Polarization and Adept

[AnthroHeart]

I don't think with my mental illness I could become a true adept.

But how far into the positive polarization can one go, without being an adept.

With loving all around them, and being accepting of all, to a certain extent.

Without letting others walk all over them.

With a strong desire to serve till it hurts.

Spending much of his meditation time in service to others, sending love and light.

[Brian_Sanchez]

Infinity. You set your own limits as in it's about trying, thus just go as far as you can/will. :3

[AnthroHeart]

But my meds close down my 3rd eye. I can feel it buzz, but don't see the geometric shapes I used to on the wall.

But I need my psych meds so I don't get scared and violent.

[tamaryn]

Yep I have the same blockage with my societal labeled 'illness'. You aren't alone Gemini!

Follow you bliss, as they say and If you bliss is a simple as Feeling love and cultivating that in the self well that is a remarkable service to all of a similar vibration.

Perhaps every time we clear ourselves, we lift the planet as well.

[AnthroHeart]

I had no idea tamaryn. You're posts tend to inspire me.

[tamaryn]

My illness - or energetic tendencies - are my most impeccable teacher, pointing where I have resistance and struggle. It seems the more I try to control energy with my will, even in a direction of Love, the more often it comes crashing down in a plethora of pain.

I need to work on holding the intention of Love without expecting any instant energetic result. Love with detachment.

As for the third eye, I miss the geometry too, lol. But sometimes I see it anyway even though the meds hold it at bay.

[AnthroHeart]

Yes, I'm learning to let it go. Any expectation. But I do feel energetic result in my heart when I ask my guide to help me. Or when I focus on healing and loving myself.

[Fastidious Emanations]

that geometry is a part of the 'crystallization' sought by the 'adept'.

Also does unattached/detached love have ability to receive and accept love?

adept
[adjective uh-dept; noun ad-ept, uh-dept]

adjective
1.
very skilled; proficient; expert:
an adept juggler.

noun, adept
2.
a skilled or proficient person; expert.


so basically. Are you good at... Love without limitations?
Or penetrating your understanding/ lack of knowing of what we call 'intelligent infinity'?
or..
being gemini.
You know what, honestly. I understand your furry obsession to a degree. There is a certain freedom in the reality of a canine which is.. well. sexy as f*** XD

[AnthroHeart]

My illness - or energetic tendencies - are my most impeccable teacher, pointing where I have resistance and struggle. It seems the more I try to control energy with my will, even in a direction of Love, the more often it comes crashing down in a plethora of pain.

I need to work on holding the intention of Love without expecting any instant energetic result. Love with detachment.

As for the third eye, I miss the geometry too, lol. But sometimes I see it anyway even though the meds hold it at bay.

Do you ever get scared for no reason that you know of? I was earlier today. I do get anxiety.
Also I have this pain on the side and back of my head that isn't a headache. It feels more like a swollen blood vessel.
But I wouldn't know. I'm not worried.

[tamaryn]

The geometry as crystallization of self sounds about right. Seeing through the illusion for a split second and viewing an alignment.

I get the swollen blood vessel feeling at my left temple a lot. Sometimes it forms a half crown from my left eye to the back of my head. In fact its starting the accumulation of pressure now. I see it as a sign I am not fully allowing the life force to flow harmoniously in that area, and Is meeting a resistance pattern. Maybe the resistance in myself is believing it as an adversary rather than a friend in need.

And Yes, that primal Fear comes to me on and off. It is like an initiation and there is a Doorway you may enter, if you aren't scared to death already. And just beyond the door is my soul looking at itself. Does he see yet that we are one and the same awareness? Does he see that this was created so he could choose to expand?

Once I see beyond the image that goes along with the powerful fear it is like the image is revealed as a hologram being projected by an Orb of colored energy. An aspect of my soul I abandoned long ago. Returning in great harmonious Laughter. You found me again!