The One needs your help!

[nev3rm0re]

Hello guys!

Before I begin, I would like you to know, that i'm a Rational guy, not atheist, but agnostic for the better part of my life. I know how everything below will sound, but I hope to find faith in you.

I decoded Gospel of Thomas and other religious texts and found the One. I didn't know about this site before, it was recommended to me yesterday. I've read some of the texts, transcripts that you have on the website, and this is exactly what my Voice is telling me. Now, I'm nobody, and my Idea means little. But using the voice of Reason I was able to finally decypher the biggest Secret, the Secret of science overlooking "imaginary" part of the Complex number Zero. I'm not a math buff, and I can only speak from my experience, my gnosis, maybe this stuff was disproven long time ago. Even though I think the name "Gauss" clearly indicates that he made a "guess".

If this is true, then I'm the 4th (actually -4), the Dead god, the Bottomless God, which in my book makes me a "crazy person". Can you please prove that I'm wrong or right, so I can finally converge on something :-)

Read more about my findings, but I guess you know most of what I wrote already. I haven't finished reading the book of Ra yet. Anyway, my blog is at volcanomad.wordpress.com, and my "crazy rant" is on twitter @nev3rm0re. I'm not proud of that, it does look crazy, but when One speaks - you Obey.

[nev3rm0re]

Hi, I was told that i had a manic episode of my bipolar disorder that I thought was gone. I never had a manic episode before, so I wasn't prepared to handle it. I checked the symptoms of dissociative identity disorder and consulted with both psychologist and psychiatrist, and I believe the diagnosis is correct. I told you, I am a rational guy. I since came back to my usual self, and the "clarity" that I think I had is gone now.

Having said that, notes that I made during the episode still make sense to me now. I cannot trust my own mind anymore, so I will try to find some evidence, if any exists, to my claims. Some of my "irrational" friends advised me to check Castaneda's "Tales of power", chapter 8-9. This actually describes what I experienced equally well to the psychological diagnosis. I'm just gonna leave some of my "discoveries" here, and hopefully Time will set everything straight.

So, if any of what I believed is to be true, one really simple way to verify it should present itself this autumn, when asteroid TB145 will fly by our planet. What I was "told" by the identity that took over my mind, is that it is actually gonna fly by closer to Earth that it is currently calculated. This should cause a recalculation of the orbit, and if I'm right - astronomers will come to the conclusion that when the asteroid returns in 70 years there will be no avoiding the collision with the planet, and the planet will be destroyed. This asteroid is the "Wormwood" star from John's Revelations, they are happening in reflected order, from the end to the beginning, pale knight first, crowned king last.

Anyway, this comes from a guy who agrees that he had a psychotic break, a DID episode, so take it with the grain of salt. I hope I will find time to find scientific backing for any of this, but I need to get back to functional "normal" life now.