07-26-2011, 11:54 AM
So I've been experiencing something I'm not used to, I thought I'd share and see if anyone might be able to offer some insight.
I've never dabbled in any sort of "out of body" experience, I've never been interested. I've had some slightly interesting experiences during meditation and have experienced mildly paranormal happenings randomly in my life, but nothing quite like this.
The first time it happened, I was having a very intense dream. At this particular point in the dream, I was having a conversation about our STS 4D friends who greet us from time to time. In the middle of this conversation, the person yelled, "SEE THEM!" At that point, I shot straight up in my bed, thinking I was awake. I saw a "figure" (very vague, undefined, and quick) rush by me. I noticed in the very center of my vision a very small morphing black symbol. It looked almost like a tangled mess of black lines, the lines moving individually in an odd pattern. I thought I was awake this entire time, though I felt very out of, as if I were still dreaming. I could look around my room, and everything was in place. I got a sudden jolt of fear, which shook me enough to actually wake me up.
Since then it has happened a couple times, without the moving figure. Most recently, I became lucid within my dream, which was taking place in my house. So within the dream, I went to my bed and laid down, and started trying to wake up. I was struggling, and I wasn't waking up, till eventually I slowly gained consciousness in what felt like a waking state. But again, I was very out of it, and again there was a tiny black symbol in the center of my vision. This time the lines were not tangled, though they weren't straight. They were morphing the same as before, this time without being mixed up. I realized I wasn't actually awake, looked down and saw myself, looked around a little bit, and then successfully tried to force myself to a real waking state.
I'm interested to see if anyone else has experienced anything like this? Particularly the "waking up out of body," or possibly has some insight on the "symbols" I saw?
This has happened three times the past two weeks, and I'm having trouble making sense of it. I really don't care to ever go out of body, but it is now happening without my "permission."
Any thoughts?
I've never dabbled in any sort of "out of body" experience, I've never been interested. I've had some slightly interesting experiences during meditation and have experienced mildly paranormal happenings randomly in my life, but nothing quite like this.
The first time it happened, I was having a very intense dream. At this particular point in the dream, I was having a conversation about our STS 4D friends who greet us from time to time. In the middle of this conversation, the person yelled, "SEE THEM!" At that point, I shot straight up in my bed, thinking I was awake. I saw a "figure" (very vague, undefined, and quick) rush by me. I noticed in the very center of my vision a very small morphing black symbol. It looked almost like a tangled mess of black lines, the lines moving individually in an odd pattern. I thought I was awake this entire time, though I felt very out of, as if I were still dreaming. I could look around my room, and everything was in place. I got a sudden jolt of fear, which shook me enough to actually wake me up.
Since then it has happened a couple times, without the moving figure. Most recently, I became lucid within my dream, which was taking place in my house. So within the dream, I went to my bed and laid down, and started trying to wake up. I was struggling, and I wasn't waking up, till eventually I slowly gained consciousness in what felt like a waking state. But again, I was very out of it, and again there was a tiny black symbol in the center of my vision. This time the lines were not tangled, though they weren't straight. They were morphing the same as before, this time without being mixed up. I realized I wasn't actually awake, looked down and saw myself, looked around a little bit, and then successfully tried to force myself to a real waking state.
I'm interested to see if anyone else has experienced anything like this? Particularly the "waking up out of body," or possibly has some insight on the "symbols" I saw?
This has happened three times the past two weeks, and I'm having trouble making sense of it. I really don't care to ever go out of body, but it is now happening without my "permission."
Any thoughts?
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