I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from April 21, 1985:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are very pleased to be with you this evening. We have enjoyed listening to your conversation and we have enjoyed those questions and comments that each has offered the other.

My friends, when we speak to you through instruments such as this one, we are also offered the opportunity of joining in such a conversation and in your seeking for truth as you call it. We cannot tell you how privileged we feel to be able to speak with you in this manner, for though words are most inadequate to describe those deeper feelings and motivations that the seeker shares with all other seekers, yet words are most direct in the communication of thoughts between two entities. We, through words, may speak those concepts which may have some meaning in your daily experience, whereas if we were not able to utilize words, we would need to wait until you called in a fashion which would allow us to, perhaps, provide inspirational thought, the vivid dream, or the moment’s hunch that affirmed a thought, for in these manners we are frequently able to answer the call of an entity and provide the feeling of inspiration or protection that the entity sought. With words we may attempt in our humble fashion to clothe those concepts in such a way that the message is brought into a somewhat sharper focus.

Again, my friends, we thank you for allowing this phenomenon to occur. Yet we ask, as always, that each take only those words we speak which have value in the personal journey of seeking and that each leave any word or concept that we may speak which does not seem to have that value. As you spoke this evening, you were manifesting the means by which seekers of truth have from ages long past been able to accelerate their own journey of seeking; that is, you have shared yourselves, your thoughts, your experiences, your opinions in a way which has offered to others the harvest, shall we say, of your lives to this point. When one offers such a gift to another, it is an enhancement of the seeking of each for that gift to be offered, for each of you, being the one Creator and having chosen in this particular incarnation to express some facet or facets of the one Creator in your own way, have therefore a great deal which to offer another.

In this session Hatonn spoke about our spiritual journey. They began by saying when we speak to you through instruments such as this one, we are offered the opportunity of joining in a conversation and in your seeking for truth, and we cannot tell you how privileged we feel to be able to speak with you in this manner, for though words are inadequate to describe deeper feelings that the seeker shares with other seekers, yet words are direct in the communication of thoughts between two entities, so through words we may speak concepts which may have some meaning in your daily experience, whereas if we were not able to utilize words, we would need to wait until you called in a fashion which would allow us to provide an inspirational thought, the vivid dream, or the moment’s hunch that affirmed a thought, for in these manners we are able to answer the call of an entity and provide the feeling of inspiration or protection that the entity sought, for with words we may attempt to clothe those concepts in such a way that the message is brought into a sharper focus. Hatonn went on to say we thank you for allowing this phenomenon to occur, yet we ask that each takes only those words we speak which have value in the personal journey of seeking and that each leave any word that we may speak which does not seem to have that value, for as you spoke this evening, you were manifesting the means by which seekers of truth have from ages long past been able to accelerate their journey of seeking by sharing yourselves in a way which has offered to others the harvest of your lives to this point since when one offers such a gift to another, it is an enhancement of the seeking of each for that gift to be offered, for each of you, being the one Creator and having chosen in this particular incarnation to express some facets of the one Creator in your own way have a great deal which to offer another. On March 4, 2017, Q’uo explained how our seeking for truth can affect the world around us:

The strength of the polarization of each entity may be illustrated by the strength or, shall we say, density of the aura, in its ability to express the various qualities of each energy center. The individual vibratory level or aura of each seeker of truth, then adds unto the group’s ability to express Light in an organized fashion, that is an upward spiraling line of Light, that your seeking for truth expresses in a combined fashion, and that is what we were speaking of when we described the tower of Light that we are aware of when we approach this group, having been called by it, to address a query of its concern, and fashion a response to that concern.

The ability of each seeker and of each such group of Light, such as this one, to affect the planetary consciousness is significant, for as entities are able to balance mind, body, and spirit, and their expression within the energy centers, this lightens the planetary vibration itself, which has, for thousands of your years been degraded, shall we say, in its vibratory level due to the tendency towards your peoples to engage in bellicose activities. Thus, you are able to affect this lower, or denser, baser, energy expression, by the quality of your own seeking that is reflected in your auras, and in your various energy centers which make up the aura.

Often it is felt among seekers that a great deal of time and effort has been spent in a wasted fashion, for the attempt to measure the progress is made again and again and again and seems to come up short. Seekers often become disheartened when they do not see clear and unmistakable markings or milestones upon their paths. It is at some point in each seeker’s journey, then, a common phenomenon that the seeker will feel the efforts have failed and have been wasted. At this point it is often easy for the seeker to decide that such a seeking is foolish, for there is no way of knowing what progress has been made.

Yet, when you gather in a group such as this one and others, you can in your own sharing of experience discover that you are much like all others. You seek to know the nature of your reality, the nature of your own being, the purpose for your being in this reality, and your means by which you move and learn in this illusion. You see that no seeker who is honest about his own journey has any surer knowledge than do you, for each moves in the same illusion, the one in which there seems to be great separation and disharmony, and each seeker attempts to learn from that experience which is placed before it. Each seeker also feels that there has been more failure than success, for no seeker has the clear vision to see through the illusion and beyond the illusion for but a short moment, though glimpses of such are offered to many. All who remain within this illusion are subject to its power.

Then Hatonn said often it is felt among seekers that a great deal of time and effort has been spent in a wasted fashion, for the attempt to measure the progress is made, and it seems to come up short, so seekers become disheartened when they do not see clear milestones upon their paths, for it is at some point in each seeker’s journey that a common phenomenon will be that the efforts have failed and have been wasted, but at this point it is easy for the seeker to decide that such a seeking is foolish, for there is no way of knowing what progress has been made. Then Hatonn said when you gather in a group such as this one, you can discover that you are like all others because you seek to know the nature of your own being, and your means by which you move and learn in this illusion, but you see that no seeker who is honest about their journey has any surer knowledge than do you, for each moves in the same illusion, the one in which there seems to be great separation and disharmony, and each seeker attempts to learn from that experience which is placed before it, yet each seeker feels that there has been more failure than success, for no seeker has the clear vision to see beyond the illusion for but a short moment, though glimpses of such are offered to many, and all who remain within this illusion are subject to its power. On October 4, 1992, Q’uo spoke about nature of the third-density illusion:

In most cases of unintended exit of the physical vehicle, the finer bodies carrying the consciousness are within the same illusion, or, depending on the vibratory patterns of the individual, there may be the precise location which one enjoys in the third density, but the out-of-body experience may be in fourth density. This still appears to the consciousness senses as a normal, solid, seemingly third-density illusion, and though the electrical nature of energies between people is far more apparent, nonetheless the work which might be done in this out-of-body environment is no more or less effectual in creating new polarity than experiences within the third-density physical vehicle.

The power of your illusion, my friends, is to provide you with the one Creator in a form which seems to be other than the one Creator, a form which seems to be other than Love, other than Wisdom, and other than unity, joy, peace, and compassion. The power of your illusion is to, shall we say, persuade you that there may be that which is not Love, that which is not the Creator, that which is not whole, perfect, and balanced. Yet the seeker, as you have discovered in your sharing of experience, can find within any experience the wholeness and Love of the one Creator if the effort is made in a sufficient degree and with the purity of will that each is developing. As you talk amongst yourselves, you discover the one Creator residing in a greater portion of your existence, for you discover that each has had the experiences that might be described as difficult, even traumatic, and yet you will find the inspiration of those who have through their own efforts learned great lessons from such experiences. You then can look within your own experience and discover the same opportunities have been placed there for you and that you have to a greater or lesser degree also discovered them in some fashion.

As we observe conversations such as the one you shared before this meditation began, we are pleased to find that each has shared the heart of its own being in a fashion unique to itself. For, my friends, Love is always and ever the same; it is one thing. Yet there are many, many ways of perceiving and expressing that Love. Each of you in your experiences in your daily round of activities express and experience that same Love in a unique fashion. You add another hue to the infinite colors of the experience of the one Creator. You thereby glorify the one Creator in all as you in your own individual fashion move through your daily experience, and as you share those experiences with your fellow seekers you enhance their own journeys as their experiences enhance yours as well.

Hatonn continued by saying the power of your illusion is to provide you with the one Creator in a form which seems to be other than the one Creator’s Love and Wisdom, for the power of your illusion is to persuade you that there may be that which is not Love or the Creator, yet the seeker can find within any experience the wholeness and Love of the one Creator if the effort is made in the purity of will that each is developing, for as you talk amongst yourselves you discover the one Creator residing in a portion of your existence, for you discover that each has had difficult experiences, and you will find the inspiration of those who have learned lessons from such experiences, so you can look within your experience and discover the same opportunities have been placed there for you, and you also discovered them in some fashion. Now Hatonn said we are pleased to find that each has shared the heart of its being in a fashion unique to itself, for Love is always one thing, yet there are many ways of perceiving and expressing that Love, and each of you in your experiences in your daily round of activities experience that same Love in an unique fashion, so you add another hue to the infinite colors of the experience of the one Creator, for you glorify the one Creator in all as you in your fashion move through your daily experience, and as you share those experiences with your fellow seekers you enhance their own journeys as their experiences enhance yours as well. On January 7, 2008, Q’uo described one way to express Love:

How have you Loved them, perhaps you wonder. And yet we assure you, my sister, that you have Loved them very well. And you continue to Love them very well with all of your heart. Perhaps you feel you have been imperfect in expressing that Love. And yet you have always given your very best and your highest to them, and this is your hope at this time in continuing.

Consequently, we say to you that the spiritual principle involved is that of service to others. You have taken entities that made an agreement with you, before either of you came into incarnation, that you would have this special relationship. And you have done, and you continue to do, your best to offer them all the Love in your heart. Your greatest gift to them is this simple unconditional Love.

You are as the many portions or cells of the mind of the one Creator that begin the communication which make many cells one. You gain the knowledge of others, and they gain yours. The One comes to know the One in a myriad of fashions. We applaud your incarnations and your experiences, no matter how mundane they may seem at the moment; they are yours; they are unique to you. They hold the wholeness and the perfection of the one Creator, thus through each experience at each opportunity you have before you the wholeness of the one Creator awaiting your discovery. There are layers and levels to each experience: the seeming negative rests upon the outer; the mundane, slightly below; as you continue to move to the deeper levels, you find the nature of the experience approaches that that we have described love. The one Creator awaits at the heart of each experience. How deeply shall you delve, my friends? How carefully shall you search each day’s experience? The choice is yours. You may search and dig as deeply as you choose from one moment to the next. There are no requirements that any make upon you for how deeply you shall dig, other than those that you make upon yourself. You do, indeed, have the complete free will to choose what you shall learn, and how well you shall learn it. We salute you in your choices, for they are the choices of the one Creator.

Now Hatonn said you are as the cells of the mind of the Creator that begin the communication which make many cells one, and you gain the knowledge of others, and they gain yours, so the One comes to know the One in a myriad of fashions, for we applaud your experiences, no matter how mundane they may seem at the moment since they are uniquely yours, yet they hold the perfection of the one Creator, and through each experience that you have before you the wholeness of the one Creator is awaiting your discovery, and there are levels to each experience: the negative rests upon the outer; the mundane, slightly below, so as you continue to move to the deeper levels you find the nature of the experience approaches Love where the one Creator awaits at the heart of each experience, and: “How deeply shall you delve, my friends? How carefully shall you search each day’s experience?” Now Hatonn said the choice is yours, for you may search and dig as deeply as you choose from one moment to the next, but there are no requirements that any make upon you for how deeply you shall dig, other than those that you make upon yourself, for you have free will to choose what you shall learn, and how well you shall learn it, so we salute you in your choices, for they are the choices of the one Creator. On November 19, 2016, Q’uo said that we have free will:

My friends, this is an illusion, your third-density experience, but it is an illusion with a purpose. It is not mere misdirection or misrepresentation. It is an opportunity, my friends, for you to polarize more positively in your seeking of the One Creator all about you, within you, without you, within every other soul with whom you share this planetary influence. This is not an easy task, my friends, it is one which requires great dedication upon each level of your being. You have within you the power to decide. You have free will. How to exercise this free will is your question.

With each situation that you approach, and which approaches you, or times such as the one which you now experience, it seems that you have been approached by that which is most difficult, disharmonious, and most distasteful. And yet we tell you, my friends, that there are truly no mistakes. This is not just a convenient saying or a cop-out for refusing to face an unpleasant truth. There can be no mistakes because there is only one Creator. There are not two powers in this universe, there is not good and evil, for there is only the Creator in various aspects.

At this time, as we observe those who have gathered this evening, we find that it would be appropriate to attempt to speak through each instrument present, for those present desire to serve by means of providing vocal channels for thoughts such as ours. We would, therefore, remind each new instrument that the analysis of our thoughts is neither necessary nor helpful at this process, and we would suggest the forgetting of the analysis that it might be better saved for later, and that each might then speak whatever thought appears within the mind and speak freely after having provided the challenge to assure the self that the surrender to another source is the surrender to a positive source. We are happy to answer your challenges, and we are honored to be invited to speak through each instrument.

We would at this time transfer this contact to the one known as N, if this instrument would relax and speak our thoughts. We now transfer this contact. I am Haton.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. It is said that he who travels on a distant journey sometimes must forfeit considerations for a peaceful, nontraumatic existence. It is not for the entity to judge what is correct or incorrect. The entity must decide on its own what is free choice. Free choice is reserved for those entities that are seeking on your plane. It is inconceivable that one on your plane would know all the answers. It appears to be enough that even minute answers are obtained… I thank you Hatonn, but I think I’ve become too analytical. Please transfer to either Jim or J.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument once again. We are overjoyed that we have been able to speak those words through the new instrument known as N. Those concepts which we attempted to express through this new instrument were not particularly easy concepts to perceive, and we congratulate the one known as N in his progress in vocal channeling. We are greatly honored to be able to utilize a new instrument such as the one known as N. At this time we would attempt to speak a few words through the one known as J. If this instrument would also relax and refrain from the analysis and speak those words and thoughts that it perceives within its mind, we might also then be able to speak through this instrument. We now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(J channeling)

Welcome. I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Light and in the Love. It… Thank you.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are with this instrument once again. Welcome, indeed, to the new instrument known as J. We are most happy to have been able to speak a few words through this new instrument, and we encourage the one known as J in its efforts to refrain from analysis. It is most difficult, we know, to refrain from analyzing that which seems to be originating within one’s own mind, yet from another source without, shall we say. Yet each new instrument will find that as it is able to step aside, shall we say, and to remove the analyzing portion of the mind, that the process of receiving and speaking our thoughts is greatly enhanced. This is a skill which each shall develop with practice. We are honored to be asked to aid you in your practice, and shall be with you again in this capacity.

At this time, we shall take our leave of this group and this instrument that our brothers and sisters of Latwii might provide their service of attempting to answer those queries which each may provide. We, as always, leave you in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you also in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are honored as well to be asked to join your group this evening. We are always overjoyed to be able to provide voice to thoughts that may communicate with another portion of the Creator in yet another fashion. May we then begin with the first query of the evening?

N: Yes, I have a number of questions, but I’ve often been wondering, what language “Adonai vasu borragus,” or the terminating words that Hatonn and you, Latwii use, what language it is, and what is the interpretation of it, besides “God.” I’m sure Adonai is God or the Creator.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The words of which you speak are words which are taken from what has been called by some upon your planet a solar language, that known as the Solex Mal. These words are those which fellow seekers might leave other seekers, expressing those concepts which each seeks within its life, that is, the one Creator, the Love and the Light of that one Creator, and the unity which binds all as One. The words may be taken to mean in general, “In the name of the One, Its Love and Its Light, we leave you, we salute and we are with you.”

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Yes. Thank you very much for that definition. Was the word, “Adonoi” or “Adonai” channeled to the Hebrews as that of the Lord God the Creator?

Latwii: I am aware of your query, my brother. There have been various cultures upon your planet in your past, as you call it, who have received various, shall we say, words of power in response to their call, shall we say. These vibrations which compose the Hebrew language and the vibrations which compose the Sanskrit language are those vibrations which are quite close in many instances to a more pure and less distorted expression of the concepts of unity of Love and of Light and these languages, as do others in a lesser degree, contain what may be seen as mathematical relationships that embody certain key concepts within the evolutionary process.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, then, thank you very much. But, the word “Adonai,” then, is many, many eons or multiple centuries older than we have any interpretation or I have any interpretation of, is that correct?

I am Latwii, and this is quite correct, my brother, for this particular language was, shall we say, given upon your planet within the Hebrew race by those which answered the call of this race, therefore the language is from a source other than your own planetary influence.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you very much again. I had many questions to ask, but I have sort of a personal consideration, since Hatonn was so familiar with our discussions earlier in the evening, I had really asked—I hadn’t asked anything personal, but in the past life regression that I had, I was on a planet that had several suns, a larger one and a smaller one and four or five moons, as well as no people or plants other than grass. Could you say what kind of catastrophe happened that eliminated them or is this a valid consideration?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that the experience of which you speak was one which was drawn through the roots of your own personal unconsciousness or subconscious mind in a fashion which was meant to be symbolic to your conscious mind. Much, therefore, needs to be seen in another light, shall we say. There might be more to be gained by looking at the symbolic nature of the experience rather than looking too specifically at those images which were presented to the conscious mind.

In this particular experience you have, shall we say, a solitary view of that incarnation, and in that particular view the experience was presented in a fashion to lack fellow beings. We feel that we have extended our response to the limits offered by your own free will.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No. I was just a bit disturbed by why I was so sad, and I was crying during the hypnotic regression, because all the other entities seemed to have been gone, and that I was all alone and that there was no one else there, and that’s primarily the reason why I asked that. I didn’t know whether—is there another planet, or is that our choice of free will, the name of the planet?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. There are many within the creation who within the third-density illusion do not utilize the naming concept, for their means of communication has not moved from that which you call telepathic. When one is able to communicate in the so-called telepathic manner, the naming of portions of the experience is not as necessary as when telepathy has been greatly removed from the means available for communication. As words are utilized in the spoken fashion common to your planet at this time, there is the natural tendency, then, towards the naming. Therefore, the experience which you have recalled is one which is difficult to tag, shall we say, with names, for it was not of that nature.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I don’t know whether I understood all of the considerations for the telepathic communication, but I assume that you’re referring to the fact that I was communicating with a prior life and that I was a third-density individual. Is that so? Or entity?

I am Latwii, and we find that your assumption is correct in its foundation, yet to carry it further within that experience which was recalled, the means of communication was more towards the telepathic and less towards the naming, therefore your planetary influence was not known by name.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Only the fact that—are you referring to the fact that I was a third-density individual at that time, and was that the last life? Last incarnation, excuse me.

I am Latwii, and we feel that we are aware of your query. Please requestion if we have not responded in a fashion which is satisfactory. We may suggest that your assumption of the third density as the density of this remembrance is correct. We feel it inappropriate to answer as to whether this remembrance was that immediately preceding your current incarnation, for this would be removing an opportunity which is available presently to you to, shall we say, solve this riddle for yourself, for it contains a greater possibility of providing food for your spiritual journey.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I have many questions about other areas, but I think I should allow J an opportunity to ask first.

J: Thank you, N. Is Latwii tired, or is he all right to answer more questions?

I am Latwii, and we always are energetically available for answering queries. The instruments through which we speak, though, from time to time do become fatigued, for we tend to use a number of words to express concepts. We find, however, that this instrument is also energetically available for queries. May we attempt your query?

J: Yes. I’d like to know more about you, Latwii. Were you ever in human form?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We of Latwii, in our evolutionary progress, have experienced the third density which you now inhabit. Our experience of that particular density was one which utilized a vehicle which was in many ways similar to your own as it was also bipedal and erect. We were, however, enough dissimilar in our general bodily configuration, and especially in the area of the, shall we say, cranium, that we would appear quite different from any of your races currently inhabiting your planet.

May we answer you further?

J: Yeah. What did you look like?

I am Latwii, and though we find this information is not, shall we say, very helpful upon your own spiritual path, it is somewhat harmless. We of Latwii were somewhat larger in shape in the area of the frontal lobes, extending to the occipital lobes. This, shall we say, protrusion of the skull area was for the purpose of containing a brain which was of a slightly larger portion than your own. Our eyes were also somewhat larger and darker. We had smaller appendages in the location of your ears, for our ability to…

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. We were lacking most of the appendage that you call the ear, for our utilization of the spoken word was far less than your people utilize. Our communication, therefore, was of the telepathic nature. Our arms and legs were, shall we say, somewhat less developed than your own, and were of a thinner and more delicate nature, for we were able to utilize the powers of our mind to a greater proportion than are most of your own populations. Our physical vehicle, therefore, was more frail and delicate.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Well, this isn’t for my spiritual growth, but I’m fascinated. Can I continue on, or would you rather I stop?

I am Latwii, and we are happy to attempt to answer queries of this nature, but may respond in more general terms than perhaps you would desire, for we do not wish to focus undue attention upon our own selves. We are messengers.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Well, okay, I’m fascinated. I’d like to know more, but I’ll get off it. Tell me about the aura colors. I’ve noticed that Hatonn mentioned colors. Would you like to comment something on that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find two concepts within this query. Those of Hatonn spoke of colors in relation to the experiences which each seekers offers that are unique in their nature. This uniqueness was approached in description by those of Hatonn by the expression of colors, unique experiences being then additional colors. The aura of which you speak is, however, another subject and has colors of another nature, yet there is a relation between the experiences of an entity and the colors of the auric energy field which surrounds each entity. As you are aware, each energy center may be correlated to a color of your known spectrum, red through violet, and when an entity is utilizing any particular experience which comes before its notice, it may utilize one or more of these energy centers, thereby causing a more brilliant expression of color to be manifested at those centers being utilized. This expression of color, then, moves within the auric field and may be read by those who can partake in the discerning of these finer energies.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Yes. Yes, he also spoke about incarnations. How do we find about our past lives unless we are regressed?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. For the most part, it is not the purpose of an entity according to its own choice to remember previous, as you call them, incarnations or patterns of experience during the current incarnation, in order that the current incarnation might be kept pure, shall we say. When an entity attempts to remember a previous incarnation, this then becomes a possibility and may be pursued in a number of fashions.

Regressive hypnosis, as it has been called amongst your people, is the most popular means of partially penetrating the veil of forgetting which separates the conscious from the unconscious mind. An entity may also utilize the dreaming state for such remembering, utilizing the brain and the mind which moves through it to program a remembering of previous experiences. Meditation is also a means by which an entity may move itself or its conscious focus to a time previous to its current incarnation. This technique, however, is one which requires a great deal more skill than the two previously mentioned techniques.

Even greater skill is required for the conscious remembering or putting together the memories of previous incarnation, yet there are some few upon your planet who have been able to do this. This faculty is usually one which is aided by the entity’s remembering such experiences from an early time within the current incarnation and having them as, shall we say, friends, which have always been with the entity and which move through the veil of forgetting with the entity.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: No. I think I’ll… How’s the instrument doing?

I am Latwii, and we find that the instrument still is able to provide the necessary energy for queries. May we answer further?

J: Well, I do have a few more questions, but I’ll turn it over to N.

N: Well, now I’ve got some questions to follow J’s. Thank you very much, Latwii. About the aura. The chakras, then, help determine the auric range, and does the aura extend as we have been told, twenty-five feet around a person so that others may see it that have that capability, and did I understand you to say that if certain chakras aren’t balanced, then one chakra may add a significant red or yellow or orange glow, when otherwise it… Well, I don’t really understand how I’m asking the question. But the chakras do influence the aura?

I am Latwii and am aware of your queries, my brother. To begin, the thickness, shall we say, of the auric energy field about any entity is variant and unique to each entity. There are various portions of the aura which are discernible to those with the finer sight that extend for even greater distances than the twenty-five feet which you have mentioned. The activity within any chakra or energy center lends a hue or coloration to a certain portion of the auric field. There is a portion of each entity’s aura which records and illustrates the entity’s unique balance between mind, body, and spirit. This portion of an entity’s aura, therefore, is that portion which those known as healers may read in order to ascertain the relative health, as you would call it, of any particular entity.

May we answer you further?

N: Do these healers read by sight or by intuition, the chakras?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. A healer who is able to see the auric energy patterns then reads the aura by the sight so that various colors and configurations of colors are translated as representing the balances between the energy centers and these balances being expressed in mind, body, and spirit. There are healers who are able to ascertain this same information by the intuitional means which you also have mentioned.

To be able to read an aura in any fashion is a great aid to any who would serve as the healer, for not only may those imbalances which may be in need of the balancing or healing be read, but also the healer may become more aware of the process of balancing and healing as it is occurring, and may be able then to allow the healing process to continue for the appropriate length of what you call time, and may also be able to alter or adjust the energies as they form their new and more balanced configuration.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you very much. Can we as individuals balance our chakras within a relatively given limit with simple considerations, or must we have others do it?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Indeed, each seeker must balance its own energy patterns and chakra configuration. When one known as a healer aids in this process, it is much as though the magnifying glass has been provided to a situation which is always and ever being completed or undertaken, shall we say, by the seeker. In all cases the balancing or the healing is a product of the will and the faith of the one to be healed. The healer lends its abilities to intensify this process to the one to be healed.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, just one more question that refers to the previous incarnation in which Latwii was in third density form. I seemed to get a mental picture before it was described, and I just wondered if the form of movement that Latwii referred to was psychokinesis rather than muscular energy, and I would also like to know if those of third density from which Latwii originated at that particular point are still in existence, and how many years ago it was, in our time sequence.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We of Latwii have moved from that experience, and though there are others who inhabit vehicles similar to those which we inhabited, they are of their own identity as we are of ours. The portion of time which has removed itself since our experience in that third density is a portion which is great in your measure, and yet is mostly meaningless, for a great portion of our experience since third density has been in realms which are, as you would call them, timeless. Therefore, the interpretation and translation of time is most misleading but can be roughly put at a great many million of your years.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, only the other question about a method of movement. Was it a form of psychokinesis or the ability to move by brain power?

I am Latwii and am aware of that portion of the previous query which we had neglected to respond to. We were able to move both by manual appendage motion as you are familiar with, and by a means of levitation which those of the contact known as Sirius were also able to manifest in the contact with those of your planet in the location of Pascagoula, Mississippi, in 1973.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Is levitation, or what you might convert to brain power, the same as what we would consider as psychokinesis—were able to move—I understood that you could move manually but that your appendages were very frail and could not do great things. I assume that you’re referring to the incident in 1973 where the entities did visit the people on the river or shore by levitation, but is not levitation similar to psychokinesis, or is—I perhaps am referring to the method of our ability to move, but perhaps levitation is an accentuation of psychokinesis, but still by brain power pushing against or holding you up?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may define levitation as perhaps being psychokinesis applied to the self. This is a rough definition and lacks the necessary refinement that one would need in order to utilize such a faculty. We may also add that the mind is that portion of the entity which is utilized rather than the brain. The brain is much as the pipe which allows the water to flow through it in such and such a fashion.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: I’m sorry, I meant the mind—I’m confused. Only one other question, and then I’m sure J has some more. And that is, the entities that visited in Pascagoula, Mississippi, in 1973, were they of the Orion group, and what was their purpose in being here?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We shall attempt a short response to this query, though there is more information available in the source that has come to be known as the Ra material. These entities of the Sirius influence were third-density entities who had evolved from second-density forms of life that might be likened unto your own trees. These entities, therefore, of this derivation of physical vehicle experienced their lives in a fashion which you would liken to meditation. Therefore, in order to balance this experience that was greatly peaceful and centered, they found the need to explore movement and action of all kinds and chose those known as Charley Hixson and Calvin Parker for their experiences in what you would call bellicose action or war, and viewed their memory banks, shall we say, for such experiences that would serve as a balance to their own more, shall we say, meditational experience.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. There are many questions, but I’m sure J has others if the instrument—is the instrument tired or fatigued?

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is available for two or three more queries, depending upon their length. May we attempt these queries at this time?

J: Why did you want to know about these two guys in Pascagoula or wherever it was? I thought you had knowledge about us on this Earth? And why did you pick those two guys?

I am Latwii, and if we understand your query correctly, my brother, we feel there has been a misconception. We did not contact the entity; these entities were contacted by those of the Sirius influence, and were contacted in order that these third-density entities might balance their own third-density incarnational experiences.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: The third density—I really don’t understand all that. But listen, can I ask you some questions about Jesus and Christianity?

I am Latwii, and we are quite happy to attempt responses to these queries, my brother.

J: Okay. N gave me a tape by a man name Yadda, and Yadda said that Jesus was crucified for Himself, not for the sins of the world, and it was for His own experience. Would you like to comment on that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother, and we would be happy to give you our interpretation of this particular entity’s purpose for incarnation. This entity was one of what you might call a group of wanderers, that is, entities from other vibrational frequencies seeking to be of service to your own planetary population by incarnating and moving through the same illusion in the same general fashion, yet in such movement providing a lightening effect, that the Light of the one Creator might be made more available in some fashion to all who viewed and interpreted that incarnation for themselves. Yet each entity of a wandering nature which incarnates in such a fashion also has a portion of its own incarnation by which it intends to progress in a, shall we say, more personal manner. The entity known as Jesus to your people was one which attempted to express the lessons of your illusion in as pure a fashion as was possible. The lesson of your illusion, then, being Love and compassion, this entity sought to express this Love in the total giving of Itself including its physical life, that a way might be made more clear or illumined by Light. The way was to symbolize the means by which the lesson of Love might be learned.

The entity spoke and taught many times during Its incarnation. Always Its teachings focused on the heart of Love. This entity then, after a significant portion of its incarnation had been spent in the teaching fashion, felt that, as you would say, a picture is worth a thousand words. There came to this entity the realization that a certain act or giving of Itself would be necessary in order to more vividly create the image in mind and heart, shall we say, within those who would look upon its incarnation, that the giving of the life was then the embodiment of the teachings that the entity spent its life in sharing. The crucification, as you call it, of this entity, then, provided the, shall we say, keystone in the building of the structure of the eternal life of which this entity spoke. The victory over that called death, then, was to illustrate to those who would study this entity’s teachings that the teachings allowed an entity not only to move within this incarnation in a pattern which afforded the spiritual evolution but would allow the entity through and beyond this incarnation, and to continue its evolutionary progress in a greater reality, shall we say.

J asked: “N gave me a tape by a man name Yadda, and Yadda said that Jesus was crucified for Himself, not for the sins of the world, and it was for His own experience. Would you like to comment on that?” Latwii replied this entity was one of a group of wanderers from other vibrational frequencies seeking to be of service to your planetary population by incarnating and moving through the same illusion in the same fashion, yet in such movement providing a lightening effect, that the Light of the one Creator might be made more available in some fashion to all who viewed and interpreted that incarnation for themselves, yet each entity of a wandering nature which incarnates in such a fashion also has a portion of its own incarnation by which it intends to progress in a more personal manner, so Jesus was one which attempted to express the lessons of your illusion in as pure a fashion as was possible, for the lesson of your illusion being Love and compassion, this entity sought to express this Love in the total giving of Itself, including its physical life, that a way illumined by Light, so the way was to symbolize the means by which the lesson of Love might be learned. Latwii went on to say the entity taught many times during Its incarnation, and always Its teachings focused on the heart of Love, so this entity then, after a significant portion of its incarnation had been spent in the teaching fashion, felt that a picture is worth a thousand words, for there came to this entity the realization that a certain giving of Itself would be necessary in order to more vividly create the image in mind and heart within those who would look upon Its incarnation, that the giving of the life was then the embodiment of the teachings that the entity spent Its life in sharing. The crucifixion of this entity provided the keystone in the building of the structure of the eternal life of which this entity spoke, and the victory over death was to illustrate to those who would study this entity’s teachings that the teachings allowed an entity not only to move within this incarnation in a pattern which afforded the spiritual evolution but would allow the entity through and beyond this incarnation to continue Its evolutionary progress in a greater reality. On November 23, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the crucifixion of Jesus:

Eventually, as this one known as Jesus was able to commune with the Father, this unity together became union, so that at the time of His crucifixion and burial, He was one with the Father, and was able to dissolve one form and take up another, thusly, moving after His crucifixion and resurrection into various portions of the third-density illusion, being able then to shape Himself as it was necessary to serve the purpose of His revealing Himself to those disciples and followers of the entity while He was imparted within the third-density illusion.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Do you mean he’s still around?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This entity in the incarnation of which you are familiar was able in the personal sense by its service to others to expand and promote Its own evolutionary progress in such a fashion that it now exists in what you would call a higher vibrational frequency, for as it gave of itself in a pure and undistorted fashion, the bread, as it is called, which was cast upon the waters returned manyfold to the one who gave it freely. Thus is the nature of the service-to-others polarity. As one gives to others, one accelerates one’s own progress, thus the self is eventually served, as we might call it, a byproduct of the serving of others. And this entity therefore does indeed yet exist, but upon a vibrational frequency that is not apparent to your own.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: If one were to ask this entity for help, would He come? Or can He be reached, or what?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This entity, in its incarnation those two thousand or so years in your past, began a service which did not end with that incarnation, for as It assumed a role as a way-shower, shall we say, It then also assumed the responsibility of answering the calls of those who chose to follow the way which It showed to them. Thus, this entity in some fashion answers all calls. The fashion utilized is unique for each individual so calling. Each individual is able to perceive an answer in some way that is discernible or available, shall we say, according to an entity’s unique nature, shall we say.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Yeah. But I think N has a question. Is the instrument doing all right? Can we go a little further?

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is growing somewhat fatigued but is yet available for another query or two. May we attempt such at this time?

N: The last response to J’s question, Latwii, focused upon something I think most interesting. Number one, I imagine, is the entity previously known as Jesus able to answer all the queries, and even if He can answer, can He grant favors or so forth, other than guidance, and something that J mentioned earlier, the result of the—or what happened to the physical body with which Jesus inhabited previously, the entity known as Jesus?

I am Latwii and am aware of your queries, my brother. To take the last first, this entity’s third-density physical chemical vehicle went the way of all such vehicles, and that is ashes to ashes and dust to dust, for as an entity takes off the garment that has served it well and moves on without the garment, the garment then goes the way of all garments. This entity in its attempts to answer those calls which are made to it by those who follow its way may be of service in the same fashion as one’s own higher self, shall we say. Each seeker, whether calling upon the entity known as Jesus, upon its own guides, upon its teachers, or upon its higher self may be aided in whatever manner is appropriate to that entity at any specific time. This aid then is variably dependent upon an entity’s grasp of the metaphysical level of the lessons and its own desires which are symbolized or contained within the situation for which it prays or for which it calls for assistance.

Therefore, though all calls and prayers are answered, the answers must fit the needs of the entity, for often an entity asks for that which would not be truly beneficial in its overall spiritual growth. Yet in the asking, at the heart of the asking, is the desire to be of service or to receive service in a way which is truly service. Thus, the answer to such a call must speak to the heart of the call and entities are not always aware of the heart of their own call, yet each may rest assured that each call and prayer is answered.

May we answer you further?

N: I don’t want to over-fatigue the instrument, but I guess I didn’t understand part of it in that I think I interpret the fact that the entity known as Jesus’ physical vehicle was buried and became dust; it did not rise as stated in the Bible, or did it, or—and the fact that the entity known as Jesus can grant hearings or, well, for whatever, if the entity requests a path or… Could you clarify that just a little bit more, please?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The physical vehicle of the one known as Jesus was eventually laid down by the one known as Jesus, yet this was done in a private setting after the, shall we say, demonstration of victory over death was made to those who were its followers. The, shall we say, granting of desires is possible only when those desires do not violate one’s free will. The free will of an entity is always the focus about the opportunity to learn and to serve. Many entities are not consciously aware of the most appropriate learning and service which is moving through their life pattern. These entities may ask in prayer for that which would not truly serve this process of evolution occurring within them. An entity such as the one known as Jesus would not desire to be of anything but the greatest service to any such entity calling for its aid. Thus, as it answers that called prayer, whatever the nature of the prayer, the answer shall be fashioned in such a way that the one calling or praying is, shall we say, truly served or served in the heart of its call, though its conscious call may be for another manifestation than the one which finally occurs.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you. I’m sure the instrument is fatigued. I’d like just a yes or no answer. There have been other entities, I’m sure over the span of many, many, many centuries and cycles and so forth. Can those other entities also answer…

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “It is only those who are ready to give up all their concepts of God, to stop dreaming, thinking, and outlining, who in that complete surrender can let God reveal Itself:

God, I know not what You are, or even how to pray to You. I know not how to go in or how to come out; I know not what to pray for.

I cannot believe in the God that the world has accepted, for I have seen the fruitlessness and frustration which follow such blind faith. I must find the God whom no person knoweth, the God that is, the one true God that created this universe in His own image and likeness—perfect, harmonious, and whole—and who maintains and sustains it in its infinite and eternal perfection. In such a God I can believe.

Reveal Yourself, Father; show me Your will. Never again will I dishonor You by trying to tell You what I need and then attempt to coerce You into delivering it; never will I expect You to do my will or my bidding—to be my messenger boy.

I place my life, my hand, my being, and my body in Your keeping. Do with them what You will, Father. Take my sins, my fears, and my diseases; take my health, and my wealth; take it all. I ask only one gift—the gift of You, Yourself.

We can come to this state of receptivity and respond to it only at the point of our readiness, and our readiness comes only when we have experimented with all the different forms of God that the world presents to us—the God of the religious world, the metaphysical God, the God we think we can use, the God that demonstrates things. Every kind of God we try, and only when we come to the end of trying are we ready for this surrender, ready to give up seeking a great power to destroy our enemies or to shower us with gifts. We give up the desire for that kind of a God, and we rest in this word, “God is. Thy grace is my sufficiency—not power or outer things, but by the Word.”

Long ago those of us who have delved into metaphysics lost our faith in material power and material means. Now when we take the next step of giving up our faith in mental means—mental powers and remedies—we come to the real God who can be experienced but who can never be known with the mind, and who cannot be used.”

Later this morning I completed the weeding of the pet cemetery with Whip Lash. Then I blew the Daffodil leaves in the pet cemetery into a pile and put them in a garbage can. Then I went on an errand run to Thieneman’s Nursery to buy one Forsythia Bush and 88 Sun Patiens.

This afternoon I vacuumed the first floor of my home, and then I went outside and transplanted the Sun Patiens into the top of the Flower Mound in my front yard. Then I watered the Sun Patiens.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 10

Offering The Self

I am of the consciousness of Love, and I greet you in that Love which is Jesus the Christ.

Gaze upon the qualities of Love divine. See the body broken, the life split and sacrificed. See that in the breaking and in the offering lie the secret of infinite Love. Each life may be offered up and thus broken, and from that break may come an infinity of gifts.

We do not suggest for one instant that all sacrifice is good. Rather, we suggest, for one who would Love, that there is a blessing and sanctification in offering the self to be used, to be broken, to be opened, and to be shared that is most godly. “When He had given thanks,” it is written, “He took the bread and broke it and gave it to each of His disciples, saying, ‘Take. Eat. This is my body. Do this in remembrance of me.’” May your day and your life, day by day, be a process of thanksgiving, breaking, offering, and remembering.

We leave you in the peace and Love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from April 14, 1985:

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are pleased to be able to speak to this group this evening. As always, we come to share that which as a group you call for this evening. We had some difficulty initiating contact, for each potential instrument was desirous of allowing the other to speak. We are grateful that each instrument makes itself available whenever it is within its ability to do so. Each instrument and each present in seeking our presence allows us to be of service in a manner which would not be possible if such a group did not call in such a fashion.

This evening we would speak a few words upon a subject which is ever and always the focus of our being: that, of course, is Love. There is much upon your planet that is written concerning this concept that is described so inadequately by the word “Love.” Many upon your planet over all portions of time within your past have sought to express the experience of Love. These in some fashion or other have been what you would call seekers of truth, those who seek the nature of the reality in which they move and have their being, for the human creature upon your planet is one to which has been given great self-awareness, and with such a great gift then it is a natural function of that gift being exercised to seek the nature of the environment in which the entity finds itself.

When you move past the ordinary descriptions of Love, you find a concept which becomes difficult to describe in words and most attractive to seek in experience. Beyond that which you know as romantic love or the love of brothers and sisters, parents, and children, teacher, and student, there is a greater Love, or shall we say, greater and greater perceptions and experiences of that called Love. Indeed, my friends, as you pursue the path of seeking what you call truth, or the nature of your reality, you will find that within each portion of it is embedded a creative force which is described in many ways by those who discover it within your physics.

In this session Hatonn is speaking about Love. They began by saying we would speak a few words upon a subject which is always the focus of our being which is Love, for there is much upon your planet that is written concerning this concept that is described by the word “Love,” and many upon your planet within your past have sought to express the experience of Love, so these are called seekers of truth, those who seek the nature of the reality in which have their being, for the human being upon your planet is one to which has been given self-awareness, and with such a gift it is a natural function of that gift being exercised to seek the nature of the environment in which the entity finds itself. Hatonn continued by saying when you move past the ordinary descriptions of Love, you find a concept which becomes difficult to describe in words and attractive to seek in experience, for beyond that which you know as romantic love or the love of brothers, sisters, and parents there are greater perceptions and experiences of Love, and as you pursue the path of seeking truth you will find that within each portion of it is embedded a creative force which is described in many ways by those who discover it within your physics. On March 9, 1998, Hatonn spoke of the experiences of Love:

In life, as you know it, in the experiences of Love, there are many times that the balls—the thoughts, the perceptions—are dropped, misplaced, thought about past the point of ethical consideration, pulled and puzzled and torn, and so the flow stops, just as in the channeling process. So, then the experienced student chooses that moment of gazing at the dropped balls and without blame of self or rancor of any kind, delivers themself over to the ministrations of patience, for there are those times within the illusion when the channeling stops, the channel being blocked. Then it is that the instrument of life, of Love, or of service may sit patiently upon the mound, still in the ball game, but, shall we say, between innings, doing work which is just as difficult and just as important as active channeling, that is, waiting, and in the waiting, knowing that success is inevitable, that this ball game of Love, of life, and of service, shall always go on. It is those who walk away from the game, disappointed in themselves or in others, who may find it difficult, then, to remain balanced and centered in faith.

There are those seekers called scientists that attempt to describe the first principle, shall we say, upon which your universe is built. The matter and the energy being two paths presented to such entities soon dissolve into one as all is seen in the clearest sense as a universe of motion in which nothing is static, but all changes. Then this energy is seen as a primal force by others who attempt to describe the nature of their reality in the more mystical sense, that which seems to be closer to the heart of that which is the experience of all, and in this means of describing Love. Love is seen as a focus through which the will of the Creator moves and makes that which is made. Love, then, in this description, is seen as a force which creates, and creates, and creates that the one Creator in many portions might seek Itself, might then experience Itself. Seen in this fashion, Love as the energy becomes the container or the vessel in which the Creator places Itself and moves through Its own being in form as well as essence, for before there was anything created, there was that which had no form and was merely what you would call essence. This essence of the one Creator, then, has found its form and seeks its expression through that called Love.

That is a statement of what you may call a principle, not only of physics, but of that called metaphysics, for you are as the magnet attracting the iron filing. That which you desire, being a portion of yourself, then is made available to you by a greater portion of yourself. As you are able and as you are willing to open your being, your mind, your heart, and your experience to the unknown of Love, then is it brought into your awareness from deeper portions of your own being, those portions which are, shall we say, less distorted and more aware of the connection between all things and your own being. This Love, then, that is such a mystery to your peoples and to each of you as seekers reveals itself in your experience as you continue to seek it, and as you continue to accept the fact that you know not the fullness or even a brief description of that which you seek, but seek with blind abandon, shall we say, that which is beyond your grasp, it would seem.

Now Hatonn said there are seekers called scientists that attempt to describe the first principle upon which your universe is built, and the matter and the energy, being two paths presented to such entities, soon dissolve into one as all is seen in the clearest sense as a universe of motion in which nothing is static, but all change, so then this energy is seen as a primal force by others who attempt to describe the nature of their reality in the more mystical sense, that which seems to be closer to the heart of that which is the experience of all, and in this means of describing Love, for Love is seen as a focus through which the will of the Creator moves and makes that which is made, so Love, then is seen as a force which creates, so that the one Creator might experience Itself, and seen in this fashion, Love as the energy becomes the container in which the Creator places Itself and moves through Its own being in form as well as essence, for before there was anything created, there was that which had no form and was called essence so this essence of the one Creator, then, has found its form and seeks its expression through that called Love. Then Hatonn said that is a statement of what you may call a principle, not only of physics, but of that called metaphysics, for you are as the magnet attracting the iron filing, so that which you desire, being a portion of yourself, is made available to you by a greater portion of yourself, and as you are willing to open your heart to the unknown of Love, then is it brought into your awareness from deeper portions of your being, those portions which are less distorted and more aware of the connection between all things and your own being, yet  Love is a mystery to each of you as seekers, and It reveals itself in your experience as you continue to seek it, and as you continue to accept the fact that you know not the fullness or even a brief description of that which you seek, but seek with blind abandon that which is beyond your grasp. On September 28, 2019, Q’uo described the purpose for us to open our heart:

As you know, the purpose of this experience which each of you shares upon your Planet Earth is to begin to open your heart energy center in unconditional Love for all those about you, for this is a choice which is available within your third-density illusion that can become transformative. For each seeker of truth that earnestly desires to begin this opening process, it is the desire and its strength that begins to prepare each seeking soul for this transformation, that which you call empathy, or the ability to feel what another person feels clearly and profoundly within your own being. This is the beginning of the opening of the green ray or heart energy center. The empathy that is becoming a stepping stone, shall we say, to the open heart is the product of the times in which you live, the frequency of vibrations of your very planetary sphere that is finding itself engulfed in more and more streamings from the cosmic sources beyond your planet that signal the transition period of your planet in its population into a higher vibration.

At this time, we would pause for but a moment that we might pass amongst this group and make our presence known to those who would mentally request it. We shall attempt to adjust our conditioning vibration to each in order that it not only be aware of our presence, but not be made uncomfortable. We shall pause at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we are with this instrument once again. We thank you for requesting our presence. We hope that our vibration was of a comfortable level for each. At this time, we would attempt to close this contact through another instrument if this is acceptable. We shall now transfer this contact at this time. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We are making necessary adjustments so that this instrument may better vocalize our transmission. We would like to conclude our contact with a thought about the Love, the Love that we have spoken of. It is within each and is to be strived for in the sharing and of the learning that we will all attempt to do when we are on the path for the truth. We will at this time take our leave so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii can be with you, so that they can perform their service. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. We are with this group and we rejoice in our having been asked to join you, my friends, and greet you in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We also are humble messengers who have but a single theme, that which we share with all creation, that of Love. We present ourselves in the capacity of attempting to answer queries that might fall somewhere within this topic, my friends, for, indeed, it is that which underlies all that is. Might we begin, then, with the first query?

L: Latwii, I have a couple of questions I’d like to put to you. The prayer that we call the “Our Father,” am I correct in my assumption that the wording has been altered somewhat due to translation, transcription, the number of people who verbally relayed the message prior to it being written, other sources? Is that correct?

I am Latwii, and, my brother, you have done such a fine job in answering your own query, that we might consider you for a position on our team, shall we say. We may add that, indeed, as is the case with this particular prayer, so is the case with almost all teachings, rituals, prayers, and procedures which those seekers of truth have codified and attempted to record in verbal written form throughout all of your history, for there are in some languages words which are more expressive of various concepts than are available in other languages. There are those groups, councils, and committees that organize themselves from time to time and change those written translations and so forth, as you have mentioned, my brother.

Is there another query?

L: Yes. In meditating upon this particular prayer and its meaning, I have decided to attempt to reword the prayer to reflect my own personal distortion of its true meaning as an effort to more fully understand it, which progressed well until I began, because in trying to correctly interpret and more accurately word what I understood to be meant with them, the opening phrase, “Our Father,” I failed to come up with anything less than approximately a dozen words. Would you have any suggestions to offer in a more accurate wording that would more fully capsulate the meaning?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. In your attempt to re-word this prayer, you perhaps can appreciate the difficulty any entity or group would have in attempting to verbalize that concept which lies beyond the boundary of the word. Yet in your attempt, you can find that when you are able to put a phrase or a word in another manner that has meaning to you, you increase, shall we say, the power of the prayer or ritual for yourself, for the words within any prayer or ritual may be seen as the clothing that one would wear to protect the self, shall we say, from the storms and inclement weathers that journeyer would experience. If the cape that covers the shoulders is too small or too large, then, and does not fit in just the precise manner, the journeyer will find that either it has too great a load to carry or is not covered in all areas which are necessary for this particular entity.

As you attempt to fit any particular prayer or ritual to your own needs, you must of necessity look carefully at your own distortions in order that you may not only describe them with preciseness and purity, but perhaps balance where there are those imbalances that have perhaps gone unnoticed. The unique nature of this process makes it most difficult for us or for any to comment concisely as to what word or phrase would best fit any entity. Therefore, we must leave this task to you, my brother.

May we answer further, my brother?

L: No, that was very helpful in itself. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always, my brother. Is there another query?

S: Yes, Latwii, I have a question. Last time I was here, something happened during the meditation, and I was wondering if you could tell me what happened so that I know more or can learn more from that experience? And in particular the experience that I assumed was some type of attack.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that in this area in which you have query there is a perception of that which occurred that has been, shall we say, colored by your own distortions or preferences. As each seeker attempts to be of service in its own fashion, it will develop those ways of looking at its experience which are useful to it, that is, ways in which the experience might be understood and might be perceived and perhaps might then be shared with others. You are aware, my brother, that as one attempts to be of service to others in a purer and purer fashion, there is also the effect that one may notice within one’s life pattern those experiences which may be described in various ways, but which you have described as the psychic attack or greeting, for as Light shines within darkness, it is noted by those who appreciate Light. Those who appreciate Light may also be of the negative, as it is called, polarity, and an entity in attempting to serve another may from time to time find that it is greeted or “attacked” in the area of its, shall we say, weaker or more pronounced distortions. This is the nature of all such greetings by those of negative polarity, for it is not within their ability, nor would it be proper to place within a seeker’s path the obstacle which that seeker had not of its own free will chosen. Therefore, those distortions that are less balanced and more distorted within an entity will be those which shall be intensified, shall we say, and will be noted by the seeker in a certain manner that alerts the seeker to the potential difficulty.

We may not comment specifically as to the, shall we say, nuts and bolts description of this particular occurrence, for that is within the realm of your own seeking, and is an honor which we would not take from you, for all such attacks, as you my call them, are great opportunities to polarize even more profoundly in the positive sense, for any added catalyst, as you may see it, provides the seeker with a spiritual food that the seeker might utilize, and by processing, shall we say, increase its own spiritual strength. In this type of experience, the welcoming of a negative entity and its sending into one’s own heart and seeing this entity as the one Creator and as the other self and bathing this entity in Love is that magical, shall we say, expression which transforms what seems negative to that which within your experience is positive.

S asked: “Last time I was here, something happened during the meditation, and I was wondering if you could tell me what happened so that I know more or can learn more from that experience? And in particular the experience that I assumed was some type of attack.” Latwii said we find that in this area in which you have a query there is a perception of that which occurred that has been colored by your own distortions, for as each seeker attempts to be of service it will develop ways of looking at its experience which might be understood and might then be shared with others, and you are aware that as one attempts to be of service to others in a pure fashion, there is also the effect that one may notice within one’s life pattern as those experiences which you have described as a psychic attack, for as Light shines within darkness, it is noted by those who appreciate Light, yet those who appreciate Light may also be of the negative polarity, and an entity in attempting to serve another may find that it is attacked in the area of its weaker distortions because this is the nature of all greetings by those of negative polarity, for it is not within their ability, nor would it be proper to place within a seeker’s path the obstacle which that seeker had not of its own free will chosen, for those distortions that are less balanced and more distorted within an entity will be those which shall be intensified and will be noted by the seeker in a manner that alerts the seeker to the potential difficulty. Latwii went on to say we may not comment specifically as to the nuts and bolts description of this particular occurrence, for that is within the realm of your own seeking, and is an honor which we would not take from you, for all such attacks are opportunities to polarize more profoundly in the positive sense, for any added catalyst provides the seeker with spiritual food that they might utilize, and by processing it increase their own spiritual strength, so in this type of experience, the welcoming of a negative entity and its sending into one’s own heart and seeing this entity as the one Creator and, as the other self, bathing this entity in Love is that magical expression which transforms what seems negative to that which is positive. On April 21, 1995, Q’uo described the way to deal with a psychic attack:

And we would respond by suggesting that this is the greatest protection and is sufficient for those experiences which are usually described as the psychic attack or greeting. It is important for the entity upon the path of service to others to attempt to see the Creator within all beings at all times, to give praise and thanksgiving for the Light of the Creator that exists in all, to seek and know that Creator in each, to offer within the meditative state the heartfelt Love for all who send greetings or attacks, and to surround the self, then, in that Love and Light of the infinite Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: No. As I phrased the question, I wanted to learn from it, and you’ve helped me to learn a great deal. It was a greeting, and I do grow from it and gain in confidence in myself, and I responded to it in the proper way of acknowledging that it was there, and I returned Love and Light and thanked it for its service, which I believe is what you just described basically as the appropriate response. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

L: Latwii, that stimulates a question in itself. If I understood you correctly, there is a value derived from receiving such a greeting and responding to it in a manner that might be regarded as successful for one following a path of service to others. However, there seems to be almost a situation where there are points scored, in effect, for doing such a thing, therefore the implication seems to be that one should seek out such contacts so as to gain more points, as it were. This seems somewhat skewed to me. Could you go into that a bit?

I am Latwii, and we would be happy, my brother, to comment to the best of our limited ability. In general, you are quite correct. The honor and the opportunity that accrues to one experiencing such an attack or greeting is great. But you need not, my brother, fear that you shall ever fall short in gaining the ability or the opportunity to score the points, for within each seeker’s incarnation there are those times of traumatic catalyst, shall we say, during which the entity will have the opportunity to make that same magical response, to see the one Creator before and within the self, no matter what disguise the Creator might be wearing, whether that Creator wears the disguise of anger or hunger, of love, of joy, of jealousy, of war, of poverty, of illness, of dissension. No matter what the disguise, if the seeker can see and experience the one Creator, and Love that which has been placed before it as spiritual food for its nourishment, then that entity shall have rung up another few points, my brother.

Within this particular kind of service, that is, the vocal channeling, there is the honor of standing, shall we say, somewhat closer to that which you would call Light, and there is the balancing responsibility of reflecting that Light as purely as possible. There is the added, shall we say, benefit of that Light’s attraction of those entities that are called negative, so that the seeker in this particular type of serving increases not only its service but the opportunity to continue that service or to detune its service as it finds itself greeted in the manner that each is greeted from time to time as one serves as a vocal instrument. Therefore, you need not, my brother, seek out more of these types of greetings, for they shall in their own time seek you out, for in your choice to enter this incarnation, you placed before your table, shall we say, a great plenty of catalyst, the spiritual food that you have prepared for yourself in hopes that your service and your learning might be propelled by these catalytic experiences, may we say, “catalytic converters” of another type.

L asked: If I understood you correctly, there is a value derived from receiving such a greeting and responding to it in a manner that might be regarded as successful for one following a path of service to others. However, there seems to be almost a situation where there are points scored, in effect, for doing such a thing, therefore the implication seems to be that one should seek out such contacts so as to gain more points, as it were. This seems somewhat skewed to me. Could you go into that a bit?” Latwii continued by saying the honor and the opportunity that goes to one experiencing such an attack is great, but you need not fear that you shall ever fall short in gaining the opportunity to score the points, for within each seeker’s incarnation there are those times of catalyst during which the entity will have the opportunity to make that same magical response, to see the one Creator before and within the self, no matter what disguise the Creator might be wearing, whether that Creator wears the disguise of anger, love, joy, or of illness, for no matter what the disguise, if the seeker can experience the one Creator, and Love that which has been placed before it as spiritual food for its nourishment, then that entity shall have rung up another few points. Then Latwii said within vocal channeling, there is the honor of standing closer to  the Light, so there is the balancing responsibility of reflecting that Light as purely as possible, and there is the added benefit of that Light’s attraction of those negative entities, so that the seeker in this type of serving increases not only its service but the opportunity to continue that service or to detune its service as it finds itself greeted in the manner that each is greeted from time to time as one serves as a vocal instrument, yet you need not seek out more of these types of greetings, for they shall seek you out, for in your choice to enter this incarnation you placed upon your table plenty of catalyst, the spiritual food that you have prepared for yourself in hopes that your service and your learning might be propelled by these catalytic experiences. On September 21, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the nature of enhanced catalytic experiences:

Indeed, one may see such a process of providing the enhanced catalyst as a kind of preordained dance in which there is the exchange of energies as of the melody of movement of beingness that is able to become more available to the growth of the mind, the body, and the spirit as these catalytic experiences are shared back and forth, as though there were a type of dance step being placed into the life pattern.

These opportunities are, indeed, chosen by each entity as a portion of each entity’s life experience, offering the enhanced growth possibilities at a time in which there is more and more work, shall we say, in consciousness that is able to be accomplished by such entities, and this work in consciousness then, becomes likened to a beacon to others about each entity experiencing the enhanced vibratory catalyst. This beacon of Light is created by the burning off, shall we say, of karmic residue that may be seen as the opportunity to move in a certain direction that is also pre-incarnatively chosen.

May we attempt further response, my brother?

L: No, that was interesting. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you once again, my brother. Is there another query?

S: Yes, I have another—which is always typical of me. Several weeks ago, I had an experience that I would call a vision. I felt that I had been taken to a place in front of three, as the native Americans would call them, grandfathers, which could be that they were masters of a kind, basically. And they gave me a certain message, and they also called me by a certain name, “Meechi.” They said that that was my name before coming into this life that I’m in now. Could you comment on the name and maybe upon the message and whatever else you could add to it, please?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may affirm that such experiences do occur for those upon the path of seeking the truth of the experience that one finds oneself in. We may not, however, comment upon this experience which you have described in any specific fashion, for it is, once again, the great honor and the great responsibility of each seeker to interpret those experiences which it finds have been left as gifts upon its doorstep. If we were, for example, to comment as requested in this particular instance, we would be doing that which has great value and holds great treasures for you in your seeking.

You may, as you continue your seeking, move from entity to entity or group to group and discover that there are those who will comment and perhaps tell you precisely what each portion of your experience means. But as you review such comments, you must remember that each is expressing an individual, and unique, and oftentimes fallible point of view. In the final analysis, it is still upon your shoulders that this seeking rests, for it is not likely that a conscious seeker of truth shall long accept that which another says without thinking it over and accepting or rejecting for the self that which was said. This being true, to the best of our knowledge, we would rather leave you, in the final analysis, than confuse you by distorting your perceptions and your seeking of the heart of that which has been given as a gift upon your path.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: No. That helps me a great deal. Basically, I had a feeling you were going to say that. I thank you.

I am Latwii, and once again we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

N: Yes. I have some information about the plains of Nazca. Evidently, somewhere between 1500 and 3000 years ago, the Incas used a balloon to send their dead into the Pacific. They thought they were sending them to the sun, evidently. Can you tell me how they made the fabric that was so well woven at that time that we can’t duplicate it today?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find, however, that in scanning the possibility, shall we say, of this query, that we are unable to answer in any specific fashion, for in queries of this nature we find that we move too far afield from that which is, shall we say, our chosen specialty. We hope that when we are unable to answer to queries that do not lie within our scope that we have not offended any, but have perhaps reminded each that we gather with you to pursue a greater understanding of the process of seeking and sharing the one infinite Creator and Its various distortions of Love, Wisdom and unity. If we answer in a specific fashion questions of this nature on a too frequent basis, we then partake in a moving of the focus or the dial, shall we say, of this group from that which is at its heart’s desire and moves, shall we say, too quickly and abruptly into those areas which are of but momentary interest.

May we answer in any further way, my brother?

N: Well, it is said that the Incas thought they were sending the physical remains back to the one infinite Creator or the sun. Can you elaborate on that particular thing?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The philosophy of those that have been called Incas was, as are all upon your planet, a distortion of a concept of unity. Many have been the entities and cultures upon your planet who have sought the one Creator in a fashion which included the worship of that body which you call the sun. The entity that is in this sun body has from time to time throughout many cultures in your past been seen as the creative force behind all creation, and has therefore been, as you would say, worshipped as such. Those called Incas attempted to join those who had passed the gates of death with the one Creator which they saw as the sun in a symbolic fashion…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this response. Though various physical devices were utilized by those called Incas in this process of attempting to unite those passing the gates of death with the one Creator seen as the sun, this process was in truth symbolic. The devices of a material nature which were used were utilized as are all material devices in what you may call the magic ritual in order that the ritual might be grounded, shall we say, within the third-density reality. In the minds of those called Incas, then, this ritual and its material accouterment, shall we say, were used in order that a path might be fashioned from this illusion to the next. The entity being so sent off, and having passed those gates of death, then was seen to be carried into the infinity of experience and beingness and to be joined in its higher self sense once again with that entity seen as the sun and as the one Creator.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you very much. Then did the Incas formulate this bit of knowledge as to the physical accouterments or was this introduced extraterrestrially, the ability, that is, to fashion a balloon for a flight?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We feel that though this is a somewhat difficult query to answer that there is value in the attempt, for the process of inspiration and invention, no matter the time period in which it occurs, is one which invites and often includes those resources that may be called extraterrestrial, though this is a gross distortion as a term. To be more specific, let us say that as one seeks in a certain fashion with a great intensity, there is, as our brothers and sisters of Hatonn mentioned, a process that is much like the magnet attracting the filing of iron. As one seeks in the capacity you would call of an inventor, there are inspirations that may come while one sleeps, while one contemplates, while one meditates, while one thinks upon the problem, shall we say. Inspirations are often answers to seeking that are provided by, shall we say, deeper portions of one’s own unconscious mind, by entities that may be called guides, by another portion of the self called the higher self, and by various friends and teachers that are attracted to an entity according to the type of seeking or, shall we say, frequency or vibrational displacement of the entity. Therefore, many inventions have been aided, shall we say, by sources unseen, and such a process is not relegated to any particular period of your planet’s historical experience but has been a constant portion of its process of evolution.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Then what you’re actually saying is that the ability to fly may have preceded the Inca’s burial rite or flight to the sun?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We were not specifically aware of having said this particular statement, but of itself, there is some specific correctness in it, for the ability to, as you call it, fly, has been known to various cultures and groups within cultures and entities within groups for a great portion of what you call time. The further one moves backward, as you would say, in your planetary history, the more likely one is to find the knowledge of this ability to have been saved or put aside, shall we say, for the uses of a few. In many cases this few was a portion of what would be called today mystery schools that were able by various individuals within such schools being able to discipline the personality to such a degree that the, shall we say, ability to accomplish that called flight within not only the astral body but within the physical body was recorded and from time to time taught. It is not usually the case that mechanical devices were made as analogs to this discipline of the personality, but from time to time this has also occurred upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you very much. We don’t seem to have very much recorded before, say, 1709 or 1783. Is it possible to find any information relative to these mechanical devices as well as their utilization or whether they were only, in other words, used by individuals in our dimension, not extraterrestrials as we think of them or other dimensions?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Again, as you move further and further back into that called time and the history of your planet, the fewer are the available recorded leavings of your people, for much has been lost and misplaced, shall we say, by the various planetary changes that have occurred.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well… No. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

L: I have one more, Latwii, and I promise not to run it very far. There is in our history stories of a great library at Alexandria in Egypt, in very early times of our civilization, that was burned for some reason. What was the reason?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may speak in general in the philosophical sense, and suggest that the destruction of this great storehouse of knowledge of your peoples was accomplished by those forces which felt that if such knowledge were generally available to the great masses of the population, that such entities then would be more difficult to govern in a coherent, or shall we say, unified manner. Therefore, the forces which wrought this destruction were those who were bent upon conquest, and who felt that this conquest would be best aided in the long run, shall we say, if this great storehouse of knowledge were not available to the population which was seen as future subjects.

May we answer you further?

L: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

S: Hopefully a very short query, talking about libraries that exist with ancient knowledge. I’ve read of one that is full of gold tablets that is in, I believe, the northern part of South America. Does this exist?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that in the past, as you would call it, of your various planetary cultures, that there have been many libraries of the mystical variety that have been constructed in many portions upon your planet’s surface. These storehouses or libraries have been constructed for the purpose of saving and secreting those teachings felt to be of a sacred nature, those teachings which would aid the seeker of truth in its process of finding that truth within itself. There are many such libraries with various kinds of materials utilized in the storage of the information deemed sacred. Gold, as you have mentioned, is one of these materials, silver being another, granite another, crystals another. There have also been those less substantial forms of material such as parchment and wood utilized, but for the most part, such insubstantial materials have not been utilized to save those greater secrets, as they are called.

May we answer you further, my brother?

S: I think that’s enough. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

L: What is the condition of the instrument?

I am Latwii, and we find that this instrument is only slightly fatigued at this time and is willing to continue if there are any further queries.

A: Latwii, this is a quicky. How is the tuning of the group by this time of the session?

I am Latwii, and we may suggest, my sister, that as the concert violinist proceeds through the concert from piece to piece, it may be noted that the instrument upon which it plays will by its very exercise suffer that called the detuning, and need the attention for the reaching of the proper notes. Just so is the case within a group such as this one. As the evening grows in length, and the meditation and the questions continue, there may be noted the movement of the attention of the group in an unified fashion from its one-pointed focus with which it began the seeking. This is a natural process that each seeker may note within its own meditation, for holding the attention upon a point or a purpose for a prolonged period of time is more difficult the longer the period grows. It is a very good exercise, though, my friends, for in such a focus one finds oneself more and more able to discipline the wild and rambunctious mind which is the, shall we say, channel through which the creative energies present themselves.

May we answer you further, my sister?

A: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have for the evening exhausted those queries and partaken of that gift which each has presented to us. We thank you, my friends for your gifts of queries, for they are also of the nature of spiritual food for our own being. As you query, you present that which is ours to share, and by this sharing, we ourselves discover more and more the subtle nature of that known as service and that known as Love. We continue our journey much enriched by these gifts of queries which you have given us this evening. Upon our journeys and within our seeking, these queries are as treasures, for we would not have thought of them without you. We shall leave you at this time, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one Creator Who Is All in All. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Tunder of Silence is: “In the same way every time we are tempted to think of some power, some negative, evil, erroneous power that apparently is dominating our life, rendering it futile and fruitless, and which we want destroyed, let us smile at it as we realize, “No, I have no need of any power with which to overcome this discord. There is a God, even though I do not know what God is. I cannot know what God is because It is beyond the utmost comprehension of the human mind. If I could think something that I believed to be God, or Truth, I would ultimately find that that is not It. And so, it would go on unto eternity until we come to the realization that if we can think It, It is not That.

How could anyone possibly believe that a thought of God in their mind could be God? That would surely be localizing and finitizing God. The great Solomon realized fully that even the magnificent Temple he had built could not house God. Nothing is great enough to house God. Not all the world can house God, and yet we build a little doghouse in our minds, or a pigeon coop, and think that God is there simply because we have changed God’s name to Mind, Life, or Love, trying to anchor God in thought where we think we can hold onto God. How foolish that is! How impossible it is to build a mentality big enough for that! Why, this whole universe of people is not big enough to embrace God!

Let us be satisfied to know that God is, and that there is evidence of that in the life all around us—in the law of like begetting like in the abundance of Love that there is in a world as loveless as this world sometimes seems to be, in the immeasurable beauty of a world where so much beauty is being destroyed continuously.

What God is, we do not know, but there are many, many ways in which to observe and witness the is-ness of God—not by knowing God, but by seeing the effects of God. We do not know how God functions, but in The Infinite Way we have discovered that God operates in Silence when thought is stilled and when the human sense of self is so humble that it really and truly believes that “I can of mind own self do nothing,” and then has the patience to wait for God’s glory to be revealed.”

Later this morning I went outside and set the sprinkler on the Wuthering Heights Mound. Then I used Whip Lash to complete the weeding of the Liriope Garden on the west side of the fishpond, between the fishpond and the pet cemetery, and the front of my home. Then I used the garden hose and watering wand to water the Pansies at the end of the sidewalk in the front yard.

This afternoon I drove to a care home in Mount Sterling to visit my former neighbor, Calvin. I showed her some pictures of flowers and trees around her home across the street from my home. Then I showed her some pictures of perennial flowers and bushes that are in bloom in my yard. Then I read her a couple of Carla’s poems from The Poetry of Carla Lisbeth Rueckert. After we talked a while about her family and putting her home on the market to rent, I gave her a hug and headed back home.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 9

The Moment’s Inspiration

I am the Spirit, the breath, of the consciousness of pure Love, and I radiate the name of Jesus the Christ and greet you in Its fullness and glory.

When things done by others seem to have been done so beautifully and well, it may seem to the one who beholds that there is no need for fresh inspiration, for that which is and can be held in the hand is already enough.

For Spirit, that which is in the past is never enough. For the Spirit lives in the moment. Thus, it is to the moment that the mind is to be made open, that the freshness and the glory of the creation may astound and stun the senses and the intellect anew each moment.

There is a peace in the resting in beauty that is full of the lively excellence of the word, “Love.” May all that you conceive, and manifest be filled with the present gift of Love, for there is no need to rely upon the past for the moment’s inspiration. Turn only within and seek peace and Love.

We leave you in peace, now and forever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Laitos channeling for this session comes from April 9, 1985:

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our one infinite Creator. We thank each of you for inviting us to join you and for giving us the opportunity of being of what service we may. It is a joy to be asked, and our privilege is to join you in answering your call. We appreciate the discussion that you have given to this topic previous to the beginning of your meditation, for it is helpful in such discussion to focus one’s intention more clearly and purely upon that which is the goal. As each shares each understanding and experience of this service of vocal channeling, each then learns from the other, and together you progress more quickly than if experiences were not shared and examined for their content. This is true, of course in all portions of your life, and is especially true as you set your feet upon this path of serving others by means of providing vocal channeling. We will repeat that which you have come to know in some degree as instructions, those being to simply relax the mind and the body shall follow, and then to speak thoughts that appear within your mind without analysis, become indeed the fool, step out without knowing if thin air or earth awaits.

We shall at this time attempt to speak a few words through the one known as N. We shall now transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(N channeling)

I am Laitos. I greet you in the Love Light, Light and Love of our one infinite Creator. It is sad that we cannot all partake in channeling. It is a Light for each individual who seeks it. I thank you for your attention to detail. I think I kind of analyzed now. Transfer back to you, Jim.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and we again greet you through this instrument. We thank the one known as N for his willingness and his desire to serve as a vocal instrument. We are most pleased that we have been able to speak a few sentences through this new instrument. It is always a joy to be able to express the Love and Light of the one Creator through a new instrument, no matter how many instruments have previously been utilized, for the unique point of view that each entity has to offer as instrument is as yet another beautiful vessel which holds the nourishing waters and offers them to those who thirst.

As the instrument observed, it was its tendency towards analysis which then caused the contact to be lost for the moment. As each new instrument practices this skill, that tendency will be reduced, for as you build the confidence in this type of service, it becomes more of an automatic or natural skill, shall we say.

At this time, we would attempt to speak a word or two through the one known as J. Again, we remind the instrument to relax and simply speak those thoughts that appear within the mind. We shall now transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(J channeling)

I am Laitos. I welcome you to journey with me. I’ve lost it, I think.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos and am again with this instrument. We are happy to have been able not only to make contact with the one known as J but to have been able to speak a few words through this instrument. It was most well done, shall we say, by the new instrument to be able to reestablish contact after speaking our identification and then momentarily losing the contact. This is the type of skill, shall we say, which usually takes somewhat longer for a new instrument to develop, for the new instrument is more likely to not be able to reestablish contact when losing it for the first time. Therefore, we commend and encourage the one known as J in its endeavors and can continue to recommend that the speaking of the thought without regard as to its source is the point upon which this instrument may focus its attention at this time.

We shall once more attempt to speak a few words through this new instrument. We shall now transfer this contact. I am Laitos.

(J channeling)

I am Laitos. I greet you in the Light and Love of the infinite Creator.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos and am again with this instrument. We again appreciate greatly being able to speak through the one known as J, and again commend this new instrument for its progress in this new skill. Speaking of our identification and our greeting is the first major step in becoming the new instrument. The next, of course, is yet another step in this process, that being speaking a thought which is not previously known to be identified with beginning the contact. And if the one known as J will continue in its process of speaking those thoughts which appear within the mind, this next step shall also be taken.

We, at this time, would open this meeting to the queries with which each has joined this group this evening. May we attempt a query at this time?

N: Yes. Is there any way through meditation or focusing that we can amplify the thoughts? They seem so distant, like pulling them out of the ether.

I am Laitos, and, my brother, we can only suggest attention in those areas which have been previously mentioned. You are, of course, correct in assuming that the focus of the attention is of paramount importance in being able to perceive the thoughts which we transmit. We would not suggest any particular technique for attempting to amplify our thoughts, for that is, shall we say, our task, for we are those who send, and you are the, as you might say, receiving station. To become the more successful, or shall we say powerful receiver, it is merely necessary to be able to clear the mind to such a degree that its entire field or scope is open to reception. If any portion of this scope or field is concerned with a thought or a sensation or a response to either, then that portion of the field provides, shall we say, a static which makes the perception of our thoughts somewhat more difficult. You become able to increase your ability to perceive or receive our thoughts as you are able to widen the availability, shall we say, of your scope or field of perception. As you clear your mind and relax your thinking, then you are as a still and deep pool which can then become aware of any ripple upon its surface and focus its attention upon describing speaking that ripple.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: When we meditate, can we contact you, Laitos or Latwii, and if we do contact, do we know that we contact or we just state our purpose? I don’t seem to be able to ever get what I would consider an acknowledgeable response that I am in contact in any way whatsoever.

I am Laitos and concerning your query and its parts, my brother, we may begin by saying to you that you shall not know anything within your incarnation for sure, for yours is not the illusion of knowing with certainty, thus the factors and faculties of will and faith are the sure and steady rod and staff of the seeker of truth, in your vocal channeling, as in all portions of your seeking, as you attempt to discern what is before you and the nature of your reality.

If you in your meditations ask for our presence, we are most happy to join you and will make ourselves known by our conditioning vibration. Yet your perception of that vibration is unique and is also open to any doubts which you may have as you attempt to serve as vocal instruments. Again, if you simply request our presence, it is suggested that no verbal channeling be attempted, but simply the request for our conditioning vibration, for in a group of this size or larger, there is protection that is necessary but is omitted or not possible, shall we say, when you are alone in your meditations. Therefore, it is best simply to ask that we join you in your seeking, and then attempt to feel our presence as the conditioning wave.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No, thank you very much, Laitos. I knew that I wasn’t even supposed to try and channel, but I thought that perhaps there should be some vibration of recognition, but I guess I’m too thick-headed to interpret it. But thank you very much.

I am Laitos, and we thank you as well, my brother, and did not at all mean to suggest that yours or any head was thick, but that your illusion does not permit sure and, shall we say, undisputed proof of any phenomenon. Yet, you can recognize our vibrations, for in these meditations you have come to know them.

May we attempt another query at this time?

N: Could I ask, Laitos, if there are no other queries, to tell us about the White Brotherhood of Antares—where it’s located. Is it a social memory complex or planet?

I am Laitos, and we are aware of your query, my brother. We shall attempt to speak as best we can to this topic with the understanding that many of the so-called brotherhoods, as you have heard of them and spoken of them, are perceived and described not only by others but by various portions of the brotherhood in different ways, for though it is true that each brotherhood is a grouping of numerous entities, all dedicated to serving in a similar fashion, each is yet unique and sees that service in perhaps a different Light, so that as entities of your population become aware of these various brotherhoods through numerous sources, each source is most likely to add yet another facet or dimension or description of the various brotherhoods so that while it may, in many cases, seem as though the information describes different brotherhoods, it may, indeed, be various perspectives of fewer brotherhoods.

Now to the topic which you have phrased. The brotherhood which is generally described in the terms, “The White Brotherhood of Antares,” is a grouping of entities or what this group has come to know as social memory complexes. These races of beings are desirous of and committed to serving others within not only your illusion, but other third-density illusions who seek information concerning the Love of the one infinite Creator, and, more specifically, how to become aware of this Love and experience the reality of Loving, shall we say. This grouping of entities, then, has sought to communicate to various instruments upon your planet these general concepts which no matter the source, are always and ever the same, for the Love and the Light of the one Creator are as they are throughout all creation, yet each entity may become aware of that Love and Light through any of an infinite number of means. Those of this brotherhood, then, bend their efforts in expressing and sharing their experience and expression of this Love and Light to those upon your planet who call for this information.

N asked: “Could I ask, Laitos, if there are no other queries, to tell us about the White Brotherhood of Antares—where it’s located. Is it a social memory complex or planet?” Laitos said we shall attempt to speak to this topic with the understanding that many of the brotherhoods are described by various portions of the brotherhood in different ways, for though it is true that each brotherhood is a grouping of numerous entities, all dedicated to serving in a similar fashion, each is unique and sees that service in a different Light, so that as entities of your population become aware of these brotherhoods through numerous sources, each source is most likely to add yet another description of the various brotherhoods, so that while it may seem as though the information describes different brotherhoods, it may be various perspectives of fewer brotherhoods. Laitos continued by saying the brotherhood which is described as, “The White Brotherhood of Antares,” is a social memory complex, and this race of beings is committed to serving others within not only your illusion, but other third-density illusions who seek information concerning the Love of the one infinite Creator and how to experience the reality of Loving this grouping of entities, and has sought to communicate to various instruments upon your planet these general concepts which no matter the source, are always the same, for the Love and the Light of the one Creator are as they are throughout all creation, yet each entity may become aware of that Love and Light through any of an infinite number of means, so those of this brotherhood bend their efforts in sharing their expression of this Love and Light to those upon your planet who call for this information. On July 31, 1983, Latwii spoke of how contacting the Love and the Light of the one Creator can affect us:

When the Love and the Light of the one Creator has been contacted, shall we say, by the adept, and when the adept consciously becomes aware of its unity with all creation, then such phenomena as the living for what seems to be an extraordinary length of years becomes a side effect of that contact with unity by the adept in such a place.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: What is meant by the word “species” in the Federation of Thirty-three Species of Galactic Intent?

I am Laitos, and to the best of our understanding, my brother, limited though it is, the term “species,” in this phrasing refers to that which may be described as this group has done, as social memory complex. The phrase “race of beings” could also be used. In many cases these are planetary populations which have achieved at least the fourth-density level of cooperative or shared consciousness experience.

May we answer you further?

N: Then the word “species” does not refer in any way to the physical, but implies a social memory complex?

I am Laitos, and again, my brother, to the best of our understanding, the physical vehicle utilized by each of these groups, or races, or species is incidental to their seeking and sharing of Love and Light, and, indeed, the physical vehicles may be greatly various, yet simply be as the clothing or cloak that is worn, and serve the same purpose of providing a vehicle through which the mind and the spirit may be expressed.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, these thirty-three species on the starship or UFO or spaceship, are they present in body as well as spirit, or are they a group of spirit complexes floating around within this shell? When we talked the other day, we referred to the Star of Bethlehem or the TX-11 in which the Thirty-three Species of Galactic Intent were, shall we say, sheltered and I was just wondering if it was all a Spirit, then would they not commingle to a point that it would be difficult to identity each individual species?

I am Laitos, and we find that you have asked a query which is most difficult to clearly answer, for there are many points to consider. To begin with, in an effort such as the effort aboard this craft, shall we say, it is frequently the case that representatives of each species will be partaking in the effort, whereas other portions of that species may be in other locations and serving in other capacities, and perhaps with other missions, shall we say.

In some instances, there is the exchange of entities from the, shall we say, ship or position in what you call time and space with the, shall we say, planetary vibration. Therefore, there may be more entities lending assistance to the ship or specific mission than are actually, shall we say, aboard that craft or in that location. The location is also a point to be considered, for the location can be in various densities as you would call them. Your own planetary vibration has its space/time location which you now inhabit, and has its time/space location which may generally be described as the astral through devachanic levels of your inner planes. Your planet has inner planes of each density level.

Therefore, there are numerous potential locations that are not visible to your physical eye and numerous locations in what you call time and various entities in this effort lending assistance from a diversity of sources so that it is not easily described in your language and according to your understanding what, precisely, the nature of this effort is. We have, to our humble abilities, attempted to describe a portion of the scope, that you might see the width and the depth that remains to be plumbed.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: I understood that all the entities of each species were not aboard the ship but that some of them were. May I ask why the craft was named “Star of Bethlehem,” and what does the TX-11 mean, and is this craft very often in third density that we might communicate or is it a completely an ethereal consideration?

I am Laitos and am aware of your query, my brother, and its portions. This ship is seldom within your third-density illusion, and has been given various names by those of your own population at various times, as this grouping of entities has contacted numerous groups and individuals over the span of what you would call time or the history of your planet. The various names have been chosen, most frequently that is, by entities upon your planet according to the information received from this group of entities in regards to previous services. This particular craft was involved, shall we say, in what you would call the birth of the one known as Jesus and has, therefore, been given the name of that particular teacher’s physical birth location. The other naming has come more recently, shall we say, and has been somewhat of a codified distortion of a service which this ship also provides, and this code may be seen as what you would call an acronym, with the letters and numerals standing for concepts which are related to the vibratory level of this grouping’s service in sharing Love and Light and making these manifest upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I had wondered if the Star of Bethlehem had anything to do with the birth of the Christ child and its naming there. And as far as the TX-11 is concerned, I wondered if that had to do with whether the craft was a thought formation or whether it was built on one particular planet, and if so, how was the craft constructed?

I am Laitos, and we again reach some difficulties in providing this information, for it, shall we say, lies somewhat outside of our scope of abilities. Each entity or grouping of entities which seeks contact in service to others with those of your planet has certain points of focus that become the channels through which the sharing is made available. By focusing upon these various points of reference we are able to maintain your somewhat difficult vibration in a clear enough manner to be able to send thoughts. When we attempt to stray too far from our ability to share with your people by attempting to retrieve information which lies outside of that ability, then we lose our focus and are less able to transmit in a clear fashion that which lies outside of our scope. That is true as far as we know with any group that seeks to contact those of your population, that is, any group which is not a portion of your third-density physical experience.

The entities upon the craft which you have described have the purpose of sharing a certain vibratory level of Love and Light which is theirs to share. When you look at the sources from which this group has been drawn and schematically place this list in what you would call your astronomical charts, then there are terms which have been used throughout the ages, shall we say, to locate various points, and when groupings of points have become known as brotherhoods then frequently these groupings are also labeled in a manner which can be categorized and recalled. That is the nature of the letters and numbers which have been used to identify this group.

N asked: “I had wondered if the Star of Bethlehem had anything to do with the birth of the Christ child and its naming there. And as far as the TX-11 is concerned, I wondered if that had to do with whether the craft was a thought formation or whether it was built on one particular planet, and if so, how was the craft constructed?” Laitos began by saying each entity or grouping of entities which seeks contact in service to others with those of your planet has certain points of focus that become the channels through which the sharing is made available, so by focusing upon these various points of reference we are able to maintain your difficult vibration in a clear manner to be able to send thoughts, but when we attempt to stray too far from our ability to share with your people by attempting to retrieve information which lies outside of that ability, then we lose our focus and are less able to transmit in a clear fashion that which lies outside of our scope, for that is true with any group that seeks to contact those of your population. Laitos went on to say the entities upon the craft which you have described have the purpose of sharing a certain vibratory level of Love and Light which is theirs to share, so when you look at the sources from which this group has been drawn and place this list in your astronomical charts, then there are terms which have been used throughout the ages to locate various points, and when groupings of points have become known as brotherhoods then these groupings are also labeled in a manner which can be categorized and recalled, for that is the nature of the letters and numbers which have been used to identify this group. On November 28, 1981, Latwii described the nature of a brotherhood:

Upon your inner planes, upon the planes known to you as the devachanic planes, reside many of what are most frequently called by your people as the masters. Various brotherhoods do exist here upon the inner planes, and we of Latwii do have a communication with some of these brotherhoods, for it is from such entities that have gone through the incarnational cycle of your planet and who by their own individual effort have achieved that known to you as the harvest, that we might discover the nature of your people and thereby make our contact more harmoniously felt by the groups to which we hope to communicate. It has been our great privilege to be able to speak with these entities from time to time in the gathering of information which has enlarged our understanding of your people.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you very much. I did not mean to ask or question outside your scope; it was just that I had wondered about several considerations. May I ask if, when we are reincarnated, if the spirit enters the body at the time prior to birth, at the time of conception, or just at birth?

I am Laitos, and we find that each of your assumptions is potentially correct, for there is no set point at which the spirit, as you call it, enters the physical vehicle which shall carry it through its incarnational experience. Some are present before the moment of conception, and, indeed, serve as what might be called as somewhat of a guide to those who will soon become its parents. Some spirits enter the soon-to-be-born vehicle at any point thereafter from the conception to the birth. And in some cases, those of a, shall we say, reluctant nature, there is the entrance after the birth, not usually a time exceeding what you would call one revolution of your moon body.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I had wondered if there was a specific time. The Star of Bethlehem was instrumental, the craft or the species of the Federation of Galactic Intent, in, shall we say, guiding the incarnation of the reincarnation of Jesus from another density… lost my train of thought… as a star seed?

I am Laitos, and we feel that we might best describe the relationship of the so-called Star of Bethlehem and others with the one that has come to be known as Jesus of Nazareth as He entered your third-density physical illusion. The occasion can be seen much as the send-off that a great and varied grouping of friends may give one of its own as it goes off upon a long and lonely journey to a distant land that is in, shall we say, great distress and calls with great intensity for the services that all within this family of entities have to offer, and these services then shall be individualized and manifested by one of the group, and in this case, the one was known and is known among your peoples as Jesus of Nazareth, the Christed One.

May we answer you further?

N: Is the instrument getting tired?

J: Exhausted?

I am Laitos, and we find that this instrument has a good reserve of energy, and is happy to lend its services, as are we, if there might be a further query.

N: Thank you very much. I assume then that the Star of Bethlehem was just there, as you say, to send off something that had already been preordained. May I ask just one last question then, and that is the meaning of Antares.

I am Laitos and am aware of your query, my brother, and feel that we can best respond to this query by suggesting that Antares is a location within your known celestial charts that has been utilized by this grouping of species or races of being as a sort of way station, shall we say, a point chosen in time and space for its particular vibration that serves to nourish those of this co…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos and am once again with this instrument. We had completed the query which was asked, and simply wished to allow this instrument to reposition the recording devices that there might be a recording of any further queries if there might be one at this time.

N: Yes, Laitos, thank you very much for your last answer. This way station, is it like our planet Earth, or is it like an asteroid, and if so, what sort of name do we give to it by our astronomers?

I am Laitos and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that though this instrument’s knowledge of such terms is quite sparse and spare, that the terms Antares and Arcturus might be used most frequently by those who study and describe the heavens. This actual location is a grouping of bodies or entities which you would call stars, planets and asteroid-like orbiting entities, that together provide a field or network of vibrational frequencies that serve as what you might call the battery or nourishment of those entities which are of this same general vibratory level.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I don’t want to tire everyone. I appreciate all your answers. Thank you.

I am Laitos, and we are most grateful to you and to each within the group this evening. We also must apologize if we have tired any this evening with our responses. We have found that this instrument was most open this evening, though in some cases was somewhat vacant as well and could be more, shall we say, helpful in the contact if more focus was provided, and the field was somewhat reduced in scope for this endeavor. We are with each upon the quest, as we have mentioned, in your meditations, and would be happy to lend our conditioning vibration there that your meditation might be somewhat deepened and clarified. We shall leave this group at this time. As always, we leave in the Love and in the Light of the one Creator, for there is nothing else, my friends, in which to leave or be. We are Laitos. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “When we give up seeking the power of God, we shall find the no-power which brings harmony into our lives. When we give up seeking things of God, we shall receive the greatest gift, God Itself. We shall receive God in consciousness in our inner sanctuary or temple, in that secret place of the most High which is found in no other place than within ourselves. The great lesson to be learned is that the goal is God-realization, and that not for any purpose.

To those who are thinking, “Should I not have health?” or “Should I not have abundant supply?” my answer is, “I suppose so. I suppose so because the Grace of God supplies us abundantly with everything of which we have need, even in what appears to be this human sense, but we do not have any power to get these things from God. When we have the actual conscious realization of God, pain, lack, and limitation fade away.”

Unfortunately, there will still be people who are sick or poor. The poor are always with us: the poor in health, the poor in purse, and the poor in morals. With these, we share out of our abundance to the best of our ability. More than that we cannot do We can never give them all they need or want. That is an impossibility because there is no end to what “man, whose breath is in his nostrils” needs or wants, but until a person realizes the futility of seeking things, they will not be fulfilled.

Why do we not stop searching for the power of God, stop looking for some thought or some truth that we think of our own selves we can do nothing, and that nobody ever has discovered a power that destroys their enemies? Let us rest in the realization that all the evil of this world constitutes but the “arm of flesh” and let it pass from our experience—let it pass—not by pushing or forcing it out, but by letting it pass. Nothing is accomplished by struggling physically or mentally, because struggling only increases what seems to be an evil power in our experience. It is you and I who falsely entertain a sense of power of sin, false appetite, disease, lack, or limitation, a sense of power which the thing itself, whatever it is, does not have; and that is why no power discovered in the physical, mental, or spiritual realm has ever been sufficient to remove any unwanted condition.

Every time that the thought comes to us, “I need this”; “I need that”; “I would like this”; “I would like that”: “I should have this”; “I should have that”; our answer must be, “Man shall not live by bread alone”—by effect, by creation—but by Spirit, The Creator.“ That must be a continuous realization until we have overcome our desire for anybody or anything that is in the external realm. We have to lose all desire for the visible in the realization that we live not by that which is visible but by that which is invisible, and then we shall find that the Infinite Invisible will produce in our experience the persona, things, circumstances and conditions necessary to our daily life.”

This afternoon it was once again an honor to co-host the European Law of One Telegram Group. Today I read them Ra Session #68, and then some of the questions I was asked were: “How did I respond to Carla almost being taken away into negative time/space by our negative fifth-density friend?” “How did Carla respond to almost being taken away into negative time/space by our negative friend?” “Why did Ra refuse to give us the magical technique to defend ourselves from being taken into negative time/space?” “How did I hold Carla’s hand after this incident?” and “Do we need to challenge our Higher Self if our Higher Self wants to give us information?”

After the session was over, I went outside and used Whip Lash and weeded the rest of the back yard and the west side of the fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 8

Easter Is Yours

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

All the seasons of the outer and inner year are valid. Yet too often we find that you have the fondness for Lent, the interior atmosphere of negation, deprivation, searching, and dark wondering. Yet the Easter mentality is yours as well. And we would not wish to leave you without that comfort.

Experience the imprisonment of your captive heart, caught in a net of shadow and wondering. And, at this moment and for this day, release it, insofar as you feel comfort in doing so, into the glad Light of Easter. Allow your spirits to rise and life to be resurrected within you. For you have not followed Jesus the Christ only through the suffering portion of life’s great passion. You have gone on with Him and walked the path of eternity. Easter is yours.

We leave you in the great joy and peace of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channeling for this session comes from March 10, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to be with you this evening. We come to serve, and we do our humble best but, as always, we ask you to discard and leave all that may be found unworthy.

Each of you has seen the picture of a drop of water which is then placed under ten times magnification, and then fifty times magnification, and so on until we are looking at the very nucleus of it and the surrounding electrons. You know, my friends, that each time you looked something had changed to that drop of water, something that was outside of that drop of water’s control. Scientists surrender to their technical informational equipment. It is left to those of the path to surrender in another way, and that is to welcome, accept, and encourage spiritual growth and change in themselves and others. What one may see as a drop of water, another may see ten times magnified and so forth. Each is looking at the same universe, caught whole and perfect in a microscope’s eye.

This is true, also, my friends, of you in your relationship with yourself, with the Creator, and with others. You must first be able to accept and like yourself in order to serve the one Creator with the most efficacious effect. One entity then may need one thing, and another another thing, but it is all the same experience, seen from different points of view. We are all studying, working, learning, and teaching. Yes, my friends, even you who are within third density have sometimes volunteered, as apples often do, to be of service in the subconscious of another entity. Getting to know yourself begins with meditation, is challenged by your creative responses to situations, and your future is melded from the manifestations of your inner seeking. Let us say for now that each instrument has found a balance that then they may then go forward to gaze upon the Creator, to experience Love for that great Logos which made us, the intimate and personal Love of a true father in a true family. In this part of your attempt at self-examination, we urge that time be taken at the end of the day, if possible, to jot down those things which you found profitable, and those things which you found difficult or harmful. Soon you will begin to detect a pattern. The pattern is the pattern of your manifestation which comes through your being from the great levels and touches the people about you. We see that the harsh winds of summer have blown your streets clear of snow, and we are aware that each has a somewhat more buoyant attitude towards this incarnation than [inaudible] its surprises during a period of this sort of weather than when the weather is dark and gloomy by its very nature…

In this session Hatonn speaks about our relationship with the Creator. They began by saying each of you has seen the picture of a drop of water which is then placed under ten times magnification, and then fifty times magnification, and so on until we are looking at the very nucleus of it and the surrounding electrons, and you know that each time you looked something had changed to that drop of water, something that was outside of that drop of water’s control, so scientists surrender to their technical information equipment, and it is left to those of the path to surrender in another way, for that is to accept and encourage spiritual growth and change in themselves and others, but what one may see as a drop of water, another may see ten times magnified and so forth, yet each is looking at the same universe, caught whole and perfect in a microscope’s eye. Now Hatonn said this is true of you in your relationship with yourself, with the Creator, and with others, and you must be able to accept yourself in order to serve the Creator with the best effect, so one entity may need one thing, and another another thing, but it is all the same experience, seen from different points of view, for we are all learning and teaching, yet even you who are within third density have sometimes volunteered to be of service in the subconscious of another entity, and getting to know yourself begins with meditation, is challenged by your creative responses to situations, and your future is melded from the manifestations of your inner seeking, or let us say that each instrument has found a balance that they may go forward to gaze upon the Creator, to experience Love for that great Logos which made us like the intimate Love of a father in a family, for in this part of your attempt at self-examination, we urge that time be taken at the end of the day to jot down those things which you found profitable, and those things which you found difficult, and soon you will begin to detect a pattern of your manifestation which comes through great levels of your being and touches the people about you, so we see that the harsh winds of summer have blown your streets clear of snow, and we are aware that each has a more buoyant attitude towards this incarnation. On October 11, 1987, Latwii described the levels of our inner seeking:

I am Latwii, and each time that you move into the silence of your inner seeking, be it in meditation, contemplation, prayer, or even that which you call the daydreaming, you move closer to those sources of inspiration, guidance, and assistance that constantly surround you. It is the placement of the focus of the inner attention that allows you to touch more closely and clearly that reality which underlies all illusion.

We should at this point transfer from this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn and greet you through this instrument in Love and Light. We appreciate the service of the one known as Carla, though her condition is somewhat marginal. We thank her for offering all she has in this service. To continue with our thought.

As your season moves from that which was the cold, windswept, barren and introspected into that season which begins the warming and nourishing of that which was the focus of the introspection, winter, there is a lightening of the hearts, a gladdening and a sparkle, shall we say, to the mind’s eye. This we see among your people at this time, and it is in your experience likened unto a magnification of the life pattern which surrounds you and through which you move at this time. The tendency of the winter season is to turn the eye inward that those portions of the self which have exercised their luxuriant summer’s growth, shall we say, might then be observed and considered for their harvest of that season that this harvest then might then be the foundation of yet another season’s cycle of growth.

It is always a joy to reap the harvest and then to consider the sowing for the new year, the new year for the growth of the spirit in your manifestation. You will move through this new season of growth, each in your own fashion, watering those planted ideas, thoughts, and tendencies that you feel have value in your continued journey. You shall also, according to your own discrimination, pluck those growths that seem as weeds and seem to hinder that spiritual journey which now finds a new level of realization within your life. As you use your discrimination to evaluate the experiences which are placed before you, and which you find yourself moving within, you must ever keep before your mind’s eye the purposes as you understand them for your movement and your growth, for many are the plants and forms of life within your garden of experience.

Then Hatonn speaks of how we move through the seasons of our spiritual journey. They continued by saying as your season moves from that which was cold and windswept into that season which begins the warming and nourishing of that which was the focus of the introspection—winter–there is a lightening of the hearts, a sparkle to the mind’s eye, so we see this among your people at this time, and it is in your experience likened unto a magnification of the life pattern which surrounds you and through which you move at this time, for the tendency of the winter season is to turn the eye inward that those portions of the self which have exercised their luxuriant summer’s growth might be observed and considered for their harvest of that season might then be the foundation of another season’s cycle of growth. Now Hatonn said it is always a joy to reap the harvest and then to consider the sowing for the new year and the growth of the spirit in your manifestation, and you will move through this new season of growth watering those planted thoughts and tendencies that you feel have value in your continued journey, but you shall also pluck those growths that seem as weeds and hinder that spiritual journey which now finds a new level of realization within your life, for as you use your discrimination to evaluate the experiences which are placed before you, and which you find yourself moving within, you must keep before your mind’s eye the purposes as you understand them for your movement and your growth, for many are the plants and forms of life within your garden of experience. On June 19, 2005, Q’uo spoke of how we may use our discrimination:

We cannot say to you whether this storytelling is a good idea. It is entirely a product of your own discernment and judgment. We can say to you that in choosing to tell a story you join a very long line of wise, magical people who have decided to access the realm of the archetypal by parable rather than by discussion. We encourage you to be fearless as you proceed to use your discrimination and your heart in the unfolding of this purpose that you have chosen. We encourage you to trust yourself and to have faith, absolute and unwavering faith, in yourself.

From one particular point of view, or shall we say power of magnification, a certain experience may seem very difficult and quite undesirable. It may, indeed, seem as the weed that needs the plucking and the removal from the garden of your experience. And yet, if you look deeper, my friends, and magnify your own perceptions inwardly and outwardly, you discover within that situation which seemed most difficult and undesirable, is the possibility of a great acceleration in your spiritual journey. For as you move through your illusion, the strength of spirit which is possible for you to gain is most often that which is gained, not with the ease of a feast table, plainly and easily set, but oftentimes is that experience which provides the most difficulty in surviving and evaluating for its value. The experiences which of necessity cause you to reach deeper within your own being in order to find means of achieving harmony with self and other self are those experiences which, as the sandpaper to the roughened board, smooth the spiritual journey in a very real and basic sense.

For as you move through your illusion, you shall discover that those times in which there was an ease of being and expression, and perhaps a happy contentment to go with them, there was less of that harvested of the spiritual nature, shall we say. Those experiences, on the other hand, which were very difficult at the time they appeared within one’s life may have provided one with the spiritual challenge that then yielded the harvest that was unrecognized at the time, yet at a later time, as you call it, became apparent to the inward-seeking eye. We cannot with any surety describe to you any particular set of circumstances which might be productive of this type of spiritual growth, for within each life pattern there is a unique potential for realizing such growth. Yet we can say to you that things are not always as they seem within one’s life. This is especially true for the seeker of what you call truth, for in the metaphysical sense, it is very difficult for one to determine one’s own progress and one’s own means of achieving this progress. You move within an illusion which…

Hatonn said from one point of view a certain experience may seem undesirable, yet if you look deeper and magnify your perceptions inwardly and outwardly, you discover within that situation which seemed undesirable, is the possibility of an acceleration in your spiritual journey, for as you move through your illusion, the strength of spirit which is possible for you to gain is often that which is gained, not with the ease of a feast table, easily set, but often is that experience which provides the most difficulty in surviving and evaluating for its value, for the experiences which cause you to reach deeper within your being in order to find means of achieving harmony with self and other self are those experiences which smooth the spiritual journey in a basic sense. Then Hatonn said for as you move through your illusion, you shall discover that those times in which there was an ease of being and a happy contentment, there was less of that harvested of the spiritual nature, but those experiences which were difficult at the time they appeared within one’s life may have provided one with the spiritual challenge that yielded the harvest that was unrecognized at the time, yet at a later time it became apparent to the inward-seeking eye, yet we cannot describe to you any circumstances which might be productive of this type of spiritual growth, for within each life pattern there is a unique potential for realizing such growth, yet we can say to you that things are not always as they seem within one’s life, and this is true for the seeker of truth, for in the metaphysical sense, it is difficult for one to determine one’s own progress and one’s own means of achieving this progress. On July 12, 1981, Hatonn describes the nature of our spiritual journey:

My brother, we would say to you that you recognize the success of the spiritual journey, if we will use that term, and you will accept it, is the task of each entity upon your plane. The success of the spiritual journey has one mark and one mark only in this density, and that is the mark of Love, the acceptance of all about you as part of the Creator, the giving and receiving of Love as the gift of the Creator. When you see any part of this mark in your life, in whatever direction you are seeking at that time, know that you are achieving, what might be called upon your plane, a successful journey.

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…moving in perfect harmony with the cycles and seasons and the rhythms of being. We shall leave you now, in an illusory sense only, for in truth we are always with you and always one. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you also, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are happy to tread where those of Hatonn have left their footprints as well, and we offer our humble service in the same manner, asking that you take that which we give with, shall we say, your proverbial grain of salt. We are happy to offer ourselves in the attempt of answering your queries and we would ask at this time if there might be a query with which we might begin?

S: Latwii, is there anything that I can do to help R that I have not already attempted?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we find that your efforts in this matter have been most exemplary. The most important portion of these efforts, as we have mentioned before, is that intention with which you begin and continue your workings. The desire which you manifest in these workings is that motivating force which many have called Love, and we can find no better word for this facet and function of experience that you now seek to express in order that another might find a greater balance within its own being. We suggest that you continue upon that path which you have firmly planted your feet upon.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and we find that each person has taken one step backwards and left this volunteer to end. We do, indeed, end our stay with you with much reluctance but we glory in each of your beautiful colors, the vibrations of your being, and the energy fields that they have created. How beautiful you are, my friends. We are those of Latwii. We bid farewell in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We realize that there are some who would wish that we could walk among you, but that is not a safe thing to do, and so we speak to you, and so we are always available to you. We bid you farewell. Adonai. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “What does it mean to accept the spiritual dispensation in our experience? Unless we understand what it is that constitutes this spiritual dispensation, we cannot be prepared to accept it.

Regardless of the fact that the majority of people pay lip service to a belief in God, many of them do not believe in God. True, they may believe that there is a God or have a belief about God, but they have no faith, no realization, no conviction because the nature of the bondman is to be in bondage to effect, to love, worship, and fear anything that has form, that is visible as effect. It may be bodily health: the heart, liver, or lungs, or it may be dollar bills, investments, or home, but the love and devotion and fear of most human beings are always directed at someone or something in the visible realm.

The son of the bondwoman is in bondage as long as some thought, thing, or person is necessary, and that is what constitutes human hood. The new covenant of the new creature begins in the moment we realize, “I and my Father are one, and all that the Father has is mine. I look in no other direction than to the Infinite Invisible. Then what appears from within, I share gloriously, freely, joyously.”

The transition into divine sonship brings about that change from faith in the visible to faith in the Infinite Invisible, in that which can never be seen, heard, tasted, touched, smelled, or even thought or reasoned There has to be a faith without a reason for that faith. There must be an all-consuming inner conviction which agrees with this faith, even while not knowing what it is: an inner instinct, an inner intuition, an inner grace.

“There shall no sign be given.” The signs follow them that believe. When the faith comes, the signs follow. If we are given any sign, any thing or that thought is that upon which our faith rests instead of upon the Invisible which is God.”

Later this morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed. My second stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some more food for myself.

This afternoon I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed the Ruins Mound and the Day Lily Garden along the south side of the garage.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 6

The Springtime Energy Of Cells

I am the Spirit of Love, and I greet you in the consciousness that is Jesus the Christ.

Your feet shall not stand upon the good earth all the day, yet within the mind and within the heart let yourselves never be removed from that primal energy source. Know that every fiber of your sweet planet’s natural growth, as it burgeons into springtime, expresses its energies in rejoicing, and that all who stand amongst the flowering may also feel that energy flowing.

And, indeed, all who can turn in mind to that same blooming may experience and be fed by that same joyous, springtime energy, for you are part of the creation of the Father. Feel within each cell the springtime energy of the creature that you are and bless each tendril of new energy, each lighter spring to the step, offering praise to the Creator of these cycles of life. May each cycle of your life spiral you closer to the consciousness of Christ.

We leave you in that consciousness, in that Love, and in that peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Laitos and Latwii channelings for this session come from February 26, 1985:

Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I greet, you my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great pleasure to be here and to be able to use this instrument, and we thank you profoundly for offering us the opportunity to serve you. We ourselves get so much from the sharing of our humble thoughts and gifts that we can never thank you enough for allowing us to walk with you, to be with you and to aid you as you travel along the path of those who venture into unknown territory in search of invisible yet palpable truth. The process of channeling is in some ways simple enough that it confuses those who are attempting to learn the techniques involved. We do not ask you to refrain from discrimination. Indeed, we ask each entity who wishes to learn to become a vocal instrument to tune carefully, to remain surrounded in white Light, and to challenge each and every entity each and every time that entity appears.

There are those who become overconfident believing that they recognize the vibratory pattern of a certain contact. This is not the case. There are those who would wish to eliminate yet one more light giver by the simple expedient of mimicking the vibratory patterns of those such as we who wish nothing except to serve you. Paradoxically, we ourselves are greatly served. However, once that is understood, the simplicity of the channeling process is almost stunning. If one has the catcher’s mitt and the baseball is thrown, the catcher will catch that ball. However, he will immediately have to throw it again, hopefully with careful direction, in order that his glove is empty once again as the next ball hits the glove. It is difficult to catch ball after ball in the same glove. The contact is lost just as the concepts or the balls are lost if they fall upon the ground and the catcher who pitches is no longer able to function either as a catcher or a pitcher.

In this session Hatonn spoke of the process of learning to channel. They began by saying the process of channeling is in some ways simple enough that it confuses those who are attempting to learn the techniques involved, so we do not ask you to refrain from discrimination, but we ask each entity who wishes to learn to become a vocal instrument to tune carefully, to remain surrounded in white Light, and to challenge each and every entity each and every time that entity appears. Hatonn went on to say there are those who become overconfident believing that they recognize the vibratory pattern of a certain contact, but this is not the case, for there are those who would wish to eliminate one more light giver by mimicking the vibratory patterns of those such as we who wish nothing except to serve you, and paradoxically, we ourselves are served, so once that is understood, the simplicity of the channeling process is stunning, and if one has the catcher’s mitt, and the baseball is thrown, the catcher will catch that ball, but he will immediately have to throw it again in order that his glove is empty once again as the next ball hits the glove, for it is difficult to catch ball after ball in the same glove, and the contact is lost just as the concepts or the balls are lost if they fall upon the ground, and the catcher who pitches is no longer able to function either as a catcher or a pitcher. On March 25, 1987, Quanta spoke of the necessity of carefully tuning as an instrument before channeling any contact:

I am Quanta, and at this stage of your experience of the vocal channeling we may recommend that practice upon that which you have devised is by far the most efficacious means by which to improve your art. As you choose that means by which you tune your instrument and the means by which you offer a challenge of the nature of any spirit or entity who wishes to speak through your instrument, you then intensify this technique by practicing it, and thus do you empower that which you have chosen by the repetition.

This is the way of channeling. We work, as this instrument has mentioned, within the levels of the mind which throw off to your conscious minds the concepts which you then clothe consciously with a vocabulary. We do this for two reasons. Firstly, the state of mind in meditation is such that this is the level which is most properly used. The second is that the one who channels must experience the thoughts and then have the responsibility of using their power of visualization, their vocabulary, their experience, and their being to produce a unique communication. We by no means wish to be one hundred percent responsible for the content of the message. We wish approximately twenty-five to thirty percent of the message to be shaped by the instrument who calls upon their vocabulary, their imagination, and their special gifts as a person.

Thus, our very simple message gains a multitude of various conveyances by means of which the person which cannot grasp the poetic will yet have the opportunity to grasp the practical and down-to-earth, and the person who cannot grasp either of those approaches easily still has an opportunity to listen to a scientific or technical mind analyzing and giving forth the same message. This is why vocal channeling is a partnership. Unlike a trance channel, the vocal channel is alert, and though relaxed, quite awake and able to discriminate. This is our chosen method of speaking to those who would wish to hear.

Then Hatonn said this is the way of channeling, and we work as Carla within the levels of the mind which throw off to your conscious minds the concepts which you clothe with a vocabulary, and we do this for two reasons, so first the state of mind in meditation is such that this is the level which is most properly used, so the second is that one who channels must experience the thoughts and then have the responsibility of using their vocabulary, their experience, and their being to produce an unique communication, but we don’t wish to be one hundred percent responsible for the content of the message, yet we wish approximately twenty-five to thirty percent of the message to be shaped by the instrument who calls upon their vocabulary and their gifts as a person. Hatonn continued by saying our message gains a multitude of various levels by which the person who cannot grasp the poetic will have the opportunity to grasp the practical, and the person who cannot grasp either of those approaches still has an opportunity to listen to a technical mind analyzing and giving the same message, for this is why vocal channeling is a partnership, but unlike a trance channel, the vocal channel is alert and able to discriminate, so this is our method of speaking to those who would wish to hear. On October 8, 1986, Laitos spoke of the basic nature of vocal channeling:

I am indeed Laitos, and have been working with you, my sister, as we have been working with each instrument within this dwelling. Each, however, receives a different kind of assistance, for each is working upon slightly different facets of the same phenomenon. With your particular instrument, we find that it is often helpful to stimulate, as you call it, the more experienced instrument in a manner which will allow it at any future time, as you would call it, to pursue the practice of vocal channeling with increased facility. In your particular case, we are working with the deeper levels of your mind complex in order to aid the transmission of word-by-word thoughts. We are, you might say, at once sensitizing your instrument and stabilizing it as well.

We are most grateful for the opportunity to work with the one known as J. We shall begin with several times of making the conditioning vibration known to the one known as J in order that the entity may feel the presence of us and may then feel when we are gone. We shall pause, speak again through this instrument, then pause again several times. We shall now work with the instrument known as J, and so we do pause. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We have made a contact. We are pleased with the initial strength and shall once again move to the one known as J while he rests and experiences our vibrations. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We are adjusting our vibrations at this time to match the vibratory frequencies of the one known as J. This is normal. We shall attempt to refrain from causing discomfort. We shall one more time silently greet the one known as J. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. We do apologize to this instrument for the strength of the conditioning. We understand that this instrument is sensitive and do not mean to cause discomfort to this instrument either. However, it is necessary to use other frequencies when dealing with other vibratory patterns. We are aware that this instrument has given us permission to make her a bit uncomfortable, and we now continue by working with the one known as J in the following manner. After we have transferred the contact from this instrument, we shall continue sending one phrase and one phrase only. That phrase, of course, is “I am Laitos.” It will feel as if the new channel has thought that themself. This is the first barrier which must be breached in order to begin the process of becoming an instrument. It will be months before you are convinced that we, indeed, are not simply a portion of your inner mind. We ask that the new instrument relax, remove any preconceptions and wait for the concept to come into the mind, the impulse to come into the mind to say, “I am Laitos.” The instrument may repeat this phrase as many times as desired in order to calculate the movements of energy when speaking and when pausing. Please do not analyze what is going on at this point, for there is no intellectual substance to that which we are attempting to teach but only heartfelt desire to serve and to learn in order to serve the better.

We shall now transfer to the one known as J. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We find the one known as J to have indulged in the analyzing of that simple phrase. We have also made a good deal of progress in adjusting our vibrations towards this entity’s needs. We would ask the one known as J to suspend the judgment and play the fool by stepping off the safe ground into the thin air. This is not an exercise in so-called psychic phenomena. This is an exercise in sharing information about metaphysical subjects. There is no phenomenon except the material itself which is being recorded. There are no bent spoons; there is no healing; we are here only to inspire. Therefore, we use always the light touch. However, in order to be a channel, in order to join those who wish to offer light on a non-judgmental or non-dogmatic basis, it is necessary to refrain from analyzing and to feel trust in the process itself. This instrument took a good deal of time to develop to the extent which she has, and she is still working upon becoming a more finely tuned channel.

However, the process itself will not begin until tuning and challenging having been done satisfactorily; the instrument clears the channel through which thoughts will come; and then speaks the things which come into the mind freely and without thought, using the faith that such information is worthwhile, and that our techniques are designed to infringe as little as possible upon the free will of the instrument.

We shall attempt to do something a little different this time as we find that the new instrument is caught upon the one phrase, “I am Laitos.” Therefore, we shall send that phrase, and we shall be ready to send any other phrases which this instrument succeeds in clearing through the mechanism of speaking so that we may send the next concept to the instrument. Again, we transfer to the one known as J. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos. We again ask the instrument to repeat without hesitation that which comes into the mind. The analyzing causes a stoppage in the channeling. Repeat immediately that which comes to the mind. We shall again transfer. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and we feel that there has been enough conditioning for one session. We do not wish to weary the instrument before it even begins its work. However, we assure you that work has been done. We are beginning to be able to blend far better with the vibratory pattern of the one known as J, and we hope that the back and the neck pain are not as severe as earlier. We have been attempting to adjust. We thank the one known as J for offering us the opportunity to work with this entity. We are most grateful. We find this group to be a most blessed and happy source of light.

We have greatly enjoyed experiencing some time, as you call it, with you and of course are always available when mentally requested, although we do not speak voluntarily except within a group such as this one, for the new instrument may easily be led astray by those who are clever and have messages which are different from ours, and which cause the elitism that has fueled so many of your peoples’ wars and other catastrophes made by humanity.

We leave you, being within the same creation as you; therefore, we cannot be apart. We leave you in universal Love and Light, we leave you in the care of the One Who Is All. We are Laitos. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are overjoyed to be called again to this group, and we would offer ourselves in the attempt to answer queries which might be in order at this time. May we ask if there is a query with which we might attempt to be of service?

Carla: How could I help new channels more than I am helping them?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we find that even with one such as yourself who is experienced as an instrument, the process of aiding another is always and ever the same, for you as an instrument wishing to be of service can only do that which is available to you through your own opening of desire. As you attempt to be of service to others there will be the opportunities that you will note. You will, without hesitation, seek these opportunities and offer that which is in you and with you and which can come through you, offering that as the bread cast upon the water without the dedication to any particular outcome, for that which is freely given is the true gift. To worry overmuch about forming the fruit of such a gift then tends to distort that gift in some manner.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, what you said is very true, but what I wondered was if there was something that I could do that I wasn’t doing just to do my job better.

I am Latwii, and we find that your efforts are quite sufficient, my sister. May we answer further or perhaps another query?

Carla: Not from me, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we see that our duty this evening is a short one, yet we are overjoyed to be able to serve even for a brief period of what you call time, for as we walk with you upon your journey of seeking the truth, we walk with the one Creator. We thank you; we bless you; and we shall at this time leave this group, rejoicing always in the power and the peace, the Love and the Light of the one Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “The time has come now, not to think in terms of being healthy or wealthy: The time has come to think in terms of being spiritual. The time has come to think of being, of having that Spirit of God indwelling so that we may claim our heritage as children of God, “joint-heirs with Christ” to all the heavenly riches. The time has come when we have to give thought to this: If we are crucified, can we rise from the tomb? If we are crucified, whether on the cross or through the calendar, can we rise and walk this very Earth again in a physical body—speak, eat, and drink?

It must come to every single one of us that there is something more to life than being healthy and having abundance. There is something more to life than just walking around this Earth enjoying ourselves. There is something more to life, and that is Life. Life is eternal, a Life that knows no grave, a Life that knows no infirmity, a Life that knows no sin, no poverty, no war, no lack. Can this Life be achieved?

Everyone who attains a tiny grain of spiritual vision can help in the attainment of this Life by healing the physical, mental, moral, and financial ills of their neighbor. We can help one another to a greater sense of abundance, and we can reveal spiritual truth and impart it, thereby helping our neighbor along the way. But that is as far as we can go.

After that, each one has to “die” within their own consciousness to the old person so that the new person can be born. Each one has to do that for themselves by recognizing that it can be done, and that there are those who have been on Earth who have never died, and if we can rise high enough in consciousness, we can tabernacle with them.

There are those who hold communion right now with Christ Jesus, with Moses, Abraham, Lao-tse, Buddha, and John. Why not? We can commune with friends who are sitting beside us. “Ah,” but you say, “my friends are alive.” And so are these other great Souls. No person ever dies after they have had spiritual illumination. A single bit of realization that there is more to life than matter, more to life than meets the eye, even that is enough illumination to prevent one from ever dying. It takes only a grain of God consciousness.”

This morning I went outside and continued working on the small stone wall between the fishpond and the Vanilla/Strawberry Hydrangea. I was able to complete the stone wall’s last three feet!

This afternoon I went back outside and used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters on the fishpond. Then I drained half of the water out of the fishpond. While the water was draining out I put all of the left-over stones in the area of the pet cemetery that has a wall of stones most of the way to the end of the pet cemetery. While the water was refilling in the fishpond I took my speed walk. When I got back I put three cups of Aquasafe into the fishpond to neutralize the chlorine.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 5

Retreat From A Weary World

I am the Spirit of the living God, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love which is the essence of Jesus the Christ.

As you experience these words, experience too the energy and the atmosphere that accompanies them. Feel the presence of the Spirit of Love moving into your heart, filling your mind, bathing you in Light and peace and tickling your fancy to laughter, merriment and lightness. Feel the lightness and the joy of Love that is pure, open, giving, and unconditional.

This is your paradise. This is your heaven. This is your retreat from the woes of a weary world. Do not lose this place during your experiences this day. Come back into this consciousness, and we shall be there, and you shall be consoled, comforted, strengthened, and enabled. These promises we leave with you.

These promises await you peacefully, joyfully, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn, Oxal, and Latwii channelings for this session come from February 10, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great pleasure to be with you this evening, to share in your lives for this period of what you call time, to embrace with you seeking for the truth.

This evening we would speak to you about that portion of seeking which is involved in manifestation. To put it another way, we would speak with you about service to others. When each individual embarks upon the spiritual journey, there is a time when the seeds of seeking are tender and young and need to be guarded carefully and in private. This is usually known instinctively by seekers. They feel fragile and, indeed, they are fragile as very small children are fragile, unable to defend themselves within the new life and environment of seeking. As the seeker pursues the journey, however, there is another stage which might be called that of adolescence, spiritually speaking. The seeker becomes excited by the power and mystery of the excellence of the path and is often on fire with the desire to share with others the awakening which they may have had.

To put this in a more general context, regardless of the desire and its nature, any desire to serve another is prone to the folly of spiritual adolescence. There is a great disillusionment involved furthermore and an ensuing bitterness which we would at all costs urge each to remove from the being if possible by nipping the adolescent spiritual self in the bud and studying and then living those portions of what we have to say that seem worthwhile to you this evening. Each individual is a mystery, for the Creator is a mystery. Could the co-Creator then be less? Further, each individual is unique, and thus each mystery is unique. Within the well-intentioned there is such a desire to be of service, such a desire to polarize and to learn a better way of being that it is easy to find oneself deciding what is needed for another. The excitement of the spiritual path is relayed and there is often puzzlement and sad feeling when the attempt to serve is not accepted but is, rather, rebuffed.

In this session Hatonn spoke about the concept of service to others. They began by saying this evening we would speak with you about service to others, so when each individual embarks upon the spiritual journey, there is a time when the seeds of seeking are young and need to be guarded in private, and this is known instinctively by seekers, for they are fragile as small children are fragile, unable to defend themselves within the new life and environment of seeking, but as the seeker pursues the journey there is another stage which is called adolescence, spiritually speaking, so the seeker becomes excited by the power and mystery of the excellence of the path and is often on fire with the desire to share with others the awakening which they may have had. Hatonn went on to say to put this in a general context, any desire to serve another is prone to the folly of spiritual adolescence, for there is a disillusionment involved and a bitterness which we would urge each to remove from the being if possible by nipping the adolescent spiritual self in the bud, and studying, and then living those portions of what we have to say that seem worthwhile to you this evening, and each individual is a mystery, for the Creator is a mystery, so each individual is unique, and each mystery is unique, so within the well-intentioned there is a desire to be of service and learn a better way of being that it is easy to find oneself deciding what is needed for another, and the excitement of the spiritual path is relayed, so there is often puzzlement and sad feeling when the attempt to serve is not accepted but is rebuffed. On December 6, 1981, Latwii suggested how we may be of service:

We must also reiterate that we cannot give specific advice but can only suggest that if you wish to be of service to one who is in need of your service that you consider carefully the needs of this entity, and in your meditative state seek this solution, and as you seek to be of service, the way shall be made clear from within your own being as to which path would be of most value to this entity.

Again, in the more general sense, how often does each individual feel that they know what is best for another and with a willing and glad heart would do anything to serve another person by making the desired outcome possible? Service to others is one of the great paradoxes, for one is of service to another to the extent that one ceases to attempt to give to another. One is, after all, dealing with a co-creator, an infinite and mystery-filled being. Thus, service to another begins often with the conscious or unconscious decision to attempt to see the creation through the eyes of the one who is to be aided. This is not the end of service but the means. The end is to see the Creator in another, for by seeing the Creator you reflect that which may be the mirror to that person whom you wish to help. That person is then able to discover themself. The gift that you can give is the vision of the Creator.

How many times have you considered that another entity was less than perfect, was troublesome, difficult, or in some way in need of help? When thoughts of this nature come to you and you do wish to serve, begin by centering your own disciplined attention upon that part of yourself which is the Creator. Then, with eyes which behold that which is not apparent but only seen through grace, you may aid another, for you may see the Creator. You will notice that in all that we have said, we have said nothing about doing but only about your manner of being. It is an enormously selfless thing to listen and see with eyes and ears that are centered upon the Creator, for there are so many opinions, judgments, and feelings which one has due to the lack of freedom from the illusion that each is separated from each. Once the technique has been learned, it is fairly common for one to be able to be of service. If this technique is not learned, no matter how great your enthusiasm, how beautiful your message, how inspiring your words, that which you give another is part of your own energy and it will not last past your leaving. When you give another self in a new vision, consequences are far more lasting and there is no infringement of free will, for all you are doing is acting as a channel.

Then Hatonn said service to others is one of the great paradoxes, for one is of service to another to the extent that one ceases to attempt to give to another, for one is dealing with a co-Creator, an infinite and mystery-filled being, so service to another begins with the conscious or unconscious decision to attempt to see the creation through the eyes of the one who is to be aided, but this is not the end of service but the means, for the end is to see the Creator in another, for by seeing the Creator you reflect that which may be the mirror to that person whom you wish to help, and that person is able to discover themselves, so the gift that you can give is the vision of the Creator. Now Hatonn said when you have thoughts that another entity was less than perfect and difficult, you should begin by centering your attention upon that part of yourself which is the Creator, but with eyes which behold that which is not apparent, and are only seen through grace, you may aid another, for you may see the Creator, for you will notice that we have said nothing about doing but only about your manner of being, yet it is a selfless thing to listen and see with eyes and ears that are centered upon the Creator, for there are judgments and feelings which one has due to the lack of freedom from the illusion that each is separated from each, but once the technique has been learned, it is common for one to be able to be of service, but if this technique is not learned, no matter how inspiring your words, that which you give another is part of your own energy, and it will not last past your leaving, so when you give another self in a new vision, consequences are more lasting, and there is no infringement of free will, for all you are doing is acting as a channel. On January 29, 1989, Latwii said when we wish to be of service to others we are acting as a channel for our higher self:

And let there be no emphasis placed upon the outcome of your efforts, for your efforts may fail or succeed, yet it is not important to your own choice-making procedure, as long as you may see that the best which you could do is done, the outcome does not matter, for when you are expressing from a centered, loving portion of being, you are, in fact, acting as a channel for a higher self, still yourself, yet more beautiful, more focused, certainly more enduring. You are able to shine a Light through yourself, and you are then a great blessing.

We are sorry for the delay but there is less energy than there sometimes is in the circle. We shall continue. The beginning, for yourself and for others, is your decision to serve. If service is not free then you are not free, for your actions reflect your state of mind and your being. Remember always that even though you may aim as high as your imagination can take you and then fail, it is far better to have aimed so high, for it is your intention that draws you upon the spiritual path ever onward. The concept of failure is foreign to the seeker and is best left behind along with other of your cherished possessions such as a feeling of unworthiness, a feeling of being less than one appears to be, a feeling of being too much with the world. You see, my friends, you begin by judging yourself, so stop judging yourself; be of service to yourself. You are, after all, a self; there is that within you which is infinite, and it may be of service to you. We do not mean to sound as if we are splitting your personality, but there is within you a greater self that you may call upon and use in order that your mind and your emotions may serve you instead of your being a slave to them. Service to others is the next step for those who seek to Love. Spend yourself freely in order to be, not in order to convince. Do not even attempt to convince yourself but merely allow the flow of your incarnational experience to teach you and to draw you toward your next challenge.

Now Hatonn said the beginning for yourself and for others, is your decision to serve, but if service is not free then you are not free, for your actions reflect your state of mind and your being, so remember that even though you may aim as high as your imagination can take you and then fail, it is far better to have aimed so high, for it is your intention that draws you upon the spiritual path, yet the concept of failure is foreign to the seeker and is best left behind along with other of your cherished possessions such as a feeling of unworthiness, for you see you begin by judging yourself, so stop judging yourself, and be of service to yourself, yet you are a self, so there is that within you which is infinite, and it may be of service to you, but we do not mean to sound as if we are splitting your personality, for there is within you a greater self that you may call upon and use in order that your mind and your emotions may serve you instead of your being a slave to them, so service to others is the next step for those who seek to Love, or spend yourself in order to be, not in order to convince, but do not attempt to convince yourself, and allow the flow of your incarnational experience to teach you and to draw you toward your next challenge. On May 16, 1976, Hatonn said that we should look forward to our next challenge:

My brothers and sisters, Love one another. That is it. That is all we have to say. We have said it several times this evening; we say it once more. As you go forth into the world, you will, very soon, meet your next challenge. It will be a person whom it is difficult to conceive of on the outer planes as the Creator. You will fear him, and you will wish to put distance between yourself and them. And yet, you are one. If you can move the fear aside [inaudible] the reality will seep into your being, and you will reflect unto them the joy of the Spirit. Rejoice that you know the Creator! And as you go forth, be of service to your fellow friends. Let them know that you know that they, too, are full of joy.

We find within this instrument’s mind a portion of a conversation earlier. We feel that we are not those who should speak to this and, therefore, we shall leave this instrument, for there is another called by this question. We are those of Hatonn, and we are most grateful to you for calling us to your presence and to the joy of your company. We leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal. We greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator and thank you that you called us to you at this time. We are adjusting the energy which we use with this instrument. It has been some time since we used this instrument, and we are adjusting to this instrument’s comfort.

We would speak to you upon a subject which, as our brothers and sisters of Hatonn observed, has been raised in discussion. The practice of meditation is central and, indeed, for most an absolute necessity for spiritual evolution. Yet it is inevitably painful in that it is a tool whereby realizations occur. One learns about oneself; one then turns to the self and begins picking at the self, at the past experiences which have been, shall we say, less than perfectly resolved. One becomes tangled within one’s own incarnational experiences and judgments about experiences which do not square with those things which meditation is bringing you. Therefore, you may find bitter fruit cropping up among those fruits of meditation. This is an excellent sign, and we encourage each to rejoice when a past misalliance of some kind comes to mind as an unbalanced and unfinished piece of business. It is now time to finish the business. Those who live the life of one who is asleep become increasingly bowed down by the weight of experience. That which is childlike begins to leave and the being becomes heavier and heavier, for in truth nothing is ever resolved to the complete and total satisfaction of a judging entity.

The appropriate action when one is faced with one’s own past is to take the past from the shoulders, to refuse to carry it further but rather put it down and gaze at it until all is well, until there is no emotional pull or push to this experience. You are then lighter, more childlike, more spontaneous, more open, more joyful and more ready to be yourself. The great treasure of being that you are must wait for you to unload the package of burdens of your past from you. In the seeker there will be, again and again, those confrontations with the self in which one judges the self to have fallen short. We may say that when one adds two plus two and writes down the number five, one has made an error. Later one may erase the error because of new and life-giving knowledge. The problem is then solved correctly, two plus two being four. That is all that your past is.

In this session Oxal spoke about meditation. They began by saying the practice of meditation is central, for most a necessity for spiritual evolution, yet it is inevitably painful in that it is a tool whereby realizations occur, so one learns about oneself, and one then turns to the self and begins picking at the self, at the past experiences which have been less than resolved, and one becomes tangled within one’s own incarnational judgments about experiences which do not square with those things which meditation is bringing you, for you may find bitter fruit cropping up among those fruits of meditation, yet this is a sign, and we encourage each to rejoice when a past misalliance of some kind comes to mind as an unfinished piece of business, so it is now time to finish the business, but those who live the life of one who is asleep become increasingly bowed down by the weight of experience, and that which is childlike begins to leave, and the being becomes heavier and heavier, for in truth nothing is ever resolved to the complete satisfaction of a judging entity. On May 27, 1974, Hatonn described the fruits of meditation:

There is much to be gained through the process of meditation. This, my friends, is the only important thing that you will do during your incarnation. For all of the fruits of meditation that you receive will be the project of this simple effort. Effort to find how to serve, find technique of serving your fellow beings is simple. It is done in meditation. This was demonstrated by the master teacher known to you as Jesus. His service to His fellow man on the planet Earth was very great. It is a service that continues even to this day even though this man was poorly understood it is still understood that He was acting in the name of a loving Creator. He discovered through meditation the way in which He would serve His fellow beings.

My friends, you are carrying around a collection of unsolved but simple arithmetic problems. The answers usually have to do with forgiveness of the self, and a willingness to use the eraser. You do not have to live your past. You are responsible for the new life of the present moment. If you have not made amends to another, by all means do so. Usually, however, it is the self that is the great scapegoat. Remove this identity from yourself. You will have to be patient, for you cannot find all that you have done badly by meditating once, twice or a hundred times. The fully realized self is a long time, shall we say, in arriving; especially within your illusion. We ask you simply to remain unflustered and use your eraser, loving your mistakes, loving your perfection and being willing to be accountable for that which you are now, not in the past and not in the future.

Oxal went on to say you are carrying around a collection of unsolved but simple arithmetic problems, and the answers have to do with forgiveness of the self, and a willingness to use the eraser, but you do not have to live your past, for you are responsible for the new life of the present moment, but if you have not made amends to another, by all means do so, for it is the self that is the scapegoat, so remove this identity from yourself, yet you will have to be patient, for you cannot find all that you have done badly by meditating once, twice, or a hundred times, so the fully realized self is a long time in arriving within your illusion, and we ask you to remain calm, and use your eraser, loving your mistakes, loving your perfection, and being willing to be accountable for that which you are now, not in the past and not in the future. On October 26, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the value of meditating:

In the meditative state, one can access those deeper levels of the conscious mind and the upper levels of the subconscious mind where there are clues and indications of relevancy, shall we say, that can be obtained by meditating upon the catalyst at hand. There is the quality of seeking in the meditative state that is enhanced by one’s desire to know how to serve more effectively, how to open the heart more fully, how to give unconditional Love more frequently.

If one can see past the outer parameters of the catalyst in front of one in the meditative state, and have the question within the mind and the heart how to more fully Love and serve, then through this lens one may more accurately see the features and resonances that are facing one and offering to one the opportunity to do just that, to Love, to serve, to accept, to give, to give praise and thanksgiving for the opportunity to be.

I am Oxal. I leave you secure in the infinite unity of all that there is. Therefore, my friends, we cannot leave you for there is only one creation. We shall, however, cease speaking through this instrument, asking you, as always, to cast aside any thought which does not have merit in your own opinion. We leave you basking in the Love and in the Light of the One Who Is All. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one Creator. We are most privileged to be asked to join your group this evening. We follow our brothers and sisters of Hatonn and Oxal in giving praise for the ability to share our thoughts with you. Our service, as you know, is that of attempting to give answers from our philosophical point of view. Therefore, may we begin with the first query for this evening.

J: Latwii, I’d like to ask you an historical question, please. I was reading an article about the Cro-Magnon man in the caves at La Tuc d’Audoubert. I’d like to know how did they learn how to draw, where did they get their colors from, and how did they draw on the ceilings of the cave?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We are not very good at giving answers to queries that are beyond the bounds of our philosophical reach. To attempt to look upon the historical past of your planet is somewhat of a difficult task for us. We shall, in our humble way, make a small attempt in this instance, focusing as we can upon those portions of the query which are within our grasp.

We find that entities who have partaken in the evolutionary chain of your species’ development have from time to time developed those means of self-expression which have been recorded in various ways. The entities of which you speak were of a level of development which enabled them to utilize various substances of the plant and mineral world that surrounded them in the making of those dye and paint pigments that allowed for the recording of their way of being upon the walls of those cave structures in which they found shelter, an environment which was relatively safe in which to dwell. These entities were able to make drawings upon the walls and what you have referred to as the ceilings as a result of utilizing structures which no longer exist within those cave areas. There has been much, shall we say, erosion of the structures and geographical placement of, shall we say, earthen mounds which were then available for such paintings.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: You did very well, Latwii. Can I still keep on the same subject?

I am Latwii, and we shall do our best, my brother, to accommodate you although we are not skilled in this area.

J: Thank you. Can you tell me, when did the Neanderthal man change into the Cro-Magnon man? And why?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. As we attempt to trace the evolutionary pattern of your particular species, we find that there have been a variety of transitions from one form to another. Many of these transitions did not continue but found an ending in their evolutionary pattern. Your particular lineage is one which does include this entity of which you speak, the so-called Neanderthal man. The transition which this entity partook in with others of a similar configuration was not a transition which can easily be delineated to a specific portion of what you call time, for the transition was the kind in which the, shall we say, donor race or original race of entities died out, giving birth to the successors but a transition in which there was mutual cohabitation for a portion…

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am with this instrument once again. To complete our attempt to answer your query, my brother, we may suggest that it is most difficult for us to be more precise in giving a date for this transition, for the transition was one that occurred over a great portion of what you call time, and was one in which there were, shall we say, parallel transitions being undertaken at the same time.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Thank you, yes. In this cave of La Tuc d’Audoubert there is an ibex which is indigenous of Asia Minor, and also they drew a sorcerer. Can you tell me how did they acquired that knowledge?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that there has been, in many cases of entities such as these of whom you speak, a greater level of civilization and cultural abilities than has been supposed by those of your scientific community. There have been in your distant past those entities who were able to venture out and observe various phenomena and who then were able to communicate this observation upon the return by the recording of these phenomena in the manner of the drawings of which you speak.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: You mean they traveled from France to Asia Minor and back?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We did not mean to intend that these entities were quite this skilled in the traveling, but that in their travels they encountered the phenomena which were at that time more widely spread than is supposed at your current time.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: No, but I’m perplexed about that. Where did the knowledge come from? This is what I don’t understand. They drew perfect bison, perfect horses. There had to be some kind of intelligence. Did they communicate in a language?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Again, my brother, we must ask your forgiveness for our inability to be more precise and thereby reduce the perplexity which we feel that we have been responsible for. We are attempting to retrieve this information but must apologize once again, for these queries are quite beyond a scope which is a rather limited one when you consider the great amount of information that one may find an interest in. We focus our abilities upon the philosophical aspects of the nature of one’s being and the progress of one’s own evolutionary trail, shall we say.

As we attempt to trace the physical evolution, we find that our abilities are at a very low level according to what one might expect from entities who are specialized in a type of communication which seems quite advanced to many upon your planet. Though we can do some things well that may surprise various of your people, we can do other things quite poorly that will equally surprise many of your people. Therefore, we must beg your forgiveness in this, my brother, and ask if there might be a query that you could locate within the very narrow parameters of our abilities to be of service?

J: Please don’t ask my forgiveness, and I’m sorry if my questions sounded or were asked in the imperative tense. I’ll get off that. I’d like to ask you a question about Jesus. During the trial, he was sent to the Pharisees, and then he was sent to Pilate, and then Pilate sent him to Caesar. Does that mean that Jesus went to Rome?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Again we are faced with the situation in which we must attempt to look within your planet’s historical records and attempt to retrieve this information which is by its very nature quite confused, for there are varieties of thought forms created by various groups and individuals over the centuries which have passed since this entity’s, as you call it, death. Many have revered this entity, and have looked at this entity in a great variety of ways, and have therefore created forms of thought which are of themselves energy pools and sources that tend to confuse and hide that occurrence which was indeed the pattern of this entity’s incarnational experience.

That this entity was required to appear before those which you have mentioned supposes that this entity was indeed in their native homeland, shall we say, yet it is to our humblest and barest ability of retrieving information not clear as to whether this is completely true or as to whether perhaps there might have been the visiting of these entities in another location to which the one known as Jesus was also required to visit.

We again must apologize for our lack of specific information in this case. We are quite without our usual ability to give information.

May we attempt a further query, my brother?

J: No, thank you. We’re not getting along tonight. I think I’ll just be quiet. But you did do very well.

I am Latwii, and we appreciate your patience with us, my brother. We, of course, are in great need of such patience when we are beyond our abilities to serve. We attempt in these contacts to offer a philosophical point of view which works with the mental evolution of one’s being. We are not historians by nature but philosophers, and in some instances, which you might call a scientist, in that we are greatly interested in the formation of Light and its expression by entities such as yourselves.

May we attempt another query at this time?

J: Thank you, sir, but I was not impatient at all. I’m very appreciative of your answers and I hope I didn’t give you that impression.

I am Latwii, and our attempt was to thank you for your patience. May we attempt another query at this time?

N: Yes, Latwii. Has the philosophical or evolutional aspects of our thought form patterns been changed by rotation of the north and south pole or rearrangement of our poles very many times in our past?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that the pattern of thought of an entity is responsive only to that entity’s influence. It is, however, true that any entity may use any outside stimulus in order to change its own pattern of thinking. Those experiences which one encounters—and this may include those of which you speak—may therefore be utilized in the changing of the pattern of thought. Upon your own particular planet there have been many, shall we say, geothermal changes over your cycle of evolution in the third density. There, to our knowledge, however, have not been any of the changes of which you speak during this 75,000 year cycle.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Well, of course the dinosaurs existed many, many eons years ago and they have found fresh flowers in frozen mammoths in Siberia which would indicate probably a polar shift which may have exceeded the time span of the last 75,000 years. However, it just seems that there was much intelligent life before, particularly with the Atlanteans, which seem to have been eliminated some ten thousand, one hundred and some odd years ago. Why is it that our method of counting days and months and years is only five to six thousand years old?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that there are two portions which we may address. Firstly, the great changes in your Earth’s structure which were responsible for the down-sinking of the continent known to you as Atlantis were changes not of the polar shift variety, but of the results of what you may call nuclear and crystal warfare, which so affected the tectonic plates underlying the continent of Atlantis that there were generated what might be called artificial earthquakes that were therefore responsible for this great change.

In response to the second portion of your query, the numbering of days, months, and years which you now use is a system which has survived for the portion of time which you have mentioned but is not the necessary, shall we say, system of time which has been in effect over the entire cycle of your planet. However, it is a system of measuring time which has its basis upon the revolution of your planet about your sun and the revolution of your moon about your planet. There have been many other means of reckoning time, but all have been distortions of these rhythms of revolution which are a natural portion of the creation within which you exist.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: In our illusion, did not other individuals, perhaps even the Neanderthal man, utilize the distortion of the Earth’s rotation for accumulating time sequences?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We find that throughout the historical past of your planet there has been the varying abilities of races and groups of entities to reckon time. There have been many attempts to count the passage of seasons as a means of reckoning time. These attempts were not always based upon the knowledge of your Earth’s revolution about your sun body but were attempts to reckon time as a means of utilizing the, shall we say, outgrowth of this revolution of your planet about its sun body, that is to say, the seasons in their passing were recognized as that which seemed to repeat upon a regular and measurable scale.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Back to the Atlanteans. Was that an internal strife of civil war, or was that a war between other factions? And in the area that the Atlanteans were located, could it be possible to recover some of the fifteen-foot crystals that existed at the time of the holocaust?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Again, we move somewhat outside of our boundaries of ability and shall ask that you appreciate our lack of ability in this area. We can suggest that at some point there will be those who shall discover the remnants of this culture and perhaps there shall be the discovery of the kinds of crystals of which you speak. The entities known to you as the Atlanteans were in their own culture quite divided, and there were those struggles for power at the latter portion of this culture’s existence, for the ability to use the technology at that time had grown quite rapidly toward this culture’s end time and there were those within the culture who wished for themselves the use of this technology and found the need to vie with others within this great culture for the utilization of the technology which had a great variety of uses.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: The Koran—the Indian—several of the Indian reports—the country we know as India report what appears to have been nuclear wars at other times. Have there been other civilizations advanced to the point that they devastated themselves with nuclear devices?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We, in our knowledge of your planet’s third-density cycle, are unaware of any cultures besides those known to you as the Atlanteans who were of the technological advancement necessary to utilize the power of the atom. Therefore, we may suggest that the recording of any such nuclear holocaust might be a recording of this very culture’s own destruction.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: No, I think we’re probably tiring the instrument, and I want to thank you very much. I have some other questions I want to ask later. I thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother, for your patience as well in bearing with us as we must give information which is not that in our usual grasp or reach.

May we attempt another query at this time?

J: Yes, Latwii. Well, then did the Neanderthal man come after the Atlanteans? Before?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother, and we dance with joy to be able to answer this particular query. We are aware that those that are called the Neanderthal entities were preceding those called the Atlanteans by a great portion of what you call time.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Well, were there any Atlanteans left over after the wars?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The strife and variety of conflicts which wracked this culture were known to many within the culture for a great portion of what you call time. Over a period of two to three centuries there were those entities within this great culture who traveled out from the doomed culture and created bases of survival in various portions of your planet that were located far enough away from the continent of Atlantis that survival was possible.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: You mean like Spain and France?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Due to this instrument’s familiarity with the information transmitted from our brothers and sisters of Ra we are able to suggest that these locations are in what you now call Tibet, what you now call Turkey, and what you now call Peru.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: How could they miss the continent, the European continent. I don’t understand, was the European continent existing at that time?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We can answer in the affirmative that the continent that you now call Europe was indeed in existence at that time. As to whether these entities considered such a journey to be desirable or as to whether these entities did indeed undertake a journey in that direction, we are unable to say. Who can account for tastes?

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we feel that we have enough energy available in this instrument for one final query. May we then ask for that query?

J: Latwii, when you answer, you say “your planet.” What exactly do you mean by that? Where are you in regards to this planet?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We are within your planetary influence at this time, though it is not our native planet. We are what you might call visitors observing the opportunity that your planet now accepts for the harvest.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: I don’t understand that.

N: Are you on a spaceship?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We ourselves do not utilize the craft which you might call a space ship for our current observation and transmission of information. We are, however, existing within what you might call your planet’s inner planes, those metaphysical realms which are the, as you might call it, spiritual foundation of your planet.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: I still don’t understand. Do you fly over Anchorage very much?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We are not of the nature to take excursions over your particular area or any particular area upon your planetary surface but choose instead to allow our thoughts to do the traveling.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Oh, this is confusing. No. Maybe another time I can…

N: May I ask if the inner planes are those of the astral or ethereal planes or the subcrust areas?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. It is the former portion of your query, that is, as you have called them, the astral and devachanic planes that we choose to inhabit. We choose more specifically to inhabit those planes that are, shall we say, somewhat removed from the astral planes and are of the devachanic or etheric description, depending upon the terms which you might choose.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you. No.

J: Is astral travel like out-of-the-body journeys?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This is a rough analogy, and is somewhat similar to the type of travel which we are suggesting. However, it is for us not an out-of-the-body experience but is a, shall we say—we must correct this instrument and suggest that it is an experience which is in our body, a body which is more filled with Light than the third-density body which you inhabit, is indeed a body of fifth density, that being the density of Light.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Oh, this is confusing, Latwii, very confusing.

Carla: I want to break in here. How’s the instrument doing?

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, for asking as to the energy level of this instrument. We feel that we are able to complete our channeling, shall we say, at this particular time, for the instrument is somewhat fatigued, and is concerned as to the level of questioning for the evening. This concern is further fatiguing the instrument. Therefore, we thank you for your concern and shall at this time take our leave of this group and this instrument.

We thank each present for allowing our presence and for asking for humble service this evening. Indeed, this evening our service has been quite humble, for we feel that our inability to respond to the kinds of queries which were offered us has lent a certain amount of confusion to this group which we feel responsible for. We do not mean in any respect to confuse. It is indeed our hope that our service might remove some confusion. We, therefore, are most able to provide this service in the philosophical type of discussion which focuses upon areas of the evolution of mind, of body, of spirit. We leave the historical and other areas that lie outside the philosophical to those of your peoples, for these areas are those which are well used for catalyst and as one moves through these areas in one’s existence, then arises the philosophical questions as to the meaning of the life, the purpose of its movement, and the process of its evolution in one’s own experience.

We at this time thank each again and shall take our leave, leaving each in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “When we come under Grace, no laws operate. In the spiritual realm, which is a state of Grace, there are not two powers operating, no one over another, one overcoming the other, or one removing the other—there is but one. There is no opposition; there is no contention in the realm of Spirit: There is only a state of Grace which is itself the law of elimination to every phase of materiality, When we come into a state of Grace, we no longer have good health or bad health, nor do we have abundance or meager supply: We live in a state of spirituality in which there is neither good nor evil—no degrees and no comparisons: There is only Being, divine Being, spiritual Being, one Being.

It is only when we stop thinking in terms of health and sickness, wealth and poverty, and begin to think in terms of spirituality that we transcend not only bad humanhood but even good humanhood; we transcend the Ten Commandments and rise to that consciousness which Christ Jesus revealed in the two great commandments, which acknowledge but one power—one God, one Spirit, one Soul—and each and every one of us that same One.

Acknowledgment is only the first step. The commandments have to be lived. They have to be accepted in consciousness so that actually we learn how to forgive our enemies. We learn how not to criticize, judge, or condemn one, but in proportion as they seek to rise above it to give that helping hand by perceiving the nature of God as the very Soul of every person. Any good human being can piously overlook the faults of others and even forgive them their sins. Any good human being can do that, but it takes spiritual vision to be able to say, “I cannot see anyone. The face of God is all that shines. The Soul of God looks out through all eyes.”

Such a realization does not heal sick or sinning people: it makes them “die” more quickly so that their spiritual Selfhood can be revealed. The sooner mankind “dies” to their humanhood, the sooner will their Soul come forward and be revealed.”

Then I went outside and worked on the little stone wall in front of the fishpond, and I was able to build another

At 11 am this morning I was a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group, and today we talked about my wife, Carla, who passed into larger life eleven years ago last Wednesday, April 1. We discussed five quotes from her Autobiography which I found about eight weeks ago. Some questions that some of the attendees asked me were: “How did Carla pass into larger life?” “How did Carla live the Law of One?” “How did A Wanderer’s Handbook come about?” “How did Carla use her catalyst? “and “What were our nicknames for each other?” Then I let everyone know that I had written Living the Law of One 102: The Outer Work from Carla’s outline, and it would be available at our Homecoming this year, but it could also be read for free as a PDF download on our website. It was such an honor to talk about Carla and how she lived the Law of One; how she is still helping people around the world; and how I miss her every day.

This afternoon I went back outside and continued working on the stone wall, and I was able to complete another three feet.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 4

The Creator’s Maternal Side

I am of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

How very much you need to focus in upon the nurturing, maternal side of the Creator of you all!

How very much you need to be held and comforted, for within each of you there is that brokenness which needs the arms put round, the comforting and the embracing.

We ask each of you to trust in that all-accepting and comfortable Love which the Creator has for all of His children. Acknowledge this need for spiritual comfort and open your inner selves to the consolation of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ. It is for this reason that this principle or energy has been granted for all times and in all places.

We are here for you as you are here for Christ. We leave you in the peace of Love and union, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from January 27, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most blessed to be asked to share our thoughts with you, and we most especially greet those who have come from afar to sit in Love and Light as we all seek for that which is the one original Thought that we may define ourselves, and the Creator, and the creation by our growing grasp of infinity and unity. We shall be working with this instrument word by word this evening for awhile as this instrument wishes further refining of its abilities, so we ask your forgiveness if there are pauses.

This evening we would speak to you about that which is called Love among your people. We would speak to you of what that may mean and what you may hope from its pursuit. More especially we wish to speak about being channels for the one original Thought which created all that there is and is known among your peoples as Love. My friends, the meanings associated with that word are multitudinous, and yet not one of the many meanings of Love can begin to describe that which is truly beyond words, the powerful creative energy which has formed consciousness and through whose eyes we do see and in whose memory all our thoughts and actions are. If we establish that all of us are not only seeking Love but are to some extent manifesting Love, then we must begin to ask ourselves what we may hope to achieve from the sometimes seemingly fruitless task of seeking the Creator. That which you may hope for is no apparent award or pleasure at all, for the single most clear manifestation in an entity’s life is the surrender of a small self in order that a larger self may overshadow and guide in a way which ideally shall touch the heart of each moment, find the Love in…

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…questions which our brothers and sisters of Latwii would be delighted to attempt to answer. Yet we wish to leave you with the strong and stern and cautionary love of the words that encourage yet warn. Those who do not think that they are seeking are only seeking very slowly. They will eventually have to make their choice between loving others above the self and loving the self above all others. You who sit in this circle are making the choice at each moment in a conscious manner, therefore your evolution in spirit may be more healthy, more rapid, and much more difficult. Because as you ask, so it shall be given you, and when you ask to learn lessons about Love, you get lessons about Love, and in those lessons you are required to find Love in moments of anger, distress, frustration, pain—even agony.

In this session Hatonn spoke about the concept of Love. They began by saying we would speak to you about that which is called Love among your people, and we would speak to you of what that may mean and what you may hope from its pursuit, but we wish to speak about being channels for the one original Thought which created all that there is and is known among your people as Love, for the meanings associated with that word are many, yet not one of the many meanings of Love can begin to describe that which is beyond words: the creative energy which has formed consciousness, and through whose eyes we see, and in whose memory all our thoughts and actions are, for if we establish that all of us are not only seeking Love but are to some extent manifesting Love, then we must begin to ask ourselves what we may hope to achieve from the fruitless task of seeking the Creator, so that which you may hope for is no pleasure at all, for the single most clear manifestation in an entity’s life is the surrender of a small self in order that a larger self may overshadow and guide in a way which shall touch the heart of each moment, and find the Love in each moment. Then Hatonn said we wish to leave you with the strong cautionary love of the words that encourage yet warn, but those who do not think that they are seeking are seeking slowly, and they will have to make their choice between loving others above the self or loving the self above others, so you who sit in this circle are making the choice at each moment in a conscious manner, for your evolution in spirit may be more healthy, more rapid, and more difficult because as you ask, so it shall be given you, and when you ask to learn lessons about Love, you get lessons about Love, and in those lessons you are required to find Love in moments of anger, pain—even agony. On April 9, 1989, Q’uo describe some of our lesson about Love,

Oh, prodigal daughters and sons, whatever your condition your Father awaits you and all of us with rejoicing, and we are all hungry for home. Yet, let us vow in whatever place we may be to pay attention, to see, and observe, and perceive that which our catalyst is attempting to give us in the way of lessons about Love. Do not lose any opportunity to ask yourself in difficult circumstances, “Where is the Loving thing to do; where is the Love here?”

Yet we say to you, there is joy; there is Love; there is peace in each moment. You may not be able to express it in words but if you can find it, if you can but intend to find it, your Light shall be so bright that kings would bow before you, and all nations turn to such a great Light. And yet it is precisely because you have put yourself out of the way that this would be so. Kings shall never turn to other men but only to the one original Thought. That is what we seek to express; that is what you seek to learn and to manifest. How we Love each of you, for you are beautiful to us. Yet that is easy for us, for in our density we see all those things which are more difficult within the confines of your third-density illusion. We have the key. You too have the key, my friends. For us the key is that we have already passed your grade, shall we say. For you the key is meditation, for in your meditations you will touch base with the infinite. You shall abide with that which is eternal. You shall find joy and peace, and those about you shall find it through you, never in you, my friends, but through you. You are all channels. What shall you channel?

Then Hatonn said there is joy; there is Love; there is peace in each moment, but you may not be able to express it in words, but if you can intend to find it, your Light shall be so bright that kings would bow before you, and all nations turn to such a great Light, yet it is because you have put yourself out of the way that this would be so, for kings shall never turn to other men but only to the one original Thought, so that is what we seek to express, and that is what you seek to learn and to manifest, and how we Love each of you, for you are beautiful to us, yet that is easy for us, for in our density we see all those things which are more difficult within the confines of your third-density illusion, so we have the key, and you have the key which, for us, is that we have already passed your grade, and for you the key is meditation, for in your meditations you will touch base with the infinite, and you shall abide with that which is eternal, so you shall find joy and peace, and those about you shall find it through you, for you are all channels. On November 21, 1993, Q’uo said that our key is meditation:

The door into that secret part of the mansion of yourself has a key which opens it. This key is meditation, contemplation, or prayer. These words suggest ways of expressing a relationship. We wish to use a term which points to that relationship, that truth within is to the self which functions daily as the bottom of a lake is to the bubble upon the surface. There is no actual touching of conscious mind to the ground of being, if you will.

When one meditates or in some way seeks to impress within the self its relationship to the one infinite Creator by whatever means, this intention to seek the Mystery triggers a kind of instinct within the conscious portion of the deep mind, thereby focusing energy and personal power around this mountaintop which has poked up from the subconscious into the conscious mind—that little peak which shows above the threshold of consciousness as the instinct for an ethical or moral right, or that little mountaintop which says that there must be a Creator. The act of meditation, then, not only works upon the mind and body to relax and open up the flow of energy, it also triggers a closer alignment of the self which is conscious with the fundamental or basic nature of that great mountain within the subconscious or deep mind which is the area which contains those deep and vast truths which have structured and formed all that there is.

You carry the blueprint of all things within, and the potential to activate any or all of this knowledge. That you are protected from burning yourself out in discovering these fiery truths beforetimes is to be expected in a universe where there is the possibility of advancing. The Creator has not hidden these truths in order to cause hardships, but in order to prevent premature awareness. Each entity is intended to open itself to transformation in this natural way, so that there shall be no loss of incarnation that is not necessary.

We would wish to say two things before leaving this instrument. The first, as always, is the request that our words be taken as opinion and not doctrine. We do not know the truth; we are seekers of the truth. We have been your way and gone on. Take that which is helpful, leave behind that which is not. We hope only to inspire your own thoughts, your own meditations, your own seeking. This instrument is fatigued and we are going to leave this instrument early. We leave you insofar as speaking through this instrument in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Know that you may call us in meditation mentally, and we shall be with you, not in words but only but as an aid to a more powerful meditation. We will tabernacle with you, abide with you in the desert or in the oasis wherever you may happen to be. We are those of Hatonn. We leave you in the great created Love and the manifested Light of the One Who Is All. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our great honor and privilege to be asked to join your group this evening. We thank you, my friends, for asking us. Our service is a humble one, which we offer in joy. We shall attempt to answer those queries which those present may find the value in asking. As our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, we also suggest that our answers and words are but opinion. We seek as you seek to know the one Creator, to radiate that Love and Light to all as the one Creator. Yet, though we have sought diligently, what we have to share with you is our opinion and is no hard and fast doctrine. May we then, with that understood, begin our service by asking if there might be a query with which we might begin?

L: Yes, I have a question. Sometime back I had a relationship with another person which was disrupted in a very painful and vicious manner on the part of both concerned. I perceive a healing process going on at this point, what seems to me a chance to what you might refer to as clean up mistakes of the soul. Could you in general discuss that subject—not my relationship—but just the possibilities of repairing mistakes made previously?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. As we look at this situation of which you speak, we do not see mistakes, as you have described them. We see that there have been two portions of the one Creator that have been in a relationship with each other and have, through that relationship, sought to know the one Creator. Each has had an opportunity to serve the Creator through the other self. Each has had lessons that were hoped would be learned and utilized as means by which Love could be multiplied.

When difficulties occur in such a relationship it is not so much a mistake that has occurred, but tests and opportunities of a more intensive nature which have for the moment exceeded the limits of those within the relationship so that Love has been more difficult to discover. In such a situation where Love has remained hidden, shall we say, and those difficulties and opportunities to show Love have not borne fruit, then it is that the entities so involved may, shall we say, drift apart. Yet the thought remains within the mind and the hope remains within the heart of each that Love may yet be found, for each is a whole and perfect portion of the one Creator, and it is the Creator’s wish in all portions that It might know Love even in those dark and hidden places which seem so secret and so barren of Love, yet there it is as well, my brother.

As you begin that which you have called healing, you begin to find that Love which always was there, which needed more attention in order to be discovered. Often the gift of time and the fond remembrance of the better times between a couple which has parted will bring about the opportunity to rediscover Love where it was not found before. The intention to heal and find that Love is of primary importance. To attempt that which is difficult is more important than to accomplish that which is easy.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes, a request for some information I’m not sure you’ll be able to give me without interfering. I have had some perceptions recently as to—I could best describe it as the intentions of this other person. Could you give me an idea of how accurately I am perceiving this other person’s intentions?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may comment by suggesting that it is the nature of perception that what you see is what you are. You have the creative ability to form the experiences in which you partake. As you focus upon one portion or another of another entity’s behavior, you shall be as the gardener watering that seed. Choose then carefully, my brother, how you perceive and what seeds you water.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No. That was excellent advice. I’ll take it to heart. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Yes. There is an entity, the Sixteenth Street Baptist Church, which seems at this time to be disintegrating. I am watching the two sides as they struggle, one against the other. It is my firm belief that each of these sides is truly in love with this entity, the church, the Sixteenth Street Baptist Church. Can you give me some help in the advice that I should give, or that I am called upon at different times to give, to these sides that might bring them together?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall do our best to be of service in this instance and can suggest that as you view that which is the conflict between those who truly serve and seek to serve the one Creator in differing ways, that as you perceive them, you see them, indeed, as the one Creator, each and every one. Though there may be differences that seem great at times and though there may be disputes that seem sharp and divided at times, that what is occurring within this situation is also the seeking of Love by many portions of the one Creator, and those who would seek to serve as the peacemakers will find a most difficult challenge before them, yet one which has great rewards, for it has been written in your holy works that blessed are the peacemakers, that indeed the meek shall inherit the Earth.

As you move within this experience that these portions of the one Creator have between them, find within yourself the strong and sure power of the Love of the one Creator. Open yourself to that Love that you might be a vessel through which It moves. When possible, remove your own will that the greater will of the one Creator might move through you and seek to share the heart of the teachings that these entities revere, that of the master known as Jesus, that we each should Love one another. If entities suffering what you may call discord and strife may remember that the heart of each being is Love, and the face of each being is the one Creator, then there is the calling by each to the underlying unity and harmony which binds each to each even through the illusion of strife and discord.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you. I shall do what you have suggested. I agree with all that you have said.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister and remind you that our words are but our expressions of Love. We offer them freely and suggest to each that the value that might be there be used where possible, and where value is not seen, that those words be forgotten. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I have one, just right on the heels of that one because I was thinking, and I went through the same thing, and I listened really carefully to what you said, but I still didn’t find my way out of the maze within my own mind. The church that I grew up in and, therefore, I was so close to because I had friends that were in the congregation, were fighting over an organ. Some of them wanted a new organ and some of them did not want a new organ, and about twenty-five people left the church over that organ—that was the choir, the whole choir. Now the weird thing was that within the year they got a new organ, but in the meantime, there had been this terrible breakage of people that had been going to that church all their lives. And we all tried to act as peacemakers and give good advice, and we failed. And that’s just the truth, and I wonder what… Can you speak to the apparent failures of our good intentions, the sometimes-heartbreaking reality that occurs?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. As each seeker and, indeed, each group of seekers moves through the pattern of life set before the incarnation began, these seekers shall find the times of seeming difficulty where the belief, the faith, the Love, and the wisdom of each is tested. For how can one know what is the heart of one’s being unless there is the test? When one has moved upon the path of the seeker for a great portion of time, then the tests become somewhat more severe, shall we say, and the seeker is faced on many occasions with what you have called the failure, and yet this is a matter of perspective, my sister, for as one has attempted to Love and to give of the self without thought for the self but only with thought for others, then one has expressed the heart of Love. And if Love has been expressed, how can there be failure in truth?

Though your illusion may not bear fruit, as you feel it should, is any within your illusion wise enough to know how the fruits of the one Creator shall be formed and shall be born? All you can do, my sister, is Love and continue to Love through all seeming failures, through all difficulties, and let that Love bind you with others and all others, and let that Love be the shining star which lights your way, however difficult the journey, however winding the road. Within your illusion you shall not see the world about you respond as you think it should, for it exists as an illusion that when Love is born it might be tested. The times that are tranquil and full of peace are, indeed, restful, yet they do not test Love. Love is strengthened in those times of turbulence.

Carla asked: “The church that I grew up in and, therefore, I was so close to because I had friends that were in the congregation, were fighting over an organ. Some of them wanted a new organ and some of them did not want a new organ, and about twenty-five people left the church over that organ—that was the choir, the whole choir. Now the weird thing was that within the year they got a new organ, but in the meantime, there had been this terrible breakage of people that had been going to that church all their lives. And we all tried to act as peacemakers and give good advice, and we failed. And that’s just the truth, and I wonder what… Can you speak to the apparent failures of our good intentions, the sometimes-heartbreaking reality that occurs?” Latwii replied as each group of seekers moves through the pattern of life set before the incarnation began, these seekers shall find the times of difficulty where the faith, the Love, and the wisdom of each is tested, for when one has moved upon the path of the seeker for some time, then the tests become more severe, and the seeker is faced with failure, yet this is a matter of perspective, for as one has attempted to Love and to give of the self without thought for the self but only with thought for others, then one has expressed the heart of Love, and if Love has been expressed, how can there be failure in truth? Latwii went on to say though your illusion may not bear fruit as you feel it should, so all you can do is Love and continue to Love through all seeming failures, and let that Love bind you with all others, and let that Love be the shining star which lights your way however difficult the journey, for within your illusion you shall not see the world about you respond as you think it should, for it exists as an illusion that when Love is born it might be tested, for the times that are full of peace are restful, yet they do not test Love since Love is strengthened in those times of turbulence. On January 3l, Q’uo described the heart of Love:

As we spoke to this it is most important that one recognize the creative power and responsibility that is perfect in one’s perception, and form that perception as best as one can with the foundation firmly rooted in the loving acceptance of what one sees as the Creator. With this foundation set, then, in Love, one may construct any action that the conscious mind can form, and act upon this action as the means by which the heart of Love may be made manifest. Therefore, if any ritual, or image, or procedure is engaged as a means by which protection for the self might be offered, it is our suggestion that Love be the motivation, for in such fashion thus one may Love and do as one will.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Questioner: I have a daughter, twelve years old. The father of my daughter, A. I’m very concerned as to why he never wanted to see her. I had to force him to see her when she was two, and before she was born, we had a very good relationship. But after the birth of my daughter, the relationship turned into bitterness. I have tried communicating with him to see if there is anything that I have done that we could talk about to iron out whatever bad feelings there might be, so my daughter can have a communication with him. But he refuses to talk with her, to see her. What can I do about that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We can comment in a general fashion upon this subject but cannot give specific advice, for the pattern of service which is presented to each of the three of you is most sacred and holds treasures that are for your discovery. We may comment by suggesting that if one is able to…

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. To continue. If one can see within such a situation that there is Love, even though it might be difficult to find, and if one can see that the one Creator in full moves in each, then one can begin with this faith in the perfection of that which seems imperfect, for each there is the opportunity to share Love, and the test may be difficult, yet it is there, and Love is with it, so for one there is a great opportunity to forgive and express the compassionate aspect of Love, and for another there is the opportunity to accept responsibility and to Love through that aspect, yet for another there is the opportunity to find Love where there seems to be rejection, for in each life pattern there is what seems to be a lack of Love, but this is an illusion which each has helped to create in order that Love might eventually be found to accept each within this situation, so to forgive each and to see each as the Creator is to lay the groundwork, shall we say, for the nurturing of Love, so that when possible it might make itself known as each seeks within the self for the solution to solve what seems a most difficult problem.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Is there anything that I can do or say to him to create this feeling of Love to come forth for [inaudible]?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. To simply Love and accept another as he is, is the most that can be done when another does not wish to communicate with you. To keep the door open and the heart open is all that can be done until that entity walks through that door and finds the Love within your heart.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yeah, I have a question about the people who are starving to death in Africa. Where is the Love of the Creator in that? It seems to me it would be an overly harsh and severe test to put these people through.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Indeed, my brother, upon your planet at this time there are multitudes of entities who suffer daily the greatest of difficulties and degradations, the sicknesses, diseases, hunger, oppression, separation from those that are loved. This is the lot of many within your illusion, and each in some way partakes of what seems a most unloving life and pattern of living. Yet, within your illusion there is the restriction of the viewpoint. Within your illusion you cannot see with the wide-ranging eye that sees the patterns not only of this life but of those lives and lessons which stretch far back into what you call time. It is not possible for your entities and people to see in such a manner or else the Love of the Creator would be much more easily discovered and expressed. Yet even within the situation within which you have described, there is not only the Love of the one Creator, but the one Creator moving in portions of Itself, finding the balance within this illusion for other lessons not well learned in another illusion.

As you see one portion of the Creator suffering the great difficulty, you with your limited perspective are not able to see that from which this situation sprang. As we look upon those entities who inhabit your planet, we see that there has been a great migration of souls from many portions of your universe. This planet upon which you dwell is one which houses those who have had difficulties within the third-density experience which attempts to learn the lessons of Love. These entities have migrated to your planet in order to once again attempt the great lesson of choosing to Love the self or to Love other selves. Many are the lives, cycles and sagas that each entity upon your planet has undertaken. The journeys have not been easy; many have been the difficulties. Those difficulties now apparent are those which are hoped by the entity suffering that will balance the previous difficulties in order that the harvest and graduation into what you have called the density of Love might be accomplished, for each upon your planet at this time is old in experience and each has the opportunity to learn these lessons of Love and to move from this density of forgetting into the experience of remembering once again that the one Creator dwells in all. These great difficulties are the tests which provide the opportunities for graduation.

K asked: “I have a question about the people who are starving to death in Africa. Where is the Love of the Creator in that? It seems to me it would be an overly harsh and severe test to put these people through.” Then Latwii said upon your planet at this time there are many entities who suffer difficulties, sicknesses, and separation from those that are loved, and this is the way of many within your illusion, and each in some way partakes of what seems unloving, yet within your illusion there is the restriction of the viewpoint, for you cannot see with the wide-ranging eye that sees the patterns not only of this life but of those lives and lessons which stretch back into time, but it is not possible for people to see in such a manner, or else the Love of the Creator would be more easily expressed, yet even within the situation within which you have described, there is not only the Love of the one Creator, but the Creator moving in portions of Itself, finding the balance within this illusion for other lessons not well learned in another illusion. Latwii continued by saying as you see one portion of the Creator suffering difficulty, you are not able to see that from which this situation sprang, so as we look upon those entities who inhabit your planet, we see that there has been a migration of souls from many portions of your universe, for this planet upon which you dwell is one which houses those who have had difficulties within the third-density experience which attempts to learn the lessons of Love, and these entities have migrated to your planet in order to again attempt the lesson of choosing to Love the self or to Love other selves, yet many are the lives and cycles that each entity upon your planet has undertaken, but the journeys have not been easy, and many have been the difficulties which are now apparent that are hoped by the entity suffering that will balance the previous difficulties in order that the graduation into the density of Love might be accomplished, for each upon your planet at this time is old in experience, and each has the opportunity to learn these lessons of Love and to move from this density of forgetting into the experience of remembering once again that the one Creator dwells in all, for these difficulties are the tests which provide the opportunities for graduation. On December 9, 2023, Q’uo described the nature of graduation into the fourth density of Love and understanding:

The population of your planet Earth is a population which has moved through many times of the third-density experience upon other planets. There are many that have now begun to feel the awakening of the spiritual journey on a conscious level so that there are many now that are achieving that level of 51% service-to-others that will, if maintained, allow a graduation into what you know of as the fourth density of Love and understanding.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: Yeah, I’m still a little bit confused in that I can accept a percentage that has probably been with any segment of society since the dawn of creation on this planet, but why so many souls together numerically in one place at one time are going through this? I have a tough time rationalizing the overwhelming massive numbers of people that are dying right now.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. As we spoke previously, many are the sources of planetary influences which have contributed their populations to your own planet in order that these entities might once again be exposed to the illusion of forgetting. Great numbers in your estimation have come from these planetary influences and have together, as seekers of truth, experienced those conditions which created the distortions and imbalances within their life patterns that they now find the necessity and opportunity of balancing once again. Once again together they journey; once again together they provide themselves the opportunity to learn; once again they find that Love supports their every moment of existence even though it seems that there is no Love.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: Are you saying that they’re knocking a time line against the harvest, and that’s why they’re doing what they’re doing now? The time grows short in this particular cycle?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Indeed, as what you call time grows shorter, and the harvest grows near, the opportunities for covering a certain distance must be intensified in order to do more work in consciousness. Were there more time, as you call it, the lessons might be attempted in a less intensive manner. Yet these entities, as each upon your planet, are greatly desirous of completing this illusion and learning, indeed, how to Love, and have, therefore, determined that the remaining period of time might best be utilized in this intensive manner.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

S: Latwii, it would appear to me that this would be an opportunity to serve those in those portions of the world that are suffering, be it money or would it be more effective to send Love and Light to help them on their way? Can you speak to that?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. There are many ways to be of service to such entities. To those who are starving, indeed, it is quite fit that food be given, that medicine be given, that the physical needs be tended to in order that the mind might find the rest in which to contemplate the mystery of life and that consciousness then might move more freely through a vehicle which is supported in its barest needs. These entities then provide those other populations of your planet with the opportunity to be of service. Thus, you see various portions of the one Creator offering opportunities to other portions of the one Creator to know Itself through Love.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: Thank you.

I am Latwii. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Well, I’d like to follow up on that one because it seems to me that the news is kind of managed. There are people starving to death here in this town tonight, for one reason or another, people that live on the streets. Any big city has them. One can give food, one can send Light. I guess my question basically is, is there more starving and misery now because of the nearness of the end of the cycle, or has it always been like this in the world? History would have us believe that there has been a lot of this sort of thing through the generations.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. That which you have called history as it has been recorded by your people is but a very short span of the entire length of your planet’s third-density cycle. Indeed, within the last five thousand years, a period of time which seems great in length within this circle, you are speaking of a period that is but a small fraction of your planet’s entire cycle of seventy-five thousand years. Thus, within this small fraction of time, the intensification of catalyst and experience has continued so that those entities of what you may call seniority of vibration who have the possibility of being graduated from your illusion may accomplish these tasks and lessons within the shortening period of what you call time. Thus, you are correct in your assumptions, my sister.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No… So you’re saying that all of recorded history is basically that of the end times? As we know it.

I am Latwii, and this is correct, my sister. We find that this instrument is rapidly growing fatigued and would suggest that if it were possible for another to assume the channeling of our attempts to answer your queries that this would be appropriate at this time. If this is not possible, then we shall take our leave of this group. We shall attempt to transfer this contact at this time. I am Latwii.

(L channeling)

I am Latwii. I am now with this instrument, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. At this time, we shall be happy to continue our efforts to be of service to those present in offering our opinions and what meager wisdom we possess to those who desire to pose questions. Are there any questions?

Carla: Well, I’m kind of curious as to what starving to death is the balance for. What behavior, or what error, what bias had to be balanced by starving to death?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. My sister, in your world at this time there are many who find themselves to be possessed of that which potentially could be shared with other selves. This, in essence, is an opportunity for service. There are many who, upon experiencing that which you call death, are given an opportunity to reflect upon their lessons in the previous life and perceive overlooked opportunities to be of service and sharing that which they felt they possessed. As you are aware, the rapid approach of harvest allows little time in which to provide oneself repeated opportunities for sharing through the experiencing of multiple lifetimes. Therefore, certain entities choose to incarnate under conditions which have a high probability of…

We shall pause.

[Side two of tape ends.]

(L channeling)

Certain entities choose to incarnate under conditions with a high probability of deprivation. This has a two-fold potential for learning. The first is quite obvious—an increased perception of the effects resultant from an entity’s failure to be of service through sharing with other selves. Second, an opportunity to be of service to other selves by sharing what meager resources are available to the entity with his or her other selves, a prospect which is quite difficult, yet reaps much reward in the development of the entity. The entity in essence thus provides themself with what might be termed a crash course in brotherhood in hopes to maximize his or her growth on the path of service to others in a minimal amount of time, that is, the time remaining prior to harvest.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question.

K: Yeah, I have question, probably the same question but from a different perspective. What is it within the nature of man that makes him make war on his fellow man on a repetitive basis?

I am Latwii. My brother, what is it in man that enables him to perceive both himself and his other selves as separate entities, both from one another and from their Creator? It is that lack of perception, my brother, which is both a lesson in your density and an opportunity to progress along either the line of service to others or service to self. If one chooses the path of service to self, then one is not deterred by the awareness that the pain is inflicted upon oneself. However, if one chooses the path of service to others, one is greatly benefited in that the awareness must be perceived by intention, an intention in analogy to the knight who in seeking the holy grail never allows his glance to waver for a moment from the miraculous image. My brother, this failing is intentional, this lack of automatic perception enables you as an entity to seek either grail: the grail of self-service or the grail of service to others.

May we answer you further?

K: Yeah. The Christian community has a concept of original sin, and I’ve often thought that it’s possible that if in fact that exists, that what it is is the inability of man to get along with his fellow man. Could you speak to that, please?

I am Latwii. I am aware of your question. My brother, the concept of sin is the result of a contamination of information by those who would seek the path of service to self. There is no sin, my brother. There simply is a set of conditions within which the entity exists and is provided with the opportunities to make choices—ideally, choices leading to further polarization in one direction or the other.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you, my brother. Is there another question?

J: Greetings, Latwii. May I ask if the death camps in Germany during World War II, as well as the current famine, is this not consideration to increase the total awareness of all entities?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. My brother, the situations which you describe are the result of choices made by entities incarnate at times in which these situations exist or did exist. It would not be accurate to describe them as conditions established for the enhancement of awareness of other entities, for in truth, they are the ongoing lessons of both the recipients of the unpleasant influences and those performing those acts. It is not common, to our knowledge, for such intensive experiences to be established for the enhancement of others present in a manner similar to that of a football team performing for the crowd. This, to our knowledge, is not an effective path toward self-development of the audience.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: Thank you very much. Then you’re saying that the increased awareness is only involving those who are involved per se individually, and not a general heightening awareness such as was mentioned concerning the UFO’s.

Latwii: My brother, the enhanced awareness is the increase of opportunity to be of service for those who are not direct participants. The opportunity to be of service which is provided by these situations is a benefit for those made aware and given an opportunity to serve. However, the situations you describe were not established solely for that purpose. Rather, the opportunity for service among those such as are present is more aptly described as a ramification of the situation rather than the focal point of its existence. The focal point, my brother, is for those who in your words are on the scene.

May we answer you further?

J: Yes. Then eliminating the consideration for physical conflict in the area of the famine, from what we’re told, it’s almost impossible to get food in and get it to the people that need it. That is, just donating food would not be an adequate consideration or money for food, whatever, other than the resultant possible physical conflict. Is that true or not?

Latwii: My brother, all things are possible. Therefore, it would not be accurate to state that the situation as you describe it is fixed. We would suggest that you examine the possibility that those who seek to be of service to themselves by withholding or preventing the distribution of physical sustenance might waver in their dedication to service to self and distribute these items. This possibility, although low in probability, still exists. Other possibilities would include the determination by those in the seats of power to distribute food to those in need despite the artificial boundaries of nations. This possibility, although fraught with danger, also exists.

May we answer you further, my brother?

J: May I diverge just a bit to ask you if there was some major catastrophe, oh, prior to five, six thousand years ago, such as the rotation of the poles of the Earth, that caused all prior information to be eliminated?

I am Latwii, and would like to ask that your question be phrased more clearly in that we are not certain as to the time locus of your question.

J: Approximately five to six thousand years ago our first recorded, present recorded written knowledge became somewhat available. There seems to be some lack of information that preceded approximately five to six thousand years ago. And I was just wondering if there was a major catastrophe that might have occurred—or perhaps it was not a catastrophe, perhaps it was a harvest—but some major physical condition involving the Earth that eliminated most of the prerecorded material that may have existed prior to five…

[Tape ends.]

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “We can stop the operation of karmic law at any moment in our life when we recognize that we have set this law in motion by our own thoughts and deeds or by the acceptance of racial or religious or national consciousness and then begin renouncing it. The way to break the karmic law is through repentance and by living constantly in an atmosphere of Love and forgiveness. Then we are no longer human or mortal because we no longer harbor thoughts and deeds of mortality.

Only one thing can free us from the law of as ye sow, so shall ye reap—to stop sowing. The only way to stop sowing is to recognize our spiritual identity because then we need not reach out, scheming, plotting, planning, grasping, or even desiring that which another has, but we can be beholders and watch what wonderful ways God has of providing for us without depriving another.

In The Infinite Way we recognize that there is a law, but we also recognize that there is something called Grace. Let me illustrate it in this way. If we have not been taught in modern metaphysics, we are subject to material laws because there are laws of matter to plague us on this human plane—laws of climate, infection, heredity, environment, time and space. Every human being in the world is under the law of time. In fact, all we have to do is to look at a calendar long enough, and we begin to feel weary, weak, and depleted.

Those of you who have had any experience at all with metaphysical or spiritual healing have already learned that these laws of matter are not power in the presence of spiritual understanding. They are theories and beliefs, but there is a Grace which sets them aside. That does not mean that on the human level there is not a law of matter; it does not mean that there is not a law of mind: It merely means that there is a state of Grace that sets aside both the laws of matter and the laws of mind.”

This morning I changed out the blue sheets and pillow cases for the green ones. Then I washed the blue sheets and pillow cases, put them in the dryer, and ironed the flat sheet and pillowcases.

Then I went outside and worked on the small stone wall between the fishpond and the Vanilla/Strawberry Hydrangeas. I was able to increase the length of the stone wall by about five feet.

This afternoon I went back outside and completed another three feet of the stone wall.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 3

Comfort Ye

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ and of the principle of full, creative Love. We greet you with thanksgiving and blessing and urge you also to find the blessings in this very hour, in this exact moment which lies before you.

When one thinks with one’s mind and reacts to one’s bodily needs, one is trapped in an area which is finite. Spiritual life is far different. We pray that you may, indeed, be comforted, realizing that the nature of spiritual comfort can be difficult.

For is it not written in the Holy Bible that the Comforter, encouraging the comfort of the people, ate locusts and wild honey and died a petty and horrible death? The Creator’s peace is a peace that knows no end of strife until the breath leaves the body. The principle of Love is of this character.

May you find your peace, your strength, and your courage, as though all events, emotions, and occasions were far more alike than different.

“Comfort ye. Comfort ye, my peoples.”

Indeed! Words of comfort, ultimately given from the cross. In resurrection we shall see each other face to face and will know each other for the great comfort that we have been, all to each other.

We leave you in peace, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Laitos channeling for this session comes from January 22, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We thank you that you have called us that we may be with you and are most eager to work you at this time. We would at this time begin working with the one known as N. While we speak through this instrument, we shall be attempting adjustments in order that we may bring our carrier wave into synchronicity with this instrument’s own so that the instrument, N, may become aware of our presence in some way which will be unique to him as always.

Meanwhile, we would like to speak a bit about channeling and about being an instrument. There is a saying among your peoples, “Nothing ventured, nothing gained.” This is extraordinarily true of metaphysical work of all kinds. The one who takes no risk is the one who will not advance. The more carefully one guards one’s gifts, the less that gift will come to mean, and the less good that gift will come to offer. It is as though there was inflation in spiritual gifts so that it is necessary always to attempt more and more regardless of what has gone before. Therefore, one which has little must attempt enough that that little may become a bit more. One which has already had much must attempt a great deal. The responsibility for spiritual seeking is that eternal upward spiral. Seeking does not end. The road does not end. The journey goes on and on, as far we know, forever.

During that journey you shall meet those who are your companions along the way, those who wish as you do to serve, and with them you seek not only the truths that undergird and strengthen your life but also the application of those truths in an ethical manner so that the life experience may be productive, not in the physical sense, but in the spiritual sense, for when we speak of giving of the spiritual gifts, the greatest gift which you give may well be your personality, your character, the way that you are without any effort except that of continually repeating the search for a refinement of the truth. However, there are those who seek to serve in the manner which you call vocal channeling, and for this we are grateful for without such voices ours would be still except to the very few who are able to hear words that are not spoken.

In this part of this session Laitos spoke of spiritual gifts. They began by saying we would like to speak about channeling, and there is a saying among your people, “Nothing ventured, nothing gained,” and this is true of metaphysical work of all kinds, for the one who takes no risk is the one who will not advance, so the more carefully one guards one’s gifts, the less that gift will come to mean, and the less good that gift will come to offer, yet it is as though there was inflation in spiritual gifts so that it is necessary to attempt more regardless of what has gone before, and one which has little must attempt enough that that little may become a bit more, but one which has already had much must attempt a great deal, for the responsibility for spiritual seeking is that eternal upward spiral, so seeking does not end, and the journey goes on forever. Now Laitos said during that journey you shall meet those who are your companions along the way, those who wish as you do to serve, and with them you seek not only the truths that undergird and strengthen your life but also the application of those truths in an ethical manner so that the life experience may be productive, not in the physical sense, but in the spiritual sense, for when we speak of giving of spiritual gifts, the greatest gift which you give may well be your personality, your character, the way that you are without any effort except that of continually repeating the search for a refinement of the truth, but there are those who serve in the manner of vocal channeling, and for this we are grateful, for without such voices ours would be still except to the very few who are able to hear words that are not spoken. On November 14, 1993, Q’uo spoke of the nature of spiritual gifts:

Given the amount of spiritual gifts which you have, the parable would suggest moving further, attempting more, striving to be even more full of service, using all that you have to offer, ever more of that which is the bloom and blossom of your own inner spiritual life. The currency of the spiritual life, the money, is the energy with which the seeker is willing to accomplish the attempt of doing that which the seeker’s unique spiritual gifts suggest for his proper vocation. One entity may have a dramatic spiritual gift, a gift of healing, for instance. Another may have the spiritual gift of nurturing and spend the life dwelling with the children and the spouse and extended family. That one who is in the process of living the devotional life has done the excellent thing. However, this excellence lies equally with that entity who has the modest gift, that does not shine before the eyes of all people, if that entity offers heart and flesh in the attempt to give that which they have.

And that is why you are here this evening, and, therefore, we shall attempt to continue with the one known as N. May we say to our brother, we thank you and we bless you in your efforts on behalf of your brothers and sisters of third density. Whatever the results of these efforts, your own intention will be bright and will shine so that those who see you may see through you to the source of that Light that is your greater self, perhaps a self that you wish that you were but feel that you are not. This is always incorrect. All are perfect and all is perfect at this moment. That which seems uncontrolled, biased and quarrelsome among nations is, indeed, only that which gives balance to the angelic, lovely, kind, compassionate, and saintly actions of other nations and other people. Things are not in need of fixing. Each entity is in need of finding and sharing the Love of the infinite Creator. It is for this reason that all have incarnated. It is for a more specialized type of service that we now gather, and yet the goals are always and ever the same, to be one with the Creator and to be one with your fellow people. Underpinning all of this is the goal of being one with yourself, of affirming yourself, loving yourself, and preparing yourself for the discipline of service to others.

We shall now transfer to the one known as N, cautioning the instrument not to analyze. When a thought comes into the mind, the thought is felt precisely as if it were your thought. It is a matter of subjective concern for all new instruments that your thought and our thoughts feel the same. You must, therefore, challenge the contact, and if it stays, go ahead with it, meanwhile remaining in a tuned and disciplined focus of concentration, very much conscious, not at all in trance. Let your body relax and let your mind rest, but let the consciousness be one-pointed, as if you were attempting to catch a long thrown baseball. You catch the baseball and you pitch it again as accurately as possible. Only when you have pitched it and your glove is empty can you catch another baseball.

So it is with the channeling. When you receive a concept, say the concept that you receive. At that point you will be available for another concept to be let forth within your mind. It is this technique which we use with almost all channels, this entity being somewhat of an anomaly, as it wishes to have a more advanced type of contact after much experience. The type of contact which the new instrument wishes to experience is completely adequate to the delivery, explanation and exploration of the one message that we have come to bring, a message that can be said in countless ways, and each new spirit which dedicates itself to offering these messages thus gives the one message of Love and Light a new voice that is very precious. Again, we ask you to stop analyzing, my brother, and simply speak those words which you hear. We shall now transfer. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am once again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We greet you once again in Love and Light. May we ask the one known as N to relax and cease analyzing. This instrument has come a good way since our last time of working. The defenses, however, which a characteristically analytical mind has against the speaking of things not already known is most naturally a stumbling block. We ask that the one known as N to continue to attempt to remove that stumbling block by relaxing and studiously refrain from analyzing again. We now transfer to the one known as N. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. I am again with this instrument. We feel we are making progress with the one known as N, and would try once more to say one phrase. We wish to say our identification through this instrument. We shall attempt to do so now. I am Laitos.

N: I think I hear, “I am Laitos,” but I don’t know.

Carla: Okay.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. May we say to the one known as N that one who channels is a fool stepping off the cliff into thin air. It is necessary for the preservation of free will that our contact not be unmistakable but be subtle. Once the first step is taken, subjective proof may begin to come forth. At first, however, it is usually the case that there is a great deal of faith involved in speaking the first few words and messages. We shall attempt once again to speak through the new instrument, emphasizing we wish only to speak the one phrase, and that there is no absolute proof that this is coming to the instrument. Once the experiment has been done, there may be much more upon which the instrument may wish to ponder. Again, we shall transfer to the one known as N. I am Laitos.

(N channeling)

I am Laitos. I greet you in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator.

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos and am once again with this instrument. We are having to share this instrument’s consciousness with the playful second-density creatures which you call cats that frolic about your feet. Theirs is a happy vibration, and we are grateful for it. We are grateful also to the one known as N, who has made great progress this evening. Our humble thanks and our promise to continue working at any time that may be possible. We shall pause at this time before the question-and-answer period so that this instrument’s mind may be put to rest concerning the rustling of various papers of unknown origin. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos. We apologize for the inconveniences. However, my friends, those who speak in Love and Light must needs do so in a dark world where there are many distractions. Such distractions as those of the playful kittens, therefore, are welcome in that they are good teaching tools for circumstances are not always the very best. Indeed, they are usually far from the best. And yet, somehow, there are heroes and saints, healers, and those who Love with purity everywhere one turns, even in this dark world.

We shall transfer now to the one known as Jim. I am Laitos.

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos and greet you once again in love and light. We would now open this session to any questions which those present might wish to ask. May we attempt any queries at this time?

N: Are there others that take many sessions before they can adequately channel?

I am Laitos and am aware of your query, my brother. We might say that your progress is quite good. We have worked with many instruments over a long period of what you call time and have noted that your experience is quite normal, and we are most pleased that you have been able to receive our vibration and speak our identification. Many there are who take a good deal longer to accomplish these feats.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: The message just seems to be there, but I’m not really sure that it’s there or whether I’m repeating the introduction that I’m expected to be repeating. It’s sort of an unusual consideration for me.

I am Laitos, and we feel that within your comment there is a query which we might also comment upon. Your perception of our introduction and our vibration is quite accurate, for though we are, indeed, quite real, the reality of the metaphysical realm is a reality which is not tangible or provable within your own manifested material reality. Your senses, your perceptions, and your thoughts are all focused upon a world which might be held, and touched, and seen, and tasted, and smelled. Our reality, on the other hand, is that which requires a sense quite beyond any of your five common senses, but we must operate as best we can through those means of perception which are at your disposal.

The most effective manner in which we might contact those of your people is in this manner now being utilized, that is the mind-to-mind thought transfer. In this manner of communication we speak our thoughts; we send our concepts; and they are received in your mind in much the same manner as your own thoughts become apparent to you. If you will take but a moment to consider the phenomenon of your own thinking and speaking, you will discover that at each moment in which you partake of speech you are channeling from some portion of your being thoughts of a nebulous nature which you attempt to translate into words in order to communicate with another entity. You are not consciously aware of the source of these thoughts. You do not know the next complete sentence which you will speak. In much the same manner, we contact your mind and transfer our thoughts. You will not be able to discern a great difference between our thoughts and yours, thus the concept of the fool who steps into space, unknowing of whether there shall be a place to put the foot, unknowing as to whether the next word shall make sense when viewed with those words previously spoken, thus the necessity for faith that such can occur. This faith balances the will, the desire which you have expressed to learn this service.

N said: “The message just seems to be there, but I’m not really sure that it’s there or whether I’m repeating the introduction that I’m expected to be repeating. It’s sort of an unusual consideration for me.” Laitos replied by saying your perception of our introduction and our vibration is accurate, for though we are real, the reality of the metaphysical realm is a reality which is not provable within your material reality, for your thoughts are all focused upon a world which might be held, and touched, and seen, and tasted, and smelled, but our reality is that which requires a sense beyond any of your five common senses, but we must operate as best we can through those means of perception which are at your disposal. Laitos went on to say the most effective manner in which we might contact those of your people is in the mind-to-mind thought transfer, for in this manner of communication we speak our thoughts, and they are received in your mind in the same manner as your own thoughts become apparent to you, so if you will take a moment to consider the phenomenon of your own thinking and speaking, you will discover that at each moment in which you partake of speech you are channeling from some portion of your being thoughts of an unclear nature which you translate into words in order to communicate with another entity, but you are not consciously aware of the source of these thoughts, and you do not know the next sentence which you will speak, for in the same manner, we contact your mind and transfer our thoughts, yet you will not be able to discern a difference between our thoughts and yours, thus the concept of the fool who steps into space, unknowing of whether there shall be a place to put the foot, unknowing as to whether the next word shall make sense when viewed with those words previously spoken, thus the necessity for faith that such can occur, so this faith balances the will, the desire which you have expressed to learn this service.

When one has chosen the highest path for the incarnation, then one is saying to the self that all else must be subservient to that choice of Love, whatever it may be. One must be willing to risk the loss of those things which may seem, for the moment, to be more important than following the path which is closest to the heart’s desire. This is where the symbol of the Fool within your system of the tarot is seen to be walking from the cliff to be suspended in midair, ready to fall. However, the faith of the Fool sustains the next step, and the next, and the next.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Then, as I take it, I am more or less focused on the five physical senses to such a fairly great extent that I have trouble with other considerations such as clairaudience, or at least this seems to be one of the big thoughts, is eliminating the five physical senses in my particular case. Is that sort of what the situation is or is it all thought?

I am Laitos, and we appreciate your query, my brother, and comment by suggesting that you are not alone in this particular way of experiencing your illusion, for if your people were aware of all the life-forms about them and the constant communication between these forms, there would be a great difficulty in functioning in a practical manner within your illusion, and a great difficulty in learning those lessons which are your opportunity to learn. The, as you call it, human being upon your planet must be able to screen out this great symphony of communication that is ever-present about it, and be very finely focused through its five senses in order to utilize your illusion.

The development of senses beyond the five is a practice which allows an entity to carefully open its field of perception in order that the one Creation in its joyful singing and experiencing might then be revealed to the entity in ways which enhance the evolutionary progress of each entity. Your particular means of perception and utilization of the five senses is not unique only unto you, therefore, my brother, you share it with your kind for a particular purpose, and as you now attempt to expand your ability to perceive and serve, you shall find there is a great deal of perception that awaits your adventurous seeking.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Yes. Are there ways to expand my ability to perceive in terms other than channeling? I ask this for several reasons. I have meditated for quite some time, but still I have not seemed to realize anything more than what might be considered nebulous results. The other thing is that when I go to sleep at night, I hear nothing. I do not dream as other people do. It seems I go into oblivion. Would you care to comment at all as to an analysis of this consideration?

I am Laitos, and we shall attempt this, my brother. You may utilize any means which you desire to utilize in expanding your own sensory perceptions, and, as they are called, extrasensory perceptions. The means of such utilization is not the important factor in what you would call a success. The most important factor is the desire and discipline in using whatever means is chosen. For, indeed, the initial results shall be quite nebulous, and in order to make the results more formed and apparent, one must constantly seek in a disciplined manner to do this. Many fall short of the desire and discipline necessary and move quickly from one technique to another shortly to convince themselves that either the techniques do not work or their own mind is too dense. Yet both assumptions are false, for any entity with the proper desire and discipline may utilize any means of awakening those senses which wait within each portion of the one Creator.

As to your concern that your sleep is without dreams and carries you to that portion of existence you have described as oblivion, we might suggest that your experience during sleep is not necessarily without the dreaming, for many such as yourself experience the dream yet do not remember it. The failure or lack of remembering may have many, shall we say, causes or reasons. In this area we may speak only in general, for your own particular reasons for not remembering the dreams are a portion of your means of evolving in mind, body, and spirit. If again your desire to remember your dreams and your discipline in attempting such remembering were focused enough, you would, indeed, remember that work which is accomplished in your sleep and which does take the form of dream.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I take it that perhaps I am trying to do too much. I am not focusing. I am, as you say, going helter-skelter rather than pursuing one particular single line. The other thing is about the dream. I have told myself to remember the dreams, and have tried to concentrate on this, and occasionally I will, but it’s very seldom. Do you have any comment in that respect?

I am Laitos, and we may comment by suggesting that your summation and estimation of your abilities to remember your own dreams is fairly accurate.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: The only other query was the fact that am I perhaps going too much helter-skelter and trying to read too many different articles at one time or listen to too many different tapes, and what might be the best course without influencing free will?

I am Laitos, and we shall attempt this most difficult balance between making a suggestion and avoiding the influencing of your own free will. As the seeker which you are moves through its life experience there shall be many sources of illumination and inspiration brought before its attention by the power of its seeking. You are as the magnet, and your seeking draws close to you those sources of information which may be of value to you. As the seeker views the resources which are about it, the book, as you have called them, and tapes, the entities, the concepts, from whatever sources available, let then the seeker use these catalysts as beginning points from which its own uniquely fashioned journey shall move.

We view, then, a tapestry of your own making according to your own understanding, shall we say, and unto that understanding be faithful and true in your pursuit of that which you seek, the one Creator, full and balanced within your life experience. You are able not only to gather information but to weave it into an unified whole, a pattern which is of your own making and which to you makes, shall we say, sense.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I don’t wish to tire the instrument. Perhaps we can discuss this further at a later date. Thank you very much.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Laitos, and we greet you once again in Love and Light. As we see that we have exhausted the queries for this evening, we shall at this time take our leave of this instrument and this group, thanking each for the great honor which you bestow upon us by allowing us to blend our vibrations with yours. It is with great joy that we exercise the new instrument known as N, and we look forward to future exercising of this instrument, and can once again remind this entity that its desire to perform this service is as a great light within the metaphysical realms. Though it cannot be seen with any of your sensory apparatus, we can assure that it does shine quite, quite brightly. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Laitos. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “When the Master gave us the true spiritual religion, He threw nine of those commandments out the window, dropped them entirely and substituted for them the First Commandment: “Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind,” and added to this first one another ancient commandment, “Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.” These are the only two commandments to which Jesus gave any spiritual significance, and they are a guide to us in our humanhood.

To “love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind” would be to bring ourselves into obedience to God and God’s laws. To love our neighbor as ourselves completely removes us from karmic law because we would then neither think nor do an injustice, a wrong, or an evil to another any more than we would do it unto ourselves or that we would wish to have it done unto ourselves. To pray to God to harm or injure another is a form of pagan ignorance, and to pray to God for one’s own personal gain is but another form of paganistic stupidity.

Therefore, in our relationship with one another we are living completely in the sense that we are one, or as the Master counseled, “Call no man your father upon the Earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven.” If we look upon one another as brothers and sisters, there is then no karmic effect being generated within us because our life is a life of love, service, devotion, and sharing.

If our relationship with one another is pure, we want nothing from anyone but the opportunity to work, share, or in some way be an instrument of blessing to our other Self. In return we ask for nothing. The opportunity of sharing, loving, and co-operating is enough because all that the Father has is ours, and the Father has means of bringing our supply to us without our desiring it or asking for it.

Such an awareness of our true identity creates a spiritual bond among all those who are on this path. In such a bond, no one is thinking of taking advantage of anyone else; no one is thinking in terms of self-gain of self-aggrandizement, or of any form of self except the idea of a sharing of the Self.”

Later this morning I went outside and continued working on the stone wall between the fishpond and the Vanilla/Strawberry Hydrangea. I was able to complete another eight feet of the wall.

This afternoon I ran some errands with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Speedway Gas where I put 32 psi of air in all of Stanley’s tires. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenexes and some Pepsi-Zero. When I got home I used Whip Lash to trim all of the weeds around the fishpond and in Little Locust Creek.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 2

Give Thanks!

I am of the consciousness of the most high. I greet you in the realization of unconditional Love, the consciousness of the Christ.

The morning has come again. For what can you give thanks? If there is no sunshine to praise, then praise the clouds and rain.

If you cannot give thanksgiving for the plenteousness of water and the shade of the trees in an oasis, give thanksgiving instead to the clean, clear, lucid, and deep desert wherein may be found plain answers and the untangling of many a mystery.

If you seem tossed about on the stormy ocean, and find that you cannot praise this condition, praise instead the endlessness of that ocean and the infinity and freedom of the water.

For all things made by the Creator are equally to be praised. All moods, feelings, and thoughts of those conscious beings whom He made are equally worthy.

Therefore, in whatever condition you find yourself, give thanks. But chiefly give thanks for the Creator which has made all things. For in all things lies Love; the Love of the consciousness of wholeness, healing, and peace which is the gift in embodiment of Jesus the Christ.

May you feel blessed regardless of circumstance, because you are a witness to the creation. You may not understand it, but you may praise it in faith and hope, and in that Spirit shall you be consoled.

We leave you in the peace and consolation of the Spirit of unconditional and infinite Love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Oxal and Latwii channelings in this session are from January 6, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is our pleasure to speak with you this evening. We ask your patience as we work with this instrument, as this instrument is receiving one word at a time, a method of channeling that is new to her, and thus she must learn to trust more and more completely to her own tuning and to our goodwill. Indeed, we ask each of you to become more and more reliant upon your own tuning, your own sense of how things are, and how you wish them to be, for as you seek, so you shall, of course, find. The more finesse used in the seeking, the more pleased you will be with what you find, and the more fruit you may distill from the experiences which make up your life’s patterns and tapestries.

Within your minds there is always the question, “Is there a Creator?” It might surprise you to experience the reversal of that question, “Is there anything which is created?” We say to you that there is that which is created. The next question is, “Why should the Creator of all that there is create that which is thrown apart from the Creator, divided by illusion upon illusion upon illusion, separated by dreams, and fantasies, and phantasmagoria of all kinds?” The answer to that question may be important for you to consider, for within it lies the reason for your being. The ethics of your being lie within other questions. The reason for your being is very simple. You are experiencing, as we are experiencing, as if we were separated from the Creator. If you look out upon a vast bleak landscape, the skeletons of trees without their leaves standing proudly against the winter sky, the dead leaves scurrying along, blown by a bitter wind, you may have some idea of the creation without the created. All is potential; nothing experiences.

In this session Oxal spoke about the nature of our being and the nature of the Creator. They began by saying we ask each of you to depend more upon your tuning, your sense of how things are, and how you wish them to be, for as you seek, so you shall find, for the more finesse used in the seeking, the more pleased you will be with what you find, and the more fruit you may distill from the experiences which make up your life’s patterns. Then Oxal said within your minds there is always the question: “Is there a Creator?” It might surprise you to experience the reversal of that question, “Is there anything which is created?” We say to you that there is that which is created. The next question is, “Why should the Creator of all that there is create that which is thrown apart from the Creator, divided by illusion upon illusion upon illusion, separated by dreams, and fantasies, and phantasmagoria of all kinds?” Now Oxal said the answer to that question may be important for you to consider, for within it lies the reason for your being, but the ethics of your being lie within other questions, so the reason for your being is simple, for you are experiencing it as if we were separated from the Creator, yet if you look out upon a bleak landscape, the skeletons of trees without their leaves standing proudly against the winter sky, the dead leaves scurrying along, blown by a bitter wind, you may have some idea of the creation without the created, for all is potential, and nothing experiences. On May 19, 1995, L/Leema said that as we seek, so shall we find:

As you continue to seek the one Creator and unity of all things, you shall become more and more aware, as you have stated. It is not necessary to speak with those unseen or to have communications of this variety in order to become more aware of your process of seeking. To desire such knowledge and experience is all that is necessary, for it has been written in that holy work previously mentioned that as you seek, you shall find; as you ask, it shall be answered; and as you knock, the doors shall be opened, for this is a law of the universe which functions without exception, for that which you seek is within your own being. You are all things.

The Creator could have simply created beauty according to a pattern of Its own choice. This the Creator did not do. It is our understanding that our Creator is hungry for that which It cannot Itself will, and that is the fruit that you bear in your experiences. Each day as you go through your life within this density and this experience, you bloom a little; you send out petals of anger, forgiveness, Love, kindness, jealousy, and a hunger and thirst for that which is physical and that which is metaphysical. And all these things are to the Creator as flowers, delicate and beautiful, too insubstantial to pluck, but to be watched with great joy. You feel joy, and the Creator feels joy; you feel hope, and the Creator hopes again. All things that you feel are gifts, are your gifts to the one infinite Creator. Do you wish to give good gifts? Then decide in your mind that which is good, but never doubt that to the Creator you are beautiful, for all experience is beautiful, for it is done in freedom, experienced in freedom, and given freely back to the creation.

Do you feel that you have made many errors today, that you have somehow gone astray, that your energies were scattered or low? Now you shall not judge, not in this moment, for in this moment we ask you to realize that that too is a gift which the Creator treasures, for all the colors of emotion and feeling, all the distortions of the one original Thought which can be developed by an independent consciousness are as blooming flowers against the bleak winter landscape of the uncreated. Gaze into the face of the deep, gaze at that which you might call darkness and that which is uncreated and chaotic, inchoate and about to be, and you shall see nothing. And then see yourselves—vivid, beautiful, and lovely, as the vibrant colors of your personal feelings, your highest hopes and your deepest sorrows all brighten the deep. O, waters of the deep, we salute you, for you tread upon the rim of that which is a void, a void which is full of the uncreated perfection of the one original Thought of Love. Yet, Love cannot speak to itself, react to itself or even feel. That is reserved for those like you, my friends, and like me who are as yet partially unaware that we are the Creator. Therefore, we feel and we sense; we do, we think, we act, and those gifts are priceless.

Now Oxal spoke about our relationship with the Creator and with the creation. Then they said the Creator could have created beauty according to a pattern of Its own choice, but the Creator did not do this, and it is our understanding that our Creator is hungry for that which It cannot Itself will, and that is the fruit that you bear in your experiences, so each day as you go through your life within this density, you bloom a little, and you send out petals of anger, forgiveness, Love, and a hunger for that which is physical and that which is metaphysical, for all these things are to the Creator as flowers, delicate and beautiful, too insubstantial to pluck, but to be watched with great joy, so you feel joy, and the Creator feels joy, and you feel hope, and the Creator hopes again, so all things that you feel are your gifts to the one infinite Creator, and if you wish to give good gifts decide that which is good, but never doubt that to the Creator you are beautiful, for all experience is beautiful, for it is done in freedom, experienced in freedom, and given freely back to the creation. Now Oxal said if you feel that you have made errors today, do not judge in this moment, for in this moment we ask you to realize that that too is a gift which the Creator treasures, for all the colors of emotions and all the distortions of the one original Thought which can be developed by an independent consciousness are as blooming flowers against the bleak winter landscape of the uncreated, so gaze into the face of the deep darkness and that which is uncreated and chaotic, and about to be, and you shall see nothing, and then see yourselves as the vibrant colors of your personal feelings, your highest hopes, and your deepest sorrows that all brighten the waters of the deep, so we salute you, for you tread upon the rim of that which is a void which is full of the uncreated perfection of the one original Thought of Love, yet Love cannot speak to Itself, or even feel, for that is reserved for those like you and like me who are partially unaware that we are the Creator, for we feel; we do; we think; we act; and those gifts are priceless. On June 2, 1985, Latwii spoke of the nature of the one original Thought of Love:

My sister, begin first with the foundation of all creation, that is, unity. From this unity the one Creator, the one original Thought of Love, springs all the infinite variety of forms of life and directions for each. Look then to any which seem of a fearful or doubtful nature. See there the Creator that rests as well within your own being. Love that Creator as if It were yourself, for in truth It is. See that which is feared; bathe it in Love, see it as self, bless it, bid it travel its journey, and then bathe your own being in the Love and the Light of the One. In so doing, you have affirmed the unity of all creation, for in truth that is all that there is. To move from that truth and to see any separation is to step upon the grounds which the entities of the negative polarity rule when fear and separation are with the entities there.

Again we thank you that we may speak with you, and we now leave you in the Love and in the Light of the One Who Is All in All. We are known to you as Oxal. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most privileged to be asked to join your group this evening, and we thank you for this honor. As always, we hope that our humble service may provide you with some small aid in your journey of seeking the truth. Please remember that our opinions are but that, our fallible opinions. With that disclaimer aside, may we begin with the first query of the evening?

M: Sherlock, we have missed your good, sound advice. We’d be interested in any words of wisdom about, oh, some pending decisions—not on what to do, but how to prepare for those decisions.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother, for your query, and we greet you and those others who have been, shall we say, absent from this group for some time. As you prepare yourself for those decisions which shall determine the outer parameters of your illusion, we may suggest that as you seek to follow the path which is most appropriate for you at this time, and that you seek with a joyful heart and an open mind. This is to say if you attempt to analyze past the point of being able to assimilate that which has been analyzed, you may further confuse your ability—not to make a decision, but to listen to your own inner voice. We can suggest that you do that which can be done, however much or little that may be in the way of attempting to consciously discern how best to be of service to those whom you wish to serve, and how to provide this service most efficiently. Then we suggest that you give over your own will to the greater will of the one Creator which moves through you and seeks through your experience to know Itself. Realize that you cannot make what you call a mistake, but that each path which lies before you offers the opportunity to learn and to serve. To find that path which offers the greatest abundance of these treasures, you must, in the final, shall we say, analysis, give over any dedication to any particular outcome, for as you have sown your seeds as conscientious gardeners, there is a time during which other forces must have the opportunity to work with those seeds which you have sown. As this process occurs, you will notice in your life patterns those signs of the first sprouts. Begin then your watering with your attention and follow those sprouts, and they shall lead you to that table which has been prepared for you.

M asked: “We’d be interested in any words of wisdom about, oh, some pending decisions—not on what to do, but how to prepare for those decisions.” Latwii began by saying as you prepare yourself for those decisions which shall determine the outer parameters of your illusion, we suggest that as you seek to follow the path which is appropriate for you at this time, and that you seek with a joyful heart and an open mind, and this is to say if you attempt to analyze past the point of being able to assimilate that which has been analyzed, you may further confuse your ability—not to make a decision, but to listen to your own inner voice, so we can suggest that you do that which can be done, however much or little that may be in the way of attempting to consciously discern how best to be of service to those whom you wish to serve, and how to provide this service most efficiently, and then we suggest that you give over your will to the will of the one Creator which moves through you and seeks through your experience to know Itself, but realize that you cannot make a mistake, but that each path which lies before you offers the opportunity to learn and to serve, yet to find that path which offers the greatest abundance of these treasures, you must give over any dedication to any outcome, for as you have sown your seeds as conscientious gardeners, there is a time during which other forces must have the opportunity to work with those seeds which you have sown, for as this process occurs, you will notice in your life patterns those signs of the first sprouts, so begin your watering with your attention and follow those sprouts, and they shall lead you to that table which has been prepared for you. On November 7, 1982, Latwii described the general nature of our life patterns:

To begin, may we suggest that there are no accidents. Many experiences appear random. This is because the grand design of your life patterns is greatly hidden from your view. Within your illusion this is necessary so that lessons might be learned with greater efficiency, for in truth all are one, and Love is the heart of each. Yet to learn these lessons there must be the forgetting and the limiting of the view. The means of the passing from this illusion is chosen by each with variations also chosen should certain circumstances come to pass in such and such a fashion. Therefore, the correlation between the life and the death is most clearly seen when it is seen that both are chosen as means for learning the lessons of Love.

May we answer you further, my brother?

M: Not at all. Very eloquently said. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I have one if no one else does. I wondered if you could give me any words of wisdom about teaching how to channel better because I know—tonight for instance, Hatonn was here and Oxal was here, and I was hoping that Hatonn would speak but the other channels in the group didn’t pick it up. I mean, I think they picked it up, they just didn’t channel. And I wondered what I could do in terms of encouraging the people that were in this group? Do you know what I’m asking exactly?

I am Latwii, and we feel we have a grasp of your query, my sister. We may suggest that you have done that which can be done. One cannot cause another entity to manufacture a desire which is not present, for whatever reason it may not be present. You, as one who wishes to serve in a certain way, may note certain dedications to how a situation may progress. It may, for example, be your desire at certain times to see the new instruments be exercised, and this of course is most helpful to those learning the vocal channeling technique, but it must first have a desire to motivate. The new instrument must work its way through the process of hesitation and even the process of fatigue. This, my sister, shall, as it has in the past, happen in its own time. As we have previously spoken to the one known as M, when the seeds of effort have been sown there comes a time during which the gardener must simply exercise patience. One cannot shove the water into the seed, cause the seed to absorb it, then cause the seed to push the sprout through the ground. There are others who have their tasks to perform. May we suggest yours has been well done.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, I feel silly enough already. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister, and join you in a wonder-filled silliness. May we attempt another query at this time?

L: Yes, Latwii. Would you give me a numerical evaluation of the accuracy of my channeling lately?

I am Latwii, and we are aware of your query, my brother. We shall pause for a moment while we consult our panel of judges. We see the cards are held high. On the scale of 10, we see a 6.2, a 7.1 and a 7.5. My brother, faciousness aside, this a very good rating, for we of the Confederation of Planets in Service to the One Infinite Creator wish to utilize instruments such as yourself to the degree which allows your own experience and means of expressing it to have a, shall we say, balanced sway in the message we provide and the means by which it is expressed, whether an instrument approaches this goal of, shall we say, roughly sixty to seventy percent of our, shall we say, input and thirty to forty percent of the instrument’s own input. Whether an instrument approaches this from one angle or another, may we suggest the progress is ever onward to that fine point of balance. Your journey is one of retracing steps which have previously been taken and have been well-learned. Your current experience and expression of vocal channeling is one which continues to approach this, shall we say, ideal balance.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: Yes. I have in the past, and still today experience, some qualms about the idea of channeling, partly because of my suspicion that I was not channeling one hundred percent accurately, which I realize you don’t strive to produce, but nonetheless it would be an ideal to reach toward for a person attempting to channel accurately. The other is that since a mixture is desirable, there is an amount of responsibility inherent in adding my own salt to the pot. The fact that your own—I should say, my own personal dilution of your message or another entity’s message to me has an amount of responsibility involved, in that things that I inject could potentially have a bearing on another individual’s—their life, their perception of reality. Could you speak on this subject because I find that I’m uneasy with channeling because of it.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We are most happy to be able to speak upon this topic, for it is one which is of major concern to all who seek to serve in the means of being vocal channels. We again repeat the theme which we have discovered this evening: that to give service most effectively, one must eventually give up the dedication as to how it shall be given, and simply be that which may be called the fool, the one who becomes so open in the attempt to serve that one takes no thought as to how the service shall occur. To attempt clarification, may we suggest that as you provide the service of vocal channeling, you cannot make an error which another entity shall use to that entity’s detriment, for, in truth, there are no errors, and any word which you speak will have to, shall we say, meet a rigorous standard of excellence which is unique for each who hears the words. No entity will listen with total acceptance; no entity will listen with total rejection. Each entity present in such a circle brings with it a desire to seek the truth and an openness to listen, else we could not speak. Yet each also brings the filter, the biases, and the preferences for one or another means of providing information, and, indeed, a preference for the kind of information provided. You will speak those words which are most appropriate for those gathered about you.

You are a part of a larger pattern of beingness. Many have called it a synchronistic function. It would seem that by chance you have gathered this evening those about you. This is not so, my brother. You are here with each other entity because of a certain desire to serve and a certain desire to learn. As the magnet attracts the iron filing, each of you have attracted the other for this evening, and have attracted these very words which are now being vibrated within your presence. As you proceed through your own attempt to be of service as a vocal channel, release when possible the fears and doubts which beset you and simply serve as best you can, realizing that your words will simply be seen and taken as guideposts, and will have an effect which is appropriate for each entity. You shall not be able to do irreparable damage, nor shall you be able to lead another along the path faster than that entity is willing and able to journey.

L asked: “I have in the past, and still today experience, some qualms about the idea of channeling, partly because of my suspicion that I was not channeling one hundred percent accurately, which I realize you don’t strive to produce, but nonetheless it would be an ideal to reach toward for a person attempting to channel accurately. The other is that since a mixture is desirable, there is an amount of responsibility inherent in adding my own salt to the pot. The fact that your own—I should say, my own personal dilution of your message or another entity’s message to me has an amount of responsibility involved, in that things that I inject could potentially have a bearing on another individual’s—their life, their perception of reality. Could you speak on this subject because I find that I’m uneasy with channeling because of it.” Latwii said that we are happy to be able to speak upon this topic, for it is one which is of concern to all who seek to be vocal channels, and we repeat the theme which we have this evening: that to give service effectively, one must give up dedication as to how it shall be given, and be one who becomes open in the attempt to serve, so that one takes no thought as to how the service shall occur, and we suggest that as you provide the service of vocal channeling, you cannot make an error which another entity shall use to that entity’s detriment, for there are no errors, and any word which you speak will have to meet a standard of excellence which is unique for each who hears the words, but no entity will listen with total acceptance or with total rejection, for each entity present in a circle brings a desire to seek the truth and an openness to listen, yet each also brings the preferences for one or another means of providing information, and a preference for the kind of information provided, for you will speak those words which are appropriate for those gathered about you. Latwii went on to say you are a part of a larger pattern of beingness, and it is called a synchronistic function, and it would seem that by chance you have gathered this evening those about you, but this is not so, for you are here with each other entity because of a desire to serve and to learn, for as the magnet attracts the iron filing, each of you has attracted the other for this evening and have attracted these words which are being vibrated within your presence, yet as you proceed through your attempt to be of service as a vocal channel, release the fears and doubts which beset you and serve as best you can, realizing that your words will be seen and taken as guideposts and will have an effect which is appropriate for each entity, but you shall not be able to do irreparable damage, nor shall you be able to lead another along the path faster than that entity is willing and able to journey. On April 7, 2002, Q’uo spoke of what it is to be a vocal channel:

The practice of the vocal channel is that practice which one may become more, shall we say, capable of producing as the experience continues. There are along the path of this service various steps or stages of growth which are apparent in some cases and in others not so apparent. You have begun to experience the beginning of a newer phase, shall we say, of serving as a vocal instrument. There are levels of consciousness that are available to each entity and to those who serve as vocal instruments that open doors, that offer great access to pure information or inspiration. Through another door you are beginning to pass.

May we answer you further, my brother?

L: No, thank you. The answer’s been very good for me. I appreciate it.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

K: I have a question, and it sort of goes along with L’s question. I have been involved in a group situation such as we are in now for probably six months to a year and have not been a vocal channel in this situation, and I was concerned earlier about also not having practiced meditation as I should, if I would have an effect on the group tonight. How would you rank my abilities at this for channeling and my meditative level?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We may suggest that the desire to serve as an instrument or vocal channel is that which is most crucial in an entity’s ability to perform that service. Likewise, it is true that one who has the desire to seek the truth has the heart of the purpose of meditation. Whether meditation has been regularly engaged in or not, it is true that meditation is a most helpful and recommended means of preparing oneself for seeking in the manner which each in this group this evening seeks. We might suggest that the very fact we are able to speak to this group this evening suggests that each entity within this circle of meeting has prepared itself to a degree sufficient to allow this meeting to occur.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: Yes. You answered part of my question, for which I thank you, and I probably should have realized that because, as you put it, everything’s working. If I were to channel tonight, let’s say, what do you think my accuracy would be as compared to in the past?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We see little virtue in attempting to give a precise equivalent of your accuracy, but we may suggest that when one has not performed a certain task or discipline for a period of time, one may expect a diminishing of the ability to perform that task or disciplining. Yet, if one has in the past performed such a discipline, it will be easier for this entity to learn again that skill, for the pathways of recognition are in place even though not frequently used.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: One last thing that I’ve been wanting to verify for some time—I hope you can—is that quite often I feel myself talking to a representative of the Confederation, normally Hatonn, and we can carry on a conversation such as, for example, driving over tonight, I expressed my concern to Hatonn as to my meditative ability for tonight, and Hatonn said that they were making certain adjustments so that I would be more in tune with the group. I hope you can—can you verify that this really—that I am communicating with a representative of the Confederation when I do this?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We do, indeed, wish to be of the greatest service possible at all times, and during this particular time we may suggest that for us to give you a positive or negative answer in this case would not be helpful, for the kind of experience which you describe we note has emotional impact upon you—it is that which you value as a means of seeking. Therefore, we cannot say what the nature or source of your communication is but can leave this determination to your own good nature of seeking, that is to say, the answers which you seek in this regard are within your own grasp and await your own seeking.

May we answer you further, my brother?

K: No. I understand what you’re saying, that I need to challenge the source as I have always done in the past, and if the information gained goes along with my current learning and assists that in a positive manner, then I should accept it to be the genuine article. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Yeah. I’d like to ask about my meditations recently. I’ve been grieving, and it seems that I’m more vulnerable to feeling badly suddenly when I’m meditating or when I’m sleeping. And I wondered if there was a tool that I could use, a metaphysical tool instead of the medicine…

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(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We can suggest that which you have already begun, that is that some form of not only tuning but protection be utilized during these periods of more sensitive experience of your illusion. This would be useful as you meditate and before the sleeping.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Are you referring to Psalm 91?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This, in general, is correct. There are many such readings and rituals which you might utilize in this process. That which has been chosen is a quite effective one.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I just want to button that down. What you’re saying is that that and other inspirational passages, those being read just before meditation and just before sleep, that that would be a beneficial tool?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This is correct. Such inspirational passages and rituals focus the inner being upon the Light which exists in every experience and moment. When one is undergoing a process of the nature which you describe as the grieving process, it is far too easy to focus upon the darker side of the illusion which also exists in every experience and every moment. This focus then serves as a doorway or opening to the more negative portions of the creation which then allows your experience to be of a darker and a heavier nature. The inspirational readings and rituals, therefore, do not allow such openings and focus one’s attention upon the Light which is ever present.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Just on the meaning of one word: ritual. The ritual that we have been doing, the calling of the archangels and the drawing of the star, that was a ritual. And the only other ritual that I know of personally is the ritual involved with my church, morning prayer, evening prayer, some sort of service like that. To which were you referring? The former? That would be my guess.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Our use of the word “ritual” was more general than you suppose. Our use of the word was intended to convey the concept of repeating certain words and actions for the purpose of inspiration. The ritual could simply be the reading of the words, could also include any of the activities or patterns of behavior which you have mentioned and could include those which you create yourself which are of a personally inspiring nature or nature which is light or jovial.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: [Inaudible]

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. I have a question. I was wondering if the magical nature of rituals—like that are done at church—do they get their power from the intensity of so many people putting that power into the ritual, or is it more or less done by the individual?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Any ritual performed by an entity or group of entities derives its power, as you call it, from the purity of intention or desire on the part or parts of those performing the ritual. This purity of desire is built over the span of a life as an entity pursues either consciously or unconsciously the search for truth. As the desire to pursue this search for truth intensifies within an entity, this entity then builds what you have called the magical personality, the manifestation of inner seeking. When this magical personality expresses itself in ritualized form, then there is the metaphysical creation of that desire in accordance with the purity of desire.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: Well, you could just clarify something for me. In other words, if, say, a person had no real religious ties according to a recognized religion, and this person had a high degree of purity, and were to sit down and make up their own ritual for whatever reasons, using whatever they wanted to use, and it wouldn’t make sense to anyone else, is it the purity and intention that would give this validity? Does this make any sense?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This, in general, is correct. We may also suggest that the rituals which have been long-established, whether by those institutions you have called the churches of various denomination or whether established by more mystical orders of seeking, have described or created in the metaphysical realms a certain substance or reservoir, a resource which may be called upon when the ritual is utilized. This is useful to those who are new to the magical pursuits. The adept shall over a period of time use not only those long-established and recognized rituals, but shall develop its own ritual which shall eventually be the most powerful for that adept, for it shall be most purely infused with that adept’s own magical personality.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, I think you answered me pretty well. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we see that we have gathered the harvest of queries for the evening. It has been a bountiful harvest, my friends, and we thank you for producing such luscious fruit. We shall at this time leave this instrument and this group for the nonce. We are with you at your request in your meditations, and our joyful thanks goes to each for allowing our presence this evening. It is a pleasure which we cannot thank you enough for. We are those of Latwii, and we leave you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Though our sins be scarlet, we are white as snow in the very minute we realize our true identity. True, while we are accepting karma, that is, while we are accepting ourselves as human beings, there may be a law of karma operating in our experience, but that law stops operating as soon as we realize, “I am coming out and becoming separate, and now I am going to live under Grace.” The moment we realize that we are living under Grace, we drop the word “I.” We stop boasting that “I” is good and worthy, and we stop condemning “I” as bad or unworthy.

We even forget the past and come to acknowledge that we did not live an hour ago, and that we cannot live an hour hence. The only time we can live is now, and now we are living under Grace. The past is gone; the future will never be: Now we are under Grace. Now there is no sin, no disease, no death, no iniquity—nothing operating in our consciousness except Love, the Love of God, not your love or mine.

If only we really and truly could come into some measure of realization of the nature of God, how we would throw the years off our shoulders; how we would throw off the memories of our past acts of omission and commission; how we would throw off the memories of our wrong thinking, and begin to understand that now are we the sons and daughters of God. Now in this instant of divine Grace, the entire memory of all our past years is gone. Now we are willing to forget our good deeds as well as our bad ones. We are willing to forget the masquerade, the part we have been playing in this particular production, and drop it along with our costume and all that belongs to it.

God is too pure to behold iniquity. The Master claimed that He came to Earth not to do His own will but the will of the Father. And what is this will of the Father? It is to heal the sick, raise the dead, forgive the sinner. Then, is there a God of punishment? The Master said, “Neither do I condemn thee.” Is there a God of punishment? He said to the thief on the cross, “Today shalt thou be with me in paradise.” Is there a God of punishment? And He said, “They sins be forgiven thee.”

Later this morning I went outside and continued my work on the small stone wall in between the fishpond and the Vanilla/Strawberry Hydrangeas. I was able to complete another two feet on the wall, bringing the total to ten feet.

This afternoon I was once again honored to be a co-host of the European Law of One Telegram Group. Before I read Ra Session #67 to the group, I let them know that today is the eleventh anniversary of the passing into larger life of my wife, Carla L. Rueckert, and I read them a quote from her Autobiography. Then I read Ra Session #67, and some of the questions that were asked of me were: “Is the Ra Contact book that I am reading the original edition?” “What are the archetypes?” “Why did Don keep asking how to serve the negative fifth density being?” and “How does the Banishing Ritual of the Lesser Pentagram work?” Next Wednesday I look forward to studying Ra Session #68 with the European Law of One Telegram Group!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 1

Cost And Fruit

I am of the principle of the consciousness of divine Love, and I greet you in radiant joy.

It is the season of Easter, the time when Jesus’ emergence from the Earth is held in remembrance, and His ascent therefrom rejoiced at. Now is the season of blooming, for just as Jesus grew like a flower from the Earth, so too may we see in each flower that resurrection glory.

In this season may you find much to rejoice at, never regretting the cost of winter but glorying instead in the fullness and promise of spring. Such are the cycles of eternal life. The cycles contain different kinds of blooming and different kinds of growing, but always the pulse of cost and fruit.

We leave you in the peaceful harmony of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.