03-12-2016, 03:14 PM
If I experienced infinity in full now, would it fry me?
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03-12-2016, 03:14 PM
If I experienced infinity in full now, would it fry me?
03-12-2016, 05:11 PM
You can experience parts of infinity. It is my understanding that this embodied consciousness cannot hold or process much of infinity so you couldn't experience it all at once. we are all bigger though, and our consiousness is a tiny part of source, so source experiences infinity. When you return to source you can experience it at once is my understanding.
I've been show/given parts to experience and it is even in little bits a lot to take in and process. For me some tiny parts were to much to process. It was just to much to the point I got just a sense I was shown something that was outside my ability to sense in a manner that I could bring into my consiousness. The ones I did get were great though. Ask to experience source if I can make a recommendation. I asked then forgot for a while. Out of the blue I experienced something so indescribable. I experienced a bliss/love/giddiness/unity/joy/play/warmth/roaring exstatic energy whirling between myself and another's upper chakras that it felt like a vortex. I could experience that for eternity. The idea of returning to source for eternity always sounded bad before that. Now I get it. It's actually what we long for. I could never do it justice by description.
03-12-2016, 07:57 PM
most circuits are only rated to carry a particular 'load'. If you exceed that current, you fry the circuit.
With crystallized energy centres, the amount of 'load' is able to be increased. Ra spoke more about circuitry here. / / Quote:The energies of sexual transfer would, if run through the undeveloped spiritual electrical or magnetic complex which you call circuitry, effectually blow out that particular circuit. Contrarily, the full spiritual energies run through bodily complex circuitry will also adversely affect the undeveloped circuit of the bodily complex. Quote:We might most closely associate your query with the concept of voltage. The uncrystallized, lower centers cannot deliver the higher voltage.
It should also be noted that there are self-protection measures in place before circuits blow out. Usually there is some sort of 'discharge' mechanism, where the excess current is able to be dissipated.
The only exception to that is where the stimulus is maintained at an excessive and inescapable level. Drug OD's for eg.
03-13-2016, 03:57 PM
When I had my schizo experience, I was at the top of the Octave, even experiencing the Octave before.
It wasn't blissful. It was terrifying.
03-13-2016, 08:16 PM
(03-13-2016, 03:57 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: When I had my schizo experience, I was at the top of the Octave, even experiencing the Octave before. we are limited by our vibration or perspective . In many of your posts you express fear, insecurity in your harvestability, and other fears it may have coloured your perspective or perception of what you saw. I have no idea what a schizo experience feels like but it might be something to consider. I'm not saying that is so in your case but there is always the recommendation to increase your vibration before seeking contact through the veil. Eliminating negativity of any kind and focusing heart chakra or above. If you are vibrating lower you won't see above astral and astral can't be trusted. I hope you don't find this offensive, I thought it might be useful information. Btw I don't think you have anything to worry about with harvest.
03-13-2016, 08:19 PM
Thanks Glow. I am not so worried. I can ask Ra for help if needed.
The tough life is behind me.
I wouldn't think "infinity" is anything to be worried about as far as experiencing it, in the way that many people replace curiosity with fear and avoid otherwise enlightening and insightful experiences - for instance, imagine how our progress in space exploration is affected by fearing extra-planetary beings instead of being curious to simply meet them.
I suppose it just sounds somewhat peculiar to me how you worded the question, sort of like if a single drop of water was asking if it would overload or "fry" itself by experiencing itself as the ocean. Technically, it IS the ocean, but it's also simultaneously the single droplet of water. You are a droplet of water and you are the ocean of infinite possibility/potential. You only limit your acceptance of feeling infinite if you're still clutching onto to old worries and suppressed fears. If you meditate, trying gently bringing your attention to these troublesome thoughts that are otherwise preventing you from feeling infinite, love, free will, or experiencing "spacious awareness" - allow your thoughts (especially constricting thoughts) to have the necessary "space" to just be. Your mind isn't a cramped locker with a limited number of thoughts stuffed in it. Your mind is more spacious and accepting if you allow it be. When a painful thought surfaces as you meditate, just acknowledge it, and let it be. If it's too painful to bring attention to, just let it go and work through the feeling a different time, but until then just simply acknowledge and let it drift by - like imagining your thoughts are like floating clouds, you can work through thoughts and feelings as they come to you at your own pace and choosing. As far as being concerned or frightened about experiencing infinity, I can say from my own experience with ego death that most of that fear is generally your own ego trying to defend itself and staying fixed right where you are, remaining glued/attached to any memory or familiar experiences that are immediately accessible for grounding purposes. Immediately before I completely detached from my own ego and experienced that same amazing, unifying, blissful, euphoric, infinite, all loving, state of Oneness - I was completely and utterly terrified, literally, out of my mind as well. Everything I had suppressed in my subconscious flooded to the surface all at once and I had no choice but to face what I had hidden away in my mind that I was so afraid to confront before. But once I had, I was immediately lifted and recognized how I wasn't different at all from everyone else that ever experienced fear and cutting oneself off from love, forgiveness, connection, and "the Source" that bridges all things together. I was the water droplet realizing there were other water droplets just like me, and that we were all apart of the same cosmic ocean. Another analogy - think of how one surfs a wave in the ocean. If you want the experience of surfing, you need the wave to be in motion. Obviously, you can't surf a placid body of water. Just as you experience shifts and changes though this life, the same change, shift, and motion is needed to keep a wave moving - whether the wave is big or small, exhilarating or terrifying, it must be moving if one wishes to surf. When the wave is motionless, it is no longer a "wave" and simply becomes water in the ocean again. However, should all ocean waves cease to be, a surfer might have some fear or anxiety of being disconnected from what defines him/her as an individual in the first place; for if there is no wave to surf, there is no surfer. But the water remains, as well as the infinite potential for the water to transform into brand new waves of experience. Only the illusion of water as "waves" is temporarily gone. The stillness of the water and contemplation of all waves, that ever were and potentially will be, might be rather startling or overwhelming to the surfer at first, but by acknowledging the impermanent nature of the universe (or the ocean in this case), the surfer realizes there's nothing to fear with all "potential waves" existing simultaneously as one, giant ocean. The surfer is also aware that the ocean isn't static, it's always changing and shifting, and will sure enough bring about new waves for the surfer to individually experience yet again. Basically, there's no easy way to explain how one experiences "Infinity" - in fact it's almost impossible to do so with words, and analogies can only explain so much. Consider what Ra states in the first session: "Ra: I am Ra. Consider, if you will, that the universe is infinite. This has yet to be proven or disproved, but we can assure you that there is no end to your selves, your understanding, what you would call your journey of seeking, or your perceptions of the creation. That which is infinite cannot be many, for many-ness is a finite concept. To have infinity you must identify or define that infinity as unity; otherwise, the term does not have any referent or meaning. In an Infinite Creator there is only unity. You have seen simple examples of unity. You have seen the prism which shows all colors stemming from the sunlight. This is a simplistic example of unity." Thinking of Infinity as Unity is a good way to increase overall forgiveness and acceptance and would prevent you, I would think, from "frying" yourself. Frying yourself is your ego worrying it's going to lose itself along the way of connecting to everything else in the Universe, but I can assure you you'll be fine, even if it is extremely intense or terrifying at first. Some references: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ego_death https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ego_death#Buddhism: "Zen practice is said to lead to ego-death. Ego-death is also called "great death", in contrast to the physical "small death." According to Jin Y. Park, the ego death that Buddhism encourages makes an end to the "usually-unconsciousness-and-automated quest" to understand the sense-of-self as a thing, instead of as a process. According to Park, meditation is learning how to die by learning to "forget" the sense of self: Quote:Enlightenment occurs when the usually automatized reflexivity of consciousness ceases, which is experienced as a letting-go and falling into the void and being wiped out of existence [...] When consciousness stops trying to catch its own tail, I become nothing, and discover that I am everything. According to Welwood, "egolessness" is a common experience. Egolessness appears "in the gaps and spaces between thoughts, which usually go unnoticed". Existential anxiety arises when one realizes that the feeling of "I" is nothing more than a perception. According to Welwood, only egoless awareness allows us to face and accept death in all forms. David Loy also mentions the fear of death, and the need to undergo ego-death to realize our true nature. According to Loy, our fear of egolessness may even be stronger than our fear of death." http://www.ahalmaas.com/glossary/ego-death Ego Death Feels as if Everybody Else is Dead: "To be completely you means being alone. When this is experienced, it will bring very deep grief and sadness. You have to learn to say good-bye to everything you have loved -- not just your Mommy and Daddy, your boyfriend and your cat, but to your feelings, your mind, your ideas. You are in love with all of these. letting go of them will feel like a great loss, even a death. It is not you who dies. What dies is everyone else. In the experience of ego death, you don't feel you're dying; you feel everybody else is dead. You feel you're all alone, totally alone. You have lost a boundary which was constructed from past experiences. But this boundary never really existed! It was just a belief. When you experience reality as it is, there is no sense of boundaries or of being separate, of inside or outside." ~ Diamond Heart Book II, p. 169 |
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