The Camelot Journal

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Monka channeling comes from October 15, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am with this instrument. I am new to this group. I am a member of the Confederation of Planets of Service to the Infinite Creator. We have been having difficulty giving our name to this instrument. She is aware of this name and does not believe it. However, I am Monka. We are aware that this instrument feels that previous communications which she has heard from our source were unsatisfactorily legitimate. However, this was due to the editing of your people of a real transmission. We are what you might call sociologists, but we would not call it that. We share with you now what we would call it, insofar as words can be messengers of concepts, too deep for the bearing of words. We share with you a looking into the mirror. Yes, my friends, you cannot look away from the mirror. Look away from your mirror and up to the stars. The stars are a mirror. Look away from the stars and in the face of the person you like the least. Aha! A mirror. Look into the eyes of those you consider robots and thieves. Look into the mechanisms of your government. Behold the mirror.

How little you know of yourself, my friends, if you do not know that all things are you. When you study, what do you study? Whatever it is, you are studying yourself. Stare deeply into yourself. Leap at that mirror. What do you feel? What do you deny? You are looking in a mirror. You are looking at your shadow. Drink it. We know that each of you is concerned for this planet. And we have great concerns for your people also. We have attempted through other instruments to give you an idea of proper society, proper economics, the proper raising of children, the proper structures of a society based on the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We do not say that we have failed, for we are looking in the mirror, also. And we know that our image is infinite, and failure is far too finite of a concept to consider. Unfortunately, at this time, so is success.

Monka was a new contact for this group, and they were sociologists who wanted to share the concept of looking into the mirror of all things around us and see ourselves mirrored back to us, and they said we have been having difficulty giving our name to Carla, and she is aware of this name and does not believe it, but I am Monka, and we are aware that Carla feels that previous communications which she has heard from our source were unsatisfactorily legitimate, but this was due to the editing of your people of a real transmission, so we are sociologists, but we would not call it that, for we share with you a looking into the mirror, and you cannot look away from the mirror, so look away from your mirror and up to the stars, and the stars are a mirror, and look away from the stars and in the face of the person you like the least, and you see a mirror, and if you look into the eyes of those you consider robots and thieves, and look into the mechanisms of your government, and then behold the mirror. Then Monka said how little you know of yourself if you do not know that all things are you, so when you study you are looking at your shadow, and we know that each of you is concerned for this planet, and we have concerns for your people, so we have attempted through other instruments to give you an idea of the proper structures of a society based on the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator, but we do not say that we have failed, for we are looking in the mirror, and we know that our image is infinite, and failure is far too finite of a concept to consider, and so is success. On August 7, 2007, Q’uo described the way that we can deal with our shadow self.

Those things which irritate or upset you or cause you to have a bad chemical reaction to another are those things which characterize a part of your shadow self. As always, the work that you truly do is upon yourself. When you are aggravated or have this bad chemistry, when you have the time, whether close to the event or later in remembrance, sit with that feeling and ask it for the wisdom that lies in its folds.

You may need to be very patient, for the forces of darkness do not like the seeker who is patient with his pain and confusion, for they know that it is to those who are prepared to bide with themselves through thick and thin, believing in themselves and yet asking, “How can I learn? How can I be more when faced with daunting feelings?” that the light shall dawn ever quicker. And meanwhile your faith has made a flame that the darkness cannot put out.

I am Monka. I introduce myself to you and offer what little I have to say. I am as wordless as a fly upon the wall. But I can only urge you to continue to be both merciless and idealistic, both fierce and tender, for those who love mankind must indeed use the sword and the embrace. Look always straight and without sympathy at yourself wherever you may find that manifestation in the mirror of your existence. We have probed both of the other instruments and find that perhaps it would be better if we worked a bit more before we attempted contact. Therefore, we will pause for a brief moment and reestablish contact with another instrument if he will accept our somewhat different form of vibration. We pause in Love. I am Monka.

I am again with this instrument. I am Monka. We will return to this group if it is desired by those of you who are here. We do not feel that we can come to all of those in your group, however, this group has the proper tuning. Would you desire for us to return at another time?

Several: Yes.

Monka” We are gratified to find our poor presence requested again, and therefore will indeed again come to you. It is our honor to leave you with all of our Love and Light, as messengers of the one infinite Creator of the universe of one Being. I am Monka. Peace to you and Love.

I am with this instrument. I am Latwii, and greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We have been attempting to speak through the one known as Jim, however, we find that his attention is somewhat divided at this time. And we feel that perhaps we could be of some service to him, by offering ourselves to him in case he would like to ask any questions at this time.

Jim: I am having some difficulty in picking up your vibration. Last night I had some difficulty with E and B. I am wondering if there is something I could concentrate on or if there is any special interference on my part that is occurring. Could you shed some light on that, perhaps?

Latwii: My brother, that is our business, and indeed our very nature. However, we will also attempt to make some sense as well as shed light. The difficulty you are having is transient and has to do with the feelings involved in departing and beginning a new phase of existence. Perhaps this has already occurred to you on the conscious level, however, it may not have been clear to you at this time what is occurring to you at this time on the unconscious level in your character. You are setting the stage for your own act to come with some precision and a realization that the curtain rings down on the previous act. In one’s life this is a momentous time, and you are in the fortunate happenstance of being aware of it and even enjoying it.

You may have noticed that those about you who are not as consciously developed on some of the finer realms as you in disciplines of the personality have been quite upset. This will occur when you consciously make changes in your existence. Those who understand will simply flow with your experiences. You are fortunate in having fellow pilgrims. It is possible that this difficulty may occur again, and we would forewarn you that you not be upset. If it occurs in the future, you must not doubt your contact but must instead be aware that there will be those to whom you may speak who seem very interested but who do not wish to know that which is not already known to them.

Jim asked: “I am having some difficulty in picking up your vibration. Last night I had some difficulty with E and B. I am wondering if there is something I could concentrate on or if there is any special interference on my part that is occurring. Could you shed some light on that, perhaps?” Latwii began by saying that is our business, and we will attempt to make some sense, for the difficulty you are having is transient and has to do with the feelings involved in departing and beginning a new phase of existence, so perhaps this has occurred to you on the conscious level, but it may not have been clear to you what is occurring to you at this time on the unconscious level in your character because you are setting the stage for your act to come with a realization that the curtain rings down on the previous act, and in one’s life this is a momentous time, and you are in the fortunate situation of being aware of it and even enjoying it. Latwii continued by saying you may have noticed that those about you who are not as consciously developed on some of the finer realms as you in disciplines of the personality have been quite upset, for this will occur when you consciously make changes in your existence, so those who understand will flow with your experiences, and you are fortunate in having fellow pilgrims, for it is possible that this difficulty may occur again, and we would warn you not be upset, so if it occurs in the future, you must not doubt your contact but must be aware that there will be those to whom you may speak who seem very interested but who do not wish to know that which is not already known to them. On November 17, 2018, Q’uo described how we can use the disciplines of the personality:

The disciplines of the personality are those practices which the seeker of truth engages within and upon by utilizing the catalyst of the daily round of activities. These disciplines involve being able to utilize each unknown area of experience in a manner which illuminates one energy center after another, in an ascending fashion, so that what you would call the rising of the kundalini is experienced by the seeker of truth. This rising of the kundalini requires, then, that each ascending energy center be worked with throughout the incarnational pattern of experience in a manner which allows the pre-incarnative choices to be realized in the catalyst of the daily round of activities.

This experience of utilizing such catalyst in an ascending fashion is that which requires that the meditative state be utilized in order to examine the catalyst of the day; and each catalyst of the day which has moved the entity away from its center of Love and balance as a response to all catalyst, then, is in its turn, balanced, so that it further allows the movement of the intelligent energy further up or along the energy centers. This meditative state is also enhanced, preliminary, shall we say, by the analysis of the mind to begin to achieve a basic understanding, if we may misuse this term, of the catalyst which is being experienced and processed by the entity in the meditative state.

We cannot speak where there is resistance, whether it is conscious or unconscious. We are, however, always with you and if you cannot receive us verbally you can always feel our Love and our Light, as you feel it at this moment, my brother. We are aware you are having difficulty receiving these words. But can you indeed feel the power of the Creator’s Love at this moment? We ask you then to remember and trust our contact. And know that the difficulty you are having at this moment will pass quickly. The difficulties you will have in the future are the difficulties shared by any instrument. That is our absolute desire, never to infringe upon the free will of any individual.

Now Latwii said we cannot speak where there is resistance, whether it is conscious or unconscious, but we are always with you, and if you cannot receive us verbally you can always feel our Love and Light, as you feel it at this moment, and we are aware you are having difficulty receiving these words, but can you feel the power of the Creator’s Love at this moment? Then Latwii said we ask you to remember and trust our contact, and know that the difficulty you are having will pass quickly, so the difficulties you will have in the future are the difficulties shared by any instrument, and it is our desire never to infringe upon the free will of any individual. On November 13, 2010, Q’uo described the nature of the Creator’s Love as it flows through us:

We would suggest to you that the very first job of all of you, because you are human, because you are part of third-density Earth, is to hold the frequency of Love and allow a space for it to flow through you. My friends, do not attempt to love from your yellow-ray energy center. Do not use your will to bring forth your human love. Use that precious commodity of will and desire to allow the Creator’s Love to flow through you.

Unlike your surface emotions, the Creator’s Love is not limited. It is infinite, and it is already flowing through you. Consequently, you have only to hold the frequency of Love. Hold your heart open, let your mind and your emotions be at peace, and feel the Love flow through you and out into the world. As you feel the Love flowing through you, bless it. Set your intention to serve, and you shall serve beyond your wildest dreams.

May we answer any other questions you may have?

Jim: I have a question concerning the message we just received from the contact Monka. It was a very interesting message, and one statement was made that we should look into the mirror without sympathy for the reflection of ourselves that we see. I was wondering if it was possible for you to explain that or shed a little more light on that? I’m thinking in the realm of having affection for ourselves and accepting ourselves also as we look into the mirror. I’m having some difficulty balancing looking into the mirror without sympathy but also looking with affection.

I am Latwii. We are glad you speak of balance. The one known to you as Monka was attempting in the way of your world to give you some idea of the eye of the Creator as it is filtered through the tree of life, which is the tree of duality. When there abounds too much sympathy, when sympathy becomes too sentimental, when sympathy becomes self-pity, when sympathy becomes denial of a part of oneself, it is then that the surgeon’s knife must come out. You must cut away that part of yourself that cannot be merciless in accepting all that there is in yourself. When you deal with that which has no sympathy, with that which is indeed merciless, with the murderer, with the rapist, with the terrorizer, then, my brother, balance with sympathy.

The one known as Monka spoke of a cosmic mirror and the eye as the symbol of all that there is. If you look into the mirror, you see yourself as you really are. But most cannot look into that mirror, even into their own eyes, for they become quite frightened. Therefore, it is a very strong allegory for the great oneness of mankind. To love oneself fully is to know without mercy the folly of the depths of one’s heart. It is to know and accept without mercy the deepest and most degrading parts of one’s being. For they are not fantasies, my brother. They are all being acted out against the stage of this experience on your sphere of existence at this time.

Jim asked: “I have a question concerning the message we just received from the contact Monka. It was a very interesting message, and one statement was made that we should look into the mirror without sympathy for the reflection of ourselves that we see. I was wondering if it was possible for you to explain that or shed a little more light on that? I’m thinking in the realm of having affection for ourselves and accepting ourselves also as we look into the mirror. I’m having some difficulty balancing looking into the mirror without sympathy but also looking with affection.” Latwii began by saying Monka was attempting in the way of your world to give you some idea of the eye of the Creator as it is filtered through the tree of life, which is the tree of duality, so when too much sympathy becomes self-pity, and it becomes denial of a part of oneself, it is then that the surgeon’s knife must come out, and you must cut away that part of yourself that cannot be merciless in accepting all that there is in yourself, for when you deal with that which has no sympathy, with the murderer, the rapist, and the terrorizer, then balance with sympathy. Latwii went on to say Monka spoke of a cosmic mirror and the eye as the symbol of all that there is, and if you look into the mirror, you see yourself as you really are, but most cannot look into that mirror, even into their own eyes, for they become quite frightened, so it is a strong allegory for the oneness of humankind, for to love oneself fully is to know without mercy the folly of the depths of one’s heart, and it is to know and accept without mercy the deepest and most degrading parts of one’s being, for they are not fantasies, but they are all being acted out against the stage of this experience on your sphere of existence at this time. On August 27, 2004, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the eye of the Creator:

All things are one and you are not only a personality shell, a being of a certain identified kind, living a certain kind of life. You are “a spark of the divine,” a sparkle in the eye of the Creator. And you have come at no small inconvenience to yourself into what seems to be a fairly darkened atmosphere. Do not be fooled. Do not be dismayed. The “ascension” of which many have spoken is not coming. It is here. The energy of fourth density lives, as it can, in the corners, cracks, and crevices of third-density Earth. It is an overpowering energy, and it is moving far more energetically now than a year ago. Indeed, we may say that it is your choice as to which density in which you choose to live.

As we speak to you in cosmic gentleness, many terrible things occur. At this very moment, can you cry mercy? No, my brother. You must stand without sympathy and accept the totality of your being, and then pour Love from the Creator into that world, into that merciless darkness, with every iota of your being. For only when you know total mercilessness, in your estimation of the situation of your being, can you be truly a channel for Love. Spirits are lovely but the sturdy who stand astride the world of illusion, of pain, of limitations of all kinds, and against that illusion take up the sword of Love. Ah, my brother, there is the soldier that shall conquer in the name of Love. We hope that this elucidates the theme of Monka.

Latwii continued by saying as we speak to you in cosmic gentleness, many terrible things occur, so at this moment can you cry mercy? Latwii said no, for you must stand without sympathy and accept the totality of your being, and then pour Love from the Creator into that world, into that merciless darkness, with every iota of your being, for only when you know total mercilessness can you be a channel for Love, so spirits are lovely, but the sturdy who stand within the world of illusion and limitations of all kinds, and against that illusion take up the sword of Love, then there is the soldier that shall conquer in the name of Love. On May 20, 1979, Hatonn described how we may become a channel for Love:

You can allow yourself to be a channel for Love, whatever your circumstance. Sometimes the circumstances you face are so difficult that you may wonder if there is such a thing as Love. And if there is Love, is it given equally to all? If it has a plan, is it, shall we say, just?

But we say to you that, as far as we know, the Creator has a plan that has been worked out between Love itself and that higher part of yourself which you call your spirit. In meditation you become able to communicate intuitively with that part of the creation that is a combination of the finite and the infinite; in this junction lies the plan. Whatever difficulties you may be having, they can be met with Love; and the more deeply committed that you are to finding, feeling and freely giving to others the Love that is in every situation, the more quickly you will become what you might call a conscious being, controlling your destiny, improving the harmony, aiding the vibration of your life.

May we answer you further?

Jim: No, Latwii, that was very beautiful. Thank you very much.

[A dog is howling outside.]

Latwii: We thank you, and the dog thanks you. Is there another question at this time?

Jim: Not at this time. You have answered my questions very thoroughly.

Latwii: We are glad, my brother. We will at this time surround you in our vibration that you may carry a charge with you and fear no more that you could ever lose our contact. I will leave this instrument at this time. I leave you in Love and Light. I am a fool called Latwii, poor messenger of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I drove over to the office of my new Primary Care Physician and had fasting labs taken. Then I stopped by Paul’s Fruit Market and bought some food for myself.

This afternoon I used my trimmer to trim the Astilbe Garden and two small Hosta Gardens in the back yard. Then I set up the Hava-Hart trap in front of the entrance of the raccoon that has eaten fish twice this week in my fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 16

The Gates Of Your Heart

Greetings in the Love of Christ. I am the Spirit of the consciousness of Love in the vibration which comforts this child.

You who understand so many things about your daily life and make so many connections between events so as to bring them into order, would find comfort in turning for a deeper understanding of events to the contemplation of that Thought which created you.

For even as you appreciate the gift of father and mother in offering the possibility of breathing and living incarnation, so even more may you appreciate the ultimate Creator of you and of all things.

Nor is it possible to contemplate the infinite order of the creation without assuming, finally, that unacceptable and difficult circumstances are, nevertheless, intentionally organized for your benefit.

Look, then, at the same situation which you have analyzed so well within your mind and open the gates of your heart, letting confidence and peace in the rightness of all that you see wash over you. And in that atmosphere the birth of the deeper understanding will aid the child of God in making the deeper sense of any circumstance.

My peace be with you, now and forever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling for this session was on October 5, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. The desire for our words is strong this evening, and we have been called in quickly. Therefore, we will pause in the middle of our message that you may as a group yet attain a deeper state of oneness. We speak to you because of your need to hear and because of our growing understanding of the difficulties of your people at this time. When we first spoke to you as a group, we did not understand these difficulties. We knew that the people of your planet dwell within a heavy chemical illusion, but our previous study had been of the various vibrations of what you would call your heaven worlds. They too are troubled, color fading into color, the qualities sometimes distressed, as you would call it, muddying the water of your higher plane. But as we come into your minds, as we enter your domicile and join you in meditation, it is as though we were inside a deep well. And we understand the claustrophobia of those like you who, knowing there are other ways to live, must live in this well, this deep well of sorrow, limitation and lack.

This instrument does not understand why I am giving you this message at this time, for she herself is not sorrowful. Yet she is a faithful channel and will speak what I ask and what I give. We sound this somber note because we wish to tell you that although we can only be your companions in sorrow, lack or limitation, we do know of a reality that dwarfs the illusion in which you now live, and that is available to you through meditation. We know a very simple truth. It is so simple that we are laughable for speaking it to you, for all we have to tell you is what you already know. Many have said it before us. Love is all that there is. Light is the manifestation of Love, and each of you is vibrating in some area of Light, not only in your physical body, but in your thought body, and your emotional body, and in your spiritual body.

In this session Latwii wanted to speak of the difficulties that people on Earth are having at this time. They began by saying we speak to you because of your need to hear and because of our understanding of the difficulties of your people at this time, but when we first spoke to you as a group, we did not understand these difficulties, for we knew that the people of your planet dwell within a heavy chemical illusion, but our previous study had been of the vibrations of your heaven worlds, and they too are troubled, color fading into color, the qualities distressed and muddying the water of your higher plane, but as we come into your minds, and enter your home, and join you in meditation, it is as though we were inside a deep well, and we understand the claustrophobia of those like you who, knowing there are other ways to live, must live in this deep well of sorrow, and limitation. Then Latwii said Carla does not understand why I am giving you this message at this time, for she is not sorrowful, yet she is a faithful channel and will speak what I give here, so we sound this somber note because we wish to tell you that although we can only be your companions in sorrow and limitation, we do know of a reality that dwarfs the illusion in which you now live, and that is available to you through meditation, so we know a simple truth that we are laughable for speaking it to you, for all we have to tell you is what you already know, for many have said it before us that Love is all that there is, and Light is the manifestation of Love, and each of you is vibrating in some area of Light, not only in your physical body, but in your thought body, and your emotional body, and in your spiritual body. On November 15, 1974, Hatonn spoke of our spiritual body as a manifestation of Love:

Meditate, my friends, upon the complete unity of yourself and all that you see. Do this not once, and not simply in present circumstances, but at all times and especially in difficult circumstances. For, my friends, insofar as you love and feel at one with those things which are difficult for you, to that extent will those circumstances be alleviated. This is not due to any laws within our physical illusion, but is due to the Law of Love. For that body which is of spirit, which is interpenetrated with the physical body, is higher than your physical body. And those changes which you make by Love upon your spiritual body, will, of necessity, reflect themselves within the physical illusion.

Some of you are more harmonious than others at this time, and we can see you as the song you have just listened to said, as a kind of chord of being. And yet all of you, my friends, emanate it and will return to the one perfect Light, the one beingness of Love. In fact, you have not left. This trip, this journey, is an illusion which you have created because you have chosen not to be aware of the original Thought of Love. This is your right, and you have a great deal of help within the illusion which you now enjoy. There are almost no people to whom you may speak of simple things. Almost all of those who attempt to speak wisdom unto you speak a complex wisdom, one that breaks down so that reality forever recedes before you.

The truth, my friends, is very simple. Through this instrument and others, we of the Confederation have many times urged you to meditate daily. We do not do this because we feel that a ritual is helpful. We do not do this because we desire to convert any being from any path that he or she may be upon. We do this because this is all that we can do that is not a complete distortion of the truth, for in meditation you simply listen. It is written in your holy works, “The place whereon you stand is holy ground.” You carry your tabernacle and your meaning with you. It is a bag you can never leave behind when you pack. It is an item you will never have forgotten when you unpack. All that you are able to forget is how to find that simplicity which is yours in meditation.

Latwii went on to say some of you are more harmonious than others, and we can see you as the song you have just listened to said, as a kind of chord of being, yet all of you emanate it and will return to the one perfect Light, the one beingness of Love, for you have not left, so this journey is an illusion which you have created because you have chosen not to be aware of the original Thought of Love, and this is your right because you have a great help within the illusion which you now enjoy, but there are no people to whom you may speak of simple things, for almost all of those who speak wisdom to you speak a complex wisdom, one that breaks down so that reality forever recedes before you. Latwii continued by saying truth is very simple, and through Carla and others we of the Confederation have urged you to meditate daily, but we do not do this because we feel that a ritual is helpful or because we desire to convert any being from any path that he or she may be upon, but we do this because this is all that we can do that is not a complete distortion of the truth, for in meditation you listen as it is written in your Bible: “The place whereon you stand is holy ground,” so you carry your tabernacle and your meaning with you, for it is a bag you can never leave behind when you pack, and it is an item you will never have forgotten when you unpack, so all that you are able to forget is how to find that simplicity which is yours in meditation. On April 2, 2016, Q’uo described the nature of the holy ground:

The meditative state is that place wherein you tabernacle with the most High, the holy of holies within your holy ground. Go, therefore, you to this ground and seek the answers that are most important to you. Do not attempt to decide with your mental faculties important questions of a spiritual nature. Go there within to the heart of your being to find those answers there in the meditative state.

When there is something that is troubling you in the physical world, it is often very handy to take an implement such as a pocketknife and remove it, be it the hanging thread or whatever else has begun to seem shabby and extraneous to your needs. There is a great deal in your thoughts that is of the same quality, and meditation has the same effect as a good sharp pocketknife. It cuts through a good deal that you would not be able to cut through by the use of your intellect, in order to bring you to the present, to infinity, to Love.

Now Latwii said when there is something that is troubling you in the physical world, it is often handy to take an implement such as a pocketknife and remove it, be it the hanging thread or whatever else has begun to seem shabby and extraneous to your needs, for there is a great deal in your thoughts that is of the same quality, and meditation has the same effect as a good sharp pocketknife since it cuts through a good deal that you would not be able to cut through by the use of your intellect in order to bring you to the present, to infinity, to Love. On December 2, 1979, Hatonn spoke of the value of meditation:

Meditation is advisable to all people due to the fact that it is in meditation that you are made aware of your true relationship to the Creator and the creation. It is in meditation that you become aware that you and your brothers and sisters are one being, and to serve them is to serve yourself. Armed with this understanding of service, you may then go forth and serve, given power by the Spirit of Love which is infinite.

I would pause at this time that you may experience in silence the force of that Love. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Latwii. We are continuing to use this instrument in order that the one known as Jim may be fresher when we get to the questions. This instrument is well suited to our message this evening.

We speak to your planet of sorrow. If we could, we would be upon our knees with our hands outstretched to you, for it is time. If you are going to pursue the life of a student of reality, if you are going to attempt to be one who Loves with the Love of the Creator, it is time now for you to decide and to do it. We realize that we have been speaking for many years of those things which are to come, and we cheerfully admit to you our inadequacy in understanding your time frame. But we cannot see any more daylight, as you would say, between the events that have been triggered by your planetary consciousness and your own paths. It is time, my friends, for you to be what you will be. There will be an hour in the not-so-distant future when you will be what you have become. And, like it or not, my friends, that will be your time. Becoming will temporarily be at an end and whatever you have developed up until that point will be your sensitivity, your resource, and your sanctuary.

We see down into a well. We do not see very well. Therefore, we ask you to come into the kingdom now and each day in meditation that you may spend as much time as possible in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator, for in those days which are to come you will be called upon to be what you hoped to be. We offer you every assistance, as we of the Confederation wish nothing more than to aid you in your realization of the illusion and the way out. We will speak to you many times, for we have infinity. But we speak to you now in your bodies heavy with physical matter, and we send you our sympathy and our urgent message: seek Love.

Latwii continued by saying we speak to your planet of sorrow, and if we could, we would be upon our knees with our hands outstretched to you, for if you are going to pursue the life of a student of reality and attempt to be one who Loves with the Love of the Creator, it is time now for you to do it, so we realize that we have been speaking for many years of those things which are to come, and we admit to you our inadequacy in understanding your time frame, but we cannot see any more daylight between the events that have been triggered by your planetary consciousness and your own paths, for it is time for you to be what you will be because there will be an hour in the near future when you will be what you have become, and that will be your time when becoming will be at an end, and whatever you have developed up until that point will be your resource and your sanctuary. Latwii went on to say we see into a well, but we do not see well, so we ask you to come into the kingdom now and each day in meditation that you may spend as much time as possible in the Light and the Love of the infinite Creator, for in those days which are to come you will be called upon to be what you hoped to be, and we offer you assistance as we of the Confederation wish to aid you in your realization of the illusion and the way out, and we will speak to you many times, for we have infinity, but we speak to you now in your bodies heavy with physical matter, and we send you our sympathy and our message: seek Love. On March 30, Q’uo described the nature of our planetary consciousness:

I am Q’uo and am aware of your query, my brother, and it is a salient query at this time in the evolution of your planetary consciousness and each entity within it, for as you each know, these times in which you live, and move, and have your being are fraught with much confusion, much division, much anger, and much separation.

The honesty that would be required to begin to unravel the tangle of these snafus, shall I say, is a kind of honesty that reflects the nature of the creation that is available to each seeker of truth. The creation that you find all about you in your everyday round of activities is a creation of seeming separation, and yet is a creation made out of the unity of the One Creator by utilizing an infinity of qualities, personalities, and desires not only for seeking and serving the Creator, but for determining for the self what are the most important qualities of the life experience.

I will again pause that the one known as Laitos may touch each of you who requests it with his presence. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

I am Latwii. I am again with this instrument, and greet you once again in Love and Light. Having delivered myself of such a solemn message, I was looking forward to answering some questions and perhaps being able to spread a bit more cheer. However, we are having difficulty contacting the one known as Jim. If he would relax and allow our thoughts to flow through him, we will again attempt to contact him. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument, and greet you all once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are very pleased to be able to make this contact at this time and would ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer. Are there any questions?

Questioner: I have a question. In the time I have attended these meditations I have never known you to seem depressed—what we would call depressed—or to feel the sense of urgency that you seem to project tonight. Are there events here on our planet which have prompted this that you can tell us, of or events in the near future that we would wish to be aware of?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, and we would answer you, my brother, by saying that there are, indeed, events occurring upon your planet which require an urgent attention. But they are not events which have happened only recently, for the history of your planet is one of strife, is one of sorrow, is one of struggling for the material rewards which your reality has to offer. Your planet’s history, the history of your people, is now culminating in the dramas which you may observe occurring upon your plane each day of your existence. You need only look carefully at those sources which are available to each of your people as the bearers of news and the occurrence of events around your world, to know that things are not right, so to speak, that there is a great growing of tensions among the various peoples of your world, that these tensions have as their roots thousands of years of motion, and this motion, this energy, this direction is now coming to its full bloom, so to speak.

There will be days in your future in which you will have to ask yourselves whether you have changed realities, or if you are still existing within what you thought was your world, for the events occurring upon your plane at this time are of such a nature that they are changing the reality of your people very greatly and very quickly. We suggest that each of your people look carefully at what is occurring, that you make your decisions as to your path of action at this time, for in the very near future there shall not be the time for consideration and careful reflection. Therefore, we bring this message of a solemn note, and it would seem to you this evening that you might prepare the way in which your spirit shall travel, for we wish that each of your people might know love and know that love for each other, for that simple action of Love is the action which has so long been absent from your planet and your people.

Questioner asked: “I have a question. In the time I have attended these meditations I have never known you to seem depressed—what we would call depressed—or to feel the sense of urgency that you seem to project tonight. Are there events here on our planet which have prompted this that you can tell us, of or events in the near future that we would wish to be aware of?” Latwii began by saying that there are events occurring upon your planet which require an urgent attention, but they are not events which have happened recently, for the history of your planet is one struggling for material rewards which your reality has to offer, and the history of your people is now culminating in the dramas which you may observe occurring upon your planet each day of your existence, for you need only look at those sources which are available to each of your people as the occurrence of events around your world to know that things are not right, and that there is a growing of tensions among the various people of your world that have as their roots thousands of years of energy, and this energy is now coming to its full bloom. Then Latwii said there will be days in your future in which you will have to ask yourselves whether you have changed realities, or if you are still existing within what you thought was your world, for the events occurring upon your plane at this time are of such a nature that they are changing the reality of your people greatly and quickly, so we suggest that each of your people looks carefully at what is occurring, that you make your decisions as to your path of action at this time, for in the near future there shall not be the time for consideration, for we bring this message of a solemn note, and you might prepare the way in which your spirit shall travel, for we wish that each of your people might know Love and know that Love for each other, for the action of Love is the action which has so long been absent from your people. On July 16, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the value of our Love for each other:

Our hearts are brim-full in thanks for your calling us to your meeting here this evening, for sharing with us your Love for each other, your Love of the Creator, and your earnest and sincere seeking for the truth and the mystery of creation.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: I have further questions, but I’m not sure what they are. I’d like to wait until later. Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Are there any other questions?

Questioner: Yes. I’d like to know in relation to what you’ve just expressed if there are any signs that you can tell us that would signal us to run for cover, so to speak?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my brother. We again would make the suggestion which we have made so often to your meditation group, that you engage yourselves in meditation daily, that you look within your own being for the signs, the directions, and the answers which are necessary for your survival, that daily meditation is the most efficient means for tuning in to the energy of what might be called the flow of events, and that by so tuning your energy and your vibration into your planetary vibration you might most accurately decide which direction you shall proceed in.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yeah. I’d like to know more specifically what you were referring to when you said that there would be a time when whatever we had would be all we have, and we would be more or less frozen in that position. It wasn’t very clear to me what you meant, and I’d like elaboration on that.

I am Latwii, and would answer simply by saying that as you progress upon your own spiritual path, you also are a part of the collective consciousness of your planet, and that there will be a time in your future in which the vibrations of the consciousness of your people shall receive an input of energy, and this input of energy shall signal the end of the old age and the beginning of the new. And within this experiencing of the energy, if you have chosen the path of Light, you shall be catapulted, so to speak, in that direction. If you have chosen the direction of darkness, of separation from your own people, from your planet, the direction that so many of your people now seek, those so seeking shall also be catapulted in that direction, that whichever choice you have made you shall receive that choice manyfold by the increase of vibrations of energy that shall be made available and is being made available daily more and more upon your planet.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Yes. I just want to ask one more question and then I’ll be quiet, and that is how is Hatonn doing?

I am Latwii, and would report to you that the efforts of your most beloved teacher, Hatonn, are realizing more of their purpose, but there is still great difficulty in making the leaders of the various nations aware of the possibility of Love becoming a part of their foreign policy.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. I’m being kind of split lately with the idea of having to return to my country, Brazil, due to the fact that my father is ill, and I feel the need to be there right now, and also I feel the need of being here. And it flashed on me a few times that I might have a strong purpose of going there more than just my father being ill, and if that is so would you give me some light on that or reassure me that I’m right, or would that be a good time for me to leave right now, and why is it that I feel so much strong power about being there in that part of the country, of the world, right now?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your query, my sister, and can only answer by saying that the feelings which you express as coming from within your being are those feelings which you must follow according to their strength, that we cannot give you directions as to where you must be but again may only refer you to the wisdom that resides within your own being, for as you yourself express, you are aware of that wisdom and have begun to tap into its energy, and we encourage you to continue to follow your feelings and to consider carefully within meditation the direction which is right for you to follow at this time. We are sorry that we cannot be more specific, but it would be an infringement upon your free will, your right to make this choice yourself.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I have a question. From what you were saying to E, I have a whole new thought that what you’re basically saying may be that already, since the new age has already begun and is growing stronger every day, already the time for contemplation and the potential for choosing and for growth is diminishing, and the time for action is more and more so that we begin to learn more and more through service and have less of a potential difference between where we are and where meditation will take us. Is this true? Is our understanding beginning even now to be based on our actions?

I am Latwii, and we would answer by saying that you are correct, and, to amplify, we would also suggest the analogy of the gardener, that to reap the desired harvest one must plant the seeds; that seeds, whatever their character, do take that illusion time to grow, and there is a season for growth and a season for harvest. Previous to this time, your people had many seasons in which to sow the seeds of Love. Too often other seeds have been sown; too often weeds have been allowed to grow; too often the flower of Love has gone unwatered. And now we suggest once again that the season grows short, and those who have not sown the seeds of Love, have not made the decision within their being, deep within their being, to follow the path of Light and to serve their fellow creatures as best they can, that the time for such to decide is now, for there is only what appears to be a single season remaining for the seeds of Love to be sown.

May we answer you further?

Carla: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I do not have a question, but I would like to know if it is appropriate to react, to share my feelings about what you are saying?

I am Latwii, and we would be most privileged to experience your understanding and your feelings.

Questioner: I found myself reacting as I heard your answer to what E was asking. I could not accept what you were saying. I hear part of it, and it is beautiful, the growing new age, but what I have mainly difficulty to get into is that I hear Latwii dividing the world, the universe, into good forces and bad forces. I just cannot get into this idea that there is something evil or wrong that we have to overcome. I think there is just nothing evil, and somehow it is our illusion [inaudible] our [inaudible] and that everything, everything is Love, everything is Light, and we don’t have to do anything special, you know, it is just really nice, and I would like to be able to meditate every day, but I do not think that we have to tell everybody to do that because working, even fighting, just all this must be done. And just [inaudible] out a word like “weed,” you know, what is a weed? A farmer looks at something as a crop and something else as a weed, but a doctor or somebody who is in herbs will look at something like, you know, an unusual or not useable plant and look at something else as something really useable. So…

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Jim channeling)

Latwii: …to our message to consider what part of the message has value for them, and to take that part and to use it and to nourish that that they hold within their own being to be of Love, and to take the part which they do not feel and to simply brush it aside as the chaff is brushed aside from the berry of wheat. And we are very grateful to you, my brother, for your sharing of your feeling, for it is very important, we feel, for each of your people to be able to share openly that which is within their being, and we encourage each of you in this endeavor.

May we ask at this time if there are any other questions which we might attempt to answer?

Questioner: I have another question. Am I correct in assuming that the division of humanity in the near future that you refer to will result in a physical death for part or all of humanity?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, by saying that the division of humanity which you have mentioned is a division that is not preordained. It is a choice that each of your people makes, a choice which each of your people have a right to make, and there shall be many experiences each on an individual level, each occurring in unique ways to each of the people of your planet. The experiences which each of you shall go through shall be chosen by you, by the way you choose to live your life; that there are many events which await your people. Many on the physical level in the realm of Earth changes shall indeed result in what is called the physical death of many of your people, but these changes and these experiences as well shall also be by the choice of those, each and every one who experience them, for free will is a foundation stone upon which creation rests.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: Can you give us a time frame within which the physical occurrences will begin?

I am Latwii, and would answer simply by saying that the physical changes in the surface of your planet have already begun and shall accelerate in intensity as time goes on. As we have said many times in these messages, we are unable to pinpoint the exact time that any event shall happen, for your future is never fixed, and it is only possible for us to see the direction of energies as they flow, as your people individually and collectively make their choices for how they shall live their lives.

We have suggested before that the decade of the eighties which you have just entered shall be the decade of great changes. As the midpoint of the decade is passed, and as the decade of the nineties approaches, even greater changes, with more frequency of the various Earth disturbances, shall occur, and that sometime after the year 2000 your planet shall experience the great change which is known as the polar shift. Beyond this we cannot give more specific information, for we are unable to see that clearly or that far into what you would call your future.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, you have placed it in a perspective where I can deal with it now. I thank you.

Latwii: We thank you again. Is there another question?

Questioner: I have another question, and that is that there is more and more talk of war these days, and what I’d like to know, is it possible that we are close to nuclear war?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. We would suggest, my brother, that there have been many times which your people have been close to that which you call nuclear war, and there will be more such occasions, and as you have correctly assumed, such an occasion is upon you now. But we would suggest it is nothing new, but is now more visible so that more of your people may see this possibility and may work in their own way to resolve the tensions which bring this possibility onto the center stage.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, I don’t think I have to ask any more questions.

Latwii: Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and if there are no further questions we would take this opportunity to thank each and every one of you for allowing us the privilege and the pleasure of speaking to you in your meditation this evening. We are always honored to be asked to share our vibrations with your people and would gladly resume such transmission at a future date. We would suggest a pause for a moment.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and would close by saying that should any of you desire our presence in your meditation, we would be most happy to blend our vibrations with yours. We are creatures of service and seek to serve in whatever way is made available to us. I am known to you as Latwii, and I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai, my friends. Vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and took the tube that leads to the fountain off of the pump for the fountain because yesterday evening I noticed that the fountain was only about 6 inches tall after I had pumped half of the water out and cleaned the filters. Then I put some super glue on the end of the tube, after being sure that there was enough duct tape on it to make it fit perfectly. Then I taped the tube onto the pump until I was sure that it would hold the tube onto the pump. Then I put the netting and the extension cord that holds it to the side of the fishpond back together. Then I drove down to Walgreen’s Drug Store and got my flu shot.

This afternoon I went back out to the fishpond to be sure that the fountain was still running at the right height, and as I looked at the fountain and saw that it was OK, I happened to look at the far corner of the fishpond, and I discovered that the raccoon had eaten another of my goldfish. So, I went to The Home Depot and bought some more netting and some Epsom Salts because I discovered it would repel raccoons. When I got home, I put the netting around the fishpond over the first layer of netting, and I put the Epsom salts on the top rim of the fishpond and around the bottom of the sides of the fishpond. Then I got another extension cord and put it around the new netting.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 15

Carelessness And Forgetfulness

I am the Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ who speaks unto the world this day, this hour and this moment through the mouth of this instrument and in the heart of each and every soul that exists.

O, how abundant is the Spirit! O how rich and inestimably close is the comfort which you seek!

It is mere forgetfulness, not willfulness, that draws most of you from the Spirit and consciousness of Jesus the Christ. It is a carelessness of fine trust that one may go forward and forget the center of being.

Yet to move in thought and action without the spirit is to invite the calamity of a careless confusion, one less able to be penetrated in the end by Love and peace.

Yes! We ask you, rejoicing, to carry the strength, the comfort, and the laughter of the Spirit of Jesus the Christ in your heart each hour of this day, calling into remembrance all of Christ’s passion and remembering Love Itself made manifest, as that Love made us manifest to you, for all time.

We leave you in peace, now and ever. In the name of Jesus the Christ. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from September 28, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. Ho, ho, ho, this was intended to come through another channel. However, we needed to begin with this channel in order to give confidence to the one known as Jim. We greet you through this instrument in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. We are at the same time extremely glad and extremely sorry to be speaking to you instead of the brothers and sisters of your special teachers, the ones of Hatonn. However, this group entity has again returned to its duty, working in the Far East, as you would call it, working against the spread of disharmony upon your planet.

We have been conditioning the one known as Jim while we have been speaking through this instrument and we would again attempt to speak through the one known as Jim. We leave this instrument, in gratitude for her quick senses of inner listening, and in hopes of speaking through her many times in the future. We thank this instrument. I will now leave this instrument. I am called by your group, Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument and we greet you, once again, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are pleased to be able to make this contact through this instrument, for we are aware that this instrument shall be away from this group in the near future, and is desirous of being able to continue this service as he embarks upon his journey. And it will be necessary for this instrument to be able to initiate contacts with the Confederation and with our vibration when he is on his own.

We would speak a few words this evening upon the subject of harmony, for the vibration and condition of harmony is one which is not frequently found upon your planet, as is evidenced by the condition of your world situation at the present. Harmony is that state of being in tune with the infinite Creator, which is achieved by desire, a desire for unification, a desire for knowing and experiencing that fullness of being which is the Creator within. Harmony is that force which helps to unite people in their relationships with each other, but it must be sought before it can be found, and it is unfortunate, but it appears that few upon your planet seek harmony, for it is an endeavor which includes the welfare of those around you, and most of your people are pointed in the direction of their own interests and meeting them as best they can, fearing there will not be enough to go round.

The state of being, within the individual, which leads to harmony, is the same state which opens doors to any step of growth within the individual, and that is the receptivity, the openness, and the desire for attaining such a state. It is often too easy to think only of the personal needs, desires, wishes, beliefs, and other codes which we set up for ourselves as we judge our lives. It is far too easy to consider only what one wants for oneself, instead of how to blend one’s being with another in the state of harmony. We would suggest to those who are desirous of attaining that state of harmony to consider that it is a state which is achieved with others; a state which is achieved in cooperative effort as individual entities blend their energies with each other; a path which usually entails a type of compromise of positions, so that each may share with the other a common position, and the sharing of the position, the belief, or the place, is that which is harmony within that concept.

In this session Latwii wished to speak upon the concept of harmony. They began by saying we would speak a few words this evening upon the subject of harmony, for the vibration and condition of harmony is one which is not frequently found upon your planet, as is evidenced by the condition of your world situation at the present, and harmony is that state of being in tune with the infinite Creator, which is achieved by a desire for unification and experiencing that fullness of being which is the Creator within, so harmony is that force which helps to unite people in their relationships with each other, but it must be sought before it can be found, but it appears that few upon your planet seek harmony, for it is an endeavor which includes the welfare of those around you, and most of your people are pointed in the direction of their own interests and meeting them as best they can, fearing there will not be enough to go round. Then Latwii said the state of being which leads to harmony, is the same state which opens doors to any step of growth within the individual, and that is the desire for attaining such a state, for it is easy to think only of the personal needs, beliefs, and other codes which we set up for ourselves as we judge our lives, so it is easy to consider what one wants for oneself instead of how to blend one’s being with another in the state of harmony, and we would suggest to those who are desirous of attaining that state of harmony to consider that it is a state which is achieved with others; a state which is achieved in cooperative effort as individual entities blend their energies with each other; a path which entails a type of compromise of positions, so that each may share with the other a common position, and the sharing of the position is that which is harmony within that concept. On May 29, 1994, Q’uo spoke of the nature of harmony:

Whether the entity seeks knowledge through one practice or another, seeks healing through one means or another, the entity, in order to be most in harmony with its own life pattern, must needs seek these things that it might be of greater service to the one Creator. Thus, the entity says, “Whatever Thy will be for me at this time, that is my will as well.”

We would suggest to those seeking such a balanced point with themselves and with those around them that the first step is to give: to recognize the needs, rights and position of those close about you. And that this state of giving, and accepting, and recognizing, will be reciprocated by those with whom you are in close contact. For the state of giving is based upon the concept of Love; that to give is to share that which is Love, and that which is Love is recognized by the inner being of those to whom it is given, even though it may not be given directly as a gift of Love, but may begin in more modest ways by the simple recognition of another person’s needs. We would suggest that harmony is that process whereby people in close communication join their beings even closer by agreeing to accept each other as they are and to work from that beginning point in a constant balancing of the needs, ideas and beliefs of each party.

Latwii went on to say we would suggest to those seeking such a balanced point with themselves, and with those around them, that the first step is to give: to recognize the needs, rights, and position of those close about you, and this state of giving and accepting will be returned by those you are in close contact with, for giving is based upon the concept of sharing that which is Love, and that which is Love is recognized by the inner being of those to whom it is given, even though it may not be given directly as a gift of Love, but it may begin in modest ways by the recognition of another person’s needs, and we would suggest that harmony is that process where people in close communication join their beings even closer by agreeing to accept each other as they are and to work from that beginning point in a constant balancing of the needs and beliefs of each party. On May 23, 1993, Q’uo revealed the value of the giving and accepting of Love:

In the end, at this level of discussion, we come back to the benefits of having sexuality. We celebrate the fruitfulness of this polarity which brings entities together to learn, to love together, for the giving and accepting of Love and all its fruits, advantages, and disadvantages, is the proper business of humankind. Each knows the depth of the illusion of sexuality. Each is aware of the self at levels which do not alter because of being male or female. This Personhood is infinite, and from this standpoint, we encourage each to be aware of one final thing, that is the person within that is the self, that is one with that great Self which is Love embodied and incarnate in the great original Thought or Logos. The Creator is not male. The Creator is not female. Yet, the Creator is reached by both equally within illusion.

We would, at this time, pause for a moment as Laitos passes among each in your group and makes their vibration available to those in need of deepening their meditation and of becoming familiar with the vibrations of the Confederacy. We speak specifically of the one known as L, who has expressed this evening a desire to become a channel.

We pause for a moment as Laitos, passes among you.

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and am once again with this instrument. We would, at this time, like to open the meeting to any questions. If any present would have a question, we would do our best to make an answer. Are there any questions?

Questioner: I was reading some Cosmic Awareness Communications ideas, which have been run down by some people in the East, and I really have no doubt as to the truth of it. But I know that they are not, precisely, in the same company with you guys, and I was wondering what view was among your particular branch of the Confederation of as to what’s happening here. What about the great concern for the survival of leaders? Does that have some kind of implication as to what will happen at the New Age vibrations, with a lot of old vibration people surviving?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, and would answer you, my sister, simply by saying that the most appropriate phrase for this particular phase which your nation and those individuals who lead it are going through would perhaps be that the first shall be last, and the last shall be first; for those who would seek to gain the whole world and yet lose their souls, what in truth and in spirit have they gained? For to hold onto that which is of the material world, that which has, up to this point in the evolution of human history, been unable to completely fulfill human entities upon your plane, to hold on so tightly to that which is of the material, is to focus the energies of one’s being in a direction which is likened unto building a house upon sand. And we would suggest that those who engage in such activities and have no concern for the welfare for those whom they are governing—or those whom they have been chosen to serve, those whom it a privilege to serve—these shall find that not only shall they not be serving such people or be in such high positions, but shall find themselves at the bottom of the pit of their own being, which they have dug with their own hands.

And we would suggest that the new age shall see many different responses to the flow of energy which is now sweeping over your planet. And you may expect to see the most absurd of dramas appearing upon your world’s stage, for all the energies of the universe, it would seem, shall be sweeping across the stage of your planet and you shall see many wonders. But those energies may be channeled and focused into creative elements and centers by those who are truly concerned with serving those who are their brothers and sisters. And to focus in the direction of the spirit is the means by which true survival shall be attained.

Questioner asked: “I was reading some Cosmic Awareness Communications ideas, which have been run down by some people in the East, and I really have no doubt as to the truth of it. But I know that they are not, precisely, in the same company with you guys, and I was wondering what view was among your particular branch of the Confederation of as to what’s happening here. What about the great concern for the survival of leaders? Does that have some kind of implication as to what will happen at the New Age vibrations, with a lot of old vibration people surviving?” Latwii began by saying the answer for this phase which your nation, and those individuals who lead, it are going through would be that the first shall be last, and the last shall be first, for those who would seek to gain the whole world and yet lose their souls, what in truth have they gained? Latwii went on to say to hold onto that which is of the material world, which has been unable to fulfill human entities upon your plane, is to focus the energies of one’s being in a direction which is likened unto building a house upon sand, and we would suggest that those who engage in such activities and have no concern for the welfare of those whom they have been chosen to serve shall find that not only shall they not be serving such people or be in such high positions, but they shall find themselves at the bottom of the pit of their own being, which they have dug with their own hands. Latwii continued by saying we would suggest that the new age shall see many different responses to the flow of energy which is now sweeping over your planet, and you may expect to see the most absurd of dramas appearing upon your world’s stage, for all the energies of the universe shall be sweeping across the stage of your planet, and you shall see many wonders, but those energies may be focused into creative centers by those who are concerned with serving those who are their brothers and sisters, so to focus in the direction of the spirit is the means by which true survival shall be attained. On December 29, 1997, Q’uo spoke of the value of the material world:

The illusion offers many other alternate answers for why each is here: to gather wealth, to be powerful, to do this or that great thing. All of these are but means by which each entity may find the heart of Love and unity within itself. Each uses the artifacts of the illusion to travel the spiritual journey, though all around one the material world is given ascendancy. This is the illusion so finely created by each portion of the one Creator for the purpose of finding the one Creator’s Love and Light in each heart and also providing that one Creator within the opportunity to know Itself in ways that would not be possible were this illusion and your choices within it not creative.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, I had a couple of other questions, which you may answer at your discretion, of course. I was—I’ve been very impressed by the Cosmic Awareness things that I’ve read, and I was wondering what your relationship in the Confederation was to this particular source. Is it a planetary source within the Confederation? Is it another source? What is the relationship between the two?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. And I can answer best by suggesting that the source of which you speak is a source which is most well-known to those who are familiar with the works of Edgar Cayce. The source which is known as Cosmic Awareness appears to be simply that; an awareness of the being—the state of being—which is described as Cosmic, or of the Consciousness of all being. And this source of information is now proceeding to reveal unto those of your people who are concerned about the new age the pathway or process by which each may attune to these universal forces which we have spoken of as proceeding into your reality with such great speed at the present time, so to speak.

We cannot say whether the information revealed by this source is correct or incorrect, for it can never be known at the moment information is given whether it is correct or not, for the mere giving of information alters the situation which is being described. We would suggest with all sources of information, including especially our own, that those who are contacted with information of this nature consider carefully within themselves what they themselves believe, to evaluate carefully on your own concerning what you are reading or hearing, and to make those judgments in light of competing or opposing information. For, within your world, you will discover there are infinite sources of information, and it is your task as entities upon your planet to sort and sift through the infinite variety of information available, and to choose that which speaks within your own being.

Questioner asked: “I was—I’ve been very impressed by the Cosmic Awareness things that I’ve read, and I was wondering what your relationship in the Confederation was to this particular source. Is it a planetary source within the Confederation? Is it another source? What is the relationship between the two?” Latwii said the source of which you speak is a source which is known to those who are familiar with the works of Edgar Cayce, for Cosmic Awareness appears to be an awareness of the state of being which is described as Cosmic, or of the Consciousness of all being, and this source of information is proceeding to reveal to your people, who are concerned about the new age, the pathway by which each may attune to these universal forces which we have spoken of as proceeding into your reality with great speed at the present time. Latwii continued by saying we cannot say whether the information revealed by this source is correct or incorrect, for it can never be known at the moment information is given whether it is correct or not, for the giving of information alters the situation which is being described, so we would suggest with all sources of information, including our own, that those who are contacted with information of this nature consider within themselves what they believe, and to make judgments in light of competing information, for within your world you will discover there are infinite sources of information, and it is your task as entities upon your planet to sift through the varieties of information available and to choose that which speaks within your being. On January 22, 1985, Laitos described the variety of sources of information that we may consider helpful on our spiritual journeys:

As the seeker which you are moves through its life experience there shall be many sources of illumination and inspiration brought before its attention by the power of its seeking. You are as the magnet, and your seeking draws close to you those sources of information which may be of value to you. As the seeker views the resources which are about it, the book, as you have called them, and tapes, the entities, the concepts, from whatever sources available, let then the seeker use these catalysts as beginning points from which its own uniquely fashioned journey shall move.

We view, then, a tapestry of your own making according to your own understanding, shall we say, and unto that understanding be faithful and true in your pursuit of that which you seek, the one Creator, full and balanced within your life experience. You are able not only to gather information but to weave it into an unified whole, a pattern which is of your own making and which to you makes, shall we say, sense.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Then I see that confirms what I thought about Cosmic Awareness. It did seem to be a planetary vibration in that, like the Cayce vibration, it comes from a much higher plane, inner plane, of our own planet, close to the Akashic Records. I had pretty much of an idea in my head as to the type of information that they were giving and why they gave that type of information, as opposed to the philosophy that you give, and I was just wondering if you would care to say anything on that subject in confirmation, or changing, of what I had basically thought.

I am Latwii, and would add only that information of a specific nature is most difficult to express clearly, for the future, as you know, is never fixed. Directions, propensities, tendencies, and likelihoods of directions of energy, are the most easily pinpointed and transmitted information, but to say where an infinite variety of energies will eventually coincide is very difficult and is a task which we of the Space Confederation do not attempt with these types of contacts, for the distortion factor would soon cause our information to become nearly worthless.

It is for this reason that we attempt to give the basic groundwork and basic philosophy of Love and Light which we feel are so important to your people at this time. We do not feel that the revealing of specific names, and dates, and places, and events is most beneficial to those in your meditation group, for this information can be attained elsewhere and we would be most pleased if we could, in our effort, plant the seeds of meditation, of Love, of Light, and of the seeking of the divinity within each of your peoples’ being. We would suggest that sources which are focusing in the area of more specific information can be of great value, but must be carefully evaluated upon their performance, and we would suggest being very cautious in the area of accepting without further investigation any specific information which is attained, wherever it might be obtained.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Well, just a little bit. I would like to thank you because I think you do work with the basic things and teach us Love and Light. But I just wanted to check out the Cosmic Awareness people, because I was interested in them at this point. I made a few basic assumptions: number one, that they were planetary; number two, that they were giving more precise information because, being planetary, they had a right to do so; and number three, that they were able to put their probability guesses through because of the particular configuration of one channel, Paul Shockely. A lighter trance, the type of contact that we have with you, would never work for that type of information, that it would take a different vibration. If you want to confirm any of the three—you already confirmed the first one—I just wondered about the second two.

I am Latwii, and we would conclude our comments upon this subject simply by saying that the particular type of trance which is used in this contact of the Space Confederation is most beneficial to the type of message we have to offer, and we are also appreciative of the efforts of those who would use the trance medium, for such an entity is indeed able to transmit information of a much different frequency or nature than that which we are able to transmit through our light trances, as you have spoken of them. We would suggest to those who wish to become more familiar with the contact situation to investigate the nature of meditation on their own, so that they may themselves discover what varieties and types of information are available within their own being.

Are there any other questions?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Questioner: I have a question. You are aware of my desire to learn more about channeling and to serve as a channel. I would ask for advice on how to proceed on this path.

I am Latwii, and, my brother, we will answer you simply by saying that to desire this type of service is the most important ingredient for those who wish to become channels. For it is indeed a service that you render, and within your own being it is necessary to search and to seek that you might be made an instrument, and might kindle within yourself that desire to share the love and the light of the infinite Creator, which resides within your being.

And we would suggest as well a daily system of meditation of your own design. We would suggest meditating at the same time each day, so that you might develop a pattern of relaxation and communication within your own being, so that you might find within yourself that point of centering from which you might be of service. We would also suggest that a simple prayer might be used to ask that divine guidance be with you as you serve, and that you might be made an instrument of that service of the infinite Creator. We would also suggest that frequent experiences with a channel who has experience, such as those present this evening, might be of use in making the vibration of the Confederation more familiar to you.

May we be of further service?

Questioner: You’ve answered my questions.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: We are very pleased to have been able to speak these few words and to share our thoughts through this instrument with you this evening. We would at this time take our leave of this instrument and, as always, we leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends. Vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and put the four solar-powered lanterns I ordered on the internet in four areas of the Black Walnut Tree main trunks which were blown over seven years ago, and which have other solar-powered lanterns in the shape of a pyramid that needed additional solar-powered lanterns to fill in gaps where some lanterns no longer worked. Then I filled my two hummingbird feeders and my neighbor’s one hummingbird feeder with fresh sugar syrup. Then I made an errand run to Cabella’s to trade in the net that I bought there yesterday for a smaller one that is easier to handle, which I hope to use to capture and medicate the feral cat, that has worms, while he is eating his cat food on my front porch.

This afternoon I pumped half of the water out of the fishpond, cleaned the filters for the fountain, and pruned the dead water lily leaves off of the five water lilies. Then I refilled the fishpond with water and added AquaSafe to the water to neutralize the chlorine in the water.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 14

Contention And Disagreement

I am the active principle of Jesus the Christ, the Spirit which speaks to the world this day. I greet you in the consciousness of full and divine Love. This day this instrument goes to a convention to do business for her church.

This instrument seems to expect a good many differing and potentially hostile opinions.

It is encouraged, in this instrument and in all who see contention in the world outside the self, that all the various opinions and disagreements without be taken within, that it may be recognized that that which is seen as a picture with the eyes may be understood to be a way of seeing that contention, that confusion, which is within the self.

When once the peace of Christ has penetrated the inner being and the heart is soft and compassionate, the outer confusion will never again seem threatening but merely noisy, for there is a peace which passes all understanding.

It is the understanding of Love, and in this Love and peace we leave you. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session is from September 14, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you this evening in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We who are in the Creator’s service do thank you most heartily for allowing us to be with you this evening. This evening, we would touch briefly upon an aspect of service. We have been concentrating in our talks with you upon the discovery of your inner self and of the seed of Love within you. This evening, we would talk about Love in action, for there is no tree planted without help, and crop gathered without reapers. We have cautioned you many times not to be aggressive or abrasive in your contacts with others. But we would speak to you this evening about the confidence of the knowledge of who you are and whose glory you may manifest in this Earth world.

It is a responsibility to know, for then you must serve, and we would like you to be aware that in each contact that you make you are manifesting the Creator in some manner. When you think back, my friends, to the point in time when you yourself became aware of the kingdom of the Creator and of all that there was to gain from the knowledge and the being of it, you will understand how precious it is to be able to share that experience with others. It is written that there is great joy when one lost sheep has been brought back into the fold. More joy than all ninety-nine of the other sheep engendered for they were already found. We encourage you not to be elite or apart from the world in which you live. You may see yourselves as somewhat different only because you have become conscious of who you are. Use your being to allow those about you to dwell in such an atmosphere that they too have the potential of realizing who they are also.

In this session Hatonn wanted to talk about service and Love in action. They began by saying we would touch upon an aspect of service, and we have been concentrating our talks with you upon the discovery of your inner self and of the seed of Love within you, so now we would talk about Love in action, for there is no tree planted without help or crop gathered without reapers, but we have cautioned you not to be aggressive in your contacts with others, so we would speak to you this evening about the confidence of the knowledge of who you are and whose glory you may manifest in this Earth world. Hatonn went on to say it is a responsibility to know, for then you must serve, and we would like you to be aware that in each contact that you make you are manifesting the Creator in some manner, so when you think back to the time when you became aware of the kingdom of the Creator and of all that there was to gain from the knowledge and the being of it, you will understand how precious it is to be able to share that experience with others, for it is written that there is joy when one lost sheep has been brought back into the fold, and it is more joy than all ninety-nine of the other sheep created, for they were already found, so we encourage you not to be elite because you see yourselves as different because you have become conscious of who you are, so use your being to allow those about you to dwell in an atmosphere that they have the potential of realizing who they are. On October 25, 1987, Latwii spoke about the Kingdom of the Creator that is all around us:

And so, you must mount once again to the watchtower which gazes upon the Kingdom of the Creator which dwells within that Kingdom. It is something that you must do by yourself, yet that Lover which you pursue, that divine Love which you seek, sought persistently shall become to you real, intimate and very dynamic. And more and more as you seek consciously immediate experience of the Love of the one infinite Creator, what you seek shall come to you. And as you seek that which is the highest of all things to seek, thus all else begins to fall into perspective.

And more and more, regardless of what happens in the intimate relationships, and in all areas of incarnation, your experience shall be that of joy, for the Creator has tucked joy into every atom of the infinite universe, has woven joy into sunlight and starshine, has plaited joy up in the leaves, branches and roots of your trees, the gurgling of the rivers, the busy hum of life. Each bee moves upon its way hearing the rhythm of the dance within. That great Central Sun which is the Creator in manifestation speaks as clearly to you and gives direction from within.

If you see those about you as perfect beings, you are seeing them clearly. If you see and react to them in their emotional, mental, and physical illusory patterns, you are not seeing them clearly. You are not then allowing them the freedom to reach the point which was so precious to you when you reached it. It is true, my friends, there is often nothing that you can say, little that you can do to help those whom you meet. But there is much that you can be and much that you can conceive in your mind as the identity of those people who may to the outer eye be less than perfect. To your inner eye, my friends, to that patient, timeless, inner eye, each being is perfect, manifesting in the eternal present. Give that gift in love, for you are disciples of a path of service. And to expend all of your energy upon yourself will block you from gaining more understanding. You must use what you have learned until it becomes a part of you, until it becomes second nature.

Then Hatonn said if you see those about you as perfect beings, you are seeing them clearly, but if you see them in their emotional, mental, and physical illusory patterns, you are not seeing them clearly, and you are not allowing them the freedom to reach the point which was so precious to you when you reached it, for it is true there is nothing that you can say or do to help those whom you meet, but there is much that you can conceive in your mind as the identity of those people who may be less than perfect, for to your patient, timeless, inner eye, each being is perfect, manifesting in the eternal present, so give that gift in love, for you are disciples of a path of service, and to expend all of your energy upon yourself will block you from gaining more understanding, so you must use what you have learned until it becomes second nature for you. On December 2, 1979, Hatonn described the eternal present:

You must understand that in meditation you are not trying to contact anything. The idea in meditation is one wherein you realize that you are. Not who you are, not where you are, but that you are. That you are aware, that you are in the eternal present. When you feel this, you will feel sweetness and closeness to the Creator that comes from breaking through the illusions of space and time and coming into that place where you can simply be who you are. That person is greatly loved by the Creator. And that person can greatly love others.

We would like at this time to transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We have been speaking of the pathway of service, and we would say to you that this is a path which few of your people have chosen to travel. The path which is most frequently traveled is the one which seeks only self-gratification, the attempt to fill what is understood to be the self with the material wealth of your people and of your culture. The filling of the self with things which have matter…

We would suggest a pause for…

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and am again with this instrument. We welcome the new members of our group this evening, and hope that they will forgive us for beginning in the middle of our presentation. We have been speaking of the pathway of service that so few of your people have chosen to follow, the pathway which we suggest for your serious consideration, for to serve is to allow that gift of the infinite Creator the energy which courses through your various bodies to continue its flow and to be shared by your fellow creatures. So few of your people have been able to discern the nature of service, for their ways have been circling round, shall we say, unto themselves so that the energy which is their daily gift of the Creator stays only within their being as they seek to fill themselves with the various material rewards of your third-dimensional world.

It would seem to the surface observer that the things of your world are indeed worth pursuing, for so many pursue them and so much is made of their possessions. But we would suggest to you that as you go forth in your daily round of activities that you consider the fact that each person you meet is the Creator, and what else can one do when one knows that he or she is also of the Creator, other than serve the Creator? My friends, what else can one do other than serve the Creator?

Hatonn continued to speak of the path of service. They went on to say we have been speaking of the pathway of service that few of your people have chosen to follow which we suggest for your consideration, for to serve is to allow that gift of the infinite Creator the energy which courses through your various bodies to continue its flow and to be shared by your fellow creatures, so few of your people have been able to discern the nature of service, for their ways have been circling round themselves so that the energy which is their daily gift of the Creator stays only within their being as they seek to fill themselves with the material rewards of your third-dimensional world. Now Hatonn said it would seem to the surface observer that the things of your world are worth pursuing, for many pursue them, and much is made of their possessions, but we would suggest that as you go forth in your daily round of activities that you consider that each person you meet is the Creator, and: “What else can one do when one knows that he or she is also of the Creator, other than serve the Creator? What else can one do other than serve the Creator?” On September 28, 2019, Q’uo described our path of service in the third density:

However, within the third-density experience, this veil of forgetting makes it impossible to know or understand for sure what will be the product or the result of one’s efforts in service to others. What one can know is one’s intention, one’s desire, the strength of the desire to be of service, to be a loving entity, and to seek the One Creator within each experience, is that which will lead one forward upon the path of service to others, and increase the positive polarity according to the strength of the will and intention to serve.

We would leave you with this question. We would now transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument, and greet you all in Love and Light. We give you but very poor food, my friends, for we must speak to you in words. But as we have said, we hope you have food for thought for the path of service as opposed to the path of non-service is an illusion and one which you must only come to grips with within yourself. We cannot express to you the paradoxes of your illusion, the difference between that which seems and that which is, for many are the actions which look the same and yet are diametrically opposed in intention and in effect in the thought world. Therefore, my friends, look to your thoughts and let your thoughts create your actions, not the other way around. Above all realize that you are in a divine flow of perfect Love into which you may tap as into an ever-flowing fountain cascading, scintillating, full of light, full of energy. It is easiest to do so in meditation, although there are other ways having to do with service to your fellow beings and a realization of the unity of us all. We ask you this: choose. At any moment that you can, stop and choose. It is your path, it is your illusion, it is your thought, it is your action. Refresh yourself in meditation on a daily basis and live the joyous life of love in action.

Hatonn continued to speak about the path of service. They began by saying we hope you have food for thought, for the path of service as opposed to the path of non-service is an illusion, and one which you must only come to grips with within yourself, but we cannot express the paradoxes of your illusion, the difference between that which seems and that which is, for many are the actions which look the same and yet are diametrically opposed in intention and in effect in the thought world, so look to your thoughts, and let your thoughts create your actions–not the other way around—and realize that you are in a divine flow of perfect Love into which you may tap into as an ever-flowing fountain cascading and scintillating, full of Light energy, so it is easiest to do in meditation, although there are other ways having to do with service to your fellow beings and a realization of the unity of us all, for we ask you to choose at any moment that you can because it is your path, your illusion, and your action, so refresh yourself in meditation on a daily basis and live the joyous life of Love in action. On May 13, 1990, Q’uo spoke about the nature of Love in action:

The Creator wished and wishes, and will always wish in that infinitely small portion of Its infinite self that is active, to manifest Love, to Love and feel the self of Love in action. And so, it created its children, children of Love and free will, one unit of absolute Love that can never change and will never be unique, and an absolutely equal portion of infinitely various free will. That is your nature. Your uniqueness lies not in that you are children of Love, but in that no two unions of Love and free will are the same.

Before I leave this instrument, I would like to pass among you aided by Laitos, in order that we may make each of you aware of our presence and offer you our conditioning. If you would appreciate our help in deepening your meditation or in strengthening your ability to do channeling work in the future, please ask mentally for our presence, for we are in the room at this time and will pass among you. We will pause at this time. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and will speak through this instrument just long enough to say that I and Laitos thank you for the privilege of working with you. We would leave you now that one of our friends in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator may speak. We leave you in the Love and Light of the infinite One. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu.

I am Latwii, and am with this instrument and greet each of you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We have been waiting eagerly to be able to speak to your group this evening and would like to ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer? Are there any questions?

Questioner: Yes Latwii. I have been confused with the idea of whether… I’ve been chanting a few years, you know, high mantra and which I call the maha mantra, and I was speaking with some Jesus followers, and there is always this conflict in my mind. Is mantra OK, and is the eastern path OK, or should I just surrender with being a follower of Jesus Christ as the master? And then in my mind I go, well, I guess it’s the same path, there is no different path. But I have always this conflict, and I hear so many things about, oh, it is devil worship in meditations, and then the Jesus people say, Jesus has already been through all this, so you don’t have to believe in karma and past deeds. And so, could you please help me in my mind to ease the confusion?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, my sister. We would suggest that the path which you would most benefit following is the path of your own choosing, that if you choose to do one exercise or another matters really very little, for that knowledge which you seek, that source of energy within your being is where it is, and it calls to you, for you are one with it. And if you follow that inner voice you shall arrive at that destination. Your path may wind around various trees in the woods, around various incantations, or postures, or beliefs, but surely bring you to that center of yourself. All of the various foliage, shrubbery of the woods, is there for you to enjoy along your path as you choose. You may pick one, or another, or many, or various ways in which to enrich your journey according to your own interests. There are not what might be called right or wrong choices, for all will bring you to the destination which you seek. What we would suggest in easing your conflict of mind is to simply experience that which is of interest, experience that which seems of value and examine it with your own thinking. Meditate on it within your own being. Ask sincerely which path is most beneficial for you to follow and you will have your answers, for you are at this moment one with your answers.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you, Latwii.

Latwii: And we thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I have a question, Latwii. I’ve read that greenhouses can be used to improve a person’s health, and specifically I’ve read that incorporating a seventh part of blue glass, with the rest being clear, has a beneficial effect on the health of plants and animals. Can you tell me anything about this?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. We will do the best that we can through this instrument to make an answer for you, my brother. We would suggest that the color blue is, indeed, a beneficial color for growing living organisms, for the blue provides what might be called a coolness to the Light of your sun, which is in its unaltered form of a hot nature, that there is a need by most living creatures to experience a combination of cool and hot Light. To provide a balance in their growing cycles which is not available when the plant is in the open sunlight unshaded, we would suggest that adding the blue part of the color spectrum to a greenhouse would indeed be of value for any plants which you would grow therein. As we have mentioned before through another instrument, this would be more properly termed a bluehouse.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Yes. I’d like to know if there would be any benefits for elderly people, particularly arthritic, in such an environment.

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, in the affirmative, for all living creatures would benefit by a closer interplay of their lives with various life-forms, for each life-form, plant, or animal, or mineral has certain ingredients, shall we say, that are somewhat lacking in the other life-forms, and by combining various types of life-forms in one location there is a balanced exchange of various chemicals and vibrations of Light, shall we say. And the elderly of your people are especially in need of an expanded contact with various life-forms, for the elderly of your people are most frequently excluded from experiencing a variety of life-forms, and are most frequently placed in seclusion, so to speak, and therefore would benefit greatly by experiencing the vibrations and energy of plants and animals and the natural environment.

May we answer you further, my brother?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. Of course you are aware of the movie, “Close Encounters,” and is that [inaudible], is that what you people use to express? How much of that movie was the true thing, and also the part of the Indian chanting. Is that a special chanting you people… you know, that sequence with the sounds, it’s real pretty. Is that for real? I mean the whole thing was real, that’s the way it happened, that’s the way it goes?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my sister, by saying that movies such as the one which you have mentioned, “Close Encounters,” have utilized a variety of the data, shall we say, available to those who study the UFO phenomenon, as your people call it. There have been many ways that your people have been contacted by beings from dimensions and other parts of your universe. Many of these have been documented over long periods of time and are well known to many of your people. We would suggest that those which were used in this movie were a compilation of various contact methods and our own Confederation of Planets in Service to the Infinite Creator have used a number of contact methods, most frequently the telepathic contact which is now being used, and those used within the movie are not very frequently used by our Confederation but are contacts of other beings.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Questioner: What sorts would the other beings be?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, simply by saying that for thousands of your Earth years we of the Space Confederation have been observing your people. We have been observing the interaction of your people with other beings as well and have attempted to, shall we say, quarantine your planet so that various negative energies could be worked out, so to speak, upon your plane. These energies are not just from the outside, shall we say, but have been attracted to your planet by the condition of your people on its surface, and there is the necessity for certain energies to find their fruition and to find reconciliation. Therefore, we can only say that the other beings are other beings not of the Confederation.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, that’s fine.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: I have another question, Latwii. I’ve recently heard that there is another group of entities that are known as the Nines, and I would like to know whether or not, having an affinity for knowing myself, it would be useful for me to get in touch with them or in contact with that [inaudible]?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my brother, by saying that your decision to contact any group or any resource must come from within your own being, and is best made there within your own knowing and being. Therefore, we cannot suggest that you do or do not make an attempt to contact those beings of the Nines. We hope that you will consider all such choices carefully, for they are your own choices.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Yes. How would I go about contacting those entities known as the Nines?

I am Latwii, and would suggest that any contact with any group begins simply by being open to that group or concept. This is all we can suggest in this matter.

Can we answer you further? May we answer you further?

Questioner: No. I think I’ve about had it for awhile.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: Yes, Latwii. I’m curious about the subject that I read myself and speculated on—immortality. Like, I understand that there is the mind, and your mind sort of creates the body that you reside in. So, if that is so, why do we choose to die? Why is there the urge in men that we create this body, and the Creator gave us this body, and then it had to perish with disease and old age? Can you explain that?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my sister, by simply saying that it is an illusion that you live within and an illusion that you die when you leave, for while you are upon this stage in third dimension of material reality you play many parts. Each requires certain basic costuming. Your physical vehicle is a requirement for this particular stage and this particular drama. When you leave this stage and pass from this third dimension you will no longer be required to continue carrying certain burdensome costumes, your physical vehicle being one of these, that you are indeed at this moment immortal, that you have been for all time and beyond all time immortal and existing within the creation of the infinite Creator and that when you pass from this particular illusion, this particular stage, you will merely change roles and costumes as you have done so many, many times before.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Yeah, there’s one thing. What if somebody is so diseased, you know, the illusion of disease, and they choose, for instance, to self-destruct their own body and pass on. Is there sort of like a punishment, or is the choice being that somebody chooses to leave their body by means of suicide, or is that a way to go that is a safe way, or is that playing games, or can you explain suicide and that sort of illusion?

I am Latwii, and would answer you, my sister, by saying that of the various illusions, and games, and roles, and learnings which each of your people undertake upon your plane, all are illusion, yet do teach. All are chosen by each of your people for their own unique and personal reason, reasons which vary widely from one to another. That within this range of learnings of illusions, of games which are played upon your stage, some teach one thing and some another. And some teach different lessons to different entities depending upon the reasons which the entities have that began that illusion.

That, in general, it may be said that each choice which a person makes is the choice which will teach the perfect lesson for that moment. We would suggest that many stresses, so to speak, are encountered by your people as each plays their chosen role, and that each moment each person has an infinity of choices of how to continue that role. Some become overwhelmed by the heaviness and the burden which they have created in their role, stepping too far into the unknown, so to speak, or taking on too much of a challenge it would seem and thereby respond by the path which is described as suicide or the taking…

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This morning I made an errand run with my first stop being at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My second stop was at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Pepsi-Zero and some Kleenexes.

This afternoon I went outside and used my long limb saw to cut down dead tree limbs in the front yard and in the back yard, and then I put them in a garbage can for yard waste pickup Thursday. Then I went on another errand run to Cabella’s to buy a larger net to trap Faithful, the new kitty that has been eating too many cans of cat food each day which means he has worms, and I need to be able to trap him and give him medication for the worms. But when I got home and got the full length of the handle unlocked, it was obvious that it was too heavy for me to get it over Faithful quickly enough to trap him, so I will return the net tomorrow and look for a smaller net at Cabella’s to replace it.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 13

Hope And The Experience Of Love

I am known as the Holy Spirit. I greet you in the full consciousness of the Love and the creative energy of Jesus the Christ.

As that active energy called Love invisibly swirls and moves throughout each atom of creation, opportunities are constantly being given for that which is of a less spiritual nature to take on the vibrations of a spiritualized Love. Thus does the spirit bring out the song in stone, the clapping of hands of the trees, and the rejoicing of the mountains.

Thus, also the Spirit of the Holy One moves invisibly and energetically within the heart of humankind, creating seemingly from nothing a strong and lasting faith. The seeker who wishes to experience the movement of the active principle of Love needs bring to the encounter with that transformative energy nothing but a heart full of hope.

Not all encounters with new life are as dramatic as Paul’s vision upon the road to Damascus. May you be willing to support within yourself those promptings of energetic Love which whisper from deep within your heart. May you hope in the Spirit.

We offer you the peace of this ever-fulfilled desire, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling is from September 9, 1980:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and we greet you, my friends, in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It is a privilege to join our vibrations with you this evening. We are especially pleased to be able to make our initial contact through this instrument for that is an important part of his efforts in channeling at this time.

We would speak with you this evening a few words on the subject of the Earth changes which you have been discussing this evening. We are aware of your great interest in this phenomenon which has begun upon your planet. We would suggest that those people who shall survive the Earth changes, which are approaching rapidly, will be in great need of guidance, even more than they are now, for your reality shall, in the twinkling of an eye, be changed radically, and such an event will have drastic effects upon the mass consciousness of your people.

We would suggest that at such time it will be critical for the survivors to be aware of a greater reality, the reality of our unity each with the other that none are cast out alone on stormy seas, that even when the worst imaginable events have been played to their finale upon your Earth’s stage, that even then and especially then we are all one. Such survivors will be in great need of those who have traveled this path of peace, this path of seeking the truth. These pilgrims who are well acquainted with that path will be of invaluable service to those who are fortunate, shall we say, to survive the changes imminent upon your plane. These people will be in great need of the Light which those such as are gathered here this evening will be able to share in their efforts to share the Light that has been sparked within their being. We are hopeful that the messages which we are transmitting at this time concerning Earth changes might be of help to those such as yourselves to prepare not only your own beings but to prepare for the showing of the way inward to those who shall need such directions greatly.

We would at this time transfer this contact to another channel. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am now with this instrument. I greet you again in Love and Light. We were attempting to communicate through the one known as Don, for he needs the practice in order to regain his fluency as a channel. However, he is somewhat fatigued and quite disinterested in making the effort to communicate as a channel at this time. Therefore, we gladly move on to this instrument.

In the days ahead you will find that the decisions which you as spiritual beings make will be the keynotes to the decisions upon the physical plane which you then must make in order to carry out your spiritual plan. For those of you who have consciously worked on seeking out your own identity, whatever happens to you will therefore be of a much different timbre and feeling than it will be to others for it will be seen differently by you. You will find yourself being changed, and since growth is always painful, you will experience some discomfort emotionally and mentally as you adjust to new conditions of living. But those of you who are destined to live through the first changes and to be some of those who are as rocks amid the quicksand will be able to view and deal with these discomforts in such a manner as would benefit your state of mind.

As you know, we are a planetary consciousness, and, therefore, it is not surprising that we suggest that those of you who desire to aid the planet during these times of change find groups of like-minded people and work as a community. For it is in community that your best abilities both to survive and to be a center of Light will be realized. We would not be so specific as to indicate that we can see into the future and say which of you will and which of you will not exist in this density at any particular time. We are attempting to give you guidelines to follow so that the vibrational change and its after-effects that you are already experiencing will not seem overly traumatic, in fact, will seem to be in some ways a ray of hope. For you will see people turning from their previous sleep and awakening to the brevity of their physical lives and to the next obvious question: “Will I survive the demise of my own physical vehicle?” This concern alone in a time of difficulty will have many seeking answers. Therefore, we encourage you in your dedication and are with you whenever you ask.

Hatonn wanted to share information about how seekers can move forward on their spiritual path at this time. They began by saying in the days ahead you will find that decisions which you as spiritual beings make will be the keynotes to the decisions upon the physical plane which you then must make in order to carry out your spiritual plan, for those of you who have worked on seeking out your own identity, whatever happens to you will be of a different quality and feeling than it will be to others, for it will be seen differently by you, and you will find yourself being changed, and since growth is always painful, you will experience some discomfort emotionally and mentally as you adjust to new conditions of living, but those of you who are destined to live through the first changes, and to be some of those who are as rocks amid the quicksand, will be able to deal with these discomforts in a way that benefits your state of mind. Hatonn went on to say as you know, we are a planetary consciousness, and it is not surprising that we suggest that those of you who desire to aid the planet during these times of change find groups of like-minded people and work as a community, for it is in community that your best abilities to survive and be a center of Light will be realized, but we would not be so specific as to indicate that we can see into the future and say which of you will and which of you will not exist in this density at any particular time, so we are attempting to give you guidelines to follow so that the vibrational change and its after-effects that you are already experiencing will not seem overly traumatic, and they will seem to be a ray of hope, for you will see people turning from their previous sleep and awakening to the brevity of their physical lives and to the next obvious question: “Will I survive the demise of my own physical vehicle?” And this concern in a time of difficulty will have many seeking answers, so we encourage you in your dedication and are with you whenever you ask. On September 15, 2018, Q’uo spoke of the value of seekers of truth to gather together in a community:

Indeed, those who have a similar way of seeking, who are of like mind, may join forces with each other in a manner in which there is, as you have suggested, a formalized arrangement of living, a community that is based upon shared values. If such an arrangement can be agreed upon by such seekers of truth, then you may see the ability to serve as having the magical expression or expansion of that which those of Ra have called “the doubling effect,” so that each entity doubles the ability of each other entity to be of service to those who are the focus of such a community of seekers of truth. Thus, those who wish to offer themselves in a selfless manner, and to blend their energies, and ideals, and inspirations with those who share such ideals are able to be of greater service, for there is a doubling quality with each seeker’s efforts.

We would leave this instrument at this time. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I took a raccoon that I caught in my Hava-Hart trap a few miles away from my home and released it as it was scaring away Faithful, my new outside feral kitty from his food. On my way home I stopped by Feeder’s Supply and bought some cat food, fish food, and bird seed.

This afternoon I went upstairs and washed the windows in all three rooms and at the end of the hall. Then I went outside and used white paint and a small brush to paint over the names on the gravestones for Chloe, Dan D. Lion, and Benny.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 12

The Response Of Worship

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

Worship, worship, worship! This word is important above all others to the pilgrim upon the path of Jesus the Christ. For there is no part in man of the Father if there is no appreciation and Love of the greater self within.

Worship and rejoice!

Worship and confess!

Worship and give praise and thanksgiving!

See the heart attempting to issue more and more refined and intensified emotion and realize that each and every moment of each and every day holds the opportunity of seeing things in such a way as to provoke the response of worship. For all things are worshipful when done mindful of the Father.

O, desirous ones who doubt and seek, worship first and find security after the gamble has been taken. This is the way of the pilgrim.

We leave you in the peace and the Love of Jesus the Christ, both now and evermore. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Laitos, Oxal, and Latwii channelings come from September 8, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Because we are one with you, a part of you, we Love you, my friends, as we would Love our own bodies, our own hearts and our own thoughts, we Love you, my friends. Look around you. Who else in the creation of the Creator loves you? Feast your eyes. Look at the rose that blooms in its enormous wealth of color, and scent, and form because it loves. There is nowhere that you can truly look in the Creation of the Creator that you cannot find Love.

We realize that there is much to be said for the difficult nature of the task of the pilgrim for a pilgrim is one who sets itself to journey consciously. All beings journey unconsciously, but a few in any generation begin to journey in a consciousness understanding of the process of pilgrimage. This makes your existence at once more blessed and more difficult. Blessed, my friends, because you have all the company of heaven to surround you in angelic chorus. Difficult because you know that you cannot react as do those who are unconscious of the process of learning to those things which would undo you but must aim to remain centered.

We give you the idea of the rose, for truly, my friends, your life in this density is very like it. Your bloom, your form, and your scent will please and glorify the Creator and then be gone. What remains, my friends, if you have shown as much love as a simple rose climbing towards the Light, your scent, the odor of your spiritual being will remain. Certainly, you have examples of this in some of your great teachers. Their thoughts, their beings, remaining fresh in memory for many hundreds of your years. All else is and shall be consumed in time.

Laitos wanted to talk to the group about the difficult nature of their spiritual journey in the third density. They began by saying we realize that there is much to be said for the difficult nature of the task of the pilgrim, for a pilgrim is one who sets itself to journey consciously, and all beings journey unconsciously, but a few in any generation begin to journey in a consciousness understanding of the process of pilgrimage, so this makes your existence more blessed and more difficult, and it is blessed because you have all the company of heaven to surround you in an angelic chorus, and it is difficult because you know that you cannot react as do those who are unconscious of the process of learning to those things which would undo you but must aim to remain centered. Laitos went on to say we give you the idea of the rose, for your life in this density is like it because your bloom, your form, and your scent will glorify the Creator and then be gone, but what remains if you have shown as much love as a rose climbing towards the Light is the scent of your spiritual being, and you have examples of this in some of your great teachers with their beings remaining fresh in memory for hundreds of years, so all else shall be consumed in time. On March 21, 1999, Q’uo spoke about the spiritual nature of our being:

We say to you that when your desires come into balance, then it is that you are most liable to experience the harvest and the blooming of faith, for faith is not faith in anything. Faith is simply an attitude which is part of your spiritual being. Faith is that which knows that all is well, and that all will be well. It cannot be gotten at by trust in any other person. It can only be experienced in midair after one has leapt from the precipice safely. In midair one finds oneself marvelously able to cultivate faith, and you will find, as you work with your desires, that there is a place or balance which you will come to recognize. There is a comfort in sensing that one is centered, that one is on the beam, that one is in rhythm and in cooperation with one’s destiny.

We are aware that each of you wishes to do what this instrument would call worldly work but each of you is consciously aware that these needs involve working for the good of the planet to which you have given your beings in this effort. Remember always to first center yourself, to feel the beauty of your own unfolding, the delicate scent of the Love of the Creator that emanates from you in many, many, ways. Do not see yourself in any way except as a channel for Love, the Love of the Creator, my friends. If you can maintain that connection in sincerity, that which you need shall be given unto you.

Then Laitos said we are aware that each of you wishes to do what Carla would call worldly work, but each of you is consciously aware that these needs involve working for the good of the planet to which you have given your beings in this effort, so remember always to first center yourself, to feel the beauty of your own unfolding, the delicate scent of the Love of the Creator that emanates from you in many ways, and do not see yourself in any way except as a channel for Love, the Love of the Creator, so if you can maintain that connection in sincerity, that which you need shall be given unto you. On May 20, 1979, Hatonn spoke of how we can be a channel for Love:

You can allow yourself to be a channel for Love, whatever your circumstance. Sometimes the circumstances you face are so difficult that you may wonder if there is such a thing as Love. And if there is Love, is it given equally to all? If it has a plan, is it, shall we say, just?

But we say to you that, as far as we know, the Creator has a plan that has been worked out between Love itself and that higher part of yourself which you call your spirit. In meditation you become able to communicate intuitively with that part of the creation that is a combination of the finite and the infinite; in this junction lies the plan. Whatever difficulties you may be having, they can be met with Love; and the more deeply committed that you are to finding, feeling, and freely giving to others the Love that is in every situation, the more quickly you will become what you might call a conscious being, controlling your destiny, improving the harmony, aiding the vibration of your life.

I would like to leave this instrument at this time so that one of our friends in the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator may use the other instrument. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. We are very pleased and privileged to be able to make this contact with this instrument tonight. We have been waiting to reestablish this contact and to help this instrument to recognize our vibrations. We are very pleased when we are able to speak a few words through a new instrument.

We have been observing the content of your meditation and are very pleased that we are able to join our vibrations with yours, for your vibrations this evening are of quite angelic nature. We are aware that both of the instruments here this evening are in pursuit of what Hatonn has described as world work, and we would add our blessings and assurances to this effort. We wish to assure each instrument that there are great needs in your world today which you will be asked by your own choice to help meet. There is a crying need for those with the Light and experience of the Light of the infinite Creator to share and shine this Light with your people who are bathed in darkness.

We are aware that many of your people seek sincerely yet inefficiently as they make their own journeys into consciousness. Their inability to fully recognize the Light that shines in their being stems in some part from a lack of what might be called examples of your fellow creatures, for by example much is communicated. Unfortunately, there are too few examples of the Light of the infinite Creator as you travel about in your daily activities. Shine that Light forth with every opportunity that presents itself to you, as you meet and deal with your fellow creatures daily. Be noticed as one who radiates the Love and the peace of the Creator to those who are harried, and worried, and unable to find the center of Light within their own being. By your example you shall remind these that they also are capable of being such sources of Light. It is a noble endeavor to be an example. It is not always easy but is one of the most effective methods of teaching, for it says in an action what a thousand words may fail to say. Therefore, we urge each of you to be as the shining Light that is your Source and to shine your Light about you as you become beacons for your fellow creatures who are lost on dark and stormy seas.

Oxal wanted to speak with the group about how each in the group could be of service to others. They began by saying we have been observing the content of your meditation and are pleased that we are able to join our vibrations with yours, for your vibrations are angelic in nature, and we are aware that both of the instruments here this evening are in pursuit of what Hatonn has described as world work, and we would add our blessings to this effort, so we assure each instrument that there are needs in your world today which you will be asked by your choice to help meet because there is a need for those with the experience of the Light of the Creator to shine this Light with your people who are bathed in darkness. Then Oxal said we are aware that many of your people seek sincerely yet inefficiently as they make their journeys into consciousness, and their inability to fully recognize the Light that shines in their being stems in from a lack of examples of your fellow creatures, for by example much is communicated, but there are few examples of the Light of the Creator as you travel in your daily activities, so shine that Light with every opportunity that presents itself to you, as you deal with your fellow creatures daily, and be noticed as one who radiates the Love and the peace of the Creator to those who are worried and unable to find the center of Light within their being, and by your example you shall remind these that they are capable of being sources of Light, for it is a noble endeavor to be an example, so it is not easy but is one of the most effective methods of teaching, for it says in an action what a thousand words may fail to say, so we urge each of you to be as the shining Light that is your Source and to shine your Light about you as you become beacons for your fellow creatures who are lost on dark and stormy seas. On May 29, 1983, Latwii said that white Light was the source of our being:

When you are able to examine your life and see those expenditures of energy in a balanced fashion, and are able to accept yourself for each distortion, and able to see each as a means of the Creator knowing Itself, and of knowing yourself, and of you knowing the Creator, then you shall find that balance within your being that allows the pure white Love/Light of the one Creator which is your source of being, and which enters your being as a crystal. Then you shall allow that white Light to remain white as it passes through the jewel of your being.

As you notice distortions in your daily life, and have them pointed out to you through your dreams, you see in effect how the white Light is refracted and broken into colors as it passes through your being. That it should remain white is the goal, in one way of speaking, as you learn the lessons of Love and acceptance of all.

We would now leave this instrument. It has been a pleasure and a privilege to be able to share our thoughts with you this evening. I am Oxal. Adonai, my friends. Vasu borragus.

I am Latwii, and I greet you both in Love and Light and am here for the purpose of attempting to answer any question that you may have if you have not yet run out of questions. So, I open myself to you at this time. Do you have a question, my brother?

Jim: Latwii, I was wondering about the concept of tithing and how it works for the individual to give part of the fruits of his or her labors to the larger community or a church. Could you share some of the underlying principles of tithing and who it benefits and how?

I am Latwii and would be glad to share with you our limited ability to speak on this subject, for it has been distorted by many of what this instrument would call fundraising activities until it is barely recognizable as the spiritual exercise which it once was. The original concept, as this instrument herself has stated recently, is that all things come from the Creator, and that any supply material that you may receive is the Creator’s 100%. In giving part of that bounty back to the Creator, no matter how little or how much you can afford to give, you are blessing yourself, for the principle of giving is that those who give shall have a thousand-fold added unto them, but those who keep and hoard will lose all that they have.

The, shall we say, industrialized church business has caused tithing to become a means of being respectable within the society devised by those who attend a meeting on Sundays which makes them feel good. As far as we can tell, your people do not feel blessed at giving to the Creator who gave them the other 90 or 95% of what they have received as material supplies. Instead, they are concerned at the loss of the 5% or the 10%. The basic principle, however, is that tithing helps only one person, and that is you, for it puts you in a right relationship between your work and your Creator. For work is a way of manifesting the original Thought of Love, and these manifestations may then be turned to whatever end you feel is closest to working toward the ends which you feel the Creator would have the centers of prayer and Light approach.

Jim asked: “I was wondering about the concept of tithing and how it works for the individual to give part of the fruits of his or her labors to the larger community or a church. Could you share some of the underlying principles of tithing and who it benefits and how?” Latwii replied by saying the original concept, as Carla has stated is that all things come from the Creator, and that any supply that you may receive is 100% the Creator’s, so in giving part of that bounty back to the Creator, no matter how little or how much you give, you are blessing yourself, for the principle of giving is that those who give shall have a thousand-fold added unto them, but those who keep what they have will lose all that they have. Then Latwii said the industrialized church business has caused tithing to become a means of being respectable within the society devised by those who attend a meeting on Sundays which makes them feel good, and your people do not feel blessed in giving to the Creator who gave them the other 90 or 95% of what they have received as money, for they are concerned at the loss of the 5% or the 10%, so the basic principle is that tithing helps only one person, and that is you, for it puts you in a right relationship between your work and your Creator, for work is a way of manifesting the original prayer and Light, and these manifestations may then be turned to whatever end you feel is closest to working toward the ends which you feel the Creator would have the centers of prayer and Light approach. On January 6, 1980, Latwii revealed how we may find the truth of our relationship with the Creator:

When you go within, in your meditation, and invoke the Light of your Creator you will find the truth, whether we have inspired you to meditate, whether it may be another source of a spiritual nature, or whether it may be simple misfortune which causes you to contemplate the meaning of your existence. The truth is not in our hands nor in the hands of other spiritual guides, nor in the hands of fate. The truth is truth. And it will forever be before you, a beacon of Light. And you will forever follow it, learning and sharing with each other that which you gather, harvests of Light along a road which leads onward.

The money itself cannot help anyone but you. The organization to which you offer your manifested energy, and work, and money must then feel the conscious aliveness of this gift from the heart and work with it to fulfill the desires of the participants in this giving. Then and only then do you find the organization itself multiplying as does the fortune of the giver. Then and only then do you find the exchange of love that erases any hint of money-raising, and instead observes tithing or giving some portion of your worldly bounty as a form of recognition that if the Creator has given you 100% of all that you are and all that you have, it is a right relationship with the Creator to give back to the Creator, then a certain amount of that which, through the Creator’s grace, you have garnered and reaped.

Now Latwii said the money itself cannot help anyone but you, and the organization to which you offer your money must then feel the conscious aliveness of this gift from the heart and work with it to fulfill the desires of the participants in this giving, for only then do you find the organization itself multiplying as does the fortune of the giver, and only then do you find the exchange of love that erases any hint of money-raising, and instead observes tithing some portion of your worldly bounty as a form of recognition that if the Creator has given you 100% of all that you are, and all that you have, it is a right relationship with the Creator to give back to the Creator a certain amount of that which, through the Creator’s grace, you have garnered and reaped. On July 18, 1976, Hatonn described how our personal relationship with the Creator is the right one for us:

But, my friends, in addition to meditation you need to bring that feeling into your life as you live it, moment by moment. We have said to you before: attempt to form a personal relationship with the Creator, seek the Creator as you would a trusted friend, love the Creator as you would love the most beloved friends you could ever have. True emotion that comes from the heart, personal, deep-felt emotion, is necessary in order to bring to your consciousness the realization that in the Creator you are dealing with the single most important relationship of your life.

Allow the love for the Creator to build and become more and more personal, more and more real, more and more felt. And then, take that sweet feeling and live it day-to-day. Feel the immediacy of that Creator and share it with the people you meet. This is the secret, my friends. If you can approach each person as someone who is the Creator and whom you may be privileged to serve, your troubles will sort themselves out before you. For Love is always reflected in Love.

May we answer you further my brother?

Jim: That was very enlightening, Latwii. I appreciate that. I just have one other question of another nature. Um. It is of a personal nature, and you may not be able to give me any information on this, but I’ll ask anyway. Somewhere within my being, I remember being in a state of bliss, moving into a state of what seemed to be disharmony and almost Hell in comparison, and I was fearful that I would get lost in this hellish state, and I remember a voice saying, “It is OK. You won’t get lost, you can come back.” I am wondering if you can shed any light on the origin of that feeling within my being?

I am Latwii. Yes, my brother. We understand, and we feel that you already understand enough of the answer that we will not infringe upon your free will by dealing with this question at this time.

Jim: I understand. I thank you, and that’s the only question that I have for this evening. Thank you very much.

Latwii: You are very welcome, my brother. At this time, if there are no more questions from you, I would transfer this contact to you in order that this instrument may ask a question of me through you. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument and would be very pleased to attempt to answer a question from our sister. Do you have a question?

Carla: Yes, Latwii, I do. As you know, I am working with a friend to attempt to help him to get as much as I can offer him of lessons that I have learned from working with the energies of the Brotherhood over a period of years. Is it possible for you to suggest to me things of which I may not have thought that I may be able to help him further?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question and would answer by suggesting that your own efforts in this sharing which you have undertaken have been of a very positive and productive nature. We feel that you have truly given of yourself and have done so in an unselfish manner. Our only suggestion for further sharing would be to continue your true concern for the welfare of this entity and to consider carefully how your future sharing will affect this entity’s right of free will to learn by his own efforts so that your sharings are in harmony with his right of free will. We would attempt to state this somewhat more clearly through this instrument. We would suggest entering more of the concept of personal direction for this entity and less dependence upon your efforts.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Could you be more specific?

I am Latwii, and we will attempt to be more specific without infringing upon your own free will. We have suggested that your sharings have been quite positive and of an uplifting nature. We would now suggest that future sharings, to be also of an uplifting nature, might concentrate more upon helping the entity to help himself rather than to depend upon your efforts.

Carla: That is what I wish to do but I’m not sure how to go about it.

I am Latwii. We wish that we could be more specific with the details of your sharing efforts, but we must suggest that the very specific particulars must be of your own origination.

Carla: Possibly talking with the one known as Jim might be fruitful.

 I am Latwii: Yes.

Carla: Thank you, Latwii.

I am Latwii. And we thank you. Did you have another question?

Carla: No, that was it for the night. Thank you very much.

I am Latwii and would now leave this instrument. As always, we leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves between the fishpond and the street into a pile. Then I filled seven garbage cans with the leaves. Then I came back inside my home and arranged the six additional chairs in the living room in preparation for our public channeling meditation this afternoon.

This afternoon our public channeling meditation began at 1 pm with our round-robin where each attendee says their name, where they are from, and what recent experiences have had the most spiritual meaning for them. During the channeling session there were a number of questions asked such as the densities of creation, entities from other galaxies traveling through our galaxy, the sense of self-worth and how it could be increased, how one can know that self-worth had been achieved, and how do we know that we are traveling out spiritual path. It was great to have so many open-hearted seekers of truth in my living room.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 11

Newness And Clarity

Greetings in the consciousness of the Love of Christ.

We are the Spirit of that Love in the vibration which comforts this instrument. We find this instrument’s vocal apparatus ready to serve and her desire strong. And we find one more element which improves this child’s opportunities for being of true service. That is that there is little preparation made beforehand as to what this moment of contact will bring.

It is an uncomfortable way to enter into acts of communication and yet it bears the stamp of the consciousness of Christ. For the essence of Love is freedom. The less guessing that you offer about what shape the communication will take, the greater scope the mind has to accept information.

Seek, then, to put on the nakedness of no expectation, and remove from yourselves the clumsy, heavy shoes of fantasy and design and feel the burst of newness and clarity spring through into your conversations.

Peace be with you, now and always.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from September 7, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet each of you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We send special Love to all of those who are present tonight, especially those who are new to this group or whom we have not seen for some time. It is a great privilege to blend our vibrations with yours. May we give our thanks to the one known as W, for had he not removed the young one from your midst, we would not have been able to speak, for he did not desire our presence at this time.

We would talk to you this evening about desire. Perhaps, my friends, you have heard of those who go on safari and to exotic places, discover remote islands, find new frontiers of learning, and it is an open question why some people do these things and others do not. Few are the people who are driven, and this, my friends, is one of your planet’s deepest problems. For you are all conscious beings and your desire, whatever it may be, should hopefully be clear enough to you that you are literally driven to pursue it. We are not speaking here of one type of desire being better than another, for we find no elite among your people. All are one with the Creator. All are equal. We can, however, see simple differences in the patterns and the energies that surround some of your people, some of your people who have decided to pursue that which they desire.

And what, my friends, might be the mechanism for discovering your true desire? You can think, and conjugate, and plan, and it will come to very little. To know your true desire, you must know yourself. And so, my friends, the journey is not to an exotic island or on a safari. The journey is inward to your heart, to that spark of love which holds the plan for you and for your universe and for your journey.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of desire. They began by saying we would talk to you this evening about desire, and you have heard of those who go to exotic places to find new frontiers of learning, and it is an open question why some people do these things, and others do not, for few are the people who are driven, and this is one of your planet’s deepest problems, for you are conscious beings, and your desire should be clear enough to you that you are driven to pursue it, but we are not speaking of one type of desire being better than another, for we find no elite among your people, and all are equally one with the Creator, but we can see differences in the patterns and the energies that surround some of your people who have decided to pursue that which they desire. Hatonn went on to ask what might be the mechanism for discovering your true desire? Hatonn said you can think and plan, but it will come to very little because to know your true desire, you must know yourself, so the journey is not to an exotic island, for the journey is inward to your heart, to that spark of Love which holds the plan for your universe and for your journey. On April 19, 1974, Hatonn spoke about the nature of our true desire:

What you are seeking is understanding. The fire and the energy with which you seek it is drawn from within the very marrow of your eternal reality. Your true desire is to seek this understanding. This understanding, in turn, my friends, that we are attempting to aid you in becoming aware of is very, very simple. It is, in fact, unitary. There is only One.

This unity, within which the entire Creation resides, is whole, complete, unbreakable and transcendent of all illusion. Therefore, my friends, it is the most impossible thing to conceive of within the boundaries of your intellect and your consciousness within the physical.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to the one known as Jim. I am Hatonn.

(Jim channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument and greet you once again in the Love and Light of the infinite Creator. It has been our privilege and pleasure to address groups such as this one for some time now. In our messages, we seek to share that vibration of Love which lies within each of your beings. We seek through these messages to serve each of your people, for service is our way of expressing the Love of the Creator, and we hope in these meditations and messages that we might be of some inspiration to each who hears our message; that each might for one more moment seek ever more deeply inward. For that is a journey which so few of your people have sought to make but which so many are in need of sharing and experiencing with each other.

We look upon your planet and see great turmoil. We see the seeking and the striving every day in the material world for the things which many think will bring them peace of mind. We look and we see that such seeking offers so little in the final analysis. For how much of the things of your world are required before peace of mind is achieved? My friends, great things have been built, and won, and gathered in one empire or another, and yet those in whose rule the empire rests have found no peace of mind. My friends, we would once again suggest that meditation upon the inner journey might serve you well as you seek peace of mind; as you seek your Source; as you seek Love. We have spoken many times upon this subject, for we believe that Love, though so obvious in its power, is so little understood by your people. And we hope that upon your journey you will include daily meditation to seek inward for that spark of the divine Creator which we all share, each with the other.

Now Hatonn wanted to share the concept of the Love of the Creator with the group. They began by saying in our messages, we seek to share that vibration of Love which lies within each of your beings, and we seek through these messages to serve each of your people, for service is our way of expressing the Love of the Creator, and we hope in these meditations and messages that we might be of inspiration to each who hears our message, so that each might for one moment seek more deeply inward, for that is a journey which so few of your people have sought to make, but which so many are in need of experiencing with each other. Then Hatonn said we look upon your planet and see great turmoil, and we see the seeking every day in the material world for the things which many think will bring them peace of mind, but we see that such seeking offers little in the final analysis, for how much of the things of your world are required before peace of mind is achieved? Then Hatonn said great things have been gathered in one empire or another, and yet those in whose rule the empire rests have found no peace of mind, so we would suggest that meditation upon the inner journey might serve you well as you seek peace of mind and your Source of Love, and we have spoken many times upon this subject, for we believe that Love, though obvious in its power, is little understood by your people, and we hope that upon your journey you will include daily meditation to seek inward for that spark of the divine Creator which we all share with each other. On July 5, 1981, Hatonn described the value of our seeking the Love of the Creator:

My sister, we would answer you by saying that to seek the Love of the infinite Creator in each moment of your life is the greatest service and the greatest learning that can be accomplished upon your plane, for it is the lesson of this dimension to discover the Love of the Creator within all that is experienced within the self, within the life, within the family, within the community, within each activity, each experience and there is, shall we say, an infinite amount of time to discover this Love.

At this time, we will leave this instrument and transfer contact back to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am again with this instrument. My friends, so often you discount your own worth. We do not wish to praise you for your humanity, your personality, your intellect, but for yourself. Those things which I have just described are as clothing as you go into meditation. As you desire to know yourself and the Creator, strip off those things which limit you. Remove them gently, for they serve you well. Then bathe in the clean waters of the tranquil silence of the universal Thought. And come to rest in the heart of Love. There you will find food and drink for your spirit. Parched and hungry though it may be, there is a never-ending supply of Love for each of you—of courage, of innocence, of kindness, of all those things that you would like to add to your wardrobe.

But, my friends, they are not clothing, they must come from the heart. They must come from yourself. Your ego, your personality, your intellect, can never display to others that which you wish. Therefore, my friends, let it all go and rest in Love, with no name, no reputation, no learning, for Love is the greatest force and the greatest knowledge that you can possibly attain, and you cannot reach it with your mind, with your ego, with your personality. It is a matter of desire. We who are travelers upon that path hold our hand out to you. Many of us come from a distance. Some of us from other dimensions. But we are all here for one purpose, to hold out that hand to you and to say, “Fellow traveler, be not so weary that you forget to desire love.”

Here Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the concept of self-worth. So, Hatonn said often you discount your own worth, and we do not wish to praise you for your personality or your intellect, but for yourself, for those things which I have just described are as clothing as you go into meditation, and as you desire to know yourself and the Creator, strip off those things which limit you, so remove them gently, for they serve you well, and then bathe in the clean waters of the tranquil silence of the universal Thought and come to rest in the heart of Love, for there you will find food and drink for your spirit, parched and hungry though it may be, there is a never-ending supply of Love for each of you—of courage, of innocence, of kindness, of all those things that you would like to add to your wardrobe. Hatonn continued by saying they are not clothing, for they must come from the heart and from yourself because your personality and your intellect can never display to others that which you wish, so let it all go and rest in Love, not in reputation or learning, for Love is the greatest knowledge that you can possibly attain, and you cannot reach it with your mind or with your personality, for it is a matter of desire, so we who are travelers upon that path hold our hand out to you, and many of us come from other dimensions, but we are all here for one purpose: to hold out our hand to you and to say, “Fellow traveler, be not so weary that you forget to desire Love.” On June 7, 1992, Q’uo spoke of why we may rest in Love:

Leaning upon one word, Love, one may learn a great deal about ethics. In your own way, you aid the infinite creation in its path. Each individual’s consciousness, if it rests in Love, is more and more a part of that infinite, eternal, constant creation of the Creator. As the whirlwind within the mind and emotions of living calms itself, and spiritual maturity advances, that part of each self that is of the infinite Creator and is an holograph of the infinite creation begins to manifest itself without words. Yet, this manifestation of Love, flowing through one in infinite measure, gives to those entities whose discipline has been towards maturity an authority that makes it unnecessary to attempt to control, in most cases. For, as one is more and more the authority over the vagaries of the human self, just so does the heart within that self find itself peaceful and open and, therefore, a shuttle through which the Love of the infinite One may flow freely.

I will leave this instrument now, for Latwii is waiting eagerly to speak. I leave you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I am known to you as the consciousness of Hatonn. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

I am Latwii, and I greet each of you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. I was attempting to contact the one known as Jim, however, there was some difficulty due to the imagination of his mind, therefore we will try again and hopefully speak to you now through the one known to you as Jim. I am Latwii.

(Jim channeling)

I am Latwii, and I am with this instrument, and we greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a pleasure and a privilege to be able to speak a few words through this instrument. We would now like to ask if any of you listening to our words would have questions to ask. If so, we would be most happy to attempt to answer. Is there any question?

Questioner: I would like to know if on your plane or level of existence, if there’s male and female entities?

I am Latwii, and we would assure you my sister, that upon our level of vibration we do, indeed, have what are termed male and female entities, though in a somewhat different mode than upon your plane. We are paired according to our vibratory similarities, for as we exist as vibrations of Light, we are able through our perceptions to discern the vibrations of our mates and the similarity or match, so to speak, so that we are mated in a very harmonious manner.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: I would like to know if you think there is any significance to astrology as it is practiced on Earth as far as finding the right mate?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. We would answer you, my sister, by saying that, indeed, the science of astrology is quite useful as a tool for selecting a mate when used with precision. Unfortunately, as with all tools, it is quite easy to misuse a tool and therefore we would suggest to those who would seek to use astrology for any particular purpose to search carefully within their own being for the harmonious feeling of unity with whatever interpretation that you are using or experimenting with. For many have grains of truth but are wrought with some distortion. We would suggest that to find the most precise and effective means of using astrology, to seek within your own being and to ask if your technique is meant for you.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, that’s fine, thank you.

Questioner: Can you recommend a good book on astrology?

I am Latwii. My brother, we would answer by suggesting that the research into the particular book might best be made by the individual seeking, for that is an important part of the journey, to seek and to sort between one interpretation and another. It would not be proper for us to make this selection for you.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: No, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Can you tell me anything about the person or the being that came to the barn Friday night? Just came to the door and left?

I am Latwii. My sister, we cannot at this time give any information concerning the particular situation but again we would suggest that you seek within for the answer which you seek. We are sorry when we are unable to give a specific piece of information, but we value highly the individual free will in the experiencing of your reality and are quite careful to choose those pieces of information which we may share without violating your free will.

Is there another question?

Questioner: Does my friend R know anything about reading Tarot cards?

I am Latwii. Again, my brother, we must suggest that it would not be proper to comment upon one’s abilities as they may be manifested. It is for those who wish to enjoy this individual in his activities to decide whether he has ability.

Questioner: Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: Would it be possible for Earth people to become like you are in possibly another reincarnation?

I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. My sister, we would say to you that, indeed, for all of the inhabitants of Earth such an opportunity is being held wide open, that the opportunity to advance in your manifestation and experiencing of the Love of the infinite Creator is within each of your beings. That is why we feel it is of utmost importance for each of your people to seek within for that spark of Love which shall Light the way on their journey. And their journey shall take them many places, and their journey shall indeed result in the reaping of a harvest for each. For it is the time upon your plane for the harvest of the crop. The seeds long have been sown, the seeds of the divine Creator, the seeds within all of Creation. Many have fallen on barren ground. Many have fallen on ground which has been tended somewhat, yet some weeds grow. Few have fallen on fertile ground, but we assure you that within each of your beings the fertile ground to sow such seeds exists and the opportunity to more fully and completely experience the Love of the Creator is available.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: Thank you. Not right now.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Carla: I had an unusual occurrence in choir practice this morning and contemplated and wondered if you could confirm my analysis of it?

I am Latwii. And, my sister, we would answer you by saying that your own analysis is indeed your correct answer.

Carla: Thank you.

Latwii: Is there another question?

Questioner: I saw what is called a “crazer” last night and would like to know if you can say anything about that?

I am Latwii. My brother, we would answer you by saying it would not be proper at this time to describe the phenomenon which you are aware of. We are again sorry not to be able to give specific information of this nature.

Is there another question?

Questioner: I have been reading a lot about the Illuminati and hearing about international bankers. Do they exist, are they the same, are they different? Are their motives what are supposedly given them by the writers?

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question, and we would answer by saying that upon the stage of your planet there are many players. Some have roles which appear to be very heavy, very dark and to be of the nature of darkness, of that which you refer to as the Illuminati. There are many who are swayed and polarized toward the dark part of the spectrum, toward the dark experience of separation from the Creator. Indeed, each within your planetary vibration at one time or another does experience and express this dark force. Each time you meet a fellow creature and fail to recognize the divinity that resides within, each time you turn your face from the Light of the infinite Creator, you are polarized in the direction of darkness or negativity. And this does indeed create an energy which can be tapped into, so to speak, and used to lure others in that direction.

We would suggest that should such beings indeed exist upon your plane, a most important consideration is how you, yourself, live your own life; how you are able to manifest the vibration of love. For, my friends, love is that force which encompasses all.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Questioner: No, Latwii. It’s a great relief to know that I don’t have to get paranoid.

Latwii: We are very happy to ease your mind. May we answer another question?

[Someone blows their nose in the background, followed by laughter.]

We are greatly enjoying the vibrations of this group. We enjoy laughter quite heartily and join you in your mirth.

Questioner: Latwii, I have a question. As a community, we are about to embark in a cooperative manner together. Could you advise us relative to this endeavor? Are we acting at the right time? In other words, are we acting too soon? Are we acting too late? Is it the right time to be doing what we are doing?

Latwii: I am Latwii, and I am aware of your question. My brother, we would suggest it is never too soon, never too late to join in love, to join in cooperation, that whatever endeavor you seek to carry out together, that you join your energies as closely as possible with each other, with the infinite Creator that you seek amongst yourselves, the council of your wisdom. That you seek to manifest to the best of your ability the love that resides in each of your beings. Ask yourselves these question and within your cooperative experience the answers will become very apparent. We cannot council you specifically for you have the answers within your shared experience.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question?

Questioner: I would like to know more about the nature of the type of life or nervous system or whatever you are manifesting in relation to what we experience here.

I am Latwii, and am aware of your question. We would have great difficulty explaining precisely our experience of reality through this particular instrument for his mind is not furnished with the necessary concepts, and it is also limiting to be forced to use words, but can only answer by saying that we exist as vibration of Light and our experience is one which enables us to create by thought all that we need in the way of material things or things of a mass nature.

Questioner: What kind of things of a material nature do you need?

Latwii: We occasionally make transitions to lower densities such as your own and are able to materialize any object that we need in order to navigate through such densities.

May we answer you further?

Questioner: Well, could you do that now? I mean, if you wanted to.

Latwii: If there was such a need, it would indeed be possible. May we answer you further?

Questioner: I was just wondering. Thank you. Do you occasionally manifest bodies in order to perform things here? Perform actions here on Earth?

Latwii: Yes. May we answer you further?

Questioner: Have you done this yourself recently?

Latwii: We have been long absent from your third dimension. May we answer you further?

Questioner: Well, come on down!

Latwii: We appreciate the invitation. May we take what this instrument would call a rain check?

Questioner: Well that would be fine. I understand if you are busy and all.

Latwii: Our business frequently takes us on jaunts, and we will keep this particular destination in mind for future journeys.

Questioner: OK. We could also use some help on our workshop.

Latwii: Is there another question that we might attempt to answer?

Questioner: Is there a cure to allergies?

Latwii: I am Latwii, and we would suggest that allergies are indeed difficult to deal with upon your plane, and we sympathize greatly. Is there another question?

[Pause]

I am Latwii, and we would suggest that if there are no further questions we would take our leave of this instrument. We wish to express our great gratitude and happiness at being able to share a few of our thoughts with your meditation group. It has been a joy to blend our vibrations with yours. I am known to you as Latwii and I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my backpack blower and began blowing leaves into a pile in the front yard to be put in garbage cans for yard waste pickup, but I was only able to get about 30 minutes of blowing done before I stopped for lunch.

This afternoon I went outside and finished blowing the leaves in the front yard into a pile. Then I put the leaves into three full garbage cans and about a quarter of the fourth garbage can with the plan of finishing the leaf blowing in the area between the fishpond and the pet cemetery tomorrow morning.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 10

See Love Within The Self

I am of the principle of the Love of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

We ask you to use the eyes of Love to look upon yourself at this time. See the principle of Love which sustains the physical body with the breathing, the movement of the blood which gives life to the body, the movement of your digestive processes which offers to the body nutriment, those cleansing and purifying forces of body which carefully remove those things harmful to the body and eliminate them.

Know and feel that the Spirit of the living Christ dwells in this good body, this healthful, lively clothing of flesh.

Gaze at the inward thoughts and shed upon them the Light of living Love. Praise those tendencies within the self which tend toward the Love of Christ and its reflection within the thoughts of each and every moment. Come into a state of Love with the self, acceptance and praise of the self, knowing that the Creator moves through each part of the body, every portion of the mind.

Then, and only then, armed with a Love of self in Christ, gaze outward and see Christ in every body, every mind, and every yearning soul. It is your choice to Love and invite, with every portion of will, the viewpoint of Love towards self and all.

We are with you in peace, both now and always. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for this session comes from September 6, 1980:

Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We have been with you in meditation and enjoying the serene gentleness of your vibrations. We wish only to say a few words to hopefully aid you in your thinking this day and, of course, to answer any questions that you may wish to have sent out as streams of Light from the living fountain, with crystal purity in your very heart.

Each of your souls has traveled infinite dimensions and taken many, many directions to reach this point in your evolution of spirit. You could have passed by this vibration and chosen another, for your travels have been extensive and your journeys many. This one plucked your attention, and in the end plucked you from the one true fountain into a smaller fountain, a shadow of the water of the Creator. And as you move about in this water that is half Creator and half made by humans, you know that it is not the true living water of the Creator’s fountain. Yet know within yourself that your stream of life runs clear. True and free from blemish or stain. You desire to cleanse yourself, then do so, my friends, from the inside to the out, cleansing your thoughts and purifying your emotions. Let your actions then be a delight unto you and a service to the Creator.

At this time we would transfer to the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

(Don channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. I shall continue using this instrument. As you journey, through what you call time and space, you will have, as you have had, many experiences. These experiences, as you know, mold what you call your personalities. It is necessary, if you are to become what you wish to be, to aid the experiences in molding your personalities. This is the path of the master. This is a very important step. If you can remember to aid the experiences that you have, regardless of how trivial, to affect the complete mold of what you wish to become then you will become that thing.

I shall repeat this. It is very difficult to remember all of the time. If you can remind yourself of this simple process, each time you speak, act, or think, my friends, your progress will be continuous. Do not underestimate the consequence of thought. Apply this principle to each thought you have. Decide whether it is a thought of a master. If it is not, correct it. Do the same for each action and each word you speak. Self-analysis is a continuing and all-important step in your self-education. You are now at the position your self-education is possible and necessary. We are also at the same position in the evolution of our thought.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the nature of our spiritual journey. They began by saying as you journey through time and space, you will have, as you have had, many experiences, and these experiences mold your personalities, so it is necessary, if you are to become what you wish to be, to aid the experiences in molding your personalities, for this is the path of the master, and it is an important step, so if you can remember to aid the experiences that you have, regardless of how trivial, to affect the complete mold of what you wish to become then you will become that thing. Hatonn went on to say it is difficult to remember all of the time, but if you can remind yourself of this simple process, each time you speak, act, or think, your progress will be continuous, so do not underestimate the consequence of thought, and apply this principle to each thought you have, and decide whether it is a thought of a master, but if it is not, correct it, and do the same for each action and each word you speak, for self-analysis is a continuing and all-important step in your self-education because you are now at the position your self-education is possible and necessary, and we are also at the same position in the evolution of our thought. On September 15, 1985, L/Leema spoke of the nature of our spiritual journey:

You have asked how one may become aware of the incarnational programming, the lessons, the services. To be constantly aware and to learn in a conscious fashion does, indeed, require a great deal of desire, a great deal of your time, and a great deal of your effort. Most upon your planetary surface progress in their evolutionary patterns in an unconscious fashion, shall we say, for either they have not the awareness that such can be accomplished or they have not the desire to follow it. It will take effort to make room in the daily round of activities, to assess these activities, and to use them as the food for your spiritual journey. Whether you do this in a conscious fashion or not, you shall still proceed upon that same path, perhaps at a reduced speed, shall we say.

We will at this time transfer this contact.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and am with this instrument. We have been speaking about the journey which each of you are proceeding upon, the journey towards mastering of your own being. We hope that we may further inspire your efforts by our simple thoughts, for we wish to be of service on this most important of journeys. It is necessary at this time for your people to experience the urgency of making such a journey, of making such an investment of effort, for the investments which most of your people have made in this world of yours will not pay great dividends. We hope to be able to point a direction for future investments for the journey inward.

The path of mastering is that effort, is that investment of energy which shall reap the only rewards which sustain the true self. Each of your people seeks in some way to build a firm foundation of being that will sustain their consciousness, that will provide a source of security. We would suggest that the journey of the one known as Jesus is the example that has been placed before your people. We would hope that such a journey, such an example, would inspire each upon your plane to reproduce that effort. Unfortunately, my friends, it has been seldom attempted by your people. We are hopeful that as the times of change draw ever nearer, more of your people will become aware of the urgency of making the inner journey, the inner preparations for transition. The world in which you live provides constant impetuses to remind you that each person you meet is as yourself, as each is as sacred and divine as the original Thought from which each springs.

We would at this time ask if there are any questions which we might attempt to answer through this instrument. Are there any questions?

Carla: Yes, Hatonn, I would like to know the significance of the two hawks that we saw this morning.

I am Hatonn, and would answer you, my sister, by saying that these particular hawks are as emissaries of the divine Being from which we also are sprung. And these particular emissaries were sent to wish you well and to communicate the blessings upon your new center and residence and the efforts which you shall make in this new location as emissaries yourselves of this divine Being as the One from which we all originate.

May we answer you further?

Carla: Yes, two more questions. Was there any significance to their mating?

Hatonn: The significance of the mating is the creation of the new effort, the effort to help those within your world who seek light but have known only darkness. The mating is the blending of the old with the new resulting in the offspring that is your work.

May we answer you further, my sister?

Carla: Yes, if it would not be beyond the right of me to know, I would like to know whether these hawks are biological or mechanical in construct.

Hatonn: We would answer you simply by saying these were biological creatures, in service to the divine Creator.

Carla: Thank you, Hatonn.

Hatonn: Is there another question?

Carla: Not from me, thank you.

Haonn: I am Hatonn. If there are no further questions, we would take our leave of this instrument and leave, as always, in the love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am Hatonn. Adonai, my friends.

This morning I went to Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. Then I went to Walgreen’s Drug Store and bought some Pepsi-Zero. When I got home I used the garden hose and sprayer to clean the filters on the fishpond.

This afternoon I drove to Mount Sterling, Kentucky to visit my neighbor who has been in a care home there for the last three months after taking a fall and injuring her forehead earlier this spring. I showed her pictures of her bird feeders and the flowers around them, and I showed her a video of a buck deer drinking water out of the bird bath in my back yard because she has always love watching deer eat the bird seed that I threw on the ground for them when she was living at home. We talked about the new venue that L/L Research has for our Homecoming Gatherings has in central Kentucky. Then we talked about her grandchildren, where they are, and what they are doing. It was so good to see how well she is doing now, and I told her that I would come to see her again next month.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 9

Rest In That Peace

I am of the principle of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of unconditional Love.

To this instrument comes Light. To each comes Light. To each also comes the appearance of darkness, shadow, and penumbra.

Jesus the Christ promised that we who comfort would be with each seeker until the end of the age. His promise is being kept most devotedly, most persistently, and most joyfully. The waves of consciousness are moved by tides through which it is not necessary to move if there be that self within which may say, “Peace, be still.”

Allow the morning Light to be a symbol to you of the hope and the faith that calms the sea of reaction, distortion, and upset. In an ultimate sense, all is well, and all will be well.

Rest in that peace and allow the waters to move as they will, teaching, with every tide, one more lesson in Love.

We are always with you. We who comfort hold you always in our arms. Become aware of us but know that we shall not change for you the tide, but only comfort you as you make your progress upon the sea of consciousness.

We leave you in the peace and Love of Jesus the Christ, both now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from September 4, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the Infinite Creator. We have been attempting to speak through the one known as Don, and we will again attempt to speak through him at this time. I am Hatonn.

[One-minute pause]

(Don channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of our Infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege once more. It is always a privilege. Why do I say it is a privilege, my friends? My friends, service is always a privilege. This is our service to you, those of you who walk in service on your planet. We are limited in contacting you, and only certain techniques can be used at this time. These techniques must always be, shall I say, rejected. That is, an individual does not have to accept our contact. Even the channel does not have to accept our contact. Information in your language, is made available for you to ponder. It is then an individual’s decision as to whether to use the information, or to reject it and select other information or to select no information at all.

Many of your people do not select information. They simply move their minds in a way that has been described for you by those of their immediate society. These people are in a state of mind that has not yet awakened to seeking. Many of them are on the verge of seeking; however, they may stay in that condition or state for their entire incarnation. Many are awakened to seeking by one religious group or another. Many are awakened to seeking in a personal experience. However, my friends, it is the individual seeking that is important – not the information, not the religious group, or not the particular experience that creates the conditions. The seeking itself, my friends, is the important factor. For without the seeking, there is no real growth in spirit. Seeking must come first, my friends. Seeking must come in order to make the information be made available for use. Without the seeking, the information is of no value. It is truly written: seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

Hatonn wanted to let the group know that they were glad to help people become conscious seekers of truth. They began by saying this is our service to those of you who walk in service on your planet, but we are limited in contacting you, and only certain techniques can be used at this time, and these techniques must be rejected, so an individual does not have to accept our contact, and even the channel does not have to accept our contact, for information in your language is made available for you to ponder, and it is then an individual’s decision as to whether to use the information, or to reject it and select other information, or to select no information at all. Then Hatonn said many of your people do not select information, but they move their minds in a way that has been described for you by those of their society, so these people are in a state of mind that has not yet awakened to seeking, and many of them are on the verge of seeking, but they may stay in that condition for their entire incarnation, but many are awakened to seeking by one religious group, or seeking in a personal experience, but it is the individual seeking that is the important factor, so without the seeking there is no real growth in spirit, and seeking must come first in order to make the information available for use, for without the seeking the information is of no value, and it is truly written: seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you. On March 2, 1974, Hatonn spoke of the value of our individual seeking of the truth:

We are grateful for those such as yourselves who would join with us and bring this truth to people on Earth at this time. However, we caution you that we have discovered that people upon this planet are difficult to teach. Therefore, it is necessary that the individual seeking to aid us in our endeavor to increase the awareness of those of this planet do it only after they have availed themselves to the understanding that is necessary through their daily meditation. When they are ready to join with us in a direct effort to help those of their fellow seekers who seek their aid, at that time they will be aware of their readiness, for it will be apparent to them in their meditations.

This is the tried and true method of development for the individual who has made the transition from the stagnant or sleeping awareness to an awake or seeking awareness. It is only when the individual has made the decision to seek on their own, to look for that which will create its own evolution in the spirit. It is only at this time, that it is possible to make useful information available to them. My friends, you can take every esoteric or metaphysical book upon your planet today and make them available to an individual who is not seeking, and it will be of no effect. The individual first must choose to seek. Then, you may provide them with information.

The method currently in use upon your planet caused a [inaudible], shall we say, position in the evolutionary process in your [inaudible], the method currently in use to provide very large amounts of partially hidden information. The information, my friends, is generally, readily available; but it is partially hidden. Sometimes you think that the dissertations through a channel are much too verbose and wordy. This is, my friend, a part of the hiding process. It is necessary to seek if one is to find. It is necessary to seek that part of the communication that we give you, or make use of it in your own way; just as it is necessary to seek that part of the information hidden in texts or volumes available to you, so that you can interpret in your own way, and decide which parts are meaningful and which parts are, shall we say, simply a matrix of varying information.

Hatonn went on to say this is the true method of development for the individual who has made the transition from the sleeping awareness to seeking awareness, and it is only when the individual has made the decision to seek for that which will create its own evolution in the spirit, so it is only at this time that it is possible to make useful information available to them, for you can take every metaphysical book upon your planet today and make them available to an individual who is not seeking, and it will be of no effect, for the individual first must choose to seek, and then you may provide them with information. Hatonn continued by saying the method currently in use upon your planet caused a [inaudible] position in the evolutionary process in your [inaudible], the method currently in use to provide very large amounts of partially hidden information, and the information is readily available, but it is partially hidden, so sometimes you think that dissertations through a channel are too wordy, and this is a part of the hiding process because it is necessary to seek if one is to find, and it is necessary to seek that part of the communication that we give you just as it is necessary to seek that part of the information hidden in texts or volumes available to you, so that you can decide which parts are meaningful and which parts are a matrix of varying information. On May 18, 2019, Q’uo described the nature of our evolutionary process:

The unknown is always available to any seeker of truth who wishes to move forward in its spiritual path. This is the nature of the process of seeking. However, at certain points in the evolutionary process of planets and cycles, there is an enhancement of that which is always ongoing—the ability to welcome and enjoy the more and more purely streaming Love and Light of the One Infinite Creator. This time, this cusp in which there is much greater opportunities available to each seeker, this time of growth and cyclical change, is much as the mountain that seems so tall, the ocean that seems so deep, the challenge that seems so daunting. Each seeker has lived a life of preparation for this time, and this is the time when each of you is aware that that which is the purpose of your incarnation, may be fulfilled.

We would suggest, when in approaching portions of your population, what you might call a missionary effort, that you do so in a manner so as to keep uppermost the essence of the technique I have just outlined. It is not possible to force feed, shall I say, entities information. It is only possible to tantalize, shall I say, those who have reached that position in thought and understanding. Seeking is required if one is to be tantalized by, what you might call, the advertising that you, as a holder of information, bring forth. Generally speaking, my friends, when you approach a friend to give them that which you know to be true, it will be necessary for you first to excite their interest with tidbits or with advertising. If it is not possible to excite their interest, it is not possible to give him information. If the seeking process is not initiated within, it would be an infringement upon the free will of the individual approached to go farther and to indicate the possibility of information such as we provide you. Seek those who seek, and then carefully and slowly develop their interest. This will be not only a service to them, but a service to yourself. Any more stringent approach is not a service to any.

Many of your religious organizations upon the surface of this planet go forth with great zeal, impressing a missionary type of information about their particular discipline upon all those who will listen. This, my friends, is perfectly all right; it, however, does not produce the desired result. The desired result is always the same, my friends. The result is to produce the growth and spiritual understanding. Spiritual is a word which I use for lack of a more suitable word. It would perhaps be better to eliminate the word altogether, and say that the desired result would be to produce an increase in understanding, simple understanding, my friends. Yes, my friends, this is the objective of any spiritually based organization: to produce an increase in understanding. Understanding is accomplished in the following manner. Understanding is accomplished by the seeker seeking. Understanding is accomplished in such a way so that any question can be answered truthfully.

Now Hatonn said we would suggest, when in approaching portions of your population in a missionary effort, that you do so in a manner that is focused on the essence of the technique I have just outlined, but it is not possible to force feed entities information, for it is only possible to tantalize those who have reached that position in understanding, so seeking is required if one is to be tantalized by the advertising that you, as a holder of information, bring forth, and when you approach a friend to give them that which you know to be true, it will be necessary for you to excite their interest with advertising, but if it is not possible to excite their interest, it is not possible to give them information, and if the seeking process is not initiated within, it would be an infringement upon the free will of the individual approached to go farther and to indicate the possibility of information such as we provide you, so seek those who seek, and then slowly develop their interest, for this will be not only a service to them, but a service to yourself, but any more stringent approach is not a service to any. Hatonn went on to say many of your religious organizations upon this planet go forth with zeal, impressing a missionary type of information about their discipline upon all those who will listen, and this is all right, but it does not produce the desired result which is always to produce spiritual understanding, and spiritual is a word which I use for lack of a more suitable word, so it would be better to eliminate the word altogether, and say that the desired result would be to produce an increase in understanding, for this is the objective of any spiritually based organization: to produce an increase in understanding which is accomplished by the seeker seeking, so understanding is accomplished in such a way so that any question can be answered truthfully. On May 23, 1974, Hatonn described the nature of spiritual understanding:

We of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator have spoken to you many times about the value of meditation. This, my friends, is of utmost value, since it leads you not to an intellectual understanding but a spiritual understanding. It is, shall I say, only of a transient value in indicating your attempts at seeking. This intellectual understanding, which is sought and found by many of those who dwell upon your planet, is an indication of your progress along the path toward a total spiritual understanding. It in itself is of no real value for what you find in these endeavors to understand within the limit of your illusion and within the limits of your intellectual mind is so very, very limited as to be of no real practical value.

Your language is very difficult. This instrument has questioned my use of the language, and rightfully so. It is difficult to explain precisely in your terms what I mean. For any question, there will be many answers. Some of these answers will be prudent; some will not. At a certain level of awareness, it is possible to know which answers are truthful, which answers are not truthful. These answers change with changing awareness. What is truthful at one stage of awareness is no longer truthful at the next. Each question has more than one answer. The truthfulness of the answer is dependent upon the awareness of the entity producing the answer. Seeking, then, produces a state of awareness that enables the individual to answer truthfully. More seeking may produce answers that disagree with answers given previously. This is because of the refinement or expanding of awareness. This is the nature of seeking and growth in understanding.

This seems to be a paradox. My friends, this will be the nature of your growth. The point that I am making is that the information provided is always truthful; it is always false. My friends, this could be said to be true of everything that you know. This statement, of course, is also false. All people speaking are correct in all concepts that they hold. If they think that they are truthful, then they are truthful, and there is no way to think they are false. And that is so as long as the individual is sincere, they can speak nothing but the truth. All metaphysical systems, all religions, all of the dogma – all of these things, my friends, are correct and true. To refute the validity of any concept is an indication of lack of awareness of the mechanics of this creation. To seek to convert individuals from one technique of thinking to another is perfectly all right. To seek to forcefully convert an individual from one way of thinking to another is also perfectly all right. However, from the point of view of this entity, it is not wise.

Now Hatonn said your language is difficult, and this instrument has questioned my use of the language, and it is difficult to explain what I mean, for any question has many answers, so some of these answers will be prudent, and some will not be, for at a certain level of awareness it is possible to know which answers are truthful, and which answers are not truthful since these answers change with changing awareness, but what is truthful at one stage of awareness is not truthful at the next, so each question has more than one answer, and the truthfulness of the answer is dependent upon the awareness of the entity producing the answer, for seeking produces a state of awareness that enables the individual to answer truthfully, but more seeking may produce answers that disagree with answers given previously, and this is because of the expanding of awareness, and this is the nature of seeking and growth in understanding. Hatonn went on to say this seems to be a paradox which will be the nature of your growth, so the point that I am making is that the information provided is always truthful, and it is always false, and this could be said to be true of everything that you know, but this statement is also false, so all people speaking are correct in all concepts that they hold, and if they think that they are truthful, then they are truthful, and there is no way to think they are false, and that is so as long as the individual is sincere, they can speak nothing but the truth, for all metaphysical systems, all religions, all of the dogma, all of these things are true, but to refute the validity of any concept is an indication of lack of awareness of the mechanics of this creation, but to seek to convert individuals from one technique of thinking to another is all right, and to seek to forcefully convert an individual from one way of thinking to another is also all right, but from the point of view of this entity, it is not wise. On April 1, 2017, Q’uo spoke of the way that we can experience an expanding of our awareness:

There is the prayer that is offered as a construction, not only of the mind, but also of the heart and of the soul of the seeker of truth within the meditative state. This one-pointed focus that is the product of the meditation may then move to deeper qualities of the self, passing through the lower levels of the conscious mind, the subconscious mind, and—in the image that might be helpful for the mind that meditates—moves into an expanding awareness, a seemingly nebulous form that contains all the possibilities of your incarnation’s future, as you would see it. This focus then asks this nebulous quality of the higher self to organize a particular energy or cohesion of thought that responds to the seeker’s heart’s desire.

The form of the image offered by the seeker to the higher self is of the seeker’s own making. You may offer yourself as one who asks for, shall we say, a mercy, a gift, a quality of redemption, a quality of inspiration, however you may clothe this asking according to what it is you wish to realize, and then send this image of that heart’s desire to this greater portion of your own self, remaining open in both heart and mind, to the potential reception of a response that would illuminate a dimmer or darker portion of your own mind complex. Thus, the inspiration may be received as an image, as words, as thoughts, as what you would call a “feeling,” and may then be incorporated into one’s own program of pursuing the nature of truth for yourself.

This subject is difficult. I will apologize for the difficulty in communicating the concepts – the channel providing further inspection – because of inadequacy of myself in your language. To generalize what has been said, all things are true. Any philosophical orientation is correct. Any missionary attempt is okay. In other words, my friends, anything goes. There is no correct solution in your illusion. All solutions are correct. There is no absolute system of coordinates in your illusion. They are variable. The mechanics of growth of understanding are not as important as the seeking that produces the growth. Whether that seeking leads the individual down one path or another to produce that growth is relatively unimportant. For this reason, my friends, it is relatively unimportant as to whether you do or do not do missionary work. It is relatively unimportant as to whether infringement upon the will of another through missionary work is in evidence or not. If this is done, it quite possibly produces seeking. The seeking may be in a direction away from the missionary, but the catalyst has been added.

Your world is a big melting pot of catalyst. Catalyst is intellectual, emotional, and physical. It comes in many forms. Suitability of the form is dependent upon the individual being acted upon. Catalysts that affects one individual does not affect another, depending on the state of awareness in the particular incarnation and its total state of awareness, which is not a function of a particular incarnation. Each individual needs a different type of catalyst. During their span upon the surface of this planet, they come in contact with innumerable different catalytic actions, which produce emotional, intellectual, or physical responses. There is no single set of catalyst that works for everyone. There is no single philosophy that works; just as there is no single educational course that everyone can take, understand, and apply at the same time.

Hatonn continued by saying I apologize for the difficulty in communicating the concepts because of the inadequacy of myself in your language, so to generalize what has been said, all things are true, and any philosophical orientation is correct as is any missionary attempt is okay, so there is no correct solution in your illusion, and there is no absolute system of coordinates in your illusion since they are variable, but the mechanics of the growth of understanding are not as important as the seeking that produces the growth, so whether that seeking leads the individual down one path or another to produce that growth is relatively unimportant, for this reason it is unimportant as to whether you do or do not do missionary work, and it is unimportant as to whether infringement upon the will of another through missionary work is in evidence or not, for if this is done, it may produce seeking, and the seeking may be in a direction away from the missionary, but the catalyst has been added. Hatonn went on to say your world is a melting pot of catalyst that is intellectual, emotional, and physical, and it comes in many forms, and the suitability of the form is dependent upon the individual being acted upon, but catalyst that affects one individual does not affect another, depending on the state of awareness in the particular incarnation and its total state of awareness, which is not a function of a particular incarnation, for each individual needs a different type of catalyst, and during their span upon the surface of this planet, they come in contact with many different catalytic actions which produce emotional, intellectual, or physical responses, but there is no single set of catalyst that works for everyone, and there is no single philosophy that works just as there is no single educational course that everyone can understand and apply at the same time. On August 1, 1973, Hatonn spoke of the nature of how our catalytic actions are produced:

Time, my friends, is in your mind. There is only now, and there is only here. The reason that there appears to be a reciprocal nature between space and time in your world is because your world is, shall we say, designed to produce this illusion. It is an illusion necessary for certain catalytic actions that you enjoy in your present state for the purpose of your continued spiritual growth and evolution.

To undergo and experience catalyst, you may be active in producing that catalyst, and have been. Some entities produce more than others. No entity is wrong for producing this catalyst, for this is the function, the operation of the physical plane. Each entity plays their part in the grand play upon your planet. Each, shall I say, does their thing; and the thing produces a wave of activity which then adds the great symphony of developmental forces acting at this time in your illusion. To embrace any specific set of developmental forces is perfectly alright, but shows that the individual has not fully understood the essence of these forces. There are very few entities upon your planet at this time who have fully become aware of the essence of the developmental forces creating the growth of understanding that is the function of your planet. This has been a somewhat cumbersome dissertation on the major of the physical catalyst producing development. I am sorry that I have not been more lucid and explicit with this communication. However, it is difficult to properly phrase in your language these concepts.

Then Hatonn said to undergo and experience catalyst, you may be active in producing that catalyst, and some entities produce more than others, but no entity is wrong for producing this catalyst, for this is the function of the physical plane, so each entity plays their part in the grand play upon your planet, and each does their own thing, and that produces a wave of activity which adds the great symphony of developmental forces acting at this time in your illusion, so to embrace any specific set of developmental forces is all right, but it shows that the individual has not understood the essence of these forces, but there are few entities upon your planet who have become aware of the essence of the developmental forces creating the growth of understanding that is the function of your planet, and this has been a cumbersome dissertation on the nature of the physical catalyst producing development, so I am sorry that I have not been more lucid with this communication, but it is difficult to properly phrase in your language these concepts. On June 26, 1983, Latwii spoke of how we use physical catalyst for our growth:

There are, as we have stated before, no accidents or mistakes. Whether you utilize the current physical catalyst well or poorly, quickly or slowly, is your choice. You have come to learn and to serve. When it is appropriate, your higher self offers catalyst to aid in this process. You may look at all which occurs within you and within your grasp as a speaking to you that has the purpose of aiding your evolution.

I will at this time make myself available for questioning if there is any question.

Carla: I have a couple of questions. Many times through the years, I’ve heard you talk about seeking, and I feel like I have a fairly good idea of it. Would you care to talk about that specific word?

Hatonn: I am with the instrument. Seeking, my friends, is the nature of life. Seeking is the major awareness. Seeking is all that there is. Seeking occurs in the physical plane when the individual becomes aware of the self and its nature. It is normal at this point for the individual to seek an answer to the riddle of life. Through this seeking, they then begin to know the self. The seeking then must turn inward and analyze each thought and the foundation for that thought, each action and the foundation for that action, each response the individual gives for an exterior catalytic action.

Through this process of seeking self-knowledge, the individual is able to create a self that is more aware of the true nature of the creation in which they find the self. This is the process of growth on your physical plane. There are other processes, both occurring on your physical plane and at other realities. However, the process of which I am speaking is the elementary process upon your plane and is of greatest importance.

Has this answer been satisfactory, or shall I expand more fully?

Carla: Satisfactory, thank you. Would you care to say anything about the EFSPAN in the city headquarters, and the ideas that started it, and the interest that people like Alan [unknown name] are expressing in it and its use?

Hatonn: All activities of this nature augment this first seeking and then finding. Without receptacles for information of what you call a spiritual nature, it would be very difficult to expand the intellectual portion of seeking. For this reason, much information has been seeded on your planet.

[Tape one side ends]

(Carla channeling)

I am Kootumi and, like our brothers and sisters of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, may I also greet you in the Love and the Light of the One who is all. We wished to come to this group to speak with you about Love. You have experienced many shadings and forms of Love in your lifetime, and some of these impressions run more deeply than others. I say to you, my friends, your minds, your hearts, and your emotions have as clear a geography as does the topography of your planet. It is very desirable that you may pick out, by attentive observation, the deep strands of Love within your experience, whatever they may be. For they are the reflection in the mirror of yourself of the great unity of all beingness.

We ask that you become more and more able to take yourself with the seriousness necessary to observe yourself, to learn from yourself from all the to think. For as you find yourself, so will you find the divine Creator. There is no possibility of any miracle of understanding unless you are prepared for this miracle by the thankless task of sorting out your self. Furthermore, enlightenment will pass from you as does the bloom from the wildflower if you have not the courage to share it. We never speak to groups such as this one until the instruments have attained the ability to reach a deeper state of concentration than is normally used in Confederation messages. We realized the desire of all of those present to expand the understanding of the universe. And as we are part of the phenomenon known as channeling, we wished to be of service to you by vibrating with you and allowing you to experience what you would call astral or angelic contact.

Kootumi wanted to speak about Love. They began by saying you have experienced many shadings and forms of Love in your lifetime, and some of these impressions run more deeply than others, so I say your minds, your hearts, and your emotions have as clear a geography as does the topography of your planet, and it is desirable that you may pick out the deep strands of Love within your experience, whatever they may be, for they are the reflection in the mirror of yourself of the great unity of all beingness. Kootumi went on to say we ask that you become more able to take yourself with the seriousness necessary to observe and learn from yourself, for as you find yourself, so will you find the divine Creator, but there is no possibility of any miracle of understanding unless you are prepared for this miracle by the thankless task of sorting out yourself because enlightenment will pass from you as does the bloom from the wildflower if you have not the courage to share it, so we never speak to groups such as this one until the instruments have attained the ability to reach a deeper state of concentration than is normally used in Confederation messages, for we realized the desire of all of those present to expand the understanding of the universe, and as we are part of the phenomenon known as channeling, we wished to be of service to you by vibrating with you and allowing you to experience what you would call angelic contact. On October 19, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the nature of enlightenment:

When you request information on enlightenment and appropriate methods for attaining it, you are speaking of attaining a manifestation rather than an essence, for enlightenment can only be seen by its reflection. Just as Light itself is the creature and creation of Love, so also is enlightenment the creature and manifestation of the thought of Love which an entity has made its own.

Let us turn then from the manifestation to the essence. How to achieve communion in the unity of consciousness and Love is perhaps the most basic magical question which could be asked. Magical in the sense that any entity which desires power, whether on the positive or negative path, must form a congruency of a kind with the original Thought of Love in order to create personal power. Each pilgrim which embarks upon the path of attempting to increase the pace of the spiritual journey.

We, of course, would not call it either of those, but you do not have a name for the type of entity that we are, calling us inner guides and masters. You must know, my friends, that your inner guide is yourself, and that there are no masters. There is only one Creator. There is only one enlightenment. We come to you as those dwelling close to your path,  enlightened by your standards and serenely confident that we shall seek the Creator. We do not feel wise. We feel only grateful to understand enough of the creation to know what to seek, and whether we may turn our attention in that seeking. We would, at this time, give the instrument known as Jim our contact, which is a very deep one and more subtle than that of the Confederation. If he wishes, we would be glad to close this meeting through him. I am Kootumi.

Kootumi went on to say we would not call it either of those, but you do not have a name for the type of entity that we are, calling us inner guides and masters, and you must know that your inner guide is yourself, and that there are no masters, for there is only one Creator, and there is only one enlightenment, so we come to you as those dwelling close to your path,  enlightened by your standards and confident that we shall seek the Creator, but we do not feel wise, for we feel grateful to understand enough of the creation to know what to seek, and whether we may turn our attention in that seeking. On May 30, 1982, Latwii spoke of the nature of the one Creator:

To the best of our understanding, that which you know as the creation of the one Creator exists so that the one Creator might know Itself in as many ways as possible. Therefore, to each of Its portions has It given free will that choices might always be made in free will as to how to know the one Creator and how the one Creator might then know Itself. Never forget, my sister, that though the illusion which you inhabit seems to provide an infinite array of paths, all lead to the one Creator.

(Jim channeling)

I am Kootumi, and I am pleased to be able to make contact with this instrument. We would close this, our first introduction to your group,  by saying that the journey which each of your people is presently undertaking is a journey which shall never end. For always, each entity that is within the Creation of the Creator, always seeks and journeys closer to that Great Central Sun which is the source of each entity. We would aid those who wish to speed their journeys to the Creator.

We are hopeful that we shall be able to make further contacts with your meditation group, if this is also your wish. We look and see that there is only one among us. We seek to become, with all, more and more one in all our being, and we offer what understanding we have gained on our journey to your people. We seek to serve as you also do. May we join together on the journey to Love. The journey is Love, my friends. Therefore, we leave you in that Love and in the Light of the One who is all. I am Kootumi. Adonai.

This morning I used my backpack blower to blow the leaves in the back yard and my neighbor’s driveway into areas where I can use Venus to mulch the leaves.

This afternoon I used Venus to mulch all of the leaves in the back yard.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 8

What Is Truth?

I am the Spirit of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you in the full consciousness of Love.

What is truth? Open your eyes, your mind, and your heart and gaze at truth.

See the air which you breathe, the life-giving air of the body and yet, also the energetic expression of Love, food born in every particle of your air for that soul which so craves the breath of Spirit.

Gaze upon that which immediately meets the eye. Dwelling within each atom, each tiny portion of that which you see is truth, the truth of energetic fields which contain in infinite number expressions of the Father.

It is sometimes difficult to see in a worn-out chair or a disreputable-looking human the truth expressed perfectly through each portion of consciousness. Fix your mind first on truth and then on appearances and allow the higher realization to interpret for you the surface pictures of an unkind world. We say unkind, and so it looks, yet know that all will be well in the harmonious outworking of each appearance, so the truth is continually being uncovered by each growing spirit.

We leave you in the peace which is above process and, which informs each process, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from August 31, 1980:

(Carla channeling)

I am known to you as Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of our infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to share your meditation and to enjoy each of your vibrations, and we thank you most gratefully for this opportunity to share our thoughts with you. Tonight, we would like to speak about the sphere that you call Earth, and the experience that you call your life, and its relationship to what we may describe as Love.

We would begin by telling a little story, the story of a young girl who felt that those about her were not speaking the truth. She listened to her parents, to her teachers, she listened to the words in books of intellect, of philosophy, of religion, and all seemed to be of no essence. All things seemed to her to partake of a kind of translucence. She could indeed see through each statement, each belief, and see that there was lacking a central truth. Within herself, she inquired as to the truth and found that she was not equipped by her studies, her observations, or her experience to answer this question, nor did she know to whom to turn.

One fine Fall day, as the sun filtered through the deep blue sky, through the golden and tawny blaze of the autumn leaves, and lit her upturned face, she began to have a feeling that perhaps she had not been looking for her answers in the proper manner, and so she began to observe the sky, and the trees, and the wind. And, as time passed, these things which she had formerly never noticed became her teachers, for she found that no matter what the news of the day, what the worries and the folly of the hour, the wind, and the trees, and the sky had their seasons and their cycles, and they moved to a rhythm given by the Creator.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the concept of Love and how it was experienced on Earth. They began by saying we would begin by telling a the story of a young girl who felt that those about her were not speaking the truth, so she listened to her parents, to her teachers, to the words in books of intellect, of philosophy, of religion, and all seemed to be of no essence, and all things seemed to her to be kind of transparent, for she could see through each statement and see that it was lacking a central truth, so she inquired within herself as to the truth and found that she was not equipped by her studies or her observations to answer this question, nor did she know whom to turn to. Then Hatonn said one fall day, as the sun filtered through the deep blue sky, through the golden and tawny blaze of the autumn leaves, and as it lit her upturned face, she began to have a feeling that she had not been looking for her answers in the proper manner, and so she began to observe the sky, and the trees, and the wind, so as time passed, these things which she had formerly never noticed became her teachers, for she found that no matter what the news of the day, what the worries and the folly of the hour, the wind, and the trees, and the sky had their seasons and their cycles, and they moved to a rhythm given by the Creator. On August 11, 2009, Q’uo spoke about the potential value of the news of the day:

Consequently, we would suggest that it is entirely up to an entity as to whether or not they stay abreast of the news of the day. Some entities do not have a great curiosity about it, and it certainly is not needful for a spiritually healthy and fulfilling life. There are many, however, whose personalities are such that they do wish to stay abreast of what is happening, and we find that there is no harm whatsoever in learning all that you wish to learn about the affairs of the day as long as you remember that you are not here to judge, but to love that which you see. All that you see is Love in some distortion or another, and you are here to reflect Love back into that which you see.

It is said in your Bible that faith is the hope of things unseen, and yet many people have faith that the sun will rise, that the deciduous trees will lose their leaves and regain them again in the Spring, that winds will blow and rains will come, that the seasons will revolve. This the little girl thought, and as she became a young woman, she became grounded in the creation of the Creator, and when she looked at the creation of humanity, a creation that had become very distorted from the original Thought, she could view it and in some way was able to understand that no matter how distorted, how difficult, or how illusory those things of the mind and the physical life may be, there is always a bedrock, a connection, that is as close as the nearest patch of ground, for truly, my friends, she discovered that she was grounded in the creation of the Creator.

This Creation is a creation of Love. The trees offer to people their shade, their beauty, the very oxygen that your people need to breathe. The winds carry the rains needed to make your wildlife grow and your crops mature. The sun beams always so that those upon your planet may live, for without it they would surely die. Each natural individual possesses in its individuality the simple bias of service to the creation by beauty, by use. All things may be discovered to have some use in the natural creation. You yourselves, my friends, are part of that creation. When you become able through simplification of your complex thought processes to become aware of the one original Thought of Love, you then rejoin the creation of the Creator and stop co-creating the more complex creation of humanity. And how can you become aware of this original Thought, my friends?

Hatonn went on to say in your Bible that faith is the hope of things unseen, yet many people have faith that the sun will rise, that the trees will lose their leaves and regain them in the Spring, that winds will blow, and rains will come, that the seasons will revolve, so this the little girl thought, and as she became a young woman, she became grounded in the creation of the Creator, and when she looked at the creation of humanity, a creation that had become distorted from the original Thought, she could view it and was able to understand that no matter how distorted those things of the mind and the physical life may be, there is always a bedrock that is as close as the nearest patch of ground, for she discovered that she was grounded in the creation of the Creator. Now Hatonn said this Creation is a creation of Love where the trees offer people their shade, their beauty, and the oxygen that your people need to breathe, and the winds carry the rains needed to make your wildlife grow and your crops mature, and the sun beams always so that those upon your planet may live, for without it they would surely die, so each individual possesses in its individuality the bias of service to the creation by beauty, so all things may be discovered to have use in the natural creation, for you are part of that creation, and when you are able, through simplification of your complex thought processes, to become aware of the one original Thought of Love, you rejoin the creation of the Creator and stop co-creating the more complex creation of humanity, and how can you become aware of this original Thought, my friends? On June 2, 1985, Latwii spoke of how we all are the one original Thought of Love:

My sister, begin first with the foundation of all creation, that is, unity. From this unity the one Creator, the one original Thought of Love, springs all the infinite variety of forms of life and directions for each. Look then to any which seem of a fearful or doubtful nature. See there the Creator that rests as well within your own being. Love that Creator as if It were yourself, for in truth It is. See that which is feared; bathe it in love, see it as self, bless it, bid it travel its journey, and then bathe your own being in the Love and the Light of the One. In so doing, you have affirmed the unity of all creation, for in truth that is all that there is. To move from that truth and to see any separation is to step upon the grounds which the entities of the negative polarity rule when fear and separation are with the entities there.

At this time, I would transfer this contact to another instrument. I am Hatonn.

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument. We are very pleased to be able to speak a few words through this instrument. We are speaking of becoming aware of the Love of the Creator. How may your people, each and every one, become aware of that Love of the Creator?  Of course, as we have suggested, many, many times in many previous messages, meditation, my friends, is the surest and the quickest way to become aware of the Love which the infinite Creator has planted as a seed within each of your beings. Each of your people is as a garden to the Creator, and each provides certain ingredients and requirements analogous to the soil, and the rain, and the wind, and the sun of your Earth. Each of your people provides the atmosphere and the surroundings for this seed of Love to grow, to germinate, to come to full maturity, and to be harvested as the fruit of the Creator. Each of you, as you live in this world of illusion, by your attitudes and your actions, as you greet each new day, as you greet each new friend, promotes the growth for the death of that seed. Each moment that you spend consciously awake nourishes that seed, provides a watering of devotion that is necessary to cause it to grow.

Each time you forget the grand drama in which you partake, each time you forget that it is the Creator whom you meet every day, each day with every person and situation which you come in contact with, each experience either causes the seed to grow or hinders its growth, depending upon whether or not you remember that it is the Love of the Creator that is within you and each of your fellow creatures. When you forget, you hinder the growth of the seed. We would suggest daily meditation to help you to remember that you have within your being the spark of the divine Creator. And when you focus upon that reality, the reality within, you bring a light to the world, a light that shall shine and help others to see within their own being their own sparks.

By your actions, by your attitudes, you shall help those of your people who are open to growing; you shall help each to water their seeds of love. Together as a people you create either a garden of Eden within your being, or you create further illusions that, by your own creation, build a wall around your garden of Eden and keep you from tasting of the fruit of Love, the fruit of life. We hope that in some way messages such as this will help those of you who are open to service and seeking within, to grow and to nourish those seeds, those sparks which are your Divine inheritance. For we wish for all of your people to inherit the Kingdom of Love that is within your grasp, within your being.

We would at this time transfer this contact to the one known as Carla. I am Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. Our brothers and sisters of Hatonn are with us at this time, and we would like to work with you, if you would wish it, on your conditioning. We will move among you. We would start with the one known as L. If he would relax, we will make our presence known to him at this time.

[Pause]

We will move now to the one known as M1, and if he would request it we will work with him briefly.

[Pause]

Moving now to the one known as T.

[Pause]

We would now touch our sister M2, so that she may know our presence.

[Pause]

We would now move to the one known as E, and after a period of conditioning we will contact him and speak a few words through him, if he would relax and allow our thoughts to flow freely through him. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We have a good contact with the one known as E, but he is analyzing due to a fear that he is not receiving our thoughts. Therefore, we will again contact him. I am Hatonn.

(E channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is always a pleasure to work with a new channel. We are pleased with your progress. You have been with analyzing. I am Hatonn, and I will speak now through the one known as Carla.

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We pause so that the clicking would be happening between our words. We would share our vibration now with the one known as K, if she would request it mentally.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We would now work to deepen our vibration and contact with the one known as Jim.

[Pause]

We now work briefly with this instrument.

[Pause]

We send blessings all around, my friends, and ask you to understand that although we are not very wise compared to those who are truly wise in our creation, yet we do indeed Love our brothers and sisters upon your planet. We would leave this instrument now, that the one known as Oxal may speak. We leave you in the hope of things unseen, in the knowledge of the invisible power of the creation of Love, of which we are all an unique and perfect part. We leave you in the Light and the Love of the One who is the creation. Adonai, my friends. I am known to you as Hatonn.

(Carla channeling)

I am Oxal, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are attempting to make our vibration known to the instrument known as Jim. Therefore, we would use this method of assuring this instrument of the fact that this particular vibration that he is receiving is the Oxal vibration and if he would perhaps be able to attune himself to this vibration, we would like to speak a few words through him at this time. I am Oxal.

[Side one of tape ends.]

[End of transcript.]

This morning I went to the Gaddie Eye Center and ordered a new pair of glasses because my present glasses have a couple of streaks and smudges that I can’t remove. They will be ready for me to pick them up in two weeks.

This afternoon I went outside and refilled the hummingbird feeder in my neighbor’s yard and the two in my yard with new sugar syrup. Then I put more of the covers that protected the books on the shelves upstairs in Benny’s apartment from being scratched, into the garbage can. I also put plastic-looking sheets, scratch pads, and a cat bed into the garbage can.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

October 7

What Is The Holy Spirit?

I greet you in the full consciousness of Love. We are those of the spirit of the living Christ.

To this instrument’s ears have come questions about who we really are. And perhaps it is good to gaze upon the identity of the Holy Spirit. We do not call ourselves by that name, we who serve as the very Spirit and energy of the principle of divine Love which is the Love of Christ. What we are overshadows who we are.

Yet we will say that we are un-descended into the planes of which you have experience. We have experienced incarnations continuously, for Light does not die. We are, therefore, that power of the Logos, which is Love, which is active and follows the call for the presence of the full consciousness of Love. We hope we are to that seeking soul a mirror made of Love.

Upon one person the effect of that mirror may be no action but only a gradual change in consciousness which manifests to the world profoundly in the end, though no action was taken, but only the change of heart.

To another, whose time to hear and do has come, the spirit offers that mirror in which is seen the possibilities wherein Love may enlarge, enable, enliven, and bless manifestations, your own or another’s, so that out of poverty of mind, spirit, supply, or action the full consciousness of Love may work.

We, like the wind, are with all who seek the Spirit, with all who seek the Christ. Think of us as principles, as living flames which embody Love. Then gaze in our mirror. See the Love within yourself. And be, in turn, the Spirit of Christ in the world.

We leave you in peace, not necessarily the peace to rest but the peace which Love unspeakable brings, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.