03-27-2017, 08:35 AM
In non lucid dreams I'm scared of heights, I'll often find myself on rooftops or edges and the fear gets immense, then I remember I can fly and all fear dissolves. This happens constantly, almost every night. And when it happens, I always contemplate it, the fear was purely the product of an illusion, a belief that I was bound by gravity when in reality the world that I believed I was "in" is actually in me, a projection of my mind and that I am not bound by gravity and with this awareness the fear cannot exist. It makes me wonder how much this applies to every day life, most especially the fear of the unknown. Fear can only exist within the framework of separation. When you're one with all that is, fear cannot exist. What we ultimately fear is ourself, but on a deeper level its really a misperception of what "self" is that enables fear to exist.
I found this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4luMLGoU...C&index=38
and its been shifting something in me. After a series of failed exorcisms on ayahuasca, I seem to have gotten gripped by fear. For the first time in a long time, last night I felt ready and willing to fight anything and everything. I don't know if its coincidence, but it was after watching those transmissions.
I found this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4luMLGoU...C&index=38
and its been shifting something in me. After a series of failed exorcisms on ayahuasca, I seem to have gotten gripped by fear. For the first time in a long time, last night I felt ready and willing to fight anything and everything. I don't know if its coincidence, but it was after watching those transmissions.