2024-05-30

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Q’uo quote comes from June 13, 1993:

(Jim channeling)

I am Q’uo, and greet each again in love and in light through this instrument. May we say that it is a privilege to be able to utilize each instrument present in the dissemination of our thoughts and opinions in response to your queries. At this time we would ask if there may be any further queries to which we may respond.

Carla: You didn’t say anything about when people are depressed and like to be off by themselves. I was wondering about that.

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. The second designation of the conditions that one may experience that would cause the seeking of solitude is that in which the entity is greatly sensitive to the movement of the world about it and feels, in a sense, easily jostled by the disharmonious vibrations, and which seeks the condition of solitude as a means whereby a refuge can be taken and the life pattern explored in a less threatening environment. The condition of depression, as you have called it, is a special example of this sensitivity that has been distorted by an imbalance of personal experience and the difficulty in processing a catalyst to clear the, shall we say, line to the inner self. When an entity experience—we correct this instrument—experiences the condition of depression, there is at the one time over-sensitivity, and yet there is the distancing or numbness, shall we say, to hope and to faith which causes the entity to feel the despair that will, at some point, cause the entity to retreat into a smaller, safer and solitary environment, much as the turtle retreats into the shell when danger is perceived. An entity with the feeling of despair in the mental and emotional energy systems oftentimes attempts to lick its wounds, shall we say, by seeking solitude.

Carla asked Q’uo: “What causes people to be depressed and then to seek to be by themselves?” Q’uo said that this situation was caused by some people being so sensitive to the disharmony and distress in the world around them that they would seek the comfort of solitude to survive the disharmony and to pursue the life pattern in a less stressful manner. On May 25, 2019, Q’uo provided another means of dealing with disharmony:

G: Q’uo, for those who sorrow and feel deep worry about the disharmony and disorder of our institutions and societies, and maybe civilization itself, would you have any words of encouragement or inspiration or illumination to offer?

I am Q’uo and am aware of your query, my brother. As we mentioned at the beginning of this session, it is always an inspiration to us to join your circle of seeking, because we know what kind of challenges you face on a daily basis, as both individual seekers of truth, and as groups of those who attempt to work together to make positive changes in the society around you. There is so much of anger, so much of confusion, so much of jealousy, so much of retribution, so much of destruction, that it is overwhelming to any sensitive soul who seeks to make sense of the world around it within the meditative state, within the conscious state, within the sleeping state. One cannot escape the disharmonious interactions that are the day-to-day experience of most entities upon the surface of your planet. Each entity is bombarded with one report or another of killings, of anger, of challenges, of threats, of limitation, of one kind of mass murder or another, whether it is mental, physical, psychological, or emotional. There is so much of dissention that is the normal way of things in your third-density illusion.

We would encourage each seeker of truth that wishes to make sense of it all to look within the heart and to see that each entity that is crying out for assistance, that is crying out in anger or frustration is the One Creator that has provided itself with challenges enumerable to find a reason to open the heart in love to all. At some point in each entity’s journey, there comes the time when one throws down the intellectual defenses, the intellectual attack, the emotional retribution, and says within, “This must stop. I now stop my anger and open my heart in love.”

Is there a further query, my sister?

Carla: No. Thank you very much, Q’uo.

I am Q’uo, and we thank you, my sister. Is there a further query?

[Pause]

I am Q’uo, and we thank each for offering the support for this circle of seeking and for searching the heart for the part each has to offer in bringing this query to us. We are full of gratitude at the opportunity to be with you in your seeking and to share with you that which we have found helpful in our own journey. At this time it is our great and joyous privilege to please the instrument known as Carla with a shorter than usual session. We realize that we speak at great lengths more frequently than not, and we are happy that we are able to, at this time, offer a more succinct answer to your query.

We shall take our leave of this group at this time, leaving each, as always, in the love and in the light of the one infinite Creator. We are those known as Q’uo. Adonai, my friends. Adonai.

This morning I did two loads of laundry in the washer in the basement after hooking it up to the gas-powered generator. Then I discovered that the dryer would not hook up to the same three-pronged extension cord, so I went to the laundromat and put each load of laundry in its own dryer. Then I ran some errands with my first stop at the Speedway gas station to get another five gallons of gasoline for the gas-powered generator. My second stop was at the PNC bank to make a cash withdrawal. My third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to get some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store to buy some paper plates, some hair thickener, and Bounce sheets for the dryer.

This afternoon I used my connection to the internet in the office, also powered by the gas-powered generator to begin working on the Camelot Journal entries for the next three days, which I have not been able to do the last few days because I didn’t know how to use the connections that we have in the office until Gary showed me how to use them yesterday.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

May 30

Seek The Light Heart

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ and I greet you in the full consciousness of that perfect love.

When souls harden their hearts by judgment they become out of balance. And if they ask for the spirit to move within them, the spirit will act as a gentler and softener, that the heart may become humble and balance be obtained in the life experience.

When, as with those to whom we speak this day, a soul has a heart over-soft and over-sensitive towards others, then it is that the heart is hardened towards the self and that same spirit of love being summoned moves into the consciousness to restore balance by enlivening and strengthening the heart to have compassion upon the self and thus to bring balance.

The spirit speaks variously to each soul with one hope and that is that each soul may come more and more into the knowledge and experience of the wholeness of perfect love. Condemn not others or the self, but seek the light heart, the merry laugh, and the strong arm of the Comforter within. May each dwell in the freedom and peace of Jesus the Christ, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.