2022-12-28

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the 103 quote comes from the Introduction and the section on non-planetary guides and guardians:

Non-planetary guides and guardians

Ra said that each of us has three guides. One of a male nature; one of a female nature; and one of an androgynous nature which provides a more unified perception to offer us. The Confederation has said that these guides are a part of our deeper self and offer us different kinds of information and inspiration in order to help us make our way through this third-density illusion. That is a blessing because this illusion is so difficult to navigate smoothly because of our being on this side of the veil of forgetting. Here Q’uo gives us an overview of the concept of guides:

Grace, then, is seen by your peoples as a visitation that occurs from time to time. It is seen in various cultures as coming from various outside agencies—angels that come into the life pattern as messengers of grace, personal guides, entities such as we, many, many different ways of thinking about the experience of coming into a state of balance and harmony with the outworking of personal destiny. And this is as it should be, for within each culture there are somewhat different ways of perceiving the same states of mind, but we would ask you to consider the vagaries of language, the limited nature of words, and the deeply illusory environment in which third density finds itself living, for this is a concept that, more than most, asks the entity to open up the mind and to empty it of concept. Q’uo, December 17, 1995.

Our female guide will most often serve to comfort us when we are lost in worry and confusion. Our male guide will, on the other hand, give us more wisdom-oriented communication designed to get us off our rear ends and into motion. And our androgynous guide will share those concepts more balanced in the unity of love and wisdom together. Each of these guides can communicate to us in whatever way we are most prepared to hear, whether that be by intuition, dreams, visions, or words within our minds.

In my life I am sure of only one time that I was definitely contacted by one of my guides. But it is possible that I have received some of the other above-mentioned communications as well and was just not aware of the source of the communication. It was 1974, and I was camping on the land that I had just bought in the woods of central Kentucky. I was preparing to cut logs that I would use to build my log cabin. It was very early morning, and I was sleeping in my sleeping bag and had been slightly awakened by a noise outside of my tent. In that pre-conscious, or alpha state, I heard the words in my mind: “The key to your survival comes indirect, through nervousness.” And the name, Angelica, was given. I said, “What?”, and the message and name were given again.

When I asked Ra the meaning of the message they said that they could only give a portion of the meaning so as not to infringe on my free will. What they did say was that in order for progress to be made that there would need to be a state of dissatisfaction or angst within the mind to stimulate further seeking. They concluded by saying that this dissatisfaction or angst was not useful by itself, thus the use was indirect. I was definitely worried about whether or not I could accomplish this great task that was before me: cut logs, build a log cabin, grow my own food, pursue my spiritual journey, and, basically, do it all by myself.

So, I was inspired by Angelica’s comforting words that suggested that even though I was using my worries to compel my actions, that this would work, even though there might be a better or more direct way to proceed. I believe that more effective way would have been to have the faith that just as my journey before I moved to the land had been accomplished well, that this great amount of work that I was worried about accomplishing would be taken care of one day at a time. Every day would be a piece of the overall puzzle that turned out to last for six and one-half years until I met Don and Carla and began another successful journey.

This is the last of my early entries to the Camelot Journal because of the malfunction of my computer in not being able to store energy in its battery.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

December 28

Let Jesus’ Heart Be Yours

I am of the principle of love and I greet you in the consciousness of Jesus the Christ.

All praise and glory be to the Lord of creation! Imagine the immensity of the galaxies, the infinity of the reaches of orderly, free-wheeling space and see in this immensity the great glory of the Holy One.

Know that you are part of that glory, for you, too, are a creation of the holy Father and a child of the Creator of all things.

Let Jesus’ heart be yours, then, and let the glory of the Father come upon you like the fire of the spirit of Jesus; move along your limbs like fire; move along your lips like fire, that you may utter those things which may be of service and that you may reach your hands in that same service, therefore adding to that great glory which daily grows, the glory of God in Christ.

May you be today a servant of love itself. And may love change the face of the earth.

In love, joy and peace, we leave you. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts, in their minds, and in their souls. Amen.