistance as it is needed is a hopeful sign, for again it is through such an avenue that you may well find yourself, shall we say, that your efforts shall be the best that you have to offer. Know that you cannot make a mistake, that each offering which you share shall be of service, though the service may not be known in full by all at once. Yet, the service will exist, and shall be found. The quality of service, as with the quality of any artistic endeavor, will be available on many levels. Those levels which are deeper shall take greater time, shall we say, for the seeds sown there take a special caring, yet they do sprout.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, I guess not right now.

I am Latwii. May we attempt another query?

Questioner: Latwii, I too have joined with a group who I would not have thought myself getting involved in, yet we have come together with a common goal, but I feel an uncomfortableness around some of the others within the group, I think partly due to my not being able to fully accept them and their ways of operating. I feel that although we have set a goal, that the differences between us are making us see that as two different things.

I want to stay with this project, and at the same time, I need to be able to … I am rambling on and not forming a question. It is just an uncomfortable feeling right now. I think that our group has gotten into two separate bunches, seeing the goal two different ways, and I am afraid maybe it is going to kill the whole thing. And I wonder if you might speak on how I can better open myself to others, so that I can better understand them, and maybe they better understand where I come from? If you can put enough of that together to make any comment back to me.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother, and we shall certainly do our best to make a response which will hopefully be of some service. May we begin by suggesting that the experience which you now share with this group of entities is much like any experience which any entity might share together. Those of many persuasions and sets of mind come together for a stated purpose, and as you mentioned, goals are set. Yet, my friends, how many of you would be surprised to discover that perhaps the greater purpose of joining together is not to accomplish the goals that are set? Yes, of course, it would be helpful, occasionally, if certain goals could be met for service to others, for that is, of course, the purpose. Yet look at the mechanism by which that purpose is achieved in your daily lives. You find various attitudes concerning how to meet the goals. You find that the self has a certain point of view and can accept that which falls within certain boundaries, yet are you not here to remove boundaries? Are you not here to accept all that exists as the one Creator?

So, as you go about your work with these other selves, you will constantly find the opportunity to expand those boundaries which hold your perception and ability to accept within certain limits. If no goals commonly set were ever achieved, there would yet be the constant opportunity to accept, to Love, to forgive, and to communicate clearly with those other selves with whom you find yourself journeying to the one Creator. It is as though you are each a pilgrim and together you are a band of pilgrims, and long have you journeyed on this road, the road to the one Creator. Yet, you are the Creator, and each moment you experience the experience of the Creator. But you have forgotten this in this life, and in order to intensify your experience as the one Creator, you are as children, make up certain games, join certain groups, to, shall we say, pass the time as you journey. You are so successful in passing the time that often you forget that you journey. Remember, my brother, you are a pilgrim. Seek your deepest goal. See the Creator within those with whom you journey. Your viewpoints will widen. Each experience of difficulty will widen that viewpoint. And you shall love that which was not previously lovable.

Questioner asked: “I wonder if you might speak on how I can better open myself to others, so that I can better understand them, and maybe they better understand where I come from? If you can put enough of that together to make any comment back to me.” I wonder if you might speak on how I can better open myself to others, so that I can better understand them, and maybe they better understand where I come from? If you can put enough of that together to make any comment back to me.”  Now Latwii said we begin by suggesting that the experience which you share with this group is like any experience which any entity might share together, so those of many sets of mind come together for a purpose, and goals are set, and many of you would be surprised to discover that greater purpose of joining together is not to accomplish the goals that are set, but it would be helpful if certain goals could be met for service to others, for that is the purpose, yet look at the mechanism by which that purpose is achieved in your daily lives, so you find various attitudes concerning how to meet the goals, and you find that the self has a point of view and can accept that which falls within certain boundaries, yet: “Are you not here to remove boundaries? Are you not here to accept all that exists as the one Creator?” Latwii went on to say as you go about your work with these other selves, you will find the opportunity to expand those boundaries which hold your perception and ability to accept within certain limits, for if no goals that were commonly set were ever achieved, there would yet be the constant opportunity to Love, to forgive, and to communicate clearly with those other selves with whom you find yourself journeying to the one Creator, so it is as though you are each a pilgrim, and together you are a band of pilgrims, and long have you journeyed on this road to the one Creator, yet you are the Creator, and each moment you experience the experience of the Creator, but you have forgotten this in this life, and in order to intensify your experience as the one Creator, you are as children, who make up certain games, join certain groups to pass the time as you journey, and you are so successful in passing the time that often you forget that you journey, so remember you are a pilgrim, and seek your deepest goal, and see the Creator within those with whom you journey, for your viewpoints will widen, so each experience of difficulty will widen that viewpoint, and you shall love that which was not previously lovable. On November 5, 1981, Laitos said that we all are the Creator:

In this regard we may say one simple thing. That is, that you are ever mindful that you are the Creator, that the healing energy, the Love and the Light of the Creator resides within your being, that you look upon yourself with humility, with Love and with the openness to this experience which you shall undergo and see the energies about you moving smoothly through your physical vehicles, through your mental vehicle, and through your spiritual vehicle, so that your entire being becomes as a channel for the energy which shall heal your vehicles on each level as you open your being to this energy.

Remind yourself daily, even moment by moment that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for Wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

May we attempt further response, my friend?

Questioner: Yes, one of the problems I have been having is evidenced by the previous attempt to form a question. It is that my mind and my mouth no longer function together. I seem to have lost sight of my deepest goals. I seem to miss the here, there, wherever. I cannot, many times, make a simple comment to someone because in between the time it is thought and the time it comes out, I forget words, mutter them, and stutter with them. It is just as though, wherever I am, I am not there. I am not able to fully put my energy into things, although I have been involved in many things. I have been trying. There are some empty spots. And sometimes it feels weird that I can hardly say hello to someone without either muttering it or saying half the words and forgetting the rest. I don’t know if you would call it confusion or just [inaudible]. Could you comment?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. As the pilgrim journeys, there are many conditions which the pilgrim must adjust the self to. The road is not always smooth. Storms arise, and there are agreements and disagreements with fellow pilgrims. There is consulting the map and the occasional doubt as to the landmarks. There is the rain, the sun, and the dust, the insects. There is much which makes the journey a great challenge. There are those times in each pilgrim’s life during which there will be confusion and a concentration upon the essence of one’s being which seems less than clear. Less than it was, shall we say, but such occasions arise as opportunities, shall we say, for the finer tuning of the of the pilgrim.

There is an analogy which we may make. From time to time, that instrument which you may call the radio will find its wave of reception wavering due to influences in your atmosphere. Perhaps a bit of attention to the tuning is all that is necessary to restore a clearer reception. This is the same process which any pilgrim undertakes upon the journey at any point during which the experience of the journey seems less than what is perceived as possible. This attuning may take a long or short period of what you may call time, for time is irrelevant. It is the essence of the tuning that is of importance. Know that whatever experience we encounter, be it confusion, lack of attentiveness, forgetting of words, difficulty in communication, or distorted perceptions, that there are no mistakes which are possible for you to make, for each experience contains the heart of the Creation and of the Creator. And each experience, therefore, has all you seek available for your seeking.

Questioner asked: “I am not able to fully put my energy into things, although I have been involved in many things. I have been trying. There are some empty spots. And sometimes it feels weird that I can hardly say hello to someone without either muttering it or saying half the words and forgetting the rest. I don’t know if you would call it confusion or just [inaudible]. Could you comment?” Then Latwii said as the pilgrim journeys, there are many conditions which the pilgrim must adjust the self to, for the road is not always smooth, and storms arise, and there are agreements and disagreements with fellow pilgrims, so there is consulting the map and the occasional doubt as to the landmarks, for there is the rain, the sun, the dust, and the insects which make the journey a great challenge, so there are times in each pilgrim’s life during which there will be confusion and a concentration upon the essence of one’s being which seems less than clear, and less than it was, but such occasions arise as opportunities for the finer tuning of the pilgrim. Latwii concluded by saying from time to time, the radio will find its wave of reception wavering due to influences in your atmosphere, so perhaps a bit of attention to the tuning is all that is necessary to restore a clearer reception, for this is the same process which any pilgrim undertakes upon the journey at any point during which the experience of the journey seems less than what is perceived as possible, and this tuning may take a long or short period of time, for time is irrelevant since it is the essence of the tuning that is of importance, so know that whatever experience we encounter be it confusion, lack of attentiveness, forgetting of words, or difficulty in communication that there are no mistakes which are possible for you to make, for each experience contains the heart of the Creation and of the Creator, and each experience has all you seek available for your seeking. On November 2, 2019, Q’uo spoke about the cause of difficulties in communication with those around us:

In some instances, the way in which these lessons and energies are manifested can be in what might be seen to be traumatic or difficult circumstances, for much of learning comes from dealing with what you would call trauma, or difficulty, or doubt, or confusion. Thusly, when these energies strike certain individuals who are not consciously aware of the process of seeking that they have engaged in in this incarnation, yet the energies that they have set in motion previous to the incarnation are affected by the fourth-density vibrations streaming through them and to them.

Thus, this makes a kind of confusion within the entity so that in its interpersonal relationships, perhaps with you or another, or many others, there is the opportunity and possibility of some difficulty in communication, in understanding, in opening the heart in Love, in being able to give as well as receive, all of these various types of propensities are available to each seeker at all times. Therefore, the enhancing of these abilities can oftentimes cause more confusion if the entity is not consciously aware of its own process of seeking spiritual truth.

If you, on the other hand, have this knowledge within your beingness that allows you to be aware of the purpose of your incarnation as being some facet of giving and receiving that known as unconditional Love, then you will have, shall we say, an advantage, in that you will be able to offer this service to any other entity that comes within your reach within your daily round of activities. If then, in your daily meditations to begin the day, you look at that which you have to offer, whatever your strengths may be, whatever your lessons may be, and see that this is something that you wish to make available whenever necessary, then this is something that both your conscious and subconscious minds can grasp in a manner which is helpful, both to you, and to any entity that you might come in contact with.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Not at this time. I feel there will be one later.

I am Latwii. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Just a passing query which you may not be able to answer. What was the purpose of the vigorous, clockwise, involuntary rotation of my head that took place during a fairly long part of the meeting?

I am Latwii and am aware of the phenomenon of which you speak. We can speak without infringement by suggesting that such a movement is usually accomplished by a deeper portion of the self which is aware that there is momentary imbalance in the spinal structure which may be corrected by such a movement. This movement is for the purpose of allowing a freer flow of those energies which traverse the energy centers of the spinal column.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you and thank you again for patience for the previous method of response. This instrument was not certain whether a response of any sense could be made to that query, and therefore requested greater conditioning. May we attempt another query at this time?

Questioner: Oh yes, Latwii. So many people seem to get so disturbed so very easily, and I have great sympathy for them, but I don’t exactly understand why. Because I have lived my entire life on an edge of a cliff, never really cared whether I went over or not. And I don’t seem to go over, and I seem to have good health which I don’t care whether I live. Why is there that difference between people?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We do not need to be simplistic in our response but may suggest that the difference that exists between entities exists that the one Creator may know variety. Each entity has a specific vibration or frequency, shall we say, various abilities in-built before the incarnation in order that certain services might be performed, and certain lessons might be learned. Each learns in an unique fashion, and if all entities were as impervious as you to that catalyst which finds them there would be a homogeneity of learning which each might be, shall we say, boring to each entity, and not provide the one Creator with variety and intensity of experience which is possible with the unique configuration of seekers.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, maybe a little bit. Some of these people I know that have died have had a great desire to live, and they have died. And other people who couldn’t care if they lived or not, seem to continue. It doesn’t exactly make sense to me.

I am Latwii, and we will assume that you ask why, and shall respond by suggesting that the incarnation is the point at which free will and what you might call predetermination meet. Each entity has the complete free will to follow whatever path it chooses to follow. Yet, each entity is also programmed by its own choice by pre-incarnational predispositions, shall we say, so that there are those currents of energy which the entity moves upon, but anytime the entity may change the course, change the means of travel, and, indeed, change the travel completely.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No. That’s very helpful. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Yes, you answered my question partly to my satisfaction—understanding, I think is a better way to put it. Latwii, but as I was listening to C it seems to me that he is taking himself too seriously, and I concluded that is what I have been doing also. I know I have a tendency to take myself too seriously. Would you comment on the fact of what I just said that maybe C and I are both taking ourselves too seriously?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall not make any judgment as to whether or not one or another may take the self seriously, but shall suggest that there is a balance in attitude which may be struck between the taking of the self and the experiences of the self in a manner which you may call serious, and in viewing the self and the experience of the self in a lighter and more jovial manner: the serious attitude which ensures the entity that it shall continue focusing upon those lessons and services which it feels are its mission or purpose for the incarnation; the lighter or jovial touch which is most helpful for the entity to not only to endure those times which are filled with what you might call difficulty, but which is most helpful as the entity attempts to widen the viewpoint and see that experience and self it is familiar with on a larger scale, that which you may describe loosely as the cosmic or grand scale.

To look at any situation and see that situation in a manner which limits the situation to describable characteristics allows the entity to work with those characteristics as specific catalyst for the self. To see any situation in a manner which allows the entity to see the one Creator and to see the self as the Creator provides the entity with, shall we say, spiritual charge or energizing effect that enables the entity to continue on its journey of seeking, balanced between the intense focus and desire to know and to serve and the knowledge that the entity is the Creator and need only be without worry as to what it shall be, for it is all that there is.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Questioner: No, that’s fine, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Latwii, do you think people worry too much? And feel guilty?

I am Latwii, and feel that we may respond most helpfully by suggesting that people worry just enough, and are just guilty enough, so that worry is seen as unnecessary and guilt is no more felt than necessary.

May we attempt a further response, my sister?

Questioner: No, but I always wondered why I never felt guilty, and I guess I am letting other people do it. Even when I guess I ought to I don’t. Feeling that I am not self-made, I just don’t take responsibility for my life. And if I do everything wrong, it really doesn’t bother me. Is that my destiny?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We would describe it as perhaps your point of view which you have chosen for specific purposes, purposes which are unique to you yet in common with all who seek the one Creator, each in its own way.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Questioner: No, you made me realize I don’t have to feel guilty because I don’t feel guilty.

I am Latwii, and am grateful to have been of some small service, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have apparently exhausted the queries for the evening. We are most grateful to each of you for inviting our presence, and we hope that you will remember that words are but opinions. We offer them as our service to you, and we thank you for each opportunity in which we may do so. We shall be with you in your meditations upon request. We shall leave this group at this time, rejoicing with each in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Most of us are unwilling to wait until the moment in which a decision is necessary; we insist on knowing the answer in advance, the day before, the week before, or the month before. We want to know what is around the corner; we want to know today what is going to happen next week or next month, and even what decision should be made for next year; instead of waiting until the actual moment when the decision is required, and then letting God put the words in our mouth and reveal what action should be taken. Day by day the manna falls; day by day the Wisdom, guidance, and direction necessary for that day are given to us. God does not often advise us a week in advance; we receive the direction as we need it. We have acquired the habit of impatience, and the result is that instead of waiting for God’s decision to be made manifest, we let fear creep in and then, afraid of the possibly unfortunate effects of indecision, rush in and act on the basis of our own best human judgment.

In spiritual living we do not depend upon our correct human evaluation of situations. Regardless of how good our judgment may seem to be, we turn from it to the Father: “Father, show me when to move; show me whether or not to take the next step and when to take it.” With patience and with practice, we develop the consciousness of a beholder, of waiting on the Lord, which leads us to the miracle of life in which we discover not only that there is a God, but that It has become the governing factor in our life. It has taken over our experience. We have prevented the activity and operation of God in our affairs by not waiting, by not being a beholder, by not sitting, as it were, a little to one side of ourselves until we feel that the Father is taking over. If only we could do that, we would find the miracle of a divine Presence going before us to make all things new. When we make a decision, very often we find insurmountable obstacles in the way; but when God makes the decision, God goes before us and removes every obstacle. Everything necessary to facilitate the undertaking is provided.

Let us make a daily practice of being a beholder:

“Father, this is Your day, the day You have made. I will be glad and rejoice in it. Reveal to me the work of this day; show me Thy decisions, not mine, but Thine. Let Thy will alone be the motivating and activating principle of my life.”

This afternoon I went back across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used Whiplash, my trimmer, to trim away some dead weeds from in front of her home. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow these weeds and leaves from her front yard and back yard into three piles. I put the weeds and leaves from the pile in her front yard into a garbage can which I put at the end of my drive way. Then I put half of the weeds and leaves from the pile of on the east side of her back yard into a second garbage can and put it at the end of my driveway. Then I got two tarps to put over the rest of the leaves on the east side of her back yard under a tarp and all of the leaves on the west side of her back yard under another tarp.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 10

Sunrise Comes To All

I am of Jesus the Christ, the Spirit of the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in that Love.

Upon the highest mountain and the lowest valley alike lie tiny forms of life awaiting warmth from the rising sun. For though one blade of grass may be low and the other high, yet both await the same thing.

It matters not the seeker’s relative position within this world of mundane qualities and conditions, for all souls need and shall receive the warmth of the great inner sun of every soul’s day, the warmth and the Light of Love.

Know that sunrise comes to all who dwell in inner peace, awaiting confidently the dawning of peace and understanding in every troubled night of the soul.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 22, 1984:

(H channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our one infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege to be with this group this evening. It is a very great privilege to speak through this instrument who has for so long not allowed our contact through him. It is not that he did not wish to speak our words, it is simply that he felt it inappropriate.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I shall now continue. As I was saying, each of you decides at each movement through free will what you will do, what you will think, how you will act. Each of you may decide at any instant to become channels, for us to remain silent. We approve wholeheartedly of either action. This instrument has for several of your years remained silent. At this time, we are using him in specific way. It is not exactly the same way that the other instruments in this room are used, but it is appropriate for him at this time. So please bear with us while we speak through this instrument and recondition him to receive our thoughts.

We of Hatonn are of the density of Love, and this is our message. Our message to your people is a message of Love. It is a very simple message. It is a message we have repeated millions and millions of times, uncounted millions of times, my friends, to the people of your planet. It is a message of Love for other beings. Actually, my friends, this is all that is necessary to communicate to your people at this time. There are many other things that we have told you, and many other things that we will tell you. However, if this single message could be fully understood and fully applied during each instant of your experience in your present illusion, all else would be unnecessary, for you would then realize personally everything else that we have had to give you, every other concept, for we come to you to help you understand the nature of the creation in which you dwell, the creation of which you are an integral, single, unified part.

If you look about you during your daily activities and see any part of the creation, experience any part of the creation, embrace any part of the creation, and feel for that seemingly separate part the feeling of Love, you have, shall we say, made the grade. What, my friends, is this feeling of Love? What is it that you experience when you feel this? It may seem a bit different for each of you, and yet it is one thing, and ultimately is only one feeling, one experience, one knowledge. It is a feeling of total unity, total compassion, total oneness with the seeming other self, the seeming other entity, whether that entity be an insect, a rodent, an owl, or an individual; whether it be the most ugly, unacceptable entity that you have ever experienced or the most beautiful and attractive. If that same total feeling of unity and Love fills your being on contacting either end of the spectrum of what you might call desirable, then, my friends, you have found the Creator’s Love.

This is the message that we bring to you. It is not complex; it is not intellectual; it is a feeling, a knowing, an all-embracing experience. It is total unity with everything that there is. It expands your consciousness from the seeming isolation of your being to total acceptance and merging with all other consciousness and all other beings. We hope we have been of some small service in once more bringing you the single basic concept. It is the foundation of the universe. It is the Creation, and it is the Creator, and it is you.

We have been privileged to speak to you this evening through this instrument, and at this time we leave this instrument. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is with great joy that we join your group this evening. We thank each of you for inviting our presence. It is our privilege and pleasure to attempt to offer our service by means of attempting answers to your queries. We would then, without further delay, ask if there is a query with which we might begin?

Carla: Could you give some general information about the transfer of personalities, and its metaphysical nature and purpose?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we feel that we have the basic gist of your query but would ask if you are referring to that phenomena which you have shared with another in this group?

Carla: Yes.

I am Latwii, and we shall attempt a response as best we can. This instrument is somewhat doubtful that adequate response is possible through its channel but with its kind permission we shall attempt such.

The transfer of which you speak is one which is quite unusual among your people. For it to occur there must be a certain unity between the transferees, shall we say. There must be a harmony of being which permits an exchange to occur without loss, shall we say. Many of your people experience that which is called possession, and in this experience, there is a certain loss to the personality which is being possessed and such would be the case if entities of the, shall we say, normal configuration were to attempt such a transfer as that which you have experienced. Yet with the unity which you have in common with the one known as Don, the transfer was easily effected, for it was offered with firm intention. It is not often understood among your people that the primary ingredient to all your evolution is intention. That which occurs because you will it. If you are unsure of what you have willed, observe that which has occurred.

The transfer of characteristics of your personality and the reception of the characteristics of another personality, then, in this instance resulted in dual personalities residing within both entities. This was not a complete transfer, however. For such to occur, there would be much more preparation, and the skills of the adept would be consciously applied. The transfer occurred not due to such skills of the adept, but because of firm intent and of the harmony which existed and does exist between the two entities. The partial transfer was a transfer of those characteristics which were most immediately available, those, shall we say, on the surface of the personality, those which were pronounced and therefore most easily transferred, and not requiring in your case the skills of the adept. For the one known as Don the portions transferred were of the nature of concern, anxiety, fear, worry. These, shall we say, characteristics had been surfacing for some time within this entity and had been finding avenues of expression in various directions. The portions which you yourself transferred were those of great sensitivity, great compassion, without bounds or control, so that much now seems out of control and most sensitive to the one known as Don.

Carla asked: “Could you give some general information about the transfer of personalities, and its metaphysical nature and purpose?” Latwii replied the transfer of which you speak is one which is quite unusual among your people, for it to occur there must be unity between the transferees, and there must be a harmony of being which permits an exchange to occur without loss, so many people experience possession, and in this experience there is a loss to the personality which is being possessed, and such would be the case if entities of the normal configuration were to attempt such a transfer as that which you have experienced, yet with the unity which you have in common with Don, the transfer was easily effected, for it was offered with firm intention, but it is not often understood among your people that the primary ingredient to all of your evolution is intention since that which occurs because you will it, but if you are unsure of what you have willed, observe that which has occurred. Latwii went on to say the transfer of characteristics of your personality and the reception of the characteristics of another personality in this instance resulted in dual personalities residing within both entities, but this was not a complete transfer, for such to occur there would be much more preparation, and the skills of the adept would be consciously applied, so the transfer occurred not due to such skills of the adept but because of firm intent and of the harmony which does exist between the two entities, and the partial transfer was a transfer of those characteristics which were immediately available were those on the surface of the personality, those which were pronounced and the most easily transferred, not requiring in your case the skills of the adept, for Don the portions transferred were of the nature of anxiety, fear, and worry, for these characteristics had been surfacing for some time within him and had been finding avenues of expression in various directions, and the portions which you transferred were those of great sensitivity and compassion without bounds, so that much now seems out of control and most sensitive to Don. On January 15, 1995, Hatonn described the nature of the surface personality:

It is well to strive towards the ideals of being present and practicing the presence of the infinite Creator. It simply needs to be pointed out that this, like other states of conscious existence, is that which is upon the surface of the personality of the life experience, whereas the work of an incarnation redounds to the very depth of the self, to the roots of mind, the last thirsty roots of consciousness that reach into that which is deity.

You see, your nature is such that the striving, the activity of an incarnation, remains in a sense frivolous or unimportant, the many self-judgments being not only frivolous but inaccurate and inappropriate. We suggest that each encourage those thoughts which refrain from judgment and discourage the self in its desires to castigate and rebuke the self for its shallowness, its lack of appropriate awareness of the present moment.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. After the incident took place … I have two questions, this is one. After the incident took place, I had an acute episode wherein I experienced all the characteristics you mentioned, and a few more. However, the effects did not last, or if they lasted they were integrated into myself, and I have not felt less than whole since very shortly after that time. It is my perception of the one known as Don that his primary nature is that of a wise person. I do not feel perceptively wiser. However, I do feel integrated. On the other hand, some of the deeper characteristics of mine seem to be transferred to Don, and rather than an acute episode and then integration, seems to have the nature of a chronic or cycling character, and it does not become integrated or become comfortable.

And I guess my first question is why should he have to suffer and I am not, and secondly why should he not receive the extremely tough nature with extremely strong will which I offered to him when I to said him, “I’ll be the strong one and you can just take a rest for awhile.” Why was he not able to receive the toughness that is at my heart? That’s sort of an A and B. Why is he suffering so much more than I, and why didn’t he get the rest of me, the part that he needs or even the part that he needs of himself which is equally tough?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that the two portions of your query may be combined, for they are indeed one. The cause of what you have called suffering is due to, shall we say, lack of transfer of that portion which you have spoken of as the toughness. The one known as Don has, indeed, that great quality of wisdom which is itself composed of what you would call a tough fiber, and in your actions you have, without becoming aware of it, expressed this quality, and have it to some degree yet. It is not an easy query to respond to, that is, why there is suffering in this case, for there are many portions to this situation, some of which we may not touch upon, for they lie within the rim of what you may call free will infringement. We would remind each entity that this experience is a great opportunity, yet with the opportunity comes the risk; such is so at all times.

The one known as Don has many portions to his personality, as does each entity, and there are many portions which are in motion in regard to his being at this time. Some of those are known and some are suspected; others remain mysterious. As that quality known as fear attempts to be expressed in any personality, the attempt is usually for the purpose of achieving a finer balance. This is the purpose of all distortion, that greater experience and balance might be offered and achieved. Each distortion has a purpose that may be expanded to many levels of perception in the life experience. The great wisdom of the one known as Don has been a valuable ally throughout the incarnation. To search carefully so that each step taken is placed with care is a wise thing to do. When one begins to doubt the results of the search, to doubt in some degree the ability of the self to step forward, then the wisdom becomes somewhat distorted, and there is the tendency towards that which you may call fear. This tendency then presents the opportunity to renew the faith in the stepping forward. When this quality of wisdom being distorted and presenting further opportunity for strengthening is affected by other forces, shall we say, then the situation becomes somewhat complex.

Carla asked: “And I guess my first question is why should he have to suffer and I am not, and secondly why should he not receive the extremely tough nature with extremely strong will which I offered to him when I to said him, “I’ll be the strong one and you can just take a rest for awhile.” Why was he not able to receive the toughness that is at my heart?” Latwii began by saying we feel that the two portions of your query may be combined, for they are one, for the cause of suffering is due to a lack of transfer of that portion which you have spoken of as the toughness, so Don has that quality of wisdom which is composed of a tough fiber, and in your actions you have, without becoming aware of it, expressed this quality, and you have it to some degree, yet it is not an easy query to respond to, that is, why there is suffering in this case, for there are many portions to this situation, some of which we may not touch upon, for they lie within the realm of free will infringement, so we would remind each entity that this experience is a great opportunity, yet with the opportunity comes the risk, and such is so at all times. Latwii continued by saying Don has many portions to his personality, and there are many portions which are in motion in regard to his being at this time, so some of those are known, and some are suspected, but others remain mysterious, for as that quality of fear attempts to be expressed in any personality, the attempt is usually for the purpose of achieving a finer balance, and this is the purpose of all distortion, that greater experience and balance might be offered and achieved, and each distortion has a purpose that may be expanded to many levels of perception in the life experience, and the great wisdom of Don has been a valuable ally throughout the incarnation, so to search carefully so that each step taken is placed with care is a wise thing to do, but when one begins to doubt the ability of the self to step forward, then their wisdom becomes distorted, and there is the tendency towards fear, for this tendency presents the opportunity to renew the faith in the stepping forward, but when this quality of wisdom is being distorted and presenting further opportunity for strengthening is affected by other forces, then the situation becomes complex. On January 2, 1983, Latwii described the nature of fear:

We may describe fear as a negative hope, which is to say that it too shall come to pass. For the balance of the desire of not experiencing is the desire to experience. Where you have fear on the conscious level it is often the case that the opposite, or the desire, is experienced upon the subconscious level. In such a situation the entity with the fear shall draw unto itself that which it fears in some form, so that it might balance that fear with the acceptance of what was feared.

At each point in an entity’s growth there is the opportunity to express the fullness of being that is each entity’s birthright. At certain points there shall be tests. There shall be that which is called the initiation. Each initiation proceeds in a totally unique fashion in ways which are quite beyond the ability of most entities to comprehend, and are beyond our ability to express at the present time due to the desire we feel not to infringe upon free will. The actions of those entities of negative polarity which monitor this group also add their particular distortion to the situation. The toughness which you have to offer is not in this case transferred, for it was not, shall we say, upon the surface of your being, and it was needed for you to be the strong one, shall we say. [A telephone rings.] We shall pause.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. We appreciate the notes of joy, and shall complete our response at this time. To summarize that which we have taken so long to speak about and apologize for, so we may say that the transfer was not of a total personality and not of the characteristics which might be desired to be transferred should the process be understood consciously. Therefore, each received that which was available and upon the surface of the personality. The complexity of the transfer is to be appreciated when viewed from the perspective of the one known as Don, for this entity is experiencing other phenomena as well as the transfer which is playing a large role in distorting his current perceptions.

Latwii went on to say at each point in an entity’s growth there is the opportunity to express the fullness of being that is each entity’s birthright, and at certain points there shall be tests which are called initiation that proceed in an unique fashion in ways which are beyond the ability of most entities to comprehend, and they are beyond our ability to express at the present time due to the desire we feel not to infringe upon free will, but the actions of entities of negative polarity which monitor this group also add their particular distortion to the situation, so the toughness which you have to offer is not in this case transferred, for it was not upon the surface of your being, and it was needed for you to be the strong one. Now Latwii said we apologize for that which we have taken so long to speak about, so we say that the transfer was not of a total personality and not of the characteristics which might be desired to be transferred should the process be understood consciously, for each received that which was available and upon the surface of the personality, for the complexity of the transfer is to be appreciated when viewed from the perspective of Don, for this entity is experiencing other phenomena as well as the transfer which is playing a large role in distorting his current perceptions. In 106.13, Ra explained the nature of the transfer that Carla is asking about:

Questioner: Could Ra recommend what I should do to improve my state of health?

Ra: I am Ra. We tread most closely to the Law of Confusion in this instance but feel the appropriateness of speaking due to potentially fatal results to the instrument. We pause to give the questioner and the scribe a few moments of space/time to aid us by stepping away from those distortions which cause us to invoke the Law of Confusion. This would be helpful.

[A few moments pause.]

I am Ra. We appreciate your attempts. Even confusion on your behalves is helpful. The questioner has, in the recent past, allowed a complete transfer of mental/emotional pain from the questioner to the instrument. The key to this deleterious working was when the instrument said words to the effect of the meaning that it would be the questioner and be the strong one. The questioner could be as the instrument, small and foolish. The questioner, in full ignorance of the firm intent of the instrument and not grasping the possibility of any such energy transfer, agreed.

These two entities have been as one for a timeless period and have manifested this in your space/time. Thusly, the deleterious working occurred.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I would like to say that that was not a long answer considering what you told me. It was very concise, and I thank you. It strikes me that this has been a kind of a key incident in my life. You meet people, and you’ve seen them before, and you realize that you have made pre-incarnative agreements with them to be companions, or friends, or whatever, and I suspect that this was a pre-incarnative possibility, a planned possibility, simply because I had no conscious idea that there was anything like this possible. It seems the question is, if you can tell me that, is this correct? And the other part of the question is, is there a way to finish the job so that compassion without the toughness can be changed to the balance that I have achieved to this point, which I would be glad to transfer?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We find that such pre-incarnative choices have indeed been made, yet with each pre-incarnative choice there is the great variety of means of expression. Some abilities and faculties are left to the, shall we say, unconscious mind to serve as rudders or general guides so that the personality is powered by forces unseen, or so it seems. Other characteristics and abilities are presented with conscious expression possibilities so that during the incarnation entities may, shall we say, realize the fruits of the pre-incarnative choices upon a conscious level.

During your lives together you have expressed in an unconscious fashion, and on numerous occasions, this ability to transfer portions of yourself. You have with each other been able to lend portions of yourself to the other, yet this lending ability has not been as conscious a choice as the recent transfer of which we have been speaking. The reintegration of personalities is that which you have been attempting now for some time to achieve. We find that there is a limit here to our ability to speak upon this subject, yet we find the suggestions of the one known as B to be most helpful in this instance. Again, we remind each entity that it is the intention which is most important in this case as in all others in which there is the conscious attempt to progress in mind, body and spirit. The sitting in silence together with the focus upon the true nature of being, the true nature of each entity’s being, and the true characteristics of each entity’s personality is that which is most helpful.

Carla asked: “You meet people, and you’ve seen them before, and you realize that you have made pre-incarnative agreements with them to be companions, or friends, or whatever, and I suspect that this was a pre-incarnative possibility, a planned possibility, simply because I had no conscious idea that there was anything like this possible. It seems the question is, if you can tell me that, is this correct? And the other part of the question is, is there a way to finish the job so that compassion without the toughness can be changed to the balance that I have achieved to this point, which I would be glad to transfer?” Now Latwii said we find that such pre-incarnative choices have been made, yet with each pre-incarnative choice there is the great variety of means of expression, and some abilities are left to the unconscious mind to serve as guides, so that the personality is powered by forces unseen, or so it seems, but other abilities are presented with conscious expression possibilities so that during the incarnation entities may realize the fruits of the pre-incarnative choices upon a conscious level. Latwii continued by saying during your lives together you have expressed in an unconscious fashion this ability to transfer portions of yourself, and you have been able to lend portions of yourself to the other, yet this lending ability has not been as conscious a choice as the recent transfer of which we have been speaking, for the reintegration of personalities is that which you have been attempting to achieve, so we find that there is a limit to our ability to speak upon this subject, yet we find the suggestions of the one known as B to be helpful in this instance, yet we remind each entity that it is the intention which is most important in this case as in all others in which there is the conscious attempt to progress in mind, body, and spirit, so sitting in silence together with the focus upon the true nature of each entity’s being and the true characteristics of each entity’s personality is that which is most helpful. On February 17, 2018, Q’uo described the general nature of pre-incarnative choices:

There is a connection between all entities on planet Earth within the unconscious mind, for all contribute part of their experience that is of a very basic or root level to the unconscious mind. This is more a part of the pre-incarnative choices made by each entity that now inhabits your third-density illusion. These choices were made before the incarnations were undertaken, thus, they were made before the veil was dropped between the conscious and unconscious minds. Thus, these choices are purer in their seeking of Love to experience and to give unconditional Love, for this is the requirement of this particular density in order to allow those who are able to do so to be graduated or harvested into the fourth density of Love and understanding.

Thus, there is a base of this general concept of Love that each conscious third-density being stands upon, shall we say, symbolically, and attempts more or less consciously, usually in the unconscious sense, to move forward from. There are, however, misperceptions of the conscious mind that grow in some to be a larger and larger portion of the conscious behavior of many entities that keep them locked within the lower centers of energy of the orange and the yellow, and occasionally of the red, as well, when there is great difficult in achieving a sense of survival and vitality. These blockages of energies keep the individual experiencing them from being able to perceive the bias from their own unconscious minds that is placed upon all catalyst which comes before the conscious notice.

May we answer you further my sister?

Carla: No, I think that’s been an extremely helpful answer. I have only one more question to tax your patience with, and that is, when we decided to do this, it just seems to me that a lot of friends or mates would have decided to attempt to balance by transfer in order to be of more service to other people, in order to be more balanced entities, and you say this is very unusual. Why is it very unusual, because it obviously has a lot of good qualities if you can tough it out? For service to others, I mean, it has a lot of potential for service to others.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. That which we find unusual in this instance is the degree of transfer. As you have mentioned, there are many upon your planet who seek to serve a mate, a family member, or a friend by transferring some portion of the self to that entity that that entity might in some way benefit, yet it is quite unusual to find two entities who have the qualities, shall we say, necessary to effect a transfer in the manner which has occurred between you and the one known as Don. There must be, as we mentioned, a firm intention, powered, shall we say, by a strong will. There must be a harmony of being between the two which is of a high degree. There must be a sensitivity upon each entity’s part which allows the feel, shall we say, between those portions of the self being transferred and those portions of the other self being received. And there must be a certain conscious quality of understanding which, even though small, is necessary in order for the transfer to occur. We speak of these characteristics which are necessary for such transfer in terms which we feel are most able to be comprehended, yet we remind you, my sister, that we speak of a phenomenon which is quite beyond the description of words, and in truth we feel we do not do justice to its qualities by our words.

Carla asked: When we decided to do this, it just seems to me that a lot of friends or mates would have decided to attempt to balance by transfer in order to be of more service to other people, in order to be more balanced entities, and you say this is very unusual. Why is it very unusual, because it obviously has a lot of good qualities if you can tough it out? For service to others, I mean, it has a lot of potential for service to others.” Then Latwii said that which we find unusual in this instance is the degree of transfer, and there are many upon your planet who seek to serve a mate, a family member, or a friend by transferring some portion of the self to that entity that that entity might benefit, yet it is unusual to find two entities who have the qualities necessary to effect a transfer in the manner which has occurred between you and Don, so there must be a firm intention, powered by a strong will, for there must be a harmony of being between the two which is of a high degree, yet there must be a sensitivity upon each entity’s part which allows the feel between those portions of the self being transferred and those portions of the other self being received, and there must be a conscious quality of understanding which is necessary in order for the transfer to occur, for we speak of these characteristics which are necessary for such transfer in terms which we feel are able to be comprehended, yet we remind you that we speak of a phenomenon which is beyond the description of words, and in truth we feel we do not do justice to its qualities by our words. On September 18, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the value of setting firm intentions:

We do not have to paint the stark picture of your environment. For all of the surpassing beauty of the world of nature that makes up the vast majority of this environment, the passion play of humankind has created a drama that unfolds before you in details and patterns of outworking expressions of the distress and confusion of a lost humanity. You did not come to add to the sorrow and the distress of this environment. Rather, you entered incarnation with a firm intention of being a part of the lightening of planet Earth at this time. You came to offer a local habitation to the ineffable and illimitable values of compassion, wisdom and unconditional Love.

May we therefore attempt further response?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to you, my sister.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument once again. Is there another query that we might attempt at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Well, my friends, we had our operators standing by, but we have not received another query. We hope that we have not been too laborious in our previous responses and caused each with a query to fear that that would be their fate. We shall ask one final time if there might be another query to which we might attempt a brief response?

Carla: Okay. Make a brief response to this. When I was in church this morning, it being Easter Sunday, I was relatively unmoved by the service although I was praying with my normal zeal and enthusiasm, it being my distortion to worship in that way, and suddenly I was not in the church. This has happened to me before. The portion of the service that was occurring at that time was the reading of what is called the Gospel which is part of a holy work called the Bible. And the reading was that Mary Magdalene went to the tomb on Easter morning where her teacher was, and she found the stone rolled away from the mouth of it, and her teacher was gone, and she felt that His body had been stolen by somebody, and she cried. And that’s where I was, and I was wearing the clothes that she was wearing, and I was crying. And I wasn’t gone for very long. I came back and they were finishing up that reading. And I discovered tears on my cheeks. I don’t cry, don’t have any tears of my own. And I wondered if you could say something in general about the nature of that kind of experience? Briefly, of course. Concisely. And at no great length.

I am Latwii. Yes.

[Laughter]

Carla: Would you please?

I am Latwii, and now to our more characteristic response. The quality of which you speak is one which is uniquely expressed in your being, and that is your empathic ability. The one known as Jesus has great appeal to your distortions, and on occasions which honor this teacher such as this particular day, your devotion to His teachings and the praise of His work and life is that quality which is the motivator, shall we say, of the focus of your empathic ability. You experience that which is read and become the entity spoken of. In some degree this quality is available to each who worships, yet the intensity of the experience is dependent upon the devotion to the one known as Jesus, and the sensitivity of the one who worships. Since you have both qualities in great degree, it is possible for you from time to time to experience that of which you have spoken.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Now that we have proven that we can speak briefly, is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are aware of several potential queries that have not yet found their time of ripeness. Perhaps at a later meeting we shall have the honor of attempting answer to them. We would remind each entity that our words are but words, and are but our opinions. Take them for what they might be worth to you. Leave those which have no value. All words are but guides and all guides can take an entity but so far. The journey you travel is truly your own and the strength to continue it will come from your own efforts. We are greatly honored to be a part of that journey, and, in truth, we travel as One to the One through the One. We thank each in this group for inviting our presence, and we remind each that we are but a request away. We shall take our leave of this group at this time, and leave you, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation comes from: “There are innumerable biblical passages which reveal the importance of “waiting on the Lord,” of being a beholder of life. This does not mean sitting idly by doing nothing. On the contrary, the more one waits on the Lord, the more is one a beholder of God working in them, through time, and as them through them, and as them, and the more active do they become.

If we are beholders, we do those things which require our attention and which lie nearest at hand. If we have a household to take care of, we take care of it; if we have calls to make, we make them; but while we are engaging in these activities, it is with the attitude: “I wait on the Lord; I behold what God gives me to do.” Always we hold ourselves in such a state of receptivity that we are ready and willing, at a moment’s notice, to change any plans we may have made in order to follow the divine plan.

There are duties to be performed and obligations to be met every day of our lives. That which is given us to do must be performed, but in being a beholder, we discover that there is a divine direction, a divine power which guides us. This is the state of consciousness achieved by Paul: “I live, yet not I, Christ liveth in me.” It is as if the man Paul were stepping to one side saying: “The Christ is on the field; the Christ is acting in me, through me, and as me. Christ lives my life for me.” That is the attitude that we maintain as a beholder, almost as if we were saying: “I am not really living my life at all. I am watching God live Its life through me.”

This is the ideal way of living: this is the spiritual way of life, the way in which we meet with the fewest obstacles, the least opposition, the smallest number of misunderstandings. There is always a Presence, the Infinite Invisible, which goes before us to make the crooked places straight and to make every detail of our experience perfect. It is only when “I” do things, say things, and think things that the outcome may be wrong. Our entire experience of frustration comes from our reluctance to wait long enough for It to take over.”

Later this morning I went outside and transplanted the two thirds of the Pansies on the top of the Wuthering Heights Mound in the front yard.

This afternoon I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought two more trays of Pansies and some food for myself. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenex, a case of purified water, and a pint of Haagan Dasz ice cream. When I got home, I finished planting the Pansies on the top of the Wuthering Heights Mound.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 9

Rejoice And Be Glad

I am the living Spirit of the consciousness of Love. I greet you in the Light and Love of Jesus the Christ.

Rejoice today, my people! Rejoice and be glad! Open the eyes of the heart to gaze about creation and see the streams of glory which shower the Earth with the bounty of sun and rain.

Rejoice as do the happy trees, the laughing mountains, and the rolling seas, chuckling in unified pleasure at the warm, quick wind of the Creator’s Love.

Rejoice in all of creation to the bounds of your telescopes and your imagination, your microscopes and your greatest and most awful discoveries.

Feel an intimate joy in each intricate beauty that the Creator has offered, for this creation is yours as you are Christ’s. Know and see that all things are instinct with Love, alive with the Spirit. And in every transformation see the powerful hand of the Holy One.

May you set apart your lives in peace to the glory of God, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.