09-19-2017, 09:58 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-19-2017, 09:59 AM by Infinite Unity.)
(02-04-2016, 07:46 AM)Stranger Wrote: My solar plexus is blocked solid; it has always been. This is an issue stretching back lifetimes. At this point, however, I've done a good job of clearing out the other chakras. I frequently feel a warm loving glow in the heart and throat area, and the top two are often active as well, but this thing is like a steel and concrete plug (in fact, that's how I saw it once in meditation). When I ask intuitively what it is, the answer comes back, "pain, suffering; many, many occasions of being hurt across lifetimes" (accompanied with a visual of layers upon layers of suffering combining on top of each other). Also, fear, of course. Recently in meditation I saw bright multicolored light streaming upwards into me through the central channel, but hitting as if a wall at the third chakra and scattering sideways (horizontally) in all directions.
Aside from the "physical" discomfort, this is affecting my life in many undesirable ways. I generally see others as sources of difficulty and prefer to avoid them, except for a few rock-solid close relationships characterized by a great deal of love. (To be clear, my work involves dealing with individuals and I do very well in that; the fear/avoidance of others is more of an underlying tendency and mental/emotional attitude that I've identified, an assumption that nothing good will come of trying to reach out to others - or that I will somehow screw it up). As a side effect of the above, I have not allowed myself to work towards writing and publishing the things I need to (and planned to do, pre-incarnatively), due to overwhelming, previously unconscious but now identified fear of being ridiculed, rejected and abandoned. Because of this, I frequently feel that God, my guides, etc. are disappointed in me, and feel bad about it; every time I ask, I'm told unequivocally that it is purely my projection of my own feelings, and I "could never be a disappointment", and I accept that as fact - yet emotionally it continues to feel true; ultimately I'm disappointed in myself, but can't move forward in these projects due to blockage-caused fear.
So I think what I need to do (and finally getting to the point of this lengthy post, for which I apologize) is to figure out what it's like to function with an UNblocked third chakra. How does someone with yellow ray clarity relate to themselves and others? What are the essential points? This is really my central question.
And then "fake it till I make it". I guess. This is a beast, and everything I've done before seems so much easier in comparison, so I'm reaching out to my spiritual family for any help and guidance you might provide. Love you guys and gals.
I think your approach to figuring this out, to be a great one. In my personal opinion one of the most effective way of teaching and learning is to have the experience. Of a minimally balanced and unblocked energy system, or chakra. There are two modes that can be seen as balanced operation of yellow ray. Due to the symbiotic nature or dynamic movement of the system. Or rather no center is independent. One is the living in yellow ray, the day to day activity is centered in yellow ray. Each entity is like a mechanism, it is important to the unity of the machine due to function, and for what it adds and acomplishes for the all. The second balanced functioning of yellow ray. Is the energy does not stop and yellow ray and continues to yellow. Each individual is more clearly appreciated for the essence of being rather than function, and 'value' based on return.