12-30-2016, 10:52 AM
I generally only see visitors from a sleep state.
They wake me up.
I'm not afraid of them. But I startle out of that zone generally screaming within seconds.
What am I afraid of if not them?
I want to see them, talk and find out what they have to share but I screw it up by screaming and tuning out. I'm usually so freaked out after I have to call the dogs or my husband. Is there something I'm avoiding seeing/knowing/hearing?
Last nights there was someone standing right beside me, if I remember the energy was warm and close and intimate somehow. I didn't have an image but they were more there than the table beside me. So much life/energy was there. They weren't scary so why was I so scared?
Awake my concious self isn't afraid, but I've been told I'm blocking myself.
Ive started going to these classes and we practice this stuff. There are spirits and guidance everywhere at these classes I can feel them, I'm not scared but I've been told while I get some stuff I stop myself and the root is always fear.
Any help? Do any of you know what I'm scared of? It isn't them, I don't think,... so what? And how do I get through this block?
Ps I saw a lot as a kid. My last experience was when I was 11 or 12 at that time I started going to catholic school and we move in to a VERY haunted house.
It did scare me then but I'm not afraid now. I want to stop blocking myself.
Edited to add. In meditation I've seen things and gotten very detailed messages but even then it's made clear to me I am blocking myself.
They wake me up.
I'm not afraid of them. But I startle out of that zone generally screaming within seconds.
What am I afraid of if not them?
I want to see them, talk and find out what they have to share but I screw it up by screaming and tuning out. I'm usually so freaked out after I have to call the dogs or my husband. Is there something I'm avoiding seeing/knowing/hearing?
Last nights there was someone standing right beside me, if I remember the energy was warm and close and intimate somehow. I didn't have an image but they were more there than the table beside me. So much life/energy was there. They weren't scary so why was I so scared?
Awake my concious self isn't afraid, but I've been told I'm blocking myself.
Ive started going to these classes and we practice this stuff. There are spirits and guidance everywhere at these classes I can feel them, I'm not scared but I've been told while I get some stuff I stop myself and the root is always fear.
Any help? Do any of you know what I'm scared of? It isn't them, I don't think,... so what? And how do I get through this block?
Ps I saw a lot as a kid. My last experience was when I was 11 or 12 at that time I started going to catholic school and we move in to a VERY haunted house.
It did scare me then but I'm not afraid now. I want to stop blocking myself.
Edited to add. In meditation I've seen things and gotten very detailed messages but even then it's made clear to me I am blocking myself.