I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from May 6, 1984:

(Charlie channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, as always, in the Love and the Light of the One Infinite Creator. We have been listening to the sounds of nature that you hear around you this evening. We have been enjoying the music that your surroundings continuously play for you, my friends. Many are the lessons with which you now face. As you grow, each new lesson seems harder, but each new lesson is another facet of the ones you have been dealing with. The new facet will help you to further open yourself to the Love, the Light. The music surrounds you – it is you.

We of Hatonn will always be available to aid as we may. We will be with you in calling. We are, like yourselves, continuously learning, and find great joy and comfort when we aid as we may. My friends, we wish that you might take a few moments and listen to your surroundings. Hear the beauty of your planet. We are known to you as Hatonn. We will now leave this instrument so that you may listen and feel Love around you. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again in Love and Light. We thank the one known as Charlie for allowing us to speak through his instrument. It is a great honor to utilize any entity who wishes to be of service, as we wish, to the One Creator.

We would speak a few words through this instrument as well. To continue our thought, we would speak briefly upon the concept that you call faith. We are aware that, as you move through your lives, there are those portions upon which you feel you may count: the sunrise each day; your people move about in interchange of energy and ideas. In some way you will partake, and somehow all will be well. Within these general parameters, you move and have your being. Yet from time to time, as you search for what will follow that which is now, a question arises in your mind, especially if your experience should become heavier, shall we say, with the difficulties of learning and serving. The question arises: How can one survive? How will one continue? What will be the source of the solution to this or that problem?

My friends, as you look about you, you see a creation which is whole and perfect. Yet it may not seem so at times, for you may look with an eye which sees in a narrow fashion. An eye which does not perceive wholeness nor perfection, but sees perhaps that which is incomplete, and that which is difficult, and that which threatens – seemingly – the wellbeing of the self or of loved ones.  As you continue to experience such a situation, the strength of your will and your faith will be your allies, shall we say. For each of you shall meet those times which are difficult, as each of you have met them in your past, as you call it. And though each previous difficult experience has then successfully been met in your past, you may feel somewhat unsure as to your success in meeting the present difficulties. You inhabit an illusion in which there is no sure knowledge. You move within a forgetting that you might begin to remember. You have no sure guidepost, yet each of you continues to move in some fashion. We suggest that your faith is that which shall carry you upon the uncertain trail, as you continue your journey of seeking the truth.

In this session Hatonn spoke about the concept of faith. They began by saying we would speak upon the concept called faith, and we are aware that, as you move through your lives, there are those portions upon which you feel you may count: the sunrise each day; your people move about in interchange of energy and ideas; so in some way you will partake; and all will be well; for within these parameters, you move and have your being, yet from time to time, as you search for what will follow that which is now, a question arises in your mind, especially if your experience should become heavier with the difficulties of learning and serving, so: “The question arises: How can one survive? How will one continue? What will be the source of the solution to this or that problem?” Hatonn continued by saying as you continue to experience such a situation, the strength of your will and your faith will be your allies, for each of you shall meet those times which are difficult, as each of you have met them in your past, and though each previous difficult experience has successfully been met in your past, you may feel unsure as to your success in meeting the present difficulties, for you inhabit an illusion in which there is no sure knowledge, so you move within a forgetting that you might begin to remember, but you have no sure guidepost, yet each of you continues to move in some fashion, yet we suggest that your faith is that which shall carry you upon the uncertain trail, as you continue your journey of seeking the truth. On January 2, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of faith:

What is faith? It is not faith in anything, it is simply faith, a kind of knowing that all is well. The one known as St. Paul described it as the hope in things unseen. In that moment where you wonder where your faith is, reach inward and touch your own living heart because it beats. In the sense of the world it beats, moving blood through the body and giving life to that organism. In the energetic sense, it beats the beats of eternity, and it says, “All is well. All is well, and all is love.”

“Faith in what?” you may ask. Shall one place faith in a friend? Shall one place faith in an institution? Shall one place faith in that which was a successful method of operation in what you call your past? Shall one place faith in what one knows or thinks one knows? Shall one place faith in a philosophy of this or that religion, group, or culture? Where shall the faith be placed, my friends? Where shall you focus that great energy? It is as though you have a great power at your command, yet how shall one use it? My friends, we cannot give you a sure-fire answer, shall we say, for each shall use the gift of faith in whatever manner the entity feels is most appropriate. Each of those avenues which we have mentioned, and many others as well, are possible considerations as for where the faith shall be placed.

We are aware that each of you knows that the unity of your being with all creation is a concept in which faith may be placed. It is a concept which we have found to be efficacious. It is a concept which we have found, through great periods and times of testing, as you would call it, to be the soundest of which we know. If it is true that you are one with all, and if you place your faith in that seemingly foolish concept, you will not immediately see the fruits of that faith and that placement. For your illusion is so constructed that your experiences will seem to be the experiences of individual and separated entities, one from the other. You will be given countless seeming affirmations of that illusion. It will seem that one cannot count upon a friend, upon a stranger, upon an unseen Creator, upon a concept of unity that supposedly permeates all that is. And yet my friends, what is responsible for bringing you to the point at which you now find yourselves? Was it luck, the use of cold intellect, or perhaps chance?

Hatonn continued by saying: “Faith in what?” you may ask. Shall one place faith in a friend? Shall one place faith in an institution? Shall one place faith in that which was a successful method of operation in what you call your past? Shall one place faith in what one knows or thinks one knows? Shall one place faith in a philosophy of this or that religion, group, or culture? Where shall the faith be placed, my friends? Where shall you focus that great energy? It is as though you have a great power at your command, yet how shall one use it?” Then Hatonn said we cannot give you a sure-fire answer, for each shall use the gift of faith in whatever manner the entity feels is most appropriate, and each of those avenues which we have mentioned, and many others as well, are possible considerations as for where the faith shall be placed. Hatonn continued by saying we are aware that each of you knows that the unity of your being with all creation is a concept in which faith may be placed, and it is a concept which we have found to be helpful, and it is a concept which we have found, through periods and times of testing to be the soundest of which we know, for if it is true that you are one with all, and if you place your faith in that seemingly foolish concept, you will not immediately see the fruits of that faith and that placement, for your illusion is constructed so that your experiences will seem to be the experiences of separated entities, one from the other, so you will be affirmations of that illusion, but it will seem that one cannot count upon a friend, a stranger, an unseen Creator, upon a concept of unity that permeates all that is, yet: “What is responsible for bringing you to the point at which you now find yourselves? Was it luck, the use of cold intellect, or perhaps chance?” On May 19, 1985, L/Leema described the concept of unity:

It would seem to many of your people that there is only separation, one entity from another, one group from another, one continent from another, one type of this or that from another, and indeed, within an entity, one desire separate from another, one way of thinking at one time separate from another. Throughout your illusion, separation seems the only verifiable fact. Indeed, so powerful is this illusion that many pass an entire incarnation without finding even a small degree of the unity of thought which binds all things within each portion of your illusion. Yet, my sister, the concept of separation is a great opportunity to learn the balancing concept of unity. That portion of your experience which seems separate, quite unaligned with any other portion, is that portion which offers the greatest of opportunities to find the unity which binds together all portions of your experience.

My friends, we suggest that the creation of unity and the One Creator, which underlies all created forms, supports you at every instant, though at times you will not recognize that support. At times, it will seem that you drift aimlessly and are quite adrift without any apparent aid at hand. Yet the nature of your illusion is such that in such times, great opportunities present themselves for the learning of the Love and the joy that exists limitlessly within each moment, no matter what the illusion the moment rides upon. Yes, my friends, this process does work, whether you have faith in it or not. The purpose then of faith is to make your acceptance of this process of learning easier. But it does work, my friends. For you are the One which moves seen and unseen through all your experiences. You are the One which seeks. You are the One which finds. You are the One that is found. And though understanding of this process is quite limited in your illusion, your faith in it will make its working more accessible to you as you move upon your path.

Then Hatonn said we suggest that the creation of unity and the One Creator, which underlies all created forms, supports you at every instant, though at times you will not recognize that support, for at times it will seem that you are adrift without any aid at hand, yet the nature of your illusion is such that in such times great opportunities present themselves for learning of the Love and the joy that exists limitlessly within each moment, no matter what the illusion the moment rides upon, for this process works, whether you have faith in it or not, so the purpose of faith is to make your acceptance of this process of learning easier, but it does work, for you are the One which moves seen and unseen through all your experiences; you are the One which seeks and finds; you are the One that is found; and though understanding of this process is limited in your illusion, your faith in it will make its working more accessible to you as you move upon your path. On December 30, 1984, Latwii said that we are the One Creator:

To many upon your planet it would seem that the world you inhabit is, indeed, full of those who have fallen from the grace of the one Creator, for sorrow and suffering abound and ignorance as well, ignorance of what the source of all experience is. From our point of view, humble and limited as it is, we do not see fallen angels when we look upon your people. We see the one Creator in each. Specifically, we see the greatest of opportunities existing in each incarnation, for the one Creator, which each of you is, to gather those experiences that would not be possible should you not exist as you do. You have forgotten that you are the one Creator in order that you can gain these experiences and thereby glorify the one Creator by experiences which are richer, deeper, more intense, and of greater variety should you not have forgotten that you are the one Creator.

We thank each of you for allowing us to speak our humble words, and we shall be with you whenever requested. We shall leave this group at this time so that our brothers and sisters of Latwii may perform their service as well. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am with this instrument. We greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of the Infinite Creator. We also thank you for allowing us to join your group this evening. It’s always an honor to speak to those who, like us, seek the One Creator. Our service is that of attempting to answer those queries which you have brought with you and which you ponder within your meeting. Again, we remind you that our words are but mere opinion, and we suggest that you weigh each with that in mind. It is with great joy that we ask if we might begin with the first query.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we seem to have drawn a blank, my friends. This is quite unusual. We are aware that the entities which usually serve as the starters, shall we say, for this process are not present this evening. Yet we felt there was a question or two which we might attempt a response to. If not about your recent Derby, then perhaps another topic. We shall again ask if there might be a query to which we might attempt a response.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we are aware that, though there are some concerns which could be formed into that called the question, that at this time there is no question which is pressing upon the mind. The great silence and loving unasked queries then shall receive our great silent loving response. We thank each of you for allowing us a presence within your meeting, and remind you that we are most grateful for each request to join you, whether in group meeting or in your private meditations. We are most honored to seek the One with you, for in truth, the One we seek is everywhere within our seeking.

We are those of Latwii and shall be with you again. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Let us be willing to wait until the very second before a decision must be made, even if it is a minute later than necessary, we wait and wait. Let us be patient, very patient. It will come, and once we have had this experience, we shall have witnessed the miracle of watching God operating in our affairs. When this awareness has become an actual experience, we shall never again know what it is to be without a consciousness of God’s government because we shall have discovered that God does respond, that God does take over. In the 23^rd Psalm we read that we are to dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of our life, all days: forever and forever I will dwell in this recognition of God’s wisdom and God’s government. Once we have had the distinct feeling of being led by God, of Christ impelling us to act, we shall never again be satisfied to make a decision without recourse to spiritual guidance.

Many successful people testify to the importance of periods of quiet in which to draw on their inner resources for inspiration and direction. They have discovered that ordering their day so as to permit short but frequent intervals of rest and relaxation from the cares of the world releases them from a sense of pressure, refills their reservoirs, and they go forward with renewed vigor and interest. There is a limit to what the human mind and body can accomplish in twenty-four hours. The person on the spiritual path, however, who has learned to open to the activity of the Christ through meditation knows no limitation. There is no limit to what the Christ can perform through a human being in twenty-four hours. The Christ does not measure Its activity in terms of individual capacity. It operates through Its capacity, for which we are but the instruments.”

Later this morning I went outside and transplanted the last two flats of Pansies along the parking area in front of my home. Then I put netting over them to protect them from the deer.

This afternoon I was once again honored to co-host the Law of One Europe Telegram Group. After reading Session #64 of The Ra Contact and making comments about some of the questions and answers I gave my opinion on a few questions such as: “How did we discover that when Ra said that the candle was .2 of a centimeter out of alignment with its normal 20 degrees east of north referred to the line of questioning?” and “How does the allopathic type of healing cause more problems with the chemicals that are used to heal diseases?” and “How does the adept’s cycle work?” and “What kind of channeling is available at L/L Research these days?” Then I led the group in a guided meditation. This was a great session, and I look forward to sharing Ra Session #65 with the European Law of One Telegram Group next Wednesday!

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 11

Calming The Storms Of Change

I am the Spirit of the living Jesus, incorporate in the mystery of Love and the principle of the consciousness of Love. I greet you in the essence of divine Love.

It is not known how many shall be blown by the winds of change this day. What is well known to those who seek the Spirit of truth and Love is that the winds of change are favorable, however stiff the gale may seem to be.

For those who have the consciousness of Love and the deep inner knowledge of peace, those storms of the life experience are calmed without great conscious effort by the remembrance of that inner peace and the turning to faith in the ultimate harmony and propriety of the Creator’s plan.

Yes, each of you has an agenda. That agenda may be stable for a large portion of your life experience. Or you and the Creator together may have molded a life experience of much service and also much change. Let there be in your mind less and less difference between the status quo and that which is untried and perhaps seen to be lesser, for the soul which flows with the changes of circumstance, discovering in each circumstance the peace and Love therein, is free in the service of the Father through the grace of Jesus Christ.

May you be filled with peace, both now and evermore. Amen.

This afternoon I was honored once again to co-host the European Law Of One Telegram Group. Today I read Session #64 and gave my opinion as to what Ra meant in a few passages. Then we had our question and answer session. Some of the questions that I was asked were: “

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

This morning I did the Morning Offering and got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channeling comes from April 29, 1984:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn and I am now with this instrument. We greet you my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one Creator. My friends, were you touched today by the rain? Did you feel gladness? Did you feel elation? Did you sit back and feel the life, the Love? Did you have the thought of new life coming forth? Were you hurried? Did your thoughts lead you to a darkness? Each of those conditions exists. Which you see depends each you may …

We pause. It has been some time since this instrument has channeled, and we must readjust for contact, for he was beginning to slip away somewhat. We would pause briefly at this time to readjust.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and we are once again with this instrument. We will again try to speak through him but will cease if he feels uncomfortable again and start through another.

My friends, all things you perceive in the world around you are symbols which may be seen from many different sides, as with the rain which fell. It brings to some sorrow, for they see it is something to convince them to perceive it as a barrier. It seems they cannot climb. It shuts them in with their thoughts with which they must deal. Others see the rain as a great joy. They feel the life-giving waters upon themselves and are refreshed. They open themselves to thoughts and experience both feelings that are very real. Both are lessons with which we must deal. When the rain comes into lives, feel it. Let the rain touch you as you would the sun.

I am Hatonn, and we would now, at this instrument’s request, transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument We greet you once again in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. And again, may we thank each of you for wishing to share meditation and contemplation with us. It is our great joy to be able to be of any service we may be of to you. The transparency of your experience is dependent upon your willingness to use the tools which are yours as a birthright but which take discipline and energy to use. To one who is completely unaware of any need to pierce the illusion, the world is an opaque thing. The sky is sunny or stormy. Friends are good or false, and circumstances vary. It is the work of those who seek truth, upon arriving at each portion of what you may call truth, to apply it towards the lightening of the opacity of your experience. Each of you has often had a significant and memorable dream and have upon awakening repeated it and told of it to others, and searched within the dream for the meaning that may be applied to better grasping what the subconscious self was attempting to communicate through this medium to the conscious mind.

Once you have planted your feet upon the path which a seeker walks, in a very specific sense you are not of this world. There is no need for you to be of this world, and the degree to which you take this world to be opaque is your choice, for you know that this world is an illusion. It is possible and, indeed, profitable to view portions of your experience in a waking state precisely as you do an interesting dream and attempt to determine what it was that your subconscious mind was attempting to tell your conscious mind, for, indeed, just as much as any dream, that experience which you have during your day is a quite accurate representation of what your deeper self wishes for you to engage your attention upon.

In this session Hatonn spoke about how we can use dreams and meditation to enhance our spiritual seeking. They began by saying the transparency of your experience is dependent upon your willingness to use the tools which are yours as a birthright but which take discipline and energy to use, and to one who is unaware of any need to pierce the illusion, the world is an nontransparent thing, and the sky is sunny or stormy, and friends are good or false, and circumstances vary, so it is the work of those who seek truth, upon arriving at each portion of truth, to apply it towards the lightening of the opacity of your experience, for each of you has had a memorable dream and have upon awakening told it to others and searched within the dream for the meaning that may be applied to grasping what the subconscious self was attempting to communicate through this medium to the conscious mind. Then Hatonn said once you have planted your feet upon the path which a seeker walks, you are not of this world, and there is no need for you to be of this world, and to the degree to which you take this world to be nontransparent is your choice, for you know that this world is an illusion, yet is possible and profitable to view portions of your experience in a waking state as you do an interesting dream and attempt to determine what it was that your subconscious mind was attempting to tell your conscious mind, for just as much as any dream, that experience which you have during your day is a accurate representation of what your deeper self wishes for you to engage your attention upon. On February 20, 2020, Q’uo spoke about the value of dreams and meditation on our spiritual journey:

In general, the utilization of the dream state is one which is most helpful upon a regular basis, so that the seeker begins to develop a certain kind of vocabulary for its dream images. This allows then a more accurate interpretation of dreams in the long run.

However, if you are utilizing one dream and only one dream at this time, we would recommend that you utilize the meditative state, so that you may relive the dream in the meditative state. Then, having relived the dream, look within yourself, to see if there is resonance with any portion of the dream to any part of your being, to any part of your spiritual journey, to any thoughts that you are thinking, to any feelings that you have felt, to any difficulties you have experienced. Then assign the meaning to each portion of the dream so that there may be a picture presented that is much like a puzzle. This will allow you to see the overall message of the dream. However, we recommend that such a dream that has made a strong impression upon your mind may also be a dream which is symbolic of other levels of your experience at a later time. Thus, we would recommend that you begin a dream journal, so that you record each dream that makes such an impression upon you with the hopes of seeing correlations and progressions in your own seeking of truth.

Further, it is likely that you, as your great Self, hope that in this incarnational experience you not only find transparency in the illusion and begin to read the daily experience, but also you begin to act in accordance with your understanding. Please understand, the fruits of the work of the seeker are secondary to the original intention of grasping the truth. However, one who seeks and begins to find the truth then finds that unless that which is learned is now manifested, further learning will be slow, and the lessons will seem to repeat themselves. The process is from opacity of experience to transparency of experience, and with your feet planted firmly in the Kingdom of Heaven, moving back into the world of illusion with eyes which see, ears that hear, hearts that understand, hands that can reach without reserve in service to others.

Your own training is designed so that you may first be your own stumbling block, then remove yourself as a stumbling block and replace that self with a greater Self that is filled from a Source which is beyond this illusion which you call third density. To fix your feet firmly so that you may do these things so that you may be of help, so that you may truly listen, truly see, truly hear, it is necessary not only to meditate but also to do any other exercises that you find necessary in order to keep a sense of your center, your source, and your peace. If you find that in meditation you are peaceful but after meditation you are not, you must seek then to discover what it is within you which cries out to be helped. You must work within your own self. Treat yourself as the precious Creator which you are. If there is difficulty, work on it, accept it within yourself. Deal with it to the best of your ability and release it into that great Light which is the form of all that has substance.

Then Hatonn said it is likely that you, as your great Self, hope that in this incarnational experience you not only find transparency in the illusion and begin to read the daily experience, but also you begin to act in accordance with your understanding, and understand the fruits of the work of the seeker are secondary to the original intention of grasping the truth, for one who seeks and begins to find the truth then finds that unless that which is learned is manifested, further learning will be slow, and the lessons will seem to repeat themselves, so the process is from nontransparency of experience to transparency of experience, and with your feet planted firmly in the Kingdom of Heaven, moving back into the world of illusion with eyes which see, ears that hear, hearts that understand, hands that can reach without reserve in service to others. Hatonn went on to say your training is designed so that you may first be your own stumbling block, then remove yourself as a stumbling block, and replace that self with a greater Self that is filled from a Source which is beyond this illusion of third density, and fix your feet firmly so that you may be of help, for it is necessary not only to meditate but also to do any other exercises that you find necessary in order to keep a sense of your Source and your peace, but if you find in meditation you are peaceful, but after meditation you are not, you must seek to discover what it is within you which cries out to be helped, so you must work within your own self, and treat yourself as the precious Creator which you are, yet if there is difficulty, work on it, and accept it within yourself, and deal with it to the best of your ability, and release it into that great Light which is the form of all that has substance. On May 31, 1981, Hatonn described the nature of our Source:

We would assure the one known as S that those feelings which have made an impression upon her are from the heart of her being, and always we would advise each entity to follow the feelings that come from the heart, for the lesson of your plane of existence is to follow the ways of the heart, to know from the depth of your being that Love is your Source, and Love is your path in whatever way you choose to manifest Love.

There are times, of course, when there are breakthroughs, and you find that you have jumped several levels of perceptions very quickly. When this is the case, it is most usual that the lesson will not be a permanent incarnational experience but will fade to be replaced once again by the difficulties. Creation was designed in what this instrument would call true Murphy’s Law fashion. It is designed to go wrong, to break down, to seem inadequate and to cause you to be uncomfortable. This density is designed to make you to become aware of that about which you previously were unaware. It is not designed for the complacent or the smug or full spiritual belly. Whenever you get too comfortable, be aware that your deep self is undoubtedly fattening you in order that your next experience will be one that you can find the challenge in, discover the heart of, and take with joy into all of your being. Indeed, my friends, of sun and rain, whether it be the weather or your emotional climate or any other circumstance of this polarized world, are illusions to be greeted, each with thanksgiving, indeed, with joy.

We do not mean at all to suggest that there is no such thing as a overriding sense of peace, that those who have peace have fixed their mind upon that which lasts beyond the seasons, that which does not die, that which does not become corrupt. Those who have peace have what some would call faith. Faith is not a tool which one brings to bear upon difficulties when the going becomes treacherous. Faith is a necessity. It is in faith that you move into a transparent light-filled illusion which you may at your leisure ponder and study, dream upon dream and day upon day, creating your life instead of reacting to it.

Hatonn continued by saying there are times when there are breakthroughs, and you find that you have jumped several levels of perceptions quickly, and when this is the case, it is usual that the lesson will not be a permanent incarnational experience but will fade to be replaced once again by the difficulties, for creation was designed in what this instrument would call Murphy’s Law fashion, and it is designed to break down and to cause you to be uncomfortable, for this density is designed to make you aware of that which you previously were unaware, but it is not designed for the complacent or the smug spiritual belly, and whenever you get too comfortable, be aware that your deep self is fattening you in order that your next experience will be one that you can discover the heart of and take with joy into all of your being, for whether it be your emotional climate or any other circumstance of this polarized world, are illusions to be greeted with thanksgiving and with joy. Now Hatonn said we do not mean to suggest that there is no such thing as an overriding sense of peace, that those who have peace have fixed their mind upon that which does not die and that which does not become corrupt, for those who have peace also have faith, but faith is not a tool which one brings to bear upon difficulties when the going becomes treacherous, for faith is a necessity since it is in faith that you move into a transparent Light-filled illusion which you may study, dream upon dream and day upon day, creating your life instead of reacting to it. On January 2, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of faith:

So, the key in times of inner rain and bad weather is memory. The key is to remember who you are and why you’re here. Part of a path of faith is to retain faith in yourself. The world will take the view of what you think you are and make fun of you, and the world will be right for the world. But you are not on the world’s path; you are on a path that you have chosen for yourself. And because you have determined that path for yourself, no one can tell you that you are wrong. Sometimes, to be a person of faith is simply to stand firm and to remember that you are a person of faith. And to a person of faith, all is well. Right now, in the midst of seeming imperfection, all is well.

In the fullness of time, and it could be five minutes or half an hour, your inner weather will part, and your faith will naturally reestablish itself. But that will not be the triumph for you. The triumph for you is to stand on your faith at that moment when all seems rainy, and cold, and uncomfortable, and decidedly not a matter of faith. That is the moment of your triumph, and it is simply to remember that, for a person of faith, simply saying the word “faith” is enough to bring you back to the center of that wonderful grace.

What is faith? It is not faith in anything, it is simply faith, a kind of knowing that all is well. The one known as St. Paul described it as the hope in things unseen. In that moment where you wonder where your faith is, reach inward and touch your own living heart because it beats. In the sense of the world it beats, moving blood through the body and giving life to that organism. In the energetic sense, it beats the beats of eternity and it says, “All is well. All is well and all is Love.”

We would like to close through another instrument. We are aware that the one known as K has some reservations and will return to the one known as Carla if the one known as K feels the contact is not yet at an acceptable level. I am Hatonn.

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn. Again, we greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite One. Many changes have taken place in your lives since your last encounter. Let me assure you that you have grown in wisdom and in spirit during this period since you were last together, and may we also assure you that even in the midst of difficulties, there is always joy. Even though at times it appears to be well hidden in the clouds, even with the rain brings beautiful spring flowers. The rain and the sorrow in your own lives bring the same beautiful flowers. We look forward to being with you each time we have the opportunity, so we bid you adieu tonight and leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is our great joy to once again greet this group and to attempt to offer our service by answering those queries which you have brought with you. We are most pleased to welcome those who have long been absent, in your measure of time, from this group, for they are those which have given us great joy in the many queries which they have presented us. May we begin with the first query?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. I am the President-Elect of the Women’s Club of St. Matthews, and I would not have accepted this position under any circumstances had I not thought that I had some kind of a mission, and I don’t like to use that word mission, but nevertheless, in the lack of a better one. There is so much illness, and so much stress among the members, and I really would like to be of help, but I have a sense of fear and trepidation that I may go too fast and offend rather than help. Would you comment on my frustration?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We do not mean to sound simplistic when we say that you will be as you will be, and those within whom you find yourself in comradeship shall be as they shall be, and together you shall find those deeper levels of meaning which you have come to find. It may not be that you shall find these levels of meaning and fulfill such purposes in ways which you plan, for your plans are of your conscious mind more or less, and it is through such indirect avenues that the deeper mind and greater Self moves with what you might call the current of your being.

That you fear or feel anxiety for your ability to be of assistance as it is needed is a hopeful sign, for again it is through such an avenue that you may well find yourself, shall we say, that your efforts shall be the best that you have to offer. Know that you cannot make a mistake, that each offering which you share shall be of service, though the service may not be known in full by all at once. Yet, the service will exist, and shall be found. The quality of service, as with the quality of any artistic endeavor, will be available on many levels. Those levels which are deeper shall take greater time, shall we say, for the seeds sown there take a special caring, yet they do sprout.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, I guess not right now.

I am Latwii. May we attempt another query?

Questioner: Latwii, I too have joined with a group who I would not have thought myself getting involved in, yet we have come together with a common goal, but I feel an uncomfortableness around some of the others within the group, I think partly due to my not being able to fully accept them and their ways of operating. I feel that although we have set a goal, that the differences between us are making us see that as two different things.

I want to stay with this project, and at the same time, I need to be able to … I am rambling on and not forming a question. It is just an uncomfortable feeling right now. I think that our group has gotten into two separate bunches, seeing the goal two different ways, and I am afraid maybe it is going to kill the whole thing. And I wonder if you might speak on how I can better open myself to others, so that I can better understand them, and maybe they better understand where I come from? If you can put enough of that together to make any comment back to me.

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother, and we shall certainly do our best to make a response which will hopefully be of some service. May we begin by suggesting that the experience which you now share with this group of entities is much like any experience which any entity might share together. Those of many persuasions and sets of mind come together for a stated purpose, and as you mentioned, goals are set. Yet, my friends, how many of you would be surprised to discover that perhaps the greater purpose of joining together is not to accomplish the goals that are set? Yes, of course, it would be helpful, occasionally, if certain goals could be met for service to others, for that is, of course, the purpose. Yet look at the mechanism by which that purpose is achieved in your daily lives. You find various attitudes concerning how to meet the goals. You find that the self has a certain point of view and can accept that which falls within certain boundaries, yet are you not here to remove boundaries? Are you not here to accept all that exists as the one Creator?

So, as you go about your work with these other selves, you will constantly find the opportunity to expand those boundaries which hold your perception and ability to accept within certain limits. If no goals commonly set were ever achieved, there would yet be the constant opportunity to accept, to Love, to forgive, and to communicate clearly with those other selves with whom you find yourself journeying to the one Creator. It is as though you are each a pilgrim and together you are a band of pilgrims, and long have you journeyed on this road, the road to the one Creator. Yet, you are the Creator, and each moment you experience the experience of the Creator. But you have forgotten this in this life, and in order to intensify your experience as the one Creator, you are as children, make up certain games, join certain groups, to, shall we say, pass the time as you journey. You are so successful in passing the time that often you forget that you journey. Remember, my brother, you are a pilgrim. Seek your deepest goal. See the Creator within those with whom you journey. Your viewpoints will widen. Each experience of difficulty will widen that viewpoint. And you shall love that which was not previously lovable.

Questioner asked: “I wonder if you might speak on how I can better open myself to others, so that I can better understand them, and maybe they better understand where I come from? If you can put enough of that together to make any comment back to me.” I wonder if you might speak on how I can better open myself to others, so that I can better understand them, and maybe they better understand where I come from? If you can put enough of that together to make any comment back to me.”  Now Latwii said we begin by suggesting that the experience which you share with this group is like any experience which any entity might share together, so those of many sets of mind come together for a purpose, and goals are set, and many of you would be surprised to discover that greater purpose of joining together is not to accomplish the goals that are set, but it would be helpful if certain goals could be met for service to others, for that is the purpose, yet look at the mechanism by which that purpose is achieved in your daily lives, so you find various attitudes concerning how to meet the goals, and you find that the self has a point of view and can accept that which falls within certain boundaries, yet: “Are you not here to remove boundaries? Are you not here to accept all that exists as the one Creator?” Latwii went on to say as you go about your work with these other selves, you will find the opportunity to expand those boundaries which hold your perception and ability to accept within certain limits, for if no goals that were commonly set were ever achieved, there would yet be the constant opportunity to Love, to forgive, and to communicate clearly with those other selves with whom you find yourself journeying to the one Creator, so it is as though you are each a pilgrim, and together you are a band of pilgrims, and long have you journeyed on this road to the one Creator, yet you are the Creator, and each moment you experience the experience of the Creator, but you have forgotten this in this life, and in order to intensify your experience as the one Creator, you are as children, who make up certain games, join certain groups to pass the time as you journey, and you are so successful in passing the time that often you forget that you journey, so remember you are a pilgrim, and seek your deepest goal, and see the Creator within those with whom you journey, for your viewpoints will widen, so each experience of difficulty will widen that viewpoint, and you shall love that which was not previously lovable. On November 5, 1981, Laitos said that we all are the Creator:

In this regard we may say one simple thing. That is, that you are ever mindful that you are the Creator, that the healing energy, the Love and the Light of the Creator resides within your being, that you look upon yourself with humility, with Love and with the openness to this experience which you shall undergo and see the energies about you moving smoothly through your physical vehicles, through your mental vehicle, and through your spiritual vehicle, so that your entire being becomes as a channel for the energy which shall heal your vehicles on each level as you open your being to this energy.

Remind yourself daily, even moment by moment that you are the Creator. That when you seek for healing, for Wisdom, for Love, that each of these attributes and energies may be found within your own being. To remind yourself that you are the Creator is to develop respect for your own being that will allow each of your vehicles to be attended to by your own efforts.

May we attempt further response, my friend?

Questioner: Yes, one of the problems I have been having is evidenced by the previous attempt to form a question. It is that my mind and my mouth no longer function together. I seem to have lost sight of my deepest goals. I seem to miss the here, there, wherever. I cannot, many times, make a simple comment to someone because in between the time it is thought and the time it comes out, I forget words, mutter them, and stutter with them. It is just as though, wherever I am, I am not there. I am not able to fully put my energy into things, although I have been involved in many things. I have been trying. There are some empty spots. And sometimes it feels weird that I can hardly say hello to someone without either muttering it or saying half the words and forgetting the rest. I don’t know if you would call it confusion or just [inaudible]. Could you comment?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my brother. As the pilgrim journeys, there are many conditions which the pilgrim must adjust the self to. The road is not always smooth. Storms arise, and there are agreements and disagreements with fellow pilgrims. There is consulting the map and the occasional doubt as to the landmarks. There is the rain, the sun, and the dust, the insects. There is much which makes the journey a great challenge. There are those times in each pilgrim’s life during which there will be confusion and a concentration upon the essence of one’s being which seems less than clear. Less than it was, shall we say, but such occasions arise as opportunities, shall we say, for the finer tuning of the of the pilgrim.

There is an analogy which we may make. From time to time, that instrument which you may call the radio will find its wave of reception wavering due to influences in your atmosphere. Perhaps a bit of attention to the tuning is all that is necessary to restore a clearer reception. This is the same process which any pilgrim undertakes upon the journey at any point during which the experience of the journey seems less than what is perceived as possible. This attuning may take a long or short period of what you may call time, for time is irrelevant. It is the essence of the tuning that is of importance. Know that whatever experience we encounter, be it confusion, lack of attentiveness, forgetting of words, difficulty in communication, or distorted perceptions, that there are no mistakes which are possible for you to make, for each experience contains the heart of the Creation and of the Creator. And each experience, therefore, has all you seek available for your seeking.

Questioner asked: “I am not able to fully put my energy into things, although I have been involved in many things. I have been trying. There are some empty spots. And sometimes it feels weird that I can hardly say hello to someone without either muttering it or saying half the words and forgetting the rest. I don’t know if you would call it confusion or just [inaudible]. Could you comment?” Then Latwii said as the pilgrim journeys, there are many conditions which the pilgrim must adjust the self to, for the road is not always smooth, and storms arise, and there are agreements and disagreements with fellow pilgrims, so there is consulting the map and the occasional doubt as to the landmarks, for there is the rain, the sun, the dust, and the insects which make the journey a great challenge, so there are times in each pilgrim’s life during which there will be confusion and a concentration upon the essence of one’s being which seems less than clear, and less than it was, but such occasions arise as opportunities for the finer tuning of the pilgrim. Latwii concluded by saying from time to time, the radio will find its wave of reception wavering due to influences in your atmosphere, so perhaps a bit of attention to the tuning is all that is necessary to restore a clearer reception, for this is the same process which any pilgrim undertakes upon the journey at any point during which the experience of the journey seems less than what is perceived as possible, and this tuning may take a long or short period of time, for time is irrelevant since it is the essence of the tuning that is of importance, so know that whatever experience we encounter be it confusion, lack of attentiveness, forgetting of words, or difficulty in communication that there are no mistakes which are possible for you to make, for each experience contains the heart of the Creation and of the Creator, and each experience has all you seek available for your seeking. On November 2, 2019, Q’uo spoke about the cause of difficulties in communication with those around us:

In some instances, the way in which these lessons and energies are manifested can be in what might be seen to be traumatic or difficult circumstances, for much of learning comes from dealing with what you would call trauma, or difficulty, or doubt, or confusion. Thusly, when these energies strike certain individuals who are not consciously aware of the process of seeking that they have engaged in in this incarnation, yet the energies that they have set in motion previous to the incarnation are affected by the fourth-density vibrations streaming through them and to them.

Thus, this makes a kind of confusion within the entity so that in its interpersonal relationships, perhaps with you or another, or many others, there is the opportunity and possibility of some difficulty in communication, in understanding, in opening the heart in Love, in being able to give as well as receive, all of these various types of propensities are available to each seeker at all times. Therefore, the enhancing of these abilities can oftentimes cause more confusion if the entity is not consciously aware of its own process of seeking spiritual truth.

If you, on the other hand, have this knowledge within your beingness that allows you to be aware of the purpose of your incarnation as being some facet of giving and receiving that known as unconditional Love, then you will have, shall we say, an advantage, in that you will be able to offer this service to any other entity that comes within your reach within your daily round of activities. If then, in your daily meditations to begin the day, you look at that which you have to offer, whatever your strengths may be, whatever your lessons may be, and see that this is something that you wish to make available whenever necessary, then this is something that both your conscious and subconscious minds can grasp in a manner which is helpful, both to you, and to any entity that you might come in contact with.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Not at this time. I feel there will be one later.

I am Latwii. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Just a passing query which you may not be able to answer. What was the purpose of the vigorous, clockwise, involuntary rotation of my head that took place during a fairly long part of the meeting?

I am Latwii and am aware of the phenomenon of which you speak. We can speak without infringement by suggesting that such a movement is usually accomplished by a deeper portion of the self which is aware that there is momentary imbalance in the spinal structure which may be corrected by such a movement. This movement is for the purpose of allowing a freer flow of those energies which traverse the energy centers of the spinal column.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you and thank you again for patience for the previous method of response. This instrument was not certain whether a response of any sense could be made to that query, and therefore requested greater conditioning. May we attempt another query at this time?

Questioner: Oh yes, Latwii. So many people seem to get so disturbed so very easily, and I have great sympathy for them, but I don’t exactly understand why. Because I have lived my entire life on an edge of a cliff, never really cared whether I went over or not. And I don’t seem to go over, and I seem to have good health which I don’t care whether I live. Why is there that difference between people?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We do not need to be simplistic in our response but may suggest that the difference that exists between entities exists that the one Creator may know variety. Each entity has a specific vibration or frequency, shall we say, various abilities in-built before the incarnation in order that certain services might be performed, and certain lessons might be learned. Each learns in an unique fashion, and if all entities were as impervious as you to that catalyst which finds them there would be a homogeneity of learning which each might be, shall we say, boring to each entity, and not provide the one Creator with variety and intensity of experience which is possible with the unique configuration of seekers.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, maybe a little bit. Some of these people I know that have died have had a great desire to live, and they have died. And other people who couldn’t care if they lived or not, seem to continue. It doesn’t exactly make sense to me.

I am Latwii, and we will assume that you ask why, and shall respond by suggesting that the incarnation is the point at which free will and what you might call predetermination meet. Each entity has the complete free will to follow whatever path it chooses to follow. Yet, each entity is also programmed by its own choice by pre-incarnational predispositions, shall we say, so that there are those currents of energy which the entity moves upon, but anytime the entity may change the course, change the means of travel, and, indeed, change the travel completely.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No. That’s very helpful. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Yes, you answered my question partly to my satisfaction—understanding, I think is a better way to put it. Latwii, but as I was listening to C it seems to me that he is taking himself too seriously, and I concluded that is what I have been doing also. I know I have a tendency to take myself too seriously. Would you comment on the fact of what I just said that maybe C and I are both taking ourselves too seriously?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We shall not make any judgment as to whether or not one or another may take the self seriously, but shall suggest that there is a balance in attitude which may be struck between the taking of the self and the experiences of the self in a manner which you may call serious, and in viewing the self and the experience of the self in a lighter and more jovial manner: the serious attitude which ensures the entity that it shall continue focusing upon those lessons and services which it feels are its mission or purpose for the incarnation; the lighter or jovial touch which is most helpful for the entity to not only to endure those times which are filled with what you might call difficulty, but which is most helpful as the entity attempts to widen the viewpoint and see that experience and self it is familiar with on a larger scale, that which you may describe loosely as the cosmic or grand scale.

To look at any situation and see that situation in a manner which limits the situation to describable characteristics allows the entity to work with those characteristics as specific catalyst for the self. To see any situation in a manner which allows the entity to see the one Creator and to see the self as the Creator provides the entity with, shall we say, spiritual charge or energizing effect that enables the entity to continue on its journey of seeking, balanced between the intense focus and desire to know and to serve and the knowledge that the entity is the Creator and need only be without worry as to what it shall be, for it is all that there is.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Questioner: No, that’s fine, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Latwii, do you think people worry too much? And feel guilty?

I am Latwii, and feel that we may respond most helpfully by suggesting that people worry just enough, and are just guilty enough, so that worry is seen as unnecessary and guilt is no more felt than necessary.

May we attempt a further response, my sister?

Questioner: No, but I always wondered why I never felt guilty, and I guess I am letting other people do it. Even when I guess I ought to I don’t. Feeling that I am not self-made, I just don’t take responsibility for my life. And if I do everything wrong, it really doesn’t bother me. Is that my destiny?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We would describe it as perhaps your point of view which you have chosen for specific purposes, purposes which are unique to you yet in common with all who seek the one Creator, each in its own way.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Questioner: No, you made me realize I don’t have to feel guilty because I don’t feel guilty.

I am Latwii, and am grateful to have been of some small service, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have apparently exhausted the queries for the evening. We are most grateful to each of you for inviting our presence, and we hope that you will remember that words are but opinions. We offer them as our service to you, and we thank you for each opportunity in which we may do so. We shall be with you in your meditations upon request. We shall leave this group at this time, rejoicing with each in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Most of us are unwilling to wait until the moment in which a decision is necessary; we insist on knowing the answer in advance, the day before, the week before, or the month before. We want to know what is around the corner; we want to know today what is going to happen next week or next month, and even what decision should be made for next year; instead of waiting until the actual moment when the decision is required, and then letting God put the words in our mouth and reveal what action should be taken. Day by day the manna falls; day by day the Wisdom, guidance, and direction necessary for that day are given to us. God does not often advise us a week in advance; we receive the direction as we need it. We have acquired the habit of impatience, and the result is that instead of waiting for God’s decision to be made manifest, we let fear creep in and then, afraid of the possibly unfortunate effects of indecision, rush in and act on the basis of our own best human judgment.

In spiritual living we do not depend upon our correct human evaluation of situations. Regardless of how good our judgment may seem to be, we turn from it to the Father: “Father, show me when to move; show me whether or not to take the next step and when to take it.” With patience and with practice, we develop the consciousness of a beholder, of waiting on the Lord, which leads us to the miracle of life in which we discover not only that there is a God, but that It has become the governing factor in our life. It has taken over our experience. We have prevented the activity and operation of God in our affairs by not waiting, by not being a beholder, by not sitting, as it were, a little to one side of ourselves until we feel that the Father is taking over. If only we could do that, we would find the miracle of a divine Presence going before us to make all things new. When we make a decision, very often we find insurmountable obstacles in the way; but when God makes the decision, God goes before us and removes every obstacle. Everything necessary to facilitate the undertaking is provided.

Let us make a daily practice of being a beholder:

“Father, this is Your day, the day You have made. I will be glad and rejoice in it. Reveal to me the work of this day; show me Thy decisions, not mine, but Thine. Let Thy will alone be the motivating and activating principle of my life.”

This afternoon I went back across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used Whiplash, my trimmer, to trim away some dead weeds from in front of her home. Then I used Huff and Puff to blow these weeds and leaves from her front yard and back yard into three piles. I put the weeds and leaves from the pile in her front yard into a garbage can which I put at the end of my drive way. Then I put half of the weeds and leaves from the pile of on the east side of her back yard into a second garbage can and put it at the end of my driveway. Then I got two tarps to put over the rest of the leaves on the east side of her back yard under a tarp and all of the leaves on the west side of her back yard under another tarp.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 10

Sunrise Comes To All

I am of Jesus the Christ, the Spirit of the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in that Love.

Upon the highest mountain and the lowest valley alike lie tiny forms of life awaiting warmth from the rising sun. For though one blade of grass may be low and the other high, yet both await the same thing.

It matters not the seeker’s relative position within this world of mundane qualities and conditions, for all souls need and shall receive the warmth of the great inner sun of every soul’s day, the warmth and the Light of Love.

Know that sunrise comes to all who dwell in inner peace, awaiting confidently the dawning of peace and understanding in every troubled night of the soul.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 22, 1984:

(H channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our one infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege to be with this group this evening. It is a very great privilege to speak through this instrument who has for so long not allowed our contact through him. It is not that he did not wish to speak our words, it is simply that he felt it inappropriate.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I shall now continue. As I was saying, each of you decides at each movement through free will what you will do, what you will think, how you will act. Each of you may decide at any instant to become channels, for us to remain silent. We approve wholeheartedly of either action. This instrument has for several of your years remained silent. At this time, we are using him in specific way. It is not exactly the same way that the other instruments in this room are used, but it is appropriate for him at this time. So please bear with us while we speak through this instrument and recondition him to receive our thoughts.

We of Hatonn are of the density of Love, and this is our message. Our message to your people is a message of Love. It is a very simple message. It is a message we have repeated millions and millions of times, uncounted millions of times, my friends, to the people of your planet. It is a message of Love for other beings. Actually, my friends, this is all that is necessary to communicate to your people at this time. There are many other things that we have told you, and many other things that we will tell you. However, if this single message could be fully understood and fully applied during each instant of your experience in your present illusion, all else would be unnecessary, for you would then realize personally everything else that we have had to give you, every other concept, for we come to you to help you understand the nature of the creation in which you dwell, the creation of which you are an integral, single, unified part.

If you look about you during your daily activities and see any part of the creation, experience any part of the creation, embrace any part of the creation, and feel for that seemingly separate part the feeling of Love, you have, shall we say, made the grade. What, my friends, is this feeling of Love? What is it that you experience when you feel this? It may seem a bit different for each of you, and yet it is one thing, and ultimately is only one feeling, one experience, one knowledge. It is a feeling of total unity, total compassion, total oneness with the seeming other self, the seeming other entity, whether that entity be an insect, a rodent, an owl, or an individual; whether it be the most ugly, unacceptable entity that you have ever experienced or the most beautiful and attractive. If that same total feeling of unity and Love fills your being on contacting either end of the spectrum of what you might call desirable, then, my friends, you have found the Creator’s Love.

This is the message that we bring to you. It is not complex; it is not intellectual; it is a feeling, a knowing, an all-embracing experience. It is total unity with everything that there is. It expands your consciousness from the seeming isolation of your being to total acceptance and merging with all other consciousness and all other beings. We hope we have been of some small service in once more bringing you the single basic concept. It is the foundation of the universe. It is the Creation, and it is the Creator, and it is you.

We have been privileged to speak to you this evening through this instrument, and at this time we leave this instrument. Adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is with great joy that we join your group this evening. We thank each of you for inviting our presence. It is our privilege and pleasure to attempt to offer our service by means of attempting answers to your queries. We would then, without further delay, ask if there is a query with which we might begin?

Carla: Could you give some general information about the transfer of personalities, and its metaphysical nature and purpose?

I am Latwii, and, my sister, we feel that we have the basic gist of your query but would ask if you are referring to that phenomena which you have shared with another in this group?

Carla: Yes.

I am Latwii, and we shall attempt a response as best we can. This instrument is somewhat doubtful that adequate response is possible through its channel but with its kind permission we shall attempt such.

The transfer of which you speak is one which is quite unusual among your people. For it to occur there must be a certain unity between the transferees, shall we say. There must be a harmony of being which permits an exchange to occur without loss, shall we say. Many of your people experience that which is called possession, and in this experience, there is a certain loss to the personality which is being possessed and such would be the case if entities of the, shall we say, normal configuration were to attempt such a transfer as that which you have experienced. Yet with the unity which you have in common with the one known as Don, the transfer was easily effected, for it was offered with firm intention. It is not often understood among your people that the primary ingredient to all your evolution is intention. That which occurs because you will it. If you are unsure of what you have willed, observe that which has occurred.

The transfer of characteristics of your personality and the reception of the characteristics of another personality, then, in this instance resulted in dual personalities residing within both entities. This was not a complete transfer, however. For such to occur, there would be much more preparation, and the skills of the adept would be consciously applied. The transfer occurred not due to such skills of the adept, but because of firm intent and of the harmony which existed and does exist between the two entities. The partial transfer was a transfer of those characteristics which were most immediately available, those, shall we say, on the surface of the personality, those which were pronounced and therefore most easily transferred, and not requiring in your case the skills of the adept. For the one known as Don the portions transferred were of the nature of concern, anxiety, fear, worry. These, shall we say, characteristics had been surfacing for some time within this entity and had been finding avenues of expression in various directions. The portions which you yourself transferred were those of great sensitivity, great compassion, without bounds or control, so that much now seems out of control and most sensitive to the one known as Don.

Carla asked: “Could you give some general information about the transfer of personalities, and its metaphysical nature and purpose?” Latwii replied the transfer of which you speak is one which is quite unusual among your people, for it to occur there must be unity between the transferees, and there must be a harmony of being which permits an exchange to occur without loss, so many people experience possession, and in this experience there is a loss to the personality which is being possessed, and such would be the case if entities of the normal configuration were to attempt such a transfer as that which you have experienced, yet with the unity which you have in common with Don, the transfer was easily effected, for it was offered with firm intention, but it is not often understood among your people that the primary ingredient to all of your evolution is intention since that which occurs because you will it, but if you are unsure of what you have willed, observe that which has occurred. Latwii went on to say the transfer of characteristics of your personality and the reception of the characteristics of another personality in this instance resulted in dual personalities residing within both entities, but this was not a complete transfer, for such to occur there would be much more preparation, and the skills of the adept would be consciously applied, so the transfer occurred not due to such skills of the adept but because of firm intent and of the harmony which does exist between the two entities, and the partial transfer was a transfer of those characteristics which were immediately available were those on the surface of the personality, those which were pronounced and the most easily transferred, not requiring in your case the skills of the adept, for Don the portions transferred were of the nature of anxiety, fear, and worry, for these characteristics had been surfacing for some time within him and had been finding avenues of expression in various directions, and the portions which you transferred were those of great sensitivity and compassion without bounds, so that much now seems out of control and most sensitive to Don. On January 15, 1995, Hatonn described the nature of the surface personality:

It is well to strive towards the ideals of being present and practicing the presence of the infinite Creator. It simply needs to be pointed out that this, like other states of conscious existence, is that which is upon the surface of the personality of the life experience, whereas the work of an incarnation redounds to the very depth of the self, to the roots of mind, the last thirsty roots of consciousness that reach into that which is deity.

You see, your nature is such that the striving, the activity of an incarnation, remains in a sense frivolous or unimportant, the many self-judgments being not only frivolous but inaccurate and inappropriate. We suggest that each encourage those thoughts which refrain from judgment and discourage the self in its desires to castigate and rebuke the self for its shallowness, its lack of appropriate awareness of the present moment.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. After the incident took place … I have two questions, this is one. After the incident took place, I had an acute episode wherein I experienced all the characteristics you mentioned, and a few more. However, the effects did not last, or if they lasted they were integrated into myself, and I have not felt less than whole since very shortly after that time. It is my perception of the one known as Don that his primary nature is that of a wise person. I do not feel perceptively wiser. However, I do feel integrated. On the other hand, some of the deeper characteristics of mine seem to be transferred to Don, and rather than an acute episode and then integration, seems to have the nature of a chronic or cycling character, and it does not become integrated or become comfortable.

And I guess my first question is why should he have to suffer and I am not, and secondly why should he not receive the extremely tough nature with extremely strong will which I offered to him when I to said him, “I’ll be the strong one and you can just take a rest for awhile.” Why was he not able to receive the toughness that is at my heart? That’s sort of an A and B. Why is he suffering so much more than I, and why didn’t he get the rest of me, the part that he needs or even the part that he needs of himself which is equally tough?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel that the two portions of your query may be combined, for they are indeed one. The cause of what you have called suffering is due to, shall we say, lack of transfer of that portion which you have spoken of as the toughness. The one known as Don has, indeed, that great quality of wisdom which is itself composed of what you would call a tough fiber, and in your actions you have, without becoming aware of it, expressed this quality, and have it to some degree yet. It is not an easy query to respond to, that is, why there is suffering in this case, for there are many portions to this situation, some of which we may not touch upon, for they lie within the rim of what you may call free will infringement. We would remind each entity that this experience is a great opportunity, yet with the opportunity comes the risk; such is so at all times.

The one known as Don has many portions to his personality, as does each entity, and there are many portions which are in motion in regard to his being at this time. Some of those are known and some are suspected; others remain mysterious. As that quality known as fear attempts to be expressed in any personality, the attempt is usually for the purpose of achieving a finer balance. This is the purpose of all distortion, that greater experience and balance might be offered and achieved. Each distortion has a purpose that may be expanded to many levels of perception in the life experience. The great wisdom of the one known as Don has been a valuable ally throughout the incarnation. To search carefully so that each step taken is placed with care is a wise thing to do. When one begins to doubt the results of the search, to doubt in some degree the ability of the self to step forward, then the wisdom becomes somewhat distorted, and there is the tendency towards that which you may call fear. This tendency then presents the opportunity to renew the faith in the stepping forward. When this quality of wisdom being distorted and presenting further opportunity for strengthening is affected by other forces, shall we say, then the situation becomes somewhat complex.

Carla asked: “And I guess my first question is why should he have to suffer and I am not, and secondly why should he not receive the extremely tough nature with extremely strong will which I offered to him when I to said him, “I’ll be the strong one and you can just take a rest for awhile.” Why was he not able to receive the toughness that is at my heart?” Latwii began by saying we feel that the two portions of your query may be combined, for they are one, for the cause of suffering is due to a lack of transfer of that portion which you have spoken of as the toughness, so Don has that quality of wisdom which is composed of a tough fiber, and in your actions you have, without becoming aware of it, expressed this quality, and you have it to some degree, yet it is not an easy query to respond to, that is, why there is suffering in this case, for there are many portions to this situation, some of which we may not touch upon, for they lie within the realm of free will infringement, so we would remind each entity that this experience is a great opportunity, yet with the opportunity comes the risk, and such is so at all times. Latwii continued by saying Don has many portions to his personality, and there are many portions which are in motion in regard to his being at this time, so some of those are known, and some are suspected, but others remain mysterious, for as that quality of fear attempts to be expressed in any personality, the attempt is usually for the purpose of achieving a finer balance, and this is the purpose of all distortion, that greater experience and balance might be offered and achieved, and each distortion has a purpose that may be expanded to many levels of perception in the life experience, and the great wisdom of Don has been a valuable ally throughout the incarnation, so to search carefully so that each step taken is placed with care is a wise thing to do, but when one begins to doubt the ability of the self to step forward, then their wisdom becomes distorted, and there is the tendency towards fear, for this tendency presents the opportunity to renew the faith in the stepping forward, but when this quality of wisdom is being distorted and presenting further opportunity for strengthening is affected by other forces, then the situation becomes complex. On January 2, 1983, Latwii described the nature of fear:

We may describe fear as a negative hope, which is to say that it too shall come to pass. For the balance of the desire of not experiencing is the desire to experience. Where you have fear on the conscious level it is often the case that the opposite, or the desire, is experienced upon the subconscious level. In such a situation the entity with the fear shall draw unto itself that which it fears in some form, so that it might balance that fear with the acceptance of what was feared.

At each point in an entity’s growth there is the opportunity to express the fullness of being that is each entity’s birthright. At certain points there shall be tests. There shall be that which is called the initiation. Each initiation proceeds in a totally unique fashion in ways which are quite beyond the ability of most entities to comprehend, and are beyond our ability to express at the present time due to the desire we feel not to infringe upon free will. The actions of those entities of negative polarity which monitor this group also add their particular distortion to the situation. The toughness which you have to offer is not in this case transferred, for it was not, shall we say, upon the surface of your being, and it was needed for you to be the strong one, shall we say. [A telephone rings.] We shall pause.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii and am once again with this instrument. We appreciate the notes of joy, and shall complete our response at this time. To summarize that which we have taken so long to speak about and apologize for, so we may say that the transfer was not of a total personality and not of the characteristics which might be desired to be transferred should the process be understood consciously. Therefore, each received that which was available and upon the surface of the personality. The complexity of the transfer is to be appreciated when viewed from the perspective of the one known as Don, for this entity is experiencing other phenomena as well as the transfer which is playing a large role in distorting his current perceptions.

Latwii went on to say at each point in an entity’s growth there is the opportunity to express the fullness of being that is each entity’s birthright, and at certain points there shall be tests which are called initiation that proceed in an unique fashion in ways which are beyond the ability of most entities to comprehend, and they are beyond our ability to express at the present time due to the desire we feel not to infringe upon free will, but the actions of entities of negative polarity which monitor this group also add their particular distortion to the situation, so the toughness which you have to offer is not in this case transferred, for it was not upon the surface of your being, and it was needed for you to be the strong one. Now Latwii said we apologize for that which we have taken so long to speak about, so we say that the transfer was not of a total personality and not of the characteristics which might be desired to be transferred should the process be understood consciously, for each received that which was available and upon the surface of the personality, for the complexity of the transfer is to be appreciated when viewed from the perspective of Don, for this entity is experiencing other phenomena as well as the transfer which is playing a large role in distorting his current perceptions. In 106.13, Ra explained the nature of the transfer that Carla is asking about:

Questioner: Could Ra recommend what I should do to improve my state of health?

Ra: I am Ra. We tread most closely to the Law of Confusion in this instance but feel the appropriateness of speaking due to potentially fatal results to the instrument. We pause to give the questioner and the scribe a few moments of space/time to aid us by stepping away from those distortions which cause us to invoke the Law of Confusion. This would be helpful.

[A few moments pause.]

I am Ra. We appreciate your attempts. Even confusion on your behalves is helpful. The questioner has, in the recent past, allowed a complete transfer of mental/emotional pain from the questioner to the instrument. The key to this deleterious working was when the instrument said words to the effect of the meaning that it would be the questioner and be the strong one. The questioner could be as the instrument, small and foolish. The questioner, in full ignorance of the firm intent of the instrument and not grasping the possibility of any such energy transfer, agreed.

These two entities have been as one for a timeless period and have manifested this in your space/time. Thusly, the deleterious working occurred.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. I would like to say that that was not a long answer considering what you told me. It was very concise, and I thank you. It strikes me that this has been a kind of a key incident in my life. You meet people, and you’ve seen them before, and you realize that you have made pre-incarnative agreements with them to be companions, or friends, or whatever, and I suspect that this was a pre-incarnative possibility, a planned possibility, simply because I had no conscious idea that there was anything like this possible. It seems the question is, if you can tell me that, is this correct? And the other part of the question is, is there a way to finish the job so that compassion without the toughness can be changed to the balance that I have achieved to this point, which I would be glad to transfer?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. We find that such pre-incarnative choices have indeed been made, yet with each pre-incarnative choice there is the great variety of means of expression. Some abilities and faculties are left to the, shall we say, unconscious mind to serve as rudders or general guides so that the personality is powered by forces unseen, or so it seems. Other characteristics and abilities are presented with conscious expression possibilities so that during the incarnation entities may, shall we say, realize the fruits of the pre-incarnative choices upon a conscious level.

During your lives together you have expressed in an unconscious fashion, and on numerous occasions, this ability to transfer portions of yourself. You have with each other been able to lend portions of yourself to the other, yet this lending ability has not been as conscious a choice as the recent transfer of which we have been speaking. The reintegration of personalities is that which you have been attempting now for some time to achieve. We find that there is a limit here to our ability to speak upon this subject, yet we find the suggestions of the one known as B to be most helpful in this instance. Again, we remind each entity that it is the intention which is most important in this case as in all others in which there is the conscious attempt to progress in mind, body and spirit. The sitting in silence together with the focus upon the true nature of being, the true nature of each entity’s being, and the true characteristics of each entity’s personality is that which is most helpful.

Carla asked: “You meet people, and you’ve seen them before, and you realize that you have made pre-incarnative agreements with them to be companions, or friends, or whatever, and I suspect that this was a pre-incarnative possibility, a planned possibility, simply because I had no conscious idea that there was anything like this possible. It seems the question is, if you can tell me that, is this correct? And the other part of the question is, is there a way to finish the job so that compassion without the toughness can be changed to the balance that I have achieved to this point, which I would be glad to transfer?” Now Latwii said we find that such pre-incarnative choices have been made, yet with each pre-incarnative choice there is the great variety of means of expression, and some abilities are left to the unconscious mind to serve as guides, so that the personality is powered by forces unseen, or so it seems, but other abilities are presented with conscious expression possibilities so that during the incarnation entities may realize the fruits of the pre-incarnative choices upon a conscious level. Latwii continued by saying during your lives together you have expressed in an unconscious fashion this ability to transfer portions of yourself, and you have been able to lend portions of yourself to the other, yet this lending ability has not been as conscious a choice as the recent transfer of which we have been speaking, for the reintegration of personalities is that which you have been attempting to achieve, so we find that there is a limit to our ability to speak upon this subject, yet we find the suggestions of the one known as B to be helpful in this instance, yet we remind each entity that it is the intention which is most important in this case as in all others in which there is the conscious attempt to progress in mind, body, and spirit, so sitting in silence together with the focus upon the true nature of each entity’s being and the true characteristics of each entity’s personality is that which is most helpful. On February 17, 2018, Q’uo described the general nature of pre-incarnative choices:

There is a connection between all entities on planet Earth within the unconscious mind, for all contribute part of their experience that is of a very basic or root level to the unconscious mind. This is more a part of the pre-incarnative choices made by each entity that now inhabits your third-density illusion. These choices were made before the incarnations were undertaken, thus, they were made before the veil was dropped between the conscious and unconscious minds. Thus, these choices are purer in their seeking of Love to experience and to give unconditional Love, for this is the requirement of this particular density in order to allow those who are able to do so to be graduated or harvested into the fourth density of Love and understanding.

Thus, there is a base of this general concept of Love that each conscious third-density being stands upon, shall we say, symbolically, and attempts more or less consciously, usually in the unconscious sense, to move forward from. There are, however, misperceptions of the conscious mind that grow in some to be a larger and larger portion of the conscious behavior of many entities that keep them locked within the lower centers of energy of the orange and the yellow, and occasionally of the red, as well, when there is great difficult in achieving a sense of survival and vitality. These blockages of energies keep the individual experiencing them from being able to perceive the bias from their own unconscious minds that is placed upon all catalyst which comes before the conscious notice.

May we answer you further my sister?

Carla: No, I think that’s been an extremely helpful answer. I have only one more question to tax your patience with, and that is, when we decided to do this, it just seems to me that a lot of friends or mates would have decided to attempt to balance by transfer in order to be of more service to other people, in order to be more balanced entities, and you say this is very unusual. Why is it very unusual, because it obviously has a lot of good qualities if you can tough it out? For service to others, I mean, it has a lot of potential for service to others.

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your query, my sister. That which we find unusual in this instance is the degree of transfer. As you have mentioned, there are many upon your planet who seek to serve a mate, a family member, or a friend by transferring some portion of the self to that entity that that entity might in some way benefit, yet it is quite unusual to find two entities who have the qualities, shall we say, necessary to effect a transfer in the manner which has occurred between you and the one known as Don. There must be, as we mentioned, a firm intention, powered, shall we say, by a strong will. There must be a harmony of being between the two which is of a high degree. There must be a sensitivity upon each entity’s part which allows the feel, shall we say, between those portions of the self being transferred and those portions of the other self being received. And there must be a certain conscious quality of understanding which, even though small, is necessary in order for the transfer to occur. We speak of these characteristics which are necessary for such transfer in terms which we feel are most able to be comprehended, yet we remind you, my sister, that we speak of a phenomenon which is quite beyond the description of words, and in truth we feel we do not do justice to its qualities by our words.

Carla asked: When we decided to do this, it just seems to me that a lot of friends or mates would have decided to attempt to balance by transfer in order to be of more service to other people, in order to be more balanced entities, and you say this is very unusual. Why is it very unusual, because it obviously has a lot of good qualities if you can tough it out? For service to others, I mean, it has a lot of potential for service to others.” Then Latwii said that which we find unusual in this instance is the degree of transfer, and there are many upon your planet who seek to serve a mate, a family member, or a friend by transferring some portion of the self to that entity that that entity might benefit, yet it is unusual to find two entities who have the qualities necessary to effect a transfer in the manner which has occurred between you and Don, so there must be a firm intention, powered by a strong will, for there must be a harmony of being between the two which is of a high degree, yet there must be a sensitivity upon each entity’s part which allows the feel between those portions of the self being transferred and those portions of the other self being received, and there must be a conscious quality of understanding which is necessary in order for the transfer to occur, for we speak of these characteristics which are necessary for such transfer in terms which we feel are able to be comprehended, yet we remind you that we speak of a phenomenon which is beyond the description of words, and in truth we feel we do not do justice to its qualities by our words. On September 18, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the value of setting firm intentions:

We do not have to paint the stark picture of your environment. For all of the surpassing beauty of the world of nature that makes up the vast majority of this environment, the passion play of humankind has created a drama that unfolds before you in details and patterns of outworking expressions of the distress and confusion of a lost humanity. You did not come to add to the sorrow and the distress of this environment. Rather, you entered incarnation with a firm intention of being a part of the lightening of planet Earth at this time. You came to offer a local habitation to the ineffable and illimitable values of compassion, wisdom and unconditional Love.

May we therefore attempt further response?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to you, my sister.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument once again. Is there another query that we might attempt at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. Well, my friends, we had our operators standing by, but we have not received another query. We hope that we have not been too laborious in our previous responses and caused each with a query to fear that that would be their fate. We shall ask one final time if there might be another query to which we might attempt a brief response?

Carla: Okay. Make a brief response to this. When I was in church this morning, it being Easter Sunday, I was relatively unmoved by the service although I was praying with my normal zeal and enthusiasm, it being my distortion to worship in that way, and suddenly I was not in the church. This has happened to me before. The portion of the service that was occurring at that time was the reading of what is called the Gospel which is part of a holy work called the Bible. And the reading was that Mary Magdalene went to the tomb on Easter morning where her teacher was, and she found the stone rolled away from the mouth of it, and her teacher was gone, and she felt that His body had been stolen by somebody, and she cried. And that’s where I was, and I was wearing the clothes that she was wearing, and I was crying. And I wasn’t gone for very long. I came back and they were finishing up that reading. And I discovered tears on my cheeks. I don’t cry, don’t have any tears of my own. And I wondered if you could say something in general about the nature of that kind of experience? Briefly, of course. Concisely. And at no great length.

I am Latwii. Yes.

[Laughter]

Carla: Would you please?

I am Latwii, and now to our more characteristic response. The quality of which you speak is one which is uniquely expressed in your being, and that is your empathic ability. The one known as Jesus has great appeal to your distortions, and on occasions which honor this teacher such as this particular day, your devotion to His teachings and the praise of His work and life is that quality which is the motivator, shall we say, of the focus of your empathic ability. You experience that which is read and become the entity spoken of. In some degree this quality is available to each who worships, yet the intensity of the experience is dependent upon the devotion to the one known as Jesus, and the sensitivity of the one who worships. Since you have both qualities in great degree, it is possible for you from time to time to experience that of which you have spoken.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Now that we have proven that we can speak briefly, is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii. We are aware of several potential queries that have not yet found their time of ripeness. Perhaps at a later meeting we shall have the honor of attempting answer to them. We would remind each entity that our words are but words, and are but our opinions. Take them for what they might be worth to you. Leave those which have no value. All words are but guides and all guides can take an entity but so far. The journey you travel is truly your own and the strength to continue it will come from your own efforts. We are greatly honored to be a part of that journey, and, in truth, we travel as One to the One through the One. We thank each in this group for inviting our presence, and we remind each that we are but a request away. We shall take our leave of this group at this time, and leave you, as always, in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation comes from: “There are innumerable biblical passages which reveal the importance of “waiting on the Lord,” of being a beholder of life. This does not mean sitting idly by doing nothing. On the contrary, the more one waits on the Lord, the more is one a beholder of God working in them, through time, and as them through them, and as them, and the more active do they become.

If we are beholders, we do those things which require our attention and which lie nearest at hand. If we have a household to take care of, we take care of it; if we have calls to make, we make them; but while we are engaging in these activities, it is with the attitude: “I wait on the Lord; I behold what God gives me to do.” Always we hold ourselves in such a state of receptivity that we are ready and willing, at a moment’s notice, to change any plans we may have made in order to follow the divine plan.

There are duties to be performed and obligations to be met every day of our lives. That which is given us to do must be performed, but in being a beholder, we discover that there is a divine direction, a divine power which guides us. This is the state of consciousness achieved by Paul: “I live, yet not I, Christ liveth in me.” It is as if the man Paul were stepping to one side saying: “The Christ is on the field; the Christ is acting in me, through me, and as me. Christ lives my life for me.” That is the attitude that we maintain as a beholder, almost as if we were saying: “I am not really living my life at all. I am watching God live Its life through me.”

This is the ideal way of living: this is the spiritual way of life, the way in which we meet with the fewest obstacles, the least opposition, the smallest number of misunderstandings. There is always a Presence, the Infinite Invisible, which goes before us to make the crooked places straight and to make every detail of our experience perfect. It is only when “I” do things, say things, and think things that the outcome may be wrong. Our entire experience of frustration comes from our reluctance to wait long enough for It to take over.”

Later this morning I went outside and transplanted the two thirds of the Pansies on the top of the Wuthering Heights Mound in the front yard.

This afternoon I ran a couple of errands with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought two more trays of Pansies and some food for myself. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenex, a case of purified water, and a pint of Haagan Dasz ice cream. When I got home, I finished planting the Pansies on the top of the Wuthering Heights Mound.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 9

Rejoice And Be Glad

I am the living Spirit of the consciousness of Love. I greet you in the Light and Love of Jesus the Christ.

Rejoice today, my people! Rejoice and be glad! Open the eyes of the heart to gaze about creation and see the streams of glory which shower the Earth with the bounty of sun and rain.

Rejoice as do the happy trees, the laughing mountains, and the rolling seas, chuckling in unified pleasure at the warm, quick wind of the Creator’s Love.

Rejoice in all of creation to the bounds of your telescopes and your imagination, your microscopes and your greatest and most awful discoveries.

Feel an intimate joy in each intricate beauty that the Creator has offered, for this creation is yours as you are Christ’s. Know and see that all things are instinct with Love, alive with the Spirit. And in every transformation see the powerful hand of the Holy One.

May you set apart your lives in peace to the glory of God, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from April 15, 1984:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great pleasure to speak through this instrument once again and to be with each of you. This instrument was reluctant to begin, however each other instrument was more reluctant than she, desiring in common to hear our words through this instrument. Therefore, although this instrument is somewhat fatigued, we find the instrument most receptive, and we are grateful for the opportunity to share our thoughts with you, for you are our beloved friends, and there is no greater pleasure than in your companionship. From you we have learned so much. We thank you and bless you and offer, as always, to be with each of you, for the Confederation wishes to be of service even as we find ourselves served in the doing of this humble service.

In this session Hatonn spoke about healing. They began by saying we find in Carla’s mind a phrase which she heard this day. It is from your holy and concerns the teacher you know as Jesus. It was said of Him in this writing, “He can save others; Himself he cannot save.” This is a greatly misunderstood portion of the writing which surrounds a greatly distorted telling of this teacher’s life and work. We shall explore it with you with your permission. When you consider what this particular teacher did for others, whether you wish to consider the story as myth or as history, you will find that He, indeed, saved; the dead man became alive; the blind man saw; the troubled woman was healed of heartsickness and learned to love. The essence of a life of service is that there is about the person who lives such a life that which heals. It may be physical healing, emotional healing, it may be healing upon levels which are difficult for most of your people to recognize. But nevertheless, on a planetary level, healing of inner or auric spheres, healing of earth energy—there are as many kinds of healing as there are those who offer their lives in service to others.

When the most rigorously unselfish person begins to heal, that person comes up against one of the great paradoxes of life of service to others, and that is this, my friends: beyond a certain point, giving to others robs the self. Therefore, a life of perfect service to others removes the self. That is what occurred to the teacher known to you as Jesus. This teacher literally could not save Himself, for perfect compassion had expressed itself in His incarnation. And in perfect compassion lies the decision to lay down the life for others. Each of you is at this time living a life of imperfect compassion by the standards set by the one known as Jesus. No matter how beatific and angelic your thoughts, how pure your motives, there is an instinctual sense of the preservation of the self. We wish you to accept this as a balanced and unquestionably necessary frame of mind as you pursue your path of service. If you give all, if you lay down your life continuously, you become literally too fine to withstand this illusion, and therefore you offer yourself as sacrifice for many.

Hatonn began by saying we find in the instrument’s mind a phrase which she heard today, and it is from your Bible and concerns the teacher, Jesus, for it was said of Him in this writing, “He can save others; Himself he cannot save,” so this is a misunderstood portion of the writing which surrounds the distorted telling of this teacher’s life, and we shall explore it with you, for when you consider what this teacher did for others, whether you wish to consider the story as myth or as history, for you will find that He saved, that the dead man became alive; the blind man saw; the troubled woman was healed of heartsickness and learned to Love, yet the essence of a life of service is that there is about the person, who lives such a life, that which heals, and it may be physical healing, emotional healing, a healing upon levels which are difficult for most of your people to recognize, but on a planetary level, healing of inner or auric spheres, healing of Earth energy—there are as many kinds of healing as there are those who offer their lives in service to others. Hatonn went on to say when the most unselfish person begins to heal, that person comes up against one of the great paradoxes of life of service to others, and that is beyond a certain point, giving to others robs the self, for a life of perfect service to others removes the self, and that is what occurred to the teacher Jesus, so this teacher could not save Himself, for perfect compassion had expressed itself in His incarnation, and in perfect compassion lies the decision to lay down the life for others, so each of you is living a life of imperfect compassion by the standards set by Jesus, yet no matter how angelic your thoughts, how pure your motives, there is an instinctual sense of the preservation of the self, and we ask you to accept this as a balanced frame of mind as you pursue your path of service, for if you give all and lay down your life continuously, you become too fine to withstand this illusion, and offer yourself as sacrifice for many. On August 12, 1984, Oxal described the nature of perfect compassion:

Let us look at perfect compassion. Let us look at a perfectly smoothly running, perfectly timed universe. Perfect compassion, which we call Love, for want of a better word, is power. It is power that has been so disciplined, guided, and considered that all things work together in harmony. That which powers the universe is not understood. That which powers the universe is Love. Wisdom is the vibration which Love uses. It is the material the artist uses to create experience for those who are conscious. Therefore, as you wish to learn the one original Thought, so you wish to learn all that there is. Wisdom is the refining of Love into its shapes, designs, its nuances and its shadows.

[Sound of cats snarling.]

(Carla channeling)

Pardon our delay, but the instrument was laughing. We wish to assure you that in no way do we suggest the kind of enlightened self-interest, as this instrument would call it, that causes one to become separate and apart from others, judgmental, or in any way a stumbling block. Indeed, one can come very close to complete service to others and still remain within this illusion. But if all others are the Creator, are not you the Creator also, and is not the heart of your work your own worth? Therefore, we ask each of you not to lose that center of joy, happiness, peace, the gifts of the spirit of Light which are given to you in meditation and are your birthright.

Let us dwell now upon this joy, for we would wish that you would feel more fully that which you wish to give. We wish to take you with us into etherean heights in which colors dazzle and light sings with joy. Your spirits are as beautiful as gems, and they are all worthy to be lifted up into the Light, the all-pervading, limitless Light that makes all one. Where can you go that Light is not when you are in meditation and you have asked to see that which is? Nowhere, my friends, is there a lack of any kind. Nowhere is there darkness or shadow. Let your hearts rest upon the gentle current of the ocean of Love. Let your weariness fade away as you bask in the one original Thought. Yes, you must come back, and yes, your memory will be imperfect, and your expression will not accurately reflect the totality of your understanding. The illusion is too often too heavy for you to be able to remember. And so, you must go back and yet again back, and if you cannot remember, again. Persist and the word is a knowledge that has no words, a joy that has no bounds, and an expression that is limitless.

Hatonn went on to say we wish to assure you that in no way do we suggest the kind of enlightened self-interest that causes one to become separate from others, judgmental, or in any way a stumbling block, so one can come close to complete service to others and still remain within this illusion, but if all others are the Creator, and you are also the Creator, for this is the heart of your work and your worth, so we ask each of you not to lose that center of joy and peace, the gifts of the spirit of Light which are given to you in meditation and are your birthright. Then Hatonn said let us dwell upon this joy, for we wish that you feel more fully that which you wish to give, and we wish to take you with us into etherean heights in which colors dazzle, and Light sings with joy, so your spirits are as beautiful as gems, and they are worthy to be lifted up into the infinite limitless Light that makes all one, so: “Where can you go that Light is not when you are in meditation and you have asked to see that which is?” Now Hatonn said nowhere is there a lack of any kind, or darkness, or shadow, so let your hearts rest upon the gentle current of the ocean of Love, and let your weariness fade away as you bask in the one original Thought, for you must come back, and your memory will be imperfect, and your expression will not reflect the totality of your understanding since the illusion is often too heavy for you to be able to remember, for you must go back, so persist and the word is a knowledge that has no words, a joy that has no bounds, and an expression that is limitless. On November 21, 1982, Latwii described the one original Thought of Love:

Consider that what you seek is a portion of the one original Thought. That Thought is unity. That Thought of the one Creator has allowed each portion of Itself to travel through free will within the creation of the one original Thought. The journey takes many turns. Yet within each moment, Love exists. Within each moment, the Creator resides in full at all times. That this is not recognized does not diminish its truth. Such difficulties provide the stimulus for the inner seeking as the outer world begins to fade, for it becomes apparent to the seeker that Love may best be found within the heart of the being. Love then found there might be radiated, as a beacon shines Light in the darkest portion of the night. Sorrow and suffering then motivate those feeling the suffering to seek more and more within, more and more in that portion of your illusion which Love inhabits purely and always readily available.

We know that each of you recognizes this state of mind and has been in it. We know that each of you wishes to serve to the utmost. And so, we wish this evening to ask that you balance the grasping of the worth of the self and its life in Love as against the giving of that life in Love to others. An unbalanced giving is martyrdom, an unbalanced worth of the self severely limits your potential for progress upon the positive path that each of you seeks to travel. Grasp you then the balancing pole. Fix firmly in your mind the sense of the illusion through which you may laugh and cry and still know the illusion. Then, looking neither forward or backward, step out and lift your own heart. That which is your service will be known to you day by day. What is your service this day? What has been your manifestation? It is worthwhile to spend some time in the asking of these two questions at the ending of each of your days? But whatever the answer, however far you may have been unbalanced between self-worth and giving, the morning will bring more Light, more Love, and a new opportunity to find that perfect balance that you may give and give, and give again, dancing, balanced on your center of Love so that all comes through you, and a bit remains with you, just enough for today. There is no hoarding of the self possible, indeed, if you hoard your worth and your giving, you shall diminish yourself. If you give all and keep no yeast to leaven new dough, tomorrow shall be difficult.

We celebrate the return to this group of two members and cannot express our happiness. We celebrate also the reuniting in meditation at this time of the one known as M as he is now sitting in meditation. Though geographically apart, there is unity and strength in your bonds. Let us ride together, my friends, in the ship we have fashioned of speech, and dreams, and Love. Let us comfort each other in Love, and let us rejoice in the unity of our identity. We are the one infinite Creator. All that you see about you—shape, delineation of all kinds, all that meets your eye is the Creator. What is your service today? There is a whole creation, the possibilities have no end, and your beauty is perfection. We leave you with the promise of our return whenever you would wish it. We leave you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai. Adonai.

Hatonn continued by saying we know that each of you recognizes this state of mind and has been in it, and we know that each of you wishes to serve to the utmost, so we to ask that you balance the grasping of the worth of the self and its life in Love as against the giving of that life in Love to others, for an unbalanced giving is martyrdom, and an unbalanced worth of the self limits your potential for progress upon the positive path that each of you seeks to travel, so grasp the balancing pole, and firmly fix in your mind the sense of the illusion through which you may laugh and cry and still know the illusion, yet looking neither forward or backward, step out and lift your heart, for that which is your service will be known to you day by day, so: “What is your service this day? What has been your manifestation?” Then Hatonn said it is worthwhile to spend time in asking these two questions at the ending of each day, but whatever the answer, however far you may have been unbalanced between self-worth and giving, the morning will bring more Light, more Love, and a new opportunity to find that perfect balance that you may give and give again, balanced on your center of Love, so that all comes through you, and a bit remains with you, just enough for today, but there is no hoarding of the self possible, for if you hoard your worth and your giving, you shall diminish yourself, but if you give all and keep no yeast to leaven new dough, tomorrow shall be difficult. Hatonn continued by saying we celebrate the return to this group of two members and cannot express our happiness, and we celebrate also the reuniting in meditation at this time of the one known as M as he is now sitting in meditation, for though geographically apart, there is unity and strength in your bonds, so let us ride together in the ship we have fashioned of speech, dreams, and Love, and let us comfort each other in Love, and let us rejoice in the unity of our identity, for we are the one infinite Creator, so all that you see about you: shape, delineation of all kinds, all that meets your eye is the Creator, for there is a whole creation, so the possibilities have no end, and your beauty is perfection. What is your service today? On April 26, 1992, Q’uo described how we can know what our service is:

As you become aware or informed by wisdom, it may be that your service becomes more effective, but until one has the pure heartfelt desire to serve and to offer oneself in service at each opportunity available, wisdom is useless. The desire to serve is that which begins the process in a manner which is, in the overall sense, most effective. That your service may or may not be effective according to your estimation from what you call “hindsight” is relatively unimportant. The important factor is that the desire is generated to serve. This desire is that which you have incarnated to find and to nourish as the seedling which later becomes the great oak.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are filled with great joy to once again be able to address this group. This instrument is becoming familiarized with the process of conditioning once again and finds it somewhat amusing, that his jaws should be moving without conscious intent of digesting food. The food we present is of another nature, and we join this group in the seeking for that food, the seeking of the One in laughter and in joy. As always, it is our joy to attempt to answer those queries which you have brought with you. If each would search the pockets and see if the list has been remembered, we shall begin with the first query.

Carla: I forgot my list. Could you address the subject of harvestable second-density animals, and the possibility of their living to third density, and how many of them do, and how many of them come back to be with their owners?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. May we say it is good to hear your voice once again in the spoken form, though may we also say we have heard you from the inner speaking as well. To address your query, we shall suggest that the creatures upon your planet who enjoy existence with you and are called by you the second density, have progressed through a cycle of what you would call time that is in comparison to your own cycle most immense. Your cycle is but an inch compared to the miles these creatures have traveled. To gain the consciousness of self is an arduous process, for we all come from the One, yet in the beginning stages of that coming and becoming, the gaining of individualization is a very slow process.

Therefore, when such an entity becomes what you would call harvestable, the prospect of one that you would call a pet returning to those you call masters is a prospect which seems but a small effort to make in the repayment of the gaining of harvestability. Such an entity may feel that the doors which have been opened by the master shall await, and it shall remain and through added devotion serve the master once again in a manner which increases the harvestability, and shall as an incidental effect increase its placement within the next density when it chooses to go through that door. Many such second-density creatures travel through that door as soon as it is open, for one of the great characteristics of the second-density creature is that of curiosity, and open doors are seldom ignored.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: If a second-density entity that was harvestable had been a cat, and if it chose to return to the master once more before going through that door, would it necessarily choose to be a cat?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The form which is chosen is usually the form which is desired by the master. This desire is formed by habit. It is not usual for a master who loves birds, shall we say, to suddenly switch that allegiance and desire a crocodile.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, that’s a great relief. I’ll check the cats out and leave the crocodiles and kangaroos and whatnot to others. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

S: Yes, Latwii. I have a several month backlog. Unfortunately, I didn’t bring my list either. I guess as it should be, a lot of these questions were eventually answered by myself. What I was wanting to ask you about this evening is perceiving an eye looking back at one during meditation or sometimes casually and quickly just as one closes one’s eyes to relax for a moment, or, you know, have a cup of tea before the kids get home. And I’ve experienced this twice, seeing two separate eyes, one looking similar to mine, and one looking totally different and not having a totally human characteristic that we have here. Can you make any comment on this at all?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. There are, of course, many possible explanations. We do not rule out astral beeping tones …

[Laughter]

…but shall suggest that is not the case. The subconscious mind of each entity which seeks the truth contains many forms and symbols which have meaning to the entity which the entity may not be familiar with consciously. Yet, when the form or symbol presents itself in a moment which is unexpected, there arise within the entity many connotations, inspirations, and suggestions in holographic form, shall we say, that present yet one more piece to the puzzle, the puzzle of what is truth and who, in truth, am I, the seeker. As you seek these forms and others, and experience various phenomena, you will most often be puzzled. The message will not be clear at once, and, indeed, may never be clear to your incarnation, yet each time the conscious mind shall be enticed by that which is mysterious.

This is the nature of the seeking. Always there are guides, signposts, surprises and that which is in general mysterious, in order that the seeker might travel further and in some sense gain an insight into the nature of its own being and the creation through which it moves.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, I think I’ll need to digest that a little bit, thank you. And I’d also like to thank you for your patience, and it’s very nice to hear you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you as well, my sister. It is a joy to hear your voice and to feel your presence and join with your being. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Would you care to comment on the association either between the eye within the pyramid on the dollar bill and what S experienced or the eyes on the chair when the thing that the figure is sitting on in the Tarot card—I can’t remember whether it’s the Priestess … no, I can’t remember which one it is. It’s either number three or number four I think …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once more with this instrument. What a motley crew we have this evening. Forgetting lists, turning the tape recorder around, and forgetting the number of the card. We shall attempt response to your query amidst such difficulties …

[Laughter]

…These symbols of which we spoke in the previous response may have a personal or general connotations. As a race of beings, your people have had and shared common experiences. The eye which peers upon the pyramid, and is found upon your dollar bill, as you call it, is symbolic of that which is also called by many the third eye, that eye which resides at the brow chakra and represents the seeing of another reality. You exist within an illusion, an illusion which seems separate, one portion from another; the night and the day, the male and the female, the right and the left, the good and the bad, and so forth. With two eyes of polarity do you see but dimly within your illusion. With the so-called third eye, which is single in its sight, does one seek to see the unity of all creation. This eye is found and has been recorded within many disciplines, from those cards called Tarot, and various lodges such as Masonic, and even appears in distorted form upon your currency. This same eye has a general meaning to your people and may also have specific meanings to each entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: That’s what I call a general answer. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you once again, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Well, I don’t want to hog, but I did have another question. A friend of mine asked me recently about the possibility that the desire of one person in a mated couple was enough to make appropriate the actions of both. In this case it was having to do with the decision to possibly have a child. My feeling at the time was that mutual agreement in all things, whether having a child or any other portion of the relationship needed to be the basis of the action. That was my opinion. Since then I’ve thought about it, and wondered about the placement of intuition. In a mated couple it’s always true that one is more intuitive than the other, and in a service-to-others couple, it’s very possible that the most intuitive person would feel that something is correct, and it would serve both well to agree to it even if both did not fully understand. So, I wanted to ask whether one person’s heartfelt belief that something was so was enough for two to agree and make it so?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. This is a most interesting query, for it appears quite complex, and, indeed, may be such unless one is able to distill the heart of Love from each complexity and therein find the simplicity of Love which is to serve. We may suggest that as foundation to our reply it be stated that there are no mistakes, a phrase which has found frequent utterance in this dwelling, yet let us reaffirm its truth. As you move through this illusion, you cannot err, for each movement serves and each movement teaches. The question then which the seeker must ask is, “How do I wish to serve, and what do I wish to learn?”

Of course, the answers to these queries have, in part, been programmed before the incarnation. Yet throughout the incarnation free will may alter any answer. It may be that the great desire of one for a particular action is reason enough for the action to be taken, especially if the other wishes to serve in its own way by granting that request. It may also be that difficulties shall arise when the one which lacked the great desire to begin with, but found a desire to serve later, finds some regret in the future. Yet, is this not also an opportunity to once again find Love and to serve and to learn? You see we cannot give you an answer which is clear-cut, for each has lessons and services that are unique, and when joined with another are doubly unique, and there are no mistakes. The questions we suggest the seeker then ask are as we have stated. What lessons are desired? And what services are desired? Let the decisions emanate from those answers resting upon the foundation of knowledge that there are no mistakes possible, and that love is always available.

Carla asked: “In a mated couple it’s always true that one is more intuitive than the other, and in a service-to-others couple, it’s very possible that the most intuitive person would feel that something is correct, and it would serve both well to agree to it even if both did not fully understand. So, I wanted to ask whether one person’s heartfelt belief that something was so was enough for two to agree and make it so?” Latwii replied this is an interesting query, for it appears complex, and it may be such unless one is able to distill the heart of Love from each complexity and find the simplicity of Love which is to serve, and we suggest that as foundation to our reply it be stated that there are no mistakes, a phrase which has been spoken in this dwelling, yet let us reaffirm its truth, for as you move through this illusion, you cannot err, for each movement teaches, so the question which the seeker must ask is, “How do I wish to serve, and what do I wish to learn?” Latwii continued by saying the answers to these queries have been programmed before the incarnation, yet throughout the incarnation free will may alter any answer, so it may be that the desire of one for a particular action is reason enough for the action to be taken, especially if the other wishes to serve in its own way by granting that request, and it may also be that difficulties shall arise when the one which lacked the great desire to begin with, but they found a desire to serve later finds some regret in the future, yet this an opportunity to find Love, and to serve, and to learn, but you see we cannot give you an answer which is clear-cut, for each has lessons and services that are unique, and when joined with another are doubly unique, and there are no mistakes, so the questions we suggest the seeker ask are as we have stated: “ What lessons are desired? And what services are desired?” Now Latwii said let the decisions emanate from those answers resting upon the foundation of knowledge that there are no mistakes, and that Love is always available. On April 26, 1992, Q’uo described the desire to serve as the best way to decide how to make our choices:

Indeed, this is so, for it is the intention to serve that is the heart of all service. It is said that the uninformed desire to serve is, at its heart, foolish in nature, for it is not informed by what you would call wisdom, for wisdom is a lesson that is learned in a higher density after the lesson of compassion and Love has been accomplished. It is necessary that the foundation of service be placed upon Love, with wisdom refining it at a later time, in order that that quality which is strongest and most important in the seeking and serving of the Creator be emphasized and placed in its proper place.

As you become aware or informed by wisdom, it may be that your service becomes more effective, but until one has the pure heartfelt desire to serve and to offer oneself in service at each opportunity available, wisdom is useless. The desire to serve is that which begins the process in a manner which is, in the overall sense, most effective. That your service may or may not be effective according to your estimation from what you call “hindsight” is relatively unimportant. The important factor is that the desire is generated to serve. This desire is that which you have incarnated to find and to nourish as the seedling which later becomes the great oak.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, darn it. I understand that you can’t have a clear-cut answer, that each situation is unique. I gather that’s why there is no clear-cut answer. Is that correct?

I am Latwii. My sister, not only is that correct, but each situation is also always changing. May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, for being allowed to confuse you further and for getting away with it and appearing wise in the doing. May we attempt another query?

S: Yes, Latwii, since I’m the friend, I was wondering if the decision were made not to attempt to have a child, because I feel that there is one out there, I feel that, you know, there’s just one hanging around me all the time, and if I decide to not have a child, what will happen to that individual? I mean, I’m kinda worried about him just hanging around me the rest of my life. You know, will he go on and see if he can find another mother. You know, what will happen to him?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister.

Carla: She didn’t let you get away with it.

Latwii: Ah, but we have another chance. The unemployment lines for the unborn are quite long. Ah, but we assure you, my sister, that should you decide not to provide entry within this illusion for that entity which you feel awaits, that this entity shall find a suitable entry within another loving couple. For this is the way of entry within your illusion. Most prospective parents, as you would call them, are not aware of the young being seeking entry before entry has been made. As you approach the end of your cycle of being within this third density, and as entities such as yourself become more aware of how the illusion operates, more and more shall find the awareness of such beings surrounding them, and shall be able to establish a communication in the way of sensing emotions and transferring emotion and shall ease the entry process in so doing. This feeling that you have is the beginning of that process, which may or may not continue according to mutual decision.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: I wonder why it doesn’t hang around R, or is he just ignoring it? Or does the kid feel it has better luck with me?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. The feeling that you have concerning the entity that is, as you say, hanging around, is a feeling which is most perceivable by the, shall we say, female of your species, for it is the receptivity of that polarity which draws unto it such beings. It would take a greater effort on the part of the male polarity to perceive such an entity. The male would, indeed, have to reach for that perception, and desire it as well.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, Latwii, I think you summed that up pretty much, and I really want to thank you because I really needed this information to help me with my decision. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Well, just to finish up that train of thought. What you’re saying suggests to me that unlike lots of previous centuries and lots of old information, the children that are attempting to incarnate now have balanced karma, in other words, they can go to another mother or father because they do not have any more karma. They only wish to either do planetary work or to start fourth-density work, in other words, we’re dealing with a much different kind of child these days, and the balanced karma—at least it would seem in your answer—would almost have to be balanced karma in order for the child to simply go and seek another opportunity instead of, say, hanging around and waiting for C1 or C2 to be old enough to be married so that they could still get into the same family. Is that enough of a question or should I start over?

I am Latwii, and am aware of that which you have called a question, and assure you that it is enough. We deal here with terms which have nebulous meanings, those terms being “balanced karma.” This term suggests a lack of certain distortion or perhaps even a lack of karma which would then free the choices. We feel we tread on shaky definitive ground when using these terms and would suggest that the concept which you wish to convey might more lucidly be conveyed by stating that such entities as now wish to enter your illusion do not have a balanced karma, but have a shared karma with a great number of your peoples so that many choices present themselves. Should one not be appropriate, then others, perhaps, can be utilized instead. For you see, at the end of your cycle of being within this third density, there is the possibility of experience presented to those who have polarized to a sufficient degree to become harvestable within what is a very short period of what you call time. The polarization necessary to be harvestable carries with it many, many shared experiences so that many now upon your planet have many shared or similar experiences, and therefore may provide more of the same, each to the other. May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla asked: “What you’re saying suggests to me that unlike lots of previous centuries and lots of old information, the children that are attempting to incarnate now have balanced karma, in other words, they can go to another mother or father because they do not have any more karma. They only wish to either do planetary work or to start fourth-density work, in other words, we’re dealing with a much different kind of child these days, and the balanced karma—at least it would seem in your answer—would almost have to be balanced karma in order for the child to simply go and seek another opportunity instead of, say, hanging around and waiting for C1 or C2 to be old enough to be married so that they could still get into the same family. Is that enough of a question or should I start over?” Latwii replied by saying we deal here with terms which have unclear meanings, those terms being “balanced karma,” and these terms suggest a lack of distortion or a lack of karma which would then free the choices, so we feel we tread on shaky ground when using these terms and would suggest that the concept which you wish to share might more clearly be shared by stating that such entities as now wish to enter your illusion do not have a balanced karma, but they have a shared karma with a great number of your people, so that many choices present themselves, but should one not be appropriate, then others can be utilized instead, for you see, at the end of your cycle of being within this third density, there is the possibility of experience presented to those who have polarized to a sufficient degree to become harvestable within what is a short period of time, for the polarization necessary to be harvestable carries with it many shared experiences, so that many upon your planet have many shared experiences, yet they may provide more of the same, each to the other. On October 10, 2004, Q’uo described the nature of balanced karma:

We may say that this is a situation in which both come to the relationship untrammeled by previous karma. There is balanced karma within this relationship. Each is completely free to Love and serve the other without regard for previous lessons, previous incarnations, or previous hopes and fears. You may come to the situation knowing that you are fresh and new and hopeful with each other.

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii, and we thank you for your query and apologize for the seeming complexity of the response.

Carla: I’ll read it.

Latwii: Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have exhausted the queries for the evening, and though it is not usual for an early ending, perhaps it is the long space of time between our speaking to this group that makes this evening seem so short. We thank each of you for asking that we join you, and wecpresent our humble service to you. We rejoice with you in your seeking. We humbly praise the one Creator with you, and we remind you that we are with you upon request, and would delight in joining your meditations at any time, as you call it. As always, we now shall take our leave of this group in word only, for we are always one with you. We are those of Latwii, and we leave you in Love and Light as we join you in Love and Light. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “This spiritual Presence and Power, this Christ, which takes over the functions of life for us, is invisible, but none the less real for all Its invisibility. It takes over the functions of the body, so that it becomes unnecessary to take thought for bodily activities. The Spirit within the Christ, performeth that which is given us or our body to do. Gradually, as the Christ lives our life, the awareness of a physical body or of bodily activities as such is eliminated. Were it necessary to take thought to direct the circulation of the blood or the digestive tract, we would then be living by human means rather than by every word that proceeded out of the mouth of God. No, the functioning of the body, without any concrete knowledge of the operation of a blood stream or digestive system is direct evidence of Christ in action.

Health is of God, and in that recognition, there is not my health or your health. If we accept this literally, we shall see miracles happen. Good is not personal, whether it is health or wealth. Health is really a quality and an activity of God, the essence and substance of God. To speak of “my” health and “your” health would indicate that there are degrees of health, good health and bad health. In the spiritual way of life this cannot be; it is an utter impossibility: there is only one health, and that is God.

With God as health—and God “is the health of my countenance”—health is infinite, not because it is our health, but because it is God’s health. Once we learn to give up the sense of personal possession as indicated by the words “I,” “me,” “mine,” we begin to find the real meaning of spiritual living—universal, impersonal, harmonious living. God expresses Its harmony through our being. Every phase of harmony, whether it is goodness or good health, is a quality, an activity, and a law of God. When we recognize God as the essence f all good, we become instruments for the experience of a universal sense of good.”

Later this morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Good Will where I donated some clothes. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself and seven flats of pansied. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Hagan Dasz vanilla ice cream.

This afternoon I went outside and got the garden hose out of the basement and hooked up to the outdoor faucet. Then I hooked the sprayer onto the hose and took it over to the fishpond. Then I used the hose and sprayer to clean the filters in the schemer. Then I decided to pump out a foot of the water to improve the water clarity. Then I refilled the pond with water and put two cups of AquaSafe in the water to neutralize the chlorine. Then I rolled the hose into circles in front of the faucet. Then I planted pansies in the two pots on my front porch and covered them with netting to keep the deer from eating them.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 8

Communication To Your Soul

I am of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

How words distort, disguise, and conceal the true meaning of the thoughts they mean to express! The Spirit works not through symbology or any outward form but, as it were, from the conceptual foundations resulting not in lofty argument and clever persuasion but a sudden sense of justice, balance or compassion; a heightened reality of consciousness.

Thus, think yourself most fortunate if those things of the intellect which yield the gifts of Spirit come to you. But consider yourselves equally fortunate if they do not, as long as in your inward path, as you toil onward, you call always to that companion which is your soul’s health, that greater reality may be given, concept by concept.

We are with you always. We wish you peace, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

This morning I did the Morning Offering, and then I got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from October 30, 1983:

[This was the last meeting of the regular Sunday night meditation group before Don, Jim and Carla moved away from Louisville.]

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument, and we greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We would like to take this opportunity to exercise this instrument for a few minutes. Many of you have mixed emotions about the departure of the ones known as Carla and Jim. You have learned to depend upon them, but, my friends, you need not fear change. It is all about you all the time, and you face it daily, and change offers the opportunity for growth always. One can take advantage of the opportunities, or one can carelessly let them go by. It has always been a joy to join this group, and as you know, we are always ready to join your group at any time.

Many of you have been enjoying the beauty of the trees and the weather. My friends, nature always offers you the opportunity for growth. Its stillness, its silence, its grandeur, its beauty, offers magnificent opportunities for praise, and praise, my friends, is growth. Gratitude is growth, and it is difficult to watch the change of the seasons without recognizing the infinite Creator, and as the one known as Carla has indicated, change and growth has taken place in this group in the last year or so. You are more tolerant people and more understanding as a result of your meditations. The setbacks that occur from time to time, or what you call setbacks, are not really setbacks, but they are opportunities for reevaluating and learning from the so-called setbacks. Never be discouraged, my friends, because the power, and the peace, and the joy of the universe always surround you. Indeed, one is never alone.

We are grateful to this instrument, for having had the opportunity to speak through her, and we leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator and offer the opportunity for someone else to channel.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. On your planet all life is accompanied by change. The cells in your body are replaced. You change from day to day. From the day you are born till the day you die each day you are different. Nature changes. Never wish for things to stay the same. See the various phases of nature. Do not wish for things to stay the same, for you are asking for yesterday. Today and tomorrow belongs [inaudible]. Think of change as life.

I am Hatonn. I leave this instrument.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you once again through this instrument in Love and Light. We ask you to picture the stark and barren beauty of a ravine in the winter. Even the snow cannot cling to its steep sides now. There are striations of brown and white with the gallant stark skeletons of trees clinging to the hillsides. We ask you to picture a meadow. It is the first soft breath of June, the lazy drone of bumblebees, the silent flicker of butterflies, the sweet smell of the meadow and a gentle wind driving soft clouds through a blue sky. We ask you to consider the pitted craters of moons which you have never seen, of asteroids that have only come to you in imagination and pictures, naked against the zero of absolute space. We ask you to see, to pull back until you can see, to enlarge your perspective until it becomes clear to you that all three vistas are the one infinite Creator. They are different expressions, but they are created out of precisely the same building blocks, that is, they are made of Light, and they have been created because of a great force and principle, one great original Thought. That thought is Love.

Do you find yourself grasping in a difficult situation, listening to useless advice and wondering where inspiration and true affection have fled? Gaze upon the ravine, gaze beneath the gnarled tree trunks to the roots which stretch quietly, quietly, gathering in winter the force which will propel new growth, new love, new beauty, new service to the infinite Creator. In the summer every being shall breathe; it shall remove from your atmosphere that which you do not need and give to you oxygen; it shall be of service in the most practical way, and further, it shall be of service by its very beauty. Do you find yourself in a pleasant time standing with the wind drifting past your cheek, listening to the lazy drum of insects? We speak to you of an illusion. Insects sting, flowers have thorns, and you shall die. Things are never remotely contracted and compacted into the shape that they seem to hold before your eyes. That which is pleasant gapes with the prevision of ashes and earth. That which seems to be already dead holds within it the transformation of birth. And in the absolute zero of what you call outer space, in the mercilessly pitted craters of foreign moons, lies the beating heart of that which has never been separated from the original Thought of the one infinite Creator. Each particle of the universe is part of the Creator. Some portions of the universe have become individualized; a great deal of it has remained Love. The resounding echo of the creation is Love … Love … Love …

In this session Hatonn wanted to relate the changes of the seasons to our seeking of the Love of the Creator. They began by saying we ask you to picture the barren beauty of a ravine in the winter where even the snow cannot cling to its steep sides,  and there are parallel marks of brown and white with the skeletons of trees clinging to the hillsides, so we ask you to picture a meadow in the first breath of June, the silent flicker of butterflies, the sweet smell of the meadow, and a gentle wind driving soft clouds through a blue sky, and we ask you to consider the pitted craters of moons which you have never seen, of asteroids that have only come to you in imagination, and picture the zero of absolute space, so we ask you to pull back  and enlarge your perspective until it becomes clear to you that all three vistas are the one infinite Creator, for they are different expressions, but they are created out of the same building blocks of Light, and they have been created because of the one great original Thought of Love. Hatonn continued by saying gaze upon the ravine and beneath the gnarled tree trunks to the roots which stretch gathering in winter the force which will propel new growth, new Love, and new service to the infinite Creator, and in summer every being shall breathe and remove from your atmosphere that which you do not need and give to you oxygen, for it shall be of service in the most practical way, and it shall be of service by its beauty, so we speak to you of an illusion where insects sting; flowers have thorns; and your body shall die, for that which seems to be dead holds within it the transformation of birth, and in the absolute zero of outer space lies the beating heart of that which has never been separated from the original Thought of the one infinite Creator, and each particle of the universe is part of the Creator, yet some portions of the universe have become individualized, but a great deal of it has remained Love, so the resounding echo of the creation is Love. On August 31, 1986, Latwii spoke of the original Thought of Love:

Each seeker of truth has discovered in one way or another that that which may be seen as the stream of consciousness is without beginning and without end, and it moves in many ways throughout all of the one infinite creation, for the one creation is held in its place by that one Thought of Love, given birth ageless eons ago by the one Creator, that the one Creator might through the movement of various portions of Its own Love come to know Itself in ways not available to It without such division of Itself into the infinite portions and expressions of Love that move throughout this creation in order that each portion may come to know itself by gaining the experience of evolution in an unique fashion that will, at its culmination, bring the harvest of experience to the one Creator, that all may again know the heart of being as Love and may continue the process of movement, and growth, and seeking, and gaining the experience that will reveal each portion of the Creator to each portion of the Creator as the one Creator.

We have spoken this evening through this instrument among other things in an effort to offer to you our thanks for this instrument’s availing herself to us. We say farewell through this voice, for you know that each instrument has its own tone, its own melody, and each melody is sweet. Each speaking of ours is basically the same. The changes are due to the needs of those in the circle and the personality, the experiences and the vocabulary of the channel. Thus, each of you has something you need to offer if you wish to pursue the path of being a vocal channel. Whether this be your desire, or whether you wish to learn the truth, the one basic tool for education is meditation. In meditation, you move beyond constancy and beyond change, beyond sea, and land, and planet, beyond stars and galaxies and any idea of limitation. You move within yourself. In meditation you become a listener and you listen within for a cosmos that is completely within yourself. We encourage each to follow the dictates of that seeking for truth. But before you move, meditate. You know your own path. But in most cases, you must spend some of your time in remembering it.

Hatonn went on to say farewell through Carla, for you know that each instrument has its own tone, its own melody, and each melody is sweet, so each speaking of ours is the same, but the changes are due to the needs of those in the circle and the experiences and the vocabulary of the channel, and each of you has something you need to offer if you wish to pursue the path of being a vocal channel whether this is your desire, or whether you wish to learn the truth, and the one basic tool for education is meditation, for in meditation you move beyond change, beyond your planet, beyond stars, galaxies, and any idea of limitation, for you move within yourself because in meditation you become a listener, and you listen within for a cosmos that is within yourself, so we encourage each to follow the dictates of that seeking for truth, but before you move, meditate, for you know your path, but you must spend some of your time in remembering it. On January 26, 2003, Q’uo spoke of the value of seeking the truth:

We would suggest that, as you look at the illusion which is your experience at this time in third density, that you attempt to activate and balance all energy centers and the attributes with which they allow you to deal with the solution; that you see with clear eyes and honest seeking for truth that you give wholeheartedly your unconditional Love to the Creator in all beings; that you work tirelessly within your illusion to bring these principles to those you Love; that you communicate with each entity that you have a connection with to work together for this goal, and that you give praise and thanksgiving for the very life you experience within whatever kind of illusion presents itself to you in your daily round of activities. Taken together, these energy centers and expressions of your abilities and desires can form a kind of magical transformation; first upon a metaphysical level of your own being and of the illusion about you, and then may move in a doubled sense each time you are able to share with another these efforts, concerns, dreams, and so forth.

We would close through another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(M channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. I greet you with the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Extending some of the ideas which I have discussed, but showing them in a different way, I would like to tell you how to appreciate the scene. Most people start with the total scene. But if it is the beach, start with a grain of sand; see the beauty in that grain. And all of eternity is in the grain, and all of eternity is outside of the grain. Then extend your eyes to the footprints in the sand going somewhere, going nowhere. Then watch the lapping of the water obliterate the footprints. Then, see the people coming from the beach houses.

The variation of the people makes the scenery beautiful. The beach houses themselves are interesting. If you start with a grain of sand, the whole scene will be seen through eyes that can see little or much. If you had started with the total scene, you would not realize it, but you would really be confused because there was too much. The same is true of Love. It starts with the gentle gaze, a mother looking at her child, two people liking what they see. Extend Love to the touching of hands, to a true dedication that is unsaid but nevertheless meaningful. Carry this Love out to the very end, and you will see the true meaning of Love. But if you just try to start at the end, you will never get all the variations of the theme. Start out simple, and then take in things that are complicated, but you will never lose your way because everything is in a grain of sand and a gentle gaze.

I am Hatonn. I leave this instrument.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once more in Love and Light. We would stay only a few more minutes with your group at this time and would speak a few more words. Our friends, we wish to thank you for allowing us this opportunity to share your love, to be with you. We wish to thank you also, my friends, for allowing us the opportunity to serve the one infinite Creator, to grow in the creation, to experience yet one more facet of the Creator. How much more Love can be given than this, my friends, to allow one to serve and to serve at the same time? We thank each instrument for their service, their willingness to serve the infinite Creator. We ask each to look within, to see the Love in each, to share that Love is so beautiful, my friends, and we thank you, for the Love within this group is beautiful, and has gained strength over the years. The service has been great and has touched many. The Light grows ever stronger and fills us with much joy and happiness. Our brothers and sisters, we would leave you now in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Peace be with you.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. As always, it is a great joy to be able to speak with your group. We rejoice at the opportunity to attempt to answer those queries which you have brought with you this evening. May we begin, then, with the first query?

Carla: What’s the nature of the energy stored in meditation?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We find here a most interesting query, for this energy of which you speak is an energy which has not yet yielded to the measure of any instrument upon your planet, yet many, many of your people are quite aware of its presence.

The nature of this energy is similar to that force which you call gravity, if one would look at that force as the inward seeking of each portion of creation for that which resides within each portion. The seeking which each entity brings to the meditative state is likened unto an energy, is likened unto that which we have called gravity. When an entity in meditation seeks in some fashion to know truth, to know the one Creator, to know the self, to seek a solution to a difficult situation, seeks illumination, this seeking, then, creates the force or the energy which becomes apparent to the entity in some fashion which is understandable to that entity. Some may feel this energy as a lightening of the head, as a tingling of the body, as flashing colors before the inner eye, as a floating within free space, or as any other sensation that finds a path from the unconscious into the conscious being. The energy, then, is released from the deeper portions of the unconscious mind by means of the entity’s conscious seeking. This seeking opens a passageway or a channel through which that energy passes.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, I’ll have to read that. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query?

K: Then, I am assuming that this energy is multiplied many times in a group such as ours. Is that right?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is quite correct, for in a group such as this one which has been most careful to tune each entity so that the group may seek in an unified fashion, then the energy becomes greatly multiplied so that each portion of energy which each entity contributes is felt in a cumulative fashion by each entity within the group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, thank you.

I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, it’s certainly not a very important question as I see it, but I’m curious. A couple of weeks ago I read Ruth Montgomery’s book, Threshold to Tomorrow, and I’m just curious to know if that book is being read widely?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are not usually asked to give book reviews, and this is somewhat outside of our boundaries, shall we say, of ability. But we may make a comment upon such collections of work, and that is to say that each entity which is, shall we say, in a resonant type of harmony due to the seeking of that entity will be able to read those sources of information which are available to it. That is to say, such books will receive the recognition that they attract, and each entity shall attract those books and sources which are most helpful to them at each point in its seeking.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

K: So, it’s sort of like the adage, “When the student is ready, the master appears.” Is that sort of what you’re saying?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is correct, my sister. The student is constantly readying itself for an endless procession of lessons and teachers and, indeed, students of their own.

May we reply further, my sister?

K: Well, no. The thing that caused me to ask that question is Jason Winters—whose story is told in the book—says he healed himself by drinking this herbal tea which was made up of three herbs. And I read in the paper yesterday, or the day before, that some of the cancer clinics now are experimenting with herbs from China to heal cancer, and I was just curious about whether the story of Jason Winters caused this to come about. You needn’t bother to answer that question, Latwii. It’s just one of my ramblings. It just seemed maybe it was just too much to be coincidental. Could you comment on that?

I am Latwii …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We shall comment by suggesting that many entities suffering from that disease which you may describe as cancer are healed in various manners. Each may then claim that the particular means of healing is the secret to the disease and its cure. And yet, many may discover that one particular method does not work and another does. In truth, it may be the case that all such discoveries for this cure have in common an unknown factor, and it is this unknown factor that has produced the cure.

If you will examine many of these techniques of curing that are called cancer you will discover a general tendency or attitude that is contained within most of these techniques. That attitude has many of the attributes of that which you may call forgiveness or acceptance. When an entity is able to express the Love of the Creator which it receives daily to each entity whom it meets, and is able to feel that same Love within its own being for itself as well, then it is often the case that the entity sees the creation about it, and, indeed, itself through new eyes. The eyes of Love, acceptance, and forgiveness are the eyes which heal. That known as cancer as has been discussed by those known as Ra, which is a disease which is the result of an inability to forgive, is a disease which grows from angers which have not found their balance in Love.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

K: No, thank you. That’s fine, Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

M: Latwii, I had an interesting experience that started about two months ago. One morning these syllables which I did not know were even a word kept going through my mind all morning, and no matter what I was doing this particular set of syllables would go through my mind. And I could not understand. As far as I was concerned, I didn’t even know whether it was an English word. And so, I tried to look it up in the dictionary, but I’m not a very good speller and I couldn’t find it. So, then I called a friend of mine, who is good, and she tried to look it up and she couldn’t find it either. The word was “reciprocity.” And to my knowledge I’d never heard this word in my life.

And she said, “I think it’s a legal term, call the reference room at the library.” So, I called them, and they said it meant “reciprocate.” Well, I couldn’t understand why that word would go through my mind all morning because I understood the meaning of reciprocate. And lo and behold, last week I went to the library and found—I was going to give a talk for my Sunday school class—about a forty-five-minute talk—and I found this amazing book called The Invisible World, by Pat Robertson, and one whole chapter was called “The Law of Reciprocity.” And I really felt I was drawn, and that gave so much meaning to my Sunday school lesson, this chapter on the Law of Reciprocity. Could you explain why that happened?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We are happy to attempt such explanation, but are unsure if we shall be able to completely elaborate upon this experience, for it is an experience which continues within your being, and we tread carefully when the potential for infringing upon free will is present.

To begin. It is only within your illusion that time seems sequential. In fact, all those lessons you seek, and all your experiences that you shall gather within your incarnation, exist simultaneously. As you continue your process of seeking you will, from time to time, draw from those portions of your experience which you may call the future. These portions will enrich what you call the present. In most instances the seeker is not consciously aware of the process of, shall we say, borrowing, from the future to enhance the present. In some cases, the seeker will become aware of some unusual phenomenon which has seemingly intruded into the present moment.

In your case, this particular intrusion took the form of the repetitive hearing of the word and syllables of this word within your mind. That you should later in your reference then be drawn to a book and then a lesson which would utilize this word is a natural outgrowth of this particular phenomenon. That you should become aware of its initiation, shall we say, into your consciousness in such a fashion as that which was your case is the portion which is somewhat unusual in your normal frame of reference.

You will from time to time, when your seeking is particularly intense, open those passageways into what may be called your deeper or unconscious mind which has access to that which you call the future. In such instances phenomena of this nature are more likely to occur than when your seeking has not been amplified by a greater desire.

May we respond further, my sister?

K: No, thank you. That was very helpful.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and as it appears that we have exhausted the queries for this evening, we shall take our leave of this group. We once again wish to thank each within this circle of seeking for requesting our presence. It is the greatest of honors to join with you in the seeking of the one Creator which resides within each portion of the creation. We of Latwii feel it a great privilege to be able to speak with those who seek the truth, yet we would remind each that we are but your brothers and sisters, also pilgrims upon that same path of seeking. We are delighted to share our opinions with you, but would remind each that they are mere opinions, quite fallible, and are intended only as signposts and suggestions. The truth which you seek is already with you. Your seeking within your own being will produce those true treasures. Our words are but inspiration to encourage your own seeking. We are those of Latwii and we leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went back across the street to my neighbor’s yard and used Huff and Puff to blow all of few remaining leaves on all sides of her home into four small piles and put them into three garbage cans. Then I took the garbage cans to the end of my driveway for yard waste pickup next Thursday.

Later this morning I joined Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group for our first Saturday of the month Q & A session. Some of the questions that I was asked were: “How do sexual energy transfers work?” “How does the process of dying occur?” “How can I read Carla’s Autobiography?” “How is the crux ansanta related to the pyramid shape?” “Are wanderers of both sexes?” and “Why do we need teachers on our spiritual journey?” I had a great time giving my opinions in response to these questions and many more since I always enjoy speaking about the Law of One in one way or another. Our next session will be focused on Carla’s Autobiography.

This afternoon the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In this work we are at that place in consciousness where the Christ must be experienced. For years we have talked and heard about the beauty of the Christ, the power of the Christ, and the healing influence of the Christ—that Spirit of the Lord within us. Many of us also have been blessed through some other person’s attainment of this Spirit of God. Now the time has come when we should no longer depend upon talk or upon the illumination of some other person. We must have the experience for ourselves, so that we can be in this world but not of it, walk up and down this world and yet not be a part of it, walk in and out of the discords and inharmonies, as well as the pleasures and harmonies of this world, and through it all maintain our spiritual integrity. We love all sense of having to do something, or having to know something, or having to understand something. There is a relaxing of personal responsibility, and we rest in stillness and in quietness in the realization that where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty. Let us be beholders, watching God at work in Its universe, recognizing a transcendental Being as It performs Its work through our consciousness.

Some people have had an experience of God, but no outer transformation resulted. They have merely lived in the memory of it because they did not know what it meant, how it had been attained, or how to maintain it. However, a student who has devoted their life to the study of spiritual wisdom and the practice of meditation finds that when the God-experience does come, they are not bewildered, because they understand its meaning. Although they accept it with joy as an evidence of grace, they know that it has been attainted by the expenditure of much time and effort. Therefore, they do not live in outworn memories, because as receptivity increases through continued meditation, the God-experience will become more frequent, until the day comes when it can be attained at will.”

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 7

The Prayer Of The Holy Spirit

I am of the body and blood of Christ, the principle of His Love, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Divine Presence and Love.

As you sit in seeking this morning, know that we, too, have our prayers. The Spirit prays that humankind may use the great resources of our wealth and sharing.

We move only where the attraction of hope, faith, and seeking call us and, in those lives who accept us, we may share our vision, sound our compassion, and express the nature of the mind of Christ. We know this source of information is valued among your people. Yet so often we are not called and the Love of Jesus Christ must be done without, the knowledge of compassion, redemption, and salvation overlooked in the hurly burly of petitionary prayer.

My children, when you pray, always include the request that the spirit may come upon you, that your outlook may be broadened and deepened, and that your expression of Love and compassion may be made more complete. We are always ready, always available, and nearer to you than your own breathing.

Call for the Spirit of Love. Seek and then listen. And into your heart may come that grace and peace which we hope for you and in which we leave you, now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from October 23, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. We, as always, thank you for allowing us to join with you in your camaraderie, your singing and your sharing of the Love amongst one another. It pleases us greatly, my friends, to become one with you in your seeking of the Creator. We have often in the past spoken of your seeking. My brothers, my sisters, we, at the risk of becoming extremely boring on this subject, would like once again to stress the wideness of your paths. There are those who in their seeking reach out for an object to hold to, relinquishing all else that they may come in contact, hoping to bring into perspective an illusion, my friends, that is extremely difficult to be brought into a perspective. The spiritual path that is sought is one of many turnings and should not, my friends, be limited.

This instrument is experiencing some difficulty, and we would at this time like to transfer the contact, perhaps later returning to this instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn and greet you once again through this instrument in the Light. We continue, once again thanking each for the privilege of being allowed to share our thoughts with you. The one thing from which all else has been removed in spiritual writings has often been referred to or compared with a precious gem, a pearl of great price, or a jewel. The crystalline quality of that which you seek is, indeed, one with the gem, but the nature of that crystalline goal which you have set for yourselves and for which you have given all is mutable, moveable, and infinitely changeable, far more than the qualities of water, which may be steam or rain or ice or sewage. The one certainty in your variable path is that it will change, because what you have chosen as the pearl of great price is something called the truth or Love, or as we would perhaps most accurately describe it, the one original Thought or Logos that is the manifested Creator. It does you little good to seek the unmanifested Creator because you are the unmanifested Creator, and if you realize that, you have manifested that which is unmanifest. Therefore, what you are seeking is the first manifestation, and you are using this great tool in order to progress.

However, the quality of truth is such that as you approach its boundary, it will recede from you, constantly giving you more to look for, to understand, to use, to experience, and to finally again use up, so that you once again reach the boundary point where you feel you have discovered at least some part of the nature of Love. Each discovery of Love should be celebrated as the wonderful event which it truly is. We are not discouraging you from shouting with gladness when you make a breakthrough, when the difficult place becomes easier, when the nature of life becomes clearer—by all means, raise your hands, your hearts, and your voices, and give praise because the Creator has just learned more about Itself. But then, as if you had climbed some mist-covered peak and finally emerged from the cloud line to see a wonderful vista, you finish clapping your hands, you gather your gear and you lower yourself once again into the low ground of common third-density human experience, for that which you seek does not exist simply as a moment in which you have seen truth. It exists eternally upon the next mountain that you wish to climb and within you in the lowest of places.

In this session Hatonn is speaking about our journey of seeking the truth of Love. They began by saying the one thing from which all else has been removed in spiritual writings has often been compared to a pearl of great price, so the crystalline quality of that which you seek is one with the gem, but the nature of that crystalline goal which you have set for yourselves, and for which you have given all is infinitely changeable, far more than the qualities of water, which may be steam, or rain, or ice, or sewage, and the one certainty in your variable path is that it will change because what you have chosen as the pearl of great price is Love, or as we would describe it, the one original Thought, or Logos, that is the manifested Creator, but it does you little good to seek the unmanifested Creator because you are the unmanifested Creator, and if you realize that, you have manifested that which is unmanifest, so what you are seeking is the first manifestation, and you are using this great tool in order to progress. Hatonn went on to say the quality of truth is such that as you approach its boundary, it will recede from you, constantly giving you more to experience and to use up, so you again reach the boundary point where you feel you have discovered some part of the nature of Love, for each discovery of Love should be celebrated as the wonderful event which it truly is, but we are not discouraging you from shouting with gladness when you make a breakthrough, and the nature of life becomes clearer, so raise your hearts and your voices, and give praise because the Creator has learned more about Itself, but then, as if you had climbed some mist-covered peak and finally emerged from the cloud line to see a wonderful vista, you gather your gear, and you lower yourself once again into the low ground of common third-density human experience, for that which you seek does not exist simply as a moment in which you have seen truth, but it exists eternally upon the next mountain that you wish to climb and within you in the lowest of places. On January 6, 1991, Q’uo spoke of the nature of Love:

When the experience of the one infinite Creator has been collected, reaped, and gathered, blessed, thanked, and honored, then a portion of the self is aware, in a way that it cannot express in words, of the nature of Love, of the Creator, and of the self. Then, this immediate, ineffable experience, which is not learning, but the result of learning, may be broken, opened, as infinite as it is, and offered as Love within the illusion, to the illusion itself, to those one meets within the illusion, and to the self.

What the paths are for is to deliver the relativistic self over to the worshipful and open and faithful heart. When that state has been achieved, even momentarily, by the seeking entity, the experience of unity with the infinite Creator is had, and stored, and remembered. It is at that point that all paths become one, just as all manifestations of Christed consciousness tell different stories, but in their essence are all one.

We are not saying that you deserve to be of a certain nature, that you are worthy, that you have earned the nature of manifested Love. You have done nothing to earn this. It is your birthright. It is within you; most have forgotten it. Therefore, a great portion of your seeking and the touchstone of your ascent upon every mountain of truth is recognition, for each truth will be recognized rather than learned. You know already all of truth, for you are truth; you embody the Creator; you manifest the very nature of love, and you change constantly.

Hatonn went on to say we are not saying that you deserve to be of a certain nature, that you are worthy, that you have earned the nature of manifested Love, and you have done nothing to earn this, for it is your birthright, so it is within you, but most have forgotten it, and a portion of your seeking and the touchstone of your ascent upon every mountain of truth is recognition, for each truth will be recognized rather than learned, yet you know all of truth, for you are truth, so you embody the Creator, and you manifest the very nature of Love, and you change constantly. On August 21, 1983, Latwii said that we are the Creator:

In truth, my sister, there is little understanding for any manifestation of beingness or of action within your illusion. Understanding, indeed, is quite seldom found in your illusion, for as we previously spoke, there is a great bar upon the clear seeing. This is necessary that the experiences which you learn within this illusion might be hard-won, and being hard-won might then carry more weight within the total beingness which is your birthright and which is the one Creator.

We would at this time transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you once again in Love and Light. These changes, my friends, are always with you, will always be with you. There will be times in your existence in the third density when the changes will seem to be happening so quickly. You stutter; you blink; and it seems as though you cannot take them all in at once. When an entity attempts to refine their seeking, the recognition of these phases, the growth of the Creator within, will be more readily accepted. Be joyful, my friends. Each of you is bright with the Light and Love of the Creator. It shows more brightly and warms us as we join with you. Those brothers and sisters you meet each day are also warm, even those who may not as yet recognize that in their physical existence, but they recognize it in their hearts. Each has much to share. Do not be afraid, my brothers and sisters, that your Light will not seem to make any difference, for it does. Be happy, my friends. Rejoice as each path widens and grows, as each of you reach out to more experiencing of the creation and more growth. We rejoice with you, my friends, it is a great blessing, one which will reach many. The path grows broader as each of days progresses. Think, my friends, how very joyful.

We would leave you now rejoicing in that Love and Light of the Creator. Adonai, my friends, vasu borragus. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are overjoyed once again to be able to be with your group and to offer our service in an attempt to answer those queries which are upon your minds, and which point the way in your seeking at this point. May we begin with the first query?

Carla: [Inaudible] I may as well take a shot while thinking about him. I have a personal situation in which there is a person who very much desires to cause separation between him and me. It is the first time in my life that I have had an active and long-standing relationship with someone who wants to be an enemy. I have never made an enemy of this man. At this point this man wishes to take a sum of money from my associate for no reason except his own greed. I would prefer to calmly, rationally, and without anger continue going about retrieving the money involved until that job is done.

It has occurred to me, partly by suggestion, but partly by my own thinking, that it is in many ways a dangerous situation for a person attempting work such as we do to have a physical negative pull on one, and might well be worth the entire five thousand “samolians” simply to remove the negative pull. It is difficult for me to weigh this set of circumstances. I have my grief; I think I have conquered my desire to be right and my desire of revenge. Could you comment?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We feel confident that should your thinking continue as it has, that you will, indeed, discover a larger and larger portion of the picture in which you find yourself a painted portion. But it is our joy to make comments as well. In this case, as in all cases, we see the one Creator in various portions or distortions. This entity of which you speak is the one Creator with a unique point of view in order that it might learn certain lessons, well or poorly. The same might be said of you. The situation which binds you together is that catalyst which offers both of you an opportunity to learn the basic lesson of Love in some way, well or perfect, consciously or unconsciously. It is necessary within your third-density illusion that such lessons be learned with a forgetting, for if either of you remembered completely and wholeheartedly with total clarity your true nature as the one Creator, then you would not have the same opportunity to learn Love. The intensity would not be present, the variety would be reduced, the purity would not be present. Thus, it is necessary to find oneself embroiled in difficulties. To truly learn Love, it is necessary to find oneself embroiled in difficulties, and then to untangle the difficulties so that when each is followed to its source, the source is seen as the one Creator residing in all things.

Carla asked: “I have never made an enemy of this man. At this point this man wishes to take a sum of money from my associate for no reason except his own greed. I would prefer to calmly, rationally, and without anger continue going about retrieving the money involved until that job is done. It has occurred to me, partly by suggestion, but partly by my own thinking, that it is in many ways a dangerous situation for a person attempting work such as we do to have a physical negative pull on one, and might well be worth the entire five thousand “samolians” simply to remove the negative pull. It is difficult for me to weigh this set of circumstances. I have my grief; I think I have conquered my desire to be right and my desire for revenge. Could you comment?” Latwii began by saying we feel confident that should your thinking continue as it has, that you will discover a larger portion of the picture in which you find yourself, but in this case we see the one Creator in various distortions, for this entity is the one Creator with a unique point of view in order that it might learn certain lessons, well or poorly, and the same might be said of you, for the situation which binds you together is catalyst which offers both of you an opportunity to learn the basic lesson of Love in some way consciously or unconsciously, and it is necessary within your third-density illusion that such lessons be learned with a forgetting, for if either of you remembered your true nature as the one Creator, then you would not have the same opportunity to learn Love, for the intensity would not be present; the variety would be reduced; and the purity would not be present, but to learn Love, it is necessary to find oneself embroiled in difficulties, and then to untangle the difficulties so that when each is followed to its source, the source is seen as the one Creator residing in all things. On September 7, 2003, Q’uo spoke what it is like to learn Love:

The stuff of your density is Love. The overriding lesson of your density is Love. And yet, it is not a romantic love; it is not the love of brothers; it is not any love that you can imagine or speak of or wrap your words around and contain. It is that Love which is the infinite Word. It is that Love which is the one infinite Creator. It is that Love that destroys and creates equally, generously, and eternally. The concepts of Love and Wisdom seem separate, yet they are simply two shadows within illusion. That truth which lies beyond all illusion is the infinite Love of the one Creator. Consequently, when you are attempting to learn Love without end, sacrificing, giving, crucifying the self for others to the extreme of the myths of humankind for describing unconditional Love, this is but one aspect of Love.

[The telephone rings.]

We shall pause.

[Pause]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we shall continue, my friends. Indeed, both of you in this situation have received a call, each from the other, and each hears what each is prepared to hear. The message may not be clear, some parts may not be delivered. Yet each will have a point of view and may hold that point of view quite firmly, and they shall act upon it and shall have the opportunity to expand upon it, and to that entity which is able to expand the point of view to the greatest degree falls the greatest degree of responsibility for sharing the treasures of the expanded point of view. Those treasures, my sister, as you know, are always the greater acceptance and Love of the one Creator. You may consider such a situation as a great opportunity and a great responsibility, for each act of service to the one Creator bears a price. If there are great fruits to be reaped, a great harvest, shall we say, available to the expanded point of view, then there is also the responsibility to manifest that Love in the greatest possible degree. We do not say there is danger in such a situation, but there is great responsibility.

Hatonn saidboth of you have received a call, each from the other, and each hears what each is prepared to hear, but the message may not be clear, for some parts may not be delivered, yet each will have a point of view and may hold that point of view firmly, and they shall act upon it and shall have the opportunity to expand upon it, so to that entity which is able to expand the point of view to the greatest degree falls the greatest degree of responsibility for sharing the treasures of the expanded point of view, and those treasures are the greater acceptance and Love of the one Creator, and you may consider such a situation as a responsibility, for each act of service to the one Creator bears a price, so if there is a great harvest available to the expanded point of view, then there is also the responsibility to manifest that Love in the greatest possible degree, and we do not say there is danger in such a situation, but there is great responsibility. On October 13, 2019, Q’uo spoke of the value of the expanded point of view:

The one known as Nikola was desirous of being of service to the population of this planet by giving them an example of a means by which their own mental abilities could be harnessed in a conscious fashion to be able to have an effect upon other portions of the One Creation in which the entity had its beingness. This mind projector was, therefore a kind of training aid that would allow entities to expand the abilities of their mental capacities to move into the spiritual realms and be able to fashion visual images of an inspirational nature that could inspire entities on a larger scale to have an expanded point of view that would see the world about them as more than simply a three dimensional expression of the mundane nature of third-density experience.

Thus, the mental configurations were meant to be of what you may call an artistic level of expression of the unity of creation reflected in a kind of four-dimensional metaphor that allowed each entity viewing such an expression to expand its own level of consciousness and ability to apprehend the depth of not only the artistic creation, but of the nature of reality in general, thus moving beyond the three dimensions of your planetary sphere and seeing the existence of the fourth dimension of Love and understanding that is, and was at that time, beginning to have its effect upon this planetary influence.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

Carla: No, thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister, as always. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I don’t think there are any more questions. Would you like to give a dissertation on any subject whatsoever? Except money market certificates.

I am Latwii, and we are honored to participate in whatever manner we may with this group. Each within this group is most dear to our hearts and our memory. We could speak at length upon any particular subject. As you know, we are often fond of doing just that. The concept of a money market certificate is quite intriguing to us at this particular moment, for upon your planet it is an interesting phenomenon that wealth is measured in such a way. We find it an appropriate means in some ways of representing the third-density illusion which seems most practical and externalized. Most will not consider that a thing is real unless it can be seen, felt, and made to work. That wealth and that which is of value would be similarly treated is, indeed, a product of your illusion, for what is wealth, and how often is that question asked? Each in this group measures wealth in an unique fashion, yet those with this group might measure it somewhat more similarly than might many others upon your planet, for the very question of wealth and its nature leads to the deeper questions concerning the meaning of life and how it shall be lived, what preceded it and what shall follow it.

When these questions are asked, wealth often takes on another appearance, and for those who seek the, as it has been called, the pearl of great price, the nature of the one original Thought which resides within each being, wealth indeed appears quite limitless, incapable of being confined within any kind of certificate, yet available to all for the seeking, a seeking without greed. To seek without greed that which is of value so that one might be wealthy is a quite paradoxical seeking for one upon your planet to make. Usually, to seek wealth is to seek it for the self, to amass it that it might work for the one seeking it. Yet, to seek the pearl of great price if it is to be sought most efficiently is a seeking which requires that one continually give away the wealth to others who ask for whatever one may give, for these others are none other but the one Creator, are none other but the self. And the one who seeks the one Creator begins to know the desire to serve the one Creator with every fiber of its being, every thought of the mind, every drop of devotional Love of the heart, and they will give whatever they have to that one Creator, and this shall return to the seeker, for who is the seeker but the one who asks as well and the one Creator who dwells in all. Yes, my friends, your money market certificates rise and fall in their value as the supply and demand continually shifts as the waves upon the sea, and that of true wealth lies deep and still at the bottom of the ocean of your being and at the bottom of the ocean within each, and though on the surface of your illusion you move with the winds of change, deep within your being you are unchanging, you are the One. Thus, when E. F. Hutton speaks, take note as you will, but remember where the balance of wisdom lies and where the key of Love is placed.

Then Latwii said the concept of a money market certificate is intriguing to us, for upon your planet it is an interesting phenomenon that wealth is measured in such a way, and we find it an appropriate means of representing the third-density illusion which seems most practical, but most will not consider that a thing is real unless it can be made to work, so that wealth would be similarly treated is a product of your illusion, so each in this group measures wealth in an unique fashion, yet those with this group might measure it more similarly than might others upon your planet, for the question of wealth and its nature leads to the deeper questions concerning the meaning of life, and how it shall be lived and what shall follow it. Latwii continued by saying when these questions are asked, wealth takes on another appearance, and for those who seek the pearl of great price, the nature of the one original Thought which resides within each being is where wealth appears limitless, yet it is available to all for the seeking without greed, for to seek without greed that which is of value so that one might be wealthy is a paradoxical seeking , and to seek wealth is to seek it for the self, yet to seek the pearl of great price is a seeking which requires that one continually give away the wealth to others who ask for whatever one may give, for these others are the one Creator and the self, and the one who seeks the one Creator begins to know the desire to serve the one Creator with every fiber of its being, and they will give whatever they have to that one Creator, and this shall return to the seeker, for who is the seeker but the one who asks as well and the one Creator who dwells in all, so your money market certificates rise and fall in their value as the supply and demand continually shifts as the waves upon the sea, and that of true wealth lies deep and still at the bottom of the ocean of each being, and though on the surface of your illusion you move with the winds of change, deep within your being you are unchanging, for you are the One, so when E. F. Hutton speaks, take note as you will, but remember where the balance of wisdom lies, and where the key of Love is placed. On February 24, 1974, Hatonn described the nature of true wealth:

Only very few understand true wealth. We are attempting to give you true wealth and true security. The wealth that we are attempting to give you cannot be taken from you. Even though you may leave your physical body in death, it is a wealth that can be carried with you. It is a security that encompasses all of the Creation, for in this knowledge and in this wealth, you are once more in total harmony with all that exists. And, therefore, you are in possession of all that exists, and this is the ultimate wealth.

We thank you, my friends, for the great honor and opportunity of speaking with you upon this most interesting of teachings. And we shall leave you now, only in a manner of speaking, for we are with you always. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Today, the attitude of the person of the world is similar to that of the pagans of nineteen centuries ago. They view with amazement and distrust anyone who deliberately chooses to devote their time and money to the development of their spiritual nature rather than to the pursuit of pleasure, fame, and fortune—the gods of this world. Such a choice, in the eyes of the materialist, parallels the sacrifice of the Christian martyrs; but to a person who has even glimpsed the nature of the spiritual path, and more especially, to one who has experienced the Christ, what is gained more than compensates for that which has been given up.

In this life it is all highlands and lowlands—all mountains and valleys. Some days we look out on the world from the top of a pretty little hill, and all the world is gentle and kind; but before we know it, we have slid down into the valley, There are other days when we are way up on top of the highest mountain only to find ourselves the following day giving way to discouragement and despair. These periods have no particular significance and are of no real importance; they are part of the rhythmic cycle of human life. The valley experiences are but a preparation for the mountain experience. There is always a valley between two mountains; one cannot ascend the next mountain without first passing through the valley lying between. In biblical terms, no one can find their life until they lose it. It is in the valley that they cast off the burden of the human self with its desires, wants, and wishes. Thus unencumbered, they are free to climb the next higher mountain. As the journey continues, the mountain experiences will be of longer duration, and the valley experiences shorter. This will go on year after year, until a point of transition is reached when heights remain their permanent dwelling place.

Today can be that day of transition for us. If we remember this day as the time when we made the decision to forget “those things which are behind, and to reach for these things which are before, to press  toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus,” a year from now we all have to admit that a transformation of our life is in progress. The human sense of life will never again touch us so deeply: we shall never again be able to hate or to love quite so intensely as before; we shall neither grieve nor rejoice with the same intensity of human emotion. The depth of our vision will continue to bring forth greater and greater spiritual Light, wisdom, and guidance, so that every day will be a day of deeper discernment, a day of greater living in the atmosphere of God than the preceding day, This work will serve as a foundation on which we may build the temple of our body and home, the temple of our individual experience—a temple not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.”

This afternoon I went across the street to my neighbor’s front yard and put the three piles of leaves that I blew into place yesterday with Huff and Puff into nine garbage cans, and then I put the garbage cans at the end of my driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 6

Rest In Change

I am of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Change is a constant in nature and a necessity in God’s plan for the development of His people. As the seasons change, the eyes of your hearts do not perhaps notice nature’s economy in dealing with constant change. Perhaps it has not been seen that change can be graceful and beautiful.

The creation of the Father rests in change and is always at peace. Therefore, there is not more displacement than is necessary, not more travail than required. And though the Earth may heave with frost or fall into dust with drought, yet still it does not thrash about in fear.

Know that the seasons of the soul are sometimes short and sometimes very long. There is a constant movement or process of change, sometimes slow and sometimes quick. Instead of agitation and worry it is possible to meet these changes fearlessly, gracefully and peacefully, resting in change, trusting in the goodness of the Father’s plan.

May each so rest, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from October 16, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. As always, my friends, it is, indeed, a great joy for us to share with you, and we are greatly pleased to be with you this evening, for in this time of change we are honored that you would still wish us to be with you, and the service each of you would perform is dear to our hearts. We are overjoyed that you would still allow us the service of attempting to help in what small way we may in your search for the original Thought, in your seeking of the many paths to the Creator. The path of that search may be an arduous one, and yet, my friends, do not forget the moments such as this that make of that path a joyous one. In your oneness with your brothers and sisters you see the Creator.

There are many times each of you may feel set apart from many of your brothers and sisters upon your planet’s surface. But this is not so. Each must follow their heart to the Creator, and each must learn to allow their brother or sister that choice, that freedom to follow their own way, for each path does, indeed, eventually lead to one point, and no matter how one gets there, the end will be the same. Just as each of you have chosen, maybe for a short while, to be a part of this group in its seeking, there are many other groups who seek in their own way. These are no less right than your way. Each must find in their heart the place that will touch them as each of you have been touched. Remember, my friends, there is no right and no wrong, only experience in the creation.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. My friends, you are embarking on a journey, a quest for continuance of the path you have chosen these past years. You face what to some seem like the loss of the heart, the force that brought and held you together. My friends, each and every one is vital, each is part of the whole, and that which has been learned is yours no matter if those things you have become accustomed to change, each has the knowledge each has gained. Each, if they so choose, may continue to share in these intimate groups their Love. We and our other brothers and sisters of the Confederation will always be at your call if so desired by you, to be with you at times like these when vocal channeling is desired, are with you at any time you call us. We have been honored for so long to be able to speak to this group through your years. Though many have come and gone from it, it is still very much our honor to continue.

My friends, each of you here has made great strides, and each here has much further to go. Often it will seem that you struggle to reach the top of the mountain only to find a higher mountain beyond. My friends, as one mountain is climbed, so may another. Each of you has become aware of the Love and the Light that surrounds you, that is you. Each has been able to find the warmth within that allows you to be one with your fellows, to share their joys, their sorrows.

We must pause for a moment. I am Hatonn. The instrument is experiencing some difficulty due to the beverage he had previously consumed, but we feel now that we may continue. My friends, call us when you need; call when you want to share. We wish to be of service in whatever way we can. I am Hatonn. We would now take our leave. We leave you in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great honor to join you this evening. We blend with you now our Love and our Light in the mutual seeking of truth. It is again our privilege to provide our humble service of attempting to answer your queries. We rejoice in that service, and ask now if there might be a query with which we might begin?

S: Yes, Latwii, I have a couple of questions, one being the subject that was being discussed before the meeting started concerning the aspect of Jesus Christ as the Savior, according to the Bible, the only way to get to God. Would you comment on this?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister, and it would be our joy and privilege to comment on this concept which has been much discussed and misunderstood by many peoples since the one known as Jehoshua walked on your planet. This entity was born a man as each upon your planet is born, and through many years of pure and sincere seeking was able to blend His vibrations with those of the one Creator which are available to each entity, but which are in some fashion distorted so that experience may be gained. The one known as Jehoshua or Jesus was able in His life pattern to remove the distortions to such an extent that He was able to experience that type of consciousness which may be called Christed, christened, pure. This enabled Him to speak with authority when He said, “I and my Father are one. No one comes unto the Father unless he comes by me.” These are the words which are often misunderstood, for many upon your planet feel their meaning is simply that one must just believe in the one known as Jesus the Christ and that known as salvation will be his.

This is what might be likened unto the child’s perception of truth. It cannot be said to be untrue, but it cannot be said to be the complete truth, for within those words lie much which is still covered to the simpler perception. The simple believing in an entity, no matter what the entity’s purity, is not sufficient to gain for the one so believing that known as salvation, salvation itself being much misunderstood. Our humble definition of such a term might be that grade necessary for what you call the harvest, a polarity of service which is sufficient to enable the entity to be graduated, for this entity now understands in a conscious manner, or perhaps yet still in an unconscious manner, the need to serve and to evolve in mind, body, and spirit. And it is this evolution, this process of seeking and the fruit yielded therefrom, that is, the service to others, which enables an entity to gain that broadly described as salvation.

S asked: “I have a couple of questions, one being the subject that was being discussed before the meeting started concerning the aspect of Jesus Christ as the Savior, according to the Bible, the only way to get to God. Would you comment on this?” Latwii began by saying it would be our privilege to comment on this concept which has been much discussed and misunderstood by many people since Jesus walked on your planet, so He was born  on your planet, and through many years of pure seeking was able to blend His vibrations with those of the one Creator which are available to each entity, but which are in some fashion distorted so that experience may be gained, and Jesus was able in His life pattern to remove the distortions to such an extent that He was able to experience that type of consciousness which may be called Christed, and this enabled Him to speak with authority when He said, “I and my Father are one. No one comes unto the Father unless he comes by me,” so, these are the words which are often misunderstood, for many upon your planet feel their meaning is simply that one must just believe in Jesus the Christ and that salvation will be theirs. Latwii went on to say this is what might be likened unto the child’s perception of truth, for it cannot be said to be untrue, but it cannot be said to be the complete truth, for within those words lie much which is still the simpler perception because the simple believing in an entity, no matter what the entity’s purity, is not sufficient to gain for the one so believing that known as salvation, salvation itself being much misunderstood, so our definition of such a term might be that grade necessary for the harvest, a polarity of service which is sufficient to enable the entity to be graduated, for this entity now understands in a conscious manner, or perhaps yet still in an unconscious manner, the need to serve and to evolve in mind, body, and spirit, and it is this process of seeking and the fruit of service to others which enables an entity to gain that broadly described as salvation. On May 10, 1981, Hatonn spoke of the nature of salvation:

We have spoken also this evening of service. A great part of the peace that is true peace is service to others. Moment by moment you have unending opportunities to view your situations as opportunities to be of service, to sow a seed of calm, of Love, of kindness. Again, many times you may be counted as a fool, but my friends, it is the fools of this world who shall be in salvation. Only a fool can Love without judging. Only a foolish person can desire to serve those who are unlovable, and can pray for those who are unattractive and cold in their misery.

Be fools, then. And join a joyful host of such fools, for those who Love will always be such. It is to be remembered that those ways of judging among your people are greatly various. It is to be remembered that it is impossible to judge, but through the grace of the inner Light and Love available to you, it is possible, indeed, to Love.

If one shall come unto the Father, the one infinite Creator, by the path followed by the one known as Jesus of Nazareth, then such an entity shall in the life pattern demonstrate the desire to seek the truth and the service to others that is of such a nature that the so-called salvation is imminent, the graduation draws nigh and the harvest shall be completed. It is not by mere belief in another entity—though faith, indeed, in the seeking of the truth is necessary—that an entity shall come unto the Father. The one Creator, the Father, resides within each entity. Each must go within the self in the life pattern and find the deepest truth available therein; and when that truth is found, manifest that truth in the experience of each day. Then the salvation shall be available by the efforts of the seeker following the same path the one known as Jesus of Nazareth followed.

Latwii continued by saying if one shall come unto the one infinite Creator, by the path followed by Jesus of Nazareth, then such an entity shall in the life pattern demonstrate the desire to seek the truth and the service to others that is of such a nature that graduation draws nigh, and the harvest shall be completed, but it is not by belief in another entity—though faith in the seeking of truth is necessary—that an entity shall come unto the Creator, for the Father resides within each entity, and each must go within the self in the life pattern and find the deepest truth available therein; and when that truth is found, manifest that truth in the experience of each day, so then salvation shall be available by the efforts of the seeker following the same path Jesus of Nazareth followed. In 73.13, Ra spoke about Jesus of Nazareth:

Questioner: What was the orientation with respect to this type of communication for the one known as Jesus of Nazareth?

I am Ra. You may have read some of this entity’s workings. It offered itself as teacher to those mind/body/spirit complexes which gathered to hear, and even then spoke as through a veil so as to leave room for those not wishing to hear. When this entity was asked to heal, it oft times did so, always ending the working with two admonitions: firstly, that the entity healed had been healed by its faith, that is, its ability to allow and accept changes through the violet ray into the gateway of intelligent energy; secondly, saying always, “Tell no one.” These are the workings which attempt a maximal quality of free will while maintaining fidelity to the positive purity of the working.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you, Latwii, not on that subject. I do have another question that I hope you might be able to put a little insight into. It seems that during the week I have all different kinds of questions, and then on Sunday nights they all disappear. Either that, or the questions cannot be put into words. Why is that? Can you comment on that?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We may comment by suggesting that for the sincere seeker it is often the case that the well-framed question will provide the answer in a process of conscious and unconscious contemplation and meditation which occurs within the seeker’s being. That is to say, when you perceive a query arising within your mind, it is a natural process for the self to continue with the query in many forms so that the same basic question is re-formed many times within the mind of the seeker. As the question is thus re-formed, or mulled over, as you would say, there arises within the seeker potential answers, shall we say. The purity with which the question is asked, with which the truth is sought, is a force which reaches down into what you would call the subconscious mind and attracts those pieces of information which have what you might call an electromagnetic configuration that is similar to the query, and thus is drawn to that query.

Often such answers are recognized in the conscious mind, and it is known that the query has for the moment been answered. Often such answers will remain in the unconscious mind, yet radiate a certain sort of surety so that the entity no longer seeks with such determination an answer which it somehow feels has been achieved.

May we attempt further response, my sister?

S: No, thank you, Latwii, that’s very sufficient. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. May we attempt another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we feel that the queries for the evening, though small in number, covered those areas of concern. It is always our joy to speak with your group, whether for a long or for a short period as you would measure time. My friends, that which you call time is an illusion, and when we join in the seeking of truth that seeking is timeless and is brilliant and vivid on the walls of creation as the rainbow across the sky after the rains have fallen. We are with you at your request and are most happy to be able to join with you at any time in your private meditations or in your group meditations such as this evening.

We join with our brothers and sisters of Hatonn in wishing you well as you undertake a new portion of your seeking as a group. We assure you that we shall be with you and shall lend our assistance whenever possible whenever requested. We join in your great seeking, and we rejoice in your great seeking. We leave you now in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

(C channeling)

I am Nona, and I am now with this instrument. We would, if we may, join with you as you send healing to those in need.

[C channels a vocalized melody, very quietly and with gentle intensity, from Nona.]

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In the life of every seeker after God there comes a time when they feel the Presence and become aware, in one way or another, of an actual transcendental Presence and Power. Then they will have done with reading books about the God-experience or with hearing people talk about it. We do not know in what form that experience will come to us. To each one it comes in a different way, but this much is certain: When it comes, and the Spirit of the Lord is a realized Presence, “there is liberty”—a liberty and a freedom from the thoughts and things of this world, its fears, doubts, cares, and problems. The very moment that the Spirit of the Lord touches a person, they are transformed. They begin to understand the meaning of rebirth or of being “born again.” They sense a difference within themselves, and they know that they are not the same person they were yesterday or last week. The degree of the transformation may not at once be apparent in the visible realm, but, bit by bit, it becomes evident to the outer world. 

Sometimes in the very beginning it may become evident in negative appearances. Loss often precedes gain: “they that findeth their life shall lose it: and they that loseth their life for my sake, shall find it.” The present sense of life must be sacrificed that the spiritual sense of life may be gained. Before the full and complete realization of this new life has taken place, the breaking up of the old forms may appear as a problem of some sort, either economic, emotional, or physical. There is the sense of losing something, giving up or sacrificing something. Actually, this is not true. Once the Spirit of the Lord has really touched a person, they are not disturbed or affected by outer appearances, because they recognize them as part of a transitional experience.

The early Christian martyrs who turned from the pagan gods to the one God did not think in terms of a human sense of life. The persecution they were forced to endure was as nothing in comparison with the fulfillment of their spiritual mission. To the onlooker, it did not make sense that righteous men should be stoned, thrown to the lions, or burned at the stake. From the human point of view this never will make sense; but when the Spirit of the Lord has touched one, they understand that in reality nothing is being given up, lost, or sacrificed. It is martyrdom only to those who do not understand. To the spiritually illumined it is the fulfilment of their spiritual destiny and experience, and that which is gained more than compensates for that which the world considers lost.”

This afternoon I went on an errand run with my first stop at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some birdseed and some cat food. My next stop was at Kroeger’s where I bought some food for myself. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought more food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway Gas Station where I put air in all of Stanley’s tires, and I filled his gas tank. When I got home I went back over to my neighbor’s yard across the street and used Huff and Puff to blow the leaves in her  front yard into three piles, and I plan to put them into garbage cans tomorrow afternoo.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 5

We Wait To Serve

I am the Spirit of the living Christ. I greet you in the fullness of the consciousness of divine Love.

I greet you in life complete, in experience understood, in sorrow accepted and transformed, in joy, praise, and thanksgiving eternal.

I greet you in a consciousness that enriches, enlivens, and transforms experience.

We are principles of that consciousness; advocates and encouragers of those who seek to know Christ.

We are the gift of God poured out upon a thirsty people as the inward dew of quietness and strength, the inward food gained in contemplation and prayer.

We wait to comfort. We wait to transform. We wait for the call of those who seek Christ in this and every day.

And we wait and serve as we hope that you may wait and serve—in peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session are from October 2, 1983:

(K channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am now with this instrument. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. We wish to take this opportunity to exercise this instrument briefly because it has been a long time since we have had the opportunity. Many changes have occurred in the group since we had the opportunity of exercising this instrument, and we would like to say the changes have been toward growth. We rejoice greatly in the opportunity that we have of being with you tonight, and since this instrument is a bit rusty, we shall wait or transfer to someone else. I leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator and transfer the contact.

(T channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. It is a pleasure to speak to your group and to be invited to join with you. We of the Confederation have sat with your group numerous times throughout the past. We have had the opportunity to speak to you through numerous channels such as these present tonight, yet it is always a very welcome experience for us, for this is our main source of communication with the people upon your planet at the present time. We are in your skies, and we have been seen often, yet this is an irrelevant factor, for what we offer is not our presence but our knowledge and our experience. We are not an infinite source of information. We, too, journey through our life experience for the purpose of learning, and we have found through our experiences we have come to a point in time, as you would call it, where we must share with others that which we have learned in order to continue our own progression, for service of a spiritual nature shall always be—correction—service of a spiritual nature shall always take shape in this manner. That which you receive you shall share in order to receive more. It is as in a circle, all things must go around and around, or shall we say, even a spiral, increasing in its magnitude yet flowing in a pattern which continually swirls from one to the other and unites all.

We of the Confederation share with you our Love and our experience and this is all. There may be a time in the future of your planet where we shall be able to work with you hand in hand. But for now, our service to you is these simple words, and your service to us is inviting us to share with you that which we have to speak. We of the Confederation Love deeply this opportunity to work with you, and we thank you for your presence; we thank you for your patience. It gives us great pleasure to have people upon your planet who are willing to accept our words and speak them without fear, for as those present who have had the opportunity to channel can attest to, there is a great deal of ridicule that accompanies such as this. In the days past this group was exposed to a greater number of people, and in that time, it was very difficult, for the energy was so great for the channels and the people attending the meetings to keep from sharing what they had learned with all those that they met. It is wise to keep to yourself that which you receive until you understand how to properly utilize the gift of knowledge that we share with you. The greatest way to serve your people is through your actions, not your words.

I shall transfer this communication. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and speak now through this instrument. I greet you once more in the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator. May we take this opportunity to express our appreciation for this group’s willingness to hear our greeting, for it is not of ourselves that we speak. We speak of Love and Light. We are messengers of a Creator that is infinite, and expresses Itself through that which cannot be imagined but which is known to all in one distortion or another as Love, this Love that is so tremendous and so vivifying that it has enlivened the universe and created it from Light. Why are you all one, my friends? Why do we insist upon proclaiming your unity? You are all one thing; you are Light, a manifestation of one original Thought. That Thought is Love. This cannot be understood, but we are so grateful to be able to proclaim the Love and the Light, the infinite Creator. There cannot be too many times or too many ways to speak of that which is when all that is illusion is subtracted and all that is distorted has become Light.

We shall continue now with that which we were discussing. It is impossible, perhaps, for you to know the magnitude of the work that you create by your offering of your being seated in this circle with like-minded people. You make an offering that would, indeed, stagger you by its magnitude. For you, as you multiply your wills together and send your desire towards the stars asking for truth and seeking a Light, you are such a source of planetary healing that we are aware as you might be aware of lights as you came into an airport and gazed at the city about you. Perhaps it would be a small airport, and the sources of light would be few. Perhaps it would be large city, and you would see many, many lights. As we gaze upon your planetary energy web, what we see are the Lights that have been lit at this time. This particular time, being the Sabbath for many of the people which inhabit this portion of your sphere, has many Lights. Many of those Lights are strongly colored, tending towards the less pure seeking, being very brilliant but, therefore, being murky in coloration due to the lack of seeking for the truth and the certainty that the truth has been found and can be contained, that the Creator has been caged and explained. Fewer, but brighter, are groups such as yours who meet to offer in silence consciousness and dedication to seeking in the faith that truth is a possibility, a marvelous, reached for possibility. This quality of seeking Lights up your sky and radiates, for you wish to know how you may serve that truth.

In this sessions Hatonn spoke of how we all are seeking the Light of the Creator. They began by saying we take this opportunity to express our appreciation for this group’s willingness to hear our greeting, for it is not of ourselves that we speak, so we speak of Love and Light because we are messengers of a Creator that is infinite and expresses Itself through that which cannot be imagined, but which is known to all in one distortion or another as Love that is so tremendous that it has enlivened the universe and created it from Light, and you are all unity and Light, a manifestation of one original Thought of Love, so this cannot be understood, but we are grateful to be able to proclaim the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, and there cannot be too many times or ways to speak of that which is when all that is illusion is subtracted, and all that is distorted has become Light. Then Hatonn said it is impossible for you to know the magnitude of the work that you create by offering of your being seated in this circle with like-minded people, and you make an offering that would stagger you by its magnitude, for as you multiply your wills together and send your desire towards the stars asking for truth and seeking the Light, you are a source of planetary healing that we are aware as you might be aware of lights as you came into an airport and gazed at the city about you, so perhaps it would be a small airport, and the sources of light would be few, or perhaps it would be large city, and you would see many lights, for as we gaze upon your planetary energy web, what we see are the Lights that have been lit at this time, and this time, being the Sabbath for many of the people which inhabit this portion of your sphere, has many Lights, so many of those Lights are strongly colored, tending towards the less pure seeking, being very brilliant but being murky in coloration due to the lack of seeking for the truth and the certainty that the truth has been found and can be contained, that the Creator has been caged and explained, and fewer, but brighter, are groups such as yours who meet to offer in silence consciousness and dedication to seeking in faith that truth is a possibility,  for this quality of seeking Lights up your sky and radiates, for you wish to know how you may serve that truth. On February 6, 2016, Q’uo spoke about the value of seeking the Light of the Creator:

It is our great privilege this afternoon to greet each of you, for we have been called to your group by your seeking, each of you as an individual entity and together, as a group of entities, all seeking the Light of the Creator to shine upon the path upon which you walk, to bring more clarity to that path, while understanding as much as can be had in your density of experience, for there is so little that is clearly known there, and yet Love reigns supreme, and Light leads the way, and unity is the foundation upon which you stand.

We say to you, know that you are, as you seek, the precious ones of the Creator. You choose yourselves much as in your holy works you read of the chosen people. This chosen nature is quite valid; however, you choose yourselves. You choose to become responsible for seeking, for manifesting, for giving, and for seeking again. You choose a voyage. In your culture, which is rare and precious is placed, as treasure always is, in a secret trove where no one may steal or corrupt that which is precious. So, we ask you to consider the hushed, silent portion of your consciousness that is involved more or less in seeking. It is not the function of the seeker to show the treasure of that seeking to all, but rather to allow any fruits that may have come from the seeking to manifest in a natural way.

Therefore, we never suggest that you proselytize or attempt to sway opinion, for, indeed, you are only exposing that within you which is most precious, and which you need to nurture, protect and value. But as you value and nurture these desires to seek, as you meditate and seek the silence within, as the power of the original Thought brings Love into your life, you will find that you are manifesting to others qualities which will aid those about you. You may allow this to occur and, indeed, encourage it, for this is a natural fruit of seeking. However, the seeking itself, that inner journey, we encourage you to protect as if it were a baby, for it is a baby that you carry within yourself. Nurture it with meditation and you encourage it to grow in wisdom, and you discipline it by the regularity with which you examine it with thoughts and your being. And in the end, in secret, you find a fierce joy, a delight that you share with an invisible and infinite source. This joy is the heart of the presence of the original Thought that will through a long and varied journey express to you many opportunities through which you may see the face of the Creator in yourself, in circumstances, and in your co-creators, those about you. The more of that joy that you experience inwardly, the more resilient shall be the radiance of your being.

Hatonn continued by saying know that you are the precious ones of the Creator, for you choose yourselves much as in your Bible you read of the chosen people, and this chosen nature is valid, but you choose to become responsible for seeking, for giving and for seeking again, and you choose a voyage, for in your culture a treasure is placed in a secret trove where no one may steal that which is precious, so we ask you to consider the silent portion of your consciousness that is involved in seeking, but it is not the function of the seeker to show the treasure of that seeking to all, but to allow any fruits that may have come from the seeking to manifest in a natural way. Then Hatonn said we never suggest that you attempt to sway opinion, for you are only exposing that within you which is precious, and which you need to value, but as you meditate and seek the silence within, the power of the original Thought brings Love into your life, and you will find that you are manifesting qualities which will aid those about you, and you may allow this to occur and encourage it, for this is a natural fruit of seeking, but we encourage you to protect your seeking itself as if it were a baby, for it is a baby that you carry within yourself, so nurture it with meditation and encourage it to grow in wisdom, and discipline it by the regularity with which you examine it with thoughts and your being, for in the end, in secret, you find a joy that you share with an invisible and infinite source, so this this joy is the heart of the presence of the original Thought that will express opportunities through which you may see the face of the Creator in yourself and in your co-Creators about you, for the more of that joy that you experience inwardly, the more resilient shall be the radiance of your being. On June 6, 1982, Hatonn described the value of making contact with an invisible source:

Manifestations of Love are far more successfully accomplished when contact is remembered with an infinite source of that which supplies all manifestations. You within the illusion will run completely out of the supply of what you call Love, patience, kindness. It would be unnatural were it any other way. The Creator within you is a fountainhead of Love, for this is the very thought which created all that is in manifestation.

Find your first contact with this consciousness, and you will find a new level to seek in meditation. From this level, my friends, you may go on to do many things. You may seek to lose the self in an ocean of infinite Love, so that you cease being the person with a heart and a mind and become one with the Creator.

Now, we gaze upon you, thank and bless you; a place of light made of people; one of hundreds which seek the Confederation for inspiration this evening. How Light your planet seem as you gather together and join in an infinite proclamation of consciousness, for what is consciousness? That which you are before you think is the Creator. The original Thought is not a thought as you understand thought, for your mentations are pale indeed. It is a power; you call it Love. Treasure yourselves aright, value that which you are doing, and know that as you go forth you shall stumble and fall many times by your own estimation, and many other times you shall consider that you have done well. We suggest that you not keep score. Many is the time that you shall score incorrectly. Only continue to seek and above all to nurture that inward thrust towards truth. We can only encourage, not truly teach. You are your own teachers, for all that you wish is within you. We bathe in the Light of this group, and thank you that you have been so gracious as to have allowed us to speak our humble words. How little we have to offer you compared to what you have to offer us. You hearten us, for it is not difficult for us to seek; our illusion is far less dense. For you, my friends, the challenges are so many. How we encourage you. We shall be with you at any time that you may wish us.

Hatonn went on to say we gaze upon you, thank and bless you in a place of Light made of people, one of hundreds which seek the Confederation for inspiration this evening, and how Light your planet seems as you join in an infinite proclamation of consciousness, for it is that which you are before you think is the Creator, but the original Thought is not a thought as you understand thought, for your thoughts are pale, for it is a power called Love to treasure yourselves and value that which you are doing, and know that as you go forth you shall stumble and fall many times, and many other times you shall consider that you have done well, so we suggest that you not keep score, for many is the time that you shall score incorrectly, so only continue to seek and nurture that inward path towards truth, but we can only encourage, not teach, for you are your own teachers, for all that you wish is within you, so we bathe in the Light of this group, and we thank you for being so gracious as to have allowed us to speak our humble words, yet how little we have to offer you compared to what you have to offer us, and you hearten us, for it is not difficult for us to seek since our illusion is less dense, and the challenges for you are many, so we encourage you, and we shall be with you at any time that you may ask us. On September 27, 1979, Latwii described the nature of the original Thought:

The original Thought of the Creator is that experience to be sought. This Thought is being carried out all over the creation. Consciousness develops, anyway. And this is the Thought of the Creator. It is also the original Thought of the Creator. Since we are at this time at the Earth as we will be at all times or have at all times, density—shall we say ferocity of experience—is a function of that portion of consciousness, that, shall we say, amalgamates form, a sector of experience in what you call your reality. It is a physical planet. There are many, many planets that are not in your reality.

We leave you now in that Love and Light of the infinite Creator of which we have spoken. We leave you in joy, and in truth we do not leave you at all for we are singularly one with you. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends, adonai.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are most privileged to be able to join with your group this evening, and we thank each present for seeking our vibration. As always, it is an honor to attempt to answer those queries which each brings for the inspiration of the seeking. May we then begin and ask for the first query?

Carla: I have a question. I had a brief vision late last night or early this morning, just as I was drifting off to sleep. And I thought that the person that I envisioned, that I saw, was the archangel Michael. He put his sword away, and he was rubbing his hands together, and he said, “I love it when a plan comes together.” That’s all I saw. I found out today that it’s the feast of the archangel Michael and all the angels, and I wondered if people who were sensitive like I am to various influences have experiences like that due to the amount of prayer from churches like the Catholic church that concentrate on saints a lot more than the Protestant ones do, or if it was just an odd experience?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We might say that each supposition which you have made is in some degree a portion of the explanation for this particular vision. We may comment by suggesting that your particular bias in the direction of the observation of certain days for certain saints, as you call them, plays a large role in this situation. Also, your nature of being sensitive to impression is greatly responsible for the general nature of the vision’s appearance. Also, to be considered is the information registered in your subconscious mind from a previous conversation of a similar nature which was incorporated in a somewhat humorous manner in this vision. Thus, from many sources within your own being are drawn the resources which composed this particular vision. For the vision’s meaning we may suggest contemplation and meditation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes. The bias which I follow is that each of us has a Comforter, another word for the Holy Spirit, and the action of this force, whatever it is called, I don’t think you have to be Christian to have an awareness of the force itself, it sustains you one way or another. Could you comment on my guess that whereas I tend to get very articulate messages from this force, nevertheless the mechanism basically works for everybody. It’s just that in some people’s lives the working of this force, or this source of information, this comfort, might be dreams, might be coincidence, or many other ways in which the Comforter, or the Holy Spirit, or whatever you could call it, the higher self, might work. But it’s one, no matter what your bias, the force itself that occurs is one very substantial force which is the true one. Would you comment on that or is that clear enough?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We believe that we have the gist clear enough to be able to respond in this matter. Indeed, there is a force which protects and guides each entity as it seeks its source, for all entities are part of this one force. You are additionally correct in your supposition that there is what many on your planet have called a Comforter which lends assistance in a more specific manner than the all-encompassing force of the one Creator. An entity serving as a Comforter responds to the seeker’s special call at those instances within the incarnation which may be described as sacred, shall we say. In such moments the seeker’s intense desire for the revelation of truth in the incarnation is such that the Comforter is that which is called, and that which responds by the feeding of a certain kind of spiritual food, a certain manna, as you would call it, which enters first the unconscious realms of the mind complex, and then, shall we say, rises so that in some way the entity perceives this assistance. The entity perceives in whatever manner the entity is able to perceive according to the system of beliefs which it has constructed during its incarnation. Thus, each entity perceives in a slightly variant and unique fashion.

There are also other presences which lend assistance to the seeker. These are frequently referred to as guides of one nature or another. Each seeker has at least three such guides: one of a positive or radiant or male nature; one of the magnetic, receptive or female nature; and one which you would describe as androgynous, being of a more balanced nature. Each seeker may also from time to time be assisted by other angelic, shall we say, presences and beings according to the needs, the desires and the seeking of the seeker. Each such assistance is perceived in whatever manner has meaning to the seeker.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Well, it’s fascinating, but I think I should let other people have a chance to ask questions. So, for now I’ll let it rest. Thank you.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We must apologize, my sister, for we must ask for the repetition of the query, for this instrument was not fully functioning during this reversing of this tape recorder device.

Questioner: What is Matira’s relationship to me, and what can you tell me about her?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. In this instance we may speak in general terms only to give the specific information requested would be to infringe upon the free will of the seeker. The entity of which you speak is one which has a relationship to you similar to those beings of which we have just spoken, though it is not one of the specifically mentioned types of relationship. This entity seeks to be of service by providing the type of assistance which it feels most appropriate to your particular needs as they arise in your own process of seeking. We look upon this relationship as one which is most beneficial for the continued growth of the point of view, for the entity’s service in general is that which expands the point of view.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, when and if this little group should disband, can we contact Hatonn or someone else through Matira?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. The Confederation of Planets is available in the vocalized channeling format to any group which seeks in a pure manner, which is to say, the philosophy of the Confederation concerns the evolution of entities upon your planet, and we are what you would call philosophers who have a desire to share our opinions and learning with the understanding that they are opinions and quite fallible. We cannot prove our existence, our message, your past, your present, or your future journey in any way. Our service is most ephemeral, and it is meant as an inspiration along the way. Any group which uses the tuning devices that have been shared within this group, and has the desire to seek as purely as possible, and which is familiar with the vocal channeling contact may seek and receive information from the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, for that is our purpose at this time, to share that which we have come to know as our truth with those upon your planet which seek that sharing.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: No, could you run that by me one more time, real fast, because I don’t quite … Her question was could she contact Hatonn through Matira, and you just said Hatonn enjoyed speaking vocally. Would that mean that Hatonn wished to speak only through vocal channels? In other words, straight to a person and not through a guide on the inner plane. Is that what you intended to say, and just didn’t come right out and say? I didn’t hear it, if you said it.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. Our response was intended in the general sense. That is, that communications of a inspirational or philosophical nature could be received by any group through any type of instrument if that group sought with the requisite purity and desire and tuning mechanisms that have been utilized within this particular group.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: I’m still trying to figure out if you said that Hatonn could be contacted through Matira or whether you said … I guess what you’re really trying to do is take the emphasis off what the name of contact is and put the emphasis on the nature of the message. Am I right? Take the emphasis off the messenger, and put the emphasis on the content of the message?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is in part correct, for we wish always to emphasize the nature of the message, for the nature of the message is very simple. We are all one, and we all seek that unity. Whether that seeking finds manifestation in a contact such as this contact, a contact through a guide, or through personal inspiration through those books and resources which the seeker peruses, or through any other means is not important The message of unity, the seeking of Love and Light in that unity, is the important—we correct this instrument—is the type of contact and experience which is that which we wish to emphasize. The means of the messages being transmitted is less important.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, that’s very helpful. Thank you.

Latwii: I am Latwii. We thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Yes, sort of along this same line. This has happened to me for a long time. I guess it happens to everybody, but some thought will come to me seemingly out of nowhere. I don’t know where it comes from. I haven’t read it, or I haven’t heard it to my knowledge, but very shortly, maybe within a week or two, I will hear this on the radio, or I’ll pick up a book and find the same thought in it. Now my question is, is there an atmosphere of these thoughts, and are all of us picking up these thoughts at about the same time? Where do these thoughts come from?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is most difficult to describe in your words the source, shall we say, in specific terms, of such thoughts. One means of such description might include the concept of pools of thought which surround or are available to each entity at all times. From time to time, as you would call it, the entity dips into one pool, and then another, and may dip into many simultaneously. These pools are available throughout all of what you call time, and are, indeed, timeless so that what might appear at one of your times to be separate from another of your times might in the nature of your being be one time or experience.

Thus, when you first thought the original concept, and then seemingly later experienced its further ramifications, you were dipping into one particular pool of thought in one experience during two of what you call time periods. These pools of thought are drawn to you by your desires, by your seeking, just as the iron filings are drawn to the magnet. That which is called for is received. This is, shall we say, a law: that which you desire will be drawn unto you. As you continue your journey of seeking, you will discover that there are streams or pools of thought which serve as resources for your further contemplation. These are what you have frequently called sources of food for thought. These pools rise within your subconscious mind and become available to you through many types of experiences. The intuitive insight, the dream, whether in sleeping or daydreaming, the mental contemplation, the meditation, all are means of perceiving such pools of thought.

K asked: “This has happened to me for a long time. I guess it happens to everybody, but some thought will come to me seemingly out of nowhere. I don’t know where it comes from. I haven’t read it, or I haven’t heard it to my knowledge, but very shortly, maybe within a week or two, I will hear this on the radio, or I’ll pick up a book and find the same thought in it. Now my question is, is there an atmosphere of these thoughts, and are all of us picking up these thoughts at about the same time? Where do these thoughts come from?” Latwii replied by saying it is difficult to describe the source of such thoughts, but one means of such description might include the concept of pools of thought which are available to each entity at all times, and from time to time the entity dips into one pool, and then another and may dip into many simultaneously, and these pools are available throughout all of time and are timeless, so that what might appear at one of your times to be separate from another of your times might be one time or experience. Latwii continued by saying when you first thought the original concept and then later experienced its further ramifications, you were dipping into one pool of thought in one experience during two time periods, and these pools of thought are drawn to you by your seeking, just as the iron filings are drawn to the magnet, for that which is called for is received, so this is a law: that which you desire will be drawn unto you, and as you continue your journey of seeking you will discover that there are streams of thought which serve as resources for your further contemplation, and these are what you have called sources of food for thought, for these pools rise within your subconscious mind and become available to you through many types of experiences: the intuitive insight, the dream, whether in sleeping or daydreaming, the mental contemplation, the meditation, all are means of perceiving such pools of thought. On May 10, 1987, Q’uo spoke of the value of daydreaming to aid our spiritual journey:

How blessed it feels to kick off the shoes of the workaday world, to tuck a metaphorical piece of grass between the teeth and gaze into the metaphorical open sky for daydreaming. How very, very good it feels to unwind and relax, to let one’s mind drift. My children, it is not only pleasant—it is life itself to that entity which dwells within, which is learning the true lessons and doing the true work of the incarnation.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that’s what I thought, but it helps to have you expound on it. That was very good, thank you. Now, I’d like to ask a question about some dreams I’ve had, and wondered if they were sort of archetypes. This past summer I’ve been trying to discipline myself to remember my dreams, whereas before I’d been a little careless, shall we say. I’ve been off, and now I’m on. But I’ve dreamed numerous times about a bird or a baby that’s about to be born. One dream, I was holding an egg in my hand, and whatever it was, a chicken or duck or whatever it was, literally broke open the egg, and I could see the yellow wing, holding it in hand and it was a very exciting thing, to have that egg hatch right in my hand. And of course I wake up before the thing comes out. I just get to see that yellow wing, but it’s about birth and all about me. It seems I’m trying to get ready for this new birth that’s about to come about, and things are not quite ready, and I’m just working myself to death to try to get everything just right for this baby that’s about to be born. It’s not my baby; it’s just a baby that’s about to be born. Now what can you say? Is that an archetypical dream or is this just my silly dreams?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We look upon this experience as one which, indeed, reaches those roots of mind which you have come to know as archetypical. Each entity which seeks the truth of its being and of the creation in a conscious manner will frequently experience such dreaming as you have described. Those experiences of a new birth may be looked upon as representative of the archetypes of transformation, for each moment provides infinite opportunity for the seeker to transform some portion of its being by finding the Love, the Light, the unity within the moment, no matter how that moment might camouflage such truth with seeming discord and distress.

As the seeker continues these minor transformations there are, shall we say, various octaves or levels of transformation which then become available, much as a threshold which requires a certain degree of strength to surpass, and when that strength is gathered then a great change in perception and being is apparent. The viewing of the birth of the egg, that which is encased, and which is freeing itself from the encasement, is quite frequently of a personal nature so that the seeker experiencing the dream is seeing a symbol of its own birth or the birth of some portion of its being and thinking. In other cases, the entity is perceiving the tides of being of its race or kind and is, shall we say, tuning into a greater process of transformation of which it is a smaller part. In most instances both such situations pertain, for as one entity is transformed, all in some degree are transformed, and as all are transformed, each is transformed, for in truth, all are one.

K asked: “I’d like to ask a question about some dreams I’ve had, and wondered if they were sort of archetypes.” Latwii replied we look upon this experience as one which reaches those roots of mind which you have come to know as archetypical, for each entity which seeks the truth of its being and of the creation in a conscious manner will experience dreaming as you have described, and those experiences of a new birth may be looked upon as representative of the archetypes of transformation, for each moment provides infinite opportunity for the seeker to transform some portion of its being by finding the Love, the Light, the unity within the moment, no matter how that moment might camouflage such truth with seeming discord and distress. Latwii went on to say as the seeker continues these transformations there are levels of transformation which become available, much as a threshold which requires a certain degree of strength to surpass, and when that strength is gathered then a change in perception and being is apparent, and the viewing of the birth of the egg, that which is encased, and which is freeing itself from the encasement, is frequently of a personal nature, so that the seeker experiencing the dream is seeing a symbol the birth of some portion of its being and thinking, but in other cases, the entity is perceiving the tides of being of its kind and is tuning into a greater process of transformation of which it is a smaller part, so in most instances both such situations pertain, for as one entity is transformed, all in some degree are transformed, and as all are transformed, each is transformed, for in truth, all are one. On September 5, 2004, Q’uo described the process of transformation:

There are gates through which one must pass in order to become more deeply and truly aware of the essence of self and of the increasing revelation of the Creator within. And there are lions that guard the gates to the temple that is your inner self. And occasionally you will be challenged. This is part of the process of transformation. It is a necessity for entities who are moving through transformation to have markers for these changes. And so, when there is an initiation, so called, these initiations will have a certain form, and symbols will come to you such as the hawks and the eagles of which you were speaking earlier. The symbols may be beast, or bird, or plant, or words, street signs, or chance-heard snatches of conversation that simply connect into your process synchronistically. It is impossible to know ahead of time what these markers of transformation will be. But when they come to you, note them and realize that you are on the right track. These processes are moving forward, and no matter how dislocated you may feel in these movements that sometimes are swift, yet your feet are on the right track and you are moving well, and with honor and dignity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that was very good. Another dream that has—I’ve become a great believer in dreams even though I used to make fun of my grandmother for believing in dreams. I’ve been converted. Another dream I’m assuming is along the same nature which I’m assuming is an archetype. This has occurred again and again throughout my lifetime, periodically. Somebody is about to be buried, and here we’re all about to bury this person, and this person just begins to move around in the casket, and, you know, here we are with a live corpse on our hands. I used to wake up literally scared to death with that dream. That dream doesn’t frighten me anymore, but I dreamed that just recently. Now, I’m assuming that’s an archetype also. Is that true?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. We may preface our response by suggesting that the conscious seeker would have great difficulty in finding any dream which did not tap some archetypical portion of its deeper mind. To respond now more specifically to your query, we might suggest that this particular type of dream is most useful to that conscious seeker which many upon your planet have called the adept, for in times most ancient upon your planet, there were those initiates who sought to increase their seeking by going through that experience which may be likened to the burying of the self while alive, and the experience of the death of perception to the physical world and the resurrection of the perception to a greater or divine plan for an entity within its incarnation.

Many upon your planet at this time seek such experiences within what you have called sensory deprivation chambers. The experience of self with self at such a time is most profound, and at some point each seeker must make what you would call the peace, or sense of grasp, or wholeness with the concept you call death, for the seeker to know that the death is a great transformation but not the end of its beingness, at some point within each seeker’s journey. The dreaming experience which you have described is a portion of that learning and may be considered most valuable when it is carried to its completion within the dreaming state, for this experience will allow the seeker to expand its point of view concerning that experience called death.

K asked: “Somebody is about to be buried, and here we’re all about to bury this person, and this person just begins to move around in the casket, and, you know, here we are with a live corpse on our hands. I used to wake up literally scared to death with that dream. That dream doesn’t frighten me anymore, but I dreamed that just recently. Now, I’m assuming that’s an archetype also. Is that true?” Latwii said we may preface our response by suggesting that the conscious seeker would have difficulty in finding any dream which did not tap some archetypical portion of its deeper mind, and to respond now more specifically to your query, we suggest that this type of dream is useful to the adept, for in ancient times upon your planet, there were those initiates who sought to increase their seeking by going through that experience which may be likened to the burying of the self while alive, and the experience of the death of perception to the physical world and the resurrection of the perception to a greater or divine plan for an entity within its incarnation. Now Latwii said many upon your planet at this time seek such experiences within sensory deprivation chambers, for the experience of self with self at such a time is profound, and at some point each seeker must make peace with the concept you call death, for the seeker to know that death is a great transformation but not the end of its beingness, at some point within each seeker’s journey, so the dreaming experience which you have described is a portion of that learning and may be considered valuable when it is carried to its completion within the dreaming state, for this experience will allow the seeker to expand its point of view concerning that experience called death. On November 7, 1982, Latwii described difference ways that we can look at the process of death:

Some fear the death only because it is a great mystery, and the unknown often causes entities to find fear within themselves. Some fear the death because they have not yet learned to live, and have not yet learned what they came to live for, and are aware that the death shall come surely and perhaps they shall not be ready. Some gladly accept their own physical departure from your illusion, for its catalyst weighs heavily upon their shoulders, and they yearn only for rest. Some welcome the death because they seek another adventure and feel certain that death shall bring it. For each within your illusion there is some response to life and to death. Each is unique.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that’s very good. Thank you very much, Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

T: Yes, I’d like to go back to the thoughts on the thought pools that you mentioned earlier, and are these thought pools entity, non-entity or liaison entity or none of the above?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We hope that we do not confuse by suggesting that all of the above are correct, and in addition there are as many forms to such pools of thought as can be imagined by entities, for each entity, as we have noted, will draw unto it those thoughts which it desires, and will form them in such and such a manner. If a great number of entities form certain thoughts in a similar manner such as with what you have called the service of worship within various of your churches, then certain thoughts may take the form of angels, of archangels, rituals, processions, and so forth. These forms of thought, then, may be called upon by such entities, and there may be sustenance or a nourishment gained from the calling.

May we answer you further, my brother?

T: No, thank you. That is excellent.

I am Latwii, and we thank you for your service, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: Just while we’re talking about pools of thought, I was thinking about tidepools. You divorced these pools of thought from the notion of time, and suggested that we really are living a simultaneous existence, we are living in an eternal present. We simply don’t see it that way because of the illusion. But I was wondering if there were tides that pulled at those pools of thought so that as K first asked, many people might feel the surge of the tide and therefore feel the—have a tendency to seek for that thought or to reach into that thought at the same apparent time, the tides being impersonal events. Could you comment?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. This is, as you have surmised, a very large subject, and there is little likelihood that any supposition would be totally incorrect concerning its nature. There are, as you have supposed, certain tides of energy or vibrations of Light and Love which surge in rhythm and become available to the planet as a whole, so that each upon the surface of your planet, if seeking that type of vibration, may become aware of it in a conscious fashion while unaware of it if not seeking it, yet and nevertheless be moved by it in some degree.

There are those vibratory levels of energy influx which are constantly being made available to your planet and its people and are being made available in a fashion which slowly increases in the strength or frequency. Thus, tides of thought or energy do periodically surround your planet. These great oceans, shall we say, of thought energy are of a general nature as in comparison with those we were previously speaking of which were more of the individual group or racial origin.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No, that was fascinating. Thank you. I would like to know if you would please check the instrument to find out if he is too fatigued to go on.

I am Latwii, and we appreciate your conscientiousness in this regard. We find the instrument is available for two or three more queries and would welcome them at this time.

Carla: Would a quick retuning be in order?

I am Latwii, and we suggest the continuing as has occurred, with no present need for retuning. Is there another query at this time?

Questioner: Yes. We seek to do more than we are able to accomplish at this time. We like to know how we gain more energy to do more.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. You may observe that experience of fatigue and consider that as you are seeking to do more, as you call it, you are continually expanding your capacity to do more in the service of the one Creator. As you continually expand this capacity, you will notice that there is the residual effect of fatigue. As you continually expand your capacity, you may experience what you call continual fatigue, for this is a constant process and this process is not always consciously apparent to your perception. Thus, you may feel you have not moved in your ability to do more service, yet if you could take the larger view, that view, looking upon the incarnation from beyond the incarnation, you would see great progress.

Indeed, it is not a portion of this illusion to give a clear perception of one’s progress. The seeking within this illusion is done within what one might call a great darkness and forgetting, even to the clearest seeking eye. As you desire to seek and serve and to enlarge your capacity to do both, thus shall you do both, for as the filing is drawn to the magnet, thus is that which you desire drawn to your desires and your being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

K: Just one more, Latwii, right along this same line. I guess all of us would like to go out and feel that we are really serving, but that doesn’t seem to be the way things work out all the time. But during my meditation, or as things work out during the day, I feel the urge as I send caring, healing, peaceful thoughts to family and friends, or just around the planet. Is this serving the Creator or is this a type of service, even though this person does not know that I am sending healing thought? Is this a type of service?

I am Latwii and am aware of your query, my sister. Indeed, my sister, there is no action which is not service. Most actions by your people are of a service nature that is unconscious. Most present this evening seek to serve in a conscious manner, and to serve as efficiently as possible. Many do so in just the manner you have spoken, for, indeed, all creation is one being, and as you send a thought of healing, of Love, of Light, of support, of comfort, of caring to any other being upon your planet, all receive such and are able to partake of it if so desired. For in those realms which are the foundation of your illusion, in the metaphysical realms, a thought is indeed a thing which is seen, which is felt, which is used. It is such a foundation which supports your present material illusion, and not your material illusion which supports the metaphysical realms.

May we answer you further, my sister?

K: No, that makes sense. Thanks a lot.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we find that we have exhausted the queries and this instrument at approximately the same time. We are grateful to each for seeking our humble service. We remind each present that our words are but fallible opinion. Take those which have meaning and use them as you will. Leave those which have no meaning. We are most honored and overjoyed at each opportunity to speak to this group. We are with each upon request in your meditations, and would be honored to join our vibrations with yours then. We shall leave you now in the Love and in the Light of the one infinite Creator. We are known to you as those of Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “Meditation is the art of divine appreciation through which we learn rightly to appraise people and their achievements, and the universe. Our appreciation of the outer forms is increased because meditation gives us an understanding of the divine Love which produced the form. When we understand the mind and the soul that have produced any form of good, we can better appreciate the good itself. To know the author of a book makes the book more meaningful; to know the composer of a piece of music makes the music more enjoyable. If we could only know God, if we could only taste or touch one drop of God, creation would appear in all its wonder and glory. Meditation develops the insight which carries us from the object to its creative principle, and then, with this new insight, the world is revealed as it really is.

Through meditation, a new dimension of life will unfold. No longer will we be limited to time or space, to height, width, or depth, because instantly the mind will leap from the three-dimensional form to the fourth dimension, which is its origin, cause, and source. In this higher dimension, we are not dependent on things which do appear, whether it is person, place, or thing: we do not love them too much, hate them, or fear them because if we look through them, we perceive, in every instance, that the source is God.

When we hear the words “I will never leave you nor forsake you,” let us remember the little ivory figure. The love, the artistry, the skill, and the devotion of the artist can never be removed from that figure. So it is with us. That which formed us will never leave us nor forsake us. Its essence is our very being.

Meditation on God’s handiwork is one way of bringing the Soul-faculties into active expression and of understanding the higher wisdom. We must learn to look not only at sunsets, gardens, or any beautiful appearance, but to look beyond them and catch a glimpse of that which brought them into expression. Then we shall always have permanent forms of beauty and permanent forms of harmony because we shall have that perfect divine Essence which is ever forming Itself anew. If we try to see perfection in the form, we lose it. Material sense sees the form and enjoys it; spiritual sense sees the underlying substance and reality of the form. The form then is always perfect, complete, and whole.

The object of our work is to elevate ourselves to that divine apprehension where we see God appearing in all of God’s glory—not in people’s glory, but God’s glory as the glory of people—showing forth the infinite perfection of God’s handiwork. We are lifted into a state of divine illumination in which we behold God’s world already perfect and complete, God manifesting Itself in all Its glory. The heavens declare the glory of God,” and the Earth showeth forth God’s handiwork. And now “my meditation of God is sweet, and I am glad in the Lord.”

This afternoon I enjoyed co-hosting the Law of One European Study Group. This session we studied Ra Session #63. After I read the session and shared some thoughts about it, we began the question-and-answer portion of our gathering. Some of the question that I was asked were: “Are space kids the same as wanderers?”  “Can the heat of anger affect Earth?” “Can ordinary people suffer psychic attacks?” “Where do graduates of Earth’s third density go after their bodies die?” and “What is the purpose of the healing and review that we go through after this incarnation is over?” Once again, I truly enjoyed answering any questions that related to the Law of One, and I am developing closer ties to the seekers that have questions for me. I also enjoy the presence of all of the seekers whether they have questions for me or not.

After the session was over, I went back across the street to my neighbor’s back yard and used my chain saw on the dead branches that were too big to break yesterday. I was able to fill three garbage cans with these limbs and a few leaves as well. Then I put the garbage cans at the end of my driveway for yard waste pickup tomorrow morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 4

Comfort For Your Sorrow

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, and I greet you in the fullness of the consciousness of Love.

As you come to contemplation this morning, you come with sorrow in your heart.

See that sorrow. Acknowledge and bless it. Visualize it intensely. Every sorrow. Every sadness.

And as you gaze upon it, see the Comforter arrive. For by this loving attention to yourself you bid the Comforter to you, to minister and give care to your sorrow.

No seeking soul needs a justification for desiring comfort. The Spirit of Love comforts all who turn from sorrow to the beholding of sorrow, for as you are aware that you are sorrowful, and as you then call us, so may Love enter sorrow and make of it a beautiful thing, a little place in mind where tenderly you may wrap and tenderly put away the occasion for sorrow and distress, knowing that in the larger view you shall be comforted.

We leave you in peace and joy, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn and Latwii channelings come from September 18, 1983:

(S channeling)

I am Hatonn, and greet you, my brothers and sisters, in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We would ask your patience this evening, my friends, for it has been a long while since we have had the privilege of speaking through this instrument, and we need a few moments to tune in to her vibrations, so to speak, and to make her more comfortable with ours once again.

We are, as always, my friends, extremely pleased to be called among your gatherings. There are those groups among your people who are more and more seeking the humble message we have to share, and in any gathering, whether large or small, the opportunity to share our most humble words is appreciated. We have been long seeking those who in their willingness to serve others would allow us to impart what amount of wisdom we have, and the service you impart is great, for in sharing with one, my friends, do you not share with all your brothers and sisters? In some infinitesimal way there will always be a link between you and each of your brothers and sisters. This link, my friends, is not always consciously felt but is still there. One act of service does not only touch one, it touches all; it touches your planet. In each wholehearted loving service you impart, you are, indeed, further on  your planet onward into the fourth density. There are times when this realization is forgotten or misplaced, but the service still goes onward, goes forward, is projected into an ever-enlarging sphere as does a pebble thrown into a pond creates ever larger circles.

We would at this time transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you once again in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. A great linkage exists between you and all that exists, and you are taking part in what you may call the drama of each existence that has ever been, is now occurring, or will ever be. This is a difficult truth to evaluate, and we would guess it is even more difficult to evaluate its importance. There is a longing in each of you for a dramatic happenstance, a change within the consciousness which will say to you, “I am still making progress.” However, this drama which we discuss with you is divided into two great acts. One portion of it is a drama of those asleep. The sleepwalkers randomly bump into each other, and into the furniture of the stage, they fall into the spotlights, crash into the orchestra pit, and cause the audience some amusement. There is a moment in each actor’s life sometime after they have determined that they are within a drama when the actor decides to write the play. They will choose their character and they will write their own lines.

This is the division, the great before and after which yawns away into eternity back to the beginning of your creation, and towards its end, once you have the opportunity to make what may be a dramatic choice. For many of you it may well not be dramatic then, for you will have already made the choice in a previous incarnation, and this entire incarnation will be that action which rediscovers the choice and then sets about refining that choice. Therefore, you will not see the drama that others about you luxuriate in. Let us look within your holy work. This instrument has thought much about the parable of the sheep that was lost. There were one hundred sheep. Ninety-nine sheep know where they were. They had chosen to come home. In an undramatic way they munched, and thought, and moved around within a restricted space. But one sheep had wandered off. The entire attention of the shepherd went out to the sheep that was lost. Tossing the fate of the ninety-nine to the winds, he went after the single lost sheep. And so it is that when one which has never before chosen decides to choose, the creation resounds with joy. Another has made the choice. Back at the sheepfold where most of you are, the rejoicing is done. You are now one of those who will rejoice when the lost sheep are found. But the changes in your own thinking will occur, little by little by little. You will learn how to use the tools of mind, body and spirit by a process of refining that is agelessly slow and painstakingly careful, and many times you will see your gains as losses and your losses as gains, and will spend much time involved in incorrect biases about yourself.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about our connection to all of the creation. They began by saying a great linkage exists between you and all that exists, and you are taking part in the drama of each existence that has ever been which is now occurring, or will ever be, so this is a difficult truth to evaluate, and we would guess it is even more difficult to evaluate its importance, for there is a longing in each of you for a dramatic change within the consciousness which will say to you, “I am still making progress,” but this drama which we discuss with you is divided into two great acts, so one portion of it is a drama of those asleep, and the sleepwalkers randomly bump into each other, and into the furniture of the stage, they fall into the spotlights, crash into the orchestra pit, and cause the audience some amusement, yet there is a moment in each actor’s life sometime after they have determined that they are within a drama when the actor decides to write the play, so they will choose their character, and they will write their own lines. Hatonn went on to say this is the division, the great before and after which yawns away into eternity back to the beginning of your creation, and towards its end, once you have the opportunity to make what may be a dramatic choice, for many of you it may not be dramatic, for you will have already made the choice in a previous incarnation, and this incarnation will be that action which rediscovers the choice and then sets about refining that choice, but you will not see the drama that others about you luxuriate in, so let us look within your holy work, and Carla has thought much about the parable of the sheep that was lost, so there were one hundred sheep, and ninety-nine sheep know where they were, for they had chosen to come home, and they munched, and thought, and moved around within a restricted space, but one sheep had wandered off, so the entire attention of the shepherd went out to the sheep that was lost, and tossing the fate of the ninety-nine to the winds, he went after the single lost sheep, and so it is when one which has never before chosen decides to choose, the creation resounds with joy, for another has made the choice, so back at the sheepfold where most of you are, the rejoicing is done because you are now one of those who will rejoice when the lost sheep are found, but the changes in your thinking will occur, little by little, and you will learn how to use the tools of mind, body, and spirit by a process of refining that is slow and careful, and many times you will see your gains as losses and your losses as gains and will spend much time involved in incorrect biases about yourself. On June 17, 2005, Q’uo described how we can use the process of refining our spiritual journey:

We would give you one word and that is, “Remember.” Whenever you have doubts as to the benefits of this process of refining the self in the fire of experience, ask yourself to remember, and that will bring back to you the entire flood of knowledge of self and of all through which you have been. We hope that you can begin to respect the suffering that you have endured for what it is: a service to your own seeking.

Much of this can be averted by reminding yourself constantly that you must not expect drama in your spiritual existence. The joy of experiencing Love will come to you if you seek it, but it will also leave you. You will manifest great understanding and radiate the Love and Light that you have spent so many hours seeking in silence, and then other times you will not. Were you able to penetrate the illusion from one end to the other, it would be doubtful that you would have chosen this illusion, for it would not be doing the service it is intended to do. It would not be causing you to learn to refine upon your choice. You may look back and think about that sheep, that foolish, seemingly unimportant sheep that got all the attention, and you may wish that you might even get lost so that you may rejoice to be found. But we say to you, you have better things to do. Try to think of yourself as royalty. What would occur if you had been born a prince or a princess destined one day to rule and lead a people? Your life would be much restricted compared to others. You would behave in a more regular fashion. You would bow to many responsibilities. You would sometimes question the honor of royalty, and even though in some ways your position might seem to others to be admirable, you yourself might wish for freedom, freedom to do what you will.

And so you are, my friends, each of you. You have accepted a crown. The crown sits upon your head, and it weighs you down. You are already rescued. You have already chosen to Love. There is no chasm to bridge, there is no great drama. Honor and responsibility are yours, and your advances, though they seem small, are greater, though they are more hard-won. Never kid yourself that the choice was the hard part, for in most cases the choice is made in a burst of the joy that the first understanding of Love and Light gives off. The refining of that Love and that Light, the manifestation of service to the one infinite Creator, is a task that is full of joy but could not be more demanding or more continuously puzzling. And here you are, my friends, with your part in the drama. You are still upon the stage; you have stopped falling into the orchestra. You are many times writing your own lines, and perhaps part of you has even made it into the audience where you observe yourself and give yourself reviews. You would be hard upon yourself, harder than others, but you find comradeship along the way, and always and ever that stage, so firm beneath your feet, so solid beneath the illusion. That stage, my friends, is a kingdom that you have never left and that you will never leave. You dwell within the kingdom of Love; you dwell with the Creator always. Lift up your heads and feel your crown grow lighter as the great sunlight of the Creator strengthens your will and undergirds your faith.

Hatonn went on to say much of this can be avoided by reminding yourself that you must not expect drama in your spiritual existence since the joy of experiencing Love will come to you if you seek it, but it will also leave you, and you will manifest understanding and radiate the Love and Light that you have spent hours seeking in silence, and then other times you will not, for if you able to penetrate the illusion from one end to the other, it would be doubtful that you would have chosen this illusion, for it would not be doing the service it is intended to do, but it would not be causing you to learn to refine your choice, so you may look back and think about that sheep that got all the attention, and you may wish that you might get lost so that you may rejoice to be found, but we say you have better things to do, yet try to think of yourself as royalty, for if you had been born a prince or a princess destined to rule a people your life would be restricted compared to others, and you would behave in a regular fashion, and you would bow to many responsibilities, but you would sometimes question the honor of royalty, and even though in some ways your position might seem to others to be admirable, you might wish for freedom to do what you will. Now Hatonn said you have accepted a crown that sits upon your head, and it weighs you down, but you are already rescued, for you have chosen to Love, but your advances, though they seem small, are greater, though they are more hard-won, so never kid yourself that the choice was the hard part, for in most cases the choice is made in a burst of the joy that the first understanding of Love and Light gives off, and the refining of that Love and Light, the manifestation of service to the one infinite Creator, is a task that is full of joy but could not be more demanding, and here you are with your part in the drama, and you are still upon the stage, and you are writing your own lines, so part of you has even made it into the audience where you observe yourself and give yourself reviews, yet you would be hard upon yourself, but you find comradeship along the way, and always and ever that stage, so firm beneath your feet, so solid beneath the illusion, for that stage is a kingdom that you will never leave, for you dwell within the kingdom of Love and with the Creator always, so lift up your heads and feel your crown grow lighter as the great sunlight of the Creator strengthens your will and undergirds your faith. On December 28, 1980, Amira described the kingdom of Love:

I greet you, my children, in the name of my Father. I lift up my heart to you for are you not of my Father? This little one through whom I speak calls herself by my name. My children, it is not necessary, for I am and you are of my Father. I ask you to husband the creation in which you walk your ways this day, and to wait the precious gift of your love as it walks toward the kingdom of Love. And shall you not go where you have sought to go? Yea, you shall; I am with you as my Father is with you; as I am called, I speak. For as there is no time, I am always and you with me are part of that which is always. Thank you, my children, for thinking of me and requesting my vibration. Yours are as pleasing to me as the sweetest flowers, for are you not my Father? Peace to you, my children.

We would like to close through the instrument known as C, and would now transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. The steps that each takes in this illusion may seem for you to apply too heavy, but with the continuation along your chosen path comes patience. The one path found as patience finds peace and knowledge, but things move slowly, but they move, they grow. Not that we may see, but they do. You may at times have pause to look over your shoulder and realize that without your conscious knowledge you have moved. You have passed a point which you will never pass again. My friends, find your patience, and open your eyes and continue. Each will know their own pace. Each one’s pace is theirs, and you will find that you will move.

I am Hatonn. It is indeed a privilege to be allowed to speak our humble words to you. Each of you will take them as each needs. We hope that we may be of service to you. We are always at your call. I am Hatonn. We leave you now in the peace and the Love of the one infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and in the Light of our infinite Creator. We are again privileged to be able to join your group in the seeking of truth. We thank you for the service of asking for our presence and for your patience in assessing our humble service at this time. We would then ask if we may begin with the first query?

S: I have a question, Latwii. A few weeks ago, Hatonn talked on reaching a point in the seeking when you no longer seek. This has been coming back in the past couple of weeks and is in my thoughts constantly. Could you just expound on the subject a little bit?

I am Latwii, and we shall be most happy to attempt clarification of this point, which may at first seem quite contradictory and confusing to those who have long sought the nature of truth, shall we say. The seeker is one who is conscious of the process of evolution. Though each person learns as the one Creator, many do so in a manner which you may consider unconscious. To use our brothers and sisters of Hatonn’s analogy, there is the stumbling into the spotlight, the falling into the orchestra pit, and eventually the entity begins to write the script, which is another way of saying begins to seek in a conscious manner the keys which shall unlock door after door within the inner self, and reveal those treasures of being that await such seeking. At some point in this process there is another transformation which occurs. This is the transformation in which the seeker not only knows intellectually with the conscious mind that it and all it observes are the one Creator, but experiences more and more the being of the one Creator within its own being. The one Creator is found within, and the entity is found everywhere within the one Creator. As this process becomes more apparent and becomes that which is experienced more and more within the incarnation, the seeker discovers that it is that which it seeks.

This is more than semantics, my friends. To seek is to suggest that the one who seeks spends the efforts looking for that which it is not, yet wishes to become. To know that the self is that which is sought, is the one Creator, is to de-emphasize the seeking and to be that which was previously sought. In this transformation the entity looks upon a new creation. The entity looks upon itself as it surveys that which it is and which formerly would have been seen as that in which it existed. In this transformation there is a greater responsibility assumed by the one which formerly focused its efforts upon seeking. Now this entity, our former sturdy seeker, is that which it sought, and shoulders the responsibility of being all that is. This is not an event which is lightly undertaken, and is most properly placed within that realm of what you may consider the advanced nature of being.

S asked: “A few weeks ago, Hatonn talked on reaching a point in the seeking when you no longer seek. This has been coming back in the past couple of weeks and is in my thoughts constantly. Could you just expound on the subject a little bit?” Latwii replied the seeker is one who is conscious of the process of evolution, and though each person learns as the one Creator, many do so in a manner which you may consider unconscious, so to use our brothers and sisters of Hatonn’s analogy, there is the stumbling into the spotlight, the falling into the orchestra pit, and eventually the entity begins to write the script, which is another way of saying begins to seek in a conscious manner the keys which shall unlock door after door within the inner self and reveal those treasures of being that await such seeking, for at some point in this process there is another transformation which occurs, and this is the transformation in which the seeker not only knows intellectually with the conscious mind that it and all it observes are the one Creator, but experiences more and more the being of the one Creator within its own being, so the one Creator is found within, and the entity is found everywhere within the one Creator, and as this process becomes more apparent and is experienced within the incarnation, the seeker discovers that it is that which it seeks. Latwii concluded by saying to seek is to suggest that the one who seeks spends the efforts looking for that which it is not, yet wishes to become, but to know that the self is that which is sought, is the one Creator, is to de-emphasize the seeking and to be that which was previously sought, for in this transformation the entity looks upon a new creation, and the entity looks upon itself as it surveys that which it is, and which formerly would have been seen as that in which it existed, but in this transformation there is a greater responsibility assumed by the one which formerly focused its efforts upon seeking, for now this entity, our former sturdy seeker, is that which it sought, and shoulders the responsibility of being all that is, yet this is not an event which is lightly undertaken and is placed within that realm of the advanced nature of being. On January 12, 2008, Q’uo described the nature of transformation:

The most effective tool in working towards transformation is the self-conscious living of life. We are not talking about those who mull endlessly over every detail of their life and thought throughout each day, but rather we are talking about the most effective way to work towards transformation. The most effective resource is one’s own ability to observe oneself without affecting what is being observed.

The one known as Jim spoke of being aware that in transformation it was important not to judge. And this is the kind of objectivity about which we are speaking. It is, indeed, important, indeed central, to refrain from judgment as one goes through the collecting of information about the self that is necessary in order for the self to be offered up and thus become empty enough to have the space in which to transform.

It is ironic, is it not, that in the search for truth the answers lie not in discovering that which can be known, but in discovering that the secrets to the mystery of transformation lie in unknowing and faith. Faith is the most powerful force in the universe, it being another name for realized or positively realized Love. You live in a universe made of Love. The original Thought was a Thought of unconditional Love. As you transform, the core of your transformation is an awareness that has not been there before about the nature of your central or deepest self as being part of Love itself or the creative principle, which is the one great original Thought of unconditional Love.

As you become full of new information that brings you to a place of transformation, you suddenly discover that you are no longer full. You discover that this very fullness and sense of new life tips you into the corresponding and balancing awareness of oneself as knowing nothing. It is a devastating portion of transformation, this realization that nothing is known, and that nothing can be known within the illusions of the Earth world. Yet as one moves through that which has been called the Purgative Way, one becomes aware that one is utterly empty. And there is a kind of purity in that emptiness that is powerful. You become the Holy Grail which you seek because you are that cup which is now empty or that hand outstretched which has nothing in it, ready to receive that which is new, that which comes from the great original Thought to transform you as a creature so that you have become that which is new.

Then that cycle begins again, where you start from a new place in the spiral of evolution. It is if it were, in a flattened spiral, the same place you have been before in this incarnation. Yet, because it is an upward spiral, you are always moving to that place you were before with a new mind, so that you meet that repeating theme or those repeating themes of your incarnation from a new place of observation and experience.

May we answer you further, my sister?

S: No, thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii, and we are most grateful to you, my sister. May we attempt another query?

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and we rejoice with those sounds which surround your evening, and we rejoice that we have been able to join with you this evening. Though we have not expended great effort, each effort is treasured, and we thank you for your service which you provide by requesting our humble presence. As you seek and as you are, we are one with you. We travel that same path. We are your brothers and sisters, and together we are the one Creator. We are with you at your request in your meditations, in your thoughts, and in those moments when companionship is desired. We take our leave now of this group, though in truth we remain with you. We are those of Latwii, and leave you now in love and light. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “In the light of such perception, every individual is recognized as an expression of the infinite divine Being pouring Itself into manifestation. Criticism and condemnation are transformed into a deep love for this universe and its people. With this transformation will come compassion for those who know not their true identity, for those whom we have considered the evil men and women of the world.

Only in the degree that we understand the nature of God can we understand the nature of individual being. In thinking of ourselves, as well as of others, we must catch some glimpses inwardly of the nature and activity of God, the creative Principle, which brought us forth into expression. God has incarnated Itself as the very mind, soul, substance, and life of our being—even the substance of our body. The Word has become flesh as individual you and me.

Meditation must always have God as its subject and God as its object because subject and object are one, not two. It should carry us from our three-dimensional life, the visible, to the Invisible, which is known as the fourth dimension. Those who live in a three-dimensional world live only in the world of height, width, and depth; in other words, they live in a world of form, completely separated from the essence of that which appears outwardly as the form. In the fourth dimension in which God is the cause, substance, and the reality of life, all effect whether appearing as thing or person is revealed as but the showing forth of the infinite Being, God.

All individual being, all individual form whether animal, vegetable, or mineral, is the invisible God, pouring Itself into expression embodying Its infinite qualities, nature, and character. All of this Earth is the Lord’s and the fullness thereof: God appearing as a universe and as people. All of it is immortal; all of it is eternal; all of it is ours. “Son, all that I have is thine,” and “I am ever with thee.” “I and my Father are one.” How can we be separated from God? “Thou seest me, thou seest the Father that sent me.” Can the love of the artist ever be separated and apart from that which it has created? We see the ivory figure; we see the state of consciousness that evolved it. How can the greatness or grandeur of the invisible life force of nature ever be separate from its form? We see the plant. We see the divine life force which formed it—they are one, inseparable, and indivisible. In the fourth-dimensional world, cause and effect, subject and object are one.

Gradually we go deeper and deeper until we find ourselves centered in God. We are not thinking any more: thoughts are being thought for us. Ideas are being crystallized through us. Impartations of the Soul become apparent to our awareness. Then we find God revealing Itself, uttering the Word, which is quick, and sharp, and more powerful than a two-edged sword: the Word of God which separates the Red Sea when necessary, which produces the cloud by day and the pilar of fire by night—the miracles in our experience. This meditation is a revelation of the Infinite Invisible declaring Itself within our own being.”

This afternoon I went across the street again into my neighbor’s back yard and put all of the small tree limbs there into three garbage cans, and then I took them over to the end of my driveway. Then I went into my living room and used a long grabber to put another long Arrowhead vine up to the hook on my 10 ft. ceiling. I also put two smaller vines about halfway up to the ceiling.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 3

Toward Wholeness Of Perception

I am the Spirit of the living Christ, the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in Love. I greet you, as I greeted you yesterday and as I shall greet each seeker always, in wholeness and in the entirety of peace.

For though the effect of the sweet peace of the Holy Spirit is often galvanizing, the catalyst itself is that end to which all seekers pray. For that which transforms is that which holds a higher truth and a higher reality; that which is, in an entire sense, more nearly whole.

Therefore, as the mind of the seeker becomes more and more able to hear the voice of the Spirit, the fundamental perception of the seeker shall progressively become more nearly whole.

We leave you in the fullness of peace and Love, now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn and Latwii channelings for this session come from August 28, 1983:

(C channeling)

I am Hatonn and am now with this instrument. We greet you, as always, in the Love and Light of the one infinite Creator. My friends, for you and your people it seems that you spend a great deal of your time with your back turned, pretending to separate yourselves from the others around you, listening but with deaf ear to needs of others. So many stay tuned out to the very planet on which they live. Like a huge television, channels are changed. If you can slow down for moments at a time and look around and see your brother and your sister, reach out with yourself for even the briefest moment, feel Love within them and within yourself.  You may take another step, and you would see those others as part of the one which each seeks. My friends, as beings seeking to grow and be one, the Love in you that is you grows only when you allow it to be shared. Take time. Be part of your world, and turn towards your fellows, share.

I am Hatonn, and would, if we may, transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you now through this instrument. Again we are grateful and bow to the winds of desire which have called us to speak with you this evening. That which we say can only act as catalyst for you, my friends, and we diligently warn you against assuming that we know the truth. We are fallible beings. We are, however, beings with a point of view which you are calling for at this time, a point of view that goes beyond the limitations which seem to be so densely set about each of you, limitations of the many demands and requirements of your physical bodies, the maintenance of them in this particular culture which you enjoy, and the great mazes and hedges which have grown in your own minds which, in addition to enabling you to function in this illusion, cause you to be unable to penetrate in many cases that very illusion that causes you to suffer.

And so, we would ask you to follow us in mind as we bring you to another place. For when we speak of time, we must first bring you away from time, so we would bring you through all imaginable densities and experiences, planets, suns, and galaxies until you have found the wide open, vast, and limitless zero that is at the core of timelessness and of your own being, and see within that timelessness all, an unmoving, timeless, infinite, black all. You are the Creator, and you are all. There is no time; there is no experience; and you reach within yourself in infinity to make the shattering decision to create, to watch, and to learn. And gathering yourself, you fling that infinite allness into infinite directions, and you create the one Thought, the one Energy which molds the darkness. Suns appear, brilliant, lucid, infinitely caring and full of the Creator, full of the one original Thought. And they in turn gather themselves and fling those energies and recklessly hurl the round reaches of their magnetism. And suns spawn planets and spin in families, and the families spin to become galactic families.

There is now light and darkness and each of the suns decides and chooses more and more what shall be the nature of this creation. How shall Love be expressed and experienced? Oh, what infinite amounts of thought and care have gone into what so many have called random chance. And you, a small portion of a sun which is a small portion of the Logos, how many experiences have you passed through to choose this one, how many colors, how many wonders, how many miracles, how many joys and sorrows and infinities have you passed to choose this experience? You are not here by error or chance. You chose this as being of great beauty and tremendous correctness. This confusing, dismaying, unsettling illusion is of your particular choice. How you cherished it before you came! How careful you were, and how satisfied you were before you began this expression of the Creator within the illusion of your Earth walk.

In this session Hatonn wanted to speak of the concept of time. They began by saying we would ask you to follow us in mind as we bring you to another place, for when we speak of time, we must first bring you away from time, so we would bring you through all imaginable densities and experiences, planets, suns, and galaxies until you have found the wide open, and limitless zero that is at the core of timelessness and of your own being, and see within that timelessness a timeless, infinite, and black all, for you are the Creator, and you are all, so there is no time or experience, and you reach within yourself in infinity to make the decision to learn, and  you fling that infinite allness into infinite directions, and you create the one Thought which molds the darkness, so suns appear brilliant and full of the one original Thought of the Creator, and they gather themselves and fling those energies into the round reaches of their magnetism, and suns spawn planets and spin in families, and the families spin to become galactic families. Hatonn went on to say there is now Light and darkness, and each of the suns chooses more of what shall be the nature of this creation, and how Love shall be experienced, and: “What infinite amounts of thought have gone into random chance, and you, a small portion of a sun which is a small portion of the Logos, how many experiences have you passed through to choose this one, and how many colors, how many wonders, how many miracles, how many joys and sorrows and infinities have you passed to choose this experience?” Hatonn said you are not here by chance, for you chose this as being of great beauty, but this confusing illusion is of your choice, and you cherished it before you came here, and you were careful before you began this expression of the Creator within the illusion of your Earth walk. On August 4, 2009, Q’uo described the nature of timelessness:

That moment of cessation, when the breath is expelled, and there is no immediate need to take another breath, is a vacation from being physical. It is an entry into timelessness, infinity, and eternity. It is not complete, in that the heart remains beating, and the pulse is flowing through the body. But when it occurs, whether naturally or through yogic exercise, it is an opportunity for the experience of timeless. There is a tremendous peace and release when it is unnecessary to breathe in or breathe out, and even if it occurs for an instant, it is a precious and helpful resource to the serious seeker to experience that cessation of the breath. As much as breathing is a glory, for life is in the breath, yet also there is a splendor in the consciousness that is suspended between breaths.

And now you are in time. Now the die is cast, and you have appeared. You have made your choice. It is yours to enjoy. Many and many are the ways it is possible not to enjoy that experience that you now have, for the illusion is harsh and relentless and is designed to fool you completely. It is the great confidence game designed to convince you that you are a creature measured by birth and death, that those things that the culture defines at this time to be desirable are your desires, that those values that are held in fashion at this time shall be yours, and that all that you experience as difficult must be quickly blocked out and erased so that you may be distracted from such unhappiness, and find that happiness that is your birthright.

So often, to find happiness without leaving the illusion is to choose either solitude or the imprinting of your desires over the incarnations of those about you. You have forgotten much. You have forgotten the joy that you felt at being able to work with those with whom you have chosen to work. Why have you forgotten this, my friends? We will tell you, it is simple. You are caught in time. It is well to back away and realize that you have designed an often uncomfortable and frequently unhappy existence in order that you may rejoice, and we mean, my friends, rejoice with all your heart at discomfort and pain. It is the same discomfort and pain that you feel when you put your muscles to a new task, a task that has never before been completed or even tried. The pain is good, and when you achieve that which you could not beforehand do, how pleased you are at the progress you have consciously decided to make.

Hatonn continued by saying, and now you are in time, so the die is cast, and you have appeared, for you have made your choice which is yours to enjoy, but many are the ways it is possible not to enjoy that experience that you now have, for the illusion is harsh and designed to fool you, so it is the great confidence game designed to convince you that you are a creature measured by birth and death, that those things that the culture defines at this time to be desirable are your desires, that those values that are held in fashion at this time shall be yours, and that all you experience as difficult must be erased, so that you may be distracted from such unhappiness and find that happiness that is your birthright. Now Hatonn said to find happiness without leaving the illusion is to choose either solitude or the imprinting of your desires over the incarnations of those about you, and you have forgotten the joy that you felt at being able to work with those with whom you have chosen to work, and you have forgotten this since you are caught in time, so it is well to realize that you have designed an uncomfortable existence in order that you may rejoice with all your heart at discomfort, for it is the same discomfort that you feel when you put your muscles to a new task that has never been completed, yet the pain is good, and when you achieve that which you could not beforehand do, how pleased you are at the progress you have consciously decided to make. On February 26, 1989, Latwii said that we all are the Creator:

See yourself, my children, as candles, lit, vibrant and moved by the wind of spiritual guidance. And in each meditation, seek to listen to that wind which contains that still, small voice, as your Holy Scripture puts it, within which lies all those things we cannot say, all those memories which are your birthright and which, when you hear them again, you shall recognize. And this brings us to the question of this evening, that being a request to comment upon a statement received in meditation by one known as R, that “the soul is the essence of remembrance.” Let us move first to ground that of which we would speak in the earth of metaphysical structure as we see it. Each of you is a portion of the infinite One, which has been sent forth by the infinite One as Its free choice to learn about Itself.

This is the nature of your incarnation. You are in your own way an athlete, each of you. The most helpful training is meditation, but the painful exercises are usually those involving those about you because that is when you finish practicing and you begin the race. That is when you offer yourself as manifestation. You might say, “Look, I have new spiritual muscles I have exercised, and now I shall pit myself against my own record and shall attempt to use those muscles even better or for the first time,” and you manifest that which was not before within you, that which is not of time. For can Love be of time, my friends? Time erodes beauty, and Love is so often of beauty. But have you noticed that Love so often endures? That is the riddle, my friends. That which is true Love is not of beauty but of essence. And in so many ways you begin to cherish the essence of each other, and you watch yourself be uncomfortable and in pain because you simply are not like any other creator. You are co-Creator, and you are unique, and there is not another like you, and you will not be comfortable because you will not find a twin. You will not find one who agrees with all, who does all, who is all, amenable forever. And had you the fortune to find such a twin you would become dissatisfied because perfection is boring. You were not placed by your own wisdom in this density to be bored.

Yes, my friends, spend time. Spend it as if it were the most precious kind of legal tender. Spend it as if it were money on which there were at least three zeroes. Every minute of your time that you consciously spend and give because you are manifesting the Creator is worth far more than that which people have made out of their mind can ever be worth. And when you are dry, and you are confused as Carla is this evening, and you are uncomfortable and in pain, when you are bared, go back and exercise in meditation by opening the door that leads outside of time, outside of races, streets, avenues, towns, names, places, situations, leads out of all particulars into the great source of love. We wish each athlete a good season, and a personal best that you may ever strive to improve. We wish that you may love one another, and know one another as the Creator. More and other than that we cannot wish, for there is, to our knowledge, no other thing that is true.

Hatonn said this is the nature of your incarnation, so you are an athlete, and the most helpful training is meditation, but the painful exercises are usually those involving those about you because that is when you finish practicing, and you begin the race, for that is when you offer yourself as a manifestation, so you might say, “Look, I have new spiritual muscles I have exercised, and now I shall pit myself against my own record and shall attempt to use those muscles even better or for the first time,” and you manifest that which was not before within you, for can Love be of time since time erodes beauty, and Love is so often of beauty, but Love so often endures, and that is the riddle, for that which is true Love is not of beauty but of essence, and in many ways you begin to cherish the essence of each other, and you watch yourself be uncomfortable and in pain because you are not like any other Creator since you are a co-Creator, and you are unique, and you will not be comfortable because you will not find a twin, one who agrees with all, and is agreeable forever, so if you have the fortune to find a twin you would become dissatisfied because perfection is boring, for you were not placed by your own Wisdom in this density to be bored. Hatonn concluded by saying spend time as if it were the most precious kind of legal tender, as if it were money on which there were at least three zeroes, and every minute of your time that you spend because you are manifesting the Creator is worth more than that which people have made out of their mind can ever be worth, and when you are confused as Carla is this evening, and you are uncomfortable and in pain, go back and exercise in meditation by opening the door that leads outside of time,  and it leads into the Source of Love, so we wish each athlete a personal best that you may strive to improve, and we wish that you may Love one another, and know one another as the Creator, for there is no other thing that is true. On December 17, 2000, Q’uo said that we are one with the Source of Love:

Thus, though one may seem to be lost from the many, the journey of being lost is that which, in itself, holds great potential. For the ability to move with faith and to power this faith with the will to seek the truth is that which aids any entity in its journey of seeking. Many there are who move in a fashion which seems to reflect this being lost, and yet we know there is a day in which all shall be found. There is within each heart that which may be seen as a beacon, a homing device which ever brings one nearer to the Source of the self, to the Source of Love. And in each daily round of activities the opportunities are presented to the entity to avail itself of its desire to seek the One. Though the period of being lost may be what you would call extensive, always is the higher self offering to the incarnated self the opportunity to find the way home. There are many hints upon the trail, shall we say, and each entity shall eventually find each step on the journey to be complete.

We leave this instrument in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are most grateful that you have called us and so very hopeful that we have been able to find the words that may aid you in your thinking at this time. We are always available by mental request. We are those of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is our special privilege to join you this evening. We are always filled with joy at the opportunity to blend our vibrations with yours, and to attempt to be of some small service by answering those queries which you have brought with you. May we begin then with the first query?

C: Yes. During this last week I’ve been getting up extremely early. And one morning I was up early enough, I had a few minutes, and I sort of laid back down to close my eyes to rest for a few extra seconds, and when I did, it seems that I left my body, for I was suddenly looking upon a scene that was very brilliantly colored and was not like the fuzziness that’s sometimes in dreams, but was exact in shapes, and it didn’t seem to be any place on this planet. And I wasn’t trying at all to get out of my body at this time. I believe I was out of body because when it occurred, shortly after it occurred, B woke up, and when he did it just suddenly ended, and I was left feeling very weak and dizzy. I would, if you could tell me, like to know if, indeed, I did leave my body, and if so why did it occur when I was making no attempt to do so?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. The event of which you speak is a vivid example of those occurrences which occur from time to time within the life experience of the one who seeks the truth of the nature of its being, much like the dream which also is not consciously sought, as you would describe. So, such experience will occasionally become available to an entity at a time which may seem somewhat unusual in the perception of that entity. Yet, my brother, if you will examine the nature of such occurrences even within your own experience, you will discover that it takes but an instant for great portions of, shall we say, a truer reality to be made known to the entity who seeks such.

The experience of which you speak is one which contains elements of what you have described as an out-of-body experience, yet there are many such experiences that fall under this general heading. The salient feature of such an experience is not necessarily whether it occurred, either in or out of this or that body, yet is the vividness of the experience, and its impact upon your perception. Such experiences have many purposes, as many as there are entities who have such experiences. In general, we may suggest that this experience occurred at a time which you were ripe for it to occur in that you were seeking the nature, in a deeper sense, of your own being and of the illusion which you inhabit. When an entity experiences certain difficulties within an illusion, it is often helpful for that entity to touch home base, shall we say, and be re-energized by the truer nature of that reality, and that that energizing might strengthen those channels from the conscious to the unconscious mind and allow further experience.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Any experience that I’ve had of this nature seems to occur in the same place within the house in which I live. Even the same positioning in the spot. Is there some energy built up in the spot which aids these occurrences?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. This is indeed so, my brother, and it is so for each experience and each place in which it occurs for each entity at all times. To clarify, let us suggest that your mind, your body, and less perceptibly but even more profoundly, your spirit are palettes with colors which you paint according to your perception of any experience. This then allows, through the repeated nature of experiences for each entity, to design, shall we say, certain rituals of experience and perception that allow further such experiences and perceptions. For example, in the place in which this meditation is now occurring many such meditations have occurred, and each entity present as well as others not now present have colored this place with those vibratory colors from the palette of mind, body, and spirit that allow for this experience to be repeated with greater and greater ease. If you experience an emotion, thought, or enabling force in any place in a repeated manner, then that place is, shall we say, tuned by the repetitions of previous experiences, and allows further experiences along similar lines.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: Yes, you may. As it occurs, it happened at the meditation last week. I’ve gotten into the habit of coming in and taking a certain spot for the meditation. Last week I knew I was tired, but I could not achieve a comfortable state in that spot. Something other than weariness seemed to be with me and kept me in extreme discomfort …

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. And now we speak of those anomalies which accompany the general description which we gave in our previous response. There are often those instances in which an entity will add a new ingredient to the ritualized situation which will allow yet another result, shall we say, to occur. When, for example, an entity has concerns of a certain nature rambling about in the mind, shall we say, which may also find expression in the resonance of the body to the concerns of the mind, then the entity, as in your case, brings a new ingredient into the ritual or recipe and the cake, shall we say, to continue our analogy, therefore has a different texture, flavor and configuration. The concerns which were with you on the evening of which you speak are those which would have been with you whatever seat you would have taken, yet were somewhat ameliorated by the familiar surroundings and completing of the larger portion of the ritual of joining the group in a certain position with a certain desire and frame of mind. Yet the new ingredient was enough different that your comfort was reduced noticeably.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: It seems that now I have lost all desire to resume occupancy of that position and am currently feeling extremely strong energy at this moment in this spot. Can you comment on what is occurring at this time?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my brother. We may suggest that when the rider is thrown from the horse, the rider may blame the horse or may consider another grip upon the rein, or the saddle, or the frame of mind. And when another grip has been found, the rider may enjoy success upon the horse from which it was thrown, and may also enjoy a similar success upon yet another horse, for it is the rider which determines the success and not the horse.

May we answer you further, my brother?

C: No, thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my brother. Is there another query at this time?

Carla: I promise I’ll only ask one, and it’s probably a stupid one, but it has been rattling round in my mind for a couple of days. Jim and I were talking about the mated relationship, and all the red-ray activity, and I said that I thought I was probably too rigid in my thinking of other mated relationships. When I really thought about how active my own libido is, and how often I am sexually aroused by total strangers, and I never think about it, because I’ve found through dating and through mated relationships that I am more comfortable with one man than several, so it never really occurred to me to question. But Jim’s response was, “Well, whatever all that red-ray stuff is about, I want to have catalyst, and to progress in my evolution, and I’m greedy, and so I choose the mated relationship consciously because I know that that is the most efficient way available to progress.”

And I guess I really want more of a comment than an answer to a question. I just wonder what the possibility might be that we may have the wrong slant on it. For instance, I have been praying for an acquaintance who had a mate have an affair with another woman, and she grieved terribly, and was ready to leave the couple because of it. I don’t know anything about this person except that it is a friend of a friend of mine, so I just had been praying, sort of, in the dark but I know her pain was very keen. There isn’t a reason for the pain, if you analyze it, and there certainly isn’t a reason to quit the relationship, and yet this kind of thing goes on all the time, and people seem to want to force each other sometimes into mated relationships, and I feel definitely that that’s wrong. I don’t know. Could you comment on the whole thing, the red ray thing? Surely everyone has the same constant bombardment that I do. I surely can’t be more highly sexed than the rest of the world.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. We love your stupid questions, my sister, and take great joy in attempting some form of response which may be of service. To begin, the red-ray, as this group has come to call it, energy center is that which serves an entity by providing a very simple service. The service is similar to the service which the magnet is provided with the iron filing. It is necessary for entities within your illusion to feel an attraction for one another within certain groupings, shall we say. The male and female grouping is most helpful for the reproduction of the species, and for beginning of that relationship which shall potentially for the length of the incarnation, and through the excellence of honesty, and in the mirroring effect of honesty provide both entities with continuous opportunities for polarizing in the sense of service to others, in most cases, and shall allow the opportunities for love to be learned.

It has been found through many, many experiments within various third-density illusions that the journey to adepthood is best accomplished by those entities of the mated relationship, for in such a relationship the universe in wholeness is made available to each as each refines the red-ray energy which began the relationship. The key ingredient in this journey is the honesty of the sharing of self with other self, for it is necessary in your illusion that perception be as clear as possible in order for catalyst to be utilized as efficiently as possible. You live within an illusion in which perception is most difficult upon a level of clarity which speeds your evolution. It is, therefore, necessary that the highest degree of clarity be sought and be utilized by each entity. If the relationships were, for example, of a serial nature it would be much more difficult for trust to build the foundation of honesty, for it takes what you call time for that trust to develop.

Carla asked: “Could you comment on the whole thing, the red ray thing? Surely everyone has the same constant bombardment that I do. I surely can’t be more highly sexed than the rest of the world.” Latwii began by saying we Love your stupid questions and take joy in attempting some form of response which may be of service, so the red-ray energy center is that which serves an entity by providing a service that is similar to the service which the magnet provides with the iron filing, for it is necessary for entities within your illusion to feel an attraction for one another within certain groupings, and the male and female grouping is helpful for the reproduction of the species, and for beginning of that relationship which shall be for the length of the incarnation, and through the excellence of honesty, and in the mirroring effect of honesty, provide both entities with continuous opportunities for polarizing in the sense of service to others and shall allow the opportunities for Love to be learned. Latwii went on to say it has been found through experiments within third-density illusions that the journey to adepthood is best accomplished by those entities of the mated relationship, for in such a relationship the universe in wholeness is made available to each as each refines the red-ray energy which began the relationship, for the key ingredient in this journey is the honesty of the sharing of self with other self, and it is necessary in your illusion that the perception be as clear as possible in order for catalyst to be utilized as efficiently as possible because you live within an illusion in which perception is difficult upon a level of clarity which speeds your evolution, so it is necessary that the highest degree of clarity be sought and utilized by each entity, but if the relationships were of a serial nature it would be much more difficult for trust to build the foundation of honesty, for it takes time for that trust to develop. On February 18, 1996, Q’uo described the nature of our red-ray energy center:

When entities wish to think about what you have called red ray it is natural that the consideration tends towards that of identifying red-ray energy with sexual energy. And certainly, sexual energy is a manifestation of red-ray energy, just as the functions of the parasympathetic nervous system are functions of red-ray energy. As you have suspected there is a scope, a range of ways that the pure base chakra energy may be distorted, and the sexual expression is only one of those ways.

Perhaps the most skillful expression of strong red-ray energy is the allowing of the self to rejoice in the feeling of health and life, to feel the vivid energy of the blood moving through the physical body, of the organs doing their balanced working, and of the nervous system opening and relaxing and turning towards the light of the physical world or that world of entities in which the expression of light, perhaps the lamp in the window or the smile that lights up the face, can express, for the red ray is in its pure form the energy that created all things, moving in its first expression into the individual splinter of the Love and the Light of the one infinite Creator that is each of you.

Certainly the expression of red-ray energy in sexual activity is an appropriate and helpful expenditure of this valuable energy, and the transfer of energy which can be exchanged in the sexual act does create what this instrument would call the Holy Eucharist of this energy, that expression of unified praise and thanksgiving that in uniting two bodies unites also the adoration of the one infinite Creator and becomes a hymn of praise. And yet, as this instrument has suspected for some time, because of its own experiences at receiving such energy from others, it is entirely possible and natural, and certainly helpful, when entities which have good polarity meet to allow the free exchange of red-ray energy.

The experiences that each entity shares with each other in this relationship develop that trust foundation with the tool of clear perception and honesty. Then each experience which the couple shares may be refined and utilized by higher and higher, shall we say, energy centers, culminating in the birth of the adept, the one who is able through conscious effort to penetrate the illusion, and to see and be the unity of all things. This is a difficult journey, a journey which requires great dedication, and a single pointedness of mind and purpose. It is that type of discipline which the mated relationship strengthens as the difficulties are seen as catalysts and are refined and worked with until they become the gems of experience, and further add to the stable foundation upon which the two journey together.

Latwii continued by saying the experiences that each entity shares with each other in this relationship develop that trust foundation with the tool of clear perception, and each experience which the couple shares may be utilized by higher energy centers, culminating in the birth of the adept, the one who is able through conscious effort to penetrate the illusion, and to see and be the unity of all things, but this is a difficult journey, a journey which requires dedication and a single pointedness of mind and purpose, for it is that type of discipline which the mated relationship strengthens as the difficulties are seen as catalysts and are refined and worked with until they become the gems of experience, and they further add to the stable foundation upon which the two journey together. On July 19, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the mated relationship:

Each entity within a mated relationship brings, shall we say, the baggage, the lessons which await the learning, the lessons which have been processed to some degree, and the lessons which have been ignored or refused. As the couple proceeds in the mated relationship, each shall find that there is the necessity of focusing upon certain lessons that are individual in nature and are shared in nature. Each shall find that it becomes a portion of the other’s incarnational pattern, and must in some way process that other self’s experience in order to find the harmonious or agreed-upon balance in the relationship in each area awaiting the learning.

If one entity in a mated relationship has chosen previous to the relationship to engage in any action which resists a certain lesson, that entity shall find at some point within the life pattern that the opportunity for learning that lesson shall again present itself in a form which is easier to distinguish, that is to say, which may cause somewhat more difficulty if the entity still presents the resistance to the lesson. If this is the case, then the entity’s mate shall find that there is a further ramification to the relationship that shall also affect it in a manner which is consonant with the overall design or purpose of the mated relationship.

Therefore, each entity brings into the relationship those areas which each shall find the necessity of focusing upon. It would seem at first glance that there could be the possibility of unfairness or an injustice in such a situation, for those areas left undone by either entity would then present both entities with the increased need to focus the attention and to process the catalyst in these areas. We would suggest that in truth there is no injustice or unfairness, for when the mated relationship is entered into, this is a function of pre-incarnative choices that have set forth the possibility of a relationship which would offer certain opportunities or challenges to each entity within the relationship. The fact that there are certain areas within each entity’s life pattern that may have been less well learned or processed is simply a portion of the overall nature of the relationship and those opportunities that the relationship has presented to each entity.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Only to pursue the last part of the question, and that just had to with jealousy and my realization that it’s almost impossible to avoid it. For instance, I am sexually mated to the instrument that you’re using. If I wished to give him a present by finding him a red ray sexual partner that was younger and prettier and different, and if he wished to give me a present and found me a younger and prettier man, whatever would appeal to me, I’m not trying to be specific, in neither case I think would either one of us, as clear and honest as we always have been with each other, get off without experiencing jealously, nor probably would the other person even take the other person up on the offer because of the feeling of, what would you say to that new person in your life afterwards; what would be the point? And yet, it’s really a candy store out there. It’s really just fun and pleasant. For some reason it isn’t actually that way. I guess that’s really what I’m after is—it really looks, at least in this culture, to be just like a little candy store with all kinds of pretty girls for the men, and pretty men for the girls, but take any candy out of the jar, and it gets sticky, it gets difficult, and the only non-difficult relationship really does seem to be the one with trust as you’ve been describing. And that seems to be full of joy as well as difficult. Is the reason for the candy store thing, is that strictly cultural or is it intended so that we’ll have a choice?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister. All experience is available for the entity’s choosing, that in each choice some progress might be made in the evolution of mind, body, or spirit. There are, in the case which you have mentioned, many possibilities for basic choices to be, shall we say, to be distorted towards certain biases. For example, in a culture in which the red-ray sexual activity is both repressed and displayed, shall we say, for sale, there may be a confusion within the minds of many entities who have not consciously recognized the purpose which the red-ray sexual activity plays within the life experience. Therefore, many entities within your culture seek to enjoy a certain flavor, shall we say, of the experience, yet avoid certain other flavors of the experience. Many may focus upon the basic attraction nature, and seek no further. Others may progress some distance further upon that path, and find the difficulty which offers catalyst yet not desire to utilize that catalyst, choosing instead the sweeter experience of finding another candy to taste.

In a culture which has not promoted, shall we say, a unified view of the red-ray sexual experience, one may expect to see a great variation in the culture’s population as the population enters the candy store and attempts to choose what candy it might taste, and what then it shall do with the other candies. Shall the candy be refined, and be transmuted into a nourishment for mind, body, and spirit or shall it, shall we say, provide the cavity for the teeth, which then is a catalyst of quite another nature, yet with lessons quite profound to the entity who has not yet discovered the purpose of the red-ray sexual activity, or the mated relationship, or the nature of its own being.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: No. I never did get it straight about whether one could ever completely rid oneself of jealousy. But I think I’ll save it for another day, for I think that everyone is getting tired. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii, and we thank you, my sister. Is there another query at this time?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we observe a lull in the query process which promises some length. Therefore, we would take our leave of this group and this instrument, rejoicing in the opportunity to be with each in this group, and thanking each for seeking our vibration. We are with you upon your request at any time which you request our presence. We are known to you as those of Latwii, and we leave you now in the Love and Light of our infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning the quote from The Art of Meditation is: “All that appears is the form and activity of that which is invisible. The visible is but the appearing in form of that which caused it and gave it life and beauty. Because the form is inseparable and indivisible from its source, even the form is eternal. To recognize and understand the source of the outer symbols of creation is to love and enjoy them more keenly. The activity of nature is not something separate and apart from the plant. The invisible life of the plant takes form as its color, grace, and beauty.

In like manner, the soul, the mind, and the skill of an artist coalesce in a piece of stone or ivory to form a work of art in which the qualities of the artist are inseparable from the figure created. On the table before us is a tiny ivory representation of the Buddha. Let us try to visualize the artist seated before the piece of ivory, which he has painstakingly selected for its beauty and purity of color. Can you imagine how lovingly he fondled this inert mass as its ultimate form began to take shape in his mind? Can you see beyond the man, himself, and discern the beauty of soul, the purity of mind, the divine intelligence which guided and gave skill to his fingers? Remember, he was not merely carving the figure of a man: the Buddha represents enlightenment, a state of divine consciousness, that which the Occident calls the Spirit of God in humanity, the Christ, or spiritual Son. In the artist’s mind is the desire to share with others his conception of this Spirit of God in humanity. Understanding the sculptor’s love for his work arouses in us a deeper appreciation of the subject and the artistry expressed in this figure.

Just as the artist has poured himself out as this little figure or as nature has poured itself out as a beautiful flower; so do we not only delight in beautiful sunsets, towering mountains, or starry skies; but seeing them, we see beyond them to the love, the skill, and the integrity of the Invisible, manifest as God’s handiwork. The ceaseless activity of divine Love guarantees the continuity of this magnificent creation called humanity and the universe.

Meditation on the activity of God appearing as natural phenomena or as any other form of beauty will teach us to look through humanity to its divine origin taking no cognizance of failures or successes. God has expressed Itself, Its own qualities, as every man, woman, and child. All the forces of the Invisible unite to form the visible expression of intelligence, life, love, and joy. This is not discernible through a cursory observation of a person, any more than is the invisible cause of a plant or work of art perceptible to the senses. Only by looking through the appearance to the Invisible is Its essence discerned.”

This morning I changed out the green sheets and pillow cases on my bed and replaced them with the blue sheets and pillow cases. Then I put the green sheets and pillow cases through the laundry cycle. Then I ironed the blue flat sheet and pillow cases and put them on their shelf in my bathroom.

Then I ran some errands with my first stop being at PPG Paint Store and bought a quart of white paint. My second stop was at PNC Bank where I deposited my bi-annual royalty check for audio books in my savings account. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I picked up a prescription and a pint of Haagen Dasz ice cream.

This afternoon I went across the street to my neighbor’s yard again and put the small tree limbs in her side and back yard into one garbage can, and then I took it back across the street and put it at the end of my driveway.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

March 2

Lift To The Light

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in divine Love.

Has your consciousness failed you this day? Have you awakened feeling as though your candle were nearly burnt out and only a breath of fuel kept you aflame? Have you felt the hard press of cold winds, either literally or in the sense of harsh language and cruel deeds done about you and to you?

In these sometimes sober days, when winter is slowly releasing its grip upon the icy earth and spring is a force still far too attenuated to observe, the life may seem suspended; the heart weary; the spirit sore.

Lift your aching heart to the Light now and feel the courage, the humor, the strength, and the joy of surrender to Love. You do not have to accept the reality which your body and your senses provide you, for your reality is locked in the full consciousness of Love that is the heart of yourself and your gateway to that greater self which is the infinite and divine One in whose name Jesus the Christ comes to give good news to a weary world.

Lift up your hearts and be joyful. We leave you in Love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.