I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from November 3, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We greet and bless you, welcoming those who are new to this particular group and greeting old friends as well. It is a great privilege for us to be called to speak to you, and we are extremely appreciative of your allowing us to share our humble thoughts with you that we may attempt to be of service.

Picture with me if you will the Earth upon which you now are situated rolling and spinning in the darkness. It is the night side of Earth upon which you look, and there seems to be darkness within darkness as the eye seeks to fathom the dark sphere in the midst of the dark sky. Such, my friends, is the nature of your Earth sphere, not in the physical sense, as you would call it, but in those portions of your density which may be called spiritual or metaphysical. Suddenly one small flare of Light is seen. You know what that is, my friends. That is one entity whose will has been turned to offering the one Love and the one Light inherent in the one original Thought of our infinite Creator. What a glorious Light in such a darkness may we see when one entity alone orients itself to the One.

When groups of entities meet together, the Light blazes far, far brighter than by merely addition, for each gives each strength, clarity, and purity of being, each giving unto each the gift of Light. That is why your so-called Light groups are crucial, always have been, and always shall be. They are centers, if you will, of focus for that which is lightest in all people to have a safe place to be vulnerable and to shine forth in the darkness. We who have served with the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator within your sphere of influence for some time, as you call it, have seen more and more and more Lights glowing in the darkness. Their radiance is growing brighter, and there are beginning to be networks formed, networks of Light, traceries like lace encircling the darkened spiritual metaphysical planes of your Earth world. However, we do not want to emphasize overly much the function of the group, for each entity goes forth from the group, and yet is still an entity holding as in the holograph all of the Light of consciousness, all of the fresh and living radiance of the one original Thought.

In this session Hatonn speaks about the Light that spiritual beings form and share that Light in spiritual groups. Hatonn began by saying picture with me the Earth upon which you are living spinning in the darkness, and it is the night side of Earth upon which you look, and there seems to be darkness within darkness as the eye seeks to fathom the dark sphere in the midst of the dark sky, for such is the nature of your Earth sphere, not in the physical sense but in those portions of your density which may be called metaphysical, so suddenly one small flare of Light is seen, for you know that is one entity whose will has been turned to offering the one Love and the one Light within the one original Thought of our infinite Creator, but what a glorious Light in such a darkness may we see when one entity alone orients itself to the One. Hatonn went on to say when groups of entities meet together, the Light blazes brighter than by addition, for each gives each strength, purity of being, and the gift of Light, and that is why Light groups are crucial and always shall be, for they are centers of focus for that which is lightest in all people to have a safe place to be vulnerable and to shine forth in the darkness, so we who have served with the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator within your sphere of influence for some time, and we have seen more Lights glowing in the darkness, and their radiance is growing brighter, and there are beginning to be networks of Light formed, ornamental like lace encircling the darkened metaphysical planes of your Earth world, but we do not want to emphasize the function of the group, for each entity goes forth from the group, and yet is still an entity holding as in the holograph all of the Light of consciousness, all of the living radiance of the one original Thought. On July 20, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the one original Thought:

We would speak to you about the manifestation within your incarnational patterns of the one original Thought which is the Creator. The one original Thought upon which all creation was founded and with which all creation redounds is Love. Yes, my friends, Love is a thought, a principle, a Logos. You, by your very consciousnesses, are the Logos in a holographic representation, yet you are completely unlike any other holographic representation of the Creator, for your experiences are unique to your particular consciousness. Your field of energy is completely unique and precious to the one infinite Creator, and your greatest gift is your being, for by your mirroring of your perceptions, the Creator learns of Itself.

We ask each of you to value yourselves, not because of anything you have done or will do, any grand thought that you have thought or will think, but because of your innate and inherent nature. It is your birthright to be the Creator, and it is your challenge to find that same Creator in all that you meet, whatever the outward circumstances, whatever the challenges of personality. It is a fine thing to sit in meditation and glow with the inner and living Light of the one Creator. And yet we say to you, my friends, it is incumbent upon you insofar as you are able to turn from daily meditation outwards into your planetary sphere, wandering wherever you go, trailing the pristine and untouched Light that you have received during meditation. Then you shall truly be radiant, and those about you shall be blessed. It does not take a group in order to do this, although, as we said, when more than one person gathers in meditation, the strength of the meditation is increased far more than by simple addition.

We ask for your patience as we work with this instrument. We are giving word by word communication and, therefore, this instrument must wait at the most unlikely places. As far as we can tell this instrument’s thoughts, this instrument is impatient and wants to know the story. Yet this instrument is the story, and so are each of you. Pretend for a moment that you are a small child. You walk along the path kicking pebbles and gazing at the leaves on the trees, catching acorns in your hand and feeding them to the squirrels. The sun of childhood’s fall is warm and golden. The path grows circuitous as one gains in incarnational experience. It winds and turns, and the golden sun of childhood seems to become sickly and wan under the bruising influence of experience. And yet this is in no way necessary. One may retain that golden childhood, one merely needs to surrender the bruises, the anger, the hurt, and pain which have grown up around various circumstances and experiences which seemed quite negative. These experiences are a great deal like old and heavy clothing. They have become tattered; they have done their service, and it is time to shed these garments and put on fresh linen and go forth into that golden sunlight once again.

Hatonn went on to say we ask each of you to value yourselves, because of your innate nature since it is your birthright to be the Creator, and it is your challenge to find that same Creator in all that you meet whatever the challenges of personality, for it is a fine thing to sit in meditation and glow with the inner Light of the one Creator, yet we say to you it is necessary that you are able to turn from daily meditation outwards into your planetary sphere, wandering wherever you go, trailing the untouched Light that you have received during meditation, for then you shall be radiant, and those about you shall be blessed, but it does not take a group in order to do this, yet when more than one person gathers in meditation, the strength of the meditation is increased more than by simple addition. Then Hatonn said pretend that you are a small child, and you walk along the path kicking pebbles and gazing at the leaves on the trees, catching acorns in your hand and feeding them to the squirrels, and the sun of childhood’s fall is warm and golden, and the path grows circular as one gains in incarnational experience, so it winds and turns, and the golden sun of childhood seems to become sickly under the bruising influence of experience, yet this is not necessary, for one may retain that golden childhood, and one needs to surrender the anger and pain which have grown up around various experiences which seemed negative, for these experiences are like old and heavy clothing that have become ragged, but they have done their service, and it is time to shed these garments and put on fresh linen and go forth into that golden sunlight once again. On January 2, 2000, Carla spoke of how to use anger and pain honestly:

About a recent experience that I had, I had attempted to meet a relative’s questions over many years on the subject of channeling with patience and tolerance, and although this has seemed to be the right way to handle things in actuality, during this last Christmas I became unable to be tolerant and patient and expressed strong emotions such as anger and pain at this objecting that my relative was doing to me. It seemed to create a much more rapid and healing response from him than all my patience and tolerance had, and this surprised me very much.

We ask you to remember the lesson of the pearl. The oyster does not turn its back upon the gritty sand of experience; when sand irritates the inside of the shell a pearl begins to be formed. The irritation may continue, but the pearl grows more and more beautiful, more and more lustrous and full of light. Look ye therefore also to the gritty sand of your experiences, whatever they may be, for within that experience is Love. And the fruit of that experience is crystallization and radiance if you but choose it. We ask that you seek to know the truth, and if anything that we say to you rings false upon your ears, we ask that you forget it immediately and move on, for we are very fallible entities and would never ask you to believe that things that we say are implicitly true; for still we learn also; still we are corrected by experience; still we are refined by the refining fire of catalyst. Oh, radiant voyagers, shine for yourselves and for each other so that those about you may wonder at the Love within the group and within each individual.

Then Hatonn said we ask you to remember the lesson of the pearl, for the oyster does not turn its back upon the sand of experience, and when sand irritates the inside of the shell, a pearl begins to be formed, so the irritation may continue, but the pearl grows more beautiful and full of light, so look to the gritty sand of your experiences, for within that experience is Love, and the fruit of that experience is crystallization and radiance if you choose it, so we ask that you seek to know the truth, and if anything that we say to you rings false upon your ears, we ask that you forget it and move on, for we are fallible entities and would never ask you to believe that things that we say are implicitly true, for we learn, so we are corrected by experience, and we are refined by the refining fire of catalyst, so radiant voyagers, shine for yourselves and for each other so that those about you may wonder at the Love within the group and within each individual. On December 10, 2022, Q’uo described the nature of our catalyst:

For each individual seeker of truth, we would recommend that you utilize your personal catalyst in your daily round of activities, to become able to move forward on your own spiritual journey of opening your heart in unconditional Love. As you open your heart in unconditional Love by the use of this catalyst, you allow a portion of the river of Love that has created the entire universe to move through you and out into your daily round of activities, so that you share that Love, that Light, that is within all, and you allow it to move with you as you interact with your brothers and sisters on planet Earth. Knowing that they may not have the same success as you, but you can share with them the Love that is the product of using your personal catalyst, not concerning yourself with the mass hysteria and hypnotism on planet Earth that makes people think they are separate one from another.

Your own catalyst is that which is helpful to you. You need not take on the catalyst of the world around you. That can only be affected by doing your own inner spiritual work, using your catalyst as food for growth, becoming able to shine with the Light and Love of the One Infinite Creator, and then be able to move into the fourth density of Love and understanding, hoping that your brothers and sisters upon the Earth will be able at some point to do the same with their own catalyst. For this is the great work. This is the spiritual journey. This is what all have come to do, and you can play your part as you have done so well.

I am known to you as Hatonn. I leave you glorying in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we are also grateful to be asked to join your group, and greet each of you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is once again our privilege to attempt to respond to those queries which those present may offer in the service of all. May we then begin with the first query?

N: Yes. I was wondering, is there any way the vehicle of the mind/body/spirit complexes of the star seeds, Light workers, and so forth in California, since there is supposed to be a catastrophe in the next two or three years—is there any way to channel their energies and themselves out of that area prior to this occurrence or will they have to go ahead with the harvest?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. You must look at the occurrences of the daily round of activities, be they traumatic or trivial, as that which has been chosen by each for lessons and services that such occurrences offer. As each entity moves through the incarnational pattern there will be various events that will mark the entity’s progress and offer opportunity that no other events could offer. Many of your people are concerned that various geophysical events shall end this or that incarnation prematurely and shall do so on a grand scale as has been spoken of in many teachings. This causes in many a fearful response and a desire to avoid one or another event. Yet we say to you, my brother, that for as long as an entity’s lessons and services remain there is no power upon your planet that can remove this entity. And when an entity has completed those lessons and services chosen by that entity there is no power that can keep this entity. For the progression of evolution is that stream of beingness that moves ever onward and the ending of one pattern is the beginning of another.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, I understood that particular point, and I wasn’t referring to any specific or particular entity. It was just that I was thinking that there are so many extremely advanced light workers in California, and that the fact that during the decade they would be needed in other areas of the United States so significantly that it would be nice to have their expertise to help with the next decade, and as I said, I was not referring to any specific entity but I’m sure that they could be of help in other areas to those of us, many of us, who are not so far advanced to help with the harvest and enlightenment.

I am Latwii, and from your comments, my brother, we draw the heart of what we hope is your query. Please requestion if we have mistaken the query. There is the need upon the part of each seeker of truth to develop the concept that you may call faith, the faith that, indeed, those truths which bind us all as one, indeed, exist. And there is the need to develop the will to power the faith and to seek continually, and to know at the heart of one’s being that all needs shall be met. Where there is the call for Light, Light shall respond in one form or another. If Lights are removed in one location, they shall spring again in another.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I believe that [inaudible] channels master Kuthumi, and he mentions a term, “tensor” organization or “tensor” enlightenment. I wonder if you would elaborate on that particular terminology? Tensor orientation, I believe it is, t-e-n-s-o-r.

I am Latwii, and we must confess our own fallibility and ignorance, my brother. We have no knowledge of this concept. May we be of service in any other way?

N: Well, I have one other item. That is in reference to the Reiki healing. Reiki healing enumerates seven keys, and of course this is supposed to be a healing method that is approximately ten thousand or more years old and is a vibratory science. I wonder if you would elaborate on the seven keys of the Reiki healing?

I am Latwii, and though we have a basic grasp of your query and shall attempt response according to that grasp, we do not hope to cover this topic fully, for as with many forms of healing, there is much of the philosophy, shall we say, that accompanies the teachings. We shall attempt our understanding, small though it is.

With each of those centers of energy which have long been called chakras by those metaphysical students upon your sphere, there is a nature or essence or tone, if you will, which allows the entity so possessing these energy centers to utilize the Love and Light of the one Creator in increasingly intensified fashions. This Love/Light of the one Creator then enters the energy center system of an entity and allows this entity to pursue its pre-incarnatively chosen series of lessons and services in such and such a fashion according to the choices freely made. Within each energy center then there will be the distortion, or bias, or tendency to utilize this Love/Light in one fashion or another corresponding to the chosen lesson or service. Thus, the white Light of the Creator becomes reflected in various colors and biases that may be also seen by those attempting to serve as healers as a blockage of energy, for as the white Light is reflected and diffracted it is in some degree blocked in order that a pattern of experience may develop.

If these blockages or biases go, shall we say, unnoticed and unworked upon for a prolonged portion of your time, there may develop within the entity that situation called disease. Thus, there are within each entity the potentials for various lessons and services which can provide the opportunity to find balance and wholeness when attention is focused upon the bias or blockage. Without the proper attention and work in a conscious fashion upon these blockages, then the disease may call for the healer. Those of the philosophy of which you describe seek in a certain fashion to discover the tone of each energy center as it would be heard and felt if the center were freed of all blockages. The tone of one in a diseased, as you would call it, configuration is then matched to that which may be seen as the ideal, the differences noted and various efforts are then made to bring the two into harmony, or more correctly stated, to remove the difference between the diseased tone and the ideal tone.

N asked: “Reiki healing enumerates seven keys, and of course this is supposed to be a healing method that is approximately ten thousand or more years old and is a vibratory science. I wonder if you would elaborate on the seven keys of the Reiki healing?” Latwii replied by saying with each of those centers of energy which are called chakras by those metaphysical students upon your sphere, there is an essence which allows the entity possessing these energy centers to utilize the Love and Light of the one Creator in increasingly intensified fashions, and this Love/Light of the one Creator then enters the energy center system of an entity and allows this entity to pursue its pre-incarnatively chosen series of lessons and services according to the choices freely made, so within each energy center there will be the tendency to utilize this Love/Light in one fashion or another corresponding to the chosen lesson or service, for the white Light of the Creator becomes reflected in various colors that may be seen by those attempting to serve as healers as a blockage of energy, for as the white Light is reflected it is in some degree blocked in order that a pattern of experience may develop. Latwii went on to say if these blockages go unworked upon for a prolonged portion of time, there may develop within the entity that situation called disease since there are within each entity the potentials for various lessons and services which can provide the opportunity to find balance when attention is focused upon the blockage, but without the proper work upon these blockages the disease may call for the healer, for those of the philosophy of which you describe seek in a certain fashion to discover the tone of each energy center as it would be heard and felt if the center were freed of all blockages, and the tone of one in a diseased configuration is then matched to that which may be seen as the ideal, the differences noted and various efforts are then made to remove the difference between the diseased tone and the ideal tone. On January 29, 1989, Latwii described how blockages of energy in our minds can cause diseases in our bodies:

When there is a limitation of the viewpoint, and the mental configuration of an entity is unable to accept some portion of its experience, some portion of itself or another self which represents itself to it, then that energy which moves through the entity is constricted to some degree according to the limitation of the viewpoint which the entity has placed upon itself.

This continuing blockage of energy of the mental nature, when allowed to be prolonged without significant movement in understanding is given to the physical vehicle in some symbolized manner that will be noticed by the mind more quickly, it is hoped, than it was noticed in its original mental configuration.

Therefore, the hardening of certain muscle groups, as you have called them, as well as many ailments which move into various of the organs and structural portions of the physical vehicle are representations in a symbolic fashion of the original blockage of energy which first took place within the mind complex.

Therefore, the removal of the physical blockages of energy and their various expressions or manifestations is most effectively undertaken first upon the mental level and then allowed to move into the physical level as a result of working first upon the source or root of the blockage. The focus upon the physical blockage only, or before focusing upon the mental, tends to work primarily upon the symptoms, shall we say, or the outgrowth of the root cause.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you. I’m sure others have questions—that I don’t tie up the floor, so to speak, and I do appreciate the answers—but it seems that an individual who is presented as a healer does so by just merely initiation, and this healing can be transferred to the patient irrespective of the healer or the “healee”? And it just seemed to be, I just wondered, they talk about seven keys of which are sort of mystical, and I don’t really understand it. I thought perhaps you could elucidate on the seven keys or the way to increase the speed of healing and so forth that we who are trained as the healers can accentuate the treatment of the “healees” or the patient?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. To begin, may we suggest that the healer, the one who has healed itself by the inner work that each seeker attempts, has no will in relation to one seeking the healing, for the healer is one who offers itself as a vessel or a channel through which the healing power of the one Creator may move. The healer then surrenders its will and stands aside. This type of healing requires upon the part of the one to be healed a desire to be healed and upon some level of its being an understanding of those lessons symbolized by that condition called disease. It is, however, possible for some who serve as healers and who yet retain a will that they may serve efficiently to achieve a temporary state of healing within the one to be healed. However, if the one to be healed has not requested the healing and has not upon some level of its being understood the lesson, the healing shall not long last for it does not have the foundation built for it.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, thank you. That’s the way I had always understood it. But they explain that the “healee” doesn’t have to request it; it can be sent to other areas, and of course more advanced training will allow us to send it in increased speed, something like fourfold, and I thought perhaps you might elucidate on that particular method of increasing the rapidity of healing for those of us that have been so initiated along with the understanding that it is a down-spiraling as contrasted with Kundalini which is an up-spiraling of energy?

I am Latwii, and in our humble opinion, those seeking healing and its increased or speeded up effects may achieve such by increasing the meditative attention upon those areas needing the healing, and upon unraveling the riddle posed by the disease. The process of evolution for each portion of the one Creator is a function of the efficient application of free will and the choice to seek and to learn. There may be many techniques that one may perform that will serve as models in this process, be it healing or simply seeking the meaning to each portion of one’s life, and such models may indeed be helpful. But that which powers the progress is the will and the faith of each seeker of truth.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I would like to relinquish the floor at this time. They explain that by further training you can accentuate the initiation that you already have of fourfold and that the healer does this, not the patient. If you have anything to add I’d appreciate it, but otherwise, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we appreciate also your comments, my brother, and feel that we have spoken as well as our small understanding will allow.

May we attempt another query at this time?

Questioner: Latwii, it has been said that the ascended masters and other Light entities will converge or convene in Peru in January at Machu Picchu. Are you aware of such a meeting of Light energies there at that time, and if so, can you speak if it would be beneficial to try to be there?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. We are aware that from time to time, as you call it, there is the convergence of those servants of the One upon certain levels of your experience within this planetary sphere. This convergence is not necessarily that which finds a place upon which to converge but is more usually a convergence which finds a vibratory frequency upon which to send those answers of Love and Light that respond to the calls and questions posed by the various portions of your peoples’ population, be they conscious or unconscious calls for aid.

Thus, as the mass mind, as you may call it, of this planet’s population turns its attention to one area or another within the great evolutionary journey, there is the need to provide…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. To continue. There is then periodically the need to provide a sustenance or nourishment that is in response to the call of the people of your planet. This response then becomes available to all who seek and to each so seeking there is the unique opportunity presented that will allow the seeker to utilize this nourishment. The vibrational frequency of the seeking will determine that which is received. It is not, in our knowledge, usually necessary for those unseen servants of the One to meet at a place and to focus from that place the service that is called for. We, however, are not aware of all that occurs upon your planetary entity. We in our humble way seek to serve in a relatively small fashion, and our point of viewing, therefore, is not one which seeks in the large scope of things to fathom each and every movement of Light upon and within this planet’s influence.

May we answer further, my brother?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I have one just out of curiosity following up the Machu Picchu question. It isn’t just there but in other places on the planetary surface that ley lines of energy and cosmic force converge. And I wondered if the ley lines are as they are because pyramids or other buildings have been built at those places or if the reason that those buildings were built was because of the high energy that could be felt in those places. Which came first?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The ley lines, as they have been called, or grid lines of energy are set for the planet much as one’s aura surrounds and informs one’s physical vehicle. Thus, many from days of old have constructed various structures in concordance with these lines of energy in order that they might take advantage of the increased influx of the love/light of the one Creator at these points. It is at such points that the nourishment of which we spoke previously may enter into this planetary influence and then move whence called and find the mark of the seeker.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, that’s very clear. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

N: May I ask about… there’s a house that was built outside of Kenosha, Wisconsin in the shape of a pyramid. Is there any harmful effects to the individuals within this house, then, having the down-streamings of energy occurring even though this house may not be on a ley line, or what does occur?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. Within the structure known as the pyramid, that is a pyramid of the 76 degree apex angle, may be found a position known to your peoples as the King’s chamber position. This is the position which from days of old has been utilized for healing. However, those who were responsible for the giving of this form to this planetary influence were of a naive enough nature to be unable to see the danger of this position within this structure to those who entered into this position seeking not healing and the desire to serve others as a result, but who entered this position desiring power, as you may call it, over others, and seeking to coerce others to serve the self. Thus, the danger to any entity residing within this King’s chamber position is that the more disharmonious elements within one’s being may become intensified and the entity may leave such a structure more rather than less distorted.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you. The healing chamber which was then transformed into the King’s chamber was about 33 to 40 percent elevated above the base of the pyramid. What about those, say, that were down close to the ground level, would it injure them? Would that energy be in focus? And I thought it was around a 51-degree angle rather than a 76.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The angle of the apex of the so-called great pyramid at Giza is of the 76 degree measurement, and is the angle that creates the King’s chamber position which can be deleterious to those residing therein. The location of an entity at any point other than the King’s chamber position is not deleterious in this fashion.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. Did the old pyramids, the great pyramid at Giza, didn’t they enter that primarily from an underground… I know they have above-ground entrances, but didn’t they enter it primarily from an underground tunnel?

I am Latwii, and this is correct, my brother. May we answer further?

N: Well, there are no external entrances I assume, on the pyramid itself. There are some pyramids in—some Mayan pyramids like Chitzenitza or Tatoum down south of Cancun, and they say that these are over a thousand years old. Would it be erroneous to suspect that they were in the vicinity of four to six thousand years of the great pyramid or are they truly much newer?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The actual dating of a great number of these pyramid structures is much younger, shall we say, than those found within the land known as Egypt. However, the structures within the south and central American locations are the offspring, shall we say, of older structures found in the more remote locations of your South American continent, and these structures, then, are of roughly the same time origin.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Do the pyramids such as Chitzenitza or Tatoum have healing chambers in them, and are they sealed to outside entrance except through an underground entrance, and do they have the same 76 degree lead in to the healing chamber?

I am Latwii. We find that there were various construction methods and various purposes utilized in the structures of which you speak, therefore some are of the 76 degree apex angle and others are not. Some were utilized for healing and initiation, and others were utilized for what might be called the balancing of the energy grid system of this planetary sphere.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: No, thank you very much. I appreciate.

Questioner: I’d like to ask something. Am I to understand from what you said about the older pyramids in the Americas, in South and Central America, that there are older pyramids that are still yet—older and larger pyramids that haven’t been found yet that are covered by the jungles? Is that correct?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This is basically correct, for there have been civilizations within this portion of your planetary sphere for a great portion of what you call time. There were some of these civilizations which achieved the necessary harmony in the seeking as a civilization to be aided in that seeking by those from elsewhere, shall we say, who had the privilege of serving and answering the call, and did so in part by giving information as was given in the land known as Egypt, this information having to do with the time/space ratio complexes known to you as pyramids.

May we answer further, my brother?

Questioner: No, that satisfies that question. I want to ask, it has been imparted to me at some point that the mammals that we know as whales, that they think spherically, and that are able to transcend into the various densities through this spherical type of thought, and I’m wondering if their collective consciousness of the whale species now is trying to impart a message to us, and if the whale that has been named Humphrey outside of San Francisco, it is hoping to act as a catalyst for this message?

I am Latwii and am aware of many portions of your query, my brother, and shall attempt in our poor fashion to respond. We are aware that there are species of beings upon your sphere other than the human that have achieved a state of consciousness which is somewhat more unified, shall we say, than is that state exhibited by the great majority of the human population. Some of these entities are known to your people as the whale and the porpoise. These creatures have proceeded upon their own path of evolution, and have achieved certain awareness of the unity of all things and have sought to demonstrate to those with the opened ear and eye the greater truths that are sought by all.

May we answer further, my brother?

Questioner: I guess my query is, by this display of unified conscious thought are they, by the whale known as Humphrey in California, is this mammal trying to open up more receptive humans towards this unity of consciousness?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. As the mystery is presented, it is hoped that the seeking will be intensified, thus within the bounds of mystery the lessons of Love are eventually found.

We at this time note that this instrument begins to grow fatigued, and would suggest that one or two more queries find the end then to this session. May we ask for such a query?

Questioner: Yes. I’d like to ask you a question about as we’re going through our lives and our interactions with people on the planet, how might we ourselves make ourselves more clear and able to be perceptive of the needs of those around us as we’re living and seeing and being with each other?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. May we suggest that when one looks upon the daily round of activities, what immediately presents itself to the eye is not what remains to be found. The seeming disharmonies and distresses that one may find within one’s experience are but the shadow of that which awaits. Then it becomes necessary, for one who seeks to be of service by sharing the Love of the One with all about one, for such a seeker to penetrate the surface, the illusion, the outer shell of appearance. For within all experience, be it the most difficult, or the most confusing, or complex, there exists the Love of the one Creator, whole, perfect, and balanced. The more difficult it is to see such love, the greater the opportunity for growth.

Be then not so concerned with appearance and the first effects and impressions of interactions with those about you, but in your meditation look to the heart of the interaction. Find where Love lives. Find then where Love has sought to be known, and has perhaps for the moment gone unrecognized. Look to the heart of those who share with you in any degree a portion of their lives, for that which they share is Love seen in many disguises. Do not let disguise fool you. It is there to teach and there is one lesson. That is love.

May we answer further, my sister?

Questioner: Yes. I’d like to know when we are in our lives amid some other brother who was doing rebirthing, and thus cleansing the nervous systems of the body/mind/spirit complex, and I wonder how we might maintain or through our thought further cleanse our nervous system, and thereby cleanse our being in the world?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall speak to this query as our final response.

The entity that each is has encoded within not only the nervous system but within the entire system of energy centers those pre-incarnatively chosen lessons and services. When one discovers a certain distortion or imbalance within one’s thinking and behavior, one may take this discovery into meditation and observe it carefully. The distortion may be allowed in the meditative state to expand and increase in intensity until it is beyond all reasonable proportions. Thus, it finds its full sway within one’s being, and all potentials to gather experience thereby are observed. One then may see the polar opposite quality planted as a seed within the being also within this meditative state. This opposite quality then may also be allowed to intensify beyond all reasonable proportions. The entity thus meditating may see then both qualities contained within its being, and may see these qualities as means by which the one Creator may know Itself through this entity’s experience.

This entity may also see these qualities as means by which it may know the one Creator through its experiences. Without any quality of judgment then, the entity observes the wholeness of its being and fully accepts the self for containing these qualities. Thus, as acceptance within the being is increased, the ability of this being to learn the lessons associated with these qualities is enhanced. As the lessons become learned, the qualities are smoothed, shall we say, in such a fashion that the white Light of the one Creator no longer needs be diffracted, and may in this regard at least remain until diffracted by another pattern of distortion which symbolizes lessons and services to be learned and offered. Thus is the life pattern pursued and the pre-incarnative choices completed.

Questioner asked: “I’d like to know when we are in our lives amid some other brother who was doing rebirthing, and thus cleansing the nervous systems of the body/mind/spirit complex, and I wonder how we might maintain, or through our thought further cleanse, our nervous system, and thereby cleanse our being in the world?” Latwii replied by saying the entity that each is has encoded within it not only the nervous system but within the entire system of energy centers those pre-incarnatively chosen lessons and services, so when one discovers a distortion within one’s thinking and behavior, one may take this discovery into meditation and observe it carefully, for the distortion may be allowed in the meditative state to increase in intensity until it is beyond all reasonable proportions, and it finds its ability within one’s being to gather experiences are observed, so one may see the polar opposite quality planted as a seed within the being within this meditative state, so this opposite quality then may be allowed to intensify beyond all reasonable proportions, and the entity meditating may see both qualities contained within its being, and may see these qualities as means by which the one Creator may know Itself through this entity’s experience. Latwii continued by saying this entity may see these qualities as means by which it may know the one Creator through its experiences, and without any judgment the entity observes the wholeness of its being and accepts the self for containing these qualities, yet as acceptance within the being is increased, the ability of this being to learn the lessons associated with these qualities is enhanced, for as the lessons  are learned, the qualities are smoothed in such a fashion that the white Light of the one Creator no longer needs be deflected, and it may remain until deflected by another pattern of distortion which symbolizes lessons and services to be learned and offered, and the life pattern is pursued, and the pre-incarnative choices are completed. On January 23, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our life pattern:

One may look at each life pattern as having various vehicles for expression. The relationship with the mate is one of primary importance. The relationship with those with whom one labors in the daily round of activities is another. Each relationship or situation of an enduring nature that one encounters in the life pattern may be seen as the vehicle through which the pre-incarnative choices find a field of play, shall we say. It is within such relationships that those opportunities to express the lessons and services pre-incarnatively chosen appear. It is less important to the supposed effect upon another entity that one may assume has been made than it is to observe the effect of the experience upon the self.

We at this time find that we have approached the limit of this instrument’s ability to continue to serve as an instrument in a relatively clear fashion. Therefore, we must take our leave at this time of this instrument, and we thank each present for allowing our presence and for requesting our humble service. We remind each that we are also quite humble and fallible seekers of truth. We do not claim any infallibility whatsoever. Take that which we have given and use it as you will; leave that which has no value. We leave this group at this time rejoicing also in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator which resides in all. Adonai, my friends, we are Latwii. Adonai vasu.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “At any moment of our experience it makes no difference whether we are nine, nineteen, or ninety we can begin the return to God’s house. But let us not believe that we can return to that Edenic state by continuing to be the same person we were yesterday with all our human virtues and failings, vacillating constantly between good and evil. Our human virtues will not gain us entry into Eden any more than will our human failings, We have to lose both human failings and human virtues and take on the mantle of the Christ by rising above the mental creation of the second chapter of Genesis which has chained us to the law of good and evil.

“The law was given by Moses, but grace and truth came by Christ Jesus.” For hundreds of years before Moses, the Hebrews had been living in a state of slavery with little or no opportunity to make advances in education, culture, religion, art, or the sciences; and under such circumstances it is not surprising that they were living without any greatly developed moral sense. To these people, Moses presented a higher way of life, the backbone of which was the Ten Commandments. If those commandments were obeyed, a person was considered as fine a type of citizen as could be expected, and moreover, if in addition to that they also obeyed the dietetic laws and a few other customs, they merited the title of a good Hebrew. If the laws were disobeyed, all the offender could expect was to be stoned or excommunicated. Little or no concept of love was embraced in this teaching. It was strictly a teaching of moral and ethical laws.

A moral or ethical sense, high as it may be, however, is only a step on the way to spiritual consciousness. While a person may live in absolute obedience to the Ten Commandments, they may still be eons away from the spiritual life because the true spiritual life is a living above the pairs of opposites.

When Jesus came, He taught a way of life which was not primarily concerned with changing the negative sense of life into the positive, but with rising above both the negative and the appositive into the spiritual. It should not be forgotten that as a Hebrew rabbi in the organized Hebrew church, Jesus was authorized to preach from its platform; nor should it be forgotten that what He preached was not called Christianity: there was no Christianity. Moreover, He did not preach to Christians: there were no Christians. He was a Hebrew rabbi preaching to Hebrews.

But now a miracle takes place. This man Jesus received an illumination which gave Him an entirely new religious teaching, something which heretofore had been unknown to the Hebrews, Now He goes far beyond the karmic law of the Old Testament in His teaching of one power. As He taught this revelation to the men and women of His day it made them free of all ritual and dogma, so free that the church would not tolerate the man or His teaching. What else but hatred and fear could they feel for one of their own who turned His back upon some of their long-established and most cherished practices, such as the insistence on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem once a year for the purpose of paying tithes as well as the observance of other rituals. Jesus’ very turning away from these observances was a silent criticism and condemnation of that in which they had placed their trust for so long.

Jesus brought to light the truth that spiritual welfare is in no way related to the rigid observance of any forms, but has to do with the state of consciousness developed by the individual. He preached a new dimension of life, a higher consciousness, which required a dying to old beliefs. He made it clear that new wine cannot be added to old bottles, that is, that this new dispensation could not merely be added to the old Hebraic mode of life, but that the old would have to be changed for the new because the two were contradictory.”’

Later this morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some cat food and AquaSafe. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Speedway Gas where I bought some regular gas for Venus, my big mower, and I bought some premium gas for Stanley. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some moisturizing cream.

When I got home, I took the netting off of the Hosta Garden, and then I used my hedge clippers to cut back the long Forsythia Bush stalks that were covering the Hosta below them. Then I weeded the Hosta Garden with my hands. Then I replaced the netting over the Hosta Garden

This afternoon I went outside and pumped enough water out of the fishpond to allow the fountain to shoot higher without going out of the fishpond. Then I hand weeded the Yellow Creeping Jenny Flower Garden.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

May 3

True Reality Beyond Doubting

I am the spirit of living Love, and I greet you in the consciousness of Christ.

We find this instrument full of self-doubt. And it would be impossible to use this instrument were it not that the instrument is willing to be clear, regardless of her doubts. We would ask each to use this as a parable for the life experience.

Of course you will have doubts. Of course you will be discouraged. Of course there will be many things that you do not understand. But the strength, the power, and the divinity of the consciousness of Love is with each always, far closer than your breathing, far more yourself than your skin and your bones.

Know the true reality beyond the doubting. Call upon the Spirit of the living God, for you live your life not only in doubt but in the certainty of eternity.

We leave you in the everlasting peace of the infinite Love of Jesus the Christ. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the L/Leema channeling for this session comes from October 27, 1985:

What opportunities are presented to an individual when an individual is in a disharmonious relationship with any other, and what part do psychic greetings or attacks play in such a disharmonious relationship?

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the One Who Is All in All. We shall attempt to use this instrument as this instrument is suited to the deliverance of the question. However, we find that although this instrument is willing, it is quite fatigued. Therefore, we shall begin.

It seems to be a vast universe peopled with unimaginable numbers of suns and whirling galaxies that paint the sky with diamond drops. There seem to be enormous numbers of individuals even on one small planet that makes its way about an obscure star near the edge of the galaxy it inhabits. There appear in one person’s mind to be many, many thoughts and ideas which range in great complexity from one subject to another. There appears in each idea that there are ramifications and considerations of various levels of thinking so that one who is more mature in years shall think differently upon the same subject than one who is young. All of these appearances are appearances of separation. In truth, there is one creation, there is one consciousness, and for each density there is one Thought. In your density you are seeking to know the thought of Love, not intellectually or by any guidebook but rather from the inside out, from the heart outwards, through the mouth, through the ears, through the eyes. One who has the heart of Love also has ears that hear with Love; one who has a heart of Love sees that which it passes before its gaze with eyes of Love.

When it seems apparent that there is a lack of communication between two entities, that there are hurt feelings and insults, one must look to the Love in the insult and the Love in the hurt feelings, for both of these pains belong to the emotional self and are a distortion of Love. We shall dwell primarily upon the self that is hurt, for the questioner is the party which has been injured. One who is hurt is experiencing a distortion of Love in that it is not being appreciated for the gifts that it gives. And yet, is the gift any less because it is not appreciated? Is the giving less pleasurable because compliments are not given? One with a heart full enough of Love can give without need for compliment or thank-you or payment of any kind, emotional or financial, physical or spiritual. Therefore, the one who is hurt is working with an illusion which is that of separation, for why is there need for the creation to thank itself? Why is there need for consciousness to thank itself? And why is there the need for the subject of Love to thank itself.

The question for this session was: “What opportunities are presented to an individual when an individual is in a disharmonious relationship with any other, and what part do psychic greetings or attacks play in such a disharmonious relationship?” L/Leema began by saying it seems to be a vast universe peopled with unimaginable numbers of suns and whirling galaxies that paint the sky with diamond drops, and there seem to be numbers of individuals on one small planet that makes its way about an obscure star near the edge of the galaxy it inhabits, so there appear in one person’s mind to be thoughts and ideas which range in complexity from one subject to another, and there appears in each idea that there are considerations of various levels of thinking, so that one who is mature in years shall think differently upon the same subject than one who is young, for all of these appearances are appearances of separation, yet in truth there is one creation, one consciousness, and for each density there is one Thought, but in your density you are seeking to know the thought of Love, not intellectually or by any guidebook but rather from the inside out, from the heart outwards, through the mouth, through the ears, through the eyes, so one who has the heart of Love also has ears that hear with Love, and one who has a heart of Love sees that which it passes before its gaze with eyes of Love. L/Leema went on to say when it seems apparent that there is a lack of communication between two entities, that there are hurt feelings, and one must look to the Love in the hurt feelings, for both of these pains belong to the emotional self and are a distortion of Love, so we shall dwell upon the self that is hurt, for the questioner is the party which has been injured, for one who is hurt is experiencing a distortion of Love in that it is not being appreciated for the gifts that it gives, yet: “Is the gift any less because it is not appreciated? Is the giving less pleasurable because compliments are not given?” L/Leema said one with a heart full of Love can give without need for payment of any kind, for the one who is hurt is working with an illusion which is that of separation, for: “Why is there need for the creation to thank itself? Why is there need for consciousness to thank itself? And why is there the need for the subject of Love to thank itself?” On August 2, 1979, Hatonn described the heart full of Love:

Coming from meditation with your heart full of Love, it is then time to meet the world on its own terms, but with a smile on your lips in the face of that which may make you upset were you not centered in the awareness of yourself in this present moment, safe in a harbor of Love that extends throughout the universe.

So many people you meet, my friends—and we are aware of this—are polarized, shall we say, in a negative way. This is not their fault. In their own minds they are trying as hard as they can. In their own minds they are not attempting to be negative, for the most part. They are victims of their own conditioning. And yet, when you meet them, you must deal with them, whether they are in stores, or in cars, or among your friends when they are having a bad day. Even you may be met by you the observer with some horror as you say to yourself, “Can that be me? Can I be this upset, this angry?” Let the part of you that has been found in meditation, that part which is infinite in Love, be the self that meets that situation. Find the humor that is hiding in the situation. See the Love that is hiding in the person, and make available to that person for the first time the seed of an idea—the idea that it might be possible that there is something that they do not know that they may want to know, that it might change them to know.

We urge those who are in pain because of being hurt by the speech or actions of another to take into meditation the unity of all that there is and so strengthen the will and deepen the faith in that unity of Love that gifts can be freely given with no expectation of any kind that there may be a return or a reward. Imagine each gift that one gives as the arrow which is sent from the bow. It will find its target more and more purely as the giver gives with less and less expectation of any reward, but rather gives for the upwelling joy of the gift given. As to the case of the one who insults another, again, one cannot insult oneself except by insulting another unless one consciously wishes to insult the self. Normally the illusion calls up for those who insult others a need to find and choose and pick out those things which it finds are lacking in the self. Therefore, in any insult, look to the reflection of that insult upon the giver of revilement and have compassion on a soul that is hurting itself unknowingly and is falling into a vortex from which it is sometimes difficult to emerge unscathed. Feel compassion and blessing and an upwelling of joy in aiding such an insulting and difficult entity, for this entity is in great need of stable, sturdy, calm, and constant joy that ever radiates and can never be extinguished.

We realize that this is difficult to accomplish. If there were no challenges, why would one decide to enter into incarnation? Take your challenge up with joy when it comes to you and attempt to the best of your ability to offer the same constant Love to those who wrong you and those who praise you. Cast a cold eye on the difference between the two, for all things are one, and the Love in all things must needs be found. This is the heart of the lesson of insult and emotional pain.

Then L/Leema said we urge those who are in pain because of being hurt by the speech or actions of another to take into meditation the unity of all that there is and so strengthen the will and deepen the faith in that unity of Love that gifts can be given with no expectation that there may be a reward, so imagine each gift that one gives as the arrow which is sent from the bow, for it will find its target more purely as the giver gives with less expectation of any reward, but rather gives for the joy of the gift given, and as to the case of the one who insults another one, cannot insult oneself except by insulting another, but the illusion calls up for those who insult others a need to find, and choose, and pick out those things which it finds are lacking in the self, for in any insult look to the reflection of that insult upon the giver of the insult and have compassion on a soul that is hurting itself unknowingly and is falling into a vortex from which it is difficult to emerge unhurt, and feel compassion and joy in aiding such a difficult entity, for this entity is in need of constant joy that ever radiates and can never be extinguished. Now L/Leema said we realize that this is difficult to accomplish, so take your challenge up with joy when it comes to you and attempt to offer the same Love to those who wrong you and those who praise you, and cast a cold eye on the difference between the two, for all things are one, and the Love in all things must needs be found, for this is the heart of the lesson of insult and emotional pain. On January 17, 1997, Q’uo said that there is Love in all things:

Know that this is the building wherein the Creator now lives, and the ground on which you stand, or upon which you sit, is holy ground; not somewhere else, not when you were better, but now, exactly as you are. This is your moment of holiness, and all moments are potentially sanctified, and what sanctifies but the recognition of Love in all things.

We do not want you to think that we consider this easy. We do not. We remember most keenly being in third density, living without the memory of things as they really are, and having only that yearning of desire and that movement of faith to rely upon.

In this you are wise to encourage relationships with those who have the same concerns, for the gift of one entity to another, both being spiritually concerned, is the gift of the clear mirror that lets the other self see what it is doing, how it is coming across. You cannot see yourself. You must depend upon others to help you, and this is profoundly the work of third density.

We would transfer the contact at this time in order that any questions that you may have can be answered. I leave this instrument, thanking it for its service. I am L/Leema.

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and we greet you again through this instrument. It is our privilege at this time to attempt any further queries which those present may have in ready for the asking. May we attempt another query?

Carla: Is there any more on the subject that I was unable to pick up because I was tired?

I am L/Leema. We feel gratified that we were able to utilize your somewhat fatigued instrument and provide the detail which we felt would be helpful for that particular query. We are not aware of any portion of our intention that was not transmitted through your instrument, and again we thank you for your service.

May we attempt any other query?

Carla: When you started channeling through this group, the channelings were longer. Have you been attempting to abbreviate your answers so that the group would not get restless?

I am L/Leema. This is in part correct, my sister, for we in the beginning of our contact with this group were not as familiar with the desires and practices which this group has for some portion of your time taken a nourishment and an enjoyment in. We were more prone to the detail within our speaking, that is, we sought to explicate as plainly as possible and utilize more of your descriptive phrases with the hope that we might achieve a greater clarity. We find that a portion of this group’s time together is that which includes a greater variety than the long discourses upon our part would allow, that is, the speaking with a number of entities and the inclusion of this question-and-answer portion of the meditation. We feel that we are achieving a better balance, shall we say, between the main address of the evening and this variety which each has found helpful in its own seeking. The shorter discourses are perhaps also of value, for there is in this group the appreciation of the brevity and clarity rather than the extended discourse with numerous allusions.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Not on that, but I do have a personal question. When we were having sessions with Ra, Ra mentioned in one session of the personal material that about two years ago there was an opportunity which my higher self had built into my being for leaving the incarnation at that time. There is some doubt as to the length of that period. It is my feeling that it has ended and if you could simply confirm that, I think that perhaps it would lay fears to rest on the part of the one known as Jim.

I am L/Leema, and we shall do our best to shed some light upon this topic without infringing upon the free will of any present. The phenomenon which was mentioned in the contact with those of Ra at the time which you describe was a feature which had been pre-incarnatively chosen and which had found at that point in your experience the possibility of once again becoming activated should your desire be for the leaving of the incarnation, as, indeed, this factor was utilized at a much earlier time within your incarnational experience. This is a factor which is ever ready to play its part, for it is the need of each third-density entity at some point in its gathering of experience to assess that experience with the overview that is only possible from the, shall we say, after-death and pre-incarnative state of awareness.

Thus, each third-density incarnation shall find its end by whatever means is appropriate. The times or time which is designated by each entity is not firmly set but is the product of a number of factors. The choice of an entity concerning its departure from this illusion is due in large part to that entity’s subconscious feeling that it has accomplished that which it has come to do, shall we say. There are instances in which entities find a great deal of distress in the evaluation that the incarnation is falling far short of such lessons and occasionally an entity will decide to depart due to such a feeling that there must be a new beginning. There is, however, in your particular case the desire to continue with the service as well as the desire to continue with the lessons, for there is the determination that the former is more important than the latter, and, indeed, the latter has been in large part accomplished. Therefore, we find that your own will is that factor which is most important in this situation, for your will is, shall we say, free to move without the burden of further agreements to be fulfilled.

Carla asked: “When we were having sessions with Ra, Ra mentioned in one session of the personal material that about two years ago there was an opportunity which my higher self had built into my being for leaving the incarnation at that time. There is some doubt as to the length of that period. It is my feeling that it has ended, and if you could simply confirm that, I think that perhaps it would lay fears to rest on the part of the one known as Jim.”  L/Leema replied the phenomenon which was mentioned in the contact with those of Ra at the time which you describe was a feature which had been pre-incarnatively chosen and which had found at that point in your experience the possibility of becoming activated should your desire be for the leaving of the incarnation as this factor was utilized at a much earlier time within your incarnational experience, for this is a factor which is ever ready to play its part, for it is the need of each third-density entity at some point in its gathering of experience to assess that experience with the overview that is only possible from the after-death and pre-incarnative state of awareness. L/Leema went on to say each third-density incarnation shall find its end by whatever means is appropriate, for the time which is designated by each entity is not firmly set but is the product of a number of factors, so the choice of an entity concerning its departure from this illusion is due to that entity’s subconscious feeling that it has accomplished that which it has come to do, and there are instances in which entities find a distress in the evaluation that the incarnation is falling short of such lessons, and occasionally an entity will decide to depart due to such a feeling that there must be a new beginning, but there is in your case the desire to continue with the service as well as the desire to continue with the lessons, for there is the determination that the former is more important than the latter, and the latter has been mostly accomplished, yet we find that your will is that factor which is most important in this situation, for your will is free to move without the burden of further agreements to be fulfilled. On November 25, 2023, Q’uo described the value of our subconscious feelings:

Without having the knowledge of the unity of the creation, but having it subconsciously rather than consciously; and that subconscious feeling that there is a greater reality allows the spiritual journey to begin.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Just to clarify. Am I to understand then that when the Ra contact was through that that portion of work which I had laid out for my incarnation as a minimum had been accomplished? And, therefore, I was free to go?

I am L/Leema, and we tread somewhat close to the Law of Confusion but would suggest that this is not entirely correct. There were additional services and lessons. These continue in some respect.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, no, I didn’t mean that that was it, I just meant that that was the minimum. I’m sure there’s plenty more before I get to the maximum of what I can do to serve. Thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister. We at this point shall apologize for the delay between the transmission of various words and concepts. We are attempting to work with this instrument in a somewhat different fashion than is our normal technique. We are working at a somewhat deeper level of meditation to transmit more closely the word-by-word technique. This instrument is willing and is more and more able to function in this manner but is somewhat apprehensive, thus our transmission may be somewhat broken, shall we say, this evening.

May we attempt another query?

N: It is said that the capstone of the great pyramid of Cheops was removed from Giza and the crystals were used for the lighthouse of the Alexander. How many feet were removed of what is now the top of the great pyramid at Giza?

I am L/Leema. We shall attempt response, though we find it somewhat difficult to measure that which was removed. The original capstone was composed of that substance known to your peoples as granite. The entities of the priesthood in the culture known to you as Egyptian after a portion of time desired to remove that crystallized rock structure, the granite, and desired to replace this substance with a more precious substance, shall we say, of the golden nature. We must pause momentarily.

[Pause]

I am L/Leema. We are once again with this instrument. There was the need in this instrument’s mind to recover the recording machine which had been covered by the second-density creature. To continue with the capstone. The amount of the substance which was removed is relatively small in proportion to the entire structure’s volume. Approximately one thousandth of the structure was in the form of the capstone and was thusly removed.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: I had more interest in the height than in the volume. Some say that it was approximately thirty-five feet and others say it was approximately thirty feet. But I was under the impression not only was it made of granite, but it also had not just a crystalline structure but had actually refractive amorphous crystals for diffusing the Light.

I am L/Leema. We find that the measurements given are more or less accurate according to the proportion. However, we find that the information concerning the, as you have termed them, the amorphous crystals, to be less than accurate according to our estimation, for the proper functioning of the pyramid at that point of the apex was permitted by a solid granite capstone that was not inclusive of other types of crystal which would interfere with its function.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, then this capstone was pure granite as I understand it, and it was removed, and was the height of it approximately thirty feet? The pyramid is said to be at about 454 feet now and it was estimated it was 480 or 485 feet at its inception. And why was the capstone removed?

I am L/Leema. The height of the pyramid after the granite capstone was removed was again approximated by the replacement of the capstone of golden quality. The entire pyramid at this time within your continuum is lesser in all its measurements, for there has been over great passage of time the removal of a covering that was originally included with the pyramid’s construction. There has therefore been the overall reduction in size of this structure since its original construction. The granite capstone was removed by those of the priest nature or calling at a much later date, shall we say, than the first construction of the pyramid. The reason for its changing in the capstone was that those called priests had at that time moved more towards the reserving of the use of the pyramid for those of royal blood or those of more powerful position in regards to the entire population of those known as Egyptians. Thus, as the pyramid itself and the teachings associated with it became reserved for the elite, this small group of entities felt that it would be more fitting for their station if the capstone of the pyramid were of a more precious metallic construction.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you. Can you tell me the approximate measurement of the original pyramid at Giza in our measurements?

I am L/Leema. We find some difficulty in giving the precise measure in your feet and inches manner. We are somewhat more able to approximate the type of measurement that would be based upon the volume or upon percentage. However, we shall attempt, if this instrument is willing, to transmit a more precise measurement. The entire structure was at its inception larger in each measure by approximately two feet. Thus, if one added a mantle, shall we say, two feet thick that would cover each exposed portion of the existing structure, one would closely approximate the original measurements of this structure.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, I was primarily interested in the height, but I knew that the limestone covering had been removed, and that approximately two feet, but I also knew that the capstone had a flat surface at the top and that there is about thirty feet missing from the original, but I didn’t know exactly how much. But if you can’t answer, thank you anyway.

I am L/Leema, and we appreciate your query, my brother, and find that the information which you have previously accumulated in regards to this structure is basically correct except as we noted for the purity of the granite existing without other crystals within it.

May we attempt any other query at this time?

Carla: Is there ever a time when it’s better to hold your tongue than to be honest?

I am L/Leema. We find an interesting concept within this query. This query assumes that an entity within your third-density illusion can ascertain the, shall we say, sum total ramifications of its each and every act. Though many live the well-examined life and have learned well the lessons that may be presented in the day-to-day round of activities, there are few who can project the possibilities of what you call the future and how that future might be affected by a choice made in your present moment. It is rather the salient lesson and ambiance, if we may, of your illusion that entities work upon the lessons of Love. Those lessons include the seemingly foolish giving of self without expectation of return, the movement within darkness with the faith that the Love of the one Creator exists in each portion of that darkness without knowing any fact for sure and yet giving wholly of the self regardless of the not being able to know. Yet do entities learn the lessons of Love.

It is, in our humble opinion, not possible for those within your illusion…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and am once again with this instrument. It is not likely that any within your illusion will move much past the lesson of Love. Thus, the recommendation to each is that one give wholeheartedly the truest and best of one’s treasures, that is, to give without consideration of return, and to give with the greatest intention to serve that one can find. If the intention is to serve and to see the one Creator within each portion of one’s illusion, then that which you call honesty is highly recommended. It, however, is also true that if one does not wish to serve and moves in thought and action with self-serving motives or motives that are less than loving, yet and still shall there be the service, without perhaps the potential to polarize in the positive sense that desiring honesty with the hope of serving another would provide.

Carla asked: “Is there ever a time when it’s better to hold your tongue than to be honest?” Then L/Leema said this query assumes that an entity within your third-density illusion can determine the meaning its every act, and though many have learned the lessons that may be presented in the day-to-day round of activities, there are few who can project the possibilities of the future and how that future might be affected by a choice made in your present moment, for it is an important lesson of your illusion that entities work upon the lessons of Love, for those lessons include the foolish giving of self without expectation of return, the movement within darkness with the faith that the Love of the one Creator exists in each portion of that darkness without knowing any fact for sure and yet giving wholly of the self regardless of not being able to know, yet do entities learn the lessons of Love. Now L/Leema said it is not likely that any within your illusion will move past the lesson of Love, so the recommendation to each is that one give wholeheartedly the best of one’s treasures without consideration of return, and to give with the intention to serve, and if the intention is to serve and to see the one Creator within each portion of one’s illusion, then honesty is highly recommended, but it is also true that if one does not wish to serve and moves in thought and action with self-serving motives that are less than loving there shall be service without the potential to polarize in the positive sense that desiring honesty with the hope of serving another would provide. On November 4, 1982, Latwii described the nature of the lesson of Love:

The one known as Jesus was the teacher whose purpose for incarnation was to teach the lesson of Love—unconditional Love for all of creation. This entity was Love, Love this entity had attained through its seeking of the one Creator. Therefore, this entity’s name could be said to be vibrating in resonance with that known as Love and compassion. Therefore, when He said that to give the cup of cold water in His name would be an action rewarded He was in fact saying that to give even the smallest gift in Love for the one to whom it is given is not only to share Love but also to know and to be Love and to be rewarded with the knowledge of that Love.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Well, yes. What was at the heart of that question was my observation which I have pondered a lot lately that when a truth is withheld so that the other person can figure things out for himself, sometimes it’s of more use to that person that you’re trying to serve than the whole truth and nothing but the truth which can be very abrasive. And I am honestly puzzled as to sometimes which way to turn, whether to just allow things to go by and run their course or to step in with honesty and communication and somewhat abrasively work towards a solution, a difficulty for someone else.

I am L/Leema and within your comment, which is thoughtful, we perceive the possibility of service. To conceive of what shall be the course of action with too much emphasis upon thought, shall we say, is to proceed in a manner which does not include the spontaneity which is the great enabler of lessons and services within your illusion. To examine the actions so closely as to rob them of the natural spontaneity which wells up from your own deeper self, shall we say, is to put limitations upon the possibilities of the moment. Thus, when one is puzzled as to what to do or how to do it, it is best for the moment to do nothing and to once again move into the current of your existence and be somewhat taken by it and to allow the channeling of this current to move through your thoughts and your actions and to later examine the results in order that the fruits of these labors might be harvested. To attempt to visualize the fruits before the harvest frequently affects the harvest in a deleterious manner.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, she said spontaneously. Thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am L/Leema. We find that the queries have come to an end, and we are extremely grateful to each for providing us with this opportunity to speak. Without your desire to query and your desire for our presence, we would have no beingness within your experience. It is a great joy and honor to share that beingness with you this evening. We move with you on that great journey. As each, we seek our source, and as each, we find it quite, quite close to home. We are those of L/Leema, and we leave you in love and light and blessing. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

As soon as I got out of bed this morning, I changed out the green sheets and pillowcases for the blue ones. Then I put them in the laundry to be washed and dried.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Let us stop being afraid of names. Even if it is a picture on an x-ray machine, why should we be afraid of it? It is still only a picture, a picture of mind’s image. When we no longer have it in mind it is no longer possible to have a picture of it. We can only take in pictures of that which is being held in mind. If we can see it, hear it, taste it, touch it, or smell it, it is an activity of mind a mental image, the “arm of flesh”—nothingness. It is a false creation which God never made.

All the time that we are thinking this, we are still in the mental realm, the realm of knowing the truth; but as we continue this exercise looking squarely at the picture, we begin to realize that it is a picture without substance or cause. Regardless of how material the condition appears to be, it is not any more material than was my lost baggage, and that was not material: it was a mental image, the realization of which revealed Omnipresence.

Sometimes in following such a practice, people are likely to see beautiful pictures or visions, and then they make the mistake of wanting to bring them back at some future time. This is very unwise. We should never do that, never hold on to even a beautiful image, because it is only an image. If it is of God, God can give us as many more as we need, and if it is an unpleasant picture, we must learn not to be afraid of it because it has no existence as externalized reality but only as a mental image.

Eventually we come to a place where there is nothing more to be said or thought, so we have only one last word for it.

Regardless of what you seem to be or claim to be, there are no properties of good or evil inherent in you. All properties are in the Consciousness that made this universe in Its own image and likeness and neither good nor evil is in form or effect.

Whatever your name or nature, if you exist in time or space, you are a mental image, a nothingness. I do not have to fear you because you have no existence in my or anyone’s being. You have existence only in mind, and as a mind-existence, you are without form and void. You have no more good or evil in you than the picture on the moving-picture screen—you are just a substanceless shadow.

When we achieve complete quietness and peace, the mind is no longer functioning, and we have transcended mind and risen into the atmosphere of Spirit in which we are receptive and responsive to whatever God imparts. As soon as we become unattached, that is as soon as we are detached from thought—from hate, fear, or love of objects or people so that they can float in front of our eyes with the utmost indifference to us—we are no longer in the realm of mind: we are then reaching, touching, or being touched by our own Soul, which is God, and we are in an atmosphere where when God speaks, we can hear the words. When God utters Its voice, the earth melts, and all problems dissolve.”

Later this morning I went downstairs and ironed the pillow cases and the flat sheet, and then I put them in one of the cupboards in my bathroom.

At 11 am this morning I was a guest on our first Saturday of the month zoom meeting with Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One.  Study Group. I also played a short part of a cassette tape that Carla made in 1987 where she spoke of spiritual principles. Then a number of questions were asked of me such as: “Do relatives who have passed into larger life ever visit us?” “Are most of the children born now the dual-activated body type of being?” “How do we help the people in countries who are at war with each other?” “What kind of parents did I have?” “What are biorhythms?” “How do we deal with psychic attacks?” How do we communicate with our higher self?” and “Is there any value to wars?” I always enjoy sharing my opinion for these questions that are a part of seekers’ spiritual journey. I look forward to joining Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group on the first Saturday in June.

This afternoon I went outside and cleaned the filters on the fishpond. Then I began pumping water out of the fishpond, and while the water was being pumped out I took down all of the stones and extension cord that held the netting, so that I could fertilize each of the five water lilies with two tablets of fertilizer. Then I transplanted a tray of Snapdragon flowers into the Snapdragon garden next to the Flower Fall in front of my home because most of the old Snapdragons had lost their blooms. Then I watered all of the Snapdragons with fertilized water.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

May 2

Lift Them To The Lord

I am that principle which comes in the name of the Lord Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

We would focus this morning upon the word, “cherish.” All of you are wounded. Turn to the spirit within and in faith lift up your wounds, your hearts, and your spirits as an offering to the Creator, the Father of all.

Trust in the Spirit of Love to create within that offering the consciousness of cherishing; of lightening the burden; of lifting the heart; of making a true offering of the self, not just as a wounded self but as a self that is always in the presence of healing. It is a right and joyful thing to do; it brings you no reward, but that you have remembered to cherish and praise the Creator of all.

As you move through your day, gaze upon the many chores that seem so mundane and the relationships that do not seem to be happy, useful, or helpful. And once again lift them to the Lord, cherishing these seemingly ruined gifts. For it is in the strength of the principle which we represent, that of divine love, that all these are turned into a cherishing.

For you ask for nothing back, nothing in return but only to make an offering of your life as it is, as you are. You are cherished. Lift your consciousness and you, too, shall cherish the mundane and so change it into an offering of praise, thanksgiving and blessing.

We leave you in the consciousness of healing, completely unselfish, divine and cherishing Love; Love that shall give you peace, now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from October 20, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you through this instrument in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most grateful to be able to speak through this instrument, as we conditioned each instrument in the room and found that each felt somewhat fatigued, and each wished to listen. We shall continue to make our presence felt for the practical aspect of continuing the good contact which we have with each instrument. However, we shall use this instrument at present.

There is not one within this domicile, and, indeed, we may say there is probably a paucity of those within what you call humankind who does not question the reason for all the difficulties of the incarnational experience. We would like to address this subject in yet another way this evening. Each has a certain amount of compassion. Each has a certain measure of wisdom. That measure for most of those upon your planetary sphere is a very small percentage of the biases which collect about the mind and body complexes of each entity. And yet, the key to grasping the assessment of difficulties lies in gaining enough wisdom and addressing that wisdom with enough Love. We shall come back to this point. We hope you will bear with us, for we are attempting to train this instrument to deliver unexpected information without fear. Therefore, there will be pauses.

Each of you has what seems to be a self, that self containing two hands, two feet, a face with mobile features, a torso that moves with more or less skill and gracefulness. This seems to be the self, my friends, and yet wisdom will tell you that it is not the self, for where in your arms or your legs, your face or your torso can you locate your self? It has been written within your holy work which is called the Bible that the Creator shall not allow any danger to befall the chosen people, not even a foot stubbed against a stone, so the one known as David writes. This is true, absolutely and completely. Therefore, you may ask, “Why am I continually stubbing my toe against rocks?” speaking often in terms of emotional discomfort rather than physical.

In this session Hatonn spoke about the difficulties that we have during our incarnations. They said there is not one within this home, and we may say there are few of those within humankind, who do not question the reason for all the difficulties of the incarnational experience, and we would like to address this subject in another way this evening, for each has a certain amount of compassion, and each has a certain measure of wisdom which, for most of those upon your planetary sphere, is a small percentage of the biases which collect about the mind and body complexes of each entity, yet the key to grasping the assessment of difficulties lies in gaining enough wisdom and addressing that wisdom with enough Love, so we shall come back to this point, and we hope you will bear with us, for we are attempting to train this instrument to deliver unexpected information without fear, for there will be pauses. Then Hatonn said each of you has a self with two hands, two feet, a face with mobile features, a torso that moves with more or less skill and gracefulness, and this seems to be the self, yet wisdom will tell you that it is not the self, for where in your arms or your legs, your face or your torso can you locate your self? Hatonn said it has been written within the Bible that the Creator shall not allow any danger to befall the chosen people, not even a foot stubbed against a stone, or so David writes, and this is true, for you may ask, “Why am I continually stubbing my toe against rocks?” On January 23, 1996, Q’uo described the nature of the chosen people:

This is basically correct, for these commandments were seen as the pillars upon which would rest the many laws that would protect and guide the chosen people in a manner that was in accordance with the desires of the Orion-based Yahweh. These commandments included previous concepts given by the first Yahweh contact, and then there was added unto those concepts a turning or twisting toward the negative orientation so that the commandments were, shall we say, then restrictions upon entities more than inspiration to affirmative or positive action and imaging of concepts.

You are in this incarnational experience as one who views a movie. To consider that you are a portion of the movie is accurate, for each motivation and attitude that you are able to carve into positivity, joy, and gladness raises the amount of Light that you are able to receive and accept. However, the body which you inhabit is evanescent in the extreme, comparatively speaking, for you as a spirit are older than some stars and will outlive some stars. Consequently, that part of you which is infinite shall never have the foot dashed against a stone. It would be impossible, for your very nature is like that of the Creator. However, you have chosen to dress yourself in flesh and dwell within this illusion so that you may experience a large number of seeming difficulties. This brings us back to compassion, or Love and wisdom. If the beginning of Love is the acceptance of the self, the beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear, for what can happen to you? Should you be killed? That would not be astonishing, for each body shall die. Should you be hungry or cold? These things occur. What is your reaction to them? Should you fall into disharmony with a relationship with another? This frequently occurs. What is the reason for the discomfort this causes?

Hatonn went on to say you are in this incarnation as one who views a movie, and to consider that you are a portion of the movie is accurate, for each attitude that you are able to carve into positivity raises the amount of Light that you are able to receive, and the body which you inhabit is brief, so you as a spirit are older than some stars and will outlive some stars, but that part of you which is infinite shall never have the foot dashed against a stone since it would be impossible, for your nature is like that of the Creator, but you have chosen to dress yourself in flesh and dwell within this illusion, so that you may experience a large number of difficulties, and this brings us back to Love and wisdom, for: “If the beginning of Love is the acceptance of the self, and the beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear, for what can happen to you? Should you be killed? That would not be astonishing, for each body shall die. Should you be hungry or cold? These things occur. What is your reaction to them? Should you fall into disharmony with a relationship with another? This frequently occurs. What is the reason for the discomfort this causes?” On March 11, 2023, Q’uo said that our nature was that of the Creator:

To be more specific as to the healing and the utilizing of catalyst, we would recommend that you use the meditative state to re-experience the trauma that caused you to feel that your heart was broken. Enhance it in the degree that it is overwhelming. This will not be difficult. Then, within your mind, see the balance of acceptance. See it, and let it become as large in your own experience, mentally, as was the trauma of the broken heart. See both of these as an experience in which you come to know yourself as one who can experience both the great trauma of the broken heart and the great acceptance of that trauma, and the one that was the initiator of the trauma.

This is the use of catalyst which throughout the life experience can allow one to be aware of your nature as the One Infinite Creator, a 360-degree being that is all things, that experiences all things as a means to know yourself better. The trauma can often be a means towards a greater realization of your inner nature as the One Infinite Creator.

We would pause at this time and work with each instrument, if each instrument wishes to receive conditioning. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument, and we thank each for the privilege of sharing the vibration and Love while we work with the conditioning.

Difficulties, my friends, are what they seem in the illusion, and it is your challenge within the illusion to deal with as much Love as possible with each difficulty. So, you learn the lessons of Love. So, you see, in part, through an illusion. So, finally, you have no need any longer for this illusion. We do not mean to seem coldhearted or unhelpful about the difficulties which you face. We find in this instrument’s mind fear due to upcoming surgery. We find in each mind some fear, the fear of pain, of dying, of losing a beloved relationship, of growing older. Many fears other than these are held, and yet to enumerate all those fears would not be any more helpful than to mention just a few. However, there is a measure of wisdom in each. We ask you to reach for it, and as difficulties, fears, doubts, worries overcome you, find that measure of wisdom that says, “The beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear.”

Where can you go? You are in the creation. What if you are suddenly in a negative creation? No matter, my friends, for all does become One, so our teachers tell us. And then once again you are free to serve the Creator and turn again homeward to the heart of the creation, to become One, indeed, with the one great original Thought. Where is fear in a creation that has an absolute certainty of turning homeward in every seeming second that ticks by? Indeed, it would be most helpful in your incarnational experience if you can give praise to the Creator of your difficulties, and thereby remove your center of attention onto higher ground, shall we say, for you are able to see that each fear, each difficulty, and each doubt is a challenge, is a force, shall we say, against which each entity now has the opportunity to push in order to carve ever deeper the attitudes of thanksgiving, joy, and love.

Hatonn continued by saying difficulties are what they seem in the illusion, and it is your challenge within the illusion to deal with as much Love as possible with each, so you learn the lessons of Love, and you see through an illusion, so you have no need for this illusion, but we do not mean to seem unhelpful about the difficulties which you face, so we find in Carla’s mind fear due to upcoming surgery, for we find in each mind the fear of pain, of dying, of losing a beloved relationship, of growing older, yet many fears other than these are held, but to list all those fears would not be any more helpful than to mention just a few, but there is some wisdom in each. We ask you to reach for it, and as difficulties, fears, doubts, and worries overcome you, find that measure of wisdom that says, “The beginning of wisdom is freedom from fear.” On May 25, 2003, Q’uo said that freedom from fear is the way to deal with our fear:

Those who have been actively involved in this lightening of the vibrations of planet Earth are perhaps five percent of the population, and yet much has been accomplished because of a few. And that few have begun to grow exponentially as more and more entities begin to wake up and then, by their influence, begin to lighten the atmosphere around them to enable others the freedom from fear which it takes to begin to wake up.

It is not for you to give up your free will nor for us to intervene. Rather it is for you, each of you, to move internally from the third-density perspective to the fourth-density perspective, gazing at this Earth sphere of yours with a fourth-density perspective.

This does not mean that you become blind to what is occurring about you. It means only that you see what seems to be, and you deal appropriately with that which seems to be within the context of the illusion, while maintaining your center, your focus of attention upon the Love, the beauty, and the truth inherent in each moment. Rejoice in your difficulties, just as a servant may rejoice that he may serve his master, for your higher self designed and planned carefully that you might not waste a moment of time. Rest is given to the weary. There are calm stretches in incarnational experiences, and these are healing times. And then once again will come the challenge. Use that challenge to polarize more and more effectively towards the Love that is inherent in all of creation.

Hatonn concluded by saying this does not mean that you become blind to what is occurring about you, so it means that you see what seems to be, and you deal appropriately with that which seems to be within the context of the illusion while maintaining your focus of attention upon the Love, the beauty, and the truth within each moment, so rejoice in your difficulties, just as a servant may rejoice that he may serve his master, for your higher self planned that you might not waste a moment of time, and rest is given to the weary, for there are calm stretches in incarnational experiences, and these are healing times, but then again will come the challenge, so use that challenge to polarize more effectively towards the Love that is within all of creation. In 12.28, Ra described how we must desire to serve:

The desire to serve must be distorted towards a great deal of purity of mind and what you may call foolhardiness or bravery, depending upon your distortion complex judgment. The challenge/danger of the wanderer is that it will forget its mission, become karmically involved, and thus be swept into the maelstrom from which it had incarnated to aid the destruction.

We would now leave this instrument, for we find that this instrument, too, is fatigued, and shall yield the floor to our brothers and sisters of Latwii. We thank you for calling us to speak. We realize that some of what we say must of necessity repeat itself. But it is important to grasp the basics of living a growing spiritual evolution rather than living a static existence, spiritually speaking.

It is important that you remember and use the very first things we teach first, that is, meditation to center the mind upon Love, to gentle the spirit, to put in order that which is disordered, to heal that which is wounded. And it is equally important that you move from meditation into your daily illusion, retaining the sense of no fear and the sense of your own worth. These are the beginnings, my friends. You may build from them, but without them you shall find your spiritual evolution to be comparatively slow. We are those of Hatonn. We leave you in the Love, the Light, and the balance of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Farewell. Farewell.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you also for asking our presence this evening. We are eager to begin with any question which might be available. May we ask for the first query?

Carla: I have one. There is a disease which is called AIDS. I wonder if you could comment on what the disease is caused by in the emotional sphere, why it hits certain segments of the population, or any other comment that you wish to make about this disease or disease in general.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. There are many facets to the query; we shall attempt to speak to the heart. There are various diseases, as you call them, at this time which are becoming more prevalent within various segments of your population. The disease that you have called AIDS is one which aids the, shall we say, entities so suffering or within the potential population of sufferers, in focusing their attentions and their affections upon a smaller and smaller circle of intimate friends, so that the ultimate goal is the paired relationship in which the evolutionary process may have its most full and efficient sway, shall we say. It is, as you know, but a short time as you measure these things before the end of this great cycle of evolution upon your planet. The time, then, is short for those incarnate upon your planet to polarize in a fashion sufficient for graduation. Therefore, there are many more, shall we say, training aids available for the acceleration of this process, the time being short. Diseases are one such method of focusing the attention upon a symbol of a generally shared difficulty.

Within the majority of your population at this time there is the continued exercise of the mated relationship and the mirroring effect that this relationship provides to each. There are, however, various minorities or subcultures within your larger culture which have not so focused on the mated relationship, and have, therefore, not been able to bring to bear those lessons and services that lie latent within. Therefore, the disease called AIDS has reminded many within this community that there is not only greater safety of the incarnation within the mated relationship but there is also to the far-seeing eye a greater ability to complete the pre-incarnational plans for the lessons and services that will allow for the graduation.

Carla asked: “There is a disease which is called AIDS. I wonder if you could comment on what the disease is caused by in the emotional sphere, why it hits certain segments of the population, or any other comment that you wish to make about this disease or disease in general.” Latwii replied there are various diseases which are becoming more experienced within various segments of your population, and AIDS is one which aids the entities so suffering in focusing their attentions and their affections upon a smaller circle of intimate friends, so that the goal is the paired relationship in which the evolutionary process may have its efficient sway, and it is a short time until the end of this cycle of evolution upon your planet, so the time is short for those incarnate upon your planet to polarize in a fashion sufficient for graduation, for there are more training aids available for the acceleration of this process, so diseases are one method of focusing the attention upon a symbol of a shared difficulty. Latwii continued by saying within the majority of your population there is the exercise of the mated relationship and the mirroring effect that this relationship provides to each, but there are subcultures within your larger culture which have not focused on the mated relationship, and have not been able to bring to bear those lessons and services that lie latent within, so AIDS has reminded many within this community that there is not only greater safety of the incarnation within the mated relationship, but there is also to the far-seeing eye a greater ability to complete the pre-incarnational plans for the lessons and services that will allow for graduation. On February 9, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the value of the mated relationship:

As an entity is able to interiorize this process of the balancing of the male and the female qualities within its own being, it is possible either to share these energy exchanges with another, with a mate, shall we say, or to interiorize these balancing of the energies within the self, and become, what you would call the bisexual entity, able to experience certain features of the intelligent energy moving through its own being in a manner which accelerates personal growth through the energy centers, so that eventual unity with the One is achieved. This is done, as you are aware, most usually in the mated relationship, for it is easier, shall we say for entities to utilize the mated relationship in order to process catalyst that each entity encounters in its own daily round of activities.

However, throughout all ages of seeking there have been many who have been able to make use of the balancing of the male and female portions of their own being in a singular sense so that the solitude becomes that which is utilized within the personal seeking of such an entity.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, indeed. It seems like a gross infringement on free will, for one thing. The other thing is, how in the world can an AIDS sufferer learn about a mated relationship? It’s over half the time a killer. The victim is not around long enough to retrain the mind and accomplish the mirroring effect of the mated relationship.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. To the first part. It is not correct that such diseases are foisted upon a certain segment of the culture, shall we say. These entities themselves have planned, with the aid of the higher self—if you will continue to excuse our continuous puns—that there shall be certain, shall we say, optional plans brought into existence when the need arises.

Now to the second portion of the query. One who has a definite, it would seem, length of life remaining, knowing that it shall die, as you call it, after this portion of time, knows that all succeeding actions shall carry more weight, for it does not usually wish to waste the opportunities that are remaining. Therefore, such an entity will view each relationship in which it partakes as that which is most treasured, and can in a very short portion of time learn that which was avoided or ignored in the previous portion of the incarnation.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Well, just in one thing, and this has me puzzled, too. Heterosexual people have recently started getting herpes, which really encourages a mated relationship or the nunnery, one or the other, yet it’s not a killer. Is the Creator somehow biased against homosexuals?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we remind you that the Creator dwells within all portions of Its one creation. Therefore, those actions and energies set forth within any portion of the creation are those actions and energies that are considered by that portion of the creation to be appropriate for the goal of the eventual learning of Love to the sufficient degree that the graduation may be achieved. The severity of various diseases, therefore, is dependent upon the choices made upon the subconscious level with the subcultures thusly affected. It is to such entities that the honor and the duty of making such choices must remain.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: Do you expect, then, that the new diseases will begin to show up more and more often as we grow closer to the end of the cycle?

I am Latwii, and this is quite correct, my sister. If you will review the medical literature of the previous decade, you will note the discovery of a variety of new diseases which have not appeared previously within past centuries and have made their appearance only at the end of this great cycle.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No.

I am Latwii, and again we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We find that we have quickly exhausted the queries for this evening. We thank this group once again for inviting our presence, and we hope that our humble words have been of some small aid in this endeavor. We again ask for your forgiveness, but we could not resist one final pun…

Carla: May I ask one final question?

Ah! We have another query. My sister, please proceed.

Carla: Would you care to talk about anything?

I am Latwii, and we find that for this evening our service is that of the response to your queries. We have no axes to grind—they’re all quite sharp.

L: I’d simply like to make the observation that if this is indeed your last statement, we would all affectionately bid you, “Adieu.”

[Laughter]

I am Latwii, and we know when we have been bested. All our congratulations to the one known as L, and upon that note we shall finally bid each a farewell, and thank each for inviting our presence this evening. Adonai, my friends. Adonai. We are those of Latwii.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “On a cloudy day, the sun seems to be absent when it is merely hidden from our view. Just so, the clouds of human belief and the density of human thought may temporarily hide from us that which is omnipresent, that which is present where I am. And what is it that is present where I am? All that the Father has is omnipresent—integrity, loyalty, fidelity, eternality, immortality, justice, freedom, joy harmony of every name and nature—unless we find it and see it as a piece of baggage, something that occupies time and space.

Nothing occupies time or space but our mental images, and the reason they do is because we accept a yesterday, a today, and a tomorrow. The minute we rise above the mental realm of life, we shall perceive that there is no such thing as time. Anyone who has ever made a God-contact has discovered that they had no awareness of time while they were in that experience because even though the contact may have lasted only half a minute, enough took place in that half minute to convince them that several hours must have gone by. Other times when the contact is made, it may seem that something like a minute must have gone by, and then when we look at our watch, we find that two or three hours have elapsed.

In other words, there is no such thing as an awareness of either time or space in the consciousness of Omnipresence. We are in the mental state of consciousness when we are thinking and reasoning, or when we are beholding anything as person or thing, It is only in the spiritual realm that we transcend mind.

People have sought for a way to transcend mind through a process which has been described as stilling the mind, and they have found that such attempts frequently result, not in achieving spiritual consciousness but in quite the opposite effect a duality of consciousness. There is a way, however, in which we can rise above the mental level of life, although we may not be able to remain there permanently because to do that requires years and years of devotion to this and to nothing else; but we can rise above mind to such a degree that, at least when we are in the world, it will no longer disturb us to any great extent.

A beginning can be made by not attempting to stop our thinking processes. If the mind wants to think, we let it, and if necessary, even sit and watch it as it goes through the thinking process. No matter what thoughts come, they can do us no harm. They have no power, and there is nothing in them for us to fear. If we fear or hate them, we may try to stop them, and on the other hand if we love them, we may try to hold on to them. So, let us not hate or fear any thought that comes to our mind but also let us not love or try to hold on to any thought regardless of how good it may seem to be.

We let the thoughts come and go while we sit and watch as beholders. All we are looking at are shadows that flit across the screen: there is no power in them, nor any substance; There is no law in them nor any cause—they are just shadows. Some of them may be very sweet, and we may want to sing to them. Some may disturb or frighten us, but they are only thoughts—thoughts and nothing else. They may testify to disease; they may testify to sin, or they may testify to accident, but no matter how frightening they are we sit unmoved and watch them come and go:

There is neither good nor evil in what I am beholding. These things are merely pictures, without power. They cannot do anything; they cannot testify to anything; and even if they seem to be good, they are not good because they are only pictures.”

Later this morning I ran errands with my first stop being at The Home Depot to buy more netting. My second stop was at Thieneman’s Nursery where I bought one annual flower. My third stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My fourth stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My fifth stop was at Speedway Gas where I filled Stanley’s tires with 32 psi of compressed air. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up two prescriptions and bought more food for myself.

This afternoon I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed all of the areas of grass that I could not get to yesterday when I cut the grass with Venus. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all of the walkways, the back deck, and the front porch clean.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

May 1

Endless Centers Of Love

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in full consciousness; the consciousness which is all that there is; the consciousness of Love.

You sit. You listen inwardly. And your universe contracts as meditation lifts you, and silence greets you with profound wisdom. Slowly you feel yourself expand. And you are aware of the Love all about you: the creatures that fly, and walk, and crawl, and swim, the very motes of dust in the air, the blessed sunshine or the equally blessed rain giving glory to the Father. And as you meditate, your universe expands even more.

You are aware that you are an integral part of the sphere upon which you live. The world is your neighborhood. All the sunshine and all the rain of all the world are within you; within the heart; within the consciousness.

Then your consciousness takes flight and moves away until your home sphere is no longer visible and all about you are endless centers of love, radiating, radiating, radiating.

And as you expand further, you discover that all of the infinite creation—every star, every planet, every ray of sunshine and every creature—lies within your consciousness. For you and the creation are one.

Now, you are still sitting upon your blanket, or upon your couch or chair. Yet, the universe is now inside you, and you feel its balance and its grace. You feel also your balance, your grace, and the infinite Love that created all that there is. Nothing is alien to you. All is Love. Open your hearts to that infinite truth.

We leave you in peace and love, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the L/Leema channeling for this session comes from October 13, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema. I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We give thanks that we may join with you at this time and share our vibrational complexes with yours as we flow together through time and space for this present moment.

You question us concerning houses. We shall answer you in two parts, the first a brief one. The placement of spiritual dwellings matters little except in specialized instances. Those specialized instances are those in which the dwelling place is attempting to attune itself to the incoming energy patterns that meet and greet the shell of your planetary sphere. As research in this area has been competently done, we shall mention only that in your particular geographical area, the ley line which is closest to your location lies approximately 35 to 60 miles south of you and moves roughly along your waterway towards the location you call Cincinnati. Please note the very specialized nature wherein this information would be applicable and informational.

The second part of your query is not so easily answered, yet we shall attempt to be brief insofar as accuracy and brevity concur. There is one architect. This architect has been called the Creator, and from the Creator flows many ideas, many shapes, many possibilities, many inspirations concerning houses. When it is given to a group of individuals who wish to act in Love, to draw from that one architect a certain type of dwelling, the dwelling may be built. Some shapes are more easily attuned vibrationally for magical work than others. However, all shapes in general have equal potential, for it is not the builder of the house but the architect to whom praise may be given, and that architect—that is, the one original Thought—works not through board, and clay, and stone but in the heart and spirit of those who build. We encourage entities of Loving heart and will to put forth effort in that which may seem to be advantageous.

L/Leema said that the question for this session was about houses. They began by saying we shall answer you in two parts, so the placement of spiritual dwellings matters little except in specialized instances which are those in which the dwelling place is attempting to attune itself to the incoming energy patterns that meet and greet the shell of your planetary sphere, and as research in this area has been completed, we shall mention that in your particular geographical area, the ley line which is closest to your location lies approximately 35 to 60 miles south of you and moves roughly along your waterway towards Cincinnati, but please note the specialized nature wherein this information would be applicable and informational. Now L/Leema said the second part of your query is not so easily answered, yet we shall attempt to be brief insofar as accuracy and brevity concur, for there is one architect which has been called the Creator, and from the Creator flows many ideas, many shapes, and many inspirations concerning houses, and when it is given to a group of individuals who wish to act in Love, to draw from that one architect a certain type of dwelling, the dwelling may be built, yet some shapes are more easily tuned vibrationally for magical work than others, but all shapes have equal potential, for it is not the builder of the house but the architect to whom praise may be given, and that architect—that is, the one original Thought—works in the heart and spirit of those who build, so we encourage entities of a Loving heart and will to put forth effort in that which may seem to be advantageous. In Ra, 50.14, Ra spoke of the nature of magic work:

The most normal for the adept is the following: the indigo stimulation, activating that great gateway into healing, magical work, prayerful attention, and the radiance of being; and the stimulation of the violet ray which is the spiritual giving and taking from and to Creator, from Creator to Creator.

However, we must send out a stern warning. It is the Love for the architect that invests the house with excellence of vibration. With this Love, any shaped and placed dwelling shall be magical; without this same Love, the most carefully designed and placed house shall be one which is dead in a spiritual sense. Love for the architect, my friends, brings with it a sense of unity, of Love, one for another, and of praise. When there are quarrelsome and divisive entities building an house, that house shall be a house of shame. When the humblest dwelling is put up with loving hands and adoring hearts, so that dwelling shall be full of Love. We can give no encouragement or discouragement to any plan for becoming those who dwell within a house, for you already dwell within a house, my friends, and that house is your physical vehicle. Have you caused it to dwell in holy places by the purity of your thoughts and the Love within your heart? Or have you made your body dead by pursuing with it endless divisiveness? Your civilization encourages the latter path, and thus you see more and more the diseases that come from the hard heart and a divisive will. So, it shall be upon the metaphysical plane for any structure that is built by people. We can say no more than this—build in Love, in unity, and praise to the architect who is no man, but the very Creator.

L/Leema said we must send out a stern warning, for it is the Love for the architect that invests the house with excellence of vibration, and with this Love any shaped and placed dwelling shall be magical, but without this Love, the most carefully designed and placed house shall be one which is dead in a spiritual sense, but Love for the architect brings with it a sense of unity, of Love, one for another, and of praise, but when there are divisive entities building a house, that house shall be a house of shame, yet when the humblest dwelling is put up with loving hands and adoring hearts, so that dwelling shall be full of Love, but we can give no encouragement or discouragement to any plan for becoming those who dwell within a house, for you already dwell within a house, and that house is your physical vehicle, for: “Have you caused it to dwell in holy places by the purity of your thoughts and the Love within your heart? Or have you made your body dead by pursuing with it endless divisiveness?” Then L/Leema said our civilization encourages the latter path, and you see more diseases that come from the hard heart and a divisive will, so it shall be upon the metaphysical plane for any structure that is built by people, for we can say no more than this: build in Love, in unity, and praise to the architect who is no man, but the very Creator. On September 14, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the value of loving hands:

Each entity within what you have called the third-density illusion has entered this illusion or experience with a purpose that has been agreed upon, and in fact constructed before the incarnation has begun, and this construction has had many loving hands and hearts to add to its strength, to its purpose and to its potential means of implementation, for before each incarnation begins, an entity will assess those lessons that have been well learned in previous incarnations and will look at those which remain for the, shall we say, graduation from this particular level of experience.

We thank you for allowing us to share our imperfect thoughts with you and ask you always to remember that we are finite entities capable of erroneous statement. Therefore, take unto yourselves that which is good to you. That which is bad to you, leave. We are those of L/Leema. It is our enormous pleasure to serve you this evening. We leave you as we greeted you in the hands of the great architect, the great principle of Love and builded Light and that which is inaccessible, that of which we are merely the echo. We leave you in the mystery of the one infinite Creator. Adonai. We are L/Leema.

[Pause]

We are those of L/Leema, and greet you once again in Love and Light. This instrument has made an error. This instrument lost the next concept which was that we were leaving this instrument but would continue the contact. We now leave this instrument. We are those of L/Leema.

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema and greet you again in the Love and the Light of the One. We are pleased that we have been able to make contact so easily with this instrument who is in the process of learning our vibration and manner of contact. We would at this time be pleased to attempt any other queries which those present may find value in the asking. May we attempt such a query?

N: Yes. Thank you very much for the philosophical answer. Of course, I did realize that any house would be satisfactory, but we were wondering primarily about the location in the knobs of southern Indiana since it would be accessible to the Louisville area and was primarily wondering about the energy sources for that particular area, which would not be forty to sixty miles south, but rather, almost due west or perhaps a little west-northwest.

I am L/Leema. We feel the query which you have asked about may best be answered by again suggesting that it is only for the finest of the magical, as you would call it, workings that an exact location that would harmonize with your planet’s lines of force would be necessary. These workings are usually accomplished by those who make but small contact with the people and cultures of your planet. The desire to be of service to a larger group of people, as you may put it, and to interact with these people is that force which is most important in the establishing and constructing of any structure to so further that service, be that structure physical, mental, or spiritual.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: No, thank you very much. It was primarily to be of service to more mind/body/spirit complexes so that the harvest might be increased that we thought that there might be one area that might be a little better than others. But if it’s primarily the individual, then, thank you very much.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

L: May I ask one of a more personal nature? I’m having a little trouble staying in contact with the group tonight. Am I experiencing something unusual?

I am L/Leema. As we observe your vibrations, my brother, we can only note that there has been some slight difficulty in your readjusting to this atmosphere, having been absent for a portion of your time. The other factor which has sway at this moment and which accentuates the rustiness, shall we say, is that which we feel would best be pondered by your own efforts for a period of time, perhaps at a later time, in order that you at this time may set aside the concern and become as much as possible a functioning portion of this particular group.

May we answer further, my brother?

L: No, thank you very much.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: Well, I’d like to follow up on L’s, because I can feel a difference in the vibration this evening, and I always do when L/Leema comes through. It is a quieter and deeper state of meditation, and I was wondering whether, in sensitive people, this degree of meditative state might not encourage the leaving of the body by the spirit? If that’s so, what can be done to keep us in the body besides holding hands?

I am L/Leema. Your query presupposes a situation which we find is correct in general, that is, that this group this evening has the opportunity to delve into those deeper levels of meditations because of the vibration which we use to steady our contact with this group. The more sensitive, as you call it, entities within the group will notice this factor first and most profoundly, and it is also possible for such a sensitive entity having any predisposed concern of a mental origin to be somewhat distracted by the combination of the concern and the deeper potential for deeper meditation. May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Given that it is desirable to remain within the body, is there a tool which one may use to remain in the meditative state and enjoy the deeper state and yet be assured of remaining in the body and not rolling out?

I am L/Leema. There are many such tools, my sister, for those who are practiced at the “rolling out” of the body, as you have put it. However, for those present who have not such practice, we suggest the simple holding of the hands, for such auric infringement will of necessity cause the enlivener of the entity, the mind/body/spirit complex, to remain with its physical vehicle.

I am L/Leema: May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister, and greet the next query.

A: Can a cat serve the same purpose as a hand?

I am L/Leema, and we find this is in large part correct, for the auric infringement of the second-density creature works also upon the third-density physical vehicle by the very nature of the enlivened touch, shall we say.

May we answer further, my sister?

A: No, thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you. Is there another query?

N: Yes. I wonder if you would perhaps define and explain the various stages between light meditation, deep meditation, through deep meditation, trance, as far as the spirit or shall we say the individual’s remaining with the vehicle or the displacement of that spirit through astral projection or whatever, as well as the instrument’s ability to remember through the various stages through trance?

I am L/Leema and am aware of your query, my brother, which covers much ground. We shall attempt to respond by asking that you picture the mind as a tree. In the conscious mind one is existing as upon the outer limbs and branches of the tree of mind. The winds of conversation, the thought and action, blow and gust and the limbs move about in response. As one quiets the mind by removing the attention from the outer world of winds, one moves down the branches to the trunk of the tree of mind. The trunk may represent the deeper levels of meditation, which may be likened unto the waves of the brain which have been described as the alpha waves, which correspond also to the lighter levels of dozing or sleep but with the attention focused and alert. The mind may further be quieted and focused upon fewer and fewer points until the point of unity of focus is achieved.

This moves further down the trunk of the tree and as the tree then moves into the ground with its system of roots, so may the conscious mind be passed from, and the attention of the mind/body/spirit complex be able to perceive below the conscious mind into the roots of mind in a fashion which uncovers awareness of experience not consciously known to the entity. This movement is that which roughly corresponds to the movement from the conscious meditation to the more trance-like state of awareness in which portions of the subconscious mind become available to the focused attention of the mind/body/spirit complex. As various of the roots of the tree of mind are explored by the focused attention, there is a deepening and enrichment of the trance state. The ability of an entity to remember consciously that which occurs while in the deeper levels of the trance state is a function of that entity’s ability to achieve this trance state consciously as a function of the exercise of will and the practice of this ability. Many entities in the dream state enter the roots of the tree of mind and yet remember little of the experiences gathered there upon awakening, for there has been little conscious effort made to train the self to retain that which is experienced. The practice, whether in trance or in dreams, of remembering those experiences which occurred within the roots of the tree of mind is gained by the repetition of such experience.

N asked: “I wonder if you would perhaps define and explain the various stages between light meditation, deep meditation, through deep meditation, trance, as far as the spirit or shall we say the individual’s remaining with the vehicle or the displacement of that spirit through astral projection or whatever, as well as the instrument’s ability to remember through the various stages through trance?” L/Leema began by saying we shall attempt to respond by asking that you picture the mind as a tree, for in the conscious mind one is existing as upon the outer limbs of the tree of mind, so the winds of the thought and action blow, and the limbs move about in response, for as one quiets the mind by removing the attention from the outer world of winds, one moves down the branches to the trunk of the tree of mind which may represent the deeper levels of meditation, that may be likened unto the waves of the brain which have been described as the alpha waves, and they correspond to the lighter levels of sleep but with the attention focused, but the mind may be focused upon fewer points until the point of unity of focus is achieved. L/Leema continued by saying this moves further down the trunk of the tree, and as the tree moves into the ground with its system of roots, so may the conscious mind be passed from, and the attention of the mind/body/spirit complex be able to perceive below the conscious mind into the roots of mind in a fashion which uncovers awareness of experience not consciously known to the entity, for this movement is that which corresponds to the movement from the conscious meditation to the more trance-like state of awareness in which portions of the subconscious mind become available to the focused attention of the mind/body/spirit complex, so as various of the roots of the tree of mind are explored by the focused attention, there is a deepening and enrichment of the trance state, so the ability of an entity to remember that which occurs while in the deeper levels of the trance state is a function of that entity’s ability to achieve this trance state consciously as a function of the exercise of will and the practice of this ability, but many entities in the dream state enter the roots of the tree of mind and yet remember little of the experiences gathered there upon awakening, for there has been little conscious effort made to train the self to retain that which is experienced, yet the practice, whether in trance or in dreams, of remembering those experiences which occurred within the roots of the tree of mind is gained by the repetition of such experience. On November 9, 2019, Q’uo described the roots of the tree of mind:

Thus, the consciousness comes from the One Infinite Creator’s unity. As each entity perceives its own consciousness, then, it discovers that it is related to all other entities through this consciousness through its various levels of consciousness within its own being that move through the roots of the tree of mind into the subconscious, into the planetary consciousness, into racial consciousness, into cosmic consciousness, into the consciousness of all that is, all that is created.

I am L/Leema: May we answer further, my brother?

N: Yes. Then you’re equating trance with sleep. During trance and with sleep, is the spirit complex displaced from the vehicle, or is it only connected by the cord, or exactly what? I’m asking for several reasons. One is that when Mark Provost channeled Yadda, he seemed to be in a deep trance, or at least they keep referring to the fact that he’s in a deep trance. But yet when someone in the room holds their hand up, Yadda seemed to be able to recognize them. And of course, I always thought deep trance mediums or instruments or whatever were totally oblivious to outside influences of a physical nature.

I am L/Leema, and your query is based upon some slight misunderstanding of the nature of the deeper levels of trance. There is the possibility that some entities who serve as the trance medium may wish to remain with the physical vehicle as it is given over in its use on some occasions to those who would speak through it, those entities not having physical vehicles of their own of that nature. The medium who chooses to remain with the vehicle is one who is usually learning another facet of the service that it performs as a trance medium and is not present because of any need to perform a function at that moment other than the learning of a certain lesson. This level of trance of which we now speak is a level that is of the deeper nature and is of the nature utilized by the one who was known as Mark. This entity, however, did not choose to remain with its vehicle and gave over its use completely to others or individualized portions of others. This then allowed those known as Yadda to enter the vehicle and use it in a fashion which resembled its use by the one known as Mark. This enabled those of Yadda to utilize the optical apparatus as well as other portions of the physical vehicle, and thus enabled vision, sight, and recognition to occur. It is much as you would use another entity’s coat.

Most who serve as trance mediums do not work in these deeper levels of trance, for much can be accomplished in levels which do not require the complete giving over of the physical vehicle and its exit in so doing. These types of trance may allow, therefore, the one serving as…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and am once again with this instrument, and we shall continue. These entities, therefore, remain with the physical vehicle and serve as what may be called an interpreter in order that the patterns of energy in the form of various visions may be translated and transmitted into the third-density illusion. This is the more normal level of trance, yet it still resides in the roots of the tree of mind and beneath the veil, shall we say, which separates the conscious and subconscious minds and the conscious meditation from the trance level of awareness.

N asked: “Then you’re equating trance with sleep. During trance and with sleep, is the spirit complex displaced from the vehicle, or is it only connected by the cord, or exactly what? I’m asking for several reasons. One is that when Mark Provost channeled Yadda, he seemed to be in a deep trance, or at least they keep referring to the fact that he’s in a deep trance. But yet when someone in the room holds their hand up, Yadda seemed to be able to recognize them. And of course, I always thought deep trance mediums or instruments or whatever were totally oblivious to outside influences of a physical nature.” L/Leema continued by saying your query is based upon a misunderstanding of the nature of the deeper levels of trance, and there is the possibility that some entities who serve as a trance medium may wish to remain with the physical vehicle as it is given over in its use to those who would speak through it, those entities not having physical vehicles of their own of that nature, and the medium who chooses to remain with the vehicle is one who is learning another facet of the service that it performs as a trance medium and is not present because of any need to perform a function at that moment other than the learning of a certain lesson, for this level of trance which we now speak of is a level that is of the deeper nature and is of the nature utilized by Mark, but this entity did not choose to remain with its vehicle and gave over its use to others which allowed Yadda to enter the vehicle and use it in a fashion which resembled its use by Mark, so this enabled Yadda to utilize the eyes as well as other portions of the physical vehicle, and enabled vision and recognition to occur. Then L/Leema said most who serve as trance mediums do not work in deeper levels of trance, for much can be accomplished in levels which do not require the complete giving over of the physical vehicle and its exit in so doing, so these entities remain with the physical vehicle and serve as an interpreter in order that the patterns of energy in the form of various visions may be translated and transmitted into the third-density illusion, for this is the normal level of trance, yet it still resides in the roots of the tree of mind and beneath the veil which separates the conscious and subconscious minds and the conscious meditation from the trance level of awareness. On August 3, 1980, Latwii described the difference between a conscious channel and a trance medium:

Therefore, we use that part of your connection with the oversoul, which is deep within you, and allow the concepts to rise to your mind consciously, seemingly your own thoughts. We do this in order that you may at any time refuse to speak, for we do not wish to cause you to speak if you do not wish to. There are those who use what are called trance mediums and they speak whether or not they may wish to speak. However, we prefer to provide you with a constant choice between our thoughts and silence. Even when we speak through this instrument, at any moment she could simply stop speaking. We would retire, gracefully we hope, and come again when there was a request for our presence.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you very much. Then there is a differential in memory, as well as understanding, in the deeper trance as compared to the meditative or some level in between?

I am L/Leema and am unsure as to whether we have a firm grasp upon your query, but shall attempt response. Please requestion if we have not properly grasped your query. The deeper levels of meditation and the deeper levels of trance provide a greater challenge for any entity to remember to bring back and to put together that which was experienced at those levels. Again, the practice and repetition is that which allows a greater remembering.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you, if the instrument’s not too tired, I have another query.

I am L/L Leema. Please continue.

N: In those trance mediums who channel their spirit guides and so forth, there are some that can produce ectoplasm, or it is said that they can produce ectoplasm. How does this occur? And what level is usually necessary for channeling spirit guides?

I am L/Leema, and to take the latter query first, the entities known as spirit guides may be contacted in a variety of manners and levels of awareness, from the conscious waking state, to the light meditation, to trance and sleep. Those who are able to produce the substance known as ectoplasm are those who have, over a long portion of your time and in many cases in previous incarnations, have been able to produce this substance by the application of the desire to be of service and the practice of the trance state. The substance itself is a materialization of that which would seem in your reality to be immaterial. It is the stepping down of the vibratory frequency of a certain form of light which is awakened in the heart chakra of the entity serving as trance medium. The connection then having been made between this third-density illusion and the finer levels or inner planes of this illusion and the lower levels of the fourth-density illusion then allow a contact to be made in what frequently is experienced as a shape or form which assumes a recognizable shape, most usually that of an entity resembling your third-density physical vehicle.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Then these materializations are actual ectoplasm and are not thought-form considerations, I would assume? And I also understand from what you’ve said that you have to have been doing this during prior incarnations in order to rechannel the material? It’s not easily learned, in other words? Or developed?

I am L/Leema and may affirm that much practice is necessary in order for this service to be performed. It is not impossible that it can be learned within one incarnational period of time, yet it is more likely to have been experienced in a series of incarnations. The form of the ectoplasmic material is a function of the thought of the one contacted, thus it is a thought form in that respect. The one so materializing is able to take the ectoplasm and form it according to its desire which is in turn a function of the desire and experience of those present in the third-density illusion who call for this service.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: And as you said, this does emanate from the heart chakra?

I am L/Leema, and this was, indeed, our statement, though this instrument is somewhat doubtful.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Only one more query. I know the instrument must be getting tired. I have found it very difficult to completely clear the mind in meditation, in other words to go into the silence. Is there any sort of way that we can—any sort of gimmicks or so forth, that we can either hook up with universal mind or in some way quiet our own mind?

I am L/Leema, and many are the ways that have been devised by those such as yourself seeking to quiet the ever-rambunctious mind in its constant meanderings. The most frequently used technique is to use a mediator, shall we say, that is, a phrase or word or note or a single thought that will put the attention of the mind, through repetition, upon one thought or focus with the eventual goal of the removing even of that one focus in order that a more complete unity of self with all might be experienced.

This general type of technique attempts to strike a bargain or compromise, shall we say, for a time with the conscious mind, as the conscious mind is most normally functioning and therefore most usually comfortable with the activities of action and reaction and will in some cases be more easily quieted if it is given one simple activity to repeat time and again, like a child in the corner, shall we say, in order that after a variable length of time it may even be persuaded to become completely quiet and enjoy its new environment of silence and those experiences which emanate from the infinite inner silence.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Well, just one clarification. The redundancy of one simple object will then focus on total quietness? Is that the basic conception?

I am L/Leema, and this is the hoped for result. As you are aware, there are varying degrees of success with various entities and upon various occasions for any entity.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much for all your answers.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am L/Leema, and we thank each for those queries offered this evening. Our words are but halting and humble attempts to reflect the greater portion of what we have found to be true in our own seeking. We realize that we may have spoken much which was not of value to one, but we offer any that is of value to any so seeking, and we thank each for the invitation to join your group in whatever capacity. We shall leave this group at this time, rejoicing, as always, in that same Love and Light which shines upon all. We are L/Leema. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “It is the spiritual Self that is that person, and the Christ-person is not subject to the laws of the flesh, not even harmonious flesh but is subject only to the Christ. Soon one reaches the end of such mental cogitation or contemplation and settles into a quiet, peaceful state of receptivity into which no thought intrudes. In that state of consciousness, the healing Christ takes over, flooding consciousness with tranquility and peace. It is a spiritual “peace, be still,“ and from this emanates the healing Grace which envelops one or one’s patient, and then harmony becomes apparent and tangible in experience.

In our meditation, we may sit down with a sick person in our mind, or with a poor or sinful one, but we should not get up until, through realization, we have come to that place where there ether is no person, sick or well, rich or poor, sinful or pure; there is only God—there is only God appearing as the Father and God appearing as the Son. Then is our prayer complete and with it comes the conviction, “It is so.”

As long as we are knowing the truth—thinking, declaring, or voicing truth—we are in the mental realm. True, we may be thinking of spiritual things, but we are thinking of spiritual things mentally, and no healing is likely to take place. If healing does occur in some such cases, it is through mental argument, and it is not spiritual but mental healing, the effect of suggestion, the fruitage of the type of practice which says, “You are well” or You are perfect” or God’s will is done in you”; and the mind accepts the suggestion and responds to it. That is not spiritual healing because the patient has merely responded to the suggestion of another mind.

In The Infinite Way, we do not make suggestions; we never use the word you in a treatment; we never use the name of the patient, nor do we let the person enter our thoughts after they have asked for help. Even though we are still in the mental realm when we contemplate, it is not about the patient: it is about God and the things of God that we know, or the laws of God that we understand or have read about and are now trying to realize.

We do not expect healing from any of this because we cannot bring forth the Son of God from the second chapter of Genesis, out of which comes only Adam, the man of flesh. The only way that this man of flesh can be restored to Eden and to his normal spiritual harmony is not thinking thoughts about him, but by entering into a state of Silence which recognizes neither good nor evil.

When we have no desires, we have no desire for good any more than we have a desire for evil, and then we are pure enough to be in the Garden of Eden which is desireless. It is not a state of desiring good but a contentedness with being.”

This morning I went outside and used Whip Lash to weed the Moss Garden. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the weed clippings across Little Locust Creek.

This afternoon I used Venus, which I just got back from being repaired at Anderson’s Sale and Service, to cut all of the grass in my yard, and then I used Whip Lash to cut the grass where Venus could not go in the side yard, the area between the pet cemetery and the fishpond, and the front yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 30

With The Eyes Of Love

I am the spirit of Him who cleaved the way of truth, Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love, the spiritual principle which Jesus the Christ lived.

This entity saw all things with eyes of Love. And we await each heart that calls to us that we may be, for each, the eyes of Love. For as you look upon your day, if it is seen with the eyes of Love, it is a perfect day in every way. The tasks put before you to do are those which will be helpful to others or will teach patience and understanding. Those people whom you will meet will feed you with their unique loveliness or will challenge you to find the Christ within the distortions of your mundane world.

And so, all things are either for joyous and enhanced living or for serious and persistent study to know the mind of Christ, to see with the eyes of Christ.

Call upon the Spirit of Love. It was for this reason that this principle was invoked in a personal sense for each and every consciousness within the creation. We have great Love for each and await each call with a happy heart.

We leave you in the peace which cleaves through falsity, that active peace, which is Love, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from October 6, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is with a great deal of pleasure that we welcome to the circle the ones known as B and G which have never been far from us, as all is One. Yet we are so pleased that we are able to blend our vibrations with those life-streams at this time. We will be overshadowed by those of Laitos who does not desire to speak but who wishes to greet each and to aid in the deepening of the meditative state. We encourage each to picture the room in the domicile in which you are sitting as a circle of Light of which you are all part and to feel the energy spinning in a clockwise fashion, spiraling ever upward, ever gaining in strength as each of you melts into oneness in the circle of Light and the glory of Light. We are using word by word communication with this instrument, therefore, there may be pauses at times. We apologize for any inconvenience but are attempting to train this instrument for more precise communication.

Picture if you will… We must pause. We are sorry for the delay, however the instrument was distracted by the “putty tat.”

Picture if you will a mountain stream gushing forth from a living spring, ever fresh, ever beautiful, moving and singing along its bed and refreshing all that lives therein. Such is the living wellspring of your spirits, my friends. Where can one go to find such a wellspring, such a fountainhead? Can one go into the city and find it there amidst the crowds and the cries of those who barter and sell, and the angers and disappointments of those who have come in second in a trade, and the vainglory and folly of those who believe they have won in the trade? It would take a special person to find sanctuary and nourishment in a city. Shall you then go to the country, and live through the ancient cycles of time and space, watching the trees and the foliage, the flowers and shrubs change their colors in the fall and become bleak and austere statues of dignity in your winter, only to bloom again with blossom in springtime and open their faces to the sun in the spate of full summer? My friends, it may seem to be a far more desirable haunt, and yet the wellspring of spiritual life is not easily found from without, even under such beautiful circumstances.

Can you go then into the ocean, away from all land into the simplicity of waves and sky and stars? My friends, the difficulty with picturing a better and better and better environment is that into such an environment you bring yourself. The self that is you is always with you and the wellspring and fountainhead of your spirit is within you. Therefore, into each environment you project those opinions and biases, those pains and pleasures of your own experience that make you what you are. That which is outer cannot do the job of bringing to birth that within you which is to come in your search for the truth. The small entity known as a cat which plays about your feet at this time is a living example of the perfect environment into which is projected a self incapable of using large portions of [inaudible]. To this cat, the room is warm, the food bowl and the water bowl are full, and all would seem to be perfect, and the cat plays and is happy. But where shall it go that its spirit may progress? If you are seeking to survive, my friends, find the correct environment. If you are seeking to grow, know that the only environment that matters is within you. You are the wellspring of your evolution in spirit; you are the fountainhead of your birth into that new portion of yourself which you wish to be lifted up in Love to the Light that shines from the one great original Thought.

In this session Hatonn speaks about where we can find the environment of our spiritual journey. They began by saying picture a mountain stream gushing forth from a living spring, ever fresh, ever beautiful, moving and singing along its bed and refreshing all that lives therein, and such is the living wellspring of your spirits, so: “Where can one go to find such a wellspring, such a fountainhead? Can one go into the city and find it there amidst the crowds and the cries of those who barter and sell, and the angers and disappointments of those who have come in second in a trade, and the vainglory and folly of those who believe they have won in the trade?” Then Hatonn said it would take a special person to find sanctuary and nourishment in a city, and: “Shall you then go to the country, and live through the ancient cycles of time and space, watching the trees and the foliage, the flowers and shrubs change their colors in the fall and become bleak and austere statues of dignity in your winter, only to bloom again with blossom in springtime and open their faces to the sun in the spate of full summer?” Then Hatonn said it may seem to be a more desirable place, yet the wellspring of spiritual life is not easily found from without, even under such beautiful circumstances. Hatonn continued by saying the difficulty with picturing a better environment is that into such an environment you bring yourself that is always within you, for into each environment you project those opinions, those pains, and pleasures of your experience that make you what you are, but that which is outer cannot do the job of bringing to birth that within you which is to come in your search for the truth, and the cat which plays about your feet at this time is an example of the environment into which is projected a self incapable of using large portions of [inaudible], so to this cat the room is warm, the food bowl and the water bowl are full, and all would seem to be perfect, and the cat plays and is happy, but if you are seeking to survive find the correct environment, and if you are seeking to grow, know that the only environment that matters is within you, for you are the wellspring of your evolution in spirit, and you are the fountainhead of your birth into that new portion of yourself which you wish to be lifted up in Love to the Light that shines from the one great original Thought. On November 21, 1999, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the one great original Thought:

Far more entities request introductory information which concerns the concept of the one great original Thought of the infinite Creator from which all of the creation has been made, and the need for each entity to establish regular meditation times and practices so that more and more of this thought may be apprehended and utilized in the daily round of activities. When a group has persisted for a long enough period of time and has meditated faithfully, giving over a regular portion of the diurnal period to retiring to that sacred inner room to be in the presence of the one Creator, then there is the need for more intermediate information which Confederation entities are then able to give according to their own talents, shall we say. There are numerous entities within the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the One Creator who are able to serve in both the introductory and intermediate phases to groups such as this one.

You do not carry this within you as if you were a basket and it the precious cargo. No, my friends, you are far more like the pipe through which is funneled the clear precious water of the fountainhead, the wellspring of that clear mountain lake, full of living water. Things do not come from you as much as through you, for in whatever you may do, you are a channel. There is no situation in which you are not channeling and being used as an instrument either by yourself, by other entities, or by circumstances themselves. The great choice to make, then, in the desire to speed up the spiritual evolution is the choice to allow that through you which you desire to be spent through you. And never, if possible, to accept circumstance or environment as a reason for ignoring the opportunity for finding Love that may flow through you that you may become a Light to lighten the darkness of those about you who are seeking just such Light. Personalities have often been confused with pure channels. The pure channel is an impersonality, clear and exquisitely pure. If you would be a channel for Love, open yourself inside to that spring of living water in which your soul may bathe and become clean and shining pure and from which and through which a great light may shine in a dark world.

Then Hatonn said you do not carry this within you as if you were a basket and it the precious cargo, for you are more like the pipe through which is funneled the clear precious water of the wellspring of that clear mountain lake, full of living water, but things do not come from you as much as through you, for in whatever you may do, you are a channel, and there is no situation in which you are not channeling and being used as an instrument either by yourself, by other entities, or by circumstances themselves, so the great choice to make in the desire to speed up the spiritual evolution is the choice to allow that through you which you desire to be spent through you, and never accept circumstance as a reason for ignoring the opportunity for finding Love that may flow through you that you may become a Light to lighten the darkness of those about you who are seeking such Light, for personalities have been confused with pure channels since the pure channel is an impersonality, clear, and if you would be a channel for Love, open yourself inside to that spring of living water in which your soul may bathe and become clean and pure and through which a great Light may shine in a dark world. On September 6, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the value of our being a channel for Love:

My children, may we say each of you has gifts to give to each other, gifts to give to humankind. There are those things which you, before your incarnations, have planned to do in the service of the one infinite Creator. Please know that the very first of those things which each seeking soul hopes to do while in the manifestation of human consciousness is to become a channel for Love that others trapped in the mire of earthly time may have their despair turned to hope by seeing and sensing what they cannot explain: that Light within your eyes which speaks of a happy and sweet union with infinite Love. The Light from the eye of one who has spent time in the presence of that mysterious and unknowable Creator can be startling, but always is that which is a channel for renewal of hope and faith in others.

Before we leave this instrument, we would like to pause in order that you may feel the considerable spiraling energy that the combination of all of you and us create at this time. Allow it to whirl you ever upward as your seeking flies toward the Creator as toward a giant sun. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. It is with great reluctance that we leave you, but we feel we have said what is called upon, and we know how you relish the silence. Therefore, those of Laitos greet and send Love to each as do we. We are known to you as Hatonn. Please know that in all your meditations we are most happy to be with you that we may aid you in deepening your meditation and that you may aid us in providing another opportunity for service to the one Creator that is expressed in each of you infinitely. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the One Who Is All. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are overjoyed to be able to join you this evening. As always, we hope that our humble words will be of some small service to you. We would attempt to be of this service by answering those queries which you may have brought with you this evening. May we then begin with the first query?

T: I have a question regarding what I have read about what has been referred to as a soul mate, a person’s—I’m not sure, I don’t understand what’s involved in that. Could you comment at all on if this, indeed, exists, and is it fair for a person to expect to meet a soul mate in a particular life?

I am Latwii, and we feel we have the grasp of your query, my brother. The concept of that called the “soul mate” is one which is not well understood among your people, for it is commonly associated with a kind of cosmic romance, shall we say. There are, however, many friends, shall we call them, that have for great portions of what you call time and incarnational experiences traveled through these experiences together. There has been a bonding of desire to be of service in a certain fashion amongst these kinds of entities and, indeed, those who so join are not unusual, for there will be such groupings found widely scattered upon your planetary surface at this time.

Those who have shared of the soul stuff, shall we say, the essence of being, seek then together to express this beingness in the incarnational experiences and serve thus as teachers, each to the other. The experiences within the incarnation then that can be had are of a somewhat more rich, and pure, and intense nature, for it is not just the power or momentum of one incarnation that affects any individual within the present incarnation, but is rather the momentum generated by many, many such experiences and lessons that have been shared over great periods of time. We would add, however, that there are also those entities who have found that what you might call the mated kind of relationship is a further refinement of this general grouping that allows further intensification of the learning process and the sharing of service to others as well. Thus, the soul mates who have chosen to experience an incarnation from time to time as the biological mates does have its place, and is that which is experienced from time to time and in various incarnations, yet is not that which is as frequently experienced as is the general grouping of entities who have chosen once again to locate themselves in time and space as one group.

T asked: “I have a question regarding what I have read about what has been referred to as a soul mate, a person’s—I’m not sure, I don’t understand what’s involved in that. Could you comment at all on if this, indeed, exists, and is it fair for a person to expect to meet a soul mate in a particular life?” Latwii replied the concept of the “soul mate” is one which is not well understood among your people, for it is commonly associated with a kind of cosmic romance, but there are many friends that have for great portions of time and incarnational experiences traveled through these experiences together, and there has been a bonding of desire to be of service in a certain fashion amongst these kinds of entities and those who join are not unusual, for there will be such groupings found scattered upon your planetary surface at this time. Latwii continued by saying those who have shared the essence of their being, seek together to express this beingness in the incarnational experiences and serve thus as teachers to each other, for the experiences within the incarnation that can be had are of a pure nature, yet it is not the power of one incarnation that affects any individual within the present incarnation, but it is the momentum generated by many such experiences that have been shared over great periods of time, but we would add that there are also those entities who have found the mated relationship is a further refinement of this general grouping that allows further intensification of the learning process and the sharing of service to others, so the soul mates who have chosen to experience an incarnation from time to time as the biological mates do have their place, and they are that which is experienced in various incarnations, yet are not that which is as frequently experienced as is the general grouping of entities who have chosen once again to locate themselves in time and space as one group. On May 24, 2008, Q’uo spoke of the nature of soul mates:

In those cases, it is quite likely that entities who have planned to work together on some service or some incarnational lesson together within an incarnation have found each other. And that is a very hopeful and positive thing for an entity who wishes to do spiritual work. It is greatly helpful to have companions with whom to share one’s gifts and with whom to explore one’s challenges.

We might note in this regard that there has been a tendency within this group through decades of questions to visit the phenomenon of love at first sight or star-crossed lovers or soul mates. And we would suggest that, in fact, before the Creation has wound to its fullest spiritual gravity and returns to the one infinite Creator, each shall be a soul mate to each.

I am Latwii: May we answer further, my brother?

No, that was sufficient. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: Just to follow up on that. I’ve often thought that the group of people who got together when Eftspan was formed had some special closeness to each other that was impossible to express except that we were all really tight with each other without trying. Is that what you meant by the group incarnating together by choice?

I am Latwii, and since this supposition is known by those present, we can confirm that this is an example of that grouping of which we spoke.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. Then would such a group be more properly considered soul mates than the concept of soul mate of cosmic romance?

I am Latwii, and this again is correct, my sister, for it is the most prevalent type of incarnational pattern for those who have long sought the ways of the One.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. What, then, would you term the couple that decides to return in several incarnations as a biological male and biological female to seek for truth together?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The terms are also numerous which have been used to describe this kind of relationship or phenomenon. Again, the terms soul mate are the most widely used. You are also aware of the terms, star-crossed lovers. There are many ways and terms to describe the relationship that exists between two who have found their beingness and their desires to seek the Creator so much as one that they have indeed grown in many ways to become one being by pursuing the dual nature of the one Creator, that is, the male and the female, the light and the dark, the radiant and the magnetic. The terminology is at heart quite unimportant, for in the hearts of these beings there are no words to describe the yearning which draws each to the other.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: I don’t think so. I just wondered what a more apt term would be. I’m aware of the phenomenon, having experienced it myself with Don, but I never had felt that any of the terms used really had it down, and I wondered if there was a more precise description that could be invented, maybe. If not, you don’t have to answer anymore.

I am Latwii, and we apologize for our lack of ability to find words within your language which would properly express this phenomenon. May we direct our humble attempts towards another query?

Carla: Earlier, Jim and I were considering talking to a discarnate entity; it’s something that I’m aware is possible. And my concern was that by such continued conversation the discarnate entity might be tied in some way to the Earth plane. Could you comment?

I am Latwii and feel that we may comment thusly. The purpose of such a communication is the guiding force which will determine that which results from such communication. The desire to express the Love for such an entity and to, shall we say, complete that which may yet be incomplete would be acceptable for those involved. The intention to utilize the communication for any kind of personal gain, shall we say, then would distort the effort in such a fashion as to perhaps add weight where once there had been lightness.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: Yeah. I’m kinda interested in what T asked in the first place. Is there for every man a woman, the way people sometimes say, or are some those who chose to incarnate to be solitary? Or to flit from flower to flower?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The assumptions that you have made are somewhat limiting, and we would hope that we may answer your query without confusion. The experience of one biological sexual orientation or the other during an incarnation is chosen for certain reasons by each of you and all upon your planet with the understanding that one so choosing includes both natures in the total beingness and wishes to express one of these natures during an incarnation in order that certain lessons and services might be more available according to the desires of this entity. Thus, for each man there may be many women, as you call them, and many men, as you call them, that have had the mated relationship at one time or incarnation or another. Yet there may also be, as we mentioned previously, those paired entities who have more often than others chosen to incarnate as polar opposite biological entities for the intensification of learning and serving that is made possible by such continued shared incarnational patterns.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No. I think I heard a definite maybe in there. I’ll be satisfied with that. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: I guess I just have one more question, and this is just a teeny one. But that is, are the cats excited because of the energy in the room? They often play like this during meditations, I’ve noticed.

I am Latwii, and we have noticed that from time to time, according to the harmony of the group gathered, the energies thus produced have this exciting effect upon those creatures which you have called the cats. We are aware that there is little that can be done in this regard other than removing these small entities from the room in which you work. However, we appreciate their response and playfulness.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and again we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. As it appears that we have exhausted the queries for this evening, we shall thank each for allowing us the honor and opportunity to join your meditation and your seeking for that which we and you call the truth. We are but your humble brothers and sisters who wish only to serve. Please take that which we have offered that may be of value and leave that which is not. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Let us understand that somewhere, sometime, somehow, we have accepted a belief that is no part of us, a belief that there are two powers—a God-power that can do something for us and is not doing it, and a power of evil that is very much in operation. God-power is already doing all that it can do, and it is operating in the Edenic state of consciousness for all spiritual creation, but it cannot operate in the world of two powers.

That is the reason that as good, moral, and benevolent as we or our neighbors may be, we and they come under sickness, death, accident, and wars. But over and over again the question is asked, “How can such things be if there is a God?” And the answer is a startling one: There is a God, but there is no God in the human scene; there is no God in the second chapter of Genesis: There is only a Lord God which is the law of cause and effect—karmic law. When we rise above the law of cause and effect, we are no longer under the law, but under Grace, or in other words we are living in the first chapter of Genesis where no such thing as human good or human evil exists. There is no sin, and there is no purity: There is just God.

If we have a problem either of our own or a problem of some member of our family, of a friend, patient, or student, or if somebody is looking to us for harmony because of our greater understanding, this principle of neither good nor evil must be practiced in our meditation:

Father here I am waiting to commune with You, but for what purpose? Is it to turn evil into good? If that is what is necessary here, would You not have done that before I had an opportunity to ask You to do it? But yet You do not seem to be doing anything about it, so perhaps that is not the need.

“Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty”—where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is no evil. Then what becomes of the evil? Nobody has ever discovered where darkness goes when the Light is let in, but when the sun comes up there is Light, and in the presence of the sun, there is no darkness. In the presence of God, there is no sin, no false appetite, no disease, lack, or unemployment, no insecurity or danger. Because all such things evaporate is God’s presence.

Where God is, I find no evil: I find God—God as my high tower, God as the health of my countenance, God as my supply, God as my all in all.

Whatever this is, in and of itself, it is neither good nor evil because there is no good or evil anywhere present. There is only God, filling all space; so there is nothing to be made good, and there is nothing that can lapse from good. God formed this universe out of Itself; therefore, it is God that is good, not the condition or the thing; and even though appearances may testify to either good or evil, I do not accept them.

God constitutes my body, which is the temple of God. God is my dwelling place; God is the health of my countenance; God is the secret place of the most High in which I live and move and have my being.”

At 10 am this morning I had an appointment with my new Primary Care Physician. I told her about my recent root canal operation. Then she asked me how I was doing, and I told her that I had finished transplanting my annual flower gardens. She asked me if I had any pictures of my flower gardens, so I showed her pictures of most of my flower gardens on my cell phone. Then she suggested that I go downstairs and get some blood drawn for testings. After I left her office, I stopped at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. Then I stopped in at Walgreen’s Drug Store to drop off two prescriptions to be refilled, and I bought some Tylenol.

This afternoon I was honored once again to co-host the European Law of One Telegram Group. Then I read Ra Session #71, and some of the questions that I was asked were: “What is the magical personality?” “How do we develop the magical personality?” “What is my purpose in dancing before I go to bed?” “What is the nature of psychic greetings?” “How do I use catalyst?” and “Where do I meditate?” I enjoyed everyone’s questions and the chance to talk about the Law of One in Session #71. I look forward to our next meeting.

After the session was over, I went outside and picked up many small tree limbs that had blown down in recent thunderstorms. I put them in two garbage cans and put the garbage cans at the end of the driveway for yard waste pickup tomorrow morning. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in the parking area in front of my home into a pile, and then I put them into another garbage can for yard waste pickup tomorrow morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 29

The Inarticulate Voice

I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love, and I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ.

We are principles of consciousness, the kind of consciousness in which all distorted consciousnesses have their origin. As in all consciousness, we are inarticulate messengers and are able to impress the paradigms and motivations of Love upon the mind and heart of the pilgrim only to the extent that the consciousness of the pilgrim is slanted towards the bias of the articulation of Love’s message for each and for the harmony of creation.

Thus, even if one seeks the voice of the Spirit, it is also well to seek the consciousness of intuition and articulation of feelings. For it is in small and often inarticulate ways that the voice of the Spirit speaks. And it is the wise pilgrim which has prepared the mind and heart for that still, small voice, expecting not the poverty of intellectual articulation but the riches of clear bias.

We leave you in peace, both now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Yadda, Hatonn, and Latwii channelings for this session come from September 29, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I Yadda. I greet you in Love and Light of infinite Creator, and am pleased that you have called us to you this evening. It is most pleasant for us to be present. Hah! Therefore, we greet you in much devotion. We are going slowly with this instrument, for this instrument is low in its vital energies and, therefore, we wish to be careful.

We speak only briefly, and that is to ask, “What prosperity is?” We are aware that it is something that all people upon your sphere wish. They wish to be prosperous, to have that which will buy that which you want to buy. There is a rumor going around that prosperity is unhappy or anti-spiritual. That is a misperception. There is another rumor going around that prosperity is all that one needs for the life experience. That is a misconception also. Look for yourself at the riches of your world. They come in different forms, and they are equal one thing and that is energy. We ask each of you to practice releasing the fear of prosperity or the hunger for prosperity and rest in the knowledge that prosperity is infinite and that you shall be infinitely prospered regardless of outer circumstance.

There are so many walls built up one brick at a time between people and nations and continents and forces due to greed. The hunger for prosperity is inappropriate because it will take your attention away from the Creator. The Creator will prosper you—you shall not be left alone. Furthermore, the earthly vessel of your body is but that a pot made of clay. It is that which is within that is important. Therefore, we ask you to think what is true prosperity. When do you feel that you have enough? We say to you, consider that you may feel that you have enough when you look within, not outside the self, for your prosperity is infinite and all that you need shall be attracted to you. In fact, we give you fair warning, my friends, be careful what you seek, for you shall receive it.

We go now. We leave you in Love and Light of infinite One. We are known to you as Yadda. Adonai. Adonai. Adonai.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a blessing for us to be able to share your life experiences at this moment, and we most humbly thank you that you have allowed us to share some few thoughts with you. We find that this instrument is excited about our contact, and we are pleased that this is so, for we had been working with this instrument word by word in an attempt to further improve this instrument’s ability as an instrument. The concept cluster approach is the one we often use due to the fact that it is more comforting to an instrument to know a little of what is ahead so that the instrument does not feel like a perfect fool. However, we can use an instrument more accurately if we are able to feed the instrument one word at a time. And this we shall do this evening.

We would like to tell you a story, and we should appreciate the opportunity to move backwards and forwards between the two channels within the group. Once upon a time, as all stories begin, there was a little girl who had a beautiful doll. The doll had beautiful blue eyes that opened and closed and lovely yellow hair that felt like silk and looked like true hair. The hair could even grow and be styled, and many clothes came with the doll, and this child spent many happy hours dressing and undressing the doll, speaking to it, making up stories with it and so forth until the doll became the child’s companion. As mothers often will, the child’s mother thought very little about the movement of the child’s mind from that which was tangible to that which was intangible in her child’s playing with the doll. But one day she realized that the child spoke to the doll and listened to it with equal sense of reality for both.

We shall transfer.

(Jim channeling)

This concerned the mother, for she wished to know that her young daughter was maturing at the normal pace and in a normal manner, for she wished the best for her daughter. She wished to see her daughter develop into one who could move through the world in a successful manner. These thoughts and attitudes flooded her mind all at once, and she became concerned that her daughter, in carrying on with the doll as if it were human, might be developing an abnormal behavior which could be deleterious to her further development. Yet, in her concern, she was quite unsure as to how to deal with the situation, for her young daughter seemed quite absorbed in the roles and playing of them with the doll and was quite content and happy while doing so. This seemed of benefit both to mother and child in her mind, yet it was the unusualness that concerned the mother. The mother approached the young daughter. She asked what it was that she talked to her doll about, and how it was that the young daughter seemed to be able to hear what the doll replied.

We shall transfer.

(Carla channeling)

“Whatever am I do?” she said to her cat.

“Meow,” said the cat.

“l know,” said the mother, “that’s what I’m really worried about, my daughter’s not being like other children.”

“Meow,” said the cat.

“I love you, too,” said the mother, “and I thank you, but I really am worried about my child. What shall I do?”

The cat followed, interested in the conversation. She stood looking at the beautiful trees in her yard and looked about and finally settled down to the sidewalk, for it was Fall, and it was time for the leaves to fall and for someone to remove them from their natural resting place. “Could it be that I do not need to talk to my child?” The trees whispered, the leaves rattled… [inaudible]… “No,” she said…

[Several minutes inaudible.]

…and in the giving up of the daily rush of thoughts, ideas and actions. This does not have to be a long, drawn-out procedure which will put you to sleep and which will certainly impart to those about you the knowledge that religiousness is boring. It needs only be done in joy and moment by moment. Yes, you may sit down to meditate, and that will help those about you to see that that is a normal and important part of the daily round. But it is that which you gain in the silence that will teach and be shared with those about you without your conscious knowledge.

My friends, you do not know what you do, and yet that which you do is perfect. You are, however, as seekers asking to become more and more responsible on deeper levels of knowing what you do, knowing where the roots of your consciousness are, and in what soil they grow. You are finally responsible as conscious and seeking beings for watering the roots of the tree of your consciousness that it may take in more and more and bring up more and more to consciousness from the unconscious roots so that it may blossom within your life and share its beauty with those about you.

This is a story about a child talking to a doll because the mother talked to the cat. This is also a story about each and every one of you and the little things that limn and etch your indelible character and quality upon the consciousnesses of others. Be graceful, then, in your ways, my friends, and let your smile be sweet and your words soft. For all wish to be peaceful and to be poor in heart and humble. All wish to be kindly affectioned one to another. Yet it is not possible for you as humans to do these things consistently. It is beyond human telling. It is not, however, beyond that which may be called grace but which we choose to call contact with the source of your being and all beings, that one great original Thought of Love. Love is what you seek; Love is what you will find, for all things are Love. No matter how distorted and seemingly ugly, there is Love there; there is Love everywhere. Seek and know Love, my friends. It is your gift to those about you and most of all your gift to yourself and to the Creator within and without you.

We would attempt to contact the one known as N at this time that we may bid you goodbye. We would now transfer to the one known as N. I am Hatonn.

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and Light, Light and Love of the one infinite Creator. Sometimes Light appears in the darkness for all to see. It is difficult… Transfer please.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We thank the one known as N for the openness to contact, and we assure this instrument that it will become easier and easier to sustain the concentration necessary to reproduce our concepts.

My friends, we leave you in one creation. It is an infinite creation. The finite eye shall never see its end, for there is no limit to the creation. Therefore, it being infinite, it is also One. You are an unique and perfect portion of that great consciousness. How we thank you that we have been privileged to share our thoughts with you. We ask you please to recognize our fallibility and to discard anything which we may have said which does not appear to be helpful, accurate, or true. As always, we ask that you use your discrimination in those things which we tell you, for we ourselves are only a few steps ahead in our evolutionary progress, and we share with you that which we feel we have come to know. There is far more for us to learn also.

My friends, the trees outside your dwelling rustle, the leaves turn, awaiting the chill of fall, and squirrels go chattering along the branches of the trees, storing away their food for the winter. How peaceful and beautiful are the sounds of this evening as we hear through this instrument’s ears and how full of Love is this room and those who dwell within it at this time. We are known to you as those of Hatonn. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We thank you once again for inviting our presence to your joining in the seeking for truth. We, as always, are overjoyed to be with you. We hope that our few humble words may provide a service to you in the answering of those queries which you may have the value in the asking. May we then begin with the first query?

Carla: Well, I’ll jump in if nobody wants to. We sell books through the mail, and we have some wholesale book sellers that order our books. We’ve never put a price on the books, but several of the booksellers are giving us less for the book than it costs us to print it and mail it, and the situation will worsen as our costs go up in the next month or so,  with our prices having gone up from the printer. We have decided, at least tentatively, that we will continue to offer the book for whatever donation seems appropriate to the person, sending it through personal mail, but we’ve decided to tell the book shops what it costs us to make the book. We are concerned that we may have somehow broken the magic of total freedom from thinking about money, and I wonder if you can comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may speak in general terms in this instance only, for it is a process of the exercise of your own free will which is being experienced and we would not influence that in one direction or another by suggesting that a decision in process is affecting what you have called your magical natures in one way or another.

You are aware of the principles which are in motion and in your efforts to be of service it will be necessary for the further application of these principles. We speak in general of those concepts which were touched upon by those of Yadda at the beginning of this meeting. There is the need to balance various desires and fears, the desire to serve with the fear of not being of service, the desire to be financially successful enough to serve with the fear of having too few finances to continue. As you move through your incarnational patterns, you will find the constant need to balance these types of concerns in various ways, for the question posed by those of Yadda is most pertinent to each who seeks the truth, that is, what is prosperity? How does one define…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we are once again with this instrument. What truly nourishes one’s being? The answers to these queries are, as you know, of a philosophical nature, one which does not lend itself to proof. Thus, in your own seeking, you will continue to discover those clarifications in your own understanding that will allow you to make decisions in any area that concerns the giving and the receiving of the one energy which binds all in this creation.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, as always, my sister. Is there another query?

Carla: The only question I can think of, I can’t think of. The instrument and I were talking about sometime during this week, and a question came up, and we said we ought to ask about that. If the instrument can remember the question, would the instrument state the question and then answer it?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query in its form of desire but we are afraid that you have called upon a well which has run dry when asking this particular instrument to remember upon this occasion the query of which you speak. We search this instrument’s mind and are bumping into this instrument doing the same. We excuse ourselves and must also apologize to you, my sister, for we are unable to retrieve this query.

May we ask if there might be another?

Carla: What is the probability that within our lifetime, say before 2020, physics will have been rethought and refurbished, and a new paradigm found which includes the physics of consciousness?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We suggest that in your current culture and period of time there are those who have done a great portion of this work and who are in the process of sharing the blending of the current level of discovery of physics, as you call it, with the newer metaphysics, as many call it. The widely accepted ideas within the field of scientific thought as regards the nature of creation and its functioning is also in the process of slow change, as all thought and concepts change with new minds to hold them and old minds with new room develop.

The level of thinking of a culture is a reflection of the mass mind in its movement both consciously and subconsciously. Thus, as each individual within your culture and all cultures of this planet continues the process of learning the self, the life, and the environment about the self, these increased perceptions will feed the unconscious mind with a, shall we say, impulse that may be described as a desire. This desire serves to open pathways to the greater portion of each entity and each culture’s being. These pathways then allow an interchange of information so that one feeds the other, the conscious mind feeding desire, the subconscious mind feeding that which is desired. When this process reaches a certain point or critical mass, there is an acceleration which becomes quite rapid. That point is the point of which we feel you speak and it is difficult to determine precisely when that point might be reached by a societal complex, but it is a point which we can note is being more rapidly approached from the various avenues of individual and small group process.

Carla asked: “What is the probability that within our lifetime, say before 2020, physics will have been rethought and refurbished, and a new paradigm found which includes the physics of consciousness?” Latwii said we suggest that in your culture and period of time there are those who have done a great portion of this work and who are in the process of sharing the blending of the current level of discovery of physics with the newer metaphysics, and the accepted ideas within the field of scientific thought as regards the nature of creation and its functioning is also in the process of slow change, as all thought changes with new minds to hold them and old minds with new room develop. Then Latwii said the level of thinking of a culture is a reflection of the mass mind in its movement both consciously and subconsciously, and as each individual within all cultures of this planet continues the process of learning the self, the life, and the environment about the self, these perceptions will feed the unconscious mind with an impulse of a desire which serves to open pathways to the greater portion of each entity and each culture’s being, for these pathways allow an interchange of information so that one feeds the other, the conscious mind feeding desire, the subconscious mind feeding that which is desired, and when this process reaches a critical mass, there is an acceleration which becomes quite rapid, yet that point is the point of which we feel you speak, and it is difficult to determine when that point might be reached by a societal complex, but it is a point which we can note is being more rapidly approached from the various avenues of individual and small group process. On October 6, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the nature of reaching a critical mass:

Interestingly enough, when a certain amount of the awareness of a planetary group of people such as yourselves reaches a critical mass of consciousness, the people themselves, from their deep unconscious minds, begin to collaborate without knowing in their conscious minds that they are doing so. The result of these collaborations is a tear or a break in the continuity of the illusion of consensus reality. And in that interruption, images may appear that bring forward into outer expression the hopes, the dreams, and the fears of an entire culture or population of a planet.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No. I’ll have to read that over, but thank you.

I am Latwii, and we again thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and as it seems that we have exhausted the queries for this evening, we shall thank each for inviting our presence and offering us the gifts of seeking our humble words and allowing us to serve in our small way. We also wish each to remember that we are but your brothers and sisters, quite fallible in our own seeking, yet quite desirous of sharing that which we feel we have found. We are those of Latwii. We leave you now in the Love and in the Light of our one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Spiritual healing cannot take place on the human plane. It can take place only when you have stopped thinking of the person, and the disease, and the condition, and the belief, and the claim and have returned to Eden where there is only God, Spirit—wholeness and completeness. Nobody can ever be a spiritual healer who works from the standpoint of effect or who prays from the standpoint of trying to correct some thing in the Adam world because, if they succeeded, they would but have exchanged an unpleasant dream for a pleasant one. If they succeeded in improving the human picture, they would only have good materiality instead of bad materiality.  They would be no nearer the kingdom of God.

At one time I was sitting in a room with a person who was to all sense very near death, and I felt the same discomfort that anyone would feel in similar circumstances because I realized that there was nothing I could do to prevent his passing. I had no miraculous gifts or any miracle-working words that would prevent the apparently inevitable. Something had to come to me from the depths of the within, or there was going to be a funeral. All I could do was to turn within to that still small Voice and wait, and wait, and wait, and sometimes beg and plead.

Finally, it came, and these were the words, “This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased!” No one would have believed that if that if they had seen him. Here was disease in its final form; here was a person dying, and yet despite the appearance the Voice said, “This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased.” After those words came, it was not long before they became an actual fact in demonstration; and health, harmony and completeness were restored.

On another occasion, I was called to my own father’s side when he lay in an oxygen tent and, according to the physicians in attendance, was on his deathbed. I stood there with no words of wisdom that could change this appearance into heath; I stood there just as anyone would stand in front of their own father in such a situation, but with this difference: I knew that if God uttered Its voice, the earth would melt. Standing there, watching my father breathing through that apparatus, the words came, “man does not live by breath alone.” In less than five minutes, he signaled for the nurse to take the instrument away, and two days later he was out of the hospital.

Who decreed that that condition was evil? God did not; God merely said, “Man shall not live by breath alone: thus dissipating the belief that man lives by breath, and proving that he lives by the word of God.

Only as long as you entertain the belief in two powers, can you be in difficulty, You are free as soon as you begin to look upon all conditions with a “Who told you, you are naked? Who told you, you are evil?” Who told you this is sin? Who told you this is disease? Who told you this is dangerous? Where did it come from? Did God ever say that to anyone?”

The very moment that you perceive that your function as a spiritual healer is not to remove or heal disease or believe that God heals disease or that there are some formulas or affirmations that will remove disease, but that your function is to know the truth that this whole mortal creation is made up of the belief in good and evil, you will know neither health nor disease, poverty nor wealth but only a continuous outpouring of spiritual harmony—the Garden of Eden.”

This morning I went outside and hand weeded the two gardens in front of the fishpond. Then I transplanted three more Coleus behind the giant Sycamore Tree in the back yard.

This afternoon I went outside and transplanted nine Dahlia’s in the Ruins Mound. Then I pruned the dead Snapdragon blooms off of the Snapdragons in the clay tile pyramid in the back yard and in the Snapdragon Garden between the sidewalk and the Flower Fall Garden in the front yard. Then I pumped out enough water from the fishpond to bring the water level low enough that the fountain could shoot at its normal height due to five and one half inches of rain having fallen over night.

From Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 28

Praise And Thanksgiving

In Your Heart

I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

Take this moment to become more and more in touch with that feeling of praise and thanksgiving that is in your heart this day. The trees praise the Lord. The hills and valleys rejoice. And the burgeoning flowers move through the earth to the sun in bursts of pleasure and chanting of happiness to the winds.

It may seem that there are obstacles to your joy and that the world is not one which you would praise. Yet gaze you at your own hands and at the mind of the Father which created such tools.

Gaze at the incessantly changing colors of your thoughts and behold the beauty of the creation of the Father.

Look at those who have served you and those whom you have served, those who have displeased you and those whom you have displeased, and praise the Father Who gives you freedom to make your own decisions about His creation; Who urges you to pick and choose, to think and select and grow.

The more your heart may stand in the light of faith, praising and giving thanksgiving, the more yet again shall the Spirit find this opportunity to be granted unto you in happy harvest.

The first word of praise in any day is an act of blind faith and brings the heart into peaceful concert with the harmonious plan of the Father.

May you choose to dwell in that peace, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Yadda and L/Leema channelings come from September 15, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I Yadda. I greet you in Love and in the Light of infinite Creator. We so privileged to be here with you and we thank you for asking for us. We have just a few words to say for there is much [inaudible] one of our comrades, J. We only come to bless you and to be blessed, for in serving we are served. We do not leave you; we are with you if summon us mentally, we shall come. However, we shall relinquish this instrument without further ado. Farewell. I am Yadda. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the One.

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema. I greet you, as do my brothers and sisters of Yadda, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator in whose good fellowship we all [inaudible] learn and progress.

We shall begin our discourse upon what you call stress by using information which this instrument has in her mind already. It comes from what you call Zen Buddhism. The story is this. Once upon a time there was an old man. He sat in his room and prayed. When he was hungry, he went into the market and begged with his bowl. He went back to his room and prayed. In the course of time a young woman who knew the habits of this hermit was with child. She did not want the baby and so she stated that the young one had been begotten upon her by the hermit. She then left the baby with the hermit. The hermit then got up, took care of the child, nursed it, fed it, and worked very hard as a coolie for two years. The child prospered.

One day the woman who had lied about her child saw the child in the marketplace with the old man. The child pleased her sight, and so she went back and claimed her child. The old man gave her the child and then returned to his prayers. Stress is due to an emotional tension regarding the outcome of events which are seen within the framework of your space and time and as experienced within this incarnation. There are those who have nothing about which to worry who can worry, fret, and distress themselves into an early decline. There are others who one would think would be extremely stressed, but who exhibit a marvelous lack of tension from within. The trick is, my friends, to be aware that all things are as they are for a reason and that you are where you should be at this moment. The spiritual tense is the present tense. The unspiritual tense is tension. We do not suggest that you forget your history or cease having hopes for the future. We suggest rather a detachment born during meditation from the crying little needs or large needs which fill your days and nights.

In this session L/Leema spoke about the concept of stress. They began by saying we shall begin our talk upon stress by using information which Carla has in her mind, and it comes from Zen Buddhism, so the story is that once upon a time there was an old man that sat in his room and prayed, and when he was hungry, he went into the market and begged with his bowl, and then he went back to his room and prayed, but in the course of time a young woman who knew the habits of this hermit was with child, but she did not want the baby, and so she stated that the young one had been begotten upon her by the hermit, so she left the baby with the hermit, and the hermit got up, took care of the child, nursed it, fed it, and worked hard as a coolie for two years, and the child prospered. Then L/Leema said one day the woman who had lied about her child saw the child in the marketplace with the old man, and the child pleased her sight, and so she went back and claimed her child, so the old man gave her the child and then returned to his prayers, for stress is due to an emotional tension regarding the outcome of events which are seen within the framework of your space and time and as experienced within this incarnation, yet there are those who have nothing about which to worry who can worry themselves into an early decline, but there are others who one would think would be stressed but who exhibit a lack of tension from within, for the trick is to be aware that all things are as they are for a reason, and that you are where you should be at this moment, for the spiritual tense is the present tense, and the unspiritual tense is tension, but we do not suggest that you forget your history or cease having hopes for the future, so we suggest a detachment born during meditation from the crying little needs or large needs which fill your days and nights. On October 25, 2008, Q’uo spoke of the value of detachment:

The life of a religious recluse is designed to eliminate all possible distractions so that the seeker, the disciple, the student, may do nothing but wind the coil of the intensity of desire to know the Creator day after day and year after year. Nevertheless, there is no escape from humanhood within the bounds of flesh and blood, breath, and desire. The most humble and self-abandoned disciple shall still find itself desiring those things which shall bring comfort to the body, the mind, or the spirit.

The initiate does not stop being human. The initiate becomes transparent to its humanhood and is able to gaze upon the requests which the body or the mind may make to the self with a certain amount of detachment and a larger point of view which enables the disciple to act in a more skillful way than one who has not become initiated.

You will notice that the old hermit in the story had no money and left each day to its own hunger. He was quite aware that bread cannot be kept longer than a day. And in a spiritual sense this is quite so. If you have been inspired yesterday, by today the world will have moved in upon that inspiration. That is what the world is for, my friends. It is intended to encroach in any way or form that it can upon your peace of mind in order to test your peace of mind, for those who seek the truth are constantly at risk, constantly dying and being reborn. This is not a comfortable state. Entities normally resist change, and yet change occurs continually.

In the garden of your life, we suggest most emphatically that you make yourself a comfortable spot upon this crannied seat when you have come to your meditation. This seat is within your mind. It does not have to be physically present. In the quiet of this arbor, you can plant all that you want to, the glory of flowers and trees, the sweet singing of the birds, the gentle lifting of the breeze and the energy and power of Love here in your garden. It is to this garden that you return for your solitude. You can have this garden if you are in prison or in chains, or as is more likely, bound by your desire for outcomes, to living a life that is less full to living a life that is most principled.

Then L/Leema said you will notice that the old hermit in the story had no money and left each day to its own hunger since he was aware that bread cannot be kept longer than a day, and in a spiritual sense this is so, and if you have been inspired yesterday, by today the world will have moved in upon that inspiration, for that is what the world is for because it is intended to encroach in any way that it can upon your peace of mind in order to test your peace of mind, for those who seek the truth are constantly at risk, constantly dying and being reborn, but this is not a comfortable state, for entities normally resist change, and yet change occurs continually. L/Leema continued by saying in the garden of your life, we suggest that you make yourself a comfortable spot upon this narrow seat when you have come to your meditation, for this seat is within your mind, but it does not have to be physically present, and in the quiet of this arbor, you can plant all that you want to: the glory of flowers and trees, the sweet singing of the birds, and the energy and power of Love here in your garden, so it is to this garden that you return for your solitude, for you can have this garden if you are in prison or in chains, or if you are bound by your desire for outcomes, to living a life that is less full to living a life that is most principled. On April 12, 1991, Q’uo spoke of the power of Love:

As one becomes aware of the relationship between the Creator and the creation one sees that the power of Love is that which moves all things and all entities in patterns, or in rhythms, cycles and in seasons, that this enabling function of Love may be hindered or blocked by thoughts and attitudes that express themselves in behaviors that stop up or block the free flow of Love. This alteration of the power of Love in any life pattern allows for a more varied experience, for it would not be thought of by any entity who lived in perfect harmony with Love to stop its movement.

However, as each entity within the creation desires to serve the Creator by providing experience that allows the Creator to know Itself, so then does each entity alter to some degree this basic motivational power of Love. Altering or distorting the flow of Love causes the necessity for a balancing action that will once again allow the Love to move freely. This process of blocking and unblocking the flow of Love is that process which you call experience or evolution. This is a simplistic description but one which we feel is basically accurate for each portion of the Creation. Thus, as you pray and seek to intercede, or call for another’s intercession on behalf of one you feel is in need you ask that the power of Love to move freely be restored in an area where it has been blocked.

Let us introduce a concept here. This is important. You will fail, not just once but frequently, to avoid stress. The habit among your people is great, especially within your own country, as you call the arbitrary division of the creation. Do not feel cast down when you fail, for each moment is here. Each moment is a moment in which you have not failed. Hanging on to those things which trouble you about yourself or about others causes you to forget the electric present moment. This moment is infinite. If you can become one with the present just for a little while in your garden in meditation, you shall awake cleansed, refreshed, and more ready than before to recognize the trains of thought that shall bring you stress.

Meditation is an excellent means of gaining knowledge of the self. One of the great things that it begins to show you is the thought patterns, complex but predictable, which will result in the stressing of mental nervousness and physical nervousness. Much illness which is unnecessary is caused by this same stress. We say it is unnecessary; nevertheless, it is not mistaken, for when you are uncomfortable, you begin to pay attention. Once you begin to pay attention to your thought patterns, it shall be ever and ever easier to refrain from hanging like a terrier onto the hem of the garment of your worry. In the present moment, there is naught about which to worry.

L/Leema continued by saying let us introduce an important concept here which is you will fail frequently to avoid stress, for the habit among your people is great, especially within your country, but do not feel cast down when you fail, for each moment is here, and each moment is a moment in which you have not failed, yet hanging on to those things which trouble you about yourself, or about others, causes you to forget the present moment that is infinite, so if you can become one with the present moment for a while in your garden in meditation, you shall awaken refreshed and ready to recognize the trains of thought that shall bring you stress. Now L/Leema said meditation is an excellent means of gaining knowledge of the self, and one of the great things that it begins to show you is the thought patterns which will result in the stressing of mental and physical nervousness, for much illness which is unnecessary is caused by this same stress, so we say it is unnecessary, but it is not mistaken, for when you are uncomfortable, you begin to pay attention, and once you begin to pay attention to your thoughts, it shall be easier to refrain from hanging like a terrier onto the hem of the garment of your worry, for in the present moment there is nothing about which to worry. On March 20, 1991, Q’uo spoke about the nature of the present moment.

We would pause while we use some of your space/time for offering our vibration to those within this room. If you wish to be made aware of our presence, please mentally request it, and we shall be with you. The purpose of our being with you and the purpose of any Confederation entity’s being with you is to strengthen your ability to meditate and to soften the blow of the utter and complete solitude of each person’s life within the illusion which you now live. It is an illusion, my friends, but this does not make the solitude of the spiritual search any the less. We shall pause. I am L/Leema.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema and am again with this instrument. We thank you for the opportunity to share your life experience at this time. We feel that it would be appropriate at this time to transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. Therefore, we leave this instrument in Love and in Llight. I am L/Leema.

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and we greet you again through this instrument. We are hopeful that we might be able to continue our development of our use of this instrument, and would do so by attempting to answer any queries which those present this evening might have value in the requesting. May we then ask if we may attempt a query?

J: I’d like to ask a question. You mentioned detachment. That’s very easy to say and harder to do.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you for this opportunity to clarify our statement, my brother. The detachment that we spoke of is a goal which each may envision for any area within the life experience where one finds great emotion, for the emotions and the desire that accompanies each for thus and such an outcome in whatever area is to propel an entity that it might gain experience. You have heard it said that experience is a great teacher. As you move through your incarnation, you will find that you have great attachment and emotional coloration in various areas. These are then your areas in which learning and service to others are most probable, for you have biased before the incarnation your thinking in order to allow learning and service to occur during the incarnation.

The emotions, therefore, signal the areas and the intensity in each area where you may focus your attention and profitably seek a balance to each emotion so that in your experience you will gradually develop a range of responses in these areas that will hopefully provide you with a broader perspective in each area. Where there has been intense emotion, then the pendulum, shall we say, is brought to swing in the opposite direction by slow degrees in order that what was previously unacceptable might become acceptable; that which was seemingly unforgivable, might become forgivable; that which is not seen as the Creator might then be seen as the Creator; where love did not seem apparent, then it will be seen to be ever-present. When this has been accomplished—and we agree it is a great task, my brother—then one will find that instead of the emotional charge in these areas, there will be, rather, a detached point of view which simply sees through the illusion to the Creator.

J asked: “I’d like to ask a question. You mentioned detachment. That’s very easy to say and harder to do.” L/Leema replied the detachment that we spoke of is a goal which each may envision for any area within the life experience where one finds great emotion, for the emotions and the desire that accompanies each for an outcome in whatever area is to propel an entity that it might gain experience, and you have heard it said that experience is a great teacher, so as you move through your incarnation, you will find that you have attachment and emotional coloration in various areas, for these are your areas in which learning and service to others are most probable, for you have biased before the incarnation your thinking in order to allow learning and service to occur during the incarnation. Then L/Leema said the emotions signal the intensity in each area where you may focus your attention and seek a balance to each emotion, so that in your experience you will develop a range of responses in these areas that will provide you with a broader perspective in each area, for where there has been intense emotion, then the pendulum is brought to swing in the opposite direction by slow degrees in order that what was previously unacceptable might become acceptable, and that which was unforgivable, might become forgivable, and that which is not seen as the Creator might then be seen as the Creator, yet where Love did not seem apparent, then it will be seen to be ever-present, so when this has been accomplished then one will find that instead of the emotional charge in these areas, there will be a detached point of view which sees through the illusion to the Creator. In 100.9, Ra described the value of seeing through the illusion to the Creator:

The positive polarity attempts to see through the illusion to the Creator in each mind/body/spirit complex, but for the greater part is concerned with behaviors and thoughts directed towards other-selves in order to be of service. This attitude in itself is full of the stuff of your third-density illusion.

L/Leema: May we answer further, my brother?

J: Lord have mercy! Reincarnation emotional coloring? I don’t know what all that is about. How would I know what my incarnation is? How do I find out about my emotional coloring?

I am L/Leema, and we are grateful to be allowed further clarification, my brother. There are many techniques. The ancient dictum, shall we say, is that one should know oneself. As you move through your daily round of activity, and you pause at the end of each day, you may assess the events which you have experienced. You will find what you call the positives and the negatives, those things which you liked and those things which you did not. You will find after repeating this assessment of each day over a period of your time that patterns emerge. Soon you will be able to predict what shall please you and what shall not. It is in these areas, where you find an emotion of any kind, that you may assume lie the lessons that shall allow you to progress upon your own spiritual journey. Your life, then, shall become your laboratory in which you experience the catalysts of various emotions. Then you shall retire, if it is your desire, at the end of each day to a quiet place in your meditation and assess the day’s laboratory work by proceeding in this manner. In a growingly dedicated fashion, if we might use poor terms, you shall continue to build your progression as you become more and more aware of those lessons which you have programmed within your life pattern.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: You mean I should come home at night and assess what I did during the day, and what about being with my wife and kids and all their problems? How does one concentrate on oneself?

I am L/Leema. We are aware of your query, my brother. You may do as you will, my brother, for there are no mistakes in any incarnational pattern. You have asked how one may become aware of the incarnational programming, the lessons, the services. To be constantly aware and to learn in a conscious fashion does, indeed, require a great deal of desire, a great deal of your time, and a great deal of your effort. Most upon your planetary surface progress in their evolutionary patterns in an unconscious fashion, shall we say, for either they have not the awareness that such can be accomplished, or they have not the desire to follow it. It will take effort to make room in the daily round of activities, to assess these activities and to use them as the food for your spiritual journey. Whether you do this in a conscious fashion or not, you shall still proceed upon that same path, perhaps at a reduced speed, shall we say. Yet you shall proceed.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: No, thank you. I disagree with you, and I agree with you, but I do like the idea about detachment. Thank you, sir.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

N: I have a query. I would like for you to differentiate with reference to the spirit as concerned with the difference between trance and meditative channeling.

I am L/Leema, and we feel that we may best respond to this query by suggesting that the meditative type of channeling, which is the conscious channel and which is utilized in the meditation, is of a dual consciousness variety. The ones serving as instruments are aware of both their own experience and consciousness, and aware that there is a stream of thoughts moving through their minds. As the thoughts are spoken, the channeling occurs. It is a product of our thoughts combined with the thoughts and concepts of the instrument that we are able to blend into our messages, shall we say, all tailored to meet, hopefully, the queries and needs of the ones requesting the information. Thus, we speak within boundaries determined by the questions, the use of words, and the experience of each instrument.

In the trance type of contact, the one serving as instrument plays a much more neutral, shall we say, role, for though words are used, words and concepts quite beyond the instrument’s experience and vocabulary might be transmitted, for the instrument in the trance type of channeling is much more the machine, shall we say, much as your telephone allows two entities to speak in a relatively clear fashion by its use. Thus, the information which one might derive from the trance type of channeling is potentially more precise in its ability to convey concepts.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. But I was wondering if in trance if the instrument’s spirit was sort of displaced?

I am L/Leema. Upon this point we may suggest that in the trance type of channeling there is a greater need for the entity’s, as you have called it, spirit, or mind/body/spirit complex as it has been called by those of Ra, to step aside for the duration of the contact. This is what allows more neutral participation, shall we say, in that the one serving as instrument does not lend its own personal coloration to the contact or the information, for that coloration is not present.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Many of those have gone through the brotherhood, and have come to feel that they channel their spirit guides, of which there are seven. I wonder if you would address the consideration for seven. Number one, as it occurs throughout our exposure as well as the consideration for their feeling that they have to be in a trance in order to channel their spirit guides, and yet they have no memory?

I am L/Leema, and we find there are various areas in which your query moves. The number seven is not one which we find is universal among your people, for each entity being of a unique nature will draw to it various guides, and friends, and teachers, both seen and unseen, throughout the incarnational experience as needed. In order to make contact with, or be influenced by the guides, friends, and teachers, one may utilize a great variety of techniques as well. It is more, shall we say, the “in” thing to do among your people at this time to make the more mundane type of two person contact in which words are utilized, this possible through trance, or meditation, or contemplation, also through automatic writing.

However, though these techniques may be somewhat more showy and more popular for that reason, one may make contact with these, shall we say, angelic presences by other means as well. To simply speak one’s thoughts to such beings while in a meditative or contemplative state, or even within the daily round of activities during such activities, one may communicate effectively, and one then may observe one’s own immediate feelings in order to become aware of the concept or feeling tone which may then be communicated back from such presences so that the still small voice within might further be strengthened. For, indeed, as one seeks upon the evolutionary path from any source, friend, or guide, seen or unseen, one seeks with the Creator, and the Creator within is that source which offers the guidance which is most helpful to any upon the path of seeking.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: May I ask one other question? There is an ancient science of vibration [inaudible]. Is there any possibility of your explaining that or at least addressing some area where it might be interpreted?

I am L/Leema, and your query again is one which covers an area that has been long studied by the peoples of various cultures of your planet, for all of creation, all of the patterns of illusion is held together by the vibration of Light. As the seeker becomes more and more consciously aware of the nature and purpose of its own life and the greater life in which it moves, it comes to see this pattern of illusion in a less and less distorted fashion. The study of vibrations, of sound, of color and of the very heart of creation itself is a study of the, shall we say, mechanics of the illusion that can be quite helpful when one attempts to make analogies between the nature of vibration in any particular area and the qualities of one’s own thinking, for the type of thoughts which an entity entertains is that which reflects the entity’s current vibratory…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and am once again with this instrument. To continue.

These thought patterns then reflect the entity’s current position within its own pre-incarnatively chosen evolutionary path. The science of vibration, then, may be seen by such a conscious seeker to be directly analogous to the various energy centers or chakras within the entity’s physical vehicle, for each center vibrates at a given frequency utilizing the catalyst of the daily round of activity in an increasingly sanctified manner. Thus, any catalyst may move from lower to higher chakras or may be held or blocked at any chakra according to the pattern of thought common to the entity.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: If we could measure these vibrations, could we not increase or raise our own individual vibrations if we try it?

I am L/Leema and am aware of your query, my brother. One need not measure by any machine these vibrations in order to raise them. The conscious attention in contemplation, prayer, and meditation given to these vibratory patterns of thought is that which is most effective in unblocking those centers at which such patterns may be held or blocked, and thereby allowing the raising of that serpent within, which has been called the kundalini, in order that it might find its full height at the crown of the skull and at that energy center location.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Where does the consideration for this ancient science lie? Interpretation of [inaudible]. Is it available to us in America?

I am L/Leema, and if we have understood your query correctly, my brother, there are writings and teachers representing this study available to all who seek it.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I haven’t been able to locate any. [Inaudible].

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

Carla: I’d like to follow up on J’s question. It tells in the Bible, and I’ve learned that in every situation to be content, and I recognize that as a conscious way of avoiding stress—just to accept what is. However, I’ve been experiencing for some time an unconscious, totally unconscious, stress that sort of bubbles up in the unconscious mind, and losing some sleep and so forth, it has to do with breathing and so forth. But, the question is, when the source of the stress is in the unconscious, what tool can be used from the conscious mind’s data, I suppose you could say, to more effectively keep the unconscious stresses from becoming real emergencies on the conscious level?

I am L/Leema and am aware of your query. We wish to state that the unconscious or subconscious mind is the source of all emotional colorations which one may interpret as stress throughout each portion of the incarnation. It is the subconscious mind that contains pre-incarnational programming that will determine how one will see any event, and how one will color that event with the mind and the emotions. Therefore, whatever intensity of emotion comes into the conscious mind from the subconscious mind, the tools are the same for working upon such catalyst. Meditation, prayer, fasting, contemplation, working with dreams, and writing their meaning and relating such to the conscious life are tools which you have utilized as many have utilized in working with such catalyst.

When it occurs in a seeker’s life that the catalyst grows in intensity to the point at which the seeker feels their mental and physical well-being might be in jeopardy, there is the increased need to fuel these tried and proven techniques by increased desire, which may be called will, and by increasing also the faith that the further exercise of will will bear fruit, for within your illusion nothing within the life pattern is clear and easy to discern in the metaphysical sense. You live within and move within an illusion. Things are not as they seem. You progress in ways unseen. The will and the faith to continue to attempt to move in a loving fashion and in a fashion which is of service to others is that which is most important. The strengthening of the will and the faith is done in darkness, thus work can be done, for if it were clearly seen that you yourself are the Creator, that all that comes before your sight and experience is the Creator, and that all emotional responses are the Creator, then it would be easily seen that all is well, for all is One, and little experience could be gained in such clear seeing. Thus, you enter incarnation after incarnation in order to gain experience that becomes your harvest as you journey homeward to the Creator.

Carla asked: “But, the question is, when the source of the stress is in the unconscious, what tool can be used from the conscious mind’s data, I suppose you could say, to more effectively keep the unconscious stresses from becoming real emergencies on the conscious level?” L/Leema began by saying the subconscious mind is the source of all emotional colorations which one may interpret as stress throughout each portion of the incarnation, and it is the subconscious mind that contains pre-incarnational programming that will determine how one will see any event, and how one will color that event with the mind and the emotions, so whatever intensity of emotion comes into the conscious mind from the subconscious mind, the tools are the same for working upon such catalyst, for meditation, prayer, fasting, contemplation, working with dreams, and writing their meaning and relating such to the conscious life are tools which you have utilized as many have utilized in working with such catalyst. L/Leema continued by saying when it occurs in a seeker’s life that catalyst grows in intensity to the point at which the seeker feels their mental and physical well-being might be in jeopardy, there is the need to fuel these proven techniques by the will, and by increasing the faith that the further exercise of will shall bear fruit, for within your illusion nothing within the life pattern is easy to discern in the metaphysical sense since you live within and move within an illusion where things are not as they seem, for the will and faith to continue to move in a loving fashion which is of service to others is that which is important, yet the strengthening of the will and faith is done in darkness, thus work can be done, for if it were clearly seen that you are the Creator, that all that comes before your experience is the Creator, and that all emotional responses are the Creator, then it would be easily seen that all is well, for all is One, and little experience could be gained in such clear seeing, so you enter incarnation after incarnation in order to gain experience that becomes your harvest as you journey homeward to the Creator. On November 20, 2005, Q’uo spoke about the nature of our harvest:

In the fullness of this moment within the Creator’s beating heart, you shall return to the infinite Creator with your harvest and your burden of awareness and beingness, and in offering up the essence of all that you are, you shall once again be lost up in the Creator Itself, and the Creator shall be full of all that which it has learned from Its child. And in that diastolic moment, when the Creator’s heart rests between beats, all shall be measureless, unified and without any kinetic component.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

J: May I ask if the answer to the last question implies that the only limitations we really have been those we have put on ourselves?

I am L/Leema, and this is most emphatically correct, my brother. It is the placement of limitations in each incarnation by your own free choice which allows you to experience and to gain a greater knowledge of yourself and the creation and the Creator through such experience. The limitation of the viewpoint is the source of all distortion, and distortion is a means by which experience is gained.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: Then you would imply from that if we eliminate our own limitations, then we have virtually complete command of almost any area that we desire through the thought process? Including the elimination of karma?

I am L/Leema, and this is also correct, my brother. Yet within each entity’s incarnational pattern there are set certain limitations, or distortions, or lessons, or services, for all are opportunities to experience the same thing, that is, the one Creator.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: But if we eliminate the consideration for boundaries, can we not review our lessons and learn them much more rapidly?

I am L/Leema, and though the statement is largely correct upon its surface, we feel there is the possibility of misperception in that it sounds quite easy to say that one is attempting to remove the boundaries of limitation. To approach from this angle is somewhat misleading, for this very process and activity is that which you undertake constantly in your daily round of activities by whatever technique you use or by no technique at all, this being the unconscious progression.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: No, thank you.

I am L/Leema, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

N: How is the instrument doing?

I am L/Leema, and we scan this instrument and find that it is available for two or three more queries of the normal length. May we ask if you might have such a query, my brother?

N: I’d like to ask a question that Yadda D. said in the book, [inaudible] and also on some of his tapes, that before you enter a psychic [inaudible] you should know a lot about mathematics. How do you explain that?

I am L/Leema, and without being fully aware of the context in which this statement was made, we find that we are somewhat limited in our ability to respond. It is useful for some entities, depending upon the type of studies within the psychic or paranormal field, to be aware of the language of mathematics, for the illusion which you inhabit and your progression through it may have what may be called geographical, geometrical, and mathematical relationships. Each portion of the illusion is purposeful, in short. Therefore, one may gain an insight into the workings of the illusion, the creation, and paths through it by studying the language of mathematics. Yet at the heart of any such study, one must move beyond the mechanical and the outer teachings in order to find that source within that speaks all languages.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: No, thank you.

I am L/Leema, and once again we thank you, my brother. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am L/Leema, and we thank each of you for requesting our presence this evening, and for allowing us the great honor of speaking our humble thoughts to you. We remind each that we are but fallible seekers of the same truth which is within each of you. Do not take our words too seriously, my friends. Use those which have value in your own seeking. Leave all else behind. We shall be with you at your requests and leave you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of L/Leema. Adonai. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “When we begin to realize that our body is the temple of the living God, we place our body at God’s disposal to use as God chooses, and then our body becomes an instrument for God, for the I at the center of our being. But we have to be willing to make some sort of a beginning, and that is done by knowing that there is no good or evil in our body since it has no qualities of its own: It merely expresses that which is imposed upon it.

This reversal or change of attitude toward body and the conditions imposed upon it is begun by consciously realizing:

There is no good or evil in my body: there is no age or youth in it; there is no strength or weakness in it. My body is just an instrument for the I, the God within me, which is the creative and maintaining Principe of my being.

Think for a few moments on the vital problems that are disturbing you, your own, your children’s, or your grandchildren’s. As you think about them, ask yourself, “Are these conditions good or evil? Who said so? Who decreed that they are good or evil?” Then ask yourself, “Did God create evil?” I think you know better than to answer that in the affirmative.

If God created eternality and immortality, if there is nothing in God that defileth or maketh a lie,” certainly God did not create evil. But, if God did not create evil, who did? Did anyone, or have you been entertaining a belief in good and evil? Who gave you that belief? Where did such a belief come from You may not know the answer to that question now, but as you work with the principle which is the theme of this book, the answer to this, as well as many other questions, will be revealed to you. At this time, however, why not be willing to accept the premise that in reality there is neither good nor evil?

When you reach the point where you can understand that all human conditions of whatever name or nature exist but as a belief in the human mind, a belief that resulted in humanity’s expulsion from the Garden of Eden, and when you become convinced in your innermost heart that because God is infinite there are no pairs of opposites, you can say with the Master, “ I have overcome the world.” Then, you are back in the kingdom of heaven where nobody knows what health is because nobody knows what disease is; nobody knows what painlessness is because nobody knows what pain is; nobody knows what wealth is because nobody knows what poverty is; and if one does not know what health and wealth are, how can one know what their opposites are? There is nothing with which to make comparisons: there is just God, just spiritual Being, perfection.”

Later this morning I made an errand run with my first stop at Thieneman’s Nursery to buy three more Coleus flowers. My next stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought a birthday card for a friend of mine.

This afternoon one of my friends from France and I went to the Yew Dell Gardens and walked around the many trails that have a great variety of flowers, bushes, trees, grasses, and vines. We took many pictures of each other amidst all of these beautiful plants.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 26

Remove The Wall

I am of the principle of Jesus Christ which is called divine Love. I greet you in unconditional and eternal Love, no matter who you are, no matter how you feel about yourself, the Creator, Jesus the Son of Man or about Love Itself.

You hear this voice over a wall of your own making. We suggest to you gently this day that you may set about the work of removing that wall. There is a brick of self-condemnation; there a brick of hardened dislike admitting no reprieve; there an envy. What a brick that is and how firm the mortar!

You have so many possessive, hungry, sorrowful, suffering and lonely thoughts creating an anger and loneliness that says, “Where is comfort? Why do you speak to me of unconditional Love when I experience hardship, worry, and limitation of all kinds?”

We are the Spirit of peace and Love. And through the breath of this instrument we express in the world today, just as it is. For in its imperfection, how perfect, how lovely, how beautiful is the dwelling place of each soul and the soul that dwells therein!

May you learn to Love, a little at a time. But first, with the tools of forgiveness, remove the wall that stands between you and the comforting, strengthening, and enabling force of unconditional Love for you that awaits you on the other side of self-forgiveness.

We leave you in the utter peace of that condition and in the strengthening which that condition gives you to serve others in peace and joy. In these we leave you, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from August 18, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We ask your patience as we found the necessity of once again answering the challenge due to the instrument’s movement which then caused the need for her own re-establishment of her ritual. We are most honored to be able to join each of you this evening.

The request has been made that the topic concerns the accentuation of the positive path in the seeker’s life as the result of the recognition of the bi-polarities, the positive and the negative. Each within your illusion is undertaking this very process. The nature and efficiency of the process is a function of the conscious recognition of this process. One can move upon this positive path in an unconscious sense. Yet, the movement is only possible up to a certain point. This point, however, may we reassure you, is quite sufficient for one to be, shall we say, graduated to the fourth density of understanding. Yet, one may enhance this journey and enhance the harvestability, shall we say, therefore, by becoming more consciously aware of the working of this process of accentuating positive perceptions and attitudes and the falling away of the more dark and dimly lit or negative choices.

Within your illusion are provided an infinite number of means by which you may continue this process. Indeed, your entire illusion is, may we use the term, a training ground, an opportunity in each instance for you to make positive or negative choices and thereby enhance your evolutionary progress. Whether the choices are conscious or unconscious, there will be progress in direct proportion to the purity of the choices, that is to say, progress is made by choosing a polarization, be it positive or negative, and following that choice in as frequent and pure a manner as possible. Each entity moves through the daily round of activities. Each entity has basic attitudes or points of viewing these experiences which color each experience in a repeating fashion as each experience symbolizes the perceptions and the emotional colorization that follow each perception, so that each experience is colored in an unique fashion by each seeker.

In this session Hatonn spoke about the accentuation of the positive path in the seeker’s life. They began by saying the request has been made that the topic concerns the accentuation of the positive path in the seeker’s life as the result of the recognition of the positive and the negative polarities, and each within your illusion is undertaking this process, so the nature of the process is a function of the conscious recognition of this process, for one can move upon this positive path in an unconscious sense, yet the movement is only possible up to a certain point, and this point is sufficient for one to be graduated to the fourth density of understanding, yet one may enhance this journey and enhance the harvestability by becoming more consciously aware of the working of this process of accentuating positive perceptions and attitudes and the falling away of the negative choices. Then Hatonn said within your illusion are provided an infinite number of means by which you may continue this process, for your illusion is an opportunity for you to make positive or negative choices and enhance your evolutionary progress, and whether the choices are conscious or unconscious, there will be progress in direct proportion to the purity of the choices, that is to say, progress is made by choosing a polarization, be it positive or negative, and following that choice in as pure a manner as possible, so each entity has basic attitudes of viewing these experiences which color each experience in a repeating fashion as each experience symbolizes the perceptions and the emotional colorization that follow each perception, so that each experience is colored in an unique fashion by each seeker. On July 25, 1982, Latwii said that each seeker needs to determine the positive or negative nature of any channeling:

We cannot determine, therefore, for any such instrument or channel the positive or negative nature of the experience, for this is most important to each seeker, and especially to those who serve as instruments. It is necessary that each seeker be able to discriminate for itself the nature of information which is garnered, whatever its source might be. In this way the pearls of wisdom, shall we say, truly then belong to the seeker, for they have been won by the seeker’s own efforts.

The point of viewing the experience determines whether it is seen in this or that fashion, whether it is basically positive or basically negative in the entity’s perception. Each experience, in truth, contains the one Creator in full, balanced, and perfect. This Creator may be seen in a positive or negative fashion. These positive and negative perceptions may then be further distorted into any number and variety of forms. Whether the form is one that works upon the mental level, the emotional level, the physical level, or the spiritual level, or any combination of these levels is a function of how the seeker perceives the experience. To give an example. An entity may wish to further the support of the family by enhancing the amount of money, as you call it, that is available for use. This desire to provide sustenance to the loved ones is a basic lesson of Love, for the entity who has taken the responsibility of supporting in a material sense those that are close and loved is one who then is sharing a form of Love. The desire, then, to be of service to others forms the foundation for action for this entity. This entity, then, as it attempts to improve its market position with, as you call it, the job or the occupation, fuels the desire by a desire that is at its base that of serving others. The entity then may engage in any number of activities upon the job that are designed to increase its income of money. This then may be realized in the entity’s life pattern or experience in any number of ways, for at the base of the action is the desire to serve others by providing material sustenance, further then translated or distorted by the entity’s perception to mean money or income that is then seen possible of obtaining from the job or through the occupation.

Now, what shall actually occur to this entity in this focus of its experience may or may not take the form that the entity images. For if it does not image with a consciously honed and precise mind or mental frame of reference, that which answers the desire may take a variety of forms. It may be that support or sustenance is challenged through the emotional complex in order that it then be, as you would say, of good cheer or greater cheer, and in such a fashion provide a form of nourishment that does, indeed, nourish those about it at a central portion of the being but does so in a form which is a great variance from that which was consciously sought because the conscious seeking was of an unfocused nature.

Then Hatonn said the point of viewing the experience determines whether it is positive or negative in the entity’s perception, for each experience contains the Creator in full, balanced, and perfect, and the Creator may be seen in a positive or negative fashion which may then be further distorted into any variety of forms, so whether the form is one that works upon the mental level, the emotional level, the physical level, or the spiritual level, or any combination of these levels is a function of how the seeker perceives the experience, and to give an example: an entity may wish to further the support of the family by enhancing the amount of money that is available for use, so this desire to provide sustenance to the loved ones is a basic lesson of Love, for the entity who has taken the responsibility of supporting those that are loved is one who is sharing a form of Love, and the desire to be of service to others forms the foundation for action for this entity, so as it attempts to improve its market position with the job, it fuels the desire by a desire that is that of serving others, for the entity may engage in any number of activities upon the job that are designed to increase its income, yet this may be realized in the entity’s life pattern in any number of ways, for at the base of the action is the desire to serve others by providing material support which is distorted by the entity’s perception to mean income that is seen possible of obtaining from the job. Hatonn went on to say what shall occur to this entity in this focus of its experience may or may not take the form that the entity images, for if it does not image with a precise mental frame of reference, that which answers the desire may take a variety of forms, and it may be that support is challenged through the emotional complex in order that it then be of greater cheer, and in such a fashion provide a form of nourishment that does nourish those about it at a central portion of the being but does so in a form which varies from that which was consciously sought because the conscious seeking was of an unfocused nature. On May 12, 1985, Latwii said that we are all here to learn the lesson of Love:

To begin with, yes, a plan may unfold its outline and its specific experience in a manner other than that which was planned, yet it cannot be said to be wrong, for each entity in each experience may observe the infinite opportunity to learn the lesson of Love. In some degree all plans will incorporate this lesson and will reflect this lesson in an unique fashion. When a plan has deviated from the course laid before the incarnation, there are, shall we say, certain fail-safe devices, as we may use this term, which also have been incorporated that have the hoped-for effect of bringing the plan once again back into congruency with that which was determined before the incarnation. There are an infinite number of these devices which are preprogrammed, and there are an infinite number of opportunities for the incarnational entity to utilize these devices or to ignore them, for, indeed, within the incarnation, free will needs that which you may call determinism, and the incarnation then becomes a balance between these two forces.

This is a general and quite simplistic example of the process whereby one consciously seeks and obtains some distortion of that seeking as a function of the purity, and clarity, and intensity of the seeking which motivates the action. In each life experience, one takes whatever focus of understanding one has concerning the process of seeking the truth—or accentuating the positive in this case—and sees through that focus any experience that may come before the entity in its daily round of activity. Whatever degree of understanding one has achieved through searching resources, meditating and seeking within for the truth of any resource’s information and then forming this focus of understanding will determine the clarity with which any experience is seen through this focus. Thus, as one fuels the desire to know the truth and accentuate the positive, as it has been termed this evening, one has done the fundamental requirement or step; one has laid the basic foundation for realizing whatever finer focus may be necessary in order to achieve the desire. One may then take this desire and further refine or tune the focus in order that that which is desired might be realized in a closer and closer approximation of image so that what is received more closely resembles that which is desired and sought.

This is a self-propelling or motivating process. Once one has become consciously aware that such a process is being undergone and is a portion of one’s experience and being, the seeking to understand more clearly how this process functions is that fuel which will allow one to refine the process according to the intensity and the efficiency, shall we say, of one’s seeking. Whatever resources are sought and utilized is then taken in a distilled form by the conscious seeker into the meditation in order that the truer portions of the information may, shall we say, percolate or resonate through the mind down into the roots of mind where the truth of all being resides and attract to it some portion of truth that resonates in a frequency with the information so sought and rises then through the unconscious mind through the intuition and in various symbolic forms becomes available to the conscious mind in order that the conscious mind might be informed of that which it has requested.

Hatonn continued by saying this is a general example of the process whereby one consciously seeks and obtains some distortion of that seeking as a function of the purity, clarity, and intensity of the seeking which motivates the action, for in each life experience, one takes whatever focus of understanding one has concerning the process of seeking the truth—or accentuating the positive in this case—and sees through that focus any experience that may come before the entity in its daily round of activity, so whatever degree of understanding one has achieved through meditating and seeking within for the truth of any information and then forming this focus of understanding will determine the clarity with which any experience is seen through this focus, and as one fuels the desire to know the truth and accentuate the positive one has done the basic step and laid the foundation for realizing whatever finer focus may be necessary in order to achieve the desire, but one may take this desire and tune the focus in order that that which is desired might be realized in a closer approximation of image, so that what is received more closely resembles that which is desired. Now Hatonn said this is a self-propelling process, for once one has become consciously aware that such a process is being undergone, and it is a portion of one’s experience and being, the seeking to understand more clearly how this process functions is that fuel which will allow one to refine the process according to the intensity of one’s seeking, and whatever resources are utilized are taken in a distilled form by the conscious seeker into meditation in order that the truer portions of the information may resonate through the mind down into the roots of mind where the truth of all being resides and attract to it some portion of truth that resonates in a frequency with the information so sought and rises through the unconscious mind through the intuition and in various symbolic forms becomes available to the conscious mind in order that the conscious mind might be informed of that which it has requested. On October 13, 1985, L/Leema described the roots of our mind:

As one quiets the mind by removing the attention from the outer world of winds, one moves down the branches to the trunk of the tree of mind. The trunk may represent the deeper levels of meditation, which may be likened unto the waves of the brain which have been described as the alpha waves, which correspond to the lighter levels of dozing or sleep but with the attention focused and alert. The mind may further be quieted and focused upon fewer and fewer points until the point of unity of focus is achieved.

This moves further down the trunk of the tree, and as the tree then moves into the ground with its system of roots, so may the conscious mind be passed from, and the attention of the mind/body/spirit complex be able to perceive below the conscious mind into the roots of mind in a fashion which uncovers awareness of experience not consciously known to the entity.

This movement is that which roughly corresponds to the movement from the conscious meditation to the more trance-like state of awareness in which portions of the subconscious mind become available to the focused attention of the mind/body/spirit complex. As various of the roots of the tree of mind are explored by the focused attention, there is a deepening and enrichment of the trance state. The ability of an entity to remember consciously that which occurs while in the deeper levels of the trance state is a function of that entity’s ability to achieve this trance state consciously as a function of the exercise of will and the practice of this ability. Many entities in the dream state enter the roots of the tree of mind and yet remember little of the experiences gathered there upon awakening, for there has been little conscious effort made to train the self to retain that which is experienced. The practice, whether in trance or in dreams, of remembering those experiences which occurred within the roots of the tree of mind is gained by the repetition of such experience.

As the conscious mind seeks in a more and more efficient manner, fueled by the continuing great desire to know the truth, the information gotten by this search, then, through meditation is passed through deeper levels of the unconscious mind and attracts that which resonates in frequency with it, further accelerating the conscious recognition of the process of evolution that is being experienced in the day-to-day activities of the more and more conscious seeker of truth. Thereby is the focus through which the seeker views each experience expanded and expanded upon each level of understanding through the emotional colorization, the mental analysis, the physical symbolic experience, and the spiritual basis for each other perception. The focus, then, is seen to include more of each experience as being seen as a distortion of the Creator by the seeker, whether the distortion be towards Love, wisdom or unity, those three portions that are available to all seekers in each experience.

To sum this lengthy discourse, and one which we hope has not been overly complex, we may use an analogy further utilizing the concept of the school with the grades that represent the levels of understanding or densities of experience. In your third-density illusion, each experience is a question—each experience is the same question. There is only one question on this test which you call life. It is reflected in each experience. The question is, “Do you see Love in this experience?” In some degree the seeker will see Love in each experience; in some degree the seeker will not. As the seeker is able to answer each experience question with an answer that approaches one hundred percent “Yes,” the seeker is polarizing in the positive sense. We may report that the good news of the test is that fifty-one percent is passing. When the seeker is able to answer each answer to a level of fifty-one percent of experiencing and seeing Love, the seeker is then of a polarized enough nature to move into the fourth-density grade in the octave of creation that you now experience. The seeker, then, has achieved the minimum polarization that will allow it to withstand the greater intensity of energy available within the fourth-density class. Without at least the ability to see Love in fifty-one percent of one’s perceptions and experiences, the energy available in the fourth-density class would be too much for the circuit of the seeker who had not yet sufficiently regularized or polarized its being in order that its circuits not be blown, shall we say, as the greater intensity of Light became the reality for the seeker.

Now Hatonn said as the conscious mind seeks in a more efficient manner, fueled by the continuing desire to know the truth, the information gotten by this search through meditation is passed through deeper levels of the unconscious mind and attracts that which resonates in frequency with it, further accelerating the recognition of the process of evolution that is being experienced in the day-to-day activities of the conscious seeker of truth, so the focus through which the seeker views each experience is expanded upon each level of understanding through the emotional colorization, the mental analysis, the physical symbolic experience, and the spiritual basis for each other perception the focus is seen to include more of each experience as being seen as a distortion of the Creator by the seeker, whether the distortion be towards Love, wisdom, or unity are available to all seekers in each experience. Hatonn went on to say we may use an analogy further utilizing the concept of the school with the grades that represent the densities of experience, for in your third-density illusion each experience is the same question, but there is only one question on this test which you call life, and it is reflected in each experience, so the question is, “Do you see Love in this experience?” So, in some degree the seeker will see Love in each experience, and in some degree the seeker will not, for as the seeker is able to answer each experience question with an answer that approaches one hundred percent “Yes,” the seeker is polarizing in the positive sense, and we say that the good news of the test is that fifty-one percent is passing, for when the seeker is able to answer each answer to a level of fifty-one percent of experiencing and seeing Love, the seeker is of a polarized enough nature to move into the fourth-density grade in the octave of creation that you now experience, so the seeker has achieved the minimum polarization that will allow it to withstand the greater intensity of energy available within the fourth-density class, but without at least the ability to see Love in fifty-one percent of one’s perceptions and experiences, the energy available in the fourth-density class would be too much for the circuit of the seeker who had not yet polarized its being in order that its circuits not be blown as the intensity of Light became the reality for the seeker. On August 16, 1981, Latwii described the nature of the fourth density tree:

This is a difficult subject, for the mind is attempting to rationalize whether the second-density tree at third density is the same second-density tree in fourth density. Yes, my brother, it is the same tree, but in the fourth density of vibration it will have slightly different characteristics and will be able to have a more conscious relationship with the fourth-density being, for instance, being able to communicate the simple second-density feelings to the fourth-density entity. It remains the same tree, but as each density observes it, it grows in its ability to be understood in its essence.

We remind each that our words are but humble attempts to describe and share that which is quite beyond description, yet may be shared in some form where there is desire to know and desire to share. We, therefore, thank each of you for providing the desire to know, and we remind each that our words are but our fallible attempts to be of the service which you desire. We shall leave this instrument at this time in order that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may offer their service of attempting queries which those present may find the value in requesting. We are those of Hatonn and we leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we are honored as well to join your group in the name of the one infinite Creator whose Love and Light illumine all experience. May we begin with the first query, since our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have given our preface?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we are most surprised, my friends. It is not often that we join this group without queries having been placed before us. We are aware that the beginning message this evening was one which might somewhat boggle the mind, and we hope that our brothers and sisters of Hatonn have not overtaxed the understanding and patience of this group. We are happy to pass on to the one known as J the greetings of his friends of Yadda. We are aware that these of Yadda would have been happy to greet the one known as J in person if there had been the presence of an instrument capable of channeling these vibrations which are of a somewhat unusual nature. Nevertheless, Yadda says, “Hi.” We also greet each of you and thank you for even this small portion of your time.

J: Wait—I have a question.

Latwii: Ah—we are pleased. May we hear the query, my brother?

J: If one thinks in the negative, does it distort the aura?

I am Latwii and would be happy to attempt this query, my brother. In short, yes, but we must qualify that response, for whatever manner one uses to perceive, there is a corresponding distortion to the aura, for the aura may be seen as a reflection of one’s mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual being. Therefore, any thought within one’s being is reflected in a corresponding fashion in one’s aura.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: So. A person is physically, mentally, and spiritually, and if he thinks negatively, all three are distorted?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. This again is true, but must be qualified. The effect moves through all of the energy complexes, the physical, the intellectual, the emotional for its duration, and the spiritual, for the entity is one being undergoing experience upon each level. Each experience, each perception of experience will then be reflected in all portions of one’s being. The mental and the physical, when the mental becomes unbalanced, are the energy centers most affected by one’s thinking. If one perceives in a negative or unharmonious or unbalanced manner in a certain area of experience for a long enough portion of time, the mental negative frame or focus will be translated or transferred to the physical body in the form of what you would call a disease, for it reflects the disharmony of the mind and serves therefore as a teaching tool that the mind might see a reflection of its thinking and serve then to balance that thinking and remove the disharmony and the corresponding disease.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: If someone were to think negatively and then two hours later found out that he was thinking negatively, can he correct it?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query…

J: Wait a minute—could I go a little further, please?

Latwii: We would be happy to have you do so, my brother.

J: Okay. Can he correct the disease and disharmony also, or is the damage done?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. The ability to correct a disharmony which has taken the form of a physical disease is in direct proportion to the intensity of the thought and the length of time of the thinking of this thought, for time often intensifies the form which thought takes. The ability to correct the disharmonious thought and its corresponding diseased physical form is then a function of the intensity of the balancing action which the entity has been able to successfully undertake. Where Love was not seen and was not shared, there must be the ability to see and share Love in a form or intensity which balances the movement away from Love which then became the distortion of the mental and then the physical nature.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: Well, I get very angry at myself sometimes. And I enjoy the anger, but then I know that I’ve done something wrong. Does that still mean that I can correct that anger?

I am Latwii and may respond by saying most emphatically yes, that there is no thought or action that cannot be balanced, for all experience is undertaken within the realm of the one Creator which contains as much Love in the positive form as there is the seeming lack of Love in the negative form. Because you experience your life within the form of creation, there is as much potential for you to utilize the positive expression of that form as there is the opportunity and potential to experience the negative of that Love.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: Thank you. So, to simplify, you accentuate the positive and eliminate the negative. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we could not have put it better. And we thank you. Is there another query?

D: I’ve been reading a book lately—I’m reading it through a second time on and in that book, they point out that a lot of times the way that we deal with others and treat others depends on the way that we speak to ourselves and treat ourselves, and that there are mental voices in our heads. We learn from our parents a way of dealing with ourselves—am I making any sense? Anyway, the question that I have is when we catch ourselves talking to ourselves in a less than kind or loving manner, do you have any advice on how we can turn that around and become kinder to ourselves and thus to…

[Side one of tape ends.]

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. We may begin by suggesting that to the seeker all about it is a symbol of its seeking. Within your culture it is logical that the parental experience, that is, being the child with the mother and father, would be utilized as a basic means of talking to the self, shall we say, and of dealing with the world about the self, for the mother and father are the two greatest formative forces within the entity in its early life and thereby form the foundation stones upon which the entity shall form its point of viewing itself and the world about it. When the entity finds itself talking to itself or behaving in a manner which is less than loving, the entity may use this experience as catalyst for growth, food for thought, the focus for meditation, for each viewing of the self in a less than loving manner is a symbolic representation of a basic attitude or experience which the entity has programmed into its life pattern in cooperation with, most especially, the parents and others about it in order that there might be the balancing or biasing of the being in a certain fashion that lends to an overall balance of the total being, or soul, or spirit, of an entity. This lesson or program emerges in symbolic form throughout the entity’s life experience.

Each time an entity in any single experience views itself or another in a manner which is less than Loving, that experience can be used to achieve the balancing of Love. In meditation there may be the focus upon what is mentally known. However much the entity analyzed the seeing of the self in a negative fashion and has thought upon this subject, these distillations of thought may then be taken to the meditation and further focused upon in order that the unconscious mind may respond in a fashion which our brothers and sisters of Hatonn spoke upon earlier, and give the conscious mind some form or symbol of that which it seeks. These symbols from the unconscious mind may become apparent to the conscious mind by intuitional inspirations, a hunch, what is frequently called the “aha” experience, as an answer to a long-asked query finally surfaces, or through dreams as the symbols are given again and again, thus accounting for what you would call the repeating dream. As the conscious mind becomes more aware of why it sees a portion of the self in a negative fashion, this understanding then releases the necessity for seeing in this fashion, for the entity has achieved some degree of the lesson that it programmed in the form of the understanding which it has now achieved, the product of experience, analysis and meditation allowing the intuition to bring a portion of that which is sought.

D asked: “I’ve been reading a book lately—I’m reading it through a second time on and in that book, they point out that a lot of times the way that we deal with others and treat others depends on the way that we speak to ourselves and treat ourselves, and that there are mental voices in our heads. We learn from our parents a way of dealing with ourselves—am I making any sense? Anyway, the question that I have is when we catch ourselves talking to ourselves in a less than kind or loving manner, do you have any advice on how we can turn that around and become kinder to ourselves and thus to…” Latwii replied we suggest that to the seeker all about it is a symbol of its seeking, for within your culture it is logical that being the child with the mother and father, would be utilized as a basic means of talking to the self and dealing with the world about the self, for the mother and father are the two greatest formative forces within the entity in its early life and form the foundation stones upon which the entity shall form its point of viewing itself and the world about it, and when the entity finds itself behaving in a manner which is less than loving, the entity may use this experience as catalyst for growth and the focus for meditation, for each viewing of the self in a less than loving manner is a symbolic representation of an experience which the entity has programmed into its life pattern in cooperation with the parents and others about it in order that there might be the biasing of the being in a certain fashion that lends to an overall balance of the total spirit of an entity, so this lesson emerges in symbolic form throughout the entity’s life experience. Latwii went on to say each time an entity in any experience views itself or another in a manner which is less than Loving, that experience can be used to achieve the balancing of Love, for in meditation there may be the focus upon what is known, but however the entity analyzed the seeing of the self in a negative fashion, and has thought upon this subject, these distillations of thought may be taken into meditation and focused upon in order that the unconscious mind may respond in a fashion which our brothers and sisters of Hatonn spoke upon earlier, and give the conscious mind some symbol of that which it seeks, for these symbols from the unconscious mind may become apparent to the conscious mind by intuitional inspirations as an answer to a query surfaces, or through dreams as the symbols are given accounting for the repeating dream, and as the conscious mind becomes aware of why it sees a portion of the self in a negative fashion, this understanding releases the necessity for seeing in this fashion, for the entity has achieved some degree of the lesson that it programmed in the form of the understanding which it has now achieved, the product of experience and meditation allowing the intuition to bring a portion of that which is sought. On May 8, 1983, Latwii spoke about the value of our intuitional inspirations:

As you meditate, and again fertilize your meditation with your desire to know the truth, you shall open deeper portions of yourself, those portions which serve as resources to the conscious mind. The intuitional inspirations then shall travel through the same openings, and become apparent to your conscious mind. You may find then in this manner that there are a number of possible solutions or possibilities that shall be presented to you as a result of such mediation. The intuitional inspirations may offer the more specific type of suggestions as to what lessons are being made available to you through the situations which you see and describe as procrastination in a more general manner. You may also discover that the desire which you take with you in meditation to seek the truth also returns to you enhanced, and becomes, shall we say, a motivational force or factor which allows you then to utilize the specific inspirational hunches which rise from the deeper portions of your being.

We apologize for the length of this query’s response, for the query was one of depth, and we felt the necessity of responding in depth in as well. May we respond in any further or simpler fashion, my sister?

D: No. [Inaudible] Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we had thought that perhaps if we waited for a long enough time once again, we would have another opportunity to answer a query, but we find that we have well and truly exhausted the queries for the evening. We thank you, each of you, my friends, for your request for our presence and the special gifts of your queries. We shall be with you in your meditations and any request. We leave you now in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai. Adonai, my friends.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “The question may arise in your mind, “How can I stop thinking about and believing in good and evil?” Let me give you an example which may help to clarify this point. Look at your hand, and ask yourself, “Is it a good hand or is it a bad hand?” And if you carry out into practice what you have learned thus far, you will have to admit that your hand is neither good nor bad: it is just a hand, a piece of flesh and a bundle of bones. It has no power to act in or of itself: it cannot pet, and it cannot punch; it cannot give, and it cannot withhold. But you can use it as an instrument for giving or withholding. You can do such things, but the hand cannot.

The hand is but an instrument for your use. It can be used for various purposes: it can give generously and benevolently or steal unashamedly, but this hand cannot of itself do anything. There has to be something to move the hand. Since you govern your hand, you can empower it to do good or evil, and not only can you empower the hand but also the body, sometimes to do good and sometimes to do evil.

However, when you have transcended mind and thought, it is then that both mind and body are governed and controlled by the I that is God, and this produces a mind, body, and daily experience which are neither good nor evil but spiritual. The secret again is in the attainment of the unconditioned mind through which the Soul functions as life and experience.

The very moment you are willing to admit that this hand can of its own self do nothing, it is governed by the I, and from then on it becomes an instrument of God carrying with it only the power to bless because you and I, of our own human selves, are no longer governing this hand: now I am, and I is God.”

Later this morning I arranged the five extra chairs in the living room for our public channeling session that will begin at 1 pm this afternoon.

This afternoon our public channeling session was attended by ten attendees and three instruments. Some of the questions that were asked of Q’uo were: “How do we help other people who are being abused?” “How do we heal wounds that we feel but do not remember?” “How do we best serve a patient as a therapist when we feel unseen spirits are present?” “How do we know that we are being of service?” and “How do we deal with a wounded companion?” It was another great group of open-hearted souls that always inspire me by their very presence!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 25

By What Star Shall You Steer

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full and divine Love of creation and Creator.

Does it not seem to you somehow unusual that we who accept the phrase of Holy Spirit never call ourselves holy and that we who are the Spirit of the living Christ never call Jesus Christ, Lord?

We are of the principle of full and divine consciousness and as such we are servants of your souls, those who Love the spirit within you.

It is for you to choose what principle guides your life, by what star you shall steer. Shall it be the Love of Jesus Christ, and shall you call Jesus Christ Lord of your life? That is your decision.

Your capacity for worship is your own private treasure. May you ever enlarge and make more noble and uplifted your times of worship and adoration! And if, as yet, you do not worship and do not adore, then spend more time in the inner room of silence, listening, in the growing awareness of Love.

We leave you in the Love and peace of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the L/Leema and Yadda channelings for today come from August 11, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. It is a privilege and a blessing to be called to this meeting this evening, and we share your path with you for a few short moments with utmost gratitude and in hopes that we may be of service to you as we discuss the question which you have put before us, that question being, “What is the nature of prejudice?”

The one whom you have often called the Ancient of Days, whom we prefer to call the Creator, or the one original Thought, designed a universe with interest in the variety of consciousness which might precipitate from the giving of free will to various portions of the Logos or Love. This variety was seen to be positive in nature and was intended further, in this particular Logos which your planet is influenced by, to offer endless opportunities for polarity, that is, the polarization in consciousness betwixt two conscious entities, thereby giving more variety of experience to the Creator. Therefore, from the same point of the one original Thought there is no possibility of prejudice. Now let us comb through many densities, many eons of developmental time and space to that illusion which you now experience which is the fruit of all experience that has gone before. As your third-density experience nears its end, the polarity which it is possible for this population to develop has been more or less developed, and some of those polarities involve biases which among your peoples are called prejudicial.

We would like to make two points about prejudice. Firstly, there is an understanding of the word itself which separates the negative portion of prejudice from the positive portions of prejudice. The root of this particular word in your language—and we take this from this instrument’s mind—is the Latin judicare, meaning to judge or discriminate. However, there is a prefix that is “pre-fixed,” in other words, there is that which goes before the judgment or discrimination. Literally, the word means “to prejudge,” to judge before you know the facts, to go into relationship with a stranger whom you have not previously known, and whose heart and essence you cannot possibly begin to touch, with a pre-formed and hardened opinion which takes on some of the negative qualities of that which you call among your peoples, will. The negative portion of prejudice, therefore, is simply that those who make judgments before they know the heart of any subject or consciousness are robbing themselves of an even greater variety of biases which might develop were one to attempt to walk in, as this instrument would say, the other person’s shoes, to feel as they feel, to think as they think, to be in the situation in which this entity exists.

The concept that L/Leema discussed this session was: What is the nature of prejudice? L/Leema began by saying the one whom you have called the Ancient of Days, whom we prefer to call the Creator, or the one original Thought, designed a universe with interest in the variety of consciousness which might precipitate from the giving of free will to various portions of Love, and this variety was seen to be positive in nature and was intended to offer endless opportunities for polarization in consciousness betwixt two conscious entities, thereby giving more variety of experience to the Creator, so from the one original Thought there is no possibility of prejudice, and now let us comb through many densities of developmental in time and space to that illusion which you now experience which is the fruit of all experience that has gone before, for as your third-density experience nears its end, the polarity which it is possible for this population to develop has been more or less developed, and some of those polarities involve biases which are prejudicial. Now L/Leema said we would like to make two points about prejudice, so firstly, there is an understanding of the word which separates the negative portion of prejudice from the positive portions of prejudice, and the root of this word in your language is the Latin judicare, meaning to judge, but there is a prefix that is “pre-fixed,” that which goes before the judgment, for the word means “to prejudge,” to judge before you know the facts, to go into relationship with a stranger whom you have not previously known, and whose heart and essence you cannot begin to touch with a pre-formed opinion which takes on some of the negative qualities of your will, yet the negative portion of prejudice is that those who make judgments before they know the heart of any subject are robbing themselves of a greater variety of biases which might develop were one to attempt to walk in the other person’s shoes and to be in the situation in which this entity exists. On March 12, 1995, Q’uo described the basic nature of prejudice:

As the person grows and has more and more experience the person acquires more and more baggage in the shape of what this instrument would call prejudices, what we would call biases. Manifestly, this is not an instinctive process, for there is no instinct towards cannibalism within your physical vehicles. There is no natural enemy in that sense amongst your people. The impulse to determine the degree of safety with which one may greet another has in most entities, by the time they reach their teenage years, as this instrument would say, the basic prejudices, biases, and wayward opinions that form the basic floor of the prejudicial system within an entity are formed, not, shall we say, set in concrete but nailed together fairly well and ready to be used as a base upon which to build an ever more articulated system of biases and judgment.

So, there is no bodily instinct for separating from other selves. However, there is a characteristic tendency which may be seen to be close to an instinct in third density entities to develop shortcuts that aid in making quick judgments about the safety and security of any present moment. There is that instinct gone wild. The instinct, itself, is to determine for each self, “Who am I?” Yet in the process of determining the key nature of the self, the tendency is to identify the self over against others who are different.

The first prejudice is that prejudice of the very young entity who, for the first time, realizes that it is not a part of the mother or the father. Entities at this young age discover the word “no,” and that impulse to negation is the crux of a process which has given your world one destructive and annihilating conflict after another. The initial impulse has no vice within it. That impulse to know the self, to define the boundaries of the self, and to become more self-aware is allowed to lower itself again and again by making judgments about others which make the self feel safer, more secure, or more comfortable. The basic point of conflict lies within the self as each self goes through repeated generations of “I am not this but that, not that but this,” again and again.

Since this is a limiting factor, and not a freeing factor, since prejudice imprisons the mind of the one who is prejudiced, it is a metaphysically unsound and counterproductive facet of one’s character, and it is not suggested that it be encouraged. We would like to point out, however, that although in no ultimate terms can you judge or discriminate within the illusion in matters having to do with ultimate reality, nevertheless, it is clear that one who lives in an illusion such as yours will find their power of discrimination to be most helpful, for there are those who speak well, and whose intentions are other than they speak. There are those who speak ill or who do not speak at all, and whose intentions are pure and good. This has little or nothing to do with any prejudicial component such as race, creed, color, sex, or age.

There is a further point which may be very helpful to those who wish to work with prejudice within themselves in order to become free of prejudice and become free to discriminate more freely and that is this. Prejudice is, to some extent, an instinct based upon the ultimate origin of the various races of your planetary sphere. Because more than one planetary sphere produced third-density candidates which have experienced third density upon this sphere, those of different planetary influences have fundamentally various archetypical minds, that is, part of their archetypical minds, that part connected with the racial consciousness, is in some cases subtly, in other cases widely different from race to race. The instinctive bias is that of the recognition of a difference. This is the fundamental instinctual and root reason for prejudice or prejudgment. It is not, however, valid in the sense that mind/body/spirit complexes are each the Creator, regardless of their planetary origins. Each, furthermore, has put in the span of third density’s space/time attempting to learn the same lessons of Love which each has attempted to learn. Therefore, the racial component becomes less and less as the entity becomes more and more consciously a child of the one infinite Creator.

L/Leema went on to say since this is a limiting factor, and since prejudice imprisons the mind of the one who is prejudiced, it is a metaphysically unsound facet of one’s character, and it is not suggested that it be encouraged, so we would like to point out that although in no ultimate terms can you judge within the illusion in matters having to do with ultimate reality, yet it is clear that one who lives in an illusion such as yours will find their power of discrimination to be helpful, for there are those who speak well and whose intentions are other than they speak, and there are those who speak ill, or who do not speak at all, and whose intentions are pure and good, but this has little to do with any prejudicial component such as race, creed, color, sex, or age. L/Leema continued by saying there is a point which may be helpful to those who wish to work with prejudice within themselves in order to become free of prejudice and become free to discriminate more freely, and that is that prejudice is an instinct based upon the origin of the various races of your planetary sphere because more than one planetary sphere produced third-density candidates which have experienced third density upon this sphere, and those of different planetary influences have various archetypical minds where part of their archetypical minds, connected with the racial consciousness, is in some cases subtly, in other cases widely, different from race to race, for the instinctive bias is that of the recognition of a difference, so this is the basic reason for prejudice, but it is not valid in the sense that mind/body/spirit complexes are each the Creator, regardless of their planetary origins since each has put in the span of third density’s space/time attempting to learn the same lessons of Love which each has attempted to learn, so the racial component becomes less as the entity becomes more consciously a child of the one infinite Creator. On June 6, 1992, Latwii described the third-density lessons of Love:

The lessons of your density are the lessons of Love. When enough of your people learn to Love one another, then the entire creation sings and resounds with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation. Therefore, by whatever means is available to the entity; each entity might therefore send the Love and Light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is.

To be prejudiced against any spirit which walks among you is possibly to be discriminating against one whom you would call a saint or angel if you but knew the heart of that person. We ask you, therefore, to forgive yourself for the inevitable prejudices that are involved in racial discrimination. We ask you further to clear your mind by progressive attempts during meditation of the prejudgment aspect having to do with discrimination. It is not appropriate when one is dealing with an infinite and eternal being that one should prejudge such a marvelous and miraculous piece and necessary portion of the one infinite Creator.

We would say one more thing about prejudice before we leave this instrument in order that we might answer a query. There are other prejudices or biases which have the same sort of limiting effect upon the self as racial prejudice. By this, we mean prejudice against certain types of music, certain types of written words, certain types of food, certain degrees of intelligence, certain accents, and so forth. These are the small change of prejudice. The damage done by this sort of prejudice is not as great as the damage done by racial prejudice due to the fact that you are only hurting yourself and not other people. Since one seldom says to another human, “I cannot speak with you because you are too stupid,” nor can music become insulted because one person will not listen to it, you are therefore limiting and damaging only yourself for the most part. However, it is well to think well enough of oneself to wish not to damage the self by these prejudices, but rather, again to listen once, taste once, see once, hear once, or feel once any new experience before one judges or discriminates. Prejudice, my friends, is that which limits; it is, therefore, that which kills, for freedom is that which causes Light. Without condemning yourself or any prejudice, therefore, we ask you again to consider well the possible virtue of meditating upon any prejudice which you may entertain in order that the prejudgment may give way to true and valid discrimination.

L/Leema continued by saying to be prejudiced against any spirit which walks among you is to be discriminating against one whom you would call a saint or angel if you but knew the heart of that person, and we ask you to forgive yourself for the prejudices that are involved in racial discrimination, so we ask you to clear your mind by progressive attempts during meditation of the prejudgment aspect having to do with discrimination, for it is not appropriate when dealing with an infinite being that one should prejudge such a miraculous portion of the one infinite Creator. Now L/Leema said there are other prejudices which have the same limiting effect upon the self as racial prejudice, and by this we mean prejudice against certain types of music, certain degrees of intelligence, and certain accents, for these are the small change of prejudice, so the damage done by this sort of prejudice is not as great as the damage done by racial prejudice due to the fact that you are only hurting yourself and no other people since one seldom says to another human, “I cannot speak with you because you are too stupid,” nor can music become insulted because one person will not listen to it, so you are limiting yourself, but it is well to think enough of oneself to wish not to damage the self by these prejudices, but to listen once, taste once, see once, hear once, or feel once any new experience before one judges, yet prejudice is that which limits and kills, for freedom is that which causes Light, but without condemning yourself, we ask you to consider the possible virtue of meditating upon any prejudice which you may entertain in order that the prejudgment may give way to true discrimination, and latwii said that we suggest that your discrimination has provided you with the path which has borne fruit, and we suggest the continued following of your own inclinations in this matter, remaining open to any source which appears to be of value. On June 19, 2005, Q’uo described the value of using our discrimination: 

We cannot say to you whether this storytelling is a good idea. It is entirely a product of your own discernment and judgment. We can say to you that in choosing to tell a story you join a very long line of wise, magical people who have decided to access the realm of the archetypal by parable rather than by discussion. We encourage you to be fearless as you proceed to use your discrimination and your heart in the unfolding of this purpose that you have chosen. We encourage you to trust yourself and to have faith, absolute and unwavering faith, in yourself.

We would leave this instrument at this time, being conscious of our tendency to give too long an answer when a short one has more pith and may be easier to digest. We are those of L/Leema and would now transfer, leaving you in Love and Light.

(Jim channeling)

I am L/Leema, and we are pleased to greet you through this instrument. We are happy that it has been able to discriminate our signal and to speak our thoughts. At this time, we would offer ourselves in any further attempts to answer queries which those present may have value in the asking. May we be of such service, my friends?

Carla: I would like to ask for some help. I can’t remember whether it was N or J that asked a question earlier—I guess it was N—about channeling the other Ra to find out what connection it might have with our Ra. It’s not a valid metaphysical practice, but I was at a loss as to how to approach explaining that, even though I’ve come to know it through years of meditating. I wonder if you could be short and clear and pithy where I was totally lost?

I am L/Leema, and we shall attempt this, my sister. Without judging the efforts of any to serve the one Creator and those about it, we may suggest that some attempts at vocal channeling are not what they appear at first to be. It may be that an entity who has a gift of being able to speak the thoughts of another is made aware of information which it feels is valuable. This information may also be of the channeled variety. This entity, in some degree, may feel that its service would be enhanced were it able to offer the channeling of the information which it has come across and feels to be valuable. The desire to serve is at the heart of this effort. Yet, if it is not that entity’s gift to channel this or that particular entity, it may be that within its own subconscious mind the process then takes life and information seeming to come from the entity which it values is then produced. This, though not seeming to be as it is, that is, a product of one’s subconscious mind, may, however, be of great value to that entity and perhaps others as well. Yet, for you, my sister, to attempt to channel that which was subconsciously fabricated would not be a service to this group anymore than another vocal channel’s attempt to channel those of the Ra would be to others about it.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No. It’s basically N’s question. N, [inaudible]?

N: No. I think I understood L/Leema’s reply that it was a fabricated thought form from the individual’s subconscious. Is that correct?

Carla: Yeah, that’s what they said.

I am L/Leema. Is there a further response that we might give to either entity?

Carla: I’m satisfied.

N: Well, then who is it that’s coming from the subconscious that’s not Ra?

I am L/Leema and am aware of your query, my brother. As you know from your own experience, in attempting to become what has been called the vocal channel or instrument, there is a great leeway or possibility of doubt for one serving as an instrument in that it is not provable to any entity that one is actually channeling another entity when the vocal channeling is attempted. This is in order that one’s free will shall always remain intact and that no seemingly superior entities will be unquestionably listened to, shall we say. The channel of whom you speak is one desiring to serve, and we do not wish in any way to denigrate that service. Yet it is a common error, shall we say, that entities with a great desire to serve others as vocal channels will, when made aware of information of a channeled variety which they value, then attempt to reproduce this in their own experience and, thereby, be of further service. But it is usually the case that instruments have abilities that match or vibrations of seeking that match those discarnate entities who then transmit information through them. When an instrument seeks to choose who it shall channel, then the surrender of the will which is necessary in this channeling process is not completely given. In such an instance there are two possibilities which explain the source of the entity then channeled.

Firstly, there are those of the negative polarization who are happy to mimic positive contacts and slowly lead astray those listening to their words, for the mimicking is continued only so long as is necessary to maintain the contact. Inevitably, there is information given which tends to detune the instrument and the group that may have gathered about it to support it in its service. In such a manner then, negative entities are able to remove the positive light of groups who become so detuned. The second possible source of such information is more benign, and that is the subconscious fabrication which the instrument may undertake on a somewhat conscious, yet very likely more unconscious level of determination. In such an instance the information given remains within the realm of knowledge of the instrument who serves as channel.

N asked: “Well, then who is it that’s coming from the subconscious that’s not Ra?” L/Leema replied as you know from your own experience in attempting to become an instrument, there is a possibility of doubt for one serving as an instrument in that it is not provable to any entity that one is actually channeling another entity when the vocal channeling is attempted, and this is in order that one’s free will shall always remain intact, and that no seemingly superior entities will be listened to, for the channel you speak of is one desiring to serve, and we do not wish to denigrate that service, yet it is a common error that entities with desire to serve others as vocal channels will, when made aware of information of a channeled variety which they value, attempt to reproduce this in their own experience and be of further service, but it is usually the case that instruments have vibrations of seeking that match those discarnate entities who transmit information through them, for when an instrument seeks to choose who it shall channel, then the surrender of the will which is necessary in this channeling process is not completely given, yet in such an instance there are two possibilities which explain the source of the entity then channeled. Now L/Leema said first, there are those of the negative polarization who are happy to mimic positive contacts and slowly lead astray those listening to their words, for the mimicking is continued only so long as is necessary to maintain the contact, but there is information given which tends to detune the instrument, and the group that may have gathered about it to support it in its service, for in such a manner negative entities are able to remove the positive Light of groups who become detuned, and the second possible source of such information is more benign, and that is the subconscious fabrication which the instrument may undertake on a somewhat conscious, yet very likely more unconscious level of determination, but in such an instance the information given remains within the realm of knowledge of the instrument who serves as channel. On November 19, 1998, Q’uo described the difficulties of the vibrations of seeking:

Those who now move into incarnation within this planetary sphere’s third-density illusion are aware that this is the time of graduation, that this particular planet is having somewhat of a difficult birthing for the fourth-density population that is to inhabit this planetary sphere. The difficulties of blending vibrations, of seeking in unity, and of recognizing the Creator in all are significant enough that there are, as you are well aware, many wars, misunderstandings, miscommunications and other difficulties that make this illusion one filled with confusion, and that which seems to be a turmoil of significant degree. This is seen as a kind of chaotic expression of energy by those awaiting incarnation. Yet it is not seen as that which deters the desire to move into the third-density illusion in this planetary influence and to experience the opportunities that await those who seek their own graduation and the graduation of those of their vibration. Rather, the difficulties that are perceived are seen as further opportunities for service as those challenges which enhance the incarnational abilities to learn the lessons of Love and to serve the Light of the one Creator.

I am L/Leema: May we answer further, my brother?

N: If a question is not educated, the channels on that level, when you mentioned knowledge, are limited?

I am L/Leema. We believe we grasp your query. Please question further if we are mistaken. We spoke in the second instance of the possibility of information being subconsciously fabricated by an instrument whose desire is to serve others by channeling information from an entity belonging to another group. When this occurs, that is, the subconscious fabrication of information, this information then will remain within the realm of whatever level of metaphysical understanding the channel has achieved.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: Okay. I’m new at this game, so who will I channel?

I am L/Leema, and this query is upon another topic, for within this group there are a number of entities who have become regulars, shall we say, to this group. As you or any new instrument would then undertake to serve as a channel for this group’s contacts, you then would be available for the channeling of whatever entity was at that time working with this group. The newer instruments in this group are usually introduced to the vocal channeling phenomenon by those of Laitos and Hatonn, for they are of the Love vibration which is much broader in its broadcast beam than are those of Latwii, those of Oxal, or our own social memory complex. For we inhabit the density of Light and must therefore transmit a narrower and more difficult beam to receive.

If you are desirous of pursuing the path of the vocal channel within this group, and if you give over your will that a contact can be made through your instrument, you will channel whatever entity is working this group at the time you are channeling. It is not likely that you will choose what entity you desire to channel because you admire or appreciate one entity’s information over another’s. The vocal channel desires to serve in whatever capacity is available to it; when it has tuned this desire and has challenged any contact, then it may speak freely, without fear of fabrication of any kind.

May we answer further, my brother?

J: No. But I’m glad you told me that I won’t channel some weirdo out there—and that’s not a question. Thank you.

I am L/Leema. Is there another query that we might attempt?

N: Yes, as an addendum to J’s question, the Yadda that Carla channels, is that Yadda, the same as Mark Prover’s? Yadda, and do all, shall we say, does Yadda transmit to other channels at this time, and does L/Leema and Latwii also transmit to other channels? At the same time?

I am L/Leema, and am aware of your query, my brother. The ones known as Yadda to this group are the ones which you have become familiar with in your studies and in your listening to the tapes which contain this entity’s words as they were transcribed and delivered through the one known as Mark. It is occasionally the case that a group of entities such as Yadda or even ourselves, or any within the Confederation, will be able to make contact and maintain contact with a number of groups such as this one. The number is not important. The groups so contacted are contacted because their call or desire to serve and to learn matches a certain group’s vibratory identification, shall we say.

It is seldom the case that such contacts are able to be maintained by those of the Confederation over a very long period of time as you measure time, for each group and each instrument will undergo the testing and the temptations by those of a negative orientation who desire to remove the Light that is metaphysically created by such a contact between the Confederation and any group of your planet. This is a balancing phenomenon that must accompany any such contact, for where there is the opportunity for Light to radiate to those of your planet, there must also be the opportunity for the darkness to have its sway as well. In this way, the free will of each instrument is maintained and enhanced as the continuous choice is made to tune and challenge all such contacts and further serve the one Creator by purifying the desire of the self and the group. Thus, it is often the case that groups or instruments will be unaware of the necessity of tuning and challenging, and will then receive a temptation from the negative entity or entities to focus on information that is of a more transient nature, such as the date and nature of various disasters and information of a specific nature regarding inventions, discoveries, means of making great wealth available that the group might be glorified above the message that it has previously been privileged to offer to others. Thus, contact is often lost and continuous channeling of one entity by a number of groups is therefore not a frequent phenomenon.

N asked: “Yes, as an addendum to J’s question, the Yadda that Carla channels, is that Yadda, the same as Mark Prover’s? Yadda, and do all, shall we say, does Yadda transmit to other channels at this time, and does L/Leema and Latwii also transmit to other channels? At the same time?” L/Leema said  the ones known as Yadda to this group are the ones which you have become familiar with in your listening to the tapes which contain this entity’s words as they were transcribed and delivered through Mark, so it is occasionally the case that a group of entities such as Yadda, or any within the Confederation, will be able to maintain contact with a number of groups such as this one, but the number is not important, for the groups are contacted because their desire to serve and to learn matches a certain group’s vibratory identification. Now L/Leema said it is seldom that contacts are able to be maintained by those of the Confederation over a long period of time, for each group and each instrument will undergo the testing and the temptations by those of a negative orientation who desire to remove the Light that is metaphysically created by such a contact between the Confederation and any group of your planet, for this is a balancing phenomenon that must accompany any contact, yet where there is the opportunity for Light to radiate to those of your planet, there must also be the opportunity for the darkness to have its way as well, so in this way the free will of each instrument is enhanced as the continuous choice is made to tune and challenge all contacts and further serve the one Creator by purifying the desire of the self and the group since it is often the case that instruments will be unaware of the necessity of tuning and challenging, and will receive a temptation from the negative entities to focus on information that is of a more transient nature, such as the date and nature of disasters and information of a specific nature regarding inventions, discoveries, means of making great wealth available that the group might be glorified above the message that it has previously offered to others, and the contact is often lost, and continuous channeling of one entity by a number of groups is not a frequent phenomenon. On September 30, 1984, Latwii spoke of the necessity of tuning and challenging for a channel:

We might suggest for this particular type of service as a vocal channel that you determine a means of the tuning and challenging of an energy or entity which you sense in any manner, and that you utilize this means of tuning and challenging so that you might express to the channel only those energies and entities that are of a positive and beneficial nature to those about you and to your own being as well. This type of tuning and challenging is also useful in the daily life, shall we say, where one has a time set aside, preferably before the day begins, to set the course, shall we say, that the entity shall attempt to follow for the day. A course that is built upon service and seeking and is illuminated by the Light and Love of the One dwelling in One. This means a ritualizing of the tuning may enhance your ability to use your increasing sensitivites in ways which shall assure a balance for the mind and the body and the spirit.

May we answer you further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I have a problem that’s been bothering me, not for great wealth or truth or anything else, other than the fact that it’s for my own particular awareness, and I’d ask Latwii about it…

[Side one of tape ends.]

…but there was a question asked of Latwii about an intergalactic battle that occurred over in Africa, and I’m not really interested in the date, other than the fact than just some sort of confirmation that the two hundred people saw it, that it did occur. And if it did occur, why would the Confederation allow this sort of scene to occur to sort of put a, shall we say, negative light on the UFOs, or was it a negative implant? You see, it didn’t occur in our regular newspapers. And, the reason that it was allowed to occur was the germane point.

I am L/Leema, and we feel we have a grasp of your query, my brother. As we investigate this issue, we see there has been a great deal of misunderstanding generated by those who were witness to this event, and this misunderstanding was further amplified by those who chose to report it in the manner in which it was finally received and read by those of this group. The occurrence itself must remain somewhat within the realms of mystery, for it was a display that was meant to have a limited impact, shall we say.

Those witness to this display interpreted it in a manner which matched their expectations, or—to return to our topic for the evening—in a manner which matched their prejudicial points of view, for when craft of a seeming extraterrestrial origin are observed within the skies, and there are a number of such craft maneuvering in a manner which is quite eccentric, it is easy to assume that there is a battle being fought. It is as the child observing an incident which is beyond its scope and of necessity needing to describe this incident in terms which it understands, yet in such a description great distortions enter in. We may suggest that this is the case with the incident of which you speak. Therefore, the ones reporting this incident, shall we say, jumped upon the bandwagon and were only too happy to amplify the description, and we are somewhat surprised that there was not a body count given.

May we answer further, my brother?

N: Thank you very much. I did feel that there should not have been an intergalactic battle, so to speak, between the three ships that they mentioned, and that was my premise for repeating the question that wasn’t answered earlier. But thank you very much.

I am L/Leema, and am honored to be able to serve in even a small capacity. Is there another query?

C: Yes. Earlier I was picking up your conditioning, and after a period of time of experiencing it, I was starting to drift off, and after it occurred, one of our second-density creatures came over and more or less grounded me down. How was this creature able, if it was the case, that it felt that I needed it to come over and help keep me in place?

I am L/Leema, and we apologize, my brother, for giving our conditioning vibration in such a large dose, for we are yet new to contact with those of your people and tend to step up our voltage somewhat overmuch with initial contacts. This was the case this evening and we were happy to find a small creature who could easily be influenced to infringe upon your aura and thus call you back to, shall we say, the land of the conscious.

May we answer further, my brother?

C: Whenever I get a conditioning, and I know it’s warm tonight, but the experience was done, it was, well, say heavy-handedly, the energy is felt as heat. Is that the case always? Is it always experienced as heat when it’s, say, overdone?

I am L/Leema, and this is usually the case, my brother, for the one such as yourself who chooses to serve as the vocal instrument does so in manner much like a wire which carries one of your electrical impulses. When the impulse is of too great a voltage for the capacity of the wire to conduct, there is usually the overheating. This is quite literally the case with you this evening and is usually to be associated with any instrument who has been given too great a dose of the conditioning vibration.

May we answer further, my brother?

C: Well, the conditioning initially was to me an extremely pleasant sort of state. I guess I got too much into the experience of feeling it as opposed to really—I guess I was—analyzing’s the main thrust. But yet I want to again get back into being a vocal channel. I’m very interested in doing—in actually channeling yourself, but there is a hesitancy because I do tend to go further into a trance than need be for channeling. What do I need to do to keep this from occurring?

I am L/Leema. With practice, this tendency towards trance may be alleviated by the suggestion to yourself with each experience that you shall remain conscious and able to cease the process at any point. We shall, as always, be most happy to work with you, and to offer our conditioning in doses which are determined to be of the proper quantity. We will attempt, if this is your desire, to offer that conditioning which is well short of any amount that would aid in trance and then work our way toward the optimum level of conditioning that would facilitate the clearest possible transmission of our thoughts through your instrument.

May we answer further, my brother?

C: No, thank you for working with me tonight.

I am L/Leema, and we are honored to do so, my brother. And we thank you for your open-hearted sharing of your own self with us. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am L/Leema. We thank you, my friends, for inviting our presence this evening. We are honored to share our words with you. We are honored to take those thoughts which have some value in your seeking and to fashion them as best we can into those concepts known as words. Yet we realize how far short any word falls in its ability to describe that which is beyond description. We hope that each of you will look and listen with not only the mind but the heart and your very soul as well and see beyond the word to the great field of Love which lies behind all manifestation. It is this Love that we attempt to share, the great variety of ways that equals the many words we speak through these instruments.

Please look at the words as messengers. They cannot contain that which sends them forth and which gives them life; yet they can point a direction. The direction is toward the heart of Love within each of you and within all creation. Look there within your own being and about you as you move through your daily lives for the inspirations that will carry you onward. We move with you in this great journey of seeking the truth and the one Creator that is all truth. We leave you now and look forward to joining again in such a gathering. We are L/Leema. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I Yadda. I greet you in Love and Light of infinite Creator. We thank the entity known as J for asking for our presence, and we thank each for the patience at the end of long session to allow us come among you at this time. We identify ourselves to you formally. We are Yadda Di-shi-hi-ty. We been trying to lose the last of that name, but it keep catching up with us. Aheh heh! So, we go ahead and use the whole thing. Now, we got to say a few good words or we don’t have any reason to be here. So, we going to give you a few cosmic words here—and practice our “R’s” too.

Now, we want to talk to you about food and anything else that you love. This instrument loves food; other people love money; other people love power, but we always ask you the same question: Who are you? Love.

Let’s look at food. There is a banquet before you, and you eat and eat, and you are just so happy because your stomach is so full, and you have eaten until you can eat no more, but you know you gonna get hungry again. Now those who want money usually get money because that’s what they want. But you know what? They never get enough. The more money, the more they want money more. It is the same with power; it is the same with those things that you love that are part of the mundane world.

What are you going to do to get yourself a meal that sticks with you or money that does not spend? We suggest that there is food which shall cause you to hunger no more, that there are riches so great that the wise man sells all that he has to get the riches of wisdom. There are those who love power but finally discover power that does not corrupt or go away within themselves. That is the power to surrender to the inner self. You got a whole kingdom there that will give you food, and money, and power. It will not stand on this Earth, as you call it; however, you are not here for very long at a time, are you? And you need to store up that which will not become corrupt, nor will it go away. Therefore, we ask you to look within in the meditation for that sustenance that does not fail you.

We would say in closing that we begin to understand this instrument’s love of the one she calls Jesus because He fed all the people with bread and fish. But you know, the one known as Buddha would say, “Go hungry if you want to; it does not matter—you can eat in your next lifetime.” This instrument likes food too much to like that kind of thinking. Aha?!

So. We shall leave you in joy that we are able to share with you. How fortunate we are, and we thank you for asking as to our origin. It is good to know to whom you are speaking. We are one of the good guys, as far as we know. We ask that if anything which we may have said is not that which would have been said by good guys, you ignore us completely and get on with your life. On that note, we shall leave you in the utmost wimitwess—we gonna have to do that again—limitless Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Yadda. Adonai. Adonai.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “The question may arise in your mind, “How can I stop thinking about and believing in good and evil?” Let me give you an example which may help to clarify this point. Look at your hand, and ask yourself, “is it a good hand, or is it a bad hand?” And if you carry out into practice what you have learned thus far, you will have to admit that your hand is neither good nor bad: it is just a hand, a piece of flesh and a bundle of bones. It has no power to act in or of itself: it cannot pet, and it cannot punch; it cannot give, and it cannot withhold. But you can move it; you can use it as an instrument for giving or withholding. You can do such things, but the hand cannot.

The hand is but an instrument for your use. It can be used for various purposes: it can give generously and benevolently or steal unashamedly, but this hand cannot of itself do anything. There has to be something to move the hand. Since you govern your hand, you can empower it to do good or evil, and not only can you empower the hand but also the body, sometimes to do good and sometimes to do evil.

However, when you have transcended mind and thought, it is then that both mind and body are governed and controlled by the I that is God, and this produces a mind, body, and daily experience which are neither good nor evil but spiritual. The secret again is in the attainment of the unconditioned mind through which the Soul functions as life and experience.

The very moment you are willing to admit that this hand can of it own self do nothing, it is governed by the I, and from then on it becomes an instrument of God carrying with it only the power to bless because you and I, of our own human selves, are no longer governing this hand: now I am, and I is God.

Turn now from consideration of your hand, and take your whole body into your mind and realize this same truth: you do not have a good or a bad body, a young or an old body. Your body is merely so much flesh and bones. In and of itself, it has no intelligence; it knows nothing about either disease or health; it knows nothing about time, nothing about calendars. Unfortunately, the human “I” does, and because of that, the body changes. The body knows nothing about seasons of the year, whether it is winter or summer, good weather or bad, but again, unfortunately, we do, and because of that the body reflects whatever we accept in our mind.

It is the mind which becomes the avenue through which the body takes on the beliefs of the world. It is the mind, then which determines whether the body is good or bad, young or old, well or sick, but when there is neither a good body nor a bad one, a young one nor an old one, from that moment on, I, which is the presence and power of God, takes over and begins to manifest Its conditions on the body.”

Later this morning I vacuumed the first floor of my home, and then I went outside and used the rental lawn mower to cut the grass in my yard for the first time this year.

This afternoon I used Whip Lash to trim the areas of grass that the rental lawn mower could not get to. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow all walkways and the porch clean.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 24

To Your Heart’s Health

I am of the consciousness of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the midst of paradise, where Love abounds and Light never fails. So, it is within your heart. Love abounds and Light never fails.

All souls have what you may call a dark side. There are things that lay heavy upon the soul. There are thoughts of past and thoughts of future. And in this heaviness, in this past and this future, the joyful present is lost within your heart and your soul.

Look at the good that comes to you today. Be quiet and sure and aware ahead of time that good shall come to you. Expect it. And if that which you get is unexpectedly difficult, search out the Love that you are to learn and express for Jesus the Christ.

Let this be for you a day of rejoicing; a day of moving into the love of the Creator; a day lost in praise of Jesus the Christ.

There are those of you who do not wish to reckon with Jesus the Christ. We of the Spirit of the full consciousness of love suggest only that you need not reckon with the entity Jesus, but to your heart’s health and your soul’s life, you must reckon with Christhood. Gaze at the story of the man and grasp the meaning and the implications of living the full consciousness of Love.

When you have done so, do not despair but rejoice, for we are with you always.

Our peace and love be with you now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the L/Leema, Latwii, and Yadda channelings for this session come from August 4, 1985:

(Carla channeling)

I am L/Leema, and greet you in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are most gratified this evening to be requested to join in meditation, and we are grateful for the work that one known as L1 has done. We feel that we are making progress in this conditioning and will continue when there is an opportunity such as this one by using this instrument to work with this channel and any other channel who may wish to experience the contact in the future, as you would say. We greet each of you and bless each of you and find great beauty in each of you and, again, we thank you that you allow us to share our limited suppositions and opinions with you.

The question before us is the point which occurs well into the spiritual journey. Therefore, we wish to state the question and then attempt to put it in context. It is our understanding that the query involves the balancing technique described by those known to you as Ra which involves accentuating of the distortion as the opening move towards the balance in the personality of that distortion. To put this in context, we must look at your situation. You are shipwrecked on an island that spins in space. You cannot escape from this island during your incarnational experience, and you are separated from other consciousness of the same or higher density by limitless Light or space. You share this with each of those who are your companions upon your island home, the vast majority of which are not at all interested in balancing their distortions in the fullest sense, but rather are usually interested in accentuating pleasant distortions and eliminating or numbing uninteresting sensations and emotions.

Therefore, it must be assumed that this technique is of no use to most of those upon your planet. This does not mean that they who have no access to this technique will not learn, for the incarnational experience is very efficient and enough catalyst is given to each that the basic plan of the higher self is at least presented, if not realized. However, those within this domicile at this time have made a decision, the dimensions of which are immense. That decision is to seek the truth. Although there is no distance to this journey of seeking, the effort and the time which you spend in seeking actively and passively, that is, through action and through meditation is an accelerating force which causes your mental/emotional complex to experience in a more rapid and intense manner not only events, but the emotional overtones and undertones of the event.

In this session L/Leema spoke about using the balancing exercises as part of the spiritual journey. Then began by saying the question before us is the point which occurs well into the spiritual journey, so we wish to state the question and then attempt to put it in context, for it is our understanding that the query involves the balancing technique described by those of Ra which involves accentuating of the distortion as the opening move towards the balance in the personality of that distortion, so to put this in context, we must look at your situation, for you are shipwrecked on an island that spins in space, but you cannot escape from this island during your incarnational experience, and you are separated from other consciousness of the same or higher density by limitless Light or space, yet you share this with each of those who are your companions upon your island home, the vast majority of which are not at all interested in balancing their distortions in the fullest sense, but rather are interested in accentuating pleasant distortions and eliminating emotions. Now L/Leema said it must be assumed that this technique is of no use to most of those upon your planet, but this does not mean that they who have no access to this technique will not learn, for the incarnational experience is efficient, and enough catalyst is given to each that the basic plan of the higher self is presented, if not realized, but those within this domicile have made a decision, the dimensions of which are immense, and that decision is to seek the truth, yet there is no distance to this journey of seeking, so the time which you spend in seeking actively and passively through action and meditation is an accelerating force which causes your mental/emotional complex to experience in a more intense manner not only events, but the emotional overtones and undertones of the event. On December 26, 1984, Latwii describe the nature of seeking the truth:

So, my brother, you need not worry about the expense or the time required to seek the truth. If you have the desire to seek the truth, you may do so each moment of your existence as you see yourself in each entity that you meet, as you see yourself as the Creator in each situation in which you find yourself. There is no end to the opportunities for seeking the truth, the Creator, and your self, for all are one thing. You live in that one thing as that one thing.

Let us look at an analog that is very simple, an analog to a concept which does not seem simple, but complex. The analog is this: When a young boy or girl rides their bike, if they take it very slowly, they will not have to lean as they go around a corner and it is unlikely that any harm will come to them through miscalculation. This is the case of most upon your planet who have not chosen to accelerate their seeking. Now if this same boy or girl chooses to speed up their journey, they will run into several different problems, all related to their rate of speed. A bicycle going above a certain velocity cannot change its course without first leaning, not in the direction it wishes to go, but in the opposite direction; when one has achieved a certain velocity, one may not see a traffic problem, a bump in the road, and so forth, and one may fall off one’s bike and hurt oneself.

Now let us turn that simple analogy and look at what seems to be a complex question. When the seeker discovers catalyst affecting them, regardless of the conscious spiritual attitude of the seeker, the lower or deeper portions of the mind will cause certain reactions to bubble up as they had been programmed to do by this incarnational pattern of childhood or because of racial memory, planetary memory, or cosmic memory. You will react to catalyst, my friends. The concept of indifference is not one we recommend as one which is helpful when one is faced with catalyst. Rather, we suggest a great deal of interest be given to what is occurring. Is the catalyst due to the attempt to go around the corner? Is the catalyst due, in other words, to a change, a transformation that one is attempting to achieve? Is the catalyst such that some change or transformation might be suggested? If this is the case, and it often is when catalyst is involved, the leaning as you go around the corner is the accentuation in a brief manner preparatory to making the change towards that which you do not want within yourself or within your mind. For you must have a good grasp of what it is you are leaving as well as what it is you are seeking before you can plainly and efficiently make the transformation. It has been noted that the accentuation can get out of hand—a body can become sick; a mind can become diseased; an anger can become magnified; and all these things seem to blow up, to explode in such a way as to destroy the possibility of transformation.

Now L/Leema said let us look at an analog that is simple, an analog to a concept which does not seem simple, but complex, and the analog is this: When a young boy or girl rides their bike, if they take it slowly, they will have to lean as they go around a corner, and it is unlikely that any harm will come to them through miscalculation, and this is the case of most upon your planet who have not chosen to accelerate their seeking, but if this same boy or girl chooses to speed up their journey, they will run into several different problems, all related to their rate of speed, for a bicycle going above a certain velocity cannot change its course without first leaning in the direction it wishes to go, so when one has achieved a certain velocity, one may not see a bump in the road, and one may fall off one’s bike and hurt oneself. L/Leema continued by saying now let us turn that simple analogy and look at what seems to be a complex question, for when the seeker discovers catalyst affecting them, regardless of the conscious spiritual attitude of the seeker, the deeper portions of the mind will cause certain reactions to bubble up as they had been programmed to do by this incarnational pattern of childhood or because of racial memory, planetary memory, or cosmic memory, for you will react to catalyst, but the concept of indifference is not one we recommend as one which is helpful when one is faced with catalyst, so we suggest a great deal of interest be given to what is occurring: “Is the catalyst due to the attempt to go around the corner? Is the catalyst due, in other words, to a change, a transformation that one is attempting to achieve? Is the catalyst such that some change or transformation might be suggested?” L/Leema said if this is the case the leaning as you go around the corner is the accentuation in a brief manner preparatory to making the change towards that which you do not want within your mind, for you must have a good grasp of what it is you are leaving as well as what it is you are seeking before you can make the transformation, for it has been noted that the accentuation can get out of hand: a body can become sick; a mind can become diseased; and all these things seem to blow up in such a way as to destroy the possibility of transformation. On November 20, 1994, Q’uo described the nature of transformation:

Once these dusty cobwebs of past negative emotion are swept from that subconscious place, then forgiveness may blossom and then the seeker discovers almost by reflex that the circumstances of the incarnation have been transformed. The first few epiphanies, or times of transformation within a seeker’s experience, are those which free portions of the self so that various energies are sequentially set free within the individual, clearing the channel on a higher and higher level.

Entities who work with healing the incarnation are those which have gone through those times of testing which may be seen to be partial and, therefore, have come to a place where the next time of transformation is that one which was the final transformation within the life or incarnation which has to do with oneself only, and at this time of final transformation, or initiation, the whole self, the whole life becomes soft and malleable, if the seeker is at that time perfectly willing to forgive all. Therefore, the way of faith being followed, in due time the healing of the incarnation becomes a gift given to the self by the subconscious levels of self, aided by what this instrument would call the Holy Spirit and what we often call the higher self.

Let us go back to the child on the bike. When someone falls off of a bike, that entity picks up the bike, checks themself and the bike for damage, patches up what is necessary and renegotiates the turn. When the seeker in attempting to process catalyst falls off of the firm intention to “do good,” shall we say, or to use a more accurate term, to follow a positive path, the seeker may well feel bruised, battered, injured, and without any proper vehicle for making that transformation previously so eagerly sought. However, there is no moment within or without of the incarnational framework of your ongoing consciousness within which there does not lie the possibility for transformation, the possibility for polarization, the possibility to see Love. We do not mean to be simplistic. We realize that there are deep concerns within this group having to do with life and death. We realize that two within this group have died, and we realize that in both cases, the entities were in the process of making rapid spiritual progress. My friends, these entities are still making rapid spiritual progress due to the effort which knocked them off of their bicycles, spiritually speaking. You must remember that this is an illusion. You are looking at a shadow world. You feel as though you are full and the sky is empty, but in truth you are very empty compared to the fullness of the living ethers.

L/Leema went on to say let us go back to the child on the bike, so when someone falls off of a bike, that entity picks up the bike, checks themself and the bike for damage, patches up what is necessary and renegotiates the turn, and when the seeker in attempting to process catalyst falls off of its intention to follow a positive path, the seeker may feel injured and without any vehicle for making that transformation previously so eagerly sought, but there is no moment within or without of the incarnational framework of your ongoing consciousness within which there does not lie the possibility for transformation, the possibility for polarization, the possibility to see Love, but we do not mean to be simplistic, for we realize that there are concerns within this group having to do with life and death, and we realize that two within this group have died, and we realize that in both cases, the entities were in the process of making rapid spiritual progress, yet these entities are still making rapid spiritual progress due to the effort which knocked them off of their bicycles, spiritually speaking, so you must remember that this is an illusion, and you are looking at a shadow world, for you feel as though you are full, and the sky is empty, but in truth you are empty compared to the fullness of the living ethers. On October 9, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of spiritual progress:

For the most part, one’s sense of one’s progress must be left to faith. In the world around you, much of spiritual progress is rather pushed upon one from behind, by the context of guilt, sin, and correction of that guilt and sin, by doing something perceived as virtuous or good. This has almost nothing to do with spiritual progress. In truth, we believe that progress is an organic process that uses everything that you are, weaving and reweaving context on the one hand, and every thought of substance that you think on the other hand, to create a shifting kaleidoscope of color, texture and form.

Therefore, as you meditate, trust that you do not need to be pushed from behind to make progress. The Creator is calling to you from the alpha and the omega of the circle of oneness. Spiritual gravity is building up within you, and you are called from beyond yourself ever forward with the inevitably of weather, taxes, and so forth.

You cannot help progressing. Your only question is whether or not you wish to progress faster than the surrounding ambience or environment out of which you come. Naturally, you wish to progress faster than humankind as a tribe is progressing, for the humankind that is your tribe upon planet Earth is having systemic difficulties that are deep and substantial. They need not concern you, yet you must and you do make a conscious decision to separate yourself from that ambience and to move into a far more individualized and creative personal environment.

You create for yourself a hotbed, a greenhouse, an enhanced growing environment by doing the meditation, the contemplation, the reading, and the daydreaming. You are continuing to create growth conditions for yourself.

We shall leave this group, hoping that we may have been of some help and rejoicing with all our hearts that you have asked such a question. For we always hope to offer inspiration, and we find that the concept of the infinite amount of hope which, as far as we know is the nature of spiritual reality, is a very inspiring message to offer you. We ask you to remember as you fall off, get back on, turn corners, accentuate the turning of the corner in order to make a more efficient turning, and so forth that you are the Love in this island home; you are the Light in this fragile Earth.

We thank you for your service; we thank you for allowing us to be of service. We are known to you as L/Leema. We leave you at an accentuated point at which it is darkest. And we wait with you for the dawning, rejoicing in the coming of the Light and rejoicing with you that your Love and your Light, that which comes through you from the source of Love and Light, can and will renew the Earth. We leave you in the Light. Adonai. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. We too thank you for inviting our presence this evening. We are overjoyed to be able to join your group, and we look forward to any queries which might be presented for our mutual benefit. May we ask for the first query?

T: Yes, I have a question. I’ve been, for the last month or so, looking for a particular person, and one day at work I was meditating, and I had actually spoken to Latwii, and I laid my head back to meditate for a while, and it seemed like two names that were actually younger brother and sister of the person I was trying to get ahold of, they just popped into my mind. I hadn’t thought of those two names for a long time, and so I went inside and looked them up, and there was one of them. I called and got the phone number for the lady I was trying to get ahold of. Did you, you-all, have anything to do with that? That’s my question.

I am Latwii, and we, my brother, are happy to say that we were merely witnesses to the coincidence of your seeking and finding that which you sought. The mind in its various portions and capacities contains a great deal more information than any here would easily believe, for, indeed, you are one with all that occurs. Within your personal memory there were names which were retrieved and presented for the aid that they might give in your seeking. We observed this phenomenon, and our only part was, shall we say, was to deepen your meditation as requested in order that this information might become more easily accessible.

May we answer further, my brother?

T: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you. Is there another query?

Carla: Well, that brings up an interesting query, at least it’s interesting to me. My grandmother has a theory that we have little file clerks in our heads, and when we can’t think of something, we tell the clerk to go find it, and then we forget about it because it doesn’t do any good to worry about it. And in fifteen minutes or in two days or in two weeks, however long the file clerk takes, it will trot up to the front brain and tell it that it’s found the information. Does something like that actually happen when we make a request to our brain for information that we can’t immediately remember?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Those who utilize the power of mind in a conscious fashion may describe and create their “fashion,” and it shall be as effective as the image which was used to create it. Thus, if one imagines that there are clerks of one nature or another within the mind who may move to another portion of the mind and retrieve information needed from that portion and present it to the conscious mind in this fashion, then in this fashion will such a mind operate. There are many, many ways of utilizing the mind and its ability to recall that in which it was co-Creator.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I don’t know computer language at all, but people have often spoken of the brain as a computer, and I see this request as kind of requesting the computer for data, and I guess what I should have said was that my question had to do with not whether there was a file clerk in there, but if there was a purposive searching that went on independent of the original intention to do the search, which was roughly equivalent to giving the computer a program that it would take an unknown amount of time to process but that it was going to process it.

I am Latwii and believe that we now have a better grasp of the nature of your query. Please query further if we are mistaken. There are a number of ways to describe the process of which you speak, that is, the seeking of information by the conscious mind and the process by which the information is found and perhaps where it is found. The charging of a desire is the most important portion of the finding of the object of the desire. The experience of the entity provides it a framework within which it might move and continue to move as the framework accumulates what you would call experience through time. All experience is recorded within the moment of its occurrence. Those partaking in the event will be the primary recorders, shall we say. They shall have the initial experience and shall be able to provide that experience to whatever mind seeks the experience for its own use. When the charge is put upon the desire to know a certain distortion of the truth, then this desire in a conscious fashion moves through the being or metaphysical portions of the entity so seeking. The charge matches that which is sought. Thus, if there are no resistances, shall we say, along the line of travel, the retrieval of the information is immediate, for the seeking is undertaken within one environment, that is, the fabric of your creation, the one Creator.

If there are, however, any forms, thought forms of interference or resistance along the line of travel—and this is usually the case in one degree or another—then the impulse must find its way through or around this resistance. There must be what you would call a gestation period during which the impulse is able to move through the resistance by a progress of what you might call osmosis or bleeding through. The resistances are usually a function of the program of catalyst, an emotional charge of one form or another which inhibits a free flow of information and necessitates a circuitous flow of information. Thus, the imperfect memory, because of small emotional charges given to portions of learning as they are initially processed, usually within the younger years of an entity. Thus, dreams and intuitional hunches are often utilized by the deeper portions of the mind as means of circumnavigating these blockages or resistances to the free flow of information.

Carla asked: “I don’t know computer language at all, but people have often spoken of the brain as a computer, and I see this request as kind of requesting the computer for data, and I guess what I should have said was that my question had to do with not whether there was a file clerk in there, but if there was a purposive searching that went on independent of the original intention to do the search, which was roughly equivalent to giving the computer a program that it would take an unknown amount of time to process but that it was going to process it.” Latwii began by saying there are a number of ways to describe the process of seeking information by the conscious mind, and the process by which the information is found and where it is found, for the setting of a desire is the most important portion of finding of the object of the desire, so the experience of the entity provides it a framework within which it might continue to move as the framework accumulates experience through time, for all experience is recorded within the moment of its occurrence, and those partaking in the event will be the primary recorders, so they shall have the initial experience and shall be able to provide that experience to whatever mind seeks the experience for its own use, yet when the charge is put upon the desire to know a certain distortion of the truth, then this desire, in a conscious fashion, moves through the metaphysical portions of the entity so seeking as the charge matches that which is sought, but if there are no resistances along the line of travel, the retrieval of the information is immediate, for the seeking is undertaken within the fabric of your creation, the one Creator. Latwii went on to say if there are any thought forms of resistance along the line of travel, then the impulse must find its way through or around this resistance, and there must be a gestation period during which the impulse is able to move through the resistance by a progress of bleeding through since the resistances are usually a function of the program of catalyst, an emotional charge of one form or another which inhibits a free flow of information and necessitates a circuitous flow of information, yet the imperfect memory, because of small emotional charges given to portions of learning as they are initially processed, usually within the younger years of an entity, so dreams and intuitional hunches are often utilized by the deeper portions of the mind as means of circumnavigating these resistances to the free flow of information. On September 1, 2018, Q’uo described the nature of intuitional hunches:

Your mind is a powerful quality that you may utilize in examining the nature of all of the experiences or catalyst that you encounter in your daily round of activities. When you can look upon any experience, any trauma, or difficulty with a calm and accepting mind and heart, it is far more likely that you will be able to receive intuitional hunches or flashes of inspiration that come from your subconscious mind that utilize its contact with your pre-incarnative choices.

If you sincerely ask of your subconscious mind that it gives to you that hint or clue as to the direction of movement in your own daily round of activities regarding the traumatic experience, then you may be able to process this type of catalyst in a successful fashion.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Yeah. Just one question. One of the fringe religions, Scientology, has as its goal the clearing of such blockages, and it is considered the highest good for a person to achieve the state of clarity. On the other hand, I’ve noticed that naturally, without my attempting to do anything about it, that imperfect memory works all the time. I’ve found that I’ve blocked out almost every unfortunate thing that has happened to me that hasn’t happened to me lately. And I go through a progressive way of kind of making my memories golden and just not remembering the rough parts and remembering the good parts. And I wonder, is it important to break through each and every blockage from childhood programming or whatever or is it healthy to accept the protective blocking of traumatic memory?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We can suggest that as an entity becomes more consciously aware of the process of seeking that is underway in its own being that this choice then becomes more and more a conscious choice and is up to the entity to weigh the alternatives, shall we say. Each entity within your illusion seeks to learn certain lessons. Another way of stating this might be that each seeks to balance distortions or to develop a certain distortion or bias in attitude. It is not so much a case of breaking through a blockage as it is noting the nature of the blockage, or resistance, and determining the nature of the lesson that is held in this symbolic form. Thus, the process of seeking becomes more consciously undertaken, and an entity may then determine that a certain action or attitude is more appropriate at this time than the one which it had been utilizing, and the choice may be made to seek a transformation. The entity always has the opportunity for transformation, for such milestones are placed periodically throughout each incarnation. Yet one who seeks in a more conscious fashion may not only utilize those milestones so placed and utilize them more effectively, but may choose additional milestones or challenges, shall we say.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: Well, just one thing because I think this is probably only of interest to me. It is to be noted that due to the nature of imperfect memory, the only time that you find out about it is when somebody reminds you of something which you’ve forgotten, so usually you don’t know that you don’t remember stuff. So, I’m not sure exactly how you would know the nature of blockage or be able to work on it because you wouldn’t even know what it is that you don’t know—because you don’t know it. If you see what I mean.

I am Latwii, and we believe we grasp the dilemma, and it is a dilemma which is most prevalent within your illusion, for each seeker is as one carrying a tiny light in the darkest of night, attempting to discover a path which will take it from where it is to where it wishes to be. The light illumines but the smallest portion of what lies about the entity. Thus, there is much groping and bruising of the being, it would seem, as the path is sought. Yet the conscious desire to continue this journey tends to rekindle and enable the flame to burn somewhat brighter, that somewhat more of the surroundings might be known. Yet it is the desire to seek the truth that is consciously enhanced that most facilitates this seeking, for within such a darkly and dimly lit illusion there is a good deal of what you might call grace or support which…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. As we were about to conclude, the seeker is most enabled by the conscious increase of the desire to seek the truth, for within such an illusion as that which you now inhabit, the grace of the one Creator which exists in all portions of the illusion is that which carries you beyond all true harm. Your desire to seek that one Creator is that which shall find its goal, for indeed, it contains that which it seeks.

May we answer further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We thank you each and every one for allowing our presence this evening. Our humble words are but poor attempts to describe that which is quite beyond description. The most carefully phrased query has the same response as the hum of your locusts for the One answers all in Love. Our attempt at using words and concepts to in some fashion describe this Love and its availability to you are but poor attempts. We thank you for seeking such with us. Upon such a journey it is of great comfort to travel with friends who seek as we seek. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(Carla channeling)

I Yadda. I greet you in Love and Light of infinite One. We come say “Hi” to J. We not stay very long and wish only to encourage each, for there is a song which is beyond the ears, there is the poem which is beyond the language, and there is the life which is beyond death. Welcome to eternity; welcome to what this instrument call Kingdom of Heaven is here. Is now. And is the most powerful creative force in the universe. You think you can use it to fix up world? No, my friends, although a gentle spirit goes a long way. It is of you only in your heart as you gravitate more and more to the One whence you came. We leave you in that unity with much Love in our hearts for you. We are with you if mentally requested, and we thank you for allowing to take your time. We known to you as those of Yadda. We say farewell in the One. In Love and in Light, farewell.

This morning the quote from The Thunder of Silence is: “Because your mind and mine have become imbued with the ignorance  characteristic of human beliefs, stored full of superstition, environmental, and educational conditioning, and medical and psychological knowledge, we do not view people or things as they are. We view them as they appear to be, judging from appearances, and thereby suffer the consequences of such judgment.

The way to free our mind of ignorance, superstition, and fear is to go back to Eden where there is no knowledge of good and evil and lose concern whether we are “Naked” or clothed, that is, concern whether we are rich or poor at the moment, whether we have human failings or virtues, whether we are happy or unhappy.

Let us begin where we are at this particular moment and let our spiritual unfoldment begin with the understanding that since God is the principle of this universe, it is perfect. A star is a star; a rose is a rose; a dog is a dog is a dog; and a moon is a moon is a moon is a moon; but let us not call them good, and let us not call them bad; let us call them by their names—star, rose, dog, moon—and we shall find that God will reveal their nature to us, and the correct place and function they are to occupy and perform in our experience.

Everything in the universe emanates from God, but people have sought out many inventions. People have twisted and turned the spiritual realities of God’s creation to destructive purposes, until even the glories of the atom have become the horrors of the atom bomb. People have done that, not God. God has given us the principles which enable us to fly through the air, but people have utilized these principles for instruments of devastation, and as long as the mind is distorted with the ideas of good and evil, the blessings of these God-given ideas will become the tombs for millions of people. When there is no trace of good or evil intent in our mind, however, that unconditioned mind becomes an instrument through which these principles put out in their purity, harmony, and perfection.

In proportion as we keep our mind free of judgments, it functions without concepts, so that when the principles of life come into expression they come through as they did through Einstein, as pure law. Similarly, when the Spirit comes through the minds of understanding practitioners who sit in the Silence with no judgment—not trying to get rid of a disease, not trying to overcome a sin, and not trying to destroy a fear, but just sitting there in a vacuum of God’s grace—the truth comes through in its purity, and the patient says, “I feel better” or “I have had a healing.”

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Thieneman’s Nursery where I bought 13 more Caladium. My second stop was at Kroger’s where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. When I got home, I transplanted the Caladium into the Sun Mandala behind the garage. Then I watered them with fertilized water. Then I weeded and dug up the ground around the giant Sycamore in my back yard. Then I level the clods in the ground with my garden rake.

This afternoon I got my hair cut at Absolutely Nails in Middletown. When I got home transplanted the Coleus flowers in six groups of three different colors in each group around the giant Sycamore. Then I watered the groups of Coleus flowers with fertilized water. Then I used Whip Lash to weed the Striped Lariope Garden and the Astilbe Garden in the back yard. Then I used Whip Lash to weed the Lariope on the west side of the fishpond. Then I cleaned the filters in the schemer in the fishpond, and then I put the netting and the extension cord in place over the netting by the schemer. Then I threw half a cup of AquaSafe into the fishpond to neutralize the chlorine in the fresh water. Then I turned on the fountain, and the height was perfect!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

April 23

The Holy Vibration

I am the Spirit of the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in the name of Jesus the Christ.

For the spiritually oriented seeker, names are very important. For the breath that is the Spirit of Love molds itself into vibrations which have a profound effect upon the creature which, though physical, has resonances with the metaphysical self in its analog.

That is to say that the name of the Lord of your life has the vibration of strength for you. Thus, the name of Jesus, though not the earthly name, Jehoshua, nevertheless bears the strongest vibratory significance to the instinctual, creaturely self which resonates with the analogous spiritual body which is the spiritual body incorruptible.

Know that the breath of the spirit is breathed into you as you think upon holy names and is breathed from you as you consciously vibrate words of Love which are meaningful to those whom you wish to Love and serve.

We leave you upon the holy vibration of peace, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.