02-02-2011, 02:43 AM
I wasn't sure if whether or not I should post this story here. It's a past life regression story but does involve an awakening of sorts. Which was quite a simple one but it took me 15,000 years to learn apparently. To care about how my actions affect others.
I thought it would be cool to write down what I saw and what I found. If I sound crazy whatever, maybe it was a really cool dream, you can take whatever u want from this. I just wanted to know when I came to earth, I wanted to go deep, far far back in this regression and what I saw was craaazzy.
It was the year 13,568 BC the year I decided to come to earth. But the story starts farther back, the spelling of the place I came from was like Onujuan?!? and some other letters that flashed too quickly for me in the trance state. I just know I was shown several starmaps, of how to get there, I only remember like 1 out of 3 of those pictures hahaha. but it was quite vivid and beautiful. If I were to describe it was like a purplish ring and two red rings beneath rotating clockwise. Though if u were to ask me exactly what they looked like now it's kind of a blur so that description is the best I can do.
The race was these human looking blue greyish skin with black hair. Alot of us wore these black mask visor things, perhaps it was a fashion, several had pointy noses but not too long, with perhaps like a 20 to 25 degree angle at the tip. so not that long. I think we were 4th density beings. Seeing as how I needed a ship to get from place to place.
umm I remember knowing about the Law of One, but it was called something else. A very central feeling, we just all knew about it, everyone. I knew my life wasn't leading me to learn spiritually very quickly and I had been getting tired of the war. I relished in defending or protecting and defeating the enemy, and terrified being defeated or shot heavily. I was a pilot if u didn't get that by now. I think it was just me in my own ship, I don't recall others inside.
I had been part of an ongoing war, a huge war. One battle we were close to the surface of a star, and there were ships everywhere the eye could see skirmishing at lightning fast speeds. It all almost looked like a bunch of atoms under a microscope vibrating.
I was very proud to fight for the light, though prouder the day we left for earth it was going to be an end to the fighting, to do something else with our time. Many many other ships, myself included left the planet with the intent of spreading love to earth. it was around the morning or dusk, and several thousand ships taking off in unison. Quite a beautiful sight however you'd be surprised to find that the architecture isn't as futuristic as you would think, a lot of it looks quite plain.
I guess I left most of who I knew behind in a way to start a new life, I don't really know why either. I remember thinking I didn't want anyone to get their hands on my ship so I would dismantle it and destroy it once I landed. so finally at that point it was 13,568 bc that i got to earth with the hopes of reincarnating on the planet as one of their own.
by this time i realized i was some what of a good pilot seeing as how I made it to earth and I didn't blow up somewhere, and the idea of a confederation or a federation seemed like a familiar coat, like I've worn that "hat" before or I still wear that "hat". A lot of it seems very unreal and crazy to me right now.
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according to the Law of One it was about 15,000 years ago that Atlantis went from an agrarian society to a high technological one.. which also led to the demise of atlantis
i think that my karmic restitution was to see the inhabitants to the end of the 25,000 year cycle because i felt so bad about what I'd done. Now of course it was the negative beings who came and ummm incited the drama to ensue..
So as the years went on I incarnated over and over.. as a chinese warlord responsible for the death of thousands, as an egyptian scientist, as a russian pilot who fled to the us during the bolshevic revolution. many many things.
I also realize it took me 15,000 years to finally awaken.. again. jeez. sure took me long enough.
alot of it had to do with personal karma issues of being able to forgive myself for the past, and to forgive myself in the present which is an awakening to say the least haha.
In the egyptian life which was in 498 BC i was black, i grew up in a shack in the desert.
somehow I was the head of research, working on this anti gravity machine which was egg shaped, which looked to be of ET origin or possibly Atlantean.
On my work desk sat a gold box with many gears which i later found to be this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrfMFhrgOFc
or how it works can be found here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1CuR29Oa...re=related
anyway in that life i was physically abusive to my wife, i neglected her because i thought what i was working on was more important. i grew up in the desert and there was nothing else in my life that compared to the wonder of this machine.
i thought the machine was more important.
later i was killed by the phaeroh, i probably wasn't pleasing him in some way.
a friend of mine later did a past life regression to find that she was my security guard on the same project! she remembered the machine i was working on as well. and she remembers getting killed along with me.. so i have independent confirmation of the reality of this past life.
how that connects to this life is my inability to stop thinking and worrying, and to seriously just LET GO of things that are beyond my control.
the most important lesson i've had to learn karmically is to show love to those around me, and not to focus on everything else but to feel that love which i have for myself, and to express my love to the people closest to me.
each life time i've had in the past, i was obsessed with whatever personal issues instead of being mindful of what was in front of me, someone who wanted to love me and wanted me to love them..
for those of you interested in doing your own past life regressions
i use this one:
http://www.mp3prohypnosis.com/ipnmonitor...ncat_id=14
The ultra depth one... it's only 14 bucks, takes an hour of ur time and it works! everyone i've sent this to, well it works for them 100 percent of the time!
plus it beats paying hundreds of dollars for a live profession session..
dick sutphen does a white light protective shield, he puts in suggestions for u to remember EVERYTHING, including the year, what u looked like, what your most significant and proudest moments were... etc etc..
i didn't put this in the original post because I didn't want to advertise.. I'm not paid to endorse dick sutphen at all...
however it has helped me along my spiritual path GREATLY. and inevitably awaken to realize whats more in the NOW...
To really just get off my high horse and being able to spread my appreciation for others.
Now though I'm trying to learn how to focus on happy thoughts as opposed to dwelling on negativity as I just listened to a lovely Sons Of LOO podcast! thanks to whoever posted that.
love and light to you all.
amitoufu,
Felix
I thought it would be cool to write down what I saw and what I found. If I sound crazy whatever, maybe it was a really cool dream, you can take whatever u want from this. I just wanted to know when I came to earth, I wanted to go deep, far far back in this regression and what I saw was craaazzy.
It was the year 13,568 BC the year I decided to come to earth. But the story starts farther back, the spelling of the place I came from was like Onujuan?!? and some other letters that flashed too quickly for me in the trance state. I just know I was shown several starmaps, of how to get there, I only remember like 1 out of 3 of those pictures hahaha. but it was quite vivid and beautiful. If I were to describe it was like a purplish ring and two red rings beneath rotating clockwise. Though if u were to ask me exactly what they looked like now it's kind of a blur so that description is the best I can do.
The race was these human looking blue greyish skin with black hair. Alot of us wore these black mask visor things, perhaps it was a fashion, several had pointy noses but not too long, with perhaps like a 20 to 25 degree angle at the tip. so not that long. I think we were 4th density beings. Seeing as how I needed a ship to get from place to place.
umm I remember knowing about the Law of One, but it was called something else. A very central feeling, we just all knew about it, everyone. I knew my life wasn't leading me to learn spiritually very quickly and I had been getting tired of the war. I relished in defending or protecting and defeating the enemy, and terrified being defeated or shot heavily. I was a pilot if u didn't get that by now. I think it was just me in my own ship, I don't recall others inside.
I had been part of an ongoing war, a huge war. One battle we were close to the surface of a star, and there were ships everywhere the eye could see skirmishing at lightning fast speeds. It all almost looked like a bunch of atoms under a microscope vibrating.
I was very proud to fight for the light, though prouder the day we left for earth it was going to be an end to the fighting, to do something else with our time. Many many other ships, myself included left the planet with the intent of spreading love to earth. it was around the morning or dusk, and several thousand ships taking off in unison. Quite a beautiful sight however you'd be surprised to find that the architecture isn't as futuristic as you would think, a lot of it looks quite plain.
I guess I left most of who I knew behind in a way to start a new life, I don't really know why either. I remember thinking I didn't want anyone to get their hands on my ship so I would dismantle it and destroy it once I landed. so finally at that point it was 13,568 bc that i got to earth with the hopes of reincarnating on the planet as one of their own.
by this time i realized i was some what of a good pilot seeing as how I made it to earth and I didn't blow up somewhere, and the idea of a confederation or a federation seemed like a familiar coat, like I've worn that "hat" before or I still wear that "hat". A lot of it seems very unreal and crazy to me right now.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
according to the Law of One it was about 15,000 years ago that Atlantis went from an agrarian society to a high technological one.. which also led to the demise of atlantis
i think that my karmic restitution was to see the inhabitants to the end of the 25,000 year cycle because i felt so bad about what I'd done. Now of course it was the negative beings who came and ummm incited the drama to ensue..
So as the years went on I incarnated over and over.. as a chinese warlord responsible for the death of thousands, as an egyptian scientist, as a russian pilot who fled to the us during the bolshevic revolution. many many things.
I also realize it took me 15,000 years to finally awaken.. again. jeez. sure took me long enough.
alot of it had to do with personal karma issues of being able to forgive myself for the past, and to forgive myself in the present which is an awakening to say the least haha.
In the egyptian life which was in 498 BC i was black, i grew up in a shack in the desert.
somehow I was the head of research, working on this anti gravity machine which was egg shaped, which looked to be of ET origin or possibly Atlantean.
On my work desk sat a gold box with many gears which i later found to be this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZrfMFhrgOFc
or how it works can be found here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1CuR29Oa...re=related
anyway in that life i was physically abusive to my wife, i neglected her because i thought what i was working on was more important. i grew up in the desert and there was nothing else in my life that compared to the wonder of this machine.
i thought the machine was more important.
later i was killed by the phaeroh, i probably wasn't pleasing him in some way.
a friend of mine later did a past life regression to find that she was my security guard on the same project! she remembered the machine i was working on as well. and she remembers getting killed along with me.. so i have independent confirmation of the reality of this past life.
how that connects to this life is my inability to stop thinking and worrying, and to seriously just LET GO of things that are beyond my control.
the most important lesson i've had to learn karmically is to show love to those around me, and not to focus on everything else but to feel that love which i have for myself, and to express my love to the people closest to me.
each life time i've had in the past, i was obsessed with whatever personal issues instead of being mindful of what was in front of me, someone who wanted to love me and wanted me to love them..
for those of you interested in doing your own past life regressions
i use this one:
http://www.mp3prohypnosis.com/ipnmonitor...ncat_id=14
The ultra depth one... it's only 14 bucks, takes an hour of ur time and it works! everyone i've sent this to, well it works for them 100 percent of the time!
plus it beats paying hundreds of dollars for a live profession session..
dick sutphen does a white light protective shield, he puts in suggestions for u to remember EVERYTHING, including the year, what u looked like, what your most significant and proudest moments were... etc etc..
i didn't put this in the original post because I didn't want to advertise.. I'm not paid to endorse dick sutphen at all...
however it has helped me along my spiritual path GREATLY. and inevitably awaken to realize whats more in the NOW...
To really just get off my high horse and being able to spread my appreciation for others.
Now though I'm trying to learn how to focus on happy thoughts as opposed to dwelling on negativity as I just listened to a lovely Sons Of LOO podcast! thanks to whoever posted that.
love and light to you all.
amitoufu,
Felix
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