A warm hello to everyone..
My story, as all stories by nature is quite long, I will endeavor to abbreviate and still be clear.
I come from a large family, by today's standards.. I was raised by my father, a judge and serious disciplinarian, the latter being quite critical when considering the single parenting, the number of children and backdrop of the Las Vegas desert. My childhood was a normal one, albeit with a strong and perhaps single pointed bent on gaining an education. I am a natural loner, even at this young age, liking to just head out into the middle of the desert [significantly more accessible and vast at this time] to sit, or sing/talk to this metre I am somehow able to hear, or investigate the landscape. My favorite times are always those occupied by no other physical people. This remains true today, but today there is work to be done, with the gathering process and I involve myself in this wholeheartedly.
Yoga, and to an even greater extent Jnana came to me quite early.. after dabbling in my teens, I became a serious student and practitioner in my late twenties. This culminated in the study of Shankaracarya and application of his philosophy of Kevala Advaita Vedanta [an equivalent of the Law of One] into my life. As I entered my forties I relocated to Los Angeles where I studied and practiced with an accomplished Yogi who lived here. During this time, which was the first of any true depth of interaction with others, I began discovering there were things about myself which were not as common, or commonly experienced as I previously [not having had the feedback] took as so.
My very being, who I am was at this time attempting to come into the front of my awareness to the point of being consistently cognized. It was a somewhat rough period because I felt I was with others who were like me, who experienced more deeply, and it confused me to find that in relation to a great deal of my experience I was not with company. It did not make sense. I felt quite clearly the imperative to connect with these people. It took the greater part of a decade to resolve this within myself. In the meantime, as my experiences began taking on even further depth all those I had been considering company fell away. Not wholly, not in heart, but for all practical purposes.
What I began discovering through these people, these 'earth friends' was one of my gifts, an expanded range of vision.. I see, literally see layers of visual reality that many others do not see. I did not know, prior to the feedback that not everyone sees to the extent that I sometimes am. Which is into the etheric, astral and mental planes. From the physical, my awareness and eyes have joint perception of the light particles that compose our visual field of experience. I able to, when I focus [it takes just a moment], see the particles that compose space- the air, water, solid objects, everything. My attention, at times, even isolates a particular particle and looks inside. It works much like a telescope and microscope, I am zoomed in and zoomed out as needed.
Currently I am in the novice stages of learning various applications of this gift, working principally through the avenue of healing. At the moment I am predominantly a careworker by trade; there are a few details regarding this in my profile. Essentially, I am able/allowed to - through shared connections - merge with others. I will be point consciousness merged in their field, entirely present within the incarnation, moving through a moment within it, which is sometimes from this lifetime, and sometimes others [this is more common], where a choice was made that led to dis-ease. And which, in the current incarnation is still being charged.
I do not necessarily know how my conscious presence helps in these moments, I am only aware of the fact it does. That the probability of what I will think, feel and experience together with this one as we are moving through the moment, which the incarnation takes as it's own thoughts, feelings and experience is the exact torque required for the energy to shift into the probability of a new choice being made. This can have a transfer value effect within each incarnation in this one's history, open to an application of the energy and new choice within it's lifetime. Ultimately, healing is indeed the probable result. So I am asked, and let to participate.
There is more forthcoming, JOYs which continue to enliven and intrigue me.
I have recently discovered channeling to also be on my docket, which brought in the connection with Carla. As well as, consequently, the devouring of the entire bring4th site beginning with the Ra material. I find it interesting [I always find these things interesting] that Carla's first name is an acronym for my last name -which is Claar. I've a good feeling we have cleared, and newly built neural pathways which are probable to being mutually benefitting. May my presence in love be bright enough for her to notice. Hers certainly has been for me.
with love and great warmth to you each..,
Casey
________________________
For any with interest, my process is journaled in real-time on youtube--
The Unfoldment
please enjoy
My story, as all stories by nature is quite long, I will endeavor to abbreviate and still be clear.
I come from a large family, by today's standards.. I was raised by my father, a judge and serious disciplinarian, the latter being quite critical when considering the single parenting, the number of children and backdrop of the Las Vegas desert. My childhood was a normal one, albeit with a strong and perhaps single pointed bent on gaining an education. I am a natural loner, even at this young age, liking to just head out into the middle of the desert [significantly more accessible and vast at this time] to sit, or sing/talk to this metre I am somehow able to hear, or investigate the landscape. My favorite times are always those occupied by no other physical people. This remains true today, but today there is work to be done, with the gathering process and I involve myself in this wholeheartedly.
Yoga, and to an even greater extent Jnana came to me quite early.. after dabbling in my teens, I became a serious student and practitioner in my late twenties. This culminated in the study of Shankaracarya and application of his philosophy of Kevala Advaita Vedanta [an equivalent of the Law of One] into my life. As I entered my forties I relocated to Los Angeles where I studied and practiced with an accomplished Yogi who lived here. During this time, which was the first of any true depth of interaction with others, I began discovering there were things about myself which were not as common, or commonly experienced as I previously [not having had the feedback] took as so.
My very being, who I am was at this time attempting to come into the front of my awareness to the point of being consistently cognized. It was a somewhat rough period because I felt I was with others who were like me, who experienced more deeply, and it confused me to find that in relation to a great deal of my experience I was not with company. It did not make sense. I felt quite clearly the imperative to connect with these people. It took the greater part of a decade to resolve this within myself. In the meantime, as my experiences began taking on even further depth all those I had been considering company fell away. Not wholly, not in heart, but for all practical purposes.
What I began discovering through these people, these 'earth friends' was one of my gifts, an expanded range of vision.. I see, literally see layers of visual reality that many others do not see. I did not know, prior to the feedback that not everyone sees to the extent that I sometimes am. Which is into the etheric, astral and mental planes. From the physical, my awareness and eyes have joint perception of the light particles that compose our visual field of experience. I able to, when I focus [it takes just a moment], see the particles that compose space- the air, water, solid objects, everything. My attention, at times, even isolates a particular particle and looks inside. It works much like a telescope and microscope, I am zoomed in and zoomed out as needed.
Currently I am in the novice stages of learning various applications of this gift, working principally through the avenue of healing. At the moment I am predominantly a careworker by trade; there are a few details regarding this in my profile. Essentially, I am able/allowed to - through shared connections - merge with others. I will be point consciousness merged in their field, entirely present within the incarnation, moving through a moment within it, which is sometimes from this lifetime, and sometimes others [this is more common], where a choice was made that led to dis-ease. And which, in the current incarnation is still being charged.
I do not necessarily know how my conscious presence helps in these moments, I am only aware of the fact it does. That the probability of what I will think, feel and experience together with this one as we are moving through the moment, which the incarnation takes as it's own thoughts, feelings and experience is the exact torque required for the energy to shift into the probability of a new choice being made. This can have a transfer value effect within each incarnation in this one's history, open to an application of the energy and new choice within it's lifetime. Ultimately, healing is indeed the probable result. So I am asked, and let to participate.
There is more forthcoming, JOYs which continue to enliven and intrigue me.
I have recently discovered channeling to also be on my docket, which brought in the connection with Carla. As well as, consequently, the devouring of the entire bring4th site beginning with the Ra material. I find it interesting [I always find these things interesting] that Carla's first name is an acronym for my last name -which is Claar. I've a good feeling we have cleared, and newly built neural pathways which are probable to being mutually benefitting. May my presence in love be bright enough for her to notice. Hers certainly has been for me.
with love and great warmth to you each..,
Casey
________________________
For any with interest, my process is journaled in real-time on youtube--
The Unfoldment
please enjoy
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