I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos, Hatonn, and Latwii channelings come from May 27, 1982;

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you for the great blessing you have offered us in asking us to come and work with those who have gathered here in the name of the Creator, the Source. We attempted for a time before we contacted this instrument to make contact with the one known as S1. We say this in order that this instrument may know those sensations that she was feeling were those of contact. We shall continue for a short period working with each instrument as we speak through this one.

My friends, in these groups in which we concentrate so much upon service, sometimes we of Laitos may stress too much that great pillar of “the life lived in knowledge of,” and forget to stress with the most abundant emphasis the joy that permeates the universe of this Creator whom we serve. Too much we stress responsibilities connected with being a pilgrim and not enough do we share with you the reality of freedom that that service brings, for in each attempt to serve the Creator you have freed yourself from the opinion of a disillusioned illusion, you have removed yourself from a dimly lit, habitually angry, and negative set of circumstances which persist despite all the beauties of the creation around you, and you have with your eyes in your inner selves glimpsed the reality of an infinite merrymaking, an eternal joyousness, the Love that is without end.

Because of the medium of speech, we do not seem to you to be constantly joyful, and because of those things which we wish to teach, those skills which we wish to share, we seem bent single-mindedly upon the great responsibilities of service, and it is true, my friends, that those who wish to become shepherds must rise up and take the shepherd’s crook, and stand by the sheep in daytime, and in dark, in safety, and in peril. You do not know when you shall be called upon to channel in your own way. Consequently, we speak frequently on the service that is to be kept in mind. But, my friends, if we could but skip and jump and rejoice among you, laughing and shouting and making merry, for we are drunk on the very joy of the universe! We shall never be able to bring this into your language or your illusion, yet as you meditate, this feeling may come to you at any moment as you touch the Kingdom of the Creator and Its reality. As we charge you to meditate, to seek the truth, to attempt to be of service, if that is your desire, we invite you also to a grand party. Everyone is there. It is just, my friends, that some do not yet know it.

In this session Laitos wanted to talk about serving the Creator. They began by saying in these groups in which we concentrate so much upon service, sometimes we may stress too much that great pillar of “the life lived in knowledge of,” and forget to stress with the most abundant emphasis the joy that permeates the universe of this Creator whom we serve, and too much we stress responsibilities connected with being a pilgrim and not enough do we share with you the reality of freedom that service brings, for in each attempt to serve the Creator you have freed yourself from the opinion of a disillusioned illusion, so you have removed yourself from a dimly lit and negative set of circumstances which persist despite the beauties of the creation around you, and you have, with your eyes in your inner selves, glimpsed the reality of an eternal joyousness, the Love that is without end. Laitos went on to say because of the medium of speech, we do not seem to you to be constantly joyful, and because of those things which we wish to teach we seem bent single-mindedly upon the responsibilities of service, and it is true that those who wish to become shepherds must rise up and take the shepherd’s crook and stand by the sheep in daytime, in dark, in safety, and in peril, for you do not know when you shall be called upon to channel in your own way, so we speak on the service that is to be kept in mind, but if we could but skip and jump and rejoice among you, for we are drunk on the joy of the universe, and we shall never be able to bring this into your language or your illusion, yet as you meditate, this feeling may come to you at any moment as you touch the Kingdom of the Creator and Its reality, and as we charge you to meditate, to seek the truth, to attempt to be of service, we invite you to a grand party, and everyone is there, but some do not yet know it. On October 24, 1987, Latwii spoke about our relationship to the Kingdom of the Creator;

And so you must mount once again to the watchtower which gazes upon the Kingdom of the Creator which dwells within that Kingdom. It is something that you must do by yourself, yet that Lover which you pursue, that divine Love which you seek, sought persistently shall become to you real, intimate, and very dynamic. And more and more as you seek consciously immediate experience of the Love of the one infinite Creator, what you seek shall come to you. And as you seek that which is the highest of all things to seek, thus all else begins to fall into perspective.

And more and more, regardless of what happens in the intimate relationships, and in all areas of incarnation, your experience shall be that of joy, for the Creator has tucked joy into every atom of the infinite universe, has woven joy into sunlight and starshine, has plaited joy up in the leaves, branches and roots of your trees, the gurgling of the rivers, the busy hum of life. Each bee moves upon its way hearing the rhythm of the dance within. That great central sun which is the Creator in manifestation speaks as clearly to you and gives direction from within.

May you be blessed in your seeking. May you seek persistently the highest that you know, for that which you shall seek you shall find, and all else, once the highest begins to unfold, unfolds before you in reflection. Perhaps it shall be a sustained effort—as we said, some lessons are designed to be greatly challenging. Yet keep always the goal in mind, and seek not simply to serve others, but more to serve the Creator in others. And the reflections of life which come back to you shall more and more dance and sing with joy.

You in the watchtower, you who suffer, you who watch, and weep, and walk this day and night, you are not alone, for within you lies the greatest Love, the only reality. Seek it in earnestness, experience in joy and laughter and lightness, and become the lamp set upon a hill. Not in and of yourself, but only as one in Love, knowing the peace of the most intimate of all relationships—yourself and the Creator, your heart and Love itself.

We would at this time again transfer this contact to the one known as S1. I am Laitos.

(S1 channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. She was afraid to speak before, thinking that it was her own thoughts and not ours she perceived, but this is not true. She was receiving our thoughts, and she will find it easier as she practices. I am Laitos. I will now at this time transfer this contact to the one known as D. I am Laitos.

(S1 channeling)

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. The one known as D did not wish this contact at this time. We will, therefore, continue to work with him in hopes that he will in the future rely more on his feeling than his analysis. I am Laitos. I will transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you again in Love and Light. We would say to the one known as D that those of Hatonn are joining us in twisting your arm, and we shall contact you again later in the evening.

We would at this time ask your patience as we wish to spend some time familiarizing the one known as M with our vibrations. We would attempt to speak a very, very simple phrase through this instrument in order that the words themselves do not constitute a difficulty, but merely the experience of channeling will be the focus of the experience. We shall repeat, “I am Laitos,” and this repetition will seem as though it is the thought of the instrument. Nevertheless, my friends, none of you goes through life say to himself, “I am Laitos.” This is not a normal thought.

Consequently, we ask the one known as M to comfort himself, and not to analyze this thought when it appears within his conscious mind. We urge him, rather, simply to speak this thought and then await another thought. We shall repeat this transmission several times in order to familiarize the instrument with the experience of speaking our concepts. We ask that the instrument relax and refrain in the most rigorous manner possible from analysis, as analysis will block our transmissions. We would at this time, with the permission of the instrument, transfer this contact to the one known as M. I am Laitos.

(M channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. We are glad to speak to this instrument. We have had a desire for a long time to work with the one known as M, but due to his reluctance we have not been able to do so. We are glad to be with this instrument. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We are extremely pleased to be able to make such rapid contact with the one known as M. The way has indeed been made plain for us by this instrument’s desire. This instrument has an extremely strong ability to concentrate upon the tuning which is so great a part of this type of contact. For this, we are most grateful also, for it shall greatly accelerate the speed with which we are able to open this particular channel. The one known as Hatonn has been conditioning the one known as D, and at this time we would step aside, that those of Hatonn may offer their greeting through this instrument. We would now leave this instrument temporarily. I am Laitos.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. It is with great difficulty we use this instrument, due to his concentration. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am again with this instrument. At this time, we would like to share with the one known as J and the one known as R with the vibrations of ourselves, and of Hatonn, in order that we may deeply share in consciousness, and more deeply share in meditation. We now pause.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. I am Laitos. We would now exercise the instrument known as S2. It is with great pleasure that we move with this contact to that instrument. I am Laitos.

(S2 channeling)

I am Laitos. I am pleased to greet you once again with this instrument. It has been quite some time since we have been able to speak our words through her. She is most frequently used by those known to you as Hatonn, and we are, indeed, happy that she has all us to be—correction—to speak through her today. We of Laitos are pleased with the progress of all those who are attempting to improve their abilities to speak our words, and are amazed at the speed with which all of you are beginning to, what you might call, grasp our thoughts out of thin air. It is often confusing to those who are not so experienced to distinguish between those thoughts of the instrument and those thoughts which we are attempting to send them. However, we wish to let you all know that you are correctly receiving these messages which you have been speaking.

We are aware of some of the difficulties you have when we are not able to direct our beam of thought in the precise manner in order to make a clear and concise contact. We are grateful for your patience with us, and we will try to zero in on each of you individually as we become more accustomed to your own particular frequency.

[Side one of tape ends.]

I am Laitos. We apologize for the interruption, but as you know, we were unable to speak momentarily. As we were saying, it is now with a great deal of pleasure that we would turn our contact over to those known to you as Latwii, as we know that there are many of you who are anxious to communicate with Latwii. We would leave you now, my friends, in the Love and in the Light which we arrived in. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am surprising this instrument in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, for we wish to speak a few words through her, and also depart greatly from established custom in this group. However, there is one in this group which has been toying with the idea of attempting contact with the Confederation, and this particular instrument has its wiring strung somewhat delicately, and it was a thought, as we counseled together, those of us who serve you at this time, that the one known as A would perhaps best comfortably be able to communicate a few words with our particular vibration, which this instrument feels with a strength akin to the two-by-four, but which to other vibratory complexes is far more comfortable than even that vibration of old, easy-going Hatonn. Therefore, we would at this time ask your patience as we repeat with the one known as A the exercise of the repetition of our simple identity so that the one known as A may have the experience, if she wishes it, of this channeling. We ask the instrument to relax, and to mentally inform us if there is discomfort, and we shall adjust accordingly our vibration. We would transfer at this time. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. I fear that we have, shall we say, inadvertently blown some circuitry, even as we were attempting to be most careful not to. Also, the desire to be of service in this particular manner is not yet a fixed star, but rather one which twinkles on and off. So be it.

We thank the one known as A, and may we say to each of you, we shall, along with our brothers and sisters, be with you at any time you may wish to work with our vibrations. We leave this instrument now in order to get on with the answering of any questions that you may have. We leave this instrument in Love and Light. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all once again in Love and Light. We are privileged at this time to be able to offer ourselves in the capacity of attempting to answer your queries, for we are aware that there are those questions upon some minds which might prove useful in the answering. May we at this time, therefore, ask if there is a question which we might attempt to answer?

R; Yes, Latwii, I’ve asked this before, and the answer is bothering me quite a bit. I’m curious, an experience I had—I’m wondering how much damage there is, or how thwarted my abilities to receive mentally your conditioning, and conditioning in general is for the Confederation. Is there any way I can take care of that, or is there any way back, or do I just have to learn to function with whatever I have left of those abilities? Can I undo the damage?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The experience of which you speak was one which was most intense on those minor circuits of your metaphysical body, shall we say. This body might be likened unto that which is not visible, and is that body which is activated at the times in which you are engaging in what you call meditation, a deep contemplation, and for many entities, the activity of prayer. It has been somewhat affected, shall we say, in its ability to make its manifestations known to your physical vehicle, as you are in the meditative state. The circuitry has suffered some impairment of connections. These connections might be most fruitfully repaired by your conscientious observance of regular periods of meditation, and the continued strengthening of your seeking of the one Creator.

The experience of which you speak has had beneficial effects as well, for it has made various portions of your metaphysical body more finely tuned, shall we say, and able to receive impressions and transmissions from other sources such as the Confederation. This occurred in, shall we say, somewhat of a premature manner, and therefore resulted in that impairment of the transmission of these perceptions to your physical conscious vehicle. But we are of the opinion that your continuation in strengthening your desire to seek the one Creator in the meditative state shall be most beneficial in the repairing of these circuits.

R asked; ‘’ I’m wondering how much damage there is, or how thwarted my abilities to receive mentally your conditioning, and conditioning in general is for the Confederation. Is there any way I can take care of that, or is there any way back, or do I just have to learn to function with whatever I have left of those abilities? Can I undo the damage?’’ Latwii replied by saying the experience of which you speak was one which was intense on those minor circuits of your metaphysical body, and this body is like that which is not visible, and is that body which is activated at the times in which you are engaging in what you call meditation, a deep contemplation, and for many entities, the activity of prayer, so it has been affected in its ability to make its manifestations known to your physical vehicle, as you are in the meditative state since the circuitry has suffered some impairment of connections that might be repaired by your observance of regular periods of meditation and the strengthening of your seeking of the one Creator. Latwii went on to say the experience of which you speak has had beneficial effects, for it has made various portions of your metaphysical body more finely tuned and able to receive transmissions from other sources such as the Confederation, and this occurred in a premature manner and resulted impairment of the transmission of these perceptions to your physical vehicle, but we are of the opinion that your continuation in strengthening your desire to seek the one Creator in the meditative state shall be beneficial in the repairing of these circuits. On November 10, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our metaphysical body;

Both your physical body and your metaphysical body, or your energy body, are designed to take advantage of and make use of this catalytic effect of the day-by-day occurrences of life. A great deal of the catalyst of life comes from the relationships which you have, first with yourself and then with other people. And as the spirit grows in maturity, it becomes more able to see through the illusion of suffering. It becomes more able to penetrate the devices and desires of its own surface being to see the patterns of learning that lie within those surface movements of the emotions and the reactions of the mind and the body.

It does not become more in control of what occurs within life. Rather, it becomes unafraid of not being in control. And this is grace. When all about one is pressured and stressful, and yet there is that within the heart that remembers the true nature of the self, then that spirit is in a state of grace and may maximize its learning and its service within third density.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R; No. Thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla; We have a couple of friends that do work with crystals, and both of them seem to be good crystal healers to me. Would R’s particular metaphysical difficulties be aided by this type of healing?

I am Latwii. My sister, we feel that the type of healing which you have referred to as crystal healing would have at best what might be described as short-term benefits, for the impairment of the circuitry connecting the metaphysical and physical vehicles is that which was made in free will, and which must also be repaired by that same free will. It is, of course, possible that this free will could seek an avenue of expression through a response in a positive nature to this crystal healing of which you speak. This is possible, though our recommendation for the continuation of the meditative periods and the strengthening of the desire to seek are our best suggestion.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; No, thank you, Latwii. I believe I have you pegged. Take two meditations and call me in the morning.

I am Latwii. My sister, we hope you shall not report us for practicing without one of your licenses. May we answer another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes, Latwii. What can you tell me in general, and I won’t mind if you’re brief, about the benefits of going through hypnotic regression?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The process of enhancing the memory of previous experiences through that which you have called hypnotic regression is a process in which information is added to an entity’s conscious mind from those levels of the unconscious which are not normally available to the conscious mind. Therefore, information of this sort is usually of such an unique nature that its use is often not discovered until much of what you call time is passed. This is usually the case unless an entity has quite specific purposes for seeking information from previous incarnations. Most entities are unaware of the most beneficial type of information which could be sought. Therefore, the information which is received is usually not of much use.

Were an entity to look upon that life which is presently being experienced and see in that life those lessons which are being attempted, and attempt to trace those lessons in a previous incarnation so as to see their roots, then it might be possible for the entity to use that information in a more beneficial manner, for each bias which an entity develops during any incarnation shall at some time need to be what you call balanced with its opposite bias. This usually occurs in a future incarnation. Therefore, if one is able to look upon the current incarnation as a balancing effort set in motion by a previous incarnation’s gaining of bias, then there might be information of a most helpful nature which could be obtained by using the tools of regressive hypnosis.

Questioner asked; ‘’ What can you tell me in general, and I won’t mind if you’re brief, about the benefits of going through hypnotic regression?’’ Latwii began by saying the process of enhancing the memory of previous experiences through hypnotic regression is a process in which information is added to an entity’s conscious mind from those levels of the unconscious which are not normally available to the conscious mind, and information of this kind is of such an unique nature that its use is often not discovered until much time has passed, so this is usually the case unless an entity has specific purposes for seeking information from previous incarnations, but most entities are unaware of the most beneficial type of information which could be sought, and the information which is received is usually not of much use. Latwii continued by saying were an entity to look upon that life which is presently being experienced and see in that life those lessons which are being attempted and attempt to trace those lessons in a previous incarnation so as to see their roots, then it might be possible for the entity to use that information in a more beneficial manner, for each bias which an entity develops during any incarnation shall need to be balanced with its opposite bias which usually occurs in a future incarnation, for if one is able to look upon the current incarnation as a balancing effort set in motion by a previous incarnations’ gaining of bias, then there might be information of an helpful nature which could be obtained by using the tools of regressive hypnosis. On May 16, 1982, Latwii spoke of the value of hypnotic regression;

There are certain situations in which this might occur and those, generally speaking, are based upon the intended acts of service that will be performed by the wanderer as a preincarnate condition for incarnating. For example, a wanderer might incarnate upon your planet, and later in life experience a hypnotic regression that enables the incarnate wanderer to recall certain experiences that occurred on different planets or in different densities. This generally is to serve the purpose of motivating the wanderer to initiate the acts of service previously agreed upon before incarnation. The remembrance in this situation is of a type that is somewhat vague and hazy, thus resulting in a lack of confirmed belief by the wanderer. The wanderer is aware that there is an amount of confusion or perhaps imagination involved in the memories. In this fashion the wanderer is motivated on cue, so to speak, but is never given what might be called an unfair advantage in that the attainment of polarity accomplished in performing their service would be greatly lessened if the wanderer were operating under conditions of confirmed status as a wanderer. The wanderer therefore must always function in an atmosphere of some doubt so as to attain their own polarization.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Might I say, “Aha, that’s exactly what I was after.” Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M; Yes, Latwii. In recent months I’ve read volumes of back issues of meditations, and something I’ve noticed in many of the question and answer periods are some extremely long answers to what sometimes seem as relatively simple questions, and as I read over these, it seems as though the length and some of the things you go into in your answer actually add confusion to the answers. Why are you not more concise more often?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. In responding, we may respond in two ways, hopefully with brevity. Firstly, the question which is asked by any entity has components which often reach into unspoken portions of inquiry. In order to be of the most service to such an entity, we feel a responsibility to speak to these portions which have not been verbalized, but have, shall we say, been tacked on in a nonverbal manner. Often, we speak to another portion of the mind complex of the questioner. Secondly, the instrument through which we speak has an effect upon the upon the type of response, and even its length, for some instruments have certain strengths, certain characteristics and means of expressing thoughts. When we present our responses to queries, most often they are in a somewhat seed or crystallized form, not yet at the level of the spoken word. It is therefore up to the instrument to clothe these thoughts in the words considered most appropriate for their transmission. Some instruments feel more inadequacy, shall we say, in able—we correct this instrument—some instruments feel more inadequacy in being able to clothe our thoughts in the most precise words, and therefore use what might be called the shotgun approach on occasion, hoping that by expressing the thought in more than one way that it shall be correctly expressed in its total summation.

May we answer you further?

M; No, Latwii, that makes a lot of sense. I knew you had good reasons all along.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my brother, for your patience and your good humor. We hope that we shall be able to provide each entity with those thoughts which are most coherent and crystallinely pure as we respond to your queries. We realize that we are quite frequently unable to do this to the satisfaction of all present, yet we shall continue in our efforts, for we find great joy in being able to provide this service, even if it is occasionally clothed in more verbiage than the prevailing styles of speech would allow.

May we ask if there is another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We find that we have exhausted the questions, but hopefully we have left your minds somewhat more intact. We appreciate the invitation to join this group, and we look forward to each meeting. We are with each of you in your meditations as requested. We remind each that a simple request will bring us joy. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from Joel Goldsmith’s The Art of Meditation is; ‘’Let us set our whole heart, and soul, and mind on the realization of God rather than on the attainment of some form of good. As we attain that realization, we enjoy all the good things of life which come forth, without becoming slaves to them or becoming attached to them and without fear of losing them. No one can ever lose their wealth, their health, or their life once they have attained a touch of the Christ. Let our prayer be;

One thing have I desired, that I might know Thee. One thing. My heart cries out, ‘’God, open Yourself to me, reveal Yourself to me. I care not whether You reveal Yourself in wealth, or in health, in poverty, or in sickness; only reveal Thyself. In Thy Presence is security, safety, peace, and joy.’’

In meditation we are seeking the grace of God and nothing but the grace of God. This grace is not found in the human mind, nor is it found in such peace as the world can give. Making statements and reading books about it do not bring it forth. They may be of assistance in leading us to a point where we are prepared in the silence to receive the grace of God, but it is meditation which lifts us to a state of spiritual apprehension where divine grace takes over.’’

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Walmart. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Walmart where I bought an Air Purifier. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at The Home Depot where I bought two bags of topsoil. My last stop was at Kroger’s on Westport Road where I bought some more food for myself.

This afternoon I went outside and raked up the dead flower stalks that I used my trimmer, Whip Lash, to cut down yesterday. Then I put them into one garbage can, and I put it at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 4

The Cold Of Human Commonplace

I am of that principle which is the essence of divine Love. I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love which is in Jesus the Christ.

How tightly are the seeds furled against the cold of winter this day. And how tightly are your hearts guarded in their hope for growth. They contract, shrinking from the cold of the human commonplace.

Yet we say to you that within the Spirit of the consciousness of Love lies an eternal springtime. Seek in each daily activity this day the dance of joy which the Spirit offers to unfurl the heart within and to join work and Love.

May your day dance. May your heart know both winter and the goodness of nurturing and waiting and the eternal springtime of right action led in hope, Love, and peace. For as you call the Spirit, so these qualities come in answer.

We leave you in that great peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channeling for this session comes from May 23, 1982;

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you again in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. There are, indeed, lessons to view the blessings in song, in harmony, and with all of those present we see to the one divine purpose, see on the planet many people who are living the emotion you call fear. Many have begun to look too far ahead at things which might be, which could be occurring. You live in a time when the threat of what you call global destruction appears somewhere, and someone, who does that one thing that starts the dominoes to fall bringing an end to your world. Others live in the fear that the changes that your planet is undergoing, and they fear those events occurring in nature will begin to intensify; the earthquakes, severe storms, volcanoes, and other natural disasters as you call them, will sweep over your planet and bring great death and destruction.

All these things, my friends, may happen, and they may not. The things that you do now are those things that [inaudible] of what you call the future. If one dwells too long on the things that have not yet happened, or even those things that have already passed, one runs the risk of not living the moment that they’re in. My friends, each moment offers you choices. Each moment holds the lesson for you to see, to learn from. Each moment provides an opportunity to start the journey to begin seeking the brightness of the Love and of the Light. As you begin you will have an effect on your planet. Small [inaudible], whether you are aware of it or not, it is the combined effects of your people which will help to shape the planet’s future. In these times many of your planet have begun to journey, have begun to seek the Creator, the Love, the Light, and it’s beginning. It’s happening. But, as this effect is pondered, it is also affecting the planet of those combined energies of those who dwell in a [inaudible] of darkness shall dawn who love in the same way those who seek to serve the [inaudible].

There is at this time an ever-shifting balance between these two effects. We ask that you remain with the moment. Allow yourself to experience, to feel the Love and the Light, to allow for time so that you do not rush into the future. But allow yourselves to slowly be in each moment and deal with those things that are in the moment. Realize that to be in the moment in your illusion is, indeed, a difficult task. You’ve been living constantly bombarded by all the aspects of the world. You are constantly pressured by those who would attempt to sway the thinking, but you are always free to examine and for yourself choose that which you do. We hope that you will allow yourself the time to be Love and Light, to open yourself in your meditations to the Love and the Light and allow yourself to Love. We would now transfer this contact to another instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you once again, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We offered the contact to the one known as L but discovered that this instrument was too [inaudible] for the present. This is well, for this instrument has some [inaudible] and we thank this instrument [inaudible].

We would continue with some thoughts for our subject which has been [inaudible] in the eyes of many of you at this time. We are aware, my friends, that you seek not only to know the truths of the one original Thought but also to establish a company with whom you make this pilgrimage [inaudible] companions on the way, support upon the journey. The questions on how to structure a community which is centered in spiritual seeking is one which it is impossible for us to answer, for each group of entities is an unique blend of needs. However, our own community is one based upon just such things, and, therefore, we may offer some thoughts which may aid you. We surely hope that this may be true.

As you sit in community in this domicile this evening, you are experiencing the height of that which community is. The shared experience, a shared ideal, a shared desire. As these means of unity pass and as you discover each other’s individual needs, the community who comes as [inaudible] as the entities within it. There may be one who needs sympathy, an outstretched hand. There may be another who needs the understanding soul too and the support of that soul to be protection, and yet these two entities are seeking the same idea. All have the same privilege of sharing the same experience. There are some who identify with the community with those who work closely together. There have been several within this group of companions who have striven to cause this to come about.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about how a spiritual community could be started to help its members travel on their spiritual journeys. They began by saying we are aware that you seek not only to know the truths of the one original Thought but also to establish a company with whom you make this pilgrimage with companions on the way, support upon the journey, and the question on how to structure a community which is centered in spiritual seeking is one which it is impossible for us to answer, for each group of entities is an unique blend of needs, but our own community is one based upon such things, so we may offer some thoughts which may aid you. Hatonn went on to say as you sit in community in this home this evening, you are experiencing the height of that which community is; the shared experience, a shared ideal, a shared desire, so as these means of unity pass, and as you discover each other’s needs, the community which comes as together as the entities within it, so there may be one who needs sympathy, and there may be another who needs an understanding soul and the support of that soul to be protection, and yet these two entities are seeking the same idea, for all have the same privilege of sharing the same experience, and there are some who identify with the community as those who work closely together, and there have been several within this group of companions who have worked to cause this to come about. On January 12, 1986, Latwii spoke about how we can help each other be of service to others more as a community than by ourselves;

As this process of seeking and joining the wills of many in the seeking continues, it is of a self-generating nature, that is to say, that the seeking of each then is enhanced as is the ability of each to be of service to the other and to other selves that lie beyond the grouping of the community. Thus is the nature of any joining of minds and beings for any purpose. The being which is produced by the unified joining of efforts is one which is much greater than the sum of all those so joining. Thus is the seeking of the One and the serving of the One enhanced.

This sharing, rightly understood, is greatly helpful. But there is a sharing of periodical communities such as these meetings which is also extremely helpful. And the structures necessary to offer this community then form the structures necessary to offer a completely common human experience. There is a greater community, the community of those who know that this group sits in circle and shares the Light. And my friends, these entities are [inaudible] and they form a community also. Shall we say, a community of [inaudible]. They accept with great thankfulness the products of the service which you offer, as you sit in meditation and share your energy in unity that channels such as this one may speak to you and not only to you but to the larger community. And there is that one last great community without which no ideal community is complete and that is those who do not yet know of this community.

To have a structure available for those who wish to know about this community is a service that aids greatly in a community’s polarity towards service to others. It is well that this particular companionship is open to any who wish to attend. It is well that you ask only that simple preparations of reading and studying be accomplished. For there will be those attracted to this group and an entrance to be fashioned to greet them, one as full of friendliness, Love and Light as the one which greeted each of you. We have spoken through instruments such as this upon the simple subject of the original Thought for many of your years, and in that time many are those who have listened and have gone forth keeping the knowledge of these thoughts within their hearts. As you seek, as you meditate, become sensitive to your needs, become sensitive to those who share your path at this time.

Hatonn went on to say this sharing is greatly helpful, but there is a sharing of occasional communities such as these meetings which is also helpful, and the structures necessary to offer this community form the structures necessary to offer a common human experience, so there is a greater community of those who know that this group sits in circle and shares the Light, and these entities are [inaudible] and they form a community of [inaudible] for they accept with thankfulness the products of the service which you offer as you sit in meditation and share your energy in unity that channels such as this one may speak to you and to the larger community, and there is that last great community without which no ideal community is complete, and that is those who do not yet know of this community. Now Hatonn said to have a structure available for those who wish to know about this community is a service that aids in a community’s polarity towards service to others, so it is well that this companionship is open to any who wish to attend, and it is well that you ask only that preparations of reading and studying be accomplished, for there will be those attracted to this group and an entrance to be fashioned to greet them that is full of friendliness, Love, and Light as the one which greeted each of you, for we have spoken through instruments such as Carla upon the simple subject of the original Thought for many years, and in that time many are those who have gone forth keeping the knowledge of these thoughts within their hearts, so as you seek, as you meditate, become sensitive to your needs and become sensitive to those who share your path at this time. On January 6, 1980, Latwii said that the original Thought will bring us all together as seekers;

That is the position of your world. It does not seem possible that you could live without law. But we say to you, my friends, that there is a greater law. And it is a law that extends beyond man’s concept of law. It is the law of the original Thought. If you could understand the original Thought, you would know what there is to know, and your soul would no longer journey; it would no longer seek; nor harvest; nor share. For it would be one with all seekers, all harvesters, and all sharing. If you could understand the original Thought, you would be Love. You would not be seeking Love. The original Thought is within you. It is not without you. When you look at the world with the original Thought in your heart you can see Love. If you look at the world without the original Thought you can only see the illusion of disharmony, and naturally you will desire to ease the situation by using laws. But when you understand the original Thought, you find yourself viewing this same world with eyes that see Love.

[A baby is heard crying.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. It has been written, my friends, that the kingdom of heaven is within. The community of that kingdom is one of the great blessings of the shared experience. Rejoice in the strangers with whom you may share your love and your light, and rejoice most of all because the comfort, the confidence, and the power which supports those who desire to love each other is abundant in every atom of the creation. I would at this time leave this instrument. I am Hatonn. I leave you as a voice upon the rooftop that you must know, my friends, that we are always with you. As all of those who desire to wait and hearken to the call. We leave you in that great companionship, that great community that is yours for eternity. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

Hatonn continued by saying it has been written that the kingdom of heaven is within, and the community of that kingdom is one of the great blessings of the shared experience, so rejoice in the strangers with whom you may share your love and your light, and rejoice most of all because the comfort, the confidence, and the power which supports those who desire to love each other is abundant in every atom of the creation, and I would at this time leave Carla, and I leave you as a voice upon the rooftop that you must know that we are always with you as all of those who desire to wait and hearken to the call, so we leave you in that great community that is yours for eternity. On January 26, 1986, Hatonn said that the kingdom of heaven is within our hearts;

Rejoice and shout in the joy that is freedom, the true freedom of unmanifest Love and of manifest service. You are in the kingdom of heaven within your heart, and yet you stride a planet and have the opportunity to manifest the giving, the forgiving, the freeing, and the spending of ineffable and infinite Love.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you all in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most honored to be able to join your group this evening. We thank each of you for extending the invitation to us once again, to blend our vibrations with yours. We, as always, offer ourselves in the capacity attempting to answer those queries which have meaning to those requesting information. We would at this time therefore open this meeting to the questions. May we ask for the first question?

Questioner; What is meant in the New Testament, why the statement that if we resist the devil he will slowly charm us? And also what is meant by devil?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We believe that this statement has been misstated. For it is our understanding, humble and simple though it be, that to resist that known as the devil, to resist any influence considered dark or evil, is to intensify the ability of that influence to make its effect felt upon the one resisting. The concept is based upon the fact that all is one, and that those who pursue that path of darkness, or the serving of the self, are also part of that oneness, and to fight against, and to propose an opposition against such a force is to reinforce that power of separation by reaffirming separation. The forces of darkness obtain their power by separation from and control over others. To resist, in any degree, is to affirm that there is a separation and, therefore, it is to affirm the base of power of which the forces of the darkness draw their being.

Therefore, it is more in conformity, shall we say, with the principle of unity to accept all entities that are of a dark or light nature as part of the self, recognizing the one Creator in all. Accepting, forgiving and loving these entities therefore provides the entity with, what might be called, the shield of Light, and does provide that protection which entities may seek in the resistance of that called evil. The devil, my sister, is simply that dark portion of creation which seeks separation and pursues its path to the Creator by the separation from, and control over, other selves. But this, of course, is a path of limited Light, for it is not in total agreement with the underlying unity that is the fabric of all creation. And this path must therefore at some point, if it wishes to continue in evolution, join in the path that accepts all, loves all, forgives all, and sees all as the one Creator.

Questioner asked; ‘’ What is meant in the New Testament, why the statement that if we resist the devil, he will slowly charm us? And also, what is meant by devil?’’ Latwii began by saying we believe that this statement has been misstated, for it is our understanding that to resist the devil, to resist any influence considered dark or evil, is to intensify the ability of that influence to make its effect felt upon the one resisting, for the concept is based upon the fact that all is one, and that those who pursue that path of serving the self are also part of that oneness, and to fight against and to propose an opposition against such a force is to reinforce that power of separation by reaffirming separation because the forces of darkness obtain their power by separation from and control over others, and to resist, in any degree, is to affirm that there is a separation, and it is to affirm the base of power of which the forces of the darkness draw their being. Latwii continued by saying it is more in conformity with the principle of unity to accept all entities that are of a dark or Light nature as part of the self, recognizing the one Creator in all, so accepting, forgiving, and loving these entities provides the entity with the shield of Light and provides that protection which entities may seek in the resistance of that called evil, for the devil is that dark portion of creation which seeks separation and pursues its path to the Creator by the separation from, and control over, other selves, but this is a path of limited Light, for it is not in total agreement with the underlying unity that is the fabric of all creation, and this path must, at some point, if it wishes to continue in evolution, join in the path that accepts all, loves all, forgives all, and sees all as the one Creator. In 36.15, Ra spoke of how negative entities must reverse their polarity and become positively oriented;

Questioner: Well, then let’s say that when Himmler, for instance, reaches sixth-density negative at the beginnings of sixth-density negative, at this time would it be the case that an entity would realize that his higher self is sixth-density positively oriented and for that reason make the jump from negative to positive orientation?

Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The sixth-density negative entity is extremely wise. It observes the spiritual entropy occurring due to the lack of ability to express the unity of sixth density. Thus, loving the Creator and realizing at some point that the Creator is not only self but other-self as self, this entity consciously chooses an instantaneous energy reorientation so that it may continue its evolution.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Well, just let me see if I’ve got this clear. So, the statement, resist the devil and he will [inaudible]. I’m not sure which one it is and he will flee from you so that’s not really not a good path to follow, is that right?

I am Latwii. It is our suggestion that that path would not prove effective for those who would wish to be protected from the influence of negative forces. This is correct, my sister.

Questioner; Thank you.

I am Latwii, we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Do people who say that rosary and prayer wheels and other prayers for people, do they accomplish something?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Such entities do indeed accomplish something. That which is wished to be accomplished, the aiding in Love and Light of another entity is that which is in some degree accomplished by the activities which you have described. The purity of the seeking to be of service and the strength with which the will is turned in this direction are the factors which determine the degree of success of this desire. There are, as you are aware of, many methods by which such service …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

…might be rendered, for the entity wishing to undertake such a service needs be most concerned with the will and the purity of the desire. The manner in which this is manifested is of concern only to those entities who wish to make this type of service a more refined and regularized, shall we say, offering of service. Such entities may then wish to employ other techniques.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Thank you, you answered me very well.

I am Latwii, we thank you, and we are pleased that we have been able to serve. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes, Latwii, would a major nuclear confrontation affect existence in other places, or other dimensions, or other worlds of awareness or would it be confined to this planet’s third density?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. There is a unity, as each of you know, and when any portion of that unity is affected by any action, the rest of the unity is also affected, for are not all one? If such an action which you have described and discussed this evening were to be accomplished upon your planet as it has been accomplished elsewhere, even within your own solar system, there would indeed be an effect which would be felt, and there would be certain balances that would be, for the moment, awry and would therefore need to be balanced by another action upon the various levels of what you call the creation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; Yes, would the Confederation interfere in any way …? We were discussing information from various sources that it would not be allowed to happen. Is that true?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator seek to be of service to those entities who call us. We see the creation as one thing; we see needs; we see perfection; we see the Creator knowing Itself in all activities, and we see each portion of the Creator pursuing its path in reuniting with the one Creator. Each entity, each portion of the creation, must be allowed to pursue this path within free will insofar as this is possible. We see many possibilities on your planet at this time. Each possibility must be granted the opportunity to be expressed. For those entities now upon your planet have, at this time, many balances which are in the process of becoming complete.

There are, as you are aware, entities from a great number of planets which have found the necessity to repeat this third-density cycle. Many have found this necessity because they have experienced that which is now feared upon your planet, and the destruction of the planet. These entities and these actions now are attempting to reach a reconciliation, a balance, if you will. And this activity must be allowed to become completed. Therefore, whatever choices your people make as they seek this balance, individually, in community, and in global terms, therefore, must be allowed to find full and free expression and shall be allowed to do so. The stage from which the drama is played is one part of the creation. It has evolved from many sources. Whatever its final curtain [inaudible] upon this planet, it shall continue in some manner and continue in its evolution of characters, of scripts, and expression of the one Creator. There is no end to the experience.

Questioner asked; ‘’ Yes, would the Confederation interfere in any way …? We were discussing information from various sources that it would not be allowed to happen. Is that true?’’ Latwii replied we of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator seek to be of service to those entities who call us, for we see the creation as one thing; we see needs; we see perfection; we see the Creator knowing Itself in all activities, and we see each portion of the Creator pursuing its path in reuniting with the one Creator, so each entity must be allowed to pursue this path within free will insofar as this is possible, and we see many possibilities on your planet at this time, and each possibility must be granted the opportunity to be expressed, for those entities now upon your planet have many balances which are in the process of becoming complete. Then Latwii said there are entities from a number of planets which have found the necessity to repeat this third-density cycle because they have experienced that which is now feared upon your planet as the destruction of the planet, and these entities and these actions now are attempting to reach a reconciliation, and this activity must be allowed to be completed, so whatever choices your people make as they seek this balance, individually, in community, and in global terms, must be allowed to find full and free expression, for the stage from which the drama is played is one part of the creation which has evolved from many sources, but whatever its final curtain call upon this planet, it shall continue in its evolution of characters, of scripts, and expression of the one Creator, for there is no end to the experience. On August 31, 1986, Latwii spoke about the nature of reconciliation;

Those of the nation known to you as Israel—and may we say that not all that are a part of this nation are within its boundaries—are entities which have in a general sense found the need to incarnate in a situation which offers experience of a most intensive nature within this incarnation, that of forming what seems to be new out of that which is timeless and of great experience upon your planet and take this new formation and through it begin to express the reconciliation of difficulties between entities, between religions, between nations, between beliefs.

This is not an easy task, my friends, for those within this general region have accepted the honor and duty of reenacting and continuing to enact patterns of energy that have had an ageless and difficult expression upon this planetary surface. This general region has been the focus of much, as you would call it, catalyst, for humankind. It is within this region that many great teachers have walked and have found the need to express, each in his or her own way, the attempt to reconcile what may be best described as the lack of love within entities and states, beliefs, and religions. For within the third-density experience as you know it, my friends, the basic lesson is that which is described by the word you know as Love, that which is quite difficult to define, but which includes the ability to accept more of the creation without condition and to see it as the self and to see it as one thing, even though many portions of it present the illusion of separation, difference, and disharmony.

Those of the nation and way of thinking of Israel have then taken upon themselves the opportunity and the duty of first experiencing these difficulties of reconciling seemingly opposite points of view. When the difficulties have been appreciated by a growing number of individuals, then this widened point of view that has found its place of birth within these individuals may begin to expand so that there is the general perception of the possibilities of reconciliation, of forgiving that which seems unforgivable, of accepting that which seems unacceptable, of loving that which seems unlovable.

When this opportunity, then, has been presented in a wider and more profound manner, not only within the boundaries of the nation known as Israel, but has continued its progress throughout the various populations, nations, religions, and beliefs of the various portions of your planet, the opportunity for each person to experience the reconciliation of difficulties and disharmonies is increased, and the opportunity to learn those lessons of Love are enhanced.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii, we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Does the presence of entities from other planets which have destroyed themselves increase our chances of this type of thing happening here since they had to balance that experience somehow?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query my brother. Indeed, this may be so, but it is also true that many of those entities that have experienced this destruction are also desirous now, upon the subconscious levels, to make a reconciliation for this action, and it might then be said the possibilities of such an action could also be less. With some entities, their purposes being manipulation and control upon a conscious level, the likelihood then becomes increased; with other entities, who wish to make a balance in the actions—whether on a conscious or unconscious level—then is generated the possibility that such would not occur. But therefore are—we correct this instrument—therefore all possibilities continue as possibilities with some awaiting in favor of one activity at certain times, another activity at other times.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; No, thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Are there any entities upon this planet presently who experienced the demise of Atlantis?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, there are many entities upon this planet which experienced that action. Indeed, almost every entity which was a part of the population of that continent known in your history as Atlantis now resides upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; And I’m assuming they’re both of the positive and negative polarity?

I am Latwii. In general, my sister, this is correct, although the greatest portion of your people have not yet chosen their polarity but swing back and forth between the two, both upon the conscious and unconscious levels.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; So then these entities really aren’t helping us very much within the crisis we think we’re in, is that right?

I am Latwii. May we ask for a more specific naming of the entities referred to?

Questioner; Are there more entities who have chosen the positive polarity than there are who have chosen the negative polarity?

I am Latwii. My sister, this is correct. The number of entities at this time who have chosen the positive polarity is quite small considered in relation to the entire population of your planet. Yet this number far exceeds those entities who have chosen the negative polarity. The entities, however, who have chosen the negative polarity are more to be seen in the positions of power, shall we say, for this is the natural habitat, shall we say, of such a negative polarity.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Then I’m assuming some of them are rulers today? Or they’re at least in government positions of power.

I am Latwii. This is correct, my sister, and to this we would only add that many such entities are not publicly visible, though many are. May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii, we are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Could you tell us something about yourself [inaudible]?

I am Latwii. As an introduction, may we say that we are most pleased to be asked about our meager existence—meager, shall we say, when compared with the great variety of experiences that your people now enjoy upon the surface of your planet. Our existence has become quite simplified for many thousands of your years, and even greater spans of years have we been of one mind, shall we say. We of Latwii inhabit that density known to you as the density of Light, the density of wisdom, numbering five. We seek the density of unity which will allow us to balance the compassion which we as a social memory complex gained in our experience of the fourth density. With the reason that we are now learning in the fullest extent. This attempt that we make at evolution has been aided greatly by our intense desire to seek the one Creator. For it has been our experience to know a great variety of the paths, shall we say, of evolution. For we of Latwii have [inaudible] of those you know of as wanderers to many parts of this galaxy and have become acquainted with a great array of planets, of peoples, and of processes of evolution. All this we have taken into our beings and have learned therefore that the one Creator is that experience of unity which all entities seek.

We of Latwii experience an illusion similar in some ways to your own in that we yet have much catalyst to work with and much experience to complete before our graduation to the next density. Yet our illusion is somewhat more finely constructed than is your own. For it is an illusion that is made of Light, as are all illusions, but we are able to form that Light at will so that our simple needs might be met by our own actions in a more easily observable fashion. This, of course, is true upon your own planet and within your own density, yet it’s not so apparent to the people of your planet, for they still dwell within the veil of the forgetting. We of Latwii have utilized this veil of forgetting in the third density and now proceed in our evolution at what might be considered a slower pace but a pace in which we are able to see that each part of our illusion is the fabric of our own creation.

Questioner asked; ‘’ Could you tell us something about yourself.’’ Latwii said that our existence has become simplified for thousands of years, and in even greater spans of years have we been of one mind, so we inhabit that density of Light, the density of Wisdom, numbering five, and we seek the density of unity which will allow us to balance the compassion which we gained in our experience of the fourth density, so this attempt that we make at evolution has been aided greatly by our intense desire to seek the one Creator, for it has been our experience to know a great variety of the paths of evolution, for we have come as wanderers to many parts of this galaxy and have become acquainted with a great array of planets, people, and processes of evolution, and all this we have taken into our beings and have learned that the one Creator is that experience of unity which all entities seek. Latwii continued by saying we experience an illusion similar in some ways to your own in that we have much catalyst to work with and much experience to complete before our graduation to the next density, yet our illusion is more finely constructed than is your own, for it is an illusion that is made of Light, as are all illusions, but we are able to form that Light at will so that our needs might be met by our own actions in a more easily observable fashion, and this is true upon your planet and within your density, yet it’s not so apparent to the people of your planet, for they still dwell within the veil of the forgetting, and we have utilized this veil of forgetting in the third density and now proceed in our evolution at what might be considered a slower pace but a pace in which we are able to see that each part of our illusion is the fabric of our own creation. On January 9, 1990, Q’uo spoke of one portion of their being was of the density of Wisdom;

When our energies are stepped down to those of Latwii, an energy this instrument feels most comfortable with, we are able to offer concepts that are to some degree more precise, and may we say, perhaps more interesting to the advanced student of metaphysics, than that which is called Latwii would be by the self, for Latwii is of the fifth density, the density of Wisdom, and as you can feel, our vibrations are the vibrations not only of unconditional Wisdom, but compassion as well.

We at times exist within what you would call a sun body but, being unable to balance Wisdom and Love at this time, we are not able to remain in that configuration for an extended period of what you would call time. Our normal environment, shall we say, is within the realms of Light and consists of that focus of Light which we find a need for in order to learn certain lessons, these lessons having to do with the refinement of Wisdom. Therefore, our environment is not what you would call constant. We periodically make forays, shall we say, into other planetary environs such as your own in order to study the configurations of Light that are the basis for a certain portion of the evolutionary process of your people and other people. We are what you might call more scientifically oriented than our brothers and sisters of Hatonn or Laitos who find philosophical explorations more to their liking and nature.

Latwii continued by saying we at times exist within a sun body, but, being unable to balance Wisdom and Love at this time, we are not able to remain in that configuration for an extended period of time, but our normal environment is within the realms of Light and consists of that focus of Light which we find a need for in order to learn lessons having to do with the refinement of Wisdom, but our environment is not what you would call constant, for we periodically make forays into other planetary environs such as your own in order to study the configurations of Light that are the basis for a certain portion of the evolutionary process of your people and other people, so we are more scientifically oriented than our brothers and sisters of Hatonn or Laitos who find philosophical explorations more to their liking and nature. On May 15, 1983, Latwii described their nature as being of the density of Light;

The nature of our existence at this, what you would call, time is such that we inhabit the analog of a space/time physical vehicle within the density of Light. Therefore, the vehicle which we inhabit, though it is an analogue of the vehicle which you inhabit, would not be able to be perceived by the great majority of your people in any way because of the, shall we say, density of Light contained within it, which to your physical senses are quite without substance or perceptibility. When we communicate through instruments such as this instrument, we transmit in a time/space or thought form, so that our space/time physical vehicle generates a form of thought that may penetrate the interlocking densities and planes within each density to reach the instrument which opens itself to our thought form.

Therefore, to answer your query, our normal, shall we say, existence is within a space/time physical vehicle of Light, but when we communicate with groups such as this one, we partake in the analog to your meditative state and transmit our thoughts in a thought form vehicle.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Are they in the same density as you are?

I am Latwii. Though we are in the same creation, our density is one density removed from those of Hatonn and Laitos, their density being the fourth density, that of love and understanding.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Thank you that was very [inaudible].

I am Latwii. We thank you and are pleased that our chance to, shall we say, strut our stuff has pleased you. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes, would you evaluate the accuracy of the channeling that occurs on Friday nights?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We prefer to make a general statement in this case, for it is necessary for entities engaging in this process of refining the channeling process to seek such a refinement as a result of inner revelation. We would say in general that we are most pleased that we have been able to speak at your meetings held upon another evening and in another location, as you call it, and are very happy to offer ourselves in this endeavor. We are happy that the entities engaging in this meeting process have asked for our services, and that these entities continue to seek whatever stronger desire to know the one Creator. We assure each this desire shall continue to refine that process which is now taking place.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; Yes, have you any suggestions to offer for our examination that would possibly lead to a more refined and accurate channeling?

I am Latwii. My brother, again we must speak generally. Each entity which wishes to refine the process of seeking may do so in any number of ways. The most important ingredient is the strengthening of the will and of the desire to seek. We have mentioned this many times. These are the foundation stones, shall we say, upon which the seeking of any entity rests. For as the entity seeks so shall they find, for the seeking is as the magnet which attracts the filings. You are part of one creation; as you seek, you respond. Your greater selves are aware that that portion of yourself which you project as a personality, through its desire thereby seeks greater illumination. Therefore, may we suggest simply the reaffirming of each moment of which you are conscious of your seeking of the desire to seek in ever more pure and ever more positively polarized matters. This is a suggestion which each may find aid in utilizing.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; I have a question on a different subject. I’m currently experiencing a lesson which involves the decision to whether it is best to communicate or not communicate with another self. I’ve reached what I feel is the best decision, but I would be very interested in any advice that Latwii might be willing to offer on that.

I am Latwii. My brother, we can only advise you to do that which you feel is best to do. For within your own being resides those biases which seek the balance; and to advise an entity to do anything other than that which it wishes to do is to advise an entity to do that which will not aid its evolution as greatly as will its own volition. You cannot make mistakes, my brother. You can learn from all experiences.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; No, thank you for your answers.

I am Latwii. We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla; I had to tie up about three questions that I had more questions about when you finished answering. First was L’s question about channeling. I’ve wondered also what one could do to refine one’s channel. Don has always talked about the possibility of what a teacher would call “master classes.” That’s when teachers teach other teachers. Would this sort of channelers’ channeling meditation be of aid to the channels involved in refining the channels of those who desire to take part? Or can you comment?

I am Latwii. My sister, we can indeed comment. Our comment is, yes. May we answer you further?

Carla; Yes, to work on C’s question a little bit more. I do understand your idea about not resisting evil because obviously if evil—or the devil if you want to personify it—being a part of yourself since we are the creation—is to be loved and accepted as a part of the self and thereby made non-powerful because it is a part of the self; it is understood; it is forgiven. I could understand that, but many is the time when I’ve talked with someone who has a very specific problem like wanting to stop eating too much or wanting to stop smoking; or my own particular weakness is wanting to stop purchasing garments that I don’t need to wear. It does seem to be a simple prayer “resist,” will get me through one specific instance. Is there virtue in that limited kind of resistance or am I talking about evil or just the [inaudible] choices?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. There is a significant difference in those activities of which you speak having to do only with the self in relationship to the self and those activities which have to do with the self in relationship to other selves. As an entity seeks to balance its own biases and distortions, there are those activities which are subject to the will, which may be undertaken and prove efficacious in that balancing. It is possible to exercise the will to such an extent that the simple losing of the desire to do those things which are not deemed proper might be accomplished.

When dealing with an other self, on the other hand, it is not deemed proper for one wishing to proceed on the path of positive polarity to exercise the will in such a fashion over another entity if this entity has been seen to be that of what is called the negative polarity. For to do so is to engage in a battle which is fought upon the negative entity’s turf, shall we say, and is to engage in a contest of wills which will inevitably lead to the depolarizing of the positive entity. It is better for such an entity to not exercise the will in opposition to such an entity but to withdraw from the contest and, within the meditative state, seek to send the negative entity the love and the light which is truly felt for another part of the great self.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; I believe I understand. What you’re saying is that, for instance, when Jesus said, “Get thee behind me Satan,” he was dramatizing not the reality of the devil but His ability to use His will to decide not to accept a certain temptation and then to pray for those who did persecute, as he did for the forty days before he went to be crucified. His statement then is misleading as it’s written in the Bible which is basically saying because the emphasis is wrongly placed on the personification which seems to be evil instead of the rule to choose one thing instead of another.

Is this correct? Is this what you’re saying?

I am Latwii, my sister. In general, we agree with your summary. We may comment further by suggesting that the entity known as Jesus, when speaking of that concept of negativity called Satan in your holy works, was speaking of those temptations that were being offered it by those forces which wished to depolarize the one known as Jesus so that its work would remain undone. The one known as Jesus, though it accepted fully those forces of negativity or darkness within its heart of being, loved them, forgave them, and had compassion for them, yet did say to those forces that He wished to pursue another path and that those temptations which were being offered were not acceptable to this entity, though the entities offering them were indeed accepted, loved, and cherished. Therefore, the entity known as Jesus was, in refusing these temptations, not opposing those forces of darkness but was loving them in the fullest while at the same time refusing their offerings.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; Not on that subject, that was most helpful, thank you. I wanted to just pursue some questions that were asked about lots of UFO rumor mongering that’s been going on—that’s about the best I can call it—when the UFO research community, for years and years, ever since I’ve been involved in these meditations, the big rumor has always been the UFO involvement in what the Bible has called the rapture. This rapture business has been going on for the last eighteen hundred or so years, and I’ve always been curious as to what germ of truth it held, the remnant that shall remain and the being taken up, whether it was simply the small harvest at the end of the cycle or what. And I’ve always figured when UFOs become a part of the scene it was only natural that UFO channels who were familiar with the Bible would then latch onto the idea of the rapture and figure that it was going to be accomplished by means of the mechanisms of spaceships. I wonder if you could comment on this for our group because I think that in many ways this whole concept has been a very damaging one in that it concerns people and it distracts them from your message. This whole idea of the mechanical salvation by UFOs?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We are very pleased to be able to make a comment upon this subject which we also have found to be quite disconcerting. The, shall we say, kernel of truth as we see it within this concept is the fact that there shall be those of the fourth-density vibration who shall greet those entities upon your planet who are harvested into the fourth density of Love and compassion. These entities who shall serve as the greeters, the guides, and the teachers from the newly harvested of your planet, are those entities of the similar configuration to the one known as Jesus and shall be those who shall fulfill that known as the Second Coming in one aspect. That is the greeting. These entities stand ready at all times to greet those upon your planet who, in their daily round of activities,  seek ever more purely the one Creator. Love and Light are sent, a direction then possible is offered, and as your planet makes the appropriate passage into that density of Love and understanding which it is now entering, these entities shall be those who make ready the passage and who …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer, which I call Whiplash, to trim all of the dead flower stalks down in all of the flower gardens in my yard. At 11 am I was once again honored to be a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group, and I attempted to answer questions such as; ‘’What would I do with a billion dollars.’’ ‘’What is the difference between intelligent energy and intelligent infinity.’’ ‘’What does the Deep Underground do.’’ ‘’Did Carla and I have a New Year’s Day celebration.’’ ‘’What do I like about the book The Art of Meditation.’’ This was another inspiring experience of joining my heart with all of my great friends who also love the Law of One and moving a few more steps forward on our spiritual journeys together.

This afternoon my quote from The Art of Meditation is; ‘’We must realize that we have no objective other than the achievement of the kingdom of God, that we have no demonstration to make except the demonstration of our spiritual Selfhood; but that we must demonstrate first of all for our own development; and secondly, as a witness to the world that God is individual Selfhood, and that this state of being may be attained by all those who are ready to give up the world, not by removing themselves to some remote spot, but by giving up their desires for that which the world can give.

 As students of spiritual wisdom, the important question is; what is the best way, if there is a best way, of achieving this realization of our true Selfhood. Is there a short cut. Is there a path that leads to God-realization, a path that can be trod here on Earth. Can it be achieved here on Earth. The answer is yes. Not only is there a way of accomplishing this objective, but there is a shortcut. That short cut, so simple and yet so very difficult, is to perform a bit of mental surgery on ourselves and cut away all our desires. Let us take a good sharp scalpel and cut out of ourselves all desire for person, place, thing, circumstance, or condition. Every desire must be cut away in order that only one remains; to know Thee, whom to know aright is life eternal.’’

Then I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the dead flower stalks in all of my gardens in a pile beside each flower garden.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 3

A Day Of Forgiveness

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in whole and divine Love. The Master calls each to a day of forgiveness.

Let this be such a day.

During this day, note each to whom your heart has become hard, that you may take this opportunity to call and pray for grace; that you may know how to forgive; that you may learn the gentility, the transformation, and the peace of forgiving.

For what is there to forgive between children in the same family? Do not all families learn from rubbing against each other, perhaps even causing friction but always working as a family? Such is your condition as a soul in the creation in which all of consciousness are children of one Father.

Let this day be your day of forgiveness of others, of yourself, and of your Father. Many things are beyond understanding. But the Love and the peace of forgiveness are food for the heart and drink for eternity.

We leave you in forgiveness, peace and divine Love, this day and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Laitos channeling today comes from May 13, 1982;

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you for the privilege of having been called to this meeting, for it is our special delight to work with those who desire to familiarize themselves with the channeling vibration, and who serve as couriers of a very simple message, a message which has been available to your people for many, many of your years, but which in all times and places finds new ways of reaching those whose ears have not yet been opened to the words of Love.

Before we begin to work with you, my friends, we would like to say a few words about this service of being a vocal channel, a messenger of Love, a voice for those who serve the Creator with all their strength. First, we wish to acquaint you with the concept that a messenger is a servant, one who is humble and who bows the knee before those to whom they speak. A messenger is not involved in the outcome or the result of the message. The responsibility of the messenger is to the source of that message, that it may be given as truly and as well as the messenger has the capability of doing so. Therefore, in any situation, all are messengers, all speak from a source. All are channels, my friends. You are offering to be a channel to aid the Confederation in the service of the one infinite Creator. It differs from these unconscious channelings of your race in that you have a conscious desire to focus your message in such a way that it reflects a deeper source, that you may speak more truly, and that your message may originate within the realms of service to others. This is, indeed, a very blessed decision, for the desire to serve will open the door to that service.

My friends, there is no question as to your ability to function as channels once your desire has been summoned. We have especially been aware for many weeks that the one known as D was contemplating a closer acquaintance with this service, but until this entity had concluded the decision-making process, we felt that it would be an infringement to offer our services. We would say one more thing before we begin, and ask you to consider this in your meditations. As you serve, you grow, and as you grow, it may seem to you that you have been blessed with more information, more depth of understanding, more realization of that great source of Love which is within you, than some others. We ask that when these thoughts come to you, you bless them, and then release and remember instead that each understanding brings with it a responsibility. Each responsibility brings with it an understanding. Therefore, my friends, avoid either praising or not praising your progress. Simply continue to seek. That service which has been prepared for you will be yours as you take it up moment by moment and day by day.

In this session Laitos wanted to speak to the group about being a vocal channel for Love. They began by saying we would like to say a few words about this service of being a vocal channel, a messenger of Love, a voice for those who serve the Creator with all their strength, so first we wish to acquaint you with the concept that a messenger is a servant, one who is humble and who bows the knee before those to whom they speak, for a messenger is not involved in the outcome or the result of the message since the responsibility of the messenger is to the source of that message, that it may be given as well as the messenger has the capability of doing so, and in any situation all are messengers that speak from a source, and all are offering to be a channel to aid the Confederation in the service of the one infinite Creator, for it differs from these unconscious channelings of your race in that you have a conscious desire to focus your message in such a way that it reflects a deeper source, that you may speak more truly, and that your message may originate within the realms of service to others, so this is a blessed decision, for the desire to serve will open the door to that service. Laitos went on to say there is no question as to your ability to function as channels once your desire has been summoned, and we have been aware for many weeks that D was contemplating a closer acquaintance with this service, but until this entity had concluded the decision-making process, we felt that it would be an infringement to offer our services, so we would say one more thing before we begin, and we ask you to consider this in your meditations, for as you serve, you grow, and as you grow, it may seem to you that you have been blessed with more realization of that great source of Love which is within you, than some others have been, and we ask that when these thoughts come to you, you bless them, and then release them and remember instead that each understanding brings with it a responsibility, and each responsibility brings with it an understanding, so avoid either praising or not praising your progress, but simply continue to seek, and that service which has been prepared for you will be yours as you take it up moment by moment and day by day. On May 19, 1985, L/Leema spoke of the value of our continuing to seek;

We can state that as you continue to seek the one Creator and the unity of all things, you shall become more and more aware, as you have stated. It is not necessary to speak with those unseen or to have communications of this variety in order to become more aware of your process of seeking. To desire such knowledge and experience is all that is necessary, for it has been written in that holy work previously mentioned that as you seek, you shall find; as you ask, it shall be answered; and as you knock, the doors shall be opened, for this is a law of the universe which functions without exception, for that which you seek is within your own being. You are all things.

Again, we are so very happy to be working with you. We shall begin at this time with a period of conditioning concentrated in the area of the head, the face, and the throat. This is to make you aware of the presence of those of Laitos, and to give you a true feeling of our ability to communicate with you. We shall pause for this exercise at this time. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We are beginning to blend our vibrations with yours and would at this time like to work with the one known as S if she would relax. We will be sending one single thought. That is our identification. We ask that this entity to relax, allow her mind to rest undisturbed, and wait for the thought, “I am Laitos.” We will repeat this several times in order to assure the one known as S that she is not creating this voice within her own being. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We have good contact with this instrument, but we find that the one known as S has some blockage due to some slight indecision about the actual speaking of our words. We shall continue to work with this instrument and return to this instrument after work with the one known as D, that it may consider what it wishes to do at this time. We are most happy to be of service, whether as offerers of the channeling vibration alone, or as offerers of thoughts. We thank the one known as S and would now work with the one known as D.

It would be suggested to the one known as D that quietness and a refraining from analysis be employed so that we may transmit our single thought, “I am Laitos.” When the instrument thinks this particular concept, it will seem much like his own thought. That is the nature of our channeling process as we work within a deeper portion of the mind. Therefore, we ask the instrument not to attempt to analyze the source of the concept, but when the thought occurs, speak it without hesitation. We shall repeat the thought several times. We will now transfer to the one known as D. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

We are adjusting our contact with this instrument to provide more comfort and efficiency and shall continue working with this instrument as we move back again to the one known as S and attempt once more to make our vibrations available to her. We shall again offer the possibility of the simple channeling exercise. We transfer this contact at this time. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos. I am with this instrument. I am Laitos. I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos and am again with this instrument. It is with great joy that we make contact with this instrument. We realize the rush is a bit of an experience at first, but assure the instrument that the accompanying sensations subside to a far more pleasant configuration as we learn better how to channel the energy that we have been given through the physical vehicle of each instrument. Each instrument is unique and with each instrument we go through a process of adjustment.

We would at this time attempt again to speak through the one known as D in hopes that the adjustments we have been making have been helpful. Again, we ask for the instrument to completely relax and to speak what comes into the mind spontaneously. We transfer now. I am Laitos.

(D channeling)

I am Laitos.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and am again with this instrument. We see that our adjustments have been in the right direction, and we shall continue to endeavor to make this contact more comfortable for the one known as D. Again, we assure the instrument that the experiences and sensations which accompany channeling do not remain at the level of intensity of first contact, for we do attempt to channel our vibrations in a way which enables the instrument to remain comfortable. Also, each instrument becomes more comfortable with the process, and thus a certain amount of what is experienced is dropped as the surprise element, shall we say, of our reality ceases to become a factor.

We are so very happy and pleased to be able to make contact with the one known as D and the one known as S. We are full of Love for both instruments, and wish each to know that we shall be with you at any time you wish. We would advise, however, practicing the actual channeling of a vocal nature only in a group with a more experienced channel, for the tuning, as this instrument would call it, is quite important to the quality and content of the message received. We have begun a journey, my friends. We greet you, and as we leave the shores, we rejoice in the power of that pilgrimage, which we all make together, to Love and serve the one infinite Creator.

At this time I would transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and am now with this instrument, and greet you once again in Love and Light. At this time, we would open this meeting to questions which those present may have on their minds. May we answer any question at this time?

D; Yes. The sensations that I felt I’ve been feeling for years. Is that possible?

I am Laitos. My brother, your experience with this group in its initial stages enabled you to become familiar with this type of vibration, and to become aware that the process which you have now begun was always possible, for many entities of the Confederation wish to avail themselves of the contacts such as this contact in order to make the philosophy of Love and Light and unity available to more people on your planet. Therefore, you have at this time tapped the potential which has been available to you since your beginning experience with this group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D; No, that’s fine.

Laitos; We are most grateful for this opportunity. Is there another question which we might attempt to answer?

D; Yes. I have a question. In practicing …

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…In practicing this type of thing, should I focus my consciousness or release?

I am Laitos. We would suggest, my brother, that you use whichever method is most helpful to you, for each has its strength, and each has its weakness. Your own unique configuration of mind, body, and spirit will determine through practice that technique which is most useful. The releasing of the attention so that a blankened focus of mind is achieved allows for the easier perception of the vibration for most entities, but also does allow for the random thought to be equally considered as well. The focused attention does allow for a more precise perception and is usually useful in the later stages of the channeling process. But many instruments find this is helpful at each beginning stage as well.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D; So, when I become accustomed to the conditioning vibrations, the focus will probably be better? Is this what you’re saying?

I am Laitos. In general, this is correct, my brother. May we answer you further, my brother?

DL No, that’s fine. Thank you.

I am Laitos. We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

S; Yes. You were saying that you used the energy in the physical vehicle to channel. Is there a way, the science through meditation, that this energy could be increased and directed?

I am Laitos. My sister, the technique of meditation is that technique which focuses the seeking of an entity so that the seeking might be used for a more refined purpose, in this case, the purpose of the vocal channeling. The refinement or enhancement of this type of focus of energy might be accomplished by any activity which the entity undertakes as a means of expressing the seeking, the desire to know the one Creator. Any activity, therefore, might aid this focus of energy. There are those activities such as meditation which are far more efficient, shall we say, in the focusing of this energy. One might also engage in that known as prayer, or that known as contemplation, or the philosophical discussion on an intellectual basis of those concepts which are felt to be crystallized portions of the understanding of the one Creator. Many are the ways which are available to the seeker to gain leverage, shall we say, in the application of this focus of energy.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S; No, not on that, but I do have another question. It seems that there are a lot of questions inside that I cannot seem to quite get at. Is there a reason for this? How can I go about unblocking these? It seems to me that meditation would be the best thing to do. Is this true?

I am Laitos. My sister, again we find another facet of the previous query, and again we would respond by saying that your assumption is correct, that meditation is the most efficient means of discovering those portions of the self which seek to make themselves known to the conscious mind so that the conscious mind might grow further in its grasp of understanding of unity with all that is. You may see these unformed queries in your mind as the seeds of your future growth, and you may see the practice of meditation, contemplation, prayer, and the seeking in general as those means whereby the seeds shall receive the water of your attention, which is necessary for them to sprout and to bloom forth into their full glory, for they contain that part of yourself which is yet unborn, and which seeks to become born.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S; No, thank you.

I am Laitos. We thank you, as well. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla; I was surprised at the strength of energy that I felt when each of the new channels began to channel. I thought it was an unusually strong sensation. I wondered if you could comment on it?

I am Laitos. My sister, we would concur with your recognition of the strength of desire that is present this afternoon within this group, for the desire that has been manifested by the new instruments is a desire to be of service to others, and has within each entity had much of what you call time in which to be nourished and has now been manifested in the conscious actions which have been undertaken this day. We are always most honored to be able to participate in this process of the desire to serve finding a means whereby it might be fulfilled, and within this new grouping of instruments we find that desire is quite strong indeed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla; No, thank you.

I am Laitos. May we attempt another answer at this time?

[Pause]

I am Laitos. We have been filled with joy this afternoon as each entity has participated in the process of serving as vocal instruments. We look forward to the continued progress of each new instrument, and assure each that we shall be with each in his and her meditations. A simple request for our presence is all that is necessary. Again, we remind each that the actual attempt to vocalize the thoughts which we send is best carried out within the parameters present, that is, the presence of an experienced instrument, so that tuning might be most helpful. We leave each entity at this time in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We thank each. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

This morning, just before midnight, I had been lying in bed for over an hour unable to sleep because the dozens of itchy areas on my upper body itched too much for me to be able to sleep. So, I drove to Baptist Hospital’s ER where the staff asked me how long this itching had been going on, and I told them about two weeks. So, they gave me a pill and an injection in my arm along with a prescription of Hydrocortisone Ointment that they called into the Walgreen’s Drug Store in Middletown. After I got home I had breakfast, and I meditated. At 9 am I drove to Walgreen’s Drug Store and picked up the prescription which suggested rubbing the ointment on the itchy areas three times a day. Fortunately, the itching has already reduced significantly, and the itchy areas are smaller as well.

This afternoon I would like to share more concepts from The Art of Meditation; ‘’It is not really we who pray or meditate at all; the Spirit meditates within us, and we simply open our consciousness to let the Spirit reveal our need and its fulfillment. Therein is the secret. How different that is from doing mental work, declaring or affirming that this or that shall come to pass, and now, this minute. Rather, in going into meditation, our attitude should be that of the little Hebrew boy, ‘Speak, Lord, for thy servant heareth.’ That is the true attitude with which to enter into meditation—opening our consciousness to God and letting God fulfill Itself within us. Let God utter Its Word within our being—not our words, but the Word. We shall find that Word to be quick, and sharp, and powerful; it does not return unto us void. It does the work whereunto it is sent, but it must be the Word of God, not your desire or my desire. The true aspirant on the spiritual path has no desire other than the fulfillment of God, the realization of God, the experience of the Christ. How could there possibly be an unfulfilled need if the Christ is operating in our consciousness. The Christ must fulfill Itself. One desire alone is legitimate, and that is the realization of this activity of the Christ in our consciousness.’’ Then I went outside and took the tarp off of the leaves that I used Huff and Puff to blow into a pile last Wednesday. Then I put the leaves into two garbage cans to put them at the end of the driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 3

A Day Of Forgiveness

I am of the principle of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in whole and divine Love. The Master calls each to a day of forgiveness.

Let this be such a day.

During this day, note each to whom your heart has become hard, that you may take this opportunity to call and pray for grace; that you may know how to forgive; that you may learn the gentility, the transformation, and the peace of forgiving.

For what is there to forgive between children in the same family? Do not all families learn from rubbing against each other, perhaps even causing friction but always working as a family? Such is your condition as a soul in the creation in which all of consciousness are children of one Father.

Let this day be your day of forgiveness of others, of yourself, and of your Father. Many things are beyond understanding. But the love and the peace of forgiveness are food for the heart and drink for eternity.

We leave you in forgiveness, peace and divine Love, this day and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from May 9, 1982;

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, as always, it is our pleasure to be able to join your group and participate with you in your meditations, and, as always, we are honored by the service you do us in requesting our service, small and insignificant as it may be.

There are many aspects, my friends, to the study of meditation, and for many these aspects are never readily perceivable, for there is seldom sufficient striving to attain the depth necessary for the perception of the distinctions between the types of meditation. For example, when one of your brothers or sisters who has not participated for a long period of time in a group such as this, or in other forms of meditation, there is a sense of puzzled wonderment when the subject is raised. It may be assumed by many that the act of meditating is in some way the attainment of a mystical state that is available to but a few, and for that reason there is no reason for the individual to pursue the attainment as one would practice to achieve a level of attainment in a sport or other field of endeavor on your planet.

My friends, do not be dismayed by your perceptions, for perceptions are based upon a limited amount of knowledge, and only through your striving will the truth be opened to you. The attainments in meditation do not come painfully, but rather they come consistently. As one practices regularly and with frequency one begins to perceive the potential paths that open before oneself, as a fan of leaves open from the branch of a tree, each leading farther and farther in a different direction, but striving still in unity toward the Light. My friends, we do not speak on this subject as a lector or professor who will define and detail for you the various aspects of meditation, but rather as an encouraging participant or co-student who, having discovered a small amount of the splendor attainable, would rush back to share the surprise with his brothers or sisters. We cannot encourage you sufficiently, my friends, to undertake the regular practice of meditation, for it is your sincere desire, we believe, to seek attainment, and find that this path above all others will enable you to achieve that end.

At this time, we would transfer our contact to the one known as Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again in Love and Light. It is our privilege to utilize this instrument, which we have not been able to speak through for some time.

It is always, my friends, the lot of the seeker that the seeking shall be strewn with those situations which you call difficulties. So, it is with the method of seeking known as meditation. As one seeks in meditation there are a number of parameters, shall we say, that must be met which may offer that known as the difficulty from time to time, for the purpose of teaching the seeking entity how best to meet them. The first parameter is the honing of the desire to actually make the time for meditation in the busy schedule. It seems so often that there is not enough time to accomplish those activities which acquire the attention in the outer world of the entity for its survival and sustenance. This is the basic requisite, shall we say, for the desire to seek in this manner must be of a certain strength before the seeking shall have the opportunity to begin. A meditator then finds that when time has been made for this activity that the outer world is not easily shed and remains, indeed, within the head or mind. Quieting this muscle of stray thoughts and leftover concerns from the day’s activities then becomes the next step for the seeker in meditation.

This is approached by each entity in an unique fashion. Many use various means to quiet the mind: the chanting, the visualizing of a blank space, the seeing of the thoughts settling to the bottom of a pool, the watching of the thoughts as they pass through the mind’s eye without giving them undue attention are some means that may be used. These thoughts shall continue in their progression for quite some time, shall we say, for each meditator, for each entity so seeking in meditation is always engaged in some degree in the outer world. For this outer world seems to be that which is most real and which requires the seeker’s attention. When a stillness of a sufficient nature has been achieved then the entity may utilize this stillness for a great variety of purposes. It may be that the meditator has a need which must be met in the spiritual, emotional, or mental sense, which then might be the theme or topic of the meditation. This need might be allowed to travel its natural course, shall we say, as the seeker seeks its solution. It might be that the seeker would use this stillness to meditate upon a concept such as Love, wisdom, mercy, etc. It might also be the case that the seeker simply wishes to remain in that stillness and feel the presence of its guides and the higher vibrations of these entities so that a subconscious sustenance or food might be gained.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the practice of meditation. They began by saying as one seeks in meditation there are a number of parameters that must be met which may offer difficulties from time to time for the purpose of teaching the seeking entity how best to meet them, and the first parameter is the honing of the desire to make the time for meditation in their busy schedule, for it seems often that there is not enough time to accomplish activities which require the attention in the outer world of the entity for its survival, and this is the basic requirement, for the desire to seek in this manner must be of a certain strength before the seeking shall have the opportunity to begin, so a meditator then finds when time has been made for this activity that the outer world is not easily shed and remains within the mind, so quieting these stray thoughts from the day’s activities becomes the next step for the seeker in meditation. Hatonn went on to say this is approached by each entity in an unique fashion, for many use various means to quiet the mind: chanting, visualizing of a blank space, the seeing of the thoughts settling to the bottom of a pool, watching of the thoughts as they pass through the mind’s eye, without giving them undue attention, are some means that may be used, and these thoughts shall continue in their progression for some time, for each entity seeking in meditation is always engaged in some degree in the outer world, for this outer world seems to be that which is most real and which requires the seeker’s attention, but when a stillness of a sufficient nature has been achieved, then the entity may utilize this stillness for a variety of purposes, and it may be that the meditator has a need which must be met in the spiritual, emotional, or mental sense which then might be the topic of the meditation, so this need might be allowed to travel its natural course as the seeker seeks its solution, and it might be that the seeker would use this stillness to meditate upon a concept such as Love, wisdom, and mercy, or it might be the case that the seeker wishes to remain in that stillness and feel the presence of its guides and the higher vibrations of these entities so that a subconscious food might be gained. On April 14, 1996, Q’uo spoke of how we may use this stillness within us to make contact with the Creator;

Each entity may take refuge in this sacred room and feel the presence of the one Creator there. Within this sacred room there is protection; there is Love; there is Light; there is unity; and there is direction through the maze of choices that this illusion offers that both confuses and illuminates, that opens doors and shuts doors. Within this sacred room there is the clear inspiration of the one Creator which moves through each entity’s life patterns, for the most part unnoticed because ignored. If entities seek regularly within this place of unity, there is support and direction.

A visualization of certain symbols sacred to the seeker might also be accomplished within the bounds of this stillness. These are but a few of those uses for the meditative state. Each seeker, whatever the use made of this state, does in some way seek the one Creator. Meditation can never fail, my friends. You may feel that your mind loses its concentration as often as a leaf in a wind, yet the very act of seeking in meditation carries a metaphysical charge or power, shall we say, which is always of aid to the seeker, though seldom perceivable.

Hatonn continued by saying a visualization of certain symbols sacred to the seeker might also be accomplished within the bounds of this stillness, and these are but a few of those uses for the meditative state, for each seeker, whatever the use made of this state, does in some way seek the one Creator, and meditation can never fail, and you may feel that your mind loses its concentration as often as a leaf in a wind, yet the act of seeking in meditation carries a metaphysical charge which is always of aid to the seeker, though seldom perceivable. On November 21, 1983, Latwii spoke of how we can use the stillness within us to move forward on our spiritual journey;

The confusion that exists upon your planet at this time is most important, for it then requires that each seeker attempt to sort through that confusion, to take that which has value within its seeking in meditation, and to enlarge there upon it using it as a signpost and to discard that information which has no value. In this way, the seeker’s strength of being is exercised, and the seeker grows spiritually. If the seeker did not use the discrimination which confusion necessitates, the seeking would be less effective. The truth exists within each entity no matter what source information is. No channeled information can match the truth which lies within each being.

We would at this time close this particular discussion through the entity known as C. We would now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you now through this instrument. We would but say that though there are those who do not understand and see meditation as a passive state, we would but remind you of the dynamics occurring for reaching, as you, through your meditations, become more in touch and activate those parts in you which aid as you seek and grow. We will join with you and aid in what ways we can. You need but request, and we shall be with you. We are known to you as Hatonn, and at this time we shall take our leave of this group that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may aid you in that which is their particular specialty, and answer as they may questions of those things that have begun to be turned over in your minds as you have become more aware of. We leave you now in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the love and in the light of the infinite Creator. As always, we are very happy to be here, particularly on such a day that produces such wonderful feelings and contentment in those who attend the meetings, for we find it is much more pleasurable to share oneness with you when you are happy than when you are depressed or soggy.

At this time, we would offer our services of attempting to answer any questions that you may choose to offer within our feeble realm of ability. Are there any questions?

Questioner; This week I attended a funeral, and a practice sort of stuck in my mind that I was wondering the significance of. That is the practice of using incense as part of the ceremony. It seems to be something that is used worldwide, and I was just wondering what value the use of incense is?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. My brother, the substance that you describe as incense has the ability to perform tasks on several levels of perception. We would describe them as follows. First, and most generally, the substance being recognized as a symbol within the physical realm of a religious event or occurrence has the ability to key both the conscious and subconscious mind to a particular state of mind. Such as, “I am at a funeral. I shall be attentive and solemn.” We are sure that this is quite easy to understand.

However, we would offer also the information that just as certain sounds such as the chanting of the “om” may have an effect upon the subconscious mind in the performance of an attunement, so also may the sense of smell be activated in such a manner, and some of these substances generally referred to on your planet as incenses may perform this function. There has been in your past a misunderstanding of these concepts and some confused information. These concepts were translated into the idea that an omnipotent entity somehow craved the odor of this substance. We would suggest that this seems quite unlikely to us, and is simply a misunderstanding of the concept that the Creator which is within and without all of us is desirous of reunification, and the state of mind which is signaled by the smelling of the substance incense is desirous for the Creator in us all.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner; If I get all that right it is that incense is mainly a tool for focusing?

I am Latwii. That is primarily correct. It also functions in a metaphysical manner, but this is not the substance incense itself, but rather the process of using a tool to accomplish an end. It is very functional as a tool for certain purposes.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Not at this time, thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner; I have a friend who I am very close to, and my brother and I explained to him a little of the meditation, and he doesn’t understand. He thinks it’s all weird, and he says that it isn’t right. Some people say it is, and I need a little help on it. I was wondering if maybe you could help me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. My friend, it is often very difficult to be in the position of possessing some wonderful knowledge and yet being unable to share that knowledge with those who are dear to us or whose companionship we desire. It is always appropriate to desire that a friend or loved one be enabled to attain this particular type of knowledge. However, it is important to remember that one must first ask before one receives. That one must knock before the door is opened. If this were not so then the gifts and the answers that are given would not be fully appreciated and would very likely be disregarded. My friend, there are times when you will want to share your knowledge with others and must hold back out of love for your friends, for to share with them too soon would reduce their appreciation of that knowledge because it is knowledge that they have not sought, and because they were not looking for it, they are not impressed or satisfied when they find it.

It is easier to understand that they find this type of communication to be unusual or suspect it of being a deception or lies because for those who do not yet seek there are no answers yet provided. They have not yet been given the information that you have already discovered. If we could offer advice, my friend, we would simply say that rather than share your knowledge with those who may not be prepared to accept it, share instead your love, for that is a language which is always understood, and it is a form of communication that will not be seen by your friends as weird or somehow wrong. Love your friends, and should they ask of you at that point it would be better to share your knowledge, for by asking they will identify themselves to you as seekers.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, I think I understand and thank you for your advice.

Latwii; My friend, we thank you for your question. Is there another question?

Questioner; Yes. As I see things, our own country as well as the world is in such a dilemma financially that there are no solutions, and I am assuming that because of the harvest being near that we’ll have to muddle through until harvest time about the way we’re going. Am I right in that assumption?

I am Latwii. We would state that you are incorrect in that there are an infinite number of solutions available at this time to the people of your planet. They might range from the solution of eradicating the problems by eradicating your planet, to sharing responsibility by solving your difficulties by sharing responsibility for distributing those forms of physical needs to the areas in which they lack, and in this way expressing love for one’s other selves.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Yes. Let me push that a little farther. For instance, in Africa, where people reproduce so fast, it seems that there is no way to meet that need. What do we do in cases like that?

I am Latwii. My sister, we might point out that the need is currently being balanced to a large extent by a substantially early withdrawal of many entities from your planet in a form you refer to as physical death, at often a very young age, from a lack of food substances. This is neither good nor bad, but simply that which occurs, and might be regarded by some as an acceptable solution to the problem. We would extend our analysis of this answer even further to hazard the assumption that this is what your people are doing to solve the problem. This is very likely regarded by your people as an acceptable and workable solution to the problem.

However, your planet and your people have at this time the capability to feed extremely well all of those who currently inhabit your planet. That is not a matter of finding the food, or finding locations within which to produce the food, but rather finding those people who will share what they have. It is also possible on your planet to control and regulate the population of your planet, and when this becomes a sufficiently desirable solution to some of your people who do not regard it as such at this time, it will likely be implemented in those areas.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; Is there any one form of government on the planet at this time that is capable of distributing wealth where it is needed?

I am Latwii. My sister, the distribution of substances can be accomplished by any group motivated by Love. The effective distribution over substantially wide ranges may only be accomplished by a substantially large group motivated in this same manner. The form under which the group operates or the government under which this distribution takes place is not important. What is important is a sufficient number of sufficiently motivated people. Just as rocks may be worn away by the constant barrage of raindrops and grains of sand, so also can the most substantial problems be overcome with enough determination and with enough motivation.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; No, that is sufficient. Thank you.

Latwii; We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner; Yes. One other question. It’s very personal. My grandson, D, is having a very hard time. Can you make any comments about his condition, or what his dad can do, or what we can do?

I am Latwii. My sister, is not permissible for us to speak in terms of particular individuals or, as you understand, this is antagonistic to our own purpose in communicating with you. In speaking generally, however, of relationships between those individuals who find difficulty in one another’s presence, we would simply say that if the people desire to Love and understand one another, if their desire is to extend Love unconditionally without placing demands upon others, then their path would become much easier, and their companionship less abrasive. The difficulty lies not in the fact of loving or not loving, but rather in the placement of rules or limitations upon that loving. If one person says to another, “I will only love you if you do this, or I will cease to love you if you act in that manner,” my friend, how valuable is love that can be bought and sold in such a fashion?

We would offer instead a suggestion that one attempt to view one’s brothers and sisters with the understanding of, “If you do that, I will Love you still. If you act in that manner, I will try to Love you more, and I will try to understand. And if unable to understand, I will try to remember that your path is not mine, and that it is not my responsibility or right to guide your steps.” For such is permissible only to the individual himself or herself. The journey must be made, but the direction and the speed can only be determined by he or she who walks the path.

May we answer you further?

Questioner; That’s very good, thank you.

Latwii; My sister, we thank you for the opportunity to offer our services, and we desire that you find peace in this manner.

Questioner; Thank you.

Latwii; Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument. As there are no further questions at this time, we will take our leave. May the Love and the Light of the Creator be ever in your awareness, my friends, just as you are always in their presence. Adonai vasu borragus. I am known to you as Latwii.

This morning I changed out the green sheets and pillowcases on my bed for the blue ones. Then I put the green sheets and pillowcases in the laundry. When they were dried, I ironed the flat sheet and pillowcases, and then I put them in one of the cupboards in my bathroom.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation comes from Chapter Two; ‘’The purpose of meditation is to attain divine grace. Once this grace has been attained in a measure, it takes over our experience and lives our life, performs those things which are given us to do and makes the crooked places straight. We no longer live by bread alone, but by this inner grace.

Satisfying relationships, abundant supply, successful business activity, and creative endeavor are the tangible effects of grace. First must come the inner grace before the things of this world can be added to us, but we can never receive the grace of God so long as we seek it for the purpose of demonstration, that is, seeking God in order to possess some person or thing, or to achieve some place. That is the reason meditation can never be used to demonstrate an automobile, more money, or a better position. Meditation is for the purpose of realizing God. In meditation God is revealed as the life of individual being. God is the embodiment of all good. In achieving the experience of God, our good appears as whatever the need may be. We fail if we attempt to gain any thing separate and apart from God. God, Itself, is the good. Prayer or meditation for material things and persons cannot be answered by a God of Spirit. Such an objective defeats the purpose of meditation.’’

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

January 1

The Banquet Of Life

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the consciousness of divine Love.

I greet you this day in merriment and laughter, joy, and freedom. I invite you to the banquet of life. Gaze at the table spread before you: the delicious zest of challenges yet unmet; the wonderful nourishment of companions, friends, and family; the spice of those whom you shall meet but not understand—those most contrary flavors that often make the meal and bless the feast—and, above all, the beauty of the banquet hall.

Gaze about you today in prayerful thanksgiving for the beauties that Love has made.

You are a perfect and divine part of a perfect and divine creation. And that which you see before your eyes may be feast or famine. Ask of yourself that you choose what you shall see. And if you choose to see the riches of the creation of the Father, great riches indeed shall you see.

We leave you in peace, joy and laughter, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Laitos, and Latwii channelings come from May 2, 1982;

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my brothers and sisters, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We have been observing your planet for a long, long period of what you call time, and we find much happiness at this time of your year as your planet, with the Light of your sun, renews its cycle. On your planet the cycles are short, and your time, you’ll find, is often short. In your nature, the shortness each season is used fully by your second-density creatures for their purposes. Their time, they realize, cannot be wasted. They exist with a purpose in mind to perpetuate themselves as best they can in the time that they have. They do not utilize choice as you do, though their free will may have an instinct that drives them.

You, my friends, with your increased awareness and utilization of choice, often do not realize the shortness of your time. Your lives are a small fraction of even a millisecond, to use your terms, in the universe. So often on your planet the time available in each incarnation is not used. So many wander aimlessly, not feeling the light, engrossed in attempting to gather as much physical comfort as they can, with little regard for that part of themselves that seeks, pushing it aside and falling back. Though the time is short you have ample time if you would but attempt to allow even a small portion of this short time for quiet thought and meditation, to allow your being to become aware of the light of the Creator.

The physical vehicle needs to be maintained, and no one can neglect it and hope to be able to utilize fully the spiritual self. They are connected, one affecting the other. But in caring for the physical self, the spiritual self also needs caring, and needs to grow as does the physical. The growing is much like going from infanthood through the stages up to where, to use the analogy, adulthood is reached and you have achieved the level of awareness that is possible within this illusion. If you would but look around you can see people, other beings, who are wasting time. Worry not about their wasting, but stop and sit quietly and think and meditate on what you are doing with the time available to you.

On your planet, physical death awaits each. Not to interfere, but just merely a point in time which shows you that your time is limited, and each incarnation is short. Use your time wisely. Take care of each part of yourself. Love each part of yourself. Strive to properly maintain the physical and spiritual. Allow time for each, for you exist in time and for you time is something to be aware of. So often your people have the habit of saying that they will begin at a later time; they have other concerns for now. My friends, if there is any doubt about when to begin, start then, even a small step, but begin. We do not mean to sound as though we are trying to scare or rush you, but for your planet time is growing increasingly short.

Many more of your people, becoming aware, are easily distracted, and do not follow up after the initial awareness begins. We hope that even more of your people become aware, but also hope they use what time is left wisely and truly begin the slow process of awakening, and truly become aware of the Love and the Light of the Creator. We of Hatonn are always waiting to be of service to any who would but ask, for we are anxious to help. If you would but ask, on any level of your meditation, we shall be with you, as will any and all of your brothers and sisters of the Confederation. We grow as you grow, and are one with you.

We would at this time pause to allow the brothers and sisters of Laitos to pass among you and ask that each who wishes to feel their conditioning vibration would ask. We are known to you as Hatonn and now take our leave of this group. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We would say but a few words to those of this group, for we know that Latwii, is waiting to speak to you. We were going to speak on the subject of the physical vehicle and its aid to you, and due to the member of your circle which is using its physical vehicle at this time for one of its functional uses we would choose this subject on which to speak. We speak to you on the subject of sleep. This is an underrated activity of the physical vehicle. Indeed, my friends, many more of your people sleep in the waking state than achieve true unconsciousness while in the sleeping state. We ask you to picture your physical vehicle as it is, a creature of both time and space. Your physical vehicle has a great web of energy receptors which during the day are put to use to a degree which is governed by the desire of each entity. There are those whose desire to be sensitive to the incoming vibrations of all those things about it are such that it receives almost no positive value from the physical vehicle, and in addition receives many distortions of the incoming energies of planets, of stars, of the universe, and most of all, my friends, of those other entities with whom you come in contact.

In fact, by the time that your day is done, and you are prepared to take your rest, nearly all entities have developed a certain system of distortions during that day, due to the free choice of various thoughts which are not in harmony with the energy influxes, primarily of other entities with whom you have come in contact. The more sensitive the entity is, the more possible it is to avoid great distortion of these energy influxes. However, when the physical body enters the sleep, the distortions that have occurred within the energy web of the body may be healed to a greater or lesser extent, depending upon the depth of sleep, the length of the sleep, and the manner with which sleep is respected. If it is a sleep of exhaustion, a sleep without gratitude, a sleep entered into without purpose, the positive functions of sleep are much less apparent, and it is possible to even awaken in a weary state.

Laitos wanted to speak to the group on the topic of our physical body’s need for sleep. They began by saying we speak to you on the subject of sleep which is an underrated activity of the physical vehicle, and more of your people sleep in the waking state than achieve true unconsciousness while in the sleeping state, so we ask you to picture your physical vehicle as a creature of both time and space, for your physical vehicle has a web of energy receptors which, during the day, are put to use to a degree which is governed by the desire of each entity, so there are those whose desire to be sensitive to the incoming vibrations of all those things about them are such that they receive no positive value from the physical vehicle and in addition receive distortions of the incoming energies of planets, stars, the universe, and most of all of those other entities with whom you come in contact. Hatonn went on to say by the time that your day is done, and you are prepared to take your rest, nearly all entities have developed a certain system of distortions during that day, due to the free choice of thoughts which are not in harmony with the energy influxes, primarily of other entities with whom you have come in contact, and the more sensitive the entity is, the more possible it is to avoid distortion of these energy influxes, but when the physical body enters sleep, the distortions that have occurred within the energy web of the body may be healed to a greater or lesser extent, depending upon the depth of sleep, the length of the sleep, and the manner with which sleep is respected, for if it is a sleep of exhaustion, a sleep without gratitude, a sleep entered into without purpose, the positive functions of sleep are less apparent, and it is possible to even awaken in a weary state. On March 2, 1986, Latwii spoke of one value of sleep;

The difficulties which you experience in your waking state and in your sleeping state may be looked at for the deeper meaning and this meaning then used as the programming for further revelation, whether in dreams or in meditation, that will further enhance the piecing of the puzzle shall we say, thus to grasp the bull by the horns, to use a phrase, may enable your attempt to relieve the distortions in a fashion that utilizes both the conscious and subconscious experiences of sleep and waking.

The potential of sleep itself for lifting the distortions of the day are very great. We would suggest that as you enter sleep be aware that this function is tremendously helpful to you, for your physical body has great wisdom and in every cell is built a governing factor which will of itself control the proper functioning of the intake of the energies which are available. In sleep it is possible to affirm that the distortions of the day will be lifted. In sleep it is possible to request that those angelic presences who guide you shall be with you. Yes, my friends, thankfulness and gratitude and a certain amount of understanding of the functions of sleep will enable you to lie down to your rest with far less weariness, far more a sense of another portion of your learning experience upon which you are about to embark, which is every bit as valuable to you as your daily experience. My brothers and sisters of Hatonn have spoken to you of the virtue of not wasting time. As you enter sleep, know that this, too, is time not to be wasted. For there is a great deal of healing and learning and a stretching of, shall we say, those inner muscles of self, which may be achieved during this blessed activity you call sleep.

Laitos went on to say the potential of sleep for lifting the distortions of the day are great, so we would suggest that as you enter sleep be aware that this function is tremendously helpful to you, for your physical body has wisdom, and in every cell is built a governing factor which will of itself control the proper functioning of the intake of the energies which are available, so in sleep it is possible to affirm that the distortions of the day will be lifted, and in sleep it is possible to request that those angelic presences who guide you shall be with you, for thankfulness, and gratitude, and a certain amount of understanding of the functions of sleep will enable you to lie down to your rest with far less weariness, far more a sense of another portion of your learning experience upon which you are about to embark, which is every bit as valuable to you as your daily experience, so my brothers and sisters of Hatonn have spoken to you of the virtue of not wasting time, and as you enter sleep, know that this is time not to be wasted, for there is a great deal of healing, and learning which may be achieved during this blessed activity you call sleep. On February 23, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of our angelic presences;

One’s seeking in one’s incarnation is that which attracts to the self those friends and, as you have called them, guides and angelic presences which attempt to serve as a result of the call or seeking of the entity involved. This call or seeking, therefore, can be of an infinite variety of possibilities. There are many entities who can and do respond to such seeking. They may be of your own planetary influence, and may be those who have as yourself incarnated a number times upon a certain planetary influence and who between the, shall we say, incarnations, serve as the guide now with a wider perspective. There are guides and friends also attracted from influences and density levels, thus you have at your disposal, according to your seeking, entities of a great variety of sources, yet all are the one Creator in certain distortions or frequencies, seeking to be of service to the One.

We would at this time make way for the one known as Latwii. We thank you, my friends, for allowing us to speak through this instrument. It has been a great privilege. I am Laitos. Should you desire our companionship at any time, you have only to ask. I leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. I leave you in the great infinity of the one original Hope. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you all in the Love and in the Light of the Creator. It is a great honor to once again be asked to join your group in meditation. At this time, as is our custom, we open this meeting to queries which those present may have brought with them. Is there a question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. To follow up with the idea of sleep, if I can make sense out of this. A couple of nights just this past week I had dreams that were frustrating. I couldn’t quite remember them when I woke up, but they were dreams that left me frustrated, and I was tired, and the thought occurred to me in meditation that the dreams, or whatever caused the dreams, had blocked energy, and that was the reason I was tired. And so, I thought if I unblocked this energy, I would be able to release it, and I began to imagine that I was sending blessings to everybody I knew, and then extending it out to the ends of the Earth in meditation for maybe fifteen minutes, and tried to think or imagine this. And I was totally rested at the end of the meditation, and was rested all day. And my question is, did I unblock energy, or what happened in that experience? That was the first time that a thought like that had come to me, that I had blocked the energy, and I could release it.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. In responding, may we suggest that indeed when any entity sends that known as Love, Light and healing energies to any other entity it is opening within its own being a channel for the flow of life-giving energies to open such a channel. To be of service to others does have ramifications for the entity opening that channel, these being the energizing of that entity’s mind, body, and spirit complex of vehicles. Thusly, you may see that truly it is said, “To give is better than to receive.” For in truth when one gives to others, oneself cannot help but receive.

This exercise may or may not have a connection with a particular dream experience. They may be two different experiences. Or they may be related in that the meditative sending of Love and Light and healing energy does then respond to the symbolic blockage experienced in the dream state. We cannot be specifically accurate in this instance, for this is a matter for your own inner inquiry. But we might suggest that you did, indeed, open a pathway by sending the life-giving energies to others.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; As I did this, did others really benefit from this energy?

I am Latwii. My sister, when such an activity as you have described and carried out is effected, no matter the length of the visualization or the depth of the meditation, there is an increase in the vibratory level of your planet. There is a substantial increment in the amount of Love, Light and healing energies which is available to each entity so requesting. The amount may be small, but when engaged in as a periodic or regular activity by an entity, the action then is doubled with each sending, and when engaged in by more than one entity, the activity is doubled with each entity. Therefore, each sending does have its effect in raising the vibrations of your planet. The planet itself resounds with the joy of your effort.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No. That’s fantastic. That’s all for right now. I’ll have to live with that one a minute.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Is there ever a time when giving is not of benefit to people?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. There are a number of ways to look at this activity called “giving.” If one looks at such an activity in, shall we say, a small frame of reference, one may see the giving of answers to another, which the other seeks, could be a disservice if the answers could have been found by the other’s own efforts, for to find such answers by the effort of one’s own seeking increases the strength of seeking. Yet, if one expands the frame of reference, in this instance, to consider a much larger view, it might be found that the effect upon the entity receiving such answers is but momentary, and shall lead to other lessons having to do with the seeking of answers, and the finding by one’s own efforts. And therefore, it might be seen that this action has but minuscule effect on both entities. There is no right or wrong behavior which one can engage in, in the larger view, for all experience teaches whether the lesson is planned as a part of that experience or not, for there is but one Creator and many portions of that one Creator, and there is but one experience, that of the Creator. Yet, that experience has many facets. Each entity, as a facet of the Creator, therefore, will look upon a situation, a thought, or an action in the frame of reference with which it is currently dealing and within which it experiences its lessons.

Most entities upon your planet at …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. I am once again with this instrument. To continue. The incarnation, as you would call it, is that period of time with which entities upon your planet are primarily concerned, and therefore is that frame of reference which is usually considered as that frame which shall be used to discern that which is learned and that which is not well learned. This, then, provides the criterion for the discernment of the helpful nature of an action, and is primarily concerned with those lessons chosen before the incarnation. An entity in the waking state of an incarnation cannot know whether an action is helpful or not, unless it knows what lessons were programmed before the incarnation. We apologize for taking this long route to arrive at that statement, but find that the subject is so large that some background is necessary to understand what the result of analysis in this area is.

Questioner asked;’’ Is there ever a time when giving is not of benefit to people?’’ Latwii replied by saying there are a number of ways to look at this activity called giving, and if one looks at this activity in a small frame of reference, one may see the giving of answers to another, which the other seeks, could be a disservice if the answers could have been found by the other’s own efforts, for to find such answers by the effort of one’s own seeking increases the strength of seeking, yet  if one expands the frame of reference to consider a larger view, it might be found that the effect upon the entity receiving such answers is momentary and shall lead to other lessons having to do with the seeking of answers, and the finding by one’s own efforts, and it might be seen that this action has little effect on both entities, for there is no right or wrong behavior which one can engage in, in the larger view, for all experience teaches whether the lesson is planned as a part of that experience or not, for there is but one Creator and many portions of that one Creator, and there is but one experience, that of the Creator, yet that experience has many facets, so each entity, as a facet of the Creator, will look upon a thought or an action in the frame of reference with which it is currently dealing and within which it experiences its lessons. Latwii went on to say the incarnation is that period of time with which entities upon your planet are primarily concerned, and it is that frame of reference which is usually considered as that frame which shall be used to discern that which is learned and that which is not well learned, so this provides the principle for the discernment of the helpful nature of an action, and it is concerned with those lessons chosen before the incarnation, but an entity in the waking state of an incarnation cannot know whether an action is helpful or not unless it knows what lessons were programmed before the incarnation, and we apologize for taking this long route to arrive at that statement, but we find that the subject is so large that some background is necessary to understand what the result of analysis in this area is. On May 14, 1989, Q’uo spoke of  when our actions are helpful;

Whether an action is helpful in the overall sense of one’s soul development or is not helpful is a conclusion which is most difficult to reach within your third-density illusion, for much is veiled from the conscious mind, so that what seems helpful in one sense may be just the opposite in another sense when seen from a larger perspective, and vice versa is also true. That is to say, that which seems unhelpful in the short run of things, as you would say, may in the overall sense be quite beneficial.

One may look at one’s tendencies or the possibilities which exist as one interacts with those about one. One may choose a certain action and attempt to carry it out in a conscious fashion, feeling that this is the most helpful action that might be chosen. This is a part of the overall learning of any entity, and it will eventually bring the entity to that point which is appropriate in its own process of learning, and that is that its true feelings will be discovered, whether they were known in any degree before the action was decided upon or not.

That which is most helpful to an entity in utilizing the catalyst of the daily round of activities is the spontaneous and unrehearsed thought, word, or deed which is carried out to its logical or appropriate conclusion, then reflected upon in a conscious fashion and utilized within the meditative state, so that any biases that are not deemed consonant with the highest ideals of the seeker might be noted and marked for future reference, so that the lesson which is embodied might be clarified and a certain set of actions might be associated with that lesson.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Are you saying that the experience of seeking is perhaps more meaningful than the result, that they’re equal or …? I’ve said enough of the question. I thought I heard you say that experience of seeking was the most vital aspect of living in this incarnation, and that the result was there were no right or wrong answers exactly. Am I understanding you correctly?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We would agree that your basic assumption is correct, and would add that in reality the seeking and the result of the seeking are but parts of one process. That process is the experience of the Creator. For the seeking yields the result, and the result asks yet another question. For the process of that which you call learning has no end as far as we can tell. Therefore, there is an equality in the seeking and in that which is found. For each feeds the process of experience for the entity which is seeking the Creator within.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; The only part that I’m slightly unclear about is that there is the choice of either telling someone the answer, perhaps, or not giving them the answer, but allowing them to experience their life and come up with an answer. And I guess what I’m hearing you say is that it’s OK. Is it preferable to encourage them to seek the process rather than to just give them the answer, as a sort of shortcut?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator take that view that to give answers to questions which might provide answers to the seeker by the seeker’s own efforts is not a desired service. We use this frame of reference in dealing with groups such as this one, but also recognize—but from a much larger point of view, that of the Creator—that it matters not what we do or what any entity does, for all actions provide experience and all experiences teaches lessons.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, thank you. That is very clear. Thank you very much, Latwii.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, and once again apologize for our occasional wordiness. We do enjoy these opportunities for expressing our humble understanding of the experience which each entity undertakes.

May we ask if there might be another question at this time?

Questioner; I have not a question, but a request. That is that you be available to my grandfather as he makes the transition from this world.

I am Latwii. My brother, we assure you that each entity which passes from this plane in that process which is known to your peoples as death does have a great number of those angelic beings which wait upon it: those entities known as guides, those dear souls which have been closely associated with the one transitioning this life in previous life experiences, and those entities of the Confederation which oversee such processes. Each entity which makes this transition is well protected and attended. And those entities which remain in the third density illusion might be of the greatest aid by wishing the entity “God speed,” shall we say, and sending joy, Love, and Light to the entity and rejoicing at the process which allows the entity to move from one level of lessons to yet another level of lessons. Be ye therefore full of that joy and peace which is the result of each entity’s unending existence within the one Creator.

May we ask if there might be another question at this time?

Questioner; I have a question. Are there new third-density beings and old third-density beings at the same time on this Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. This situation has indeed occurred upon your planet for most of its time, as you call it, within this cycle which is now ending. At this time however, there are no “new,” shall we say, third-density beings upon your planet, those being those entities passing from the second density into the third by virtue of their own graduation. This is the case since at this time upon your planet that process of incarnation by the seniority of vibration has been in effect for many, of what you call, the years, being necessitated by the ending of the cycle and the providing of the opportunity for those entities to graduate from this density to the next by virtue of their own lessons learned throughout many incarnations.

These lessons take a good deal of what you call time. Therefore, it would not serve an entity well who had just, shall we say, arrived in this density to incarnate at this time. Nor would it serve well those who might have an opportunity to achieve the graduation with but one further incarnation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Thank you. That answers the question.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. I have another question. I have a lot of friends who talk about the second coming of Christ. You talk about the harvest. Are these similar events? Can we talk about them—when we refer to the harvest, and refer to the second coming of Christ, are we talking about the same thing? I think this is what I’m trying to ask.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Basically, this is correct, but there is an addition which we feel might be helpful. That known as the harvest, or the graduation, is a process which occurs at the end of each cycle of evolution upon your planet of 75,000 years. All entities at this time are harvested, for the planet itself has its own evolution, and will for a short period be unsuitable for third density existence. Therefore, each entity shall be given the opportunity to pass on to another level of existence, either in the positive orientation, that known as the service-to-others path, or the negative orientation, that known as the service-to-self path. For these two groups there is also that known as the second coming of the Christ consciousness, which is the experience of each entity of the increase in vibration which accompanies the opening of the red, orange, yellow, and green energy centers, for the positive vibrations, and the red, orange, yellow and momentary opening of blue, for the negative vibrations. This second coming of the Christ consciousness simply refers to the fourth-density level of understanding expressed in the entities who are being graduated to the next density of learning.

Those entities who have not achieved this level of understanding are between the polarities, shall we say, and though harvested have not experienced the second coming of the Christ consciousness, and, therefore, shall be allowed another great cycle of experience upon another third-density planet just beginning its 75,000 year cycle. The one known as Jesus, the Christ, was the pattern for this experience of the coming, shall we say, of the Christ consciousness. This entity was able to open its energy centers, red through green, quite easily at an early age and spoke of this experience when it said, “The Father and I are One.” Such an experience is available to any entity which truly seeks the one Creator, and shall be experienced by those who have achieved this goal, whether it be in the service-to-self or service-to-others polarization.

Questioner asked; ‘’ I have another question. I have a lot of friends who talk about the second coming of Christ. You talk about the harvest. Are these similar events?’’ Latwii said I am aware of your query, and this is correct, but there is an addition which might be helpful, for the harvest is a process which occurs at the end of each cycle of evolution upon your planet of 75,000 years, and all entities at this time are harvested, for the planet itself has its own evolution and will for a short period be unsuitable for third density existence, and each entity has the opportunity to pass on to another level of existence, either in the service-to-others path, or the service-to-self path, for these two groups there is also the second coming of the Christ consciousness, which is the experience of each entity of the increase in vibration which accompanies the opening of the red, orange, yellow, and green energy centers for the positive vibrations and the red, orange, yellow, and momentary opening of blue for the negative vibrations, so this second coming of the Christ consciousness refers to the fourth-density level of understanding expressed in the entities who are being graduated to the next density of learning. Latwii continued by saying those entities who have not achieved this level of understanding are between the polarities and, though harvested, have not experienced the second coming of the Christ consciousness and shall be allowed another great cycle of experience upon another third-density planet just beginning its 75,000 year cycle, for Jesus the Christ was the pattern for this experience of the coming of the Christ consciousness, and He was able to open His energy centers, red through green, quite easily at an early age and spoke of this experience when He said, “The Father and I are One,” and such an experience is available to any entity which truly seeks the one Creator and shall be experienced by those who have achieved this goal, whether it be in the service-to-self or service-to-others polarization. On November 10, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of the Christ consciousness;

I am Latwii, and shall attempt response to this query by suggesting that there have been a larger number of entities upon your planet in its past who have achieved that state of awareness which has come to be called the Christ consciousness. The number of entities described in the book of which you speak is a number which has been given to a specific portion of your planetary surface, most notably that area of the desert known as Sinai. There has been, however, throughout other portions of your planetary surface, the gaining of the perspective, shall we say, which is known as the Christ consciousness. Various traditions, cultures and practices have been utilized over a great portion of your planet’s third-density experience by various individuals who have sought the heart of the lessons of this illusion and have found in great part that heart of Love within their own experience.

The entity known to your peoples as Jesus of Nazareth was an entity of this nature who had in previous incarnations achieved various levels of consciousness as a portion of His mission as what you would call a wanderer, and in this progression of incarnations sought to be of service in a manner which then was culminated in the incarnation of which you are aware.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Yes, you said this planet would not be—oh, I am not sure that I can repeat that—fit for habitation of third-density entities. Does that mean that no one will be living on this planet for a period of time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. There will be those fourth-density positive service-to-other entities living on this planet who have either been graduated from the third-density cycle now ending upon this planet, or who have transferred to this planet from another third-density planet ending its cycle of evolution, after having achieved the graduation upon that planet. There shall not be third-density entities as you know them now, for it will take some period of what you call time for the fourth-density inhabitants of this planet to learn the ways of the density of love and compassion. It is necessary that such entities learn the ability to shield their physical vehicles from the sight or perception from any third-density entity such as yourself, for it is considered an infringement on the free will of a third-density entity to be aware of those experiences of density above third, for it is necessary upon your planet to make the choice of polarity, either the positive or the negative, and this choice must be made within the confines of the third-density experience only, uncontaminated by any density’s experience which exceeds the third density. After a period of what you call time the fourth-density entities who have been newly harvested, and who inhabit this planet shall be able to achieve the shielding effect, and at this time there shall be the reemergence of the third-density life experience as you know it now.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, I believe that answers the question, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; What becomes of people like Hitler who seem to have caused a lot of trouble on our planet?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. When such an entity is successful in pursuing the negative polarization to the degree which shows a great desire to serve the self at least 95% of the time, shall we say, then an entity is also able to achieve that known as the graduation in the negative, or service-to-self sense and is then able to choose a planet of fourth-density negative vibration with which to join its vibrations in a social memory complex of a negative nature. The entity which you have referred to, the entity known as Adolf, was not able to achieve this effect in his consciousness, and did suffer some depolarization and was unable to make the graduation during its previous incarnation, and has been undergoing a process of healing for some of what you call time within the middle astral planes of your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; Yes. Do some people become negative and positive and go back and forth, or do the people that are negative tend to remain negative through all the densities?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Within your third-density illusion, indeed most of your population swings between the positive and negative poles, neither polarizing in service to others or in service to self. These entities, therefore, must repeat the great cycle of learning now ending upon your planet, for it is necessary within this octave of creation for an entity to choose one path or the other in order that evolution might occur. After this choice has been made and successfully achieved in the degree of its purity, the entity then pursues that path of polarization for many of what you call years or time, and through a number of your densities.

Yet those of the negative path find that the path they pursue must join the positive path by the time the sixth density is achieved. At some point within the density there is the realization that the experience of what is called spiritual entropy occurs for the negative polarization, and therefore there must be a switch, shall we say, or a release of the negative potential so that the orientation becomes that known as the positive, for the negative path pursues that part of the illusion which is not, shall we say, for it is the understanding of negative entities that to manipulate and control others, even for their own good, is the best way to evolve in mind, body, and spirit. Therefore, they omit that great universal Love which is associated with the green-ray energy center, and this omission allows evolution to occur only up until the point of the early sixth density experience. At this time, it is necessary to add this component if further evolution is desired.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; I think that is as much as I can comprehend at this time.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful for your query and hope we have not overtaxed your patience or your interest. May we ask if there is another query at this time?

Questioner; Just one more, and I don’t want to wear you out. Recently in my meditations, I have had most unusual thoughts come. And one that just sort of overwhelmed me was, “My mind is at home among the stars.” I wrote it down, I was so overwhelmed with the thought. Where does such a thought come from?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Such a thought comes from the heart of your being, for each entity upon your planet is indeed at home among the stars. Few there are, however, who become aware of that fact within their lifetime. Each lifetime has as one portion of its goal the realization of that truth. It is the birthright of each, and each incarnates to claim it.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, that’s fine, thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful. Is there another question?

Questioner; I have one more thing I want to talk about for a second, and that is I have a friend that I have loved for a long time, about four years, that I have had very much of a struggle becoming close to. And I’m about to leave her and probably never see her again. I feel like I want to reach her, and I’m really having a struggle with it. I don’t know if there is anything you can tell me that would help, but I thought I would tell you about it anyway.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your concerns, my sister. Each entity upon your planet experiences those times of what is usually described as a difficult nature. Usually, such difficulty occurs with a specific entity or a number of entities, for each entity has the ability to teach in relation to its ability to provide the opportunity for another to learn. Opportunities come most frequently with what you call problems, for, to learn, an entity must have something to push against, shall we say.

When an entity experiences the difficult times, the problems, and the disharmonies, these experiences then point out to the entity the areas where learning might be found, the learning to resolve the disharmony, the learning to solve the problem, the learning to make smooth that which is difficult, the learning to love, to accept, to forgive, to have compassion for another entity and for the self. When an entity experiences the difficult times, then deep within that entity’s being comes the realization that the pre-incarnative choices for lessons has once again provided a means for being fulfilled. The yearning within the heart of being calls then to the conscious mind and points to the opportunity for learning so that the learning might be achieved. Your feelings of wishing to reach out are simply those feelings which describe to you your desire to learn, to love, and to accept.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No. I think I have a better understanding now, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. I have often wondered where my husband went. He died four years ago and he was afraid to die. He had no idea where he was going, and as far as I know he had no beliefs. And although he was a good man, he hated the question why, and I don’t think he ever asked himself why anything happened. Would a person like that probably be reincarnated before the harvest?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is most difficult from the perspective of your illusion to perceive the great variety of lessons which may lead to the graduation from this density, for each entity is a unique facet of the one Creator. And each entity has specific lessons which enable that entity to proceed in its own evolutionary process. It cannot be said even with a general statement where an entity such as your husband has incarnated next, whether it be this density or the next, for each entity does pursue those lessons which will allow it to achieve that graduation. For each entity upon your planet, and upon all planets in all densities, there is as much time and experience and incarnations as is necessary for the process of evolution to have its effect within the heart of being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, I think that is sufficient.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner; Yes. One quickie. I’m full of questions tonight. In talking about service to others, is volunteer work, where—like, you’re working in a hospital, where you’re not particularly needed—service to others?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, such an activity, when undertaken with the conscious desire to be of such service, is indeed service to others. It is a most difficult task to make the distinction between what is of service to others and what is not, for there is nothing but the one Creator, and all serve the one Creator. Therefore, all engage in service to others, and yet all engage in service to self. For are not all entities part of the one Creator?

The distinction to be most applicable to those within your density between service-to-others activity and that activity which is not of service to others needs to be considered within the light of what is the conscious choice. The entity which engages in activities by conscious choice that are of service to others, therefore does more effectually polarize in consciousness than does the activity which an entity undertakes with no conscious thought as to whether others are served or not. Therefore, it is not always an easy distinction to make. But we offer this framework of thought for your consideration.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner; No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are aware that this group has provided us with the queries most important for the current questioning, and are most grateful for this opportunity to be of whatever service it is possible for us to be in providing our meager responses, though they are always provided with enthusiasm. We hope each will realize that our responses are framed within a reference which is not all-knowing, but does have those elements which we consider to be the kernels of our truth, as we also seek the solutions to the mystery of being as do each of your entities on your planet, and within this meeting room. We are most grateful at each request, and at each question for the opportunity to blend our vibrations with yours, and to provide that service which it is our honor to provide. We remind each entity that a simple request for our presence within the meditative state will bring us, rejoicing in our blending of vibrations within your own.

We would at this time take our leave of this group and leave each therefore in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator, who resides within the heart of all who chooses. We are known to you as Latwii. We leave you now. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I drove to Bachman Subaru to pick up Stanley after waiting nearly three months for him to have his engine replaced and three windows repaired so that they would open. But I discovered that my credit card was only programmed to pay one third of the bill, so I called one of my Glenview Trust team members to have a special distribution made to my account at PNC Bank. When I got to PNC Bank, I was told that it could take a few hours before the special distribution would be in my account, so I should come back sometime after noon to see if the money was in my account. On the way home I stopped at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. Then I stopped at Walgreens’ Drug Store to buy some Kleenexes and Pepsi-Zero.

This afternoon my quote from The Art of Medtiation is;

The secret of grace is contact with the Infinite Invisible, the universal center of being within us. This is the experience of the Christ. In mystical literature, this spiritual experience is called Illumination, Cosmic Consciousness, or Christ-Consciousness; in the New Testament, it is spoken of as being ‘’born again,’’ or rebirth. Reading and studying inspirational literature and scripture, as well as frequent pondering and meditating on God and God’s creation, lead to actual communion with the Father, which brings to our consciousness this touch of the Christ. Keeping the mind stayed on God leads to an awareness; sometimes, there is even a voice, and we know that ‘’he performeth the thing that is appointed for me to do.’’ Those who have attained this Light have no further problems of existence, since now they are fed, clothed, and housed by the infinite fountain of life which we call the Christ. This moment of grace cannot be adequately described, since it appears in different ways to different people; but all who have received this Light understand the experiences of the illumined of all ages.

The activity of the Christ, resulting in a life by grace, is by no means limited to the past. Today, many men and women are experiencing the Christ and are living lives of beauty, health, harmony, and joy—by grace. With truth now available to all who can read, spiritual illumination is a possibility to every earnest seeker. ‘’Acquaint now thy-self with him and be at peace.’’ The awareness of the Father within is the beginning of a life by grace.

This afternoon I drove back to the PNC Bank to see if the special distribution from Glenview Trust was in my checking account. And it was in my checking account, so then I drove out to Bachman Subaru and paid the bill to have Stanley’s engine replaced, window’s opening repaired, and too many other minor repairs to even name. As I drove Stanley home, I felt such joy and inspiration to be driving the car that Carla bought twenty years ago, and I just couldn’t believe how the tears of Love came flowing out of my heart.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

December 31

The Tightrope Of The Present Moment

I am the Spirit of infinite Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love of Jesus the Christ.

What has the Spirit to say to one who gazes upon the seeming end of one experience and the seeming beginning of a new experience? The Spirit of Love says at all times—and we would emphasize it this day—that each day is the New Year. Each day is the end of what has been.

These divisions of dark and Light, warmth and cold, joy and penitence have been formed by the human mind and heart in response to the unimaginable complexities of the cycles of the natural world which you enjoy.

Yet we speak with the voice of Love. Let this day, then, be to you all that it truly is: the ending of that which is past, the release of that which has caused pain and the forgiveness of that which has caused displacement from Love in yourself and in all whom you meet.

Let this day be a celebration of peace. For within you all that keeps you from peace is your hard heart condemning the past and fearing the future. Release those judgments. They have nothing to do with the Spirit and everything to do with those blockages that keep the seeking heart from the revelation of comfort and peace.

Know ye that outer peace shall never evolve until enough of your people find peace within. Balance, my children, upon the tightrope of the present moment in glad and fearless balance. For in this the Spirit is your guide and your balance. We ask you to trust, not in what has been, not in what shall be, but in the being of all that there is. Bless it and celebrate it at the present moment.

Now may you in this day truly rejoice.

We leave you in the peace of the infinite cycles of time, space and spirit, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 25, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. What a blessing and privilege it is to be with you this evening. We especially send our greetings to the one known as S, whom we have not spoken to through this instrument for some time. We thank you for your patience, my friends. We are again with this instrument. We wished to delay for some brief moments while each of you is made more comfortable.

This evening we would speak to you of your rainbow beings and that which you call sin. As you proceed in your meditations and in your reflections upon your daily lives you will no doubt grasp the fact that when you achieve something in your inner life it does not seem to be apparent on the outer planes of manifestation. This self-judgment is not only unnecessary but, in some cases, unhelpful. When you are in meditation you are within a point of Light such as you visualized at the beginning of this session. This white Light, so full of Love and purity, enfolds you with peace and calmness, and, indeed, does lift up your consciousness into a realm which may be considered to be the kingdom of heaven. When you return from this state to your daily life you return to a dazzling rainbow of experience. All the colors of experience, all the hues of feeling and emotion are available to you. The white Light has been splintered into a visible range of a variety of experiences.

The nature of what you call sin is twofold. Firstly, there is that which the entity which you may call your society names as sin. We examine this instrument’s mind. Within this instrument’s mind it is a sin to wear checked material with patterned material when donning the clothes which your people feel are necessary to cover their bodies. This, my friends, is an apparent sin which has no meaning whatsoever. Many, many of those things which you do which are not acceptable to others fall in this category, having no spiritual reality. The other category of what you call sin is inherent of the nature of your rainbow being. You must understand yourself as containing everything. Whatever you see about you or hear in one of your news programs is a mirror to yourself. Do you hear of a rapist? You are him. Do you watch the trial of a murderer? You stand with that person waiting to be sentenced. Do you see about you those whose argumentative qualities are such that trouble follows them as a wake follows a fast-moving ship? You see the ripples of your being also.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about our rainbow being and sin. They began by saying this evening we would speak to you of your rainbow beings and sin, for as you proceed in your meditations and in your reflections upon your daily lives you will grasp the fact that when you achieve something in your inner life it does not seem to be apparent on the outer planes of manifestation, so this self-judgment is not only unnecessary but unhelpful, and when you are in meditation you are within a point of Light such as you visualized at the beginning of this session, and this white Light, so full of Love and purity, enfolds you with peace and lifts up your consciousness into a realm called the kingdom of heaven, so when you return from this state to your daily life you return to a dazzling rainbow of experience, and all the colors of experience, all the hues of feeling and emotion are available to you, for the white Light has been splintered into a visible range of a variety of experiences. Hatonn went on to say the nature of sin is twofold, so first there is that which is called sin, and we examine Carla’s mind, so within her mind it is a sin to wear checked material with patterned material when wearing clothes which your people feel are necessary to cover their bodies, but this is an apparent sin which has no meaning, for many of those things which you do which are not acceptable to others fall in this category, having no spiritual reality, and the other category of sin is part of the nature of your rainbow being, for you must understand yourself as containing everything, so whatever you see about you or hear in one of your news programs is a mirror to yourself, so: “Do you hear of a rapist? You are him. Do you watch the trial of a murderer? You stand with that person waiting to be sentenced. Do you see about you those whose argumentative qualities are such that trouble follows them as a wake follows a fast-moving ship? You see the ripples of your being also.” On October 9, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the nature of sin:

For the most part, one’s sense of one’s progress must be left to faith. In the world around you, much of spiritual progress is rather pushed upon one from behind, by the context of guilt, sin, and correction of that guilt and sin, by doing something perceived as virtuous or good. This has almost nothing to do with spiritual progress.

In truth, we believe that progress is an organic process that uses everything that you are, weaving and reweaving context on the one hand, and every thought of substance that you think on the other hand, to create a shifting kaleidoscope of color, texture and form.

Therefore, as you meditate, trust that you do not need to be pushed from behind to make progress. The Creator is calling to you from the alpha and the omega of the circle of oneness. Spiritual gravity is building up within you, and you are called from beyond yourself ever forward with the inevitably of weather, taxes and so forth.

Each entity is potentially capable of all things. It is a function of your biases, your preferences, and the circumstances of your particular situation as to what will test you and what will call forth from you the reactions which you will later judge. In all cases it is undeniable that each entity will at some point fail to polarize totally towards service to others. We speak not only of those in this room. We speak of all those in your density. All will fail from time to time. It is as understandable as one who enters your school system as a young child and is asked to count two plus two. The child works upon its fingers and says the answer is five. This is the nature of what you call sin. It is an error. There is no judgment necessary for an error.

We would ask, my friends, that as you look at yourselves, instead of judging yourselves you simply make note of any errors that you feel you may have committed, any defaults that you may have sustained in striving towards Love and Light, so that at the next testing you will not repeat the error. And yet, my friends, if you repeat the error again you are only exhibiting one hue of a magnificent rainbow. You are still a portion of the Creator. You still have the birthright of the great wholeness and perfection of that white Light, and you can at any moment, by an act of will and faith, remove your consciousness from that of judgment of self and others into that vision of the white Light which sees all things as whole.

Hatonn went on to say each entity is capable of all things because it is a function of your biases and the circumstances of your situation as to what will test you and what will call forth from you the reactions which you will later judge, and in all cases it is undeniable that each entity will fail to polarize totally towards service to others, but we speak not only of those in this room, but we speak of all those in your density, so all will fail from time to time, and it is as understandable as one who enters your school system as a young child and is asked to count two plus two, so the child works upon its fingers and says the answer is five, and this is the nature of what you call sin, for it is an error, and there is no judgment necessary for an error. Now Hatonn said as you look at yourselves, instead of judging yourselves, make note of any errors that you have made in striving towards Love and Light, so that at the next testing you will not repeat the error, and if you repeat the error you are exhibiting one hue of a magnificent rainbow, but you are still a portion of the Creator, and you still have the birthright of the perfection of that white Light, and you can, by an act of will and faith, remove your consciousness from judgment of self and others into that vision of the white Light which sees all things as whole. On March 27, 1983, Latwii spoke of how we can use our will and faith;

We may comment in short by suggesting that we deal with two concepts when we speak of using catalyst well or poorly. These are the concepts of the development of will and faith. As an entity constantly chooses to be of service to others or to be of service to self, to radiate Light and Love or to absorb Light and Love, the entity will develop the strength of will and faith that will make the traveling of its path ever more sure and ever more filled with the nature of that path. For the entity who chooses service to others, the constant choosing or polarizing in this direction begins to shine as a Light above such an one, that the path be lighted and grow protected. The strength of will to make that choice, and the faith to know the choice as power are the factors which guide such an entity.

My friends, it is written in the holy work that you call the Bible that the master known as Jesus was an advocate for your sins. This sentence, and those like it, have caused many among your people to fear greatly the great array of possibly sinful acts, and to put their trust and their hope in one who was both man and Christ consciousness. We offer to you the possibility for your consideration that the entity known to you as Jesus, being the perfect example of one who saw the white Light during a great portion of His life, may then offer to you the shining lodestar, that which may be seen as example and inspiration, for this Christ consciousness, as you may call it, is within you also just as all the errors and all the mistakes have their place in your being.

You may call, in your mind, upon an outside influence. You may put your trust and your faith outside of yourself, but we say to you, my friends, to the best of our understanding all is within yourself including the master known to you as Jesus. Why is it that among your people it is so easy for you to see yourselves as sinful, which is true within the bounds of your language, and is so difficult for you to see yourselves as perfect, which is also true within your language? Have you looked kindly upon yourself this day, my friends? And have you looked kindly upon others? Have you seen the rainbow? Ah, my friends, the colors are so lovely and beautiful, and it is with the greatest Love that we rejoice in each of you just as you are in what you would call an imperfect state. Let yourselves too rejoice in the uniqueness of your being and doggedly, and quietly, and confidently continue that patient path of finding the white Light that has been splintered into every color that you see about you.

Hatonn continued by saying it is written in the Bible that Jesus was an advocate for your sins, so this sentence, and those like it, have caused many of your people to fear sinful acts and to put their trust in one who was both man and Christ consciousness, so we offer you the possibility for your consideration that Jesus, being the perfect example of one who saw the white Light during a great portion of His life, may then offer you the shining lodestar, that which may be seen as inspiration, for this Christ consciousness is within you just as all the mistakes have their place in your being. Hatonn went on to say you may call, in your mind, upon an outside influence, and you may put your trust and your faith outside of yourself, but we say to you that all is within yourself including the master Jesus; ‘’Why is it that among your people it is so easy for you to see yourselves as sinful, which is true within the bounds of your language, and is so difficult for you to see yourselves as perfect, which is also true within your language? Have you looked kindly upon yourself this day, my friends? And have you looked kindly upon others? Have you seen the rainbow?’’ Hatonn said the colors are so beautiful, and it is with the greatest Love that we rejoice in each of you just as you are in what you would call an imperfect state, so let yourselves rejoice in the uniqueness of your being and quietly and confidently continue that path of finding the white Light that has been splintered into every color that you see about you. On December 30, 1984, Latwii spoke of our relationship to the white Light;

As you work upon your own thinking and perceiving and widen the viewpoint, you remove blockages so that which has been called the prana, or the cosmic influx of Love and Light which enters your being at the lower chakra, may pass through your various energy centers in a more and more pure manner. That is to say, as you remove blockages or balance distortion, you allow the Light, the prana, the cosmic energy of the one Creator to enter and move through your being in a manner which promotes or allows the white Light to remain white and allows your beingness to be infused with the fullness of the one Creator. When this process has occurred through each chakra or energy center, beginning at the base and moving through the crown of the head, that experience which many in your mystical traditions of seeking have called by various names—enlightenment, nirvana, samadhi—then occurs as the entity comes to know itself as that which it has been from before time began, the one Creator.

At this time, we would like to exercise the one known as S. If he would relax, we shall work with him at this time. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I wish only … I wish only to say a few words so that the one known as S can develop his confidence in his service to others. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as S for making himself available to us. We assure him that we shall continue to work with him. Before we leave this group, we would like to work briefly with each who wishes the conditioning wave. We ask that each mentally request this wave if you would wish it, and we and our brothers and sisters of Laitos will be with you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We shall leave you with this thought. You are rainbow beings. You may consider yourself as you wish. You may spend your life concerning yourself with how far you have fallen short of the perfection of the Creator. You may scold yourself unceasingly, and, having made yourself miserable, may spend a most productive life creating misery for others. Or you may look deeper. How deeply do you wish to look within the colors and the hues? Do you fear that you will find darkness? Be unafraid. You are creatures of the one infinite Creator, creatures of the Light that is so powerful that the universe is one and you are one with it. How then can you fear? Whatever you do and have done and whatever you shall do does indeed fall short of yourself. How many people vary from your requests of them. Look closely, and deeply, and carefully and find the source of the rainbow. Every cell of your body is greatly composed of water. Infused with the white Light that surrounds you, how brightly shall you radiate rainbows of being?

I leave you now, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of our Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn and speak only as we hope and trust the Creator has given us to speak. Do with these words what you will, for we are but fallible beings, yet we offer them to you along with our Love. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet each of you in the Love and the Light. It is our privilege once again to join this group to offer our service in attempting to answer the questions which each of you have brought with you this evening. We would now ask if there might be a question which we might attempt to answer?

K; Yes, let’s talk about the white Light. If I judge myself because I have failed in something, and if I judge my fellow man, I understand that I diminish the white Light about me, and I am somehow of a negative influence as I move about people. Do I understand that pretty well?

I am Latwii. My sister, we may say that in general your grasp of this concept is correct, and we may comment further by suggesting that the activity that you may call judgment does provide a barrier through which efforts to proceed in the evolutionary process are halted for as long as that barrier restrains them by its existence. By this we mean to say when an entity judges the self or any other entity, the entity, then, is affirming the illusion of separation in that the entity is saying one person or activity is less than another and is to be shunned, when in truth all beings and activities are one. To accept the self, no matter what the activity or behavior or thought, is to accept the self or another entity as part of the one Creator.

This is not to say that certain behaviors or thoughts cannot be improved upon to reflect, ever more closer, the unity with all beings, but is to say whatever the experience an entity encounters, whether within the self or within an other self, the entity is seeing the Creator experiencing Itself. The entity is seeing the opportunity for growth into further realization of that unity presented. To fully utilize that opportunity for growth one must, if one travels the positive path, accept the activity, the self, and any other self involved, for this acceptance then reaffirms the unity of all creation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. That’s a good answer. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

J: Lately I have been having dreams that have been coming true, and I was wondering maybe if I may have a certain ability. Could you explain this a little to me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We may comment only generally upon this most interesting topic. We might suggest that, indeed, as does each entity, you have certain abilities. These abilities are focused about the general concept of being of service to others. In your particular case, you have a certain openness, a certain receptivity, to messages from planes of existence which are normally considered outside the one which you presently inhabit. You are now developing this receptivity in order to be of service to those about you, and this development is, shall we say, making itself known in certain ways which are becoming more familiar to you, but these ways are not themselves the heart of your ability but only reflections of that ability, much as though one would see a scene reflected in a mirror.

Your abilities lie deeper within your being, and are of a nature which shall be most helpful in your future, as you would call it, as you begin to bring through certain inspirations and ideas from deeper parts of your own being and other realms, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my sister?

J: No. I think I understand. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We thank you very much. Is there another question at this time?

S: I have a question. I need some information about this, and I also would like to have your recommendations on this about a friend of mine who I believe to have a contact with the Orion group. Could you explain to me how I should encounter him or interact with him in daily activities and explain to me what his contact is?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. First of all, we may not, shall we say, engage in judgment of the source of any type of contact such as that which you now speak of, for to do so would be to lend an heavy, shall we say, opinion upon the mind of another entity and weight the judgment or discernment in such a fashion as to abridge the entity’s free will.

Concerning the second portion of your query, we might suggest when you meet any entity which is of special concern to you that you treat such an entity as being your own self, which is to say the acceptance of such an entity is of paramount importance. If you feel, in your daily round of activities and interactions with this entity, that you might be of service by sharing those concepts which are cherished by your own being, this you may do. There might be some suggestion concerning your understanding of how information can be helpful to entities hearing it. You might share, as with any entity, those feelings which are part of your being but all the while remembering that you speak to yourself, you speak to the Creator, and all words have only the value which the ear hearing them gives them, and each ear and each entity has the right to hear and to act according to its own desires, for each entity is the one Creator experiencing the creation and learning those lessons it deems important.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: That’s helpful, what you have said so far. I have another query in the same area. Should I feel any kind of fear in this interacting towards . . .I was reading in the Ra work about a possible lessening of our positivity because of this interaction. Should I be afraid of that or should I look at this as possibly a catalyst in helping myself learn and possibly this other individual?

I am Latwii, and we are aware of your question, my brother. To begin, there is no need for fear, for fear is that energy which is most used and fed upon by those entities you describe as negative. The method or means of interaction with any entity, to be most helpful to all concerned, must needs be that action which reflects love, acceptance and compassion for all concerned, for this reaffirms the path of positivity, the reality of the unity of all creation. To fear is to assume that the illusion of separation is correct, for to fear is to engage in that separation by feeling some part of the unity stands apart from yourself and is other than yourself and has some intention of harming you. Though there are those within the creation of the Creator which pursue this path and would intend such harm, it is but an illusion to those who travel the path of positivity, for those on this path, within the heart of their beings, know that all is one and that there is no need for fear of the self.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: That’s a big help. Is there, by interacting with this individual . . will any harm come to our group?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. To continue. We may not predict your future, for we are unable to determine the path which an entity may take. Therefore, the effect is unknown, though we might suggest the chances are quite small, given your present orientation, that there would be any deleterious effect on this group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: Thank you. It helps a lot.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. May we ask if there might be another question at this time?

K: Would you comment on the prevalence of cancer? I have so many friends who have died of cancer and there seems to be no cure that we know of so far. Why so much cancer?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The cycle of evolution which is now ending upon your planet shall be finished, shall we say, by those entities which have the greatest chances of graduating from this cycle into the next. These entities now incarnate and have been incarnating upon your planet for some time. Such entities, before incarnation, realize that there is a certain distance, shall we say, that must be traveled, certain lessons that must be learned before the graduation may be achieved. Therefore, these entities are most likely to program great opportunities for learning into their incarnations. These opportunities serve as catalysts for growth in a great variety of ways. At this time upon your planet there are catalysts of great intensity being provided by such entities for the learning of the lessons needed for graduation. One of these catalysts, as those who have read further in what you term the Ra material have discovered, is that catalyst known as cancer. The cancerous growth is usually a result of an entity’s inability to balance the emotion which you call anger with the emotion that you call love. Those entities who feel the anger, the frustration, the heat of the emotion of separation for any other entity or for the self, or even a situation, are providing themselves with the catalyst known as cancer.

If the entity is unable to accept, forgive, and love that entity or situation for which the anger was first felt, the anger is like the cells within the body which begins in one location. Fed by the great reservoir of energy known as anger the cells begin to grow and spread, nourished by the heat of the anger, and when this anger, then, is not balanced with love the cancerous condition does begin to consume the entity which first began the generation of anger, for each entity upon your planet is every other entity, and when anger is felt toward any it is reflected to the self, and this reflection of the heat of anger does then begin to consume the entity which began it. The simple cure, as you would call it, for that catalyst known as cancer, then, is the acceptance, the forgiveness, the loving of that which first felt the anger.

K Asked; ‘’ I have so many friends who have died of cancer and there seems to be no cure that we know of so far. Why so much cancer?’’ Latwii began by saying the cycle of evolution which is now ending upon your planet shall be finished by those entities which have the greatest chances of graduating from this cycle into the next cycle, so these entities have been incarnating upon your planet for some time, and such entities, before incarnation, realize that there are certain lessons that must be learned before graduation may be achieved, and these entities are likely to program opportunities for learning into their incarnations since these opportunities serve as catalysts for growth in a variety of ways, for at this time upon your planet there are catalysts of intensity being provided by such entities for learning the lessons needed for graduation, and one of these catalysts is that catalyst of cancer, so the cancerous growth is usually a result of an entity’s inability to balance anger with love, for those entities who feel anger for any other entity or for the self, or even a situation, are providing themselves with the catalyst known as cancer. Latwii went on to say if the entity is unable to accept, forgive, and love that entity or situation for which the anger was first felt, the anger is like the cells within the body which begin in one location, and fed by the reservoir of anger the cells begin to grow and spread, nourished by the heat of anger, and when this anger is not balanced with love the cancerous condition begins to consume the entity which began the generation of anger, for each entity upon your planet is every other entity, and when anger is felt toward any it is reflected to the self, and this reflection of the heat of anger begins to consume the entity which began it, so the simple cure for cancer is forgiveness, the loving of that which first felt the anger. In 40.13, Ra spoke of forgiveness of self and other self as the means of curing cancer;

Questioner; Then you are saying that cancer is quite easily healed mentally and is a good teaching tool because it is quite easily healed mentally, and once the entity forgives the other-self at whom he is angry, cancer will disappear. Is this correct?

I am Ra. This is partially correct. The other portion of healing has to do with forgiveness of self and a greatly heightened respect for the self. This may conveniently be expressed by taking care in dietary matters. This is quite frequently a part of the healing and forgiving process. Your basic premise is correct.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. I had a notion that that was true, but I have a lot more insight now. And one further. It’s almost a follow-up on this question. Because I have had this back pain for so long—sometimes worse, sometimes better—I asked the Christ consciousness a couple of weeks ago to remove it and heal my body because the New Testament indicates that that is possible. And the thought came, “Heal yourself.” Would you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Any ailment, be it physical, mental, or even that known as spiritual has a lesson to teach. The lesson most generally has to do with the acceptance of the creation, some aspect of yourself, some aspect of the creation with which one is intimately concerned. Certain ailments reflect those lessons which have been programmed before the incarnation to serve as, shall we say, training aids so that the entity might not forget the need to learn that lesson. Other ailments are, when in the physical vehicle, simply symbolic representations of the frame of mind which has not yet been able to accept a portion of itself. In each case the injunction to heal the self is another means of saying to the self that there is some portion of the self that needs to be accepted as part of the self, whole and perfect, and when this acceptance is made deep within the heart of the being, then the entity shall realize the unity of that portion with the self and with all creation and shall be healed of that known as the ailment which served to point out that which needed to be accepted.

Oftentimes, all that is necessary is faith, shall we say, in an entity known as a healer. At other times it is necessary that more work be done upon the self by the self. The intensity of the lesson to be learned determines the intensity of the effort necessary for the entity wishing to be healed to make.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: That’s what I thought, but you’ve given extra information. That’s helpful. Thanks a lot.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

S: I have a couple of other questions that won’t take too long. The first question is that for the last day or so I have felt extremely warm, and my hands have gotten real cold, and this has happened on other occasions, and I have wondered if somehow I might be sending Light because of the Falkland Island crisis. In the past I have felt extreme warmth when the President had that assassination attempt and the other time when there was an assassination attempt on him.

Is this warmth somehow sending Light to these crisis situations?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. Though each entity has its own unique means of dealing with those situations which your people call crises, we may not comment upon the particular means of any specific entity in its response to such a situation, for it is most important for each entity to look upon those experiences of its complex of mind, body, and spirit for its own inner guidance. We may suggest beginning with the supposition which you have just articulated in your meditative state and allowing that supposition to travel its own path in your mind, thereby revealing to your own awareness the cause of the sensations which you have explained.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: That explains that. Thank you for that. I have another question. I was reading in the Ra materials about blockages that occur in our energy centers. This will probably be in violation of my free will, and you can’t answer it, but can you tell me if I have any major blockages now?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may begin by agreeing that to comment upon the specific configuration of an entity’s energy centers would be an infringement, for each entity must find these blockages and begin the process of balancing through its own efforts. Otherwise, there would be no reward for the entity to reap. The reward, then, would go to our complex, and we would not wish to take this from another.

We might suggest in general that if an entity exists upon your planet in the third density the entity has blockages in the energy centers, for this is simply another way of expressing the fact that each entity has incarnated to learn certain lessons. Before a lesson can be learned there must be the distortion called a blockage of knowing or learning of that lesson. A bias must exist in one direction before it might be balanced with a bias in another direction. Each entity, therefore, seeks to learn what configuration of blockages is unique unto its own being. When an entity becomes consciously aware that it seeks to evolve in mind, body, and spirit then the entity is ready to travel that path through the energy centers which shall reveal to the entity those areas that are blocked, those areas that are open, and shall reveal to the entity the path of its own unique spiritual journey.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: As a start towards discovering my blockages or maybe analyzing these biases better, which I recognize right away that I’ve had them, that I consciously recognized this in the past—probably through my daily meditation I can better understand these blockages and study these biases.

As for my third question—in the Ra materials it talks about one of the ways the Confederation makes contacts now is through the dreams, what we call dreaming, and I was wondering . . . friend of mine this week … The last couple of months I have noticed a very definite spiritual growth, and this last week he did some sleepwalking and woke up with somewhat of a positive message. Was this an example of what I referred to in the Ra materials?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We do not mean to be short, shall we say, of information but again find it an infringement to comment upon a specific experience, for experiences of this nature occur to entities for the very purpose of providing a mystery which must be solved. The entity so experiencing this mystery, then, hopefully shall be intrigued to pursue the mystery to its solution. The path of pursuing this mystery does then provide the entity with an exercising of the spiritual desire to seek the truth. To exercise this desire is to strengthen it, and in the seeking shall come the fruits of the seeking, and when the mystery has been solved then that portion of the seeking will have served its purpose for the entity.We might suggest in general that experiences such as this experience are those which can be used by Confederation entities, by personal guides, shall we say, and by other portions of the entity’s own being, those portions being within the subconscious mind. Each of these particular types of communication has a purpose in that it provides a mystery which then inspires the seeking further.

S asked: “In the Ra materials it talks about one of the ways the Confederation makes contacts now is through the dreams, what we call dreaming, and I was wondering . . . friend of mine this week … The last couple of months I have noticed a very definite spiritual growth, and this last week he did some sleepwalking and woke up with somewhat of a positive message. Was this an example of what I referred to in the Ra materials?” Latwii began by saying we do not mean to be short of information but find it an infringement to comment upon a specific experience, for experiences of this nature occur to entities for the purpose of providing a mystery which must be solved, so the entity experiencing this mystery shall be intrigued to pursue the mystery to its solution, for the path of pursuing this mystery provides the entity with an exercising of the spiritual desire to seek the truth, for to exercise this desire is to strengthen it, and in the seeking shall come the fruits of the seeking, and when the mystery has been solved, that portion of the seeking will have served its purpose for the entity, and we might suggest that experiences such as this experience are those which can be used by Confederation entities, by personal guides, and by other portions of the entity’s own being within the subconscious mind since each of these types of communication has a purpose in that it provides a mystery which inspires seeking further. On October 4, 1976, Q’uo spoke about the advantage of our seeking further on our spiritual journeys;

And so, you came into this illusion. Perhaps one might think of what is in the mind of this channel: that in your armed forces, parents hope that their child will become a man. Service under these conditions is more difficult, yet under difficult conditions, one developed more rapidly.

And so it is with you, my friends. This was your motive. Whatever else you needed to do while you were here, your basic motive was to penetrate the things of this illusion with your discrimination so that you could see the Love and the Light, as you would call it, the heaven that penetrates all that there is. In order for you to see those things that are lasting, it is necessary for things not to always go, on the physical plane, perfectly well, for if your day-to-day existence was not at all troubled, you would perhaps be satisfied to live out your physical existence without seeking further knowledge. It is when things become difficult that you seek to know the reason.

My friends, in all space and time, wherever polarity of good and evil exists, those entities which the Creator tossed into the void have forever and ever turned back to the Creator with an instinct that cannot be denied. Whatever entities have attempted, however much separation they have attempted to put between themselves and the Creator, there is an instinct which cannot and will not be denied forever. Perhaps this is, in a nutshell, the answer to the riddle of why we are all aware beings. We are a timeless answer to a timeless question.

In your tribulation, in your difficulty, know that this is an opportunity for you to discern, to seek out that which will not rust and will not spoil, to unlock from within your heart those feelings which will long exist, while all more petty and mundane feelings pass away. As always, we suggest meditation, for this is the kind of assignment which one cannot do by oneself.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: I just want to thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

M: I have a question. I should be grateful because I never have any physical pains, but I would like to get more energy. Is there any particular pattern or method that a person can use to obtain more energy?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. That which you seek as the increase of the energy level of your complex of mind, body, and spirit has many potential sources of increase. We could spend a great deal of time explaining each, but this would be the work of many sessions such as this one. In general, we may comment by suggesting that the care of the vehicle that you inhabit in its physical and mental forms by the proper and unique configuration of food intake, of rest, of exercise, and of the stimulation of the mind complex in its developing of a framework for the spiritual energies to pass through are, of course, the most general and helpful means of increasing the energy levels of your complex of mind, body and spirit.

As an entity undertakes the path of the spiritual seeker these general suggestions may be altered, for each entity shall experience those sensations of the vehicle which it inhabits which reflect the, shall we say, efficiency of learning those lessons which it has incarnated to learn. Therefore, as an entity becomes more conscious of its own spiritual seeking those suggestions which we have given as general guidelines might be greatly altered depending upon the entity’s unique means of learning lessons and upon the entity’s success in learning those lessons. For example, it might be that as an entity becomes more sensitive to its environment as it becomes more attuned to the unity of all creation that certain foods in their grosser forms might need to be eliminated from the diet, when in the beginning stages of the seeking these foods were felt to be most helpful and provided the necessary ingredients for the energizing of the vehicle.

M asked: “Is there any particular pattern or method that a person can use to obtain more energy?” Latwii replied by saying that which you seek as the increase of the energy level of your complex of mind, body, and spirit has many sources of increase, and we could spend a great deal of time explaining each, but this would be the work of many sessions such as this one, so we may comment by suggesting that the care of the vehicle that you inhabit in its physical and mental forms by the proper configuration of food intake, of rest, of exercise, and of the stimulation of the mind complex in its developing of a framework for the spiritual energies to pass through are the most helpful means of increasing the energy levels of your complex of mind, body, and spirit. Latwii continued by saying as an entity undertakes the path of the spiritual seeker these general suggestions may be altered, for each entity shall experience those sensations of the vehicle which it inhabits which reflect the efficiency of learning those lessons which it has incarnated to learn, so as an entity becomes more conscious of its spiritual seeking those suggestions which we have given as guidelines might be altered depending upon the entity’s means of learning lessons and upon the entity’s success in learning those lessons because it might be that as an entity becomes more attuned to the unity of all creation that certain foods in their grosser forms might need to be eliminated from the diet, when in the beginning stages of the seeking these foods were felt to be helpful and provided the necessary ingredients for the energizing of the vehicle. On May 15, 1983, Latwii described how some of us might learn our lessons;

It is most common among your people’s perception of the way of the incarnation that the incarnation shall begin with a, as is called, normal pregnancy, birth, childhood, adolescence, and some portion of the adult years experienced before the passing from the illusion is accomplished. Yet, if one could look with unfettered eye at the experiences which are truly occurring within your illusion, one would see a great array and variety of means of being and learning those lessons which this density has to offer.

The experience of which you have spoken is not as uncommon as one might believe, many are the entities at this time in your planet’s evolution which seek but specific and short-term experiences within your illusion. The lessons which are then learned are of great value for most of the time such lessons are of the nature of completion, that is, the graduation is at hand and but one course credit remains.

Therefore, we cannot say specifically what would be most helpful for increasing the energy levels of your own complex of mind, body and spirit, for to do this would be an infringement upon your own seeking which you now undertake. We may comment in general upon your desire to increase this level of energy by suggesting that within your meditative state you may be able to discern those means of increasing that energy level by certain activities. This type of meditation might begin by viewing the entity which is yourself as it proceeds through its day and encounters that known as fatigue and view this process as a series of lessons that are being attempted. By gaining the overview, shall we say, of your particular means of learning you may also increase those levels of energy you now feel are in deficit.

Then Latwii said we cannot say what would be most helpful for increasing the energy levels of your own complex of mind, body, and spirit, for to do this would be an infringement upon your seeking which you now undertake, so we may comment upon your desire to increase this level of energy by suggesting that within your meditative state you may be able to discern those means of increasing that energy level by certain activities, and this type of meditation might begin by viewing the entity which is yourself as it proceeds through its day and encounters fatigue and view this process as a series of lessons that are being attempted, for by gaining the overview as your means of learning you may also increase those levels of energy you now feel are in deficit. On October 14, 2023, Q’uo spoke of the value of the overview on our spiritual path;

When there is enough of the realization of the nature of one’s own reality as being that of the Creator at various levels of experience likened to the octave of notes, then there are increasingly more visible perceptions available to the seeker, so that a wider range of view may be experienced: what you may call the overview that increases in its range and depth of perception as one is able to open the inner eye, the heart to a greater reality. This is a perception that can go on infinitely as one moves through the various densities of this octave of creation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. Thank you for answering me very well. Thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most gratified to have been able to speak with your group this evening. We thank each entity present for allowing us to attempt to respond in our meager way to those concerns that are upon your minds. We wish each to know that we value greatly each query for our possible response. We know that each entity present brings these queries as treasures of their own being in which they feel there is lack of completeness and which they seek to complete in perfection. We wish each entity to know that the perfection of the being which you are at the heart of your seeking is that perfection which has always existed within your being and shall always be there. The questions which you ask are simply the means by which you shall eventually realize that perfection. We are honored that you have asked us to join you in that seeking, and we ask each entity to remember that the true answers to any question that you may ask already exist within the heart of your being and you shall find them as you continue to ask your questions.

We leave this group now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We shall look forward to being with you again. We are known to you as Latwii. We leave you now. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I would like to share another quote from The Art of Meditation by Joel Goldsmith; ‘’There is an area of consciousness revealed in meditation through which we are instantly one with God and with all spiritual being and creation, and through which we find all form of good instantly available. This area of consciousness has been described as a Sea of Spirit, the Universal or Divine Soul or the Father within. In achieving conscious contact with this Sea of Spirit or the Father within, we find Divine Love pouring Itself into expression, so that we no longer live by personal effort alone but by grace. Rather than seeking our good from persons or things, we tap this universal Soul and become beholders of Its activity, pouring forth as the ideas which become the human forms of good necessary to our present experience. It is only as we learn to look within to this Infinite Invisible that we begin to understand the nature of grace.

Instead of seeking or desiring something already existing as form or effect, let us learn to turn within and let our good unfold from the divine Source, the Infinite Unseen. Let the business and professional person look to the Divine within let the sick and the sinner seek healing and perfection from within; Let each one of us ever be alert, watching consciousness unfold as new and richer forms of good, experiencing the abundance of life by grace. To understand that Soul is the eternal storehouse of all good is to permit the activity of the Christ to function in our experience. Let us draw our good from the infinity of our own being, from the kingdom within. Touching that center, the Father reveals our heritage as ‘heirs of God and joint-heirs with Christ’ to all the heavenly riches. This is to live by grace, the gift of God. The children of God always live by grace.’’ Then I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in my front yard into a pile, and then I put them in a garbage can.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves out of the pet cemetery and the area between the pet cemetery and the fishpond into a pile, and then I put them in a garbage can. Then I went into the backyard and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves into a pile. Then I put a tarp over the leaves with weights to hold it down because I ran out of garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert;

December 30

Drop The Rags Of Everyday

I am of the Spirit of that principle of Love which was in Jesus the Christ. I greet you in that full consciousness of divine Love.

How this instrument wrestles with its seeming imperfections! How reluctant is this instrument to bathe in the clean waters of forgiveness and move, then, cleanly and clad in white, into the sanctuary of the Spirit’s meeting with self, body, and spirit.

How many words it takes to deny the clear and shining perfection, the result of one moment of dreaming, to the cleansing, the whitening, the purification of the channel which is your physical, mental, emotional and spiritual self!

Shall you now let go of woe?

For this instant, see yourself as you are seen by the Christlight, as a holy, perfect, and acceptable infinite portion of an infinite creation that is, nevertheless, all one being.

We say to you in meditation, “Drop the rags of everyday. Dip in the pool of returning. Clad yourselves in robes of sufficiency and perfect love, and then, my children, wait. For that which comes to you may come in an instant, in an hour, or in a lifetime.”

Move yourself to the clean body, the cleanly desire and the focused Love of Creator with child and of child with most beloved parent. These things you do, you do for yourself. Each turn to holiness you do as a celebration of Love.

We leave you in the peace which lies beneath the struggle to see the sun. In sure knowledge that this peace shall come upon you as you turn to the Light of Christ, we leave you in the Light of that peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight;

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 18, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We were listening to the sounds that surround you, the singing of your birds which has begun again in your season of spring. The cycle has turned, and new life begins. The world echoes the sounds of nature—beautiful, musical peace. My friends, if you would but take a little extra of your time to sit and quietly listen, the world around will speak of many things and you, if you listen, may begin to become more aware of the simple, the profound lessons that the world around you offers. My friends, you are part of an illusion and learning experience that allows you to become aware of the Love and Light of the Creator.

In your illusion, as awareness is slowly achieved, a balance will become more and more evident to you as you begin to find your place in the workings of your world. Each person has a place on the scale, a scale that has many of your years been unbalanced, ever teetering, but is slowly beginning to change this as more and more seek to be a part of the world instead of centered simply on what they perceive as their physical needs. This scale, though leveling, is still unbalanced, yet your world, you, are slowly riding this. Each of you, as you become aware, aid the planet and your own self in your growth in this period of transition. We join you and would aid in whatever way that we may. You need but call, and we shall be with you in your meditations. We are your brothers and sisters.

We would now at this time pause to allow our brothers and sisters of Laitos to pass among you so that those who wish may feel their conditioning vibration. We will pause now, and then will transfer to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. I continue through this instrument. I and Laitos thank you for the opportunity of blending our vibrations with yours. It is a great blessing to share consciousness with you. Please know that if this sharing is of value to you, you need only ask for it at any time.

To conclude our thoughts for this evening we would continue to speak upon the subject of those times that are in what you call your immediate future. We are aware that this topic is upon the minds of many, and we wish to thank each of you that you have not single-mindedly attempted to discover details of prophecy concerning specific events which are part of your planetary entry into the full dimension of Love. My friends, it is not that we cannot speak to you of these things. We would take this opportunity to attempt to express to you our perceptions of the difficulties involved in the transference of specific information through conscious channeling. The contact such as we have through this instrument is a free will contact. This instrument receives impressions of concepts of a crystalline nature, that is, they are below or other than words. This instrument then cloaks these concepts in the vocabulary with which this instrument is most comfortable. In any free will contact of this nature, we expect and encourage a certain amount of communication by the instrument through the instrument, as well as communication by the Confederation through the instrument. This portion by the instrument consists of those biases, concepts, and ways of approaching subjects that are unique to that instrument, and, therefore, make our very simple message more varied, more inspiring, and more interesting to those who seek and who listen to these communications.

This same free will, my friends, causes specific information to be quite difficult to transmit, for as we transmit, we ourselves are functioning in free will. We cannot know that which is the future to you, but can only know probabilities, for it is your free will which determines which future your people shall achieve. Therefore, when an instrument is repeatedly asked for specific information, for dates, for places, and for plans of catastrophe, there are others willing to be less than truthful, willing to give specific dates, and places, and plans, and so we lose our instrument. It is a gradual process, and one which we are very glad has not yet begun with this group at this time, for, my friends, there are important concerns in your immediate future, as you call it, that have to do only peripherally with the undoubted fact that the topography of your Earth will change somewhat as a result of the stresses within it at this time as it must adjust to the new vibrations of the New Age, as you call it. That which is important to you, my friends, is your own inner balance, your own inner awareness of your identity, your essence, and your beingness, for as long as you breathe the air of this planet you will be able to offer under any circumstances whatever that beingness, that essence, that identity.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the times of change occurring on Earth. They began by saying we would continue to speak upon the subject of those times that are in your immediate future, for we are aware that this topic is upon the minds of many, and we wish to thank each of you that you have not single-mindedly attempted to discover details of prophecy concerning specific events which are part of your planetary entry into the full dimension of Love, but it is not that we cannot speak to you of these things, and we would take this opportunity to express to you our perceptions of the difficulties involved in the transference of specific information through conscious channeling, for the contact such as we have through Carla is a free will contact, so she receives impressions of concepts of a crystalline nature that are other than words, so she cloaks these concepts in the vocabulary with which she is most comfortable, and in any free will contact of this nature, we encourage a certain amount of communication by the instrument through the instrument, as well as communication by the Confederation through the instrument, so this portion by the instrument consists of those biases, concepts, and ways of approaching subjects that are unique to that instrument, and, therefore, make our message varied, inspiring, and more interesting to those who seek and who listen to these communications. Hatonn continued by saying free will causes specific information to be difficult to transmit, for as we transmit we are functioning in free will, but we cannot know that which is the future to you but can only know probabilities, for it is your free will which determines which future your people shall achieve, so when an instrument is repeatedly asked for specific information there are others willing to be less truthful, willing to give specific dates, places, and plans, and so we lose our instrument, so it is a gradual process, and one which we are glad has not begun with this group, for there are concerns in your future that have to do only with the fact that the topography of your Earth will change as a result of the stresses within it at as it must adjust to the vibrations of the New Age, for that which is important to you is your inner awareness of your identity, for as long as you breathe the air of this planet you will be able to offer under any circumstances whatever that essence is. On October 18, 1978, Hatonn spoke about the nature of the New Age:

There are those upon your planet who are capable of receiving specific information, and so they do, but they will show to you that the higher truth is far more important than earthquakes and fires, and all that you may be subjected to from the physical development of the New Age, will be the spiritual development of the people of your planet. To help them, you cannot pray for them but only attempt to become a pure vessel, shall we say, of that which we call Love. Love is that which is indescribable. It is more strong and powerful than the word would suggest in your language, and certainly you have no other word which is as expressive. We have attempted at times to use the word “desire” to indicate that which communicated life to the cosmos, but desire today among your people expresses upon a physical level, and this we do not mean. Thus, we ask that you find Love within you, and then open those eyes which are windows to that Love, and let it shine forth to the best of your ability. Do not be sad because you have failed at any moment, but only try again. That is all that we can do.

One of your great poets, many, many of your years ago wrote, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I shall fear no evil.” This was, of course, a translation from another language, but the concept, my friends, is infinitely important compared to the details of Earth changes. We ask you to be aware that at each moment presences guard you in life and in death. Your consciousness is not subject to this death. You have, before incarnation, chosen some things which you may wish to do. You did not make these plans with the intention of knowing them ahead. You made these plans knowing that at each point that something was required of you, you would have the free will to choose the manner of your beingness.

We realize that in your daily illusion the events, the cataclysms, the mounting strangeness of the times in which you live, may well seem to be far more important than your own disciplined understanding of who you are, but, my friends, your seeking of that understanding is the only burden to carry in those days to come, for the more of your identity that you are able to fathom, the greater your Light will shine in a very dark world, and like the great lighthouse which guides the ships to harbor and warns of a craggy rock and a dangerous gale, those within the view of your simple beingness will gain a kind of safe harbor until they themselves can begin to seek for themselves. The days to come, my friends, are indeed a life and death situation, but these are the ingredients of which your illusion has always been made. That which is different is that the harvest is upon you. Prepare that part of yourself, therefore, which shall endure. Prepare not for catastrophe, but for joy; not for darkness, but for Light; not for fear, but for hope, and never doubt that you are one with many, many brothers and sisters who share with you the hope of Love and Light for all of the peoples of the Earth.

Then Hatonn said one of your great poets, many of years ago wrote, “Yea, though I walk through the valley of death, I shall fear no evil,” and this was a translation from another language, but the concept is infinitely important compared to the details of Earth changes, so we ask you to be aware that at each moment presences guard you in life and in death, for your consciousness is not subject to death, and you have, before incarnation, chosen things which you may wish to do, but you did not make these plans with the intention of knowing them ahead of time, for you made these plans knowing that at each point something was required of you, and you would have free will to choose the manner of your beingness. Hatonn continued by saying the cataclysms of the times in which you live may be more important than your disciplined understanding of who you are, but your seeking of that understanding is the only burden to carry in those days to come, for the more of your identity that you are able to fathom, the greater your Light will shine in a dark world, and like the lighthouse which guides ships to harbor, those within the view of your beingness will gain a safe harbor until they can begin to seek for themselves, for the days to come are a life and death situation, but these are the ingredients of which your illusion has always been made, and that which is different is that the harvest is upon you, so prepare that part of yourself which shall endure and prepare not for darkness, but for Light, and never doubt that you are one with many brothers and sisters who share with you the hope of Love and Light for all of the people of Earth. On February 18, 1979, Latwii spoke of how we can use our Light:

Therefore, what you can basically do is on another plane, and it is, of course, just as important, and that is to be a good person within yourself, to meditate, and to Love. And in that way, you can add your Light, and as so often said among your people, a little Light in a great darkness shines a long way. Therefore, attempt to be a little Light even though there is great darkness, and that will be the greatest help that you can be.

I am Hatonn. I leave you, my friends, in the love and the light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in Love and Light. We have been waiting patiently for our opportunity to speak to this group, and this evening our wait has been much easier than usual, for we also have been most engrossed in the message our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have shared with your group. We, at this time, hope that our encore, shall we say, shall be of equal value or some value approaching that of the message you have heard this evening. We would now ask if there would be any questions which we may attempt to answer this evening?

M: Yes. I have one, I believe. It is not terribly important, but a curiosity. It seems that a few years back the messages of then were that the harvest was coming, and that there was very little time, not very many people were going to make it, and for the first time I can recall Hatonn spoke to us about the balance, and more and more people were going to the other side, understanding what this experience was all about. Is this in fact accelerating our people of the Earth understanding our purpose more?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The people of your planet are now experiencing those times which have long been foretold by those whom you call prophets, the so-called last days of your great cycle of evolution. It is during these days that the experiences, the catalyst, and the opportunities for growth shall be increased manyfold so that each entity upon your planet who seeks in any degree might have available to him or her much more of a fulcrum of energy, so to speak, that shall act as a lever within the consciousness and move it great distances in comparison to where it was and where it could have been moved prior to this time.

The reason for this is, as many of you know, manyfold. The entities now incarnating on your planet have, for some period of time, maximum possible polarization. Those entities who were nearest the harvest, and only those entities could benefit by now being incarnate on your planet, and this fact, when combined with the fact that the inconveniences, shall we say, have well begun and do themselves provide much more opportunity for the seeking creates a situation in which if an entity wishes to know the truth of its being, this truth is ever closer and less veiled, shall we say, to the entity who seeks it, for those experiences which seem to be of major or minor cataclysmic effect, those experiences of the, shall we say, sagging economy, of the threats of nuclear war, of the prophecies of great Earth changes, of the difficulties in interpersonal relationships, in the confusions of the personal journey of seeking, all these experiences and events magnify for an entity who seeks the truth the ability to find that truth, for each such experience does pose the question for the entity, the question being, “What is the meaning of this life in which I experience and see these events?”

M asked: “It seems that a few years back the messages of then were that the harvest was coming, and that there was very little time, not very many people were going to make it, and for the first time I can recall Hatonn spoke to us about the balance, and more and more people were going to the other side, understanding what this experience was all about. Is this in fact accelerating our people of the Earth understanding our purpose more?” Latwii replied by saying the people of your planet are experiencing those times which have been foretold by prophets as the last days of your great cycle of evolution, and it is during these days that catalyst, and the opportunities for growth, shall be increased so that each entity upon your planet who seeks in any degree might have available to him or her more of a fulcrum of energy that shall act as a lever within the consciousness and move it great distances in comparison to where it was and where it could have been moved prior to this time. Latwii went on to say the reason for this is manyfold, for the entities now incarnating on your planet have maximum possible polarization, so only those entities who were nearest the harvest could benefit now by being incarnate on your planet, and this fact, when combined with the fact that the inconveniences have begun, and they provide more opportunity for seeking that creates a situation in which, if an entity wishes to know the truth of its being, this truth is closer and less veiled to the entity who seeks it, for those experiences which seem to be of major or minor cataclysmic effect: those experiences of the sagging economy, of the threats of nuclear war, of the prophecies of great Earth changes, of the difficulties in interpersonal relationships, in the confusions of the personal journey of seeking, all these experiences magnify for an entity who seeks the truth, for each experience poses the question for the entity which is: “What is the meaning of this life in which I experience and see these events?” On March 28, 1982, Latwii spoke of the meaning of this life of ours:

We of Latwii can only suggest to one such as yourself who seeks deeper meaning of this life in which you experience each moment, that in the meditative state you might come closer to that which is poorly called happiness, for what, my sister, could make one happier than to know that one is an integral part of all Creation, and more—the one Creator. What could make an entity more fulfilled than to know the heart of Love resides within its own being? What could fulfill one more than to know that the plan of the one Creator is not complete without the participation of the one who seeks that known as happiness?

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii and we thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I have a question from L. L was asking if gypsies were a race apart from others, and perhaps like the Chinese who come from Deneb, from a certain star system or a certain origin that was different than the other peoples of the Earth?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. To recount the origins of those whom your people call the gypsies is, indeed, a difficult task, for one aspect of these entities that those here are aware of, that being the wandering nature, is a facet which has colored these entities for their entire history, shall we say, upon your planet. These entities, therefore, are of many roots, the majority of which coming from the areas of your Mediterranean sea, have from times long passed been the caretakers of the codes and systems of secret knowledge, that which follows the mystic path. Many schools of seeking the one Creator have evolved upon your planet in its past. Each path has been fortified more or less, and its tenets have been propounded within the walls of the secret schools. There have been, from time to time, attempts by other forces to purge various cultures of these mystery schools and their secret rites, for they were considered other than a normally accepted society, and as is the case even unto this day in your own society such entities who are too far removed from normal acceptance are often shunned and ostracized.

Therefore, these entities known to you as gypsies have as their origins a variety of lands in the area which borders the Mediterranean Sea, some of these lands being Egypt, Turkey, and Greece. When these mystery schools were attacked, and when efforts were made to cease their functioning, those in charge of the teachings would remain viable and could be passed on in what is called the future to other entities also seeking the same truth. Therefore, those who you call the gypsies have been wandering from home to home and land to land and from age to age throughout the history that has been written upon your planet, and few there are of these entities remaining true to the teachings which they sought to preserve unto this day, for all teachings are subject to distortion, to loss, and to forgetting.

Carla asked a question for L: “L was asking if gypsies were a race apart from others, and perhaps like the Chinese who come from Deneb, from a certain star system or a certain origin that was different than the other peoples of the Earth?” Then Latwii said these entities are of many roots, and the majority come from the areas of your Mediterranean sea and have, from times long passed, been the caretakers of the systems of secret knowledge which follows the mystic path, so many schools of seeking the one Creator have evolved upon your planet in its past, and each path has been fortified more or less, and its tenets have been studied within the walls of the secret schools, but there have been attempts by other forces to purge various cultures of these mystery schools and their secret rites, for they were considered other than a normally accepted society, and as is the case even unto this day in your own society such entities who are too far removed from normal acceptance are often shunned and ostracized. Latwii went on to say these gypsies have their origins in lands in the area which borders the Mediterranean Sea, some of these lands being Egypt, Turkey, and Greece, so when these mystery schools were attacked, and efforts were made to cease their functioning, those in charge of the teachings remained viable and passed on the teachings in the future to other entities also seeking the same truth, and these gypsies have been wandering from home to home, and land to land, and from age to age throughout the history that has been written upon your planet, and few there are of these entities remaining true to the teachings which they sought to preserve unto this day, for all teachings are subject to distortion, to loss, and to forgetting. On march 24, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of one of the mystery schools:

Those of the Melchizedek thought, shall we say, are those entities who have found a particular philosophy to be of service to them in their own evolutionary process. Many have been the masters, as you call them, who have walked the surface of your planet in third-density vehicles. These entities are of various origins, many without your planetary influence. The one known as Melchizedek was a, as you call it, master who had consciously followed a certain philosophical path which served to discipline the mind and the personality which expressed the mind so that third-density entities could in a conscious fashion accelerate the evolutionary process that each either consciously or unconsciously upon your planet takes part in.

These entities are a grouping which is usually placed within the ancient mystery schools, those places of learning which existed from times within various cultures’ histories upon your planet, for always there have been the seekers of truth, and from time to time and in various places these seekers have organized themselves in societies and schools which have sought to preserve and pass on those truths, shall we say, that they have been honored to gather.

The one known as Jesus was as one who sought from many schools the knowledge and the expression of the one Creator that is called Love. Many were the places and schools which this entity visited and at which this entity learned as a portion of its evolutionary process.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Two questions. If I remember my Ra correctly, Turkey was a repository both of people from Mu and for people from Atlantis after both of those lands sank, but mysteries schools were Atlantis’ strong suit. It would be logical, then, to suspect that it is Atlantean mystery schools that were the basis of the gypsies’ store of knowledge. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. This is basically correct, for the lineage of most of these mystery schools is traced to the Atlantean era, its middle and latter portions, though some few of these schools were in existence as a result of other cultural influences, specifically speaking now of the Egyptian culture, which was able to maintain an identity unique even in the times of the Atlantean culture.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. The other question is the teachings of these systems which are called mystery schools. Are they at heart a purely service-to-others oriented school of teaching?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once more with this instrument. These mystery schools may be generally classified under the areas which you are already familiar with as the tarot, the astrology, and the Tree of Life, or that which is more commonly known as ritual magic. Each attempt at codification of the path of seeking the one Creator has as its foundation the service-to-others polarization. Through the ages each system has undergone various distortions as those in whose trust they were placed have altered these teachings, some alterations also being of service-to-others polarization, others being of the negative polarization, what you would call the service-to-self polarization.

The amount of distortion within each system presents the greatest difficulty to the student of the system, for many other additions, shall we say, or fields of knowledge, have been blended with each of these three systems, and has resulted in a system in each case which is quite far removed from the original, therefore, both the distortions present in each system and specific distortions of negative orientations present the student of each system with the greatest difficulties in penetrating the symbolism involved in each way of knowing.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you, Latwii. I think I’ve caught right up with you.

I am Latwii, and we are pleased that we have not left any in our ancient dust. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

M: Yes. I have a question. Why is it that some people I know are so afraid of the supernatural or the unknown? They feel that somehow it’s something evil, and to me it’s just knowledge. Why do we have that different opinion?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The unknown, to those who do not seek it, is a great mystery, a great challenge, and represents to such an entity the part of its own being which is yet unexplored, and is unexplored, for there is some reason within this entity to fear that part of itself which it has not chosen to explore. For each entity holding the view that that which you call the supernatural is evil there is an unique reason for this view. Many entities fear that which they have begun to find within their own being, that which expresses to them some ramification of this supernatural realm, but which they have had some difficulty in comprehending.

Many entities have had some kind of experience of a supernatural nature early in their incarnation, and have been unable to assimilate its occurrence and its meaning within their being, and this new information has so overwhelmed their ability to assimilate it that they have, in fact, shoved it aside and forgotten it on the conscious level, yet it remains in their unconscious as a possibility for further exploration, if only they would journey that path, yet the fear of further journey remains, and only this fear filters into the conscious mind so that the similar experience of another will again trigger this fear within their own being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, they don’t really fear evil, they just fear fear itself. Is that it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The fear is the result of the difficulty with the experience at a previous time, and that which is feared might also be forgotten, so that only the fear surfaces. The fear, over a long period of time, might itself begin to fade so that only the coloration of what the entity then describes as evil remains. That which is feared is most often called by your people evil.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Thank you. You’ve answered me.

I am Latwii. We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We find this group rather quiet this evening, and we also enjoy your peaceful vibrations. We thank each for allowing us to enter this group and to blend our vibrations with each. We look forward to each encounter. We leave this group now, rejoicing in Love and Light. We leave you in that Love and Light of the one Creator. We shall be with you again. I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and am now with this instrument. We have been called, for there is concern of those who are close, a part of this group who are at this time experiencing difficulties with their physical vehicles, and we are called for concern of this group for your planet and the conditions faced in this period of your time.

[C continues to channel Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation by Joel Goldsmith is; ‘’Our search for God, for the kingdom of God, is an evidence of our own faith in the presence and power of God, even though we do not yet have a knowledge of it through actual experience. Those who are not on the spiritual path do not have that confidence. Only those who have attainted an inner conviction that there is a God are led to the search for God. These seekers may not necessarily have attainted the realization God, but at least there is that inner certainty; ‘This is the way; this is a God.’

So, the search begins, and it begins in different ways. How it begins depends upon our background; it depends upon where we happen to be at any given moment and what is going on in our particular world. There have been people whose search began in orthodox churches, and some of them have found the answer. They have discovered the kingdom within themselves but have continued working in the church as a form of service and sometimes as a form of gratitude. Some have found God through an intellectual approach, and a few have found a purely spiritual way. Others have come through teachings that are a combination of the intellectual and the spiritual. There are those who have come to the spiritual path through books, and there are those who have come through living teachers, while others have made contact with the spiritual saints and seers who have never died.

To know the truth as so many words, quotations, passages, or theories is one thing; but it is an entirely different thing when, through meditation, the Word takes root in our consciousness and comes forth as spiritual fruitage. We are told that the fruits of the Spirit are ‘love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith.’ It is really true that when the Spirit has been touched, or when It has touched us, then the fruitage comes forth in the form of harmony, wholeness, completeness, and perfection. The purpose of this book is to help students practice the art of meditation by which the Word takes root, so that they come into an actual awareness, an actual consciousness of living in the Spirit. Our object is to attain a measure of that mind which was in Christ Jesus and then let It do with us as it will.’’

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop at PNC Bank where I made a cash withdrawal. My second stop was at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Bachman’s Subaru to ask when Stanley would be ready since I was told two weeks ago that he would be ready by Christmas. Adam told me that the engine had been installed, and Stanley had been taken for a test drive which went very well. So, Adam said that Stanley would be ready in two or three days. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription and to buy a pint of Haagen Daas vanilla ice cream. When I got home, I put away all of my purchases, and then I went around all of my yard and gardens and picked up enough small tree limbs to fill two garbage cans.  

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 29

Blessings

We of the principle of Love are with you, and we greet you in the name of Love: Love unconditional; Love divine; Love infinite.

It is sometimes difficult in the daily round to perceive the glory of the creation. Take time this day to touch in mind and heart the beauties of scenery, character, grace, and wit which refresh the weary soul.

Indeed, there are naught but blessings for the faithful. And all those things which seem difficult are blessings, much as the life experience itself, though difficult, is indeed a time of blessing, learning and achieving for the Spirit within.

Let not those things which are below lose the reflection of that which is divine. For all things are instinct with the divine life of unconditional and perfect Love.

We leave you in the name of Jesus Christ, in that Love and peace, to create your experience this day as one of blessing and affirmation, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from April 15, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege, as always, to be with you. Our brothers and sisters of Laitos have been with you, and have been conditioning each. However, we wished to work with the one known as S if this is agreeable to that instrument. We should first condition that instrument and then speak a few words through that instrument if she would relax. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We apologize for disturbing your pet. We shall speak a few general thoughts through this instrument before we leave as we know that there are many things upon your minds, and it is sometimes possible that, by turning over in the mind a few concepts, a path may become remarkably clearer than previously seen.

We would like to observe the seeming delicacy of all that surrounds you, the extreme delicacy of the parameters which guard the ability of your physical vehicles to dwell in safety upon this sphere in space, the fragile chain of life which the creation of the Creator has provided for all creatures from the smallest to the greatest. Yet we would like to point out that this seeming fragility houses an imponderably huge and immense role of an evolution which goes so far beyond the evolution of the physical form that there are no words to describe this everlasting evolution. It may seem at times that each is a fragile, and easily wounded, and torn entity, yet there is no possibility of true harm, for there is no ending to consciousness. Physical death cannot touch it, and any experience can only aid it.

Moreover, it may seem that in addition to fragility the third-density experience has a great loneliness, a great separation of being from being, brother from brother, sister from sister, Creator to Creator. We have often said that this can be gone beyond, shall we say, in the depths of meditation, that the roots of being and of consciousness can be seen to be one. But, my friends, even in your everyday existence, in the greatest illusion possible, you may see signs of the oneness of all things. How many times, my friends, just when you thought that this illusion held no ideals, have you heard of some entity who acted in such a way that the Light of the one infinite Creator and the Love of this marvelous unity radiates to the world?

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak upon the delicacy of our being. They began  by saying we would like to observe the seeming delicacy of all that surrounds you, the delicacy of the parameters which guard the ability of your bodies to dwell in safety upon this sphere in space, the fragile chain of life which the creation of the Creator has provided for all creatures from the smallest to the greatest, yet we would like to point out that this fragility houses a huge role of an evolution which goes far beyond the evolution of the physical form that there are no words to describe this everlasting evolution, for it may seem that each is a fragile entity, yet there is no possibility of true harm, for there is no ending to consciousness, and physical death cannot touch it, and any experience can only aid it. Hatonn went on to say it may seem that in addition to fragility the third-density experience has a great separation of being from being, brother from brother, sister from sister, Creator to Creator, and we have said that this can be gone beyond in the depths of meditation, that the roots of being and of consciousness can be seen to be one, but even in your everyday existence, in the greatest illusion possible, you may see signs of the oneness of all things, so how many times, just when you thought that this illusion held no ideals, have you heard of some entity who acted in such a way that the Light of the one infinite Creator and the Love of this marvelous unity radiates to the world? In 43.8, Ra spoke about a fragile entity:

Thusly the entity is concerned, if it be upon the path of positive harvestability, with the regularizing of the various energies of experience. Thus, the most fragile entity may be more balanced than one with extreme energy and activity in service to others due to the fastidiousness with which the will is focused upon the use of experience in knowing the self. The densities beyond your own give the minimally balanced individual much time/space and space/time with which to continue to refine these inner balances.

You may see stories upon stories of the difficulties and the travails of your planet, and travails there will be, for this is the proper time for such to occur. Yet in the midst of these you will see again and again the story that you are lucky enough to hear of one just such as yourself, who has turned from being the sheep and has awakened into the shepherd, and tends the flock. What might this flock be? It might be a person defending the beauty of an ideal against those who would misuse it for money’s sake or for power. It might be a person who has given much to aid a group or a cause at great personal sacrifice, or it might be one person who serves one other person with such selflessness that all who see it may marvel. This is the creation of the Creator. The illusion can be pierced.

Now, just as you have the ideals within you which are your birthright, you have also these things which are called travails by the world. Accept them in yourself and in the world, these seeming imperfections, and, no matter how great the error, attempt to see yourself in each circumstance that comes before your vision. Imagine yourself in the place of one who has greatly erred, and then forgive yourself, for although you have been wrong, yet you are still the child of an infinite Creator and there is time enough and more to mend any error.

Hatonn went on to say you may see stories of the difficulties and the travails of your planet, for this is the time for such to occur, yet in the midst of these you will see the story that you are lucky enough to hear of one such as yourself, who has turned from being the sheep and has awakened into the shepherd and tends the flock, and what might this flock be? Hatonn said it might be a person defending the beauty of an ideal against those who would misuse it for money’s sake or for power, or it might be a person who has given much to aid a group or a cause at great personal sacrifice, or it might be one person who serves one other person with such selflessness that all who see it may marvel, for this is the creation of the Creator where the illusion can be pierced. Then Hatonn said just as you have the ideals within you which are your birthright, you have also these things which are called imperfections by the world, so accept them in yourself and in the world, and, no matter how great the error, attempt to see yourself in each circumstance that comes before your vision, and imagine yourself in the place of one who has greatly erred, and then forgive yourself, for although you have been wrong, yet you are still the child of an infinite Creator, and there is time enough to mend any error. On May 9, 2009, Q’uo spoke of the value of our forgiving ourself:

However, in the process of being a loving and compassionate person, you shall inevitably discover that there are those things for which you would wish to be forgiven. And so that loving heart of yours opens and says, “Please forgive me.” Most importantly, in terms of karma, rather, that loving heart opens towards the self, and you are able to forgive yourself. This stops the wheels of karma.

It is often far easier to forgive others than to forgive the self. Therefore, as you discover within yourself those suspicions that you may have karma with another, and that you wish to stop the wheel of karma, remember that in addition to forgiving the other, and in some cases, in asking forgiveness of another if that other is in relationship, and is alive, and can speak with you, it is crucial always to forgive yourself.

In terms of karma, it is to be remembered that when the wheel stops, there is still the work to do of remembering that you have forgiven, for imperfect memory will attempt, as a habit, to bring up old and settled scores as if they have not been settled, as if they have not been forgiven. When this temptation occurs, invoke perfect memory. Recapture that moment when you did forgive and you were forgiven and let that replace the anxiety of old memory.

We thank you, my friends, for providing us with the great service of your presence and the blessing of your vibrations. We would at this time make room for our brothers and sisters of Latwii. Consequently, we leave this instrument, wishing all about you the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Transcript ends.]

This morning I decided to stop sharing concepts from The Wisdom of Insecurity by Alan Watts as part of my Camelot Journal entries because I feel that they were becoming too repetitive and, occasionally, confusing. The reason that I began sharing these concepts was that when I was a junior in college this was the first book of a spiritual nature that I had ever read, and I thought it might be helpful to share with a friend that I have had an email communication with for a few years who has had a difficult life.

Now I would like to share concepts of The Art of Meditation, by Joel Goldsmith with my readers because it is a book that I have read many times in the last few years which has helped me with my meditative practice. The first concept that I would like to share is, ‘’The original principle taught by the Master Christian revealed that the kingdom of God, the presence and power of God is within us. Jesus called this presence and power ‘’Father’’— ‘’The Father that dwelleth in me, He doeth the works.’’ Paul, using a different term, said, ‘’I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.’’ By whatever name it is called—God, Father, or the Christ—It is to be found within. The kingdom of God is within us; the whole of the Godhead is to be found within our individual being, not in holy mountains, nor yet in the temple at Jerusalem, but within us. As we begin to recognize our good as the gift of God, we let the reasoning, thinking, planning mind relax. We listen for the still, small voice in meditation, ever watching for the angel of the Lord, the Christ, the Father within. It will never leave us or forsake us. It is our permanent dispensation.’’

This afternoon I went downstairs and brought the garden hose out of the basement. Then I took the insulation off the faucet. Then I hooked the garden hose to the faucet on the north side of my home and used the sprayer on the hose to clean the two filters on the fishpond. Then I took the garden hose back down into the basement. And then I replaced the insulation on the faucet. Then I transplanted three Mother-in-Law Tongue stalks into a small container and placed them in the living room.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 28

Let Jesus’ Heart Be Yours

I am of the principle of Love, and I greet you in the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

All praise and glory be to the Lord of creation! Imagine the immensity of the galaxies, the infinity of the reaches of orderly, free-wheeling space and see in this immensity the great glory of the Holy One.

Know that you are part of that glory, for you, too, are a creation of the holy Father and a child of the Creator of all things.

Let Jesus’ heart be yours, then, and let the glory of the Father come upon you like the fire of the Spirit of Jesus; move along your limbs like fire; move along your lips like fire, that you may utter those things which may be of service, and that you may reach your hands in that same service, therefore adding to that great glory which daily grows, the glory of God in Christ.

May you be today a servant of Love itself. And may Love change the face of the earth.

In love, joy and peace, we leave you. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 11, 1982:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. For many of your people this is a holy time of your year, a time in which hope and faith is renewed, as they remember the one known to you as Jesus and how He overcame what you term death to live. My friends, each in their own fashion finds as they forget, as they begin anew to learn, as each as they incarnate, are reborn begin to experience again a start of the road that will take them back, and will enable them to remember that forgotten. Each of you has begun to see a small part of that which was forgotten, each seeing that which they need. Awareness of forgetting. It is a valuable step for your journey. Your life will … We are experiencing difficulty with our contact with this instrument and will now, at his request, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument, and I again greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, that which you celebrate at this time of your year is a rebirth and reemergence of life upon your planet and within your souls. It is fitting that the death in the physical form of that one which you call Jesus coincides with this time of rebirth, for just as a change in form occurs throughout those areas of your planet experiencing what you call spring in that an old form, that of the concealed, that of the waiting, that which seems withered and dead externally but merely conceals and protects the life within, is suddenly abandoned and a new life leaps forth, a life form which was unseen and inconceivable in its previous incarnative form. A new life spreads literally with the speed of Light across your planet, for is it not Light that summons the new life forth and feeds, nourishes, and sustains it as the trees and flowers begin to grow, climbing ever higher ever further, extending their buds as arms and hands reaching to grasp the Light, almost as if desiring to take hold of it and pull it back into the center of their souls.

My friends, accept, recognize, and celebrate your spring. Let your growth proceed in harmony with the flower and grasses that surround you, and let your hearts climb ever higher, striving to obtain that Light, to ingest it, to make it ever a part of you. There is in your need—correction—in your world a need for this substance, and just as on the physical realm the Light is passed through the food chain from plant to animal, from animal to animal, in truth from person to person, so also within the spiritual realm, my friends. Be aware of your need to share your light and of your friend’s need to partake of your light that you may both be sustained.

At this time, we would pause that our brothers and sisters of Laitos might pass among you and extend their conditioning vibration to those of you who mentally request it. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I am once again with this instrument. My friends, it is our desire at this time to take our leave that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might perform their service of answering your questions. Adonai, my friends. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am very, very pleased to be with you this evening, and very pleased that we are able to say a few words through this instrument before we get to the task at hand which is our great privilege. We are always pleased to be able to use this instrument.

My friends, we would like you to consider an aspect of this which you call the resurrection of an entity known to you as Jesus of Nazareth. To some extent this occasion has been upon each of your minds this day, and we take this opportunity to use this story to the purpose for which it was intended, as example for your consideration. My friends, what would you feel if one to whom you were very devoted had been killed in a most barbarous manner and his body placed in a cave behind a great rock? It is daybreak, my friends, and you go to tend the dead. You are mourning, yet you know death, for it comes to all, but there is no corpse. What do you feel, my friends, when a being whiter than any normal being, and more full of Light says to you, “He is not here. He is alive.”

My friends, there were reasons why the women did not disbelieve the livingness of their beloved. Undoubtedly, your first impulse would be to say, “There is trickery involved here, and someone has robbed a grave,” but if you knew that the dead one was now alive, what would you feel? My friends, the women were afraid and most troubled in mind because the possibility of life had suddenly been presented to them. My friends, we ask you why are you afraid of dying and take your living for granted? Would it not be more helpful to you to have a fear and awe and a wonder of the living that you are somehow miraculously doing? So many of your people, my friends, pass through this life in a dream, scarcely waking ’til they die. Let your life become less familiar to you. Try to see how totally amazing it is. Find that which has been called in your holy works “life more abundant.” Because, my friends, there is so much to do, to see, to feel. There is so much joy in the universe. Why waste a day, a moment, upon indifference? We rejoice with you that we share consciousness. You are all alive, and you shall be now and forever. Stand in awe of the great consciousness of the Creator and try not to slip too quickly into indifference.

Latwii wanted to speak about the resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth. They began by saying we would like you to consider an aspect of the resurrection of Jesus of Nazareth, for this occasion has been upon each of your minds this day, and we take this opportunity to use this story for the purpose for which it was intended, so: “What would you feel if one to whom you were devoted had been killed in a most barbarous manner and His body placed in a cave behind a great rock? It is daybreak, my friends, and you go to tend the dead. You are mourning, yet you know death, for it comes to all, but there is no corpse. What do you feel, my friends, when a being whiter than any normal being, and more full of Light says to you, “He is not here. He is alive.” Latwii went on to say there were reasons why the women did not disbelieve the livingness of their beloved, so your first impulse would be to say: “There is trickery involved here, and someone has robbed a grave, but if you knew that the dead one was now alive, what would you feel?” Then Latwii said the women were afraid because the possibility of life had suddenly been presented to them, and we ask you: “Why are you afraid of dying and take your living for granted? Would it not be more helpful to you to have a fear and awe and a wonder of the living that you are somehow miraculously doing?” Latwii said many of your people pass through this life in a dream, scarcely waking ’til they die, so let your life become less familiar to you, and try to see how amazing it is, so find that which has been called in your Bible, “life more abundant” because there is so much to do, to see, to feel, and there is so much joy in the universe, so we rejoice with you that we share consciousness together, for you are all alive, and you shall be now and forever, so stand in awe of the consciousness of the Creator and try not to slip too quickly into indifference. On October 15, 1974, Hatonn said that we contain the consciousness of the Creator:

We share with you the thought that through others you may see the Creator, and others may see the Creator through you. Yet of yourselves, you cannot give or receive the Love of the Creator. It is only through the consciousness of the Creator Itself that you and your brother are one. Of yourself, you cannot do what you wish to do. You cannot depend upon your own resources. Yet you have infinity behind you, the storehouse of talents, and power, and ability so great that you can never exhaust it. Your cup may always run over with all that you need, but remember whence Love comes.

Love does not come from others, nor can you call it from within your own heart. The Creator that is within you, and that exists as your heart and soul, is your link to total and infinite Love. Never depend upon yourself. Never shame yourself if you have been inadequate. Know only that you simply failed to ask the Creator, and next time, remember. In this way, you may meet each situation in life as a rich man who has so many assets that he cannot count them. In this quiet confidence, many, many things can be met with Love and with graciousness, whereas if you were to analyze the situation in terms of your own abilities, you would say, “I cannot handle this situation,” and, feeling poor in spirit, the situation would overcome you. This is never necessary, for you have all that you need from the Creator.

I shall, at this time, leave this instrument that we may proceed with any questions which you may wish to ask at this time. I leave this instrument in the Love and the Light of the Creator. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you all once again in the Love and the Light of the one Creator. It is now our privilege to begin the question-and-answer portion of this meeting. May we at this time ask if there are any questions?

C: As I began to channel tonight the contact was good but I realized after it started that I assumed a position too close to a heating vent and felt some physical discomfort. But tonight, I had—when I usually channel it seems I have concept with words. It’s sort of like it had a little caption there, and I see the words as I try to speak them, but tonight I had a concept, but it seemed there were no words, and I felt a bit of nervousness, like I had no words to express the concept, and I was just wondering if tonight Hatonn was trying to help me further develop as a channel by having me draw upon myself more, or whether the contact was just weakened by me being, my attention being distracted by physical discomfort.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We might suggest that your latter assumption is more nearly correct, for the mind which is divided does not pay the necessary attention to the concepts which are presented to it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

R: Yes. Can you tell us if the Easter Shroud of Turin is the actual burial cloth of Christ? And also, what created the image on it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We shall, we are afraid, have to invoke that great Law of Confusion at this time, for we do not feel it would be appropriate for us to answer the riddle which is presented by this artifact which you have called the Shroud of Turin, for such mysteries are most important to your people at this time in their evolution. Such mysteries pose questions of the eternal for the conscious minds to consider. Each entity upon your planet now seeks in ever greater degree to proceed with its evolutionary path, and such mysteries as this one do serve as a stimulus to provoke the questioning and increase the seeking.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes, first for myself and those present I’d like to wish you a happy Easter. Beyond that, I’ve noticed in myself that my dedication, if you wish to call it that, tends to wax and wane with no particular stimulus or lack of stimulus that I can discern. Would you discuss this subject?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We would first of all thank you for your Easter wishes, and hope that we do not lay any eggs this evening. We now address your query. The seeker shall, as it proceeds on what you might call the path of enlightenment, discover those light areas and those dark areas in its seeking. These may be likened unto times when the seeker is most clearly aware that it is seeking and might feel some pride, shall we say, in the success of the seeking. There might be the comparison of current attitudes, thoughts and desires with those of the entity’s past, and there might be some, shall we say, rejoicing at the progress that has been made. There are other times when the entity is not aware that progress has been made in other areas of its being. There might be, for instance, the repeating of patterns of thoughts, desires and behaviors which do not satisfy the entity, for they seem the same as always, and no growth is there apparent.

We can only suggest to the ardent seeker that in each instance the estimation which we have rendered might be just the opposite, for in those times in which the seeker feels the progress has been made, it might indeed be true that the progress has been made, but in that area for the present moment there is no further growth, the growth having been accomplished. In the area in which the seeker feels the frustrations and disappointments at the, shall we say, maintenance of the status quo, there is yet the growth in motion and in potential, and there is the possibility for the developing of new thoughts and behaviors. To summarize our somewhat lengthy statement, may we say that at each moment the seeker shall be experiencing some facet of the growth process, but in your illusion you shall not be fully appraised of the exact nature of your growth until it is well behind you, for the illusion which you inhabit is quite dense, and does provide many times of confusion, many opportunities for growth, and as you seek the light you seek the darkness of your own forgetting that is necessary to propel you towards the light.

L asked: “I’ve noticed in myself that my dedication, if you wish to call it that, tends to wax and wane with no particular stimulus or lack of stimulus that I can discern. Would you discuss this subject?” Latwii began by saying the seeker shall, as it proceeds on the path of enlightenment, discover those Light areas and those dark areas in its seeking, and these may be like  times when the seeker is aware that it is seeking and might feel pride in the success of the seeking, so there might be the comparison of thoughts and desires with those of the entity’s past, and there might be some rejoicing at the progress that has been made, but there are other times when the entity is not aware that progress has been made in other areas of its being, for there might be the repeating of patterns of thoughts and behaviors which do not satisfy the entity, for they seem the same as always, and no growth is apparent. Latwii went on to say we suggest to the seeker that in each instance the estimation which we have made might be the opposite, for in those times in which the seeker feels the progress has been made, it might be true that progress has been made, but in that area for the present moment there is no further growth, the growth having been accomplished, but in the area in which the seeker feels the frustrations at the maintenance of the status quo, there is yet the growth in motion, and there is the possibility for the developing of new thoughts and behaviors, so may we say that in each moment the seeker shall be experiencing some facet of the growth process, but in your illusion you shall not be fully appraised of the nature of your growth until it is well behind you, for the illusion which you inhabit is dense and provides times of confusion, opportunities for growth, and as you seek the Light, you seek the darkness of your own forgetting that is necessary to propel you towards the Light. On November 9, 1980, Hatonn described the potential of our growth process:

It is sometimes unfortunate that during the growth process, that which could be saved is lost, but almost always, this loss is for the purpose of freeing the individual for a relationship or an understanding that he needs more.

Therefore, what this instrument would call initiation through purification exists for those entities who are ready to work upon themselves. And the currency of this work is most often pain. It is in time balanced by joy. The nature of this illusion is polarity. Thus, your perception that spiritual union with a partner is not obsolete is certainly a proper one. However, this does not indicate that everyone will always have a partner, for there are times when solitude is necessary for growth process.

Remember that you are a continuing soul or spirit, and that this particular incarnation, in this particular illusion, in this particular space/time, is merely one small part of the circle of yourself. Thus, it does not always make sense day by day, but you must look at the greater picture and see the greater cycles that you experience knowing that that which you need will come to you and be unmistakable.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: I desire to question you on a different subject, the subject of healing. I am aware that certain procedures that I have developed in the past were simply tools or constructs that were for the purpose of enabling me to develop a rudimentary understanding of the process so as to work with it, and I’m aware that those constructs are but tools and not the reality itself. My understanding of the reality of healing is incomplete. I do know that there are points in time where I can apparently generate or tap into a form of energy and apparently can project this, but I do not understand how it works or what purpose it accomplishes, in that to my understanding the actual purpose of the healer is simply to act as a go-between, a focusing object, or the person desiring healing and intelligent infinity. I realize this is a pretty vague introduction for the question, but would you discuss the subject of healing in relation to this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We are also aware that this is quite a large subject, but we shall attempt to make some general statements that we hope may be of service to you.

First of all, we shall begin with the normally accepted realm of healing as it is experienced within your density, this known as the allopathic method of healing, where the healer assumes the greatest amount of responsibility for the one to be healed and its healing process. You may see this as an action from outside of the one to be healed and as some kind of salve upon the wound, the presence of the healer therefore being necessary in order for what is loosely described as the healing process to occur.

Now we move to that realm of healing which has just begun to surface in the conscious knowledge of this group, that being the contact with intelligent infinity, by which the healer offers to the one to be healed the opportunity to accept a new configuration of mind/body/spirit more congruent with that configuration known as health. In this process the healer has no will, but offers itself as an instrument or a channel for the intelligent infinity present in each entity to …

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. To continue—this shell, then, having been pierced, the one to be healed then has the opportunity to accept the new configuration that offers health, shall we say. This process then having been successfully completed does then allow for what you call the healing to occur.

L asked: My understanding of the reality of healing is incomplete. I do know that there are points in time where I can apparently generate or tap into a form of energy and apparently can project this, but I do not understand how it works or what purpose it accomplishes, in that to my understanding the actual purpose of the healer is simply to act as a go-between, a focusing object, or the person desiring healing and intelligent infinity. I realize this is a pretty vague introduction for the question, but would you discuss the subject of healing in relation to this?” Latwii began by saying we shall begin with the normally accepted realm of healing as it is experienced within your density, this known as the allopathic method of healing, where the healer assumes the greatest amount of responsibility for the one to be healed and its healing process, and you may see this as an action from outside of the one to be healed and as some kind of salve upon the wound, the presence of the healer therefore being necessary in order for what is loosely described as the healing process to occur. Latwii continued by saying now we move to that realm of healing which has just begun to surface in the conscious knowledge of this group, that being the contact with intelligent infinity, by which the healer offers to the one to be healed the opportunity to accept a new configuration of mind/body/spirit more congruent with that configuration known as health, so in this process the healer has no will, but offers itself as a channel for the intelligent infinity present in each entity to . . . this shell, then, having been pierced, the one to be healed then has the opportunity to accept the new configuration that offers health, for this process allows for the healing to occur. On December 13, 1981, Latwii described how the one to be healed is healed:

It is necessary for the one to be healed to know that there is an healing activity which is occurring and which will, if the one to be healed wishes it, have an effect upon that one to be healed. The actual penetrating of that shell of protection about each entity is the, shall we say, foundation of purpose upon which the touching rests. The proximity to the one to be healed of the one attempting the healing—the healer, shall we say—is necessary for this same reason for most entities. This is not so with those entities who wish to be healed with a very great desire and have, with their own efforts and desires to be healed, traveled that path which shall result in the healing. The proximity of the healer to the one to be healed is, therefore, also connected to that which is known as the placebo effect, for if the one to be healed does truly desire to be healed with enough purity of desire, and if the one to be healed has, through its own effort, succeeded in working with that catalyst which has not been previously worked with successfully, then it is not necessary for there to be any other self attempting healing, nor would it be necessary for any laying on of hands, but only necessary for the one to be healed to open the self completely to that Love/Light of the one Creator which, in the end, does all the healing.

Between these two types of healing lie many steps. Those seeking to become healers travel this path that joins these two points. At each step along this path the healer does become transformed so that it does practice upon itself what you might call the healing process, so that the injunction which is old among your peoples of physician, “Heal thyself,” is indeed accomplished. This healing of the one desiring to become a healer does then allow this entity to provide other entities with this same opportunity. As this process continues, as the healer does become what is called healed or—what might be more clearly defined as—balanced in its energy centers, and balanced in mind, body and spirit, then it is able to provide this opportunity to other selves.

Then Latwii said between these two types of healing lie many steps, and those seeking to become healers travel this path that joins these two points, so at each step along this path the healer becomes transformed so that it practices upon itself the healing process, so that the injunction which is old among your people of physician, “Heal thyself,” is accomplished, and this healing of the one desiring to become a healer allows this entity to provide other entities with this same opportunity, for as the healer becomes healed, or what might be more clearly defined as balanced in its energy centers, and balanced in mind, body, and spirit, then it is able to provide this opportunity to other selves. On May 24, 1981, Hatonn spoke of the nature of the healing process:

Because each entity is part of a Oneness, each entity participates in the transfer of energy from one part of the Oneness to another. The healer, so called, is the means by which this energy is transmitted. The one to be healed must recognize that there is, within its own being, that part which is not in balance. This part must be accepted, this part must be recognized, and this part must be forgiven for its imbalance. Then, with this state of openness created within the one to be healed, then may the energy from the infinite Creator flow through the channel to the one to be healed, and then may the healing process occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. One last question. In seeking to heal, obviously one of the prime requisites would be to assist in whatever manner possible the person desiring healing to identify the novel condition that is projected from intelligent infinity. Obviously, this is something I need to do for myself as well. Have you any advice on how to go about this?

I am Latwii. My brother, we would wish to correct what we believe to be a misapprehension, and that is that the one seeking to be a healer is one wishing to serve the one Creator without a will of its own, making its will subservient to the will of the Creator. Therefore, the one seeking to be the healer does not aid the one to be healed in the preparation of the configuration of the mind of the one to be healed, for this is the task solely of the one to be healed, and the one seeking to be that known as a healer then offers itself for whatever the outcome as a catalyst, shall we say, for the healing to occur or not to occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. I thank you for your assistance and your patience.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

K: Yes. I hesitate to ask this question, and I’ll certainly understand if the answer is not appropriate. When I was in my 30’s, as I can recall, I had a completely overwhelming experience in a classroom during the worship service. The classroom was in another building even from the worship service, and I was totally overwhelmed with a presence in that room, and I certainly did not understand the experience, and I had no one to whom I could go that did understand, and I’ve lived with that—still am—without understanding it. I felt a pain in the heart for years and wonder, if it’s appropriate, would you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may speak in general upon this subject, for such experiences are not as unusual among your people as many would believe, for this seeming random contact with what we have called intelligent infinity does from time to time make itself known to various entities for a great variety of reasons. In your particular case, the pain which you have felt within the heart of your being acts much like the grain of sand within that creature you call the oyster. It does motivate you, shall we say, to ask the reasons for this occurrence, the meaning of this occurrence, and does in some way then affect the way in which you seek. The sand is likened unto the pain, and produces that likened unto the pearl of great price, and as you seek the meaning of this occurrence, you shall, within your being, produce that pearl which you have incarnated to produce.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Well, it was so very, very painful and overwhelming that I tried to forget it for a long time, and it comes back to me from time to time. Would you comment on why I insisted on forgetting it?

I am Latwii, and again may speak only generally. It is often the case that an experience which is so overwhelming and out of the ordinary shall be too intense for an entity to consider at once and must needs be spread out, shall we say, over the period of the lifetime for its meaning to be fully revealed.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, thank you. That’s fine. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We are grateful to you, as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. Could you tell me how one becomes an instrument?

I am Latwii, and may suggest that the desire to be that known as an instrument is the greatest factor in becoming such. There is within this group a practice which allows such entities to devote a specific period of time to developing this ability, and we might simply refer you to those entities present which will aid you in this process if it should be your desire. The process is quite simple and requires the attaining of the meditative state with the desire to receive such information after the tuning in a group has been accomplished, as it has been this evening, and the beginning transmissions experienced.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: You’ve answered me. Thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

L: Latwii, as there do not seen to be any more questions, I would just like to say that in view of the fact that this is Easter, that your answers have been “eggsactly “what we’ve been “dyeing” to hear, and we shall look forward to hearing from you again.

I am Latwii, and am most pleased with these puns, and we shall file them for future reference.

L: I hope you enjoyed my “yolks.”

Latwii: We are very pleased to have other groups with which to share them and shall give this group the proper credit. May we ask if there are any questions before we leave this group? We are not always able to provide answers which are as potentially enlightening, shall we say, as those questions this evening have elicited, and we would not wish to leave any question unanswered.

K: Yes. One other question. The sixties and the seventies—I’ve lived a long time, and I think I’m aware of this, but the sixties and the seventies have been, it seems to me, times of reappraisal, and a kind of an awakening or at least a seeking. Is that true?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are in agreement with your estimation, and may comment somewhat further by suggesting that as this cycle of learning is ending for your people, those entities incarnating are incarnating for what may well be the last opportunity for completing the lessons of this cycle, and, therefore, have programmed before the incarnation a great deal of learning which it is hoped shall occur during the incarnation. This fact is increased in its intensity when it is realized that the entities now incarnating are also those entities most likely to achieve the graduation, the, shall we say, cream of the crop which your planet has produced in its cycles of evolution, and this fact added to the previous fact does then increase that experience which occurs in the incarnate state. The periods of years which you have described are an accurate reflection of the increased vibratory rates of the people of your planet and the learning which is being attempted, and you might be prepared, shall we say, for the future years being of an increased vibratory nature as well, as both polarities seek to make their graduations upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: Yes. I’ve had some friends in the seminary who think that the year 2000 is a climactic time, and is that an accurate statement also?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. When speaking of time periods, it is increasingly difficult to accurately describe the time in which any event shall occur the further the event is from that you call the present. You may see your present situation as a point in space and time with an infinity of possibilities surrounding that point—possibilities for future events. You may also see the course which has been traveled by your people and its direction of further travel, but to project that force further into your future becomes more and more difficult, for each entity upon your planet fully exercises that known as free will, and as this is exercised the possibility of predicting its course becomes more and more difficult as what you call time progresses. It might be generally stated that the year 2000, and subsequent years following that year, are more likely to be decisive points, and become that culmination of points of experience which is often called the graduation or the harvest for your people.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: When you talk about the harvest—we use the concept of the end of a dispensation, or is that the same?

I am Latwii, and we find that there are many terms which have been applied to this which is loosely called the harvest by many of your people over great periods of what you call time. When we speak of harvest, we are speaking of the end of this planet’s third density experience and the beginning of its fourth-density experience, that experience which is likened unto a quantum leap in evolution.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No. That helps a lot. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes. I have a friend that is disgustingly happy all the time, and she doesn’t seem to have much depth. Now, I don’t know whether or not to envy her happiness or whether I feel sorry for her because she takes everything, what seems to me, lightly or maybe it’s because I’m not as happy. Is her happiness good or not?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We can respond to this query most helpfully, we believe, by suggesting that the response depends upon one’s point of view. In truth, it has been said there is no right or wrong, no good or evil, but only the experience of the Creator by the Creator. Each entity, as a portion of the one Creator, incarnates to learn certain lessons. Some lessons require the application of a great amount of what you might call pain and difficult experience in order to get the attention, shall we say, of the self which is attempting these lessons. Other lessons may not require so great an application of the pain. It cannot be said without knowing the full scope of an entity’s pre-incarnative choices whether the entity is learning the lessons programmed, or whether these lessons are being ignored, or whether they have indeed been learned. There is an infinite array of lessons, of portions of the one Creator and experiences available within the one creation. Each is a portion of the Creator, and is experienced by the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. I think you have answered the question.

I am Latwii. Is there another question at this time?

M: Maybe you can tell me a little bit more about her. She paints happy faces on everybody around her and that makes her happy, and is she ignoring the misery around her, or is it a good idea to paint happy faces on people?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Again, we must respond by suggesting that it is not possible to say whether an action such as this is good or not good, but can only be seen as an experience of the Creator in which lessons are being attempted. Within your illusion each entity has his or her own set of biases, of preferences, of their definitions of what is good and what is not good. These are an illusion, as we have said, for there is no good or evil in truth, but these are necessary illusions to provide the catalyst for growth among your people. As you meet entities in your daily round of activities such as this entity, you shall view such an entity through the framework of your own preferences and biases. You shall, therefore, interact with this entity in a manner which does then produce a catalyst for experience and growth. You shall see the entity in such and such a manner, and the entity shall see you likewise. This shall produce an interchange and interplay of thoughts, ideas, behaviors, and feelings for both of you and those surrounding you. All of these thoughts and feelings shall either add to the biases which you have, or shall in some way produce the balancing effect, so that that concept which is known to you as judgment is evened or smoothed in its effect and acceptance of the other self. The other self’s behavior and your own self is then aided, for this is the greatest lesson of your illusion, the acceptance of all entities including yourself, the acceptance of all experience, for all is the experience of the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, I’m not sure. I think I would like to find some of her happiness, but I don’t particularly like shallowness if it has to go with it. Can happiness and shallowness be separated?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may suggest that those distortions which you have called happiness and shallowness are two facets of the jewel of the one creation and Creator, and are not greater or lesser than any other experience. Each then does provide a lesson. All lessons aid the Creator in knowing Itself, and aid each portion of the Creator in knowing the Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: Well, if she’s getting as much out of it as I am, then I think I would like to have some of her happiness. From what you’re telling me, she’s accomplishing just as much. Am I understanding that correctly?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Depending upon one’s point of view, this is entirely correct. It is difficult to know whether an entity is accomplishing what it set out to accomplish before its incarnation during its incarnation, but whether or not lessons are learned, there is an infinity of time for each entity to learn all lessons and all lessons are lessons which aid the Creator and the entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

M: No. I think you have answered the question at this time as much as I can understand.

I am Latwii. May we ask if there is another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to each present this evening for extending to us the opportunity to speak this capacity of attempting to answer your queries. We realize that each seeks the solution to many inner mysteries. We of Latwii do not presume to be able to answer these queries fully. We hope in our answers that you might find further stimulus for seeking within the true solutions to each mystery. We can only offer directions and comments, for any answer we give contains the distortions which are inherent in any language which attempts to convey thoughts in words which are unable to hold the thoughts. Therefore, we ask each entity present to remember that we are also seeking solutions to mysteries which we share with you.

We would at this time take our leave of this group. We leave each of you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We shall be with you again in what you call your future, and look forward to each opportunity to be with you in your meditations. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I continued to the end of Chapter Six of The Wisdom of Insecurity, where the concepts discussed were; ‘’Our gentleness an flexibility will help us to live our life more meaningfully just as the springy boughs of a willow tree bend under the weight of snow instead of breaking like the rigid branches of a pine tree that breaks from the weight of the snow. And ‘’Our eyes are opened to a new world when we do not attempt to define it but simply to look and experience the new world in the present moment.’’ And ‘’The mystery of our life is not a problem to be solved but a reality to be experienced in the present moment.’’ And ‘’It is here that our life is alive, vibrant, vivid, and containing depths which we have hardly begun to explore.’’

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves behind the garage and in the back yard into two piles. Then I put them into four garbage cans for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 27

Where Christ Awaits You

I am of that principle known to you as Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love divine.

We find this instrument’s mind this day a muddle of year-end business: things to be done, things to finish up for the old year, things to begin for the new. Her mind is not resting in the past or the future or the present but footling between them, attempting to make perfect that which has already been imperfectly perceived, while the attempt goes on in the future also to shape and position each prop and piece of business, that the stage of the future may be set well and performed upon perfectly. The present moment hardly exists in such a frame of mind.

Truly we grasp that in the darkness of your winter cycle it is well to put the old to rest and to welcome the new. But this day we ask you, in the spirit of divine love, to seat yourself first upon the holy ground of the present moment where Christ awaits you, meekly, humbly and without noise, silently, in the depths of your heart, in the inner room of the present moment. This is Christ the King, kneeling patiently and waiting for you to open the door.

May this feeling of presence be with you in love and in peace everlasting. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 9, 1982:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, my loved ones, this is a day traditionally associated on your planet with the remembrance of one known to you as Jesus, Joshua, or known to us as Amira. The mission and accomplishments of this entity while on your planet have been greatly misunderstood by most, in that an effort was made by a number of your people to interpret his words and actions within the framework of that which was earlier understood and yet was so sorely lacking as to require his sojourn upon your planet. The interpretations of his words and actions were by some misunderstood while in others a conscious effort was made to misrepresent those words to create confusion and augment the numbers on your planet who would either polarize in what you describe as a negative sense or would fail to polarize due to confusion. However, my friends, it is never possible for confusion to overwhelm knowledge, just as darkness, being but the absence of Light, is unable to overwhelm Light.

My friends, there is always one source of information that you may draw upon, and that is that still, quiet voice that speaks to you from the depths of your soul when presented a heartfelt question. It is often difficult to perceive that voice behind the clamorings of those voices of the mind, and for this reason, among others, we encourage strongly the frequent use of that tool which you call meditation, for it is only through the attainment of skill with this tool that the voice may be perceived and thereafter recognized. My friends, the attainments of Amira are worthy of your attention and emulation, for He was able to accomplish much of which on your planet was long overdue, yet it is important, my friends, that you realize that His accomplishments are not unattainable to yourselves. If anything, they are more attainable as a result of his efforts. Seek, my friends, and you shall find. Knock, and it shall be open to you, and if you but ask, that for which you ask you shall receive, for such is the way of the universe.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the life of Jesus. Then began by saying my loved ones, this is a day traditionally associated with the remembrance of Jesus, Joshua, or known to us as Amira, and the mission of this entity while on your planet has been misunderstood by most, since an effort was made by a number of your people to interpret His words and actions within the framework of that which was earlier understood and yet was so lacking as to require His birth upon your planet, for the interpretations of His words and actions were misunderstood while in others an effort was made to misrepresent those words to create confusion and increase the people on your planet who would either polarize in a negative sense or would fail to polarize due to confusion, but it is never possible for confusion to overwhelm knowledge, just as darkness, being but the absence of Light, is unable to overwhelm Light. Then Hatonn said there is one source of information that you may draw upon, and that is that still, quiet voice that speaks to you from the depths of your soul when presented a heartfelt question, but it is often difficult to perceive that voice behind the loudness of those voices of the mind, and for this reason we encourage frequent use of meditation, for it is only through the gaining of skill with this tool that the voice may be heard, so the achievements of Amira are worthy of your attention, for He was able to accomplish much which was long overdue, yet it is important that you realize that His accomplishments are not unattainable by yourselves because they are more attainable as a result of His efforts, so seek; and you shall find; knock, and it shall be open to you; and if you ask, that for which you ask you shall receive, for such is the way of the universe. On May 18, 1985, L/Leema said that if we seek, we shall find:

It is not necessary to speak with those unseen or to have communications of this variety in order to become more aware of your process of seeking. To desire such knowledge and experience is all that is necessary, for it has been written in that holy work previously mentioned that as you seek, you shall find; as you ask, it shall be answered; and as you knock, the doors shall be opened, for this is a law of the universe which functions without exception, for that which you seek is within your own being. You are all things.

These are not merely grand statements deprived of an eloquence of a man thought to be two thousand years dead, but rather statements of fact, of simple laws that guide the functioning and development of your universe. If it is your will to attain that growth which was achieved by that man, Jesus, if you would have his knowledge, If you would share his wisdom, then, my friends, these goals are within your grasp, these answers will be given. This wisdom will be obtained if you but constantly seek, my friends, if you but constantly ask. If your knock at the door of knowledge is ceaseless, if you maintain your hunger, refusing to be satisfied with that of which you are aware and continue to strive toward that which is still unknown, then, my friends, your quest will be fulfilled, just as that of the one you call Jesus. You may recall, my friends, the final statement attributed to him on the day that you are recalling. That statement, “It is consummated.” My friends, give yourselves to your striving, do not yield to distraction, to boredom, or to the influences of those who do not understand your seeking, but maintain your efforts and do not be satisfied until you have reached that point where you may confidently acknowledge that your task of learning on this plane has been completed.

Hatonn went on to say these are not grand statements of an eloquence of a man thought to be two thousand years dead, but rather laws that guide the development of your universe, and if it is your will to obtain that growth which was achieved by Jesus, and if you would have His knowledge, then these answers will be given, so this wisdom will be obtained if you constantly seek, and if your knock at the door of knowledge is ceaseless then your quest will be fulfilled, just as that of Jesus was, for the final statement attributed to Him on the day that you are recalling was: “It is consummated,” so give yourselves to your striving, and do not yield to distraction or to the influences of those who do not understand your seeking, but maintain your efforts until you have reached that point where you may acknowledge that your task of learning on this plane has been completed. On January 22, 1985, Laitos spoke of the value of our constantly striving to awaken our senses that are a portion of the Creator:

You may utilize any means which you desire to utilize in expanding your own sensory perceptions, and, as they are called, extrasensory perceptions. The means of such utilization is not the important factor in what you would call a success. The most important factor is the desire and discipline in using whatever means is chosen. For, indeed, the initial results shall be quite nebulous, and in order to make the results more formed and apparent, one must constantly seek in a disciplined manner to do this. Many fall short of the desire and discipline necessary and move quickly from one technique to another shortly to convince themselves that either the techniques do not work or their own mind is too dense. Yet both assumptions are false, for any entity with the proper desire and discipline may utilize any means of awakening those senses which wait within each portion of the one Creator.

At this time, we would pause that our brothers and sisters of Laitos might pass among you and share their vibration with those of you who might request it. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. We of Hatonn would like to thank you for your patience while we have spoken. We are aware that at times our words are ponderous and unyielding, yet we would ask you to be aware that our intention is but to serve, just as the one who fiercely and seemingly without compassion braided himself a whip and drove those which you call money changers from a place of worship. The eyes can’t see it but the heart can recognize the Love within the action and the Love within our communication when we attempt to share our thoughts with you.

We will now relinquish the use of this instrument so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may share their thoughts with you. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. My friends, as always, it is a great pleasure to be able to perform our small service for those of you who desire to ask questions from this unworthy source of information. Is there a question that we may attempt to answer tonight?

S1: As always, I have a question. What would our life probably be like in the fourth density?

I am Latwii, and, as always, I have an answer. My friend, we assume that your question deals with the everyday details of your fourth-density existence, and not with the physical structures or bodies involved therein, and, my friend, we would very candidly answer you by saying, my friend, your life will be what you make of it. There is no defined society, no cities, no interstates awaiting your arrival. However, as you may have surmised, there will be a great quantity of Love and Light within the larder so that you will not feel completely abandoned.

May we answer you further, my friend?

S1: Yes, from what I’ve learned in the past, we will probably leave the Earth to go to another destination. Is this correct?

I am Latwii, and I would answer your question by replying that this is correct for certain entities who have not fully polarized, and for others who will fully polarize by the time of harvest but will polarize in such a fashion that their service-to-self orientation will require their removal from this planet. The remaining entities will initiate their fourth-density experience upon this planet, although it will be substantially altered by that time.

May we answer you further?

S1: Well, I’m curious. I will probably still have my physical body at that time. What will happen to the physical carrier, and will I have a physical carrier during and after the change?

I am Latwii. My brother, we are going to answer your question with reticence, for it is not our intention to violate your free will by revealing to you details about your personal future. We will therefore speak in general, and caution those present against making broad assumptions about their personal future based upon generalized statements.

There is what may be referred to as a fourth-density body which will be for those in fourth density a carriage or physical vehicle, but for those in third density this same carriage or vehicle would be invisible and completely indistinguishable. Those entities who are alive and functioning, you might say, in fourth density will be doing so solely in this type of body. There will be a transition period in which certain entities who currently are in existence in a third-density vehicle will be in the process of a transformation, for they are also at this time simultaneously in possession of a fourth-density vehicle of which they are unaware, and a process will be experienced by which the butterfly will shed its cocoon and leave it behind. It remains to be seen by yourself, however, as to your own personal future.

May we answer you further?

S1: You may not be able to tell me this because of it being a violation of my free will. Am I on the right path to being able to graduate to the fourth density?

I am Latwii. My friend, there is no wrong path for attainment to fourth density or any other density for all paths lead in one direction. The object of your concern, however, might be the sufficient polarization of a chosen polarity and the maintaining of that condition so as to be sufficiently polarized to attain harvest on the particular occasion as opposed to several harvests down the road.

May we answer you further?

S1: Will I be harvested at the next harvest, or do you think it will be further on?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and apologize for the delay and lack of coordination of the instrument. Our intention was not to keep you in suspense, my brother, until the next episode. As you surmised, my friend, that is a question we may not respond to in any fashion that would imply to you or identify any level of accomplishment that you have attained or failed to attain, for to do so could drastically affect your polarization and efforts thereto.

May we answer you further?

S1: I may have asked you this in the past. Besides meditating more often, is there anything else I can do toward polarizing more positively than I already am so that I can attempt to make harvest?

I am Latwii. My brother, if we may paraphrase one who has previously spoken on your planet, we would suggest that you Love all that is of the Creator and Love your brothers and sisters as yourself. Beyond this there is very little else that can be accomplished that will affect your polarity in the direction in which you currently strive.

May we answer you further?

S1: Well, if I could just make a comment. I hope that I will be able to reach polarization. I may not understand things too well, but I feel that having these lifetimes in the physical body is a waste of time in a way because when you’re born you forget all you’ve accomplished in a previous life on a conscious level. Like right now I wish I could finish my third density so that I would not have to go through another lifetime and possibly mess everything up. Do you understand my frustration here?

I am Latwii, and we are aware of your question. My brother, we are aware of your feelings, and we counsel you in this fashion. There are no mistakes within the will of the Creator. If it is your quest to attain the level of polarity necessary to successfully be harvested as a fourth-density positively-polarized entity, as Hatonn pointed out, your sustained seeking will attain fruition. The efforts and accomplishments of those who are unable to sustain a seeking will result in a confused response to a confused seeking. We would not suggest for those present that either is the case, for only in each entity’s heart is there an awareness of their performance and their level of desire, for we would suggest that there are no mistakes within creation, and each will attain at the harvest that end toward which his striving has led them.

May we answer you further?

S1: It takes a moment for all of this to sink in. I’m trying to realize all of what you’ve said. Maybe it’s that I’m very happy with my present situation. I’ve been going through a lot of questioning in my environment right now trying to decide what my future will be in my interactions in my daily life. That was just an observation I made. I feel that my major striving should be to help myself and others in their spiritual paths, and trying to keep this thought in mind while considering the daily interaction, trying to understand how to put that in perspective in my immediate future. Do you understand sort of what I’m going through right now?

I am Latwii. My brother, moments ago you spoke of your lack of understanding of the Creator’s will and the waste of time involved in experiencing a physical incarnation. My brother, for the edge of a sword to remain keen it must first be stressed and tempered, for that which comes easily is easily lost, while that which is bought dearly is dearly held. My brother, we understand that your polarization and that of all others is dearly bought and often seems to be of unfair cost. We can only reply, my friend, that you shall not, at a future date, reminisce and wonder at what point your polarity was obtained and strive to recall the foggy details, for your past striving and attainments will ever be a lamp that you will proudly hold high and shine brightly as a sword whose edge was painfully brought to keenness or even as the pearl described for which the individual sold all that he had so as to obtain it.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S1: No, I’m understanding that better. I guess I’ll have to learn more patience in this area, and just keep trying, re-learning my lessons, and keep trying to polarize myself so that when the time comes, I’ll be ready for whatever the Creator has set forth for me. Thank you for your help, and it helps to talk to someone that I feel has all the answers that I don’t have. Thank you.

I am Latwii. My brother, we would sincerely respond that we find great pleasure in our ability to learn with you and from you as well as to share what meager advice we might offer, and for this, my brother, we thank you and urge you to contact us at any time for however brief a time that we may, with our presence, attempt to sustain you in your striving.

Is there another question?

G: Yes, I have a question. My son, T, is having difficulty in school maintaining average grades, and I’m pushing, and he seems to be resisting. Is there another way to go about helping him get better grades, or do the younger children realize nowadays that that’s just not their goal?

I am Latwii. My sister, you must first understand that we are restricted in our ability to respond to your question due to the nature of your question itself, in that we do not wish to imply a certain decision must be made. However, with the understanding that we speak in general terms we would respond that those entities which are currently incarnating into your world are more aware of the transience of their incarnation, in that a subconscious knowledge exists of the relatively small period of time remaining until the harvest occurs. For this reason, there is difficulty in performing the large number of nominal and repetitive tasks that are associated with your educational systems. However, we would also suggest that those entities who incarnate in your illusion do so to experience fully that illusion and to experience the illusion with an attitude of, “We will selectively experience those parts which are enjoyable but not those parts which are less desirable,” is not as prone to stimulate growth as another approach might be.

May we answer you further, my sister?

G: No, thank you.

Latwii: As always, it is a pleasure to be of service to you. Is there another question?

S2: Yes, I have a question, Latwii. Could you explain the chakras and their activation a little for me, please?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My sister, as you consider the progression of Light energy through the physical body then you must first examine the path which is followed. The energy traditionally associated with the Earth follows generally in a path up the legs, the base of the spine and up the spine itself to the skull. This may seem misleading in reference to Light energy but nonetheless this is the path that is followed as all of creation exudes Light in 360 degrees, and that Light is not limited to solar bodies such as your Sun. The various energy centers, or chakras, may be regarded as contact points between the physical vehicle and what might be referred to as the spiritual body, each contact point representing a stage of development akin to levels on a staircase. As the Light progresses through each stage, it will stimulate a retention of Light or emittance of Light through each of these centers. The proper configuration for a fully developed entity would be a configuration in which each of the chakras is unblocked and fully emitting Light energy that it is receiving as described previously.

The sequence of the chakras in receiving Light corresponds to the learning experience sequence generally encountered by those in your illusion. For example, the first chakra, being primarily involved in the survival of the single entity, would take progression in sequence before that of the development of interpersonal relationships. The difficulty in the Light flow through the chakras which is referred to as blockages are the results of the individual choosing to reduce or deny the admission of Light to the individual center or centers or the refusal to emit Light through those centers for whatever reasons the individual possesses. These reasons may be involved with particular emotions or may be the result of experience received by the entity which must be balanced in the entity’s perceptions. These are but two explanations of many effectors of the energy centers or chakras.

S2 asked: “Yes, I have a question, Latwii. Could you explain the chakras and their activation a little for me, please?” Latwii replied by saying as you consider the progression of Light energy through the physical body then you must examine the path which is followed, for the energy associated with the Earth follows a path up the legs, the base of the spine and up the spine itself to the skull, and this may seem misleading in reference to Light energy but this is the path that is followed as all of creation exudes Light in 360 degrees, and that Light is not limited to solar bodies such as your Sun since the chakras may be regarded as contact points between the physical vehicle and what might be referred to as the spiritual body, each contact point representing a stage of development akin to levels on a staircase, so as the Light progresses through each stage it will stimulate an emittance of Light through each of these chakras, and the proper configuration for a fully developed entity would be a configuration in which each of the chakras is unblocked and fully emitting Light energy that it is receiving as described previously. Latwii continued by saying the sequence of the chakras in receiving Light corresponds to the learning experience encountered by those in your illusion, so the first chakra, being primarily involved in the survival of the single entity, would take progression in sequence before that of the development of interpersonal relationships, but the difficulty in the Light flow through the chakras which is referred to as blockages are the results of the individual choosing to reduce the admission of Light to the individual centers or the refusal to emit Light through those centers for whatever reasons the individual possesses, and these reasons may be involved with emotions or may be the result of experience received by the entity which must be balanced in the entity’s perceptions, so these are but two explanations of blockages of the chakras. On December 30, 1984, Latwii spoke of how we may remove blockages in our chakras to become the one Creator:

You may look at your being, including your physical vehicle, as a crystal. Each of your energy centers, or chakras, as they are called by your people, are as a facet of a crystal which contains more or less blockage at each center. These blockages are your lessons, shall we say, in coded form. As you work upon your own thinking and perceiving and widen the viewpoint, you remove blockages so that which has been called the prana or the cosmic influx of Love and Light which enters your being at the lower chakra may pass through your various energy centers in a more and more pure manner. That is to say, as you remove blockages or balance distortion, you allow the Light, the prana, the cosmic energy of the one Creator to enter and move through your being in a manner which promotes or allows the white Light to remain white and allows your beingness to be infused with the fullness of the one Creator. When this process has occurred through each chakra or energy center, beginning at the base and moving through the crown of the head, that experience which many in your mystical traditions of seeking have called by various names—enlightenment, nirvana, samadhi—then occurs as the entity comes to know itself as that which it has been from before time began, the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S2: Not at this time Latwii. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As there seems to be no further questions we will relinquish our use of this instrument, and will leave you to your own devices, so to speak. We would, however, caution a number of those present against the levitation by hand of many of those devices that, what is referred to as [inaudible], as this seems to result in certain inconsistencies within the structural framework that supports your vehicle, and although we recognize the pleasure derived from assisting one another in readjusting of the structural frameworks, we are always reluctant to see those dear to us experience physical pain, however minor. With this reminder we would bid you farewell ’til our next …

[Tape ends.]

This morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food. My second stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription to be filled.

This after noon I began working on Chapter Six of The Wisdom of Insecurity where concepts were discussed such as ‘’If we are asked who we are, while we are singing  a song, the best answer would be for us to sing the song that we are singing.’’ And ‘’But most of the time we will respond by giving our name, address, our profession, and these are all answers of who we were, so who we really are at any moment is what we are thinking or feeling, being warm or cold, being happy or sad.’’ And ‘’But we must experience these feelings in the present moment and not as memories because our memories are in the past. So every experience we have in the present moment is real because it is new and unknown, and if we experience it without resisting or naming it, the sense of conflict between our ‘’I’’ and the present reality disappears as we are more able to absorb any pain and give into it a similar to the art of judo, the gentle [ju] way [do] of mastering an opposing force by giving in to it.’’

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 26

Christ’s Divine Care

I am the spirit of the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in the divine Love of Jesus the Christ.

It is considered desirable by you to retain your spiritual point of view as you go through the experiences of your daily rounds of activity. And, indeed, we have always encouraged this attempt.

It may perhaps be seen that the reciprocal needs also the attention. That is, it is well to bring the seemingly mundane, everyday experiences of daily life into the holy atmosphere of divine meeting and contemplation.

For if life can be lifted up by thought, then its means of lifting comes not only from the higher idea to the lower manifestation but from manifestation gazing back upon that which is unmanifest and perfect.

In this way, those things which do not feel blessed may be brought into the circle of Christ’s divine care. And raveled and frayed though things may be, yet still all is comforted within that divine purview of Love.

May we offer and leave you in the peace and the joy of the Love of Jesus Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.