Help please...

[Enos]

Greetings everyone, before anything please if this is the wrong place to this topic please move it to the section mods consider to, I believe this is the right place for this topic so.

I was referred by a L/L Research member to this forum, I asked for a little help so I hope anyone can advice me. I am a wanderer, it doesnt matter what country Im from nor my human age.You see, I waked up some years ago and I feel I have become "stuck" on my progress and also I have a serious concern with a very loved one.I have two ascended masters and I have often communication with them via numbers but you see, I think they are expecting me to solve this situation by myself now (As some kind of test).

My first problem is related to the veil of forgetingness, I know its hard to do but has anyone an advice on how to recall? I have tried hard and the least Ive got is my previous life name.I feel I got to know about it but...if its not the time then well Ill understand.

My second problem is the reason I ask for help. I have read 5 paragraphs from the "Session 5 - Psychic Greeting" from Carla and I think I have been experiencing a psychic greeting in some form. You see, I have a very loved one, shes like a sister to me in some way.If it werent because of her, I wouldnt be the one I am now. She saw my awakening some years ago...you know, the early phase where anyone who is a wanderer or not knows it feels like if one is mad or crazy without undertanding. I scared her and went away, anyway she constantly looked for me as the months passed by but...she felt I was wrong sometimes. There was a moment something crossed in my way, I felt it in my gut, something negative. Even if I wansnt the target of the plan, I knew by some form or another I was going to be affected anyway. Soon I discovered that an entity that went with me in college made her magick (energy movements, witchcraft...anyway you would call it). I know that entity is a mocker, because he has mocked me.I studied occultism, I know that entity "tied" her to him, like an emotional slave. I felt fire in my most inner dephts, I wanted to destroy him for sure but somehow God or my masters have told me by numbers, readings or so on that it isnt the way to solve this. That negative entity has changed her so bad even she beated me twice, I could have broken her neck but I didnt,I love her and that isnt going to solve anything. She believes Im mad, that Im thinking the wrong way but the one creator and my masters are with me, now without a doubt I know its some kind of psychic greeting and that entity is mocking me. Both of us were so happy until then.

Can anyone help me please? I wanna recall my past if possible and I want to release her from that entity so we can put things on place and be together again - its my desire to help her and to fulfill my mission here on earth.

Godspeed.Thanks for reading. I hope anyone can help me.

P.S: Thanks Gary, for referring me here. Adonai.

[Ankh]

Sending love and light to the entity is the method that Carla & co used, when they were attacked by 5D-. I don't know if they did any active work, more than that. Maybe some one else here knows better?

Are you acquainted with magic? Have you been working with magic, you know, like making shields for protection, ie amulettes, talismans and so on?

[Spectrum]

Enos, I'm sorry you are going through such a tough time.

More experienced members can chime in on the occult side of things, but have you had time to consider why this catalyst has come on your path? Other-selves are the greatest catalysts, and while you're in it, it's difficult to try and get perspective, because of the anxiety and emotions involved.

It's possible that this catalyst is reoccurring because you missed it at a previous junction, or didn't make use of it. Since it's your first post here, have you had time to read the Ra material in it's entirety? The 'bigger picture' can give a lot of perspective on these kind of 'traumatic' situations. It has for me at least.

What is your motivation for wanting to access information on your previous incarnations, with regard to the situation you are dealing with?

[Enos]

Thanks for your attention.

Ankh,Im not very experienced in magical rituals and yes, I have crafted some items but no talismans, only a small shrine which I made for my masters as a form of gratitude (A small gift).But you see, once I used thought forms to repel the negative entity...this was like 4 months ago and it worked, but the negative entity worked with his idols (thought forms) and made the thing twice worse, so Im seeking an alternative to repel him forever. Im gonna try Ms.Carla technique tho.

Spectrum, you see friend, I had previous channelings with a friend of my mother, she "suddenly" realized of my masters, and them told her I was in higher densities but I abused of my knowledge, so I agreed to incarnate here to pay karmic debts and to learn. Since then, I wonder what did I did, where do I come from, and so on. I think this girl which I met is something like a "mirror" on which I reflect, and I say that because once in a Tarot session I asked something particularly concerning that, the person said to me it wasnt mere coincidence I met her. I know her 5 years ago but since the coming of the negative entity things look like them were starting to rot.

I have read like 45% of the masters Ra material, and I usually read it.

Thanks for both of your help, revitalizes my will.Hope to hear more, and Im available for service if you need it.

Adonai.

[Ankh]

Im seeking an alternative to repel him forever. Im gonna try Ms.Carla technique tho.

You can try Carla & co's tecnique, but you can also amplify it if you want. This is my small contribution: both you and your girlfriend need to be in harmonious state, light nine candles in a circle. If you wish you can also have some harmonious music on a low level to create a really cozy and harmonious atmosphere. Enter the circle and sit down. Relax, both of you, and hold each other hands if you wish. Before you start working maybe meditation to still your mind might be in use. Just sit quietly til you feel harmony surrounding you. Then you start sending love and light to each other and the entity in question. Be grateful and send It gratitude for Its loyal service and efforts in trying to teach you, as It deserves it. Recognize It's sacrifice and efforts for making you grow and "helping" you. Don't focus on trying to chase It away by bathe It in love and light, but feel how you genuinely love this higher density Being, or whatever you want to call It.

I abused of my knowledge, so I agreed to incarnate here to pay karmic debts and to learn. Since then, I wonder what did I did, where do I come from, and so on.

But brother, I don't think that you are alone. We exist for billions of years in this perticular octave. Don't you think that we all at some point haven't abused the power/knowledge? If it is an obstacle for you though that you cannot proceed further on your path, ask your Higher Self to give you tools/knowledge of how to proceed and work with this problem, what are your lessons to be learned from this etc?

Good luck!

[Brittany]

Okay...I've experienced both of these situations, so I'll just tell you what helped me.

Remembering...I don't think you can force it. It comes when you are ready. Sometimes there are numerous reasons it would be better for you NOT to remember, either to keep you from becoming so distracted you forget your purpose in THIS life or by ushering in a wave of trauma and confusion that wouldn't be of benefit in your seeking. I tried various meditation techniques and even had a hypnosis session with little luck, but then when I stopped pushing random things would just pop up in my head. Usually the memories I DO get help me to identify issues that have carried over into this life with me so that, with greater understanding of their source, I can resolve them. If you are adamant on uncovering past lives, creating a space in your mind where you can talk to your guides (and getting to know them in the first place) can help. A lot of times I've gotten extensive answers just from asking, and other times they just say "no." I've learned that is something I have to accept. There are some things I just don't need to know right now, no matter how painfully curious I am.

As for psychic greeting (of any type), in my experience the best course of action is to not get worked up and go about your life as normally as possible. Reacting with panic, fear, paranoia or anger only feeds the force causing the attack. Responding with laughter, love, and persisting in living your life tend to weaken the effects. There was a time that I got so obsessed with psychic greeting that I just about lost my mind. I was committed several times due to such incidents, which was not fun. These guys and their last ditch efforts to be a pain in the butt to seekers are not worth that kind of headache. I didn't go to all the trouble of coming here just to be put off by some random weird crap, even if it is highly unusual and bothersome.

Asking for help is a big one, too. For a long time I tried to keep it all inside, both because I thought people would think I was crazy and that I would be a burden to others. However, my spiritual family has provided me with so much love and support. I no longer feel like this is something I have to go alone...it's like there's an entire army at my back. If you ever need to share with someone and no one else is available, feel free to message me. I know what it's like when it feels like you have no one to confide in. Of course, there is a myriad of assistance from our spiritual friends as well. Your guides and angels will swoop to your defense if you but ask for their help. Quo have offered their assistance to me in such times, and I've heard them offer it to others as well. They say that by simply mentally requesting they strengthen your vibration, it will be done. And their energy is just awesome.

I hope this is of some help to you.

[Enos]

Thanks for the feedback, I really appreciate it. This puts a smile on my face.

Ankh, thanks for the offered tools you have leaned to me, but you see, my loved one is not with me, she has been "cuffed" by this negative entity.What this entity made her is something that in latin america and in cuba is referred to "amarre", its a series of energetic movements to force someone to be with you, either that person likes it or not.A quick example friend is like imagine, if you wish, that I want a relationship with a woman who I know but I know she will say no or she doesnt like me, then I go with a black magician or an human entity which can do that energetic movements (usually with clothes from that woman, fluids, blood...etc); within days I will have her independently of her choice or will, I have forced her. See? I broke her will in this example, and thats exactly what this negative entity did to my beloved one and because of that she has lost her individuality, her ability to judge/choose and worsen her relationship with her family. You may think friend, Im being petty but that isnt the matter, is because I have know her for years and shes not only a being I love, she has been like my sister.

Ahktu, friend, thanks for the sharing info. I have not read enough about Quo, I think its included in the Law of One sessions but I dont have reached that far, but I will. I understand, its ok to me that this isnt the appropiate time to know past lives, I, as you, have asked my masters and the highest but it seems they give me what I need to know by now, just like what you said.Phisically Im mostly alone as Im concerned(a lot of humans are negative, others are evil and I think others are ignorant and they act negatively without consciously knowing) but I also know there are positive entities that are wanderers like me. Ahktu, yo see, Im not the main target of this entity, but I think he took power of my beloved because he knows he cant face me directly (Im not of the psychically weak type entity) and because my beloved one is younger in spiritual evolution, she was a good target to begin.

See friends, I feel in debt with you. Even if my problem isnt solved by far, I think your help will aid me for sure. Excuse me, my real name is Adimon and Im sorry for not introducing me. I dont fear death, nor Im target of this entity but he took advantage of other situations which are of my interest. If anyone would like to contact me, I can truly serve if you wish. Im not a know-it-all for sure, but I think everyone learns/teaches at every level.

Adonai bless you all, I will continue to repel this entity from me and my beloved. Hope to hear more from you friends.

Thanks a lot,godspeed.

Adonai.

[spero]

For the metaphysical side of things you could try challenging. This is what Carla uses when she’s trying to get negative entities to leave her alone before channelling. I think if you play round with it, you could probably apply it to get rid of negative greetings. The process should give you the confidence to face the entity both in person and in time/space since it involves finding what you would live for and what you would die for.

http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1106.aspx
In doing metaphysical work you need to find your center. You need to find what you are living for and what you would die for. You need to find the ground of your being. You need to know at the bedrock level who you are. Because in time/space, in the metaphysical realms of eternity and infinity, that entity that you truly are, your essence, your vibration, your frequency, is your identity.
As you find ways to tune yourself throughout the day, remember your goal. You are not only seeking to become your highest and best self. You are seeking to tune yourself to your realest, most basic self. And, my friends, this is a challenge that is met only by an incarnation of work, peeling away the onionskin layers of self that are, after all, masks and costumes, and coming into the tender, fruitful layers of the deeper self, the essence of self. Often that self is hidden from you and patience and determination will serve you well as you look in the mirror and gaze through your own eyes into your very soul.
You have worn many masks in various incarnations, but there is a common thread in your soul stream that is undeniably and unforgettably you. Move into that bedrock of self as frequently as you can, and for as long as you can, until your questions have been answered. Then, when you challenge a spirit, you are able to say, “Do you come in the name of this principle that I hold most dear?” Name that principle and say, “I challenge you in the name of that principle. Can you meet that challenge?”
Given that you are of a positive polarity and that the principle which you’ve chosen to be that for which you live and that for which you would die is positive, that challenge will be as a brick wall to those who are of a service-to-self polarity, and they will be forced to retreat.
It is well to ponder this and to understand why we say that the work of knowing the self is fundamental. For if you challenge in a half-hearted manner, and if you don’t actually have faith in the efficacy of this challenge, it will not have efficacy. It will not work.

[Ankh]

What this entity made her is something that in latin america and in cuba is referred to "amarre", its a series of energetic movements to force someone to be with you, either that person likes it or not.A quick example friend is like imagine, if you wish, that I want a relationship with a woman who I know but I know she will say no or she doesnt like me, then I go with a black magician or an human entity which can do that energetic movements (usually with clothes from that woman, fluids, blood...etc); within days I will have her independently of her choice or will, I have forced her. See? I broke her will in this example, and thats exactly what this negative entity did to my beloved one and because of that she has lost her individuality, her ability to judge/choose and worsen her relationship with her family.

I am acquainted with the technique you speak of.

You may think friend, Im being petty

This would never cross my mind, brother.

Im not the main target of this entity, but I think he took power of my beloved because he knows he cant face me directly (Im not of the psychically weak type entity) and because my beloved one is younger in spiritual evolution, she was a good target to begin.

Maybe I didn't understand you – this entity that you speak of – is this entity a higher density being or human?

Regarding your beloved – she might be of the same spiritual growth as you, my brother. But you went into this incarnations together, trying to learn/teach. She might offered herself in the name of love for you, and is now trying to teach you something, might be that thing you speak of in terms of carmic debts. She might have sacrificed herself so you can “pay your debts” and you both can move on.

my real name is Adimon and Im sorry for not introducing me.

Welcome to the forum, brother.

[Brittany]

I hate to say it, but if this act involves someone ELSE's will being overtaken, it becomes much harder to deal with, because free will comes into play. From what I've experienced, any "enthrallment" that occurs...a binding of one entity to another...cannot be successful unless the person being bound is, on some level, accepting of what is happening. All negative individuals can do is suggest. Whether or not the suggestion is believed and carried out is up to the individual. I remember Carla talking about how once an entity suggested to her that she could not breathe and she felt her lungs constrict, but she continued to go about her business, knowing that the moment she passed out from lack of air the spell would be broken, and the suggestion was withdrawn, because it had no power over her.

Unless they ask you for help, getting involved could only make things crazier. If this person is "corded" to this occult individual, forcibly ripping out the cord could leave holes in the aura. In my humble opinion, sending them love and light in meditation is a better decision than trying to force anyone's hand. It is hard to watch a friend fall under the influence...I've had to do it myself, but all my interference did was bring the negative attention onto me as well, spreading the problem.

I'm not sure everyone would agree with me on this, and, as I say, it is simply my humble opinion. If it doesn't sound right, please discard it.

I would recommend checking out the Llresearch library (there is a link on this forum). It has all the Quo channelings on it, and a search tool. You can type in the issues you're interested in and it will bring stuff up. It's helped me out before.

[Ankh]

Enos, ahktu has a crucial point. Even sending love and light to someone can sometimes become an issue of yellow ray. So it is certainly not easy. Be careful out there!

[Namaste]

Great advice from Ankh and ahktu, I can only support their offerings.

[Enos]

Thank you all for your support.

Spero, thanks for advicing me in that technique, Im sure I will find useful in another occasion, but for now I dont think it is best to challenge this entity; although counting in the metaphysical side of the situation can be very useful for me. Thanks a lot.

Ankh, thanks for your support again. You see, this negative entity is a human one. As previously I said, five months ago I had a session with my masters and with God and almost made her realize of the situation. When the negative human being noticed the imbalance of his acts, he doubled his "tie" with my beloved and as an act of vengeance summoned flies in my house. I dont know exactly what entity does that human pray to, but I feel its a negative and mocking one.

Ahktu, you have the point: Free will. But I think she does not have the head to think straight. Remember, these kind of spells put "fog" inside someones mind. She asked my help once, and suddenly from nowhere she turned against me once again because of the influence of this entity. I can see it in her eyes, she is lost you see and I cant leave this situation as it is now, unfixed. I have tried and was an error, now Im not doubting to leave, I wont do it.Im very sorry you had to go through something similar to this, its very painful the least I can say. Your words are of use brother, I will take them.

Namaste, thanks anyway, I count on your presence.

Thanks for all your support my friends. That entity has stood in front of me with a challenging pose, called me F***ng crazy and almost flooded my house and bathrooms with flies. Im a zealous entity, and now I feel fire in my inside, I am thisty of justice. I know that I have made mistakes in the past friends, but really...I dont think I deseve this, I havent done such thing to deserve this .To all of you seekers, never lose faith in you, never give up.Their speciality is to play with mirrors, to mock you so you acces to their will. I talk to the highest every night, so this doesnt happen again ever to me, nor you friends.

Thanks for your support brothers, really appreciated, I hope to hear more about you. I have suffered since my awakening and I know some of you are in the same position as me. Now I just want to rest and get back the one I love so much. We all will assure the perfection of this planet in 4d.

Adonai.

[Brittany]

Why does everyone think I'm a guy at first?

Anyway, it is your free will to do as you see best. I would advise extreme caution, extreme discrimination in your methods. I of all people know that it doesn't take much to upset the apple cart.

If you could get your friend to a spiritual healer, that would probably help a lot, but I'm doubting you can just stuff her in the car and go, and most healers wouldn't perform a healing unless the one being healed gave permission.

[Enos]

Why does everyone think I'm a guy at first?

Anyway, it is your free will to do as you see best. I would advise extreme caution, extreme discrimination in your methods. I of all people know that it doesn't take much to upset the apple cart.

If you could get your friend to a spiritual healer, that would probably help a lot, but I'm doubting you can just stuff her in the car and go, and most healers wouldn't perform a healing unless the one being healed gave permission.

Hah, sorry, I didnt know. Thats one problem you see, being that she has turned against me and the negative situation has growed that bad she wouldnt access to be healed. But you see, woe to that negative entity that theres one that sees everything and will put him in the place he should be.

I will be cautious, I have always been but you know that when something calls your attention, its hard to sit down with forearms crossed.

Thanks for your support. Godspeed.

Adonai.