I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings today come from November 29, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of Hatonn thank you for the pleasure we have derived from your joyous music, for all too often, my brothers and sisters, the only sounds that reach our ears are those directed to us from individuals who in their suffering cry out for help and relief. Although we of Hatonn realize that it is both our responsibility and service to respond to these messages of distress, we wish to add that we are deeply touched and pleasured by the sounds of joy and sharing that seem to come from your planet all too seldom.

Tonight, we of Hatonn wish to share with you a small story concerning a child who was able to fly. Perhaps this may seem a rather preposterous beginning, yet we will continue with our story, for there is a purpose in our sharing it with you. A child was born. The child was not abnormal in any fashion. He had eyes, ears, arms, and legs of the correct number. As he grew older, he learned to speak, to walk, to handle the various utensils for eating, for working, for enjoyment; yet, this child was different in one respect. He was aware of the world around him. His awareness of his surroundings was not the result of a sudden inspiration or insight, but rather was simply a continuous perception that he had brought into the world with him and had managed to resist being indoctrinated into disbelieving. In a sense, this child was more a normal child that those about him, for he was not blinded by the stories and half-truths that distort reality.

Naturally, the child’s familiarity with the world about him became evident due to his ability to flow in attunement with those energies about him. This was evident in others—correction—this was evident to others in that the child was able to create or dissolve material objects at will; yet this was constantly overlooked as simply a slight of hand or deception, for other children do not question reality, and elders who regard themselves as much wiser found their own answers to explain this phenomenon rather than to accept it for its actuality.

The breaking point arrived, however, when the child began to fly. Again, the other children, being less fully indoctrinated, were capable of accepting this practice, for is it not a natural practice for one who is aware of the illusory state of his surroundings to be able to manipulate the illusion? The elders, the adults, those who were wise, however, found the prospect much less enchanting. And, again created, in a distorted fashion, their own understanding of this phenomena. The child, being different, must be evil, and therefore must be destroyed.

The child was captured, if a simple response of approaching when requested can be interpreted as capturing, and was put upon a trial in which he was expected to answer a number of questions dealing with complex theories developed by the elders to explain the process by which he had attained large quantities of a supposedly evil and forbidden knowledge. The child was confused, for he knew nothing of metaphysics, of religions, of theories, of superstitions. He simply knew the substance of which his world was composed. He was simply aware of the malleability of his surroundings and his ability to mold them, to flow with them, as a feather flows on a liquid stream.

Eventually the trial was over. The child, now regarded as both evil and uncooperative, was condemned to death, for such was the only response conceivable to those wise elders who sought to protect themselves from the knowledge they suspected the child bore. We will not dwell upon details of pain. It will suffice to say, the child’s physical vehicle was terminated, yet the child joyfully continued to fly, for not bearing the heavy burden of wisdom possessed by those elders, the child was not borne down and crushed to the earth by the fears of a physical death, but simply continued to live and to fly. The child was unaware that this death, as they called it, was to be something frightening, to be avoided, to flee from as long and with as much effort as possible. He was but a child, and only knew that his universe was still malleable, was still subject to his own powers of creation, and thus, happily, the child continued to fly.

My friends, the child in all of us continues to fly. We can load it down with the heavy burdens of this supposed knowledge and wisdom of the worlds we create. We can crush ourselves to the earth with our needs, our possessions, with the heavy burdens which we create for ourselves. Or we can see them in their proper perspective, as malleable conditions that we have created for the purpose of our own learning. We can use them toward that, and relinquish them when we are finished. My brothers, my sisters, if your burdens are heavy, lay them down and come fly.

I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you again, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We would continue through this instrument.

My friends, we realize that there is always some gap between the concepts or inspirations which we might offer you and practical application of the original Thought of the infinite Creator in your life. We have not drifted so far from your experience of third density that we have forgotten the gravity that holds you down, both physically and metaphysically. We do suggest to you that you might lay aside your metaphysical gravity, and take your birthright as a co-Creator of this infinite universe and fly wherever and whenever you wish, for this is to invite even the most devoted student to inquire as to the precise nature of the mechanics of flight.

My friends, we do not speak of the mechanical concept of flight. Let us look at the same concept from a slightly different point of view. Say that you are a detective, each of you on the trail of the suspect. This suspect is reputed to be the true self. The most daring, careful, and inventive detective shall never discover their own true self, for the self is revealed to the self unexpectedly, as if by chance you walked into a strange room in a strange house and unexpectedly caught sight of your face in the mirror. How startled the person is to see that reflection when it is not expected; how different the person suddenly looks.

Hatonn wanted to look at the mechanics of flight in a spiritual way. They began by saying there is always some gap between the concepts which we might offer you and the practical application of the original Thought of the infinite Creator in your life, but we have not drifted so far from your experience of third density that we have forgotten the gravity that holds you down, both physically and metaphysically, so we do suggest that you lay aside your metaphysical gravity, and take your birthright as a co-Creator of this infinite universe and fly wherever and whenever you wish, for this is to invite even the most devoted student to inquire as to the precise nature of the mechanics of flight. Hatonn continued by saying we do not speak of the mechanical concept of flight, so let us look at the same concept from a different point of view, so say that you are a detective on the trail of the suspect which is said to be the true self, for the most careful and inventive detective shall never discover their true self, for the self is revealed to the self unexpectedly, as if by chance you walked into a strange room in a strange house and unexpectedly caught sight of your face in the mirror, and how startled the person is to see that reflection when it is not expected, and how different the person suddenly looks. On February 25, 1990, Q’uo described the nature of our true self:

This illusion which you now enjoy is upon the level of molecular structure, magnetic relationships, and the geometry of what you call matter, placed in order. However, the divine Thought within, which is Love, that which is the true self, is covered over, as is the molten center of your planet, with honeycombs of many, many kinds of material, and finally the shallow waters and land masses of the topography of the surface of your sphere.

This planet is an analogy to that which is the consciousness of Love within. That is how deeply it is buried. Your passion seems far from you. The discipline of your personality to know the self seems nowhere upon land or sea, in the air, or underneath the waters of the earth. There is no conscious way to break into or to tunnel into the heart of your true nature, which is not personality, but which is desired by your free will at this time.

Much effort has already been expended by each of you. Each of you has made choice after choice after choice. When weary, you have sat by the road of seeking; when energetic once again you take up the burden of humanity and walk the path of the seeker, seeking in the air, the earth, the water, and the fire of energy that which is completely unable to be found by the conscious mind. There is, however, that oneness between the molten center of your being, the passion of the divine Love within you, and the one great original Thought that is the Creator. And you are within this illusion to learn the nature of yourself and to choose how you wish to shape that nature, how you wish to make choices within the life to serve, to be inspired, to rest, to seek, to be patient, to be despairing, to be thoughtless. All these are equally permissible. There is no judgment, only free will. That is the law of your density, and free will brooks no discipline. You are free. Thus, as in any classroom, when you who do not know decide to know, effort must take place.

Within the bleak outline of difficult days, or the rich outline of good ones, something unexpected occurs, and in the life of the self, a discovery is made by you about yourself. These things cannot be predicted, cannot be planned. They are the revelations of the self to the self. They are the marks of an adventure which each of you has begun in the seeking for the truth, for my friends, the truth lies within yourself and within that self which is the true self. That true self, we submit to you, my friends, is love and the nature of that love is such that it opens to you, in all unity, all the Creation. Here, my friends, is true flight. Here is the capacity and ability to be the essence, to experience all that there is. In meditation, such a search is mounted. The self seeks the self. In meditation, such a thing is considered possible. Your spirit can fly. We have had far less of a heavy—we correct this instrument—chemical illusion to penetrate, are able to see more of the creation, as ourselves, to fly further, to feel Love. And in our feeling of unity with you we reach out our hands to you. We cannot do this for you, but we can tell you that it is possible.

We shall be with you, my friends, at any time that you wish to meditate. We are messengers of Love, and we send you that Love at all times. It is a creation of Love. Come fly with us, my friends, in a universe filled with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Before we leave this instrument we would like to work with each in the room, conditioning those who request it, and working with new channels. We would first spend some of what you call time with the one known as R, that this entity may share with us the vibratory harmonics of our relationship. I am Hatonn.

Hatonn went on to say within the bleak outline of difficult days, or the rich outline of good ones, something unexpected occurs, and in the life of the self, a discovery is made by you about yourself, but these things cannot be planned, for they are the revelations of the self to the self, and they are the marks of an adventure which each of you has begun in the seeking for the truth, for the truth lies within you and within that true self which is Love, and the nature of that Love is such that it opens to you in the unity of the Creation, so here is true flight and the ability to experience all that there is, and in meditation such a search is mounted as the self seeks the self, and in meditation such a thing is possible because your spirit can fly, so we have had less of a heavy—we correct this instrument—chemical illusion to penetrate, and we are able to see more of the creation as ourselves, to fly further, to feel Love, and in our feeling of unity with you we reach out our hands to you, but we cannot do this for you, but we can tell you that it is possible. Then Hatonn said we shall be with you at any time that you wish to meditate, for we are messengers of Love, and we send you that Love at all times, for it is a creation of Love, so come fly with us in a universe filled with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. On August 4, 1998, Q’uo spoke of the value of our seeking the truth:

The truth is very simple, my friends. It is the message that we and our brothers and sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator bring to you. The truth is very simple and always the same, and yet there are as many ways to attempt to explain and demonstrate the truth as there are entities seeking for the truth. Thus, each shall find what is of value to each, and shall proceed upon the path chosen by each until that time when all who seek the truth shall surely find it, for they shall be one with each other and the Creator.

You are aware, my friends, that this is the true nature of reality at this time, despite the seeming separations that exist within your illusion. You are also aware that all of creation continues to merge itself together more and more closely to the One Original Thought. In this shall all not only find the truth, but become the truth, for in your seeking now you see only portions of that great truth which encompasses all that there is. You see only portions, my friend, because in your heavy illusion much is veiled from you at this time. Thus, you may seem to find many perhaps somewhat different truths at different times, as you penetrate more and more the dense layers of the veil of the illusion.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We thank the one known as R and will continue spending time with him and now we work with the one known as S. We would like to say a few words through this instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. It is a pleasure to greet you once more through this instrument. It has been some time since we have been able to speak through this instrument. We are pleased to be able to share our conditioning vibration with this instrument once more. We of Hatonn are pleased, as always, to be able to work with those of you who are attempting, what you call, the channeling process. We are indeed honored to be of service to you in this area.

We would at this time like to make our contact known to the one known as D. If he would relax, we would make contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument, and confirm that we have good contact with the one known as D and intend to speak through this instrument. The one known as D is somewhat fatigued at this time and has some question as to our contact. We would not wish in any way to intrude upon any question or conflict regarding our channeling, but will once again offer this contact to the one known as D, if this entity wishes to use this energy at this time. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We of Hatonn are pleased to be working with this instrument at this time. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn and am once again with this instrument. We thank the one known as S and the one known as D for the great privilege of working with each of them. We are aware of many questions in the mind of the one known as D of a philosophical nature regarding our source and our relationship with energies connected with this planet. It is our sincere hope that we, or one of our brothers or sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator may speak and share our thoughts to any questions which any entity might have, if not at this time, at any time that is desired.

We would very much like to close this particular message through the instrument known as W. This instrument desires at this time to offer itself for our service. I am Hatonn.

(W channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. To greet each of you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator is as a constant reminder that in truth we are all as one, with our entire message and purpose for contact being sharing this love and experience, and it is that spirit with which we leave you and pray you forever share with all of your brothers and sisters on the face of the planet. We leave you. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. We greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator and are sorry to yell, but we forget about this instrument. We would like to talk to you about a small, hard-shelled animal. It is on the ocean bottom. It in a private animal, sifting seawater and gaining food. It values its privacy. One day a grain of sand gets stuck in this animal’s jaw. What is this animal to do? It cannot spit. It sits there grumbling to itself, “Why do I have a piece of sand stuck in my jaw? It hurts. It continues to hurt.” Its hard-shelled body begins to cover the sand to protect it from hurting. It learns to deal with the pain, and one day some alien sweeps along the bottom of the ocean and scoops up this animal, forces it open and finds a pearl, my friends, of great price.

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(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. … this instrument for awhile, and are grateful for the opportunity. At this time, we would transfer. I am known to you as Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you again through this instrument. We are most honored to be able to join you this evening in your meditation and shall now attempt the answering of questions which those present might have value in the asking. Are there any questions at this time?

D: Speaking of the bottom of the ocean, what can you tell me about dolphins?

I am Latwii, and my brother, we can say many things about dolphins. We, of course, do not suppose to give biology lessons, but may remark in passing that the creatures which are known to you as dolphins are much more than animals which swim in the deep, for these creatures have, for many of your years, possessed the prize of the human form which is called the extension of the brain complex known as the frontal lobes, and, therefore, this creature does have the intelligence that exceeds many of your so-called second-density creatures, and is able to communicate with those of its own kind, and other entities as well, on a level which you may describe as telepathic.

Is there any further specific information regarding this creature which you ask about at this time, my brother?

D: What is their evolutionary track? How did they become dolphins?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, in this regard we may say that the creatures known to you as dolphins have progressed upon a path which is in, shall we say, somewhat of a balance or opposition to the path which the humanoid creatures of your kind have traveled. Those of the homo sapien nature have traveled a path that has, for the most part, been a dusty one and one which has remained upon the land. The creatures known to you as dolphins have traveled a path which has been somewhat more moist. This path has included the single-celled creatures of the ocean which have developed over a period of time the nature of the vertebrate, which has included the knobby protrusion at one end known as the brain.

This continuing evolution of complexity of the nervous system has developed additional parts of this brain which have corollaries to your cortex and thinking processes. The continuing development through various forms of what you would call fishes has progressed to the aquatic form of a mammal, which has reached its zenith upon this planet in the ones which you call dolphins and some forms of the creatures which you call whales, in that these creatures have been able to develop an additional portion of the brain organ which we have referred to previously as the frontal lobes, and in this regard have activated an energy center which has allowed them the communication which might be called telepathic.

Is there any further way which we might be of service to you in this regard, my brother?

D: What’s the density of the dolphin?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might suggest to you that, as you are aware, many creatures upon your planet now, including the human form, possess the body of the fourth density in activation and this is also the case with the creatures known to you as dolphins.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: No.

Latwii: We are most grateful for this opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes. On that same subject of dolphins. Will they go through the same process—of division into the polarized groups—as we will?

I am Latwii. My brother, we might suggest that your assumption is correct to the best of our knowledge.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes. In comparison to our own race’s progress in polarization, how would you compare our progress with that of the dolphins?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we do not wish to make any present feel lesser in their seeking, but your brothers and sisters of the dolphin family have been much more united and centered in their seeking and choosing of a polarity, for their seeking has resulted in the positive polarity choice to an almost unanimous degree.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. Is this also true of the group we refer to as killer whales?

I am Latwii. This is correct, my brother. May we answer you further?

L: No, thank you for your help.

Latwii: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: While we’re on dolphins, do dolphin—does the dolphin race precede the humanoid race and have its own individual and particular genetic trail, or did those of Atlantis deal genetically with and become part of the dolphin race at one point many thousands of years ago?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, in this regard, we may note that crossover, shall we say, between the races of your third-density beings, this including those known as dolphins and some forms of those called whales, has been very minimal. The genetic progress of the ones known as dolphins has been, for the most part, a progress of a homogeneous nature, dwelling also within the boundaries of the third-density illusion which you experience. Therefore, this trail which has been traveled by the dolphin is a trail which began at the same time the trail of the humanoid form began upon your planet, approximately 75,000 of your years ago.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. So that those who incarnated as that type of fish reincarnated as that type of fish and so forth, just as we have incarnated many times as what we call humans. Their path has been one that they followed carefully, and they are a breed getting ready for harvest, just as we are? Is this correct? Or have they gone through harvest early and are now living in fourth-density activated bodies, or do they have dual-activated bodies?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, upon this query we might say that these entities of which you speak are, for the most part, inhabiting those bodies which you might call doubly activated, and shall continue in that form upon the completion of that which is called the harvest. And we might also note that you are correct in assuming that they have remained with this form for the entire 75,000 years of this third-density cycle, for their experience in that form and in the medium known to you as water has been unique for their race, and to change forms from that of the aquatic to that of the land creature known as the humanoid, would not be of the greatest value in the seeking of the Light and the Love of the one Creator, for they have their mode, shall we say, and your people have their own.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, indeed. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, as always. Is there another query at this time?

W: Yes. Concerning the unicorns in California and the caretakers and so-called otherwise parents of those unicorns, can you elaborate a little bit as to maybe what sort of density beings that the unicorns are, and what sorts of people its human caretakers parents are?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we do not wish to appear too dumbfounded, but we are unable to determine the thrust of your query. We are unable to find such a creature within the realm of your third-density existence at present. May we ask if there is a further refinement of this query which you might make to aid our understanding of it?

W: Would these creatures be of another density and still nonetheless be able to have appeared on this planet and made themselves aware to third-density beings, and what would be the significance of that?

I am Latwii, and we believe we have somewhat more information upon which to begin our response to this query. There are many beings of many forms which inhabit those planes of your planetary existence, which are known as the astral planes. These planes are not of another density, but are associated with the third-density experience. This is much likened unto the form your people take upon the passing through of the stage of death. The activation of the fourth ray or the green-ray body, also known as the astral body, does take place upon the process of death and may pass through many planes of existence which are contained within the astral and devachanic levels of your planet.

Many of the creatures which you have referred to are inhabitants of these planes of existence and may from time to time become visible to some of the people of your planet who have a certain relationship with these creatures. It must be understood, however, that these creatures are not what you might call regular or normal inhabitants of your planetary surface, for their pattern of existence is not within the space/time complex or location of your third density, but is upon a level which is what you might call not visible to the normal third-density eye.

W asked: “Would these creatures be of another density and still nonetheless be able to have appeared on this planet and make themselves aware to third-density beings, and what would be the significance of that?” Latwii said there are many beings of many forms which inhabit those planes of your planetary existence, which are known as the astral planes, but these planes are not of another density, but are associated with the third-density experience, and this is like the form your people take upon the passing through of the stage of death, and the activation of the green-ray body, also known as the astral body, takes place upon the process of death and may pass through many planes of existence which are contained within the astral and devachanic levels of your planet. Latwii went on to say many of the creatures which you have referred to are inhabitants of these planes of existence and may from time to time become visible to some of the people of your planet who have a certain relationship with these creatures, but it must be understood that these creatures are not normal inhabitants of your planetary surface, for their pattern of existence is not within the location of your third density, but it is upon a level which is not visible to the third-density eye. On June 29, 1986, Latwii described the nature of the astral level:

Within your planetary influence there are then various levels of Light beings which gather themselves in a fashion which is appropriate to their understanding or their ability to transmit the Light through their crystallized beings. These levels of existence have been termed by many of your population in various and sundry ways and described differently by different groups.

That which is generally referred to as the astral level is that which itself contains seven basic frequencies of vibration, shall we say, with the lower levels comprising those entities which are of the grosser form of thought and which in many cases are creations of the darker thoughts of the population of your planet. As one proceeds through these lower levels which are of a darker nature, one may find that the efficiency of the Light transmission by the inhabitants of each succeeding level grows greater and brighter until at the upper levels of the astral planes one finds beings of greater Light which may move in service to others by serving as what you may call guides or angelic presences, and may or may not make themselves known through your spoken words, whether verbal or mental, but nonetheless, move in service in whatever fashion the entity they have chosen to serve can understand or perceive.

May we answer you further, my brother?

W: How about a different question. How can these beings be photographed and put in a newspaper with otherwise what I would believe to be third density going into fourth density human being types?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might suggest several possibilities for this phenomenon of the photographing of such an entity. One possibility is that such one entity might for a moment become more material, shall we say, or become focused within this density so that its reproduction by the photograph would become possible. Another possibility which is much greater in its likelihood is that such a creature might be, shall we say, falsely inserted into such a photograph so that they appear to exist, when in fact they might not have existed at the time the photograph was made.

May we answer you further, my brother?

W: No.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

L: Yes, one last question on the dolphins. There is a tradition or story that dolphins have a strong enmity toward sharks. Is this strictly the result of a protective effort to protect their young, or is there a significance to sharks that brings out this response in dolphins?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we might note in this regard that the ones known to you as sharks and the ones known to you as dolphins do have their evolutionary history and shared experience, and it has been the experience of the ones known as dolphins that the ones known as sharks have been, shall we say, placed in opposition to them in the position of the one which would attack and devour the young of the dolphin herd, and, therefore, the ones known as dolphins have, of necessity, made certain precautionary, shall we say, procedures a part of their pattern of existence with these creatures known as sharks. Each has served the other in their own particular pattern of behavior and the progress of each has been thusly enhanced.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. What level of development are sharks?

I am Latwii, and we might say that the one known as sharks remain in the high second density of their particular species. There have been some individual crossovers, shall we say, from the shark line into that which is known as the dolphin, which is another part of their evolutionary history—have shared the experience, and has been a part of the chain of evolution for both.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: This crossover has taken place through reincarnation and not while in occupation of a physical body? Is this correct?

I am Latwii. This is correct.

L: That answers my question. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have something I’ve been wondering about. I’ve always had a very strong feeling for angels, the traditional Christian angel: Seraphim, Cherubim hosts, etcetera. I have no doubt as to their reality on the inner plane, and I wondered what their relationship might be to you, and if you work with me.

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we might most succinctly say that we are one with all beings. In specific, we shall remark on one particular relationship which we have with these beings which you might describe as angelic. Upon your inner planes, upon the planes known to you as the devachanic planes, reside many of what are most frequently called by your people as the masters. Various brotherhoods do exist here upon the inner planes and we of Latwii do have a communication with some of these brotherhoods, for it is from such entities that have gone through the incarnational cycle of your planet and who by their own individual effort have achieved that known to you as the harvest, that we might discover the nature of your people and thereby make our contact more harmoniously felt by the groups to which we hope to communicate. It has been our great privilege to be able to speak with these entities from time to time in the gathering of information which has enlarged our understanding of your people.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Just a question about something that has always pleased me about angels, and that is the thought that they are forever praising the Creator. Traditionally, what they’re saying is “Holy, holy, holy,” etc., that this never stops, that there’s an endless praising of the Creator. Is this in fact a part of the vibration in this particular plane of existence? Has this in fact happened?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, again we shall begin our response with a general response, saying that each entity, no matter what the density, does praise the Creator. Many entities do this on an unconscious level, as we are noting there is such praise occurring at this moment. As we progress through the levels of the inner planes, we see that there is a varying degree of conscious praising of the Creator in the fashion which you mention and in other means as well.

As we ascend the planes of the devachanic levels, we find that there is, shall we say, less and less of the communication of these angelic beings with those of your people and more of that phenomenon which you have described as the constant praising of the one Creator. It is upon such levels that the Light and the Love of the one Creator truly shines as a beacon.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I’ll hold it till another time. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you for this opportunity to be of service. Are there any further questions at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We have been most privileged to be able to join you this evening. We hope that our presence will be requested at future gatherings, for we are coming to be somewhat of a ham, as you might say, and do thoroughly enjoy these sessions of questions and answers, and wish we were able to respond to the query of the one known as Fairchild, but do not feel that our mastery of the feline tongue is yet sufficient to do so. I am known to you as Latwii, and I leave you now in the Love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We shall be with you in your future. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I began working on getting the 220 Christmas cards and envelopes by putting stamps on all of the envelopes. Then I put Christmas cards into about one-third of the envelopes.

This afternoon I put Christmas cards in the rest of the envelopes. Now I have to wait until the labels with the names and addresses that the Christmas cards will be mailed to are mailed to me by a staff member, so I can put them on the Christmas cards.  

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 7

You Are The Rainfall

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

The sun awakes and peeps over the horizon. Does the sun have eyes that gaze upon the earth? We think not, for were it to gaze and judge, the sun would shine on one but not upon another.

The rain moves over the land and feeds like the stinking sewer and the fertile farmland. There is no judgment within the creation of the Father but only the balancing of harmonies.

You, too, are the sun. You, too, may shine upon all or you may choose to save your light for some and not for others.

You, too, are the generous, gentle rainfall that makes all things new. Yet you, too, may choose through judgment to restrict that blessed plenty of water, that precious food of life.

This day we ask one thing of each. Know that you shine, that you can be most fertile in fruit as a child of the Father.

But know also that judgment removes you from the Father’s side so that you are the prodigal son or daughter. Then the sun does not shine, nor the rain fall in your own private world. For as you judge others, so shall your experience be.

Refrain this day from judgment. Ask only for the opportunity to Love, to shine, and to bless with your plenty.

In peace, in Love, and in joy we leave you, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling come from November 22, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, as always, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We see that you are within your illusion about to enter into a time of your year which is reserved for the worship of the one known as Jesus, this time that you have chosen to celebrate the birth of the one who walked the Earth and became an example that many of your peoples have chosen to use in their seeking for the knowledge of what you term as God, which we would more aptly call Love and Light. This time of your year has power to bring entities together with common bonds which are many times unattainable during the rest of your year. In this time many of your people gain a greater awareness of Love and Light that is within and that is them, and in this time they reach out and touch those close to them and those who have needs. Although this period of time has become, what you would call, commercialized, feelings between and among your people are still the source of the power that makes this time of your year so special to so many of your peoples.

We of Hatonn are with you in the seeking for Love/Light and are very happy, and we feel what you may call warmth with you. It is sad, however, that there are those who at this time feel alone or forgotten, who seek to contain the love within their being or who build walls between themselves and the Love and Light that’s so strong at this time. They who have attempted to shut themselves away do not realize that Love and Light are with them, that they are Love and Light. They need but to look. They need but to open themselves just a small bit, and they may see the Love and Light that is. Your people have many stories about this season, about people who have closed themselves to others, to Love, but come to realize that they needed but to gain a glimpse, and that was all they needed.

We know that in this group that there is not a Scrooge, but we also know that many people on your planet are not aware and have not allowed themselves to feel the true warmth that is Love and Light. Though this number is progressively getting smaller, there are still many who need but one small example of which to gain even the smallest glimpse that they may begin their seeking and experiencing an awareness of Love. We of Hatonn join with you, as always, in this your people’s special time of year. We so enjoy the sounds and laughter, the beauty of each individual’s being as they experience and transmit to others the Love and Light they have seen, they have felt, that they have seen and felt the experiences of the one they call Jesus. We of Hatonn say once again that we are one with you and the people of your planet, and we hope that in this time of your year that many more will experience and begin their seeking of the one infinite Creator.

We would like now to transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again, my friends, through this instrument, in Love and in Light. We would continue, briefly, with our thoughts through this instrument.

What is it, my friends, that constitutes yourself? As you sit in this dwelling, feel your body, your feet, and your hands. Is that where you are, my friends? Perhaps you do not find yourself there. Look in your mind, in your thinking. As you listen to these words spoken through an instrument, as these words impinge upon you, am I speaking to you, to the essence of yourself? Not yet, my friends, have we found each other. That which is you is closer to you than your body, more nigh to you than your thoughts, dearer and surer than your breath, and just as difficult to recognize. Where are you, my friends? Have you found yourselves completely? In this illusion it is very, very difficult, in the illusion of your density with all the distractions of body and of mind. It is difficult, indeed, my friends, to know even yourself. And it is only, my friends, in knowing the self that you can know another, that you can share with another, that you can rejoice, and laugh, and give with and to another. Is it any wonder then that your people are so often alone in a time when even your culture suggests joy? When your rather forbidding society urges rejoicing?

Indeed, my friends, for many among your people it is this very urge of the society from without to pretend to be happy that causes the loneliness, that causes the feeling of sorrow. And in many, my friends, this season is a sadness that ends the incarnation. We rejoice with those who rejoice, but my friends, although we feel sorrow for those who are sorrowful, we can only reach out in joy from ourselves to yourselves. We are all one, my friends. As you enter this particular season, which is much misunderstood among your people, seek to know your own self, find that Love which is your true being, for in knowing that one, simple spark which is of the one Creator, you will know every person, each entity that you may meet, and there can be no division betwixt you. Then you may truly share the Love of the Creator, and let Its Light come forth from your eyes. There is nothing, my friends, that you need do, for you already are what you seek. If you seek for a basic method of attempting to find that self of which we speak, as always, we suggest meditation, meditation, and meditation. The attempt, persistence, and the desire are essential. Your estimate of your success is inessential.

Hatonn wanted to have us discover the nature of ourselves. They began by saying: “What is it that constitutes yourself? As you sit in this dwelling, feel your body, your feet, and your hands, so is that where you are, my friends? But you do not find yourself there, so look in your thinking, and as you listen to these words spoken through an instrument, am I speaking to yourself? For we have not found each other, and that which is you is closer to you than your body, nearer to you than your thoughts, dearer than your breath, and just as difficult to recognize, so have you found yourselves?” Then Hatonn said in the illusion of your density with all the distractions of body and of mind it is difficult to know yourself, and it is only in knowing the self that you can know another, that you can rejoice, and laugh, and give with and to another, so is it any wonder that your people are often alone in a time when your culture suggests joy? Hatonn went on to say it is this urge of the society from without to pretend to be happy that causes the loneliness and the feeling of sorrow, and in many this season there is a sadness that ends the incarnation, so we rejoice with those who rejoice, but although we feel sorrow for those who are sorrowful, we can only reach out in joy from ourselves to yourselves, for we are all one, so as you enter this season, which is misunderstood among your people, seek to know yourself, and find that Love which is your true being, for in knowing that one, simple spark which is of the one Creator, you will know each entity that you may meet, and there can be no division betwixt you, for then you may share the Love of the Creator, and let Its Light come forth from your eyes, but there is nothing that you need do, for you already are what you seek, so if you seek for a basic method of attempting to find that self of which we speak, we suggest meditation, for the desire and persistence are essential. On December 23, 2001, Q’uo spoke of how desire and persistence can help us find our spiritual path:

Now, how do entities in third density achieve such a heady and ambitious intention as forming a social memory complex beforehand, before its time? Almost anything that seekers can think of as ways to express their own individual desire and thirst for being part of the good and the Love of planet Earth will help. So much of spiritual evolution is involved in sheer desire and persistence of intention in following that desire. Desire is the fire that drives. It can be a fire that is red-ray, orange-ray, yellow, green, blue, indigo, or violet-ray. Each of those types of desires, each of those combinations of types of desires, has its own characteristics. And an entity, in order to progress, needs not to follow someone else’s idea of a curriculum or a study but, rather, each entity needs to follow their own heart, their own intuition of this or that book at the bookstore, this idea or that idea to think about.

It has been a privilege to speak through these channels, and before we leave this group we would like to share our conditioning with each and to exercise the one known as D. Our conditioning is designed to aid each in deepening the level of meditation and also, if desired, it is designed to make our vibration known in some comfortable, physical way to each who requests it mentally. In its more powerful forms, we use it to condition those who desire to serve as vocal channels, such as this one.

We would begin with the one known as A and condition this entity.

[Pause]

We move now to the one known as M and send blessings and Love to this entity also.

[Pause]

We move now to the one known as B, and send a confirmation which only this entity will understand.

[Pause]

If you will allow us to pause, we will touch the one known as L.

[Pause]

B: This one is not comfortable. It’s not fluid with the trancing faculty.

I am Hatonn. We ask that you request adjustment mentally, and if you are not comfortable immediately to request that we leave, and we will work with you at any time, so that we may, in a more orderly manner, develop a good contact.

B: Thanks. Yes. Let us please work with this conditioning at another time. Thank you.

I am Hatonn, and we thank you. We urge you not to attempt to dip too deeply into the well of consciousness, as we prefer to work with complete free will with our contacts and consequently wish to adjust ourselves to a complete free will Light contact so that you may at any time while working with us have complete control over the duration of the contact. We scan you now for comfort. We are attempting now to lift all discomforts, touching the nape of the neck and removing all discomfort.

We would at this time transfer this contact to one known as D, if we might have this privilege, so that we might close through this instrument, as our sister is practically beating our door down waiting for her turn to speak. I am Hatonn.

(D channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again through this instrument. We of Hatonn wish to express our gratitude for being allowed to be with this group, and we will be with any who mentally request at any time. We would leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most pleased to be able to join this group this evening, as our brothers and sisters of Hatonn mentioned. We have been most anxious to join this group and offer our services in the attempt to answer questions which those of this group might have the value in asking. Are there any questions at this time?

Carla: I’d like to thank you and Hatonn and all the Confederation contacts of which I was aware in the hospital for your presence and comfort. This was much appreciated.

I am Latwii, and, my sister, may we say it was a great honor to join you, even though the location of our joining you was somewhat less than satisfactory. We also did not find the food quite up to par, shall we say.

Are there any questions at this time?

B: Latwii, would you entertain a question of a personal nature?

I am Latwii. We shall do our very best to be of whatever entertainment value we might be. As you may have ascertained by this time, we are of somewhat a Light density and do appreciate the levity with which such a meeting as this might be conducted. We cannot promise that we shall answer specifically personal questions, but shall give it our, shall we say, best shot, for the concept of free will must always be kept intact and never abridged.

May we answer a question at this time?

B: Thank you. It’s my understanding that I’ve reached what could be termed a turning point in this incarnation where my attention is being directed now beyond self. My purpose for coming to this location is to better determine the energies and the focus of this group, now in body, as well as the consciousness of Ra, and to develop a sense as to whether I can serve in this direction. Can you comment on this, please?

I am Latwii, and my brother, in this regard we might say that it is indeed a point of turning which you feel. We of Latwii recognize your great desire to be of service, to move beyond the boundaries of the concerns for the individual self, to move into the field of consciousness of this planet itself and to encourage that growth of consciousness within the minds, of the hearts, and the spirits of the entities which you share this planet with. We of Latwii cannot point to any specific effort which you might perhaps undertake as your unique means of serving your brothers and sisters on this planet. We can suggest that in this attempt to expand your own boundaries of service and concern that you seek within your own being in the meditative state, as you have already done, for the direction which shall be most meaningful for you.

May we also mention and reaffirm what our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have previously mentioned this evening: that is that each entity is already whole and complete within itself. To expand upon this concept, may we also say that there is nothing but service, for there is nothing but the Creator. How you channel or express this service must be a function of your own searching, your own choice, and in the end, shall we say, the fruit of your labors shall be harvested from the effort which you make in this direction. We encourage the seeking and the attempt far more than the concern with the result, for the attempt to be of service is likened unto the lighting of a lamp, and where there was darkness now there is light. It is the attempt, my brother, that is most helpful at this time for the peoples of your planet, for so many live in the darkness. As you seek your means of serving your brothers and sisters, keep foremost in your mind the desire to serve. Worry not about the means, for as you seek, so shall you find. Your seeking shall be as the magnet and shall attract unto you the means by which you might serve best.

May we answer you further, my brother?

B: Thank you. That’s certainly very well. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We are most grateful to you as well for allowing us the privilege of so serving. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: What color are you in tonight?

I am Latwii. This evening, my sister, we are observing the color of your planet and its spectrum, which might be most accurately described as fuchsia.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you. I just wanted to get a feel for you.

I am Latwii. We hope that you have enjoyed this color vibration with us. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I had a series of odd reactions to medication …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We might mention in this regard that your feeling of rapid healing has been the result of many entities pouring their Love and Light, their healing vibrations, in your direction, for there are many around you who wish to aid you in this manner. In the respect of the reaction which you experienced to the, shall we say, drugs in your hospital used for pain control, you were, shall we say, aided in your distortions of response by the entity which you have become familiar with up to this point, the entity which had been attracted by your efforts in the Ra contact.

Might we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: By this entity do you mean the social memory complex Ra?

I am Latwii, and we do not mean the social memory complex Ra, but the entity who greets you from the Orion group.

Carla: I gotcha. Thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are aware that there are a number of queries which have not been vocalized. It is our understanding that such queries must be vocalized in order for free will to remain intact. We shall ask once again if there are any further queries which we might attempt to answer.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. My friends, it has been a great privilege and an honor to join your group this evening. We of Latwii seldom find such opportunities offered to us and cherish each with the greatest of joy and glee when so invited to join this group. May we remind each that we shall be available for the conditioning vibration at any time in what you would call your future, should you request our presence and assistance. We of Latwii shall now leave this group rejoicing in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and am now with this instrument. We are privileged and honored that you have called, that we might share our healing vibrations with those who are in your thoughts. We join with you now in order that we may aid you with your healing requests.

[C channels a vocal melody from Nona.]

This morning I was once again honored to be a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group for our first Saturday of the month Q & A session. Some of the questions that I was asked were: “What is the purpose of the tarot?” “What was the nature of the life of Jesus Christ?” “What is the nature of the negative personality?” and “How do we deal with anger?” I always enjoy getting together with Jonathan Tong’s Law of One Study group once a month because it is like being together with my spiritual family.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the pet cemetery area into a pile that filled three garbage cans. Then I went into the back yard and used Huff and Puff to blow leaves into two piles that filled one large garbage can and three small garbage cans.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 6

You Must Wait In Faith

I come in the name of Jesus Christ, the consciousness of Love in that vibration peculiarly apt for this instrument. I greet you in Jesus’ name.

We perceive that there are many doubts as to the efficiency of prayer even among those who believe most fervently in prayer and follow its ways, for you do not feel that your prayers are always heard. Yet you ascribe to us the deafness of your own ears.

It is said that in everything there are seasons, and, indeed, you who dwell in the desert of Earth will experience many, many seasons of loneliness and desolation. For your ears are stopped against the words offered, which are always there. The hand of Jesus touching yours cannot be felt by your numb fingers. And the truth that is offered is not seen because you are blind.

Then it is that you must wait in faith, in the blankness of the desert sun, for the oasis of grace that will unstop your ears and enliven your fingers, open your mouth to praise and free the eyes of the scales of doubt.

It is truly said that you do not know the day or moment wherein the Son of Man cometh. Jesus stands, awaiting the season of your open heart. You cannot force it but must await it. When it comes, will you be ready to acknowledge, accept and be transformed by it?

We commend you to watch and wait in patience and faith, offering your agony to Christ with the same praise that you offer your joy. Thusly, you shall find peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling today comes from November 15, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we greet you in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator… those who are wise, omniscient teachers, but rather [inaudible] the advice or relation of [inaudible] experience from an older brother or sister within your own [inaudible] of existence, for it is not our purpose to provide answers, but rather to provide a stimulus serving to assist you in answering your own questions. As you are aware, those answers come only through meditation [inaudible] your experiences, for is this not the purpose of your [inaudible]. We of Hatonn desire only to be of service and wish that you feel free to call upon us at any time, no matter how brief, no matter how rushed or hurried you may feel, no matter how [inaudible]. It is our desire to serve in any way which we are allowed. At this time, we would transfer our contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

[Inaudible]

(Jim channeling

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again. At this time, it is our privilege to offer ourselves in service by attempting to answer questions. Are there any questions at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, my brother. Healing, basically, is a function of the one to be healed desiring to be healed. Those who wish to aid in this process may do so in a number of manners. For those present in this group we would suggest that the method most accessible and useful be done in the meditative state where the one to be healed is imaged in the mind in the condition which needs healing. This condition is seen in as much detail as is possible for the one wishing to be of service. When it is seen as clearly as is possible, then it is replaced by another image. This image being of the one to be healed in the healed condition, surrounded by Love and Light, seeing every part of the one to be healed’s body surrounded by this Love and Light, a glowing effect. This condition is also imaged in as much detail as is possible for the ones wishing to be of service. It is recommended, though not completely essential, that each image be maintained for a number of your minutes. Then, that the images be released so that higher forces, so to speak, might take them over and fill in the flesh on the bone, shall we say, of this image.

The healing process, in general, is a process whereby the one to be healed accepts the healing energy which is ever present within its own being, always entering its being through the feet and the lower chakras or energy centers. The one to be healed, therefore, makes a decision either to accept this energy which is ever present, as well as energy which is transferred or sent from another, and if this energy is accepted then there is a new configuration evident within the one to be healed which is what you call the healed condition or health. In all cases, we emphasize that the healing is done by the one to be healed. Others may serve as what you might call a catalyst for this action and this acceptance, but there is no possibility of another entity healing the one to be healed unless the one to be healed accepts this offering. In the final analysis, so to speak, it is the Creator who does the healing, the Creator residing within the one to be healed.

The Questioner very likely asked how healing may be done. Hatonn replied that healing is a function of the one to be healed desiring to be healed, and those who wish to aid in this process may do so in a number of ways, for those in this group we would suggest that the method most useful be done in the meditative state where the one to be healed is imaged in the mind in the condition which needs healing, so this condition is seen in as much detail as possible for the ones wishing to be of service, and when it is seen as clearly as possible, then it is replaced by another image being of the one to be healed in the healed condition seeing every part of the one to be healed’s body surrounded by this Love and Light, and this condition is imaged in as much detail as possible for the ones wishing to be of service, so it is recommended that each image be maintained for a few minutes, and then the images be released so that higher forces might take them over and fill in the flesh on the bone of this image. Hatonn went on to say the healing process is a process whereby the one to be healed accepts the healing energy which is ever present within its own being, always entering its being through the feet and the lower chakras of the one to be healed who makes a decision either to accept this energy which is ever present, as well as energy which is sent from another, and if this energy is accepted there is a new configuration within the one to be healed which is the healed condition, so we emphasize that the healing is done by the one to be healed, for others may serve as catalyst for this acceptance, but there is no possibility of another entity healing the one to be healed unless the one to be healed accepts this offering, for it is the Creator residing within the one to be healed who does the healing. In 66.13, Ra said that healing is done by the one to be healed:

Questioner: I have observed many activities known as psychic surgery in the area of the Philippine Islands. It was my assumption that these healers are providing what I would call a training aid, or a way of creating a reconfiguration of the mind of the patient to be healed, as the relatively naïve patient observes the action of the healer in seeing the materialized blood, etc., then reconfigures the roots of mind to believe, you might say, the healing is done and, therefore, heals himself. Is this analysis that I made correct?

I am Ra. This is correct.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, my brother. In this regard we might once again recommend that the meditative state be used for visualization of this anger and the one to whom it is being sent and for whom it is being generated. In your visualization see this entity receiving your anger and see the effect upon this entity of such a reception. See in your mind your own identification with this entity. See this entity as yourself as you receive the anger which you have generated for this entity. See this anger entering this entity’s being which is now your own being as well. Feel the effects of this emotion which you call anger within your being. Experience its nature. Carry it to its logical, as you would say, conclusion in your mind and in your visualization. Allow this image to remain within your mind for a period of time. Determine by the intensity of the anger [inaudible].

When you feel that your anger has been spent and has been felt in full, then for a moment in your mind image its opposite. Then let that image disappear and let it be, shall we say, a small beacon which you shall approach by a process of what we will call natural discovery. Remaining in the meditative state, continue to see in your mind the entity for which you feel anger and, seeing this entity still in a dual nature, being the other and being yourself. As you see this image make no attempt to guide it either toward the anger or its opposite, towards Love, but allow your being to proceed through this natural discovery, until you feel the Love which you imaged momentarily filling your being, which is also the being of the other. Allow this feeling of Love to overwhelm your senses in the same manner and degree in which the anger did so. When this has been achieved, see both emotions, the anger and the Love, in your mind as imbalance. See the imbalance of anger, but see the balance of anger and Love. Then accept yourself and forgive yourself and see yourself as whole and complete as is the Creator, which you are, and see yourself experiencing both emotions as means by which the Creator might know Itself.

Questioner has probably asked a question as to how to deal with anger that is felt for someone else. Hatonn began by saying we recommend that the meditative state be used for visualization of this anger and the one to whom it is being sent, and in your visualization see this entity receiving your anger, and see the effect upon this entity of such a reception, so see in your mind your identification with this entity, and see this entity as yourself as you receive the anger which you have generated for this entity, so see this anger entering this entity’s being which is now your own being as well, and feel the effects of this emotion of anger within your being, and experience its nature, so carry it to its logical conclusion in your visualization, and allow this image to remain within your mind for a period of time. Hatonn continued by saying when you feel that your anger has been felt in full, then for a moment in your mind image its opposite, and then let that image disappear, and let it be a small beacon which you shall approach by a process of natural discovery, so remaining in the meditative state continue to see in your mind the entity for which you feel anger and, seeing this entity still in a dual nature: being the other and being yourself, but as you see this image make no attempt to guide it either toward the anger or its opposite, towards Love, but allow your being to proceed through this discovery until you feel the Love which you imaged momentarily filling your being, which is also the being of the other, and allow this feeling of Love to overwhelm your senses in the same manner in which the anger did, and when this has been achieved, see both the anger and the Love in your mind as imbalance, and see the imbalance of anger, but see the balance of anger and Love, so then forgive yourself and see yourself as complete as is the Creator, which you are, and see yourself experiencing both emotions as means by which the Creator might know Itself. On January 23, 1983, Latwii said that we give the Creator many ways to know Itself:

Your creation exists that this one Creator might know Itself, and as the process of evolution occurs for each entity then the Creator gains in knowledge of Itself as each portion becomes aware of more of its identity as the one Creator. The reciprocal knowing of the small self as the great Self and great Self as the small selves reaches this stage of what we have called spiritual mass increasingly so that the fullness of all creation is seen to be contained within the fullness of the self.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: We thank you for this opportunity to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We are aware of several unasked questions and will once again allow for their asking, for we feel it is an infringement upon free will to respond to any query which has not been spoken. Are there any further questions at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn. My brother, in this regard we may speak in general by saying that the structures of which you speak had their origin within the minds of a small group of adepts who were of the nature of deep religious seekers and who sought to express the grandeur and richness which was their personal experience through the medium of the architectural design and layout of these structures so that by certain geometric relationships future generations of seekers and worshippers might be inspired by the beauty, the grace, and the richness of design to increase their seeking of the one Creator.

It is true in these cases as it is also true in many such cases of the designs of the places of worship in your ancient of times, that those few seekers who had attained some small part of their goal of union with the one Creator put their findings, the crystallizations of their learning, shall we say, in a geometric or architectural form serving much as what you know as pyramids, to funnel, focus, and intensify the ever present instreamings of intelligent energy or that which is known in your eastern philosophies as prana, into certain patterns which would be of assistance in their seeking of union with the one Creator. Many such structures are aiding those who worship inside their walls to this day because of efforts of the few in ancient of times of your peoples.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and in this regard, my brother, we might say that you are correct, for it is well known to those who are deep religious seekers of truth who have attained some part of that goal of union with the Creator, that all is one and as it has been said many times in your religious history, “As it is above, so it is below.” There are certain relationships, balances, and regularities in the relation of different parts or aspects of the mind to itself and to other minds, expanding outward to the master mind and cosmic mind or the mind of the one infinite Creator. There are certain geometric relationships that might also be seen in a geographical nature as well.

In this regard there is upon your planet a knowledge of certain structures or forms which aid the seeking of the religious adept. These forms may be seen to be of a vaulted or a conical nature, that which is similar to the pyramid, the dome or the arch and such structures have been utilized throughout your history and before your written history for the purpose of increasing the focus of the instreamings of the one Creator in a certain area which is to be used for the seeking or sacred ritual of seekers. In many cases these designs or structures are copied from earlier times and earlier structures and, indeed, are reproductions of forms which have existed previously upon your planet. In other cases, these structures are arrived at by individual or original means of inspiration, shall we say, and though they are similar in design to the previous structure, bear the mark of one for their inspiration.

Questioner may have asked what kind of structures are helpful to the adept to advance on its spiritual journey. Hatonn said it is well known to those who are seekers of truth, and who have attained some part of that goal of union with the Creator, that all is one as it has been said many times in your religious history, “As it is above, so it is below,” so there are relationships and balances in the relation of different aspects of the mind to itself and to other minds, expanding outward to the mind of the one infinite Creator, and there are certain geometric relationships that might also be seen in a geographical nature as well. Hatonn continued by saying there is upon your planet a knowledge of forms which aid the seeking of the religious adept, and these forms may be seen to be of a conical nature which is similar to the pyramid, the dome, or the arch, and such structures have been utilized throughout your history and before your written history for the purpose of increasing the focus of the instreamings of the one Creator in a certain area which is to be used for the sacred ritual of seekers, for in many cases these structures are copied from earlier times and earlier structures and are reproductions of forms which have existed previously upon your planet, but in other cases these structures are arrived at by original means of inspiration, and though they are similar in design to the previous structure, bear the mark of one for their inspiration. In 3.15, Ra described the basic use of the pyramid:

Questioner: Well, then you speak of the pyramid—especially the Great Pyramid, I assume—as primarily a healing machine, and also spoke of it as a device for initiation. Are these one and the same concepts?

Ra: They are part of one complex of Love/Light intent/sharing. To use the healing aspects properly it was important to have a purified and dedicated channel, or energizer, for the Love/Light of the Infinite Creator to flow through; thus the initiatory method was necessary to prepare the mind, the body, and the spirit for service in the Creator’s work. The two are integral.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn. The structure which you refer to as the flying buttress is indeed an extension of a design which incorporates the pyramid or arch type of structure and is necessary to complete the funneling or focusing of the prana energy.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Questioner: [Inaudible]

I am Hatonn, and in this regard, my sister, we would suggest that your planet is populated with a multitude of entities, each of whom is in the greatest of need …

[Side one of tape ends.]

This morning I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at the Post Office to buy some stamps to use on my Christmas cards. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy some Kleenexes and some Pepsi-Zero.

This afternoon I went outside and put the leaves from under the tarp behind the garage into two garbage cans, and then I folded up two tarps that I used to keep two piles of leaves in place until I could work with them.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 5

The Realization Of Right Action

I am of the Spirit of the one God in the consciousness of Love which is Christhood. I come in the name of Jesus Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Christ’s Love.

Just as it is not known to this instrument what I shall say, so it is not known to us, ourselves, what the consciousness of Love in a particular application may be until that moment comes. Though you desire to apprehend aforetimes those things which you seek to know about a coming situation, they are impossible to know well, and the guessing and supposing thereof will only confuse and muddle your prayers.

Await the moment in which discrimination and action are necessary and pray heartily for the spontaneous realization of right action. If you wish to pray beforehand for right action, pray that right action may come to you at the proper moment. For did not Jesus teach you that you did not need changes of clothing or food for your journey but, instead, could rely on the good graces of the Father to give you all that was needed?

Trust, then, that the wind of the Spirit shall blow at your back and within your heart at the precise moment at which you need wisdom and thus allow the full and spontaneous power of Christ’s Love to enliven and transform your experience.

 We leave you in the peace of the Love of Christ, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering, and then I got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling comes from November 8, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Tonight we would speak briefly on an aspect of Love, a part which allows you to remain open to surrounding experiences without judging, without hiding. As you become more and more aware of the true nature of this illusion in which you live, you will find as growth occurs a greater insight and knowledge of the actions around you. To continue growth one should remain open, for if one judges outside influences, even though a person may have greater knowledge than the outside influence, the act of judging is as though taking steps backwards along the path which an entity has begun to travel, for all within this illusion are part of the One and is no worse, no better, than any other within the illusion.

By remaining open to others and events that surround you in your existence you will find that no matter what person or event is you can benefit from the lesson offered if you will but accept it as simply another lesson to be felt, experienced, learned, and as one may learn one may also, by example, be of service as one who may teach in what small way they can by their example. In your illusion example is a most persuasive teaching tool, for many times words cannot reach others and will often confuse, for all are on different levels within the illusion. Each has their own awareness and margin, for misunderstanding is often great, and many of the basic emotions that you feel in this illusion often block the spoken word by making one feel that they are being, as you in this illusion might say, talked with down to or condemned as we see is often the case, many who seek to preach and evangelize their particular awareness of the Creator.

We of Hatonn hope that as you all grow in your seeking that you may come to be more aware of the need to remain open to all that surrounds you and to refrain from your emotion of hatred, to refrain from trying to judge others from your particular point of awareness. We would, at this time, transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am now with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and again I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. You see, my friends, those who judge are like the man who was convinced of the coming end of this earthly experience, convinced that these were the latter days, and that the time was at hand when judgment would be rendered for all. And so he desperately went about speaking to as many as he could and begging them to change their ways so that in this last judgment they would be able to pass the tests set before the righteous in the day of judgment. He told of many difficulties that would have to be endured and encouraged great prayerfulness and watchfulness that all might be ready when these great latter days occur. One sunny, mild, and pleasant day, quite unexpectedly, this same prophet had a failing of his heart and was struck down. And, as he lay there, he knew that his latter days had come, and that all that he had said to others he had in many ways forgotten to apply to himself. Now it was he, he thought, who was under judgment and all too soon. A great fear overtook this prophet of the latter days, for he of all people was the least prepared.

This gentleman of our little story remained in your illusion, recovering from his day of judgment. It was indeed a day of judgment, for he had judged himself and found himself wanting. My friends, to refrain from discrimination is not wise, nor would we offer you guidance, for you were given a tool for use and that tool is your intellect. And within your intellect lies the powers of discrimination and judgment, and when used correctly much may be done with these gifts, but Love, my friends, is greater than judgment and wiser, for it knows that no matter what you may see, you see yourself; that no matter what you think about another, you think it of yourself. As you seek the truth, my friends, rest in a unity, in a sense of the strength of Love that binds all things and know that all conditions, all situations, all seeming errors of the heart and mind and spirit, lead ever onward to a final, complete dissolution in Love.

Hatonn wanted to speak about a man who saw the end of his days of life coming soon. They began by saying those who judge are like the man who was convinced of the coming end of this earthly experience, and that the time was at hand when judgment would be rendered for all, so he went about speaking to as many as he could and begging them to change their ways so that in this last judgment they would be able to pass the tests set before the righteous in the day of judgment, and he told of difficulties that would have to be endured and encouraged prayerfulness that all might be ready when these latter days occur, so one sunny and pleasant day, quite unexpectedly, this prophet had a failing of his heart and was struck down, and as he lay there, he knew that his latter days had come, and that all that he had said to others he had in many ways forgotten to apply to himself, for now it was he who was under judgment and all too soon, and a great fear overtook this prophet of the latter days, for he of all people was the least prepared. Hatonn continued by saying this gentleman of our story remained in your illusion, recovering from his day of judgment, and it was a day of judgment, for he had judged himself and found himself wanting, so to refrain from discrimination is not wise, nor would we offer you guidance, for you were given a tool for use, and that tool is your intellect, and within your intellect lies the powers of discrimination, and when used correctly much may be done with these gifts, but Love is greater than judgment and wiser, for It knows that no matter what you may see, you see yourself, and that no matter what you think about another, you think it of yourself, so as you seek the truth rest in unity, in a sense of the strength of Love that binds all things and know that all situations, and all seeming errors of the heart, mind, and spirit lead ever onward to a final dissolution in Love. On February 7, 1988, Q’uo spoke of the value of our strength of Love:

By facing those obstacles which present themselves in your path and resolving each with the greatest amount of Love and compassion that you have within your being, you gain the strength of Love and the sureness of your desire to move in harmony with the pattern which is appropriate for your growth as an entity and your service to others as one who has reaped a harvest of growth.

My brother, your steps may not be easy, but there is much of inner strength that can be gained in times of difficulty, and we recommend meditation for as long as is necessary to discover where the heart of Love moves you most forcefully and surely at this time, for within your heart of hearts the plan for your life’s pattern which you proposed before this incarnation lies complete, and by intensely seeking this heart of hearts it shall be revealed to you in the way that is most appropriate at this time.

At this time we would exercise the instrument known as S. Laitos will be conditioning those at this time who may mentally request this conditioning. We now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. We are pleased to greet you once again through this instrument. We of Hatonn are always honored to answer your calls for our presence. We are hopeful to aid, in some small way, those who seek the truth and the knowledge of the one infinite Creator. We would, at this time, wish to exercise the one known as D1 if he would relax and refrain from analysis. We would transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(D1 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We are pleased that he is accepting the channeling vibration at this time. We of Hatonn are pleased at the progress of this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We would exercise for a few sentences the instrument known as D2, and may we say we greatly appreciate this opportunity. We would transfer at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We find a good contact with the one known as D2, but find also that it is much more comfortable for this instrument at this time if we condition her and allow her to remain quiet. We will work with each of the new instruments whenever the opportunity is given us.

My friends, we speak from time to time of the need for instruments such as this one. You are, of course, aware that each of you is an instrument. However, sometimes the poetry of your life, your being, your living, and your actions are not enough for one who comes to you and seeks—seeks in a certain way, my friends, seeks with a certain philosophical bent, a certain desire for inspiration. And for this service channels such as this one are helpful, for our function is to enable the part of your being that is often distracted or distorted by the illusion to open up to what you might call a cosmic influence so that those things which may inspire, those thoughts which may provoke further thought, might flow more directly and more straight to the heart, for our message is to the heart, my friends, not to the mind.

We can talk to you about the key and show you the door to your own heart, for it is in your own heart that you will find all that you seek. Within you, my friends, lies the universe. That which you see with your physical eyes is but an image of that which you contain. Thus, we thank each who seeks to serve with all of our hearts, for to share Love is the greatest privilege of which we know, and we thank you for this opportunity.

At this time we would leave this group in order that one of our sisters may speak with you through another instrument. We are always with you if you mentally request our presence. I am known to you as Hatonn. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet this group in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is with the greatest of joy that we are able to join this group, and we hope that we have a good number of queries which are waiting for us. We would now offer our service, humble though it be, in this capacity of answering questions. Are there any questions at this time?

R: Yes. Hatonn—Latwii. I’m sorry. First off, is that a French name?

I am Latwii, and we assume you mean Latwii for French and not Hatonn. We are unsure of the origin of Hatonn, but may say that Latwii is a name which vibrates with the harmonies of the density of Light, and we might note further that those of your planet known to you as the people of the French persuasion are often the bearers of Light, and therein lies any significance which might be correlated with our name.

Might we answer you further, my brother?

R: Yes. One more thing. I had an experience last night, and I was curious if you could comment on it to me because I have been mentally requesting something along those lines, and I’m not sure if it happened, or if it didn’t happen. I know it’s vague, but can you answer it?

I am Latwii, and in this regard, my brother, we must also be somewhat vague, for experiences such as the one which you have recently had are of such a nature that the seeking for the substance or meaning of the experience by the experiencer is the most helpful of avenues to pursue. Therefore, we may only say in general that this experience was indeed in response to that which you have sought. The seeking on your part of the meaning and the call which you have made is the avenue of pursuit which we would suggest for you.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

Latwii: We are thankful as well for this opportunity to be of service. May we answer another question at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. Is that your conditioning I’ve been experiencing for the past fifteen minutes, or do I just have a stiff neck?

I am Latwii, and although we are somewhat hesitant to admit that we are often a pain in the neck, we have indeed been conditioning your instrument and apologize for our over-eagerness in the attempt. May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

D1: Yes. Latwii, I’ve been, in my own search for the truth, because of my religious background—it’s sometimes very helpful to me to study the Bible. Some of the things I’ve heard and read lately through this group—it’s brought some portions of the Bible under question as to the value of that in my own seeking. Would you have any suggestions as to how I should pursue a Bible study type program and if that would be beneficial?

I am Latwii, and in this regard, my brother, we would heartily recommend the continuation of your study of the holy work known to your peoples as the Bible, for as with all works of a sacred nature, there is indeed a great amount of inspirational information which is available through this source, as you are aware and have noted yourself. This particular source also shares the somewhat dubious distinction with all other religious types of writings of your people as having some, shall we say, pollution of the information contained within it. This in itself might seem as somewhat of a deterrent to the intensive study of its knowledge, wisdom and Love, but seen from another perspective might also be most beneficial to those who study it, for it is the nature of your illusion that nothing can be known for certain, and it is the nature of the quest which you are upon that the seeking is most necessary, and the discrimination in the seeking is most helpful in determining that which is of value to the seeker and that which is not. If it be known to the seeker that the seeker seeks from a source that is infallible, then the strength of the seeking for the seeker has been removed, for there is no area which might be questioned and therefore develop the seeker’s discrimination.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D1: No, thank you. That’s very helpful.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

E: I have a question, Latwii, about the sermon on the Mount. I’ve heard some people say that the sermon on the mount was for the disciples of Jesus and not for the ordinary person, and I’ve heard others say that the sermon on the mount was for everyone. Now, the problem it seems for us is that it’s very difficult to follow the sermon on the mount, and so a lot of people would like to feel as though it were for disciples and not for the general population. Could you illuminate this matter at all?

I am Latwii, and shall make an attempt to shine some sort of Light upon this matter. We of Latwii would suggest that each statement which you have just made is correct, that indeed this piece of work which is referred to by your people as the Sermon on the Mount, is for the disciple, but we might also ask, “Who is the disciple?” For are not all who seek the truth disciples of the truth? It is for those who seek to make of themselves the disciple. This is the choice of the people of your density and of your planet at this time. Those who do not wish to make this choice are most free to do so or not do so. The choice to be the disciple of the truth is a choice which will make one such a disciple when the choice is made. Any teaching which is given by any of those who are known by your people as masters is also given not only to the advanced disciple, but is given in some form to each entity upon your planet, for it is truly said that as above so it is below, and each entity has the capability of becoming that which is known as the disciple.

Might we answer you further, my brother?

E: I think there are probably a lot of questions I could ask, but I will ask one more and that is, if one knows that what is stated in the Sermon on the Mount is true and does not follow it, how does that affect one?

I am Latwii, and in this matter, my brother, we might be of most assistance by suggesting that the refusal to follow the path which one knows is most correct for that entity simply …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We are most grateful and thankful to each for the patience in our pause. May we be of further assistance, my brother, with this query?

E: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

D2: Latwii, I have a question. When Hatonn tried to channel through me earlier I felt uncomfortable to the point that it was distracting, and I was unable to speak. Could you explain to me why that was?

I am Latwii. My sister, it is often the case with new instruments that the instrument’s desire to serve as a channel will be so great that the instrument’s sensitivity will be enlarged, so to speak. It is not always apparent to those of the Confederation as to the nature or strength of the vibration which will work most harmoniously with a new instrument, for the process of channeling is a process which takes place upon many levels, and there are many fine adjustments which must be made, and in the case of the new instrument it is especially true for the ones attempting to transmit thoughts that this adjustment is often, shall we say, a difficult target to hit and is often over-shot. And this is the case that was in effect for you this evening.

May we answer you further, my sister?

D2: Not right now. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

T: Yes. I have a question. Every time I come to a meditation here or other classes I’ve taken where the energy seems to be pretty intense, after a while I sit here, and I start to twitch. I feel the energy that’s going on in the room and sometimes it becomes uncomfortable, but my question is, do you have any suggestions, I suppose along the lines of kundalini practice, that you can do to further develop your ability to handle this energy so you can use it and also so it’s not uncomfortable. How do you expand your capacity?

I am Latwii, and would suggest, my brother, in this case that, as it is true with all experiences of this nature, the exercise of the experience is the situation, shall we say, or the aid which will help one the most to experience a more comfortable feeling. It is often the case with those who have practiced various forms of meditation or what you call yoga, or other types of mind and body disciplines that the experience from time to time is quite intense because there has been the opening of a channel and the experiencing of the energy flowing through it, then the closing of the channel for a prolonged period of what you call time, and then the opening of the channel again at a later date, this continuing on a sporadic basis for some time, thereby giving the new experiencer or instrument, shall we say, a somewhat less than consistent experience, and this requires the experience of the energy on future dates to be more consonant, shall we say, or more regular. We would suggest in this case that the continuation of your meditations might be the most aid in this situation, for within this meditative state there is the gradual opening on a consistent basis of those energy centers which are referred to by many of your peoples as the chakras, and this will enable each to open on a consistent basis.

T asked: “Every time I come to a meditation here or other classes I’ve taken where the energy seems to be pretty intense, after a while I sit here, and I start to twitch. I feel the energy that’s going on in the room and sometimes it becomes uncomfortable, but my question is, do you have any suggestions, I suppose along the lines of kundalini practice, that you can do to further develop your ability to handle this energy so you can use it and also so it’s not uncomfortable. How do you expand your capacity?” Latwii replied by saying the exercise of the experience is the situation or the aid which will help one the most to experience a more comfortable feeling, and it is often the case with those who have practiced various forms of meditation, or yoga, or other types of mind and body disciplines that the experience from time to time is intense because there has been the opening of a channel and the experiencing of the energy flowing through it, then the closing of the channel for a prolonged period of time, and then the opening of the channel again at a later date, this continuing on a sporadic basis, thereby giving the new instrument a less than consistent experience, and this requires the experience of the energy on future dates to be more regular, so we would suggest that the continuation of your meditations might be the most aid in this situation, for within this meditative state there is the gradual opening on a consistent basis of those energy centers which are the chakras, and this will enable each to open on a consistent basis. On December 25, 1994, Q’uo described the value of the meditative state:

As we are able to utilize the instruments in this contact, we also share our conditioning vibration with each entity present in the circle of seeking. This conditioning vibration has its purpose, the deepening of the meditative state that each has achieved. This meditative state has various components for each entity that are unique to each entity. If there is within the seeker present in this circle a desire to move into those areas which would release the energies held in place by what we would call the spiritual inertia, then the conditioning vibration aids in this process as well.

Thus, one may feel a greater fluidity in the thinking, the feeling, and the willingness to receive new insight. If there is a concern that may be captured in an image, or a thought, then the conditioning vibration will aid in this process as well. We do not set out in any meditation to invade any entity’s thoughts or emotions, for this we see as an infringement upon the free will of the entity. However, if the entity wishes to use the energies at its disposal, including our conditioning vibration, for any particular purpose, then the conditioning vibration shall allow the entity to do this much as your magnifying glass will aid you in enlarging the print upon a page.

Might we be of further assistance, my brother?

T: Yes, then I infer from what you’re saying that you probably wouldn’t approve of chemical enhancement of this energy flow. Is that true—just comment on things like acid and how they affect—I have an idea how they affect it, but whether this effect is good or bad or counterproductive or whatever.

I am Latwii, and in this situation, my brother, we would suggest that the use of what you refer to as chemical assistance to the expansion of one’s awareness is much like the roulette wheel. It is of a random nature and may be on one occasion quite helpful and quite useful for the experience of increased energy flowing through the energy centers. On another occasion it might be most detrimental to this flow, for it might be that one has, shall we say, plugged into an energy source which is not of the highest nature, for we would suggest that it is quite a large and well-populated universe that we share with many forms of life. And we would not suggest either the abstinence or the ingestion, for we feel this is a matter of your own free will and may say that in truth there is no sure way of saying or predicting what the overall effect might be. For as many entities as partake in these substances there are also as many experiences as can be had.

May we answer you further, my brother?

T: No, that’s fine. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to you as well. Is there another question at this time?

E: Latwii, could you explain why it is so important that the neck be unblocked? It seems like I’ve felt my neck being unblocked fairly often in connection with this group.

I am Latwii. My brother, we might suggest that the neck area is also correspondent to one of your energy centers and it is quite helpful to have all energy centers unblocked if possible, but more importantly the balance between them is more to be sought, and in each entity’s case there is a certain pattern of balance that is apparent. Each entity will have certain strengths and certain, what might be called, weaknesses or areas which will be focused upon for further growth. In each entity’s case the area which experiences what you would describe as physical sensation during the state of meditation is that area which is experiencing some type of activation or energizing effect.

In your particular instance that you have just noted, we might say that the feeling which you have experienced in your neck region, the fifth energy center, is in correspondence with that density which we inhabit, that being the density of Light, numbering five, and it is our conditioning which you are experiencing at these times.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: Yes. If I understand you correctly, then you have a particular influence on the neck because it does represent fifth density. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. In general, my brother, you are correct. More specifically, we might add that we respond to the call as it is made from whatever level it is made, be it the conscious or subconscious.

May we answer you further, my brother?

E: No, thank you. You’ve been quite helpful. I would like to say, though, that I thank you for the work you’ve done on my neck. It’s helped me quite a bit.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful that our Light chiropractic practices have been of some service. May we answer you further, my brother?

E: No, thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question at this time?

D2: I have one more about what—the question that I asked you a moment ago. You said that the desire can be so strong. It seems that at times, can the desire be so strong that it … I perceive it as blocking. It seems it reaches a point where it just blocks, it’s so strong. Is there something that I could do to alleviate that?

I am Latwii, and my sister, we would suggest that you are quite correct. That the desire can be so strong as the new instrument seeks to receive the contact that the desire can indeed work the reverse and block that contact. We would suggest that there are no great secret rituals which one might perform to alleviate this situation, but the simple relaxation of the mind and the body is the most helpful exercise in this case.

May we answer you further, my sister?

D2: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I have one which you can answer very briefly, but I would like to observe that since you called yourself a chiropractor, perhaps you’re Egyptian as well as French! We’ve been studying archetypes through the Tarot, and I found them very interesting and I was wondering . . . I know that the Confederation numbers quite a few different planets, and the archetypes have been defined to us as those which pertain to one particular Logos or Sun. I was wondering if there was a larger Logos which offers its archetypes for all the members of the Confederation, or whether the archetypical nature of mind is third density only.

I am Latwii, and we might say that we also appreciate the Egyptian touch to your puns. In answer to your query concerning the nature of archetypes, we might also add that there are as many natures or types of archetypes as there are creators or Logos, as the one known as Ra has so succinctly put it. We of Latwii have at our disposal the numbering of archetypes which approaches infinity, as do each of the members of the Confederation, for there are as many ways of perceiving the Creator as there are perceivers, and we find there is great benefit in using a great variety of ways of perceiving the one infinite Creator, for the one Creator is all that there is.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, just to clear up one point. This number of archetypes that approaches infinity, is this due to the number of different planetary Logoi, all of which are structured, or is it due to the infinite capacity of the consciousness to create its own archetypes?

I am Latwii, and we might agree with your latter assumption, my sister, for the creators of the various systems which you refer to as the solar system is infinite, and it is upon the shoulders of these creators the necessity lies to refine, shall we say, the energy patterns which are provided by the one infinite Creator in the creation of all that is.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you. I think I’ll study the ones we have here now and then go on afterwards. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and thank you as well. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We have greatly enjoyed the questions that you have offered us this evening. We are always thrilled at the opportunity to be of this type of service, for we learn much during these sessions. And we look forward to such sessions in what you call your future, and we shall be working in our spare time, so to speak, to match the punstership of this group. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I went across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used my tobacco knife (with a blade like a tomahawk) to cut down the Castor Bean Plants, the Spider Plants, and all of the large weeds around her bird feeders. Then I put them in my garbage cans that had leaves in them for yard waste pickup that occurred later this afternoon.

This afternoon I went into the back yard and took the tarp off of a pile of leaves and put them into four garbage cans for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 4

The Instinct Of Creation To Praise

I am of the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ who comes in the name of the one infinite God. I greet you in the full consciousness of Christ, which is Love.

Every creature which is perfect of its kind is a true picture of the face of God. Each flower that blooms shouts with its colors in praise and blessing of the One who made it. All that is, is full of the instinctive Love of its Creator.

Humankind alone removes itself again and again from the Creator’s praise, interpreting the signs and events of experience in ways that do not honor the Love that created all. Do you think that you bloom with truer colors than the flower, you who doubt that each experience is full of Love? Again, you betray the Love and honor which would be yours to offer if those who were self-conscious were also fully conscious.

It is the faith which we who are of the principle of Christ seek again and again to strengthen in you which alone can inform human consciousness of the divinity of all things and of their true color. Praise is not possible for most who are self-conscious without such aid. And yet the instinct to praise and bless one’s Creator is a true part of your makeup.

Seek, then, the grace of the Holy Spirit, that you may become a blooming flower, rejoicing in the Light of a sun that always shines regardless of the appearance of evanescent clouds.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos/Hatonn/Latwii channeling comes from November 5, 1981:

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. We greet you always in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are privileged today to be able to serve the new instruments by conditioning and working with each one. We would at this time transfer and attempt to speak a few thoughts through the one known as S if she would but relax and speak freely. I am Laitos.

(S channeling)

I am Laitos, and am with this instrument. It is a pleasure, my friends, to greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We of Laitos are pleased to be able to be of service to this group at this time. We would hope that each of the new instruments would be able to speak our thoughts as we are able to contact each, what you call, channel. We of Laitos are privileged to be called upon by those of your group. We feel it is an honor to serve you at this time. We are always happy to be with each of you in your daily meditations if you would but mentally request we do so.

At this time we would transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(C channeling)

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument. We are indeed pleased with the progress shown by the one known as S and assure her that with practice the contact which is good shall be improved and the words, the thoughts, will become more flowing and feel more natural to her. We are always grateful for the chance to work with any who seek to serve in this function you call channeling, and shall always aid whenever called.

We of Laitos can’t say that ground—that there is fertile ground for the growth and spreading of Love and Light within all who serve others in the name of the one infinite Creator. Your lessons are as leaves fall, your season for autumn. Your lessons accumulate and must be dealt with. One may do as with the leaves, push them aside or attempt to ignore them, but they are there, and within them is potential for growth. If you attempt to break down and examine each problem much as you would mulch the leaves, then the lessons may be understood and will aid your growth as the leaf mulch aids the soil by making it more fertile and enable it to aid growth of the various plants. Your lessons are ever with you, and each will aid you if you would but allow it.

We are known to you as Laitos. We are with you when asked and eagerly await your calling, for we seek to be of service to others as do you. We would at this time transfer to another instrument. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you through this instrument once again in Love and Light. We are privileged to be able to offer our service at this time in the answering of questions. If any have questions, may we be of service at this time?

S: Yes. Does the act of channeling have any lasting physical effect on the body?

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question, my sister. We may note that there is no activity which does not have some effect upon the body. The activity which you call channeling has its effect primarily not upon your physical vehicle but upon your vehicle that is of the spirit and also to a lesser extent upon the vehicle of your mind. For in the process of channeling you are utilizing the meditative state, and it is the meditative state which carries the most impact in this instance.

The meditative state in the channeling process is somewhat more finely focused, this being necessary on the part of the one doing the activity of channeling in order to correctly receive those thoughts that are being transmitted. This focusing to a fine degree of the meditative state, of the attention, and of the consciousness, does tend to have a relaxing effect upon the mind and an expansive effect upon the spirit, for the spirit is fed as the mind relaxes. There is some effect of relaxation also upon your physical vehicle which is always of aid. For within your illusion activity and over-activity are in great abundance and their balancing in the state of relaxation is always an aid to your physical vehicle.

May we answer you further my sister?

S: No, thank you.

Laitos: We are most grateful, as well, to you. May we answer another question at this time?

Carla: Along those same lines, I was wondering if some types of channeling might have some effect on the hair? I seem to have experienced a change in the way my hair grows and the color since beginning the Ra contact.

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question, my sister. We of Laitos cannot offer any great changes in the nature of that appendage to your physical vehicle which you call hair, but we may note that in the type of channeling which you have recently become engaged, the overall effect to the one who is serving as instrument is quite varied and in one aspect of this impact it might be noted that the physical vehicle will experience some changes.

You have noticed, as you have noted, a change in your hair, as you call it. This, we might say, is due to the effect of the hair serving, as you have recently been informed, as a battery type of instrument. As the hair receives the charge, which is the physical analog of the telepathic contact in our case, and the trance contact, in the case of the ones known as Ra, the hair then builds up this charge, and this charge within the hair serves as a stabilizer to the contact and allows the contact to proceed on a more even basis, even with anomalies in the contact such as the wavering of the contact due, in your case, to pain in the physical vehicle. And over a long period of time this effect, this charging of the hair with the contact in its magnetic form, will allow the hair to grow or flourish. In your case this growth has also been accompanied by the changing somewhat of the color to a lighter or more golden nature.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, but on a different subject. I will be going through an operation next week and would like to aid myself in the healing process as much as possible. And I’ve gotten quite a bit of helpful guidance in the form of general suggestions already, but I wondered if there was perhaps one touchstone of thought that you might be able to suggest that I seek out in order to aid in my own healing process or to unblock my own healing process. I would like to be ready for service as soon as possible instead of involved in my own recovery.

I am Laitos, and am aware of your question and your desire to be of service. In this regard we may say one simple thing. That is, that you be ever mindful that you are the Creator, that the healing energy, the Love and the Light of the Creator resides within your being, that you look upon yourself with humility, with love and with the openness to this experience which you shall undergo and see the energies about you moving smoothly through your physical vehicle, through your mental vehicle, and through your spiritual vehicle, so that your entire being becomes as a channel for the energy which shall heal your vehicles on each level as you open your being to this energy.

Remind yourself daily, even moment-by-moment, my sister, that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop the respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

Laitos: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: Be sure and tell Nona to come to Philadelphia with me, so I don’t forget the words?

Laitos: I am Laitos. We shall relay your invitation, my sister.

Carla: Thank you.

Laitos: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Laitos. We are most pleased to experience the feeling of unity within this group at this time, for it is this oneness of being that is the only true nature of any of our being. To think that we are separate in any way is to approach the one original Thought of the one infinite Creator in a lesser manner than if one recognizes and experiences the unity of all creation at each moment of the experience of it. We of Laitos are humble messengers and servants of that one Creator of which we are a part, in which we dwell with you as brothers and sisters in oneness. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light and in the oneness of the one infinite Creator. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. You will note that we did not make this instrument yell. We too can remember occasionally.

We are called to this group by the new channels and are most happy to come. We have been spending some of your space/time, as this instrument would call it, studying your underlying color, which is yellow in your illusion, and find it so heavily overladen with orange and red that we are quite amazed that there is a group such as your own which is functioning with some degree of genuine sincerity of seeking in the midst of all this basic confusion of vibration. We are very pleased that you have somehow found a way to step out of this, if only for a few moments at a time, for such is not the case apparently for your people in general. We can only say to you it is an interesting array of overlaid colors and one which does not augur well for a rich harvest in numbers. But as long as the light shines in some, we are happy to help those who seek.

We would at this time attempt to make ourselves known to the one known as S. If we hit this instrument like a two-by-four, please may we ask that the one known as S mentally tell us so with some sternness and we will attempt to not be so clumsy. We will now transfer this contact. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We observe an error in our direction of entering this instrument’s auric field. We hope that the neck and shoulders of the instrument were not uncomfortable. We will enter at a sharper angle, from more to, what you would call, above the instrument. We have good contact but there was blockage due to a strong amount of, shall we say, noise generated by the angle of our entry. We shall again transfer. I am Latwii.

(S channeling)

I am Latwii. I am pleased to have been able to penetrate to the consciousness of this instrument. We are having some difficulty in adjusting ourselves to this instrument. We will therefore transfer our contact at this time. I am Latwii.

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. Hah! We were successful. That is very pleasing to us. We are not very experienced with groups such as yours, and it is a real kick to be able to speak through another such as the one known as S. We thank our sister and would have at it again with the one known as C. We feel this contact to be already made, so without any introduction or suggestion will simply transfer, as we feel this contact to be in good shape already. Again, we request that if it is uncomfortable the instrument let us know. I am Latwii.

(C channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument. We have made contact but can see that there is some doubt within this particular instrument due to expectations he had as to how our contact would physically feel. We assure him, however, that contact is strong and that we were able to modify the intensity of our vibration, for we had made contact prior to the transference from the one known as Carla. We of Latwii do enjoy any opportunity which we may have to join with groups such as this, for it is few and far between when we are specifically requested by groups such as this, for the particular configuration of thought within the group …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(C channeling)

I am Latwii, and will now leave this group grudgingly but will be more than willing to aid whenever we can. You know the number, so feel free to call us. I leave you now in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai.

Carla: I think there’s another entity here, and it’s a good one, but I can’t make out the signal. Can anybody else?

S: I can feel it when we’re …

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and have been trying to contact this instrument for quite some time. She requires a great deal of conditioning. We are pleased to be with your group at this time. We are always happy to be of service to this group. We of Hatonn are hoping to reach those entities amongst your peoples who request our services. We are often overwhelmed by the calling we receive and are honored to be of service to those who request our services.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Although this is an intensive working meditation devoted primarily to the generation of more proficient channeling in the service of the infinite Creator, we feel in this group at this time the need for the sharing of a simple thought or two, and this we are very glad to do at any time. For it is truly written that when several gather in the name of the Creator, those things which are asked will be heard and that which is needed will be given.

At this time, we feel the need to share with you the thought of your identity. This identity is very easily lost, for you are strangers in a strange land, as this instrument would put it, dealing with many foolish and petty occasions, words, and thoughts generated by yourself for your learning and by those about you for their learning. This is a confusing density, we can make no bones about it. It is a difficult one in which to remember your identity. But there is, shall we say, a master and you are his children. And the mark within you is that as his children, you are children of Light. And the Light within you marks you as the Creator’s own. No circumstance, no thought, no behavior, no error, no difficulty, no limitation can remove this mark from your very being, and you rest in the arms of the Creator. There is no moment in eternity when this is not so.

The illusion is strong and ofttimes dark, my friends. But there is a Light within you and you are the Creator’s own. You shall never be forgotten. You shall never be lost. For all who seek begin to intensify that Light more and more. As your Light becomes brighter, so shall you yourselves begin to light the way of others, and so may it go. Perhaps you cannot see your Light. Many do not. Others will tell you. Trust no words, no thoughts, no behavior in yourself or others, but be grounded in the knowledge of your birthright, of your identity in the Light. Call upon it, speak to it and never fear that you shall be lost from it. Do not attempt to ask yourself to believe anything. You are what you are. That, my friends, is enough. Seek then to know who and what you are. In your meditation, in your seeking, in your crying and in your laughter, call upon us and we are with you. For we are all children of one Creator and are indeed one being.

Latwii wanted to share information with this group about the nature of each member’s identity. They began by saying this identity is easily lost, for you are strangers in a strange land dealing with many petty occasions, words, and thoughts generated by yourself for your learning and by those about you for their learning, for this is a confusing density, and it is a difficult one in which to remember your identity, but there is a Master, and you are His children, and the mark within you is that as His children, you are children of Light, and the Light within you marks you as the Creator’s own, so no thought, no behavior, and no limitation can remove this mark from your being, and you rest in the arms of the Creator, for there is no moment in eternity when this is not so. Latwii went on to say the illusion is strong and often dark, but there is a Light within you, and you are the Creator’s own, so you shall never be forgotten, and you shall never be lost, for all who seek begin to intensify that Light more and more, and as your Light becomes brighter, so shall you begin to light the way of others, but perhaps you cannot see your Light, for many do not, but others will tell you, so trust no words, thoughts, or behavior in yourself or others, but be grounded in the knowledge of your identity in the Light, so call upon it, and never fear that you shall be lost from it, but do not attempt to ask yourself to believe anything since you are what you are, for that is enough, so seek then to know who and what you are, and in your meditation, in your seeking, in your crying, and in your laughter, call upon us, and we are with you, for we are all children of one Creator and are indeed one being. On August 26, 1982, Latwii said that we are all children of the Creator:

Think now upon each other, my friends. Picture one by one those faces who have become dear to you that are circled in the gentle Light of evening as your planet’s sun moves beneath the rim of your sphere. Do you find one entity wise because of the age or the experience? Another wise because of a gift or a talent? Another wise because of some great service? Another wise because of some extraordinary amount of determination to seek? We suggest that you cease finding any who are wise. There is no wisdom in age for all are children of one Creator. Nor is there wisdom in gifts, for those are given, not understood. There is no wisdom in service. That is an action like any other. Nor is there the wisdom in determination, for many have been determined for many reasons.

These beloved faces, my friends, are all the faces of one being, each in a marvelous disguise. Each is the face of the Creator. Each mouth speaks the words of the Creator. Spend your love then, as brother and sister, encouraging, aiding, comforting. But know always what entity it is whom you serve. You serve the Creator, my friends, as do we, as do each of you in your mental vibratory configurations. We find each a perfect and wondrous delight and leave each of you our blessing. We shall be with you as always.

In this unity may we take the illusory pleasure of bidding you adieu through this instrument that we may retire into another dimension where we may then seek to hear your call and be with you when you call. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

(Singing)

I am Nona, and I come to assure one known as Carla that I shall indeed be with her in the coming week and never to be afraid to ask. We are grateful to be of service to her and any who may request us.

(Sung melody, “Ah.”)

(Singing)

We are one with you and are happy to have been a part of this meditation and to be with anyone who wishes to serve by sharing our vibrations. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the Creator. Adonai, vasu, boragus.

This morning I used the vacuum cleaner to vacuum the kitchen, the hall, and my bedroom.

This afternoon I moved the boxes of various items in the basement that we used at our recent Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill to the old recording studio in the basement.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 3

The Blessedness Of Agony

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love, the principle of Jesus Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument and many besides.

We come to all, to each in the vibration which may comfort each, for Christ discriminates not betwixt souls, considering one to be more blessed or beloved than another. Nor does the principle of Love consider one situation to be more blessed than another.

You who are fortunate and content may consider yourselves blessed, yet you are no more blessed or beloved than the soul which is in torment or in agony. When the soul may begin to see the blessedness of agony and the glory of honest error and slothful iniquity, embracing all and offering all alike to Christ in thanksgiving, then we may speak more and more clearly and more often.

The seasons of repentance are also seasons of fruitful listening to those who seek to cherish their pain but not the agony which produces pain. Cherish not your hurt but your sin, offering it and all of your old life to Christ. For in the surrender of responsibility is also the acceptance of redemption.

We say this not to encourage a spirit of carelessness but rather a deeper responsibility; that is, the responsibility to see the face of Christ and not the face of humankind. For are you not a dweller in eternity? We offer you eternal peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling today comes from November 1, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a pleasure and a privilege to be with you this evening, and we would share with you a story.

There was once a young woman whose talent with an instrument you call the violin was so great that all who knew her were aware that this young woman was truly remarkable. She had, in the early days of her childhood, been given a small instrument and had been given lessons by a teacher who was neither bad nor good, and this child prodigy learned so quickly that she soon outstripped her teacher. There was no effort in her excellence. It flowed from her as a gift, and it was as little thought of. As a young woman this person had quickly achieved great fame and she traveled and played before great audiences and received applause and acclaims for this great gift which she had, yet she did not appreciate it, learn from it nor think of it, for it had always been with her and there was no effort involved in her art.

One day she came to a city thinking that she was to play a certain violin concerto with the orchestra which had hired her. She was informed that her information was incorrect and that the orchestra had practiced a different piece, one which she did not know. It was a piece for a virtuoso, and she had only hours to rehearse. The unfamiliar score stared at her like an enemy, and she felt fear. She picked up her instrument and began to work as she had never worked. Each difficult place made her want to weep, for she had so little time to understand the music, so little time to understand the fingerings, so little time to grasp the scope and the feeling of the piece and to play the notes correctly. Much was expected of her by the audience which would surely come. Feverishly, desperately, she worked. Not once could she play the entire piece with no errors.

Hatonn wanted to tell a story about a young woman who could play the violin extremely well. They began by saying there was once a young woman whose talent with the violin was so great that all who knew her were aware that this young woman was remarkable, for in her childhood she been given a small violin and had been given lessons by a teacher who was neither bad nor good, and this child prodigy learned so quickly that she soon outperformed her teacher, so there was no effort in her excellence, for it flowed from her as a gift, and as a young woman she quickly achieved fame, and she traveled and played before great audiences and received acclaim for this great gift which she had, yet she did not appreciate it or learn from it for it had always been with her, and there was no effort involved in her art. Hatonn went on to say one day she came to a city thinking that she was to play a certain violin concerto with the orchestra which had hired her, but she was informed that her information was incorrect, and that the orchestra had practiced a different piece which she did not know, and it was a piece for a virtuoso, and she had only hours to rehearse, so the unfamiliar score stared at her like an enemy, and she felt fear, so she picked up her violin and began to work as she had never worked, but each difficult place made her want to cry, for she had little time to understand fingerings and so little time to grasp the feeling of the piece and to play the notes correctly, for much was expected of her by the audience which would surely come, so desperately, she worked, but not once could she play the entire piece with no errors. On December 14, 1986, Q’uo described the nature of a child prodigy:

The entity Jesus was loved and loved in return, but His mind drove Him to be alone, for though too young to have established to His own satisfaction the nature of His being, He had tremendous hunger for wisdom. You would call this entity a child prodigy. The entity taught many, many more things than are written, and could continue teaching for an eternity, yet what has been recorded is typical enough of the teaching’s content in general that we do not choose to take this opportunity to adjust the teachings that are recorded. It is not only that there is some infringement upon free will, although that is part of our caution; we also do not wish to sway those who have not become interested in the Christ to alter their viewpoints.

For above and apart from any writing about the Christ, there is the Christ, and that which this teacher, channel, and representative of the Creator called the Holy Spirit, call it what you will. There are many, many avenues in which the Christ speaks to each whenever the inner ear is opened and the ear harks, not listening passively, but leaning forward and truly harking.

The concept of the Christ was this—that intelligent infinity as experienced by the Logos and with the bias of the Logos would enter a third-density experience, not erasing the one known as Jesus’ personality or being, but coming into the closest possible harmony with that being. There needed to be one who wished to sacrifice an incarnation to the ever-increasing pleasure and agony of the Creator, experiencing what this instrument would call the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, for it is the nature of the Christ and the nature of third density that the two, perceiving each other, should react—the third density with a lack of understanding, and the Christ with wonder, joy, and sacrifice. Such is the sorrow of your illusion and the joy of sensation and communion.

In the end, Jesus the man became so able to bear both joy and agony that this entity stopped experiencing the Creator, and for long periods of time became the Creator experiencing third density. Such is the perfect channeling of Love. The achievement of the perfect channeling was the mystery of union between Creator and illusion.

The young woman’s time was up. She dressed, she came to the concert, she took her bows and stood before the full house. The music which she had so feverishly practiced was jumbled in her head, and yet she knew she must remember it. She had always made mistakes, and yet she knew she must not. And all the faces looked expectantly towards her. The conductor lifted his baton, and she played as she had never played before. If notes were missed, they went by so quickly that the reviewer missed them, for the piece was played with passion and with feeling, and she went away, knowing for the first time the experience of joy in her chosen part.

My friends, there are many, many times when in your experience those things about you flow easily. Gifts are given you, and you accept them thoughtlessly, for they are not hard won. Then a whirlwind seems to hit you, a dilemma, a difficulty, an argument, and you begin to wonder why you must go through this experience. It is your chance, my friends, for growth. In the situation where you are tried, where you are tested, you are also given a great opportunity and your response, no matter how flawed, will bring you joy if the response contains the best that you can give. It is good to experience the calm times, the quiet times, but to be taken by the whirlwind is a great privilege, one which is given to those in your illusion, that you may make the great choice to love and to be of service.

Hatonn went on to say the young woman’s time was up, so she dressed, came to the concert, and she took her bows and stood before the full house, but the music which she had so feverishly practiced was jumbled in her head, and yet she knew she must remember it, and she had always made mistakes, and yet she knew she must not, so all the faces looked towards her, and the conductor lifted his baton, and she played as she had never played before, and if notes were missed they went by so quickly that the reviewer missed them, for the piece was played with passion, and she went away knowing for the first time the experience of joy in her chosen part. Hatonn continued by saying  there are many times when in your experience those things about you flow easily, and gifts are given you, and you accept them thoughtlessly, for they are not hard won, but then a whirlwind seems to hit you, and you begin to wonder why you must go through this experience, so it is your chance for growth because in the situation where you are tested, you are also given a great opportunity, and your response will bring you joy if the response contains the best that you can give, so it is good to experience the calm times, the quiet times, but to be taken by the whirlwind is a great privilege, one which is given to those in your illusion, that you may make the great choice to Love and to be of service. On June 7, 1992, Q’uo spoke of the value of the whirlwind:

Leaning upon one word, Love, one may learn a great deal about ethics. In your own way, you aid the infinite creation in its path. Each individual’s consciousness, if it rests in Love, is more and more a part of that infinite, eternal, constant creation of the Creator. As the whirlwind within the mind and emotions of living calms itself, and spiritual maturity advances, that part of each self that is of the infinite Creator, and is an holograph of the infinite creation, begins to manifest itself without words. Yet, this manifestation of Love, flowing through one in infinite measure, gives to those entities whose discipline has been towards maturity an authority that makes it unnecessary to attempt to control, in most cases. For, as one is more and more the authority over the vagaries of the human self, just so does the heart within that self-find itself peaceful and open and, therefore, a shuttle through which the Love of the infinite One may flow freely.

How easy it is to be pleasant when there is no reason not to be. The world about you, my friends, often seems to be calm. This is an illusion. In your geographical location many are violent, many hungry, many in pain, many in the depths of sorrow, and somehow you find your perceptions those of one led into a quiet cove. Use those times, my friends, in meditation, in appreciation of those things about you which you can so easily take for granted and when the whirlwind takes you, realize that this is most appropriate for those experiencing your density. This is the way that work is done within your understanding. This is the way your experience may be utilized to the utmost by your seeking consciousness. And know always that the whirlwind is of the Creator, and it will place you safe once again in that quiet cove of calm where you may once again seek in meditation to understand, and seek in the giving of yourself to express that understanding of love, for the whirlwind is the Creator.

Love is far beyond that which you think of as love. The characteristics of this great creative force include those characteristics of the whirlwind which ceaselessly beat against your life to aid you as you wish to be aided, to change you as you choose to change. Know trouble as your friend, for all things and all qualities are of the one Creator, whose only wish for each is love. The ways of this Love are many and varied, but all ways are Love, all difficulties lead to calm, to light, to beauty. All the false images of your illusion lead to the one original Thought which is the truth which you all seek.

Now Hatonn said how easy it is to be pleasant when there is no reason not to be, for the world about you seems to be calm, but this is an illusion, so in your location many are violent, hungry, in pain, and somehow you find your perceptions those of one led into a quiet cove, so use those times in meditation, in appreciation of those things about you which you can easily take for granted, and when the whirlwind takes you, realize that this is appropriate for those experiencing your density, for this is the way that work is done within your understanding, and this is the way your experience may be used by your seeking consciousness, so know that the whirlwind is of the Creator, and it will place you safe once again in that quiet cove of calm where you may seek in meditation to understand, and seek in the giving of yourself to express that understanding of Love, for the whirlwind is the Creator. Hatonn completed their reply by saying Love is far beyond that which you think of as Love, for the characteristics of this creative force includes those characteristics of the whirlwind which ceaselessly beats against your life to change you as you choose to change, so know trouble as your friend, for all qualities are of the one Creator, whose only wish for each is Love, and the ways of this Love are many, but all ways are Love, all difficulties lead to Light and beauty, for all the false images of your illusion lead to the one original Thought which is the truth which you all seek. On November 21, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of the one original Thought:

Consider that what you seek is a portion of the one original Thought. That Thought is unity. That Thought of the one Creator has allowed each portion of Itself to travel through free will within the creation of the one original Thought. The journey takes many turns. Yet within each moment, Love exists. Within each moment, the Creator resides in full at all times. That this is not recognized does not diminish its truth. Such difficulties provide the stimulus for the inner seeking as the outer world begins to fade, for it becomes apparent to the seeker that Love may best be found within the heart of the being. Love then found there might be radiated, as a beacon shines light in the darkest portion of the night. Sorrow and suffering then motivate those feeling the suffering to seek more and more within, more and more in that portion of your illusion which Love inhabits purely and always readily available.

At this time I would pause so that Laitos may begin to condition each of those in the room, and after a brief pause we will transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the Creator. It is important that we are able and allowed to exercise the individuals who would offer themselves as instruments for this service, for in doing so we train not only those who so generously offer, but also ourselves. We, therefore, are grateful for this opportunity by which you, in effect, train us in the proper manner in which to establish contact with each individual. For this reason, we would like at this time to transfer our contact to yet another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. We of Hatonn are always willing to be a part of your meditations and will aid in any way we can. We wish to say once again that you need but request, and we shall be with you. We of Hatonn do appreciate each opportunity in which we can serve you, for we grow as we serve and learn as we attempt to share the knowledge that is available to us which we may impart to you within the guidelines of the Law of Free Will. We bring a simple message of Love, the infinite Creator’s simple but multifaceted message which, though simple in its whole, has so many aspects in areas which may, as you become aware, seem confusing and at times not what you, in your existence refer to as love, for in your existence you may become aware of the aspects of Love without understanding, but with awareness you may begin to accept and develop faith in the love of the one infinite Creator.

We will now transfer contact once again so as to allow another to exercise their ability to receive and vocalize our vibration. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. We were attempting to speak a few words through the one known as D, and would ask him to relax if he will, and we shall once again attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. If he would relax and refrain from analysis and speak freely, we will now once again transfer to the one known as D. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am once again with this instrument. We are having some difficulty in our attempts to contact the one known as D. We assure him that a good contact was achieved, and that we shall, as Laitos works with him at any time that that he might request our presence. We would now attempt to contact one known as S, to give her a chance to experience our particular vibration. We simply ask that she refrain from analyzing thought, relax, and freely speak those thoughts that she receives. We will now transfer to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn and am with this instrument. It is a pleasure to greet you through this instrument once more. We of Hatonn are always glad to allow each of you who request it the experience of our conditioning vibration. We would assure each of you that you need only to mentally request our presence in your daily meditations, and we would be honored to join you. We are having some difficulty transmitting at this time and would transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am with this instrument. We are greatly pleased by the progress of the one known as S and assure her that through practice her skill as a channel will improve, and we shall learn, as we are allowed to aid, how to better make contact with this particular channel, for we also learn as we aid you in your endeavor to be, as you refer to them, a vocal channel for members of the Confederation. We are, indeed, privileged to have so many in this group, both former and present individuals, who have sought to, and have become, channels for our simple messages and assure each that in this, that too many cooks shall not spoil the broth, for …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(C channeling)

…for hesitation, but we were allowing for the clicks to subside before continuing.

As we began, though each seems to be seeking to improve in an activity that seems to have become crowded in this case, we assure each that this ability, once learned, is not wasted, for even though you may at a later time, at what you refer to as your future, leave this particular group, you will retain your abilities and hopefully will share that which you have experienced in your seeking.

We, indeed, feel a closeness to each and all within this group and cannot help but do what you call smile at the sight and sound of the Love that radiates from within those with whom we have, over these past few years, been with in this group. We of Hatonn are indeed privileged. We thank you again for the chance to aid in what ways we can.

We would now ask if we may aid any by answering any questions which any may have at this time. Is there a question?

L: Hatonn, I have a question. Earlier this evening a number of us were discussing a newsletter for communicating some of the information you’ve given us. Are there any comments you’d like to offer on this? Any advice or suggestions?

I am Hatonn, and we are happy that you have chosen to further spread our simple messages. We would not begin to voice our own opinions as to form, for this is not a method that is practiced at Hatonn. We only wish to say that we hope that you, and any others who aid you with your project, allow the Love that is them to flow into your work, and allow it to guide you in your selections of material, and let it allow you to perceive the need of those who will have a chance to see your work. We are honored that you have chosen to aid us further by this work, and we wish to thank you, my brother.

May we answer you further?

L: No, and I thank you for your help.

Hatonn: We thank you again. Is there another question?

S: Hatonn, my trouble in receiving your message—could you tell me any way I can help improve it? Was it due to my busy mind, or are you having transmitting difficulty or what was the cause of that?

I am Hatonn and am aware of your question. The ability to receive our vibration and our ability to adjust ourselves to you will improve through meditation and practice. We are aware that your mind is busy due to your activities prior to this group meditation but assure you that this is not due to your mind’s activity, but to somewhat lower than normal level of energy, for you experienced something that brought forth flowing of emotion and in giving of your emotions, energy was expended, and the levels dropped somewhat. This is nothing to really be concerned about, for through your emotions you serve others, whether it is love or anger or any other emotion. It provides opportunity for the other and yourself to look into what brought that particular emotion out of your being. Tonight, your freely giving Love to the one known as R was indeed a beautiful moment and allowed you to see each other from a very lovely viewpoint, and this expenditure of emotion was the biggest reason for the difficulty that was experienced with your receiving and our transmitting our vibration to you tonight.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: You’ve been more than helpful, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. May we aid another by answering another question?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and indeed have been privileged tonight to be a part of your meditations, for energy and the Love that is present is indeed a beautiful and greatly gratifying experience for us to share with you. We are known to you as Hatonn. We shall now leave, but assure you that we shall be with you whenever you request it. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the four inches of snow that we got last night off of the path from the back deck of my home to the fishpond where I was able to get the fountain running in a way that it no longer was splashing water out of the fishpond.

This afternoon I went on an errand run where my first stop was at Kroger’s in Middletown to buy Quiche, but they had only one Quiche available. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at a clothes donation bin where I donated a shirt and jacket. My third stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some more food for myself. My last stop was at the Kroger’s on Westport Road where I bought two more Quiche.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 2

The Heavenly Food Of Love

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Let not any fear dismay you this day. Let thy shoulders turn towards that which warms the soul. Let thy heart rest on that which feeds the heart. For the heavenly food of Love and joy permeate the creation. And to one who can open like a flower to feel the subtle sunshine of silent Love within creation, there is abundant thanksgiving in all directions.

Be aware of the plenty, the fullness, the grace, and the surety of Love. You are loved most deeply. Go your way therefore in peace, carrying within you the precious burden of that Love, that you may share it with a universe all too unaware of its own glory.

We leave you in Love and peace, in the name and Spirit of Jesus the Christ, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling for today comes from October 25, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is with great pleasure that we of Hatonn are able to listen to your voices unite in song this evening, for it is our joy and our privilege to share in the upliftment caused by your emotions as your spirits unite in joy and purpose. We of Hatonn are grateful for this opportunity and sincerely thank you for this blessing.

Tonight, my brothers and sisters, we would share with you a small story pertaining, perhaps, to ones such as yourselves. The story concerns a small child abandoned on a seacoast through an accident of his parents. The child left behind was forced to rely upon his own devices and his meager knowledge for survival in that his parents, lost as they were themselves, were unable to retrace their steps or recover the offspring of their actions. The child wandered the seacoast, his ears and mind filled with the monotonous crashing of the sea, its hypnotic waves at times comforting him, at other times irritating in that they seemed almost able to communicate with him, yet not quite able. As the child grew, he became less and less like his parents in that his seeking for food, for drink, for understanding, led him into many new and varied experiences that were not shared by those who had lost and later forgot him. Yet, the child never in his travels left the sea coast, for this message, although seemingly just beyond his ears, was ever a stimulus that drove him onward.

Finally, the time came when the child stumbled across another of his race, although not of the family nor the tribe that had abandoned him. An old man sat quietly on the beach, the crashing waves stopping just short of his feet as he gazed sightlessly toward the horizon. The child was hesitant, for although he remembered the human form, he was disturbed by the serenity of the old man, for this was not familiar to him. As he slowly approached, he waited for the old man to turn his gaze unto his own, yet the old man continued staring out to sea until the boy stood at his feet.

Finally, the old man spoke. “Do you know the answer?” was his question. The boy hesitated, unsure of himself, unsure of this question. The old man again asked. “Do you know, child, what the voices say to you?” The boy, again unsure, shook his head. The old man gestured. The boy sat down alongside and began to listen. As the sun warmed them both, rising higher and higher in the sky, the boy became drowsy, his shoulder and then his head leaning gently against that of the old man. And as the waves continued to crash, he began to dream and began to understand. He began to realize that the old man was himself; that the ocean was himself; that all who had gone before, that all who he attempted to rediscover, to meet again, were all himself. Gradually the young boy awakened. The old man was gone and yet the old man, a teacher, a sharer, was still there—for he was himself.

My friends, my brothers and sisters, we share this story with you to underline the importance of that which you do. The acts that you perform, the efforts that you make toward growth, toward understanding, toward the assistance of others, are all acts of service, for as you learn for yourself, you learn for all, for all are yourself. Be not ashamed, then, if your heart directs you in paths of learning as well as those of service, for to understand the mysteries of your universe are to Love it and to Love a part is to love the all.

At this time I would transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are with this instrument and we greet you once again in Love and in Light. May we thank the one known as Don for his gracious acceptance of our humble words said with such humor. We shall continue with a few thoughts through this instrument.

We speak of unity using water as a symbol, not only because your singing offered this image for our use in a tuned manner, but also because water is indeed a very appropriate symbol for the path that each of you, as drops of water, may understand yourself to be taking as you seek the infinite sea of the creation. A drop of water may seem to be quite powerless, and you as an individual may feel lacking or limited in some way in some situation. But, my friends, water is continuous and is not separated from itself. It may fall in drops in service to the fruits of the earth, but as it gathers and moves towards the great oceans, does it not carve out mighty channels from sheer luck that men could not hew so well with all their might? Water is quiet, and yet when stirred can be the most mighty of avengers, changing physical landscapes in minutes.

In your meditations, then, my friends, take each limitation and lack that you may feel that you have experienced, each disappointment that you feel in yourself or in others and offer them up as drops of water, to see them dissolve in a pure, clear ocean of the infinite Creator. Then, my friends, let the rainbow of sunlight through this water fill your heart and send you forth to serve the Creator, each in your own way and yet each a part of the great ocean of being. You are serving yourself, for all that you meet and all that you seek is yourself. If you Love the ocean of the Creator then, my friends, you will learn to Love each drop of water, each apparently individualized portion of that ocean, yourself and all others, all circumstances and all times.

Hatonn wanted to talk about the concept of unity. They began by saying we speak of unity using water as a symbol, not only because water is an appropriate symbol for the path that each of you, as drops of water, may understand yourself to be taking as you seek the infinite sea of the creation, and a drop of water may seem to be powerless, and you may feel limited in some situation, but water is continuous and is not separated from itself, for it may fall in drops in service to the fruits of the earth, but as it moves towards the oceans, does it not carve out mighty channels from sheer luck that men could not hew so well with all their might? Then Hatonn said water is quiet, and yet when stirred can be the most mighty of avengers, changing physical landscapes in minutes. Hatonn went on to say in your meditations take each disappointment that you feel in yourself or in others and offer them up as drops of water to see them dissolve in a clear ocean of the infinite Creator, and then let the rainbow of sunlight through this water fill your heart and send you forth to serve the Creator, each in your own way and yet each a part of the great ocean of being, so you are serving yourself, for all that you meet and all that you seek is yourself, for if you Love the ocean of the Creator then you will learn to Love each drop of water, each individualized portion of that ocean, yourself and all others, all circumstances, and all times. On November 5, 1989, Q’uo spoke of how we can serve the Creator:

For if one wishes to progress and to be able to experience a greater unity with all that one sees about one as the one Creator, it is necessary to be in the midst of the catalyst and its effect upon your total being. This requires a forgetting, for the most part, within the incarnation of that unity which indeed binds all that is, and of that Love which creates and empowers all that is, and that Light which reveals the true nature of all that is.

This forgetting allows for the self to become affected by the illusion in a manner which will offer the opportunity for the entity to choose more and more to seek, in one fashion or another, to serve the Creator in the self or in others so that an awareness of the Creator might be given to the Creator in a fashion which is unique.

And in providing this perspective and experience, one also expands the ability to accept more and more of the Light of the Creator within the being. Thus, you are correct, my sister, in that joy is but a fleeting visitor to those who wish to pursue the work in consciousness that is possible within an illusion that seems so far removed from unity, from Love, or from Light. This is the sacrifice which you make, my friends, when you enter incarnation.

Yet, there is a pearl, as it has been said, of very great price that may be won by such sacrifice, so that when it is finally won, all sacrifices will seem as nothing in comparison to that great pearl.

At this time we would join with Laitos, in conditioning those in the room who mentally request it. We shall pause at this time, and continue through another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We would at this time ask if there are any questions which we may attempt to answer for you. Are there any questions at this time?

M: Hatonn, can you tell me the purpose of the entity that appeared on the mountain in Guadelupe long ago with a message for the people? What was the purpose of that entity, and can they be contacted through channeling?

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question. The entity of which you speak was a, what you would call, a wanderer, who incarnated in that particular area to reinforce certain lessons which he felt he was lacking in. The entity, as he became aware of his nature and as he became aware of the Light of the Creator, sought to be a teacher, or you might say, an example for those entities that were aware of him. The entity may, as with other higher density entities, be contacted if there is sufficient calling for that particular entity. However, we must warn that to seek a particular entity alone can sometimes be a bit dangerous due to a lack of a proper tuning and protection that is present in a group. To seek a particular entity alone opens one to others who would tend to mislead the one seeking contact. So, he may be contacted, but we would recommend that any attempt be made within the protection of a unified group.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: That will do for now, thank you.

Carla: Excuse me. I had a question about that because the entity of Guadelupe that I was familiar with is Our Lady of Guadelupe, and I was wondering if what occurs when simple individuals who have been taught a simple—in this case, Catholic—belief system, seek, perhaps what they get is fashioned in part by their expectations, so that the entity of whom you speak, though in incarnation being male, would appear when sought as a stylized version of Our Lady. Would this be possible? Is this the same entity?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. This is possible and, in this case, this instrument’s particular biases due to his teaching he received at early stages of his development in this illusion have come out in the answer. We will say that you will find that which you seek. If one has a bias toward a male-dominated type of experience, then that individual will perceive those things which they do not fully understand as male, and same holds true for someone who is biased toward a female orientation. You will, in this illusion, be often misled by things which you have incorporated into your being due to teaching by others within your society.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I have another related question. There have been many “Our Ladies” of various localities and I’ve wondered about them sometimes and wondered about their connection to the Confederation. Are these entities angelic entities of our planetary sphere, for the most part? Or are they those wanderers who’ve gone before the Counsel of Saturn and put in for this particular job for a certain length of time—to appear and to give inspiration? Or is it a mixture of the two—some from this planet’s inner plane and some wanderers?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. The phenomenon which is referred to as “Our Lady of …” is for the most part a combined calling of various groups which are dominated by an orientation toward Mary. Most often these are a manifestation of the desire of these groups. It is possible that in some cases that these were what you would call wanderers, but these were few, for as most wanderers became aware of themselves and of the lessons that they set for themselves, although they did provide examples for others of your world, they soon left to continue on their journey. It is rare that one remains for any length of time to be a teacher, other than by example of their own growth. So, as we said, for the most part, these manifestations were the product of combined desire, faith, and Love of particular groups on your planet oriented toward the one known as Mary.

May we answer further?

Carla: No, not on that subject. I have a question about the use of precious metal in healing. If a crystal such as a diamond is worn over the green-ray energy center or the heart chakra, is it any aid to the healing if the chain on which this crystal is held be a precious metal such as gold …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(C channeling)

…apologize for the pause.

The metal which holds the crystal is not important. In any healing attempt the important thing is the one making the attempt and not the chain or the crystal, although the crystal is a focusing aid.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

M: Is there a guardian of the Americas?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question, My brother, there is not one who only guards two of your continents. There are many who aid your planet, its people, but they do not literally subdivide your planet, but aid where needed, for there are no chosen areas.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am always eager and happy to be of whatever aid we can to you in the capacity of answering your various questions. We would ask once again if any have a question for us. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

My friends, in this time of year you refer to as autumn, many living things upon your planet seem to wither and fade as your weather becomes colder, but as always, the rains fall, and the sun shines down to aid and to perpetuate those lives upon the planet. They are still nourished by rains. They will be nourished by the oncoming snow that will melt in your spring, refresh, aid in new growth, and once again reach toward Light and continue the cycle that is characteristic of your planet.

There will be times when faith, in your search, it will seem to wither, and all seems dying and without meaning. But if one is patient, they will once again feel the rain nourishing. They will once again feel the Love and the Light that is them and is with them and will again grow, blossom and be renewed in their faith and their search.

We are known to you as Hatonn, and will be with you all when requested to aid in what way we can. We will now take our leave. We leave you now in the love and the light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I went into my basement and brought the garden hose outside, hooked it up to the outlet, and took the end with the sprayer to the fishpond to correct the problem of the fountain shooting too much water out of the fishpond. First, I cleaned the filters in the schemer, and then I put the tube for the fountain on top of the two stones which had become displaced. Then I began to refill the fishpond high enough to give the fish more room to swim in and, at the same time, keep the fountain from spraying out of the fishpond. Then I added some AquaSafe to the water to neutralize the chlorine in the new water. Later, I came back outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves out of the Vanilla-Strawberry Hydrangea in front of the fishpond and then in front of my home. I put all of the leaves into three garbage cans, two of which already had some leaves in them.

This afternoon I used a wet mop to clean the steps up to the porch and the front porch of my home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 1

The Bloom And Fruit Of Peace

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Peace is much sought after among your people. Yet as you gaze out upon a barren winter landscape you may not see the great peace which is engendered by all those plants as they dream within the seeds and roots of their being, creating by will and thought and the grace of Jesus Christ those formations and changes which in time shall bring forth bloom and fruit.

The human idea of peace is rest without thought. Yet the inner man seeks a different peace and must listen to the voices of the natural world and the inner signal of creation and inner change. This is the peace that is spiritual and frequently it feels not at all like peace but rather like strife. For change and growth are painful, and there may be long periods when there is no evidence of bloom or fruit.

May the peace of Jesus the Christ be your hope and your inner reality, that you may grow more and more into the kingdom of heaven. We leave you in the peace that truly passes all human understanding, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from October 18, 1981:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to speak through this instrument this evening. We were attempting to initiate contact with the one known as C, and we will transfer to him later in the meeting. We wish to confirm that we were, indeed, attempting to contact him. We will speak now a few thoughts through this instrument.

We would speak to you this evening of an aspect of Love that is seldom understood among your people. It is an aspect of Love that is one of the most creative and offering the most freedom of all the aspects of Love. And that, my friends, is endurance. In the vicissitudes of each of your lives as you experience them at this time, there are many peaks and many valleys, and when you reach the peaks you feel that the experience that you have gained, the high points that are the equivalent of the soaring of the eagle or the rejoicing of the angels, will surely carry you through all that may lie ahead of you, but, my friends, this is not to be. There is no mountain high enough to bridge the valleys, and when you are in those valleys, the difficult and dreary times, times when it seems that it is impossible to find a positive reason for your existence and being, it does not seem possible that there will ever come to you again the euphoria of the experience of the empyrean heights, bliss, thankfulness, joy, and shared laughter, and yet again this is not so, for there is no valley deep enough to keep you from scaling the next height.

The changes of your life experience are intended to give you cause for thought and reason for action. It is not intended that you should have an uneventful life. It is, rather, intended that your life offer you whatever peaks and vales that you may need in order to experience the joy and the sorrow of your humanity to such an extent that you learn how to endure. How easy it is, my friends, to love and to be loved upon the peaks of your life. How easy to express the graceful phrase, the caring thought, the heartfelt deed. And when you have once again walked into the vale and are locked in the cage of sorrow, how then can you reach through the bars and offer up Love and offer yourself to be loved? For you are a prisoner of your sorrow, and know not how to do these things, and yet, my friends, if you experience the alternation of joy and sorrow to a great enough extent, and with a great enough clarity of perception, you may discover in this very cycle one enduring thing.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about one of the aspects of Love which is endurance. They began by saying we would speak to you this evening of an aspect of Love that is seldom understood among your people, for it is an aspect of Love that is one of the most creative and offering the most freedom of all the aspects of Love which is endurance, and in the difficulties of each of your lives as you experience them at this time, there are many peaks and many valleys, and when you reach the peaks you feel that the experience that you have gained is the equivalent of the rejoicing of the angels that will carry you through all that may lie ahead of you, but this is not to be, for there is no mountain high enough to bridge the valleys, and when you are in those valleys, times when it seems that it is impossible to find a positive reason for your existence, it does not seem possible that there will ever come to you again the euphoria of the experience of the thankfulness, joy, and shared laughter, and yet this is not so, for there is no valley deep enough to keep you from scaling the next height. Hatonn went on to say the changes of your life experience are intended to give you cause for thought and reason for action, but it is not intended that you should have an uneventful life, for it is intended that your life offer you whatever peaks and vales that you may need in order to experience the joy and the sorrow of your humanity to such an extent that you learn how to endure, and how easy it is to love and to be loved upon the peaks of your life, and how easy to express the caring thought and the heartfelt deed, so when you have once again walked into the vale and are locked in the cage of sorrow, how then can you reach through the bars and offer up Love and offer yourself to be loved? Then Hatonn said you are a prisoner of your sorrow and know not how to do these things, and yet if you experience the alternation of joy and sorrow to a great enough extent, and with a great enough clarity of perception, you may discover in this very cycle one enduring thing. On January 16, 2016, Q’uo spoke of how we may experience the joy within our incarnation:

When contact is made with the indigo-ray energy center, then, this sense of unity begins to color the entity’s experience until it is full of the quality you may call “joy.” Various opportunities are offered for the seeker of truth to experience the joy-filled condition. When there is the opportunity presented to feel that the incarnation has been successful in its goals and intentions, there is often the momentary experience of joy knowing that the past is firmly set upon, and all is unfolding as it should. This is an inner signal to the conscious self that all is, indeed, well.

That, my friends, is yourself. Your mind finds peaks and rejoices in freedom. Your mind creates valleys and imprisons itself in sorrow, but there is always your mind, your consciousness, your beingness, the totality of which never changes, never alters and does indeed endure. And who are you, the being experiencing these changes, seasons and cycles of life, of love and sorrow? We suggest to you, my friends, that you are part of an original Thought, part of that which we might call Love, and as long as your consciousness endures, so shall Love.

Love is not a property of the heights of joy, nor are you bereft of it in the utmost depths of despair, for you are Love. It is always with you, for it is here, no matter how distorted your perception of yourself and of your experience, how separated you feel from the warmth and the safety of Love, yet you cannot deny or ignore your being. You cannot escape your thoughts or your nature. Therefore, my friends, it is well, from time to time, to imagine yourself as one who watches a picture that moves upon the [inaudible]. This picture is yourself as you act from day to day, moving as the winds of experience move you, that you, yourself, my friends, are the watcher and, as the watcher, you may see, not only the folly of this illusion, not only the missteps, the grand moments, and the failures that you fear, but something far deeper, for the watcher sees the reality behind all of these actions. The watcher sees Love.

Hatonn went on to say that is yourself, and your mind finds peaks and rejoices in freedom, and your mind creates valleys and imprisons itself in sorrow, but there is always your mind, your consciousness, and the totality of your beingness which never changes and does endure, so we suggest to you that you are part of an original Thought, part of that which we might call Love, and as long as your consciousness endures, so shall Love. Hatonn continued by saying Love is not a property of the heights of joy, nor are you bereft of it in the utmost depths of despair, for you are Love since it is always with you, for it is here, no matter how distorted your perception of yourself and of your experience, or how separated you feel from the warmth and the safety of Love, yet you cannot deny or ignore your being, for you cannot escape your thoughts or your nature, so it is well to imagine yourself as one who watches a picture that moves upon the [inaudible], for this picture is yourself as you act from day to day, moving as the winds of experience move you, and you are the watcher that you may see not only the grand moments and the failures that you fear, but something far deeper, for the watcher sees the reality of Love behind all of these actions. On January 11, 1976, Hatonn spoke of the reality of Love:

We do not wish to indicate that the truth which lies within you has a thing to do with your outer covering, shall we say, of deeds and actions. Nor did the master known as Jesus mean to indicate that you must love the outer wrappings of others. What we are suggesting, and what the master was suggesting, is that you penetrate the illusion, penetrate the wrapping of deeds and misdeeds, and discover within that illusion the reality of the Creator, the reality of Love. Within you lies the truth. Within you lies Love. Within each person lies the same truth.

At this time I would transfer this contact. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. In your lives, within this illusion, each and every of your days you will face various situations which may at times be pleasant, or troubling, or just seem to pass. Each moment and situation that you face is an opportunity for each to examine and feel, for each moment offers a chance to grow, to become more aware. Each moment offers a lesson which will provide opportunities. Whether you take the opportunity or not is totally a matter of your free choice, for each of you well knows that a lesson unlearned repeats itself or is manifested in similar situations. To grow, each lesson must be learned, although some you will find most difficult and within this illusion may even be a physically or mentally unpleasant experience due to your having to deal with others in this illusion, for those who are aware and seek are often misunderstood. As they become more aware, quite often you will see distances appear between you and those who would shun the lessons that they are faced with, though you may, as you grow with patience, bridge the gap and can make the difference small and even through your love bring you and others closer after a time.

You, as you become more aware, can endure all seeming blindness of others which so often stems from ignorance, for in your illusion many who do not understand or consciously seek turn their eyes away from the Light and Love of which we all are a part. You need not be ever discouraged by others as you seek more Love and Light that is within, and as you, will shine, and touch others, and aid them to begin their own journey.

We would at this time ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer? Is there a question?

[Pause]

My friends, it is always a pleasant experience to sit, quietly listen, to hear various vibrations that surround, for even in what you would term a silence, there is energy and peace which, not heard, is felt and experienced. We enjoy sitting silent, but we would also enjoy the sounds of your questions and would ask once again if we may be of service to you tonight within this capacity?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. Since there seems to be no pressing questions upon your minds of the ones within this group, we shall, at this time, transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We greet you once again in Love and Light. At this time we would offer ourselves in the capacity of exercising new instruments. We would begin with the one known as R and, if he would relax and refrain from any analysis, we shall attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. We shall now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We find that we have some blockage within the one known as R. Our contact enters just above the eyebrows, and if the one known as R would imagine in imagery this area being clear of all thought, and relax the body, we will once again attempt contact with this new instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. We find that we have a somewhat stronger contact with the one known as R, but this new instrument feels not only a hesitance for speaking those thoughts which it finds within its mind, but also feels a good deal of pleasure in the sitting quietly within our vibrations. We appreciate the efforts of the one known as R and shall be with this new instrument in the future meditations, and we look forward to being able to speak our words through this instrument, and assure this instrument that the desire to experience our contact, to speak our words, is all that is necessary to do so.

We would at this time attempt to contact the one known as S. If she would relax and speak the thoughts which appear within her mind, we would attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We are pleased to be speaking to you through this instrument once more. We feel we are able to contact this instrument more comfortably now. We have, in the past, caused some discomfort. We are adjusting our … We have had to pause to make a minor adjustment, as this instrument was experiencing discomfort. We feel she is now more comfortable. We of Hatonn wish to speak …

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We are most pleased with the progress made by the one known as S in the reception in transmission of our contact. We look forward to meditations at which time we might be asked once again by this instrument to exercise its channeling abilities. May we say that it is a great honor to be able to utilize a new instrument at any time in any manner, and we appreciate the desire which each of these new instruments has expressed and demonstrated in working with our conditioning vibrations. We assure each that we shall be with each of them in their meditations, and a simple request is all that is necessary for us to join in meditation.

My friends, it has been a great privilege to be able to speak to your group this evening. We of Hatonn …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. We have spoken many times to this group. Our subject has always been some aspect of the Love of the one infinite Creator. This is our area of specialization. This Love which goes quite beyond words is that lesson which we of Hatonn labor to learn. Our learning is greatly enhanced by the opportunity to share our humble learnings with those of your people such as are gathered here this evening.

In the sharing of our learning do we thus learn yet more and penetrate further the mystery of being, and that which is known as Love. We of Hatonn do not claim any certain knowledge. We recognize the mystery of all creation. We know many of your people feel great confusion at this time in their evolution. It is with the hope of alleviating some of that great confusion that we share our simple learnings of Love with your people. We cannot express our gratitude at the opportunity to provide this service. But, we assure this group that we shall treasure each future opportunity to speak and thusly serve. We leave you now in that Love and in that Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I took the blue sheets and pillowcases off of my bed and put them in the laundry basket. Then I put the green sheets on my bed along with the bed spread. Then I put the pillows with the green and blue pillowcases on my bed. After the laundry was dried I ironed the blue and green pillowcases and the blue flat sheet. Later this morning my neighbor called me and asked if I could come over to her home and take pictures of her and her husband, their children and grandchildren because the photographer that they had hired to do this had called them to let them know that he was sick. So, I went over to my neighbor’s home and took about 15 pictures of all three generations of the family with one of their daughter’s cell phone.

This afternoon I went outside and used a ladder to climb over the fence around the Wuthering Heights Mound and put all of the leaves that were within the fence into a garbage can, and I took the garbage can to an area in my back yard where I had put leaves under a tarp yesterday afternoon. Then I took my limb loppers and cut about three dozen small Honeysuckle Bushes out of the Forsythia Bushes behind the garage.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 30

The Skin Of Your Illusion

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Take a moment this morning to gaze at the many imperfections of the skin which cover your physical body and know that it is the metaphor for all the imperfections of the world about you.

Turn inward and walk, within the mind, up the dark tower of good intention, resting at the landing to remove that imperfect outer covering. Behold! There is a basin of living water which may cleanse and make alive that which is wholly spiritual within you. Bathe freely and joyously.

Rise, then, step by step, until the dark tower opens into the seat of prayer, where the soul gazes out the window into divine Light. Know that that cleanliness of soul which you desire has been seated deep within, so that, as you move down those same stairs and don again the imperfect covering of humanity and go out now into the mundane creation, you shall shine from within with the Light of Christ.

For that which is outer in the world or in person is only a covering which partakes of imperfection and which partakes of an illusion. Never rest upon the surface of anything but, rather, upon the Light of Christ within.

We leave you in the peace of this understanding and compassion, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from October 11, 1981:

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of Hatonn are pleased and grateful that this assemblage should call upon us, should share with us the Love and the unity which pervades this room this night. My brothers, my sisters, we are blessed beyond words at the service you do us in requesting our presence at your gathering. We of Hatonn would like to exercise the various instruments present, if such is within the will of those who have previously sought such contact. At this time Laitos will move among you and if you will but request, they will attempt to share with you the conditioning vibration. We will pause at this time and, for those who request it, Laitos will perform this function. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. At this time, we would attempt to contact the instrument known as C. I am  Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We once again greet you in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to have so many who wish to channel our humble words and messages. Tonight, the energy is strong, and we will work with various instruments, if you will be patient with us. Those here seek to advance closer to a greater awareness of the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. Each here has a method, or as you might term it, a style of growing. Each is different, yet each seeks, each takes of the most powerful tool available to them. The tool is meditation, the quieting of random thought patterns and opening to the Love and the Light.

We of Hatonn share with you your search. We shall aid when called to help you deepen your meditations and to simply be with you, for we are one in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We of Hatonn know that in your illusion that growth is difficult to maintain, for you are sorely distracted by what you would call your everyday hand-to-mouth trying to simply survive. But, my friends, remember that each situation in your lives is an opportunity and a chance to learn, gain insight on yourself and others, and to aid you as a catalyst in your journey.

We are known to you as Hatonn and will at this time transfer this contact to the one known as Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We greet you once again in Love and Light. At this time, we would attempt to exercise the instrument known as D1. If she would relax and refrain from analysis we would attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. I am Hatonn.

(D1 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. It is a pleasure to be able to speak our thoughts through this new instrument. We are aware of some discomfort and are attempting to adjust our vibration. If she would relax …

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We are very pleased with the progress of the one known as D1, and would assure her that we shall be with her in her meditations to familiarize her with our conditioning vibration so that the experience of channeling might be less discomforting in the future.

We would move now to the instrument known as R and attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. If he would relax and refrain from analysis, we shall now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are aware of some analysis which the one known as R has allowed to create doubt and would once again suggest the refraining from analysis and the relaxing as much as possible, and we would attempt once again to contact the one known as R. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. May we assure the one known as R that the thoughts which he was perceiving in his mind were indeed our thoughts and the contact with this instrument is good, and we shall attempt at a future date to speak a few words through his channel.

We move now to the one known as S and shall attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. If she would relax and refrain from analysis and speak the words which she perceives in her mind, we shall now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. It is a pleasure to greet you through this instrument. We of Hatonn will now attempt to use this instrument in the near future. We are pleased with the progress of this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. May we say we are most pleased with the progress of each of the new instruments and would now move to the one known as D2 and attempt to speak a few words through his instrument. If he would also relax and refrain from the analysis, we shall transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We of Hatonn are most privileged to speak through this new instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We would now move to the one known as E and attempt to speak a few words through this instrument. If he would relax and refrain from analysis, we shall now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(E channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you with this instrument. We are glad to work with any who seek our services. We have a simple message which you all have heard before. It is mainly of Love and is all there is. We are very pleased to have gone this far with this instrument. We will now transfer to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn and am once more with this instrument. May we take this opportunity to express our extreme gratitude for the patience which each within this circle of meditation has shown this evening as we have attempted to exercise those entities wishing to serve as instruments. We have found quite fertile ground within this group this evening, and are most pleased to discover that the desire to serve as instruments of Love and Light is quite strong within this group. We assure each new instrument that the contact which it experienced this evening was our contact. We are aware that each instrument experienced varying degrees of doubt, unsure of whether the words perceived in the mind were our transmission or were merely thoughts running through the mind of the instrument’s own manufacture. We have said before and now reiterate that each instrument shall experience this phenomenon in varying degrees. The doubt shall be diluted as practice is begun again and again within this group.

We suggest to each new instrument that the opening as a channel for our thoughts is both quite simple and quite difficult. It is simple for those who are willing to appear quite foolish and to allow our thoughts to be spoken by their own voices as they appear within their minds. It is quite difficult for those who would wish to maintain a certainty that they shall not appear foolish, for my friends, upon your planet at this time it is the experience of any who seek to love that this experience shall render one quite familiar with the feelings of foolishness. For upon your planet it is quite foolish, it would seem, to love without the expectation of return, to give for no reason other than to give to one who needs and it is true also that for those who seek to be of a specific type of service, that which you call the channeling, that the experience of foolishness shall also be reflected, for it is, apparently, it would seem, to new instruments not a particular energy associated with that instrument which is being allowed to pass through the channel.

In this session Hatonn was speaking about how they were helping members of the circle to become instruments. They began by saying we would like to express our gratitude for the patience which each within this circle of meditation has shown this evening as we have attempted to exercise those entities wishing to serve as instruments because we have found fertile ground within this group, and we are pleased to discover that the desire to serve as instruments of Love and Light is strong within this group, so we assure each new instrument that the contact which it experienced this evening was our contact, but we are aware that each instrument experienced varying degrees of doubt, unsure of whether the words perceived in the mind were our transmission or were merely thoughts running through the mind of the instrument’s own creation, so we have said before that each instrument shall experience this phenomenon in varying degrees, and the doubt shall be diluted as practice is begun again and again within this group. Hatonn went on to say we suggest to each new instrument that the opening as a channel for our thoughts is both simple and difficult, for it is simple for those who are willing to appear foolish and to allow our thoughts to be spoken by their voices as they appear within their minds, but it is difficult for those who would wish to maintain a certainty that they shall not appear foolish, for upon your planet at this time it is the experience of any who seek to love that this experience shall render one familiar with the feelings of foolishness, for upon your planet it is foolish to give for no reason other than to give to one who needs, and it is true also that for those who seek to be of a specific type of service, that channeling is that experience of foolishness that shall be reflected, for it is to new instruments not an energy associated with that instrument which is being allowed to pass through the channel. On October 25, 1990, Q’uo described how we can become an instrument:

If it would be helpful to you in your preparation for one of these sessions of working to make a conscious dedication to open the instrument and the self freely, then this would be well. In our way of perceiving your desire to serve as instruments, we see that this commitment has been made when the commitment to serve as an instrument has been undertaken. Because the first work of the instrument is upon the self, and the clearing of and balancing of those energy centers in need of such is undertaken, so this means that each wishing to serve as an instrument presents itself, and its course of study, which is the self, freely.

We of Hatonn are your brothers and sisters on the search and the journey for Love and unity with the Creator. Thus, we are none other than your other selves, and that which we transmit through your instrument is none other than the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator which exists within your very being. Therefore, it is not something which is alien to you, but which you are most intimately acquainted with when you open your being to the experience of the Love that resides within.

Then Hatonn said if it would be helpful in your preparation for one of these sessions of working to make a conscious dedication to open the instrument of the self freely, then this would be well, for in our way of perceiving your desire to serve as instruments, we see that this commitment has been made when the commitment to serve as an instrument has been undertaken because the first work of the instrument is upon the self and the clearing and balancing of those energy centers in need of such is undertaken which means that each wishing to serve as an instrument presents itself, and its course of study, which is the self, freely. On May 12, 2021, Q’uo spoke of the desire to serve as instruments:

We thank each of you for your great desire to serve as instruments not only for the Confederation of Planets and service for the One Creator, but for that One Creator that exists within all entities and all things. We join you in this great service, and we are honored to be called to your group this morning to offer our information concerning the various queries that you have prepared to ask.

May we thank each in this group for the patience and the desire to be of such service. At this time we would transfer this contact to another instrument so that we might offer ourselves in the service of answering questions. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We wish at this time to further exercise this channel by offering your questions to him, which shall be for him a new experience and we seek to deepen our contact with this instrument by this means at this time.

Are there any questions?

R: Hatonn, the entity called Sadat—was this entity a wanderer and, if so, from where?

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question. My brother, the entity known to you as Sadat was an entity seeking as do you. We cannot, due to the Law of Free Will, tell you whether or not any in your density is or is not what you term a wanderer, but we may say that the one known as Sadat was aware of Love and Light and was very oriented toward service to others. He was an open receiver and he did much. As an example of one who has begun to strengthen his polarization towards Light, he was however, toward the end of his physical existence, subject to the same influences that have affected others of your world who have or had begun to be an example for others, open to both aspects of Love and Light, and was having difficulties with his polarization, but he is an aware individual such as you seek—correction—are and seek to come more so.

May we answer you further, my brother?

R: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, my brother. Are there any other questions?

E: I’d like to ask you about something that you were just talking about. When people open up to selfless Love, they can appear foolish, and it struck me that there was something very sad about Sadat’s death in that, as an example, when Nasser died, millions of people were mourning in the streets, and there was a tremendous show of sympathy and respect for him, but when Sadat died the ceremonies were closed to the public and there didn’t appear to be more than a few thousand real mourners for his death, and I would like to know if that might be an example of the foolishness that you were talking about?

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(C channeling)

…but were waiting for the clicking of the tape to be …

[The recording tape is blank for a few seconds.]

(C channeling)

…the mourning, for it is a step that all must take, and, in this case, it would seem that the man known as Sadat was a—how you might say—an individual in an area where many are seeking to be collectively one in a territorial type of behavior. He was a man unafraid to do those things that flowed within and throughout him. He was, for the most part, isolated by choice from many of what you would call his countrymen and fellow entities.

In this particular area of your planet there is great fear and apprehension on many people’s parts to fully express their feelings, for in this area—as it seems throughout your planet—people attempt to influence and dominate others through violence and threats thereof. We can assure you that the feelings of many were suppressed because of fear, and say that the mourning, as you term it, was much greater than what you were able to see through your information gathering sources. His was for many people of your planet a great loss, for he was an example to them of what one can accomplish by doing that which is flowing within them as manifested by physical actions. In this case the actions were far-reaching, for he occupied a position on your planet of leadership that affected many. But we wish once again to say that death is not necessarily the time to mourn, for as is taught in many of your religions, it is the next step.

May we answer you further?

E: No, thank you. Thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you. We wish to say that one need not affect many by allowing oneself to flow with that Light within them, but we say that as one shines, that they are seen and that they, by flowing within themselves, touch others, whether they actively seek to do so or not, for we all are Love and Light and the flowing of Love and Light touches all those around those who become aware.

Are there any other questions?

R: Yes. The material that I’ve been hearing tonight is very similar to material that I have heard before. Perhaps the main reason why I came tonight was because of my interest in the new material that is included in the new book, The Law of One, from the social memory complex described as Ra. So, I would like to know what the connection is between what we have been listening to and what is documented in that book?

I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. My brother, ours is but a simple message and will many times seem repetitious, for we deliver a message of Love and Light and seek to encourage the use of meditation as a means of becoming more aware. The material in the book, The Law of One, comes from a source, though part of the Confederation, a different density with somewhat different guidelines which they follow. While we both are limited by the Law of Free Will, or distortion, as it is referred to in the The Law of One book, the source known to you as Ra seeks to compensate for what it sees as mistakes that it made in previous contacts with your planet. The aim of both the book, The Law of One, and our contact is basically the same. While the approach is different, both seek to make those entities of your planet who seek growth more aware of the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. Material that is presented by Ra or the message we seek to convey are aimed at the same end: to aid your planet and the entities upon it in their seeking.

May we answer you further, my brother?

[Inaudible]

M: Hatonn, I’m interested in a concise answer as to how one can protect themselves from being drained when sending energy to others.

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question. My brother, sending of Light to others need not be to you physically draining, for as you know, Light may be conveyed to other entities while in meditation, which is a non-draining activity, for while in meditation the Light flows more freely and a great effort is not necessary to convey Light to another.

May we answer you further?

M: Perhaps. Often in meditations with a group, I will leave a group feeling very, very charged, but in meditations alone I will sometimes come out of a meditation feeling very, very tired. I feel sometimes drained. Is this just my imagination, or is there a way to be drained of energy in meditation?

My brother, I am Hatonn, and am aware of your question. For many who meditate alone, for that matter, within a group, there are times when one may sometimes temporarily, partially, separate themselves from their physical body. This activity, though not necessarily done, as you would say, deliberately, may occur and is draining upon your vital energies. This experience may be avoided, as well as the draining effect, by beginning one’s meditations with some form of centering of your energies, by, in some cases, praying or just the performing of some small ritual to center one’s energies for the purpose intended. By doing this one may avoid the draining that occurs sometimes in meditation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, you’ve answered me now. Thank you.

Hatonn: Thank you, my brother. May we answer another question?

L: Yes. Hatonn, earlier this evening and on a number of other occasions, I’ve felt, I guess you’d call it, access, to a high intensity energy that seemed to be directable. Could you explain to me the source of this energy and how it is I’m tapping into it?

I am Hatonn, and I am aware of your question. My brother, energies that you feel are simply yours flowing and are energies which are always present and available to you. As you have developed and grown through your meditations, these energies are becoming more available to you.

May we answer you further?

L: Yes. As these energies have been dormant for the majority of my life, it seems to me that they’re not necessary for my physical existence. What purpose do they serve, or to what purpose can they be used?

Hatonn: My brother, those energies that you may tap may be used as you wish them to be used, for as with any energy source, he who taps them determines what they shall do with them. Those energies which you are becoming more aware of are there as a means of achieving those things which you wish to achieve.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, I thank you for your help.

Hatonn: We thank you. Is there another question?

[The sound of a cat choking in the kitchen is heard.]

Although the sounds tonight are not quite as pleasant as those of your creatures in nature, we would again be amiss if we merely hung around to listen. So, we will, at this time transfer this contact to the one known as D2 and attempt to end with a few words through him. We are known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you with this instrument. We of Hatonn are …

(W channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. We are greatly pleased with the progress of the new instruments in the room. We encourage each of you to continue in your meditations as often as it is possible for each of you to do so. We bid you adonai, and leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator.

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves from the front yard to a pile in the driveway. Then I put the leaves into three garbage cans.

This afternoon I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the back yard into two piles, and then I covered both of them with a tarp because all of my garbage cans are now filled with leaves.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 29

Black, White And Gray

I am the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this instrument. I greet you in the name of Love and in its full consciousness.

As always, we bring you news of the kingdom, the kingdom which you call heaven, but which is, in fact, the kingdom of true perception. For as you gaze about you within your quotidian days, your rituals and rites of dailiness, you judge and deem the nature of all things in shades of gray.

Yet in the kingdom of heaven are all things Light. The thought of blackness is possible as a supposition but as an actuality, the concept of the mixture of white and black becoming gray is unthinkable, for Light is exclusive to Light, and all things are filled with that Light to the exclusion of any shade or variation.

Thus, at this moment each soul is full of Light, full of life, and full of true perception. Yet your quotidian eyes bring about a curtain of shadow, an illusion which colors action and makes it possible.

Attempt, within your world of gray, as you act, to realize that behind all action there is an absolute reality. Therein lies the strength of faith and thence you may obtain the will to persevere in any circumstance, knowing that true perception shall yield to you the full consciousness of Love and the absolute Lucidity of light.

May peace be yours, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer for the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling today comes from October 4, 1981:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are especially pleased to be able to speak to this group this evening. We pause for a moment while an adjustment is made.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We are again with this instrument. As we were saying, we are always honored to be asked to join your meditations and are privileged to speak our words, humble though they be, to those whose ears and hearts are opened to the message of Love.

My friends, this evening we would say a few words about the perception of Love by entities upon your planet. We would begin by saying that there is no shortage of that commodity, shall we say, of Love. Many times each of this group, we are certain, has wondered if such a thing as Love might actually exist upon this planet, for much seems to be of an inharmonious nature. There seems to be much in the way of contention and strife between peoples, between groups and between nations, and this contention and its manifestation is apparent to all. Many there are among your people who seek in one way or another to speak of love and seem stifled to seek for Love and seem to come away empty. Many there are among your people who seem to experience nothing of the fruits of Love. Many there are among your people whose knowledge of Love seems to begin and end with the self.

My friends, we do not deny that this illusion of contention and strife is quite heavy upon your planet. We see, as we look from our vantage point of the density of Love, and we see each of your people engaged in activities which may be seen from various levels. These activities appear to most on your planet to be struggles for survival and gain for self, but, my friends, we must emphasize that this is an illusion in which you dwell. It is an illusion which has a very important purpose. Each activity, each situation, indeed each thought an entity encounters, serves as catalyst, an ingredient which of itself has no polarity, has no charge, shall we say, but when interacted with by an individual has the capability of allowing that individual to perceive in a variety of manners.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of Love. They began by saying we would say a few words about the perception of Love by entities upon your planet, and we would begin by saying that there is no shortage of that commodity of Love, so many times each of this group has wondered if such a thing as Love might actually exist upon this planet, for much seems to be of an inharmonious nature, for there seems to be much in the way of strife between people, between groups, and between nations, and this strife and its manifestation is apparent to all, so many there are who seek in one way or another to speak of Love and seem stifled to seek for Love and seem to come away empty, but many there are among your people who seem to experience nothing of the fruits of Love, and many there are among your people whose knowledge of Love seems to begin and end with the self. Hatonn went on to say we do not deny that this illusion of strife is heavy upon your planet, for we see, as we look from our vantage point of the density of Love, each of your people engaged in activities which may be seen from various levels, so these activities appear to most on your planet to be struggles for survival and gain for self, but we must emphasize that this is an illusion which has an important purpose, for each situation, and each thought an entity encounters, serves as catalyst which has no polarity, but when interacted with by an individual has the capability of allowing that individual to perceive in a variety of manners. On October 13, 2019, Q’uo described the general nature of catalyst:

My friends, we would suggest that all catalyst may be seen as positive or negative, for it is, in truth, neutral in its own beingness. The choice of each entity as to how the catalyst is used, determines the positive or negative nature of catalyst. Positively oriented entities, then, would look at any catalyst that they come before in their daily round of activities and use it in a manner which could produce positive polarization. Just so, negatively oriented entities may look at any catalyst that comes their way as negatively oriented if they are able to use it to dominate or control another, and thereby increase their own power of service to self. Thus, the catalyst itself is of a neutral nature. Its use, and how it is used, and what it produces, determines whether or not it may be seen to be positive or negative as a result.

Each individual has certain lessons to learn. These lessons will be expressed and pointed out by the reaction which the individual makes as a result of catalyst. Each entity has available to it the full range and power of Love as a response to each situation. You might see each situation with a range of possible responses. At one end we have the concern of the individual for self. At the other end we have Love. An individual will place itself at the proper position within this range of responses: there may be strife; there may be confusion; there may be frustration; there may be momentary acceptance and lapses into anger and then acceptance; there may be indifference; there may be a loving acceptance of the situation and all entities within it.

Always is this acceptance and Love a possibility, and you may yourself look at each situation which you find yourself in, and you may observe in retrospect your response to each situation and you may observe as you consciously seek for Love, understanding, compassion, and forgiveness, that you indeed are slowly, but surely, ever so surely, proceeding along the path of Love. For it has been truly said, that those who seek shall find, that those who knock upon the door of Love shall find that door opened unto them and shall find the bounty of love pouring forth from their very being, for that door upon which you knock is within your heart of hearts, may we say, and as you seek for Love and understanding, each seeking is as a knock upon this door. Each time that you find one more ounce, shall we say, of Love added to the scales of your own response you shall find the balance tipping towards Love. It is not often in your illusion that one finds Love at every turn. It is most often the case that entities discover another part of the range of responses available, but, may we say that Love does make itself available at every turn in your activities, for it is within your own being and therefore, your own grasp.

Hatonn went on to say each individual has lessons to learn that will be pointed out by the reaction which the individual makes as a result of catalyst, for each entity has the power of Love as a response to each situation, so you might see each situation with a range of possible responses, and at one end we have the concern of the individual for the self, and at the other end we have Love, so an individual will place itself at the proper position within this range of responses: there may confusion, and there may be momentary acceptance and lapses into anger and then acceptance, or there may be indifference or a loving acceptance of the situation and all entities within it. Hatonn continued by saying always is this acceptance and Love a possibility, and you may look at each situation which you find yourself in, and you may observe as you consciously seek for Love, understanding, and forgiveness that you are surely proceeding along the path of Love, for it has been said that those who seek shall find, and that those who knock upon the door of Love shall find that door opened unto them and shall find the bounty of Love pouring forth from their being, for that door upon which you knock is within your heart of hearts, and as you seek for Love and understanding, each seeking is as a knock upon this door, so each time that you find one more ounce of Love added to the scales of your own response you shall find the balance tipping towards Love, but it is not often in your illusion that one finds Love at every turn, for it is most often the case that entities discover another part of the range of responses available, but Love does make itself available at every turn in your activities, for it is within your own being. On February 7, 1988, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our heart of hearts:

My brother, your steps may not be easy, but there is much of inner strength that can be gained in times of difficulty, and we recommend the meditation for as long as is necessary to discover where the heart of Love moves you most forcefully and surely at this time, for within your heart of hearts the plan for your life’s pattern which you proposed before this incarnation lies complete, and by intensely seeking this heart of hearts it shall be revealed to you in the way that is most appropriate at this time.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We allowed this instrument to pause for a moment. We shall continue.

We are aware that there are a number of entities present this evening who wish to exercise their beginning abilities to serve as channels. We pass among this group of entities exercising each in turn and making our vibrations available for the familiarizing and vocalizing, if this is acceptable to each entity. We would remind each new channel that the relaxing of the mind and refraining from analysis is most important in this endeavor.

We would, at this time, begin with the one known as R and attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. We will now transfer this contact to the one known as R. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument once again. We feel that we have good contact with the one known as R. If he would simply speak our words which are present in his mind, we would then continue the message that he does perceive. We shall attempt this contact again. We now transfer once again to the one known as R. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. We thank the one known as R for his attempts in transmitting our message. We shall be with him in the future for renewed attempts.

We now move to the one known as S, and if she would relax, we shall now transfer this contact to this instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We feel we have quite a strong contact with the one known as S and would suggest relaxing once again by the expelling of one or two deep breaths for this new instrument. We will attempt once again to make our thoughts available to the one known as S. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am …

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. We thank the one known as S for her efforts in speaking our words. We assure this entity that the words which it was perceiving in its mind were indeed our thoughts, and the simple speaking of the words would continue their flow through this new instrument’s mind. We thank this entity for its great desire, and we shall now pass to the one known as D1. If she would relax and refrain from analysis, we would attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are quite pleased with our contact with this new instrument and shall attempt at a future time to renew and improve this contact. We are aware of the difficulty of vocalizing our thoughts in a large group. We move now to the one known as D2, and shall attempt to transmit our thoughts through this new instrument. If he would relax and refrain from analysis, we shall now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are aware that there is some degree of analysis that is interfering with this contact with this new instrument. We would assure this instrument that our thoughts are being correctly perceived and need only be spoken. We shall attempt this contact once again. We now transfer to the one known as D2. I am Hatonn.

(D2 channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you through this new instrument. We are pleased with the progress of the instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am once again with this instrument. May we thank the one known as D2 for his efforts in transmitting our thoughts. We are most pleased with this new instrument’s progress this evening and look forward to making our contact available to each of the new instruments at what you would call future meditations.

We are always most gratified by those of your people who seek to serve in this manner, for thusly do we find more and more entities willing and able to share our message of Love and Light, and by this service to the one Creator are all lifted into that Love and Light. We also wish to express our gratitude to each of those in this group who have given the service of patience while we work with the new instruments. We cannot thank each here enough for this service. We would now open this meditation to the questions if any present would have the queries that are seeking an answer which we may humbly provide. Are there any questions at this time?

D: First of all, I’d like to thank you for your patience with us who try to channel, and my first question is the obvious one, it being my first channeling experience. Was the contact I was receiving—or were the words I was vocalizing a genuine contact, or was I making those up as I went along?

I am Hatonn. My brother, may we say your vocalization of our words was completely correct. It may seem to new instruments that the thoughts which are perceived within the mind are the thoughts of the instrument itself. We are aware of this phenomenon and assure each new instrument that though it may seem the manufacture of words comes from the instrument, there is indeed a transmission taking place, and it is of a fine or ephemeral, shall we say, nature. This transmission shall become more easily accomplished as the instrument is exercised time and again and shall become much easier to, shall we say, perceive as a transmission of our thoughts in your future.

May we answer your further, my brother?

D: No, that subject [inaudible]. Thank you very much. I have one other question, and I’ll stop taking up your time. Our scientists have discovered a great void in the Universe as is visible from this planet, a void—an area of the universe totally void of any apparent galaxies, of stars, of anything at all. It’s highly unusual, at least for the way that we visualize the universe. Could you comment on this?

I am Hatonn. My brother, there are many, shall we say, unusual situations throughout the one infinite Creation of the Creator. Unusual to many upon your plane, but not so unusual to those who have expanded, shall we say, their field of vision from microscope and telescope to the vision within. The area of which you speak of as a void may also be looked at with other eyes. Each area or part of the creation is as a being and may be looked upon as a living being of one kind or another. Such voids, as they have been described by your scientists, may be seen to be quite advanced beings existing in the octave density, shall we say, and existing in a manner which we ourselves do not completely understand or even approach in understanding. That all such areas are beings is without a doubt, in our own way of thinking. Just what the nature of the existence of such beings is, we may say we share your ignorance.

May we answer you further, my brother?

D: No, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

M: Yes, I have a question. Perhaps, Hatonn, you can teach me something. In the Ra works, we look at service-to-self versus the service of others and how an entity grows on each path. I see some conflicts for the service-to-others type forming in a competitive leadership role. I see a very strong service-of-self influence in that type of situation. Is there anything you can teach me that would help me avoid the service-of-self influence and a leadership role?

I am Hatonn. We are aware of your question, my brother, and would attempt to be of service by saying that the range of opportunities available to such an entity in what you might call a leadership role is quite wide and does include that which may be called the service-to-self possibility, but does also include, as we mentioned in our opening message, the possibility of service to others and the full reflection of the experience of Love.  

It is, my brother, quite the position to decide what the purpose and the means of putting the purpose into motion shall be for leadership, for leadership of itself does not necessarily imply contention with others against others or in any way imply a disharmonious being within the entity expressing and exercising the leadership. Each position, each role that an entity finds itself in upon your planet has this full range of possibilities available in its exercise. We would simply suggest that to focus upon the role alone is to focus upon the mechanics of the experience and not the heart of the experience. The heart of the experience lies within the entity, within the experience. It is up to each entity to determine what shall be the purpose of the action, what shall be the purpose of the being. How shall Love be sought? How shall Love be expressed? How shall Love be shared? There is no experience upon your planet that does not offer the possibility of the expression of Love.

M asked: “In the Ra works, we look at service-to-self versus the service of others and how an entity grows on each path. I see some conflicts for the service-to-others type forming in a competitive leadership role. I see a very strong service-of-self influence in that type of situation. Is there anything you can teach me that would help me avoid the service-of-self influence and a leadership role?” Hatonn replied by saying that the range of opportunities available to such an entity in a leadership role is wide and includes the service-to-self possibility, but it also includes the possibility of service to others and the full reflection of the experience of Love. Then Hatonn said it is the decision as to what the purpose and the means of putting the purpose into motion shall be, for leadership does not imply contention with others against others or in any way imply a disharmonious being within the entity exercising leadership, for each role that an entity finds itself in upon your planet has this full range of possibilities available in its exercise, so we would suggest that to focus upon the role alone is to focus upon the mechanics of the experience and not the heart of the experience, for the heart of the experience lies within the entity and the experience, so it is up to each entity to determine what shall be the purpose of the action, what shall be the purpose of the being, and: “How shall Love be sought? How shall Love be expressed? How shall Love be shared?”  So Hatonn said there is no experience upon your planet that does not offer the possibility of the expression of Love. On May 4, 1986, L/Leema spoke of the nature of the expression of Love:

The degree to which pain of the experience accompanies the experience is the degree to which, we would suggest, that the mind has formed the boundaries within which Love is allowed to express, for if there are no conditions or boundaries to the expression of Love, there can be no pain accompanying the loss of such Love, for there will be no loss.

The Love of which we speak is that which exists in all events, and, indeed, is the creative force that moves all entities and events. Thus, the condition of the romantic form or approximation of love is one which, shall we say, has tapped a certain path or channel to Love and which forms certain boundaries within which the Love may express. The boundaries are of mental construction and are not necessary except for the learning of certain lessons having to do with what may be seen both as a limitation of Love from the universal point of view, or perhaps the expansion of love from the personal point of view.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: No, thank you.

Hatonn: Again, may we thank you. Is there another question at this time?

L: Hatonn, I had an experience several years ago where while sleeping I received some very, very vivid images that I had assumed were recollections of past lives here on this planet. Is that or is that not correct?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we must apologetically refrain from answering this query, for we find that by so doing we would be, shall we say, robbing you of your own efforts in the seeking for the answer.

May we aid you in another way, my brother?

L: Within the limitations of your service could you give me information on the following problem? I seem to have recollections of previous lives on this planet, yet during a recent regression, recollected an immediately prior existence on a different planet. Can you give me any information that might help me balance this?

I am Hatonn. My brother, in this area, we may speak in general and say that it is not unusual for an entity who seeks a certain type of information to experience in what you call regressive hypnosis an experience of a lifetime in which this type of information was contained. The lifetime may or may not have been the immediately previous …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. As we were saying, the nature and the strength of the seeking of a certain type of material within the mind are the determining factors for what shall be recalled upon the experience of that known to you as regressive hypnosis. You have had an experience of this nature, and you have received a certain type of information. You may ascertain by the efforts of your own seeking in this area whether you have recalled that which was previous to this life or which was more removed.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. In either of the situations I described, is it possible I received input from another individual’s experiences?

I am Hatonn. My brother, we are somewhat fettered by the reality that all things are possible. We can only say in this instance that the possibility is somewhat slight.

May we answer you further?

L: No, and I thank you for your service.

I am Hatonn. We are most grateful, as well, for your own. Is there another question at this time?

Carla: I’d like to ask a question which you may not be able to answer. In doing the Ra contact work we’ve run up against an anomaly, and, to the best of our intuition, it seems that we need to add an aspect of a sacramental ritual of some sort to the preparation for contact and for protection. Can you in any way confirm this?

I am Hatonn. My sister, we can speak in no way upon this matter. Can we be of service in any other way?

Carla: It’s nice having you around.

I am Hatonn. Our pleasure is immense at the invitation to join this group in any manner, and we thank you as well. May we answer another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. We shall at this time transfer this contact to another instrument for a closing thought. I am Hatonn.

(L channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument. It is our pleasure and our privilege to be of service to those who strive for greater awareness. We are humbly grateful for this opportunity, for unlike many of our brothers and sisters of the Federation who serve, we have been blessed with the opportunity to serve those aware of our presence and able to share with us their Love of one another and of the universe which contains them, and being a portion of the latter, we are the grateful recipients of that immense gift. My brothers, my sisters, we of Hatonn thank you and ask only that if there be a situation in your daily lives in which we may be of service, however small, however brief, however insignificant, that you would call upon us that we may, with gratitude, in some way return the wonderful gift that you have given us.

In the Love and the Light of the Creator, I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Nona, and I am with this instrument. We come tonight in answer to a strong calling for our specialty of healing.

[Carla channels a song from Nona.]

This morning I went outside and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves from the north side of the driveway into a pile in the driveway. Then I put the leaves into ten garbage cans for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed and cat food. My second stop was at PNC Bank where I made a cash withdrawal. My third stop was at Kroger’s where I bought three bottles of sugar free Mango juice and two large Quiche containers. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some more food for myself. My fifth stop was at AutoZone where I bought two small containers of 50:1, 2-cycle engine oil. My last stop was at Walgreen’ Drug Store where I bought some Kleenex, some 4-gal. trash bags, and I picked up a prescription of Mupirocin.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

November 28

Contemplate Freedom

I am the voice of Him who comes in the name of Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

How many things are before each of you today, things that seem to be cages, traps, limitations, and limiters of freedom?

This day, let us contemplate freedom. For what is it to be free?

To be free is to be that entity which realizes itself an actor, an heir of Christ and a child of the Creator, an affirmative and utterly free sensibility and consciousness.

The outer details and conditions of this day need have veritably no relevancy to your self-concept of the joy of freedom. For if, in your heart and in your mind, you are free to think, and to choose, and to act, then you have found the greater portion of Love. For you are then able to act, to Love, to comfort, and to seek to understand.

Use the freedom that is yours affirmatively, not against or in spite of people or conditions, but moving always straight as the arrow to its mark, knowing, feeling and being free: free to Love, free to understand, and free to console. And as you console, so shall you be comforted.

The spirit of Jesus Christ is with you always in Love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.