HAPPY 50TH ANNIVERSARY L/L RESEARCH
It was 50 years ago this month that Don Elkins moved in with Carla L. Rueckert, and they immediately began the work of L/L Research by writing THE CRUCIFIXION OF ESMERELDA SWEETWATER, a supposed book of fiction. Actually this first book became quite prophetic in that about a dozen of the experiences in the book came true for us over the years that we were together. For example, when our negative friend of fifth density tried to misplace Carla's spirit in negative time/space Don asked Ra about the similarity of the storyline of this book and this potential misplacement of Carla's spirit and Ra said in 68.13-.14:
"Questioner: We have been speaking almost precisely of the portion of the Esmerelda Sweetwater book which we wrote having to do with Trostrick's misplacement of the space girl's mind/body/spirit complex. What is the significance of that work that we did with respect to our lives? It has been confusing to me for some time how that meshes in. Can you tell me that?
Ra: I am Ra. We scan each and find we may speak.
Questioner: Would you please do so now?
Ra: I am Ra. We confirm the following which is already, shall we say, supposed or hypothesized.
When the commitment was made between two of this group to work for the betterment of the planetary sphere, this commitment activated a possibility/probability vortex of some strength. The experience of generating this volume was unusual in that it was visualized as if watching the moving picture.
Time had become available in its present-moment form. The scenario of the volume went smoothly until the ending of the volume. You could not end the volume, and the ending was not visualized as the entire body of the material but was written or authored.
This is due to the action of free will in all of the creation. However, the volume contains a view of significant events, both symbolically and specifically, which you saw under the influence of the magnetic attraction which was released when the commitment was made and full memory of the dedication of this, what you may call, mission restored."
So I would like to thank the L/L Research family world-wide for supporting L/L Research for all these years with your love, your commitment to growth, your donations, and your continuing friendship. It is such a joy and a privilege to travel this path of seeking with each of you. Blessings on your journey as we all seek to bring each other home, and everyone else on Earth with us.
So I did the Morning Offering and then got myself ready for the day. Today the quote from Ra comes from: 102.21:
"Questioner: Obviously we would very much like to not get to the point of surgery, and the only other alternative that comes to mind other than the diet and the instrument's personal mental work is healing through a healer, and I would like Ra's recommendation with respect to a non-allopathic type healer and any recommendations Ra could make for either Jim or myself to act in that capacity, or anyone else Ra could recommend, so that we wouldn't have to go through this surgical operation if it seems to become necessary, and if we could start working on one of these other approaches right away I think it might be highly recommended. Would Ra comment on that, please?
Ra: I am Ra. We salute the opening of compassion circuitry in the questioner but note that that which is being experienced by this group is being experienced within an healing atmosphere. The healing hands of each have limited use when the distortion has so many metaphysical layers and mixtures.
Therefore, look not to a healing but to the joy of companionship, for each is strong and has its feet set upon the way. The moon casts its shadows. What shall you see? Link hands and walk towards the sun. In this instance this is the greatest healing. For the physical vehicle we can suggest far less than you had hoped."
In this question Don is continuing to ask Ra about what could be done---short of surgery---to relieve Carla's intense pain from the stomach spasms. Don was rather insistent about avoiding surgery and finding another way to help Carla. So Ra complimented Don on opening his heart, which Don had inadvertently closed at age 26 when he made the conscious decision to become a neutral observer in this world. He felt that most people let themselves be controlled by their positive and negative emotions.
It was Don's belief that this resulted in peoples' lives being lived as if they were on an out-of-control ride on a roller coaster. So his great concern for Carla was noteworthy here, and, according to Ra's response, constituted the opening of his "compassion circuitry". However, it was always totally clear to Carla that Don loved her completely even though he hardly ever said so.
Then Ra observed that Carla's painful stomach condition was being experienced in a loving atmosphere. The harmony between the three of us was palpable and certainly was an aid to comfort and healing as Ra mentioned in 62.26:
"I am Ra. The love and devotion of this group misses nothing. Be at peace. There is some toll for this work. This instrument embraces this or we could not speak. Rest then in that peace and love and do as you will, as you wish, as you feel. Let there be an end to worry when this is accomplished. The great healer of distortions is love."
Ra continued their answer by saying that since there were so many aspects to Carla's painful situation it would be hard for any healer to address them all. In 94.3 Ra gave a detailed description of Carla's complex condition that existed even before the stomach spasming problem was added:
"Questioner: Is there anything that we can do that we are not doing to remedy this situation so that the instrument does not experience this pain, or as much of it?
Ra: I am Ra. There is little that can be done due to a complex of pre-existing distortions. The distortions are triple in the source.
There is the, shall we say, less than adequate work of your chirurgeons which allows for various distortions in the left wrist area.
There is the distortion called systemic lupus erythematosus which causes the musculature of the lower left and right arms to allow for distortions in the normal, shall we say, configuration of both.
Lastly, there is the nerve damage, more especially to the left, but in both appendages from the thoracic."
So, realizing that there was little in the way of practical suggestions that they could make to give healing and comfort to Carla, Ra's last suggestion was that we should look to the "joy of companionship" that we shared with each other. No matter how dark the moon might be, they said, we should link our hands together and walk towards the sun which is reminiscent of Ra's description of the Experience of the Spirit in 80.15:
"The Experience of the Spirit, that which you have called the Moon, is then, by far, the more manifest of influences upon the polarity of the adept. Even the most unhappy of experiences, shall we say, which seem to occur in the Catalyst of the adept, seen from the viewpoint of the spirit, may, with the discrimination possible in shadow, be worked with until light equaling the light of brightest noon descends upon the adept and positive or service-to-others illumination has occurred."
As I think of Don and Carla on this 50th Anniversary of L/L Research I am filled with love and awe at what we experienced together. How could we have been so fortunate to do what we did? It could have only been by the grace of God, by the gift of the love and the light and the power of the One Infinite Creator given to us for but a moment in time, and yet existing forever more throughout all time and eternity.
For my outside work today I went around the yard to pull up dead or dying flowers and used my trimmer to neaten up some areas in the yard that have gotten a little out of hand, shall we say. The growing season is pretty well over for another year, and now what is left in the gardens is cleanup of the stalks of flowers that the deer have left and keeping up with the more and more beautiful leaves that are falling to the ground in greater numbers with each passing day. It is turning into a late, very colorful fall that is an inspiration to behold. Mother nature is making one last fling at entrancing us with her variety of colors as we make our way into the colder weather.
In our Law of One study session this evening Diana and I enjoyed the fact that in the last sentense of 57.4, and then 57.5, Ra took the opportunity to mention that Carla was wearing a crystal (a diamond) on her right hand, suggesting that it could be useful in healing.
"(57.4) It is to be noted that a crystl is available.
57.5 QUESTIONER: Which crystal is that?
RA I am Ra. The flawed but ssufficient crystal which rests upon the digit of this instrument's right hand."
And that comment sparked a new line of questioning for Don as he began to investigate how to use crystals in healing.
From A Book of Days, channeled by Carla L. Rueckert:
A Heart Full Of Peace
I am the principle of Jesus the Christ. I greet you in the full consciousness of divine love, that consciousness within which lies the peace in which we always end our greeting to you.
We wish you peace because it is the natural estate of the mind and the heart of one whose consciousness is that of love, regardless of the outer circumstances, regardless of the apparent helplessness of one over such outer circumstances.
The heart of one stayed on Jesus the Christ is at rest within itself, holding itself and all others in the same compassion as does Christ, in the faith that Christ has come before and opened the gates to the full consciousness of that love for all.
May each new situation this day be seen not for its outer configuration but as an environment into which you bring the inestimable value of a consciousness of love and a heart full of inner peace.
In this peace we leave you and bless you, now and ever. Amen.
I said the prayer at the Gaia Meditation tonight:
We come in the name of Love and open our hearts, our minds, and our souls to send love, light, and healing energies to Mother Earth as she brings forth a New Earth in fourth density. We ask that the infinite love, light, and healing energies of the One Infinite Creator heal the heart of each soul in pain on Earth tonight. May all souls on Earth feel our love, light, and healing energies in their hearts and in their minds. Amen.