11-06-2015, 09:11 AM
Dear brothers and sisters,
First of all, forgive me if my english grammar is not good enough. Also, I know that I'm using the word/letter "I" way too much...
I've been reading posts on this forum for a while now, and have started to respect a lot of posters here.
I can surely say that I have never met in my life anyone who is as open-minded and knowledgeable as a lot of people here are,
and that is a big problem for me as I have no one to speak about spirituality with.
To be honest, I regarded myself as a highly spiritual person with a lot of knowledge on the subject, until I came to this forum and realized, well, that it is not the case, and that there are so many beautiful people here that I can learn a lot from.
With that being said, I would like to hear your opinions concerning one "spiritual experience" that has happened to me.
I'm a Shinpiden level Reiki practitioner. On this level you receive the "master" symbol for channeling highest frequency energies,
which can be said that you are channeling the pure love energy of The Infinite One. Somewhere on the internet I've read that radiating too much positivity can draw attention of some negative "forces" to you. Although, light usually "chase away the darkness", as an example someone said: "but bright lights in the forest attract a lot of bugs".
To make a long story short, I was working/treating a lot of people, some family members, some friends, some neighbours etc.
I also joined a group I found on line, there is around 700-750 people, and we are working weekly treatments/sessions for our mother Earth, for all animals, plants, people in need, future for the children, victims of natural disasters and so on..
So you could said that I was "shining" a lot those days.
Some of the people that I was treating have some serious distorsions and a lot of negative energies around them.
After a couple of weeks of working with them, something happened that I do not quite understand, but it has "changed" me a lot.
I'm still trying to recover from that experience, as it has frightened me to the point that I stopped doing Reiki on other people for a while now, frightened that I can maybe cause some of them to experience something similar to what has happened to me.
Anyway, I was lying in bed one night after doing some distant treatments and meditation, and could not fall asleep as I was still full of energy, so to speak. While lying in bed I suddenly felt some vibrations running through my body, and could hear a sound in my left ear that I can only explain as swarm of bees being right there near my ear. Than the sound changed into something like a sound of a helicopter flying, and then the sound changed into something like thunder striking a lot of times at ones. Suddenly, I was floating near the ceiling of my room. Fully conscious, I thought, hmm, this must be some sort of OBE or astral projection, although I don't have experience in those things, only reading other peoples experiences. And then it happened: doors of my room slowly opened, and something invisible to me (I only saw the outline shape of "it") entered my room and picked my dog from the floor and started to carry her out of the room. I can clearly remember expression of confusion and fear on her face. Instinctively, I went after "it" and started to "fight" with "it", so to speak, and "it" blew me away with some kind of force/energy, I don't know. I remember that I was "hit" in my left shoulder and felt pain as it blew me away. Next thing I remember, I'm lying in bed shocked looking at my dog, she is looking at me with that same confusing look.
In the morning when I woke up, although remembering it all very vivid, I convinced myself that it was just a weird dream.
That is, until I went to the bathroom and saw that my left shoulder is bruised and all red, and it hurt a lot when I touch it.
I tried to explain this to myself in some rational way, maybe I hit myself somehow during the sleep, but there is no theoretical way for me to make that kind of injury to myself (I tried to hit my shoulder in anyway possible, against the bed and wall, but could not do it strong enough to cause that kind of injury).
I've read somewhere that some entities have that ability to force you out of your body, but I lack knowledge and experience in those subjects.
This has happened a two years ago, and I'm still confused with this experience, and haven't done Reiki on anyone except myself and my dog since then. It has frightened me a lot, not in the sense that I'm afraid for my life or anything like that, but I'm simply afraid to work with someone thinking that I may cause something similar to happen to them. Or if "it" was/is in fact some kind of some entity, than I don't feel comfortable working with other-selves energy fields with "it" nearby.
If someone of you had some similar experience, or have any opinion/knowledge on this subject, I would really appreciate your opinions.
Ma apologies for a long post and my ramblings.
PS: I don't have any mental illness, nor do I abuse drugs, don't drink any medications etc...
First of all, forgive me if my english grammar is not good enough. Also, I know that I'm using the word/letter "I" way too much...
I've been reading posts on this forum for a while now, and have started to respect a lot of posters here.
I can surely say that I have never met in my life anyone who is as open-minded and knowledgeable as a lot of people here are,
and that is a big problem for me as I have no one to speak about spirituality with.
To be honest, I regarded myself as a highly spiritual person with a lot of knowledge on the subject, until I came to this forum and realized, well, that it is not the case, and that there are so many beautiful people here that I can learn a lot from.
With that being said, I would like to hear your opinions concerning one "spiritual experience" that has happened to me.
I'm a Shinpiden level Reiki practitioner. On this level you receive the "master" symbol for channeling highest frequency energies,
which can be said that you are channeling the pure love energy of The Infinite One. Somewhere on the internet I've read that radiating too much positivity can draw attention of some negative "forces" to you. Although, light usually "chase away the darkness", as an example someone said: "but bright lights in the forest attract a lot of bugs".
To make a long story short, I was working/treating a lot of people, some family members, some friends, some neighbours etc.
I also joined a group I found on line, there is around 700-750 people, and we are working weekly treatments/sessions for our mother Earth, for all animals, plants, people in need, future for the children, victims of natural disasters and so on..
So you could said that I was "shining" a lot those days.
Some of the people that I was treating have some serious distorsions and a lot of negative energies around them.
After a couple of weeks of working with them, something happened that I do not quite understand, but it has "changed" me a lot.
I'm still trying to recover from that experience, as it has frightened me to the point that I stopped doing Reiki on other people for a while now, frightened that I can maybe cause some of them to experience something similar to what has happened to me.
Anyway, I was lying in bed one night after doing some distant treatments and meditation, and could not fall asleep as I was still full of energy, so to speak. While lying in bed I suddenly felt some vibrations running through my body, and could hear a sound in my left ear that I can only explain as swarm of bees being right there near my ear. Than the sound changed into something like a sound of a helicopter flying, and then the sound changed into something like thunder striking a lot of times at ones. Suddenly, I was floating near the ceiling of my room. Fully conscious, I thought, hmm, this must be some sort of OBE or astral projection, although I don't have experience in those things, only reading other peoples experiences. And then it happened: doors of my room slowly opened, and something invisible to me (I only saw the outline shape of "it") entered my room and picked my dog from the floor and started to carry her out of the room. I can clearly remember expression of confusion and fear on her face. Instinctively, I went after "it" and started to "fight" with "it", so to speak, and "it" blew me away with some kind of force/energy, I don't know. I remember that I was "hit" in my left shoulder and felt pain as it blew me away. Next thing I remember, I'm lying in bed shocked looking at my dog, she is looking at me with that same confusing look.
In the morning when I woke up, although remembering it all very vivid, I convinced myself that it was just a weird dream.
That is, until I went to the bathroom and saw that my left shoulder is bruised and all red, and it hurt a lot when I touch it.
I tried to explain this to myself in some rational way, maybe I hit myself somehow during the sleep, but there is no theoretical way for me to make that kind of injury to myself (I tried to hit my shoulder in anyway possible, against the bed and wall, but could not do it strong enough to cause that kind of injury).
I've read somewhere that some entities have that ability to force you out of your body, but I lack knowledge and experience in those subjects.
This has happened a two years ago, and I'm still confused with this experience, and haven't done Reiki on anyone except myself and my dog since then. It has frightened me a lot, not in the sense that I'm afraid for my life or anything like that, but I'm simply afraid to work with someone thinking that I may cause something similar to happen to them. Or if "it" was/is in fact some kind of some entity, than I don't feel comfortable working with other-selves energy fields with "it" nearby.
If someone of you had some similar experience, or have any opinion/knowledge on this subject, I would really appreciate your opinions.
Ma apologies for a long post and my ramblings.
PS: I don't have any mental illness, nor do I abuse drugs, don't drink any medications etc...