Moths are cooler than butterflies for the record.
Much..... Much.... Cooler.
I had this one trip on DMT where I took a really big dose and I was sitting lotus on the floor and its just like
Straight into the void
Do not pass GO, do not collect 200$
I immediately close my eyes.
And waiting for me in the void was this EPIC Indigo moth. (And I do truely mean the full intensity of the vibration epic)
It literally took up the whole entire void with its entity. YES. THE WHOLE VOID
It was pure indigo and fractalized. Undulating and fractalizing in infinite distortions. It just existed there in the void. Undulating its wings and just radiating the most pure indigo light.
It was comprised of infinite streams of indigo light energy in the most intricate and beautiful web of energy I have ever observed.
Spiders aint got nothin on this moths energy web.
Extremely high magick.
I love that moth.
So anyways Im in the void tripping on dmt. In the presence of this supreme moth deity. And im thinking to myself.
"Im always going to exist in this dark void"
"Is there ever going to be light again?"
I continued in darkness until my dmt levels regularized.
Then, like magick. at the end of my time with the Moth in the void.
I opened my eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and I happened to look straight into this really bright light on the ceiling of the room that I was tripping in. And all the light of the One Infinite Creator flooded back into my perception. After having my eyes closed for hthe duration of time I was tripping. Probably 10 minutes. Felt like eternity tho.
I didnt even realize that I had closed my eyes.
My eyes were closed hahahahahahaha.
Thats why it was dark.
And im sitting there tripping like am I always going to exist in darkness?
I told my mom about it the next day and she told me
"Moths always go towards the light."
I was like MOM OH MY GOD YOURE A GENIUS
I love you and miss you infinitely
Hows THAT for a blog entry