2025-09-15

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling today comes from September 18, 1979:

(Unknown channeling)

I am Hatonn. I greet you, my friends, in Love and in Light of the infinite Creator. It is a very great privilege, once more…

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It is only a short time now till we meet.

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I am sorry about the delay. We are having some difficulty at this time.

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I am sorry about the delay. We will continue. I will sign.

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Sorry, this instrument has [inaudible]. Conditions are not perfect at this time for contact. I shall start over.

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I am Hatonn. I am very privileged to be with you this evening. It is unfortunate that I am unable at this time to contact the rest of your group, for we have something important to tell you this evening.

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Carla: May I ask a question?

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Is it possible for you to continue through the instrument known as Don?

Hatonn: I am sorry for the delay. We are having difficulties.

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(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you again in Love and Light. We are using this instrument, although she is reluctant to channel at this time, due to her desire to hear our channeling through another instrument. Due to the fact that the one known as Carla is often the only channel, shall we say, in a group, she does not have the opportunity to experience the listening to our words, which has been her inspiration for many years. We are aware that she misses this. And, thus, we were attempting to use the instrument known as Don, both to please the one known as Carla and also due to the fact that we have information which could be channeled through a more scientifically-oriented instrument, which this instrument will only be able to touch upon in the most general sense, due to her lack of understanding in these areas.

Before we continue through this instrument, therefore, we shall once again attempt to make once again contact with the one known as Don, if he would refrain from analyzing our words, and if he is willing, we would so desire. I would now try to transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

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(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. We must use this instrument, and so we will attempt to speak as clearly as possible, using her vocabulary and understanding. You are aware, of course, of a situation of your outer illusion, and perhaps you are also aware that—almost unnoticed by the great majority of your people—your entire planet is hurtling headlong into the greatest crisis possible. The consumption of creative energy has increased the entropy of your planet and its resources and decreased the available creativity and regenerative abilities of the planet itself. Meanwhile, your people ignore those forces of nature which cannot be depleted. My friends, your people do not deserve the beautiful creation of the Creator which constitutes the surface of the sphere on which you dwell.

But this is not the important point, my friends, for with the increased entropy of your physical material there is a corresponding entropy of mental and spiritual creativity; and those who dwell within your culture have more and more become creatures lacking in creativity and imagination, due to the fact that they are one with your planet as they must be, one with the machines that they have created, with the governments that they have created and with the polarities that they have created. Because of their paucity of understanding, you stand at this point at the brink of many disasters. It is only due to the meditation of those sending Love and Light to the planetary consciousness, that the many, many natural disasters of recent years have not taken an even greater toll in lives. This will continue to increase as the polarity of your people becomes more and more evident. Polarity or separation is indicative, my friends, of one thing—a lack of creativity. For what is creativity, my friends, but an understanding of creation. And what is the creation—but Love! And what is Love—but unity!

Hatonn wanted to discuss the difficulties that the planet and is population were having. They began by saying you are aware of a situation of your outer illusion, and you are also aware that—almost unnoticed by the great majority of your people—your planet is hurtling into the greatest crisis possible, for the consumption of creative energy has increased the entropy of your planet and its resources and decreased the available creativity and regenerative abilities of the planet itself, and your people ignore those forces of nature which cannot be depleted, so your people do not deserve the beautiful creation of the Creator which constitutes the surface of the sphere on which you dwell. Then Hatonn said this is not the important point, for with increased entropy of your physical material there is a corresponding entropy of mental and spiritual creativity, and those who dwell within your culture have become creatures lacking in creativity due to the fact that they are one with your planet as they must be, one with the machines that they have created, with the governments that they have created, and with the polarities that they have created, but because of their lack of understanding, you stand at this point at the brink of many disasters, for it is only due to the meditation of those sending Love and Light to the planetary consciousness that the many natural disasters of recent years have not taken an even greater toll in lives, but this will continue to increase as the polarity of your people becomes more evident, so polarity is indicative of one thing—a lack of creativity, for what is creativity but an understanding of creation, and what is the creation—but Love, and what is Love—but unity! On June 6, 1974, Hatonn said that Love was all things:

The simple and eternal question is always, “What is love?” Love is all, my friends. The Creator is Love. Be one with Love and allow the divine Love of the Creator to flow through you. In this way, my friends, you know the ecstasy that comes with being one with all that there is.

Thus, it is absolutely inevitable that where your people have accepted the fundamental dicta of government, society and culture, regarding differences in ideology, religion, social behavior and other artificial walls, you will have endless and proliferating polarities. Thus, we move from natural disaster to manmade disaster. You know already of the small disasters that are taking place gradually. So, gradually that people become numbed and do not react to them. The disasters of what you call your inflation and all the many ills of a society, where work is thought of as the lowest form of making a living; and your so called wheeling and dealing where no work is done but only the manipulation of people and money, is thought of as the highest form of work, this disaster and all of its accompanying and corollary problems is breaking your society apart. For those who actually work are very angry, and they band together and demand more and more and they are locked into a self-defeating and endless struggle for survival. And the same thing, my friends, happens with your governments. Except that with your governments there are many leaders, not a few, but many, who would consider the possibility of planetary annihilation rather than relinquish an ideology, a piece of land, or power whether it be economic or political.

Your people are so unaware that all of these things are not only possible but there is a statistical probability that is growing, that one of your leaders upon your planetary sphere will attempt to use nuclear force to gain an advantage. This, my friends, is the deepest trouble of this cycle upon your planet. You must understand it in terms of what we began with. The spent energy, the unavailability of creative energy of a planet itself being reflected in the habits of the people and in the thoughts of your leaders. It is not creative to consider the destruction of a planet as a diplomatic tool; it is indeed suicidal. But your leaders have become numbed to that fact, because they have played the game too long, and because the culture around them is so consistent in its deep sleep of attempting to grab more and more of what is left of the energy of the planet, instead of attempting to restore more and more energy to the planet.

Hatonn went on to say it is inevitable that where your people have accepted the fundamental rules of government and culture regarding differences in religion and social behavior you will have endless polarities, so we move from natural disaster to manmade disaster, and you know of the small disasters that are taking place gradually, and people become numbed and do not react to them, for the disasters of inflation and all the many ills of a society, where work is thought of as the lowest form of making a living, and the wheeling and dealing where no work is done but only the manipulation of people and money is thought of as the highest form of work, so this disaster and all of its accompanying problems are breaking your society apart, for those who actually work are angry, and they band together and demand more, and they are locked into a self-defeating and endless struggle for survival, so the same thing happens with your governments except that with your governments there are many leaders who would consider the possibility of planetary annihilation rather than relinquish an ideology, a piece of land, or power whether it be economic or political. Hatonn went on to say your people are unaware that all of these things are not only possible, but there is a statistical probability that is growing that one of your leaders will attempt to use nuclear force to gain an advantage, and this is the deepest trouble of this cycle upon your planet, so you must understand it in terms of what we began with because the unavailability of creative energy of a planet itself being reflected in the habits of the people and in the thoughts of your leaders, but it is not creative to consider the destruction of a planet as a diplomatic tool since it is suicidal, but your leaders have become numbed to that fact because they have played the game too long, and because the culture around them is so consistent in its deep sleep of attempting to grab more of what is left of the energy of the planet, instead of attempting to restore more energy to the planet. On November 24, 2002, Q’uo spoke of the energy of our planet:

The unpotentiated, resting energy of the creation is so powerful that the power released in your hydrogen bombs is very small in comparison to the power that could be released from undistorted, unpotentiated time/space. When there is the creation within third density of life forms such as yourselves, there is an entry into a world of limitation and polarity.

Within the inner planes of third density, however, this limitation is not there, for the inner planes resonate within the energy of the planet itself which creates, at the moment of its beginning, all of the planes in completion as a pattern which, through the illusion of space/time, seems then to begin to appear and to develop and so forth. This again, in the visual world, is one of the limitations of your space/time.

What can you do, my friends? We come to you only through the help of a machine which you would call a small computer. For we are on station at this time over your Oriental skies, as you would call them, attempting to deal with those who govern that part of your planet which you call China. They are watching what is happening in the Middle East with great intent to turn the rather complex diplomatic struggle of several nations to their advantage. Their leaders are completely ruthless and would not hesitate to use nuclear weapons if they thought they could win. Nor would others, which are involved in this conflict at this time.

We may say that your own portion of the planet is to a lesser degree bloody-minded. For it has used nuclear weapons and is correspondingly aware of the ferocity and the horror of using them again. Thus, shall we say, you who are Americans are a strong force spiritually against war. For you do truly desire peace, and the spirit of neighborliness and brotherhood is not dead among you as a people. Thus, we ask you please at this time to include in your meditations a prayer for the peace and the brotherhood of your planet, for it’s truly needed at this time. Again, we apologize for speaking through this instrument, for we could have been much more specific about the relationships between the laws of physics and the laws of men and metaphysics, had we been able to use the vocabulary of the one known as Don. However, we thank the one known as Don and assure him that we understand that when a channel has not been used for some time it is often very difficult to reestablish a good contact due to the fact that an intelligent and analytical mind will inevitably and instinctually analyze our thoughts and thus stop the transmission.

Hatonn continued by saying we come to you through the help of a machine which you would call a small computer, for we are on station at this time over your Oriental skies attempting to deal with those who govern that part of your planet which you call China, and they are watching what is happening in the Middle East with the intention to turn the complex diplomatic struggle of several nations to their advantage, for their leaders are ruthless and would not hesitate to use nuclear weapons if they thought they could win, nor would others, which are involved in this conflict at this time. Now Hatonn said we may say that your portion of the planet is to a lesser degree bloody-minded, for it has used nuclear weapons and is aware of the horror of using them again, so you who are Americans are a strong force spiritually against war, for you desire peace, and the spirit of neighborliness is not dead among you as a people, so we ask you to include in your meditations a prayer for the peace of your planet, for it’s truly needed at this time, and we apologize for speaking through this instrument, for we could have been much more specific about the relationships between the laws of physics and the laws of nations and metaphysics had we been able to use the vocabulary of Don, but we thank Don and assure him that we understand that when a channel has not been used for some time it is often very difficult to reestablish a good contact due to the fact that an intelligent and analytical mind will instinctually analyze our thoughts and thus stop the transmission. On October 5, 1986, Q’uo spoke of the danger of using nuclear weapons:

We might respond by suggesting that there is the release of energy of such a nature within the process of detonation of one of your nuclear weapons that not only does the physical material of your illusion suffer great disfiguration, but it is possible that the mind/body/spirit complex which might be referred to as the soul, if you will, can also undergo a type of disintegration if there is not the immediate aid of those able to harness this released energy and other energies for the preservation of the integrity of the mind/body/spirit complex.

We have not said things through this instrument that we would have to the instrument known as Don, because we cannot. And this, my friends, is the reason that we welcome each and every channel who would be interested in this service. I would leave you now, so that another may speak.

Questioner: What… [inaudible].

Hatonn: Yes, my brother.

Questioner: Which country is it that is possibly endangered [inaudible] nuclear?

Hatonn: We will attempt answer through this instrument. There is the union of Soviet Socialist Republics. Their leaders are divided, but the majority wishes at this time to roll over Europe much as in your conflict called by you World War II. The one known as Adolph rolled over much of Eastern Europe and well into Russia. They are aware that this is a tactical time to do so, and they have weapons to deploy which are not nuclear, but which they feel would do a fast and furious job, that would annihilate the forces which are called NATO by your peoples. However, they are unwilling in the extremity to deploy tactical nuclear weapons.

There is also a desire by the chosen people, as they are called, to ignore their great heritage. For it has been written in your holy work, called the Old Testament, that the Jewish nation should always love the stranger in their midst, for were they not strangers in the land of Egypt? This quotation they have apparently removed from their holy book for they have such fierce hatred for a group of people who are genetically very like them, known as Palestinians, that there are those among those called Israelis that would, if they thought they could, use nuclear weapons. It is less likely that this would happen due to the fact that the Israelis have a very limited economic stance with the rest of the economic community and are heavily dependent upon the opinion of others for their wellbeing. This is not true of either Russia, as you know it, or China, as you call it.

Questioner asked: “Which country is it that is possibly endangered [inaudible]. nuclear? Hatonn said there is the union of Soviet Socialist Republics, and their leaders are divided, but the majority wishes at this time to roll over Europe much as in your conflict of World War II when Adolph rolled over much of Eastern Europe and well into Russia, so they are aware that this is a good time to do so, and they have weapons to deploy which are not nuclear, but which they feel would do a fast and furious job, that would annihilate the forces which are called NATO, but they are unwilling in the extremity to deploy tactical nuclear weapons. Hatonn continued by saying there is also a desire by the chosen people to ignore their great heritage, for it has been written in the Old Testament that the Jewish nation should always love the stranger in their midst, for were they not strangers in the land of Egypt, but this quotation they have removed from their holy book, for they have a fierce hatred for a group of people who are genetically like them, the Palestinians, and there are those among the Israelis that would use nuclear weapons, but it is less likely that this would happen due to the fact that the Israelis have a limited economic stance with the rest of the economic community and are heavily dependent upon the opinion of others for their wellbeing, but this is not true of either Russia or China. On March 21, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the common heritage of the Israelis and the Palestinians:

The very beginning of your cycle of third density upon planet Earth was nearly 76,000 of your years ago, by your counting. The Martian population incarnated in what you would call the Middle East and parts of Africa first, their thickest area of population in that area of the planet. Gradually they become the populations that you now know of as the Moslems, the Jewish people, the Palestinians, and others of Middle Eastern heritage.

There are other countries which do not even have nuclear weapons. They are scattered throughout what you know of as the Third World nations. If their leaders were able to lay their hands upon tactical nuclear devices it is very probable that they would do so. It is entirely unpredictable what the result would be, and your espionage world, as you call it, has never been more active, nor more tense, for they know that the stakes are very high at this time. There are those in almost every nation of the world who are angry enough, if put in the proper position, to consider the use of nuclear weapons. For instance, if the proper people in your continent, among those which are called those of Quebec, could be brought to power and had access to the arsenal of nuclear weapons, it is very possible that they might consider threatening to use them in order to achieve independence.

We are attempting to tell you just how widespread and difficult this situation is, for it is not impossible to build a nuclear device. The greatest difficulty is in formulating what this instrument would call a detonating device to detonate the nuclear device. We are sorry we cannot be more specific through this instrument, but she does not have the knowledge. Thus, among people who have not the ethical and spiritual consideration to think their position through on behalf of all mankind, you have great danger to your planet at this time. And we are working specifically at this time with the leaders of China, for we find their leaders to be quite devoid of scruples.

Now Hatonn said there are other countries which do not have nuclear weapons, and they are scattered throughout Third World nations, but if their leaders were able to lay their hands upon tactical nuclear devices it is very probable that they would do so, and it is unpredictable what the result would be, so your espionage world has never been more active or tense, for they know that the stakes are very high at this time, for there are those in almost every nation of the world who are angry enough to consider the use of nuclear weapons, so if the proper people among those Quebec could be brought to power and had access to the arsenal of nuclear weapons, it is possible that they might consider threatening to use them in order to achieve independence. Then Hatonn said we are attempting to tell you how widespread and difficult this situation is, for it is not impossible to build a nuclear device, and the greatest difficulty is in formulating what this instrument would call a detonating device to detonate the nuclear device, so we are sorry we cannot be more specific through this instrument, but she does not have the knowledge, for among people who have not the ethical and spiritual consideration to think their position through on behalf of all mankind, you have great danger to your planet at this time, and we are working at this time with the leaders of China, for we find their leaders to be devoid of ethics. On December 30, 1990, Q’uo described the nature of spiritual consideration:

Yet within the present moment there is only beginning, and there is nothing but the present moment in any spiritual consideration. So, look to the loving and acceptance of the higher power which you may call as you wish. Look to your relationship with that Love that created you. Allow within yourself the birth in the manger of your heart of your own spiritual beingness, true, imperishable, consciousness.

Is there a further question?

Questioner: Which of this is the greatest threat at this time, nuclear threat?

Hatonn: Your people are not predictable. The most volatile situation is centered about the confrontation between Israel and the rest of the Egyptian community which you may call the oil nations. China is watching this. Russia is watching this. Others of our brothers and sisters are sending vibrations of Love to the leaders of Russia, to the leaders of each of the countries in Egypt and to Israel. We can only say that the least scrupulous of them, with tactical ability, is China. This ability is not great, and it is this very lack of supremacy which makes this people the more willing to take risks. Thus, we are working with them, sending them Love and thoughts of peace. However, we do not know what will occur in this situation day-by-day and therefore cannot predict what will happen or when. We can only say that the statistical chances of your planet being destroyed in a war that will truly end all wars for this cycle, due to the fact that it will remove sentient life from the surface of the planet, is growing. We ask for your prayers.

We are attempting to give this instrument another thought, if you will be patient. The difficulty began many years ago when the homeland of Israel was created. This is a historical and fateful creation and fulfills many prophecies. If you can read these prophecies, you can see the possibility of difficulties in the future. However, my friends, this future has come. Not too many years ago the world as a whole was not polarized enough to become so intensely involved in the difficulties of Israel and Egypt as a whole, or Arabia perhaps we should say, for the instrument is very weak in geography, but we are attempting to include all of the nations which surround Israel and which do not appreciate Israel’s presence. But the polarity between all of your people and your peoples’ ability to be separated from the Love of the Creator has become so marked and noticeable that now those countries with oil have become very strong, for other nations wish to destroy…

Questioner asked: “Which of this is the greatest threat at this time, nuclear threat?” Hatonn replied that our people are not predictable, and the most volatile situation is centered about the confrontation between Israel and the rest of the Egyptian community of the oil nations, and China and Russia are watching this, so our brothers and sisters are sending vibrations of Love to the leaders of Russia, Egypt, and to Israel, and we can say that the least scrupulous of them is China, but this ability is not great, and it is this lack of supremacy which makes this people the willing to take risks, but we sending them Love and thoughts of peace, but we do not know what will occur in this situation and cannot predict what will happen or when, for we can say that the statistical chances of your planet being destroyed in a war will end all wars for this cycle, due to the fact that it will remove sentient life from the surface of the planet, so we ask for your prayers. Then Hatonn said the difficulty began many years ago when the homeland of Israel was created, and this is an historical and fateful creation and fulfills many prophecies, so if you can read these prophecies you can see the possibility of difficulties in the future, but this future has come, so not too many years ago the world was not polarized enough to become intensely involved in the difficulties of Israel and Egypt as a whole, or Arabia perhaps we should say, for Carla is weak in geography, but we are attempting to include all of the nations which surround Israel and which do not appreciate Israel’s presence, but the polarity between all of your people and your their ability to be separated from the Love of the Creator has become so marked and noticeable that now those countries with oil have become very strong, for other nations wish to destroy your planet and its resources. On April 3, 1985, Latwii spoke of the value of sending thoughts of peace to end wars:

I am Latwii, and we may suggest that within each nation upon your planet there are those whose love of peace far supersedes the love of war, and within each nation then there are those entities who move towards the resolution of conflicts in the peaceful manner. To these entities one may send the Love and Light of the one Creator that in the metaphysical sense they might receive the support that then they could, shall we say, channel or manifest within your third-density illusion. Remember, my brother, that all is truly one, and when you send the Love and Light and thoughts of peace to any entity, that entity is as yourself and receives your message as clearly as if you had sent it to yourself.

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(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. We are sorry for the interruption; we will begin again.

Other nations had a desire to continue the destruction of your planet and its resources by destroying that which is called oil. Thus, suddenly the entire world has become riveted by the conflict between those nations and Israel. There is a fateful significance to this confrontation. And we are sure that you will think upon it deeply, for you may see in the chosen people, as they are called, a great body of good, bad, right, and wrong in some the essence of humanity itself. But the role of the oil-producing nations, my friends, that is the question!

It has not been written in stone, shall we say. The future is open and can go along an infinite number of lines. Thus, we ask your prayers in each present moment, at the end of each meditation, for the peace of the world. We would like to see it last long enough to fulfill its journey as a planet into the next vibration. Then those among its people who must repeat again this particular vibration may peacefully leave and do so, leaving the planet for those to rebuild who are ready for the vibration of Love. Is there another question?

Then Hatonn said other nations had a desire to continue the destruction of your planet and its resources by oil, and suddenly the world has become riveted by the conflict between those nations and Israel, so there is a fateful significance to this confrontation, and we are sure that you will think upon it deeply, for you may see in the chosen people a great body of good, bad, right, and wrong in some the essence of humanity itself, but the role of the oil-producing nations is the question. On February 24, 2024, Q’uo spoke of the chosen people:

It is that result of the one known as Yahweh who made a transfer of entities to this planetary sphere at the beginning of its master cycle, and utilized various means of cloning to help them discover more of the ways of Love upon this planetary sphere. However, it was considered an abrogation of free will so that these entities would not be able to work within their own personalities, shall we call them, of the mind/body/spirit complex, and travel this path of polarization in the ways of Love upon their own choices. Thus, the one known as Yahweh was able to find another means by which to describe itself, as “He comes,” because its own name of “Yahweh” had been abrogated by the negative entities, and then was utilized to become the chosen, shall we say, god, of the entities from Mars. And they would then become the chosen people of the ones of Yahweh.

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Hatonn: That is inevitable, my sister. For the seeds have been planted long ago among your people. You have been a warlike people. You have not listened to your leaders in the spirit as a people but to your growing polarity, your growing desire to possess territory, money, and power. From the very smallest unit, a person, to the very greatest unit, which in your culture is the multinational corporation, this is true. And it is through many centuries that your tradesmen, your bankers, and your governments, and your diplomats have forged an ever-growing stream of differences between one people and another. How many times, my sister, have you seen a map in which a mass of land is colored pink, and blue, and brown, and green, and yellow? My friends, we ask you sincerely, how can the Creator’s land be so divided by men and so fought over?

You see, it’s in the hearts of men that this difficulty has been nurtured. Thus, the planet itself and you, as part of the planetary consciousness, become more and more intensely polarized as a new vibration begins to take hold. This has been predicted and is entirely to be expected. It is indeed nothing to worry about, for whether you live a natural and peaceful life or whether you are prematurely removed from the physical, we of the Confederation are here, to make quite sure that no souls will be shattered, even if there is a deployment of nuclear weapons. We are not concerned with the shadow of death. We are only concerned with the reality of souls, and those we shall protect. We make this vow to you, so that you will know that there is no such thing as death, only the removal of a chemical body, that is not always totally without difficulty in the first place. So, it is no tremendous loss to leave such an illusion. That is the worst that can happen, if the vibrations become so intense that nuclear weapons are deployed.

Questioner: [Inaudible]. Hatonn went on to say that is inevitable, for the seeds have been planted long ago among your people who have been a warlike people who have not listened to your leaders in the spirit as a people but to your growing desire to possess territory, money, and power, and from the very smallest unit, a person, to the greatest unit, which is the multinational corporation, this is true, and it is through many centuries that your bankers, your governments, and your diplomats have forged an ever-growing stream of differences between one people and another, and: “How many times, my sister, have you seen a map in which a mass of land is colored pink, and blue, and brown, and green, and yellow? My friends, we ask you sincerely, how can the Creator’s land be so divided by men and so fought over?” Hatonn continued by saying it’s in the hearts of men that this difficulty has been nurtured, and the planet itself and you, as part of the planetary consciousness, become more intensely polarized as a new vibration begins to take hold, for this has been predicted and is to be expected, but is nothing to worry about, for whether you live a natural life, or whether you are prematurely removed from the physical, we of the Confederation are here to make sure that no souls will be shattered, even if there is a deployment of nuclear weapons, and we are not concerned with the shadow of death, for we are only concerned with the reality of souls, and those we shall protect, so we make this vow to you, so that you will know that there is no death, only the removal of a chemical body, that is not always without difficulty in the first place, so it is no loss to leave such an illusion, and that is the worst that can happen if the vibrations become so intense that nuclear weapons are deployed. On April 15, 1979, Hatonn described the nature of our chemical body:

You are seeds which are sown in the dead ground of a chemical body that you may experience the thunder and the lightning, the rain, the snow, and the wind that only a chemical body can give you, for it is in those circumstances that your emotional reactions are intensified, invariably. And it is through this intensification of emotions, it is through this often painful process of emotional reaction and thought and contemplation that you grow that within you which is alive, eternal, and loving.

Don: Nuclear explosion [inaudible] the spiritual body.

Hatonn: That’s why we came in the first place, my brother. We came because of the creation of an atomic weapon. This meant that not only would you have a difficult shift into the next cycle, for we knew that already; it meant also that it was possible that your people might actually destroy souls.

Don: What happened in Nagasaki and Hiroshima?

Hatonn: We were there, and no one was lost. The effect otherwise would have been to destroy souls. We were able to neutralize the portion of the explosion which disturbed the inner planes of your planet. We did not see fit to remove or neutralize the physical destruction. For, among other things, we felt that your people would then see what they had done and perhaps not do it again. However, we did not lose any souls in those explosions. Our only danger was in not being here in force when the first testing began. It was a matter of luck that we did not lose anyone in the early stages of that development.

Don: How do you go about nullifying the effect?

Hatonn: We are attempting to give information to this channel, but she cannot grasp it. It is technical. We give her the image of a screen which is acting as a filter, but the screen is made up of vibration in the form of light. When the waves of destruction hit this web, they travel along the lines of force of the screen, while the souls of those who leave their physical bodies are not affected by the screen because of their different vibratory rate. The light screen is made up of something which we might call…

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We are attempting to give the concept to this instrument. It’s very difficult to work with her mind. We would call it negative energy light. The destructive energy of the explosion is attracted to these lines of force like a magnet, and thus removed from the sphere or plane to which souls repair upon leaving their physical vehicles.

I am sorry, we cannot be more specific and as we say, if we could have spoken through an instrument such as you with a knowledge of physics and mechanics, we would be able to be more fluent. However, we think that we have been able to give through this instrument, without undue distortion, the general idea of our mechanism for neutralizing the inner sphere destructive power of nuclear weapons.

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Is there another question?

S: [Inaudible].

Hatonn: We are aware of your question, and we would say that your brother, Gandalf, is also somewhat disturbed. We would, with your permission, turn this meeting over to one of our group, who has been waiting to brief you and has a message waiting. Would that be satisfactory to you?

S: Yes.

Hatonn: If there are no further questions from the one known as Don, I will then leave you.

S: Actually [inaudible] message [inaudible] other [inaudible] ask [inaudible].

Hatonn: In that case, my sister, we will await your question. We will pause now. In Love and Light, I am Hatonn.

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I am Latwii, and I wish to add my foolish voice to the wise voice of my brother Hatonn in greeting the one known as S who we have not been able to speak to before. Yet, we were aware of her presence, and we are most grateful to be allowed to share a few words with you at this time. We are aware that things look a little down on planet Earth at this time. But, let us tell you that things do not look so bad from where we are. Because from where we are, you are only where you are for a moment. And in that moment, you are working very hard. And after that moment you will play; and before that moment you will play; and what we would like you to do, my sister, is learn how to play during the moment in which you are working very hard.

We ask you simply to release all the burdens of your great responsibilities to the enjoyment of your distinguished feelings of positivity and happiness. Whatever burdens that you may carry, they will become weightless if you put them down. You do not have to carry them. You need only be the best person that you can be. Love the Creator with all your heart, and let your heart touch others in a spirit of Love. If Light is shining from your eyes, the Light of the Creator, that is your entire responsibility. You did not come into this world that the world might be entirely altered. You came into this world to display a talent. That talent is to show the Love of the Creator. That talent is yours because you have studied, and learned, and loved through many lifetimes. That talent is yours instantaneously. The talent cannot be employed by worrying or grief or realizing with great grief the horrible plight of your planet. It is not that these things are not true. It is that your role in them is to love. No matter what may occur, your role will be to love. It is true that you came into this world to save it, for that was the desire that you had when you volunteered to come and that is true of those in this room.

Latwii also wanted to talk about the difficulties on Earth. They began by saying I wish to add my foolish voice to the wise voice of Hatonn in greeting S who we have not been able to speak to before, yet we were aware of her presence, and we are grateful to be allowed to share a few words with you at this time, so we are aware that things look dark on planet Earth at this time, but let us tell you that things do not look so bad from where we are because from where we are, you are only where you are for a moment, and in that moment, you are working very hard, but after that moment you will play; and before that moment you will play; and what we would like you to do is learn how to play during the moment in which you are working hard. Latwii went on to say we ask you to release the burdens of your responsibilities to the enjoyment of your feelings of positivity and happiness, and whatever burdens that you may carry will become weightless if you put them down since you do not have to carry them, but you need only be the best person that you can be, and Love the Creator with all your heart, and let your heart touch others in a spirit of Love, so if the Light of the Creator is shining from your eyes, that is your entire responsibility, for you did not come into this world that the world might be entirely altered, but you came into this world to display a talent to show the Love of the Creator because you have learned and loved through many lifetimes, and that talent is yours instantaneously, and it cannot be employed by worrying about the horrible plight of your planet, but it is not that these things are not true, for it is that your role in them is to Love, and it is true that you came into this world to save it, for that was the desire that you had when you volunteered to come, and that is true of those in this room. On October 15, 2016, Q’uo described how we may Love the Creator:

If you go forth with the Light of Love within your heart and seek to share as best you can that which is yours to share, then you have done what you can. What more can you do? Go forward to see the Creator in all; to Love the Creator in all; to be a person with a large enough mind and an open enough heart to include all within your prayers. Pray for those who feel they are your enemy; pray for those who despitefully use you. Pray that that entity may become one with you and you with it, for all are truly one. Eventually this truth will be born within your illusion. The fourth-density population of this planet will come forth. How long it will take depends upon the choices your people make.

It depends upon your definition of saving as to whether you have saved the world or not. You have surely made it a better place. You have raised the planetary consciousness through your lifetimes here. You have loved and remembered both the Creator and your mission. So, we ask you to pick up your heels and be as loving as you really are. When you find negativity in yourself, know that that is the world pressing in upon you, and that it is not you. It is not what you came into this world with. That is not your personality. You may not be able to shrug it off, for you have had many years of training in your planetary society; and it is thriving on negative feelings all the time. But each time that you can, neutralize a negative feeling and replace it with a conscious Love that comes from knowing who you are, what Love is, and whence love comes. In each of those times, you have improved not only yourself but the climate of the planet itself.

We ask you to look upon these times as you would a movie. Say you have some inside information. Very well then, use it as such. Nudge somebody on the bus and say, “I told you so.” They won’t know what you mean. When the next tidal wave hits; when the next diplomat storms out in anger; you may nod your head knowingly, for you have heard it here first. But it is meaningless, my friends, unless you understand it in terms of time. Time is an illusion in which you are now taking part. And in this illusion of time, you are completing a cycle, and there are things which are going awry due to difficulties in the vibration of your people. And you will do what you can, and you will love as best you can. And when it is over, you will look back upon it, and it will be a very interesting movie that you have enjoyed. And it will have lasted the normal movie time, and you will have come out of this movie saying, “What did you think of that movie? That was an interesting movie. Did you like the ending? What did you think of the plot? How about the heroes? Did you like the costumes? “This is just how much this will mean to you when you reach reality, or shall we say, comparative reality. It will be in any event the reality of the spirit, as opposed to the reality of the flesh. Both of which are illusions, but one of which is more real and that is the spirit.

Latwii went on to say it depends upon your definition of saving as to whether you have saved the world or not, so you have made it a better place, and you have raised the planetary consciousness through your lifetimes here, and you have loved and remembered both the Creator and your mission, so we ask you to pick up your heels and be as loving as you really are, and when you find negativity in yourself, know that is the world pressing in upon you, and that it is not you, for it is not what you came into this world with, and that is not your personality, but you may not be able to shrug it off, for you have had years of training in your planetary society, and it is thriving on negative feelings, but each time that you can, neutralize a negative feeling and replace it with a conscious Love that comes from knowing who you are, what Love is, and whence Love comes, and in each of those times, you have improved not only yourself but the climate of the planet itself. Hatonn went on to say we ask you to look upon these times as you would a movie where you have some inside information, so use it as such, and nudge somebody on the bus and say, “I told you so,” but they won’t know what you mean, and when the next diplomat storms out in anger, you may nod your head knowingly, for you have heard it here first, but it is meaningless unless you understand it in terms of time, for time is an illusion in which you are taking part, and in this illusion of time you are completing a cycle, and there are things which are going awry due to difficulties in the vibration of your people, and you will do what you can, and you will love as best you can, so when it is over, you will look back upon it, and it will be an interesting movie that you have enjoyed, for it will have lasted the normal movie time, and you will have come out of this movie saying:  “What did you think of that movie? That was an interesting movie. Did you like the ending? What did you think of the plot? How about the heroes? Did you like the costumes?” This is just how much this will mean to you when you reach reality, or comparative reality, for it will be in the reality of the spirit, as opposed to the reality of the flesh both of which are illusions, but one of which is more real, and that is the spirit. On September 10, 2000, Q’uo spoke of the reality of the spirit:

However, as we said, it is part of the plan of a school of life and Love that depends on faith alone and not knowledge that all knowledge that can be proven of the reality of the spirit be removed from the conscious mind so that during incarnation the spirit that each of you is faced with a journey that is strictly a journey of faith. There is really no way to prove spiritual principles, except by subjective experience and subjective conclusions drawn from subjective thinking. In other words, there is no objective spiritual proof possible. This is a protected illusion in which faith alone can bring the seeker through. The mechanism of destiny set by each before incarnation will periodically bring great confusion and trouble into the patterns of energy of each seeker, and it will attempt in a mechanical and rather blunt instrument sort of way to move the thinking of that person from head to heart, from intellect to openhearted Love, and it will or will not have an effect depending on something that cannot be taught, or bought, or predicted, or encouraged, or manipulated, and that is the condign pre-set alarm clock of each individual within the Earth plane.

Thus, seek always to know who you are in spirit. Seek always to know the heart of the present which is Love, and you will not be openly disturbed because your mission is taking a turn you did not expect. Flow with it. Watch the plot develop around you; and soon you would be talking about this movie, which has been your life and the life of those about you. We encourage you to be a good heroine in that movie, to be as wise as you can be, as loving as you can be, as analytical of your own faults and as confident of your own virtues as you can be. What more could you ask from a heroine, my sister?

We are all the heroes and heroines of our own motion pictures, when we have begun a lifetime in an illusion such as yours. Thus, let the movie be one which you will be glad to watch later. Now, you are an actor. But let yourself also be the observer, the director, that keeps your part on an even keel. You are indeed an agent of the Creator’s, for you are part of the Creator. And always remember that identity with the Creator and with Its creation. Whatever the rest of the planet may be doing, you can be co-Creator, yours can be the imagination and the love and the individuality that others may lack.

Then Latwii said seek to know who you are in spirit, and seek to know the heart of the present which is Love, and you will not be disturbed because your mission is taking a turn you did not expect, so flow with it, and watch the plot develop around you, for soon you will be talking about this movie which has been your life and the life of those about you, so we encourage you to be as wise as you can be, as loving as you can be, as analytical of your own faults and as confident of your own virtues as you can be, so what more could you ask from a heroine, my sister? Hatonn continued by saying we are all the heroes and heroines of our own motion pictures when we have begun a lifetime in an illusion such as yours, so let the movie be one which you will be glad to watch later, for you are an actor, but let yourself also be the observer, the director, that keeps your part on an even keel since you are an agent of the Creator’s, for you are part of the Creator, and always remember that identity with the Creator and with Its creation, so whatever the rest of the planet may be doing, you can be co-Creator, and yours can be the imagination, and the love, and the individuality that others may lack. On April 12, 1989, Q’uo described the nature of our observer:

The conscious mind, the conscious entity, moves through its life observing itself and its interaction with others. This, many have called the observer, that which talks to the self, critiques, motivates, reacts. Just so, the unconscious mind has such an observer quality that has a far broader point of view and a greater wealth of resources to offer in its commentary upon the conscious life. Thus, through the dreaming process is this commentary made available to the conscious self in order that both the conscious and unconscious portions of the mind—that male and that female quality—might be utilized in a fashion when well done is of a balanced nature. Therefore, to rely only upon the conscious mind and its analysis of the life pattern is to utilize only half of the resources which are available to each entity within your illusion.

When the time comes you will be in the company of those who, like you, were attempting to be of help. And we will meet you then! We and our brothers sisters of the Confederation, and it will be a grand meeting, and we shall all laugh and rejoice together; for we will have been through quite a bit together. We will look for you there, my sister, in person. And you will see us as Light, and we will see you as Light. And in the meantime, we are with you in spirit as you deal day-by-day with your illusion. Do not become entrapped in that illusion, but remember always the original Thought of the Creator, which is Love. You are a Light being. You are not an earth being. Do not be trapped, my sister.

We ask each of you, pray your prayers; do your deeds. But do not be trapped by them. Act only upon your ideals, on your faith, and your love of the Creator in your heart. Let those things be your all in all. The rest of the world and all of its traps, let them go by. They do not cause you to laugh, they do not cause you great joy. But only what is in your heart can cause you to laugh and cause you to have great joy. We are not saying that it is not right to have possessions, position, power. All these things are neutral, if in your heart you remember the Creator, and you love one another.

Latwii went on to say when the time comes you will be in the company of those who, like you, are attempting to be of help, and we will meet you then, and it will be a grand meeting, and we shall all laugh and rejoice, for we will have been through quite a bit together, so we will look for you there in person, and you will see us as Light, and we will see you as Light, so in the meantime we are with you in spirit as you deal day-by-day with your illusion, but do not become entrapped in that illusion, but remember the original Thought of the Creator, which is Love, for you are a Light being, not an earth being, so be not  trapped, my sister. Then Latwii said we ask each of you to pray your prayers and do your deeds, but do not be trapped by them, so act only upon your ideals, on your faith, and your love of the Creator in your heart, and let those things be your all in all, and let the rest of the world and all of its traps go by, for they do not cause you to laugh or bring you great joy because only what is in your heart can cause you to laugh and have great joy, but we are not saying that it is not right to have possessions and power, for all these things are neutral if in your heart you remember the Creator, and you love one another. On June 6, 1982, Latwii suggested that we love one another:

The lessons of your density are the lessons of Love. When enough of your people learn to Love one another, then the entire creation sings and resounds with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation. Therefore, by whatever means is available to the entity, each entity might therefore send the Love and Light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is.

The lessons of your density are the lessons of love. When enough of your peoples learn to love one another, then the entire creation sings and resounds with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation. Therefore, by whatever means is available to the entity; each entity might therefore send the love and light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is. May we answer you further, my sister?

Now Latwii said the lessons of your density are the lessons of Love, and when enough of your people learn to love one another, then the entire creation sings with that harmony, and each atom rejoices and seeks to join more fully with each part of creation, so by whatever means is available each entity might send the love and light to the one creation in which your planet resides, to your planet itself, to each entity upon its surface, indeed into the self, and thereby assure the unification of all that is. On February 22, 2020, Q’uo described the process when we take part in the unification of all that is:

This contact with intelligent infinity becomes that which blends the microcosm with the macrocosm, the seeker with the One, which it has always been since before time. Thus at this point, the individual will of the entity, though still available as a potential or a possibility, is given over to the will of the One Infinite Creator, so that the entity then begins to move about in its daily round of activities as a vessel or vehicle of the One Infinite Creator, going about the Father’s work, shall we say, being cognizant of the need to share the Love and Light of the One with all around one.

This is a type of illumination that is most rare for entities upon your planet, although more and more entities are achieving that at this time. The one known as Jesus was able in His lifetime, as you are aware, to move into this type of experience where He was able to say that “I and my Father are one. When you see me, you see Him who sent me.” Thus, at this point, the individual consciousness can be set aside, shall we say, and replaced with the greater consciousness which has its place in the unification of all that seems separate, in the healing of all that seems wounded, in the making whole of all that seems broken.

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I am with the instrument. I am Hatonn. We were attempting to contact the one known as Don, but he is more fatigued than the one known as Carla. Thus, we will use this instrument. Please go ahead with your questions.

Questioner: I was very flabbergasted when you said that the bombs could destroy souls. [Inaudible] forgotten it a great deal [inaudible] images as you were saying it [inaudible] created [inaudible] goes beyond the boundaries of free will [inaudible] confusing to me [inaudible]. I don’t even know how to phrase the question. I hope you can perhaps open my mind [inaudible] my confusion [inaudible].

Questioner: [Inaudible].

Hatonn: I will attempt to use this instrument. The classification of the people you see upon this Earth [inaudible] is somewhat inherent [inaudible]. Mortals are precisely identical to immortals, if you are assuming these two classifications. What you call a mortal is the chemical appearance of what you call immortal. It is the clothing of the immortal for a short period of time [inaudible] physical plane of existence. The immortal is always the active force. The mortal is only temporary [inaudible] very intense. Therefore, the action of the mortal is always the action of the immortal.

The immortal is the Creator. The mortal is Its physical appearance in this particular plane of existence. Is it possible then for the Creator to destroy Itself or cause, shall we say, termination of the continuity for a portion of Its experience? This is possible. It is possible through the association of the intelligent configuration [inaudible] vibratory nature [inaudible] the individualized consciousness which is a portion of the infinite Creator. This is possible with a form of technology which you know of, the nuclear explosive device. This device has effect not only on the physical clothes of the entity, that is, the chemical body, but also the subtle body, which you call the soul.

The Questioner may have asked about the difference between a mortal being and an immortal being. Hatonn began by saying the classification of the people you see upon Earth [inaudible] is somewhat inherent [inaudible]. Mortals are identical to immortals, so what you call a mortal is the chemical appearance of what you call immortal, for it is the clothing of the immortal for a short period of time [inaudible] physical plane of existence, so the immortal is always the active force, but the mortal is only temporary [inaudible] very intense, so the action of the mortal is always the action of the immortal. Latwii went on to say the immortal is the Creator, but the mortal is Its physical appearance in this particular plane of existence, so: “Is it possible then for the Creator to destroy Itself or cause, shall we say, termination of the continuity for a portion of Its experience?” Hatonn said this is possible through the association of the intelligent configuration [inaudible] vibratory nature [inaudible] the individualized consciousness which is a portion of the infinite Creator, and this is possible with a form of technology which you know of as the nuclear explosive device, and this device has effect not only on the physical clothes of the entity, that is, the chemical body, but also the subtle body, which you call the soul. On March 11, 1978, Hatonn spoke of the nature of our immortal soul:

You have felt that you are in the wilderness, and yet it is precisely in the wilderness that you must be alone, for you have the challenge of being aware of that which is paradise totally within yourself rather than being in the position of dwelling in paradise and attempting to remember the wilderness. We say to you the experience of wilderness is extremely important to growth of what you would call your soul.

As the immortal soul plunges into a cycle of experience such as you have committed yourself to in this density, the darkness of not remembering the Creator’s Thought and all… All senses are stilled. Slowly the wisdom, kept like a seed within the soul, begins to put forth tiny sprouts and through many life experiences those sprouts are encouraged to grow.

The reason for this is the very nature of the nuclear device. Energy generated from this device is spinning energy, what you call the atom. The atom is a vibratory arrangement, motion manifested in both what you know as the physical plane and several planes beneath, shall we say, the physical. The spiritual or soul body is composed of, shall we say, a more subtle vibratory arrangement. From your point of view in the chemical body, this vibratory arrangement is highly energetic. A large portion of the energy [inaudible] from the nuclear explosion is contained at this level of vibration. For this reason, the detonation of a nuclear device affects more subtle planes of existence, as you would call it. We were first attracted to your planet in great numbers because of the threat, shall we say, to a portion of the individualized consciousness of the infinite Creator. We were, shall we say, quite [inaudible] invading threat. We were successful and shall be successful in the future.

Then Hatonn said the reason for this is the nature of the nuclear device, so energy generated from this device is spinning energy, what you call the atom, and the atom is a vibratory arrangement, motion manifested in both what you know as the physical plane and several planes beneath the physical, but the spiritual or soul body is composed of a more subtle vibratory arrangement, and from your point of view in the chemical body, this vibratory arrangement is energetic, and a large portion of the energy [inaudible] from the nuclear explosion is contained at this level of vibration, and for this reason, the detonation of a nuclear device affects more subtle planes of existence, for we were first attracted to your planet because of the threat to a portion of the individualized consciousness of the infinite Creator, so we were quite [inaudible] invading threat, but we were successful and shall be successful in the future. On January 30, 2010, Q’uo spoke of the nature of our soul body:

Indeed, all is illusion within your density, a deeper illusion than the densities from which we speak. Yet all within our densities are also illusions, yet more rarefied and refined illusions. However, the paradoxes remain. The mystery remains. The purpose of there being such a thick veil between you as your physical body and you as a soul body is that your density is the Density of Choice. The choice that you have before you as a human being, once you realize that you are inevitably and most deeply an ethically orientated entity, is to choose your manner of service.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Walmart’s where I found a container that I can use to put bird seed in since I lost the old one. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway where I filled Stanley’s gas tank with premium gas.

This afternoon I welcomed the L/L Research staff and a number of the attendees from our recent Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin hill that were here to return some of the chairs, drinks, and presentation boards that were used at the Gathering.  

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 15

The Desire To Dwell In Love

I am a voice speaking with the full consciousness of Love. I greet you in that Love manifested by Jesus the Christ to all of humankind.

At your prayers and meditations, we find you relaxing and resting the body and yet not relaxing and resting the mind. How fretful is the mind of humankind, steeped in everyday concerns!

Can it not be perhaps possible that the mind also might rest, relax, find comfort and open the doors within in seeking? For those doors reveal Jesus the Christ and those qualities of consciousness which were manifested unto you and may again and always be manifested unto you if there is a pure and profound desire to dwell innerly in Love. These gifts are yours if you can but make room for them. There is no hurry. These gifts are eternal.

Peace be with you now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-09-14

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from September 13, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and in the Light of the infinite Creator. We are sorry for the delay in achieving contact with this instrument. But we are on station elsewhere in your sky and are having to work through a series of what you would call computers in order to relay our thoughts to you. Normally, the one known as Latwii would speak to you, but because of the special group that we have tonight with the presence of the one known as S, we wished to speak to you ourselves. For there is much that we would say to you that would be inappropriate to say to a larger group. We are able to reach this instrument due to the fact that there are several other members of this group who have not been able to reach your physical domicile at this time but who are meditating with you in their own dwelling places. Thus, we can achieve a good contact.

This instrument has often wondered why the planetary entity that has most often spoken to her from the inner planes, during what you would call séances, was named Moses. We would like to bring out some points about the reason for the one known to your people as Moses being one of your inner guides upon the Earthly plane. It was many, many years ago, several thousand of your years to be exact, or more exact shall we say, when you and your little charge of courageous pilgrims, desiring to help the people of this Earth, stood before the Council that governs this solar system and requested permission to incarnate into this solar system in this cycle. Permission was granted. It was not granted to all that applied and to those that won the approval of the Council there still remained mixed feelings, for you knew what you must lose in order to enter such a dense and unloving vibration as the Earth plane.

You have tried through many incarnations to be of service to the people of this planet. It was hoped very much by you before you began this incarnation that this would be the incarnation in which you succeeded in that plan. In other words, my friend, you, like Moses, have been attempting to lead your people through a desert toward a promised land of Love and Light, which you can see clearly in a distance and know as a reality, but which those around you either doubt or disclaim completely. And now, my friends, you find yourselves moving through the incarnation, giving of yourself to the best of your ability and to the best of your judgment finding yourself still in the desert. We can only say to you, my friends, that your sacrifice has not been in vain nor will it ever have been for nothing. Even if you do not lead your people into the promised land; even if, as some have rather crudely put it, you cannot save your planet, you have shown by your life and by your works to the best of your ability that Love and the Light that awaits those who praise the truth of the Creator’s Love.

Hatonn wanted to let Carla know why Moses was one of her guides on the inner planes that spoke to her during séances. Hatonn began by saying that we would like share some points about the reason for Moses being one of your inner guides upon the Earthly plane, for it was several thousand years ago when you and your courageous pilgrims, desiring to help the people of Earth, stood before the Council that governs this solar system and requested permission to incarnate into this solar system in this cycle, and permission was granted, but it was not granted to all that applied, and to those that won the approval of the Council there still remained mixed feelings, for you knew what you must lose in order to enter such a dense and unloving vibration as the Earth plane. Hatonn went on to say you have tried through many incarnations to be of service to the people of this planet, and it was hoped by you before you began this incarnation that this would be the incarnation in which you succeeded in that plan, so you, like Moses, have been attempting to lead your people through a desert toward a promised land of Love and Light, which you can see clearly in a distance and know as a reality, but which those around you either doubt or disclaim completely, so now you find yourselves moving through the incarnation, giving of yourself to the best of your ability and to the best of your judgment finding yourself still in the desert, and we can only say to you that your sacrifice has not been in vain, nor will it ever have been for nothing, for even if you do not lead your people into the promised land, and even if you cannot save your planet, you have shown by your life to the best of your ability that Love and the Light that awaits those who praise the truth of the Creator’s Love. On April 6, 2006, Q’uo described the nature of the promised land:

Those who have been incarnating lately, for the most part, are those entities who have volunteered proudly and sacrificially to enter this waning third-density environment as pilgrims of fourth density. They are like unto those led by Moses in the desert. They shall not see the promised land, but they shall create the Garden of Eden upon your planet once again to the best of their ability.

Thusly, treasure this incarnation and realize the gift that it represents for each of you. This is your last opportunity to make and sustain the choice of polarity that shall lead you through graduation and into your taking up higher-density work. Those who do not make a choice of polarity and sustain that choice until polarity is built up to the point where you are able to bear the Light of higher densities shall experience another cycle of third-density incarnations upon another planet and shall once again take up the lessons of Love.

Remember that you are not alone in this great effort to heal a planet and its millions and millions of souls. What you have done prepares the way, at the very least, for another generation of those who seek the promised land, as long as your gaze is steady, as long as you know the reality of the eventual goal. The fact that you cannot yourself bring the planet with you to the completion of that goal should not sorrow you, for you must realize that the free will of each soul is supreme. What you must realize for your own sanity is summed up in your holy works, in the parable of Moses and the burning bush. The bush was burned, and yet it was not consumed, and out of the bush a voice addressed the one known as Moses, there in the desert as he stood, foot-weary and dusty and helpless.

“Take off your shoes,” said the voice, “for that place whereon you stand is holy ground.” You cannot bring people to an understanding. You can only bring yourself to people. And if you have the realization that you are constantly in the holy tabernacle, dwelling in serenity and intimacy with the Creator, which is the Spirit of Love among people, then you will be able to bring that holiness ever so quietly into the atmosphere about you. We realize that you do not consider yourselves to be saints, that you could not possibly be holy. We realize all this. We can see your hearts and that you quake with the sadness of all of your indiscretions, heated words, wrong feelings, actions which you considered indiscreet and actions which you fear may be indiscreet in the future. But we say to you, my friends, we are not speaking here of the human personality. For there is a level beneath the human personality in which true sainthood and true holiness abides. You do not so much need to tame your human personality as to learn to discard it, to understand the shallowness of its emotions, to understand that as the bedrock of your character lies that with which you came into this solar system, and that which the Council of Saturn passed. Yes, my friends, compared to those who dwell upon this planet from a previous age, you are indeed saints, subconsciously.

Hatonn went on to say remember that you are not alone in this great effort to heal a planet and its millions of souls, for what you have done prepares the way for another generation of those who seek the promised land, as long as your gaze is steady, as long as you know the reality of the eventual goal, so the fact that you cannot bring the planet with you to the completion of that goal should not sorrow you, for you must realize that the free will of each soul is supreme, but what you must realize for your own sanity is summed up in your holy works, in the parable of Moses and the burning bush, and the bush was burned, yet it was not consumed, so out of the bush a voice addressed the one known as Moses as he stood, foot-weary, dusty and helpless. Hatonn continued by saying: “Take off your shoes,” said the voice, “for that place whereon you stand is holy ground,” for you cannot bring people to an understanding since you can only bring yourself to people, and if you have the realization that you are constantly in the holy tabernacle, dwelling in serenity and intimacy with the Creator, which is the Spirit of Love among people, then you will be able to bring that holiness quietly into the atmosphere about you, but we realize that you do not consider yourselves to be saints, that you could not possibly be holy, and we can see your hearts, and that you quake with the sadness of all of your actions which you considered indiscreet and actions which you fear may be indiscreet in the future, but we say to you we are not speaking here of the human personality, for there is a level beneath the human personality in which true sainthood abides, for you do not need to tame your human personality to learn to discard it, to understand the shallowness of its emotions, to understand that as the bedrock of your character lies that with which you came into this solar system, and that which the Council of Saturn passed, and compared to those who dwell upon this planet from a previous age, you are saints, subconsciously. On April 28, 1985, L/Leema described how the Council of Saturn functions:

We asked a selected group of the Confederation for permission to use this instrument as it is necessary to gain special permission to use an instrument which has been in agreement with those which have gone before the Council of Saturn. We were given permission to do what we could with this instrument at this time, and we hope that as we ramble we may move you and fill you with joy and with the intensity of desire that we feel for you.

The longer you spend in meditation the more you will begin to feel comfortable with the fact, not to be proud but only to be able to manifest it in your life by feeling the presence and the power of the Creator Who is with you; no matter how the emotions of your daily life may turn about you; no matter how distracted you may become by the petty concerns of petty people. Yet, you have that to fall back on which they may not, and it is that which makes you a shepherd, and it is the lack of that which makes them the sheep. And thus, your relationship is defined. You will recognize other shepherds when you see them. For you will hear in them the world weariness and yet the total sweetness that comes with the subconscious knowledge that this is truly not reality for you but merely an illusion that you have selected in order to do a job.

We are aware that each of those in your little band has become increasingly desirous of bringing, shall we say, to a head, the business of setting the planet aright. We wish, my friends, that we could give you the personal guarantee of success that you would so like to hear. But you have a planet that’s moving rapidly and completely into the new vibration, and its people are not. Its people are becoming more and more polarized, are desiring to stand upon ground which is not holy, are desiring to distract themselves from that which may be of depth and meaning to them, so that they will not have to think of the consequences of being unholy, unkind, ungenerous, unloving.

Hatonn continued by saying the longer you spend in meditation the more you will begin to feel comfortable with the fact, not to be proud but only to be able to manifest it in your life by feeling the presence and the power of the Creator who is with you, and no matter how the emotions of your daily life may turn about you; no matter how distracted you may become by the concerns of people, yet you have that to fall back on which they may not, and it is that which makes you a shepherd, and it is the lack of that which makes them the sheep, so your relationship is defined, and you will recognize other shepherds when you see them, for you will hear in them the world weariness and yet the total sweetness that comes with the subconscious knowledge that this is truly not reality for you but merely an illusion that you have selected in order to do a job. Now Hatonn said we are aware that each of those in your group has become desirous of bringing to a head the business of setting the planet aright, and we wish that we could give you the guarantee of success that you would like to hear, but you have a planet that’s moving rapidly and completely into the new vibration, and its people are not because its people are desiring to distract themselves from that which may be of depth and meaning to them, so that they will not have to think of the consequences of being unloving. On September 21, 1974, Hatonn described the new vibration that we are moving into:

There is much joy and much beauty in constant presence of the Creator of us all very apparent within the new vibration. The new vibration is Love, as is the old vibration and yet, my friends, the truth of Love becomes a little more obvious with the higher vibrations.

My friends, you love one another, and you truly try to love those with whom you come in contact. We can only ask that you dig a little deeper into your subconscious, into the knowledge with which you came into this vibration so many long years ago. You have the opportunity to remember the sweetness and the simplicity of constant contact with the oneness of all things. You merely doubt from time to time that these things are so because you are lost in the wilderness where there are so few shepherds and so many sheep, and the herding of them is almost intolerable. Therefore we say to you, be of good courage and do not think of goals but only of the mile which you are walking at this time. We do not know how long the wilderness lasts in terms of time. If it lasts past your lifetime, then you will have been a shepherd along the way. You will not be in at the finish. You will not see the end written across the skies. The movie will not be over for you when you leave this incarnation. This is of no concern to you.

Do not be concerned with your accomplishments. Be concerned only with the amount of time that you spend dealing with individuals upon the sturdy and heartfelt basis of the Love of the Creator. Be concerned only with the analysis of your own thoughts, that you may reject those thoughts which are not helpful to your spiritual growth or to the growth of others. Most of all, allow your intuition to play the part in your life that it deserves. For with daily meditation, your intuition will point you in a direction that you ought to go. There will always be, to those who pray and meditate, a path that becomes obvious. It is not always what one would desire consciously, but when it becomes obvious, seize it and embrace it, for it is your next lesson. And by learning these lessons and learning them with Love, you and your powerful personalities, well-schooled in Love, are raising the planetary consciousness to a goodly degree.

Then Hatonn said you love one another, and you try to love those with whom you come in contact, and we can ask that you dig deeper into your subconscious, into the knowledge with which you came into this vibration so many years ago, for you have the opportunity to remember the sweetness of constant contact with the oneness of all things, but you doubt from time to time that these things are so because you are lost in the wilderness where there are few shepherds and many sheep, and the herding of them is almost intolerable, so we say to you, be of good courage, and do not think of goals but only of the mile which you are walking at this time, for we do not know how long the wilderness lasts in terms of time, so if it lasts past your lifetime, then you will have been a shepherd along the way, but you will not be in at the finish, and you will not see the end written across the skies because the movie will not be over for you when you leave this incarnation, and this is of no concern to you. Hatonn went on to say do not be concerned with your accomplishments, but be concerned with the amount of time that you spend dealing with individuals upon the heartfelt basis of the Love of the Creator, so be concerned only with the analysis of your own thoughts, that you may reject those thoughts which are not helpful to your spiritual growth the growth of others, but allow your intuition to play the part in your life that it deserves, for with daily meditation, your intuition will point you in a direction that you ought to go, and there will always be, to those who pray and meditate, a path that becomes obvious, but it is not always what one would desire consciously, but when it becomes obvious, seize it and embrace it, for it is your next lesson, and by learning these with Love, you and your powerful personalities, well-schooled in Love, are raising the planetary consciousness to a goodly degree. On September 4, 2016, Q’uo spoke of the value of our intuition:

The conscious seeker, however, has the great advantage in that it is a conscious seeker, and it is willing to put itself forth in this great quest to discover that which is hidden not only in the illusion around you, but within your very self—to find that pathway through your intuition, through that still small voice of the Creator that resides within you, to give you hints and clues and indications of directions to take; and then, if you have the faith and the will to take them, and the strength and perseverance to continue, you will find great rewards available to you.

We are aware that the one known as S has continued to feel isolated, and it is our hope that we have been able to put into the mind of at least one other person in that area the desire to form a meditation group. We do not know if we have been successful. Due to the fact that we do not directly do these things but do them only through instruments, and in this case we used the book written by this entity and the one known as Don, and an inquiry about people in the area of the one known as S, in order that this instrument could write a little note with a telephone number of the one known as S. If this is to be, it will be. We do not know, for it is totally dependent upon the free will of those concerned. But it has always been our desire that the one known as S not be isolated. However, it was felt by us that it was important for the spiritual strength of the one known as S that she be able to go through the wilderness unafraid and without regret.

We are satisfied at this time that she is aware that we are with her, and we feel that her remaining desire to be in touch with us through channels, such as this one, is simply an understandable desire for the closeness of contact. Indeed, this desire is also felt by this instrument who has never tired of these messages. We ask you to realize that we are very grateful to you, for you have been sent into a world that is hostile. And you do not have visible help. You have a great deal of invisible help, but you must always be strengthening your faith in order to be able to lean on this help as you would upon the help of a friend. Not that we or the Creator could ever tell you what to do.

Now Hatonn said we are aware that S has continued to feel isolated, and it is our hope that we have been able to put into the mind of at least one other person in that area the desire to form a meditation group, but we do not know if we have been successful because we do not directly do these things but do them only through instruments, and in this case we used the book written by Carla and Don and an inquiry about people in the area of S, in order that Carla could write a note with a telephone number of S’s, for if this is to be, it will be, but we do not know, for it is dependent upon the free will of those concerned, but it has always been our desire that S not be isolated, for it was felt by us that it was important for the spiritual strength of S that she be able to go through the wilderness unafraid and without regret. Hatonn went on to say we are satisfied that she is aware that we are with her, and we feel that her desire to be in touch with us through channels is an understandable desire for the closeness of contact, and this desire is also felt by Carla who has never tired of these messages, so we ask you to realize that we are grateful to you, for you have been sent into a world that is hostile, and you do not have visible help, but you have a great deal of invisible help, but you must be strengthening your faith in order to be able to lean on this help as you would upon the help of a friend,  not that we or the Creator could ever tell you what to do. On November 21, 1999, Q’uo described the nature of our invisible help:

All is well. This may be your mantra. All will be well. This will be your hope. Allow yourself to fail. Allow yourself to be upset. There is no disaster here, but only the opportunity for learning and growth. And know that help is always nearer than your breathing, closer than your own features or the breath in your body. Entities of great Love and wisdom surround you, Love you, want to support you. Lean into that invisible help and know always that all is well.

But when you lean upon the spiritual truth of Love, Love will live your life, and you need only follow the path of Love. And due to the best of your ability those good works that have been laid out for you to do. They may be as humble as a smile in a crowded supermarket, a sweet thought on a winter’s day, the noticing of the beauty of nature. Yes, my friends, these are good works, these things improve the planetary consciousness. There are dramatic good works, yes, but they are far and few between. That which Love has for you to do will be governed completely by the capacity of the planetary consciousness to absorb the Love which you have to give. If you cannot give it to all, you may give it to some; if you cannot give it to some, you may give it to a few; if you cannot give it to men and women, you may always, my friends, give it to children. For they are simple and open and understand Love.

Your tour of duty, shall we say, is almost over, and we feel that it would not make you unduly proud to say that you have done well. We wish only that your heartaches could be less and that your joy could be more. For this is what you came into this world to share, the joy of living under the highest law, the law of Love. We wish you the greatest of peace, and strength, and confidence in your day-by-day attempts to express this Love in your life, to show this Love and this joy in every smile and laugh, in every refusal to be bitter, in every forgiveness and every forgetting of a wrong. In a way you are not special, for you are children of God as are all. It is only that you have more experience, and this gives you responsibility. We hope that this responsibility may weigh lightly upon you and that you may find grace.

Now Hatonn said when you lean upon the spiritual truth of Love, Love will live your life, and you need only follow the path of Love, and due to the best of your ability those good works that have been laid out for you to do may be as humble as a smile in a crowded supermarket or the noticing of the beauty of nature, for these improve the planetary consciousness, and there are dramatic good works, but they are few and far between, so that which Love has for you to do will be governed by the capacity of the planetary consciousness to absorb the Love which you have to give, but if you cannot give it to all, you may give it to some; if you cannot give it to men and women, you may always give it to children, for they are simple and open and understand Love. So Hatonn said your tour of duty is almost over, and we feel that it would not make you too proud to say that you have done well, for we wish that your heartaches could be less, and that your joy could be more, for this is what you came into this world to share: the joy of living under the law of Love, so we wish you the greatest of peace and confidence in your day-by-day attempts to express this Love and joy in every smile, in every refusal to be bitter, in every forgiveness of a wrong, for in a way you are not special since you are children of God as are all, and it is only that you have more experience, and this gives you responsibility, and we hope that this responsibility may weigh lightly upon you, and that you may find grace. On May 17, 1981, Hatonn how we may live the law of Love:

Perfect Love is perfect freedom. Perfect Love is an entrance into a fresh field of flowers from the dark dungeon of fear. Love does not bind or unbind according to one man-made law. We speak to you in this wise, because we understand your desire to go further than the surface of seeking. Therefore, it is time, if you will allow us to use this term, for each to take the responsibility for the use of discrimination in the ascertaining of those actions which are appropriate, not in the eyes of others, or of a society which is faceless, but in the eyes of the self facing itself in meditation.

This is the law of Love that binds and unbinds. This is the law, which when used correctly causes the entity to take upon itself the raiment of the co-Creator that each of you really is. Only when you choose the responsibility of seeking in Love your own answers, your own formulations of questions, can you become one who acts rather than one who reads. The abilities of one who allows the original Thought to energize their being are many. The ability to serve others is immensely enhanced when the seeker ceases pondering the rightness and wrongness of action, but rather takes it to meditation and releases it, allowing then the original Thought of Love to have a clear channel through which to work.

[Side one of tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We apologize for the delay, but the noise of the tape recorder which ended lightened this instrument’s concentration upon our words, and we felt that she would better finish this message if she were able to turn it and begin another side. We would at this time pause and ask if the one known as S has any questions at this time.

S: [Inaudible]. Our evolution [inaudible] at this time, a great sense of a [inaudible] sadness in your words, impression that in fact [inaudible] we are not making progress that was once hoped [inaudible].

I am Hatonn. Your impression of the sadness in our voice is correct, my sister. However, it is not sadness because of your failure to be shepherds of the flock. For indeed, there have been many more who remembered the Love of the Creator and served that Love in their lives than we ever expected or hoped for when this planet was seeded with people such as yourselves who lay down their lives for their brethren, in Love. We are very, shall we say, grateful and impressed. The problem, my sister, lies in a planet which is only with the greatest difficulty avoiding becoming evil. It is holding on to its mixed neutrality only by some effort, and that effort is that which is put out by those such as you.

As we watch the peoples of the world in which you now reside, we do not see any lessening of nationalism and all of the pride and vain glory which that causes, of the desire for war as a tool of diplomacy in order to gain advantage over other nations and ideologies. These things are increasing, in spite of the great tragedies that have happened within the last hundred years. The vibrations are very strong in your planet. It is as though the people were vampires, desirous of blood. You have tried very hard, and so have we, and individuals among the sheep will pass the graduation test and thus you will have done your job, and for that, you too can be grateful and feel satisfied. But you were fighting against great odds, and so are we. We still fight on, and so do you. And we do not consider the situation hopeless; for there is an eternity in which to work it out. However, the fact remains that at this moment we cannot even be on station over your skies, working with groups such as yours, in what you call your United States. It is only through a request to the central computer that we have been able to speak with you this evening.

Hatonn answered S’s question by saying your impression of the sadness in our voice is correct, but it is not sadness because of your failure to be a shepherd of the flock, for there have been many who remembered the Love of the Creator and served that Love in their lives than we ever expected when this planet was seeded with people such as yourselves who lay down their lives for their brethren, in Love, and we are very grateful and impressed, so the problem lies in a planet which is barely avoiding becoming evil, and it is holding on to its mixed neutrality only by some effort, and that effort is that which is put out by those such as you. Then Hatonn said as we watch the people of the world in which you reside, we do not see any lessening of nationalism and all of vain glory which that causes the desire for war as a tool of diplomacy in order to gain advantage over other nations, and these things are increasing in spite of the tragedies that have happened within the last hundred years, so the vibrations are very strong in your planet, and it is as though the people were vampires, desirous of blood, but you have tried very hard, and so have we, and individuals among the sheep will pass the graduation test, and you will have done your job, and for that, you too can be grateful and feel satisfied, but you were fighting against great odds, and so are we, and we still fight on, and so do you, for we do not consider the situation hopeless because there is an eternity in which to work it out, but the fact remains that at this moment we cannot be on station over your skies, working with groups such as yours, in your United States, so it is only through a request to the central computer that we have been able to speak with you this evening. On July 5, 1981, Hatonn described the Love of the Creator:

My sister, we would answer you by saying that to seek the Love of the infinite Creator in each moment of your life is the greatest service and the greatest learning that can be accomplished upon your plane, for it is the lesson of this dimension to discover the Love of the Creator within all that is experienced within the self, within the life, within the family, within the community, within each activity, each experience and there is, shall we say, an infinite amount of time to discover this Love.

For we are attempting to send words of peace and Love into the leaders of those in your old world, those in the Orient, those in what you call Russia, those in the Middle East. They seem to be so determined to blow up what they cannot have. And what they do not realize is that they will destroy not only themselves, but souls, if they are allowed to use nuclear weapons. Thus, we are sad this evening. For we are those who Love, and Love breeds sadness. Thus, we too must meditate and remember the joy of the Creator. However, we do not shrink from what we see to be the truth. We simply accept it and realize that all those who at this time are not progressing, or progressing very slowly, will simply progress in another time, in another place of their own free will, for the process is inexorable.

We do not then ever despair, for we know that no souls can be lost. They can only be longer in the darkness, and this we wish to help you to avoid on your planet. And we know that you too wish to help your people in this way. We are afraid that in the vibration of Love as we know it, there is a dynamic of joy and sadness. Joy from the Creator; sadness because of the separation of those who are separated from the Creator. For those who love wish only to serve others, and when you cannot serve, you must then feel sad. Perhaps that is the hardest thing about loving, is to know that you cannot change people; they must come to you; they must be ready; then the seed is planted and joy begins again in new ground. For this you may hope, for this you may still and always hope. For although this planet will not as a whole successfully enter the next density, there are those who will. And even now, you can help them develop. It does not have to be by the dialectic of spoken words. As we said before, it can be by smiles, by writing, by singing, by touching, by all the ways that you can show Love.

Hatonn continued by saying we are attempting to send words of peace and Love to the leaders of those in the Orient, those in Russia, and those in the Middle East since they seem to be determined to blow up what they cannot have, and what they do not realize is that they will destroy not only themselves, but souls if they use nuclear weapons, so we are sad this evening, for we are those who Love, and Love breeds sadness, so we too must meditate and remember the joy of the Creator, but we do not shrink from what we see to be the truth, so we accept it and realize that all those who at this time are not progressing, or progressing slowly, will progress in another time, in another place of their own free will, for the process is inexorable. Now Hatonn said we do not despair, for we know that no souls can be lost, so they can only be longer in the darkness, and this we wish to help you to avoid on your planet, for we know that you wish to help your people in this way, so we are afraid that in the vibration of Love as we know it, there is a dynamic of joy and sadness, joy from the Creator and sadness because of the separation of those who are separated from the Creator, for those who Love wish only to serve others, and when you cannot serve, you must then feel sad, and the hardest thing about loving is to know that you cannot change people, for they must be ready, and then the seed is planted and joy begins again in new ground, for this you may hope, so although this planet will not as a whole successfully enter the next density, there are those who will, and even now you can help them develop, but it does not have to be by the logic of spoken words, but it can be by smiles, by writing, by singing are all the ways that you can show Love. On August 16, 1979, Hatonn said that there is an infinity of ways to show Love:

There will come before you things to do. You each have your own talents. They are each different and unique. You cannot be anyone but yourself. Yet, in your own way, you can be one who shows Love. There is an infinity of ways to show Love. It is your own judgment that will help you to know what your opportunities are, what you can and cannot do. But when you see an opportunity, my friends, turn it not down, but go forward. You will feel in your heart that which is right, and only can know the feelings of your heart.

We are aware that many times both of you to whom we speak at this time have had the gift of listening. That is a great act of love. We encourage it in you. You may feel that you are not helping by listening, but if you listen with love, you can be the transformative element in the equation. You need not say anything in order for the look in your eye to reflect an attitude, in which the voices of others become aware of what they are saying and so begin to tell the truth, and so begin to find themselves. But we share our sadness with you at this time, because we want you to know that you are not alone, that we are not without compassion for your feelings. However, we wish you to understand that there is a deeper reality in which you must not and cannot feel sad. For as we said, the place whereon you stand at this very moment, wherever you are, is holy ground. You do not need to reach the promised land. You have the promised land in your heart. Simply because other people cannot see it does not mean that it is not there. You must visit it in meditation and then you will know. Does this answer your question, my sister?

We are aware that many times both of you to whom we speak at this time have had the gift of listening, and that is an act of love, but you may feel that you are not helping by listening, but if you listen with Love, you can be the transformative element in the equation, so you need not say anything in order for the look in your eye to reflect an attitude, in which the voices of others become aware of what they are saying is truth, and so they begin to find themselves, but we share our sadness with you at this time because we want you to know that you are not alone, that we have compassion for your feelings, but we wish you to understand that there is a deeper reality in which you cannot feel sad, for the place whereon you stand is holy ground, so you do not need to reach the promised land, for you have the promised land in your heart, and you must visit it in meditation and then you will know. Does this answer your question, my sister? On November 24, 2002, Q’uo described the nature of our deeper reality:

The conditions in time/space are quite different, and consequently there is not the bar against remembering and being completely aware of the metaphysical nature of what this instrument would call a deeper reality and the passing nature of all things which participate within this world of life and death. The energy of, say, the tree or a person may be seen in the context of this deeper reality as a minor distortion in the flow of unpotentiated time/space. The illusion that is so pointed and so emphatic to the physical eyes which you enjoy is in fact very little different from, but quite pointedly different from, unpotentiated time/space.

This means that each being of third density has, barely leashed within her energy system, the ability literally to move mountains or to make any physical changes by consciousness alone that her imagination and will can focus upon to a great enough extent, with great enough purity of desire and with a great enough sense of purpose. The limited intake of information within third density is that limitation which affects the conscious mind. It does not affect the subconscious mind except in the higher levels of the subconscious mind. Therefore, it is seldom that entities do see those beings of the inner planes with their physical eyes. Indeed, most of those who do see the inner planes entities while conscious are those who this instrument would call children, those who have not been trained to say that such things are impossible to see.

S: Yes. Although I [inaudible] active imagination [inaudible] broadest transformation [inaudible] part of it [inaudible] perhaps I may not be part of that [inaudible] my [inaudible]. Waiting [inaudible] problem [inaudible] so afraid to do something [inaudible] if it’s my ego or not [inaudible] back and wait [inaudible].

I am Hatonn. I am aware of your sentiments. May we say again, that you are not the only one of your band who feels the intense pressure of action at this time. This was indeed to be the time of movement. And it is possible yet that your little band may be able to do a few things. The one known as M, the one known as K, the one known as B, and especially the one known as Don have all suffered terribly in these last months because of an urgent and continuing feeling that they have not taken hold of their responsibilities. This instrument, who is less susceptible to this pressure, has also felt that this is a critical time, although it has not distressed her as much. Your perception is totally and perfectly correct. This and the years to come, your year 1980 and 1981, 1982, are your critical years in your incarnations. These were the years that you had all set aside to be mature enough and ready enough to work together to aid your planet. The planet which you adopted so bravely.

It will be a measure of the determination of each as to how much of this is realized. However, it is our observation that the outcome of even the most successful campaign on your part is simply questionable. As we said, we have come to the conclusion that we can save individuals and be careful and consciously cautious in beginning their spiritual path by inspiration and so may you be. But we have come to the conclusion that we cannot, as a whole, transform this planetary consciousness. At best, we can simply keep it from tearing up the planet, this very beautiful planet on which you now reside. And that is now our goal and what we continue to ask light groups, such as yours, to pray for. That the weather be asked by your higher selves to be calm, that the leaders of your world be asked by your higher selves to be in peace, in Love, and harmony. These may seem to be foolish thoughts in the face of the weather that you are now experiencing and the difficulties that your international scene now presents. But we say to you that each prayer is heard.

So Hatonn replied by saying you are not the only one of your band who feels the intense pressure of action at this time, for this was to be the time of movement, and it is possible that your band may be able to do a few things, so M, K, B, and especially Don have all suffered in these last months because of a feeling that they have not taken hold of their responsibilities, and Carla, who is less susceptible to this pressure, has also felt that this is a critical time, although it has not distressed her as much, but your perception is correct, so this year, 1980, 1981, and 1982, are critical years in your incarnations, for these were the years that you had all set aside to be ready to work together to aid your planet. Hatonn said that it will be a measure of the determination of each as to how much of this is realized, but it is our observation that the outcome of the most successful campaign on your part is questionable because we have come to the conclusion that we can help individuals be cautious in beginning their spiritual path by inspiration, and so may you be, but we have come to the conclusion that we cannot, as a whole, transform this planetary consciousness, so we can keep it from tearing up the this beautiful planet on which you reside, and that is our goal, and what we continue to ask light groups to pray that the weather be asked by your higher selves to be calm, that the leaders of your world be asked by your higher selves to be in peace, in Love, and harmony, and these may seem to be foolish thoughts in the face of the weather that you are now experiencing and the difficulties that your international scene now presents, but we say to you that each prayer is heard. On September 4, 1980, Hatonn described the planetary consciousness of Earth:

The reason that the transition will include difficult Earth changes for your people is that the thinking of this planetary consciousness is very awry. There are many upon this planet that are of highest caliber of service to others. However, there are just as many who are very strongly polarized towards separation. As a buffer zone you have an extremely weak, though large, segment of the population that cares about very little, learns very little, and contributes very little to the planetary consciousness.

What you do can change things on the inner planes. Already, light groups like yours have saved many in California and we ask your help with what you would call earthquakes. At the time that we asked that, rather than one large earthquake, there were several small ones and there was no loss of life. We continue to fight small battles such as this one, in lieu of the important and great battle, which we feel that we have lost, the battle for the planetary consciousness of your people. Many of your people will simply have to repeat the cycle of time which they have just experienced. It is not a true sadness that we feel, for we know that all will be well. It is simply a disappointment, that we cannot share the Creator and the joy of the Creator’s Love with all people who have that joy within them, waiting to be unblocked, waiting to be unlocked! But it cannot be if the person does not desire to use the key. So be it!

We shall see, and we will be in touch with your group. You may depend upon it—in the months to come and the years to come—to witness with you and to send our Love and support for your own program to give love and information to those who desire it on your planet. We know that you will do the best that you can. We do not fear for any ego problems from any of you, for we feel that life itself has taught you enough at this point that you can analyze your own thoughts and work with them yourselves. Each of you in the group, that has come to planet Earth at this time together, is a highly disciplined person.

Hatonn continued by saying that what you do can change things on the inner planes, for Light groups like yours have saved many in California, and we ask your help with earthquakes, and at the time that we asked that, rather than one large earthquake, there were several small ones, and there was no loss of life, so we continue to fight small battles such as this one, instead of the great battle which we feel that we have lost for the planetary consciousness of your people, and many of your people will have to repeat the cycle of time which they have just experienced, but it is not a true sadness that we feel, for we know that all will be well, so it is a disappointment that we cannot share the Creator and the joy of the Creator’s Love with all people who have that joy within them, waiting to be unlocked, but it cannot be if the person does not desire to use the key, so be it! Then Hatonn said we shall see, and we will be in touch with your group, and you may depend upon it—in the months and years to come—to send our Love and support for your program to give Love and information to those who desire it on your planet, for we know that you will do the best that you can, and we do not fear any ego problems from any of you, for we feel that life has taught you enough at this point that you can analyze your thoughts and work with them yourselves since each of you in the group, that has come to planet Earth at this time together, is a highly disciplined person. On November 3, 1985, Hatonn spoke of the value of Light groups:

When groups of entities meet together, the Light blazes far, far brighter than by merely addition, for each gives each strength, clarity and purity of being, each giving unto each the gift of Light. That is why your so-called Light groups are crucial, always have been, and always shall be. They are centers, if you will, of focus for that which is lightest in all people to have a safe place to be vulnerable and to shine forth in the darkness.

We who have served with the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator within your sphere of influence for some time as you call it have seen more and more and more Lights glowing in the darkness. Their radiance is growing brighter and there are beginning to be networks formed, networks of Light, traceries like lace encircling the darkened spiritual metaphysical planes of your Earth world. However, we do not want to emphasize overly much the function of the group, for each entity goes forth from the group and yet is still an entity holding as in the holograph all of the Light of consciousness, all of the fresh and living radiance of the one original Thought.

Ego is useful for being a chemical being upon a chemical planet. To be totally without ego would be somewhat awkward. We do not fear ego or ask you to dismantle it. We ask you to be aware of the way it works in your life. And when you feel that you have become offensive because of it, correct that action. That is all you need to worry about, in ego. If you are giving information to others, you may become tired of the sound of your voice. You may feel that you are showing off your information or your knowledge. But we ask you, why do you think that you had that information? Be humble in your heart and know that you are nothing without the Creator but clay and dust. But know also that you are a perfect created being. Do not be proud of the dust, but be unafraid to share the joy of being a child of God.

We ask you in all sincerity to have confidence and not to worry about your ego, but simply to analyze your actions in each case. And when you have determined whether your ego or your love was working, adjust your behavior accordingly. For you are not in a situation where others will understand you, and it would do you no good to speak to others. Thus, you must be your own disciplinarian. You are always able to speak at any time on the physical plane with those others of your group with whom you came. If there is a question that you cannot penetrate, we urge you to speak to the one known as Don or any of the others in your group. And we assure you that we will send you our thoughts, if you ask us. But most of all, you must have the confidence to realize that you know the score, and that you are too much a student of life to allow something that has been a rather beautiful and loving existence up to this point to become marred by excessive egoism.

Now Hatonn went on to say ego is useful for being a chemical being upon a chemical planet, and to be without ego would be somewhat awkward, so we do not fear ego or ask you to dismantle it, but we ask you to be aware of the way it works in your life, and when you feel that you have become offensive because of it, correct that action, and that is all you need to worry about, in ego, so if you are giving information to others, you may become tired of the sound of your voice, and you may feel that you are showing off your knowledge, but we ask you, why do you think that you had that information? Be humble in your heart, and know that you are nothing without the Creator but clay and dust, but know also that you are a perfect created being, so do not be proud of the dust, but be unafraid to share the joy of being a child of God. Then Hatonn said that we ask you to have confidence and not to worry about your ego, but to analyze your actions in each case, and when you have determined whether your ego or your love was working, adjust your behavior accordingly, for you are not in a situation where others will understand you, and it would do you no good to speak to others, so you must be your own disciplinarian because you are always able to speak at any time on the physical plane with those others of your group with whom you came, and if there is a question that you cannot penetrate, we urge you to speak to Don or any of the others in your group, and we assure you that we will send you our thoughts, if you ask us, but most of all, you must have the confidence to realize that you know the score, and that you are too much a student of life to allow something that has been a beautiful and loving existence up to this point to become marred by excessive egoism. On August 14, 1988, Q’uo spoke of the nature of the student of life:

Thus, each student of life may learn of that which is great by looking at that which is small, may learn of that which is without by looking at that which is within, may also learn in the reverse order, as correlations can be made from small to large, from within to without. Those connecting fibers and pathways which bind each to the other and each to the planet and each planet to the creation are those pathways which lead from understanding of one kind to understanding of another. Thus, may each discover that which one sees within the realm of one’s own being.

We are aware that you have been egotistic in the past; so has everyone that is incarnate in a chemical universe. Ego is a defense mechanism, it is a separator. Without ego you would become the proverbial doormat. Know who you are, let your ego speak, but then let it be quiet. Simply see the balance between too little and too much. We are aware that many Eastern religions encourage the total abolishment of ego. This is all very well and good in a culture where the holy are fed. In your particular culture, the holy are normally considered quite insane, thus, retain your protective coloration and your ego as part of that. For you cannot function unless the society perceives you as normal. But know in your heart who you are. And let not your ego tell you that you have limitations.

Then Hatonn said we are aware that you have been egotistic in the past; so has everyone that is incarnate in a chemical universe, for ego is a defense mechanism, a separator, and without ego you would become the proverbial doormat, so know who you are, and let your ego speak, but then let it be quiet, and see the balance between too little and too much, for we are aware that many Eastern religions encourage the total abolishment of ego, and this is all well in a culture where the holy are fed, but in your culture, the holy are normally considered quite insane, so retain your protective coloration with your ego as part of that, for you cannot function unless the society perceives you as normal, but know in your heart who you are, and let not your ego tell you that you have limitations. On September 7, 1980, Hatonn described the nature of our ego:

Your ego, your personality, your intellect, can never display to others that which you wish. Therefore, my friends, let it all go and rest in Love, with no name, no reputation, no learning, for Love is the greatest force and the greatest knowledge that you can possibly attain, and you cannot reach it with your mind, with your ego, with your personality. It is a matter of desire.

Has this helped you, my sister?

S: Yes. [Inaudible] I may also pray [inaudible] I hope you will send your light [inaudible] appear to [inaudible]. I guess that goes along [inaudible] with incarnating [inaudible] physical body. [Inaudible] fear of what [inaudible] said [inaudible] as much as I have tried to tell myself this is an illusion [inaudible] and I know there is a greater reality, I still have the fear of my own physical being, the physical being that I have given birth to, and it is sometimes hard to get back to the basics and a [inaudible] feel that fear [inaudible]. I need all the help I can get [inaudible] quiet and get back to reality [inaudible] experience.

I am Hatonn. I will give you words of comfort, my sister, by urging you to never look ahead. For one of your singular imagination that is not a profitable activity. The day in which you are living at this point is enough meat for your thoughts to digest. To live in the future is as mistaken as to live in the past. That which you have is only yours for a moment and then is replaced by something else that is only yours for a moment. As you say, in the greater reality all times are one, and you need not fear the future, because it is no longer the future but a great circle of reality, encompassing all that ever was or ever will be. But in this illusion you must train your mind…

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This morning I ran some errands with my first stop at Thieneman’s Nursery to buy some fertilizer. The second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market to buy some food for myself. My last stop was at Speedway to fill Stanley’s tank with premium gas.

This afternoon I drove to Terrapin Hill where our Homecoming Gathering is entering its last day. Everyone was on a break, and most attendees were not around the Pavillion. So, I found some friends to hang out with for about half an hour before everyone gathered in the Pavillion to have our Round Robin sharing of what we were hoping to take home with us as memories of our time together. After that Gary, Trish, Austin and I drove to a wooden Gazebo where we went through the tuning process in preparation for our channeling session. When we returned to the Pavillion we watched a 9-minute video about wanderers coming to Earth to be of service to Earth and Her population. Then each instrument channeled Q’uo’s answer to one question. Then we all got the chairs and tables arranged for our last meal together.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 14

The Sanctified Nature Of Cycles

I am the Holy Spirit of the nature of Jesus the Christ, and I greet you with the full consciousness of Love.

Make up your minds to look about you today and open your heart to what you see. You shall see that which is barely growing, that which is in bloom, that which is ending its manifestation, and that in which there seems to be no more life.

This is true of growing things in nature, of pilgrim souls upon their journeys and of each institution made by man and by God. Perhaps you will begin to see the sanctified nature of the cycles of birth and death which are appropriate and beautiful in the continually changing and evolving creation of Love.

Growth means change, and change is perceived as difficult. May you, today, see the rightness of the rhythms of your experience, celebrating in them the beauty of perfection.

We leave you in the peace of the understanding of the harmonious plan of a Loving God, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-09-13

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from September 6, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It is a great privilege to speak with you this evening, and we have been requested to do so by the group consciousness known to you as Hatonn, who again at this time has been stationed over your Oriental skies, as you would call them, in order to attempt to send vibrations of Love and peace to the leaders of those nations, for there is some danger at this time to your peoples that national tempers will rise to the point of armed conflict. Thus, the entity known as Hatonn and we of the Confederation ask that you meditate upon the peace and harmony of the creation of the Creator and send those vibrations into the planetary consciousness at the end of each meditation, for the world needs your love at this time very much. The entity known as Hatonn also wishes to thank those in this group who have meditated at times upon the calming of the waters, as it was asked previously that you do. For indeed it has helped to avert even worse disasters in the oceans and storms of those oceans.

The power of what you might call faith or Love is so great that even a small group of people, can be effective if they are genuinely concerned and give of themselves in prayer and meditation first of all to seek the truth and secondarily to send love and light to those who are in need and to the planet itself. This energy is extremely powerful, and we thank those who have lent themselves to this great work at this time. We are at this time very far from you and speaking through two densities of thought to this instrument. However, the conditions for reception are very good, and she is receiving very well, although our contact is causing her to feel a bit electrically stirred; the hair upon her body is somewhat electrically charged. However, we can continue through this instrument and will do so with your permission.

Latwii wanted to talk to this group about the concepts of peace and war. They began by saying it is a privilege to speak with you this evening, and we have been requested to do so by the group consciousness known to you as Hatonn, who at this time has been stationed over your Oriental skies in order to attempt to send vibrations of Love and peace to the leaders of those nations, for there is danger at this time to your people that national tempers will rise to the point of armed conflict, so Hatonn, and we of the Confederation ask that you meditate upon the peace and harmony of the creation of the Creator and send those vibrations into the planetary consciousness at the end of each meditation, for the world needs your love at this time, and Hatonn wishes to thank those in this group who have meditated upon the calming of the waters, as it was asked previously that you do, for it has helped to avert even worse disasters in the oceans and storms of those oceans. Then Latwii said the power of faith or Love is so great that even a small group of people can be effective if they are concerned and give of themselves in prayer and meditation to seek the truth and to send love and light to those who are in need, and to the planet itself, for this energy is powerful, and we thank those who have given themselves to this great work, so we are far from you and speaking through two densities of thought to Carla, and the conditions for reception are good, and she is receiving very well, although our contact is causing her to feel electrically stirred since the hair upon her body is electrically charged, but we can continue through Carla and will do so with your permission. On April 15, 1979, Hatonn spoke of how the planetary consciousness has been affected by war:

You have us there, due to the fact that we do not ourselves know what will happen, for the free will of the planet will have a great deal to do with the severity of Earth changes that take place due to the gravitational force exerted upon the crust of the planet Earth at that time. You are incarnate on a planet which is very busy being born, going through a cycle.

The Earth changes have intensified as have the polarity of the tempers of the people of the planet. We are sure that you have observed that many have become more loving and, at the same time, many have become far less loving and more prone to the bloodiness of battle within the last thirty years.

These changes in the planetary consciousness are at one with the changes in nature, and natural catastrophes and difficulties of all kinds have increased dramatically within the last thirty years. This change will continue to worsen both on the human and physical levels for approximately the next fifteen years.

We, as always, are amazed at the serious attempt of your people to live by the laws of ethical rightness as you know them. My friends, we would speak to you about these laws, for they are sometimes harmful. It has been written in your holy works that when the teacher known as Jesus was asked why His disciples sat to eat without washing their hands, as was the custom among the people of that time, for religious purposes, the teacher answered, “It is not what goes into the mouth of any man that defiles him, but rather those things which come out of the mouth of men.” And we would reacquaint you, my friends, with this thought, for it is very important in your understanding of the Law of the Creator. Yes, my friends, there is a law and that Law is Love.

Humanity has created many systems of ethical considerations, so that people may live with each other without warfare. And this is, of course, to the good of the people. For it is not comforting to know that you might at any time be killed for no reason at all, or dragged before a firing squad, or imprisoned, or the other difficulties facing one who lives in a society which has fallen into the hands of an unscrupulous government. Thus, to the extent that these laws of your people, legal and ethical, preserve the common peace and aid the spiritual development of each human being, these laws are to the good. But when they are interpreted literally and rigidly and do not allow for compassion, understanding, and the redemption of Love then these laws are harmful to the spiritual development of the individual.

Latwii went on to say we are amazed at the serious attempt of your people to live by the laws of ethical rightness as you know them, and we would speak to you about these laws, for they are sometimes harmful, and it has been written in your holy works that when Jesus was asked why His disciples sat to eat without washing their hands, as was the custom among the people of that time the teacher answered, “It is not what goes into the mouth of any man that defiles him, but rather those things which come out of the mouth of men,” and we would reacquaint you with this thought, for it is very important in your understanding of the Law of the Creator, and that Law is Love. Then Latwii said humanity has created systems of ethical considerations, so that people may live with each other without warfare, and this is to the good of the people, for it is not comforting to know that you might be killed for no reason at all, or imprisoned, or the other difficulties facing one who lives in a society which has fallen into the hands of an unscrupulous government, so to the extent that these laws of your people, legal and ethical, preserve the common peace and aid the spiritual development of each human being, these laws are to the good, but when they are interpreted literally and do not allow for compassion and the redemption of Love, then these laws are harmful to the spiritual development of the individual. On August 2, 1979, Hatonn said that the Law of the Creator is the Law of Love:

There are many occult sciences, shall we say, such as astrology, which have some use. They have been largely misused among your people as a way of prophesying, and this has overtones of infringing upon free will by suggestion. This is not in line with the Law of the Creator, which is one of Free Will and Love. Your world is not deterministic, and your stars, shall we say, are merely pointers pointing the way, as you know, to the basic structure of your Earthly personalities. You are also provided with a will which, following the laws of the Creator, can totally transform the basic Earthly personality.

How many of your people, my friend, have been subjected in their childhood to a long list of things about which they must feel guilty if they not do? These laws cover everything from what one must put on one’s body to be well clothed to how one must keep one’s dwelling place, how one must speak, who one must speak to, and how one must judge others according to their appearance. All of these ideas of your people are erroneous, in that the appearance of people, the habits of people, and all of those things which go with a cultural upbringing are merely window dressing for that which is deep within the heart of each person, and that is that spark of Love which is the divine Thought which created them.

If you cannot deal with a person because of their differences from you, intellectually, morally, spiritually or simply by appearance or way of speaking, then you have not drawn from your meditation the deeper understanding that all people are the same. That they are all on a path towards the Creator. Some are going at a fast rate of speed, some at a slow rate of speed. Some seem to be taking a vacation from the journey to the Creator or even taking side trips in which they are getting farther away from the Love of the Creator. But, my friends, if you take the long view you must realize that it does not matter because if you have eternity in which to develop each soul, and if you understand the inevitability of the progress or, shall we say, the eventual progress of each soul, then you know that each person is either progressing along a spiritual path now, or that they will do so in the future. It is this portion of the personality of each being that you meet that must be of importance to you in your dealings with them.

Then Latwii said how many of your people have been subjected in their childhood to a list of things about which they must feel guilty if they not do? These laws cover everything from what one must put on one’s body to be well clothed to how one must keep one’s dwelling place, how one must speak, who one must speak to, and how one must judge others according to their appearance, but all of these ideas are erroneous in that the appearance of people, the habits of people, and all of those things which go with a cultural upbringing are window dressing, for that which is within the heart of each person is that spark of Love which is the divine Thought which created them. Latwii continued by saying if you cannot deal with a person because of their differences from you, intellectually, morally, spiritually, or simply by appearance or way of speaking, then you have not drawn from your meditation the deeper understanding that all people are the same, and that they are all on a path towards the Creator, for some are going at a fast rate of speed, some at a slow rate of speed, and some seem to be taking a vacation from the journey to the Creator or even taking side trips in which they are getting farther away from the Love of the Creator, but if you take the long view you must realize that it does not matter because if you have eternity in which to develop each soul, and if you understand the inevitability of the progress or the eventual progress of each soul, then you know that each person is either progressing along a spiritual path now, or that they will do so in the future, so it is this portion of the personality of each being that you meet that must be of importance to you in your dealings with them. On October 8, 1989, Hatonn described the long view:

Take the long view, my friends. Find the lightness of heart that this gives you, the balance of opinion, and the thoughtfulness, and eventually, the faith that it offers. For when there is no reason to anything within the illusion, then it is that that which is mysterious outside of the illusion has the only possibility of being real. Gaze at that pontificated reality, and realize that that reality, that mystery, is Love, an energy indescribable. The infinite intelligence of the one Creator is Love, unpotentiated, unpolarized, unaware. It merely Loves. The active principle of free will is chosen again and again by the Creator, Who chooses to make a creation and form active principles of Itself that It may learn of Its own nature. We already know the answer: the nature of the Creator is Love; the nature of you is Love; the nature of your circumstances is Love. Whatever they may be, all is as it should be; all offers the catalyst that is required at the present time.

If you are unable to tolerate a person, as understandable as it may be, you must still continue to meditate until you can see that person as the Creator, for that is the Law of Love. You have upon your planet many who do not understand nor wish to seek the Law of Love, and it is indeed hard to imagine being able to love some of these people. We would name, for instance, Adolf Hitler, whom it would be difficult to see as a child of the Creator. Yet, my friends, this man is a child of the Creator and this soul, although he has a long, long journey, will in the end become a spiritualized and seeking being. Other political figures of your time, such as the entity this instrument calls the Ayatollah of Iran, seem to be totally lost in totally foolish and shameful acts.

But we say to you, my friends, you must see each person as part of the Creator. It is only in doing this that you free yourself to have a right relationship with each person that you meet. These are extreme examples, of course, but in your daily life you meet so many whom you could inspire because of the joy in your heart and your acceptance of them without judgment. They would then wish to know what you had that made you different, my friends. And you would have dropped a seed of Love; whether it fell on stony ground or on fertile soil, your service would have been accomplished.

Latwii continued by saying if you are unable to tolerate a person you must still continue to meditate until you can see that person as the Creator, for that is the Law of Love, but you have upon your planet many who do not understand nor wish to seek the Law of Love, and it is hard to imagine being able to love some of these people, and we would name Adolf Hitler, whom it would be difficult to see as a child of the Creator, yet this man is a child of the Creator, and this soul, although he has a long journey, will in the end become a seeking being, and other political figures of your time, such as the entity Carla calls the Ayatollah of Iran, seem to be totally lost shameful acts. Now Latwii said you must see each person as part of the Creator. It is only in doing this that you free yourself to have a good relationship with each person that you meet, so these are extreme examples, but in your daily life you meet so many whom you could inspire because of the joy in your heart and your acceptance of them without judgment, for they would then wish to know what you had that made you different, and you would have dropped a seed of Love, so whether it fell on stony ground or on fertile soil, your service would have been accomplished. On April 6, 1997, Q’uo described the seed of Love that we all have within us:

There is inside of each of you a seed that will send forth its roots, and stem, and leaves, and flowers. Nourish that seed, my friends. It is the seed of Love, the seed of hope and faith, the seed of unity, the seed of whatever quality you feel is highest and best in your experience at this time. We feel through each here a feeling of renewal, a feeling of rededication, of purpose and place, a centering within all that is. We encourage each to be the gardener: to pull the weeds, to water the seeds, to give praise and thanksgiving to the One who provides all that is necessary for this growth and movement through this illusion.

Thus, we say to you, know the Law of Love and understand that it supersedes the laws of mankind. And if you can apply the Law of Love in any situation, do not hesitate to relax your grip upon the laws of people. For more important than your understanding of the wrongness of others’ actions, or even your own, is the understanding that forgiveness is the divine act. And it is within your own heart, through the grace and power of Love, that you may forgive yourself and others when you find yourself or the people in error.

How much you desire to be of service to each other! We appreciate that, my friends, for we wish to be of service to you also. But we are aware that we can only do just so much, and then we must relax and let our thoughts drift towards the golden Love and Light of the infinite Creator. What we can give you, we do! If we can give you an inspiration; if we can give you a piece of joy from the feelings that we give you in meditation with us; if we can encourage you to meditate in any form whatsoever on a daily basis, we are very pleased. This is what we are here to do. If we fail, we simply wait until we can try again. And we hope that you can develop that kind of patience and understanding of your people.

Now Latwii said know the Law of Love and understand that it supersedes the laws of mankind, and if you can apply the Law of Love in any situation, do not hesitate to relax your grip upon the laws of people, for more important than your understanding of the wrongness of others’ actions, or even your own, is the understanding that forgiveness is the divine act, and it is within your heart, through the power of Love that you may forgive yourself and others when you find yourself or the people in error. Latwii continued by saying how much you desire to be of service to each other, for we appreciate that for we wish to be of service to you also, but we are aware that we can only do so much, and then we must relax and let our thoughts drift towards the golden Love and Light of the infinite Creator, but what we can give you, we do, so if we can give you an inspiration; if we can give you a piece of joy from the feelings that we give you in meditation with us; if we can encourage you to meditate in any form whatsoever on a daily basis, we are pleased, for his is what we are here to do, but if we fail, we simply wait until we can try again, and we hope that you can develop that kind of patience and understanding of your people. On March 22, 1982, Hatonn spoke of the power of patience and understanding:

You cannot do this yourself, for you are as you are in this illusion, but there is that within you which is more yourself than that self which you now know, and that deeper self can do all these things that you may wish to do. It can love. It can show forth patience and understanding, and, my friends, it can sing alone in the darkness and offer to those who grope, the seeking for Love, that beacon which may guide them to their own paths, toward Light.

Life, you see my friends, is truly a humorous condition. If you could look at your life as though it were an old-time silent movie with all of the gestures exaggerated and subtitles under each episode, you would then be able to see your life’s dream in its true form. It is a movie on your particular screen for your particular understanding and entertainment. You can be an actor, totally lost in the drama of your existence, or you can also be in the audience watching the drama, understanding what there is to understand in each situation and finding the comedy and the laughter that is inherent in the ridiculous assumption that a soul could take on a heavy chemical body and move about and find the importance of things like money, possessions, homes, and all of the trappings of your society, when the only important things are love, compassion and service to others. Can you not find the humor of your own thoughts? When you find your mind too much with your worldly goods and ideas, step back, my friends, and watch the action as though it were on a movie screen, have a good laugh and feel refreshed in the knowledge that you are beginning to truly understand the nature of your existence on planet Earth.

Latwii said life is a humorous condition, and if you could look at your life as though it were an old-time silent movie with all of the gestures exaggerated and subtitles under each episode, you would then be able to see your life’s dream in its true form because it is a movie on your screen for your understanding and entertainment, so you can be an actor, lost in the drama of your existence, or you can be in the audience watching the drama, understanding what there is to understand in each situation and finding the comedy and the laughter that is inherent in the ridiculous assumption that a soul could take on a chemical body and move about and find the importance of things like possessions, homes, and all of the trappings of your society, when the only important things are love and service to others, so can you find the humor of your thoughts? When you find your mind too much with your worldly goods and ideas, step back and watch the action as though it were on a movie screen, have a good laugh, and feel refreshed in the knowledge that you are beginning to understand the nature of your existence on planet Earth. On August 7, 2007, Q’uo spoke of the value of a good laugh in our lives:

Certainly meditation, contemplation and all of the rich array of mind tuning techniques can help you. But sometimes the best resource is a good laugh, and a realization that not only are you an object of ridicule, silly, wrong-headed and erroneous, but that is fine; that is funny; that is the human condition. Feel the judgment and the tension fade away.

At this time we would pause so that Hatonn may speak. I am Hatonn—we would correct this instrument—I am Latwii. I am speaking for the one known as Hatonn.

I am Laitos, my friends, and again I greet you in Love and Light. This instrument is somewhat fatigued but we do have a good contact with her, and so we will work with each of you at this time. We would like to condition the one known as M, if she would relax and if she wishes it, we will send a couple of sentences so that she may speak in order to feel our contact. I am Laitos.

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We had good conditioning contact with the one known as M, and we are aware of her reservations on the subject of channeling. We thank the one known as M that we were able to work with her, and if she would wish our help in deepening her own meditation at any time, she need only mentally request our presence and we would be glad to send the conditioning ray to her. We would now condition the one known as C. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Laitos. We thank the one known as C for the privilege of working with her also. And along with our brothers and sisters ask you please to meditate as frequently as you can. For it gives you a window upon a world which is more beautiful than this one in which you dwell. And through that window you can see much that is of a higher reality than you can experience in a normal state of consciousness. Thus, we ask you as often as possible to meditate and find your unity with the Creator, and in that unity seek to know the Love and the sweetness of that unity. I am Laitos, and I will leave you now. Adonai.

I am Latwii, and I am again with this instrument. I return to this instrument only to ask if you have questions at this time.

[Pause]

If you do not wish to ask questions at this time we will leave you. We leave you, my friends, in a very beautiful creation and we ask that you look at it as you move through it, for the creation of the Creator that is all about you is full of lessons of Love and of service. For the beauty of the plants and the wisdom of the winds and the rain keep all things in balance and make your lives upon this sphere possible. You must understand that the phrase, “Butterflies are free,” is important, my friends. Beauty is another manifestation of truth. Truth is not an intellectual perception but is heartfelt. And if you can feel the beauty of nature or of people’s inspiration as co-creator with the Creator, such as music, painting, architecture, and the written word, you will come that much closer to an understanding of the Love that is the original Thought of the infinite Creator.

We leave you nestled like children in the arms of that Love. May your path be full of Light, my friends. I am known to you as Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I filled Stanley with gas at Speedway and drove to Terrapin Hill for the third day of our Homecoming Gathering. I enjoyed Austin’s presentation on Meditation. Then I was part of a Q & A session, and I was asked an hour’s worth of questions such as: How did Don, Carla, and I prepare for sessions with Ra? What kind of practice did I have that no one else knew about? [That I talk to myself a lot, and sometimes I crack myself up!] Why did Don call Carla Alrac? Have I ever had contact with Carla since she passed into larger life? How we could protect ourselves from our negative friend? How we decided that Carla was in good enough physical condition to have a session with Ra?

This afternoon I attended a presentation by Austin where he was talking about different kinds of meditation. Then I attended a presentation by Nico on how practicing wisdom was unwise.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 13

The Powers Of Death

I am of the spirit of Jesus the Christ which speaks to the world today. I greet you in the full Consciousness of divine Love.

The powers of death have held great sway over the minds of your peoples in all times, for it is to the powers of death that all that which is negative tends. Yet all the sighs and sorrows in reaction to the experiences of the day guide one ever so subtly away from vitality and towards distraction and distress.

There is no need for the powers of death to have hold upon your mind and your heart. For even where there is perceived an unquestionable catastrophe, yet at the same time the softening voice of Spirit speaks to those who listen.

We ask you to tap into this source of peace and life, for there is abundant life in any circumstance, insofar as the will and faith of the struggling seeker may open the inner eye and reach the inner hand to the spirit of truth within.

We leave you in the ineffable peace and Love of Jesus the Christ, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

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I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling for August 16, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am known to you as Telonn, and I come at the special request of your group to lend my vibration to your seeking at this time. We would help to balance and improve the vibration of your group by asking you to join us of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator who serve in Love and Light. In that Light at this time picture, my friends, a globe of Light that is pure and white, that is in the middle of your circle; and when you see it clearly in your imagination, allow it to grow until it fills the room and has engulfed your consciousness. Within that Light which you invoke in the name of the Creator we are all one, my brothers and sisters. I am Telonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Telonn. We ask now that you maintain a balance of oneness with the universe, and allow your consciousnesses to become seated again in your physical vehicle. We are aware that a few of you felt a slight sensation that you might describe as a rise in temperature. However, this was not intended, for Light and heat are two different things. And in divine Light there is no heat, just as in divine Love there is all warmth. The sun that is the great star that feeds your race with heat and Light has as its attributes the two great attributes of creation. Heat is Love, and Light is the material that Love takes to transmute into all the vibrations that exist in the universe. Thus, we ask you to meditate upon the Light and the ever warm Love of the Creator of us all.

I am Telonn, and I leave you through this instrument but not in spirit, for you may call upon my vibration by merely requesting it at any time. We are here to serve you. There is no other reason for our mission. Therefore, feel free to call upon us. Adonai, my friends. I am Telonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. I am with this instrument, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We of the Confederation of Planets are always happy to greet those who are new to this group, and we greet the one known as P as well as all of those who have been here so faithfully before, for it is a great privilege to speak to each of you and to share our humble thoughts with you.

This evening we would like to tell you a story, for you see, my friends, in stories there are sometimes the seeds of truths that cannot be spoken straight but must be approached through what you would call the parable. Once there were two sisters. These two sisters were without husbands, for they had both lost them as years went by. Being alone in the world, they sought each other, loved each other, and lived together, taking care of each other and supporting each other in times of distress. As they reached the age of seventy, both of them began to feel the failing senses of old age come upon them. One sister reacted by becoming somewhat bitter. She began to feel that she was, indeed, in a tragic situation and became less and less able to deal with the simple functions of her life and was melancholy indeed, waiting for a death that she did not want, and living a life whose days and nights went slowly and sometimes fearfully.

The other sister reacted in quite a different manner, for even in the same family each individual child is a unique entity. The older sister began to think of the shortness of her remaining years. She began to realize for the first time that, although she had been of great assistance to her husband, and to her children, and to her sister, in her adult life she had narrowed her world until she was no longer of assistance to those beyond her doorstep, and she determined to crusade beyond her doorstep and see what she could see of the world and do what she could do for the world.

And so this lady began to take a walk—just a short one around the block—and she opened her ears, and she opened her eyes, and within a very few months she had had conversations with many people, had talked about the Creator with confused children, had found from another one that there was a crying need in hospitals for visitors, had found from yet another friend she had met along her way that in prison those who sit in darkness have no visitors and quite often are grateful to speak with anyone, even a 70 year old stranger. Taking her courage in her hands, as though it were a precious gift, she did that which she had never done before, for she had been a timid woman; and where she was guided, she went. She sat by hospital beds where people were dying and talked to them. She came to prisons once a week and had friends that she made in that unlikely place. And on she walked, and soon the neighborhood began to know of her, and people came to her.

One day, my friends, both women lay dying, for such is the end of the mortal life, and it will certainly happen to you all. And because they had been stricken by the same virus and were dying at the same time, it was possible for them to be in the same room when they went into the hospital for the last time. The older sister had so many clustered about her bed that she could not possibly count them or speak with them all, for she was very ill. She begged them, “Please, go talk to my sister, for she is in great need of friendship and love.” And some would go over to the sister’s bed, introduce themselves, and try to speak words of comfort. But the younger sister was very bitter, and she could not accept the love of strangers. “Go back to my sister,” she would say. “She is the one you came to see.”

In the end the sisters died, and as the older one died she reached out to the youngest, and they were able to hold hands. The last words of the older sister were very simple: “I love you, sister,” she said. The friends still came, though there was an empty bed, and they clustered around the younger sister. And suddenly for the first time the younger sister understood that the legacy of love is an endless repetition and echo of that vibration in others. And as she died, her bitterness left her, and she was able to leave this plane in the vibration of love that her sister had finally been able to share with her.

We ask you, my friends, to be so seated in your hearts that you can do those things which become before you to do in the name of the Creator and in the voice of Love. In this vibration were you all made; and this you share, not only with those of your planet but with all sentient beings throughout the universe, in all galaxies of your universe that fill the dimensions of the great creation. We are all one, my brothers and sisters. There will come before you things to do. You each have your own talents. They are each different and unique. You cannot be anyone but yourself. Yet, in your own way, you can be one who shows Love. There is an infinity of ways to show Love. It is your own judgment that will help you to know what your opportunities are, what you can and cannot do. But when you see an opportunity, my friends, turn it not down, but go forward. You will feel in your heart that which is right, and only can know the feelings of your heart.

We ask only one thing. Instead of becoming bitter as the lessons of life hurt you and pain you, physically, emotionally, and mentally—remain open to the healing power of Love, which is best done, as we have always said to you, my friends, through daily meditation. It does not matter what type of meditation that you use. You may pray; you may read scripture or other holy works and contemplate the truth of what you read; you may sit in silence in passive meditation; you may engage in magical rituals, such as your so-called holy communion, and by that imagery find peace. But however, my friends, that you can become close to the one original Thought that created all of us, to the one Creator that is Love, that is what you should do daily; for you cannot be a loving person by yourself.

This session Hatonn wanted to share the concept of the Love of the Creator with this group. They began by saying we ask you to be so seated in your hearts that you can do those things which come before you to do in the name of the Creator and in the voice of Love, for in this vibration were you all made, and this you share, not only with those of your planet but with all sentient beings throughout the universe, in all galaxies of your universe that fill the dimensions of the great creation, and we are all one, so there will come before you things to do, for you each have your talents that are unique, and you cannot be anyone but yourself, yet you can be one who shows Love, for there is an infinity of ways to show Love, and it is your judgment that will help you to know what you can and cannot do, but when you see an opportunity go forward you will feel in your heart that which is right. Hatonn went on to say we ask that instead of becoming bitter as the lessons of life hurt you physically, emotionally, and mentally—remain open to the healing power of Love, which is best done through daily meditation because it does not matter what type of meditation that you use, for you may pray; you may read scripture or other holy works and contemplate the truth of what you read; you may sit in silence in passive meditation; you may engage in magical rituals such as holy communion, and by that imagery find peace, but you can become close to the one original Thought that created all of us, to the one Creator that is Love, and that is what you should do daily, for you cannot be a loving person by yourself. On June 16, 1985, Latwii spoke of the value of daily meditation:

If we may be most general, we may suggest that each entity you meet and each situation that comes before you be seen as the Creator. Frame the entity or the situation and label it the Creator, and if you fall short in your perception and appreciation of any entity or situation and are unable to feel it as the Creator, unable to love it as the Creator, then use that falling short as your daily meditation, as your meditation for that day, so that whatever keeps you from loving and seeing the Creator in all might then be smoothed, and your journey made more efficient, shall we say.

Humanity is very limited in its ability to love, for they have not, through the centuries as a planetary consciousness, spent a great deal of time in concentrating upon love but rather in concentrating upon other things, such as the acquisition of goods, the acquisition of geographical territories, the acquisition of people, and the disruption of human life in order to gain these goals. Thus, your planetary consciousness does not have love as its strongest suit. To get into contact with the infinite source of Love that may be compared to the star body that is your sun, you must meditate and find within yourself that small part of yourself, which is your real self, and which is part of the original Thought of Love. Once you have found this, you can always deal with situations in such a way as to never betray that within you which is your best. However, my friends, if you fail, do not reproach yourself but go on and try again, for it is expected of a student of life that they will not be perfect in all of their examinations. Thus, encourage yourselves to seek again and yet again the peace of the presence of Love.

Then Hatonn said humanity is limited in its ability to love, for it has not, through centuries as a planetary consciousness, spent much time in concentrating upon love but rather in concentrating upon other things, such as the acquisition of goods, geographical territories, people, and the disruption of human life in order to gain these goals, so your planetary consciousness does not have love as its strongest suit, and to get into contact with the infinite source of Love that may be compared to the star body that is your sun, you must meditate and find within yourself that small part of yourself, which is your real self, and which is part of the original Thought of Love, for once you have found this, you can always deal with situations in such a way as to never betray that within you which is your best, but if you fail, do not reproach yourself but go on and try again, for it is expected of a student of life that they will not be perfect in all of their examinations, so encourage yourselves to seek again and again the peace of the presence of Love. On August 10, 1977, Hatonn described some of the nature of our real self:

Perhaps while you are within the physical illusion you can never be totally sure that it is truly an illusion, and that your real self is completely infinite and has eternal life. It is for reasons such as these that a word known as “faith” was conceived by your people. The word has unfortunate connotations, yet it is not foolish to have faith. There are many things which are not seen, but which you for some reason have inner conviction will come to pass. My friends, they will come to pass whether or not you have inner convictions. But your own personal progress along the lines of seeking will be much more rapid if you allow yourself to trust that intuition that tells you that our words are true. As you allow yourself to have as much faith as you may feel comfortable with, that small amount of faith will express itself to you in reflection in many privately convincing ways so that gradually you will not have to go on faith anymore for you will have been shown in ways that are clear to you that that which you had faith in is, indeed, true.

At this time, I would pause so that Laitos may condition each of you in the room, if you will relax and request their presence. They will make themselves known to each of you. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We are deepening this instrument’s contact, for we have a very good contact tonight, for which we thank you. At this time, we would open the meeting to questions. If you have a question, please ask it at this time.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and we awareof a question in the mind of this instrument, and thus we will answer her question. She was asked previous to this meeting by a friend if there was a relation between our planetary consciousness, which is Hatonn, and the deity that was worshipped in Egypt called Aton or Aten. We are not a deity, and Hatonn is not our real name, due to the fact that we do not have a name. Our planetary consciousness is unique, and we each are unique, and because we dwell in a dimension where these vibrations of thought are visible, we do not need names any more than you need names to distinguish between red and yellow and blue. You would know the colors, whether you could speak or not. Thus, we know each other without the need for names, and we can see the harmonies of each other without the need for names.

However, upon your planet you are very fond of names. They seem very important to you; and therefore, we chose a name when we first came to your planet nearly 30 years ago. We chose a vibration which very closely matches the vibration of Love which is the planetary consciousness which we now enjoy. That unity vibrated on your planet by the name Aton. Thus, we adopted that signal for identification for use in speaking with your people. We are aware of the vibratory power of names and are aware, as a matter of fact, that some, having been named in vibration that is unlike their true self, go through life having to deal with the disharmony between their name and themselves. It is too bad that children cannot choose their own names when they are old enough, shall we say, to vote; for by then they know themselves with a fair degree of honesty and can choose the vibration with which they wish to go through life. That is the nature of our name, and that is our connection with the Egyptian name Aton. We are not in any way, shape or form a deity—nor are we Egyptian! However, we did make use of that vibratory name.

Hatonn wanted to answer Carla’s question about whether Hatonn was related to the Egyptian diety of Aton or Aten. Hatonn said we are not a deity, and Hatonn is not our real name, due to the fact that we do not have a name, for our planetary consciousness is unique, and we each are unique, and because we dwell in a dimension where these vibrations of thought are visible, we do not need names any more than you need names to distinguish between red and yellow and blue since you would know these colors, whether you could speak or not, so we know each other without the need for names. Then Hatonn said upon your planet you are fond of names, and they seem important to you, so we chose a name when we first came to your planet nearly 30 years ago which closely matches the vibration of Love which is the planetary consciousness which we now enjoy, and that unity vibrated on your planet by the name Aton, so we adopted that name for use in speaking with your people, for we are aware of the vibratory power of names and are aware that some, having been named in a vibration that is unlike their true self, go through life having to deal with the disharmony between their name and themselves, and it is too bad that children cannot choose their own names when they are old enough to vote, for by then they know themselves with a fair degree of honesty and can choose the vibration with which they wish to go through life, and that is the nature of our name, and that is our connection with the Egyptian name Aton, but we are not a deity, nor are we Egyptian, but we did make use of that name. On November 28, 1982, Latwii described the vibration of Love that Hatonn chose for their name:

To continue, you have experienced a contact which corresponds to the energy center which you know as the heart chakra. The vibration of Love is the vibration of our brothers and sisters of Hatonn, and therefore, when we follow those of Hatonn, you may experience a resonating harmony between the two energy centers which you may then interpret in any number of ways, the term, uplifting, being such a description.

Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Questioner: I don’t know exactly how to ask it, but… one of the meetings you all came to, it seems like I asked Latwii a question, and he had to like switch over so he could consult a computer and found out something… he said Laitos was like the planetary consciousness that dealt with me and [inaudible]. Why do they deal with certain people… certain consciousness… I don’t know how to explain it. Do you understand what I mean?

Hatonn: Yes, my sister. We are with this instrument, and we do understand your question. The concept of a computer is very useful to us in describing to you the consciousness that is the collective consciousness of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator. We have nearly 600 planetary envoys to your planet at this time. They are from different dimensions and different times, but all come because they have heard the cry of “Help!” which is going up into all creation at this time from those upon your planet who greatly desire to know the truth.

We cannot communicate to each other in time, as you would understand it. We must communicate to each other in the condition which you might call no time. Thus, we have pooled our thoughts into something which you might best understand by our calling it the computer. It is actually an organized collection of our thoughts to which we have access telepathically in no time, as opposed to real time. Thus, if another Confederation group has been working with a person or a group upon the surface of your planet, or if some entity has asked a question that can be answered by reference to the history or the current status of your planet in some way, we do refer to our collective body of knowledge, which we add to each time that we speak with your people.

Questioner asked: “I don’t know exactly how to ask it, but… one of the meetings you all came to, it seems like I asked Latwii a question, and he had to like switch over so he could consult a computer and found out something… he said Laitos was like the planetary consciousness that dealt with me and [inaudible]. Why do they deal with certain people… certain consciousness… I don’t know how to explain it. Do you understand what I mean?” Hatonn began by saying the concept of a computer is useful to us in describing to you the consciousness that is the collective consciousness of the Confederation of Planets in the Service of the Infinite Creator, for we have nearly 600 planetary envoys to your planet at this time, and they are from different dimensions and different times, but all come because they have heard the cry of “Help!” which is going up into all creation at this time from those upon your planet who greatly desire to know the truth. Hatonn went on to say we cannot communicate to each other in time, but we must communicate to each other in the condition which you might call no time, so we have pooled our thoughts into something like a computer, but it is an organized collection of our thoughts to which we have access telepathically in no time, as opposed to real time, so if another Confederation group has been working with a person or a group upon the surface of your planet, we do refer to our collective body of knowledge, which we add to each time that we speak with your people. On July 23, 1982, Latwii spoke of our desire to seek the truth:

But we may suggest in general that as you gather together in the name of the One Creator in service-to-others polarity, that you may feel quite free to discuss those concerns that have meaning for you, and to know that at each moment as you seek to be of service to others, you provide in that seeking your own protection as you praise the Creator for the opportunity to seek and to know the truth. Therefore, my sister, please feel at ease and be aware that your own joy and service is your protection.

We also have those who observe your planet, and whose job it is to feed the current status of your people emotionally and spiritually—into the collective consciousness which you would call a computer. Thus, if we have need of that knowledge, it is there. However, we must pause in our transmission through an instrument, such as this one, for you see, the instruments are living in so-called real time, as a computer person would say, and cannot deal with a no-time transmission. Therefore, we pause—switch gears, shall we say—and then when we have the knowledge that is needed, we again transmit through the channel, such as this one.

As to various consciousnesses, such as Laitos working with new instruments who are thinking seriously about attempting to learn to channel, Laitos is almost always the one who works with such new channels, due to the fact that this is their service to your people. Thus, when a desire comes for the learning of this service, the call goes to Laitos, and the vibration of Laitos responds by attempting through a conditioning wave to strengthen the new channel’s own spiritual vibration. Laitos’ vibration is very easy to pick up, in comparison with some of the entities who have spoken through your group. Telonn, for instance, is not at all as strong or, shall we say, a broad band channel, and a new instrument would find it difficult to pick language from such a contact, although she may see vibrations of Light, for Telonn is a Light vibration, as opposed to a Love vibration. However, your need for Laitos as you attempt to learn to channel is simply shared with all new channels and is not special to you, but is simply the procedure by which we of the Confederation normally go about helping those who wish to channel. Occasionally we will find a person who vibrates in such a way that another planetary consciousness is more appropriate, and in those cases, we use another entity. However, for the most part Laitos is the one to request if you wish to receive conditioning.

Hatonn continued by saying we also have those who observe your planet, and whose job it is to feed the current status of your people emotionally and spiritually into the collective consciousness which you would call a computer, and if we have need of that knowledge, it is there, but we must pause in our transmission through an instrument, such as Carla, for instruments are living in real time as a computer person would say, and cannot deal with a no-time transmission, so we pause,  switch gears, and then when we have the knowledge that is needed, we again transmit through the channel, such as Carla. Now Hatonn said as to contacts such as Laitos working with new instruments, who are attempting to learn to channel, Laitos is the one who works with new channels, due to the fact that this is their service to your people, so when a desire comes for the learning of this service, the call goes to Laitos, and Laitos responds by attempting to strengthen the new channel’s spiritual vibration, for Laitos’ vibration is easy to pick up, in comparison with some of the entities who have spoken through your group, such as Telonn who is not as strong a broad band channel, and a new instrument would find it difficult to pick language from such a contact, although she may see vibrations of Light, for Telonn is a Light vibration, as opposed to a Love vibration, but your need for Laitos, as you attempt to learn to channel, is shared with all new channels and is not special to you, but is the procedure by which we of the Confederation normally go about helping those who wish to channel, but occasionally we will find a person who vibrates in such a way that another planetary consciousness is more appropriate, and in those cases, we use another entity, but for the most part Laitos is the one to request if you wish to receive conditioning. On January 4, 1981, Latwii described themselves as living in a Light vibration:

Our situation is, however, as follows. We are our environment. We are a sun body as a community. The body of the sun being what some call photon energy and what others call angelic energy. Thus, we live in a Light vibration and form our environment, which in your terms is a very simple one since our entire society radiates in Light and our, shall we say, families are products of the polarity between the compactness of the Light body and the great receptivity and expansiveness of, what you would perhaps call, a sunbeam. Thus, we perpetuate ourselves in a manner not understood by your scientists and this is true of many of your sun bodies.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Hatonn: We thank you, as always. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Questioner: I’d like to ask if in the near future will there be more people on the Earth that are being more interested in contacting in our other planets in outer space?

Hatonn: There are, my sister, already so many people interested in the possibility of life elsewhere and the possibility of contact that this desire has come into your popular culture. Movies have been made about it, songs have been written, and it is perhaps the most powerful desire among the peoples of your time. We are the messengers of a transformation that is now taking place upon your planet. In the people of your planet, many of them have incarnated for the specific purpose of experiencing this transformation, for during this time of changing vibrations there is an especial intensity of thought and a great polarity of emotions. Thus, those who vibrate in Light and Love have their work cut out for them, for they must encounter with Love both mediocrity, indifference, and that which you call evil but which upon greater understanding can be called separation. Many, many of your people are sort of, shall we say, on the fence. They know that there is something that they wish to seek, but they do not know what it is. We are here to attempt to tell them what it is—and that, my friends, is Love.

There will increase among the children that are born at this time the knowledge of that Love that will become more and more obvious to those who will observe your young people that more and more there is an awareness of the life that is in the universe and of the possibilities that abound within the confines of the physical life. We hope that we can help as many as possible to turn toward the Light, to seek Love, and to begin to understand their deepest desires; and we are here because there is an increasing of those people, and they will continue to be so.

Questioner asked: “I’d like to ask if in the near future will there be more people on the Earth that are being more interested in contacting in our other planets in outer space?” Then Hatonn said there are many people interested in the possibility of life elsewhere and the possibility of contact that this desire has come into your popular culture, and movies have been made about it; songs have been written; and it is perhaps the most powerful desire among the people of your time, so we are messengers of a transformation that is now taking place upon your planet, for many of the people of your planet have incarnated for the purpose of experiencing this transformation, for during this time of changing vibrations there is an intensity of thought and polarity of emotions, so those who vibrate in Light and Love have their work cut out for them, for they must encounter with Love indifference and evil, but which upon greater understanding can be called separation, and many of your people are on the fence because they know that there is something that they wish to seek, but they do not know what it is, so we are here to attempt to tell them what it is, and that is Love. Hatonn continued by saying there will increase among the children that are born at this time the knowledge of that Love that will become more obvious to those who will observe your young people that there is an awareness of the life that is in the universe and of the possibilities that abound within the confines of the physical life, so we hope that we can help as many as possible to turn toward the Light, to seek Love, and to begin to understand their deepest desires, and we are here because there is an increasing of those people. On June 20, 1976, Hatonn spoke of the changing vibrations of our planet into the New Age of the fourth density:

I am sure that you have noticed, my friends, that within the last—perhaps two of your years, perhaps a little longer—we have ceased to speak so strongly of the negative aspects of the coming changes. The reason for that is simple. The change is now with us and instead of the negative aspect of warning, it is now possible to inform you instead of the already changing vibrations of your planet, to simply say to you, “They are within your reach now and if you meditate, and if you seek them, and if you add your strength to them, you may aid your planet with your love and your light, and from within help to go into this New Age.” You can now be full of strength, with no further need for the destructiveness.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

Questioner: Yes, thank you.

Hatonn: We very much appreciate the ability to share our thoughts at this time. Is there another question?

[Pause]

If you are ready at this time, my friends, to close the meeting, we will do so. You, my friends, are in a prison of your own, a prison of your mind. We hope to stimulate your imagination and your emotional commitment to that which is good, true, and beautiful, that you may seek that Love which opens the door of your prison. There is never a need to be unhappy or distressed, whatever your condition; and we say to you forthrightly—be at peace with yourself. Love will abide. We leave you in that Love, in that Light. I am known to you as Hatonn, a messenger of Love. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I filled Stanley’s gas tank with premium gas at Speedway, and then I asked Siri to take me to our Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill. I arrived there just in time to hear Heidi Jurka give a presentation on her ability to communicate telepathically with her dog when she was four years old, with a dolphin that she held on to with her hands as it took her to places where she only thought of when she was 19 years old. She was part of Andrija Puharich’s mind link experiment back in the ‘70’s when telepathic communication was the skill that all of the kids her age were attempting to refine. She met Carla when Carla was 19 years old, and they developed a close relationship and remained in contact for much of Carla’s life as they both enjoyed working with Andrija Puharich.

This afternoon I drove one of the Homecoming attendees to my home who was having some neurological problems with her body so her husband could drive her back to her home in Cincinnati.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 12

Open That Door

I am of the principle of divine Love, and I greet you in the consciousness of full compassion.

Have you far to go this day? Do the miles seem long and weary to travel? Is there little bread and bitter herbs to eat when you come home? So, it is in many souls’ experience.

The Comforter does not stop occurrences from happening within your day and within your life. It is a companion. We as a force are with you always. You cannot run faster than we can follow, and we shall always bear you up within, if you but seek the comfort of divine Love within.

The principle of Love, the Spirit of Christ, awaits you behind the door of your heart. Open that door. Go into the inner room. Feel the holiness of that ground within. And then take it to the dreary task and the difficult day and find it transformed by Love.

We wish you peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-09-11

This Camelot Journal entry would have been posted yesterday afternoon, but yesterday was the first day of our Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill in central Kentucky which is an hour and a half drive from my home. The opening ceremony lasted an hour and a half longer than when I was planning to leave, so I will try to leave in time for the last three days of the Homecoming Gathering so that I can post my Camelot Journal around 7:30 pm Eastern Time.

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. The Hatonn channeling comes from August 9, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We thank you for summoning us on this evening, and we express our appreciation to you for inviting us into your domicile at this time. We are aware that each of you has had a busy and a trying day, and to know that you are making room for meditation is very heartwarming to us, for to find companions on the spiritual path is, indeed, a great pleasure, as always.

This evening we would talk to you about the strength and the keenness of your desire. We will talk to you about something that you do not think about enough, and that is how complete the illusion is in which you now exist. Your physical vehicles are, at this point, in what you would call a seated position, held downward by a force which you do not explore but simply take for granted. What would occur, my friends, if suddenly gravity were reversed and you were flying toward the ceiling? Could you think fast enough that your heads would not come into contact with the ceiling before your feet whirl around? Would you land on your feet?

When you walk down the street you expect that no buildings would fall upon you, that people’s heads will remain attached to their bodies and will not come hurtling at you. You do not find a high risk in simple actions. Do you realize, my friends, how carefully the illusion has been planned so that you do not have to be aware of the safety of your physical vehicles? You have your gravity; you have your energy fields; you have your physical universe in which your very fragile physical can make its way with a minimum amount of danger. Why do you think this is, my friends? And why is it that so many people, instead of taking the opportunity of this safety from imminent danger to meditate and to try to penetrate the desire of their lives, simply find more and more comfort to enrich the luxury of their lives, if you would call it that?

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about their strength and desire. They began by saying this evening we would talk to you about the strength and the keenness of your desire, and we will talk to you about something that you do not think about enough, and that is how complete the illusion is in which you now exist. Your physical vehicles are, at this point, in what you would call a seated position, held downward by a force which you do not explore but simply take for granted, but: “What would occur if suddenly gravity were reversed and you were flying toward the ceiling? Could you think fast enough that your heads would not come into contact with the ceiling before your feet whirl around? Would you land on your feet?” Hatonn went on to say when you walk down the street you expect that no buildings would fall upon you, that people’s heads will remain attached to their bodies and will not come hurtling at you, so you do not find a high risk in simple actions, but do you realize how carefully the illusion has been planned so that you do not have to be aware of the safety of your physical vehicles? Hatonn said you have gravity; you have energy fields; you have a physical universe in which your fragile physical vehicle can make its way with a minimum amount of danger, and:” Why do you think this is? And why is it that so many people, instead of taking the opportunity of this safety from imminent danger to meditate and to try to penetrate the desire of their lives, simply find more and more comfort to enrich the luxury of their lives, if you would call it that?” On May 2, 1993, Q’uo described the purpose of our energy fields:

I am Q’uo, and am aware of your query, my sister. It is a feature, shall we say, of choiceless awareness that that quality of working with energy fields and ideas that you call creativity is given the greatest opportunity for expression, for this energy of thought and inspiration runs ceaselessly through each entity’s life experience and is available for inspiration as the entity is able to open the self in an unguarded and vulnerable way to this energy. Whether this choice to experience awareness without choice is made in the conscious sense or in the subconscious sense, the entity is able to feel the pulse of its own being and to express this sensation in any avenue available, whether it be of the physical creation, or of the mental creation, or of the simple experience and expression of awareness internally.

There are people that dwell upon your sphere who live in a very high-risk situation at all times. No, my friends, gravity is not reversed, nor do things hurtle at them from others, except in war. But there are other dangers: there is hunger and thirst, being too cold and too hot, and too wet and too dry, passing the parameters of your physical vehicle. And in these high-risk situations many among your species pass from existence in your dimension. But you yourselves, my friends, you are not in such an area. You have incarnated into a physically easy, simple, comfortable number of parameters of existence.

What shall you do with this opportunity, my friends? Much has been taken from your worry that you may turn your will and your desire more deeply into the mystery of who you are and where the truth lies that suffuse your identity. Do you really wish to know? Have you sought in meditation today, even for a few seconds, that link with the Creator that gives you the key that unlocks the door to knowledge of yourself? What do you know of yourself besides the fact that you are comfortable, and that you enjoy comfort? You have been placed into this world by yourselves for experience, but you are not to be hungry and at risk by bullets, by tidal waves, by heat, by exhaustion. For what, then, were you put into this world?

Hatonn went on to say there are people that dwell upon your sphere who live in a high-risk situation at all times, for gravity is not reversed, nor do things hurtle at them from others, except in war, but there are other dangers: hunger and thirst, being too cold and too hot, and too wet and too dry, passing the parameters of your physical vehicle, and in these high-risk situations many among your species pass from existence in your dimension, but you are not in such an area, for you have incarnated into a physically comfortable number of parameters of existence. Hatonn continued by saying much has been taken from your worry that you may turn your desire deeply into the mystery of who you are and where the truth lies that suffuse your identity, so: “Do you really wish to know? Have you sought in meditation today that link with the Creator that gives you the key that unlocks the door to knowledge of yourself? What do you know of yourself besides the fact that you are comfortable, and that you enjoy comfort? You have been placed into this world by yourselves for experience, but you are not to be hungry and at risk by bullets, by tidal waves, by heat, by exhaustion. For what, then, were you put into this world?” On August 26, 2006, Q’uo described who we are:


When you move into that part of yourself where the seeds of these questions truly lie, and from which they grow into that bloom which is yourself within incarnation, you move into common ground. You move into nested realities of who you are. You are you, of course, within incarnation. You are the only you that ever was and ever will be. But you are nested into your soul stream along with all of the “you’s” that you have created in many blooming incarnations. You are a full garden of beings in one. You are nested into your soul group, which is nested into the entire societal clan which decided to come to planet Earth to be part of the Light and the Love of the one infinite Creator.

And this is nested into your being a part of Earth itself, the tribe of Earth which you became when you took flesh and laced your soul carefully into the substance of the mind, the body, and the spirit of that entity which sits within our room this evening and is able to share energy with us.

And all of this is nested into order of magnitude after order of magnitude, until you are the one infinite Creator. All is run not simply from the top down but from the tiniest iota of being upwards. And each iota of that universe of the creation contains the creation within it.

When we translate that reality back into your question, we say that within you lie rivers and oceans of purified emotion that constitute an archetypical world. You can touch into emotion that has moved through all of its more shallow expressions and into that which is beautiful and pure of its kind, leached of pity and impurity, sorrow and anger, until the emotion you experience is the essence of sorrow, the essence of pain, the essence of impatience.

When you move into those archetypal rivers of purified emotion, you become more and more aware of what kind of being you are. What an exotic, complicated, and unimaginably complex, multilayered being you are! It is stunning! And when you can see how stunning you are, you see that all of your imperfections add power. You begin to see how beautiful everyone else is because you have forgiven yourself for that imperfection. And now you are ready to see the beauty of everyone else too.

As you get to this level you begin to see that who you are changes, the deeper that you go. At the bottom of that digging is a place in your heart where you are unconditional Love. In that place, the Christ waits for you. To some entities the Christ is a being, a person, with eyes and hands, and a voice. To some entities Christ is the energy, the creative principle that created the world, wrapped into a cloak which any entity may choose to prepare the self to wear.

The cloak of Love that is unconditional may be seen as a crown. It may be seen as a mother nursing its child. It may be seen as the figure of the Christ washing the feet of his disciples and saying, “Follow me and be the servant of those you love.”

It is difficult to discuss being itself. Words fail. And we can use only metaphors, stories, and well known and even clichéd figures to describe the world in which that energy resides. Who you are and where you came from are things that evolve into your conscious awareness very naturally, little by little, throughout an incarnation, if you are interested.

Many are the laws of Love which you have discovered, and for that we congratulate you. But we tell you that you have only scratched the surface of your own consciousness. We tell you that there is a vast geography beneath the surface of your knowledge of yourself, and in this area of yourself lies an understanding that goes beyond comfort, beyond the physical body, beyond the physical life that you know. How can you seek less, my friends, even for one day? We do not ask you to lose your sense of humor, to deny yourself any comfort that you may find pleasant. We ask only that you see the place of these things and the importance of these things relative to the real business of your lives: finding and sharing the truth that is within you.

We find within this instrument regret that she has, during this day, failed to be of perfect service to one of her own species. And we say to you in this regard, yes, you must share what you know, but if you cannot share what you know you must not regret your lack. For if what you know is incomprehensible, then to attempt again and again to share it is, as it says in your holy works, to throw pearls before swine. They cannot understand; they will only sicken on such a diet. Thus, allow yourself only to desire to know the Creator in yourself and others. But if the moment has not come for you to be able to demonstrate a teaching, then, my friends, it simply has not come. You were not sent out into the world to change those who were not ready. You must only see in them the possibility that exists for them to, at any time, as you call it, to become aware of that which you may know; thus, never shutting your heart against another, you may bide your time, as you say, and plant those seeds of information, those thoughts of Love, when they are asked for, not before.

Then Hatonn said many are the laws of Love which you have discovered, and for that we congratulate you, but we tell you that you have only scratched the surface of your own consciousness, and we tell you that there is a geography beneath the surface of your knowledge of yourself, and in this area lies an understanding that goes beyond the physical life that you know, so how can you seek less even for one day? We do not ask you to lose your sense of humor, to deny yourself any comfort that you may find pleasant, but we ask that you see the place of these things and the importance of these things relative to the real business of your lives: finding and sharing the truth that is within you. Hatonn went on to say we find within Carla regret that today she has failed to be of perfect service to one of her own kind, and we say to you that you must share what you know, but if you cannot share what you know you must not regret your lack, for if what you know is incomprehensible, then to attempt again and again to share it is, as it says in your holy works, to throw pearls before swine, for they cannot understand, and they will sicken on such a diet, so allow yourself to desire to know the Creator in yourself and others, but if the moment has not come for you to be able to demonstrate a teaching, then it simply has not come because you were not sent out into the world to change those who were not ready, so you must only see in them the possibility that exists for them to become aware of that which you may know, never shutting your heart against another, you may bide your time and plant those seeds of information, those thoughts of Love, when they are asked for, not before. On February 5, 2006, Q’uo spoke of how we can come to know the Creator:

You cannot know the Creator except by being the Creator or seeing the Creator in others. So, you cannot think your way to devotion. Indeed, your best approach to becoming more able to be devoted is to see yourself approaching your own heart. Within your heart, at the very core of your being, lies that part of yourself which is completely and wholly the Creator. The object of your devotion, then, waits for you at the very core of your being.

Within incarnation it is likely that you will not know that you are the Creator without some point of infinite realization, which comes as a gift and not as a plan. But you are well able to approach that within yourself and to know that waiting for you is an entity who Loves you with an energy that is indescribable and complete. The devotion is already flowing. You are approaching that place where devotion flows. It flows first from the Creator to you, and it is only reflection, then, to allow that energy to flow back to its source.

If you think only the word “Creator,” you may become very close to being able to experience that devotion. If you think the word “devotion,” it may move you to the same place. Play with the words, the feelings and the various aspects that you can get a handle on in your daily, ordinary mind and thinking.

The important thing, my friends, is to remain untouched by success or failure in contact with others. You do not know in a true sense what your manifestation may have been to another, for that is not in your saying within another’s experience. You know only what you feel, and that you have as much control over as you do over yourself as a whole. Therefore, let your heart be glad; let your tongue be honest; and let your thoughts dwell upon the Creator. More than that you cannot do. Less than that you should not do.

[Pause]

I am conditioning each of you, and would like at this time, although the instrument is very fatigued, to say a few words to the one known as Don. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(N channeling)

I am Hatonn. I am now with this instrument. Please pardon us. We felt this… would endeavor to speak through this [inaudible] at this time, for he is open to our contact with ease. We of the Confederation have some [inaudible] words to be handled. We have been attempting to be of service so that you may speak the truth to those who desire to know the truth. We do not need many words. We use them to aid an understanding, but in reality, my friends, what you seek is very simple. It is so simple, it is not simple. What you desire to know, you already know. The Love you yearn to feel surrounds your body and your thoughts at all times; it has never left; it is always here with you.

At this time, we will attempt to step up our conditioning rays, so to speak, to bring you closer together as a group during this meditation. We will pause for a moment.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn. Again, I am with you. The illusion that you now live, my friends, will distract you very easily, as you know, but in reality it is an illusion. Your progress spiritually cannot really be intellectually described, but we say only the desire must be there. If you desire truly to know Love, you will, my friends, because you already know. Meditation calms you to a point where you can sometimes [inaudible] this knowledge and recognize it. It is always available to you.

At this time, I will transfer this contact. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn. We had again attempted to contact the one known as Don, for we wished to exercise him, due to the fact that he is somewhat out of practice, and it is sometimes a little difficult to regain the fluency one has had in the past immediately. Therefore, we wished to practice just a few sentences with him. We will attempt again a little later.

At this time, we would open the meeting to questions.

[Pause]

This instrument has a question, due to the fact that she has been perceiving a concept which is somewhat beyond her abilities, because it is a geographical concept. But we can assure her that we felt that the earthquake activity which was recently felt in California was a great victory for those who do meditate and attempt to lighten the consciousness of your planetary sphere, in that no one was, shall we say, removed from the physical who did not wish to be; and once again some pressure of new transition is eased somewhat. However, due to your continued difficulties in your Middle East and elsewhere in your world, there will be continued difficulties in your oceanic tides and storms. Therefore, we urge you to continue meditating for peace for the world, for there is some danger.

We have difficulty giving this instrument the geographical location, but it is west of your nation and south. Thus, we ask your help in your planet’s deliverance from a very difficult [inaudible] into a new age. We thank you who have attempted to be messengers of Love and Light in these times, which do not lend themselves to messengers of that type, and, as we say, we urge you to continue.

Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. The energy this evening is somewhat low, and thus we are not at our very best contact level, although this is a very good group, as one of your comedians has often said. The energy level of the group is somewhat low; thus, it is less easy for us to make contact, and we thank you for the energy that you give us at the end of such a busy day. We ask you to remember that in Love there is no limitation; there is room for all things to be done in full measure. Thus, if you are physically weary you may draw from an infinite supply of energy which has been called cosmic, but which we tell you is simply the Love that created you and that created all that there is.

We will again attempt to contact the one known as Don, that we may close through him. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

We thank the one known as Don that we are able to work with him, for we are having good success in conditioning him, but we are not making good contact with him, due to the fatigue and his analysis of our thoughts. Before we leave this group we would condition the one known as G and the one known as M. We are attempting a new, gentler conditioning for the one known as M in hopes that it will be more comfortable for her. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I leave you, my friends, in the love and the light of the infinite Creator. Again we bless each of you and assure that at all times we are with you if you wish us. May your days be full of light and your sleep full of comfort. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu borragus.

[The tape recorder was stopped and then started again.]

(N channeling)

I am Oxal. I greet you in Love and Light, my friends. I will not detain you, for I know you are tired. But I wish you to feel a higher note, so to speak. The seriousness that surrounds problems in your individual lives is not so serious as you may think. We ask you to try to view yourself as a grain of sand on the beach of a vast ocean. You are an individual, and you are one of many millions like you forming one great stretch of sand, and every so often the waters of the ocean come in and waves surround you, and the water may be softly turned a little to go back put to sea. As this perpetual motion goes about, you are taken along the path.

My friends, we ask you to think of yourself as a grain of sand, because in the eyes of the Creator you are one of many. But, as with the grains of sand on the beach, not much real harm can come to you, not much can really hurt you, except being bounced around with other grains of sand. If the Creator overlooked creation, it is perfect, and at no time would the Creator let harm come to His creation. The illusion makes it seem that way sometimes, but as a father and mother love their children, they watch and protect us.

It has been a great privilege to speak with you. I am Oxal.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I greet you. I was afraid I would not get to speak with you before you had not gotten your second wind, but now I will speak only a few sentences to say that I send you Love and Light in the name of the Creator and, as always since our meeting several of your months ago, watch over you with the greatest of love. I am Latwii.

As you go about your business remember, my friends, whom you serve. Only one thing do you serve, my friends: Love. Invoke the Light of that Love, and all things will come into harmony in their own time. I leave you. I am so glad to have been able to speak with you. I am Latwii. Adonai, my friends.

This morning Josh, Jon, and I went on an errand run with out first stop being Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. Our second stop was at Speedway where I filled Stanley’s tank with premium gasoline. Our last stop was the house on Watterson Trail in Jefferson Town where Don, Carla, and I were part of the Ra contact. Then we came home and had lunch.

This afternoon we drove down to Terrapin Hill, and the rest of the afternoon was filled with many inspiring experiences. I met and talked with some friends that I knew well. Then I met Heidi who was a friend of Carla’s for many years before I knew Carla. She gave me a picture of Carla that she took 47 years ago and a book that she wrote about training to be a psychic. Then, when it was time to begin our Homecoming Gathering, I talked for a few minutes about how Carla had decided to have Homecomings beginning in 1995, so that spiritual seekers could talk to everyone in the gathering about their spiritual journey, and no one would think that they were crazy, and she wanted everyone to have the experience of being able to open their hearts and love each other without any conditions. Then Gary gave everyone some information regarding the goals and procedures that would be used so that each seeker could take part in the schedule of presentations, meals, and time together. Then Austin surprised Gary by letting everyone know that this gathering was the 20th year that Gary had been participating in facilitating these gatherings, and it was also the 50th gathering that he had facilitated. Then he gave Gary a large picture of the cover of the book Tilting At Windmills that he wrote after interviewing Carla and me in 2014 with 400 questions about the Ra Contact and our spiritual journeys. Austin also gave Gary a glass pyramid with the L/L Logo of the painting of Don Quijote by Pablo Picasso. I shared the many times that Gary had been of service to me in helping me with my lawn service, how he had asked advanced spiritual questions from the beginning of his joining our public channeling sessions in 2003, how he helped me get out of a couple of scams a few years ago, and how he had facilitated a meeting with my Glenview Trust team to scale back my donations to the Red Cross until December. The last part of the opening of our Homecoming Gathering was the Round Robin where we went around the circle of 68 seekers and gave each seeker the chance to express in one sentence what it was that they wanted to take with them during the Homecoming presentations and time spent together.

From A Book of Days channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 11

Mountains Of Smoke

Greetings in the Love of Jesus the Christ. I am the consciousness and Spirit of the Christ in the vibration which comforts this instrument.

You have many seeming difficulties which rise before you like mountains of smoke, seemingly dense and impenetrable and yet seemingly unable to be grasped. It is of no avail to struggle against these difficulties, for opposition strengthens illusion.

Rather neglect them by turning your attention to your Creator and the preserver of your life, offering praise and thanksgiving to the mystery which you behold.

When you turn again in this consciousness the mountains will be there no longer, and the straight plain will offer your path no hindrance.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-09-10

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from August 2, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We, of the Confederation of Planets In the Service of the Infinite Creator, can greet you only with these words, for they describe all that there is, my friend—Love and Light; for the Creator is Love, and it is our understanding that that Love, working through motion, or vibration, or, as you may call it, Light, has created all that there is in an infinite panoply of beauty and order and unity, so that we are all one divine and unified being, with but one purpose, my friend. And that purpose is to give back that which has been given us so freely.

And what is it that has been given us, my friend? For we are all so different, and so many different things have been given us. Yes, my friends, we are aware that your circumstances differ. Some may have more of a supply of worldly goods than others, some a greater supply of what you on your planet term the intellect, some a greater supply of strength, some a greater supply of courage; and, certainly, all feel they have a greater supply of difficulties and problems. But we are not speaking, my friends, of this one gift, when we speak of any of these, for these are not gifts at all, but limitations that you have chosen for this experience. What you have in common, my friends, is consciousness. Could you but strip away the layers and layers of concept and illusion that furnish your mind, you would find that the original Thought in which you are molded is that of Love made conscious of itself. Each of you, my friends, is Love.

Hatonn wanted to speak about the nature of the universe and the various nature of the being of the population of Earth. They began by saying we can greet you only with these words, for they describe all that there is as Love and Light, for the Creator is Love, and it is our understanding that that Love, working through vibration, or Light, has created all that there is in an infinite collection of beauty and unity, so that we are all one divine and unified being, with but one purpose, and that is to give back that which has been given us so freely. Then Hatonn said we are all so different, and so many different things have been given us, so we are aware that your circumstances differ, for some may have more of a greater supply of the intellect, some a greater supply of courage, and all feel they have a greater supply of difficulties and problems, but we are not speaking of one gift, when we speak of any of these, for these are not gifts at all, but limitations that you have chosen for this experience, for what you have in common is consciousness, and if you could strip away the layers of concept and illusion that furnish your mind, you would find that the original Thought in which you are molded is that of Love made conscious of itself, for each of you is Love. On October 27, 1996, Q’uo said that each of us is Love:

And the truth which cannot be got at by knowledge can be attained through Love, for each of you is Love. Each of you is created as Love, in Love, for Love. That which is you, that which is most deeply yourself, is that portion of self that is Love. That ground of being for each of you is the same. There is only one life. There is only one being. There is only unity which expresses and manifests in distortion within your density, within each succeeding density, though each succeeding density is more densely filled with Light and the lessons become finer tuned, yet still we move from illusion to illusion, growing and learning.

How can this be a practical piece of knowledge? How can you use this in your life? That is why we are in your skies at this time. That is why we are attempting to speak through instruments such as this one, to those people of your planet who are hungry for some words that make sense amidst so many words that do not. All of you are aware of the transforming power of Love. Each of you has seen it at one time or another, the touch of a hand, the difference a smile or a kind gesture might make to a stranger. And we say to you that there is a method by which you can tap into the infinity of the universal supply of this Love. We do not say a great deal about the Creator to you, because we do not know about the Creator.

We are, as you, fallible, imperfect, unsure—but a little surer than you, my friends, for in the vibration which we now enjoy we can see that our brothers and sisters are one with us, so that to do harm to them is only to do harm to ourselves. We cannot lie, for our thoughts are visible to those about us, just as your clothing is obvious to those about you. Our vibrations are visible; thus, there is no deception, and there can be no confusion between people. We no longer even have names, for we do not need them. We were aware of your conversation earlier about names, and it made us smile ,for, indeed, in our society we do not need to name an individual, for each individual vibrates in a unique manner and could not possibly be mistaken for another person. Seeing the vibration that is based upon the great octave of Love in each person, we thus love each person. But that is easy for us; it is not easy for you.

Then Hatonn said: “How can this be a practical piece of knowledge? How can you use this in your life?” That is why we are in your skies at this time, and that is why we are attempting to speak through instruments such as Carla, to those people of your planet who are hungry for words that make sense within so many that do not, for all of you are aware of the transforming power of Love, and each of you has seen it at one time or another: the touch of a hand, the difference that a smile, or a kind gesture you might make to a stranger, and we say to you that there is a method by which you can tap into the infinity of the universal supply of this Love, but we do not say a great deal about the Creator to you, because we do not know about the Creator. Then Hatonn said we are–as you–imperfect but a little surer than you, for in the vibration which we enjoy we can see that our brothers and sisters are one with us, so that to do harm to them is only to do harm to ourselves, for we cannot lie as our thoughts are visible to those about us, just as your clothing is obvious to those about you, so our vibrations are visible, and there can be no confusion between people, so we no longer have names, for we do not need them, yet we were aware of your conversation about names, and it made us smile, for in our society we do not need to name an individual, for each individual vibrates in an unique manner and could not be mistaken for another person since seeing the vibration that is based upon the octave of Love in each person, we Love each person, for that is easy for us, but it is not easy for you. On September 18, 2022, Q’uo described the transforming power of Love:

For this is the great challenge, to take that which is known to be true and to reflect it on a daily basis, however difficult it might be, so that all may see, and you may feel the transforming power of Love and Light blended together and balanced into the power of moving into the One Infinite Creator.

Through meditation on a daily basis the people of your planet, even though they are in the midst of incredible turmoil of one kind of another, can gradually erode and remove the illusion of that turmoil and discover that which is calm, peaceful and yet ever moving; that which is the fountain of Love within each being. We do not promise you great power, although some souls have been known to find great power through simple meditation. We do not promise great riches, although we can promise you that those who are aware of the moment receive what they need in that moment. We cannot promise you peace of mind, though you will constantly go back into the world. You cannot stay in meditation, unless you wish to stop learning. Coming from meditation with your heart full of Love, it is then time to meet the world on its own terms, but with a smile on your lips in the face of that which may make you upset were you not centered in the awareness of yourself in this present moment, safe in a harbor of Love that extends throughout the universe.

So many people you meet, my friends—and we are aware of this—are polarized, shall we say, in a negative way. This is not their fault. In their own minds they are trying as hard as they can. In their own minds they are not attempting to be negative, for the most part. They are victims of their own conditioning. And yet, when you meet them, you must deal with them, whether they be in stores, or in cars, or among your friends when they are having a bad day. Even you yourself may be met by you the observer with some horror as you say to yourself, “Can that be me? Can I be this upset, this angry?” Let the part of you that has been found in meditation, that part which is infinite in Love, be the self that meets that situation. Find the humor that is hiding in the situation. See the Love that is hiding in the person, and make available to that person for the first time the seed of an idea, the idea that it might be possible that there is something that they do not know that they may want to know, that it might change them to know.

Hatonn continued by saying through meditation on a daily basis the people of your planet, even though they are in the midst of turmoil of one kind of another, can remove the illusion of turmoil and discover that which is the fountain of Love within each being, but we do not promise you great power, although some souls have been known to find great power through simple meditation, and we do not promise great riches, although we can promise you that those who are aware of the moment receive what they need in that moment, so we cannot promise you peace of mind because you will constantly go back into the world, but you cannot stay in meditation unless you wish to stop learning, so coming from meditation with your heart full of Love, it is then time to meet the world on its own terms, but with a smile on your lips in the face of that which may make you upset were you not centered in the awareness of yourself in this present moment, safe in a harbor of Love that extends throughout the universe. Now Hatonn said many people you meet are polarized in a negative way, but this is not their fault, for in their minds they are trying as hard as they can, and they are not attempting to be negative, for they are victims of their own conditioning, yet when you meet them you must deal with them wherever they are when they are having a bad day, and even you may be met by you the observer with some horror as you say to yourself: “Can that be me? Can I be this upset, this angry?” So, let the part of you that has been found in meditation, that part which is infinite in Love, be the self that meets that situation, and find the humor that is hiding in the situation, and see the Love that is hiding in the person, so make available to that person for the first time the seed of an idea so that it might be possible that there is something that they do not know that they may want to know, that it might change them to know. On September 17, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the value of finding humor in any situation:

You live in darkness, but your hope is your Light. As you hope to become more and more of service to others, let the hope shine as a beacon before you, drawing you ever onward, reminding you to step back from situations and to find the humor, the pathos, the sympathy, those positive emotions which one may fruitfully share with another.

We do not say to speak, to testify—as some of your religions call it. No, my friends, you are sent into the world—as it is written in one of your holy works as sowers to sow a seed here and a seed there. Many will fall where they will not grow. But the seeds of Love are the most valuable and precious seeds in your universe. The Creator has sown them all about you; the beauty of the trees breathe with Love, the wild life, the flowers, and all of your beautiful grasses, herbs, and foods cherish humanity, make it possible for it to live and send it Love. The very skies give you wind, and rain, and sunshine so that you may live and grow your crops and enjoy your existence. This much the Creator can do. Beyond that, you are the Creator, and it is the look in your eye or the touch of your hand or the way you can give Love in an unlovely situation that produces the future crop of Love in those about you.

And so, we say to you, my friends, go into meditation in whatever fashion you may wish. Consciously ask to know the truth. If we have not told you the truth, then find yours, for we tell you only what we know, and we are imperfect. But in all good faith, we ask you to seek for yourself. And then, after you have sought in your daily life, seek then to know the moment, each simple, discreet moment. It will not come again, your chance to be a creature who is a child of Love in that moment will not come again, so we ask you to remember from moment to moment what you have learned in the silence.

Now Hatonn said we do not say to speak as some of your religions call it, for you are sent into the world to sow a seed here and a seed there, but many will fall where they will not grow, but the seeds of Love are the most valuable seeds in your universe, and the Creator has sown them all about you in the beauty of trees that breathe with Love, the wild life, and the flowers cherish humanity and make it possible for it to live and send it Love, for the skies give you wind, rain, and sunshine so that you may live and grow your crops and enjoy your existence, so this much the Creator can do, and beyond that you are the Creator, and it is the way you can give Love in an unlovely situation that produces the future crop of Love in those about you. Hatonn continued by saying go into meditation in whatever fashion you may wish, and ask to know the truth, for if we have not told you the truth, then find yours, for we tell you only what we know, and we are imperfect, but we ask you to seek for yourself, and then, after you have sought in your daily life, seek to know the moment, for your chance to be a creature who is a child of Love in that moment will not come again, so we ask you to remember from moment to moment what you have learned in the silence. On May 3, 1998, Q’uo said that each of us is a child of Love:

However, in the spiritual sense the only control is in how to surrender the small will and the small self to an infinite One whose wish for all is to give and to receive Love. Each time, then, that you find yourself having imaginary conversations, moving into circles of concern and worry, and, in general, finding oneself knocking up against the corners of life, find ways to stop the momentum of that relationship with what is. Stop and remember that you are a child of the Creator, a child of eternity, and a child of Love Itself. You need do nothing but welcome the rhythmic and rightful destiny that awaits.

We are aware that we have outlined a course of action which, were it to be compared to a sea voyage, would be a lifetime voyage. That is all right, my friends. It is our understanding that it is for that voyage that you set out on this incarnation. At least, you are now thinking about taking ship. Some of you have already embarked. You shall become, then, those with the far-away eyes who can touch and help those upon the land who do not yet know that life is a voyage and that there is a purpose: a new world to be found at the end of it. This experience of yours, my friends, in this illusion will end. Each of you will leave, and then you shall see what you have done in this experience. This is a precious time for you, my friends. This is a time when, under the most difficult of circumstances, you can try to help. That help can be given effectively only from one person to another, in the illusion. We who are within what you might call the inner planes or the outer planes of existence can only seek to inspire you yourselves to act in such a way as to seek the truth.

Hatonn said we are aware that we have outlined a course of action which, were it to be compared to a sea voyage, would be a lifetime voyage, but that is all right, and it is our understanding that it is for that voyage that you set out on this incarnation, so you are now thinking about taking a ship, for some of you have already embarked, so you shall become those with the far-away eyes who can help those upon the land who do not know that life is a voyage, and that there is a purpose: a new world to be found at the end of it, so this experience of yours in this illusion will end, and then you shall see what you have done in this experience, for this is a precious time for you, a time when, under the most difficult of circumstances, you can try to help, and that help can be given effectively only from one person to another, and we who are within the inner planes or the outer planes of existence can only seek to inspire you to act in such a way as to seek the truth. On December 16, 1984, Latwii suggested that we seek the truth:

So, my brother, you need not worry about the expense or the time required to seek the truth. If you have the desire to seek the truth, you may do so each moment of your existence as you see yourself in each entity that you meet, as you see yourself as the Creator in each situation in which you find yourself. There is no end to the opportunities for seeking the truth, the Creator, and your self, for all are one thing. You live in that one thing as that one thing.

At this time we will pause and condition each of those within the group. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. I am Hatonn, and I greet you once more in Love and Light. We thank each of you for making yourselves available to us for conditioning, and we ask that if, in any case, our vibration is too strong you simply request mentally that we adjust our vibration.

At this time we would open the meeting for questions.

[Pause]

M: I have a question. I was wondering if you have any insight or comments on any possible reason why I might have such problems getting up physical energy. I feel I exercise regularly and feel like my diet is fairly under control, and still I feel almost like it must be some mental or psychic problem more than physical even, maybe.

I am Hatonn. I am aware of your question, my sister. We see in your body no significant difficulty. However, there is a certain amount of indecision at this time which is very deep. We do not specify this, for we do not wish to infringe upon your free will. However, this type of emotional difficulty is very common for those of, shall we say, a certain transitional period which comes and goes within the life span, as you would call it, of beings of your planet. It occurs many times in a lifetime, and we feel strongly in saying that you are, shall we say, all right and should be confident that the problems of transition will run their course as you stay centered, as you have said, physically, mentally, and spiritually. Some things simply take time, as you would call it on your sphere, and it is good meanwhile to be very kind to yourself, assuring yourself that to have less energy than at another time is simply a way of conserving the energy that you need to meet an inner source of difficulty.

As for the psychic part of the question, there is a small component of the transitional phase having to do with previous conditioning of a spiritual nature, and we feel that you are making good progress in integrating what was best of that experience with what is best of your present life, which is a more balanced one in many ways. Thus, taking the good from the past and having every hope of the future, we feel that you may balance yourself in a period of what you call time and feel much more energetic when the other problems are resolved. At that point you will feel more [inaudible] in an outer way and more serene in an inner way. As we have said, this is a cycle and, as all things within the illusion, it is part of an experience that you have designed for yourself in order to teach you certain lessons. Again, we would not infringe upon your free will by speaking of the lessons which you have set for yourself. But we know that you are working to understand, and we encourage you and, above all, ask that you be confident and not require more of yourself than you would be able to give at any particular moment. You are doing what you should if you do it with Love, however little or however much it may seem to you.

M asked: “I was wondering if you have any insight or comments on any possible reason why I might have such problems getting up physical energy?” Hatonn replied by saying I am aware of your question, and we see in your body no significant difficulty, but there is some indecision which is very deep, but we do not specify this, for we do not wish to infringe upon your free will, so this type of emotional difficulty is common for those of a transitional period which comes and goes within the life span of beings of your planet, and it occurs many times in a lifetime, and we feel that you are all right and should be confident that the problems of transition will run their course as you stay centered physically, mentally, and spiritually, for some things take time, and it is good to be very kind to yourself, assuring yourself that to have less energy than at another time is simply a way of conserving the energy that you need to meet an inner source of difficulty. Hatonn went on to say as for the psychic part of the question, there is a small component of the transitional phase having to do with previous conditioning of a spiritual nature, and we feel that you are making good progress in integrating what was best of that experience with what is best of your present life, which is a balanced one in many ways, so taking the good from the past and having hope for the future, we feel that you may balance yourself in a period of time and feel more energetic when the other problems are resolved, and at that point you will feel more [inaudible] in an outer way and more serene in an inner way, for as we have said, this is a cycle that is part of an experience that you have designed for yourself in order to learn certain lessons, but we would not infringe upon your free will by speaking of the lessons which you have set for yourself, for we know that you are working to understand, and we encourage you and ask that you be confident and not require more of yourself than you would be able to give at any moment, for you are doing what you should if you do it with Love. On March 19, 2006, Q’uo spoke of the value of doing whatever we do with Love:

It is not that Love will tell you what to do. It is that Love will tell you how to do it with Love. As you do ordinary, everyday things with this intense, overshadowing Love, something magical occurs. As you seek to pull that enhanced vision of a life lived in Love into yourself from the regions of the divine, you activate powers within you that are incredibly strong. And you begin emitting Light. It is not coming from you but rather it is coming through you. You’ve turned the switch by turning your mind to Love.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

M: Yes. You’ve even stated the question better for me than I have; you heard my question better than I said. Thank you.

Hatonn: Oh, we thank you, my sister, as always, for the opportunity to share our thoughts. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

This instrument has a question which we will restate for her and answer, for she has been wanting to ask it; we have not had another channel for some time. The question has to do with the number of UFO movies and television shows which are appearing at this time, and she has been wondering if we are influencing Earth people or if there are extraterrestrials among you. The answer is, of course, that we are with each of you who ask to hear our thoughts, but that there are some among you who have come through incarnation into this illusion, but whose basic personality is, shall we say, extra-terrestrial or extra-dimensional; this would probably be the more accurate term. And, indeed, the generation that is responsible for much of the new activity in these areas within the popular culture of your society is extra-dimensional in nature.

We are not capable, without infringing upon free will, of actually writing, shall we say, television scripts or influencing the minds of people in the business of producing such things to create such scripts as those which have been seen by your people. However, we are very pleased that so many of those who came to the Earth sphere during this time have remembered or are beginning subconsciously to remember why they came, for it is very usual in such cases for at least nine out of ten of these incarnated extra-dimensional people to forget for their entire incarnation why it is that they have such a feeling of not belonging, why it is that they do not fit in, why it is that their natures seem so often at odds with society.

Carla wanted Hatonn to speak to her question of: “The question has to do with the number of UFO movies and television shows which are appearing at this time, and she has been wondering if we are influencing Earth people or if there are extraterrestrials among you.” Hatonn went on to say the answer is that we are with each of you who ask to hear our thoughts, but that there are some among you who have come through incarnation into this illusion, but whose basic personality is extra-dimensional, and the generation that is responsible for much of the new activity in these areas within the popular culture of your society is extra-dimensional in nature. Now Hatonn said we are not capable, without infringing upon free will, of writing television scripts or influencing the minds of people in the business of producing such things to create scripts as those which have been seen by your people, but we are pleased that so many of those who came to the Earth sphere during this time have remembered why they came, for it is usual in such cases for at least nine out of ten of these incarnated extra-dimensional people to forget why it is that they have such a feeling of not belonging, why it is that they do not fit in, why it is that their natures seem so often at odds with society. On September 15, 1996, Q’uo spoke of these entities that do not fit in:

We would recommend that interaction with these entities is most important, that the relationships of the family be emphasized and be supported in all their many expressions of excitement, interest, and dedication. These entities, as each generation notes, seem to be of another order so that the ways of the culture, though providing many foundation stones for the new building, yet do not fit in every instance, so that there is the need for the individuality of each entity to be recognized, nourished, and directed with a means of giving praise and thanksgiving to the one Creator in a regular fashion and in a way which gives the young entity a sense of wonder for the immensity and the infinity of all creation. The young entity needs to find his or her place within this infinite creation, and as the family and friends of each young entity provides support, the young entities are able to test their new legs in a safe and supportive environment.

We feel that this has answered the instrument’s basic question. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

D: What could you all… do you see any value in using astrology as a tool to understanding cycles—the sort of cycles you spoke about earlier?

I am with the instrument. I am Hatonn. We are aware of your question. It is a difficult one to answer. There are many occult sciences, shall we say, such as astrology, which have some use. They have been largely misused among your people as a way of prophesying, and this has overtones of infringing upon free will by suggestion. This is not in line with the law of the Creator, which is one of Free Will and Love. Your world is not deterministic, and your stars, shall we say, are merely pointers pointing the way, as you know, to the basic structure of your Earthly personalities. You are also provided with a will which, following the laws of the Creator, can totally transform the basic Earthly personality, if it so desires; most often it does not. Therefore, the system or language, such as astrology, has its purpose in simply helping the aspiring student to begin to understand what it is they are dealing with, what their basic problems are, what their assets might be, etc.

In the determination of cycles, we might compare the value of astrology to the value of an almanac in determining the planting and the reaping of a crop. There is some technical value to knowing what the new moon is, what the full moon is, but you must know what you plan to plant, and this astrology does not tell you any more than the almanac can tell you by a simple explanation of the phases of the moon. An almanac, like astrology, can be mistaken about the precise placement of storms, be they weather storms or storms of emotion that sweep over those in your illusion. Consequently, astrology, just like the almanac, can lead you astray if you are too literal-minded, if you do not rely most completely on your own hunches, on your own intuition, on your own feelings.

D asked: “What could you all… do you see any value in using astrology as a tool to understanding cycles—the sort of cycles you spoke about earlier?” Hatonn began by saying there are many occult sciences such as astrology which have some use, but they have been misused by your people as a way of prophesying, and this has overtones of infringing upon free will, so this is not in line with the law of the Creator, which is one of Free Will and Love, for your world is not deterministic, and your stars are merely pointers pointing the way to the structure of your Earthly personalities, so you are provided with a will which, following the laws of the Creator, can transform the Earthly personality, if it so desires, but most often it does not, so the language of astrology has its purpose in helping the aspiring student to begin to understand what it is they are dealing with, what their basic problems are, what their assets might be. Hatonn continued by saying in the determination of cycles, we might compare the value of astrology to the value of an almanac in determining the planting and the reaping of a crop, for there is technical value to knowing what the new moon is, what the full moon is, but you must know what you plan to plant, and this astrology does not tell you any more than the almanac can tell you by a simple explanation of the phases of the moon, so an almanac, like astrology, can be mistaken about the precise placement of storms, be they weather storms or storms of emotion that sweep over those in your illusion, so astrology, just like the almanac, can lead you astray if you are too literal-minded, and if you do not follow your intuition. On April 23, 1989, Yom described how we may use our intuition:

Thus, listen with the inner ear as well as the outer to what we have to say, and above all, as always, refrain from thinking of us as an information source that is always right. We consider ourselves fallible, and we hope you do too. Trust your own intuition, your own sense of recognition of the truth. If it does not ring true for you, it is the truth which does not work for you. Simply toss it aside and move on. You will meet it again one day, and it will be helpful, or you have gone past it already. Waste not time in worry about whether what we have to say is true or untrue, for you shall recognize truth as if remembering it.

Perhaps the best use of astrology and many of the other disciplines, such as tarot, numerology, and others, is as a focusing point, shall we say, for the psychic power of the individual. It may be quite small to begin with, but by working through this particular system, your own power of intuition begins to develop, and you see more than what is in the stars or in the cards or in the numbers, and you see better. You, unlike the stars, are creatures of compassion and Love. The stars in their courses are, indeed, determined. You, my friends, have free will. Thus, we ask you to approach astrology as everything else, in a cautionary manner, trusting most reliably on your own senses, both outer and inner—your common sense and your intuitive sense.

Hatonn went on to say perhaps the best use of astrology is as a focusing point for the psychic power of the individual, so it may be small to begin with, but by working through this system, your power of intuition begins to develop, and you see more than what is in the stars, or in the cards, or in the numbers, and you see better because you are creatures of compassion and Love, but stars in their courses are determined, but you have free will, so we ask you to approach astrology as everything else, in a cautionary manner, trusting your common sense and your intuitive sense. On September 4, 2010, Carla said that we are creatures of Love:

The Creator has certain characteristics that are innate. It’s in our spiritual DNA that we’re the creatures of Love because Love is all there is. The one great original Thought was a Thought of Love. And when Light came into being and manifestation took place, it linked that Thought into everything it manifested. So, the most distorted things that you see are still Love. They’ve just greatly distorted. But the heart of everything is Love. Jesus said it well, when he said, “I am the vine, and you are the branches.”

Does this answer your question?

D: [Inaudible]

Hatonn: Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

We are aware of a couple of unasked questions in the minds of a few of you, but we are unwilling to break into your thoughts, shall we say, and raid the storehouse of your memory. Consequently, we will only say that we are available to you at any time that you may ask for us. We are your very humble companions. But what little help we can give you, we offer you freely. If at any time we are with you and you request that we leave, we will instantly. And on that note, we will close this meeting. We will attempt to transfer this contact to the one known as H. I am Hatonn.

[Tape ends.]

This morning I put the sprinkler in two different places around the fishpond and then on the flowers in the Sun Mandala behind the garage because it has been over a week since we have had any rain.

This afternoon I enjoyed a visit with three friends who are from Germany and will be attending our Homecoming Gathering at Terrapin Hill this weekend. We talked for a while about what has been happening in our lives recently, and then we took a tour of my yard and gardens.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 10

Your Essence Is Spirit

I am the Comforter, and I greet you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

May peace fall like dew upon you this day, no matter what the outer situation. May you experience, and continue to experience, the inner peace which no disaster of humankind can destroy.

Within the Father’s Love there is a peace which comes from eternity and which is the vehicle for your own imperishable spirit. Rest quietly in the knowledge of that peace, no matter how quickly you run, no matter how many tangles of human relationships you encounter.

Touch always the peace within, for the Comforter does not fail. It is only those whose hearts are puzzled and befuddled by that which occurs that are not able to hear words of comfort and to feel the presence of that peace which passeth all understanding.

We feel that it would help each if each would think of itself not as one attempting to be a spiritual being but as one who is, in essence, spirit. That being accepted, the point of view may shift so that the spiritual door may be opened to peace more easily and the hubbub and turmoil of a wrangling world may be set off from you by the buffer of comfort, peace and faith.

For we are of the principle of Jesus the Christ. We are of the Spirit of living Love. And we are eternal, as are you, and exist only to interact with you in positive ways that bring each spirit more and more light and less and less confusion.

We leave you in peace, both now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-09-09

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from July 26, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you, my friends, in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. As always, it is our privilege to speak with you, and we thank you for inviting us into the midst of your group. We share our thoughts with you, insubstantial though they may be, one life speaking to another, one seeker speaking to another, for are our lives not like clouds as they cross the moon, visible only for a brief time, before and after lost in the darkness of the eternal heavens? Yet, we are now here, you and we, and it is with deep appreciation that we join our thoughts to yours in this transient moment.

Yes, my friends, your lives are very transient, and yet your spirit is indomitable. There is nothing that you cannot seek, nothing that you cannot will to know, if it be done honestly and courageously and without selfishness. And so even though your brief life may sometimes seem to be relatively meaningless, your activities mundane, your thinking confused, we say to you that if you can each day find some moments to meditate, to center your will upon the desire to know the Love of the Creator, that wish for the original Thought will be unto you as a beacon, guiding your spirit far into the stormy seas of night when you have crossed the moon and there is no light.

We are sorry that we have had to delay our speaking to you this evening, but there was a desire in one of those present that we not speak. [There was a storm raging outside.] And this, my friends, is a perfect example of that which we deal with now: the transience of experience. There is a saying in one of your holy books, “All flesh is grass.” We are not being mournful. We are attempting to be emphatic about the direct and important knowledge that you must have that you yourself are not your bodies, your pains and pleasures, or your experiences, but are instead a vibration which is temporarily and transiently housed in a chemical body. That vibration has certain characteristics which show forth to a greater or smaller amount in the physical amount in the physical body.

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about their transient lives as seekers. They began by saying your lives are transient, and yet your spirit is indomitable, and there is nothing that you cannot seek to know, if it be done courageously and without selfishness, so even though your brief life may sometimes seem to be meaningless and your thinking confused, if you can each day find some moments to meditate, to center your will upon the desire to know the Love of the Creator, that wish for the original Thought will be unto you as a beacon, guiding your spirit far into the stormy seas of night when you have crossed the moon and there is no light. Hatonn went on to say we are sorry that we have had to delay our speaking to you this evening, but there was a desire of one of those present that we not speak. [There was a storm raging outside.] And this, my friends, is a perfect example of that which we deal with now: the transience of experience, and there is a saying in one of your holy books, “All flesh is grass,” but we are not being mournful, for we are attempting to be emphatic about the important knowledge that you must have that you are not your bodies or your experiences, but you are a vibration which is temporarily in a chemical body, so that vibration has certain characteristics which show forth to a greater or smaller amount in the physical body. On January 20, 2002, Q’uo spoke of how we are a vibration

You are not a solid. You are a vibration. You are an energy field that has connections to absolutely all other energy fields in the universe. You are connected to them through a series of orders of magnitude and, shall we say, reality, that are understandable only from the larger viewpoint. Many times within the life experience you will not be able to see how a certain situation could possibly be one in which Love abides. But this is always the question to turn to, that one offered by the ones of Ra, “Where is the Love in this moment?” This is a question that is always productive, that one may ask the self in a crux in the present. And by finding where the Love lies for you in this moment and placing yourself there, there is how you affect the future. You are choosing what you desire because you desire it. That is understood, but in terms of responding to that which is given you have the skill, and you have the chance at each offering to ask the self, “Where is the metaphysical structure of this moment? What speaks to me from a larger point of view that really informs the situation for me?”

Eachcharacteristic shows forth as the degree of loving kindness of your nature, the degree of generosity, of compassion, of kindliness, that you have within your character. It may show forth in your ability to help people by healing, by the preparation of food, by working with your hands, by singing, or by telling stories, or by raising the young who are entrusted to your care that they, too, may know the Creator as do you. These biases come through from your vibratory personality into the physical illusion. However, you must not take this illusion any more seriously than you would take the passing of a cloud across the moon on a stormy night, such as this one. You know that there will be other clouds and other nights, other sequences of activities. These are unimportant. Your only important effort should be placed in centering yourself in the knowledge of the original Thought of the Creator, which is that of infinite love expressed in light. This light has formed all of the Creator’s creatures: the planet in which you live, the skies which surround us in different vibrations. All things are Light. As you begin to have this ability to be detached from the transient experience and to be rooted in the knowledge of the original Thought, your power as a personality will develop, so that those circumstances which may seem to you to be inharmonious will of themselves become more harmonious, for your attitude will become such that nothing can disturb you.

Then Hatonn said each characteristic shows as the degree of loving kindness and of generosity that you have within your character, and it may show forth in your ability to help people by the preparation of food, by singing, or by raising the young who are entrusted to your care that they, too, may know the Creator as do you, for these biases come through from your vibratory personality into the physical illusion, but you must not take this illusion any more seriously than you would take the passing of a cloud across the moon on a stormy night because you know that there will be other clouds and other nights, but these are unimportant, for your only important effort should be placed in centering yourself in the knowledge of the original Thought of the Creator, which is that of infinite Love expressed in Light that has formed all of the Creator’s creatures: the planet in which you live, the skies which surround us in different vibrations, for all things are Light, so as you begin to have this ability to be detached from the transient experience and to be rooted in the knowledge of the original Thought, your power as a personality will develop, so that those circumstances which may seem to you to be inharmonious will of themselves become more harmonious, for your attitude will become such that nothing can disturb you. On October 16, 2005, Q’uo described the nature of our power:

We would say to you that it is most helpful for powerful entities such as you are to realize where your power comes from. Your power does not come from you except insofar as you choose the manner of your being. Your basic source of power comes through you and is a function of your awareness of the Creator within.

If you are attempting to fulfill your obligations and pursue your ideals from a concept of self which involves the self by itself as a powerful thing, then your power will not last long. You shall run out of available power, exhaust yourself, burn yourself out as this instrument would say it, and find yourself empty and hollow, weary and exhausted, sitting by the side of the spiritual road gasping for breath.

It is the entity that realizes that the source of the magic within is that energy which is coming from the infinite Creator that will have the staying power to persist through these cyclical times of deconstruction and re-imagining your universe.

I would pause at this time so that Laitos, may speak. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Laitos, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. If you will permit me, it will be my privilege to work with each of you. I would first condition this instrument, for she is experimenting with a deeper, shall we say, meditative state.

[Pause]

We thank the one known as Carla for working with us, and we find that she is more and more capable of working with the Light vibration of some of your contacts, such as Latwii, due to her growing ability to deepen her meditative state.

We would now attempt to condition the one known as M. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

We thank the one known as M for working with us, and now we would like to condition the one known as J. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We thank each of you for being able to work with you. If we can help you to deepen your meditative state, that is our only desire among your people, for if we can but help the people of this planet to meditate and feel the oneness of all creation we will, indeed, my friends, have a part in the delivery of a tiny infant. That is the new age dawning upon your planet. At this time, it needs all the midwifery that it can get. Please ask for us at any time that you may wish for us to, shall we say, underscore your own meditative state. I am Laitos. Adonai.

I am Hatonn. I am again with this instrument. We are sorry for the delay, but the one known as Oxal was attempting to contact the instrument known as Carla. However, she was not able to perceive this. Therefore, we will continue for Oxal, saying to this instrument greetings from the one known as Oxal. The one known as Oxal is concerned lest they be misunderstood in this group, for there has been in this group, shall we say, an impostor using their name. Therefore, the group consciousness of Oxal asks each of you to be in total at-one-ment at any time that the name of Oxal is heard in this group, for it is not wise to allow astral entities to deal with this group in its present configuration. We must explain that there is nothing intrinsically wrong with astral beings in general, but specifically mimicking a Confederation member by an astral being is very confusing to those who would believe the channeling of such beings. Thus, we ask your help in the future, as you call it, and we thank you.

At this time, we would open the meeting to questions.

[Pause]

If there are no questions requested of us at this time, we would leave you with only a few thoughts, my friends. You know that Love is all that there is. You may think of it as the great medicine that is needed by your people. You may think of yourself as a healer, for the one who loves heals. There are different methods and different levels of healing, peace-making, and calming the troubled waters of your ever turbulent society. Among the millions of you who are incarnate on the planet Earth, some have the power to heal nations through what you call your politics. Some have the ability to heal the hunger for knowledge through what we call teaching. Some have the ability to heal sickness and ill health. Some can heal melancholy, some loneliness, but all work through the vibration of Love. There is a great sea of Love around you, my friends. Float on it, rest in it. There is nowhere you can go that is not full of Love, if you have but the eyes to see and the heart to understand. In meditation, may your hearts be opened to that understanding.

Before leaving the group Hatonn wanted to share some thoughts on healing. They said if there are no questions requested of us at this time, we would leave you with only a few thoughts, for you know that Love is all that there is, and you may think of it as the medicine that is needed by your people, and you may think of yourself as a healer, for the one who loves heals, so there are different methods and levels of healing, peace-making, and calming the troubled waters of your turbulent society, for among the millions of you who are incarnate on the Earth, some have the power to heal nations through politics, and some have the ability to heal the hunger for knowledge through teaching, and some have the ability to heal sickness and ill health, but all work through the vibration of Love, for there is a sea of Love around you, so rest in it, for there is nowhere you can go that is not full of Love if you have the eyes to see and the heart to understand, so in meditation may your hearts be opened to that understanding. On December 12, 2005, Q’uo spoke of the vibration of Love:

The vibration of Love, in the sense of unconditional Love or Logos, is a particular vibration that has created all that there is. Consequently, we cannot say that Love and truth are absolutely equal. For in the sense of the Logos, that is a way of describing the Creator Itself.

I leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am of the group consciousness of Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went outside and used my trimmer to weed around the flower gardens in the front yard and on the south side of my home.

This afternoon I spent about an hour and a half searching all around my neighborhood for a sweet little black and white kitty cat that may be a year or two old. He showed up in my front yard ten days ago, and I began feeding him cat food on a paper plate on the ground in front of my porch. Within two days he was coming up on the porch to get his food. He only let me get a few feet away from him, but I enjoyed talking to him, telling him that I loved him, and just sitting and watching him eat. I named him Hopeful because I was hoping that we could become friends, and that he could come into my home and be an indoor/outdoor cat like Dan D. Lion was. This morning, I gave him a can of cat food, but he only ate half of it, and throughout the day I was looking on the front porch to see if he was there eating food as he has been doing for the last ten days, but he never came back. My last hope is that he will be waiting for me tomorrow morning when I go out to get the newspaper.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 9

Each Is Your Brother

I am the spirit of the living Christ which speaks to the world this day, greeting you in the full consciousness of divine Love.

The many preparatory and studious engagements of those serious, spiritual seekers who labor to learn the Love of the Christ are well meant and may yet yield fruit. Yet, paradoxically, it is not the one always who strives the hardest, thinks the most or works more laboriously than others to whom the inspiration, the Love, and the clarity of vision that infinite Love offers, comes.

Many times, it is the one who is unassuming and humble, who accepts the basic unworthiness of free will while recognizing the necessity of it, who may choose and choose and choose again the way of Love, the way of the Christ.

Therefore, stride self-confidently into the world but be ye humble and not over-assuming, for each entity is likewise the Father within, just as you are. Each is your brother. Each is your sister. None contains that which you do not contain. Sometimes it is possible to try too hard to be loving and blessed, sanctified and giving. Relax into the rhythm of spontaneous service, and life shall become merry and light.

We leave you in love and peace, now and ever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-09-08

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Latwii channeling comes from July 19, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument through the grace of all present, and we send you blessings and thanks for allowing us in your midst this evening. May we greet each of you and send you our Love?

We ask you tonight, my friends, about treasure. We are aware that the treasure that is in your heart is sometimes buried. It has been written in your holy works, “Where your treasure is, there shall your heart be also.” And yet we say to you, my friends, that your heart may contain any treasure which you desire. Thus, the question of treasure is far more the question of your buried desire. We wish to speak with you only for a very short time this evening, but we wish very much to encourage you to desire, with the greatest intensity possible, that which you wish to desire. Have you desired? Have you desired, this day, well, my friends? Have you had small desires easily satisfied? Have you glanced up into the lovely imperium arches of your heavens during this day and sought and dreamt and hoped—those desires which make people into beings who are claiming their birthright? That is what lies between you and the birthright of Love and Light—which you brought into this illusion—your inability to remember to desire it. That is all that separates you from infinite Love, infinite Light, and the power of a consciousness which these understandings can coordinate and enable. What have you desired today, my friends? We ask you in the name of the Creator.

At this time we would pause so that the one known as Laitos may pass among you.

[Pause, then the group chants “om.”]

I am Laitos, and I am with this instrument, with thanks to my sister of Hatonn. We [inaudible]. We should ask this instrument to realign and retune the group, due to the addition of your sister and brother, and we feel most happy with the harmony of your circle at this time.

We would like at this time to condition and send healing to the one known as E. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We have been working with each of you during the pause. However, we wished especially to work with the one known as E, who is in some discomfort at this time. We would now like to do some more work with the one known as L, if she will relax. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. We would now like to send our vibrations to the one known as H1. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

I am again with this instrument. If the instrument known as N would open himself to our contact, we would like to close through the one known as N. I am Laitos.

[Pause]

(N channeling)

I am Laitos. I am now with this instrument. My friends, as we view the souls on your planet, we yearn sometimes to reach out and aid directly [inaudible] to help, but we know we must not; for the will of the infinite Creator does not work that way at this time. We see millions of people evolving, and we know that eventually they will all attain a state of higher consciousness. We are sorrowed by the pain we see, though we know there is a great plan. We know that deep within each of you there is a higher state of consciousness and that each of you, in reality, control your own destiny; for you have willed it so.

My friends, we send you our Love. We are with you always. Your time upon this planet is just an instant, as we see it, but it is a valuable… We love you, and we leave you in the Light and Love. We will attempt to make our vibration known to you at this time, if you will open yourself to it. We would describe it as… a pleasant sort of feeling.

I leave you now in the Light and Love. I am Laitos. Adonai vasu borragus.

[Pause]

(Carla channeling)

I am Latwii. I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator and am most appreciative of your desire to hear my babbling remarks once again humorously. Therefore, since you have asked us to be here, we are very delighted to be with you this evening; and, indeed, we are most sincere in sending you our Love. We have come to answer questions at this time. If there are any among you, we greatly encourage you to ask them.

N: I have a question that I would like you to kind of comment on, but I don’t want to say what the question is; so, if you feel like attempting that I would appreciate it.

[Pause]

Latwii: If we would allow our imagination to run free, we would tell you that the answer is no. However, we will attempt to be more responsible than that: we ask that you wait, for in waiting, that plan which our friends have spoken of in this meeting will come to fruition. The forces which surround a moment of time, as you call it, are very questionable and variable, and a simple waiting is often a catalyst for change. Does this answer your question, my brother?

N: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. Is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

H2 Yes, I have a question. Several weeks ago, in response to one of my questions, you said that we, or humankind, was seeded on this planet, and yet we had nothing to say about that—we had no choice in the matter. Why was that so?

Latwii: What can I tell you, my brother? None of us has a choice; we are all the Creator. The condition of creation exists; it will exist infinitely. We are in a position in the infinite universe of the infinite creation, not due to chance, but due to the cycles with which you have become involved as you pass through the universe of the Creator’s creation. You begin in darkness, if beginning is a possibility; of this we are not sure. We are sure, however, that like travelers your eye is caught by a pretty color, and off you go into an illusion that is that color of being. And so, you have been attracted to this illusion and ultimately to this incarnation. You are the Creator. You do not have a choice. None of us do. Yet you have infinite choice in the amount of time it takes you and the way in which you wish to articulate your Creator-ness. Thus, the paradox which is the necessity of spiritual truth is satisfied. You have no free will, and you have complete free will. You have been seeded by your choice. There is no mysterious and possibly questionable moral gardener who has seeded Earth. The gardeners are you yourselves, not trapped in time and space but delighted, instead, by the color of this creation.

H2 asked: “Several weeks ago, in response to one of my questions, you said that we, or humankind, was seeded on this planet, and yet we had nothing to say about that—we had no choice in the matter. Why was that so?” Latwii began by saying none of us has a choice, for we are all the Creator, and the condition of creation exists infinitely, so we are in a position in the infinite universe, not due to chance, but due to the cycles with which you have become involved as you pass through the universe of the Creator’s creation, so you begin in darkness, if beginning is a possibility, but of this we are not sure, but we are sure that like travelers your eye is caught by a pretty color, and off you go into an illusion that is that color of being, and you have been attracted to this illusion and to this incarnation, for you are the Creator, so you do not have a choice, for none of us do, yet you have infinite choices in the amount of time it takes you and the way in which you wish to articulate your Creator-ness, for the paradox which is the necessity of spiritual truth is satisfied, but you have no free will, yet you have complete free will, for you have been seeded by your choice, so there is no mysterious gardener who has seeded Earth, for you are gardeners’ gardeners and are not trapped in time and space but delighted by the color of this creation. On September 1, 2018, Q’uo said that each of us is the Creator:

For there is nothing but Love and Light, my friends, in various configurations in this illusion in which you inhabit and indeed within the entire creation. The One Creator has fashioned us all as means by which it shall know Itself in greater variety and intensity and depth. You are the Creator in earth clothes. You move as the Creator moves, yet there are times when you wonder, “How does this all work?” It works together, my friends. As you learn to be a community, and to commune, not only with each other, but with the natural environment about you, with those you know and do not know, with those within the angelic realms, and those beyond this Earth, for all are, indeed, one. There is no true division. Call, then, upon your friends at any time, and you shall be answered. The very heavens rejoice at your every step.

Does this answer your question?

H2 Partially. Paradoxes are a puzzle to me. Do I understand you to say that we had no choice in being created, yet we had a choice in coming here?

Latwii: That is not precisely correct. You were not created. You are the Creator. You are a portion of all that there is. You are a portion of no time and no space. Consequently, you are not a created being. You are Creator and creation. With that concept under control, we may say to the second part of your question that you do have that portion correctly understood. Paradoxes, of which you spoke earlier, are an absolute necessity if one is to advance spiritually. If you are not facing a paradox at this time, then you are not trying. Thus, you must at all times be involved in a puzzle. We hope only that the puzzle is worthwhile, that you are pressing ahead from paradox to paradox so that you begin to live what you cannot understand; this, you understand.

Latwii asked are we doing with you now, my brother?

H2 Better. I also think I have come up against another paradox; and that is, if there is reincarnation, and if there is no time, and all is one, and all is now, then all past lives, present lives, and future lives are now. If this is so, then how is it that in past lives some of us—or at least someone—lived in magnificent structures, ruins of which stand today, and we see them as ruins? If all is now, all in a living instant, how is it that those in centuries past are living there now, yet we see these marvelous structures as ruins?

Latwii: If you will pardon us, we must take a few seconds to align this instrument, for she is becoming overly sensitive to the intensity of our vibrations. I am Latwii. I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. I am with this instrument. We have better contact now. We thank you for your patience.

In answer to your question, my brother, perhaps the most intelligible answer has to do with a rather tired cliché from this instrument’s mind; she is familiar with it many times over. Take a piece of living tissue from your thumb and look at it under a microscope—look at it under an intensely strong microscope. Ultimately, under the atomic microscope, you can begin to see the creation—the galaxies, the solar systems, the planets. There are beings on your thumb. How long do you think their lives are, in your time? How many civilizations pass while that cell that is a universe is spending itself as a living part of your being? And when it is sloughed off in a giant nova, when the explosion that ends all life occurs, what infinity do you think has taken place for those beings? What ruins have been built and lost? What Romes, what United States, what Chinas have come and gone?

You yourselves are in time and space that is far less slow, shall we say, relatively speaking, than the universe. There is one uniting truth, and that is that beyond time and beyond space lies unity. You live in a [inaudible]; this is an illusion. The illusion can be manipulated by those who understand it. Thus, we ourselves travel in no time. Some among your people have been able to master various dimensions beyond time and space. No one understands this. However, there is only now. The problem is that this now is within the understanding only of those who do not have a watch and do not know time.

H2 again asked: “I also think I have come up against another paradox; and that is, if there is reincarnation, and if there is no time, and all is one, and all is now, then all past lives, present lives, and future lives are now. If this is so, then how is it that in past lives some of us—or at least someone—lived in magnificent structures, ruins of which stand today, and we see them as ruins? If all is now, all in a living instant, how is it that those in centuries past are living there now, yet we see these marvelous structures as ruins?” Latwii said in answer to your question the clearest answer has to do with a tired cliché from Carla’s mind, for she is very familiar with it, so take a piece of tissue from your thumb and look at it under a strong microscope, for under the atomic microscope, you can begin to see the creation: the galaxies, the solar systems, and the planets, for there are beings on your thumb, “How long do you think their lives are, in your time? How many civilizations pass while that cell that is a universe is spending itself as a living part of your being? And when it is sloughed off in a giant nova, when the explosion that ends all life occurs, what infinity do you think has taken place for those beings? What ruins have been built and lost? What Romes, what United States, what Chinas have come and gone?” Then Latwii said you are in time and space that is less slow than the universe, and there is one uniting truth, and that is that beyond time and beyond space lies unity, for you live in a [inaudible], but this is an illusion which can be manipulated by those who understand it, so we travel in no time, but some among your people have been able to master various dimensions beyond time and space, yet no one understands this, so there is only now, but the problem is that this now is within the understanding only of those who do not have a watch and do not know time. On January 12, 2008, Q’uo said that this now is a very inspirational place for us:

As entities become more spiritually mature, they become more and more aware that they do not know anything. They become more and more aware that they are living in the now, and that this now is a beautiful, magical, wonderful moment, wherein two worlds meet, the world of phenomenal experience and the world of infinity and eternity.

They become aware of themselves as a place where these two worlds may express at the same time. They are embodied spirits and may feel both the day and the night, the heat and the cold and all of the dynamics of opposites that create the world of male and female, the Earth world. At the same time, they are able to feel the energies of infinity and eternity move through them and create that consciousness which only time/space and timelessness can offer.

Now is now. You experience now and another now and another. It is as though you were standing on a wheel and going round and round. Could you but stand in the center of the wheel, you might turn, but you would not go anywhere. It is in the state of now that information, such as some of your most famous mediums have had access to, is stored. By some, this place is called, locally, the Akashic Record. This is possible because all times are truly one. You are not living in a straight line; you are living in a circle. The beginning is your ending, and there is no beginning or ending.

Then Latwii said now is now as you experience now and another now, and it is as though you were standing on a wheel and going round and round, so if you stand in the center of the wheel you might turn, but you would not go anywhere because it is in the state of now that information, such as some of your famous mediums have access to is stored, and this place is called the Akashic Record, so this is possible because all times are one, but you are not living in a straight line, for you are living in a circle, and the beginning is your ending, and there is no beginning or ending. On April 15, 1987, Quanta defined the nature of the Akashic Record:

These terms have a close relationship in that the grouping of entities which shall comprise the fourth-density social memory complex of entities will have access to that Akashic record of experience which has been collected throughout the history of this planetary experience to date. Thus, the social memory complex is the grouping of entities that has as its heritage the Akashic record, not only of this planetary influence but of those planetary influences which shall also contribute a portion of the population of the fourth-density social memory complex.

Does this even begin to answer your question, my brother?

H2 It doesn’t help me understand, and it doesn’t help me understand how my camera records this illusion of the Parthenon standing there in ruins, yet at one time Socrates and others were there when it was in all its glory. The thing that bothers me about this… maybe it’s unanswerable… is that if all is now, and the Parthenon is now there, Socrates is there and other of his Greek comrades in the living now, and yet I have been there in the living now, and it is a ruins, and my camera said it is a ruins also. Does my camera have illusions also?

Latwii: Your camera is part of the illusion which you now enjoy. We must distinguish between your now now and your other now. You are living in a now now, something like a muu muu, and it is only so so [said humorously]. Consequently, in order to understand now you must live in another now, in that other now you may see what you wish to see and really understand what you want to understand, but you cannot be in the now now. You cannot do both. Thus, this illusion is to you a lesson time in which that which is an illusion appears real.

It may be of interest to you to remember that if a physicist were to describe the Parthenon either in ruins or in its original form, he would describe a structure of space. There are great differences among physicists, but it is agreed that there is either almost no mass or no mass at all to any physical structure, including human beings, but rather a series of magnetic fields. Therefore, logically, one could put one’s hand through a Parthenon, a person, a table, a building, or whatever one wished to put one’s hand through. However, in the now now it is impossible, and your camera is part of the now now. You have many indications in the now now of those who are not within the now now, and those people walk right through everything, thus indicating to you that the now now is not the only now.

Does this help, my brother?

H2 Now it helps some.

Latwii: Now we are glad! Is there another question at this time?

H2 I have another question, since you’re here, Latwii. It’s something you said several weeks ago, when you were talking about the color green, and its filling a room in which we dwelled in another part—not here but somewhere else, and you also said that you were enjoying our fifth dimension. I assume the vibration of our fifth dimension. Does that mean that we exist elsewhere as well as here?

Latwii: It is not a question of location, my brother, for the dimensions are interpenetrating. However, you exist in denser and denser vibrations, according to your abilities. All of you exist into the fourth dimension, and there are adepts among you who are working at this time, actively, in the fifth dimension and are attempting to understand some of the teachings of the inner realms of the sixth dimension. There are a few people who work as far as the eighth, but there are two within this room who have seen it in visions and are aware of its nature, although they could not maintain it for any length of time. This is the octave of your universe, and these are the dimensions of that octave. To go beyond that, you must be free of your chemical body; and therefore, we are talking to a roomful of those who are not going to be doing that any time terribly soon; however, there are many, many infinities to explore within those dimensions and much wisdom to learn. Therefore, we urge you onward; for the path becomes lighter, the teachings truer, and the laughter happier.

Did you wish to know about green, or was that the essence of your question?

H2 Green?

Latwii: Green.

H2 No. You just mentioned the color green, and that was a reference point.

Latwii: Ah, yes. Green is simply an important color for this particular group, due to the fact that it has healing properties, and there are many in this group who can use them. Therefore, we were attempting to surround you with that vibration.

Is there another question?

H2 Since we were talking about other existences and everything being now, is it possible there is another me living across the street from me or somewhere else on this planet as of now or several other me’s?

Latwii: You are, my brother, in this particular universe, a time traveler but not a space traveler. Thus, you live each of your lives simultaneously, but you are not in the same space with yourself. However, in order to be aware of the past or future you must reach an altered state of consciousness, and this should be done only with the proper respect for knowledge. Knowledge, as we have said to you before, entails responsibility.

H2: Are you trying to give me a message about responsibility?

Latwii: The message is general, my brother, and not for you alone, and it is simple; that is, if you know it and do not act it, the backlash effect will be hurtful to you; thus, you will begin to know it truly. That is the law of knowledge of the spiritual kind.

H2 Thank you very much, and I also thank the group for my taking this time.

[Pause]

Latwii: We were drawn here by the one known as E, and thus we would at this time ask her if she would wish to voice her question to us?

[E had left the room.]

I am Latwii. We are sad that our sister is not here to ask the question, for we do not wish to answer in her absence. Are there any other questions at this time?

H1: I have a question. This is about channeling. I have pretty much given up on the idea of being a vocal channel, and I have begun to feel that if I could paint, along with a fellow trying to learn [inaudible]. There are certain images and concepts that I get that are in color and form and have movement that I think I could express through those two mediums. I was wondering if I could get any type of conditioning that the verbal channels get.

Latwii: I am with the instrument. Yes, indeed, my sister. You can get as much conditioning as you need, and to ask for it is to receive it. We would suggest that you request the presence of two of the Confederation whom this group has known for some time: the vibration of Laitos, which is the basic conditioning vibration, and the vibration of Nona, which is an extremely sensitive vibration and one oriented more than most of the Confederation toward that part of Love which expresses itself in art and beauty. Thus, this instrument requests the presence of Nona when she wishes to sing, and those who are involved in the arts will do well to request those two vibrations as good underliners to your own natural talent. You understand that we could not work with you did you not already have a good deal of ability in the area of conceptualization, abstract thinking, and the desire to be a channel for the Love and the Light of the Creator. With these things in your heart and in your character, you can then make full use of the Confederation. We wish you great good fortune, my sister, with your endeavor.

Well, my friends, is there another question at this time?

[Pause]

Questioner: I have one. I am getting ready to open up to a deeper level in my own channeling. I think you can tune in to what I’m referring to. I’m wondering if there is anything that you all might be able to do at this time that would help me to do this.

[Pause]

Latwii: We would at this time be glad to send you an image which will appear to your inner eye, where it is not infringing upon your free will but only aiding…

[Side one of the tape ends.]

(Carla channeling)

Let us define this image for you now. Make it sharper. This is a key to that level which you may trust. We would also say to you at that time that you may carefully watch the next level beyond that, for this is not necessary for you to enter at this time; and the, shall we say, expansive or… we are giving this instrument a concept she cannot express. We are working with her… Within the next dimension there is a spreading of the personality which we would not recommend. Therefore, if you feel the next vibration beginning to disperse your personality through the universe, we suggest that you pull yourself back from that realization, for it is not yet time for you to be able to use the knowledge which you would gain in that work.

May we help you further, my sister?

L: I appreciate what you’ve given. Thank you.

Latwii: We are most grateful to be of service. Is there another question at this time?

K: I have a question. Is it helpful for us to be aware of other lives and other incarnations from the standpoint of spiritual development? If so, how do we do this?

Latwii: This is a difficult question for us to answer, because we do not know what triggers the spiritual development of any being. It is usually not at all valuable, as being spiritual, to know of past incarnations. Normally, what is powerful to the individual is to be in the presence of someone who is happy, who has something that the searcher does not have, who suggests something that the seeker might not know. This is why we speak through these instruments—to attempt to inspire, stretch curiosity, cause you to arouse your own instinct for progress.

Unfortunately, it has become a fad among your people to discover who they were in past lives. If you have a specific personality conflict with another being, it is sometimes helpful—not in the spiritual realm but in the realm of human relationships—to go back to the previous experience and discover what it is that you are reaping in this incarnation as a result of actions in the past, However, if you can learn the art of forgiveness, you do not need to know what it was that somebody did to somebody else. If you can ask forgiveness with all your heart and forgive with all your heart, you have broken the laws of karma. Thus, you have no need of knowledge of an esoteric or occult type.

K asked: “Is it helpful for us to be aware of other lives and other incarnations from the standpoint of spiritual development? If so, how do we do this?” Latwii began by saying this is a difficult question for us to answer because we do not know what triggers the spiritual development of any being, for it is not valuable, as being spiritual, to know of past incarnations, and what is powerful to the individual is to be in the presence of someone who is happy, and who suggests something that the seeker might not know, so this is why we speak through these instruments: to attempt to inspire, stretch curiosity, cause you to arouse your own instinct for progress. Then Latwii said it has become a fad among your people to discover who they were in past lives, so if you have a personality conflict with another being, it is sometimes helpful—not in the spiritual realm but in the realm of human relationships—to go back to the previous experience and discover what it is that you are reaping in this incarnation as a result of actions in the past, but if you can learn the art of forgiveness, you do not need to know what it was that somebody did to somebody else, and if you can ask forgiveness with all your heart and forgive with all your heart, you have broken the laws of karma, so you have no need of knowledge of an esoteric or occult type. In 18.12, Ra spoke about the process of forgiveness:

Questioner: You stated yesterday that forgiveness is the eradicator of karma. I am assuming that balanced forgiveness for the full eradication of karma would require forgiveness not only of other-selves but forgiveness of self. Am I correct?

Ra: I am Ra. You are correct. We will briefly expand upon this understanding in order to clarify.



Forgiveness of other-self is forgiveness of self. An understanding of this insists upon full forgiveness upon the conscious level of self and other-self, for they are one. A full forgiveness is thus impossible without the inclusion of self.

Unfortunately, this type of information has often been misused, due to the rule we were explaining earlier that knowledge implies responsibility. Thus, if you know what your lesson is and still refrain from learning it, your lesson becomes harder and harder until, as a matter of survival, you must learn it. To make it easy upon yourself, explore the possibilities of Love in this incarnation, in this moment, at this time, with these people, in this environment, in this illusion, before you begin working with previous lifetimes. For it is in this life that you have the opportunity, at this moment, to take conscious control of your destiny and to speed yourself on your journey toward the Light which you now invoke in this meeting.

Latwii went on to say this type of information has often been misused due to the rule we were explaining earlier that knowledge implies responsibility, so if you know what your lesson is and still refrain from learning it, your lesson becomes harder until, as a matter of survival, you must learn it, and to make it easy upon yourself, explore the possibilities of Love in this incarnation, with these people in this illusion, before you begin working with previous lifetimes, for it is in this life that you have the opportunity to take conscious control of your destiny and to speed yourself on your journey toward the Light which you now invoke in this meeting. On September 8, 1996, Q’uo spoke of how we can fulfill our destiny:

We can only counsel that you surrender to your destiny. This instrument has heard it said frequently. And by this we mean that you must, as all warriors of consciousness, go forth into your daily round of activities and experience that which is yours to experience. In some instances, you will feel that you can become more of what you call vulnerable. In other instances, you will feel the need to withdraw to some degree behind a certain safe construct or wall, shall we say. As you move through your daily round of activities experiencing and experimenting with each possibility you will find that some feel more fulfilling than others, and you will find this balance yourself. You must learn to trust yourself, your inner impulses, this small voice of which you have been speaking, until it speaks to you as often and as clearly as your best friend, for indeed it is such. And as you seek to hear this voice, and await the words, await the feeling, await the intuition, it will become more easily accomplished, and you will indeed be apprised of the situation by this best friend, this small voice that is still within where peace resides at the heart of your being.

Does this answer your question, my brother?

K: Yes, it does. Thank you.

Latwii: As always, we thank the questioners, for we could not say a word if you did not ask us your questions. Is there another at this time?

[Pause]

K: I have one. During the day, sometimes I’ll think about you all. Sometimes I’ll ask questions, but I don’t… you know… I don’t hear the answer, but I can’t think of an answer. Are you all listening when I think about you?

Latwii: We are checking the computers at this time… one moment. The one known as Laitos is with you at all times when you ask your questions. Laitos is the easiest of the Confederation to, shall we say, hear conceptually. At this time, you are not picking up the concept. However, if you persist in daily meditations, you will begin to receive impressions. They will not be, or usually are not, in words. You will simply get an impression. Or you may go to sleep and awaken with an impression.

We cannot work more closely with those who seek our advice than the conscious intellect allows. We find your vibration to be one of a strongly logical and commonsense type. This, I am afraid, my sister, is not a very easy vibration to enter due to the fact that your common sense tells you that you are asking questions of thin air. Thus, we encourage you to ask your questions, and one day you will begin to feel the concept of the presence of the one known as Laitos. We must say, however, that sometimes when the questioner is alone, the answer will simply be a feeling of presence, due to the fact that the power of the individual is not strong enough to warrant a stronger impression. Also, some questions are not answerable, due to our desire not to infringe upon free will. However, the one known as Laitos is there with you when you mentally request their presence. We hope that you will gradually become aware and be comforted by the presence of that kindly vibration.

Does this answer your question, my sister?

K: Yes, thank you.

Latwii: We thank you. May we ask for another question at this time?

[Pause]

I am going to leave this instrument, for she is becoming fatigued, and if the one known as H2 wishes, we will close the meeting through him. I am Latwii.

[Pause]

(H2 channeling)

I am Latwii. I am with this instrument. I hope he will relax more. I promise not to hurt you. You have been wondering why I have not talked with you since the last meeting. You are too anxious. You want too much. You must learn to accept what comes to you. Oxal is your main contact.

We would speak to the group about the advisability of learning how to cope with general problems of daily living in a spirit of Love. We hope you can keep in mind that we are with you. When I say “with you,” I mean someone of us. And we are with you in Love, and we will do whatever we can to aid you. By “can,” I mean what is lawful for us. Your hopes for betterment are not in vain. You will evolve in betterment in some time frame, because it is your destiny. You can help it to be now, or—if you must in your own pursuits—it can be any time later. Let it be now, my friends. We do Love you. We care for you. We send you Love and Light.

I am Latwii. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I blew all of the leaves in different parts of my yard in the side yard, front yard, and back yard into places where I could mulch them with my big mower, Venus. Then I cut the grass with Venus. Then I went on an errand run with my first stop being Kroger’s where I bought some Peach Zero Sugar drink and some Mango Zero Sugar drink. The next stop was at PNC Bank where I deposited a check into my savings account. The third stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at Walgreens Drug Store where I dropped off a prescription and bought some Pepsi Zero, paper plates, and Kleenexes.

This afternoon I went outside and used the garden hose and wand to water the flowers along the parking area in my front yard. Then I used the garden hose to and sprayer to clean the filters in the fishpond.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 8

The Deepest Union

I am the Spirit of the living God, and I greet you in the full consciousness of that Love.

It seems, when one hand touches another, when one life touches another, when thoughts commingle in conversation, that there still is a boundary of separation betwixt hand and hand, life and life, thought and thought. Your organs of perception indicate the distance between two energies regardless of how closely they may lie together.

Yet the energy, which is the strength of the hand, the power of the life, and the tenor of the thought undergirds, overshadows and unites all things.

If you be confused and lonely this day, turn at once to that contact, that touch, that mutual beholding that is the deepest union between yourself and the spirit and principle of the full consciousness of Love, and then see the unity in all things with new eyes.

We leave you in peace, comfortable peace, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.

2025-09-07

I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from July 14, 1979:

(E channeling)

A charge to keep I have to serve the present age. God of grace, God of Glory, on Thy people pour Thy power. Crown Thine ancient churches [inaudible]. Bring her bud to glorious flower. Grant us wisdom. Grant us courage for the facing of this hour. Amen.

Questioner: [Inaudible]

(Carla channeling)

I am Hatonn, and I greet you each in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. It gives me special pleasure to greet the one known as L and the one known as E, for we have not spoken through instruments to these sisters for some time, although, as you know, we are always with you if you desire our vibration.

As we look at the vibration of your world at this time, we are sure that you are aware that we are seeing a darkening of the vibration, due to an increase in negative emotion felt among your peoples toward each other and even toward themselves. It has sometimes been said that ignorance is bliss; this is a saying among your people. And when you are dealing with a spiritual journey, this is very true, for knowledge carries with it a great responsibility. That which is known and not practiced reflects itself upon the knower, so that they must again know that which they have already learned. This is the price of knowledge, my friends—that you practice what you know.

You need several ingredients in order to be able to do this well. In meditation you can deepen several of these ingredients. The first and most important is confidence, the kind of confidence that comes from knowing who you are. Have you ever, my friends, in meditation felt all the parts of yourself finally come into alignment with your highest goals and your deepest beliefs? By centering yourself in meditation, by finding that within you which vibrates in Love and seeks the Light of the Creator, you can find a quietness and a peacefulness that you can then use in the somewhat hectic and chaotic world that you find about you.

Hatonn wanted to speak to the group about the dark nature of the world around them at this time. They began by saying as we look at the vibration of your world at this time, we are sure that you are aware that we are seeing a darkening of the vibration, due to an increase in negative emotion felt among your people toward each other and even toward themselves, and it has sometimes been said that ignorance is bliss, and when you are dealing with a spiritual journey this is true, for knowledge carries with it a great responsibility, for that which is known and not practiced reflects itself upon the knower, so that they must again know that which they have already learned, but this is the price of knowledge, that you practice what you know. Then Hatonn said you need several ingredients in order to be able to do this, and in meditation you can deepen several of these ingredients, so the first and most important is the kind of confidence that comes from knowing who you are, so have you ever in meditation felt all the parts of yourself finally come into alignment with your highest goals and your deepest beliefs? By centering yourself in meditation, by finding that within you which vibrates in Love and seeks the Light of the Creator, you can find peacefulness that you can use in the chaotic world that you find about you. On November 12, 2006, Q’uo described the value of knowing who you are:

We, on the other hand, would encourage you to see that if you choose to stand knowing who you are, your feet planted upon the soil of your life and your experience, and your arms stretched in praise and thanksgiving to the Creator of all things, you are a person of great power. If you so choose to adopt and embrace faith, no suffering can break you, for you choose the truth and all else is illusion. If you choose hope, those wings shall fly you where you need to go. For each entity morale and attitude are a matter of choice. There is no limitation which can keep an entity from grooming and settling his own mind and his own heart along the lines of peace, and joy, and thankfulness if they so desire to seek those levels of being within them. And, my sister, as each entity does these things, so the world will change.

It is true that not all of your problems are large. You do not have to decide the fate of nations, but your vibration on an individual basis is as important, as vital, and as necessary to the salvation of your planetary consciousness as is the vibration of kings and heads of state. You do not move armies with your commands, but can you command yourself? My friends, this is perhaps the hardest thing to do of all the tasks that you have been given in this experience. So many things occur which cause you to lose yourself; and instead, you act in a way which you yourself would not approve of, were you in control, were you conscious of your behavior. As you come out of meditation, then, this confidence that you have gathered therein becomes your armor.

[Telephone rings. Pause while the call is attended to.]

I am with the instrument. I am Hatonn, and again I greet you in love and light. We apologize for the delay. We will continue through this instrument.

As we were saying, the confidence which you have gathered in meditation becomes your armor, and it is as though you are wearing a cloak of light through which no negative vibration may pass. Thus, you do not need to react to irritating, angry, and other negative statements from others. Circumstances cannot penetrate the confident one who moves in power. This confidence is, indeed, the most important benefit which you receive from meditation. There are others, and you may find them as you proceed along the path of seeking. You may find yourself deepening as a person, becoming more able to understand the problems of others and finding that you are an ear, which is requested many times by others, for they sense in you a deep understanding. In this way you are of service to your brothers and sisters.

You may find the gift of laughter, which is not easy to come by in a daily life which can be so easily filled with difficulties. As your character grows deeper and your knowledge more centered, you begin to see the divine comedy of your existence, the delightful balance of lessons and experience. You cease looking for happiness, and you become divinely happy, whatever your circumstances may be. In short, my friends, you slowly become a generator of your own experience rather than the recipient of other people’s experiences of the world view, which is so often negative. In this way only can you aid your planet at this rather dark hour. We thank you for allowing us to speak to you through this instrument and for supporting her and us with your vibrations at this time. It is a great privilege to share our thoughts with you.

Now Hatonn said the confidence which you have gathered in meditation becomes your armor, and it is as though you are wearing a cloak of Light through which no negative vibration may pass, so you do not need to react to negative statements from others because circumstances cannot penetrate the confident one who moves in power, and this confidence is the most important benefit which you receive from meditation, and there are others that you may find as you proceed along the path of seeking, for you may find yourself deepening as a person, becoming more able to understand the problems of others and finding that you are an ear, which is requested by others, for they sense in you a deep understanding, and in this way you are of service to your brothers and sisters. Hatonn continued by saying you may find the gift of laughter which is not easy to come by in a daily life which can be so easily filled with difficulties, and as your character grows deeper and your knowledge is more centered, you begin to see the divine comedy of your existence, the delightful balance of lessons, so you cease looking for happiness, and you become divinely happy whatever your circumstances may be, for you slowly become a generator of your own experience rather than the recipient of other people’s experiences of the world view, which is so often negative, and in this way only can you aid your planet at this dark hour, so we thank you for allowing us to speak to you through Carla and for supporting her and us with your vibrations at this time. On December 10, 1989, Q’uo spoke of how we may be of service to others with our gift of laughter:

The first laughter may be very rusty, but in time a melancholy soul with faith in the gift of laughter which has been manifested to it will learn to share in that gift, and so give glory to the one infinite Creator, by lightening consciousness upon the planet.

At this time we would pause while Laitos moves about the room, offering each of you the conditioning wave of our vibration. I am Hatonn.

[Pause]

I am Hatonn, and I am with this instrument only to ask if you have any questions at this time. Please ask them now if you do.

[Pause]

If there are no questions at this time that you would ask, I will leave you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. I am only a voice through this instrument, known to you as Hatonn, but I and my people send to you the Love that we have in abundance from the Creator to you. We leave you in that Love and that Light, which is not ours but the Creator’s, and bless each of you. Adonai, my friends. Adonai vasu.

This morning I ran some errands with my first stop being at Walgreen’s Drug Store where I bought some Kleenexes. My second stop was at Walmart where I bought two roles of Duct Tape. My last stop was at AutoZone where I bought two 5W30 oil for Stanley.

This afternoon I was planning to go to a meeting to remember a friend and neighbor of mine who passed into larger life a year ago. But when I got to the address that I was given it turned out to be a different gathering for another neighbor of mine who recently passed into larger life. I am hoping that I just got the day wrong for the first neighbor’s meeting.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 7

Truth Renews The Senses

I am the Holy Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ, the principle of unconditional Love and the encourager of grace amidst paradox.

I come to this instrument in that glad paradox of eternity and dust which is the spirit in manifestation. The Spirit speaks as an echo reverberating that which the heart of man already knows. Where the heart lies open, each moment may disclose a new heaven and a new earth.

See the paradox of your soul’s striving amidst the celebration of perfection which is the essence of the nature of the reality hidden in manifestation. Let the spirit of Love conquer the eye that sees the mask of things. Through the Spirit apprehend the inner core of perfection in each and every circumstance.

For by this willingness to trust in the Spirit of Love, by this choosing of a consciousness of Love, you may view each desert as a garden and each garden as a desert, gaining for yourself the full picture which the true heart may paint of the paradoxes of divine Love.

Release the need to make sense and allow truth to renew your senses.

In peace we leave you, now and ever.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.


2025-09-06

I did the Morning Offering and then I got myself ready for the day. Today the Hatonn channeling comes from July 11, 1979:

(Carla channeling)

I am Telonn, and I greet you in the Love and the Light of the infinite Creator. We are very happy to be with your little group this evening, and we wish to work with you at this time if you would desire to work with us. Visualize, if you will, a white globe of light that hovers in the center of the room in which you now dwell.

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When you can clearly see in your mind’s eye this globe of light, transfer your consciousness into the light until you can look back at yourself as you sit in meditation in the dim light of the room.

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You may stabilize the globe at this time by realizing that the two of you have become one, and it is your will which will direct the light to wherever you may wish it to go.

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With our consciousness protecting you now, slowly move the globe of light through the windows of the room in which you now sit, and up above the roof of the room in which you now sit, and up above the roof of your dwelling.

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Look down now upon the quiet house that you have left, and then speed quickly away from the gravity of Earth, through the overcast.

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Now you begin to see the rounded shape of the Earth beneath you. Keep your globe stable, and look for a moment at the spinning, beautiful planet which you have now left.

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We ask you now to visualize a triangle, moving toward us, away from the Earth. It is green. It seems like a great eye. Move through the eye. Feel the sensation of great speed. You are out the other side. You are in the next dimension.

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What do you see, my friends? All that is about you is very bright. The sky is no longer dark. Now you perceive one coming toward you—a watchman of this density. Remain stable in your globe, and allow him to sense your vibration.

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You may greet him now, if you wish, with your thoughts.

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Let us travel back now toward the Earth in this density, for we have been cleared for travel in this density at this time.

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The Earth is no longer a blue planet with white clouds, is it not, my friends? It is, indeed, a rainbow of colors.

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Can you feel any gravitational pull in this density? You should be completely free of movement.

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Do not go too close to the darker colors of this environment; they are the dwelling places of thought forms of those among your people who are less than fully positive in their thinking. But observe the reality of these thought forms, the activity of the colors, and know that your thoughts are never lost, just as energy can never be lost. Your thoughts are the equation of the next dimension.

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Move now into the realms of higher and lovelier Light.

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We are aware that you are enjoying these realms; for these are the realms of sweet thoughts and kindly deeds, and beings who vibrate in this level dwell therein.

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We feel that it is time now for you to return, for we wish to make sure that our protection of you is complete; therefore, we must limit this visit. Allow yourself to be pulled back through the eye.

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You now see the night and the night sky.

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Now let the magnetism of your body pull the globe—not too fast—very steadily.

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The globe is now with you in the room, and you can see your quiet figures again. Say goodbye to your unity for now, and partake again of the separation of the physical body.

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I am Telonn. I am a messenger of infinity. It is our fervent hope that you and Telonn can enable those of you who desire it to experience higher realms of consciousness and to seek them through your daily life. I leave you in love and the many varieties and gradations of light—the light of the Creator, my friends.  Adonai.

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I am Hatonn, and I greet you in Love and Light. We do not wish to speak for long this evening. We only wish to communicate to this instrument our thanks to you for allowing us to be with you and to send our Love. We have no esoteric message to deliver, for our truth is the same, whether it be said in simplicity or with the greatest of intellectual complexity. We are a portion of the consciousness that is of single-minded determination to speak when asked of the Creator. Many among your people have had the same desire, and their information is always distorted. The master, as you call Him—the teacher, as we call Him—known to you as Jesus, is a perfect example of a man who wished to speak of the Creator, but whose words were so distorted that for a long stretch of your time millions of your people have worshipped a human being instead of the Creator. This was not the will of the one known as Jesus, for He came to fulfill the will of his Father, and so He said time and time again.

What is the will of the Father for your planet? It is very simple, my friends: it is that it may evolve. We do not speak of a Darwinian evolution where the fittest survive, and the weaker are destroyed. Indeed, my friends, it is the very opposite that is true. In spiritual evolution it is the weak that survive and the strong and hard-headed who go down in confusion and must repeat again the cycle of lessons that have to do with loving one another. Loving takes a type of strength that is known among your people as weakness. Loving is serving. Loving is not caring what is done to you in return for your love, and such humility is difficult, indeed, to accomplish. In a culture such as yours, where each person demands their rights and each action seems to demand its reward, the act of pure love implies a total disregard of reward. This seems to others to be weakness. You become known as a doormat, as a pushover. Count these things as blessings, my friends. When someone says to you, “You are not liberated,” silently give thanks that you are at least trying to be loving rather than demanding.

Hatonn wanted to speak to the nature of the Creator and the nature of Love. They began by saying we do not wish to speak for long this evening, so we wish to communicate to Carla our thanks to you for allowing us to be with you and to send our Love, and we have no abstract message to deliver, for our truth is the same, whether it be said in simplicity or with the greatest of intellectual complexity, for we are a portion of the consciousness that is of a single-minded determination to speak when asked of the Creator, and many of your people have had the same desire, and their information is always distorted, so the master Jesus, is a perfect example of a man who wished to speak of the Creator, but whose words were so distorted that for a long time millions of your people have worshipped a human being instead of the Creator, but this was not the will of Jesus, for He came to fulfill the will of His Father, so He said time and time again. Hatonn went on to say the will of the Father for your planet simple, and it is that it may evolve, but we do not speak of a Darwinian evolution where the fittest survive, and the weaker are destroyed, for it is the opposite that is true because in spiritual evolution it is the weak that survive and the strong who go down in confusion and must repeat again the cycle of lessons that have to do with loving one another, for loving takes a type of strength that is known among your people as weakness, but loving is serving and not caring what is done to you in return for your love, and such humility is difficult to accomplish, and in a culture such as yours, where each person demands their rights, and each action demands its reward, the act of pure love implies a total disregard of reward which seems to others to be weakness, and you become a doormat, so count these things as blessings, and when someone says to you, “You are not liberated,” silently give thanks that you are trying to be loving rather than demanding. On October 22, 1989, Q’uo spoke of the value in loving one another:

Any form of loving one another is that action which expresses what this instrument would call the Christ consciousness, that which is deeply buried within you, that with which you are to some extent acquainted, but perhaps more to the point, of being able to love without stint, to give without thinking, to spend all one’s energy, time, talent, and what you call money, with the spiritual life central and in the mind.

We are not suggesting that this path is not without its rewards; the rewards are simply personal. The rewards are the satisfaction of seeing an improvement in your state of mind, a raising of your state of contentment, and nonchalance about what others may think of you, or what you should be doing. You should be doing, my friends, that which in your instantaneous evaluations from moment to moment is of service and of love and of real value to others. Those who love themselves and love others—those are the rich people of your planet. We send you confidence and peace at this time that you may be among those who are in touch with the reality of love, and, experiencing it yourself you share it with others. We are aware that you will be misunderstood, that you may be found to be cold because you have not given the expected response. We ask that you not allow the vicissitudes of your daily life to influence your attempt to learn to be a loving being.

Love yourself, your circumstances, your troubles, your pleasures, your friends, and your enemies, your catastrophes, and your triumphs with a grand and careless equality, and you will find yourself to be on key, on balance, and able to act without selfishness and without foolishness in any situation. How can you do this, my friends? As always, meditate. And in your daily meditations center yourselves upon that Love which, like a gyroscope, keeps you from being tumbled about in this world of illusion that you call Earth.

Hatonn went on to say we are not suggesting that this path is not without its rewards, for the rewards are the personal satisfaction of seeing an improvement in your state of mind and being unconcerned about what others may think of you, or what you should be doing because you should be doing that which in your evaluation is of service and of love to others, for those who love themselves and love others are the rich people of your planet, so we send you confidence and peace at this time that you may be among those who are in touch with the reality of love, and you experiencing it and sharing it with others, for we are aware that you will be misunderstood, that you may be found to be cold because you have not given the expected response, but we ask that you not allow the circumstances of your daily life to influence your attempt to learn to be a loving being. Now Hatonn said love yourself, your troubles, your pleasures, your friends, and your enemies, with a grand and careless equality, and you will find yourself to be on key and able to act without selfishness and without foolishness in any situation, so how can you do this? As always, meditate, and in your daily meditations center yourselves upon that Love which, like a gyroscope, keeps you from being tumbled about in this world of illusion called Earth. On July 5, 1979, Oxal spoke of the value of our becoming a loving person:

It is possible for you as a being at this very moment to forgive in your heart all those who have hurt you, with such strength that you may stop the karma forever for them. It is possible, also, for you to take the karma of others, but we do not advise this, for you have your own destiny to work out and that is enough of a job for you.

Thus, you are here to be a loving being. Those whom you meet may be accidents; they may be intentional; it does not matter, for this is the lifetime you are living now, and the actions which are the fruits of your thoughts at this time are the karma that you collect now.

I am very grateful for the opportunity to have spoken with you this evening. I will pause only to ask if there are any questions.

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I am again with this instrument. We caution you once more: in the hierarchy of obedience, be obedient first to that which you feel is correct. If you are meditating each day, your feelings are more trustworthy than the opinions of others. We are always with you, and we send you our Love. I am known to you as Hatonn. Adonai vasu borragus.

This morning I went on an errand run with my first stop being at Feeder’s Supply where I bought some bird seed, cat food, and a couple of soft beds for pets that I hope to make into a warm winter bed for the kitty that has been eating at least five cans of cat food on my front porch for the last week. My second stop was at Paul’s Fruit Market where I bought some food for myself. My last stop was at AutoZone where I bought two bottles of 5 W35 oil for Stanley. At 11 am this morning I was honored to be a guest on Jonathan Tong’s Seattle Law of One Study Group to answer questions about how the Law of One could be used in any seeker’s spiritual journey. Some of the questions concerned the value of meditation, totem animals, whether Mother Earth is a positive, negative, or neutral being, where the first Hatonn channelings were held, The Brown Notebook, and the nature of sexual energy exchanges. These zoom meetings have been a favorite of mine for many years since they occur on the first Saturday of each month which gives me the feeling of speaking with friends and creating a social memory complex.

This afternoon I went outside and used my trimmer to trim the weeds around the fishpond, the pet cemetery, and the Ruins Mound of flowers.

From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:

September 6

The Strength Of Acceptance

I am the spirit of Jesus the Christ, the Son of Man. I greet you in the full consciousness of Love in manifestation.

We hear the voices of those upon your planet who cry, “Woe! Woe! Dark is the day, and dark is the hour!” The railing against fate and the anger against the Father is most understandable and acceptable.

Yet as the Spirit of Jesus Christ is the Spirit of power and creation, so those who cry woe and feel powerless must needs call to the Holy Spirit. For within each difficulty, within each pain, there lies a peace, an acceptance. The strength to adopt acceptance and to move in acceptance of limitations and difficulties is at least equal to the strength and power to go forth and do battle in the name of Jesus Christ.

Realize that in the center of your being is the power to accept powerlessness and to accept that which cannot be changed. There is the peace in that acceptance which may open into joy. The cross is for all who seek to know Jesus Christ.

We leave you in the peace of the full consciousness of divine, sacrificial and creative Love, both now and forever. Amen.

I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:

We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, minds, and souls to send Love, Light, and healing energy to Mother Earth as she brings forth a new Earth in the fourth density. We ask that the infinite Love, Light, and healing energy of the One Infinite Creator heal the hearts of all souls in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our Love, Light, and healing energy in their hearts, their minds, and their souls. Amen.