2022-12-31

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The 103 quote today comes from the Introduction and the section on the neurodrama:

The Neurodrama

After getting all the necessary information about where our energy-blocking programs came from we would choose another student to play the role of whoever was responsible for sticking these blocking thoughts into our brains and minds. We wrote the script in the way that our subconscious mind—or sometimes a consciously remembered incident—described this event for us. This time we were not children going through this negative program experience. We did not accept the programming because now we knew that we had the right to stand up for ourselves and say “No” to spiritual death and “Yes” to spiritual life. We would shout, cry, and swear as our inner child needed to do to be heard without doubt. These intensely emotional behaviors were designed to close the brain’s open neuronal circuit and make a solid path into the frontal lobes. Q’uo had some advice on working with our inner child:

However, there are many times when the initial surface response that has been triggered is not your deeper truth, but rather an artifact left over from your childhood, or from earlier in your life when you did not feel supported, cherished or valued. It takes a surprisingly small amount of time to recognize such triggers and to turn to that inner child, or that younger version of yourself that was harmed and has suffered and express to it, with caresses and kisses and rocking in your arms, that you love and honor and respect that pain, and you are there to comfort and give the Balm of Gilead to that suffering. Q’uo, October 11, 2008

After being at the Adventure Trails Survival School for six weeks in the summer of 1972, on the morning of July 12, I was sleeping in my lean-to at 10,000 ft. in the Rocky Mountains, and once again I found myself in that pre-conscious state. All of the sudden I felt a “click” at my third eye, and it felt like a tremendous feeling of pressure and pleasure took over my brain and caused it to feel like it was circulating like a cyclotron. It felt like an orgasm in my brain, and for the next ten years I frequently had these frontal lobes experiences that were activating my indigo-ray chakra. These days I find that meditation tends to create a lesser version of these frontal lobes experiences. Ra had this to say about the frontal lobes of the brain:

61.13 Questioner: OK, then I will ask this one. Could you tell us the purpose of the frontal lobes of the brain and the conditions necessary for their activation?

Ra: I am Ra. The frontal lobes of the brain will, shall we say, have much more use in fourth density.

The primary mental/emotive condition of this large area of the so-called brain is joy or love in its creative sense. Thus, the energies which we have discussed in relationship to the pyramids — all of the healing, the learning, the building, and the energizing — are to be found in this area. This is the area tapped by the adept. This is the area which, working through the trunk and root of mind, makes contact with intelligent energy and through this gateway, intelligent infinity.

I should add that the Adventure Trails Survival School is no longer in existence as the fellow who ran it, T.D. Lingo, passed into larger life on May 13, 1993. I held a couple of his Brain In Nature Courses at my Rock Creek R & D Labs during the time I lived on my land because his advice to each of us who took his course of self-therapy was for “each one to teach one.” Then I met Don and Carla in 1979 and eventually joined them in their work which became the life work for each of us, the ultimate reason that we incarnated on Earth.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at First Watch to have a brunch of Belgian waffles. Then I went to Feeder’s Supply to buy food for the kitties. Paul’s Fruit Market was next on the list where I bought food for myself. Then I stopped at Walgreen’s Drug Store to pick up a prescription for myself. My last stop was at the vet’s to pick up a medication for Boscoe.

This afternoon I cleaned the filters for the fish pond and pumped a little water out from recent rain so the fountain could attain its normal height. Just before I did my speed walk I stopped in to talk to my neighbors across the street as I had not spent any time with them lately.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 31

The Tightrope Of The Present Moment

I am the spirit of infinite love and I greet you in the full consciousness of the love of Jesus the Christ.

What has the spirit to say to one who gazes upon the seeming end of one experience and the seeming beginning of a new experience?  The spirit of love says at all times—and we would emphasize it this day—that each day is the New Year. Each day is the end of what has been.

These divisions of dark and light, warmth and cold, joy and penitence have been formed by the human mind and heart in response to the unimaginable complexities of the cycles of the natural world which you enjoy.

Yet we speak with the voice of love. Let this day, then, be to you all that it truly is: the ending of that which is past, the release of that which has caused pain and the forgiveness of that which has caused displacement from love in yourself and in all whom you meet.

Let this day be a celebration of peace. For within you all that keeps you from peace is your hard heart condemning the past and fearing the future. Release those judgments. They have nothing to do with the Spirit and everything to do with those blockages that keep the seeking heart from the revelation of comfort and peace.

Know ye that outer peace shall never evolve until enough of your peoples find peace within. Balance, my children, upon the tightrope of the present moment in glad and fearless balance. For in this the Spirit is your guide and your balance. We ask you to trust, not in what has been, not in what shall be, but in the being of all that is. Bless it and celebrate it at the present moment.

Now may you in this day truly rejoice.

We leave you in the peace of the infinite cycles of time, space and spirit, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send love, light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.